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part one the before time

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part one the before time
 

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part one the before time
so as some of you may have noticed i do

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so as some of you may have noticed i do
 

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so as some of you may have noticed i do
videos about cartoons but if you're new

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videos about cartoons but if you're new
 

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videos about cartoons but if you're new
then you might not know that i got

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then you might not know that i got
 

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then you might not know that i got
started doing videos about my little

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started doing videos about my little
 

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started doing videos about my little
pony yes i'm serious and to be honest i

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pony yes i'm serious and to be honest i
 

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pony yes i'm serious and to be honest i
don't really regret it i had a fun time

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don't really regret it i had a fun time
 

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don't really regret it i had a fun time
going to conventions talking about my

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going to conventions talking about my
 

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going to conventions talking about my
favorite character seen here on the

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favorite character seen here on the
 

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favorite character seen here on the
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screen for the majority of the time and
 

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screen for the majority of the time and
got to have an artistic outlet that was

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got to have an artistic outlet that was
 

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got to have an artistic outlet that was
brand new and super rewarding it still

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brand new and super rewarding it still
 

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brand new and super rewarding it still
is so let me be clear there are a lot of

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is so let me be clear there are a lot of
 

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is so let me be clear there are a lot of
positive people who still identify as a

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positive people who still identify as a
 

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positive people who still identify as a
brony the vast majority of in-person

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brony the vast majority of in-person
 

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brony the vast majority of in-person
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experiences going to these various
 

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experiences going to these various
conventions are positive the whole

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conventions are positive the whole
 

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conventions are positive the whole
reason i try to make an active attempt

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reason i try to make an active attempt
 

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reason i try to make an active attempt
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to going to conventions even now is that
 

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to going to conventions even now is that
it is emotionally rewarding to see and

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it is emotionally rewarding to see and
 

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it is emotionally rewarding to see and
interact with people who consume our

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interact with people who consume our
 

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interact with people who consume our
content it makes me feel like i'm doing

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content it makes me feel like i'm doing
 

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content it makes me feel like i'm doing
more than just making videos on the

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more than just making videos on the
 

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more than just making videos on the
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internet but there are some really
 

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internet but there are some really
rotten apples let me tell you what and

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rotten apples let me tell you what and
 

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rotten apples let me tell you what and
what's not to like about apples there's

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what's not to like about apples there's
 

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what's not to like about apples there's
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decor
 

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decor
and sour apples and rotten apples and

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and sour apples and rotten apples and
 

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and sour apples and rotten apples and
apples with worms in them

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apples with worms in them
 

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apples with worms in them
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what
not helping for those of you who don't

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not helping for those of you who don't
 

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not helping for those of you who don't
know what cancel culture is welcome to

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know what cancel culture is welcome to
 

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know what cancel culture is welcome to
the internet here's your i'm new to

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the internet here's your i'm new to
 

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the internet here's your i'm new to
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internet culture button but basically
 

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internet culture button but basically
it's when a group of people gang up on

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it's when a group of people gang up on
 

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it's when a group of people gang up on
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an individual for something that is
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perceived to be very bad in the past
 

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perceived to be very bad in the past
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usually a racist remark or a homophobic
 

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usually a racist remark or a homophobic
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rework or their pedophile
 

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rework or their pedophile
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there can potentially be some good
 

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there can potentially be some good
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coming from this when the actions of
 

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coming from this when the actions of
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specific pedophiles are brought to the
 

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specific pedophiles are brought to the
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public attention and potential victims
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are warned when past victims recover but
 

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are warned when past victims recover but
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it is kind of orphaned to bring up
 

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it is kind of orphaned to bring up
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people's mistakes from the past and
 

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people's mistakes from the past and
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shoving them in other people's faces in
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an effort to prove ex-person is bad and
 

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an effort to prove ex-person is bad and
will always be bad forever and ever and

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will always be bad forever and ever and
 

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will always be bad forever and ever and
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ever and ever something i don't think a
 

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ever and ever something i don't think a
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lot of people really realize is this
 

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lot of people really realize is this
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stuff is not sourced a lot of the time
 

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stuff is not sourced a lot of the time
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anyone can open up photoshop and make a
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comment that someone said that is a bad
 

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comment that someone said that is a bad
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look remember in high school or if
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you're still in high school less when
 

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you're still in high school less when
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your teachers made you cite your sources
 

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your teachers made you cite your sources
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on whatever three page research paper
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you're writing at the time to prove
 

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you're writing at the time to prove
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where you got your information there's a
 

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where you got your information there's a
reason why we do that to stop and source

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reason why we do that to stop and source
 

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reason why we do that to stop and source
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back misinformation and judging by all
 

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back misinformation and judging by all
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the fake news that there has been the
 

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the fake news that there has been the
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last like five years or so the internet
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in general doesn't do it that often i
 

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in general doesn't do it that often i
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think a good chunk of this comes down to
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many people using fandom and fandom
 

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many people using fandom and fandom
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culture as a way to escape and find new
 

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culture as a way to escape and find new
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identity we can hide behind a furrio sea
 

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identity we can hide behind a furrio sea
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or my little ponyo sea and meet new
 

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or my little ponyo sea and meet new
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people go to cons and have a sense of
 

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people go to cons and have a sense of
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escapism from a very tedious sometimes
 

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escapism from a very tedious sometimes
broken life in general i do think fandom

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broken life in general i do think fandom
 

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broken life in general i do think fandom
culture as a whole was great it connects

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culture as a whole was great it connects
 

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culture as a whole was great it connects
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people let people be passionate about
 

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people let people be passionate about
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things that they resonate with whether
 

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things that they resonate with whether
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that be horse jesus or regular jesus but
 

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that be horse jesus or regular jesus but
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it also exists in this sort of weird
 

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it also exists in this sort of weird
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bubble where you can just kind of lose
 

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bubble where you can just kind of lose
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yourself in it and that children brings
 

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yourself in it and that children brings
us the beginning of the worst summer of

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us the beginning of the worst summer of
 

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us the beginning of the worst summer of
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my life
 

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my life
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fasten your seat belts it's going to be
 

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fasten your seat belts it's going to be
a bumpy night

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a bumpy night
 

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a bumpy night
some quick disclaimers before i move on

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some quick disclaimers before i move on
 

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some quick disclaimers before i move on
the first thing you might ask is why now

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the first thing you might ask is why now
 

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the first thing you might ask is why now
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and the answer to that question is
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complicated i guess the short version is
 

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complicated i guess the short version is
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i finally feel i can comfortably talk
 

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i finally feel i can comfortably talk
about this in a bare bones way more

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about this in a bare bones way more
 

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about this in a bare bones way more
confidently in the past i've talked

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confidently in the past i've talked
 

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confidently in the past i've talked
about the situation that you're all

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about the situation that you're all
 

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about the situation that you're all
about to hear about in passing talked

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about to hear about in passing talked
 

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about to hear about in passing talked
about the real life effects of it talked

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about the real life effects of it talked
 

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about the real life effects of it talked
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about how it affected me because i feel
 

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about how it affected me because i feel
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like i had to for people who might be
 

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like i had to for people who might be
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suffering like this and didn't have
 

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suffering like this and didn't have
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resources to help themselves but never
 

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resources to help themselves but never
the details because i just assumed it

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the details because i just assumed it
 

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the details because i just assumed it
would go away boy was i wrong second i'm

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would go away boy was i wrong second i'm
 

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would go away boy was i wrong second i'm
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going to name parties but for the most
 

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going to name parties but for the most
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part this all happened a while ago
 

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part this all happened a while ago
everything i'm going to talk about for

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everything i'm going to talk about for
 

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everything i'm going to talk about for
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the most part is already public
 

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the most part is already public
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information and part of the point of
 

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information and part of the point of
this story is to show you how negative

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this story is to show you how negative
 

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this story is to show you how negative
harassment can be so uh don't harass

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harassment can be so uh don't harass
 

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harassment can be so uh don't harass
anyone listed or named here please

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again for those who don't know i have a

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again for those who don't know i have a
 

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again for those who don't know i have a
team of volunteers who help me make my

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team of volunteers who help me make my
 

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team of volunteers who help me make my
videos there are many reasons i choose

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videos there are many reasons i choose
 

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videos there are many reasons i choose
and continue to do this but the many

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and continue to do this but the many
 

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and continue to do this but the many
reasons are to streamline the production

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reasons are to streamline the production
 

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reasons are to streamline the production
process so i can focus on the parts i

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process so i can focus on the parts i
 

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process so i can focus on the parts i
like the most which are scripting and

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like the most which are scripting and
 

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like the most which are scripting and
the visuals but also to make the process

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the visuals but also to make the process
 

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the visuals but also to make the process
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more fun through cooperation of this
 

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more fun through cooperation of this
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video technically the channel is still
 

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video technically the channel is still
non-profit we do monetize the videos now

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non-profit we do monetize the videos now
 

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non-profit we do monetize the videos now
but that's only to help with the youtube

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but that's only to help with the youtube
 

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but that's only to help with the youtube
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algorithm and the lifetime total so far
 

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algorithm and the lifetime total so far
is like 30

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is like 30
 

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is like 30
look at me i can buy a pizza

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my biggest fear is dividing pay and in

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my biggest fear is dividing pay and in
 

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my biggest fear is dividing pay and in
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turn not being around genuine people who
 

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turn not being around genuine people who
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really care about animation like i do
 

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really care about animation like i do
but let me make this clear this is my

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but let me make this clear this is my
 

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but let me make this clear this is my
decision i understand if you might not

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decision i understand if you might not
 

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decision i understand if you might not
agree with it or you might think i'm

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agree with it or you might think i'm
 

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agree with it or you might think i'm
stupid for not paying people and

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stupid for not paying people and
 

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stupid for not paying people and
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choosing not to gain money myself at
 

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choosing not to gain money myself at
this moment but please respect my

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this moment but please respect my
 

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this moment but please respect my
decision and don't assume that i'm just

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decision and don't assume that i'm just
 

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decision and don't assume that i'm just
an idiot who doesn't know what i'm doing

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an idiot who doesn't know what i'm doing
 

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an idiot who doesn't know what i'm doing
one of my mistakes going into all this

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one of my mistakes going into all this
 

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one of my mistakes going into all this
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is not having a clear idea about what
 

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is not having a clear idea about what
motivated the other party nowadays it's

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motivated the other party nowadays it's
 

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motivated the other party nowadays it's
mostly college students using their work

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mostly college students using their work
 

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mostly college students using their work
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to fill out some prerequisite for school
 

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to fill out some prerequisite for school
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or to practice their skills before
 

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or to practice their skills before
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joining the workforce as well as the
 

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joining the workforce as well as the
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community aspect i mentioned earlier and
 

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community aspect i mentioned earlier and
back in the day i wasn't so diligent

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back in the day i wasn't so diligent
 

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back in the day i wasn't so diligent
about it the funniest thing about all

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about it the funniest thing about all
 

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about it the funniest thing about all
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this is that these are people on the
 

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this is that these are people on the
internet i can't force them to do

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internet i can't force them to do
 

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internet i can't force them to do
anything and they are more than welcome

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anything and they are more than welcome
 

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anything and they are more than welcome
to move on if there's some long-term

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to move on if there's some long-term
 

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to move on if there's some long-term
commitment that's preventing them from

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commitment that's preventing them from
 

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commitment that's preventing them from
working hence this but this is a bad

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working hence this but this is a bad
 

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working hence this but this is a bad
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idea
 

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idea
but this is too demanding and a hot mess

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but this is too demanding and a hot mess
 

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but this is too demanding and a hot mess
you are more than welcome to leave do

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you are more than welcome to leave do
 

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you are more than welcome to leave do
not pass go do not collect

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not pass go do not collect
 

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not pass go do not collect
200. you're done sir so this video is

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200. you're done sir so this video is
 

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200. you're done sir so this video is
going to talk a lot about human

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going to talk a lot about human
 

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going to talk a lot about human
psychology which i'm sure you weren't

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psychology which i'm sure you weren't
 

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psychology which i'm sure you weren't
expecting for in this for my main

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expecting for in this for my main
 

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expecting for in this for my main
response to just all this in general i'm

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response to just all this in general i'm
 

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response to just all this in general i'm
going to source an article i found we're

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going to source an article i found we're
 

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going to source an article i found we're
researching this video called five

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researching this video called five
 

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researching this video called five
reasons why it's okay to tell people

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reasons why it's okay to tell people
 

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reasons why it's okay to tell people
your story of abuse by connie baker who

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your story of abuse by connie baker who
 

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your story of abuse by connie baker who
is a professional psychologist and

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is a professional psychologist and
 

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is a professional psychologist and
mostly specializes in church and

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mostly specializes in church and
 

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mostly specializes in church and
religious themed abuse so you know

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religious themed abuse so you know
 

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religious themed abuse so you know
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there's some tying themes here
 

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there's some tying themes here
it's okay to tell your story because it

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it's okay to tell your story because it
 

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it's okay to tell your story because it
shines a light into dark places creates

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shines a light into dark places creates
 

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shines a light into dark places creates
healthier communities and empowers

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healthier communities and empowers
 

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healthier communities and empowers
others to break the silence there's an

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others to break the silence there's an
 

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others to break the silence there's an
enforced silence surrounding abuse which

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enforced silence surrounding abuse which
 

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enforced silence surrounding abuse which
not only harms our communities but also

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not only harms our communities but also
 

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not only harms our communities but also
additional abuse victims and pressuring

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additional abuse victims and pressuring
 

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additional abuse victims and pressuring
victims to stay silent or to tell their

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victims to stay silent or to tell their
 

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victims to stay silent or to tell their
story in a certain way or at a certain

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story in a certain way or at a certain
 

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story in a certain way or at a certain
time that sounds familiar we traumatize

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time that sounds familiar we traumatize
 

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time that sounds familiar we traumatize
them and add to their shame and pain

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them and add to their shame and pain
 

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them and add to their shame and pain
when someone is abused their power to

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when someone is abused their power to
 

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when someone is abused their power to
speak is taken away by an abuser so if

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speak is taken away by an abuser so if
 

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speak is taken away by an abuser so if
survivors are not allowed to determine

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survivors are not allowed to determine
 

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survivors are not allowed to determine
when and how they tell their stories we

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when and how they tell their stories we
 

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when and how they tell their stories we
again empower the perpetrator and

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again empower the perpetrator and
 

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again empower the perpetrator and
disempower the victim and we breed

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disempower the victim and we breed
 

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disempower the victim and we breed
toxicity and deception in our churches

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toxicity and deception in our churches
 

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toxicity and deception in our churches
and communities which hurts everyone

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and communities which hurts everyone
 

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and communities which hurts everyone
breaking the silence is a threat to the

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breaking the silence is a threat to the
 

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breaking the silence is a threat to the
status quo and also a threat to abusers

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status quo and also a threat to abusers
 

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status quo and also a threat to abusers
victims of abuse are often threatened

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victims of abuse are often threatened
 

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victims of abuse are often threatened
with horrible things if they talk about

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with horrible things if they talk about
 

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with horrible things if they talk about
what's happened to them exposing the

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what's happened to them exposing the
 

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what's happened to them exposing the
truth is a declaration of freedom

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truth is a declaration of freedom
 

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truth is a declaration of freedom
empowerment for survivors and both are

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empowerment for survivors and both are
 

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empowerment for survivors and both are
essential steps towards healing it's

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essential steps towards healing it's
 

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essential steps towards healing it's
okay to tell your story to bring

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okay to tell your story to bring
 

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okay to tell your story to bring
awareness that abuse is a serious

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awareness that abuse is a serious
 

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awareness that abuse is a serious
problem in our churches and society or

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problem in our churches and society or
 

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problem in our churches and society or
in this case our fandoms and promote

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in this case our fandoms and promote
 

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in this case our fandoms and promote
understanding of the different types of

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understanding of the different types of
 

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understanding of the different types of
abuse when we refuse to see the abuse

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abuse when we refuse to see the abuse
 

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abuse when we refuse to see the abuse
academic in our society we enable

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academic in our society we enable
 

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academic in our society we enable
abusers and bolster abusive systems in

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abusers and bolster abusive systems in
 

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abusers and bolster abusive systems in
telling the truth about what we're

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telling the truth about what we're
 

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telling the truth about what we're
facing we refuse to allow people in

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facing we refuse to allow people in
 

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facing we refuse to allow people in
communities to live in denial abuse

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communities to live in denial abuse
 

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communities to live in denial abuse
flourishes where people families

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flourishes where people families
 

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flourishes where people families
workplaces and religious institutions

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workplaces and religious institutions
 

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workplaces and religious institutions
minimize abuse and make excuses instead

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minimize abuse and make excuses instead
 

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minimize abuse and make excuses instead
of changes when we don't speak up it

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of changes when we don't speak up it
 

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of changes when we don't speak up it
becomes easier for others to know that

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becomes easier for others to know that
 

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becomes easier for others to know that
there's a problem when we do we force

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there's a problem when we do we force
 

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there's a problem when we do we force
people to confront hard truths

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people to confront hard truths
 

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people to confront hard truths
oppression is undermined when we clearly

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oppression is undermined when we clearly
 

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oppression is undermined when we clearly
name abuse expose oppressors and take

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name abuse expose oppressors and take
 

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name abuse expose oppressors and take
action change begins with

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action change begins with
 

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action change begins with
acknowledgement i also wanted to discuss

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acknowledgement i also wanted to discuss
 

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acknowledgement i also wanted to discuss
this now so we can prevent situations

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this now so we can prevent situations
 

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this now so we can prevent situations
like this with the rise of internet and

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like this with the rise of internet and
 

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like this with the rise of internet and
cancel culture it's important to have

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cancel culture it's important to have
 

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cancel culture it's important to have
credible sources for whatever you're

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credible sources for whatever you're
 

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credible sources for whatever you're
consuming and now all this stuff with

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consuming and now all this stuff with
 

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consuming and now all this stuff with
facebook i think people really need to

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facebook i think people really need to
 

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facebook i think people really need to
consider where they're getting their

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consider where they're getting their
 

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consider where they're getting their
news sources from the other thing is

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news sources from the other thing is
 

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news sources from the other thing is
that if you're slandered and your

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that if you're slandered and your
 

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that if you're slandered and your
credibility is tainted then you need

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credibility is tainted then you need
 

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credibility is tainted then you need
sources to back everything up or else

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sources to back everything up or else
 

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sources to back everything up or else
people will just think you're lying i'm

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people will just think you're lying i'm
 

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people will just think you're lying i'm
sure there's tons of people who would

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sure there's tons of people who would
 

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sure there's tons of people who would
like to believe that i'm just making up

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like to believe that i'm just making up
 

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like to believe that i'm just making up
this whole story just so i'm not the bad

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this whole story just so i'm not the bad
 

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this whole story just so i'm not the bad
guy but i have sources i have people i

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guy but i have sources i have people i
 

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guy but i have sources i have people i
have quotes this is important part of

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have quotes this is important part of
 

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have quotes this is important part of
understanding this incident part two the

470
00:08:09,589 --> 00:08:09,599
understanding this incident part two the
 

471
00:08:09,599 --> 00:08:11,990
understanding this incident part two the
a on twitter aka you were wrong about

472
00:08:11,990 --> 00:08:12,000
a on twitter aka you were wrong about
 

473
00:08:12,000 --> 00:08:13,189
a on twitter aka you were wrong about
some facts

474
00:08:13,189 --> 00:08:13,199
some facts
 

475
00:08:13,199 --> 00:08:15,189
some facts
now that you have that background this

476
00:08:15,189 --> 00:08:15,199
now that you have that background this
 

477
00:08:15,199 --> 00:08:17,430
now that you have that background this
big 2016 incident begins with the

478
00:08:17,430 --> 00:08:17,440
big 2016 incident begins with the
 

479
00:08:17,440 --> 00:08:19,430
big 2016 incident begins with the
release of our big group project a

480
00:08:19,430 --> 00:08:19,440
release of our big group project a
 

481
00:08:19,440 --> 00:08:29,830
release of our big group project a
different perspective

482
00:08:29,830 --> 00:08:29,840

 

483
00:08:29,840 --> 00:08:31,430

at the time people were frustrated that

484
00:08:31,430 --> 00:08:31,440
at the time people were frustrated that
 

485
00:08:31,440 --> 00:08:33,509
at the time people were frustrated that
it had my pony original character when i

486
00:08:33,509 --> 00:08:33,519
it had my pony original character when i
 

487
00:08:33,519 --> 00:08:35,430
it had my pony original character when i
was trying to push a straight narrative

488
00:08:35,430 --> 00:08:35,440
was trying to push a straight narrative
 

489
00:08:35,440 --> 00:08:36,949
was trying to push a straight narrative
it was problematic because the

490
00:08:36,949 --> 00:08:36,959
it was problematic because the
 

491
00:08:36,959 --> 00:08:39,589
it was problematic because the
disassociation from my avatar to the

492
00:08:39,589 --> 00:08:39,599
disassociation from my avatar to the
 

493
00:08:39,599 --> 00:08:41,430
disassociation from my avatar to the
character and the story just wasn't

494
00:08:41,430 --> 00:08:41,440
character and the story just wasn't
 

495
00:08:41,440 --> 00:08:43,350
character and the story just wasn't
there so people thought this was an

496
00:08:43,350 --> 00:08:43,360
there so people thought this was an
 

497
00:08:43,360 --> 00:08:46,870
there so people thought this was an
egotistical move because it was me as a

498
00:08:46,870 --> 00:08:46,880
egotistical move because it was me as a
 

499
00:08:46,880 --> 00:08:49,750
egotistical move because it was me as a
pony with a non-profit project creating

500
00:08:49,750 --> 00:08:49,760
pony with a non-profit project creating
 

501
00:08:49,760 --> 00:08:51,750
pony with a non-profit project creating
this narrative about

502
00:08:51,750 --> 00:08:51,760
this narrative about
 

503
00:08:51,760 --> 00:08:54,710
this narrative about
my fan fiction or something if i were to

504
00:08:54,710 --> 00:08:54,720
my fan fiction or something if i were to
 

505
00:08:54,720 --> 00:08:56,630
my fan fiction or something if i were to
do it again i would have just made a

506
00:08:56,630 --> 00:08:56,640
do it again i would have just made a
 

507
00:08:56,640 --> 00:08:58,310
do it again i would have just made a
completely new character so this

508
00:08:58,310 --> 00:08:58,320
completely new character so this
 

509
00:08:58,320 --> 00:09:01,110
completely new character so this
wouldn't be a problem or just you know

510
00:09:01,110 --> 00:09:01,120
wouldn't be a problem or just you know
 

511
00:09:01,120 --> 00:09:03,590
wouldn't be a problem or just you know
not do it animation is hard and so

512
00:09:03,590 --> 00:09:03,600
not do it animation is hard and so
 

513
00:09:03,600 --> 00:09:07,190
not do it animation is hard and so
enters ex-team member michael boggs oh

514
00:09:07,190 --> 00:09:07,200
enters ex-team member michael boggs oh
 

515
00:09:07,200 --> 00:09:10,310
enters ex-team member michael boggs oh
boy yes that michael bogzy hold on let

516
00:09:10,310 --> 00:09:10,320
boy yes that michael bogzy hold on let
 

517
00:09:10,320 --> 00:09:13,110
boy yes that michael bogzy hold on let
me let me let me do my best edgy boy

518
00:09:13,110 --> 00:09:13,120
me let me let me do my best edgy boy
 

519
00:09:13,120 --> 00:09:15,590
me let me let me do my best edgy boy
douche bag impression can the other edit

520
00:09:15,590 --> 00:09:15,600
douche bag impression can the other edit
 

521
00:09:15,600 --> 00:09:18,070
douche bag impression can the other edit
like a backwards cap on me

522
00:09:18,070 --> 00:09:18,080
like a backwards cap on me
 

523
00:09:18,080 --> 00:09:20,710
like a backwards cap on me
cool the tale of michael boggs the tale

524
00:09:20,710 --> 00:09:20,720
cool the tale of michael boggs the tale
 

525
00:09:20,720 --> 00:09:22,710
cool the tale of michael boggs the tale
of michael boggs begins about six months

526
00:09:22,710 --> 00:09:22,720
of michael boggs begins about six months
 

527
00:09:22,720 --> 00:09:24,710
of michael boggs begins about six months
or so prior to the release of despective

528
00:09:24,710 --> 00:09:24,720
or so prior to the release of despective
 

529
00:09:24,720 --> 00:09:26,389
or so prior to the release of despective
he was an editor on the team who was

530
00:09:26,389 --> 00:09:26,399
he was an editor on the team who was
 

531
00:09:26,399 --> 00:09:27,990
he was an editor on the team who was
very young be careful with those

532
00:09:27,990 --> 00:09:28,000
very young be careful with those
 

533
00:09:28,000 --> 00:09:30,470
very young be careful with those
children let me tell you what don't hire

534
00:09:30,470 --> 00:09:30,480
children let me tell you what don't hire
 

535
00:09:30,480 --> 00:09:32,550
children let me tell you what don't hire
minors who did a good job but was

536
00:09:32,550 --> 00:09:32,560
minors who did a good job but was
 

537
00:09:32,560 --> 00:09:34,550
minors who did a good job but was
originally caught lying about his age at

538
00:09:34,550 --> 00:09:34,560
originally caught lying about his age at
 

539
00:09:34,560 --> 00:09:36,470
originally caught lying about his age at
the time we gave him pass because he had

540
00:09:36,470 --> 00:09:36,480
the time we gave him pass because he had
 

541
00:09:36,480 --> 00:09:38,710
the time we gave him pass because he had
a clean record otherwise he was assigned

542
00:09:38,710 --> 00:09:38,720
a clean record otherwise he was assigned
 

543
00:09:38,720 --> 00:09:40,150
a clean record otherwise he was assigned
to edit the animatic version of the

544
00:09:40,150 --> 00:09:40,160
to edit the animatic version of the
 

545
00:09:40,160 --> 00:09:42,310
to edit the animatic version of the
dispected project and rough animation

546
00:09:42,310 --> 00:09:42,320
dispected project and rough animation
 

547
00:09:42,320 --> 00:09:43,910
dispected project and rough animation
but what eventually caught up to him was

548
00:09:43,910 --> 00:09:43,920
but what eventually caught up to him was
 

549
00:09:43,920 --> 00:09:45,829
but what eventually caught up to him was
his failure to commit to deadlines when

550
00:09:45,829 --> 00:09:45,839
his failure to commit to deadlines when
 

551
00:09:45,839 --> 00:09:47,829
his failure to commit to deadlines when
he was working on our review of my

552
00:09:47,829 --> 00:09:47,839
he was working on our review of my
 

553
00:09:47,839 --> 00:09:50,230
he was working on our review of my
little pony movie called equestria games

554
00:09:50,230 --> 00:09:50,240
little pony movie called equestria games
 

555
00:09:50,240 --> 00:09:52,310
little pony movie called equestria games
it's like the olympics but

556
00:09:52,310 --> 00:09:52,320
it's like the olympics but
 

557
00:09:52,320 --> 00:09:56,790
it's like the olympics but
with ponies but they're not ponies

558
00:09:56,790 --> 00:09:56,800

 

559
00:09:56,800 --> 00:09:58,949

i guess he kept on exaggerating his

560
00:09:58,949 --> 00:09:58,959
i guess he kept on exaggerating his
 

561
00:09:58,959 --> 00:10:00,790
i guess he kept on exaggerating his
progress without showing any proof of

562
00:10:00,790 --> 00:10:00,800
progress without showing any proof of
 

563
00:10:00,800 --> 00:10:02,870
progress without showing any proof of
progress and even with the final warning

564
00:10:02,870 --> 00:10:02,880
progress and even with the final warning
 

565
00:10:02,880 --> 00:10:04,550
progress and even with the final warning
he still didn't finish the project on

566
00:10:04,550 --> 00:10:04,560
he still didn't finish the project on
 

567
00:10:04,560 --> 00:10:06,550
he still didn't finish the project on
his own deadline it had to be completed

568
00:10:06,550 --> 00:10:06,560
his own deadline it had to be completed
 

569
00:10:06,560 --> 00:10:09,030
his own deadline it had to be completed
by someone else so let me just state for

570
00:10:09,030 --> 00:10:09,040
by someone else so let me just state for
 

571
00:10:09,040 --> 00:10:11,670
by someone else so let me just state for
the record michael was fired for not

572
00:10:11,670 --> 00:10:11,680
the record michael was fired for not
 

573
00:10:11,680 --> 00:10:13,750
the record michael was fired for not
doing his job and he had a chance to

574
00:10:13,750 --> 00:10:13,760
doing his job and he had a chance to
 

575
00:10:13,760 --> 00:10:15,670
doing his job and he had a chance to
communicate with us any problems but he

576
00:10:15,670 --> 00:10:15,680
communicate with us any problems but he
 

577
00:10:15,680 --> 00:10:18,230
communicate with us any problems but he
didn't he just kind of you know lied and

578
00:10:18,230 --> 00:10:18,240
didn't he just kind of you know lied and
 

579
00:10:18,240 --> 00:10:19,990
didn't he just kind of you know lied and
bit off more than he could chew things

580
00:10:19,990 --> 00:10:20,000
bit off more than he could chew things
 

581
00:10:20,000 --> 00:10:21,590
bit off more than he could chew things
didn't progress with michael until he

582
00:10:21,590 --> 00:10:21,600
didn't progress with michael until he
 

583
00:10:21,600 --> 00:10:23,110
didn't progress with michael until he
was under the influence of past

584
00:10:23,110 --> 00:10:23,120
was under the influence of past
 

585
00:10:23,120 --> 00:10:25,350
was under the influence of past
animators christian john and editor the

586
00:10:25,350 --> 00:10:25,360
animators christian john and editor the
 

587
00:10:25,360 --> 00:10:27,670
animators christian john and editor the
lost narrator it's also important to

588
00:10:27,670 --> 00:10:27,680
lost narrator it's also important to
 

589
00:10:27,680 --> 00:10:29,829
lost narrator it's also important to
note that mike here didn't have a bad

590
00:10:29,829 --> 00:10:29,839
note that mike here didn't have a bad
 

591
00:10:29,839 --> 00:10:31,590
note that mike here didn't have a bad
experience he was just doing this

592
00:10:31,590 --> 00:10:31,600
experience he was just doing this
 

593
00:10:31,600 --> 00:10:33,910
experience he was just doing this
because i guess his friends were into it

594
00:10:33,910 --> 00:10:33,920
because i guess his friends were into it
 

595
00:10:33,920 --> 00:10:35,910
because i guess his friends were into it
or something you know if your friends

596
00:10:35,910 --> 00:10:35,920
or something you know if your friends
 

597
00:10:35,920 --> 00:10:38,150
or something you know if your friends
jump off a cliff right if memory serves

598
00:10:38,150 --> 00:10:38,160
jump off a cliff right if memory serves
 

599
00:10:38,160 --> 00:10:39,670
jump off a cliff right if memory serves
he even wrote me a little note that he

600
00:10:39,670 --> 00:10:39,680
he even wrote me a little note that he
 

601
00:10:39,680 --> 00:10:41,350
he even wrote me a little note that he
wasn't mad at anyone for the outcome and

602
00:10:41,350 --> 00:10:41,360
wasn't mad at anyone for the outcome and
 

603
00:10:41,360 --> 00:10:43,269
wasn't mad at anyone for the outcome and
this and that he understood even

604
00:10:43,269 --> 00:10:43,279
this and that he understood even
 

605
00:10:43,279 --> 00:10:45,190
this and that he understood even
offhandedly referencing his trouble with

606
00:10:45,190 --> 00:10:45,200
offhandedly referencing his trouble with
 

607
00:10:45,200 --> 00:10:46,710
offhandedly referencing his trouble with
local police

608
00:10:46,710 --> 00:10:46,720
local police
 

609
00:10:46,720 --> 00:10:48,470
local police
okay though i did receive some

610
00:10:48,470 --> 00:10:48,480
okay though i did receive some
 

611
00:10:48,480 --> 00:10:50,470
okay though i did receive some
harassment from the despective project

612
00:10:50,470 --> 00:10:50,480
harassment from the despective project
 

613
00:10:50,480 --> 00:10:52,069
harassment from the despective project
the instigator of all this online

614
00:10:52,069 --> 00:10:52,079
the instigator of all this online
 

615
00:10:52,079 --> 00:10:54,230
the instigator of all this online
harassment was actually magnified and

616
00:10:54,230 --> 00:10:54,240
harassment was actually magnified and
 

617
00:10:54,240 --> 00:10:56,069
harassment was actually magnified and
continued through the use of this

618
00:10:56,069 --> 00:10:56,079
continued through the use of this
 

619
00:10:56,079 --> 00:10:58,949
continued through the use of this
twitter called a non-kp leaks run by

620
00:10:58,949 --> 00:10:58,959
twitter called a non-kp leaks run by
 

621
00:10:58,959 --> 00:11:00,790
twitter called a non-kp leaks run by
boggs with influence from three other

622
00:11:00,790 --> 00:11:00,800
boggs with influence from three other
 

623
00:11:00,800 --> 00:11:02,630
boggs with influence from three other
people when the animatics were

624
00:11:02,630 --> 00:11:02,640
people when the animatics were
 

625
00:11:02,640 --> 00:11:04,230
people when the animatics were
originally leaked i had a feeling it was

626
00:11:04,230 --> 00:11:04,240
originally leaked i had a feeling it was
 

627
00:11:04,240 --> 00:11:06,150
originally leaked i had a feeling it was
bogged due to his age and easily

628
00:11:06,150 --> 00:11:06,160
bogged due to his age and easily
 

629
00:11:06,160 --> 00:11:08,150
bogged due to his age and easily
influenced personality and then when it

630
00:11:08,150 --> 00:11:08,160
influenced personality and then when it
 

631
00:11:08,160 --> 00:11:10,069
influenced personality and then when it
was leaked for a second time i could

632
00:11:10,069 --> 00:11:10,079
was leaked for a second time i could
 

633
00:11:10,079 --> 00:11:12,310
was leaked for a second time i could
tell it was done from someone who was a

634
00:11:12,310 --> 00:11:12,320
tell it was done from someone who was a
 

635
00:11:12,320 --> 00:11:14,310
tell it was done from someone who was a
brony because it was targeting specific

636
00:11:14,310 --> 00:11:14,320
brony because it was targeting specific
 

637
00:11:14,320 --> 00:11:17,350
brony because it was targeting specific
brony websites like derpyroo like come

638
00:11:17,350 --> 00:11:17,360
brony websites like derpyroo like come
 

639
00:11:17,360 --> 00:11:19,829
brony websites like derpyroo like come
on i'm not sure why he did this besides

640
00:11:19,829 --> 00:11:19,839
on i'm not sure why he did this besides
 

641
00:11:19,839 --> 00:11:21,910
on i'm not sure why he did this besides
ecoboost or something like that but keep

642
00:11:21,910 --> 00:11:21,920
ecoboost or something like that but keep
 

643
00:11:21,920 --> 00:11:23,829
ecoboost or something like that but keep
in mind he just did the editing he was

644
00:11:23,829 --> 00:11:23,839
in mind he just did the editing he was
 

645
00:11:23,839 --> 00:11:25,829
in mind he just did the editing he was
leaking other people's work other

646
00:11:25,829 --> 00:11:25,839
leaking other people's work other
 

647
00:11:25,839 --> 00:11:28,069
leaking other people's work other
people's art other people's animation

648
00:11:28,069 --> 00:11:28,079
people's art other people's animation
 

649
00:11:28,079 --> 00:11:30,150
people's art other people's animation
without their permission and consent and

650
00:11:30,150 --> 00:11:30,160
without their permission and consent and
 

651
00:11:30,160 --> 00:11:31,750
without their permission and consent and
it's kind of a bad look when you don't

652
00:11:31,750 --> 00:11:31,760
it's kind of a bad look when you don't
 

653
00:11:31,760 --> 00:11:33,990
it's kind of a bad look when you don't
get an artist's consent to leak their

654
00:11:33,990 --> 00:11:34,000
get an artist's consent to leak their
 

655
00:11:34,000 --> 00:11:35,990
get an artist's consent to leak their
you know work in progress back to the

656
00:11:35,990 --> 00:11:36,000
you know work in progress back to the
 

657
00:11:36,000 --> 00:11:37,910
you know work in progress back to the
vocal backlash on twitter which probably

658
00:11:37,910 --> 00:11:37,920
vocal backlash on twitter which probably
 

659
00:11:37,920 --> 00:11:40,230
vocal backlash on twitter which probably
would have died down because of the mary

660
00:11:40,230 --> 00:11:40,240
would have died down because of the mary
 

661
00:11:40,240 --> 00:11:42,949
would have died down because of the mary
sue complaints if not for boggs and then

662
00:11:42,949 --> 00:11:42,959
sue complaints if not for boggs and then
 

663
00:11:42,959 --> 00:11:45,110
sue complaints if not for boggs and then
when things got worse twitter basically

664
00:11:45,110 --> 00:11:45,120
when things got worse twitter basically
 

665
00:11:45,120 --> 00:11:47,670
when things got worse twitter basically
took things i said out of context made

666
00:11:47,670 --> 00:11:47,680
took things i said out of context made
 

667
00:11:47,680 --> 00:11:49,430
took things i said out of context made
things up you know the usual twitter

668
00:11:49,430 --> 00:11:49,440
things up you know the usual twitter
 

669
00:11:49,440 --> 00:11:51,990
things up you know the usual twitter
garbage twitter is garbage so even

670
00:11:51,990 --> 00:11:52,000
garbage twitter is garbage so even
 

671
00:11:52,000 --> 00:11:53,590
garbage twitter is garbage so even
though there's a disconnect between the

672
00:11:53,590 --> 00:11:53,600
though there's a disconnect between the
 

673
00:11:53,600 --> 00:11:55,829
though there's a disconnect between the
intended interpretation and the actual

674
00:11:55,829 --> 00:11:55,839
intended interpretation and the actual
 

675
00:11:55,839 --> 00:11:58,150
intended interpretation and the actual
interpretation there's also a disconnect

676
00:11:58,150 --> 00:11:58,160
interpretation there's also a disconnect
 

677
00:11:58,160 --> 00:12:00,310
interpretation there's also a disconnect
between the severity of the crime and

678
00:12:00,310 --> 00:12:00,320
between the severity of the crime and
 

679
00:12:00,320 --> 00:12:02,949
between the severity of the crime and
the gleeful savagery of the punishment

680
00:12:02,949 --> 00:12:02,959
the gleeful savagery of the punishment
 

681
00:12:02,959 --> 00:12:05,269
the gleeful savagery of the punishment
and people they believed it it was much

682
00:12:05,269 --> 00:12:05,279
and people they believed it it was much
 

683
00:12:05,279 --> 00:12:06,629
and people they believed it it was much
easier than i would have ever thought

684
00:12:06,629 --> 00:12:06,639
easier than i would have ever thought
 

685
00:12:06,639 --> 00:12:08,389
easier than i would have ever thought
for people to just get on board with

686
00:12:08,389 --> 00:12:08,399
for people to just get on board with
 

687
00:12:08,399 --> 00:12:10,389
for people to just get on board with
this and much of my disbelief was how

688
00:12:10,389 --> 00:12:10,399
this and much of my disbelief was how
 

689
00:12:10,399 --> 00:12:12,870
this and much of my disbelief was how
many people got on the hate train

690
00:12:12,870 --> 00:12:12,880
many people got on the hate train
 

691
00:12:12,880 --> 00:12:15,030
many people got on the hate train
you know things like people telling me

692
00:12:15,030 --> 00:12:15,040
you know things like people telling me
 

693
00:12:15,040 --> 00:12:18,230
you know things like people telling me
to kill myself every day people making

694
00:12:18,230 --> 00:12:18,240
to kill myself every day people making
 

695
00:12:18,240 --> 00:12:20,790
to kill myself every day people making
fun of me and editing weird photoshops

696
00:12:20,790 --> 00:12:20,800
fun of me and editing weird photoshops
 

697
00:12:20,800 --> 00:12:23,829
fun of me and editing weird photoshops
of my face you know things people have

698
00:12:23,829 --> 00:12:23,839
of my face you know things people have
 

699
00:12:23,839 --> 00:12:25,430
of my face you know things people have
time for i guess

700
00:12:25,430 --> 00:12:25,440
time for i guess
 

701
00:12:25,440 --> 00:12:27,910
time for i guess
thinking for yourself what's that so a

702
00:12:27,910 --> 00:12:27,920
thinking for yourself what's that so a
 

703
00:12:27,920 --> 00:12:29,509
thinking for yourself what's that so a
the first thought you might have is this

704
00:12:29,509 --> 00:12:29,519
the first thought you might have is this
 

705
00:12:29,519 --> 00:12:31,269
the first thought you might have is this
was made to help a team because i

706
00:12:31,269 --> 00:12:31,279
was made to help a team because i
 

707
00:12:31,279 --> 00:12:32,710
was made to help a team because i
personally wasn't listening to any

708
00:12:32,710 --> 00:12:32,720
personally wasn't listening to any
 

709
00:12:32,720 --> 00:12:34,550
personally wasn't listening to any
criticism as well as pushing people

710
00:12:34,550 --> 00:12:34,560
criticism as well as pushing people
 

711
00:12:34,560 --> 00:12:36,949
criticism as well as pushing people
beyond their limits to produce work

712
00:12:36,949 --> 00:12:36,959
beyond their limits to produce work
 

713
00:12:36,959 --> 00:12:38,790
beyond their limits to produce work
that's a lie because the account was run

714
00:12:38,790 --> 00:12:38,800
that's a lie because the account was run
 

715
00:12:38,800 --> 00:12:40,949
that's a lie because the account was run
only by bogs influenced by a couple of

716
00:12:40,949 --> 00:12:40,959
only by bogs influenced by a couple of
 

717
00:12:40,959 --> 00:12:42,870
only by bogs influenced by a couple of
others the majority of the narrative was

718
00:12:42,870 --> 00:12:42,880
others the majority of the narrative was
 

719
00:12:42,880 --> 00:12:44,710
others the majority of the narrative was
not projected remember this was two

720
00:12:44,710 --> 00:12:44,720
not projected remember this was two
 

721
00:12:44,720 --> 00:12:46,310
not projected remember this was two
people who initially had a positive

722
00:12:46,310 --> 00:12:46,320
people who initially had a positive
 

723
00:12:46,320 --> 00:12:47,829
people who initially had a positive
experience who had unaddressed

724
00:12:47,829 --> 00:12:47,839
experience who had unaddressed
 

725
00:12:47,839 --> 00:12:49,750
experience who had unaddressed
grievances that they never tried to

726
00:12:49,750 --> 00:12:49,760
grievances that they never tried to
 

727
00:12:49,760 --> 00:12:52,069
grievances that they never tried to
address with me directly i think a lot

728
00:12:52,069 --> 00:12:52,079
address with me directly i think a lot
 

729
00:12:52,079 --> 00:12:54,629
address with me directly i think a lot
of my issues that i had with her

730
00:12:54,629 --> 00:12:54,639
of my issues that i had with her
 

731
00:12:54,639 --> 00:12:55,509
of my issues that i had with her
were

732
00:12:55,509 --> 00:12:55,519
were
 

733
00:12:55,519 --> 00:12:57,430
were
kind of my own fault they were pretty

734
00:12:57,430 --> 00:12:57,440
kind of my own fault they were pretty
 

735
00:12:57,440 --> 00:12:59,269
kind of my own fault they were pretty
self-inflicted

736
00:12:59,269 --> 00:12:59,279
self-inflicted
 

737
00:12:59,279 --> 00:13:01,030
self-inflicted
every single

738
00:13:01,030 --> 00:13:01,040
every single
 

739
00:13:01,040 --> 00:13:02,790
every single
problem that i had with her i never

740
00:13:02,790 --> 00:13:02,800
problem that i had with her i never
 

741
00:13:02,800 --> 00:13:04,870
problem that i had with her i never
directly confronted her about i would

742
00:13:04,870 --> 00:13:04,880
directly confronted her about i would
 

743
00:13:04,880 --> 00:13:06,870
directly confronted her about i would
always just talk about her behind

744
00:13:06,870 --> 00:13:06,880
always just talk about her behind
 

745
00:13:06,880 --> 00:13:08,629
always just talk about her behind
people's backs

746
00:13:08,629 --> 00:13:08,639
people's backs
 

747
00:13:08,639 --> 00:13:10,790
people's backs
and i just thought it was okay to do

748
00:13:10,790 --> 00:13:10,800
and i just thought it was okay to do
 

749
00:13:10,800 --> 00:13:12,790
and i just thought it was okay to do
that time to bring the curtain down on

750
00:13:12,790 --> 00:13:12,800
that time to bring the curtain down on
 

751
00:13:12,800 --> 00:13:15,910
that time to bring the curtain down on
mr wacky pants's career right there were

752
00:13:15,910 --> 00:13:15,920
mr wacky pants's career right there were
 

753
00:13:15,920 --> 00:13:17,910
mr wacky pants's career right there were
never any people who were feeling abused

754
00:13:17,910 --> 00:13:17,920
never any people who were feeling abused
 

755
00:13:17,920 --> 00:13:21,110
never any people who were feeling abused
by the team you got dupe there karen uh

756
00:13:21,110 --> 00:13:21,120
by the team you got dupe there karen uh
 

757
00:13:21,120 --> 00:13:23,030
by the team you got dupe there karen uh
that feels nice to say the second big

758
00:13:23,030 --> 00:13:23,040
that feels nice to say the second big
 

759
00:13:23,040 --> 00:13:24,870
that feels nice to say the second big
thing from this is that people thought

760
00:13:24,870 --> 00:13:24,880
thing from this is that people thought
 

761
00:13:24,880 --> 00:13:26,470
thing from this is that people thought
that this was helping the team at the

762
00:13:26,470 --> 00:13:26,480
that this was helping the team at the
 

763
00:13:26,480 --> 00:13:29,190
that this was helping the team at the
time that is also false it was actually

764
00:13:29,190 --> 00:13:29,200
time that is also false it was actually
 

765
00:13:29,200 --> 00:13:30,710
time that is also false it was actually
hurting a lot of the team members at the

766
00:13:30,710 --> 00:13:30,720
hurting a lot of the team members at the
 

767
00:13:30,720 --> 00:13:32,629
hurting a lot of the team members at the
time here are some testimonies of people

768
00:13:32,629 --> 00:13:32,639
time here are some testimonies of people
 

769
00:13:32,639 --> 00:13:34,230
time here are some testimonies of people
past and present that were affected by

770
00:13:34,230 --> 00:13:34,240
past and present that were affected by
 

771
00:13:34,240 --> 00:13:36,389
past and present that were affected by
this while on the team more testimonies

772
00:13:36,389 --> 00:13:36,399
this while on the team more testimonies
 

773
00:13:36,399 --> 00:13:38,310
this while on the team more testimonies
are in the description so i felt that

774
00:13:38,310 --> 00:13:38,320
are in the description so i felt that
 

775
00:13:38,320 --> 00:13:41,350
are in the description so i felt that
this was a good way for them to

776
00:13:41,350 --> 00:13:41,360
this was a good way for them to
 

777
00:13:41,360 --> 00:13:43,670
this was a good way for them to
basically have their own voice i feel

778
00:13:43,670 --> 00:13:43,680
basically have their own voice i feel
 

779
00:13:43,680 --> 00:13:45,590
basically have their own voice i feel
that the drama has misrepresented the

780
00:13:45,590 --> 00:13:45,600
that the drama has misrepresented the
 

781
00:13:45,600 --> 00:13:47,430
that the drama has misrepresented the
team as a whole we have a supportive

782
00:13:47,430 --> 00:13:47,440
team as a whole we have a supportive
 

783
00:13:47,440 --> 00:13:48,870
team as a whole we have a supportive
group who can have an enjoyable

784
00:13:48,870 --> 00:13:48,880
group who can have an enjoyable
 

785
00:13:48,880 --> 00:13:51,430
group who can have an enjoyable
experience with all members including kp

786
00:13:51,430 --> 00:13:51,440
experience with all members including kp
 

787
00:13:51,440 --> 00:13:52,870
experience with all members including kp
a lot of people are like oh yeah that's

788
00:13:52,870 --> 00:13:52,880
a lot of people are like oh yeah that's
 

789
00:13:52,880 --> 00:13:54,710
a lot of people are like oh yeah that's
just you know you just work and you

790
00:13:54,710 --> 00:13:54,720
just you know you just work and you
 

791
00:13:54,720 --> 00:13:57,189
just you know you just work and you
don't get anything just like well

792
00:13:57,189 --> 00:13:57,199
don't get anything just like well
 

793
00:13:57,199 --> 00:13:59,189
don't get anything just like well
a couple things haven't met a i met a

794
00:13:59,189 --> 00:13:59,199
a couple things haven't met a i met a
 

795
00:13:59,199 --> 00:14:01,189
a couple things haven't met a i met a
lot of really cool people b i learned a

796
00:14:01,189 --> 00:14:01,199
lot of really cool people b i learned a
 

797
00:14:01,199 --> 00:14:02,710
lot of really cool people b i learned a
lot of really good editing techniques

798
00:14:02,710 --> 00:14:02,720
lot of really good editing techniques
 

799
00:14:02,720 --> 00:14:03,829
lot of really good editing techniques
because i

800
00:14:03,829 --> 00:14:03,839
because i
 

801
00:14:03,839 --> 00:14:06,150
because i
talked with other editors for the things

802
00:14:06,150 --> 00:14:06,160
talked with other editors for the things
 

803
00:14:06,160 --> 00:14:07,910
talked with other editors for the things
that are being you know said around that

804
00:14:07,910 --> 00:14:07,920
that are being you know said around that
 

805
00:14:07,920 --> 00:14:08,710
that are being you know said around that
oh

806
00:14:08,710 --> 00:14:08,720
oh
 

807
00:14:08,720 --> 00:14:11,590
oh
kp treats her editors or team members

808
00:14:11,590 --> 00:14:11,600
kp treats her editors or team members
 

809
00:14:11,600 --> 00:14:13,750
kp treats her editors or team members
like slaves that's not the case from the

810
00:14:13,750 --> 00:14:13,760
like slaves that's not the case from the
 

811
00:14:13,760 --> 00:14:15,110
like slaves that's not the case from the
time i've been there she has been

812
00:14:15,110 --> 00:14:15,120
time i've been there she has been
 

813
00:14:15,120 --> 00:14:18,310
time i've been there she has been
nothing but open-minded i had

814
00:14:18,310 --> 00:14:18,320
nothing but open-minded i had
 

815
00:14:18,320 --> 00:14:20,470
nothing but open-minded i had
fun on the team i had the privilege of

816
00:14:20,470 --> 00:14:20,480
fun on the team i had the privilege of
 

817
00:14:20,480 --> 00:14:22,710
fun on the team i had the privilege of
meeting some of team kp to which my

818
00:14:22,710 --> 00:14:22,720
meeting some of team kp to which my
 

819
00:14:22,720 --> 00:14:25,030
meeting some of team kp to which my
initial reaction was she still has a

820
00:14:25,030 --> 00:14:25,040
initial reaction was she still has a
 

821
00:14:25,040 --> 00:14:26,230
initial reaction was she still has a
staff

822
00:14:26,230 --> 00:14:26,240
staff
 

823
00:14:26,240 --> 00:14:27,829
staff
and it's true a bunch of real

824
00:14:27,829 --> 00:14:27,839
and it's true a bunch of real
 

825
00:14:27,839 --> 00:14:30,550
and it's true a bunch of real
sweethearts who in defiance of twitter

826
00:14:30,550 --> 00:14:30,560
sweethearts who in defiance of twitter
 

827
00:14:30,560 --> 00:14:33,350
sweethearts who in defiance of twitter
reason common sense and probable human

828
00:14:33,350 --> 00:14:33,360
reason common sense and probable human
 

829
00:14:33,360 --> 00:14:36,310
reason common sense and probable human
resource statutes actually still love i

830
00:14:36,310 --> 00:14:36,320
resource statutes actually still love i
 

831
00:14:36,320 --> 00:14:38,310
resource statutes actually still love i
love kim possible a lot

832
00:14:38,310 --> 00:14:38,320
love kim possible a lot
 

833
00:14:38,320 --> 00:14:40,710
love kim possible a lot
a lot in fact there were several past

834
00:14:40,710 --> 00:14:40,720
a lot in fact there were several past
 

835
00:14:40,720 --> 00:14:42,069
a lot in fact there were several past
and current team members who were

836
00:14:42,069 --> 00:14:42,079
and current team members who were
 

837
00:14:42,079 --> 00:14:43,590
and current team members who were
speaking out at the time because they

838
00:14:43,590 --> 00:14:43,600
speaking out at the time because they
 

839
00:14:43,600 --> 00:14:45,670
speaking out at the time because they
didn't like how this was going down i'm

840
00:14:45,670 --> 00:14:45,680
didn't like how this was going down i'm
 

841
00:14:45,680 --> 00:14:47,509
didn't like how this was going down i'm
usually very good at judging people's

842
00:14:47,509 --> 00:14:47,519
usually very good at judging people's
 

843
00:14:47,519 --> 00:14:49,910
usually very good at judging people's
characters as trust

844
00:14:49,910 --> 00:14:49,920
characters as trust
 

845
00:14:49,920 --> 00:14:53,350
characters as trust
is a huge part for me and it's killing

846
00:14:53,350 --> 00:14:53,360
is a huge part for me and it's killing
 

847
00:14:53,360 --> 00:14:55,670
is a huge part for me and it's killing
me to see so many people getting

848
00:14:55,670 --> 00:14:55,680
me to see so many people getting
 

849
00:14:55,680 --> 00:14:58,389
me to see so many people getting
stressed regarding this situation

850
00:14:58,389 --> 00:14:58,399
stressed regarding this situation
 

851
00:14:58,399 --> 00:15:00,949
stressed regarding this situation
if this was your goal congratulations is

852
00:15:00,949 --> 00:15:00,959
if this was your goal congratulations is
 

853
00:15:00,959 --> 00:15:02,870
if this was your goal congratulations is
in order pat yourselves on the back

854
00:15:02,870 --> 00:15:02,880
in order pat yourselves on the back
 

855
00:15:02,880 --> 00:15:05,590
in order pat yourselves on the back
because as of 30 minutes ago our former

856
00:15:05,590 --> 00:15:05,600
because as of 30 minutes ago our former
 

857
00:15:05,600 --> 00:15:06,550
because as of 30 minutes ago our former
member

858
00:15:06,550 --> 00:15:06,560
member
 

859
00:15:06,560 --> 00:15:09,110
member
and a very good friend of mine close to

860
00:15:09,110 --> 00:15:09,120
and a very good friend of mine close to
 

861
00:15:09,120 --> 00:15:11,829
and a very good friend of mine close to
two years left the chat permanently

862
00:15:11,829 --> 00:15:11,839
two years left the chat permanently
 

863
00:15:11,839 --> 00:15:14,310
two years left the chat permanently
after learning how deep this mistrust is

864
00:15:14,310 --> 00:15:14,320
after learning how deep this mistrust is
 

865
00:15:14,320 --> 00:15:17,110
after learning how deep this mistrust is
going i was also always open to talk to

866
00:15:17,110 --> 00:15:17,120
going i was also always open to talk to
 

867
00:15:17,120 --> 00:15:19,269
going i was also always open to talk to
these mysterious totally edgy anonymous

868
00:15:19,269 --> 00:15:19,279
these mysterious totally edgy anonymous
 

869
00:15:19,279 --> 00:15:22,069
these mysterious totally edgy anonymous
people that was one of the points right

870
00:15:22,069 --> 00:15:22,079
people that was one of the points right
 

871
00:15:22,079 --> 00:15:23,750
people that was one of the points right
but boggs declined to talk to me

872
00:15:23,750 --> 00:15:23,760
but boggs declined to talk to me
 

873
00:15:23,760 --> 00:15:25,910
but boggs declined to talk to me
directly so that's why it went on for

874
00:15:25,910 --> 00:15:25,920
directly so that's why it went on for
 

875
00:15:25,920 --> 00:15:28,550
directly so that's why it went on for
several months it was just all for show

876
00:15:28,550 --> 00:15:28,560
several months it was just all for show
 

877
00:15:28,560 --> 00:15:30,629
several months it was just all for show
even from the get-go i think some of

878
00:15:30,629 --> 00:15:30,639
even from the get-go i think some of
 

879
00:15:30,639 --> 00:15:32,470
even from the get-go i think some of
this attitude comes a lot from this old

880
00:15:32,470 --> 00:15:32,480
this attitude comes a lot from this old
 

881
00:15:32,480 --> 00:15:34,310
this attitude comes a lot from this old
motion graphics project that took a long

882
00:15:34,310 --> 00:15:34,320
motion graphics project that took a long
 

883
00:15:34,320 --> 00:15:36,230
motion graphics project that took a long
time to make as a fun joke and then we

884
00:15:36,230 --> 00:15:36,240
time to make as a fun joke and then we
 

885
00:15:36,240 --> 00:15:38,710
time to make as a fun joke and then we
took it totally seriously i won't lie

886
00:15:38,710 --> 00:15:38,720
took it totally seriously i won't lie
 

887
00:15:38,720 --> 00:15:40,870
took it totally seriously i won't lie
this was originally a hot mess and i

888
00:15:40,870 --> 00:15:40,880
this was originally a hot mess and i
 

889
00:15:40,880 --> 00:15:42,150
this was originally a hot mess and i
probably shouldn't have taken on a

890
00:15:42,150 --> 00:15:42,160
probably shouldn't have taken on a
 

891
00:15:42,160 --> 00:15:43,750
probably shouldn't have taken on a
project like this so early on in my

892
00:15:43,750 --> 00:15:43,760
project like this so early on in my
 

893
00:15:43,760 --> 00:15:45,670
project like this so early on in my
youtube career but after the initial

894
00:15:45,670 --> 00:15:45,680
youtube career but after the initial
 

895
00:15:45,680 --> 00:15:48,069
youtube career but after the initial
bumps things seemed to be going okay i

896
00:15:48,069 --> 00:15:48,079
bumps things seemed to be going okay i
 

897
00:15:48,079 --> 00:15:49,749
bumps things seemed to be going okay i
think the biggest hesitation from cast

898
00:15:49,749 --> 00:15:49,759
think the biggest hesitation from cast
 

899
00:15:49,759 --> 00:15:51,430
think the biggest hesitation from cast
members at the time was the performance

900
00:15:51,430 --> 00:15:51,440
members at the time was the performance
 

901
00:15:51,440 --> 00:15:53,590
members at the time was the performance
of the final product and it did fine

902
00:15:53,590 --> 00:15:53,600
of the final product and it did fine
 

903
00:15:53,600 --> 00:15:56,310
of the final product and it did fine
hell it did more than fine damn but yeah

904
00:15:56,310 --> 00:15:56,320
hell it did more than fine damn but yeah
 

905
00:15:56,320 --> 00:15:58,870
hell it did more than fine damn but yeah
that didn't help matters but this fan

906
00:15:58,870 --> 00:15:58,880
that didn't help matters but this fan
 

907
00:15:58,880 --> 00:16:01,670
that didn't help matters but this fan
fiction is really bad though but she

908
00:16:01,670 --> 00:16:01,680
fiction is really bad though but she
 

909
00:16:01,680 --> 00:16:04,629
fiction is really bad though but she
doesn't even pay us

910
00:16:04,629 --> 00:16:04,639
doesn't even pay us
 

911
00:16:04,639 --> 00:16:07,829
doesn't even pay us
but she's so nitpicky with my work you

912
00:16:07,829 --> 00:16:07,839
but she's so nitpicky with my work you
 

913
00:16:07,839 --> 00:16:09,829
but she's so nitpicky with my work you
are more than welcome to leave the other

914
00:16:09,829 --> 00:16:09,839
are more than welcome to leave the other
 

915
00:16:09,839 --> 00:16:11,829
are more than welcome to leave the other
this stuff must be true bit comes from

916
00:16:11,829 --> 00:16:11,839
this stuff must be true bit comes from
 

917
00:16:11,839 --> 00:16:14,389
this stuff must be true bit comes from
sean who talked about his bit publicly

918
00:16:14,389 --> 00:16:14,399
sean who talked about his bit publicly
 

919
00:16:14,399 --> 00:16:16,470
sean who talked about his bit publicly
and after the fiasco not everyone

920
00:16:16,470 --> 00:16:16,480
and after the fiasco not everyone
 

921
00:16:16,480 --> 00:16:18,870
and after the fiasco not everyone
followed up on the aftermath of this so

922
00:16:18,870 --> 00:16:18,880
followed up on the aftermath of this so
 

923
00:16:18,880 --> 00:16:21,430
followed up on the aftermath of this so
here's the dltr basically he misled

924
00:16:21,430 --> 00:16:21,440
here's the dltr basically he misled
 

925
00:16:21,440 --> 00:16:23,829
here's the dltr basically he misled
people on an issue that wasn't really an

926
00:16:23,829 --> 00:16:23,839
people on an issue that wasn't really an
 

927
00:16:23,839 --> 00:16:26,949
people on an issue that wasn't really an
issue at the time and to my surprise it

928
00:16:26,949 --> 00:16:26,959
issue at the time and to my surprise it
 

929
00:16:26,959 --> 00:16:28,550
issue at the time and to my surprise it
was the video

930
00:16:28,550 --> 00:16:28,560
was the video
 

931
00:16:28,560 --> 00:16:30,389
was the video
on the twitter and probably just the

932
00:16:30,389 --> 00:16:30,399
on the twitter and probably just the
 

933
00:16:30,399 --> 00:16:32,310
on the twitter and probably just the
post in general that blew up the most

934
00:16:32,310 --> 00:16:32,320
post in general that blew up the most
 

935
00:16:32,320 --> 00:16:34,870
post in general that blew up the most
and had the most outcry

936
00:16:34,870 --> 00:16:34,880
and had the most outcry
 

937
00:16:34,880 --> 00:16:37,030
and had the most outcry
and even i will admit at the time the

938
00:16:37,030 --> 00:16:37,040
and even i will admit at the time the
 

939
00:16:37,040 --> 00:16:39,430
and even i will admit at the time the
video released i didn't again i wasn't

940
00:16:39,430 --> 00:16:39,440
video released i didn't again i wasn't
 

941
00:16:39,440 --> 00:16:41,110
video released i didn't again i wasn't
even really offended when it came out

942
00:16:41,110 --> 00:16:41,120
even really offended when it came out
 

943
00:16:41,120 --> 00:16:43,350
even really offended when it came out
but i just thought oh if we post this

944
00:16:43,350 --> 00:16:43,360
but i just thought oh if we post this
 

945
00:16:43,360 --> 00:16:45,269
but i just thought oh if we post this
people get riled up about it and that's

946
00:16:45,269 --> 00:16:45,279
people get riled up about it and that's
 

947
00:16:45,279 --> 00:16:46,470
people get riled up about it and that's
fun

948
00:16:46,470 --> 00:16:46,480
fun
 

949
00:16:46,480 --> 00:16:48,710
fun
and thinking back that was really wrong

950
00:16:48,710 --> 00:16:48,720
and thinking back that was really wrong
 

951
00:16:48,720 --> 00:16:50,870
and thinking back that was really wrong
of me to do especially since i had boxy

952
00:16:50,870 --> 00:16:50,880
of me to do especially since i had boxy
 

953
00:16:50,880 --> 00:16:52,389
of me to do especially since i had boxy
frame it as oh

954
00:16:52,389 --> 00:16:52,399
frame it as oh
 

955
00:16:52,399 --> 00:16:54,069
frame it as oh
you have to emphasize this this was

956
00:16:54,069 --> 00:16:54,079
you have to emphasize this this was
 

957
00:16:54,079 --> 00:16:56,310
you have to emphasize this this was
during a family emergency now wait you

958
00:16:56,310 --> 00:16:56,320
during a family emergency now wait you
 

959
00:16:56,320 --> 00:16:58,710
during a family emergency now wait you
might say there was some text apology

960
00:16:58,710 --> 00:16:58,720
might say there was some text apology
 

961
00:16:58,720 --> 00:17:00,870
might say there was some text apology
that you had your team write for you um

962
00:17:00,870 --> 00:17:00,880
that you had your team write for you um
 

963
00:17:00,880 --> 00:17:02,629
that you had your team write for you um
i don't know if people know how google

964
00:17:02,629 --> 00:17:02,639
i don't know if people know how google
 

965
00:17:02,639 --> 00:17:04,630
i don't know if people know how google
drive documents work but those edits

966
00:17:04,630 --> 00:17:04,640
drive documents work but those edits
 

967
00:17:04,640 --> 00:17:07,189
drive documents work but those edits
were clearly on suggestion as in this

968
00:17:07,189 --> 00:17:07,199
were clearly on suggestion as in this
 

969
00:17:07,199 --> 00:17:08,870
were clearly on suggestion as in this
piece is already there people are

970
00:17:08,870 --> 00:17:08,880
piece is already there people are
 

971
00:17:08,880 --> 00:17:11,270
piece is already there people are
suggesting word edits we'll get to who

972
00:17:11,270 --> 00:17:11,280
suggesting word edits we'll get to who
 

973
00:17:11,280 --> 00:17:12,870
suggesting word edits we'll get to who
was leaking this [\h__\h] in a hot minute

974
00:17:12,870 --> 00:17:12,880
was leaking this [\h__\h] in a hot minute
 

975
00:17:12,880 --> 00:17:14,309
was leaking this [\h__\h] in a hot minute
but one of the issues that i realized

976
00:17:14,309 --> 00:17:14,319
but one of the issues that i realized
 

977
00:17:14,319 --> 00:17:16,069
but one of the issues that i realized
was admitting and apologizing for this

978
00:17:16,069 --> 00:17:16,079
was admitting and apologizing for this
 

979
00:17:16,079 --> 00:17:17,510
was admitting and apologizing for this
thing means that many people would

980
00:17:17,510 --> 00:17:17,520
thing means that many people would
 

981
00:17:17,520 --> 00:17:20,150
thing means that many people would
perceive me guilty of said thing this is

982
00:17:20,150 --> 00:17:20,160
perceive me guilty of said thing this is
 

983
00:17:20,160 --> 00:17:22,150
perceive me guilty of said thing this is
a general thing that happens a lot in uq

984
00:17:22,150 --> 00:17:22,160
a general thing that happens a lot in uq
 

985
00:17:22,160 --> 00:17:24,150
a general thing that happens a lot in uq
culture where people apologize for

986
00:17:24,150 --> 00:17:24,160
culture where people apologize for
 

987
00:17:24,160 --> 00:17:26,390
culture where people apologize for
things that you know they may or may not

988
00:17:26,390 --> 00:17:26,400
things that you know they may or may not
 

989
00:17:26,400 --> 00:17:28,150
things that you know they may or may not
have done wrong but it doesn't matter

990
00:17:28,150 --> 00:17:28,160
have done wrong but it doesn't matter
 

991
00:17:28,160 --> 00:17:29,909
have done wrong but it doesn't matter
because the general public will perceive

992
00:17:29,909 --> 00:17:29,919
because the general public will perceive
 

993
00:17:29,919 --> 00:17:31,750
because the general public will perceive
that they did the bad thing or else why

994
00:17:31,750 --> 00:17:31,760
that they did the bad thing or else why
 

995
00:17:31,760 --> 00:17:33,909
that they did the bad thing or else why
would they be apologizing for it i sure

996
00:17:33,909 --> 00:17:33,919
would they be apologizing for it i sure
 

997
00:17:33,919 --> 00:17:35,669
would they be apologizing for it i sure
learned my lesson let me tell you

998
00:17:35,669 --> 00:17:35,679
learned my lesson let me tell you
 

999
00:17:35,679 --> 00:17:37,909
learned my lesson let me tell you
twitter always has a villain of the day

1000
00:17:37,909 --> 00:17:37,919
twitter always has a villain of the day
 

1001
00:17:37,919 --> 00:17:39,350
twitter always has a villain of the day
to a certain extent the villain of the

1002
00:17:39,350 --> 00:17:39,360
to a certain extent the villain of the
 

1003
00:17:39,360 --> 00:17:41,750
to a certain extent the villain of the
day almost follows a script person says

1004
00:17:41,750 --> 00:17:41,760
day almost follows a script person says
 

1005
00:17:41,760 --> 00:17:44,230
day almost follows a script person says
dumb thing it gets some attention a

1006
00:17:44,230 --> 00:17:44,240
dumb thing it gets some attention a
 

1007
00:17:44,240 --> 00:17:46,630
dumb thing it gets some attention a
person gets defensive the defensiveness

1008
00:17:46,630 --> 00:17:46,640
person gets defensive the defensiveness
 

1009
00:17:46,640 --> 00:17:49,190
person gets defensive the defensiveness
spurns outrage people start coming out

1010
00:17:49,190 --> 00:17:49,200
spurns outrage people start coming out
 

1011
00:17:49,200 --> 00:17:51,510
spurns outrage people start coming out
with receipts the op deletes their

1012
00:17:51,510 --> 00:17:51,520
with receipts the op deletes their
 

1013
00:17:51,520 --> 00:17:53,110
with receipts the op deletes their
account

1014
00:17:53,110 --> 00:17:53,120
account
 

1015
00:17:53,120 --> 00:17:55,270
account
and twitter is garbage because the user

1016
00:17:55,270 --> 00:17:55,280
and twitter is garbage because the user
 

1017
00:17:55,280 --> 00:17:57,590
and twitter is garbage because the user
experience is designed to encourage this

1018
00:17:57,590 --> 00:17:57,600
experience is designed to encourage this
 

1019
00:17:57,600 --> 00:17:59,510
experience is designed to encourage this
kind of behavior i also have a tendency

1020
00:17:59,510 --> 00:17:59,520
kind of behavior i also have a tendency
 

1021
00:17:59,520 --> 00:18:00,950
kind of behavior i also have a tendency
to give people too much of the benefit

1022
00:18:00,950 --> 00:18:00,960
to give people too much of the benefit
 

1023
00:18:00,960 --> 00:18:02,070
to give people too much of the benefit
of the doubt

1024
00:18:02,070 --> 00:18:02,080
of the doubt
 

1025
00:18:02,080 --> 00:18:03,909
of the doubt
but you know the other problem with the

1026
00:18:03,909 --> 00:18:03,919
but you know the other problem with the
 

1027
00:18:03,919 --> 00:18:06,070
but you know the other problem with the
apology is that it confirmed any rumor

1028
00:18:06,070 --> 00:18:06,080
apology is that it confirmed any rumor
 

1029
00:18:06,080 --> 00:18:08,070
apology is that it confirmed any rumor
that people might have read about me any

1030
00:18:08,070 --> 00:18:08,080
that people might have read about me any
 

1031
00:18:08,080 --> 00:18:10,070
that people might have read about me any
even the ones that were crazy and it

1032
00:18:10,070 --> 00:18:10,080
even the ones that were crazy and it
 

1033
00:18:10,080 --> 00:18:11,190
even the ones that were crazy and it
definitely affirmed that i was

1034
00:18:11,190 --> 00:18:11,200
definitely affirmed that i was
 

1035
00:18:11,200 --> 00:18:13,430
definitely affirmed that i was
responsible for abusing multiple people

1036
00:18:13,430 --> 00:18:13,440
responsible for abusing multiple people
 

1037
00:18:13,440 --> 00:18:15,669
responsible for abusing multiple people
and fans to do my bidding when the

1038
00:18:15,669 --> 00:18:15,679
and fans to do my bidding when the
 

1039
00:18:15,679 --> 00:18:17,510
and fans to do my bidding when the
reality of the situation is that it was

1040
00:18:17,510 --> 00:18:17,520
reality of the situation is that it was
 

1041
00:18:17,520 --> 00:18:19,430
reality of the situation is that it was
four people behind the twitter and two

1042
00:18:19,430 --> 00:18:19,440
four people behind the twitter and two
 

1043
00:18:19,440 --> 00:18:21,510
four people behind the twitter and two
of them had a positive experience and

1044
00:18:21,510 --> 00:18:21,520
of them had a positive experience and
 

1045
00:18:21,520 --> 00:18:23,830
of them had a positive experience and
the other two had experiences and issues

1046
00:18:23,830 --> 00:18:23,840
the other two had experiences and issues
 

1047
00:18:23,840 --> 00:18:25,510
the other two had experiences and issues
that they never addressed to me directly

1048
00:18:25,510 --> 00:18:25,520
that they never addressed to me directly
 

1049
00:18:25,520 --> 00:18:27,590
that they never addressed to me directly
there are no mistreated team people they

1050
00:18:27,590 --> 00:18:27,600
there are no mistreated team people they
 

1051
00:18:27,600 --> 00:18:30,710
there are no mistreated team people they
just don't exist it's fiction we made it

1052
00:18:30,710 --> 00:18:30,720
just don't exist it's fiction we made it
 

1053
00:18:30,720 --> 00:18:32,789
just don't exist it's fiction we made it
up we made this one up it's a made-up

1054
00:18:32,789 --> 00:18:32,799
up we made this one up it's a made-up
 

1055
00:18:32,799 --> 00:18:35,190
up we made this one up it's a made-up
tale it's a total fabrication it never

1056
00:18:35,190 --> 00:18:35,200
tale it's a total fabrication it never
 

1057
00:18:35,200 --> 00:18:37,110
tale it's a total fabrication it never
happened i think it's important remember

1058
00:18:37,110 --> 00:18:37,120
happened i think it's important remember
 

1059
00:18:37,120 --> 00:18:38,549
happened i think it's important remember
too that there is a big difference

1060
00:18:38,549 --> 00:18:38,559
too that there is a big difference
 

1061
00:18:38,559 --> 00:18:40,470
too that there is a big difference
between getting cancelled and just

1062
00:18:40,470 --> 00:18:40,480
between getting cancelled and just
 

1063
00:18:40,480 --> 00:18:42,230
between getting cancelled and just
getting harassed off the internet to be

1064
00:18:42,230 --> 00:18:42,240
getting harassed off the internet to be
 

1065
00:18:42,240 --> 00:18:44,390
getting harassed off the internet to be
honest i think the term getting canceled

1066
00:18:44,390 --> 00:18:44,400
honest i think the term getting canceled
 

1067
00:18:44,400 --> 00:18:46,549
honest i think the term getting canceled
is thrown around a little bit too much

1068
00:18:46,549 --> 00:18:46,559
is thrown around a little bit too much
 

1069
00:18:46,559 --> 00:18:49,909
is thrown around a little bit too much
that's not cancelled that's the law

1070
00:18:49,909 --> 00:18:49,919
that's not cancelled that's the law
 

1071
00:18:49,919 --> 00:18:53,669
that's not cancelled that's the law
when you do a crime you go to jail

1072
00:18:53,669 --> 00:18:53,679
when you do a crime you go to jail
 

1073
00:18:53,679 --> 00:18:56,950
when you do a crime you go to jail
you're not getting sold

1074
00:18:56,950 --> 00:18:56,960

 

1075
00:18:56,960 --> 00:18:58,870

and sometimes serious issues can be

1076
00:18:58,870 --> 00:18:58,880
and sometimes serious issues can be
 

1077
00:18:58,880 --> 00:19:01,029
and sometimes serious issues can be
misaddressed because people just assume

1078
00:19:01,029 --> 00:19:01,039
misaddressed because people just assume
 

1079
00:19:01,039 --> 00:19:02,870
misaddressed because people just assume
the person on the other end deserved it

1080
00:19:02,870 --> 00:19:02,880
the person on the other end deserved it
 

1081
00:19:02,880 --> 00:19:04,470
the person on the other end deserved it
and that's not always necessarily the

1082
00:19:04,470 --> 00:19:04,480
and that's not always necessarily the
 

1083
00:19:04,480 --> 00:19:07,110
and that's not always necessarily the
case sometimes these incidents have real

1084
00:19:07,110 --> 00:19:07,120
case sometimes these incidents have real
 

1085
00:19:07,120 --> 00:19:09,350
case sometimes these incidents have real
consequences and i don't think people

1086
00:19:09,350 --> 00:19:09,360
consequences and i don't think people
 

1087
00:19:09,360 --> 00:19:10,789
consequences and i don't think people
understand the magnitude of that when

1088
00:19:10,789 --> 00:19:10,799
understand the magnitude of that when
 

1089
00:19:10,799 --> 00:19:12,950
understand the magnitude of that when
they just say oh that person got

1090
00:19:12,950 --> 00:19:12,960
they just say oh that person got
 

1091
00:19:12,960 --> 00:19:15,350
they just say oh that person got
cancelled stop calling it that please

1092
00:19:15,350 --> 00:19:15,360
cancelled stop calling it that please
 

1093
00:19:15,360 --> 00:19:17,350
cancelled stop calling it that please
but with my situation and others i think

1094
00:19:17,350 --> 00:19:17,360
but with my situation and others i think
 

1095
00:19:17,360 --> 00:19:19,510
but with my situation and others i think
i can greatly oversimplify that these

1096
00:19:19,510 --> 00:19:19,520
i can greatly oversimplify that these
 

1097
00:19:19,520 --> 00:19:21,669
i can greatly oversimplify that these
kind of public shaming and online

1098
00:19:21,669 --> 00:19:21,679
kind of public shaming and online
 

1099
00:19:21,679 --> 00:19:23,510
kind of public shaming and online
harassment campaigns can have real

1100
00:19:23,510 --> 00:19:23,520
harassment campaigns can have real
 

1101
00:19:23,520 --> 00:19:25,830
harassment campaigns can have real
consequences on a lot of the parties

1102
00:19:25,830 --> 00:19:25,840
consequences on a lot of the parties
 

1103
00:19:25,840 --> 00:19:27,909
consequences on a lot of the parties
involved so be considerate and please

1104
00:19:27,909 --> 00:19:27,919
involved so be considerate and please
 

1105
00:19:27,919 --> 00:19:29,750
involved so be considerate and please
think about if the c word applies to

1106
00:19:29,750 --> 00:19:29,760
think about if the c word applies to
 

1107
00:19:29,760 --> 00:19:31,350
think about if the c word applies to
your specific situation that you're

1108
00:19:31,350 --> 00:19:31,360
your specific situation that you're
 

1109
00:19:31,360 --> 00:19:33,750
your specific situation that you're
referencing the other c word there you

1110
00:19:33,750 --> 00:19:33,760
referencing the other c word there you
 

1111
00:19:33,760 --> 00:19:35,510
referencing the other c word there you
go if you're curious who was leaking

1112
00:19:35,510 --> 00:19:35,520
go if you're curious who was leaking
 

1113
00:19:35,520 --> 00:19:37,990
go if you're curious who was leaking
stuff it was outside people added to the

1114
00:19:37,990 --> 00:19:38,000
stuff it was outside people added to the
 

1115
00:19:38,000 --> 00:19:40,710
stuff it was outside people added to the
teen group and a client and past editor

1116
00:19:40,710 --> 00:19:40,720
teen group and a client and past editor
 

1117
00:19:40,720 --> 00:19:42,789
teen group and a client and past editor
northbridge northridge was not only

1118
00:19:42,789 --> 00:19:42,799
northbridge northridge was not only
 

1119
00:19:42,799 --> 00:19:45,430
northbridge northridge was not only
lying publicly but also lying directly

1120
00:19:45,430 --> 00:19:45,440
lying publicly but also lying directly
 

1121
00:19:45,440 --> 00:19:48,870
lying publicly but also lying directly
to the team great so kp are you saying

1122
00:19:48,870 --> 00:19:48,880
to the team great so kp are you saying
 

1123
00:19:48,880 --> 00:19:51,430
to the team great so kp are you saying
that michael purposely sabotaged people

1124
00:19:51,430 --> 00:19:51,440
that michael purposely sabotaged people
 

1125
00:19:51,440 --> 00:19:53,110
that michael purposely sabotaged people
he did not know for the sake of

1126
00:19:53,110 --> 00:19:53,120
he did not know for the sake of
 

1127
00:19:53,120 --> 00:19:55,669
he did not know for the sake of
attention and inflate his own ego even

1128
00:19:55,669 --> 00:19:55,679
attention and inflate his own ego even
 

1129
00:19:55,679 --> 00:19:57,350
attention and inflate his own ego even
lying to his own friends about his

1130
00:19:57,350 --> 00:19:57,360
lying to his own friends about his
 

1131
00:19:57,360 --> 00:19:59,510
lying to his own friends about his
experiences working for me so he could

1132
00:19:59,510 --> 00:19:59,520
experiences working for me so he could
 

1133
00:19:59,520 --> 00:20:02,070
experiences working for me so he could
fit in and gain more attention yep

1134
00:20:02,070 --> 00:20:02,080
fit in and gain more attention yep
 

1135
00:20:02,080 --> 00:20:03,990
fit in and gain more attention yep
that's what i'm saying if you don't

1136
00:20:03,990 --> 00:20:04,000
that's what i'm saying if you don't
 

1137
00:20:04,000 --> 00:20:06,230
that's what i'm saying if you don't
believe me hear it from him himself

1138
00:20:06,230 --> 00:20:06,240
believe me hear it from him himself
 

1139
00:20:06,240 --> 00:20:08,070
believe me hear it from him himself
attention

1140
00:20:08,070 --> 00:20:08,080
attention
 

1141
00:20:08,080 --> 00:20:10,070
attention
it got to me

1142
00:20:10,070 --> 00:20:10,080
it got to me
 

1143
00:20:10,080 --> 00:20:11,510
it got to me
i'm not gonna

1144
00:20:11,510 --> 00:20:11,520
i'm not gonna
 

1145
00:20:11,520 --> 00:20:13,669
i'm not gonna
i'm gonna be honest about that the the

1146
00:20:13,669 --> 00:20:13,679
i'm gonna be honest about that the the
 

1147
00:20:13,679 --> 00:20:16,470
i'm gonna be honest about that the the
the attention got to me okay the lying

1148
00:20:16,470 --> 00:20:16,480
the attention got to me okay the lying
 

1149
00:20:16,480 --> 00:20:18,870
the attention got to me okay the lying
about being fired that's that's just a

1150
00:20:18,870 --> 00:20:18,880
about being fired that's that's just a
 

1151
00:20:18,880 --> 00:20:21,750
about being fired that's that's just a
simple that's a simple one i didn't

1152
00:20:21,750 --> 00:20:21,760
simple that's a simple one i didn't
 

1153
00:20:21,760 --> 00:20:24,710
simple that's a simple one i didn't
i didn't want to look like you know

1154
00:20:24,710 --> 00:20:24,720
i didn't want to look like you know
 

1155
00:20:24,720 --> 00:20:26,150
i didn't want to look like you know
i just didn't want to yeah i don't know

1156
00:20:26,150 --> 00:20:26,160
i just didn't want to yeah i don't know
 

1157
00:20:26,160 --> 00:20:27,830
i just didn't want to yeah i don't know
how to explain that i didn't want to

1158
00:20:27,830 --> 00:20:27,840
how to explain that i didn't want to
 

1159
00:20:27,840 --> 00:20:29,029
how to explain that i didn't want to
look like

1160
00:20:29,029 --> 00:20:29,039
look like
 

1161
00:20:29,039 --> 00:20:29,990
look like
um

1162
00:20:29,990 --> 00:20:30,000
um
 

1163
00:20:30,000 --> 00:20:31,830
um
i left because i was fired i was

1164
00:20:31,830 --> 00:20:31,840
i left because i was fired i was
 

1165
00:20:31,840 --> 00:20:33,190
i left because i was fired i was
embarrassed by that i guess you could

1166
00:20:33,190 --> 00:20:33,200
embarrassed by that i guess you could
 

1167
00:20:33,200 --> 00:20:35,270
embarrassed by that i guess you could
say so when my original apology video

1168
00:20:35,270 --> 00:20:35,280
say so when my original apology video
 

1169
00:20:35,280 --> 00:20:37,430
say so when my original apology video
was released it got spread around and i

1170
00:20:37,430 --> 00:20:37,440
was released it got spread around and i
 

1171
00:20:37,440 --> 00:20:39,350
was released it got spread around and i
think helps in some ways elevate and

1172
00:20:39,350 --> 00:20:39,360
think helps in some ways elevate and
 

1173
00:20:39,360 --> 00:20:41,750
think helps in some ways elevate and
spread rumors even faster but in other

1174
00:20:41,750 --> 00:20:41,760
spread rumors even faster but in other
 

1175
00:20:41,760 --> 00:20:43,510
spread rumors even faster but in other
ways confirmed any rumor that people

1176
00:20:43,510 --> 00:20:43,520
ways confirmed any rumor that people
 

1177
00:20:43,520 --> 00:20:45,270
ways confirmed any rumor that people
might have access to which i think made

1178
00:20:45,270 --> 00:20:45,280
might have access to which i think made
 

1179
00:20:45,280 --> 00:20:47,830
might have access to which i think made
things a lot worse side note i also

1180
00:20:47,830 --> 00:20:47,840
things a lot worse side note i also
 

1181
00:20:47,840 --> 00:20:49,510
things a lot worse side note i also
think this character of mine who is a

1182
00:20:49,510 --> 00:20:49,520
think this character of mine who is a
 

1183
00:20:49,520 --> 00:20:52,630
think this character of mine who is a
lazy freeloading manipulative kp monster

1184
00:20:52,630 --> 00:20:52,640
lazy freeloading manipulative kp monster
 

1185
00:20:52,640 --> 00:20:54,630
lazy freeloading manipulative kp monster
is the most hilarious but unrealistic

1186
00:20:54,630 --> 00:20:54,640
is the most hilarious but unrealistic
 

1187
00:20:54,640 --> 00:20:56,549
is the most hilarious but unrealistic
person like it's also based on these

1188
00:20:56,549 --> 00:20:56,559
person like it's also based on these
 

1189
00:20:56,559 --> 00:20:58,149
person like it's also based on these
ideas that people are so easy to

1190
00:20:58,149 --> 00:20:58,159
ideas that people are so easy to
 

1191
00:20:58,159 --> 00:21:00,310
ideas that people are so easy to
manipulate that they'll work hard for no

1192
00:21:00,310 --> 00:21:00,320
manipulate that they'll work hard for no
 

1193
00:21:00,320 --> 00:21:02,230
manipulate that they'll work hard for no
internal motivation and or because they

1194
00:21:02,230 --> 00:21:02,240
internal motivation and or because they
 

1195
00:21:02,240 --> 00:21:04,070
internal motivation and or because they
want to get into my pants like they can

1196
00:21:04,070 --> 00:21:04,080
want to get into my pants like they can
 

1197
00:21:04,080 --> 00:21:05,990
want to get into my pants like they can
just neglect real life forever and just

1198
00:21:05,990 --> 00:21:06,000
just neglect real life forever and just
 

1199
00:21:06,000 --> 00:21:08,390
just neglect real life forever and just
work work faster that's some pretty low

1200
00:21:08,390 --> 00:21:08,400
work work faster that's some pretty low
 

1201
00:21:08,400 --> 00:21:09,909
work work faster that's some pretty low
standards of intelligence for people who

1202
00:21:09,909 --> 00:21:09,919
standards of intelligence for people who
 

1203
00:21:09,919 --> 00:21:11,510
standards of intelligence for people who
want to work around me and people that

1204
00:21:11,510 --> 00:21:11,520
want to work around me and people that
 

1205
00:21:11,520 --> 00:21:13,909
want to work around me and people that
you might be advocating for my dude so

1206
00:21:13,909 --> 00:21:13,919
you might be advocating for my dude so
 

1207
00:21:13,919 --> 00:21:15,430
you might be advocating for my dude so
went on like this for a little while

1208
00:21:15,430 --> 00:21:15,440
went on like this for a little while
 

1209
00:21:15,440 --> 00:21:17,590
went on like this for a little while
michael would use the account to lie or

1210
00:21:17,590 --> 00:21:17,600
michael would use the account to lie or
 

1211
00:21:17,600 --> 00:21:19,270
michael would use the account to lie or
take something i said years ago out of

1212
00:21:19,270 --> 00:21:19,280
take something i said years ago out of
 

1213
00:21:19,280 --> 00:21:21,350
take something i said years ago out of
context or pretend issues that were a

1214
00:21:21,350 --> 00:21:21,360
context or pretend issues that were a
 

1215
00:21:21,360 --> 00:21:23,190
context or pretend issues that were a
big deal that turned out not to be a big

1216
00:21:23,190 --> 00:21:23,200
big deal that turned out not to be a big
 

1217
00:21:23,200 --> 00:21:25,350
big deal that turned out not to be a big
deal and loss only contributed to the

1218
00:21:25,350 --> 00:21:25,360
deal and loss only contributed to the
 

1219
00:21:25,360 --> 00:21:26,950
deal and loss only contributed to the
fake legal threat that had already been

1220
00:21:26,950 --> 00:21:26,960
fake legal threat that had already been
 

1221
00:21:26,960 --> 00:21:30,470
fake legal threat that had already been
proven to not be true the tldr is that

1222
00:21:30,470 --> 00:21:30,480
proven to not be true the tldr is that
 

1223
00:21:30,480 --> 00:21:31,510
proven to not be true the tldr is that
this

1224
00:21:31,510 --> 00:21:31,520
this
 

1225
00:21:31,520 --> 00:21:35,270
this
is utter nonsense especially this bit

1226
00:21:35,270 --> 00:21:35,280
is utter nonsense especially this bit
 

1227
00:21:35,280 --> 00:21:37,270
is utter nonsense especially this bit
cover your assets kids we don't upset

1228
00:21:37,270 --> 00:21:37,280
cover your assets kids we don't upset
 

1229
00:21:37,280 --> 00:21:39,990
cover your assets kids we don't upset
them dc librarians it should go without

1230
00:21:39,990 --> 00:21:40,000
them dc librarians it should go without
 

1231
00:21:40,000 --> 00:21:42,230
them dc librarians it should go without
saying that harassment lying to the

1232
00:21:42,230 --> 00:21:42,240
saying that harassment lying to the
 

1233
00:21:42,240 --> 00:21:45,270
saying that harassment lying to the
public you know is hella illegal the

1234
00:21:45,270 --> 00:21:45,280
public you know is hella illegal the
 

1235
00:21:45,280 --> 00:21:46,950
public you know is hella illegal the
biggest thing that weighed on me and my

1236
00:21:46,950 --> 00:21:46,960
biggest thing that weighed on me and my
 

1237
00:21:46,960 --> 00:21:48,549
biggest thing that weighed on me and my
mental health is that whoever was doing

1238
00:21:48,549 --> 00:21:48,559
mental health is that whoever was doing
 

1239
00:21:48,559 --> 00:21:50,470
mental health is that whoever was doing
this felt so hurt and angry that they

1240
00:21:50,470 --> 00:21:50,480
this felt so hurt and angry that they
 

1241
00:21:50,480 --> 00:21:52,950
this felt so hurt and angry that they
justified this campaign to harass me and

1242
00:21:52,950 --> 00:21:52,960
justified this campaign to harass me and
 

1243
00:21:52,960 --> 00:21:55,350
justified this campaign to harass me and
hate me as this gross kp monster it was

1244
00:21:55,350 --> 00:21:55,360
hate me as this gross kp monster it was
 

1245
00:21:55,360 --> 00:21:57,029
hate me as this gross kp monster it was
horrible it made me feel like i was a

1246
00:21:57,029 --> 00:21:57,039
horrible it made me feel like i was a
 

1247
00:21:57,039 --> 00:21:59,669
horrible it made me feel like i was a
monster and that really just was not fun

1248
00:21:59,669 --> 00:21:59,679
monster and that really just was not fun
 

1249
00:21:59,679 --> 00:22:01,350
monster and that really just was not fun
for those who don't know i developed

1250
00:22:01,350 --> 00:22:01,360
for those who don't know i developed
 

1251
00:22:01,360 --> 00:22:03,909
for those who don't know i developed
real people ptsd and i'll probably touch

1252
00:22:03,909 --> 00:22:03,919
real people ptsd and i'll probably touch
 

1253
00:22:03,919 --> 00:22:06,390
real people ptsd and i'll probably touch
on how that over complicated my life in

1254
00:22:06,390 --> 00:22:06,400
on how that over complicated my life in
 

1255
00:22:06,400 --> 00:22:09,270
on how that over complicated my life in
a little bit this is such a fun video

1256
00:22:09,270 --> 00:22:09,280
a little bit this is such a fun video
 

1257
00:22:09,280 --> 00:22:10,789
a little bit this is such a fun video
and there are honestly way more people

1258
00:22:10,789 --> 00:22:10,799
and there are honestly way more people
 

1259
00:22:10,799 --> 00:22:12,630
and there are honestly way more people
who are believing all this [\h__\h] face

1260
00:22:12,630 --> 00:22:12,640
who are believing all this [\h__\h] face
 

1261
00:22:12,640 --> 00:22:14,149
who are believing all this [\h__\h] face
value than generally should be

1262
00:22:14,149 --> 00:22:14,159
value than generally should be
 

1263
00:22:14,159 --> 00:22:15,909
value than generally should be
acceptable with everything that has

1264
00:22:15,909 --> 00:22:15,919
acceptable with everything that has
 

1265
00:22:15,919 --> 00:22:17,430
acceptable with everything that has
happened in the last decade from the

1266
00:22:17,430 --> 00:22:17,440
happened in the last decade from the
 

1267
00:22:17,440 --> 00:22:20,149
happened in the last decade from the
anti-vaxxers to flat earthers i imagine

1268
00:22:20,149 --> 00:22:20,159
anti-vaxxers to flat earthers i imagine
 

1269
00:22:20,159 --> 00:22:21,510
anti-vaxxers to flat earthers i imagine
that something that was originated as

1270
00:22:21,510 --> 00:22:21,520
that something that was originated as
 

1271
00:22:21,520 --> 00:22:23,510
that something that was originated as
anonymous confession if that's what you

1272
00:22:23,510 --> 00:22:23,520
anonymous confession if that's what you
 

1273
00:22:23,520 --> 00:22:25,350
anonymous confession if that's what you
want to call it didn't make people more

1274
00:22:25,350 --> 00:22:25,360
want to call it didn't make people more
 

1275
00:22:25,360 --> 00:22:27,350
want to call it didn't make people more
skeptical than it should have been how

1276
00:22:27,350 --> 00:22:27,360
skeptical than it should have been how
 

1277
00:22:27,360 --> 00:22:29,510
skeptical than it should have been how
do you know if any of this stuff is true

1278
00:22:29,510 --> 00:22:29,520
do you know if any of this stuff is true
 

1279
00:22:29,520 --> 00:22:30,710
do you know if any of this stuff is true
what do you mean

1280
00:22:30,710 --> 00:22:30,720
what do you mean
 

1281
00:22:30,720 --> 00:22:32,390
what do you mean
how do you know someone didn't just make

1282
00:22:32,390 --> 00:22:32,400
how do you know someone didn't just make
 

1283
00:22:32,400 --> 00:22:36,149
how do you know someone didn't just make
it up what you mean just lie

1284
00:22:36,149 --> 00:22:36,159
it up what you mean just lie
 

1285
00:22:36,159 --> 00:22:38,070
it up what you mean just lie
you really think someone would do that

1286
00:22:38,070 --> 00:22:38,080
you really think someone would do that
 

1287
00:22:38,080 --> 00:22:40,310
you really think someone would do that
just go on the internet and tell lies

1288
00:22:40,310 --> 00:22:40,320
just go on the internet and tell lies
 

1289
00:22:40,320 --> 00:22:41,510
just go on the internet and tell lies
hell there were a lot of people i

1290
00:22:41,510 --> 00:22:41,520
hell there were a lot of people i
 

1291
00:22:41,520 --> 00:22:43,029
hell there were a lot of people i
considered my friends at the time who

1292
00:22:43,029 --> 00:22:43,039
considered my friends at the time who
 

1293
00:22:43,039 --> 00:22:45,510
considered my friends at the time who
were talking about this publicly and not

1294
00:22:45,510 --> 00:22:45,520
were talking about this publicly and not
 

1295
00:22:45,520 --> 00:22:47,510
were talking about this publicly and not
even bothering to check if i was okay

1296
00:22:47,510 --> 00:22:47,520
even bothering to check if i was okay
 

1297
00:22:47,520 --> 00:22:48,710
even bothering to check if i was okay
that's like learning that your friend

1298
00:22:48,710 --> 00:22:48,720
that's like learning that your friend
 

1299
00:22:48,720 --> 00:22:50,630
that's like learning that your friend
was in a car crash instead of you know

1300
00:22:50,630 --> 00:22:50,640
was in a car crash instead of you know
 

1301
00:22:50,640 --> 00:22:52,230
was in a car crash instead of you know
going to the hospital you just talk

1302
00:22:52,230 --> 00:22:52,240
going to the hospital you just talk
 

1303
00:22:52,240 --> 00:22:54,149
going to the hospital you just talk
about it on facebook you're a great

1304
00:22:54,149 --> 00:22:54,159
about it on facebook you're a great
 

1305
00:22:54,159 --> 00:22:56,789
about it on facebook you're a great
person there steve because i chose not

1306
00:22:56,789 --> 00:22:56,799
person there steve because i chose not
 

1307
00:22:56,799 --> 00:22:58,390
person there steve because i chose not
to detail and explain what really

1308
00:22:58,390 --> 00:22:58,400
to detail and explain what really
 

1309
00:22:58,400 --> 00:23:00,470
to detail and explain what really
happened people chose to believe limited

1310
00:23:00,470 --> 00:23:00,480
happened people chose to believe limited
 

1311
00:23:00,480 --> 00:23:02,630
happened people chose to believe limited
information that they understood and in

1312
00:23:02,630 --> 00:23:02,640
information that they understood and in
 

1313
00:23:02,640 --> 00:23:04,310
information that they understood and in
turn justified their treatment and the

1314
00:23:04,310 --> 00:23:04,320
turn justified their treatment and the
 

1315
00:23:04,320 --> 00:23:06,310
turn justified their treatment and the
way they talked and treated me bad faith

1316
00:23:06,310 --> 00:23:06,320
way they talked and treated me bad faith
 

1317
00:23:06,320 --> 00:23:07,990
way they talked and treated me bad faith
believers didn't understand or know who

1318
00:23:07,990 --> 00:23:08,000
believers didn't understand or know who
 

1319
00:23:08,000 --> 00:23:09,669
believers didn't understand or know who
boggs was because i didn't draw

1320
00:23:09,669 --> 00:23:09,679
boggs was because i didn't draw
 

1321
00:23:09,679 --> 00:23:11,430
boggs was because i didn't draw
attention to it they didn't have faith

1322
00:23:11,430 --> 00:23:11,440
attention to it they didn't have faith
 

1323
00:23:11,440 --> 00:23:13,350
attention to it they didn't have faith
that this was a cause of one child and a

1324
00:23:13,350 --> 00:23:13,360
that this was a cause of one child and a
 

1325
00:23:13,360 --> 00:23:15,350
that this was a cause of one child and a
couple of friends that made up rumors

1326
00:23:15,350 --> 00:23:15,360
couple of friends that made up rumors
 

1327
00:23:15,360 --> 00:23:18,149
couple of friends that made up rumors
because it was fun and it got attention

1328
00:23:18,149 --> 00:23:18,159
because it was fun and it got attention
 

1329
00:23:18,159 --> 00:23:20,149
because it was fun and it got attention
and people believed everything at face

1330
00:23:20,149 --> 00:23:20,159
and people believed everything at face
 

1331
00:23:20,159 --> 00:23:22,070
and people believed everything at face
value and that's a really damning

1332
00:23:22,070 --> 00:23:22,080
value and that's a really damning
 

1333
00:23:22,080 --> 00:23:23,909
value and that's a really damning
assessment of my character all of the

1334
00:23:23,909 --> 00:23:23,919
assessment of my character all of the
 

1335
00:23:23,919 --> 00:23:26,390
assessment of my character all of the
posts that me and sean contributed were

1336
00:23:26,390 --> 00:23:26,400
posts that me and sean contributed were
 

1337
00:23:26,400 --> 00:23:28,310
posts that me and sean contributed were
all within the first three days of the

1338
00:23:28,310 --> 00:23:28,320
all within the first three days of the
 

1339
00:23:28,320 --> 00:23:30,870
all within the first three days of the
twitter's creation um after that we were

1340
00:23:30,870 --> 00:23:30,880
twitter's creation um after that we were
 

1341
00:23:30,880 --> 00:23:33,430
twitter's creation um after that we were
kind of starting to take a backseat

1342
00:23:33,430 --> 00:23:33,440
kind of starting to take a backseat
 

1343
00:23:33,440 --> 00:23:35,430
kind of starting to take a backseat
and kind of slowly start to distance

1344
00:23:35,430 --> 00:23:35,440
and kind of slowly start to distance
 

1345
00:23:35,440 --> 00:23:37,270
and kind of slowly start to distance
ourselves from it because it had just

1346
00:23:37,270 --> 00:23:37,280
ourselves from it because it had just
 

1347
00:23:37,280 --> 00:23:39,590
ourselves from it because it had just
gone so far hell your average first

1348
00:23:39,590 --> 00:23:39,600
gone so far hell your average first
 

1349
00:23:39,600 --> 00:23:41,270
gone so far hell your average first
impression of another person is seven

1350
00:23:41,270 --> 00:23:41,280
impression of another person is seven
 

1351
00:23:41,280 --> 00:23:43,669
impression of another person is seven
seconds so are you saying random people

1352
00:23:43,669 --> 00:23:43,679
seconds so are you saying random people
 

1353
00:23:43,679 --> 00:23:45,510
seconds so are you saying random people
on the internet that you know more about

1354
00:23:45,510 --> 00:23:45,520
on the internet that you know more about
 

1355
00:23:45,520 --> 00:23:47,750
on the internet that you know more about
a situation in seven seconds because it

1356
00:23:47,750 --> 00:23:47,760
a situation in seven seconds because it
 

1357
00:23:47,760 --> 00:23:49,909
a situation in seven seconds because it
shows up on your twitter timeline than

1358
00:23:49,909 --> 00:23:49,919
shows up on your twitter timeline than
 

1359
00:23:49,919 --> 00:23:51,669
shows up on your twitter timeline than
someone who had to live through it or go

1360
00:23:51,669 --> 00:23:51,679
someone who had to live through it or go
 

1361
00:23:51,679 --> 00:23:54,070
someone who had to live through it or go
through it video's so salty

1362
00:23:54,070 --> 00:23:54,080
through it video's so salty
 

1363
00:23:54,080 --> 00:23:55,830
through it video's so salty
the ceiling salt the floor salt the

1364
00:23:55,830 --> 00:23:55,840
the ceiling salt the floor salt the
 

1365
00:23:55,840 --> 00:23:58,390
the ceiling salt the floor salt the
walls are soft and to an extent the air

1366
00:23:58,390 --> 00:23:58,400
walls are soft and to an extent the air
 

1367
00:23:58,400 --> 00:24:00,230
walls are soft and to an extent the air
is soft i think a lot of times when this

1368
00:24:00,230 --> 00:24:00,240
is soft i think a lot of times when this
 

1369
00:24:00,240 --> 00:24:01,750
is soft i think a lot of times when this
happens people want to beat down on

1370
00:24:01,750 --> 00:24:01,760
happens people want to beat down on
 

1371
00:24:01,760 --> 00:24:03,190
happens people want to beat down on
something they want to prove that they

1372
00:24:03,190 --> 00:24:03,200
something they want to prove that they
 

1373
00:24:03,200 --> 00:24:05,029
something they want to prove that they
are a good person compared to this

1374
00:24:05,029 --> 00:24:05,039
are a good person compared to this
 

1375
00:24:05,039 --> 00:24:07,190
are a good person compared to this
monster but in reality by doing that

1376
00:24:07,190 --> 00:24:07,200
monster but in reality by doing that
 

1377
00:24:07,200 --> 00:24:08,870
monster but in reality by doing that
they lose sight of their humanity on the

1378
00:24:08,870 --> 00:24:08,880
they lose sight of their humanity on the
 

1379
00:24:08,880 --> 00:24:11,190
they lose sight of their humanity on the
other side as an egotistical maniac

1380
00:24:11,190 --> 00:24:11,200
other side as an egotistical maniac
 

1381
00:24:11,200 --> 00:24:13,110
other side as an egotistical maniac
because it morally justifies behavior

1382
00:24:13,110 --> 00:24:13,120
because it morally justifies behavior
 

1383
00:24:13,120 --> 00:24:15,269
because it morally justifies behavior
that might be in the gray and a part of

1384
00:24:15,269 --> 00:24:15,279
that might be in the gray and a part of
 

1385
00:24:15,279 --> 00:24:17,510
that might be in the gray and a part of
that these days is the desire to perform

1386
00:24:17,510 --> 00:24:17,520
that these days is the desire to perform
 

1387
00:24:17,520 --> 00:24:20,310
that these days is the desire to perform
allyship white people in particular all

1388
00:24:20,310 --> 00:24:20,320
allyship white people in particular all
 

1389
00:24:20,320 --> 00:24:22,230
allyship white people in particular all
want to be told they're one of the good

1390
00:24:22,230 --> 00:24:22,240
want to be told they're one of the good
 

1391
00:24:22,240 --> 00:24:25,350
want to be told they're one of the good
ones in a fundamentally unjust world

1392
00:24:25,350 --> 00:24:25,360
ones in a fundamentally unjust world
 

1393
00:24:25,360 --> 00:24:28,070
ones in a fundamentally unjust world
it's satisfying to take a cosseted bigot

1394
00:24:28,070 --> 00:24:28,080
it's satisfying to take a cosseted bigot
 

1395
00:24:28,080 --> 00:24:30,310
it's satisfying to take a cosseted bigot
down a peg so if we can only get one

1396
00:24:30,310 --> 00:24:30,320
down a peg so if we can only get one
 

1397
00:24:30,320 --> 00:24:33,190
down a peg so if we can only get one
more wrong-headed bigoted head on a pike

1398
00:24:33,190 --> 00:24:33,200
more wrong-headed bigoted head on a pike
 

1399
00:24:33,200 --> 00:24:36,390
more wrong-headed bigoted head on a pike
humiliate one more blackface doer or one

1400
00:24:36,390 --> 00:24:36,400
humiliate one more blackface doer or one
 

1401
00:24:36,400 --> 00:24:39,430
humiliate one more blackface doer or one
more appropriative food blogger we could

1402
00:24:39,430 --> 00:24:39,440
more appropriative food blogger we could
 

1403
00:24:39,440 --> 00:24:41,029
more appropriative food blogger we could
heal this world yeah you can dock

1404
00:24:41,029 --> 00:24:41,039
heal this world yeah you can dock
 

1405
00:24:41,039 --> 00:24:43,190
heal this world yeah you can dock
someone and harass them because look

1406
00:24:43,190 --> 00:24:43,200
someone and harass them because look
 

1407
00:24:43,200 --> 00:24:45,269
someone and harass them because look
don't they deserve it they did this to

1408
00:24:45,269 --> 00:24:45,279
don't they deserve it they did this to
 

1409
00:24:45,279 --> 00:24:46,950
don't they deserve it they did this to
themselves right and that's the thing

1410
00:24:46,950 --> 00:24:46,960
themselves right and that's the thing
 

1411
00:24:46,960 --> 00:24:49,430
themselves right and that's the thing
with michael even now he is so paranoid

1412
00:24:49,430 --> 00:24:49,440
with michael even now he is so paranoid
 

1413
00:24:49,440 --> 00:24:51,350
with michael even now he is so paranoid
and how others view him he still refuses

1414
00:24:51,350 --> 00:24:51,360
and how others view him he still refuses
 

1415
00:24:51,360 --> 00:24:53,350
and how others view him he still refuses
to agree that twitter was a bad idea

1416
00:24:53,350 --> 00:24:53,360
to agree that twitter was a bad idea
 

1417
00:24:53,360 --> 00:24:54,630
to agree that twitter was a bad idea
even though it hurt the people it should

1418
00:24:54,630 --> 00:24:54,640
even though it hurt the people it should
 

1419
00:24:54,640 --> 00:24:56,310
even though it hurt the people it should
have been advocating for because he

1420
00:24:56,310 --> 00:24:56,320
have been advocating for because he
 

1421
00:24:56,320 --> 00:24:57,990
have been advocating for because he
doesn't want to be viewed as the bad guy

1422
00:24:57,990 --> 00:24:58,000
doesn't want to be viewed as the bad guy
 

1423
00:24:58,000 --> 00:24:59,510
doesn't want to be viewed as the bad guy
he doesn't want to face the reality that

1424
00:24:59,510 --> 00:24:59,520
he doesn't want to face the reality that
 

1425
00:24:59,520 --> 00:25:01,110
he doesn't want to face the reality that
he was manipulated by a couple of

1426
00:25:01,110 --> 00:25:01,120
he was manipulated by a couple of
 

1427
00:25:01,120 --> 00:25:02,950
he was manipulated by a couple of
friends and then got high on the

1428
00:25:02,950 --> 00:25:02,960
friends and then got high on the
 

1429
00:25:02,960 --> 00:25:04,549
friends and then got high on the
attention that this was getting he

1430
00:25:04,549 --> 00:25:04,559
attention that this was getting he
 

1431
00:25:04,559 --> 00:25:06,470
attention that this was getting he
didn't even want to publicly apologize

1432
00:25:06,470 --> 00:25:06,480
didn't even want to publicly apologize
 

1433
00:25:06,480 --> 00:25:07,990
didn't even want to publicly apologize
because of the ego and how about make

1434
00:25:07,990 --> 00:25:08,000
because of the ego and how about make
 

1435
00:25:08,000 --> 00:25:09,909
because of the ego and how about make
others view him sorry for making this

1436
00:25:09,909 --> 00:25:09,919
others view him sorry for making this
 

1437
00:25:09,919 --> 00:25:11,510
others view him sorry for making this
video but it wouldn't have happened if

1438
00:25:11,510 --> 00:25:11,520
video but it wouldn't have happened if
 

1439
00:25:11,520 --> 00:25:13,190
video but it wouldn't have happened if
you like cleaned up your mess you little

1440
00:25:13,190 --> 00:25:13,200
you like cleaned up your mess you little
 

1441
00:25:13,200 --> 00:25:14,870
you like cleaned up your mess you little
[\h__\h] he didn't really go out of his way

1442
00:25:14,870 --> 00:25:14,880
[\h__\h] he didn't really go out of his way
 

1443
00:25:14,880 --> 00:25:16,789
[\h__\h] he didn't really go out of his way
to really understand he did the bare

1444
00:25:16,789 --> 00:25:16,799
to really understand he did the bare
 

1445
00:25:16,799 --> 00:25:19,029
to really understand he did the bare
minimum so this goes on for five months

1446
00:25:19,029 --> 00:25:19,039
minimum so this goes on for five months
 

1447
00:25:19,039 --> 00:25:21,190
minimum so this goes on for five months
and i am just a wreck where sean and

1448
00:25:21,190 --> 00:25:21,200
and i am just a wreck where sean and
 

1449
00:25:21,200 --> 00:25:22,710
and i am just a wreck where sean and
christian confessed to me after they

1450
00:25:22,710 --> 00:25:22,720
christian confessed to me after they
 

1451
00:25:22,720 --> 00:25:24,390
christian confessed to me after they
realized michael was going too far and

1452
00:25:24,390 --> 00:25:24,400
realized michael was going too far and
 

1453
00:25:24,400 --> 00:25:26,070
realized michael was going too far and
was still trying to bait and harass me

1454
00:25:26,070 --> 00:25:26,080
was still trying to bait and harass me
 

1455
00:25:26,080 --> 00:25:28,070
was still trying to bait and harass me
after i went dark and you know was

1456
00:25:28,070 --> 00:25:28,080
after i went dark and you know was
 

1457
00:25:28,080 --> 00:25:30,630
after i went dark and you know was
suicidal it's fine you think about it

1458
00:25:30,630 --> 00:25:30,640
suicidal it's fine you think about it
 

1459
00:25:30,640 --> 00:25:34,149
suicidal it's fine you think about it
she disappeared because of a constant

1460
00:25:34,149 --> 00:25:34,159
she disappeared because of a constant
 

1461
00:25:34,159 --> 00:25:36,070
she disappeared because of a constant
like think about it foxy all you were

1462
00:25:36,070 --> 00:25:36,080
like think about it foxy all you were
 

1463
00:25:36,080 --> 00:25:39,430
like think about it foxy all you were
doing was posting harassment which is

1464
00:25:39,430 --> 00:25:39,440
doing was posting harassment which is
 

1465
00:25:39,440 --> 00:25:45,350
doing was posting harassment which is
illegal

1466
00:25:45,350 --> 00:25:45,360

 

1467
00:25:45,360 --> 00:25:47,830

harassment what did i do harassment-wise

1468
00:25:47,830 --> 00:25:47,840
harassment what did i do harassment-wise
 

1469
00:25:47,840 --> 00:25:51,510
harassment what did i do harassment-wise
you constantly were badgering her to the

1470
00:25:51,510 --> 00:25:51,520
you constantly were badgering her to the
 

1471
00:25:51,520 --> 00:25:54,470
you constantly were badgering her to the
point to where if any time she spoke to

1472
00:25:54,470 --> 00:25:54,480
point to where if any time she spoke to
 

1473
00:25:54,480 --> 00:25:57,669
point to where if any time she spoke to
a point of just completely putting her

1474
00:25:57,669 --> 00:25:57,679
a point of just completely putting her
 

1475
00:25:57,679 --> 00:26:00,149
a point of just completely putting her
into a corner and good old mike was more

1476
00:26:00,149 --> 00:26:00,159
into a corner and good old mike was more
 

1477
00:26:00,159 --> 00:26:01,830
into a corner and good old mike was more
hurt that his friends ratted him out

1478
00:26:01,830 --> 00:26:01,840
hurt that his friends ratted him out
 

1479
00:26:01,840 --> 00:26:04,549
hurt that his friends ratted him out
than you know his actual actions you can

1480
00:26:04,549 --> 00:26:04,559
than you know his actual actions you can
 

1481
00:26:04,559 --> 00:26:06,310
than you know his actual actions you can
hear this when his tone of voice changes

1482
00:26:06,310 --> 00:26:06,320
hear this when his tone of voice changes
 

1483
00:26:06,320 --> 00:26:08,149
hear this when his tone of voice changes
before and after i added him to the call

1484
00:26:08,149 --> 00:26:08,159
before and after i added him to the call
 

1485
00:26:08,159 --> 00:26:10,870
before and after i added him to the call
where he originally confessed would you

1486
00:26:10,870 --> 00:26:10,880
where he originally confessed would you
 

1487
00:26:10,880 --> 00:26:13,029
where he originally confessed would you
be willing to

1488
00:26:13,029 --> 00:26:13,039
be willing to
 

1489
00:26:13,039 --> 00:26:19,590
be willing to
apologize to kp

1490
00:26:19,590 --> 00:26:19,600

 

1491
00:26:19,600 --> 00:26:22,549

it's a very good question

1492
00:26:22,549 --> 00:26:22,559
it's a very good question
 

1493
00:26:22,559 --> 00:26:24,549
it's a very good question
i'd have to think about that

1494
00:26:24,549 --> 00:26:24,559
i'd have to think about that
 

1495
00:26:24,559 --> 00:26:26,789
i'd have to think about that
but

1496
00:26:26,789 --> 00:26:26,799
but
 

1497
00:26:26,799 --> 00:26:30,470
but
the real question is

1498
00:26:30,470 --> 00:26:30,480

 

1499
00:26:30,480 --> 00:26:32,149

did you guys snitch

1500
00:26:32,149 --> 00:26:32,159
did you guys snitch
 

1501
00:26:32,159 --> 00:26:33,990
did you guys snitch
and i won't be mad if you did i just

1502
00:26:33,990 --> 00:26:34,000
and i won't be mad if you did i just
 

1503
00:26:34,000 --> 00:26:35,830
and i won't be mad if you did i just
want to know just be straight up with me

1504
00:26:35,830 --> 00:26:35,840
want to know just be straight up with me
 

1505
00:26:35,840 --> 00:26:37,510
want to know just be straight up with me
i'd like to apologize for everything

1506
00:26:37,510 --> 00:26:37,520
i'd like to apologize for everything
 

1507
00:26:37,520 --> 00:26:39,669
i'd like to apologize for everything
that i've done and i've known

1508
00:26:39,669 --> 00:26:39,679
that i've done and i've known
 

1509
00:26:39,679 --> 00:26:41,590
that i've done and i've known
you've been going through hell recently

1510
00:26:41,590 --> 00:26:41,600
you've been going through hell recently
 

1511
00:26:41,600 --> 00:26:44,230
you've been going through hell recently
and what i've done

1512
00:26:44,230 --> 00:26:44,240
and what i've done
 

1513
00:26:44,240 --> 00:26:47,190
and what i've done
was very immature of me

1514
00:26:47,190 --> 00:26:47,200
was very immature of me
 

1515
00:26:47,200 --> 00:26:48,390
was very immature of me
and

1516
00:26:48,390 --> 00:26:48,400
and
 

1517
00:26:48,400 --> 00:26:51,110
and
all i can say at this point is i'm very

1518
00:26:51,110 --> 00:26:51,120
all i can say at this point is i'm very
 

1519
00:26:51,120 --> 00:26:53,510
all i can say at this point is i'm very
sorry i put you through that hell and no

1520
00:26:53,510 --> 00:26:53,520
sorry i put you through that hell and no
 

1521
00:26:53,520 --> 00:26:54,870
sorry i put you through that hell and no
other person should have to go through

1522
00:26:54,870 --> 00:26:54,880
other person should have to go through
 

1523
00:26:54,880 --> 00:26:57,430
other person should have to go through
that [\h__\h] he then proceeds to my

1524
00:26:57,430 --> 00:26:57,440
that [\h__\h] he then proceeds to my
 

1525
00:26:57,440 --> 00:26:59,350
that [\h__\h] he then proceeds to my
favorite part of all this stay home from

1526
00:26:59,350 --> 00:26:59,360
favorite part of all this stay home from
 

1527
00:26:59,360 --> 00:27:01,590
favorite part of all this stay home from
school the next day not out of guilt or

1528
00:27:01,590 --> 00:27:01,600
school the next day not out of guilt or
 

1529
00:27:01,600 --> 00:27:03,830
school the next day not out of guilt or
remorse but because he was caught

1530
00:27:03,830 --> 00:27:03,840
remorse but because he was caught
 

1531
00:27:03,840 --> 00:27:05,590
remorse but because he was caught
because his friends ride on him and it

1532
00:27:05,590 --> 00:27:05,600
because his friends ride on him and it
 

1533
00:27:05,600 --> 00:27:07,029
because his friends ride on him and it
made him cry

1534
00:27:07,029 --> 00:27:07,039
made him cry
 

1535
00:27:07,039 --> 00:27:07,909
made him cry
trouble

1536
00:27:07,909 --> 00:27:07,919
trouble
 

1537
00:27:07,919 --> 00:27:10,070
trouble
no way you're only in trouble if you get

1538
00:27:10,070 --> 00:27:10,080
no way you're only in trouble if you get
 

1539
00:27:10,080 --> 00:27:12,230
no way you're only in trouble if you get
caught gotcha i'm in trouble but

1540
00:27:12,230 --> 00:27:12,240
caught gotcha i'm in trouble but
 

1541
00:27:12,240 --> 00:27:14,470
caught gotcha i'm in trouble but
essentially people psychologically don't

1542
00:27:14,470 --> 00:27:14,480
essentially people psychologically don't
 

1543
00:27:14,480 --> 00:27:15,990
essentially people psychologically don't
like to be held accountable for things

1544
00:27:15,990 --> 00:27:16,000
like to be held accountable for things
 

1545
00:27:16,000 --> 00:27:17,909
like to be held accountable for things
that they did so what he's doing here is

1546
00:27:17,909 --> 00:27:17,919
that they did so what he's doing here is
 

1547
00:27:17,919 --> 00:27:19,510
that they did so what he's doing here is
he's trying to mitigate and deflect his

1548
00:27:19,510 --> 00:27:19,520
he's trying to mitigate and deflect his
 

1549
00:27:19,520 --> 00:27:21,669
he's trying to mitigate and deflect his
actions because in reality he's at the

1550
00:27:21,669 --> 00:27:21,679
actions because in reality he's at the
 

1551
00:27:21,679 --> 00:27:23,909
actions because in reality he's at the
very least narcissistic so he doesn't

1552
00:27:23,909 --> 00:27:23,919
very least narcissistic so he doesn't
 

1553
00:27:23,919 --> 00:27:25,750
very least narcissistic so he doesn't
really want to be held accountable

1554
00:27:25,750 --> 00:27:25,760
really want to be held accountable
 

1555
00:27:25,760 --> 00:27:27,510
really want to be held accountable
anything they can do to place blame on

1556
00:27:27,510 --> 00:27:27,520
anything they can do to place blame on
 

1557
00:27:27,520 --> 00:27:29,029
anything they can do to place blame on
someone else so they don't feel

1558
00:27:29,029 --> 00:27:29,039
someone else so they don't feel
 

1559
00:27:29,039 --> 00:27:30,950
someone else so they don't feel
personally responsible or at least in

1560
00:27:30,950 --> 00:27:30,960
personally responsible or at least in
 

1561
00:27:30,960 --> 00:27:34,149
personally responsible or at least in
the public side a whole range of not

1562
00:27:34,149 --> 00:27:34,159
the public side a whole range of not
 

1563
00:27:34,159 --> 00:27:37,110
the public side a whole range of not
taking responsibility but don't worry

1564
00:27:37,110 --> 00:27:37,120
taking responsibility but don't worry
 

1565
00:27:37,120 --> 00:27:38,789
taking responsibility but don't worry
i'll make them take responsibility

1566
00:27:38,789 --> 00:27:38,799
i'll make them take responsibility
 

1567
00:27:38,799 --> 00:27:40,630
i'll make them take responsibility
because i've had enough [\h__\h] i'm so

1568
00:27:40,630 --> 00:27:40,640
because i've had enough [\h__\h] i'm so
 

1569
00:27:40,640 --> 00:27:42,390
because i've had enough [\h__\h] i'm so
[\h__\h] done so how many signs of

1570
00:27:42,390 --> 00:27:42,400
[\h__\h] done so how many signs of
 

1571
00:27:42,400 --> 00:27:44,149
[\h__\h] done so how many signs of
narcissistic tendency did michael

1572
00:27:44,149 --> 00:27:44,159
narcissistic tendency did michael
 

1573
00:27:44,159 --> 00:27:45,430
narcissistic tendency did michael
possess

1574
00:27:45,430 --> 00:27:45,440
possess
 

1575
00:27:45,440 --> 00:27:48,149
possess
preoccupied with self lack of empathy

1576
00:27:48,149 --> 00:27:48,159
preoccupied with self lack of empathy
 

1577
00:27:48,159 --> 00:27:50,470
preoccupied with self lack of empathy
need for approval inability to accept

1578
00:27:50,470 --> 00:27:50,480
need for approval inability to accept
 

1579
00:27:50,480 --> 00:27:54,149
need for approval inability to accept
criticism exaggeration envy of others

1580
00:27:54,149 --> 00:27:54,159
criticism exaggeration envy of others
 

1581
00:27:54,159 --> 00:27:56,149
criticism exaggeration envy of others
passive regression preoccupation

1582
00:27:56,149 --> 00:27:56,159
passive regression preoccupation
 

1583
00:27:56,159 --> 00:27:58,870
passive regression preoccupation
fantasies of unlimited success how many

1584
00:27:58,870 --> 00:27:58,880
fantasies of unlimited success how many
 

1585
00:27:58,880 --> 00:28:00,630
fantasies of unlimited success how many
does michael seem to demonstrate in his

1586
00:28:00,630 --> 00:28:00,640
does michael seem to demonstrate in his
 

1587
00:28:00,640 --> 00:28:06,630
does michael seem to demonstrate in his
actions

1588
00:28:06,630 --> 00:28:06,640

 

1589
00:28:06,640 --> 00:28:09,590

look at that all of them

1590
00:28:09,590 --> 00:28:09,600
look at that all of them
 

1591
00:28:09,600 --> 00:28:11,430
look at that all of them
keep in mind that i'm not a professional

1592
00:28:11,430 --> 00:28:11,440
keep in mind that i'm not a professional
 

1593
00:28:11,440 --> 00:28:12,950
keep in mind that i'm not a professional
and even if these traits apply they

1594
00:28:12,950 --> 00:28:12,960
and even if these traits apply they
 

1595
00:28:12,960 --> 00:28:15,110
and even if these traits apply they
don't excuse his actions when i talk to

1596
00:28:15,110 --> 00:28:15,120
don't excuse his actions when i talk to
 

1597
00:28:15,120 --> 00:28:16,950
don't excuse his actions when i talk to
michael's mom about this her attitude

1598
00:28:16,950 --> 00:28:16,960
michael's mom about this her attitude
 

1599
00:28:16,960 --> 00:28:19,750
michael's mom about this her attitude
was a very unsympathetic my son was sad

1600
00:28:19,750 --> 00:28:19,760
was a very unsympathetic my son was sad
 

1601
00:28:19,760 --> 00:28:21,909
was a very unsympathetic my son was sad
he learned his lesson internet lady and

1602
00:28:21,909 --> 00:28:21,919
he learned his lesson internet lady and
 

1603
00:28:21,919 --> 00:28:23,830
he learned his lesson internet lady and
when i followed up with her to contact

1604
00:28:23,830 --> 00:28:23,840
when i followed up with her to contact
 

1605
00:28:23,840 --> 00:28:25,990
when i followed up with her to contact
her how michael was going on podcasts to

1606
00:28:25,990 --> 00:28:26,000
her how michael was going on podcasts to
 

1607
00:28:26,000 --> 00:28:28,149
her how michael was going on podcasts to
dunk and brag about his harassment she

1608
00:28:28,149 --> 00:28:28,159
dunk and brag about his harassment she
 

1609
00:28:28,159 --> 00:28:30,950
dunk and brag about his harassment she
ignored my email great parenting jan

1610
00:28:30,950 --> 00:28:30,960
ignored my email great parenting jan
 

1611
00:28:30,960 --> 00:28:33,909
ignored my email great parenting jan
well i thought that at the time like i i

1612
00:28:33,909 --> 00:28:33,919
well i thought that at the time like i i
 

1613
00:28:33,919 --> 00:28:36,549
well i thought that at the time like i i
legit did and i kind of it was i was

1614
00:28:36,549 --> 00:28:36,559
legit did and i kind of it was i was
 

1615
00:28:36,559 --> 00:28:38,470
legit did and i kind of it was i was
more of influenced by how everybody was

1616
00:28:38,470 --> 00:28:38,480
more of influenced by how everybody was
 

1617
00:28:38,480 --> 00:28:40,789
more of influenced by how everybody was
calling her a [\h__\h] and all that and i

1618
00:28:40,789 --> 00:28:40,799
calling her a [\h__\h] and all that and i
 

1619
00:28:40,799 --> 00:28:42,789
calling her a [\h__\h] and all that and i
was just like well these

1620
00:28:42,789 --> 00:28:42,799
was just like well these
 

1621
00:28:42,799 --> 00:28:44,710
was just like well these
that's how she treated everyone else

1622
00:28:44,710 --> 00:28:44,720
that's how she treated everyone else
 

1623
00:28:44,720 --> 00:28:46,630
that's how she treated everyone else
then i mean yeah i should you know

1624
00:28:46,630 --> 00:28:46,640
then i mean yeah i should you know
 

1625
00:28:46,640 --> 00:28:47,750
then i mean yeah i should you know
something should be done about it

1626
00:28:47,750 --> 00:28:47,760
something should be done about it
 

1627
00:28:47,760 --> 00:28:50,230
something should be done about it
vigilante justice at its finest she also

1628
00:28:50,230 --> 00:28:50,240
vigilante justice at its finest she also
 

1629
00:28:50,240 --> 00:28:52,470
vigilante justice at its finest she also
didn't ask about you know medical bills

1630
00:28:52,470 --> 00:28:52,480
didn't ask about you know medical bills
 

1631
00:28:52,480 --> 00:28:55,350
didn't ask about you know medical bills
or a possible liability none of that

1632
00:28:55,350 --> 00:28:55,360
or a possible liability none of that
 

1633
00:28:55,360 --> 00:28:57,669
or a possible liability none of that
stupid [\h__\h] then came the apologies for

1634
00:28:57,669 --> 00:28:57,679
stupid [\h__\h] then came the apologies for
 

1635
00:28:57,679 --> 00:28:59,029
stupid [\h__\h] then came the apologies for
most parties that should have been a

1636
00:28:59,029 --> 00:28:59,039
most parties that should have been a
 

1637
00:28:59,039 --> 00:29:00,470
most parties that should have been a
bigger deal but some of the general

1638
00:29:00,470 --> 00:29:00,480
bigger deal but some of the general
 

1639
00:29:00,480 --> 00:29:02,950
bigger deal but some of the general
consensus was basically oh the drum was

1640
00:29:02,950 --> 00:29:02,960
consensus was basically oh the drum was
 

1641
00:29:02,960 --> 00:29:05,669
consensus was basically oh the drum was
gone on for too long just make it end so

1642
00:29:05,669 --> 00:29:05,679
gone on for too long just make it end so
 

1643
00:29:05,679 --> 00:29:07,750
gone on for too long just make it end so
people i think tuned out at that point

1644
00:29:07,750 --> 00:29:07,760
people i think tuned out at that point
 

1645
00:29:07,760 --> 00:29:09,510
people i think tuned out at that point
as far as loss from my guests didn't

1646
00:29:09,510 --> 00:29:09,520
as far as loss from my guests didn't
 

1647
00:29:09,520 --> 00:29:11,029
as far as loss from my guests didn't
want to face accountability for her

1648
00:29:11,029 --> 00:29:11,039
want to face accountability for her
 

1649
00:29:11,039 --> 00:29:13,269
want to face accountability for her
actions remember what i said that broken

1650
00:29:13,269 --> 00:29:13,279
actions remember what i said that broken
 

1651
00:29:13,279 --> 00:29:15,029
actions remember what i said that broken
people are attracted to fandoms a lot of

1652
00:29:15,029 --> 00:29:15,039
people are attracted to fandoms a lot of
 

1653
00:29:15,039 --> 00:29:17,909
people are attracted to fandoms a lot of
the time this is a general thing imagine

1654
00:29:17,909 --> 00:29:17,919
the time this is a general thing imagine
 

1655
00:29:17,919 --> 00:29:19,510
the time this is a general thing imagine
someone who had a hard time and not an

1656
00:29:19,510 --> 00:29:19,520
someone who had a hard time and not an
 

1657
00:29:19,520 --> 00:29:21,110
someone who had a hard time and not an
ideal life and then once they start

1658
00:29:21,110 --> 00:29:21,120
ideal life and then once they start
 

1659
00:29:21,120 --> 00:29:23,510
ideal life and then once they start
making fandom content validation

1660
00:29:23,510 --> 00:29:23,520
making fandom content validation
 

1661
00:29:23,520 --> 00:29:25,909
making fandom content validation
validation everywhere views are going up

1662
00:29:25,909 --> 00:29:25,919
validation everywhere views are going up
 

1663
00:29:25,919 --> 00:29:27,669
validation everywhere views are going up
you're getting invited to conventions

1664
00:29:27,669 --> 00:29:27,679
you're getting invited to conventions
 

1665
00:29:27,679 --> 00:29:29,190
you're getting invited to conventions
little children and people coming up to

1666
00:29:29,190 --> 00:29:29,200
little children and people coming up to
 

1667
00:29:29,200 --> 00:29:31,029
little children and people coming up to
you and now you're signing [\h__\h] and

1668
00:29:31,029 --> 00:29:31,039
you and now you're signing [\h__\h] and
 

1669
00:29:31,039 --> 00:29:33,269
you and now you're signing [\h__\h] and
think wow that old life sure was shitty

1670
00:29:33,269 --> 00:29:33,279
think wow that old life sure was shitty
 

1671
00:29:33,279 --> 00:29:34,789
think wow that old life sure was shitty
i never want to lose validation from

1672
00:29:34,789 --> 00:29:34,799
i never want to lose validation from
 

1673
00:29:34,799 --> 00:29:37,029
i never want to lose validation from
these random strangers just a disclaimer

1674
00:29:37,029 --> 00:29:37,039
these random strangers just a disclaimer
 

1675
00:29:37,039 --> 00:29:38,630
these random strangers just a disclaimer
that i don't know any of these people

1676
00:29:38,630 --> 00:29:38,640
that i don't know any of these people
 

1677
00:29:38,640 --> 00:29:41,269
that i don't know any of these people
that well it's just a guess i imagine

1678
00:29:41,269 --> 00:29:41,279
that well it's just a guess i imagine
 

1679
00:29:41,279 --> 00:29:43,350
that well it's just a guess i imagine
she panicked and said this to me which

1680
00:29:43,350 --> 00:29:43,360
she panicked and said this to me which
 

1681
00:29:43,360 --> 00:29:45,590
she panicked and said this to me which
is gaslighting and then yelled at her

1682
00:29:45,590 --> 00:29:45,600
is gaslighting and then yelled at her
 

1683
00:29:45,600 --> 00:29:46,870
is gaslighting and then yelled at her
friends for not telling her that they

1684
00:29:46,870 --> 00:29:46,880
friends for not telling her that they
 

1685
00:29:46,880 --> 00:29:48,630
friends for not telling her that they
were going to confront me first the

1686
00:29:48,630 --> 00:29:48,640
were going to confront me first the
 

1687
00:29:48,640 --> 00:29:50,310
were going to confront me first the
reality is if i never talked to lost

1688
00:29:50,310 --> 00:29:50,320
reality is if i never talked to lost
 

1689
00:29:50,320 --> 00:29:51,909
reality is if i never talked to lost
prior to the confession i would have

1690
00:29:51,909 --> 00:29:51,919
prior to the confession i would have
 

1691
00:29:51,919 --> 00:29:53,510
prior to the confession i would have
treated her like sean and christian

1692
00:29:53,510 --> 00:29:53,520
treated her like sean and christian
 

1693
00:29:53,520 --> 00:29:55,110
treated her like sean and christian
people who made stupid and very bad

1694
00:29:55,110 --> 00:29:55,120
people who made stupid and very bad
 

1695
00:29:55,120 --> 00:29:56,870
people who made stupid and very bad
mistakes and then tried to atone for

1696
00:29:56,870 --> 00:29:56,880
mistakes and then tried to atone for
 

1697
00:29:56,880 --> 00:29:58,389
mistakes and then tried to atone for
them but i confronted her before

1698
00:29:58,389 --> 00:29:58,399
them but i confronted her before
 

1699
00:29:58,399 --> 00:29:59,830
them but i confronted her before
december to try to figure out what the

1700
00:29:59,830 --> 00:29:59,840
december to try to figure out what the
 

1701
00:29:59,840 --> 00:30:01,669
december to try to figure out what the
[\h__\h] even happened and she lied about

1702
00:30:01,669 --> 00:30:01,679
[\h__\h] even happened and she lied about
 

1703
00:30:01,679 --> 00:30:03,430
[\h__\h] even happened and she lied about
her knowledge that she knew who was

1704
00:30:03,430 --> 00:30:03,440
her knowledge that she knew who was
 

1705
00:30:03,440 --> 00:30:05,590
her knowledge that she knew who was
behind the twitter and even suggested it

1706
00:30:05,590 --> 00:30:05,600
behind the twitter and even suggested it
 

1707
00:30:05,600 --> 00:30:08,070
behind the twitter and even suggested it
might be michael based on past history

1708
00:30:08,070 --> 00:30:08,080
might be michael based on past history
 

1709
00:30:08,080 --> 00:30:09,990
might be michael based on past history
and she didn't say anything if i'd gone

1710
00:30:09,990 --> 00:30:10,000
and she didn't say anything if i'd gone
 

1711
00:30:10,000 --> 00:30:11,269
and she didn't say anything if i'd gone
on the proof earlier we could have

1712
00:30:11,269 --> 00:30:11,279
on the proof earlier we could have
 

1713
00:30:11,279 --> 00:30:12,710
on the proof earlier we could have
stopped everything sooner the

1714
00:30:12,710 --> 00:30:12,720
stopped everything sooner the
 

1715
00:30:12,720 --> 00:30:15,029
stopped everything sooner the
frustration i had with lost is even

1716
00:30:15,029 --> 00:30:15,039
frustration i had with lost is even
 

1717
00:30:15,039 --> 00:30:16,549
frustration i had with lost is even
though her role was minimal in fact

1718
00:30:16,549 --> 00:30:16,559
though her role was minimal in fact
 

1719
00:30:16,559 --> 00:30:18,549
though her role was minimal in fact
checking the legal threat it bothered me

1720
00:30:18,549 --> 00:30:18,559
checking the legal threat it bothered me
 

1721
00:30:18,559 --> 00:30:20,310
checking the legal threat it bothered me
that she lied to me originally when i

1722
00:30:20,310 --> 00:30:20,320
that she lied to me originally when i
 

1723
00:30:20,320 --> 00:30:22,310
that she lied to me originally when i
first contacted her before sean and

1724
00:30:22,310 --> 00:30:22,320
first contacted her before sean and
 

1725
00:30:22,320 --> 00:30:24,389
first contacted her before sean and
christian confessed to me as well as she

1726
00:30:24,389 --> 00:30:24,399
christian confessed to me as well as she
 

1727
00:30:24,399 --> 00:30:26,549
christian confessed to me as well as she
was not willing to come out publicly and

1728
00:30:26,549 --> 00:30:26,559
was not willing to come out publicly and
 

1729
00:30:26,559 --> 00:30:28,630
was not willing to come out publicly and
admit that she was part of this she's

1730
00:30:28,630 --> 00:30:28,640
admit that she was part of this she's
 

1731
00:30:28,640 --> 00:30:30,710
admit that she was part of this she's
not responsible for boggs's actions but

1732
00:30:30,710 --> 00:30:30,720
not responsible for boggs's actions but
 

1733
00:30:30,720 --> 00:30:32,630
not responsible for boggs's actions but
she is responsible for influencing a

1734
00:30:32,630 --> 00:30:32,640
she is responsible for influencing a
 

1735
00:30:32,640 --> 00:30:34,870
she is responsible for influencing a
minor as well as the other two as well

1736
00:30:34,870 --> 00:30:34,880
minor as well as the other two as well
 

1737
00:30:34,880 --> 00:30:36,789
minor as well as the other two as well
as her issues being unaddressed to me

1738
00:30:36,789 --> 00:30:36,799
as her issues being unaddressed to me
 

1739
00:30:36,799 --> 00:30:38,470
as her issues being unaddressed to me
first and considering how this was

1740
00:30:38,470 --> 00:30:38,480
first and considering how this was
 

1741
00:30:38,480 --> 00:30:40,950
first and considering how this was
destroying me and my family even it was

1742
00:30:40,950 --> 00:30:40,960
destroying me and my family even it was
 

1743
00:30:40,960 --> 00:30:42,630
destroying me and my family even it was
cruel to indirectly prolong that

1744
00:30:42,630 --> 00:30:42,640
cruel to indirectly prolong that
 

1745
00:30:42,640 --> 00:30:44,870
cruel to indirectly prolong that
harassment but a lie of a mission is

1746
00:30:44,870 --> 00:30:44,880
harassment but a lie of a mission is
 

1747
00:30:44,880 --> 00:30:46,230
harassment but a lie of a mission is
still a lie

1748
00:30:46,230 --> 00:30:46,240
still a lie
 

1749
00:30:46,240 --> 00:30:48,149
still a lie
all of this because assumingly there

1750
00:30:48,149 --> 00:30:48,159
all of this because assumingly there
 

1751
00:30:48,159 --> 00:30:49,750
all of this because assumingly there
were some miscommunications with her

1752
00:30:49,750 --> 00:30:49,760
were some miscommunications with her
 

1753
00:30:49,760 --> 00:30:51,750
were some miscommunications with her
work on the john de lancie video but due

1754
00:30:51,750 --> 00:30:51,760
work on the john de lancie video but due
 

1755
00:30:51,760 --> 00:30:53,590
work on the john de lancie video but due
to some re-recordings on my end that's

1756
00:30:53,590 --> 00:30:53,600
to some re-recordings on my end that's
 

1757
00:30:53,600 --> 00:30:55,830
to some re-recordings on my end that's
my bad it had to be re-edited and let me

1758
00:30:55,830 --> 00:30:55,840
my bad it had to be re-edited and let me
 

1759
00:30:55,840 --> 00:30:57,909
my bad it had to be re-edited and let me
tell you i am a huge [\h__\h] when it comes

1760
00:30:57,909 --> 00:30:57,919
tell you i am a huge [\h__\h] when it comes
 

1761
00:30:57,919 --> 00:30:59,750
tell you i am a huge [\h__\h] when it comes
to producing these videos especially big

1762
00:30:59,750 --> 00:30:59,760
to producing these videos especially big
 

1763
00:30:59,760 --> 00:31:01,430
to producing these videos especially big
projects like this there's usually an

1764
00:31:01,430 --> 00:31:01,440
projects like this there's usually an
 

1765
00:31:01,440 --> 00:31:03,669
projects like this there's usually an
average about five to ten renders so

1766
00:31:03,669 --> 00:31:03,679
average about five to ten renders so
 

1767
00:31:03,679 --> 00:31:05,830
average about five to ten renders so
much feedback i get it i can come off as

1768
00:31:05,830 --> 00:31:05,840
much feedback i get it i can come off as
 

1769
00:31:05,840 --> 00:31:07,110
much feedback i get it i can come off as
a perfectionist and that can be

1770
00:31:07,110 --> 00:31:07,120
a perfectionist and that can be
 

1771
00:31:07,120 --> 00:31:09,350
a perfectionist and that can be
aggravating so what she thought was that

1772
00:31:09,350 --> 00:31:09,360
aggravating so what she thought was that
 

1773
00:31:09,360 --> 00:31:11,029
aggravating so what she thought was that
i wanted my friend nick to edit it

1774
00:31:11,029 --> 00:31:11,039
i wanted my friend nick to edit it
 

1775
00:31:11,039 --> 00:31:13,190
i wanted my friend nick to edit it
because he knew john de lancie and maybe

1776
00:31:13,190 --> 00:31:13,200
because he knew john de lancie and maybe
 

1777
00:31:13,200 --> 00:31:15,190
because he knew john de lancie and maybe
he could get him to see the video uh

1778
00:31:15,190 --> 00:31:15,200
he could get him to see the video uh
 

1779
00:31:15,200 --> 00:31:17,110
he could get him to see the video uh
that didn't work out by the way but the

1780
00:31:17,110 --> 00:31:17,120
that didn't work out by the way but the
 

1781
00:31:17,120 --> 00:31:19,350
that didn't work out by the way but the
reality was the re-recording so she

1782
00:31:19,350 --> 00:31:19,360
reality was the re-recording so she
 

1783
00:31:19,360 --> 00:31:21,430
reality was the re-recording so she
edits like 10 versions of this render

1784
00:31:21,430 --> 00:31:21,440
edits like 10 versions of this render
 

1785
00:31:21,440 --> 00:31:23,269
edits like 10 versions of this render
and then it seems like i'm taking away

1786
00:31:23,269 --> 00:31:23,279
and then it seems like i'm taking away
 

1787
00:31:23,279 --> 00:31:25,190
and then it seems like i'm taking away
from her but the reality was because i

1788
00:31:25,190 --> 00:31:25,200
from her but the reality was because i
 

1789
00:31:25,200 --> 00:31:26,789
from her but the reality was because i
re-recorded it it needed to be timed

1790
00:31:26,789 --> 00:31:26,799
re-recorded it it needed to be timed
 

1791
00:31:26,799 --> 00:31:28,470
re-recorded it it needed to be timed
differently and if she didn't want to do

1792
00:31:28,470 --> 00:31:28,480
differently and if she didn't want to do
 

1793
00:31:28,480 --> 00:31:30,149
differently and if she didn't want to do
that i understood because like i'm a

1794
00:31:30,149 --> 00:31:30,159
that i understood because like i'm a
 

1795
00:31:30,159 --> 00:31:32,070
that i understood because like i'm a
[\h__\h] like i said so she bowed out from

1796
00:31:32,070 --> 00:31:32,080
[\h__\h] like i said so she bowed out from
 

1797
00:31:32,080 --> 00:31:33,590
[\h__\h] like i said so she bowed out from
not editing the thing someone else

1798
00:31:33,590 --> 00:31:33,600
not editing the thing someone else
 

1799
00:31:33,600 --> 00:31:35,990
not editing the thing someone else
stepped in i credit them both we move on

1800
00:31:35,990 --> 00:31:36,000
stepped in i credit them both we move on
 

1801
00:31:36,000 --> 00:31:37,430
stepped in i credit them both we move on
that's why nick wasn't credited in the

1802
00:31:37,430 --> 00:31:37,440
that's why nick wasn't credited in the
 

1803
00:31:37,440 --> 00:31:39,029
that's why nick wasn't credited in the
final project by the way he never

1804
00:31:39,029 --> 00:31:39,039
final project by the way he never
 

1805
00:31:39,039 --> 00:31:41,430
final project by the way he never
actually you know did anything on it in

1806
00:31:41,430 --> 00:31:41,440
actually you know did anything on it in
 

1807
00:31:41,440 --> 00:31:43,669
actually you know did anything on it in
that situation though like phone someone

1808
00:31:43,669 --> 00:31:43,679
that situation though like phone someone
 

1809
00:31:43,679 --> 00:31:45,509
that situation though like phone someone
for help talk to me about a solution

1810
00:31:45,509 --> 00:31:45,519
for help talk to me about a solution
 

1811
00:31:45,519 --> 00:31:47,190
for help talk to me about a solution
there are a million other ways to handle

1812
00:31:47,190 --> 00:31:47,200
there are a million other ways to handle
 

1813
00:31:47,200 --> 00:31:48,950
there are a million other ways to handle
this so the thing that really kills me

1814
00:31:48,950 --> 00:31:48,960
this so the thing that really kills me
 

1815
00:31:48,960 --> 00:31:51,350
this so the thing that really kills me
about all this is that michael and lost

1816
00:31:51,350 --> 00:31:51,360
about all this is that michael and lost
 

1817
00:31:51,360 --> 00:31:52,950
about all this is that michael and lost
were more worried about their perception

1818
00:31:52,950 --> 00:31:52,960
were more worried about their perception
 

1819
00:31:52,960 --> 00:31:54,789
were more worried about their perception
and how their peers viewed them than you

1820
00:31:54,789 --> 00:31:54,799
and how their peers viewed them than you
 

1821
00:31:54,799 --> 00:31:57,190
and how their peers viewed them than you
know coming clean as they you know

1822
00:31:57,190 --> 00:31:57,200
know coming clean as they you know
 

1823
00:31:57,200 --> 00:31:59,509
know coming clean as they you know
didn't come clean i had to be told about

1824
00:31:59,509 --> 00:31:59,519
didn't come clean i had to be told about
 

1825
00:31:59,519 --> 00:32:01,430
didn't come clean i had to be told about
their actions from another person even

1826
00:32:01,430 --> 00:32:01,440
their actions from another person even
 

1827
00:32:01,440 --> 00:32:03,029
their actions from another person even
when things were hitting the fan loss

1828
00:32:03,029 --> 00:32:03,039
when things were hitting the fan loss
 

1829
00:32:03,039 --> 00:32:04,870
when things were hitting the fan loss
tried to beg people not to mention her

1830
00:32:04,870 --> 00:32:04,880
tried to beg people not to mention her
 

1831
00:32:04,880 --> 00:32:06,789
tried to beg people not to mention her
publicly because she didn't want to take

1832
00:32:06,789 --> 00:32:06,799
publicly because she didn't want to take
 

1833
00:32:06,799 --> 00:32:08,710
publicly because she didn't want to take
responsibility because people might

1834
00:32:08,710 --> 00:32:08,720
responsibility because people might
 

1835
00:32:08,720 --> 00:32:11,110
responsibility because people might
judge her based on her actions first of

1836
00:32:11,110 --> 00:32:11,120
judge her based on her actions first of
 

1837
00:32:11,120 --> 00:32:12,789
judge her based on her actions first of
all what about me i've been going

1838
00:32:12,789 --> 00:32:12,799
all what about me i've been going
 

1839
00:32:12,799 --> 00:32:14,549
all what about me i've been going
through six months of total horseshit

1840
00:32:14,549 --> 00:32:14,559
through six months of total horseshit
 

1841
00:32:14,559 --> 00:32:16,310
through six months of total horseshit
people telling me to kill myself every

1842
00:32:16,310 --> 00:32:16,320
people telling me to kill myself every
 

1843
00:32:16,320 --> 00:32:18,389
people telling me to kill myself every
day and you can't take accountability

1844
00:32:18,389 --> 00:32:18,399
day and you can't take accountability
 

1845
00:32:18,399 --> 00:32:20,789
day and you can't take accountability
for doing the bad thing that caused that

1846
00:32:20,789 --> 00:32:20,799
for doing the bad thing that caused that
 

1847
00:32:20,799 --> 00:32:22,230
for doing the bad thing that caused that
you delayed telling me critical

1848
00:32:22,230 --> 00:32:22,240
you delayed telling me critical
 

1849
00:32:22,240 --> 00:32:23,909
you delayed telling me critical
information that would have stopped this

1850
00:32:23,909 --> 00:32:23,919
information that would have stopped this
 

1851
00:32:23,919 --> 00:32:25,909
information that would have stopped this
sooner and why

1852
00:32:25,909 --> 00:32:25,919
sooner and why
 

1853
00:32:25,919 --> 00:32:27,669
sooner and why
because you didn't want to get publicly

1854
00:32:27,669 --> 00:32:27,679
because you didn't want to get publicly
 

1855
00:32:27,679 --> 00:32:30,230
because you didn't want to get publicly
outed it seems like your reputation in

1856
00:32:30,230 --> 00:32:30,240
outed it seems like your reputation in
 

1857
00:32:30,240 --> 00:32:32,230
outed it seems like your reputation in
the my little pony fandom was more

1858
00:32:32,230 --> 00:32:32,240
the my little pony fandom was more
 

1859
00:32:32,240 --> 00:32:34,149
the my little pony fandom was more
important than other people's well-being

1860
00:32:34,149 --> 00:32:34,159
important than other people's well-being
 

1861
00:32:34,159 --> 00:32:36,230
important than other people's well-being
again it's all about the psychology of

1862
00:32:36,230 --> 00:32:36,240
again it's all about the psychology of
 

1863
00:32:36,240 --> 00:32:37,669
again it's all about the psychology of
you don't want to see yourself as the

1864
00:32:37,669 --> 00:32:37,679
you don't want to see yourself as the
 

1865
00:32:37,679 --> 00:32:40,710
you don't want to see yourself as the
bad guy as well as my brand my brand i

1866
00:32:40,710 --> 00:32:40,720
bad guy as well as my brand my brand i
 

1867
00:32:40,720 --> 00:32:42,630
bad guy as well as my brand my brand i
can't let these people know that i did a

1868
00:32:42,630 --> 00:32:42,640
can't let these people know that i did a
 

1869
00:32:42,640 --> 00:32:44,789
can't let these people know that i did a
bad thing even though you did the bad

1870
00:32:44,789 --> 00:32:44,799
bad thing even though you did the bad
 

1871
00:32:44,799 --> 00:32:47,590
bad thing even though you did the bad
thing jan are we the baddies and like i

1872
00:32:47,590 --> 00:32:47,600
thing jan are we the baddies and like i
 

1873
00:32:47,600 --> 00:32:49,590
thing jan are we the baddies and like i
said this wasn't helping the team we

1874
00:32:49,590 --> 00:32:49,600
said this wasn't helping the team we
 

1875
00:32:49,600 --> 00:32:51,509
said this wasn't helping the team we
tried to talk to edgy boy douchebag

1876
00:32:51,509 --> 00:32:51,519
tried to talk to edgy boy douchebag
 

1877
00:32:51,519 --> 00:32:53,509
tried to talk to edgy boy douchebag
michael from the gecko about these

1878
00:32:53,509 --> 00:32:53,519
michael from the gecko about these
 

1879
00:32:53,519 --> 00:32:55,350
michael from the gecko about these
problems but he ignored us so it wasn't

1880
00:32:55,350 --> 00:32:55,360
problems but he ignored us so it wasn't
 

1881
00:32:55,360 --> 00:32:56,950
problems but he ignored us so it wasn't
about helping the perceived team at that

1882
00:32:56,950 --> 00:32:56,960
about helping the perceived team at that
 

1883
00:32:56,960 --> 00:32:59,190
about helping the perceived team at that
point it was about getting attention and

1884
00:32:59,190 --> 00:32:59,200
point it was about getting attention and
 

1885
00:32:59,200 --> 00:33:01,590
point it was about getting attention and
more attention and that's the kp under

1886
00:33:01,590 --> 00:33:01,600
more attention and that's the kp under
 

1887
00:33:01,600 --> 00:33:03,669
more attention and that's the kp under
the bus because it's fun and let's call

1888
00:33:03,669 --> 00:33:03,679
the bus because it's fun and let's call
 

1889
00:33:03,679 --> 00:33:05,909
the bus because it's fun and let's call
her rachel publicly to creep her out

1890
00:33:05,909 --> 00:33:05,919
her rachel publicly to creep her out
 

1891
00:33:05,919 --> 00:33:07,430
her rachel publicly to creep her out
because we're using her real name

1892
00:33:07,430 --> 00:33:07,440
because we're using her real name
 

1893
00:33:07,440 --> 00:33:09,029
because we're using her real name
because we're totally not stalkers

1894
00:33:09,029 --> 00:33:09,039
because we're totally not stalkers
 

1895
00:33:09,039 --> 00:33:10,870
because we're totally not stalkers
totally not if they had all given

1896
00:33:10,870 --> 00:33:10,880
totally not if they had all given
 

1897
00:33:10,880 --> 00:33:12,870
totally not if they had all given
genuine public apologies explaining what

1898
00:33:12,870 --> 00:33:12,880
genuine public apologies explaining what
 

1899
00:33:12,880 --> 00:33:14,870
genuine public apologies explaining what
they did then it would have been a lot

1900
00:33:14,870 --> 00:33:14,880
they did then it would have been a lot
 

1901
00:33:14,880 --> 00:33:17,350
they did then it would have been a lot
better ah jesus christ and then it got a

1902
00:33:17,350 --> 00:33:17,360
better ah jesus christ and then it got a
 

1903
00:33:17,360 --> 00:33:19,830
better ah jesus christ and then it got a
little worse because this huge snowball

1904
00:33:19,830 --> 00:33:19,840
little worse because this huge snowball
 

1905
00:33:19,840 --> 00:33:21,509
little worse because this huge snowball
of not taking accountability kept on

1906
00:33:21,509 --> 00:33:21,519
of not taking accountability kept on
 

1907
00:33:21,519 --> 00:33:23,110
of not taking accountability kept on
building and building and building and

1908
00:33:23,110 --> 00:33:23,120
building and building and building and
 

1909
00:33:23,120 --> 00:33:24,870
building and building and building and
they kept calling me bad things because

1910
00:33:24,870 --> 00:33:24,880
they kept calling me bad things because
 

1911
00:33:24,880 --> 00:33:26,950
they kept calling me bad things because
i wanted them to take accountability so

1912
00:33:26,950 --> 00:33:26,960
i wanted them to take accountability so
 

1913
00:33:26,960 --> 00:33:28,630
i wanted them to take accountability so
people could realize what happened you

1914
00:33:28,630 --> 00:33:28,640
people could realize what happened you
 

1915
00:33:28,640 --> 00:33:30,389
people could realize what happened you
know but they refused to do that i

1916
00:33:30,389 --> 00:33:30,399
know but they refused to do that i
 

1917
00:33:30,399 --> 00:33:32,310
know but they refused to do that i
eventually got on a call with mag lost

1918
00:33:32,310 --> 00:33:32,320
eventually got on a call with mag lost
 

1919
00:33:32,320 --> 00:33:34,070
eventually got on a call with mag lost
his partner because lass wouldn't talk

1920
00:33:34,070 --> 00:33:34,080
his partner because lass wouldn't talk
 

1921
00:33:34,080 --> 00:33:36,549
his partner because lass wouldn't talk
to me because i yelled at her fine and

1922
00:33:36,549 --> 00:33:36,559
to me because i yelled at her fine and
 

1923
00:33:36,559 --> 00:33:38,470
to me because i yelled at her fine and
what i learned is that car was recorded

1924
00:33:38,470 --> 00:33:38,480
what i learned is that car was recorded
 

1925
00:33:38,480 --> 00:33:40,230
what i learned is that car was recorded
without mike and sender knowledge and

1926
00:33:40,230 --> 00:33:40,240
without mike and sender knowledge and
 

1927
00:33:40,240 --> 00:33:41,750
without mike and sender knowledge and
was potentially going to be leaked

1928
00:33:41,750 --> 00:33:41,760
was potentially going to be leaked
 

1929
00:33:41,760 --> 00:33:44,389
was potentially going to be leaked
public if i were to lie about what

1930
00:33:44,389 --> 00:33:44,399
public if i were to lie about what
 

1931
00:33:44,399 --> 00:33:45,990
public if i were to lie about what
happened in the call and that's just

1932
00:33:45,990 --> 00:33:46,000
happened in the call and that's just
 

1933
00:33:46,000 --> 00:33:47,750
happened in the call and that's just
villainizing me because it's assuming

1934
00:33:47,750 --> 00:33:47,760
villainizing me because it's assuming
 

1935
00:33:47,760 --> 00:33:50,549
villainizing me because it's assuming
i'm gonna lie and you know as a victim

1936
00:33:50,549 --> 00:33:50,559
i'm gonna lie and you know as a victim
 

1937
00:33:50,559 --> 00:33:52,630
i'm gonna lie and you know as a victim
of all this stuff that just bad faith

1938
00:33:52,630 --> 00:33:52,640
of all this stuff that just bad faith
 

1939
00:33:52,640 --> 00:33:55,110
of all this stuff that just bad faith
guys really it's also morally wrong to

1940
00:33:55,110 --> 00:33:55,120
guys really it's also morally wrong to
 

1941
00:33:55,120 --> 00:33:57,029
guys really it's also morally wrong to
record someone without their consent or

1942
00:33:57,029 --> 00:33:57,039
record someone without their consent or
 

1943
00:33:57,039 --> 00:33:58,630
record someone without their consent or
knowledge just because it's on a

1944
00:33:58,630 --> 00:33:58,640
knowledge just because it's on a
 

1945
00:33:58,640 --> 00:34:00,789
knowledge just because it's on a
state-by-state basis doesn't mean you're

1946
00:34:00,789 --> 00:34:00,799
state-by-state basis doesn't mean you're
 

1947
00:34:00,799 --> 00:34:02,230
state-by-state basis doesn't mean you're
morally in the right just because it's

1948
00:34:02,230 --> 00:34:02,240
morally in the right just because it's
 

1949
00:34:02,240 --> 00:34:04,070
morally in the right just because it's
technically not illegal what are we

1950
00:34:04,070 --> 00:34:04,080
technically not illegal what are we
 

1951
00:34:04,080 --> 00:34:05,110
technically not illegal what are we
children

1952
00:34:05,110 --> 00:34:05,120
children
 

1953
00:34:05,120 --> 00:34:07,430
children
his apology was nice but this would have

1954
00:34:07,430 --> 00:34:07,440
his apology was nice but this would have
 

1955
00:34:07,440 --> 00:34:09,349
his apology was nice but this would have
been much better you know when this

1956
00:34:09,349 --> 00:34:09,359
been much better you know when this
 

1957
00:34:09,359 --> 00:34:11,430
been much better you know when this
issue happened and not in the threat of

1958
00:34:11,430 --> 00:34:11,440
issue happened and not in the threat of
 

1959
00:34:11,440 --> 00:34:13,589
issue happened and not in the threat of
going public and the threat of

1960
00:34:13,589 --> 00:34:13,599
going public and the threat of
 

1961
00:34:13,599 --> 00:34:15,270
going public and the threat of
correcting the narrative before i

1962
00:34:15,270 --> 00:34:15,280
correcting the narrative before i
 

1963
00:34:15,280 --> 00:34:17,589
correcting the narrative before i
correct my own narrative or whatever the

1964
00:34:17,589 --> 00:34:17,599
correct my own narrative or whatever the
 

1965
00:34:17,599 --> 00:34:20,389
correct my own narrative or whatever the
highlights are here in your confusion i

1966
00:34:20,389 --> 00:34:20,399
highlights are here in your confusion i
 

1967
00:34:20,399 --> 00:34:23,190
highlights are here in your confusion i
don't want you to make a poor decision

1968
00:34:23,190 --> 00:34:23,200
don't want you to make a poor decision
 

1969
00:34:23,200 --> 00:34:26,069
don't want you to make a poor decision
that will only make things worse so in

1970
00:34:26,069 --> 00:34:26,079
that will only make things worse so in
 

1971
00:34:26,079 --> 00:34:27,750
that will only make things worse so in
saying that i'm confused it's a

1972
00:34:27,750 --> 00:34:27,760
saying that i'm confused it's a
 

1973
00:34:27,760 --> 00:34:29,669
saying that i'm confused it's a
statement that i don't have a good grasp

1974
00:34:29,669 --> 00:34:29,679
statement that i don't have a good grasp
 

1975
00:34:29,679 --> 00:34:32,069
statement that i don't have a good grasp
of reality and i'm doing something bad

1976
00:34:32,069 --> 00:34:32,079
of reality and i'm doing something bad
 

1977
00:34:32,079 --> 00:34:33,990
of reality and i'm doing something bad
like all victims just don't have a good

1978
00:34:33,990 --> 00:34:34,000
like all victims just don't have a good
 

1979
00:34:34,000 --> 00:34:35,909
like all victims just don't have a good
grasp of reality and they might do

1980
00:34:35,909 --> 00:34:35,919
grasp of reality and they might do
 

1981
00:34:35,919 --> 00:34:37,510
grasp of reality and they might do
something unrational because they're

1982
00:34:37,510 --> 00:34:37,520
something unrational because they're
 

1983
00:34:37,520 --> 00:34:39,669
something unrational because they're
just so hurt by their pain and that's

1984
00:34:39,669 --> 00:34:39,679
just so hurt by their pain and that's
 

1985
00:34:39,679 --> 00:34:41,589
just so hurt by their pain and that's
really undermining to what the victim is

1986
00:34:41,589 --> 00:34:41,599
really undermining to what the victim is
 

1987
00:34:41,599 --> 00:34:43,589
really undermining to what the victim is
potentially saying and also really

1988
00:34:43,589 --> 00:34:43,599
potentially saying and also really
 

1989
00:34:43,599 --> 00:34:46,470
potentially saying and also really
hurtful like oh all victims just don't

1990
00:34:46,470 --> 00:34:46,480
hurtful like oh all victims just don't
 

1991
00:34:46,480 --> 00:34:47,589
hurtful like oh all victims just don't
know what they're talking about and

1992
00:34:47,589 --> 00:34:47,599
know what they're talking about and
 

1993
00:34:47,599 --> 00:34:49,190
know what they're talking about and
they're just confused and they might

1994
00:34:49,190 --> 00:34:49,200
they're just confused and they might
 

1995
00:34:49,200 --> 00:34:51,030
they're just confused and they might
just do something unrational and it's

1996
00:34:51,030 --> 00:34:51,040
just do something unrational and it's
 

1997
00:34:51,040 --> 00:34:53,510
just do something unrational and it's
just so disgusting like why would you

1998
00:34:53,510 --> 00:34:53,520
just so disgusting like why would you
 

1999
00:34:53,520 --> 00:34:55,109
just so disgusting like why would you
say that why would you assume that

2000
00:34:55,109 --> 00:34:55,119
say that why would you assume that
 

2001
00:34:55,119 --> 00:34:56,869
say that why would you assume that
someone is potentially distorting facts

2002
00:34:56,869 --> 00:34:56,879
someone is potentially distorting facts
 

2003
00:34:56,879 --> 00:34:58,710
someone is potentially distorting facts
because they were traumatized like

2004
00:34:58,710 --> 00:34:58,720
because they were traumatized like
 

2005
00:34:58,720 --> 00:35:00,630
because they were traumatized like
that's undermining what the person went

2006
00:35:00,630 --> 00:35:00,640
that's undermining what the person went
 

2007
00:35:00,640 --> 00:35:02,950
that's undermining what the person went
through in their own trauma the fandom

2008
00:35:02,950 --> 00:35:02,960
through in their own trauma the fandom
 

2009
00:35:02,960 --> 00:35:05,430
through in their own trauma the fandom
will move on when you do

2010
00:35:05,430 --> 00:35:05,440
will move on when you do
 

2011
00:35:05,440 --> 00:35:08,230
will move on when you do
i think everyone at this point just

2012
00:35:08,230 --> 00:35:08,240
i think everyone at this point just
 

2013
00:35:08,240 --> 00:35:11,109
i think everyone at this point just
wants this to go away again this is

2014
00:35:11,109 --> 00:35:11,119
wants this to go away again this is
 

2015
00:35:11,119 --> 00:35:13,510
wants this to go away again this is
minimizing trauma and assuming that

2016
00:35:13,510 --> 00:35:13,520
minimizing trauma and assuming that
 

2017
00:35:13,520 --> 00:35:15,510
minimizing trauma and assuming that
everyone will move on because i'm

2018
00:35:15,510 --> 00:35:15,520
everyone will move on because i'm
 

2019
00:35:15,520 --> 00:35:18,150
everyone will move on because i'm
purposely holding on to this trauma and

2020
00:35:18,150 --> 00:35:18,160
purposely holding on to this trauma and
 

2021
00:35:18,160 --> 00:35:20,069
purposely holding on to this trauma and
you know i just don't want to let it go

2022
00:35:20,069 --> 00:35:20,079
you know i just don't want to let it go
 

2023
00:35:20,079 --> 00:35:22,390
you know i just don't want to let it go
because i have a need for revenge or

2024
00:35:22,390 --> 00:35:22,400
because i have a need for revenge or
 

2025
00:35:22,400 --> 00:35:24,390
because i have a need for revenge or
something like that and trauma doesn't

2026
00:35:24,390 --> 00:35:24,400
something like that and trauma doesn't
 

2027
00:35:24,400 --> 00:35:26,710
something like that and trauma doesn't
work that way i'm sorry i don't know

2028
00:35:26,710 --> 00:35:26,720
work that way i'm sorry i don't know
 

2029
00:35:26,720 --> 00:35:28,790
work that way i'm sorry i don't know
where you heard that from but you know

2030
00:35:28,790 --> 00:35:28,800
where you heard that from but you know
 

2031
00:35:28,800 --> 00:35:30,390
where you heard that from but you know
people don't choose to hold on to their

2032
00:35:30,390 --> 00:35:30,400
people don't choose to hold on to their
 

2033
00:35:30,400 --> 00:35:32,790
people don't choose to hold on to their
trauma purposely victims usually seek

2034
00:35:32,790 --> 00:35:32,800
trauma purposely victims usually seek
 

2035
00:35:32,800 --> 00:35:34,950
trauma purposely victims usually seek
validation and justice in order to heal

2036
00:35:34,950 --> 00:35:34,960
validation and justice in order to heal
 

2037
00:35:34,960 --> 00:35:36,710
validation and justice in order to heal
and that's not them holding on to their

2038
00:35:36,710 --> 00:35:36,720
and that's not them holding on to their
 

2039
00:35:36,720 --> 00:35:38,950
and that's not them holding on to their
trauma purposely that's because they

2040
00:35:38,950 --> 00:35:38,960
trauma purposely that's because they
 

2041
00:35:38,960 --> 00:35:40,310
trauma purposely that's because they
want to try to heal so this is

2042
00:35:40,310 --> 00:35:40,320
want to try to heal so this is
 

2043
00:35:40,320 --> 00:35:41,910
want to try to heal so this is
potentially undermining what i went

2044
00:35:41,910 --> 00:35:41,920
potentially undermining what i went
 

2045
00:35:41,920 --> 00:35:43,430
potentially undermining what i went
through and what a potential victim

2046
00:35:43,430 --> 00:35:43,440
through and what a potential victim
 

2047
00:35:43,440 --> 00:35:45,510
through and what a potential victim
might go through if they're traumatized

2048
00:35:45,510 --> 00:35:45,520
might go through if they're traumatized
 

2049
00:35:45,520 --> 00:35:48,109
might go through if they're traumatized
naming names is trying to get

2050
00:35:48,109 --> 00:35:48,119
naming names is trying to get
 

2051
00:35:48,119 --> 00:35:50,710
naming names is trying to get
retribution for what happened by

2052
00:35:50,710 --> 00:35:50,720
retribution for what happened by
 

2053
00:35:50,720 --> 00:35:53,589
retribution for what happened by
mismatching someone else

2054
00:35:53,589 --> 00:35:53,599
mismatching someone else
 

2055
00:35:53,599 --> 00:35:56,150
mismatching someone else
no jan that's not how naming victims

2056
00:35:56,150 --> 00:35:56,160
no jan that's not how naming victims
 

2057
00:35:56,160 --> 00:35:57,910
no jan that's not how naming victims
works like have you seen any of the

2058
00:35:57,910 --> 00:35:57,920
works like have you seen any of the
 

2059
00:35:57,920 --> 00:36:01,109
works like have you seen any of the
harvey weinstein stuff like it's okay to

2060
00:36:01,109 --> 00:36:01,119
harvey weinstein stuff like it's okay to
 

2061
00:36:01,119 --> 00:36:03,349
harvey weinstein stuff like it's okay to
have thoughts and feelings that you

2062
00:36:03,349 --> 00:36:03,359
have thoughts and feelings that you
 

2063
00:36:03,359 --> 00:36:05,109
have thoughts and feelings that you
don't understand

2064
00:36:05,109 --> 00:36:05,119
don't understand
 

2065
00:36:05,119 --> 00:36:06,790
don't understand
again this is undermining my point of

2066
00:36:06,790 --> 00:36:06,800
again this is undermining my point of
 

2067
00:36:06,800 --> 00:36:08,630
again this is undermining my point of
view and assuming that i'm just confused

2068
00:36:08,630 --> 00:36:08,640
view and assuming that i'm just confused
 

2069
00:36:08,640 --> 00:36:10,950
view and assuming that i'm just confused
because i'm traumatized and and i don't

2070
00:36:10,950 --> 00:36:10,960
because i'm traumatized and and i don't
 

2071
00:36:10,960 --> 00:36:13,270
because i'm traumatized and and i don't
have a clear perception of reality and

2072
00:36:13,270 --> 00:36:13,280
have a clear perception of reality and
 

2073
00:36:13,280 --> 00:36:14,550
have a clear perception of reality and
you know i'm just doing things

2074
00:36:14,550 --> 00:36:14,560
you know i'm just doing things
 

2075
00:36:14,560 --> 00:36:16,550
you know i'm just doing things
irrationally because i'm just trying to

2076
00:36:16,550 --> 00:36:16,560
irrationally because i'm just trying to
 

2077
00:36:16,560 --> 00:36:18,950
irrationally because i'm just trying to
heal and like it's it's undermining of

2078
00:36:18,950 --> 00:36:18,960
heal and like it's it's undermining of
 

2079
00:36:18,960 --> 00:36:20,390
heal and like it's it's undermining of
my point of view

2080
00:36:20,390 --> 00:36:20,400
my point of view
 

2081
00:36:20,400 --> 00:36:22,950
my point of view
do you understand that by your

2082
00:36:22,950 --> 00:36:22,960
do you understand that by your
 

2083
00:36:22,960 --> 00:36:25,510
do you understand that by your
definition of running away

2084
00:36:25,510 --> 00:36:25,520
definition of running away
 

2085
00:36:25,520 --> 00:36:28,790
definition of running away
it sounds like you just want revenge so

2086
00:36:28,790 --> 00:36:28,800
it sounds like you just want revenge so
 

2087
00:36:28,800 --> 00:36:31,750
it sounds like you just want revenge so
justice like we'll talk about later but

2088
00:36:31,750 --> 00:36:31,760
justice like we'll talk about later but
 

2089
00:36:31,760 --> 00:36:34,230
justice like we'll talk about later but
just because a victim wants justice in a

2090
00:36:34,230 --> 00:36:34,240
just because a victim wants justice in a
 

2091
00:36:34,240 --> 00:36:36,470
just because a victim wants justice in a
specific situation or at least clarity

2092
00:36:36,470 --> 00:36:36,480
specific situation or at least clarity
 

2093
00:36:36,480 --> 00:36:38,470
specific situation or at least clarity
for the pr mass that someone else caused

2094
00:36:38,470 --> 00:36:38,480
for the pr mass that someone else caused
 

2095
00:36:38,480 --> 00:36:41,270
for the pr mass that someone else caused
does not mean revenge oh god that's such

2096
00:36:41,270 --> 00:36:41,280
does not mean revenge oh god that's such
 

2097
00:36:41,280 --> 00:36:44,230
does not mean revenge oh god that's such
a bad read do the cosby victims wanting

2098
00:36:44,230 --> 00:36:44,240
a bad read do the cosby victims wanting
 

2099
00:36:44,240 --> 00:36:46,310
a bad read do the cosby victims wanting
cosby to go to jail did they just want

2100
00:36:46,310 --> 00:36:46,320
cosby to go to jail did they just want
 

2101
00:36:46,320 --> 00:36:48,150
cosby to go to jail did they just want
revenge even though some of them settled

2102
00:36:48,150 --> 00:36:48,160
revenge even though some of them settled
 

2103
00:36:48,160 --> 00:36:50,470
revenge even though some of them settled
out of court like that's not people want

2104
00:36:50,470 --> 00:36:50,480
out of court like that's not people want
 

2105
00:36:50,480 --> 00:36:51,990
out of court like that's not people want
justice because it's a part of the

2106
00:36:51,990 --> 00:36:52,000
justice because it's a part of the
 

2107
00:36:52,000 --> 00:36:55,190
justice because it's a part of the
healing process oh god

2108
00:36:55,190 --> 00:36:55,200
healing process oh god
 

2109
00:36:55,200 --> 00:36:58,230
healing process oh god
getting closure is not necessarily the

2110
00:36:58,230 --> 00:36:58,240
getting closure is not necessarily the
 

2111
00:36:58,240 --> 00:36:59,510
getting closure is not necessarily the
same thing

2112
00:36:59,510 --> 00:36:59,520
same thing
 

2113
00:36:59,520 --> 00:37:02,790
same thing
it's calling someone out by name so

2114
00:37:02,790 --> 00:37:02,800
it's calling someone out by name so
 

2115
00:37:02,800 --> 00:37:05,430
it's calling someone out by name so
victims generally want justice and

2116
00:37:05,430 --> 00:37:05,440
victims generally want justice and
 

2117
00:37:05,440 --> 00:37:07,109
victims generally want justice and
that's not the same thing as closure and

2118
00:37:07,109 --> 00:37:07,119
that's not the same thing as closure and
 

2119
00:37:07,119 --> 00:37:08,790
that's not the same thing as closure and
that's not the same thing as revenge

2120
00:37:08,790 --> 00:37:08,800
that's not the same thing as revenge
 

2121
00:37:08,800 --> 00:37:11,270
that's not the same thing as revenge
either it's frustrating because like you

2122
00:37:11,270 --> 00:37:11,280
either it's frustrating because like you
 

2123
00:37:11,280 --> 00:37:13,670
either it's frustrating because like you
shouldn't assume that you know how

2124
00:37:13,670 --> 00:37:13,680
shouldn't assume that you know how
 

2125
00:37:13,680 --> 00:37:15,750
shouldn't assume that you know how
someone suffers because potentially

2126
00:37:15,750 --> 00:37:15,760
someone suffers because potentially
 

2127
00:37:15,760 --> 00:37:18,230
someone suffers because potentially
you've suffered as well and by assuming

2128
00:37:18,230 --> 00:37:18,240
you've suffered as well and by assuming
 

2129
00:37:18,240 --> 00:37:19,990
you've suffered as well and by assuming
that people are just holding on to their

2130
00:37:19,990 --> 00:37:20,000
that people are just holding on to their
 

2131
00:37:20,000 --> 00:37:22,550
that people are just holding on to their
trauma because they want you or because

2132
00:37:22,550 --> 00:37:22,560
trauma because they want you or because
 

2133
00:37:22,560 --> 00:37:25,109
trauma because they want you or because
they need to in order to feel validated

2134
00:37:25,109 --> 00:37:25,119
they need to in order to feel validated
 

2135
00:37:25,119 --> 00:37:26,790
they need to in order to feel validated
or because they're doing it by choice is

2136
00:37:26,790 --> 00:37:26,800
or because they're doing it by choice is
 

2137
00:37:26,800 --> 00:37:29,030
or because they're doing it by choice is
just really insulting again to how

2138
00:37:29,030 --> 00:37:29,040
just really insulting again to how
 

2139
00:37:29,040 --> 00:37:31,109
just really insulting again to how
people process their own trauma

2140
00:37:31,109 --> 00:37:31,119
people process their own trauma
 

2141
00:37:31,119 --> 00:37:33,270
people process their own trauma
i only found out that this call was

2142
00:37:33,270 --> 00:37:33,280
i only found out that this call was
 

2143
00:37:33,280 --> 00:37:35,970
i only found out that this call was
recorded by a leaked chat

2144
00:37:35,970 --> 00:37:35,980
recorded by a leaked chat
 

2145
00:37:35,980 --> 00:37:46,150
recorded by a leaked chat
[Music]

2146
00:37:46,150 --> 00:37:46,160
[Music]
 

2147
00:37:46,160 --> 00:37:48,710
[Music]
and i also wasn't supposed to know until

2148
00:37:48,710 --> 00:37:48,720
and i also wasn't supposed to know until
 

2149
00:37:48,720 --> 00:37:50,710
and i also wasn't supposed to know until
this got leaked it's like you want to

2150
00:37:50,710 --> 00:37:50,720
this got leaked it's like you want to
 

2151
00:37:50,720 --> 00:37:53,109
this got leaked it's like you want to
support abuse victims but only when it's

2152
00:37:53,109 --> 00:37:53,119
support abuse victims but only when it's
 

2153
00:37:53,119 --> 00:37:53,900
support abuse victims but only when it's
convenient

2154
00:37:53,900 --> 00:37:53,910
convenient
 

2155
00:37:53,910 --> 00:37:56,230
convenient
[Music]

2156
00:37:56,230 --> 00:37:56,240
[Music]
 

2157
00:37:56,240 --> 00:37:59,270
[Music]
not yet lol like i said i don't start

2158
00:37:59,270 --> 00:37:59,280
not yet lol like i said i don't start
 

2159
00:37:59,280 --> 00:38:01,990
not yet lol like i said i don't start
the drama i finish them lol

2160
00:38:01,990 --> 00:38:02,000
the drama i finish them lol
 

2161
00:38:02,000 --> 00:38:04,310
the drama i finish them lol
that sounds like a threat and she hasn't

2162
00:38:04,310 --> 00:38:04,320
that sounds like a threat and she hasn't
 

2163
00:38:04,320 --> 00:38:07,430
that sounds like a threat and she hasn't
dropped my name yet it won't help anyone

2164
00:38:07,430 --> 00:38:07,440
dropped my name yet it won't help anyone
 

2165
00:38:07,440 --> 00:38:09,829
dropped my name yet it won't help anyone
her team is so brainwashed it's not even

2166
00:38:09,829 --> 00:38:09,839
her team is so brainwashed it's not even
 

2167
00:38:09,839 --> 00:38:11,990
her team is so brainwashed it's not even
funny so who are you advocating for when

2168
00:38:11,990 --> 00:38:12,000
funny so who are you advocating for when
 

2169
00:38:12,000 --> 00:38:13,829
funny so who are you advocating for when
you participated in the thing were you

2170
00:38:13,829 --> 00:38:13,839
you participated in the thing were you
 

2171
00:38:13,839 --> 00:38:15,829
you participated in the thing were you
just doing it because you were mad at me

2172
00:38:15,829 --> 00:38:15,839
just doing it because you were mad at me
 

2173
00:38:15,839 --> 00:38:18,550
just doing it because you were mad at me
or what and [\h__\h] her i don't want her

2174
00:38:18,550 --> 00:38:18,560
or what and [\h__\h] her i don't want her
 

2175
00:38:18,560 --> 00:38:21,510
or what and [\h__\h] her i don't want her
getting views i feel slimy reading this

2176
00:38:21,510 --> 00:38:21,520
getting views i feel slimy reading this
 

2177
00:38:21,520 --> 00:38:23,190
getting views i feel slimy reading this
but actually funny enough my views

2178
00:38:23,190 --> 00:38:23,200
but actually funny enough my views
 

2179
00:38:23,200 --> 00:38:24,870
but actually funny enough my views
started going down when i had to take a

2180
00:38:24,870 --> 00:38:24,880
started going down when i had to take a
 

2181
00:38:24,880 --> 00:38:27,589
started going down when i had to take a
break from the ptsd that other people

2182
00:38:27,589 --> 00:38:27,599
break from the ptsd that other people
 

2183
00:38:27,599 --> 00:38:31,030
break from the ptsd that other people
caused good job thanks for that she just

2184
00:38:31,030 --> 00:38:31,040
caused good job thanks for that she just
 

2185
00:38:31,040 --> 00:38:33,430
caused good job thanks for that she just
needs to focus on her [\h__\h] content

2186
00:38:33,430 --> 00:38:33,440
needs to focus on her [\h__\h] content
 

2187
00:38:33,440 --> 00:38:36,230
needs to focus on her [\h__\h] content
and stop trying to start [\h__\h] then again

2188
00:38:36,230 --> 00:38:36,240
and stop trying to start [\h__\h] then again
 

2189
00:38:36,240 --> 00:38:37,829
and stop trying to start [\h__\h] then again
i think i'm giving her too much credit

2190
00:38:37,829 --> 00:38:37,839
i think i'm giving her too much credit
 

2191
00:38:37,839 --> 00:38:39,349
i think i'm giving her too much credit
there lol

2192
00:38:39,349 --> 00:38:39,359
there lol
 

2193
00:38:39,359 --> 00:38:41,030
there lol
um i don't really give a [\h__\h] how this

2194
00:38:41,030 --> 00:38:41,040
um i don't really give a [\h__\h] how this
 

2195
00:38:41,040 --> 00:38:43,109
um i don't really give a [\h__\h] how this
video performs actually i think it was

2196
00:38:43,109 --> 00:38:43,119
video performs actually i think it was
 

2197
00:38:43,119 --> 00:38:44,710
video performs actually i think it was
just important to talk about and i think

2198
00:38:44,710 --> 00:38:44,720
just important to talk about and i think
 

2199
00:38:44,720 --> 00:38:46,230
just important to talk about and i think
it's been long enough that i can talk

2200
00:38:46,230 --> 00:38:46,240
it's been long enough that i can talk
 

2201
00:38:46,240 --> 00:38:48,710
it's been long enough that i can talk
about this openly i think the tldr of

2202
00:38:48,710 --> 00:38:48,720
about this openly i think the tldr of
 

2203
00:38:48,720 --> 00:38:50,630
about this openly i think the tldr of
all of this is just because someone's

2204
00:38:50,630 --> 00:38:50,640
all of this is just because someone's
 

2205
00:38:50,640 --> 00:38:52,390
all of this is just because someone's
been through a traumatic experience

2206
00:38:52,390 --> 00:38:52,400
been through a traumatic experience
 

2207
00:38:52,400 --> 00:38:54,550
been through a traumatic experience
doesn't mean that they know or have the

2208
00:38:54,550 --> 00:38:54,560
doesn't mean that they know or have the
 

2209
00:38:54,560 --> 00:38:56,310
doesn't mean that they know or have the
authority to talk to someone else about

2210
00:38:56,310 --> 00:38:56,320
authority to talk to someone else about
 

2211
00:38:56,320 --> 00:38:58,470
authority to talk to someone else about
their trauma they might have a similar

2212
00:38:58,470 --> 00:38:58,480
their trauma they might have a similar
 

2213
00:38:58,480 --> 00:38:59,750
their trauma they might have a similar
experience that they share but that

2214
00:38:59,750 --> 00:38:59,760
experience that they share but that
 

2215
00:38:59,760 --> 00:39:01,670
experience that they share but that
doesn't necessarily mean that those two

2216
00:39:01,670 --> 00:39:01,680
doesn't necessarily mean that those two
 

2217
00:39:01,680 --> 00:39:03,829
doesn't necessarily mean that those two
issues are the same and that doesn't

2218
00:39:03,829 --> 00:39:03,839
issues are the same and that doesn't
 

2219
00:39:03,839 --> 00:39:05,270
issues are the same and that doesn't
necessarily mean that they have a degree

2220
00:39:05,270 --> 00:39:05,280
necessarily mean that they have a degree
 

2221
00:39:05,280 --> 00:39:07,109
necessarily mean that they have a degree
in psychology suddenly and they know how

2222
00:39:07,109 --> 00:39:07,119
in psychology suddenly and they know how
 

2223
00:39:07,119 --> 00:39:08,470
in psychology suddenly and they know how
to deal with all the trauma because of

2224
00:39:08,470 --> 00:39:08,480
to deal with all the trauma because of
 

2225
00:39:08,480 --> 00:39:10,470
to deal with all the trauma because of
their own experiences i'm advising when

2226
00:39:10,470 --> 00:39:10,480
their own experiences i'm advising when
 

2227
00:39:10,480 --> 00:39:11,990
their own experiences i'm advising when
you speak to someone about traumatic

2228
00:39:11,990 --> 00:39:12,000
you speak to someone about traumatic
 

2229
00:39:12,000 --> 00:39:14,550
you speak to someone about traumatic
experience that you use words like in my

2230
00:39:14,550 --> 00:39:14,560
experience that you use words like in my
 

2231
00:39:14,560 --> 00:39:17,030
experience that you use words like in my
experiences or this is how i dealt with

2232
00:39:17,030 --> 00:39:17,040
experiences or this is how i dealt with
 

2233
00:39:17,040 --> 00:39:19,030
experiences or this is how i dealt with
it instead of assuming that you know

2234
00:39:19,030 --> 00:39:19,040
it instead of assuming that you know
 

2235
00:39:19,040 --> 00:39:21,109
it instead of assuming that you know
about how each individual traumatic

2236
00:39:21,109 --> 00:39:21,119
about how each individual traumatic
 

2237
00:39:21,119 --> 00:39:23,190
about how each individual traumatic
thing affected each individual person

2238
00:39:23,190 --> 00:39:23,200
thing affected each individual person
 

2239
00:39:23,200 --> 00:39:25,430
thing affected each individual person
it's just ignorant at the end of the day

2240
00:39:25,430 --> 00:39:25,440
it's just ignorant at the end of the day
 

2241
00:39:25,440 --> 00:39:27,589
it's just ignorant at the end of the day
and just a little mental health 101 you

2242
00:39:27,589 --> 00:39:27,599
and just a little mental health 101 you
 

2243
00:39:27,599 --> 00:39:29,990
and just a little mental health 101 you
never ever ever assume that you know

2244
00:39:29,990 --> 00:39:30,000
never ever ever assume that you know
 

2245
00:39:30,000 --> 00:39:32,470
never ever ever assume that you know
more about the person's trauma than the

2246
00:39:32,470 --> 00:39:32,480
more about the person's trauma than the
 

2247
00:39:32,480 --> 00:39:34,710
more about the person's trauma than the
victim themselves or the incident that

2248
00:39:34,710 --> 00:39:34,720
victim themselves or the incident that
 

2249
00:39:34,720 --> 00:39:36,150
victim themselves or the incident that
they're dealing with it can come off as

2250
00:39:36,150 --> 00:39:36,160
they're dealing with it can come off as
 

2251
00:39:36,160 --> 00:39:38,150
they're dealing with it can come off as
incredibly dismissive and i think a lot

2252
00:39:38,150 --> 00:39:38,160
incredibly dismissive and i think a lot
 

2253
00:39:38,160 --> 00:39:40,390
incredibly dismissive and i think a lot
of the quotes mentioned are because of

2254
00:39:40,390 --> 00:39:40,400
of the quotes mentioned are because of
 

2255
00:39:40,400 --> 00:39:42,470
of the quotes mentioned are because of
this the sad thing about talking about

2256
00:39:42,470 --> 00:39:42,480
this the sad thing about talking about
 

2257
00:39:42,480 --> 00:39:44,950
this the sad thing about talking about
this now are two realities one some

2258
00:39:44,950 --> 00:39:44,960
this now are two realities one some
 

2259
00:39:44,960 --> 00:39:46,390
this now are two realities one some
people are okay with this and are just

2260
00:39:46,390 --> 00:39:46,400
people are okay with this and are just
 

2261
00:39:46,400 --> 00:39:47,510
people are okay with this and are just
going to ignore it because they're

2262
00:39:47,510 --> 00:39:47,520
going to ignore it because they're
 

2263
00:39:47,520 --> 00:39:49,270
going to ignore it because they're
afraid to speak out that sometimes

2264
00:39:49,270 --> 00:39:49,280
afraid to speak out that sometimes
 

2265
00:39:49,280 --> 00:39:51,190
afraid to speak out that sometimes
people like this have power and they

2266
00:39:51,190 --> 00:39:51,200
people like this have power and they
 

2267
00:39:51,200 --> 00:39:52,790
people like this have power and they
don't want to isolate their chances of

2268
00:39:52,790 --> 00:39:52,800
don't want to isolate their chances of
 

2269
00:39:52,800 --> 00:39:55,510
don't want to isolate their chances of
working generally by addressing this

2270
00:39:55,510 --> 00:39:55,520
working generally by addressing this
 

2271
00:39:55,520 --> 00:39:57,270
working generally by addressing this
isn't that why people with trauma from

2272
00:39:57,270 --> 00:39:57,280
isn't that why people with trauma from
 

2273
00:39:57,280 --> 00:39:59,750
isn't that why people with trauma from
horrible person are afraid to speak out

2274
00:39:59,750 --> 00:39:59,760
horrible person are afraid to speak out
 

2275
00:39:59,760 --> 00:40:01,670
horrible person are afraid to speak out
second that i lost touch of reality due

2276
00:40:01,670 --> 00:40:01,680
second that i lost touch of reality due
 

2277
00:40:01,680 --> 00:40:03,589
second that i lost touch of reality due
to what i went through and what i was

2278
00:40:03,589 --> 00:40:03,599
to what i went through and what i was
 

2279
00:40:03,599 --> 00:40:05,670
to what i went through and what i was
currently doing now is reminding people

2280
00:40:05,670 --> 00:40:05,680
currently doing now is reminding people
 

2281
00:40:05,680 --> 00:40:08,950
currently doing now is reminding people
out of this for clout or tension or some

2282
00:40:08,950 --> 00:40:08,960
out of this for clout or tension or some
 

2283
00:40:08,960 --> 00:40:11,190
out of this for clout or tension or some
[\h__\h] again trauma is lasting the

2284
00:40:11,190 --> 00:40:11,200
[\h__\h] again trauma is lasting the
 

2285
00:40:11,200 --> 00:40:12,950
[\h__\h] again trauma is lasting the
stupid internet [\h__\h] has complicated my

2286
00:40:12,950 --> 00:40:12,960
stupid internet [\h__\h] has complicated my
 

2287
00:40:12,960 --> 00:40:14,870
stupid internet [\h__\h] has complicated my
personal life significantly but people

2288
00:40:14,870 --> 00:40:14,880
personal life significantly but people
 

2289
00:40:14,880 --> 00:40:17,109
personal life significantly but people
tend to forget that because oh internet

2290
00:40:17,109 --> 00:40:17,119
tend to forget that because oh internet
 

2291
00:40:17,119 --> 00:40:19,349
tend to forget that because oh internet
people oh it's not in your face all the

2292
00:40:19,349 --> 00:40:19,359
people oh it's not in your face all the
 

2293
00:40:19,359 --> 00:40:21,430
people oh it's not in your face all the
time additionally implying that a victim

2294
00:40:21,430 --> 00:40:21,440
time additionally implying that a victim
 

2295
00:40:21,440 --> 00:40:23,670
time additionally implying that a victim
speaking out has lost touch with reality

2296
00:40:23,670 --> 00:40:23,680
speaking out has lost touch with reality
 

2297
00:40:23,680 --> 00:40:25,430
speaking out has lost touch with reality
and that has caused the delay do you

2298
00:40:25,430 --> 00:40:25,440
and that has caused the delay do you
 

2299
00:40:25,440 --> 00:40:27,510
and that has caused the delay do you
realize how unsympathetic and disgusting

2300
00:40:27,510 --> 00:40:27,520
realize how unsympathetic and disgusting
 

2301
00:40:27,520 --> 00:40:30,310
realize how unsympathetic and disgusting
that sounds right again just victims of

2302
00:40:30,310 --> 00:40:30,320
that sounds right again just victims of
 

2303
00:40:30,320 --> 00:40:32,390
that sounds right again just victims of
these two public outcries came out years

2304
00:40:32,390 --> 00:40:32,400
these two public outcries came out years
 

2305
00:40:32,400 --> 00:40:34,230
these two public outcries came out years
or even decades after the abuse in

2306
00:40:34,230 --> 00:40:34,240
or even decades after the abuse in
 

2307
00:40:34,240 --> 00:40:37,990
or even decades after the abuse in
question took place i feel relieved now

2308
00:40:37,990 --> 00:40:38,000
question took place i feel relieved now
 

2309
00:40:38,000 --> 00:40:40,470
question took place i feel relieved now
to know that i'm able to sit and not be

2310
00:40:40,470 --> 00:40:40,480
to know that i'm able to sit and not be
 

2311
00:40:40,480 --> 00:40:42,950
to know that i'm able to sit and not be
afraid anymore i've been afraid for a

2312
00:40:42,950 --> 00:40:42,960
afraid anymore i've been afraid for a
 

2313
00:40:42,960 --> 00:40:45,910
afraid anymore i've been afraid for a
long time are they lying are they doing

2314
00:40:45,910 --> 00:40:45,920
long time are they lying are they doing
 

2315
00:40:45,920 --> 00:40:48,470
long time are they lying are they doing
it solely for attention let me make this

2316
00:40:48,470 --> 00:40:48,480
it solely for attention let me make this
 

2317
00:40:48,480 --> 00:40:51,270
it solely for attention let me make this
clear you cannot pretend you are

2318
00:40:51,270 --> 00:40:51,280
clear you cannot pretend you are
 

2319
00:40:51,280 --> 00:40:54,150
clear you cannot pretend you are
advocates and allies for sexual abuse

2320
00:40:54,150 --> 00:40:54,160
advocates and allies for sexual abuse
 

2321
00:40:54,160 --> 00:40:56,309
advocates and allies for sexual abuse
survivors if you're pulling this kind of

2322
00:40:56,309 --> 00:40:56,319
survivors if you're pulling this kind of
 

2323
00:40:56,319 --> 00:40:58,550
survivors if you're pulling this kind of
[\h__\h] if you're manipulating and

2324
00:40:58,550 --> 00:40:58,560
[\h__\h] if you're manipulating and
 

2325
00:40:58,560 --> 00:41:01,190
[\h__\h] if you're manipulating and
gaslighting and privately threatening

2326
00:41:01,190 --> 00:41:01,200
gaslighting and privately threatening
 

2327
00:41:01,200 --> 00:41:03,670
gaslighting and privately threatening
one of your own victims because you

2328
00:41:03,670 --> 00:41:03,680
one of your own victims because you
 

2329
00:41:03,680 --> 00:41:05,829
one of your own victims because you
don't want to face public consequence

2330
00:41:05,829 --> 00:41:05,839
don't want to face public consequence
 

2331
00:41:05,839 --> 00:41:07,990
don't want to face public consequence
you're not the monster the victim is the

2332
00:41:07,990 --> 00:41:08,000
you're not the monster the victim is the
 

2333
00:41:08,000 --> 00:41:10,309
you're not the monster the victim is the
monster do you understand how [\h__\h] that

2334
00:41:10,309 --> 00:41:10,319
monster do you understand how [\h__\h] that
 

2335
00:41:10,319 --> 00:41:13,190
monster do you understand how [\h__\h] that
is stop [\h__\h] off and stop treating

2336
00:41:13,190 --> 00:41:13,200
is stop [\h__\h] off and stop treating
 

2337
00:41:13,200 --> 00:41:14,870
is stop [\h__\h] off and stop treating
people like this

2338
00:41:14,870 --> 00:41:14,880
people like this
 

2339
00:41:14,880 --> 00:41:16,870
people like this
to be fair i tried to make peace with

2340
00:41:16,870 --> 00:41:16,880
to be fair i tried to make peace with
 

2341
00:41:16,880 --> 00:41:19,190
to be fair i tried to make peace with
them and on reflection it's very much

2342
00:41:19,190 --> 00:41:19,200
them and on reflection it's very much
 

2343
00:41:19,200 --> 00:41:21,829
them and on reflection it's very much
like this around this time mike tries to

2344
00:41:21,829 --> 00:41:21,839
like this around this time mike tries to
 

2345
00:41:21,839 --> 00:41:24,150
like this around this time mike tries to
apologize again i think mostly just to

2346
00:41:24,150 --> 00:41:24,160
apologize again i think mostly just to
 

2347
00:41:24,160 --> 00:41:26,069
apologize again i think mostly just to
tell people if they bring it up that he

2348
00:41:26,069 --> 00:41:26,079
tell people if they bring it up that he
 

2349
00:41:26,079 --> 00:41:28,550
tell people if they bring it up that he
quote unquote tried to apologize but it

2350
00:41:28,550 --> 00:41:28,560
quote unquote tried to apologize but it
 

2351
00:41:28,560 --> 00:41:30,710
quote unquote tried to apologize but it
was a really shitty apology and you know

2352
00:41:30,710 --> 00:41:30,720
was a really shitty apology and you know
 

2353
00:41:30,720 --> 00:41:32,390
was a really shitty apology and you know
he's just doing a great job trying to

2354
00:41:32,390 --> 00:41:32,400
he's just doing a great job trying to
 

2355
00:41:32,400 --> 00:41:34,309
he's just doing a great job trying to
get me to talk to him you know the

2356
00:41:34,309 --> 00:41:34,319
get me to talk to him you know the
 

2357
00:41:34,319 --> 00:41:36,390
get me to talk to him you know the
victim mako makes a video where he fake

2358
00:41:36,390 --> 00:41:36,400
victim mako makes a video where he fake
 

2359
00:41:36,400 --> 00:41:38,390
victim mako makes a video where he fake
cries essentially on camera and then

2360
00:41:38,390 --> 00:41:38,400
cries essentially on camera and then
 

2361
00:41:38,400 --> 00:41:40,390
cries essentially on camera and then
takes the video down within 24 hours

2362
00:41:40,390 --> 00:41:40,400
takes the video down within 24 hours
 

2363
00:41:40,400 --> 00:41:43,430
takes the video down within 24 hours
because 4chan got a hold of it

2364
00:41:43,430 --> 00:41:43,440
because 4chan got a hold of it
 

2365
00:41:43,440 --> 00:41:45,910
because 4chan got a hold of it
it just i can't make this [\h__\h] up

2366
00:41:45,910 --> 00:41:45,920
it just i can't make this [\h__\h] up
 

2367
00:41:45,920 --> 00:41:47,829
it just i can't make this [\h__\h] up
luckily we backed it up because i'm not

2368
00:41:47,829 --> 00:41:47,839
luckily we backed it up because i'm not
 

2369
00:41:47,839 --> 00:41:49,910
luckily we backed it up because i'm not
stupid so i originally ignore him but

2370
00:41:49,910 --> 00:41:49,920
stupid so i originally ignore him but
 

2371
00:41:49,920 --> 00:41:51,829
stupid so i originally ignore him but
then he tries to email me with this

2372
00:41:51,829 --> 00:41:51,839
then he tries to email me with this
 

2373
00:41:51,839 --> 00:41:54,390
then he tries to email me with this
horrible take the last time we actually

2374
00:41:54,390 --> 00:41:54,400
horrible take the last time we actually
 

2375
00:41:54,400 --> 00:41:56,550
horrible take the last time we actually
spoke was in a time of when i was put on

2376
00:41:56,550 --> 00:41:56,560
spoke was in a time of when i was put on
 

2377
00:41:56,560 --> 00:41:59,109
spoke was in a time of when i was put on
the spot for a situation i barely knew

2378
00:41:59,109 --> 00:41:59,119
the spot for a situation i barely knew
 

2379
00:41:59,119 --> 00:42:01,190
the spot for a situation i barely knew
how to handle it was a half-assed

2380
00:42:01,190 --> 00:42:01,200
how to handle it was a half-assed
 

2381
00:42:01,200 --> 00:42:03,430
how to handle it was a half-assed
conversation i didn't want to really

2382
00:42:03,430 --> 00:42:03,440
conversation i didn't want to really
 

2383
00:42:03,440 --> 00:42:06,550
conversation i didn't want to really
apologize then however as time passes

2384
00:42:06,550 --> 00:42:06,560
apologize then however as time passes
 

2385
00:42:06,560 --> 00:42:08,550
apologize then however as time passes
minds are changed my view on the whole

2386
00:42:08,550 --> 00:42:08,560
minds are changed my view on the whole
 

2387
00:42:08,560 --> 00:42:11,670
minds are changed my view on the whole
anon kp leak situation is as follows i

2388
00:42:11,670 --> 00:42:11,680
anon kp leak situation is as follows i
 

2389
00:42:11,680 --> 00:42:13,589
anon kp leak situation is as follows i
do not regret making it because at the

2390
00:42:13,589 --> 00:42:13,599
do not regret making it because at the
 

2391
00:42:13,599 --> 00:42:15,349
do not regret making it because at the
time i truly believed i was doing

2392
00:42:15,349 --> 00:42:15,359
time i truly believed i was doing
 

2393
00:42:15,359 --> 00:42:17,430
time i truly believed i was doing
something for the better good however

2394
00:42:17,430 --> 00:42:17,440
something for the better good however
 

2395
00:42:17,440 --> 00:42:19,589
something for the better good however
things went out of hand fast and i do

2396
00:42:19,589 --> 00:42:19,599
things went out of hand fast and i do
 

2397
00:42:19,599 --> 00:42:21,910
things went out of hand fast and i do
regret the outcome of the whole thing i

2398
00:42:21,910 --> 00:42:21,920
regret the outcome of the whole thing i
 

2399
00:42:21,920 --> 00:42:23,750
regret the outcome of the whole thing i
know how badly this has affected you and

2400
00:42:23,750 --> 00:42:23,760
know how badly this has affected you and
 

2401
00:42:23,760 --> 00:42:25,349
know how badly this has affected you and
your mental health and there isn't any

2402
00:42:25,349 --> 00:42:25,359
your mental health and there isn't any
 

2403
00:42:25,359 --> 00:42:27,190
your mental health and there isn't any
amount of apologies in the world to fix

2404
00:42:27,190 --> 00:42:27,200
amount of apologies in the world to fix
 

2405
00:42:27,200 --> 00:42:29,750
amount of apologies in the world to fix
that i may not be a fan of yours but no

2406
00:42:29,750 --> 00:42:29,760
that i may not be a fan of yours but no
 

2407
00:42:29,760 --> 00:42:31,589
that i may not be a fan of yours but no
human being should have to go through

2408
00:42:31,589 --> 00:42:31,599
human being should have to go through
 

2409
00:42:31,599 --> 00:42:33,510
human being should have to go through
what you're going through now i'm going

2410
00:42:33,510 --> 00:42:33,520
what you're going through now i'm going
 

2411
00:42:33,520 --> 00:42:35,829
what you're going through now i'm going
to let you decide what happens next you

2412
00:42:35,829 --> 00:42:35,839
to let you decide what happens next you
 

2413
00:42:35,839 --> 00:42:37,910
to let you decide what happens next you
can either respond to this email and we

2414
00:42:37,910 --> 00:42:37,920
can either respond to this email and we
 

2415
00:42:37,920 --> 00:42:40,790
can either respond to this email and we
can go on with our lives or if you want

2416
00:42:40,790 --> 00:42:40,800
can go on with our lives or if you want
 

2417
00:42:40,800 --> 00:42:43,990
can go on with our lives or if you want
we can talk more over on here discord

2418
00:42:43,990 --> 00:42:44,000
we can talk more over on here discord
 

2419
00:42:44,000 --> 00:42:46,550
we can talk more over on here discord
skype whatever if you choose the first

2420
00:42:46,550 --> 00:42:46,560
skype whatever if you choose the first
 

2421
00:42:46,560 --> 00:42:48,710
skype whatever if you choose the first
option you'll never hear from me again

2422
00:42:48,710 --> 00:42:48,720
option you'll never hear from me again
 

2423
00:42:48,720 --> 00:42:50,710
option you'll never hear from me again
if you choose the second one then i'll

2424
00:42:50,710 --> 00:42:50,720
if you choose the second one then i'll
 

2425
00:42:50,720 --> 00:42:54,390
if you choose the second one then i'll
be looking forward to talking with you

2426
00:42:54,390 --> 00:42:54,400

 

2427
00:42:54,400 --> 00:42:55,510

boggs

2428
00:42:55,510 --> 00:42:55,520
boggs
 

2429
00:42:55,520 --> 00:42:57,270
boggs
this is difficult you haven't made this

2430
00:42:57,270 --> 00:42:57,280
this is difficult you haven't made this
 

2431
00:42:57,280 --> 00:42:59,349
this is difficult you haven't made this
easy you're full of ego you say you

2432
00:42:59,349 --> 00:42:59,359
easy you're full of ego you say you
 

2433
00:42:59,359 --> 00:43:01,109
easy you're full of ego you say you
changed your mind but you don't regret

2434
00:43:01,109 --> 00:43:01,119
changed your mind but you don't regret
 

2435
00:43:01,119 --> 00:43:02,950
changed your mind but you don't regret
what you did you know how bad this

2436
00:43:02,950 --> 00:43:02,960
what you did you know how bad this
 

2437
00:43:02,960 --> 00:43:05,589
what you did you know how bad this
affected my health really i sometimes

2438
00:43:05,589 --> 00:43:05,599
affected my health really i sometimes
 

2439
00:43:05,599 --> 00:43:07,589
affected my health really i sometimes
don't express myself well but you assume

2440
00:43:07,589 --> 00:43:07,599
don't express myself well but you assume
 

2441
00:43:07,599 --> 00:43:09,510
don't express myself well but you assume
things about me that weren't true and

2442
00:43:09,510 --> 00:43:09,520
things about me that weren't true and
 

2443
00:43:09,520 --> 00:43:11,510
things about me that weren't true and
lied to people to inflate the drama all

2444
00:43:11,510 --> 00:43:11,520
lied to people to inflate the drama all
 

2445
00:43:11,520 --> 00:43:13,670
lied to people to inflate the drama all
while i was unable to respond use your

2446
00:43:13,670 --> 00:43:13,680
while i was unable to respond use your
 

2447
00:43:13,680 --> 00:43:15,829
while i was unable to respond use your
power to crush me and hurt a lot and you

2448
00:43:15,829 --> 00:43:15,839
power to crush me and hurt a lot and you
 

2449
00:43:15,839 --> 00:43:17,670
power to crush me and hurt a lot and you
don't regret doing what you did what

2450
00:43:17,670 --> 00:43:17,680
don't regret doing what you did what
 

2451
00:43:17,680 --> 00:43:19,910
don't regret doing what you did what
exactly do you want from me but then you

2452
00:43:19,910 --> 00:43:19,920
exactly do you want from me but then you
 

2453
00:43:19,920 --> 00:43:21,670
exactly do you want from me but then you
say you don't regret the outcome what

2454
00:43:21,670 --> 00:43:21,680
say you don't regret the outcome what
 

2455
00:43:21,680 --> 00:43:23,430
say you don't regret the outcome what
you got caught so what you'll be more

2456
00:43:23,430 --> 00:43:23,440
you got caught so what you'll be more
 

2457
00:43:23,440 --> 00:43:25,510
you got caught so what you'll be more
careful next time there'll be a next

2458
00:43:25,510 --> 00:43:25,520
careful next time there'll be a next
 

2459
00:43:25,520 --> 00:43:27,430
careful next time there'll be a next
time what direction were you expecting

2460
00:43:27,430 --> 00:43:27,440
time what direction were you expecting
 

2461
00:43:27,440 --> 00:43:29,430
time what direction were you expecting
it to go you say you know how badly this

2462
00:43:29,430 --> 00:43:29,440
it to go you say you know how badly this
 

2463
00:43:29,440 --> 00:43:31,030
it to go you say you know how badly this
affected me would you like to speak to

2464
00:43:31,030 --> 00:43:31,040
affected me would you like to speak to
 

2465
00:43:31,040 --> 00:43:32,790
affected me would you like to speak to
my parents and find out if that's true

2466
00:43:32,790 --> 00:43:32,800
my parents and find out if that's true
 

2467
00:43:32,800 --> 00:43:34,950
my parents and find out if that's true
i'll arrange this if you're serious nice

2468
00:43:34,950 --> 00:43:34,960
i'll arrange this if you're serious nice
 

2469
00:43:34,960 --> 00:43:36,630
i'll arrange this if you're serious nice
to know that you're not a fan the king

2470
00:43:36,630 --> 00:43:36,640
to know that you're not a fan the king
 

2471
00:43:36,640 --> 00:43:38,230
to know that you're not a fan the king
descends from his throne to speak his

2472
00:43:38,230 --> 00:43:38,240
descends from his throne to speak his
 

2473
00:43:38,240 --> 00:43:40,309
descends from his throne to speak his
lonely rabble no poor present should

2474
00:43:40,309 --> 00:43:40,319
lonely rabble no poor present should
 

2475
00:43:40,319 --> 00:43:43,030
lonely rabble no poor present should
suffer so thanks you want to talk to me

2476
00:43:43,030 --> 00:43:43,040
suffer so thanks you want to talk to me
 

2477
00:43:43,040 --> 00:43:45,030
suffer so thanks you want to talk to me
as though we're equals you're a proven

2478
00:43:45,030 --> 00:43:45,040
as though we're equals you're a proven
 

2479
00:43:45,040 --> 00:43:47,270
as though we're equals you're a proven
liar mud racker and gossip how can i

2480
00:43:47,270 --> 00:43:47,280
liar mud racker and gossip how can i
 

2481
00:43:47,280 --> 00:43:49,109
liar mud racker and gossip how can i
ever trust you even with these little

2482
00:43:49,109 --> 00:43:49,119
ever trust you even with these little
 

2483
00:43:49,119 --> 00:43:50,950
ever trust you even with these little
things like a private conversation

2484
00:43:50,950 --> 00:43:50,960
things like a private conversation
 

2485
00:43:50,960 --> 00:43:52,790
things like a private conversation
practically no one i know wants me to

2486
00:43:52,790 --> 00:43:52,800
practically no one i know wants me to
 

2487
00:43:52,800 --> 00:43:54,550
practically no one i know wants me to
ever have anything to do with you her

2488
00:43:54,550 --> 00:43:54,560
ever have anything to do with you her
 

2489
00:43:54,560 --> 00:43:56,230
ever have anything to do with you her
actions have cost my family thousands of

2490
00:43:56,230 --> 00:43:56,240
actions have cost my family thousands of
 

2491
00:43:56,240 --> 00:43:57,990
actions have cost my family thousands of
dollars in therapy bills and now i have

2492
00:43:57,990 --> 00:43:58,000
dollars in therapy bills and now i have
 

2493
00:43:58,000 --> 00:43:59,750
dollars in therapy bills and now i have
a disability never hearing from you

2494
00:43:59,750 --> 00:43:59,760
a disability never hearing from you
 

2495
00:43:59,760 --> 00:44:01,750
a disability never hearing from you
again would be an easy blessing you want

2496
00:44:01,750 --> 00:44:01,760
again would be an easy blessing you want
 

2497
00:44:01,760 --> 00:44:03,430
again would be an easy blessing you want
peace want to look yourself in the

2498
00:44:03,430 --> 00:44:03,440
peace want to look yourself in the
 

2499
00:44:03,440 --> 00:44:05,510
peace want to look yourself in the
mirror and see a good guy ask yourself

2500
00:44:05,510 --> 00:44:05,520
mirror and see a good guy ask yourself
 

2501
00:44:05,520 --> 00:44:06,950
mirror and see a good guy ask yourself
about what you would tell someone who is

2502
00:44:06,950 --> 00:44:06,960
about what you would tell someone who is
 

2503
00:44:06,960 --> 00:44:08,470
about what you would tell someone who is
about to do what you did and tell

2504
00:44:08,470 --> 00:44:08,480
about to do what you did and tell
 

2505
00:44:08,480 --> 00:44:10,230
about to do what you did and tell
everyone clearing the air to the public

2506
00:44:10,230 --> 00:44:10,240
everyone clearing the air to the public
 

2507
00:44:10,240 --> 00:44:11,589
everyone clearing the air to the public
would be a good start in a way that's

2508
00:44:11,589 --> 00:44:11,599
would be a good start in a way that's
 

2509
00:44:11,599 --> 00:44:13,430
would be a good start in a way that's
not just directed at me and one that you

2510
00:44:13,430 --> 00:44:13,440
not just directed at me and one that you
 

2511
00:44:13,440 --> 00:44:14,950
not just directed at me and one that you
don't admit you faked your way through

2512
00:44:14,950 --> 00:44:14,960
don't admit you faked your way through
 

2513
00:44:14,960 --> 00:44:17,030
don't admit you faked your way through
after the fact i'm sorry you're afraid

2514
00:44:17,030 --> 00:44:17,040
after the fact i'm sorry you're afraid
 

2515
00:44:17,040 --> 00:44:18,950
after the fact i'm sorry you're afraid
of having the video spread around that's

2516
00:44:18,950 --> 00:44:18,960
of having the video spread around that's
 

2517
00:44:18,960 --> 00:44:20,790
of having the video spread around that's
the tip of the iceberg do you even

2518
00:44:20,790 --> 00:44:20,800
the tip of the iceberg do you even
 

2519
00:44:20,800 --> 00:44:22,790
the tip of the iceberg do you even
realize how this affected my team my

2520
00:44:22,790 --> 00:44:22,800
realize how this affected my team my
 

2521
00:44:22,800 --> 00:44:25,270
realize how this affected my team my
friends and my family even now you say

2522
00:44:25,270 --> 00:44:25,280
friends and my family even now you say
 

2523
00:44:25,280 --> 00:44:26,950
friends and my family even now you say
you want to apologize to me but this is

2524
00:44:26,950 --> 00:44:26,960
you want to apologize to me but this is
 

2525
00:44:26,960 --> 00:44:29,270
you want to apologize to me but this is
not just about me make the video name

2526
00:44:29,270 --> 00:44:29,280
not just about me make the video name
 

2527
00:44:29,280 --> 00:44:32,370
not just about me make the video name
all relevant parties it'd be a start

2528
00:44:32,370 --> 00:44:32,380
all relevant parties it'd be a start
 

2529
00:44:32,380 --> 00:44:34,550
all relevant parties it'd be a start
[Music]

2530
00:44:34,550 --> 00:44:34,560
[Music]
 

2531
00:44:34,560 --> 00:44:36,390
[Music]
all i can say is this

2532
00:44:36,390 --> 00:44:36,400
all i can say is this
 

2533
00:44:36,400 --> 00:44:38,309
all i can say is this
i was delusional and let things get to

2534
00:44:38,309 --> 00:44:38,319
i was delusional and let things get to
 

2535
00:44:38,319 --> 00:44:41,030
i was delusional and let things get to
my head if i wear to go back and change

2536
00:44:41,030 --> 00:44:41,040
my head if i wear to go back and change
 

2537
00:44:41,040 --> 00:44:42,870
my head if i wear to go back and change
things i wouldn't have slandered and

2538
00:44:42,870 --> 00:44:42,880
things i wouldn't have slandered and
 

2539
00:44:42,880 --> 00:44:45,990
things i wouldn't have slandered and
said such harsh comments only facts i

2540
00:44:45,990 --> 00:44:46,000
said such harsh comments only facts i
 

2541
00:44:46,000 --> 00:44:47,990
said such harsh comments only facts i
also would have made an actual apology

2542
00:44:47,990 --> 00:44:48,000
also would have made an actual apology
 

2543
00:44:48,000 --> 00:44:50,230
also would have made an actual apology
video being sincere instead of just

2544
00:44:50,230 --> 00:44:50,240
video being sincere instead of just
 

2545
00:44:50,240 --> 00:44:52,069
video being sincere instead of just
trying to bs my way out of the whole

2546
00:44:52,069 --> 00:44:52,079
trying to bs my way out of the whole
 

2547
00:44:52,079 --> 00:44:55,190
trying to bs my way out of the whole
drama all i want from you is nothing

2548
00:44:55,190 --> 00:44:55,200
drama all i want from you is nothing
 

2549
00:44:55,200 --> 00:44:56,630
drama all i want from you is nothing
keep being you

2550
00:44:56,630 --> 00:44:56,640
keep being you
 

2551
00:44:56,640 --> 00:44:59,270
keep being you
i'm only trying to apologize and make my

2552
00:44:59,270 --> 00:44:59,280
i'm only trying to apologize and make my
 

2553
00:44:59,280 --> 00:45:01,750
i'm only trying to apologize and make my
point i've been over this drama and

2554
00:45:01,750 --> 00:45:01,760
point i've been over this drama and
 

2555
00:45:01,760 --> 00:45:03,910
point i've been over this drama and
anything else drama related to you for

2556
00:45:03,910 --> 00:45:03,920
anything else drama related to you for
 

2557
00:45:03,920 --> 00:45:06,390
anything else drama related to you for
over a year and a half now it's not

2558
00:45:06,390 --> 00:45:06,400
over a year and a half now it's not
 

2559
00:45:06,400 --> 00:45:08,630
over a year and a half now it's not
worth my time i'm also not here to

2560
00:45:08,630 --> 00:45:08,640
worth my time i'm also not here to
 

2561
00:45:08,640 --> 00:45:10,710
worth my time i'm also not here to
sugarcoat anything i'm not going to

2562
00:45:10,710 --> 00:45:10,720
sugarcoat anything i'm not going to
 

2563
00:45:10,720 --> 00:45:12,470
sugarcoat anything i'm not going to
pretend i'm someone wanting to be

2564
00:45:12,470 --> 00:45:12,480
pretend i'm someone wanting to be
 

2565
00:45:12,480 --> 00:45:15,430
pretend i'm someone wanting to be
friends i do however feel it's necessary

2566
00:45:15,430 --> 00:45:15,440
friends i do however feel it's necessary
 

2567
00:45:15,440 --> 00:45:17,910
friends i do however feel it's necessary
to be mature and that we both act like

2568
00:45:17,910 --> 00:45:17,920
to be mature and that we both act like
 

2569
00:45:17,920 --> 00:45:19,670
to be mature and that we both act like
adults to each other

2570
00:45:19,670 --> 00:45:19,680
adults to each other
 

2571
00:45:19,680 --> 00:45:21,190
adults to each other
want to look yourself in the mirror and

2572
00:45:21,190 --> 00:45:21,200
want to look yourself in the mirror and
 

2573
00:45:21,200 --> 00:45:23,430
want to look yourself in the mirror and
see a good guy this really stuck to me

2574
00:45:23,430 --> 00:45:23,440
see a good guy this really stuck to me
 

2575
00:45:23,440 --> 00:45:25,670
see a good guy this really stuck to me
for a good while you know i look in the

2576
00:45:25,670 --> 00:45:25,680
for a good while you know i look in the
 

2577
00:45:25,680 --> 00:45:27,750
for a good while you know i look in the
mirror and only see a person who's made

2578
00:45:27,750 --> 00:45:27,760
mirror and only see a person who's made
 

2579
00:45:27,760 --> 00:45:31,109
mirror and only see a person who's made
good and bad choices i only see me

2580
00:45:31,109 --> 00:45:31,119
good and bad choices i only see me
 

2581
00:45:31,119 --> 00:45:33,190
good and bad choices i only see me
if i'm a bad guy to your eyes and i

2582
00:45:33,190 --> 00:45:33,200
if i'm a bad guy to your eyes and i
 

2583
00:45:33,200 --> 00:45:35,750
if i'm a bad guy to your eyes and i
can't change that even if i try do you

2584
00:45:35,750 --> 00:45:35,760
can't change that even if i try do you
 

2585
00:45:35,760 --> 00:45:38,790
can't change that even if i try do you
want peace peace sells but who's buying

2586
00:45:38,790 --> 00:45:38,800
want peace peace sells but who's buying
 

2587
00:45:38,800 --> 00:45:40,710
want peace peace sells but who's buying
if that's an option then i'll gladly

2588
00:45:40,710 --> 00:45:40,720
if that's an option then i'll gladly
 

2589
00:45:40,720 --> 00:45:43,589
if that's an option then i'll gladly
take it if not then so be it if somebody

2590
00:45:43,589 --> 00:45:43,599
take it if not then so be it if somebody
 

2591
00:45:43,599 --> 00:45:45,349
take it if not then so be it if somebody
were to do something like what i did to

2592
00:45:45,349 --> 00:45:45,359
were to do something like what i did to
 

2593
00:45:45,359 --> 00:45:47,990
were to do something like what i did to
you i tell them it's not worth it just

2594
00:45:47,990 --> 00:45:48,000
you i tell them it's not worth it just
 

2595
00:45:48,000 --> 00:45:49,990
you i tell them it's not worth it just
let it be the outcome may not be what

2596
00:45:49,990 --> 00:45:50,000
let it be the outcome may not be what
 

2597
00:45:50,000 --> 00:45:51,910
let it be the outcome may not be what
you're expecting because this whole

2598
00:45:51,910 --> 00:45:51,920
you're expecting because this whole
 

2599
00:45:51,920 --> 00:45:53,990
you're expecting because this whole
drama ended up wasting everyone's time

2600
00:45:53,990 --> 00:45:54,000
drama ended up wasting everyone's time
 

2601
00:45:54,000 --> 00:45:56,790
drama ended up wasting everyone's time
and energy that's the biggest fact how

2602
00:45:56,790 --> 00:45:56,800
and energy that's the biggest fact how
 

2603
00:45:56,800 --> 00:45:59,109
and energy that's the biggest fact how
can i ever trust you even with little

2604
00:45:59,109 --> 00:45:59,119
can i ever trust you even with little
 

2605
00:45:59,119 --> 00:46:01,270
can i ever trust you even with little
things like a private conversation

2606
00:46:01,270 --> 00:46:01,280
things like a private conversation
 

2607
00:46:01,280 --> 00:46:04,069
things like a private conversation
all i can say to that is if i wear you

2608
00:46:04,069 --> 00:46:04,079
all i can say to that is if i wear you
 

2609
00:46:04,079 --> 00:46:06,069
all i can say to that is if i wear you
i could never trust me either you say

2610
00:46:06,069 --> 00:46:06,079
i could never trust me either you say
 

2611
00:46:06,079 --> 00:46:08,069
i could never trust me either you say
you want to apologize to me but this is

2612
00:46:08,069 --> 00:46:08,079
you want to apologize to me but this is
 

2613
00:46:08,079 --> 00:46:11,190
you want to apologize to me but this is
not just me make the video name all

2614
00:46:11,190 --> 00:46:11,200
not just me make the video name all
 

2615
00:46:11,200 --> 00:46:13,349
not just me make the video name all
relevant parties that's just the thing

2616
00:46:13,349 --> 00:46:13,359
relevant parties that's just the thing
 

2617
00:46:13,359 --> 00:46:15,589
relevant parties that's just the thing
though i've apologized to everyone

2618
00:46:15,589 --> 00:46:15,599
though i've apologized to everyone
 

2619
00:46:15,599 --> 00:46:18,230
though i've apologized to everyone
already privately forever ago i already

2620
00:46:18,230 --> 00:46:18,240
already privately forever ago i already
 

2621
00:46:18,240 --> 00:46:20,230
already privately forever ago i already
did make a video back in october on my

2622
00:46:20,230 --> 00:46:20,240
did make a video back in october on my
 

2623
00:46:20,240 --> 00:46:22,230
did make a video back in october on my
mlp account expressing my thoughts on

2624
00:46:22,230 --> 00:46:22,240
mlp account expressing my thoughts on
 

2625
00:46:22,240 --> 00:46:24,069
mlp account expressing my thoughts on
everything that happened it may not be

2626
00:46:24,069 --> 00:46:24,079
everything that happened it may not be
 

2627
00:46:24,079 --> 00:46:26,069
everything that happened it may not be
as clear as in this email but it gets

2628
00:46:26,069 --> 00:46:26,079
as clear as in this email but it gets
 

2629
00:46:26,079 --> 00:46:28,069
as clear as in this email but it gets
all the same points across so i'm not

2630
00:46:28,069 --> 00:46:28,079
all the same points across so i'm not
 

2631
00:46:28,079 --> 00:46:30,550
all the same points across so i'm not
going to make any more videos sorry i

2632
00:46:30,550 --> 00:46:30,560
going to make any more videos sorry i
 

2633
00:46:30,560 --> 00:46:31,750
going to make any more videos sorry i
just don't see the point in its

2634
00:46:31,750 --> 00:46:31,760
just don't see the point in its
 

2635
00:46:31,760 --> 00:46:33,990
just don't see the point in its
relevance i'll leave you with this just

2636
00:46:33,990 --> 00:46:34,000
relevance i'll leave you with this just
 

2637
00:46:34,000 --> 00:46:36,069
relevance i'll leave you with this just
know i don't have a grudge or hate

2638
00:46:36,069 --> 00:46:36,079
know i don't have a grudge or hate
 

2639
00:46:36,079 --> 00:46:37,990
know i don't have a grudge or hate
towards you i don't want to be involved

2640
00:46:37,990 --> 00:46:38,000
towards you i don't want to be involved
 

2641
00:46:38,000 --> 00:46:40,150
towards you i don't want to be involved
in any other person's meddling with you

2642
00:46:40,150 --> 00:46:40,160
in any other person's meddling with you
 

2643
00:46:40,160 --> 00:46:42,390
in any other person's meddling with you
which i hope doesn't happen and i wish

2644
00:46:42,390 --> 00:46:42,400
which i hope doesn't happen and i wish
 

2645
00:46:42,400 --> 00:46:44,630
which i hope doesn't happen and i wish
you all the best of luck with your life

2646
00:46:44,630 --> 00:46:44,640
you all the best of luck with your life
 

2647
00:46:44,640 --> 00:46:46,630
you all the best of luck with your life
i'll leave you alone now because i know

2648
00:46:46,630 --> 00:46:46,640
i'll leave you alone now because i know
 

2649
00:46:46,640 --> 00:46:49,109
i'll leave you alone now because i know
that to you is a blessing

2650
00:46:49,109 --> 00:46:49,119
that to you is a blessing
 

2651
00:46:49,119 --> 00:46:50,630
that to you is a blessing
so peace

2652
00:46:50,630 --> 00:46:50,640
so peace
 

2653
00:46:50,640 --> 00:46:52,390
so peace
that the idea was always about keeping

2654
00:46:52,390 --> 00:46:52,400
that the idea was always about keeping
 

2655
00:46:52,400 --> 00:46:54,790
that the idea was always about keeping
me quiet and not admitting what you did

2656
00:46:54,790 --> 00:46:54,800
me quiet and not admitting what you did
 

2657
00:46:54,800 --> 00:46:57,510
me quiet and not admitting what you did
publicly and it still doesn't sit right

2658
00:46:57,510 --> 00:46:57,520
publicly and it still doesn't sit right
 

2659
00:46:57,520 --> 00:46:59,109
publicly and it still doesn't sit right
with me so

2660
00:46:59,109 --> 00:46:59,119
with me so
 

2661
00:46:59,119 --> 00:47:00,309
with me so
i'm done

2662
00:47:00,309 --> 00:47:00,319
i'm done
 

2663
00:47:00,319 --> 00:47:01,750
i'm done
i'm [\h__\h] done

2664
00:47:01,750 --> 00:47:01,760
i'm [\h__\h] done
 

2665
00:47:01,760 --> 00:47:03,990
i'm [\h__\h] done
part three yes this is still affecting a

2666
00:47:03,990 --> 00:47:04,000
part three yes this is still affecting a
 

2667
00:47:04,000 --> 00:47:06,069
part three yes this is still affecting a
lot of things that's the last time i've

2668
00:47:06,069 --> 00:47:06,079
lot of things that's the last time i've
 

2669
00:47:06,079 --> 00:47:07,589
lot of things that's the last time i've
talked to him as far as my feelings

2670
00:47:07,589 --> 00:47:07,599
talked to him as far as my feelings
 

2671
00:47:07,599 --> 00:47:09,349
talked to him as far as my feelings
about it i think this clip does a better

2672
00:47:09,349 --> 00:47:09,359
about it i think this clip does a better
 

2673
00:47:09,359 --> 00:47:11,349
about it i think this clip does a better
job than i could articulate

2674
00:47:11,349 --> 00:47:11,359
job than i could articulate
 

2675
00:47:11,359 --> 00:47:13,750
job than i could articulate
hey i wanted to talk to you about

2676
00:47:13,750 --> 00:47:13,760
hey i wanted to talk to you about
 

2677
00:47:13,760 --> 00:47:15,430
hey i wanted to talk to you about
you know i

2678
00:47:15,430 --> 00:47:15,440
you know i
 

2679
00:47:15,440 --> 00:47:17,190
you know i
feel bad about

2680
00:47:17,190 --> 00:47:17,200
feel bad about
 

2681
00:47:17,200 --> 00:47:19,349
feel bad about
what happened

2682
00:47:19,349 --> 00:47:19,359
what happened
 

2683
00:47:19,359 --> 00:47:21,430
what happened
so you're apologizing

2684
00:47:21,430 --> 00:47:21,440
so you're apologizing
 

2685
00:47:21,440 --> 00:47:22,390
so you're apologizing
yes

2686
00:47:22,390 --> 00:47:22,400
yes
 

2687
00:47:22,400 --> 00:47:25,829
yes
i'm sorry okay i don't forgive you

2688
00:47:25,829 --> 00:47:25,839
i'm sorry okay i don't forgive you
 

2689
00:47:25,839 --> 00:47:28,230
i'm sorry okay i don't forgive you
herb i said i'm sorry yeah

2690
00:47:28,230 --> 00:47:28,240
herb i said i'm sorry yeah
 

2691
00:47:28,240 --> 00:47:31,109
herb i said i'm sorry yeah
and i do not forgive you uh

2692
00:47:31,109 --> 00:47:31,119
and i do not forgive you uh
 

2693
00:47:31,119 --> 00:47:33,109
and i do not forgive you uh
not sure you get what's happening here

2694
00:47:33,109 --> 00:47:33,119
not sure you get what's happening here
 

2695
00:47:33,119 --> 00:47:35,910
not sure you get what's happening here
this could be the last time that no i'm

2696
00:47:35,910 --> 00:47:35,920
this could be the last time that no i'm
 

2697
00:47:35,920 --> 00:47:38,309
this could be the last time that no i'm
not gonna give you closure you don't get

2698
00:47:38,309 --> 00:47:38,319
not gonna give you closure you don't get
 

2699
00:47:38,319 --> 00:47:39,589
not gonna give you closure you don't get
that

2700
00:47:39,589 --> 00:47:39,599
that
 

2701
00:47:39,599 --> 00:47:41,670
that
you have to live with the shitty thing

2702
00:47:41,670 --> 00:47:41,680
you have to live with the shitty thing
 

2703
00:47:41,680 --> 00:47:43,910
you have to live with the shitty thing
you did for the rest of your life you

2704
00:47:43,910 --> 00:47:43,920
you did for the rest of your life you
 

2705
00:47:43,920 --> 00:47:46,230
you did for the rest of your life you
have to know that it's never ever going

2706
00:47:46,230 --> 00:47:46,240
have to know that it's never ever going
 

2707
00:47:46,240 --> 00:47:48,870
have to know that it's never ever going
to be okay i really think that we'd both

2708
00:47:48,870 --> 00:47:48,880
to be okay i really think that we'd both
 

2709
00:47:48,880 --> 00:47:51,030
to be okay i really think that we'd both
feel better if we just dying i'm not

2710
00:47:51,030 --> 00:47:51,040
feel better if we just dying i'm not
 

2711
00:47:51,040 --> 00:47:52,790
feel better if we just dying i'm not
gonna feel better and i'm not gonna be

2712
00:47:52,790 --> 00:47:52,800
gonna feel better and i'm not gonna be
 

2713
00:47:52,800 --> 00:47:54,870
gonna feel better and i'm not gonna be
your prop so you can feel better and

2714
00:47:54,870 --> 00:47:54,880
your prop so you can feel better and
 

2715
00:47:54,880 --> 00:47:56,790
your prop so you can feel better and
then there was the more punishing now

2716
00:47:56,790 --> 00:47:56,800
then there was the more punishing now
 

2717
00:47:56,800 --> 00:47:58,550
then there was the more punishing now
despite all this i still thought someone

2718
00:47:58,550 --> 00:47:58,560
despite all this i still thought someone
 

2719
00:47:58,560 --> 00:48:00,230
despite all this i still thought someone
highly of the community most of my

2720
00:48:00,230 --> 00:48:00,240
highly of the community most of my
 

2721
00:48:00,240 --> 00:48:01,990
highly of the community most of my
in-person reactions were positive but

2722
00:48:01,990 --> 00:48:02,000
in-person reactions were positive but
 

2723
00:48:02,000 --> 00:48:03,750
in-person reactions were positive but
generally my little pony cons with some

2724
00:48:03,750 --> 00:48:03,760
generally my little pony cons with some
 

2725
00:48:03,760 --> 00:48:09,240
generally my little pony cons with some
exceptions

2726
00:48:09,240 --> 00:48:09,250

 

2727
00:48:09,250 --> 00:48:12,309

[Music]

2728
00:48:12,309 --> 00:48:12,319
[Music]
 

2729
00:48:12,319 --> 00:48:13,829
[Music]
we're letting this [\h__\h] influence

2730
00:48:13,829 --> 00:48:13,839
we're letting this [\h__\h] influence
 

2731
00:48:13,839 --> 00:48:16,550
we're letting this [\h__\h] influence
their opinions about me now let me be

2732
00:48:16,550 --> 00:48:16,560
their opinions about me now let me be
 

2733
00:48:16,560 --> 00:48:18,309
their opinions about me now let me be
clear these conventions can book whoever

2734
00:48:18,309 --> 00:48:18,319
clear these conventions can book whoever
 

2735
00:48:18,319 --> 00:48:20,150
clear these conventions can book whoever
the hell they want i am not entitled to

2736
00:48:20,150 --> 00:48:20,160
the hell they want i am not entitled to
 

2737
00:48:20,160 --> 00:48:22,790
the hell they want i am not entitled to
go to a my little pony convention what i

2738
00:48:22,790 --> 00:48:22,800
go to a my little pony convention what i
 

2739
00:48:22,800 --> 00:48:24,390
go to a my little pony convention what i
was particularly upset about is that the

2740
00:48:24,390 --> 00:48:24,400
was particularly upset about is that the
 

2741
00:48:24,400 --> 00:48:25,750
was particularly upset about is that the
peers and people that were usually

2742
00:48:25,750 --> 00:48:25,760
peers and people that were usually
 

2743
00:48:25,760 --> 00:48:27,990
peers and people that were usually
booked with me were getting rebooked and

2744
00:48:27,990 --> 00:48:28,000
booked with me were getting rebooked and
 

2745
00:48:28,000 --> 00:48:29,750
booked with me were getting rebooked and
i was not and then conventions tried to

2746
00:48:29,750 --> 00:48:29,760
i was not and then conventions tried to
 

2747
00:48:29,760 --> 00:48:31,670
i was not and then conventions tried to
lie about the reasons why or justify the

2748
00:48:31,670 --> 00:48:31,680
lie about the reasons why or justify the
 

2749
00:48:31,680 --> 00:48:33,589
lie about the reasons why or justify the
whole debacle as a sign of a bigger

2750
00:48:33,589 --> 00:48:33,599
whole debacle as a sign of a bigger
 

2751
00:48:33,599 --> 00:48:35,750
whole debacle as a sign of a bigger
issue that they did not understand nor

2752
00:48:35,750 --> 00:48:35,760
issue that they did not understand nor
 

2753
00:48:35,760 --> 00:48:39,190
issue that they did not understand nor
were they interested in investigating

2754
00:48:39,190 --> 00:48:39,200
were they interested in investigating
 

2755
00:48:39,200 --> 00:48:40,630
were they interested in investigating
like this could have been all solved

2756
00:48:40,630 --> 00:48:40,640
like this could have been all solved
 

2757
00:48:40,640 --> 00:48:42,230
like this could have been all solved
with some direct conversation about a

2758
00:48:42,230 --> 00:48:42,240
with some direct conversation about a
 

2759
00:48:42,240 --> 00:48:44,230
with some direct conversation about a
problem in question we heard you were

2760
00:48:44,230 --> 00:48:44,240
problem in question we heard you were
 

2761
00:48:44,240 --> 00:48:46,710
problem in question we heard you were
killing puppies are you killing puppies

2762
00:48:46,710 --> 00:48:46,720
killing puppies are you killing puppies
 

2763
00:48:46,720 --> 00:48:49,589
killing puppies are you killing puppies
no here's the proof convention person oh

2764
00:48:49,589 --> 00:48:49,599
no here's the proof convention person oh
 

2765
00:48:49,599 --> 00:48:51,270
no here's the proof convention person oh
okay great the problem was these

2766
00:48:51,270 --> 00:48:51,280
okay great the problem was these
 

2767
00:48:51,280 --> 00:48:52,950
okay great the problem was these
grown-ass adults were believing a lot of

2768
00:48:52,950 --> 00:48:52,960
grown-ass adults were believing a lot of
 

2769
00:48:52,960 --> 00:48:55,750
grown-ass adults were believing a lot of
this gross disgusting misogynistic

2770
00:48:55,750 --> 00:48:55,760
this gross disgusting misogynistic
 

2771
00:48:55,760 --> 00:48:58,230
this gross disgusting misogynistic
anti-semitic [\h__\h] at face value and

2772
00:48:58,230 --> 00:48:58,240
anti-semitic [\h__\h] at face value and
 

2773
00:48:58,240 --> 00:48:59,829
anti-semitic [\h__\h] at face value and
giving people who started and continue

2774
00:48:59,829 --> 00:48:59,839
giving people who started and continue
 

2775
00:48:59,839 --> 00:49:02,630
giving people who started and continue
to perpetuate this power over the victim

2776
00:49:02,630 --> 00:49:02,640
to perpetuate this power over the victim
 

2777
00:49:02,640 --> 00:49:04,470
to perpetuate this power over the victim
and not standing by the victim even

2778
00:49:04,470 --> 00:49:04,480
and not standing by the victim even
 

2779
00:49:04,480 --> 00:49:06,309
and not standing by the victim even
though there was overwhelming evidence

2780
00:49:06,309 --> 00:49:06,319
though there was overwhelming evidence
 

2781
00:49:06,319 --> 00:49:08,710
though there was overwhelming evidence
let's be real if i were this gross kp

2782
00:49:08,710 --> 00:49:08,720
let's be real if i were this gross kp
 

2783
00:49:08,720 --> 00:49:10,710
let's be real if i were this gross kp
monster over here why would i still have

2784
00:49:10,710 --> 00:49:10,720
monster over here why would i still have
 

2785
00:49:10,720 --> 00:49:13,030
monster over here why would i still have
a team after all this like are all these

2786
00:49:13,030 --> 00:49:13,040
a team after all this like are all these
 

2787
00:49:13,040 --> 00:49:14,950
a team after all this like are all these
legal adults just manipulated to do my

2788
00:49:14,950 --> 00:49:14,960
legal adults just manipulated to do my
 

2789
00:49:14,960 --> 00:49:16,390
legal adults just manipulated to do my
bidding because they're too stupid to

2790
00:49:16,390 --> 00:49:16,400
bidding because they're too stupid to
 

2791
00:49:16,400 --> 00:49:18,549
bidding because they're too stupid to
know better like come on you are

2792
00:49:18,549 --> 00:49:18,559
know better like come on you are
 

2793
00:49:18,559 --> 00:49:20,630
know better like come on you are
indirectly insulting who you think are

2794
00:49:20,630 --> 00:49:20,640
indirectly insulting who you think are
 

2795
00:49:20,640 --> 00:49:23,109
indirectly insulting who you think are
the perceived voices in this case like

2796
00:49:23,109 --> 00:49:23,119
the perceived voices in this case like
 

2797
00:49:23,119 --> 00:49:24,230
the perceived voices in this case like
friendship

2798
00:49:24,230 --> 00:49:24,240
friendship
 

2799
00:49:24,240 --> 00:49:26,150
friendship
magic guys right

2800
00:49:26,150 --> 00:49:26,160
magic guys right
 

2801
00:49:26,160 --> 00:49:27,990
magic guys right
right don't forget all the sexual

2802
00:49:27,990 --> 00:49:28,000
right don't forget all the sexual
 

2803
00:49:28,000 --> 00:49:29,829
right don't forget all the sexual
harassment that was just

2804
00:49:29,829 --> 00:49:29,839
harassment that was just
 

2805
00:49:29,839 --> 00:49:31,990
harassment that was just
everywhere

2806
00:49:31,990 --> 00:49:32,000
everywhere
 

2807
00:49:32,000 --> 00:49:34,870
everywhere
so fast forward in time where i made the

2808
00:49:34,870 --> 00:49:34,880
so fast forward in time where i made the
 

2809
00:49:34,880 --> 00:49:36,630
so fast forward in time where i made the
cam girl image that a lot of people have

2810
00:49:36,630 --> 00:49:36,640
cam girl image that a lot of people have
 

2811
00:49:36,640 --> 00:49:37,430
cam girl image that a lot of people have
seen

2812
00:49:37,430 --> 00:49:37,440
seen
 

2813
00:49:37,440 --> 00:49:39,589
seen
mostly just to share with my friends but

2814
00:49:39,589 --> 00:49:39,599
mostly just to share with my friends but
 

2815
00:49:39,599 --> 00:49:41,829
mostly just to share with my friends but
again a couple months later we thought

2816
00:49:41,829 --> 00:49:41,839
again a couple months later we thought
 

2817
00:49:41,839 --> 00:49:43,430
again a couple months later we thought
it would be funny to post it on 4chan

2818
00:49:43,430 --> 00:49:43,440
it would be funny to post it on 4chan
 

2819
00:49:43,440 --> 00:49:44,950
it would be funny to post it on 4chan
and see if it could get around and it

2820
00:49:44,950 --> 00:49:44,960
and see if it could get around and it
 

2821
00:49:44,960 --> 00:49:56,790
and see if it could get around and it
did

2822
00:49:56,790 --> 00:49:56,800

 

2823
00:49:56,800 --> 00:49:58,390

now fast forward a year when i'm trying

2824
00:49:58,390 --> 00:49:58,400
now fast forward a year when i'm trying
 

2825
00:49:58,400 --> 00:50:00,150
now fast forward a year when i'm trying
to do conventions again and for one

2826
00:50:00,150 --> 00:50:00,160
to do conventions again and for one
 

2827
00:50:00,160 --> 00:50:01,750
to do conventions again and for one
specific convention i was posting

2828
00:50:01,750 --> 00:50:01,760
specific convention i was posting
 

2829
00:50:01,760 --> 00:50:03,589
specific convention i was posting
publicly about splitting a table at a

2830
00:50:03,589 --> 00:50:03,599
publicly about splitting a table at a
 

2831
00:50:03,599 --> 00:50:05,910
publicly about splitting a table at a
convention gone wrong for the record the

2832
00:50:05,910 --> 00:50:05,920
convention gone wrong for the record the
 

2833
00:50:05,920 --> 00:50:07,829
convention gone wrong for the record the
reason why i prefer to split tables when

2834
00:50:07,829 --> 00:50:07,839
reason why i prefer to split tables when
 

2835
00:50:07,839 --> 00:50:09,910
reason why i prefer to split tables when
i travel to in-person conventions fall

2836
00:50:09,910 --> 00:50:09,920
i travel to in-person conventions fall
 

2837
00:50:09,920 --> 00:50:12,390
i travel to in-person conventions fall
under practical reasons firstly i am

2838
00:50:12,390 --> 00:50:12,400
under practical reasons firstly i am
 

2839
00:50:12,400 --> 00:50:14,630
under practical reasons firstly i am
often scheduled to do panels as well as

2840
00:50:14,630 --> 00:50:14,640
often scheduled to do panels as well as
 

2841
00:50:14,640 --> 00:50:16,549
often scheduled to do panels as well as
vendant conventions it's much easier if

2842
00:50:16,549 --> 00:50:16,559
vendant conventions it's much easier if
 

2843
00:50:16,559 --> 00:50:18,069
vendant conventions it's much easier if
someone is already there when i have to

2844
00:50:18,069 --> 00:50:18,079
someone is already there when i have to
 

2845
00:50:18,079 --> 00:50:20,069
someone is already there when i have to
run off to do panels or to go to the

2846
00:50:20,069 --> 00:50:20,079
run off to do panels or to go to the
 

2847
00:50:20,079 --> 00:50:22,630
run off to do panels or to go to the
bathroom or food or breaks this also

2848
00:50:22,630 --> 00:50:22,640
bathroom or food or breaks this also
 

2849
00:50:22,640 --> 00:50:24,390
bathroom or food or breaks this also
comes down to a safety issue being a

2850
00:50:24,390 --> 00:50:24,400
comes down to a safety issue being a
 

2851
00:50:24,400 --> 00:50:26,390
comes down to a safety issue being a
girl in an unfamiliar place this was

2852
00:50:26,390 --> 00:50:26,400
girl in an unfamiliar place this was
 

2853
00:50:26,400 --> 00:50:27,990
girl in an unfamiliar place this was
instead interpreted by a minority of

2854
00:50:27,990 --> 00:50:28,000
instead interpreted by a minority of
 

2855
00:50:28,000 --> 00:50:29,990
instead interpreted by a minority of
people as me being too cheap to pay for

2856
00:50:29,990 --> 00:50:30,000
people as me being too cheap to pay for
 

2857
00:50:30,000 --> 00:50:32,150
people as me being too cheap to pay for
my own booth and look at the cheap jew

2858
00:50:32,150 --> 00:50:32,160
my own booth and look at the cheap jew
 

2859
00:50:32,160 --> 00:50:33,349
my own booth and look at the cheap jew
who doesn't want to pay for things

2860
00:50:33,349 --> 00:50:33,359
who doesn't want to pay for things
 

2861
00:50:33,359 --> 00:50:36,230
who doesn't want to pay for things
hahahahaha by people who were convention

2862
00:50:36,230 --> 00:50:36,240
hahahahaha by people who were convention
 

2863
00:50:36,240 --> 00:50:38,710
hahahahaha by people who were convention
staff money odd

2864
00:50:38,710 --> 00:50:38,720
staff money odd
 

2865
00:50:38,720 --> 00:50:41,510
staff money odd
we'd still have to pay him though

2866
00:50:41,510 --> 00:50:41,520
we'd still have to pay him though
 

2867
00:50:41,520 --> 00:50:46,069
we'd still have to pay him though
payment exposure

2868
00:50:46,069 --> 00:50:46,079

 

2869
00:50:46,079 --> 00:50:48,230

can we get a new can we get new staff up

2870
00:50:48,230 --> 00:50:48,240
can we get a new can we get new staff up
 

2871
00:50:48,240 --> 00:50:50,470
can we get a new can we get new staff up
here man

2872
00:50:50,470 --> 00:50:50,480
here man
 

2873
00:50:50,480 --> 00:50:52,309
here man
i also never said i wasn't willing to

2874
00:50:52,309 --> 00:50:52,319
i also never said i wasn't willing to
 

2875
00:50:52,319 --> 00:50:54,150
i also never said i wasn't willing to
not pay for splitting table costs by the

2876
00:50:54,150 --> 00:50:54,160
not pay for splitting table costs by the
 

2877
00:50:54,160 --> 00:50:56,150
not pay for splitting table costs by the
way it was solely for the reasons i just

2878
00:50:56,150 --> 00:50:56,160
way it was solely for the reasons i just
 

2879
00:50:56,160 --> 00:50:58,069
way it was solely for the reasons i just
mentioned like a second ago when i was

2880
00:50:58,069 --> 00:50:58,079
mentioned like a second ago when i was
 

2881
00:50:58,079 --> 00:51:00,150
mentioned like a second ago when i was
on site for a convention i'll just not

2882
00:51:00,150 --> 00:51:00,160
on site for a convention i'll just not
 

2883
00:51:00,160 --> 00:51:01,430
on site for a convention i'll just not
name right now there was a

2884
00:51:01,430 --> 00:51:01,440
name right now there was a
 

2885
00:51:01,440 --> 00:51:03,270
name right now there was a
miscommunication and i ended up talking

2886
00:51:03,270 --> 00:51:03,280
miscommunication and i ended up talking
 

2887
00:51:03,280 --> 00:51:05,109
miscommunication and i ended up talking
to one of the angry twitter people who

2888
00:51:05,109 --> 00:51:05,119
to one of the angry twitter people who
 

2889
00:51:05,119 --> 00:51:07,030
to one of the angry twitter people who
was also salty that she did thumbnail

2890
00:51:07,030 --> 00:51:07,040
was also salty that she did thumbnail
 

2891
00:51:07,040 --> 00:51:09,190
was also salty that she did thumbnail
art for me one time probably assuming

2892
00:51:09,190 --> 00:51:09,200
art for me one time probably assuming
 

2893
00:51:09,200 --> 00:51:10,870
art for me one time probably assuming
that we do make money and i was just too

2894
00:51:10,870 --> 00:51:10,880
that we do make money and i was just too
 

2895
00:51:10,880 --> 00:51:12,470
that we do make money and i was just too
cheap to actually commission her or

2896
00:51:12,470 --> 00:51:12,480
cheap to actually commission her or
 

2897
00:51:12,480 --> 00:51:15,109
cheap to actually commission her or
something also this but she wants me to

2898
00:51:15,109 --> 00:51:15,119
something also this but she wants me to
 

2899
00:51:15,119 --> 00:51:18,790
something also this but she wants me to
draw her oc for her for free

2900
00:51:18,790 --> 00:51:18,800
draw her oc for her for free
 

2901
00:51:18,800 --> 00:51:21,109
draw her oc for her for free
uh but she doesn't even welcome but she

2902
00:51:21,109 --> 00:51:21,119
uh but she doesn't even welcome but she
 

2903
00:51:21,119 --> 00:51:22,630
uh but she doesn't even welcome but she
wants me to drop

2904
00:51:22,630 --> 00:51:22,640
wants me to drop
 

2905
00:51:22,640 --> 00:51:24,710
wants me to drop
it

2906
00:51:24,710 --> 00:51:24,720
it
 

2907
00:51:24,720 --> 00:51:26,710
it
as i said i'm not somebody who i feel

2908
00:51:26,710 --> 00:51:26,720
as i said i'm not somebody who i feel
 

2909
00:51:26,720 --> 00:51:29,829
as i said i'm not somebody who i feel
works better in group projects but i do

2910
00:51:29,829 --> 00:51:29,839
works better in group projects but i do
 

2911
00:51:29,839 --> 00:51:32,309
works better in group projects but i do
feel i'm somebody who prefers having

2912
00:51:32,309 --> 00:51:32,319
feel i'm somebody who prefers having
 

2913
00:51:32,319 --> 00:51:34,950
feel i'm somebody who prefers having
structure given to me as rather than

2914
00:51:34,950 --> 00:51:34,960
structure given to me as rather than
 

2915
00:51:34,960 --> 00:51:37,190
structure given to me as rather than
trying to build structure on my own

2916
00:51:37,190 --> 00:51:37,200
trying to build structure on my own
 

2917
00:51:37,200 --> 00:51:39,270
trying to build structure on my own
which i can do but i find it quite

2918
00:51:39,270 --> 00:51:39,280
which i can do but i find it quite
 

2919
00:51:39,280 --> 00:51:40,390
which i can do but i find it quite
difficult

2920
00:51:40,390 --> 00:51:40,400
difficult
 

2921
00:51:40,400 --> 00:51:42,230
difficult
and i think

2922
00:51:42,230 --> 00:51:42,240
and i think
 

2923
00:51:42,240 --> 00:51:44,309
and i think
group projects like this does offer that

2924
00:51:44,309 --> 00:51:44,319
group projects like this does offer that
 

2925
00:51:44,319 --> 00:51:46,870
group projects like this does offer that
opportunity it gives you that structure

2926
00:51:46,870 --> 00:51:46,880
opportunity it gives you that structure
 

2927
00:51:46,880 --> 00:51:48,470
opportunity it gives you that structure
to work within

2928
00:51:48,470 --> 00:51:48,480
to work within
 

2929
00:51:48,480 --> 00:51:51,430
to work within
and i think the fact that

2930
00:51:51,430 --> 00:51:51,440
and i think the fact that
 

2931
00:51:51,440 --> 00:51:53,510
and i think the fact that
people will say well no you can only do

2932
00:51:53,510 --> 00:51:53,520
people will say well no you can only do
 

2933
00:51:53,520 --> 00:51:55,349
people will say well no you can only do
things if you're getting paid for it it

2934
00:51:55,349 --> 00:51:55,359
things if you're getting paid for it it
 

2935
00:51:55,359 --> 00:51:57,430
things if you're getting paid for it it
cuts you off from a lot of resources

2936
00:51:57,430 --> 00:51:57,440
cuts you off from a lot of resources
 

2937
00:51:57,440 --> 00:51:59,670
cuts you off from a lot of resources
that could benefit you in ways

2938
00:51:59,670 --> 00:51:59,680
that could benefit you in ways
 

2939
00:51:59,680 --> 00:52:01,109
that could benefit you in ways
and i think

2940
00:52:01,109 --> 00:52:01,119
and i think
 

2941
00:52:01,119 --> 00:52:02,950
and i think
turning away from that just because

2942
00:52:02,950 --> 00:52:02,960
turning away from that just because
 

2943
00:52:02,960 --> 00:52:04,549
turning away from that just because
there is no

2944
00:52:04,549 --> 00:52:04,559
there is no
 

2945
00:52:04,559 --> 00:52:06,549
there is no
payment in it

2946
00:52:06,549 --> 00:52:06,559
payment in it
 

2947
00:52:06,559 --> 00:52:09,829
payment in it
i i just i feel it's it's this mentality

2948
00:52:09,829 --> 00:52:09,839
i i just i feel it's it's this mentality
 

2949
00:52:09,839 --> 00:52:12,230
i i just i feel it's it's this mentality
of you can only write something if

2950
00:52:12,230 --> 00:52:12,240
of you can only write something if
 

2951
00:52:12,240 --> 00:52:14,630
of you can only write something if
you're going to write the next

2952
00:52:14,630 --> 00:52:14,640
you're going to write the next
 

2953
00:52:14,640 --> 00:52:16,549
you're going to write the next
best-selling novel you can't write

2954
00:52:16,549 --> 00:52:16,559
best-selling novel you can't write
 

2955
00:52:16,559 --> 00:52:19,349
best-selling novel you can't write
something just to practice it it's the

2956
00:52:19,349 --> 00:52:19,359
something just to practice it it's the
 

2957
00:52:19,359 --> 00:52:21,030
something just to practice it it's the
same mentality

2958
00:52:21,030 --> 00:52:21,040
same mentality
 

2959
00:52:21,040 --> 00:52:23,510
same mentality
and i think it's a little bit insulting

2960
00:52:23,510 --> 00:52:23,520
and i think it's a little bit insulting
 

2961
00:52:23,520 --> 00:52:26,309
and i think it's a little bit insulting
when people feel the only reason artists

2962
00:52:26,309 --> 00:52:26,319
when people feel the only reason artists
 

2963
00:52:26,319 --> 00:52:28,710
when people feel the only reason artists
and writers and animators and game

2964
00:52:28,710 --> 00:52:28,720
and writers and animators and game
 

2965
00:52:28,720 --> 00:52:31,030
and writers and animators and game
programmers will do something

2966
00:52:31,030 --> 00:52:31,040
programmers will do something
 

2967
00:52:31,040 --> 00:52:34,069
programmers will do something
is because they want to be paid and if

2968
00:52:34,069 --> 00:52:34,079
is because they want to be paid and if
 

2969
00:52:34,079 --> 00:52:35,910
is because they want to be paid and if
they don't get paid for a project it's

2970
00:52:35,910 --> 00:52:35,920
they don't get paid for a project it's
 

2971
00:52:35,920 --> 00:52:37,829
they don't get paid for a project it's
because they're naive and they don't

2972
00:52:37,829 --> 00:52:37,839
because they're naive and they don't
 

2973
00:52:37,839 --> 00:52:39,750
because they're naive and they don't
understand how things work

2974
00:52:39,750 --> 00:52:39,760
understand how things work
 

2975
00:52:39,760 --> 00:52:41,990
understand how things work
i find that quite insulting and i think

2976
00:52:41,990 --> 00:52:42,000
i find that quite insulting and i think
 

2977
00:52:42,000 --> 00:52:44,790
i find that quite insulting and i think
it actually discourages people who are

2978
00:52:44,790 --> 00:52:44,800
it actually discourages people who are
 

2979
00:52:44,800 --> 00:52:47,430
it actually discourages people who are
getting into creating things online it

2980
00:52:47,430 --> 00:52:47,440
getting into creating things online it
 

2981
00:52:47,440 --> 00:52:49,510
getting into creating things online it
discourages them from using things that

2982
00:52:49,510 --> 00:52:49,520
discourages them from using things that
 

2983
00:52:49,520 --> 00:52:51,430
discourages them from using things that
are available to them

2984
00:52:51,430 --> 00:52:51,440
are available to them
 

2985
00:52:51,440 --> 00:52:53,829
are available to them
to get better in certain ways to get

2986
00:52:53,829 --> 00:52:53,839
to get better in certain ways to get
 

2987
00:52:53,839 --> 00:52:55,829
to get better in certain ways to get
involved in group projects because they

2988
00:52:55,829 --> 00:52:55,839
involved in group projects because they
 

2989
00:52:55,839 --> 00:52:56,950
involved in group projects because they
get told

2990
00:52:56,950 --> 00:52:56,960
get told
 

2991
00:52:56,960 --> 00:52:58,549
get told
oh well if you're not getting paid for

2992
00:52:58,549 --> 00:52:58,559
oh well if you're not getting paid for
 

2993
00:52:58,559 --> 00:53:00,950
oh well if you're not getting paid for
it you're a sucker and i think that's

2994
00:53:00,950 --> 00:53:00,960
it you're a sucker and i think that's
 

2995
00:53:00,960 --> 00:53:02,470
it you're a sucker and i think that's
extremely unfair and i think it's

2996
00:53:02,470 --> 00:53:02,480
extremely unfair and i think it's
 

2997
00:53:02,480 --> 00:53:04,630
extremely unfair and i think it's
extremely limiting and i think it's

2998
00:53:04,630 --> 00:53:04,640
extremely limiting and i think it's
 

2999
00:53:04,640 --> 00:53:07,270
extremely limiting and i think it's
quite insulting because it insinuates

3000
00:53:07,270 --> 00:53:07,280
quite insulting because it insinuates
 

3001
00:53:07,280 --> 00:53:10,790
quite insulting because it insinuates
that all creators online who do things

3002
00:53:10,790 --> 00:53:10,800
that all creators online who do things
 

3003
00:53:10,800 --> 00:53:12,630
that all creators online who do things
without payment are

3004
00:53:12,630 --> 00:53:12,640
without payment are
 

3005
00:53:12,640 --> 00:53:14,230
without payment are
naive and young and all that kind of

3006
00:53:14,230 --> 00:53:14,240
naive and young and all that kind of
 

3007
00:53:14,240 --> 00:53:15,270
naive and young and all that kind of
thing and

3008
00:53:15,270 --> 00:53:15,280
thing and
 

3009
00:53:15,280 --> 00:53:17,190
thing and
some of us have worked professionally

3010
00:53:17,190 --> 00:53:17,200
some of us have worked professionally
 

3011
00:53:17,200 --> 00:53:19,990
some of us have worked professionally
within this industry and to write it off

3012
00:53:19,990 --> 00:53:20,000
within this industry and to write it off
 

3013
00:53:20,000 --> 00:53:21,829
within this industry and to write it off
as naivety it's

3014
00:53:21,829 --> 00:53:21,839
as naivety it's
 

3015
00:53:21,839 --> 00:53:24,470
as naivety it's
i i find it rather insulting and that's

3016
00:53:24,470 --> 00:53:24,480
i i find it rather insulting and that's
 

3017
00:53:24,480 --> 00:53:26,230
i i find it rather insulting and that's
just me personally and

3018
00:53:26,230 --> 00:53:26,240
just me personally and
 

3019
00:53:26,240 --> 00:53:28,390
just me personally and
i feel it's an asset that can be

3020
00:53:28,390 --> 00:53:28,400
i feel it's an asset that can be
 

3021
00:53:28,400 --> 00:53:31,349
i feel it's an asset that can be
utilized just like any other asset

3022
00:53:31,349 --> 00:53:31,359
utilized just like any other asset
 

3023
00:53:31,359 --> 00:53:33,589
utilized just like any other asset
so i ended up trying to talk to her at

3024
00:53:33,589 --> 00:53:33,599
so i ended up trying to talk to her at
 

3025
00:53:33,599 --> 00:53:36,790
so i ended up trying to talk to her at
most in a firm way i guess and explain

3026
00:53:36,790 --> 00:53:36,800
most in a firm way i guess and explain
 

3027
00:53:36,800 --> 00:53:38,710
most in a firm way i guess and explain
what i just told you and then she

3028
00:53:38,710 --> 00:53:38,720
what i just told you and then she
 

3029
00:53:38,720 --> 00:53:41,829
what i just told you and then she
exploded then into the monster kp image

3030
00:53:41,829 --> 00:53:41,839
exploded then into the monster kp image
 

3031
00:53:41,839 --> 00:53:43,910
exploded then into the monster kp image
that she was already misled about and i

3032
00:53:43,910 --> 00:53:43,920
that she was already misled about and i
 

3033
00:53:43,920 --> 00:53:45,750
that she was already misled about and i
did the stupid thing where i apologize

3034
00:53:45,750 --> 00:53:45,760
did the stupid thing where i apologize
 

3035
00:53:45,760 --> 00:53:48,549
did the stupid thing where i apologize
for it and again as history shows when

3036
00:53:48,549 --> 00:53:48,559
for it and again as history shows when
 

3037
00:53:48,559 --> 00:53:50,790
for it and again as history shows when
you apologize for something sometimes

3038
00:53:50,790 --> 00:53:50,800
you apologize for something sometimes
 

3039
00:53:50,800 --> 00:53:52,470
you apologize for something sometimes
that affirms guilt to people who might

3040
00:53:52,470 --> 00:53:52,480
that affirms guilt to people who might
 

3041
00:53:52,480 --> 00:53:54,470
that affirms guilt to people who might
not understand the whole story and this

3042
00:53:54,470 --> 00:53:54,480
not understand the whole story and this
 

3043
00:53:54,480 --> 00:53:56,309
not understand the whole story and this
person instead of reporting it to staff

3044
00:53:56,309 --> 00:53:56,319
person instead of reporting it to staff
 

3045
00:53:56,319 --> 00:53:58,150
person instead of reporting it to staff
the table person then used twitter as

3046
00:53:58,150 --> 00:53:58,160
the table person then used twitter as
 

3047
00:53:58,160 --> 00:53:59,829
the table person then used twitter as
well as the narrative of me just being a

3048
00:53:59,829 --> 00:53:59,839
well as the narrative of me just being a
 

3049
00:53:59,839 --> 00:54:02,630
well as the narrative of me just being a
bad person to validate her story and in

3050
00:54:02,630 --> 00:54:02,640
bad person to validate her story and in
 

3051
00:54:02,640 --> 00:54:03,910
bad person to validate her story and in
combination with my already

3052
00:54:03,910 --> 00:54:03,920
combination with my already
 

3053
00:54:03,920 --> 00:54:05,750
combination with my already
misinformation standing that i'm now

3054
00:54:05,750 --> 00:54:05,760
misinformation standing that i'm now
 

3055
00:54:05,760 --> 00:54:08,710
misinformation standing that i'm now
clarifying it was kind of a hot mess as

3056
00:54:08,710 --> 00:54:08,720
clarifying it was kind of a hot mess as
 

3057
00:54:08,720 --> 00:54:11,349
clarifying it was kind of a hot mess as
well as exaggerating that harassment and

3058
00:54:11,349 --> 00:54:11,359
well as exaggerating that harassment and
 

3059
00:54:11,359 --> 00:54:13,349
well as exaggerating that harassment and
talking to someone are two different

3060
00:54:13,349 --> 00:54:13,359
talking to someone are two different
 

3061
00:54:13,359 --> 00:54:15,270
talking to someone are two different
things i just took down that apology

3062
00:54:15,270 --> 00:54:15,280
things i just took down that apology
 

3063
00:54:15,280 --> 00:54:17,030
things i just took down that apology
recently because it was stupid and i'm

3064
00:54:17,030 --> 00:54:17,040
recently because it was stupid and i'm
 

3065
00:54:17,040 --> 00:54:18,950
recently because it was stupid and i'm
not apologizing for being firm and

3066
00:54:18,950 --> 00:54:18,960
not apologizing for being firm and
 

3067
00:54:18,960 --> 00:54:19,990
not apologizing for being firm and
trying to talk to you about a

3068
00:54:19,990 --> 00:54:20,000
trying to talk to you about a
 

3069
00:54:20,000 --> 00:54:21,829
trying to talk to you about a
miscommunication i've learned my lesson

3070
00:54:21,829 --> 00:54:21,839
miscommunication i've learned my lesson
 

3071
00:54:21,839 --> 00:54:23,990
miscommunication i've learned my lesson
i'm not apologizing for something that

3072
00:54:23,990 --> 00:54:24,000
i'm not apologizing for something that
 

3073
00:54:24,000 --> 00:54:26,470
i'm not apologizing for something that
you thought i did again these are grown

3074
00:54:26,470 --> 00:54:26,480
you thought i did again these are grown
 

3075
00:54:26,480 --> 00:54:28,309
you thought i did again these are grown
adults who are just reading believing

3076
00:54:28,309 --> 00:54:28,319
adults who are just reading believing
 

3077
00:54:28,319 --> 00:54:29,990
adults who are just reading believing
everything they want to and it doesn't

3078
00:54:29,990 --> 00:54:30,000
everything they want to and it doesn't
 

3079
00:54:30,000 --> 00:54:32,150
everything they want to and it doesn't
matter how it affected me because she

3080
00:54:32,150 --> 00:54:32,160
matter how it affected me because she
 

3081
00:54:32,160 --> 00:54:34,230
matter how it affected me because she
deserved it because the thing i read

3082
00:54:34,230 --> 00:54:34,240
deserved it because the thing i read
 

3083
00:54:34,240 --> 00:54:36,309
deserved it because the thing i read
must be true and not someone trying to

3084
00:54:36,309 --> 00:54:36,319
must be true and not someone trying to
 

3085
00:54:36,319 --> 00:54:38,069
must be true and not someone trying to
lie or inflate something to get those

3086
00:54:38,069 --> 00:54:38,079
lie or inflate something to get those
 

3087
00:54:38,079 --> 00:54:39,430
lie or inflate something to get those
retweet dunks

3088
00:54:39,430 --> 00:54:39,440
retweet dunks
 

3089
00:54:39,440 --> 00:54:42,790
retweet dunks
danger being eliminated

3090
00:54:42,790 --> 00:54:42,800

 

3091
00:54:42,800 --> 00:54:44,549

one of my favorite lines from all this

3092
00:54:44,549 --> 00:54:44,559
one of my favorite lines from all this
 

3093
00:54:44,559 --> 00:54:46,870
one of my favorite lines from all this
was there are pedophiles in the fandom

3094
00:54:46,870 --> 00:54:46,880
was there are pedophiles in the fandom
 

3095
00:54:46,880 --> 00:54:48,309
was there are pedophiles in the fandom
people need to get their priorities

3096
00:54:48,309 --> 00:54:48,319
people need to get their priorities
 

3097
00:54:48,319 --> 00:54:51,349
people need to get their priorities
checked ugh so good maybe she thought i

3098
00:54:51,349 --> 00:54:51,359
checked ugh so good maybe she thought i
 

3099
00:54:51,359 --> 00:54:52,950
checked ugh so good maybe she thought i
was going to come after her with my my

3100
00:54:52,950 --> 00:54:52,960
was going to come after her with my my
 

3101
00:54:52,960 --> 00:54:55,109
was going to come after her with my my
little pony theme mafia or something is

3102
00:54:55,109 --> 00:54:55,119
little pony theme mafia or something is
 

3103
00:54:55,119 --> 00:54:57,030
little pony theme mafia or something is
this is stupid this is also the same

3104
00:54:57,030 --> 00:54:57,040
this is stupid this is also the same
 

3105
00:54:57,040 --> 00:54:58,870
this is stupid this is also the same
convention that had all the sexual

3106
00:54:58,870 --> 00:54:58,880
convention that had all the sexual
 

3107
00:54:58,880 --> 00:55:00,790
convention that had all the sexual
harassment the last time so that

3108
00:55:00,790 --> 00:55:00,800
harassment the last time so that
 

3109
00:55:00,800 --> 00:55:02,630
harassment the last time so that
eventually led to more cons that you're

3110
00:55:02,630 --> 00:55:02,640
eventually led to more cons that you're
 

3111
00:55:02,640 --> 00:55:05,030
eventually led to more cons that you're
dropping me which fine i guess but let

3112
00:55:05,030 --> 00:55:05,040
dropping me which fine i guess but let
 

3113
00:55:05,040 --> 00:55:07,589
dropping me which fine i guess but let
it cool off bronycon con head shear

3114
00:55:07,589 --> 00:55:07,599
it cool off bronycon con head shear
 

3115
00:55:07,599 --> 00:55:10,069
it cool off bronycon con head shear
goldberg specifically called me as to

3116
00:55:10,069 --> 00:55:10,079
goldberg specifically called me as to
 

3117
00:55:10,079 --> 00:55:12,710
goldberg specifically called me as to
not you know leave a paper trail but my

3118
00:55:12,710 --> 00:55:12,720
not you know leave a paper trail but my
 

3119
00:55:12,720 --> 00:55:14,630
not you know leave a paper trail but my
disappointment in bronycon in particular

3120
00:55:14,630 --> 00:55:14,640
disappointment in bronycon in particular
 

3121
00:55:14,640 --> 00:55:15,990
disappointment in bronycon in particular
was that the stuff ended up getting

3122
00:55:15,990 --> 00:55:16,000
was that the stuff ended up getting
 

3123
00:55:16,000 --> 00:55:17,670
was that the stuff ended up getting
cleared in a letter later and they were

3124
00:55:17,670 --> 00:55:17,680
cleared in a letter later and they were
 

3125
00:55:17,680 --> 00:55:19,829
cleared in a letter later and they were
again enabling this garbage and all this

3126
00:55:19,829 --> 00:55:19,839
again enabling this garbage and all this
 

3127
00:55:19,839 --> 00:55:21,670
again enabling this garbage and all this
abuse if they let the stuff control the

3128
00:55:21,670 --> 00:55:21,680
abuse if they let the stuff control the
 

3129
00:55:21,680 --> 00:55:23,670
abuse if they let the stuff control the
narrative and how they treated me so

3130
00:55:23,670 --> 00:55:23,680
narrative and how they treated me so
 

3131
00:55:23,680 --> 00:55:25,030
narrative and how they treated me so
after it was clear they didn't want to

3132
00:55:25,030 --> 00:55:25,040
after it was clear they didn't want to
 

3133
00:55:25,040 --> 00:55:27,910
after it was clear they didn't want to
talk to me directly about the 2019 show

3134
00:55:27,910 --> 00:55:27,920
talk to me directly about the 2019 show
 

3135
00:55:27,920 --> 00:55:29,589
talk to me directly about the 2019 show
i don't even know i was bothering at

3136
00:55:29,589 --> 00:55:29,599
i don't even know i was bothering at
 

3137
00:55:29,599 --> 00:55:31,430
i don't even know i was bothering at
this point i wrote a public letter where

3138
00:55:31,430 --> 00:55:31,440
this point i wrote a public letter where
 

3139
00:55:31,440 --> 00:55:33,510
this point i wrote a public letter where
i mostly criticized this attitude while

3140
00:55:33,510 --> 00:55:33,520
i mostly criticized this attitude while
 

3141
00:55:33,520 --> 00:55:35,030
i mostly criticized this attitude while
people like lost and mad grow on the

3142
00:55:35,030 --> 00:55:35,040
people like lost and mad grow on the
 

3143
00:55:35,040 --> 00:55:36,790
people like lost and mad grow on the
guest list and were actually doing some

3144
00:55:36,790 --> 00:55:36,800
guest list and were actually doing some
 

3145
00:55:36,800 --> 00:55:39,270
guest list and were actually doing some
shady things at best and these issues

3146
00:55:39,270 --> 00:55:39,280
shady things at best and these issues
 

3147
00:55:39,280 --> 00:55:41,750
shady things at best and these issues
were overlooked because as the target i

3148
00:55:41,750 --> 00:55:41,760
were overlooked because as the target i
 

3149
00:55:41,760 --> 00:55:43,670
were overlooked because as the target i
decided and was gaslit not to bring

3150
00:55:43,670 --> 00:55:43,680
decided and was gaslit not to bring
 

3151
00:55:43,680 --> 00:55:45,750
decided and was gaslit not to bring
attention to these issues so grown

3152
00:55:45,750 --> 00:55:45,760
attention to these issues so grown
 

3153
00:55:45,760 --> 00:55:47,990
attention to these issues so grown
adults sheriff goldberg you know i guess

3154
00:55:47,990 --> 00:55:48,000
adults sheriff goldberg you know i guess
 

3155
00:55:48,000 --> 00:55:49,589
adults sheriff goldberg you know i guess
one of your own people can actually turn

3156
00:55:49,589 --> 00:55:49,599
one of your own people can actually turn
 

3157
00:55:49,599 --> 00:55:51,510
one of your own people can actually turn
out to be a piece of [\h__\h] personally

3158
00:55:51,510 --> 00:55:51,520
out to be a piece of [\h__\h] personally
 

3159
00:55:51,520 --> 00:55:53,430
out to be a piece of [\h__\h] personally
retorted by trying to ban me from

3160
00:55:53,430 --> 00:55:53,440
retorted by trying to ban me from
 

3161
00:55:53,440 --> 00:55:56,309
retorted by trying to ban me from
vending a week before the convention and

3162
00:55:56,309 --> 00:55:56,319
vending a week before the convention and
 

3163
00:55:56,319 --> 00:55:58,950
vending a week before the convention and
had security on my ass as well as not

3164
00:55:58,950 --> 00:55:58,960
had security on my ass as well as not
 

3165
00:55:58,960 --> 00:56:01,349
had security on my ass as well as not
allowing me to sit behind my own goddamn

3166
00:56:01,349 --> 00:56:01,359
allowing me to sit behind my own goddamn
 

3167
00:56:01,359 --> 00:56:04,069
allowing me to sit behind my own goddamn
booth that i was paying for and also

3168
00:56:04,069 --> 00:56:04,079
booth that i was paying for and also
 

3169
00:56:04,079 --> 00:56:06,069
booth that i was paying for and also
moving all my panels to midnight or when

3170
00:56:06,069 --> 00:56:06,079
moving all my panels to midnight or when
 

3171
00:56:06,079 --> 00:56:09,349
moving all my panels to midnight or when
i am you know petty petty [\h__\h] again

3172
00:56:09,349 --> 00:56:09,359
i am you know petty petty [\h__\h] again
 

3173
00:56:09,359 --> 00:56:11,510
i am you know petty petty [\h__\h] again
cheer your head of a community that

3174
00:56:11,510 --> 00:56:11,520
cheer your head of a community that
 

3175
00:56:11,520 --> 00:56:13,589
cheer your head of a community that
believes in love and friendship and

3176
00:56:13,589 --> 00:56:13,599
believes in love and friendship and
 

3177
00:56:13,599 --> 00:56:16,789
believes in love and friendship and
magic and general morality what the [\h__\h]

3178
00:56:16,789 --> 00:56:16,799
magic and general morality what the [\h__\h]
 

3179
00:56:16,799 --> 00:56:18,950
magic and general morality what the [\h__\h]
were you doing so later when it turns

3180
00:56:18,950 --> 00:56:18,960
were you doing so later when it turns
 

3181
00:56:18,960 --> 00:56:20,390
were you doing so later when it turns
out there was an actual bronycon

3182
00:56:20,390 --> 00:56:20,400
out there was an actual bronycon
 

3183
00:56:20,400 --> 00:56:22,470
out there was an actual bronycon
security guard who was a confirmed

3184
00:56:22,470 --> 00:56:22,480
security guard who was a confirmed
 

3185
00:56:22,480 --> 00:56:24,390
security guard who was a confirmed
pedophile this is the story of grizzly

3186
00:56:24,390 --> 00:56:24,400
pedophile this is the story of grizzly
 

3187
00:56:24,400 --> 00:56:26,230
pedophile this is the story of grizzly
the medic real name taylor lasalle a

3188
00:56:26,230 --> 00:56:26,240
the medic real name taylor lasalle a
 

3189
00:56:26,240 --> 00:56:27,750
the medic real name taylor lasalle a
member of bronycon security who was

3190
00:56:27,750 --> 00:56:27,760
member of bronycon security who was
 

3191
00:56:27,760 --> 00:56:29,109
member of bronycon security who was
placed in charge of the safety of many

3192
00:56:29,109 --> 00:56:29,119
placed in charge of the safety of many
 

3193
00:56:29,119 --> 00:56:30,549
placed in charge of the safety of many
people at a convention including

3194
00:56:30,549 --> 00:56:30,559
people at a convention including
 

3195
00:56:30,559 --> 00:56:33,190
people at a convention including
children and he's also a child molester

3196
00:56:33,190 --> 00:56:33,200
children and he's also a child molester
 

3197
00:56:33,200 --> 00:56:34,630
children and he's also a child molester
lasalle was caught in the same kind of

3198
00:56:34,630 --> 00:56:34,640
lasalle was caught in the same kind of
 

3199
00:56:34,640 --> 00:56:35,829
lasalle was caught in the same kind of
place that many of brony have been

3200
00:56:35,829 --> 00:56:35,839
place that many of brony have been
 

3201
00:56:35,839 --> 00:56:37,270
place that many of brony have been
caught in during the last two years

3202
00:56:37,270 --> 00:56:37,280
caught in during the last two years
 

3203
00:56:37,280 --> 00:56:39,030
caught in during the last two years
knowingly and deliberately sexting a

3204
00:56:39,030 --> 00:56:39,040
knowingly and deliberately sexting a
 

3205
00:56:39,040 --> 00:56:40,789
knowingly and deliberately sexting a
minor and sexting a minor with this

3206
00:56:40,789 --> 00:56:40,799
minor and sexting a minor with this
 

3207
00:56:40,799 --> 00:56:43,030
minor and sexting a minor with this
weird insistence on being the top and

3208
00:56:43,030 --> 00:56:43,040
weird insistence on being the top and
 

3209
00:56:43,040 --> 00:56:44,950
weird insistence on being the top and
sharing company we're trying to play it

3210
00:56:44,950 --> 00:56:44,960
sharing company we're trying to play it
 

3211
00:56:44,960 --> 00:56:47,829
sharing company we're trying to play it
out and gaslight the victims for pr

3212
00:56:47,829 --> 00:56:47,839
out and gaslight the victims for pr
 

3213
00:56:47,839 --> 00:56:50,309
out and gaslight the victims for pr
hi emmy i'm sure the former bronycon

3214
00:56:50,309 --> 00:56:50,319
hi emmy i'm sure the former bronycon
 

3215
00:56:50,319 --> 00:56:52,069
hi emmy i'm sure the former bronycon
chair you've mentioned some things that

3216
00:56:52,069 --> 00:56:52,079
chair you've mentioned some things that
 

3217
00:56:52,079 --> 00:56:53,510
chair you've mentioned some things that
implied you were one of the people hurt

3218
00:56:53,510 --> 00:56:53,520
implied you were one of the people hurt
 

3219
00:56:53,520 --> 00:56:55,829
implied you were one of the people hurt
by grizzly if that's true and you'd like

3220
00:56:55,829 --> 00:56:55,839
by grizzly if that's true and you'd like
 

3221
00:56:55,839 --> 00:56:57,589
by grizzly if that's true and you'd like
to talk to me about it please let me

3222
00:56:57,589 --> 00:56:57,599
to talk to me about it please let me
 

3223
00:56:57,599 --> 00:56:59,829
to talk to me about it please let me
know i apologize for not reaching out

3224
00:56:59,829 --> 00:56:59,839
know i apologize for not reaching out
 

3225
00:56:59,839 --> 00:57:01,829
know i apologize for not reaching out
sooner to ask i only saw your tweets

3226
00:57:01,829 --> 00:57:01,839
sooner to ask i only saw your tweets
 

3227
00:57:01,839 --> 00:57:02,870
sooner to ask i only saw your tweets
today

3228
00:57:02,870 --> 00:57:02,880
today
 

3229
00:57:02,880 --> 00:57:05,270
today
i know and understand the frustration

3230
00:57:05,270 --> 00:57:05,280
i know and understand the frustration
 

3231
00:57:05,280 --> 00:57:07,190
i know and understand the frustration
it's scary and easy to think the worst

3232
00:57:07,190 --> 00:57:07,200
it's scary and easy to think the worst
 

3233
00:57:07,200 --> 00:57:09,750
it's scary and easy to think the worst
when an organization stays silent when

3234
00:57:09,750 --> 00:57:09,760
when an organization stays silent when
 

3235
00:57:09,760 --> 00:57:11,430
when an organization stays silent when
something happens where the privacy and

3236
00:57:11,430 --> 00:57:11,440
something happens where the privacy and
 

3237
00:57:11,440 --> 00:57:13,829
something happens where the privacy and
safety of victims are at risk our policy

3238
00:57:13,829 --> 00:57:13,839
safety of victims are at risk our policy
 

3239
00:57:13,839 --> 00:57:15,589
safety of victims are at risk our policy
is not to make a public statement about

3240
00:57:15,589 --> 00:57:15,599
is not to make a public statement about
 

3241
00:57:15,599 --> 00:57:17,589
is not to make a public statement about
it and instead reach out privately to

3242
00:57:17,589 --> 00:57:17,599
it and instead reach out privately to
 

3243
00:57:17,599 --> 00:57:19,589
it and instead reach out privately to
those affected our intent is to prevent

3244
00:57:19,589 --> 00:57:19,599
those affected our intent is to prevent
 

3245
00:57:19,599 --> 00:57:21,510
those affected our intent is to prevent
anyone who has already hurt additional

3246
00:57:21,510 --> 00:57:21,520
anyone who has already hurt additional
 

3247
00:57:21,520 --> 00:57:23,270
anyone who has already hurt additional
distress by giving the incident as

3248
00:57:23,270 --> 00:57:23,280
distress by giving the incident as
 

3249
00:57:23,280 --> 00:57:25,270
distress by giving the incident as
little air time as possible and putting

3250
00:57:25,270 --> 00:57:25,280
little air time as possible and putting
 

3251
00:57:25,280 --> 00:57:28,390
little air time as possible and putting
their confidentiality and safety first

3252
00:57:28,390 --> 00:57:28,400
their confidentiality and safety first
 

3253
00:57:28,400 --> 00:57:30,309
their confidentiality and safety first
i know in this situation this policy is

3254
00:57:30,309 --> 00:57:30,319
i know in this situation this policy is
 

3255
00:57:30,319 --> 00:57:32,470
i know in this situation this policy is
tougher to understand so much of this is

3256
00:57:32,470 --> 00:57:32,480
tougher to understand so much of this is
 

3257
00:57:32,480 --> 00:57:33,829
tougher to understand so much of this is
public that you've probably

3258
00:57:33,829 --> 00:57:33,839
public that you've probably
 

3259
00:57:33,839 --> 00:57:36,150
public that you've probably
unfortunately gotten used to the stress

3260
00:57:36,150 --> 00:57:36,160
unfortunately gotten used to the stress
 

3261
00:57:36,160 --> 00:57:38,309
unfortunately gotten used to the stress
of having things open to public comment

3262
00:57:38,309 --> 00:57:38,319
of having things open to public comment
 

3263
00:57:38,319 --> 00:57:40,870
of having things open to public comment
however bronycon's reach is very broad

3264
00:57:40,870 --> 00:57:40,880
however bronycon's reach is very broad
 

3265
00:57:40,880 --> 00:57:42,710
however bronycon's reach is very broad
and making a statement would bring much

3266
00:57:42,710 --> 00:57:42,720
and making a statement would bring much
 

3267
00:57:42,720 --> 00:57:44,549
and making a statement would bring much
more intense scrutiny on you than would

3268
00:57:44,549 --> 00:57:44,559
more intense scrutiny on you than would
 

3269
00:57:44,559 --> 00:57:46,789
more intense scrutiny on you than would
otherwise occur

3270
00:57:46,789 --> 00:57:46,799
otherwise occur
 

3271
00:57:46,799 --> 00:57:48,870
otherwise occur
many people who follow bronycon social

3272
00:57:48,870 --> 00:57:48,880
many people who follow bronycon social
 

3273
00:57:48,880 --> 00:57:50,870
many people who follow bronycon social
media aren't aware of what's happening

3274
00:57:50,870 --> 00:57:50,880
media aren't aware of what's happening
 

3275
00:57:50,880 --> 00:57:52,470
media aren't aware of what's happening
and the quickest way to increase the

3276
00:57:52,470 --> 00:57:52,480
and the quickest way to increase the
 

3277
00:57:52,480 --> 00:57:54,230
and the quickest way to increase the
reach and likelihood of another bad

3278
00:57:54,230 --> 00:57:54,240
reach and likelihood of another bad
 

3279
00:57:54,240 --> 00:57:56,069
reach and likelihood of another bad
actor seeing this information would be

3280
00:57:56,069 --> 00:57:56,079
actor seeing this information would be
 

3281
00:57:56,079 --> 00:57:57,670
actor seeing this information would be
to make a statement

3282
00:57:57,670 --> 00:57:57,680
to make a statement
 

3283
00:57:57,680 --> 00:57:59,670
to make a statement
a lot of sensitive information about you

3284
00:57:59,670 --> 00:57:59,680
a lot of sensitive information about you
 

3285
00:57:59,680 --> 00:58:01,510
a lot of sensitive information about you
and others is out there and we'd like to

3286
00:58:01,510 --> 00:58:01,520
and others is out there and we'd like to
 

3287
00:58:01,520 --> 00:58:03,349
and others is out there and we'd like to
do what we can to make sure it doesn't

3288
00:58:03,349 --> 00:58:03,359
do what we can to make sure it doesn't
 

3289
00:58:03,359 --> 00:58:05,349
do what we can to make sure it doesn't
get into the wrong hands or make things

3290
00:58:05,349 --> 00:58:05,359
get into the wrong hands or make things
 

3291
00:58:05,359 --> 00:58:07,430
get into the wrong hands or make things
worse for any of you

3292
00:58:07,430 --> 00:58:07,440
worse for any of you
 

3293
00:58:07,440 --> 00:58:08,789
worse for any of you
at this point we have additional

3294
00:58:08,789 --> 00:58:08,799
at this point we have additional
 

3295
00:58:08,799 --> 00:58:10,630
at this point we have additional
concerns that making a public statement

3296
00:58:10,630 --> 00:58:10,640
concerns that making a public statement
 

3297
00:58:10,640 --> 00:58:12,549
concerns that making a public statement
would come across as trying to win back

3298
00:58:12,549 --> 00:58:12,559
would come across as trying to win back
 

3299
00:58:12,559 --> 00:58:15,190
would come across as trying to win back
goodwill rather than out of sincerity if

3300
00:58:15,190 --> 00:58:15,200
goodwill rather than out of sincerity if
 

3301
00:58:15,200 --> 00:58:16,549
goodwill rather than out of sincerity if
people choose to believe that this is

3302
00:58:16,549 --> 00:58:16,559
people choose to believe that this is
 

3303
00:58:16,559 --> 00:58:18,150
people choose to believe that this is
part of a cover-up that's their

3304
00:58:18,150 --> 00:58:18,160
part of a cover-up that's their
 

3305
00:58:18,160 --> 00:58:20,150
part of a cover-up that's their
prerogative right now we want to focus

3306
00:58:20,150 --> 00:58:20,160
prerogative right now we want to focus
 

3307
00:58:20,160 --> 00:58:22,309
prerogative right now we want to focus
on providing support to you and getting

3308
00:58:22,309 --> 00:58:22,319
on providing support to you and getting
 

3309
00:58:22,319 --> 00:58:23,990
on providing support to you and getting
the appropriate action taken against

3310
00:58:23,990 --> 00:58:24,000
the appropriate action taken against
 

3311
00:58:24,000 --> 00:58:25,430
the appropriate action taken against
grizzly

3312
00:58:25,430 --> 00:58:25,440
grizzly
 

3313
00:58:25,440 --> 00:58:27,910
grizzly
man that was some delicious delicious

3314
00:58:27,910 --> 00:58:27,920
man that was some delicious delicious
 

3315
00:58:27,920 --> 00:58:30,470
man that was some delicious delicious
irony you can't ask for anything better

3316
00:58:30,470 --> 00:58:30,480
irony you can't ask for anything better
 

3317
00:58:30,480 --> 00:58:32,549
irony you can't ask for anything better
than that it's like poetry so if they

3318
00:58:32,549 --> 00:58:32,559
than that it's like poetry so if they
 

3319
00:58:32,559 --> 00:58:33,910
than that it's like poetry so if they
rhyme

3320
00:58:33,910 --> 00:58:33,920
rhyme
 

3321
00:58:33,920 --> 00:58:35,510
rhyme
every stanza kind of rhymes with the

3322
00:58:35,510 --> 00:58:35,520
every stanza kind of rhymes with the
 

3323
00:58:35,520 --> 00:58:36,870
every stanza kind of rhymes with the
last one

3324
00:58:36,870 --> 00:58:36,880
last one
 

3325
00:58:36,880 --> 00:58:38,390
last one
to be fair there might have been some

3326
00:58:38,390 --> 00:58:38,400
to be fair there might have been some
 

3327
00:58:38,400 --> 00:58:40,470
to be fair there might have been some
legal reason why they chose to do this

3328
00:58:40,470 --> 00:58:40,480
legal reason why they chose to do this
 

3329
00:58:40,480 --> 00:58:42,390
legal reason why they chose to do this
but still it wasn't a good move i

3330
00:58:42,390 --> 00:58:42,400
but still it wasn't a good move i
 

3331
00:58:42,400 --> 00:58:43,829
but still it wasn't a good move i
wouldn't trust anyone who tries to

3332
00:58:43,829 --> 00:58:43,839
wouldn't trust anyone who tries to
 

3333
00:58:43,839 --> 00:58:45,430
wouldn't trust anyone who tries to
belittle the psychological effects

3334
00:58:45,430 --> 00:58:45,440
belittle the psychological effects
 

3335
00:58:45,440 --> 00:58:47,430
belittle the psychological effects
sexual harassment abuse has on children

3336
00:58:47,430 --> 00:58:47,440
sexual harassment abuse has on children
 

3337
00:58:47,440 --> 00:58:49,829
sexual harassment abuse has on children
with a 10 foot pole and they sure as

3338
00:58:49,829 --> 00:58:49,839
with a 10 foot pole and they sure as
 

3339
00:58:49,839 --> 00:58:51,589
with a 10 foot pole and they sure as
hell shouldn't be allowed to plan public

3340
00:58:51,589 --> 00:58:51,599
hell shouldn't be allowed to plan public
 

3341
00:58:51,599 --> 00:58:53,670
hell shouldn't be allowed to plan public
events imagine if this happened at an

3342
00:58:53,670 --> 00:58:53,680
events imagine if this happened at an
 

3343
00:58:53,680 --> 00:58:55,589
events imagine if this happened at an
elementary school or something it would

3344
00:58:55,589 --> 00:58:55,599
elementary school or something it would
 

3345
00:58:55,599 --> 00:58:57,910
elementary school or something it would
be a nightmare how dare you ruin the

3346
00:58:57,910 --> 00:58:57,920
be a nightmare how dare you ruin the
 

3347
00:58:57,920 --> 00:58:59,990
be a nightmare how dare you ruin the
reputation of my adult my little pony

3348
00:58:59,990 --> 00:59:00,000
reputation of my adult my little pony
 

3349
00:59:00,000 --> 00:59:01,990
reputation of my adult my little pony
convention do you survivor of sexual

3350
00:59:01,990 --> 00:59:02,000
convention do you survivor of sexual
 

3351
00:59:02,000 --> 00:59:04,069
convention do you survivor of sexual
harassment as purple tinker the original

3352
00:59:04,069 --> 00:59:04,079
harassment as purple tinker the original
 

3353
00:59:04,079 --> 00:59:06,069
harassment as purple tinker the original
founder of bronycon said a few weeks ago

3354
00:59:06,069 --> 00:59:06,079
founder of bronycon said a few weeks ago
 

3355
00:59:06,079 --> 00:59:08,309
founder of bronycon said a few weeks ago
it's all about pr it's not about right

3356
00:59:08,309 --> 00:59:08,319
it's all about pr it's not about right
 

3357
00:59:08,319 --> 00:59:09,829
it's all about pr it's not about right
and wrong it's not about protecting

3358
00:59:09,829 --> 00:59:09,839
and wrong it's not about protecting
 

3359
00:59:09,839 --> 00:59:11,190
and wrong it's not about protecting
innocent people from those who would do

3360
00:59:11,190 --> 00:59:11,200
innocent people from those who would do
 

3361
00:59:11,200 --> 00:59:13,349
innocent people from those who would do
them harm it's just about don't cause

3362
00:59:13,349 --> 00:59:13,359
them harm it's just about don't cause
 

3363
00:59:13,359 --> 00:59:15,750
them harm it's just about don't cause
drama and don't rock the boat and don't

3364
00:59:15,750 --> 00:59:15,760
drama and don't rock the boat and don't
 

3365
00:59:15,760 --> 00:59:18,630
drama and don't rock the boat and don't
be bad pr and it's always been like that

3366
00:59:18,630 --> 00:59:18,640
be bad pr and it's always been like that
 

3367
00:59:18,640 --> 00:59:19,990
be bad pr and it's always been like that
it talks a good talk about love

3368
00:59:19,990 --> 00:59:20,000
it talks a good talk about love
 

3369
00:59:20,000 --> 00:59:21,829
it talks a good talk about love
intolerance but uses that to shut down

3370
00:59:21,829 --> 00:59:21,839
intolerance but uses that to shut down
 

3371
00:59:21,839 --> 00:59:24,069
intolerance but uses that to shut down
anyone who brings up real problems it

3372
00:59:24,069 --> 00:59:24,079
anyone who brings up real problems it
 

3373
00:59:24,079 --> 00:59:25,510
anyone who brings up real problems it
labels the discussion of serious

3374
00:59:25,510 --> 00:59:25,520
labels the discussion of serious
 

3375
00:59:25,520 --> 00:59:27,750
labels the discussion of serious
problems as dwama this is a fandom where

3376
00:59:27,750 --> 00:59:27,760
problems as dwama this is a fandom where
 

3377
00:59:27,760 --> 00:59:29,270
problems as dwama this is a fandom where
if you're being abused you're expected

3378
00:59:29,270 --> 00:59:29,280
if you're being abused you're expected
 

3379
00:59:29,280 --> 00:59:31,430
if you're being abused you're expected
to be silent or else you're just causing

3380
00:59:31,430 --> 00:59:31,440
to be silent or else you're just causing
 

3381
00:59:31,440 --> 00:59:33,510
to be silent or else you're just causing
more dwama if someone else gets angry

3382
00:59:33,510 --> 00:59:33,520
more dwama if someone else gets angry
 

3383
00:59:33,520 --> 00:59:35,190
more dwama if someone else gets angry
about having been abused their scene is

3384
00:59:35,190 --> 00:59:35,200
about having been abused their scene is
 

3385
00:59:35,200 --> 00:59:36,549
about having been abused their scene is
the problem because you aren't allowed

3386
00:59:36,549 --> 00:59:36,559
the problem because you aren't allowed
 

3387
00:59:36,559 --> 00:59:38,150
the problem because you aren't allowed
to get angry here even if you're being

3388
00:59:38,150 --> 00:59:38,160
to get angry here even if you're being
 

3389
00:59:38,160 --> 00:59:40,069
to get angry here even if you're being
horribly mistreated and don't forget

3390
00:59:40,069 --> 00:59:40,079
horribly mistreated and don't forget
 

3391
00:59:40,079 --> 00:59:42,710
horribly mistreated and don't forget
about the body pillows some more body

3392
00:59:42,710 --> 00:59:42,720
about the body pillows some more body
 

3393
00:59:42,720 --> 00:59:44,710
about the body pillows some more body
pillows oh look

3394
00:59:44,710 --> 00:59:44,720
pillows oh look
 

3395
00:59:44,720 --> 00:59:47,030
pillows oh look
a body pillow here's perhaps the largest

3396
00:59:47,030 --> 00:59:47,040
a body pillow here's perhaps the largest
 

3397
00:59:47,040 --> 00:59:49,030
a body pillow here's perhaps the largest
selection of body pillows here are some

3398
00:59:49,030 --> 00:59:49,040
selection of body pillows here are some
 

3399
00:59:49,040 --> 00:59:50,789
selection of body pillows here are some
more body pillows

3400
00:59:50,789 --> 00:59:50,799
more body pillows
 

3401
00:59:50,799 --> 00:59:52,710
more body pillows
fun fact i actually asked jenny about

3402
00:59:52,710 --> 00:59:52,720
fun fact i actually asked jenny about
 

3403
00:59:52,720 --> 00:59:54,390
fun fact i actually asked jenny about
doing the anastasia video a little bit

3404
00:59:54,390 --> 00:59:54,400
doing the anastasia video a little bit
 

3405
00:59:54,400 --> 00:59:56,069
doing the anastasia video a little bit
ago but then i chickened out when

3406
00:59:56,069 --> 00:59:56,079
ago but then i chickened out when
 

3407
00:59:56,079 --> 00:59:57,750
ago but then i chickened out when
following up about it because i didn't

3408
00:59:57,750 --> 00:59:57,760
following up about it because i didn't
 

3409
00:59:57,760 --> 00:59:59,510
following up about it because i didn't
want to seem like i wasn't authentic and

3410
00:59:59,510 --> 00:59:59,520
want to seem like i wasn't authentic and
 

3411
00:59:59,520 --> 01:00:01,430
want to seem like i wasn't authentic and
just using people for collabs but we

3412
01:00:01,430 --> 01:00:01,440
just using people for collabs but we
 

3413
01:00:01,440 --> 01:00:03,589
just using people for collabs but we
still have this jenny don blue style art

3414
01:00:03,589 --> 01:00:03,599
still have this jenny don blue style art
 

3415
01:00:03,599 --> 01:00:06,309
still have this jenny don blue style art
and please enjoy it with your eyeballs

3416
01:00:06,309 --> 01:00:06,319
and please enjoy it with your eyeballs
 

3417
01:00:06,319 --> 01:00:09,589
and please enjoy it with your eyeballs
part four bonus round even more

3418
01:00:09,589 --> 01:00:09,599
part four bonus round even more
 

3419
01:00:09,599 --> 01:00:12,630
part four bonus round even more
harassment

3420
01:00:12,630 --> 01:00:12,640

 

3421
01:00:12,640 --> 01:00:14,230

so i thought this was gonna be the end

3422
01:00:14,230 --> 01:00:14,240
so i thought this was gonna be the end
 

3423
01:00:14,240 --> 01:00:16,150
so i thought this was gonna be the end
of the video but i got a fun note

3424
01:00:16,150 --> 01:00:16,160
of the video but i got a fun note
 

3425
01:00:16,160 --> 01:00:18,150
of the video but i got a fun note
essentially so i skimmed the one that

3426
01:00:18,150 --> 01:00:18,160
essentially so i skimmed the one that
 

3427
01:00:18,160 --> 01:00:20,549
essentially so i skimmed the one that
was the most aggressive i guess so

3428
01:00:20,549 --> 01:00:20,559
was the most aggressive i guess so
 

3429
01:00:20,559 --> 01:00:22,390
was the most aggressive i guess so
anything i feel like hasn't been covered

3430
01:00:22,390 --> 01:00:22,400
anything i feel like hasn't been covered
 

3431
01:00:22,400 --> 01:00:24,470
anything i feel like hasn't been covered
in this main video i'm just gonna go

3432
01:00:24,470 --> 01:00:24,480
in this main video i'm just gonna go
 

3433
01:00:24,480 --> 01:00:26,470
in this main video i'm just gonna go
through and debunk here the problem

3434
01:00:26,470 --> 01:00:26,480
through and debunk here the problem
 

3435
01:00:26,480 --> 01:00:28,390
through and debunk here the problem
about the recording is the recording

3436
01:00:28,390 --> 01:00:28,400
about the recording is the recording
 

3437
01:00:28,400 --> 01:00:30,870
about the recording is the recording
shouldn't exist at all it is illegal

3438
01:00:30,870 --> 01:00:30,880
shouldn't exist at all it is illegal
 

3439
01:00:30,880 --> 01:00:32,950
shouldn't exist at all it is illegal
because just because it's not illegal in

3440
01:00:32,950 --> 01:00:32,960
because just because it's not illegal in
 

3441
01:00:32,960 --> 01:00:34,870
because just because it's not illegal in
your state doesn't mean it's not illegal

3442
01:00:34,870 --> 01:00:34,880
your state doesn't mean it's not illegal
 

3443
01:00:34,880 --> 01:00:36,950
your state doesn't mean it's not illegal
in my state and in my state in

3444
01:00:36,950 --> 01:00:36,960
in my state and in my state in
 

3445
01:00:36,960 --> 01:00:39,670
in my state and in my state in
california guess what you need two-party

3446
01:00:39,670 --> 01:00:39,680
california guess what you need two-party
 

3447
01:00:39,680 --> 01:00:42,309
california guess what you need two-party
consent so yeah that makes still legal

3448
01:00:42,309 --> 01:00:42,319
consent so yeah that makes still legal
 

3449
01:00:42,319 --> 01:00:44,150
consent so yeah that makes still legal
keeping in mind that recording someone

3450
01:00:44,150 --> 01:00:44,160
keeping in mind that recording someone
 

3451
01:00:44,160 --> 01:00:46,150
keeping in mind that recording someone
without their consent varies state by

3452
01:00:46,150 --> 01:00:46,160
without their consent varies state by
 

3453
01:00:46,160 --> 01:00:48,069
without their consent varies state by
state legal wise there is something

3454
01:00:48,069 --> 01:00:48,079
state legal wise there is something
 

3455
01:00:48,079 --> 01:00:50,150
state legal wise there is something
called the federal wiretap act it is

3456
01:00:50,150 --> 01:00:50,160
called the federal wiretap act it is
 

3457
01:00:50,160 --> 01:00:52,069
called the federal wiretap act it is
illegal for any person to secretly

3458
01:00:52,069 --> 01:00:52,079
illegal for any person to secretly
 

3459
01:00:52,079 --> 01:00:54,630
illegal for any person to secretly
record an oral telephonic or electronic

3460
01:00:54,630 --> 01:00:54,640
record an oral telephonic or electronic
 

3461
01:00:54,640 --> 01:00:56,549
record an oral telephonic or electronic
communication that other parties of the

3462
01:00:56,549 --> 01:00:56,559
communication that other parties of the
 

3463
01:00:56,559 --> 01:00:58,630
communication that other parties of the
communication expect to be private

3464
01:00:58,630 --> 01:00:58,640
communication expect to be private
 

3465
01:00:58,640 --> 01:01:00,309
communication expect to be private
because this conversation was recorded

3466
01:01:00,309 --> 01:01:00,319
because this conversation was recorded
 

3467
01:01:00,319 --> 01:01:02,470
because this conversation was recorded
in three different states it also might

3468
01:01:02,470 --> 01:01:02,480
in three different states it also might
 

3469
01:01:02,480 --> 01:01:04,069
in three different states it also might
fall into federal law for those

3470
01:01:04,069 --> 01:01:04,079
fall into federal law for those
 

3471
01:01:04,079 --> 01:01:06,309
fall into federal law for those
non-americans federal law is the u.s

3472
01:01:06,309 --> 01:01:06,319
non-americans federal law is the u.s
 

3473
01:01:06,319 --> 01:01:08,309
non-americans federal law is the u.s
country's law comparatively to state

3474
01:01:08,309 --> 01:01:08,319
country's law comparatively to state
 

3475
01:01:08,319 --> 01:01:10,549
country's law comparatively to state
laws which vary state by state and

3476
01:01:10,549 --> 01:01:10,559
laws which vary state by state and
 

3477
01:01:10,559 --> 01:01:12,789
laws which vary state by state and
federal law overpowers state law there

3478
01:01:12,789 --> 01:01:12,799
federal law overpowers state law there
 

3479
01:01:12,799 --> 01:01:14,309
federal law overpowers state law there
you go you don't have to see hamilton

3480
01:01:14,309 --> 01:01:14,319
you go you don't have to see hamilton
 

3481
01:01:14,319 --> 01:01:16,549
you go you don't have to see hamilton
now criminal consequences can include

3482
01:01:16,549 --> 01:01:16,559
now criminal consequences can include
 

3483
01:01:16,559 --> 01:01:18,950
now criminal consequences can include
being in jail for up to five years or a

3484
01:01:18,950 --> 01:01:18,960
being in jail for up to five years or a
 

3485
01:01:18,960 --> 01:01:20,390
being in jail for up to five years or a
fine of 500

3486
01:01:20,390 --> 01:01:20,400
fine of 500
 

3487
01:01:20,400 --> 01:01:22,950
fine of 500
or both but regardless if it's illegal

3488
01:01:22,950 --> 01:01:22,960
or both but regardless if it's illegal
 

3489
01:01:22,960 --> 01:01:25,589
or both but regardless if it's illegal
or not it's still unethical to record

3490
01:01:25,589 --> 01:01:25,599
or not it's still unethical to record
 

3491
01:01:25,599 --> 01:01:27,030
or not it's still unethical to record
someone without their consent or

3492
01:01:27,030 --> 01:01:27,040
someone without their consent or
 

3493
01:01:27,040 --> 01:01:29,349
someone without their consent or
knowledge if you really want to record

3494
01:01:29,349 --> 01:01:29,359
knowledge if you really want to record
 

3495
01:01:29,359 --> 01:01:30,870
knowledge if you really want to record
that call you should have asked

3496
01:01:30,870 --> 01:01:30,880
that call you should have asked
 

3497
01:01:30,880 --> 01:01:32,789
that call you should have asked
beforehand and you should have also made

3498
01:01:32,789 --> 01:01:32,799
beforehand and you should have also made
 

3499
01:01:32,799 --> 01:01:34,950
beforehand and you should have also made
it clear that that was your intention if

3500
01:01:34,950 --> 01:01:34,960
it clear that that was your intention if
 

3501
01:01:34,960 --> 01:01:36,390
it clear that that was your intention if
i would have known this call was going

3502
01:01:36,390 --> 01:01:36,400
i would have known this call was going
 

3503
01:01:36,400 --> 01:01:38,069
i would have known this call was going
to be recorded then i would have never

3504
01:01:38,069 --> 01:01:38,079
to be recorded then i would have never
 

3505
01:01:38,079 --> 01:01:40,549
to be recorded then i would have never
agreed to it and again the fact that you

3506
01:01:40,549 --> 01:01:40,559
agreed to it and again the fact that you
 

3507
01:01:40,559 --> 01:01:42,870
agreed to it and again the fact that you
think i might lie is just kind of just

3508
01:01:42,870 --> 01:01:42,880
think i might lie is just kind of just
 

3509
01:01:42,880 --> 01:01:44,549
think i might lie is just kind of just
being overly aggressive about the

3510
01:01:44,549 --> 01:01:44,559
being overly aggressive about the
 

3511
01:01:44,559 --> 01:01:46,789
being overly aggressive about the
situation like i went to call one

3512
01:01:46,789 --> 01:01:46,799
situation like i went to call one
 

3513
01:01:46,799 --> 01:01:49,270
situation like i went to call one
enclosure obviously that whole call was

3514
01:01:49,270 --> 01:01:49,280
enclosure obviously that whole call was
 

3515
01:01:49,280 --> 01:01:50,950
enclosure obviously that whole call was
a mistake because there was a lot of

3516
01:01:50,950 --> 01:01:50,960
a mistake because there was a lot of
 

3517
01:01:50,960 --> 01:01:52,549
a mistake because there was a lot of
gross things that were said in the call

3518
01:01:52,549 --> 01:01:52,559
gross things that were said in the call
 

3519
01:01:52,559 --> 01:01:54,150
gross things that were said in the call
and i regret the whole thing i regret

3520
01:01:54,150 --> 01:01:54,160
and i regret the whole thing i regret
 

3521
01:01:54,160 --> 01:01:56,470
and i regret the whole thing i regret
even wanting it and these are kind of

3522
01:01:56,470 --> 01:01:56,480
even wanting it and these are kind of
 

3523
01:01:56,480 --> 01:01:58,870
even wanting it and these are kind of
the confusing complaints like if more

3524
01:01:58,870 --> 01:01:58,880
the confusing complaints like if more
 

3525
01:01:58,880 --> 01:02:00,950
the confusing complaints like if more
parties were traumatized as well like

3526
01:02:00,950 --> 01:02:00,960
parties were traumatized as well like
 

3527
01:02:00,960 --> 01:02:03,109
parties were traumatized as well like
other things external to this then i'm

3528
01:02:03,109 --> 01:02:03,119
other things external to this then i'm
 

3529
01:02:03,119 --> 01:02:05,670
other things external to this then i'm
not sure why these things were said to

3530
01:02:05,670 --> 01:02:05,680
not sure why these things were said to
 

3531
01:02:05,680 --> 01:02:08,549
not sure why these things were said to
me the whole oh she waited a year and

3532
01:02:08,549 --> 01:02:08,559
me the whole oh she waited a year and
 

3533
01:02:08,559 --> 01:02:10,950
me the whole oh she waited a year and
i'm just like trauma is not linear as

3534
01:02:10,950 --> 01:02:10,960
i'm just like trauma is not linear as
 

3535
01:02:10,960 --> 01:02:13,829
i'm just like trauma is not linear as
far as recovery and if something is

3536
01:02:13,829 --> 01:02:13,839
far as recovery and if something is
 

3537
01:02:13,839 --> 01:02:16,069
far as recovery and if something is
triggering someone it's very fresh and

3538
01:02:16,069 --> 01:02:16,079
triggering someone it's very fresh and
 

3539
01:02:16,079 --> 01:02:18,470
triggering someone it's very fresh and
new like i'm not doing this to myself on

3540
01:02:18,470 --> 01:02:18,480
new like i'm not doing this to myself on
 

3541
01:02:18,480 --> 01:02:20,150
new like i'm not doing this to myself on
purpose it's just this is something

3542
01:02:20,150 --> 01:02:20,160
purpose it's just this is something
 

3543
01:02:20,160 --> 01:02:21,670
purpose it's just this is something
that's still really bothering me and

3544
01:02:21,670 --> 01:02:21,680
that's still really bothering me and
 

3545
01:02:21,680 --> 01:02:23,349
that's still really bothering me and
still something that i have to deal with

3546
01:02:23,349 --> 01:02:23,359
still something that i have to deal with
 

3547
01:02:23,359 --> 01:02:25,270
still something that i have to deal with
on my daily life i'm not just like

3548
01:02:25,270 --> 01:02:25,280
on my daily life i'm not just like
 

3549
01:02:25,280 --> 01:02:27,829
on my daily life i'm not just like
obsessing over it because i refuse to

3550
01:02:27,829 --> 01:02:27,839
obsessing over it because i refuse to
 

3551
01:02:27,839 --> 01:02:30,069
obsessing over it because i refuse to
move on that's not how trauma works

3552
01:02:30,069 --> 01:02:30,079
move on that's not how trauma works
 

3553
01:02:30,079 --> 01:02:32,230
move on that's not how trauma works
trauma victims don't just not want to

3554
01:02:32,230 --> 01:02:32,240
trauma victims don't just not want to
 

3555
01:02:32,240 --> 01:02:34,069
trauma victims don't just not want to
move on they do want to move on that's

3556
01:02:34,069 --> 01:02:34,079
move on they do want to move on that's
 

3557
01:02:34,079 --> 01:02:36,390
move on they do want to move on that's
kind of the whole point so stating the

3558
01:02:36,390 --> 01:02:36,400
kind of the whole point so stating the
 

3559
01:02:36,400 --> 01:02:38,630
kind of the whole point so stating the
year or how long or it's been so long is

3560
01:02:38,630 --> 01:02:38,640
year or how long or it's been so long is
 

3561
01:02:38,640 --> 01:02:40,230
year or how long or it's been so long is
kind of not really relevant to the

3562
01:02:40,230 --> 01:02:40,240
kind of not really relevant to the
 

3563
01:02:40,240 --> 01:02:41,990
kind of not really relevant to the
argument telling me to take a bubble

3564
01:02:41,990 --> 01:02:42,000
argument telling me to take a bubble
 

3565
01:02:42,000 --> 01:02:44,549
argument telling me to take a bubble
bath is dismissive of the actual issues

3566
01:02:44,549 --> 01:02:44,559
bath is dismissive of the actual issues
 

3567
01:02:44,559 --> 01:02:46,549
bath is dismissive of the actual issues
i guess maybe that was trying to help

3568
01:02:46,549 --> 01:02:46,559
i guess maybe that was trying to help
 

3569
01:02:46,559 --> 01:02:48,390
i guess maybe that was trying to help
but it's also kind of like forget about

3570
01:02:48,390 --> 01:02:48,400
but it's also kind of like forget about
 

3571
01:02:48,400 --> 01:02:49,910
but it's also kind of like forget about
it it's fine

3572
01:02:49,910 --> 01:02:49,920
it it's fine
 

3573
01:02:49,920 --> 01:02:51,990
it it's fine
just go distract yourself telling it

3574
01:02:51,990 --> 01:02:52,000
just go distract yourself telling it
 

3575
01:02:52,000 --> 01:02:53,750
just go distract yourself telling it
someone to distract themselves from

3576
01:02:53,750 --> 01:02:53,760
someone to distract themselves from
 

3577
01:02:53,760 --> 01:02:55,750
someone to distract themselves from
issues is dismissive of the actual

3578
01:02:55,750 --> 01:02:55,760
issues is dismissive of the actual
 

3579
01:02:55,760 --> 01:02:57,910
issues is dismissive of the actual
issues i feel i'll give credit words to

3580
01:02:57,910 --> 01:02:57,920
issues i feel i'll give credit words to
 

3581
01:02:57,920 --> 01:02:59,910
issues i feel i'll give credit words to
sure like i also said lost this role was

3582
01:02:59,910 --> 01:02:59,920
sure like i also said lost this role was
 

3583
01:02:59,920 --> 01:03:01,670
sure like i also said lost this role was
not minimal i know it was minimal and i

3584
01:03:01,670 --> 01:03:01,680
not minimal i know it was minimal and i
 

3585
01:03:01,680 --> 01:03:03,910
not minimal i know it was minimal and i
know she tried to rain boggs again and

3586
01:03:03,910 --> 01:03:03,920
know she tried to rain boggs again and
 

3587
01:03:03,920 --> 01:03:06,150
know she tried to rain boggs again and
though i appreciate losses public and

3588
01:03:06,150 --> 01:03:06,160
though i appreciate losses public and
 

3589
01:03:06,160 --> 01:03:08,630
though i appreciate losses public and
private apologies the fact of the matter

3590
01:03:08,630 --> 01:03:08,640
private apologies the fact of the matter
 

3591
01:03:08,640 --> 01:03:10,870
private apologies the fact of the matter
is is she's apologizing publicly now

3592
01:03:10,870 --> 01:03:10,880
is is she's apologizing publicly now
 

3593
01:03:10,880 --> 01:03:13,270
is is she's apologizing publicly now
something she should have done years ago

3594
01:03:13,270 --> 01:03:13,280
something she should have done years ago
 

3595
01:03:13,280 --> 01:03:14,470
something she should have done years ago
and something she should have taken

3596
01:03:14,470 --> 01:03:14,480
and something she should have taken
 

3597
01:03:14,480 --> 01:03:17,270
and something she should have taken
responsibility years ago for it publicly

3598
01:03:17,270 --> 01:03:17,280
responsibility years ago for it publicly
 

3599
01:03:17,280 --> 01:03:19,109
responsibility years ago for it publicly
because again all this stuff was public

3600
01:03:19,109 --> 01:03:19,119
because again all this stuff was public
 

3601
01:03:19,119 --> 01:03:21,589
because again all this stuff was public
and that kind of still bothers me i also

3602
01:03:21,589 --> 01:03:21,599
and that kind of still bothers me i also
 

3603
01:03:21,599 --> 01:03:23,589
and that kind of still bothers me i also
never discussed that losses role was not

3604
01:03:23,589 --> 01:03:23,599
never discussed that losses role was not
 

3605
01:03:23,599 --> 01:03:25,349
never discussed that losses role was not
minimal she just denied crucial

3606
01:03:25,349 --> 01:03:25,359
minimal she just denied crucial
 

3607
01:03:25,359 --> 01:03:27,349
minimal she just denied crucial
information and that takes up a good

3608
01:03:27,349 --> 01:03:27,359
information and that takes up a good
 

3609
01:03:27,359 --> 01:03:29,829
information and that takes up a good
chunk of this retort thing

3610
01:03:29,829 --> 01:03:29,839
chunk of this retort thing
 

3611
01:03:29,839 --> 01:03:31,750
chunk of this retort thing
and i think the not naming thing is a

3612
01:03:31,750 --> 01:03:31,760
and i think the not naming thing is a
 

3613
01:03:31,760 --> 01:03:34,230
and i think the not naming thing is a
silly excuse i wasn't not named at all

3614
01:03:34,230 --> 01:03:34,240
silly excuse i wasn't not named at all
 

3615
01:03:34,240 --> 01:03:35,910
silly excuse i wasn't not named at all
this affects multiple people not

3616
01:03:35,910 --> 01:03:35,920
this affects multiple people not
 

3617
01:03:35,920 --> 01:03:37,829
this affects multiple people not
counting outside views of specific

3618
01:03:37,829 --> 01:03:37,839
counting outside views of specific
 

3619
01:03:37,839 --> 01:03:39,990
counting outside views of specific
people as well as i wanted authority

3620
01:03:39,990 --> 01:03:40,000
people as well as i wanted authority
 

3621
01:03:40,000 --> 01:03:42,549
people as well as i wanted authority
over my story this happened to me right

3622
01:03:42,549 --> 01:03:42,559
over my story this happened to me right
 

3623
01:03:42,559 --> 01:03:45,029
over my story this happened to me right
and again this was all public stuff like

3624
01:03:45,029 --> 01:03:45,039
and again this was all public stuff like
 

3625
01:03:45,039 --> 01:03:46,549
and again this was all public stuff like
the fake twitter threats republic

3626
01:03:46,549 --> 01:03:46,559
the fake twitter threats republic
 

3627
01:03:46,559 --> 01:03:48,630
the fake twitter threats republic
michael's doxing was public the twitter

3628
01:03:48,630 --> 01:03:48,640
michael's doxing was public the twitter
 

3629
01:03:48,640 --> 01:03:50,710
michael's doxing was public the twitter
itself was public i get trying to solve

3630
01:03:50,710 --> 01:03:50,720
itself was public i get trying to solve
 

3631
01:03:50,720 --> 01:03:52,390
itself was public i get trying to solve
things in a private environment but this

3632
01:03:52,390 --> 01:03:52,400
things in a private environment but this
 

3633
01:03:52,400 --> 01:03:54,309
things in a private environment but this
was not a private thing that happened

3634
01:03:54,309 --> 01:03:54,319
was not a private thing that happened
 

3635
01:03:54,319 --> 01:03:56,150
was not a private thing that happened
this was a public thing that people

3636
01:03:56,150 --> 01:03:56,160
this was a public thing that people
 

3637
01:03:56,160 --> 01:03:58,470
this was a public thing that people
still use to judge me and discriminate

3638
01:03:58,470 --> 01:03:58,480
still use to judge me and discriminate
 

3639
01:03:58,480 --> 01:04:01,349
still use to judge me and discriminate
me and be cruel to me so i thought and i

3640
01:04:01,349 --> 01:04:01,359
me and be cruel to me so i thought and i
 

3641
01:04:01,359 --> 01:04:04,150
me and be cruel to me so i thought and i
still think that public apologies and

3642
01:04:04,150 --> 01:04:04,160
still think that public apologies and
 

3643
01:04:04,160 --> 01:04:06,549
still think that public apologies and
clearing up something you had a public

3644
01:04:06,549 --> 01:04:06,559
clearing up something you had a public
 

3645
01:04:06,559 --> 01:04:09,589
clearing up something you had a public
hand in is fair i'm not trying to be

3646
01:04:09,589 --> 01:04:09,599
hand in is fair i'm not trying to be
 

3647
01:04:09,599 --> 01:04:12,150
hand in is fair i'm not trying to be
overly mean here clean up your mess like

3648
01:04:12,150 --> 01:04:12,160
overly mean here clean up your mess like
 

3649
01:04:12,160 --> 01:04:14,390
overly mean here clean up your mess like
this was a public thing

3650
01:04:14,390 --> 01:04:14,400
this was a public thing
 

3651
01:04:14,400 --> 01:04:17,190
this was a public thing
and again if i'd known los was involved

3652
01:04:17,190 --> 01:04:17,200
and again if i'd known los was involved
 

3653
01:04:17,200 --> 01:04:19,349
and again if i'd known los was involved
in the twitter when i contacted her to

3654
01:04:19,349 --> 01:04:19,359
in the twitter when i contacted her to
 

3655
01:04:19,359 --> 01:04:21,270
in the twitter when i contacted her to
begin with i never would have talked to

3656
01:04:21,270 --> 01:04:21,280
begin with i never would have talked to
 

3657
01:04:21,280 --> 01:04:22,870
begin with i never would have talked to
her that would have been deeply

3658
01:04:22,870 --> 01:04:22,880
her that would have been deeply
 

3659
01:04:22,880 --> 01:04:24,870
her that would have been deeply
upsetting like the whole reason i tried

3660
01:04:24,870 --> 01:04:24,880
upsetting like the whole reason i tried
 

3661
01:04:24,880 --> 01:04:27,670
upsetting like the whole reason i tried
to talk to her was because in public she

3662
01:04:27,670 --> 01:04:27,680
to talk to her was because in public she
 

3663
01:04:27,680 --> 01:04:29,589
to talk to her was because in public she
was being calm and trying to be

3664
01:04:29,589 --> 01:04:29,599
was being calm and trying to be
 

3665
01:04:29,599 --> 01:04:31,670
was being calm and trying to be
controlling and trying to be like oh i

3666
01:04:31,670 --> 01:04:31,680
controlling and trying to be like oh i
 

3667
01:04:31,680 --> 01:04:34,470
controlling and trying to be like oh i
don't hate you i'm like oh maybe someone

3668
01:04:34,470 --> 01:04:34,480
don't hate you i'm like oh maybe someone
 

3669
01:04:34,480 --> 01:04:36,230
don't hate you i'm like oh maybe someone
can understand what the [\h__\h] is

3670
01:04:36,230 --> 01:04:36,240
can understand what the [\h__\h] is
 

3671
01:04:36,240 --> 01:04:37,670
can understand what the [\h__\h] is
happening because i don't understand

3672
01:04:37,670 --> 01:04:37,680
happening because i don't understand
 

3673
01:04:37,680 --> 01:04:39,349
happening because i don't understand
what the [\h__\h] is happening because these

3674
01:04:39,349 --> 01:04:39,359
what the [\h__\h] is happening because these
 

3675
01:04:39,359 --> 01:04:42,069
what the [\h__\h] is happening because these
were not based on lots of issues these

3676
01:04:42,069 --> 01:04:42,079
were not based on lots of issues these
 

3677
01:04:42,079 --> 01:04:45,430
were not based on lots of issues these
were based on a couple issues that were

3678
01:04:45,430 --> 01:04:45,440
were based on a couple issues that were
 

3679
01:04:45,440 --> 01:04:47,349
were based on a couple issues that were
not talked about to me directly and then

3680
01:04:47,349 --> 01:04:47,359
not talked about to me directly and then
 

3681
01:04:47,359 --> 01:04:49,910
not talked about to me directly and then
made into a public thing so my confusion

3682
01:04:49,910 --> 01:04:49,920
made into a public thing so my confusion
 

3683
01:04:49,920 --> 01:04:51,910
made into a public thing so my confusion
is why were people trying to talk to me

3684
01:04:51,910 --> 01:04:51,920
is why were people trying to talk to me
 

3685
01:04:51,920 --> 01:04:54,309
is why were people trying to talk to me
about this beforehand and like i said i

3686
01:04:54,309 --> 01:04:54,319
about this beforehand and like i said i
 

3687
01:04:54,319 --> 01:04:57,430
about this beforehand and like i said i
feel like she needed closure on her time

3688
01:04:57,430 --> 01:04:57,440
feel like she needed closure on her time
 

3689
01:04:57,440 --> 01:04:58,630
feel like she needed closure on her time
on the team and she needed some

3690
01:04:58,630 --> 01:04:58,640
on the team and she needed some
 

3691
01:04:58,640 --> 01:05:00,549
on the team and she needed some
understanding as far as like the john de

3692
01:05:00,549 --> 01:05:00,559
understanding as far as like the john de
 

3693
01:05:00,559 --> 01:05:02,309
understanding as far as like the john de
lancie video yeah i get that i get that

3694
01:05:02,309 --> 01:05:02,319
lancie video yeah i get that i get that
 

3695
01:05:02,319 --> 01:05:04,309
lancie video yeah i get that i get that
that's fine but like talk to me about

3696
01:05:04,309 --> 01:05:04,319
that's fine but like talk to me about
 

3697
01:05:04,319 --> 01:05:06,069
that's fine but like talk to me about
that first there seems to be like a

3698
01:05:06,069 --> 01:05:06,079
that first there seems to be like a
 

3699
01:05:06,079 --> 01:05:08,309
that first there seems to be like a
conflict of interest here loss never

3700
01:05:08,309 --> 01:05:08,319
conflict of interest here loss never
 

3701
01:05:08,319 --> 01:05:11,430
conflict of interest here loss never
knew i was suicidal um i can prove that

3702
01:05:11,430 --> 01:05:11,440
knew i was suicidal um i can prove that
 

3703
01:05:11,440 --> 01:05:14,069
knew i was suicidal um i can prove that
here's an audio clip of mike saying i

3704
01:05:14,069 --> 01:05:14,079
here's an audio clip of mike saying i
 

3705
01:05:14,079 --> 01:05:16,549
here's an audio clip of mike saying i
was suicidal i know you've been like on

3706
01:05:16,549 --> 01:05:16,559
was suicidal i know you've been like on
 

3707
01:05:16,559 --> 01:05:18,549
was suicidal i know you've been like on
suicide watching [\h__\h] like that i know

3708
01:05:18,549 --> 01:05:18,559
suicide watching [\h__\h] like that i know
 

3709
01:05:18,559 --> 01:05:19,990
suicide watching [\h__\h] like that i know
you've been depressed i know you're

3710
01:05:19,990 --> 01:05:20,000
you've been depressed i know you're
 

3711
01:05:20,000 --> 01:05:22,150
you've been depressed i know you're
[\h__\h] worried about your goddamn mind

3712
01:05:22,150 --> 01:05:22,160
[\h__\h] worried about your goddamn mind
 

3713
01:05:22,160 --> 01:05:23,349
[\h__\h] worried about your goddamn mind
how would have you gotten that

3714
01:05:23,349 --> 01:05:23,359
how would have you gotten that
 

3715
01:05:23,359 --> 01:05:25,430
how would have you gotten that
information one of the only people i

3716
01:05:25,430 --> 01:05:25,440
information one of the only people i
 

3717
01:05:25,440 --> 01:05:28,150
information one of the only people i
told and by i knew michael was behind

3718
01:05:28,150 --> 01:05:28,160
told and by i knew michael was behind
 

3719
01:05:28,160 --> 01:05:30,069
told and by i knew michael was behind
the twitter like i had a seeking

3720
01:05:30,069 --> 01:05:30,079
the twitter like i had a seeking
 

3721
01:05:30,079 --> 01:05:33,029
the twitter like i had a seeking
suspicion obviously if i knew when i had

3722
01:05:33,029 --> 01:05:33,039
suspicion obviously if i knew when i had
 

3723
01:05:33,039 --> 01:05:35,430
suspicion obviously if i knew when i had
proof i would have stopped it myself

3724
01:05:35,430 --> 01:05:35,440
proof i would have stopped it myself
 

3725
01:05:35,440 --> 01:05:36,789
proof i would have stopped it myself
right right

3726
01:05:36,789 --> 01:05:36,799
right right
 

3727
01:05:36,799 --> 01:05:38,789
right right
nothing was confirmed and there was no

3728
01:05:38,789 --> 01:05:38,799
nothing was confirmed and there was no
 

3729
01:05:38,799 --> 01:05:40,870
nothing was confirmed and there was no
means for me to stop it and i think

3730
01:05:40,870 --> 01:05:40,880
means for me to stop it and i think
 

3731
01:05:40,880 --> 01:05:42,789
means for me to stop it and i think
people even the comments and stuff were

3732
01:05:42,789 --> 01:05:42,799
people even the comments and stuff were
 

3733
01:05:42,799 --> 01:05:45,510
people even the comments and stuff were
like i think this is boggs and boggs was

3734
01:05:45,510 --> 01:05:45,520
like i think this is boggs and boggs was
 

3735
01:05:45,520 --> 01:05:48,230
like i think this is boggs and boggs was
like i don't know who that michael is

3736
01:05:48,230 --> 01:05:48,240
like i don't know who that michael is
 

3737
01:05:48,240 --> 01:05:49,990
like i don't know who that michael is
so there's no way to really stop it

3738
01:05:49,990 --> 01:05:50,000
so there's no way to really stop it
 

3739
01:05:50,000 --> 01:05:53,109
so there's no way to really stop it
until we had confirmation it was him so

3740
01:05:53,109 --> 01:05:53,119
until we had confirmation it was him so
 

3741
01:05:53,119 --> 01:05:54,470
until we had confirmation it was him so
the thing that i needed was the

3742
01:05:54,470 --> 01:05:54,480
the thing that i needed was the
 

3743
01:05:54,480 --> 01:05:56,870
the thing that i needed was the
confirmation and my suspicions confirmed

3744
01:05:56,870 --> 01:05:56,880
confirmation and my suspicions confirmed
 

3745
01:05:56,880 --> 01:05:59,190
confirmation and my suspicions confirmed
and proof my original reasoning for that

3746
01:05:59,190 --> 01:05:59,200
and proof my original reasoning for that
 

3747
01:05:59,200 --> 01:06:01,349
and proof my original reasoning for that
call again was to get peace but also

3748
01:06:01,349 --> 01:06:01,359
call again was to get peace but also
 

3749
01:06:01,359 --> 01:06:03,750
call again was to get peace but also
accountability i appreciated that you

3750
01:06:03,750 --> 01:06:03,760
accountability i appreciated that you
 

3751
01:06:03,760 --> 01:06:06,150
accountability i appreciated that you
know it was stated that lying was wrong

3752
01:06:06,150 --> 01:06:06,160
know it was stated that lying was wrong
 

3753
01:06:06,160 --> 01:06:08,230
know it was stated that lying was wrong
and all that stuff but what also really

3754
01:06:08,230 --> 01:06:08,240
and all that stuff but what also really
 

3755
01:06:08,240 --> 01:06:10,630
and all that stuff but what also really
upset me was the lack of accountability

3756
01:06:10,630 --> 01:06:10,640
upset me was the lack of accountability
 

3757
01:06:10,640 --> 01:06:12,150
upset me was the lack of accountability
for the whole thing from the beginning

3758
01:06:12,150 --> 01:06:12,160
for the whole thing from the beginning
 

3759
01:06:12,160 --> 01:06:14,789
for the whole thing from the beginning
and her reasoning not trying to justify

3760
01:06:14,789 --> 01:06:14,799
and her reasoning not trying to justify
 

3761
01:06:14,799 --> 01:06:17,029
and her reasoning not trying to justify
her bad choices is what retriggered me

3762
01:06:17,029 --> 01:06:17,039
her bad choices is what retriggered me
 

3763
01:06:17,039 --> 01:06:19,430
her bad choices is what retriggered me
and what got me really upset it's also

3764
01:06:19,430 --> 01:06:19,440
and what got me really upset it's also
 

3765
01:06:19,440 --> 01:06:20,870
and what got me really upset it's also
kind of deflection

3766
01:06:20,870 --> 01:06:20,880
kind of deflection
 

3767
01:06:20,880 --> 01:06:22,870
kind of deflection
this is about other people that i did

3768
01:06:22,870 --> 01:06:22,880
this is about other people that i did
 

3769
01:06:22,880 --> 01:06:24,950
this is about other people that i did
not have any control over i did not tell

3770
01:06:24,950 --> 01:06:24,960
not have any control over i did not tell
 

3771
01:06:24,960 --> 01:06:26,710
not have any control over i did not tell
them to do anything if you have issues

3772
01:06:26,710 --> 01:06:26,720
them to do anything if you have issues
 

3773
01:06:26,720 --> 01:06:28,870
them to do anything if you have issues
with them please talk to them directly i

3774
01:06:28,870 --> 01:06:28,880
with them please talk to them directly i
 

3775
01:06:28,880 --> 01:06:31,029
with them please talk to them directly i
have no control over other people

3776
01:06:31,029 --> 01:06:31,039
have no control over other people
 

3777
01:06:31,039 --> 01:06:32,870
have no control over other people
so my sourcing and testimony for this

3778
01:06:32,870 --> 01:06:32,880
so my sourcing and testimony for this
 

3779
01:06:32,880 --> 01:06:34,789
so my sourcing and testimony for this
incident is in the description just

3780
01:06:34,789 --> 01:06:34,799
incident is in the description just
 

3781
01:06:34,799 --> 01:06:37,190
incident is in the description just
heads up that my source has requested to

3782
01:06:37,190 --> 01:06:37,200
heads up that my source has requested to
 

3783
01:06:37,200 --> 01:06:39,109
heads up that my source has requested to
remain anonymous and i personally wasn't

3784
01:06:39,109 --> 01:06:39,119
remain anonymous and i personally wasn't
 

3785
01:06:39,119 --> 01:06:41,990
remain anonymous and i personally wasn't
there for this so please remember that

3786
01:06:41,990 --> 01:06:42,000
there for this so please remember that
 

3787
01:06:42,000 --> 01:06:44,630
there for this so please remember that
that is why i use the word allegedly

3788
01:06:44,630 --> 01:06:44,640
that is why i use the word allegedly
 

3789
01:06:44,640 --> 01:06:46,870
that is why i use the word allegedly
allegedly for those who don't know means

3790
01:06:46,870 --> 01:06:46,880
allegedly for those who don't know means
 

3791
01:06:46,880 --> 01:06:49,349
allegedly for those who don't know means
it might not be true or not and the

3792
01:06:49,349 --> 01:06:49,359
it might not be true or not and the
 

3793
01:06:49,359 --> 01:06:50,470
it might not be true or not and the
reason i'm

3794
01:06:50,470 --> 01:06:50,480
reason i'm
 

3795
01:06:50,480 --> 01:06:53,029
reason i'm
even mentioning this is because there

3796
01:06:53,029 --> 01:06:53,039
even mentioning this is because there
 

3797
01:06:53,039 --> 01:06:55,190
even mentioning this is because there
are several times where

3798
01:06:55,190 --> 01:06:55,200
are several times where
 

3799
01:06:55,200 --> 01:06:57,589
are several times where
the wrong thing is said and just like it

3800
01:06:57,589 --> 01:06:57,599
the wrong thing is said and just like it
 

3801
01:06:57,599 --> 01:06:59,990
the wrong thing is said and just like it
should be my choice as far as how this

3802
01:06:59,990 --> 01:07:00,000
should be my choice as far as how this
 

3803
01:07:00,000 --> 01:07:02,870
should be my choice as far as how this
is told and who is responsible and all

3804
01:07:02,870 --> 01:07:02,880
is told and who is responsible and all
 

3805
01:07:02,880 --> 01:07:05,829
is told and who is responsible and all
that fun stuff so the fact that it's

3806
01:07:05,829 --> 01:07:05,839
that fun stuff so the fact that it's
 

3807
01:07:05,839 --> 01:07:07,750
that fun stuff so the fact that it's
even being said that like people don't

3808
01:07:07,750 --> 01:07:07,760
even being said that like people don't
 

3809
01:07:07,760 --> 01:07:09,589
even being said that like people don't
like you and you don't want to deal with

3810
01:07:09,589 --> 01:07:09,599
like you and you don't want to deal with
 

3811
01:07:09,599 --> 01:07:12,630
like you and you don't want to deal with
that it's it more should be rephrased as

3812
01:07:12,630 --> 01:07:12,640
that it's it more should be rephrased as
 

3813
01:07:12,640 --> 01:07:14,309
that it's it more should be rephrased as
i know there's people that don't like

3814
01:07:14,309 --> 01:07:14,319
i know there's people that don't like
 

3815
01:07:14,319 --> 01:07:17,670
i know there's people that don't like
ukp that i know that will be upset if

3816
01:07:17,670 --> 01:07:17,680
ukp that i know that will be upset if
 

3817
01:07:17,680 --> 01:07:19,349
ukp that i know that will be upset if
you come forward with this

3818
01:07:19,349 --> 01:07:19,359
you come forward with this
 

3819
01:07:19,359 --> 01:07:21,670
you come forward with this
so let me talk to them let let's try to

3820
01:07:21,670 --> 01:07:21,680
so let me talk to them let let's try to
 

3821
01:07:21,680 --> 01:07:23,190
so let me talk to them let let's try to
figure out why they don't like you have

3822
01:07:23,190 --> 01:07:23,200
figure out why they don't like you have
 

3823
01:07:23,200 --> 01:07:25,829
figure out why they don't like you have
they ever like had any interaction with

3824
01:07:25,829 --> 01:07:25,839
they ever like had any interaction with
 

3825
01:07:25,839 --> 01:07:27,910
they ever like had any interaction with
me could these be something that can be

3826
01:07:27,910 --> 01:07:27,920
me could these be something that can be
 

3827
01:07:27,920 --> 01:07:30,549
me could these be something that can be
resolved is it because of the bog stuff

3828
01:07:30,549 --> 01:07:30,559
resolved is it because of the bog stuff
 

3829
01:07:30,559 --> 01:07:32,150
resolved is it because of the bog stuff
in the first place that they don't like

3830
01:07:32,150 --> 01:07:32,160
in the first place that they don't like
 

3831
01:07:32,160 --> 01:07:35,029
in the first place that they don't like
me that stuff can be diffused that

3832
01:07:35,029 --> 01:07:35,039
me that stuff can be diffused that
 

3833
01:07:35,039 --> 01:07:38,710
me that stuff can be diffused that
shouldn't be used as a reason to distort

3834
01:07:38,710 --> 01:07:38,720
shouldn't be used as a reason to distort
 

3835
01:07:38,720 --> 01:07:42,630
shouldn't be used as a reason to distort
my narrative and i get the concern but

3836
01:07:42,630 --> 01:07:42,640
my narrative and i get the concern but
 

3837
01:07:42,640 --> 01:07:44,390
my narrative and i get the concern but
the right response should have been like

3838
01:07:44,390 --> 01:07:44,400
the right response should have been like
 

3839
01:07:44,400 --> 01:07:46,630
the right response should have been like
let's talk to those people first or

3840
01:07:46,630 --> 01:07:46,640
let's talk to those people first or
 

3841
01:07:46,640 --> 01:07:48,950
let's talk to those people first or
let's figure out what those problems are

3842
01:07:48,950 --> 01:07:48,960
let's figure out what those problems are
 

3843
01:07:48,960 --> 01:07:51,190
let's figure out what those problems are
if they can be solved but those

3844
01:07:51,190 --> 01:07:51,200
if they can be solved but those
 

3845
01:07:51,200 --> 01:07:53,510
if they can be solved but those
shouldn't be a deterrent for how i want

3846
01:07:53,510 --> 01:07:53,520
shouldn't be a deterrent for how i want
 

3847
01:07:53,520 --> 01:07:55,990
shouldn't be a deterrent for how i want
to talk about what i want to talk about

3848
01:07:55,990 --> 01:07:56,000
to talk about what i want to talk about
 

3849
01:07:56,000 --> 01:07:58,710
to talk about what i want to talk about
and i feel like that's hurtful and i

3850
01:07:58,710 --> 01:07:58,720
and i feel like that's hurtful and i
 

3851
01:07:58,720 --> 01:08:01,510
and i feel like that's hurtful and i
feel like that's a problem i wasn't

3852
01:08:01,510 --> 01:08:01,520
feel like that's a problem i wasn't
 

3853
01:08:01,520 --> 01:08:03,510
feel like that's a problem i wasn't
there for this incident but i'm just

3854
01:08:03,510 --> 01:08:03,520
there for this incident but i'm just
 

3855
01:08:03,520 --> 01:08:05,670
there for this incident but i'm just
mentioning it because advocacy about

3856
01:08:05,670 --> 01:08:05,680
mentioning it because advocacy about
 

3857
01:08:05,680 --> 01:08:07,750
mentioning it because advocacy about
mental health can also be used to

3858
01:08:07,750 --> 01:08:07,760
mental health can also be used to
 

3859
01:08:07,760 --> 01:08:10,789
mental health can also be used to
manipulate facts as we saw earlier i

3860
01:08:10,789 --> 01:08:10,799
manipulate facts as we saw earlier i
 

3861
01:08:10,799 --> 01:08:12,150
manipulate facts as we saw earlier i
don't even know this is true or not

3862
01:08:12,150 --> 01:08:12,160
don't even know this is true or not
 

3863
01:08:12,160 --> 01:08:14,470
don't even know this is true or not
that's why i use the words allegedly but

3864
01:08:14,470 --> 01:08:14,480
that's why i use the words allegedly but
 

3865
01:08:14,480 --> 01:08:16,789
that's why i use the words allegedly but
it just is a possible example i didn't

3866
01:08:16,789 --> 01:08:16,799
it just is a possible example i didn't
 

3867
01:08:16,799 --> 01:08:18,470
it just is a possible example i didn't
name anyone in the post please don't

3868
01:08:18,470 --> 01:08:18,480
name anyone in the post please don't
 

3869
01:08:18,480 --> 01:08:20,470
name anyone in the post please don't
assume things about people i don't name

3870
01:08:20,470 --> 01:08:20,480
assume things about people i don't name
 

3871
01:08:20,480 --> 01:08:22,950
assume things about people i don't name
and post as a way to dismiss what i'm

3872
01:08:22,950 --> 01:08:22,960
and post as a way to dismiss what i'm
 

3873
01:08:22,960 --> 01:08:24,789
and post as a way to dismiss what i'm
saying and then the last thing is

3874
01:08:24,789 --> 01:08:24,799
saying and then the last thing is
 

3875
01:08:24,799 --> 01:08:26,630
saying and then the last thing is
spreading the post and spreading my

3876
01:08:26,630 --> 01:08:26,640
spreading the post and spreading my
 

3877
01:08:26,640 --> 01:08:29,189
spreading the post and spreading my
story is not the same thing as landers i

3878
01:08:29,189 --> 01:08:29,199
story is not the same thing as landers i
 

3879
01:08:29,199 --> 01:08:31,030
story is not the same thing as landers i
didn't want people to go be like you're

3880
01:08:31,030 --> 01:08:31,040
didn't want people to go be like you're
 

3881
01:08:31,040 --> 01:08:33,189
didn't want people to go be like you're
a [\h__\h] [\h__\h] you [\h__\h] you [\h__\h] you [\h__\h]

3882
01:08:33,189 --> 01:08:33,199
a [\h__\h] [\h__\h] you [\h__\h] you [\h__\h] you [\h__\h]
 

3883
01:08:33,199 --> 01:08:34,870
a [\h__\h] [\h__\h] you [\h__\h] you [\h__\h] you [\h__\h]
you that's what i did not want that's

3884
01:08:34,870 --> 01:08:34,880
you that's what i did not want that's
 

3885
01:08:34,880 --> 01:08:37,030
you that's what i did not want that's
not helping the situation and that's why

3886
01:08:37,030 --> 01:08:37,040
not helping the situation and that's why
 

3887
01:08:37,040 --> 01:08:38,789
not helping the situation and that's why
i spread it but like those are the

3888
01:08:38,789 --> 01:08:38,799
i spread it but like those are the
 

3889
01:08:38,799 --> 01:08:40,950
i spread it but like those are the
differences that i did not want and to

3890
01:08:40,950 --> 01:08:40,960
differences that i did not want and to
 

3891
01:08:40,960 --> 01:08:43,189
differences that i did not want and to
be clear this is not about you i'm not

3892
01:08:43,189 --> 01:08:43,199
be clear this is not about you i'm not
 

3893
01:08:43,199 --> 01:08:45,590
be clear this is not about you i'm not
doing this to get a response out of you

3894
01:08:45,590 --> 01:08:45,600
doing this to get a response out of you
 

3895
01:08:45,600 --> 01:08:48,070
doing this to get a response out of you
frankly i prefer no response i'm doing

3896
01:08:48,070 --> 01:08:48,080
frankly i prefer no response i'm doing
 

3897
01:08:48,080 --> 01:08:49,590
frankly i prefer no response i'm doing
this for myself and to correct the

3898
01:08:49,590 --> 01:08:49,600
this for myself and to correct the
 

3899
01:08:49,600 --> 01:08:51,269
this for myself and to correct the
narrative that i have to deal with on a

3900
01:08:51,269 --> 01:08:51,279
narrative that i have to deal with on a
 

3901
01:08:51,279 --> 01:08:53,189
narrative that i have to deal with on a
day-to-day basis that you and other

3902
01:08:53,189 --> 01:08:53,199
day-to-day basis that you and other
 

3903
01:08:53,199 --> 01:08:55,430
day-to-day basis that you and other
people contributed to maybe next time be

3904
01:08:55,430 --> 01:08:55,440
people contributed to maybe next time be
 

3905
01:08:55,440 --> 01:08:56,950
people contributed to maybe next time be
more careful about who you secretly

3906
01:08:56,950 --> 01:08:56,960
more careful about who you secretly
 

3907
01:08:56,960 --> 01:08:59,269
more careful about who you secretly
record thanks i just want to note that a

3908
01:08:59,269 --> 01:08:59,279
record thanks i just want to note that a
 

3909
01:08:59,279 --> 01:09:01,430
record thanks i just want to note that a
lot of this feels like misdirection and

3910
01:09:01,430 --> 01:09:01,440
lot of this feels like misdirection and
 

3911
01:09:01,440 --> 01:09:02,950
lot of this feels like misdirection and
trying to prove a case of general

3912
01:09:02,950 --> 01:09:02,960
trying to prove a case of general
 

3913
01:09:02,960 --> 01:09:05,669
trying to prove a case of general
harassment when it's not i'm just trying

3914
01:09:05,669 --> 01:09:05,679
harassment when it's not i'm just trying
 

3915
01:09:05,679 --> 01:09:07,590
harassment when it's not i'm just trying
to correct the narrative and that's what

3916
01:09:07,590 --> 01:09:07,600
to correct the narrative and that's what
 

3917
01:09:07,600 --> 01:09:09,269
to correct the narrative and that's what
happens when your credibility is

3918
01:09:09,269 --> 01:09:09,279
happens when your credibility is
 

3919
01:09:09,279 --> 01:09:11,749
happens when your credibility is
diminished it nitpicks my feeling that i

3920
01:09:11,749 --> 01:09:11,759
diminished it nitpicks my feeling that i
 

3921
01:09:11,759 --> 01:09:13,510
diminished it nitpicks my feeling that i
thought boggs was behind the account

3922
01:09:13,510 --> 01:09:13,520
thought boggs was behind the account
 

3923
01:09:13,520 --> 01:09:15,590
thought boggs was behind the account
without any proof it nitpicks how i

3924
01:09:15,590 --> 01:09:15,600
without any proof it nitpicks how i
 

3925
01:09:15,600 --> 01:09:17,110
without any proof it nitpicks how i
spread this post even though it

3926
01:09:17,110 --> 01:09:17,120
spread this post even though it
 

3927
01:09:17,120 --> 01:09:19,269
spread this post even though it
shouldn't be relevant it nitpicks zack

3928
01:09:19,269 --> 01:09:19,279
shouldn't be relevant it nitpicks zack
 

3929
01:09:19,279 --> 01:09:20,709
shouldn't be relevant it nitpicks zack
and corey's involvement with their

3930
01:09:20,709 --> 01:09:20,719
and corey's involvement with their
 

3931
01:09:20,719 --> 01:09:22,789
and corey's involvement with their
horrible horses video even though the

3932
01:09:22,789 --> 01:09:22,799
horrible horses video even though the
 

3933
01:09:22,799 --> 01:09:25,189
horrible horses video even though the
video starts with a disclaimer that i

3934
01:09:25,189 --> 01:09:25,199
video starts with a disclaimer that i
 

3935
01:09:25,199 --> 01:09:27,269
video starts with a disclaimer that i
wasn't involved with any of it so i

3936
01:09:27,269 --> 01:09:27,279
wasn't involved with any of it so i
 

3937
01:09:27,279 --> 01:09:29,030
wasn't involved with any of it so i
don't know why we're mentioning this it

3938
01:09:29,030 --> 01:09:29,040
don't know why we're mentioning this it
 

3939
01:09:29,040 --> 01:09:30,789
don't know why we're mentioning this it
shared a twitter post that no one was

3940
01:09:30,789 --> 01:09:30,799
shared a twitter post that no one was
 

3941
01:09:30,799 --> 01:09:32,789
shared a twitter post that no one was
tagged in to try to villainize me a

3942
01:09:32,789 --> 01:09:32,799
tagged in to try to villainize me a
 

3943
01:09:32,799 --> 01:09:34,309
tagged in to try to villainize me a
little more because we're using the

3944
01:09:34,309 --> 01:09:34,319
little more because we're using the
 

3945
01:09:34,319 --> 01:09:36,470
little more because we're using the
victim's poor standing with society you

3946
01:09:36,470 --> 01:09:36,480
victim's poor standing with society you
 

3947
01:09:36,480 --> 01:09:38,390
victim's poor standing with society you
know the reputation that other people

3948
01:09:38,390 --> 01:09:38,400
know the reputation that other people
 

3949
01:09:38,400 --> 01:09:41,030
know the reputation that other people
actively contributed to to discredit

3950
01:09:41,030 --> 01:09:41,040
actively contributed to to discredit
 

3951
01:09:41,040 --> 01:09:43,829
actively contributed to to discredit
what she's saying that's a little [\h__\h]

3952
01:09:43,829 --> 01:09:43,839
what she's saying that's a little [\h__\h]
 

3953
01:09:43,839 --> 01:09:45,829
what she's saying that's a little [\h__\h]
part five closing

3954
01:09:45,829 --> 01:09:45,839
part five closing
 

3955
01:09:45,839 --> 01:09:48,309
part five closing
so what can we take away from all this

3956
01:09:48,309 --> 01:09:48,319
so what can we take away from all this
 

3957
01:09:48,319 --> 01:09:50,390
so what can we take away from all this
one i have been much more charitable to

3958
01:09:50,390 --> 01:09:50,400
one i have been much more charitable to
 

3959
01:09:50,400 --> 01:09:52,390
one i have been much more charitable to
the bronies because again most of my

3960
01:09:52,390 --> 01:09:52,400
the bronies because again most of my
 

3961
01:09:52,400 --> 01:09:54,470
the bronies because again most of my
in-person experiences have been great

3962
01:09:54,470 --> 01:09:54,480
in-person experiences have been great
 

3963
01:09:54,480 --> 01:09:56,630
in-person experiences have been great
and favorable and people are supportive

3964
01:09:56,630 --> 01:09:56,640
and favorable and people are supportive
 

3965
01:09:56,640 --> 01:09:59,030
and favorable and people are supportive
and nice and great there is even one guy

3966
01:09:59,030 --> 01:09:59,040
and nice and great there is even one guy
 

3967
01:09:59,040 --> 01:10:01,510
and nice and great there is even one guy
who came to the kp booth at bronycon

3968
01:10:01,510 --> 01:10:01,520
who came to the kp booth at bronycon
 

3969
01:10:01,520 --> 01:10:03,669
who came to the kp booth at bronycon
when i wasn't there and collectively

3970
01:10:03,669 --> 01:10:03,679
when i wasn't there and collectively
 

3971
01:10:03,679 --> 01:10:06,470
when i wasn't there and collectively
gave the team 100 out of support you go

3972
01:10:06,470 --> 01:10:06,480
gave the team 100 out of support you go
 

3973
01:10:06,480 --> 01:10:08,470
gave the team 100 out of support you go
that guy i don't think many people

3974
01:10:08,470 --> 01:10:08,480
that guy i don't think many people
 

3975
01:10:08,480 --> 01:10:10,310
that guy i don't think many people
realize this but being a youtuber can

3976
01:10:10,310 --> 01:10:10,320
realize this but being a youtuber can
 

3977
01:10:10,320 --> 01:10:12,229
realize this but being a youtuber can
have a big weight on your mental health

3978
01:10:12,229 --> 01:10:12,239
have a big weight on your mental health
 

3979
01:10:12,239 --> 01:10:13,669
have a big weight on your mental health
i still have problems dealing with this

3980
01:10:13,669 --> 01:10:13,679
i still have problems dealing with this
 

3981
01:10:13,679 --> 01:10:16,870
i still have problems dealing with this
today i've been hospitalized in 2017.

3982
01:10:16,870 --> 01:10:16,880
today i've been hospitalized in 2017.
 

3983
01:10:16,880 --> 01:10:18,390
today i've been hospitalized in 2017.
i'm not talking about this because i

3984
01:10:18,390 --> 01:10:18,400
i'm not talking about this because i
 

3985
01:10:18,400 --> 01:10:19,990
i'm not talking about this because i
want you to feel sorry for me but

3986
01:10:19,990 --> 01:10:20,000
want you to feel sorry for me but
 

3987
01:10:20,000 --> 01:10:21,430
want you to feel sorry for me but
because i want to paint a picture of

3988
01:10:21,430 --> 01:10:21,440
because i want to paint a picture of
 

3989
01:10:21,440 --> 01:10:23,510
because i want to paint a picture of
this reality you can't do things on the

3990
01:10:23,510 --> 01:10:23,520
this reality you can't do things on the
 

3991
01:10:23,520 --> 01:10:25,590
this reality you can't do things on the
internet go haha just kidding i might be

3992
01:10:25,590 --> 01:10:25,600
internet go haha just kidding i might be
 

3993
01:10:25,600 --> 01:10:27,430
internet go haha just kidding i might be
a psychopath and just ignore

3994
01:10:27,430 --> 01:10:27,440
a psychopath and just ignore
 

3995
01:10:27,440 --> 01:10:29,350
a psychopath and just ignore
responsibility to do your part to clear

3996
01:10:29,350 --> 01:10:29,360
responsibility to do your part to clear
 

3997
01:10:29,360 --> 01:10:31,030
responsibility to do your part to clear
up something that you had a public role

3998
01:10:31,030 --> 01:10:31,040
up something that you had a public role
 

3999
01:10:31,040 --> 01:10:32,790
up something that you had a public role
in anonymous does not equal

4000
01:10:32,790 --> 01:10:32,800
in anonymous does not equal
 

4001
01:10:32,800 --> 01:10:35,030
in anonymous does not equal
unaccountable stop being a dick clean up

4002
01:10:35,030 --> 01:10:35,040
unaccountable stop being a dick clean up
 

4003
01:10:35,040 --> 01:10:36,709
unaccountable stop being a dick clean up
your mess just because you're on the

4004
01:10:36,709 --> 01:10:36,719
your mess just because you're on the
 

4005
01:10:36,719 --> 01:10:38,390
your mess just because you're on the
internet doesn't mean it doesn't count

4006
01:10:38,390 --> 01:10:38,400
internet doesn't mean it doesn't count
 

4007
01:10:38,400 --> 01:10:40,390
internet doesn't mean it doesn't count
and i've said this before but [\h__\h]

4008
01:10:40,390 --> 01:10:40,400
and i've said this before but [\h__\h]
 

4009
01:10:40,400 --> 01:10:42,790
and i've said this before but [\h__\h]
communicate when doing anything on the

4010
01:10:42,790 --> 01:10:42,800
communicate when doing anything on the
 

4011
01:10:42,800 --> 01:10:44,310
communicate when doing anything on the
internet and hopefully coven has

4012
01:10:44,310 --> 01:10:44,320
internet and hopefully coven has
 

4013
01:10:44,320 --> 01:10:46,149
internet and hopefully coven has
enforced this but this could have been

4014
01:10:46,149 --> 01:10:46,159
enforced this but this could have been
 

4015
01:10:46,159 --> 01:10:47,669
enforced this but this could have been
avoided and many people could have

4016
01:10:47,669 --> 01:10:47,679
avoided and many people could have
 

4017
01:10:47,679 --> 01:10:49,189
avoided and many people could have
avoided getting hurt if the student

4018
01:10:49,189 --> 01:10:49,199
avoided getting hurt if the student
 

4019
01:10:49,199 --> 01:10:50,790
avoided getting hurt if the student
turned into a bunch of teenage girls

4020
01:10:50,790 --> 01:10:50,800
turned into a bunch of teenage girls
 

4021
01:10:50,800 --> 01:10:52,790
turned into a bunch of teenage girls
gossiping like it's [\h__\h] high school

4022
01:10:52,790 --> 01:10:52,800
gossiping like it's [\h__\h] high school
 

4023
01:10:52,800 --> 01:10:54,310
gossiping like it's [\h__\h] high school
it helps ensure your friendships are

4024
01:10:54,310 --> 01:10:54,320
it helps ensure your friendships are
 

4025
01:10:54,320 --> 01:10:55,830
it helps ensure your friendships are
genuine if you can have your boundaries

4026
01:10:55,830 --> 01:10:55,840
genuine if you can have your boundaries
 

4027
01:10:55,840 --> 01:10:58,550
genuine if you can have your boundaries
respected understand intentions and help

4028
01:10:58,550 --> 01:10:58,560
respected understand intentions and help
 

4029
01:10:58,560 --> 01:11:00,149
respected understand intentions and help
your friends when they clearly ask for

4030
01:11:00,149 --> 01:11:00,159
your friends when they clearly ask for
 

4031
01:11:00,159 --> 01:11:02,630
your friends when they clearly ask for
help isn't there an honest horse girl or

4032
01:11:02,630 --> 01:11:02,640
help isn't there an honest horse girl or
 

4033
01:11:02,640 --> 01:11:04,470
help isn't there an honest horse girl or
something i did a more in-depth video

4034
01:11:04,470 --> 01:11:04,480
something i did a more in-depth video
 

4035
01:11:04,480 --> 01:11:06,149
something i did a more in-depth video
about this before link in the

4036
01:11:06,149 --> 01:11:06,159
about this before link in the
 

4037
01:11:06,159 --> 01:11:08,550
about this before link in the
description go get it if you want to

4038
01:11:08,550 --> 01:11:08,560
description go get it if you want to
 

4039
01:11:08,560 --> 01:11:10,550
description go get it if you want to
and that's the thing i'm not going to

4040
01:11:10,550 --> 01:11:10,560
and that's the thing i'm not going to
 

4041
01:11:10,560 --> 01:11:12,470
and that's the thing i'm not going to
let other people define me anymore

4042
01:11:12,470 --> 01:11:12,480
let other people define me anymore
 

4043
01:11:12,480 --> 01:11:14,070
let other people define me anymore
and much as some of these choices range

4044
01:11:14,070 --> 01:11:14,080
and much as some of these choices range
 

4045
01:11:14,080 --> 01:11:17,030
and much as some of these choices range
from harmless to illegal frankly the

4046
01:11:17,030 --> 01:11:17,040
from harmless to illegal frankly the
 

4047
01:11:17,040 --> 01:11:19,110
from harmless to illegal frankly the
psychological reasons people do this are

4048
01:11:19,110 --> 01:11:19,120
psychological reasons people do this are
 

4049
01:11:19,120 --> 01:11:21,430
psychological reasons people do this are
a need for validation power

4050
01:11:21,430 --> 01:11:21,440
a need for validation power
 

4051
01:11:21,440 --> 01:11:23,590
a need for validation power
dehumanization of a target to bond with

4052
01:11:23,590 --> 01:11:23,600
dehumanization of a target to bond with
 

4053
01:11:23,600 --> 01:11:26,550
dehumanization of a target to bond with
other people you know etc basically when

4054
01:11:26,550 --> 01:11:26,560
other people you know etc basically when
 

4055
01:11:26,560 --> 01:11:28,709
other people you know etc basically when
a group of people bullies someone else

4056
01:11:28,709 --> 01:11:28,719
a group of people bullies someone else
 

4057
01:11:28,719 --> 01:11:30,950
a group of people bullies someone else
they do it not because of the victim but

4058
01:11:30,950 --> 01:11:30,960
they do it not because of the victim but
 

4059
01:11:30,960 --> 01:11:32,870
they do it not because of the victim but
to bond with the other people bullying

4060
01:11:32,870 --> 01:11:32,880
to bond with the other people bullying
 

4061
01:11:32,880 --> 01:11:35,350
to bond with the other people bullying
the other people and to give validation

4062
01:11:35,350 --> 01:11:35,360
the other people and to give validation
 

4063
01:11:35,360 --> 01:11:37,110
the other people and to give validation
which says a lot about why they need

4064
01:11:37,110 --> 01:11:37,120
which says a lot about why they need
 

4065
01:11:37,120 --> 01:11:39,830
which says a lot about why they need
that validation in the first place ick

4066
01:11:39,830 --> 01:11:39,840
that validation in the first place ick
 

4067
01:11:39,840 --> 01:11:41,669
that validation in the first place ick
you know this guy at the time seemed to

4068
01:11:41,669 --> 01:11:41,679
you know this guy at the time seemed to
 

4069
01:11:41,679 --> 01:11:43,270
you know this guy at the time seemed to
have the right idea as far as how the

4070
01:11:43,270 --> 01:11:43,280
have the right idea as far as how the
 

4071
01:11:43,280 --> 01:11:45,590
have the right idea as far as how the
fandom should have reacted you know

4072
01:11:45,590 --> 01:11:45,600
fandom should have reacted you know
 

4073
01:11:45,600 --> 01:11:48,550
fandom should have reacted you know
friendship and magic and stuff so i'll

4074
01:11:48,550 --> 01:11:48,560
friendship and magic and stuff so i'll
 

4075
01:11:48,560 --> 01:11:50,229
friendship and magic and stuff so i'll
let him talk about that

4076
01:11:50,229 --> 01:11:50,239
let him talk about that
 

4077
01:11:50,239 --> 01:11:52,709
let him talk about that
as bronies we did adopt love intolerance

4078
01:11:52,709 --> 01:11:52,719
as bronies we did adopt love intolerance
 

4079
01:11:52,719 --> 01:11:56,390
as bronies we did adopt love intolerance
and you know i think it's been lost

4080
01:11:56,390 --> 01:11:56,400
and you know i think it's been lost
 

4081
01:11:56,400 --> 01:11:58,149
and you know i think it's been lost
i think that we no longer love and

4082
01:11:58,149 --> 01:11:58,159
i think that we no longer love and
 

4083
01:11:58,159 --> 01:11:59,189
i think that we no longer love and
tolerate

4084
01:11:59,189 --> 01:11:59,199
tolerate
 

4085
01:11:59,199 --> 01:12:01,189
tolerate
i think the bullies won

4086
01:12:01,189 --> 01:12:01,199
i think the bullies won
 

4087
01:12:01,199 --> 01:12:03,430
i think the bullies won
the bullies who hated this fandom and

4088
01:12:03,430 --> 01:12:03,440
the bullies who hated this fandom and
 

4089
01:12:03,440 --> 01:12:05,189
the bullies who hated this fandom and
and dragged it down and dragged its name

4090
01:12:05,189 --> 01:12:05,199
and dragged it down and dragged its name
 

4091
01:12:05,199 --> 01:12:07,110
and dragged it down and dragged its name
through the mud

4092
01:12:07,110 --> 01:12:07,120
through the mud
 

4093
01:12:07,120 --> 01:12:09,910
through the mud
people got so sick of putting up with

4094
01:12:09,910 --> 01:12:09,920
people got so sick of putting up with
 

4095
01:12:09,920 --> 01:12:11,270
people got so sick of putting up with
the hate

4096
01:12:11,270 --> 01:12:11,280
the hate
 

4097
01:12:11,280 --> 01:12:13,510
the hate
from the bullies that they

4098
01:12:13,510 --> 01:12:13,520
from the bullies that they
 

4099
01:12:13,520 --> 01:12:15,350
from the bullies that they
gave up on their values they gave up on

4100
01:12:15,350 --> 01:12:15,360
gave up on their values they gave up on
 

4101
01:12:15,360 --> 01:12:16,790
gave up on their values they gave up on
love and tolerance they gave up on

4102
01:12:16,790 --> 01:12:16,800
love and tolerance they gave up on
 

4103
01:12:16,800 --> 01:12:18,390
love and tolerance they gave up on
forgiveness they gave up on all the

4104
01:12:18,390 --> 01:12:18,400
forgiveness they gave up on all the
 

4105
01:12:18,400 --> 01:12:20,149
forgiveness they gave up on all the
things that made this community so

4106
01:12:20,149 --> 01:12:20,159
things that made this community so
 

4107
01:12:20,159 --> 01:12:23,030
things that made this community so
positive and so great i'm tired of

4108
01:12:23,030 --> 01:12:23,040
positive and so great i'm tired of
 

4109
01:12:23,040 --> 01:12:24,229
positive and so great i'm tired of
people judging me based on

4110
01:12:24,229 --> 01:12:24,239
people judging me based on
 

4111
01:12:24,239 --> 01:12:26,310
people judging me based on
misinformation i'm tired of this

4112
01:12:26,310 --> 01:12:26,320
misinformation i'm tired of this
 

4113
01:12:26,320 --> 01:12:28,310
misinformation i'm tired of this
misinformation not only hurting me but

4114
01:12:28,310 --> 01:12:28,320
misinformation not only hurting me but
 

4115
01:12:28,320 --> 01:12:30,310
misinformation not only hurting me but
people it's apparently trying to help

4116
01:12:30,310 --> 01:12:30,320
people it's apparently trying to help
 

4117
01:12:30,320 --> 01:12:32,550
people it's apparently trying to help
i'm tired of people also implying that

4118
01:12:32,550 --> 01:12:32,560
i'm tired of people also implying that
 

4119
01:12:32,560 --> 01:12:34,870
i'm tired of people also implying that
these same team members are stupid for

4120
01:12:34,870 --> 01:12:34,880
these same team members are stupid for
 

4121
01:12:34,880 --> 01:12:36,950
these same team members are stupid for
working for free despite knowing nothing

4122
01:12:36,950 --> 01:12:36,960
working for free despite knowing nothing
 

4123
01:12:36,960 --> 01:12:38,790
working for free despite knowing nothing
about them i'm tired of people

4124
01:12:38,790 --> 01:12:38,800
about them i'm tired of people
 

4125
01:12:38,800 --> 01:12:40,709
about them i'm tired of people
preferring their anonymity even when

4126
01:12:40,709 --> 01:12:40,719
preferring their anonymity even when
 

4127
01:12:40,719 --> 01:12:42,630
preferring their anonymity even when
they contributed to a very bad thing

4128
01:12:42,630 --> 01:12:42,640
they contributed to a very bad thing
 

4129
01:12:42,640 --> 01:12:44,229
they contributed to a very bad thing
because they are afraid how it will

4130
01:12:44,229 --> 01:12:44,239
because they are afraid how it will
 

4131
01:12:44,239 --> 01:12:46,390
because they are afraid how it will
affect how people view them even though

4132
01:12:46,390 --> 01:12:46,400
affect how people view them even though
 

4133
01:12:46,400 --> 01:12:47,990
affect how people view them even though
it affects the victims and their

4134
01:12:47,990 --> 01:12:48,000
it affects the victims and their
 

4135
01:12:48,000 --> 01:12:51,350
it affects the victims and their
families every single day i'm tired of

4136
01:12:51,350 --> 01:12:51,360
families every single day i'm tired of
 

4137
01:12:51,360 --> 01:12:53,510
families every single day i'm tired of
militarization for the sake of other

4138
01:12:53,510 --> 01:12:53,520
militarization for the sake of other
 

4139
01:12:53,520 --> 01:12:56,550
militarization for the sake of other
people's self-esteem i'm tired of people

4140
01:12:56,550 --> 01:12:56,560
people's self-esteem i'm tired of people
 

4141
01:12:56,560 --> 01:12:58,950
people's self-esteem i'm tired of people
saying their allies to abuse victims

4142
01:12:58,950 --> 01:12:58,960
saying their allies to abuse victims
 

4143
01:12:58,960 --> 01:13:00,550
saying their allies to abuse victims
even though they try to dictate how

4144
01:13:00,550 --> 01:13:00,560
even though they try to dictate how
 

4145
01:13:00,560 --> 01:13:02,870
even though they try to dictate how
abuse victims tell their stories i'm

4146
01:13:02,870 --> 01:13:02,880
abuse victims tell their stories i'm
 

4147
01:13:02,880 --> 01:13:05,030
abuse victims tell their stories i'm
tired of people downplaying serious

4148
01:13:05,030 --> 01:13:05,040
tired of people downplaying serious
 

4149
01:13:05,040 --> 01:13:07,990
tired of people downplaying serious
issues and calling it drama i think in

4150
01:13:07,990 --> 01:13:08,000
issues and calling it drama i think in
 

4151
01:13:08,000 --> 01:13:09,510
issues and calling it drama i think in
general we shouldn't use the term

4152
01:13:09,510 --> 01:13:09,520
general we shouldn't use the term
 

4153
01:13:09,520 --> 01:13:12,149
general we shouldn't use the term
canceled to undermine general serious

4154
01:13:12,149 --> 01:13:12,159
canceled to undermine general serious
 

4155
01:13:12,159 --> 01:13:13,669
canceled to undermine general serious
problems that are going on with our

4156
01:13:13,669 --> 01:13:13,679
problems that are going on with our
 

4157
01:13:13,679 --> 01:13:15,750
problems that are going on with our
society i feel like everything these

4158
01:13:15,750 --> 01:13:15,760
society i feel like everything these
 

4159
01:13:15,760 --> 01:13:18,310
society i feel like everything these
days is getting cancelled but what's

4160
01:13:18,310 --> 01:13:18,320
days is getting cancelled but what's
 

4161
01:13:18,320 --> 01:13:20,630
days is getting cancelled but what's
really going on are people really in the

4162
01:13:20,630 --> 01:13:20,640
really going on are people really in the
 

4163
01:13:20,640 --> 01:13:23,750
really going on are people really in the
bad are we just quickly reacting i

4164
01:13:23,750 --> 01:13:23,760
bad are we just quickly reacting i
 

4165
01:13:23,760 --> 01:13:25,669
bad are we just quickly reacting i
wasn't actually canceled a lot of people

4166
01:13:25,669 --> 01:13:25,679
wasn't actually canceled a lot of people
 

4167
01:13:25,679 --> 01:13:27,590
wasn't actually canceled a lot of people
that i trusted started leaking stuff and

4168
01:13:27,590 --> 01:13:27,600
that i trusted started leaking stuff and
 

4169
01:13:27,600 --> 01:13:29,510
that i trusted started leaking stuff and
starting to run this narrative that i

4170
01:13:29,510 --> 01:13:29,520
starting to run this narrative that i
 

4171
01:13:29,520 --> 01:13:32,070
starting to run this narrative that i
was a mean person to get attention and

4172
01:13:32,070 --> 01:13:32,080
was a mean person to get attention and
 

4173
01:13:32,080 --> 01:13:34,070
was a mean person to get attention and
then everyone kind of run with it i'm

4174
01:13:34,070 --> 01:13:34,080
then everyone kind of run with it i'm
 

4175
01:13:34,080 --> 01:13:35,830
then everyone kind of run with it i'm
hoping that this video finally puts all

4176
01:13:35,830 --> 01:13:35,840
hoping that this video finally puts all
 

4177
01:13:35,840 --> 01:13:37,750
hoping that this video finally puts all
of that to bed so i think we should be a

4178
01:13:37,750 --> 01:13:37,760
of that to bed so i think we should be a
 

4179
01:13:37,760 --> 01:13:39,590
of that to bed so i think we should be a
little bit more delicate when throwing

4180
01:13:39,590 --> 01:13:39,600
little bit more delicate when throwing
 

4181
01:13:39,600 --> 01:13:41,350
little bit more delicate when throwing
around this term canceled when there's

4182
01:13:41,350 --> 01:13:41,360
around this term canceled when there's
 

4183
01:13:41,360 --> 01:13:43,350
around this term canceled when there's
some serious things that might be also

4184
01:13:43,350 --> 01:13:43,360
some serious things that might be also
 

4185
01:13:43,360 --> 01:13:46,310
some serious things that might be also
going on beneath the surface and again

4186
01:13:46,310 --> 01:13:46,320
going on beneath the surface and again
 

4187
01:13:46,320 --> 01:13:48,630
going on beneath the surface and again
don't harass don't harass anyone

4188
01:13:48,630 --> 01:13:48,640
don't harass don't harass anyone
 

4189
01:13:48,640 --> 01:13:51,510
don't harass don't harass anyone
mentioned just don't harass generally

4190
01:13:51,510 --> 01:13:51,520
mentioned just don't harass generally
 

4191
01:13:51,520 --> 01:13:53,110
mentioned just don't harass generally
it's not going to change anything at

4192
01:13:53,110 --> 01:13:53,120
it's not going to change anything at
 

4193
01:13:53,120 --> 01:13:56,149
it's not going to change anything at
this point just be careful communicate

4194
01:13:56,149 --> 01:13:56,159
this point just be careful communicate
 

4195
01:13:56,159 --> 01:13:58,229
this point just be careful communicate
spread the word and just because it's on

4196
01:13:58,229 --> 01:13:58,239
spread the word and just because it's on
 

4197
01:13:58,239 --> 01:13:59,830
spread the word and just because it's on
the internet doesn't mean you can get

4198
01:13:59,830 --> 01:13:59,840
the internet doesn't mean you can get
 

4199
01:13:59,840 --> 01:14:03,110
the internet doesn't mean you can get
away with it you're crazies

4200
01:14:03,110 --> 01:14:03,120
away with it you're crazies
 

4201
01:14:03,120 --> 01:14:05,189
away with it you're crazies
that's all folks except it's not time

4202
01:14:05,189 --> 01:14:05,199
that's all folks except it's not time
 

4203
01:14:05,199 --> 01:14:08,550
that's all folks except it's not time
for the ending gag

4204
01:14:08,550 --> 01:14:08,560

 

4205
01:14:08,560 --> 01:14:10,070

hey hey kramer

4206
01:14:10,070 --> 01:14:10,080
hey hey kramer
 

4207
01:14:10,080 --> 01:14:12,070
hey hey kramer
kramer

4208
01:14:12,070 --> 01:14:12,080
kramer
 

4209
01:14:12,080 --> 01:14:16,070
kramer
what

4210
01:14:16,070 --> 01:14:16,080

 

4211
01:14:16,080 --> 01:14:17,530

you stupid

4212
01:14:17,530 --> 01:14:17,540
you stupid
 

4213
01:14:17,540 --> 01:14:21,150
you stupid
[Applause]

4214
01:14:21,150 --> 01:14:21,160

 

4215
01:14:21,160 --> 01:14:23,430

[Music]

4216
01:14:23,430 --> 01:14:23,440
[Music]
 

4217
01:14:23,440 --> 01:14:25,350
[Music]
hey everyone thanks so much for watching

4218
01:14:25,350 --> 01:14:25,360
hey everyone thanks so much for watching
 

4219
01:14:25,360 --> 01:14:26,950
hey everyone thanks so much for watching
if you like what you saw please remember

4220
01:14:26,950 --> 01:14:26,960
if you like what you saw please remember
 

4221
01:14:26,960 --> 01:14:28,630
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4222
01:14:28,630 --> 01:14:28,640
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4223
01:14:28,640 --> 01:14:30,630
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friend or two or five

4224
01:14:30,630 --> 01:14:30,640
friend or two or five
 

4225
01:14:30,640 --> 01:14:32,070
friend or two or five
click here to subscribe really

4226
01:14:32,070 --> 01:14:32,080
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4227
01:14:32,080 --> 01:14:33,590
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4230
01:14:35,350 --> 01:14:35,360
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4231
01:14:35,360 --> 01:14:36,630
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4232
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like and enjoy there's also a credit

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01:14:41,520 --> 01:14:42,950
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4240
01:14:42,950 --> 01:14:42,960
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4241
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the other awesome contributors all their

4242
01:14:44,630 --> 01:14:44,640
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4243
01:14:44,640 --> 01:14:46,310
the other awesome contributors all their
info is in the description that's all i

4244
01:14:46,310 --> 01:14:46,320
info is in the description that's all i
 

4245
01:14:46,320 --> 01:14:49,960
info is in the description that's all i
gotta say kpoa