1 00:00:00,240 --> 00:00:02,310 Disclaimer one, all parties are presumed 2 00:00:02,310 --> 00:00:02,320 Disclaimer one, all parties are presumed 3 00:00:02,320 --> 00:00:04,390 Disclaimer one, all parties are presumed innocent until proven guilty in a court 4 00:00:04,390 --> 00:00:04,400 innocent until proven guilty in a court 5 00:00:04,400 --> 00:00:07,909 innocent until proven guilty in a court of law. Do not contact or harass anyone 6 00:00:07,909 --> 00:00:07,919 of law. Do not contact or harass anyone 7 00:00:07,919 --> 00:00:10,150 of law. Do not contact or harass anyone mentioned in this video. Disclaimer two, 8 00:00:10,150 --> 00:00:10,160 mentioned in this video. Disclaimer two, 9 00:00:10,160 --> 00:00:11,669 mentioned in this video. Disclaimer two, this video talks about crimes and 10 00:00:11,669 --> 00:00:11,679 this video talks about crimes and 11 00:00:11,679 --> 00:00:13,350 this video talks about crimes and activities of a violent and disturbing 12 00:00:13,350 --> 00:00:13,360 activities of a violent and disturbing 13 00:00:13,360 --> 00:00:16,230 activities of a violent and disturbing nature. Viewer discretion is advised. 14 00:00:16,230 --> 00:00:16,240 nature. Viewer discretion is advised. 15 00:00:16,240 --> 00:00:18,630 nature. Viewer discretion is advised. Disclaimer three, this video should only 16 00:00:18,630 --> 00:00:18,640 Disclaimer three, this video should only 17 00:00:18,640 --> 00:00:21,429 Disclaimer three, this video should only be viewed by those 18 or older. We talk 18 00:00:21,429 --> 00:00:21,439 be viewed by those 18 or older. We talk 19 00:00:21,439 --> 00:00:23,509 be viewed by those 18 or older. We talk about some pretty serious subject matter 20 00:00:23,509 --> 00:00:23,519 about some pretty serious subject matter 21 00:00:23,519 --> 00:00:25,349 about some pretty serious subject matter and minors should not be present for 22 00:00:25,349 --> 00:00:25,359 and minors should not be present for 23 00:00:25,359 --> 00:00:27,349 and minors should not be present for these discussions. What you are about to 24 00:00:27,349 --> 00:00:27,359 these discussions. What you are about to 25 00:00:27,359 --> 00:00:29,429 these discussions. What you are about to see is an interview with Emily Jones. 26 00:00:29,429 --> 00:00:29,439 see is an interview with Emily Jones. 27 00:00:29,439 --> 00:00:32,470 see is an interview with Emily Jones. also known as Emu Emmy, Sabers Sparks 28 00:00:32,470 --> 00:00:32,480 also known as Emu Emmy, Sabers Sparks 29 00:00:32,480 --> 00:00:34,709 also known as Emu Emmy, Sabers Sparks accuser. Now, I want to be extremely 30 00:00:34,709 --> 00:00:34,719 accuser. Now, I want to be extremely 31 00:00:34,719 --> 00:00:36,549 accuser. Now, I want to be extremely clear and upfront about the contents of 32 00:00:36,549 --> 00:00:36,559 clear and upfront about the contents of 33 00:00:36,559 --> 00:00:38,709 clear and upfront about the contents of this particular interview. Emily Jones 34 00:00:38,709 --> 00:00:38,719 this particular interview. Emily Jones 35 00:00:38,719 --> 00:00:40,709 this particular interview. Emily Jones is a person who has had a controversial 36 00:00:40,709 --> 00:00:40,719 is a person who has had a controversial 37 00:00:40,719 --> 00:00:42,389 is a person who has had a controversial history on the platform, and so we 38 00:00:42,389 --> 00:00:42,399 history on the platform, and so we 39 00:00:42,399 --> 00:00:44,310 history on the platform, and so we offered her an opportunity to speak on 40 00:00:44,310 --> 00:00:44,320 offered her an opportunity to speak on 41 00:00:44,320 --> 00:00:45,990 offered her an opportunity to speak on her own controversies to the wider 42 00:00:45,990 --> 00:00:46,000 her own controversies to the wider 43 00:00:46,000 --> 00:00:48,470 her own controversies to the wider public. The crux of this interview is 44 00:00:48,470 --> 00:00:48,480 public. The crux of this interview is 45 00:00:48,480 --> 00:00:54,150 public. The crux of this interview is her addressing her own controversies. 46 00:00:54,150 --> 00:00:54,160 47 00:00:54,160 --> 00:00:56,389 I believe that Emily Jones should have 48 00:00:56,389 --> 00:00:56,399 I believe that Emily Jones should have 49 00:00:56,399 --> 00:00:58,389 I believe that Emily Jones should have the right to talk about her own 50 00:00:58,389 --> 00:00:58,399 the right to talk about her own 51 00:00:58,399 --> 00:01:00,709 the right to talk about her own controversies and essentially establish 52 00:01:00,709 --> 00:01:00,719 controversies and essentially establish 53 00:01:00,719 --> 00:01:03,590 controversies and essentially establish her own character as her character is 54 00:01:03,590 --> 00:01:03,600 her own character as her character is 55 00:01:03,600 --> 00:01:05,509 her own character as her character is tangentially related to the matters at 56 00:01:05,509 --> 00:01:05,519 tangentially related to the matters at 57 00:01:05,519 --> 00:01:07,270 tangentially related to the matters at hand. I also want to address something 58 00:01:07,270 --> 00:01:07,280 hand. I also want to address something 59 00:01:07,280 --> 00:01:09,270 hand. I also want to address something in particular. Most people who have been 60 00:01:09,270 --> 00:01:09,280 in particular. Most people who have been 61 00:01:09,280 --> 00:01:11,190 in particular. Most people who have been introduced to the Emily Jones lore seem 62 00:01:11,190 --> 00:01:11,200 introduced to the Emily Jones lore seem 63 00:01:11,200 --> 00:01:12,789 introduced to the Emily Jones lore seem to have been introduced via one 64 00:01:12,789 --> 00:01:12,799 to have been introduced via one 65 00:01:12,799 --> 00:01:14,870 to have been introduced via one particular documentary. This one right 66 00:01:14,870 --> 00:01:14,880 particular documentary. This one right 67 00:01:14,880 --> 00:01:16,630 particular documentary. This one right here. The Google document trying to 68 00:01:16,630 --> 00:01:16,640 here. The Google document trying to 69 00:01:16,640 --> 00:01:18,870 here. The Google document trying to unmask Emily brought it up. And it's 70 00:01:18,870 --> 00:01:18,880 unmask Emily brought it up. And it's 71 00:01:18,880 --> 00:01:21,990 unmask Emily brought it up. And it's what both KP and my team did find first. 72 00:01:21,990 --> 00:01:22,000 what both KP and my team did find first. 73 00:01:22,000 --> 00:01:23,910 what both KP and my team did find first. Whatever you believe about Emily Jones, 74 00:01:23,910 --> 00:01:23,920 Whatever you believe about Emily Jones, 75 00:01:23,920 --> 00:01:26,390 Whatever you believe about Emily Jones, whatever she says, this documentary is 76 00:01:26,390 --> 00:01:26,400 whatever she says, this documentary is 77 00:01:26,400 --> 00:01:28,950 whatever she says, this documentary is particularly bad and particularly biased 78 00:01:28,950 --> 00:01:28,960 particularly bad and particularly biased 79 00:01:28,960 --> 00:01:31,190 particularly bad and particularly biased and should not be used as a resource. 80 00:01:31,190 --> 00:01:31,200 and should not be used as a resource. 81 00:01:31,200 --> 00:01:33,109 and should not be used as a resource. That being said, I would recommend doing 82 00:01:33,109 --> 00:01:33,119 That being said, I would recommend doing 83 00:01:33,119 --> 00:01:35,429 That being said, I would recommend doing your own due diligence and not taking 84 00:01:35,429 --> 00:01:35,439 your own due diligence and not taking 85 00:01:35,439 --> 00:01:38,149 your own due diligence and not taking anything anyone says as immediate fact. 86 00:01:38,149 --> 00:01:38,159 anything anyone says as immediate fact. 87 00:01:38,159 --> 00:01:40,069 anything anyone says as immediate fact. If something sounds suspicious to you, 88 00:01:40,069 --> 00:01:40,079 If something sounds suspicious to you, 89 00:01:40,079 --> 00:01:43,270 If something sounds suspicious to you, look it up using more reputable sources. 90 00:01:43,270 --> 00:01:43,280 look it up using more reputable sources. 91 00:01:43,280 --> 00:01:45,510 look it up using more reputable sources. This video will not be censored in any 92 00:01:45,510 --> 00:01:45,520 This video will not be censored in any 93 00:01:45,520 --> 00:01:47,990 This video will not be censored in any regards. As a disclaimer, the opinions 94 00:01:47,990 --> 00:01:48,000 regards. As a disclaimer, the opinions 95 00:01:48,000 --> 00:01:50,069 regards. As a disclaimer, the opinions of Emily Jones are her own. They should 96 00:01:50,069 --> 00:01:50,079 of Emily Jones are her own. They should 97 00:01:50,079 --> 00:01:51,990 of Emily Jones are her own. They should not be seen as reflective of me or the 98 00:01:51,990 --> 00:01:52,000 not be seen as reflective of me or the 99 00:01:52,000 --> 00:01:54,069 not be seen as reflective of me or the investigation team towards anyone, not 100 00:01:54,069 --> 00:01:54,079 investigation team towards anyone, not 101 00:01:54,079 --> 00:01:55,990 investigation team towards anyone, not just Saber Spark. I will at least be 102 00:01:55,990 --> 00:01:56,000 just Saber Spark. I will at least be 103 00:01:56,000 --> 00:01:58,389 just Saber Spark. I will at least be adding context via editing, but I am 104 00:01:58,389 --> 00:01:58,399 adding context via editing, but I am 105 00:01:58,399 --> 00:02:00,630 adding context via editing, but I am cutting nothing out. Timestamps will be 106 00:02:00,630 --> 00:02:00,640 cutting nothing out. Timestamps will be 107 00:02:00,640 --> 00:02:02,230 cutting nothing out. Timestamps will be added in the description down below if 108 00:02:02,230 --> 00:02:02,240 added in the description down below if 109 00:02:02,240 --> 00:02:03,749 added in the description down below if you want Emily's statement on any 110 00:02:03,749 --> 00:02:03,759 you want Emily's statement on any 111 00:02:03,759 --> 00:02:06,069 you want Emily's statement on any particular controversy stuff. Everyone's 112 00:02:06,069 --> 00:02:06,079 particular controversy stuff. Everyone's 113 00:02:06,079 --> 00:02:07,910 particular controversy stuff. Everyone's okay with this being recorded and 114 00:02:07,910 --> 00:02:07,920 okay with this being recorded and 115 00:02:07,920 --> 00:02:10,229 okay with this being recorded and published. I'm totally cool with that. I 116 00:02:10,229 --> 00:02:10,239 published. I'm totally cool with that. I 117 00:02:10,239 --> 00:02:13,430 published. I'm totally cool with that. I consent. Okay. I'm all good. I consent 118 00:02:13,430 --> 00:02:13,440 consent. Okay. I'm all good. I consent 119 00:02:13,440 --> 00:02:15,750 consent. Okay. I'm all good. I consent to that as well. 120 00:02:15,750 --> 00:02:15,760 to that as well. 121 00:02:15,760 --> 00:02:20,710 to that as well. I am a consenting adult. I uh 122 00:02:20,710 --> 00:02:20,720 I am a consenting adult. I uh 123 00:02:20,720 --> 00:02:22,630 I am a consenting adult. I uh All right. I started my recording. So 124 00:02:22,630 --> 00:02:22,640 All right. I started my recording. So 125 00:02:22,640 --> 00:02:26,550 All right. I started my recording. So now no one knows that we all consented. 126 00:02:26,550 --> 00:02:26,560 now no one knows that we all consented. 127 00:02:26,560 --> 00:02:28,390 now no one knows that we all consented. I also started my recording after we all 128 00:02:28,390 --> 00:02:28,400 I also started my recording after we all 129 00:02:28,400 --> 00:02:30,150 I also started my recording after we all consented. Damn. We're going to have to 130 00:02:30,150 --> 00:02:30,160 consented. Damn. We're going to have to 131 00:02:30,160 --> 00:02:33,509 consented. Damn. We're going to have to consent again. 132 00:02:33,509 --> 00:02:33,519 consent again. 133 00:02:33,519 --> 00:02:35,990 consent again. I have been recording. I'm joking. It's 134 00:02:35,990 --> 00:02:36,000 I have been recording. I'm joking. It's 135 00:02:36,000 --> 00:02:38,910 I have been recording. I'm joking. It's fine. All right. 136 00:02:38,910 --> 00:02:38,920 fine. All right. 137 00:02:38,920 --> 00:02:41,990 fine. All right. So, enter you you said you wanted me to 138 00:02:41,990 --> 00:02:42,000 So, enter you you said you wanted me to 139 00:02:42,000 --> 00:02:43,670 So, enter you you said you wanted me to try to spearhead things or do you want 140 00:02:43,670 --> 00:02:43,680 try to spearhead things or do you want 141 00:02:43,680 --> 00:02:45,350 try to spearhead things or do you want to like answer like ask your personal 142 00:02:45,350 --> 00:02:45,360 to like answer like ask your personal 143 00:02:45,360 --> 00:02:51,110 to like answer like ask your personal questions or what? Um, I think uh I am 144 00:02:51,110 --> 00:02:51,120 questions or what? Um, I think uh I am 145 00:02:51,120 --> 00:02:53,589 questions or what? Um, I think uh I am not good at leading interviews. That's 146 00:02:53,589 --> 00:02:53,599 not good at leading interviews. That's 147 00:02:53,599 --> 00:02:57,430 not good at leading interviews. That's why I'm here cuz I've done this before. 148 00:02:57,430 --> 00:02:57,440 why I'm here cuz I've done this before. 149 00:02:57,440 --> 00:02:59,670 why I'm here cuz I've done this before. Uh, but I suppose so people don't can 150 00:02:59,670 --> 00:02:59,680 Uh, but I suppose so people don't can 151 00:02:59,680 --> 00:03:01,190 Uh, but I suppose so people don't can get confused, we should all start with 152 00:03:01,190 --> 00:03:01,200 get confused, we should all start with 153 00:03:01,200 --> 00:03:03,430 get confused, we should all start with like introductions. Uh, people, this is 154 00:03:03,430 --> 00:03:03,440 like introductions. Uh, people, this is 155 00:03:03,440 --> 00:03:05,190 like introductions. Uh, people, this is going to be on my channel so people know 156 00:03:05,190 --> 00:03:05,200 going to be on my channel so people know 157 00:03:05,200 --> 00:03:07,869 going to be on my channel so people know who I am. 158 00:03:07,869 --> 00:03:07,879 who I am. 159 00:03:07,879 --> 00:03:11,670 who I am. Uh, who are you guys? 160 00:03:11,670 --> 00:03:11,680 Uh, who are you guys? 161 00:03:11,680 --> 00:03:13,830 Uh, who are you guys? Do we just start at a semicircle or 162 00:03:13,830 --> 00:03:13,840 Do we just start at a semicircle or 163 00:03:13,840 --> 00:03:15,990 Do we just start at a semicircle or what? Start at the front end and then 164 00:03:15,990 --> 00:03:16,000 what? Start at the front end and then 165 00:03:16,000 --> 00:03:18,790 what? Start at the front end and then the back or whatever. Uh, lazy, who are 166 00:03:18,790 --> 00:03:18,800 the back or whatever. Uh, lazy, who are 167 00:03:18,800 --> 00:03:21,990 the back or whatever. Uh, lazy, who are you? I am a lazy bed head. I make things 168 00:03:21,990 --> 00:03:22,000 you? I am a lazy bed head. I make things 169 00:03:22,000 --> 00:03:24,470 you? I am a lazy bed head. I make things on the internet and I do interviews with 170 00:03:24,470 --> 00:03:24,480 on the internet and I do interviews with 171 00:03:24,480 --> 00:03:26,869 on the internet and I do interviews with people on the internet and I will be 172 00:03:26,869 --> 00:03:26,879 people on the internet and I will be 173 00:03:26,879 --> 00:03:29,830 people on the internet and I will be helping in this interview today. 174 00:03:29,830 --> 00:03:29,840 helping in this interview today. 175 00:03:29,840 --> 00:03:32,949 helping in this interview today. Uh, and Phineas, who are you? I am the 176 00:03:32,949 --> 00:03:32,959 Uh, and Phineas, who are you? I am the 177 00:03:32,959 --> 00:03:36,949 Uh, and Phineas, who are you? I am the one Phineas. I have been looking into 178 00:03:36,949 --> 00:03:36,959 one Phineas. I have been looking into 179 00:03:36,959 --> 00:03:41,030 one Phineas. I have been looking into the uh this you this little universe 180 00:03:41,030 --> 00:03:41,040 the uh this you this little universe 181 00:03:41,040 --> 00:03:44,509 the uh this you this little universe we're going to call it uh for many many 182 00:03:44,509 --> 00:03:44,519 we're going to call it uh for many many 183 00:03:44,519 --> 00:03:47,229 we're going to call it uh for many many many months. 184 00:03:47,229 --> 00:03:47,239 many months. 185 00:03:47,239 --> 00:03:51,190 many months. Yes. Uh these two have been helping me 186 00:03:51,190 --> 00:03:51,200 Yes. Uh these two have been helping me 187 00:03:51,200 --> 00:03:52,869 Yes. Uh these two have been helping me uh with this I I guess it's an 188 00:03:52,869 --> 00:03:52,879 uh with this I I guess it's an 189 00:03:52,879 --> 00:03:54,789 uh with this I I guess it's an investigation people are calling it. Uh 190 00:03:54,789 --> 00:03:54,799 investigation people are calling it. Uh 191 00:03:54,799 --> 00:03:56,470 investigation people are calling it. Uh they're not the only people but these 192 00:03:56,470 --> 00:03:56,480 they're not the only people but these 193 00:03:56,480 --> 00:03:59,030 they're not the only people but these have been the two people who have been 194 00:03:59,030 --> 00:03:59,040 have been the two people who have been 195 00:03:59,040 --> 00:04:02,750 have been the two people who have been uh talking to me and the accuser. and 196 00:04:02,750 --> 00:04:02,760 uh talking to me and the accuser. and 197 00:04:02,760 --> 00:04:07,110 uh talking to me and the accuser. and let's get your introduction. 198 00:04:07,110 --> 00:04:07,120 let's get your introduction. 199 00:04:07,120 --> 00:04:11,429 let's get your introduction. My name my name is Emmy Jones or MU and 200 00:04:11,429 --> 00:04:11,439 My name my name is Emmy Jones or MU and 201 00:04:11,439 --> 00:04:14,630 My name my name is Emmy Jones or MU and uh yeah I I do music and voice over and 202 00:04:14,630 --> 00:04:14,640 uh yeah I I do music and voice over and 203 00:04:14,640 --> 00:04:16,789 uh yeah I I do music and voice over and stuff. 204 00:04:16,789 --> 00:04:16,799 stuff. 205 00:04:16,799 --> 00:04:18,469 stuff. So Emily, how long have you actually 206 00:04:18,469 --> 00:04:18,479 So Emily, how long have you actually 207 00:04:18,479 --> 00:04:21,670 So Emily, how long have you actually been doing like content on the internet? 208 00:04:21,670 --> 00:04:21,680 been doing like content on the internet? 209 00:04:21,680 --> 00:04:24,390 been doing like content on the internet? Uh, technically right after I graduated 210 00:04:24,390 --> 00:04:24,400 Uh, technically right after I graduated 211 00:04:24,400 --> 00:04:27,189 Uh, technically right after I graduated high school, but it was like terrible 212 00:04:27,189 --> 00:04:27,199 high school, but it was like terrible 213 00:04:27,199 --> 00:04:30,310 high school, but it was like terrible YouTube cos I made like with my parents' 214 00:04:30,310 --> 00:04:30,320 YouTube cos I made like with my parents' 215 00:04:30,320 --> 00:04:33,189 YouTube cos I made like with my parents' iMac computer and it was like a a 216 00:04:33,189 --> 00:04:33,199 iMac computer and it was like a a 217 00:04:33,199 --> 00:04:36,710 iMac computer and it was like a a terrible like trash can microphone. I 218 00:04:36,710 --> 00:04:36,720 terrible like trash can microphone. I 219 00:04:36,720 --> 00:04:37,990 terrible like trash can microphone. I wouldn't even be embarrassed. I still 220 00:04:37,990 --> 00:04:38,000 wouldn't even be embarrassed. I still 221 00:04:38,000 --> 00:04:39,670 wouldn't even be embarrassed. I still edit everything on an iPhone. So, don't 222 00:04:39,670 --> 00:04:39,680 edit everything on an iPhone. So, don't 223 00:04:39,680 --> 00:04:42,070 edit everything on an iPhone. So, don't even be worried about it. It's very It's 224 00:04:42,070 --> 00:04:42,080 even be worried about it. It's very It's 225 00:04:42,080 --> 00:04:45,390 even be worried about it. It's very It's good content though. Thank 226 00:04:45,390 --> 00:04:45,400 good content though. Thank 227 00:04:45,400 --> 00:04:47,749 good content though. Thank you. It's just funny to see people's 228 00:04:47,749 --> 00:04:47,759 you. It's just funny to see people's 229 00:04:47,759 --> 00:04:49,270 you. It's just funny to see people's reactions to that sometimes cuz they are 230 00:04:49,270 --> 00:04:49,280 reactions to that sometimes cuz they are 231 00:04:49,280 --> 00:04:50,790 reactions to that sometimes cuz they are like, "What are you [\h__\h] crazy?" And 232 00:04:50,790 --> 00:04:50,800 like, "What are you [\h__\h] crazy?" And 233 00:04:50,800 --> 00:04:54,110 like, "What are you [\h__\h] crazy?" And I'm like, "Yeah, I am a little 234 00:04:54,110 --> 00:04:54,120 I'm like, "Yeah, I am a little 235 00:04:54,120 --> 00:04:57,590 I'm like, "Yeah, I am a little bit. It's hard." Yeah, that's that is 236 00:04:57,590 --> 00:04:57,600 bit. It's hard." Yeah, that's that is 237 00:04:57,600 --> 00:04:59,670 bit. It's hard." Yeah, that's that is kind of insane to edit everything on an 238 00:04:59,670 --> 00:04:59,680 kind of insane to edit everything on an 239 00:04:59,680 --> 00:05:02,230 kind of insane to edit everything on an iPhone. I just look, I'm poor, so this 240 00:05:02,230 --> 00:05:02,240 iPhone. I just look, I'm poor, so this 241 00:05:02,240 --> 00:05:04,350 iPhone. I just look, I'm poor, so this just kind of works out for 242 00:05:04,350 --> 00:05:04,360 just kind of works out for 243 00:05:04,360 --> 00:05:06,710 just kind of works out for me. I know that doesn't sound poor. 244 00:05:06,710 --> 00:05:06,720 me. I know that doesn't sound poor. 245 00:05:06,720 --> 00:05:08,070 me. I know that doesn't sound poor. Having an iPhone doesn't sound like a 246 00:05:08,070 --> 00:05:08,080 Having an iPhone doesn't sound like a 247 00:05:08,080 --> 00:05:09,430 Having an iPhone doesn't sound like a poor person thing, but it's an older 248 00:05:09,430 --> 00:05:09,440 poor person thing, but it's an older 249 00:05:09,440 --> 00:05:11,510 poor person thing, but it's an older generation. If that makes it any worse 250 00:05:11,510 --> 00:05:11,520 generation. If that makes it any worse 251 00:05:11,520 --> 00:05:14,070 generation. If that makes it any worse for anybody else, I just can't imagine 252 00:05:14,070 --> 00:05:14,080 for anybody else, I just can't imagine 253 00:05:14,080 --> 00:05:15,990 for anybody else, I just can't imagine the perception for your video for your 254 00:05:15,990 --> 00:05:16,000 the perception for your video for your 255 00:05:16,000 --> 00:05:18,790 the perception for your video for your videos, you know? It's like 256 00:05:18,790 --> 00:05:18,800 videos, you know? It's like 257 00:05:18,800 --> 00:05:20,550 videos, you know? It's like it's it's just a lot of sitting in my 258 00:05:20,550 --> 00:05:20,560 it's it's just a lot of sitting in my 259 00:05:20,560 --> 00:05:22,629 it's it's just a lot of sitting in my bed and just kind of like finger 260 00:05:22,629 --> 00:05:22,639 bed and just kind of like finger 261 00:05:22,639 --> 00:05:25,110 bed and just kind of like finger fingering my face phone for a while 262 00:05:25,110 --> 00:05:25,120 fingering my face phone for a while 263 00:05:25,120 --> 00:05:28,710 fingering my face phone for a while until it's done. Okay. But in case 264 00:05:28,710 --> 00:05:28,720 until it's done. Okay. But in case 265 00:05:28,720 --> 00:05:31,270 until it's done. Okay. But in case anyone is concerned, I I'm not the one 266 00:05:31,270 --> 00:05:31,280 anyone is concerned, I I'm not the one 267 00:05:31,280 --> 00:05:33,670 anyone is concerned, I I'm not the one making this video. Just double checking 268 00:05:33,670 --> 00:05:33,680 making this video. Just double checking 269 00:05:33,680 --> 00:05:36,790 making this video. Just double checking for everyone's aware. I won't be I won't 270 00:05:36,790 --> 00:05:36,800 for everyone's aware. I won't be I won't 271 00:05:36,800 --> 00:05:39,990 for everyone's aware. I won't be I won't be fun this video on my phone today. 272 00:05:39,990 --> 00:05:40,000 be fun this video on my phone today. 273 00:05:40,000 --> 00:05:42,469 be fun this video on my phone today. Yeah, that will be my job. And for the 274 00:05:42,469 --> 00:05:42,479 Yeah, that will be my job. And for the 275 00:05:42,479 --> 00:05:45,909 Yeah, that will be my job. And for the final obligatory uh question, Emily, you 276 00:05:45,909 --> 00:05:45,919 final obligatory uh question, Emily, you 277 00:05:45,919 --> 00:05:48,790 final obligatory uh question, Emily, you you are coming forward out of anonymity 278 00:05:48,790 --> 00:05:48,800 you are coming forward out of anonymity 279 00:05:48,800 --> 00:05:52,230 you are coming forward out of anonymity of your own free will. Correct. I am. 280 00:05:52,230 --> 00:05:52,240 of your own free will. Correct. I am. 281 00:05:52,240 --> 00:05:55,749 of your own free will. Correct. I am. Yes. Okay. Those are the obligatory 282 00:05:55,749 --> 00:05:55,759 Yes. Okay. Those are the obligatory 283 00:05:55,759 --> 00:05:58,950 Yes. Okay. Those are the obligatory questions. Lazy, you may begin. So, 284 00:05:58,950 --> 00:05:58,960 questions. Lazy, you may begin. So, 285 00:05:58,960 --> 00:06:01,430 questions. Lazy, you may begin. So, okay. I think we should start by just 286 00:06:01,430 --> 00:06:01,440 okay. I think we should start by just 287 00:06:01,440 --> 00:06:04,309 okay. I think we should start by just going. I will also say to the audience 288 00:06:04,309 --> 00:06:04,319 going. I will also say to the audience 289 00:06:04,319 --> 00:06:05,909 going. I will also say to the audience who is listening, this is not exactly 290 00:06:05,909 --> 00:06:05,919 who is listening, this is not exactly 291 00:06:05,919 --> 00:06:07,189 who is listening, this is not exactly the first time that we had this 292 00:06:07,189 --> 00:06:07,199 the first time that we had this 293 00:06:07,199 --> 00:06:09,270 the first time that we had this conversation. No, it was just important 294 00:06:09,270 --> 00:06:09,280 conversation. No, it was just important 295 00:06:09,280 --> 00:06:11,029 conversation. No, it was just important that we had it like for the record so 296 00:06:11,029 --> 00:06:11,039 that we had it like for the record so 297 00:06:11,039 --> 00:06:14,550 that we had it like for the record so that if anyone wants to ask about it, 298 00:06:14,550 --> 00:06:14,560 that if anyone wants to ask about it, 299 00:06:14,560 --> 00:06:17,270 that if anyone wants to ask about it, reference this interview here, right? 300 00:06:17,270 --> 00:06:17,280 reference this interview here, right? 301 00:06:17,280 --> 00:06:20,550 reference this interview here, right? Yeah. So, let's start at the very 302 00:06:20,550 --> 00:06:20,560 Yeah. So, let's start at the very 303 00:06:20,560 --> 00:06:22,950 Yeah. So, let's start at the very beginning. Uh, at least the beginning of 304 00:06:22,950 --> 00:06:22,960 beginning. Uh, at least the beginning of 305 00:06:22,960 --> 00:06:24,950 beginning. Uh, at least the beginning of your whole YouTube career. I would love 306 00:06:24,950 --> 00:06:24,960 your whole YouTube career. I would love 307 00:06:24,960 --> 00:06:29,749 your whole YouTube career. I would love to start. Um, so Emu is a name on the 308 00:06:29,749 --> 00:06:29,759 to start. Um, so Emu is a name on the 309 00:06:29,759 --> 00:06:31,909 to start. Um, so Emu is a name on the internet that, uh, people in both the 310 00:06:31,909 --> 00:06:31,919 internet that, uh, people in both the 311 00:06:31,919 --> 00:06:34,150 internet that, uh, people in both the MLP community and the Sonic community 312 00:06:34,150 --> 00:06:34,160 MLP community and the Sonic community 313 00:06:34,160 --> 00:06:37,110 MLP community and the Sonic community know fairly well. um for both good 314 00:06:37,110 --> 00:06:37,120 know fairly well. um for both good 315 00:06:37,120 --> 00:06:39,510 know fairly well. um for both good things, most of it being Sonic and Tales 316 00:06:39,510 --> 00:06:39,520 things, most of it being Sonic and Tales 317 00:06:39,520 --> 00:06:41,990 things, most of it being Sonic and Tales R, which was a fan-made radio show that 318 00:06:41,990 --> 00:06:42,000 R, which was a fan-made radio show that 319 00:06:42,000 --> 00:06:44,469 R, which was a fan-made radio show that actually was in collaborations with uh 320 00:06:44,469 --> 00:06:44,479 actually was in collaborations with uh 321 00:06:44,479 --> 00:06:46,550 actually was in collaborations with uh people over at Sega, aka like Ryan 322 00:06:46,550 --> 00:06:46,560 people over at Sega, aka like Ryan 323 00:06:46,560 --> 00:06:48,550 people over at Sega, aka like Ryan Drummond, Mike Pock, voice actors and 324 00:06:48,550 --> 00:06:48,560 Drummond, Mike Pock, voice actors and 325 00:06:48,560 --> 00:06:52,870 Drummond, Mike Pock, voice actors and such. Um, and a a lot of people, I think 326 00:06:52,870 --> 00:06:52,880 such. Um, and a a lot of people, I think 327 00:06:52,880 --> 00:06:54,950 such. Um, and a a lot of people, I think it's mostly just like people on Reddit, 328 00:06:54,950 --> 00:06:54,960 it's mostly just like people on Reddit, 329 00:06:54,960 --> 00:06:57,909 it's mostly just like people on Reddit, Kiwi Farm, the gossip sites, um, have 330 00:06:57,909 --> 00:06:57,919 Kiwi Farm, the gossip sites, um, have 331 00:06:57,919 --> 00:06:59,990 Kiwi Farm, the gossip sites, um, have painted a not so great image of your 332 00:06:59,990 --> 00:07:00,000 painted a not so great image of your 333 00:07:00,000 --> 00:07:02,469 painted a not so great image of your character. Um, and for our 334 00:07:02,469 --> 00:07:02,479 character. Um, and for our 335 00:07:02,479 --> 00:07:03,909 character. Um, and for our investigation, that's not something we 336 00:07:03,909 --> 00:07:03,919 investigation, that's not something we 337 00:07:03,919 --> 00:07:06,790 investigation, that's not something we can just ignore because as of recently, 338 00:07:06,790 --> 00:07:06,800 can just ignore because as of recently, 339 00:07:06,800 --> 00:07:08,870 can just ignore because as of recently, as of like May 7th, I say recently, it's 340 00:07:08,870 --> 00:07:08,880 as of like May 7th, I say recently, it's 341 00:07:08,880 --> 00:07:11,110 as of like May 7th, I say recently, it's a couple weeks ago. Uh, Casey Fist kind 342 00:07:11,110 --> 00:07:11,120 a couple weeks ago. Uh, Casey Fist kind 343 00:07:11,120 --> 00:07:13,110 a couple weeks ago. Uh, Casey Fist kind of brought that up as a reason against 344 00:07:13,110 --> 00:07:13,120 of brought that up as a reason against 345 00:07:13,120 --> 00:07:15,749 of brought that up as a reason against you not to even believe you. Um, but I 346 00:07:15,749 --> 00:07:15,759 you not to even believe you. Um, but I 347 00:07:15,759 --> 00:07:17,270 you not to even believe you. Um, but I think it's only fair for the sake of 348 00:07:17,270 --> 00:07:17,280 think it's only fair for the sake of 349 00:07:17,280 --> 00:07:18,950 think it's only fair for the sake of journalistic integrity that we get your 350 00:07:18,950 --> 00:07:18,960 journalistic integrity that we get your 351 00:07:18,960 --> 00:07:22,150 journalistic integrity that we get your side on that because if every if all of 352 00:07:22,150 --> 00:07:22,160 side on that because if every if all of 353 00:07:22,160 --> 00:07:23,749 side on that because if every if all of this is just either something that has 354 00:07:23,749 --> 00:07:23,759 this is just either something that has 355 00:07:23,759 --> 00:07:26,230 this is just either something that has been, you know, taken out of context, I 356 00:07:26,230 --> 00:07:26,240 been, you know, taken out of context, I 357 00:07:26,240 --> 00:07:27,830 been, you know, taken out of context, I feel like the full context should be 358 00:07:27,830 --> 00:07:27,840 feel like the full context should be 359 00:07:27,840 --> 00:07:29,990 feel like the full context should be available for people to have in front of 360 00:07:29,990 --> 00:07:30,000 available for people to have in front of 361 00:07:30,000 --> 00:07:31,510 available for people to have in front of them so they can reference and make and 362 00:07:31,510 --> 00:07:31,520 them so they can reference and make and 363 00:07:31,520 --> 00:07:34,790 them so they can reference and make and draw their own conclusions. So, let's 364 00:07:34,790 --> 00:07:34,800 draw their own conclusions. So, let's 365 00:07:34,800 --> 00:07:36,870 draw their own conclusions. So, let's start with what you are most well known 366 00:07:36,870 --> 00:07:36,880 start with what you are most well known 367 00:07:36,880 --> 00:07:40,150 start with what you are most well known for. And that's gross to say, but that's 368 00:07:40,150 --> 00:07:40,160 for. And that's gross to say, but that's 369 00:07:40,160 --> 00:07:41,990 for. And that's gross to say, but that's that's what people kind of point to your 370 00:07:41,990 --> 00:07:42,000 that's what people kind of point to your 371 00:07:42,000 --> 00:07:45,749 that's what people kind of point to your big number one thing. Um, Ryan Drummond. 372 00:07:45,749 --> 00:07:45,759 big number one thing. Um, Ryan Drummond. 373 00:07:45,759 --> 00:07:47,830 big number one thing. Um, Ryan Drummond. Drummond. I don't know how to Yeah, 374 00:07:47,830 --> 00:07:47,840 Drummond. I don't know how to Yeah, 375 00:07:47,840 --> 00:07:50,469 Drummond. I don't know how to Yeah, Drummond. Drummond. So, you have been 376 00:07:50,469 --> 00:07:50,479 Drummond. Drummond. So, you have been 377 00:07:50,479 --> 00:07:52,550 Drummond. Drummond. So, you have been friends with Ryan for a bit. You guys 378 00:07:52,550 --> 00:07:52,560 friends with Ryan for a bit. You guys 379 00:07:52,560 --> 00:07:54,390 friends with Ryan for a bit. You guys worked on Sonic and Tales are together. 380 00:07:54,390 --> 00:07:54,400 worked on Sonic and Tales are together. 381 00:07:54,400 --> 00:07:57,749 worked on Sonic and Tales are together. And around 2016, uh, you guys had some 382 00:07:57,749 --> 00:07:57,759 And around 2016, uh, you guys had some 383 00:07:57,759 --> 00:08:00,710 And around 2016, uh, you guys had some sort of a relationship. Um, because Ryan 384 00:08:00,710 --> 00:08:00,720 sort of a relationship. Um, because Ryan 385 00:08:00,720 --> 00:08:03,510 sort of a relationship. Um, because Ryan was once previously married that people 386 00:08:03,510 --> 00:08:03,520 was once previously married that people 387 00:08:03,520 --> 00:08:05,830 was once previously married that people have accused you or at least accused the 388 00:08:05,830 --> 00:08:05,840 have accused you or at least accused the 389 00:08:05,840 --> 00:08:07,830 have accused you or at least accused the both of you because this is two-p partyy 390 00:08:07,830 --> 00:08:07,840 both of you because this is two-p partyy 391 00:08:07,840 --> 00:08:10,390 both of you because this is two-p partyy thing. um that you guys were in some 392 00:08:10,390 --> 00:08:10,400 thing. um that you guys were in some 393 00:08:10,400 --> 00:08:12,270 thing. um that you guys were in some sort of affair that ended his 394 00:08:12,270 --> 00:08:12,280 sort of affair that ended his 395 00:08:12,280 --> 00:08:14,550 sort of affair that ended his relationship. From your perspective, 396 00:08:14,550 --> 00:08:14,560 relationship. From your perspective, 397 00:08:14,560 --> 00:08:17,110 relationship. From your perspective, right, what was your relationship with 398 00:08:17,110 --> 00:08:17,120 right, what was your relationship with 399 00:08:17,120 --> 00:08:20,629 right, what was your relationship with Ryan Drummond? 400 00:08:20,629 --> 00:08:20,639 401 00:08:20,639 --> 00:08:22,869 We did not have an affair. Absolutely 402 00:08:22,869 --> 00:08:22,879 We did not have an affair. Absolutely 403 00:08:22,879 --> 00:08:26,550 We did not have an affair. Absolutely not. Um by the time that I even became 404 00:08:26,550 --> 00:08:26,560 not. Um by the time that I even became 405 00:08:26,560 --> 00:08:29,430 not. Um by the time that I even became friends with Brian, he was already 406 00:08:29,430 --> 00:08:29,440 friends with Brian, he was already 407 00:08:29,440 --> 00:08:32,070 friends with Brian, he was already working on splitting up with this 408 00:08:32,070 --> 00:08:32,080 working on splitting up with this 409 00:08:32,080 --> 00:08:34,149 working on splitting up with this person. So, we were friends for a little 410 00:08:34,149 --> 00:08:34,159 person. So, we were friends for a little 411 00:08:34,159 --> 00:08:36,790 person. So, we were friends for a little while. He began his separation process. 412 00:08:36,790 --> 00:08:36,800 while. He began his separation process. 413 00:08:36,800 --> 00:08:38,149 while. He began his separation process. It we even got to a point where they 414 00:08:38,149 --> 00:08:38,159 It we even got to a point where they 415 00:08:38,159 --> 00:08:40,230 It we even got to a point where they were living in different homes. Um and 416 00:08:40,230 --> 00:08:40,240 were living in different homes. Um and 417 00:08:40,240 --> 00:08:42,550 were living in different homes. Um and then later on we began to date and we 418 00:08:42,550 --> 00:08:42,560 then later on we began to date and we 419 00:08:42,560 --> 00:08:45,829 then later on we began to date and we dated for about six or seven months uh 420 00:08:45,829 --> 00:08:45,839 dated for about six or seven months uh 421 00:08:45,839 --> 00:08:48,230 dated for about six or seven months uh during that process of them completely 422 00:08:48,230 --> 00:08:48,240 during that process of them completely 423 00:08:48,240 --> 00:08:50,470 during that process of them completely separated and working on their divorce 424 00:08:50,470 --> 00:08:50,480 separated and working on their divorce 425 00:08:50,480 --> 00:08:52,150 separated and working on their divorce because they do have two kids. One of 426 00:08:52,150 --> 00:08:52,160 because they do have two kids. One of 427 00:08:52,160 --> 00:08:55,269 because they do have two kids. One of them is special needs. So divorce for 428 00:08:55,269 --> 00:08:55,279 them is special needs. So divorce for 429 00:08:55,279 --> 00:08:57,949 them is special needs. So divorce for people with kids it takes a lot of time. 430 00:08:57,949 --> 00:08:57,959 people with kids it takes a lot of time. 431 00:08:57,959 --> 00:09:02,389 people with kids it takes a lot of time. Mhm. So you when you started like um 432 00:09:02,389 --> 00:09:02,399 Mhm. So you when you started like um 433 00:09:02,399 --> 00:09:04,310 Mhm. So you when you started like um getting to know Ryan and having him on 434 00:09:04,310 --> 00:09:04,320 getting to know Ryan and having him on 435 00:09:04,320 --> 00:09:06,310 getting to know Ryan and having him on Sonic and Tales R, he was already within 436 00:09:06,310 --> 00:09:06,320 Sonic and Tales R, he was already within 437 00:09:06,320 --> 00:09:09,350 Sonic and Tales R, he was already within that process of getting divorced. 438 00:09:09,350 --> 00:09:09,360 that process of getting divorced. 439 00:09:09,360 --> 00:09:11,190 that process of getting divorced. Well, actually by the time Sonic and 440 00:09:11,190 --> 00:09:11,200 Well, actually by the time Sonic and 441 00:09:11,200 --> 00:09:14,310 Well, actually by the time Sonic and Tales R was a thing, it was already at 442 00:09:14,310 --> 00:09:14,320 Tales R was a thing, it was already at 443 00:09:14,320 --> 00:09:17,590 Tales R was a thing, it was already at that point finalized. So that was done. 444 00:09:17,590 --> 00:09:17,600 that point finalized. So that was done. 445 00:09:17,600 --> 00:09:19,269 that point finalized. So that was done. The our relationship was already over 446 00:09:19,269 --> 00:09:19,279 The our relationship was already over 447 00:09:19,279 --> 00:09:21,590 The our relationship was already over because we were together only for like I 448 00:09:21,590 --> 00:09:21,600 because we were together only for like I 449 00:09:21,600 --> 00:09:23,910 because we were together only for like I said like six or seven months. So Sonic 450 00:09:23,910 --> 00:09:23,920 said like six or seven months. So Sonic 451 00:09:23,920 --> 00:09:26,550 said like six or seven months. So Sonic and Tails are started 452 00:09:26,550 --> 00:09:26,560 and Tails are started 453 00:09:26,560 --> 00:09:28,150 and Tails are started gosh I think I think it was the 454 00:09:28,150 --> 00:09:28,160 gosh I think I think it was the 455 00:09:28,160 --> 00:09:31,590 gosh I think I think it was the beginning of 2020. So by that point uh 456 00:09:31,590 --> 00:09:31,600 beginning of 2020. So by that point uh 457 00:09:31,600 --> 00:09:33,110 beginning of 2020. So by that point uh he like our relationship was already 458 00:09:33,110 --> 00:09:33,120 he like our relationship was already 459 00:09:33,120 --> 00:09:36,230 he like our relationship was already over. His divorce was finalized and I 460 00:09:36,230 --> 00:09:36,240 over. His divorce was finalized and I 461 00:09:36,240 --> 00:09:38,389 over. His divorce was finalized and I had moved out to Burbank and around that 462 00:09:38,389 --> 00:09:38,399 had moved out to Burbank and around that 463 00:09:38,399 --> 00:09:41,110 had moved out to Burbank and around that point actually I started dating uh my 464 00:09:41,110 --> 00:09:41,120 point actually I started dating uh my 465 00:09:41,120 --> 00:09:43,269 point actually I started dating uh my current boyfriend. Okay. Was there any 466 00:09:43,269 --> 00:09:43,279 current boyfriend. Okay. Was there any 467 00:09:43,279 --> 00:09:44,870 current boyfriend. Okay. Was there any particular reason why your guys' 468 00:09:44,870 --> 00:09:44,880 particular reason why your guys' 469 00:09:44,880 --> 00:09:46,470 particular reason why your guys' relationship didn't work out? Was it 470 00:09:46,470 --> 00:09:46,480 relationship didn't work out? Was it 471 00:09:46,480 --> 00:09:48,870 relationship didn't work out? Was it just like a a weird thing with his 472 00:09:48,870 --> 00:09:48,880 just like a a weird thing with his 473 00:09:48,880 --> 00:09:50,949 just like a a weird thing with his divorce or just it you guys were just 474 00:09:50,949 --> 00:09:50,959 divorce or just it you guys were just 475 00:09:50,959 --> 00:09:52,870 divorce or just it you guys were just too different or 476 00:09:52,870 --> 00:09:52,880 too different or 477 00:09:52,880 --> 00:09:55,590 too different or it it's just honestly it was because he 478 00:09:55,590 --> 00:09:55,600 it it's just honestly it was because he 479 00:09:55,600 --> 00:09:58,070 it it's just honestly it was because he needed to remain like up in that like 480 00:09:58,070 --> 00:09:58,080 needed to remain like up in that like 481 00:09:58,080 --> 00:10:01,590 needed to remain like up in that like San Francisco Bay area um because of his 482 00:10:01,590 --> 00:10:01,600 San Francisco Bay area um because of his 483 00:10:01,600 --> 00:10:04,550 San Francisco Bay area um because of his kids you know because of his you know 484 00:10:04,550 --> 00:10:04,560 kids you know because of his you know 485 00:10:04,560 --> 00:10:06,550 kids you know because of his you know his previous relationship and they 486 00:10:06,550 --> 00:10:06,560 his previous relationship and they 487 00:10:06,560 --> 00:10:08,710 his previous relationship and they obviously both deserve to have their 488 00:10:08,710 --> 00:10:08,720 obviously both deserve to have their 489 00:10:08,720 --> 00:10:11,190 obviously both deserve to have their kids in their life and for me I have my 490 00:10:11,190 --> 00:10:11,200 kids in their life and for me I have my 491 00:10:11,200 --> 00:10:13,750 kids in their life and for me I have my own kid and that's just not where we 492 00:10:13,750 --> 00:10:13,760 own kid and that's just not where we 493 00:10:13,760 --> 00:10:15,269 own kid and that's just not where we wanted to be. We did not want to be up 494 00:10:15,269 --> 00:10:15,279 wanted to be. We did not want to be up 495 00:10:15,279 --> 00:10:17,670 wanted to be. We did not want to be up there. We wanted to be in Los Angeles. 496 00:10:17,670 --> 00:10:17,680 there. We wanted to be in Los Angeles. 497 00:10:17,680 --> 00:10:20,069 there. We wanted to be in Los Angeles. So, that was a choice that we both made. 498 00:10:20,069 --> 00:10:20,079 So, that was a choice that we both made. 499 00:10:20,079 --> 00:10:22,230 So, that was a choice that we both made. Uh, it was totally like amicable. 500 00:10:22,230 --> 00:10:22,240 Uh, it was totally like amicable. 501 00:10:22,240 --> 00:10:23,430 Uh, it was totally like amicable. Everything was cool and we're still 502 00:10:23,430 --> 00:10:23,440 Everything was cool and we're still 503 00:10:23,440 --> 00:10:25,990 Everything was cool and we're still friends because of that. Even to this 504 00:10:25,990 --> 00:10:26,000 friends because of that. Even to this 505 00:10:26,000 --> 00:10:27,750 friends because of that. Even to this day, do you guys still regularly chat 506 00:10:27,750 --> 00:10:27,760 day, do you guys still regularly chat 507 00:10:27,760 --> 00:10:30,470 day, do you guys still regularly chat and everything or? Mhm. Yeah, we're 508 00:10:30,470 --> 00:10:30,480 and everything or? Mhm. Yeah, we're 509 00:10:30,480 --> 00:10:32,790 and everything or? Mhm. Yeah, we're still friends to this day. So, how did 510 00:10:32,790 --> 00:10:32,800 still friends to this day. So, how did 511 00:10:32,800 --> 00:10:34,550 still friends to this day. So, how did the internet go about uh kind of 512 00:10:34,550 --> 00:10:34,560 the internet go about uh kind of 513 00:10:34,560 --> 00:10:36,069 the internet go about uh kind of figuring that out that this was 514 00:10:36,069 --> 00:10:36,079 figuring that out that this was 515 00:10:36,079 --> 00:10:38,150 figuring that out that this was something that happened between you and 516 00:10:38,150 --> 00:10:38,160 something that happened between you and 517 00:10:38,160 --> 00:10:41,310 something that happened between you and Ryan? 518 00:10:41,310 --> 00:10:41,320 519 00:10:41,320 --> 00:10:47,990 Yeah. So, I um Oh, man. So, I put my 520 00:10:47,990 --> 00:10:48,000 Yeah. So, I um Oh, man. So, I put my 521 00:10:48,000 --> 00:10:50,550 Yeah. So, I um Oh, man. So, I put my trust in a few of the wrong people by 522 00:10:50,550 --> 00:10:50,560 trust in a few of the wrong people by 523 00:10:50,560 --> 00:10:53,190 trust in a few of the wrong people by letting them know there was like a a 524 00:10:53,190 --> 00:10:53,200 letting them know there was like a a 525 00:10:53,200 --> 00:10:55,590 letting them know there was like a a private account that I'd had where, you 526 00:10:55,590 --> 00:10:55,600 private account that I'd had where, you 527 00:10:55,600 --> 00:10:57,430 private account that I'd had where, you know, I would talk about I would talk 528 00:10:57,430 --> 00:10:57,440 know, I would talk about I would talk 529 00:10:57,440 --> 00:10:58,470 know, I would talk about I would talk about a lot of things that were 530 00:10:58,470 --> 00:10:58,480 about a lot of things that were 531 00:10:58,480 --> 00:11:00,310 about a lot of things that were personal. I would talk about things that 532 00:11:00,310 --> 00:11:00,320 personal. I would talk about things that 533 00:11:00,320 --> 00:11:02,069 personal. I would talk about things that I had going on at home. I would talk 534 00:11:02,069 --> 00:11:02,079 I had going on at home. I would talk 535 00:11:02,079 --> 00:11:05,030 I had going on at home. I would talk about, you know, just my own personal 536 00:11:05,030 --> 00:11:05,040 about, you know, just my own personal 537 00:11:05,040 --> 00:11:06,790 about, you know, just my own personal stuff that I had dealing, you know, I 538 00:11:06,790 --> 00:11:06,800 stuff that I had dealing, you know, I 539 00:11:06,800 --> 00:11:09,190 stuff that I had dealing, you know, I was going through like, you know, 540 00:11:09,190 --> 00:11:09,200 was going through like, you know, 541 00:11:09,200 --> 00:11:11,110 was going through like, you know, therapy and and stuff like that. And 542 00:11:11,110 --> 00:11:11,120 therapy and and stuff like that. And 543 00:11:11,120 --> 00:11:14,470 therapy and and stuff like that. And also I would share about uh that type of 544 00:11:14,470 --> 00:11:14,480 also I would share about uh that type of 545 00:11:14,480 --> 00:11:16,470 also I would share about uh that type of stuff too and I would talk about the 546 00:11:16,470 --> 00:11:16,480 stuff too and I would talk about the 547 00:11:16,480 --> 00:11:19,509 stuff too and I would talk about the relationship there. Um there was a time 548 00:11:19,509 --> 00:11:19,519 relationship there. Um there was a time 549 00:11:19,519 --> 00:11:22,310 relationship there. Um there was a time where we had visited each other and 550 00:11:22,310 --> 00:11:22,320 where we had visited each other and 551 00:11:22,320 --> 00:11:24,630 where we had visited each other and during that time uh I was talking about 552 00:11:24,630 --> 00:11:24,640 during that time uh I was talking about 553 00:11:24,640 --> 00:11:27,630 during that time uh I was talking about it on that private account and it was 554 00:11:27,630 --> 00:11:27,640 it on that private account and it was 555 00:11:27,640 --> 00:11:30,150 it on that private account and it was screenshotted by one of the people who 556 00:11:30,150 --> 00:11:30,160 screenshotted by one of the people who 557 00:11:30,160 --> 00:11:33,430 screenshotted by one of the people who had access to it and I was unaware of 558 00:11:33,430 --> 00:11:33,440 had access to it and I was unaware of 559 00:11:33,440 --> 00:11:35,990 had access to it and I was unaware of this at this time and it would later 560 00:11:35,990 --> 00:11:36,000 this at this time and it would later 561 00:11:36,000 --> 00:11:38,389 this at this time and it would later start showing up in different places. 562 00:11:38,389 --> 00:11:38,399 start showing up in different places. 563 00:11:38,399 --> 00:11:41,829 start showing up in different places. Um, it had originally showed up on this 564 00:11:41,829 --> 00:11:41,839 Um, it had originally showed up on this 565 00:11:41,839 --> 00:11:43,670 Um, it had originally showed up on this person, her name is Lizzy. Uh, it showed 566 00:11:43,670 --> 00:11:43,680 person, her name is Lizzy. Uh, it showed 567 00:11:43,680 --> 00:11:46,310 person, her name is Lizzy. Uh, it showed up originally on her profile um because 568 00:11:46,310 --> 00:11:46,320 up originally on her profile um because 569 00:11:46,320 --> 00:11:49,350 up originally on her profile um because somebody had given it to her and then it 570 00:11:49,350 --> 00:11:49,360 somebody had given it to her and then it 571 00:11:49,360 --> 00:11:52,150 somebody had given it to her and then it was sort of like inconclusive because, 572 00:11:52,150 --> 00:11:52,160 was sort of like inconclusive because, 573 00:11:52,160 --> 00:11:54,870 was sort of like inconclusive because, you know, weirdly enough, at for a 574 00:11:54,870 --> 00:11:54,880 you know, weirdly enough, at for a 575 00:11:54,880 --> 00:11:57,030 you know, weirdly enough, at for a little while I I took that private 576 00:11:57,030 --> 00:11:57,040 little while I I took that private 577 00:11:57,040 --> 00:11:59,110 little while I I took that private account down. Lizzy had reclaimed it. 578 00:11:59,110 --> 00:11:59,120 account down. Lizzy had reclaimed it. 579 00:11:59,120 --> 00:12:00,710 account down. Lizzy had reclaimed it. And so when people went to go try to 580 00:12:00,710 --> 00:12:00,720 And so when people went to go try to 581 00:12:00,720 --> 00:12:03,910 And so when people went to go try to verify it, um, they saw that the account 582 00:12:03,910 --> 00:12:03,920 verify it, um, they saw that the account 583 00:12:03,920 --> 00:12:05,990 verify it, um, they saw that the account was following Lizzy because it was her 584 00:12:05,990 --> 00:12:06,000 was following Lizzy because it was her 585 00:12:06,000 --> 00:12:08,470 was following Lizzy because it was her who had reclaimed it. Mhm. Um, so for a 586 00:12:08,470 --> 00:12:08,480 who had reclaimed it. Mhm. Um, so for a 587 00:12:08,480 --> 00:12:10,069 who had reclaimed it. Mhm. Um, so for a little while people weren't really able 588 00:12:10,069 --> 00:12:10,079 little while people weren't really able 589 00:12:10,079 --> 00:12:13,750 little while people weren't really able to really say if it was accurate or you 590 00:12:13,750 --> 00:12:13,760 to really say if it was accurate or you 591 00:12:13,760 --> 00:12:15,990 to really say if it was accurate or you know where it had came come from, but 592 00:12:15,990 --> 00:12:16,000 know where it had came come from, but 593 00:12:16,000 --> 00:12:17,910 know where it had came come from, but eventually at some point people were 594 00:12:17,910 --> 00:12:17,920 eventually at some point people were 595 00:12:17,920 --> 00:12:19,350 eventually at some point people were able to put it together just because I 596 00:12:19,350 --> 00:12:19,360 able to put it together just because I 597 00:12:19,360 --> 00:12:21,990 able to put it together just because I had a few of my mutuals like responding 598 00:12:21,990 --> 00:12:22,000 had a few of my mutuals like responding 599 00:12:22,000 --> 00:12:24,150 had a few of my mutuals like responding to the account. So they were able to 600 00:12:24,150 --> 00:12:24,160 to the account. So they were able to 601 00:12:24,160 --> 00:12:26,470 to the account. So they were able to then later piece together it was me. It 602 00:12:26,470 --> 00:12:26,480 then later piece together it was me. It 603 00:12:26,480 --> 00:12:27,990 then later piece together it was me. It was like two years ago when they had 604 00:12:27,990 --> 00:12:28,000 was like two years ago when they had 605 00:12:28,000 --> 00:12:29,910 was like two years ago when they had pieced it together which was like seven 606 00:12:29,910 --> 00:12:29,920 pieced it together which was like seven 607 00:12:29,920 --> 00:12:31,509 pieced it together which was like seven years after the relationship or 608 00:12:31,509 --> 00:12:31,519 years after the relationship or 609 00:12:31,519 --> 00:12:33,110 years after the relationship or something. I think it was six or seven 610 00:12:33,110 --> 00:12:33,120 something. I think it was six or seven 611 00:12:33,120 --> 00:12:34,629 something. I think it was six or seven years after the relationship was already 612 00:12:34,629 --> 00:12:34,639 years after the relationship was already 613 00:12:34,639 --> 00:12:37,269 years after the relationship was already over with. So yeah, everybody found out 614 00:12:37,269 --> 00:12:37,279 over with. So yeah, everybody found out 615 00:12:37,279 --> 00:12:41,110 over with. So yeah, everybody found out uh much later than you know I mean I'm 616 00:12:41,110 --> 00:12:41,120 uh much later than you know I mean I'm 617 00:12:41,120 --> 00:12:45,190 uh much later than you know I mean I'm glad it was later than you know that it 618 00:12:45,190 --> 00:12:45,200 glad it was later than you know that it 619 00:12:45,200 --> 00:12:47,750 glad it was later than you know that it was it ended way later like after the 620 00:12:47,750 --> 00:12:47,760 was it ended way later like after the 621 00:12:47,760 --> 00:12:49,750 was it ended way later like after the fact. So like it was just like yeah that 622 00:12:49,750 --> 00:12:49,760 fact. So like it was just like yeah that 623 00:12:49,760 --> 00:12:50,949 fact. So like it was just like yeah that was a thing that happened but it's 624 00:12:50,949 --> 00:12:50,959 was a thing that happened but it's 625 00:12:50,959 --> 00:12:52,790 was a thing that happened but it's already long over so you thought like I 626 00:12:52,790 --> 00:12:52,800 already long over so you thought like I 627 00:12:52,800 --> 00:12:54,629 already long over so you thought like I don't have to think about this again and 628 00:12:54,629 --> 00:12:54,639 don't have to think about this again and 629 00:12:54,639 --> 00:12:57,350 don't have to think about this again and now it's getting brought up again. 630 00:12:57,350 --> 00:12:57,360 now it's getting brought up again. 631 00:12:57,360 --> 00:12:59,110 now it's getting brought up again. Was there a point where it trended on 632 00:12:59,110 --> 00:12:59,120 Was there a point where it trended on 633 00:12:59,120 --> 00:13:01,430 Was there a point where it trended on Twitter? Was there any reason why you 634 00:13:01,430 --> 00:13:01,440 Twitter? Was there any reason why you 635 00:13:01,440 --> 00:13:02,710 Twitter? Was there any reason why you didn't like tell people about this 636 00:13:02,710 --> 00:13:02,720 didn't like tell people about this 637 00:13:02,720 --> 00:13:04,790 didn't like tell people about this relationship? Did it just feel like 638 00:13:04,790 --> 00:13:04,800 relationship? Did it just feel like 639 00:13:04,800 --> 00:13:06,990 relationship? Did it just feel like weird because you guys were like both 640 00:13:06,990 --> 00:13:07,000 weird because you guys were like both 641 00:13:07,000 --> 00:13:09,430 weird because you guys were like both like people that were like represented 642 00:13:09,430 --> 00:13:09,440 like people that were like represented 643 00:13:09,440 --> 00:13:11,910 like people that were like represented Sega or something or 644 00:13:11,910 --> 00:13:11,920 Sega or something or 645 00:13:11,920 --> 00:13:14,310 Sega or something or I mean kind of right. I do feel like 646 00:13:14,310 --> 00:13:14,320 I mean kind of right. I do feel like 647 00:13:14,320 --> 00:13:16,870 I mean kind of right. I do feel like that's not something that I you know I 648 00:13:16,870 --> 00:13:16,880 that's not something that I you know I 649 00:13:16,880 --> 00:13:19,509 that's not something that I you know I feel like every Sonic fan is I don't 650 00:13:19,509 --> 00:13:19,519 feel like every Sonic fan is I don't 651 00:13:19,519 --> 00:13:20,629 feel like every Sonic fan is I don't feel like people are going to be good 652 00:13:20,629 --> 00:13:20,639 feel like people are going to be good 653 00:13:20,639 --> 00:13:22,389 feel like people are going to be good with that information. It's hard to 654 00:13:22,389 --> 00:13:22,399 with that information. It's hard to 655 00:13:22,399 --> 00:13:25,110 with that information. It's hard to explain but I do feel like you know if 656 00:13:25,110 --> 00:13:25,120 explain but I do feel like you know if 657 00:13:25,120 --> 00:13:27,110 explain but I do feel like you know if you tell a Sonic fan something like that 658 00:13:27,110 --> 00:13:27,120 you tell a Sonic fan something like that 659 00:13:27,120 --> 00:13:29,350 you tell a Sonic fan something like that you know hey I'm dating this guy who's 660 00:13:29,350 --> 00:13:29,360 you know hey I'm dating this guy who's 661 00:13:29,360 --> 00:13:32,470 you know hey I'm dating this guy who's the voice of Sonic. I I just don't know 662 00:13:32,470 --> 00:13:32,480 the voice of Sonic. I I just don't know 663 00:13:32,480 --> 00:13:34,389 the voice of Sonic. I I just don't know what to expect from that reaction, you 664 00:13:34,389 --> 00:13:34,399 what to expect from that reaction, you 665 00:13:34,399 --> 00:13:36,069 what to expect from that reaction, you know, cuz I I understand that people 666 00:13:36,069 --> 00:13:36,079 know, cuz I I understand that people 667 00:13:36,079 --> 00:13:37,829 know, cuz I I understand that people aren't able to really not not everybody, 668 00:13:37,829 --> 00:13:37,839 aren't able to really not not everybody, 669 00:13:37,839 --> 00:13:40,310 aren't able to really not not everybody, but there are a lot of people who aren't 670 00:13:40,310 --> 00:13:40,320 but there are a lot of people who aren't 671 00:13:40,320 --> 00:13:43,030 but there are a lot of people who aren't able to see that these are real people, 672 00:13:43,030 --> 00:13:43,040 able to see that these are real people, 673 00:13:43,040 --> 00:13:44,949 able to see that these are real people, you know, instead of just, you know, 674 00:13:44,949 --> 00:13:44,959 you know, instead of just, you know, 675 00:13:44,959 --> 00:13:47,269 you know, instead of just, you know, Sonic himself, you know, this is like a 676 00:13:47,269 --> 00:13:47,279 Sonic himself, you know, this is like a 677 00:13:47,279 --> 00:13:50,069 Sonic himself, you know, this is like a real guy. So, yeah. And I mean, you also 678 00:13:50,069 --> 00:13:50,079 real guy. So, yeah. And I mean, you also 679 00:13:50,079 --> 00:13:51,990 real guy. So, yeah. And I mean, you also like your voice work, at least your 680 00:13:51,990 --> 00:13:52,000 like your voice work, at least your 681 00:13:52,000 --> 00:13:53,829 like your voice work, at least your voice acting cred is doing a really good 682 00:13:53,829 --> 00:13:53,839 voice acting cred is doing a really good 683 00:13:53,839 --> 00:13:56,069 voice acting cred is doing a really good Tales impression. So, I think people 684 00:13:56,069 --> 00:13:56,079 Tales impression. So, I think people 685 00:13:56,079 --> 00:13:57,389 Tales impression. So, I think people might 686 00:13:57,389 --> 00:13:57,399 might 687 00:13:57,399 --> 00:13:59,910 might start drawing to the weirdest 688 00:13:59,910 --> 00:13:59,920 start drawing to the weirdest 689 00:13:59,920 --> 00:14:03,189 start drawing to the weirdest conclusions with that, you know. Yeah. 690 00:14:03,189 --> 00:14:03,199 conclusions with that, you know. Yeah. 691 00:14:03,199 --> 00:14:05,509 conclusions with that, you know. Yeah. And they did. And they did afterwards. 692 00:14:05,509 --> 00:14:05,519 And they did. And they did afterwards. 693 00:14:05,519 --> 00:14:07,110 And they did. And they did afterwards. They did, you know, and it's like, yeah, 694 00:14:07,110 --> 00:14:07,120 They did, you know, and it's like, yeah, 695 00:14:07,120 --> 00:14:08,550 They did, you know, and it's like, yeah, see, this is kind of why I didn't want 696 00:14:08,550 --> 00:14:08,560 see, this is kind of why I didn't want 697 00:14:08,560 --> 00:14:10,870 see, this is kind of why I didn't want to really have this be a thing. I did 698 00:14:10,870 --> 00:14:10,880 to really have this be a thing. I did 699 00:14:10,880 --> 00:14:12,710 to really have this be a thing. I did tell like personal friends of mine, you 700 00:14:12,710 --> 00:14:12,720 tell like personal friends of mine, you 701 00:14:12,720 --> 00:14:14,470 tell like personal friends of mine, you know, during the time. So, like I did 702 00:14:14,470 --> 00:14:14,480 know, during the time. So, like I did 703 00:14:14,480 --> 00:14:16,310 know, during the time. So, like I did trust personal friends with that, you 704 00:14:16,310 --> 00:14:16,320 trust personal friends with that, you 705 00:14:16,320 --> 00:14:18,310 trust personal friends with that, you know, but yeah, public-wise, I I knew 706 00:14:18,310 --> 00:14:18,320 know, but yeah, public-wise, I I knew 707 00:14:18,320 --> 00:14:21,030 know, but yeah, public-wise, I I knew that was not something I I was ready to 708 00:14:21,030 --> 00:14:21,040 that was not something I I was ready to 709 00:14:21,040 --> 00:14:22,790 that was not something I I was ready to talk about. Obviously, if we had 710 00:14:22,790 --> 00:14:22,800 talk about. Obviously, if we had 711 00:14:22,800 --> 00:14:24,230 talk about. Obviously, if we had continued the relationship and 712 00:14:24,230 --> 00:14:24,240 continued the relationship and 713 00:14:24,240 --> 00:14:25,829 continued the relationship and inevitably, you know, at that point, if 714 00:14:25,829 --> 00:14:25,839 inevitably, you know, at that point, if 715 00:14:25,839 --> 00:14:28,150 inevitably, you know, at that point, if we had like gotten engaged or whatever, 716 00:14:28,150 --> 00:14:28,160 we had like gotten engaged or whatever, 717 00:14:28,160 --> 00:14:29,750 we had like gotten engaged or whatever, okay, then I'll talk about it, you know, 718 00:14:29,750 --> 00:14:29,760 okay, then I'll talk about it, you know, 719 00:14:29,760 --> 00:14:31,509 okay, then I'll talk about it, you know, once it's more set in stone. That's how 720 00:14:31,509 --> 00:14:31,519 once it's more set in stone. That's how 721 00:14:31,519 --> 00:14:33,030 once it's more set in stone. That's how I've always been with my relationships, 722 00:14:33,030 --> 00:14:33,040 I've always been with my relationships, 723 00:14:33,040 --> 00:14:35,110 I've always been with my relationships, though. I don't sure want to like be 724 00:14:35,110 --> 00:14:35,120 though. I don't sure want to like be 725 00:14:35,120 --> 00:14:36,790 though. I don't sure want to like be super public with a relationship and 726 00:14:36,790 --> 00:14:36,800 super public with a relationship and 727 00:14:36,800 --> 00:14:38,470 super public with a relationship and then there's a breakup and then it's a 728 00:14:38,470 --> 00:14:38,480 then there's a breakup and then it's a 729 00:14:38,480 --> 00:14:40,230 then there's a breakup and then it's a mess. You know what I mean? I got you. 730 00:14:40,230 --> 00:14:40,240 mess. You know what I mean? I got you. 731 00:14:40,240 --> 00:14:43,189 mess. You know what I mean? I got you. And it's not really the internet's like 732 00:14:43,189 --> 00:14:43,199 And it's not really the internet's like 733 00:14:43,199 --> 00:14:45,509 And it's not really the internet's like business anyway. And in retrospect, like 734 00:14:45,509 --> 00:14:45,519 business anyway. And in retrospect, like 735 00:14:45,519 --> 00:14:47,189 business anyway. And in retrospect, like I'm in a relationship, but I don't make 736 00:14:47,189 --> 00:14:47,199 I'm in a relationship, but I don't make 737 00:14:47,199 --> 00:14:48,949 I'm in a relationship, but I don't make that public to my fans ever. I talk 738 00:14:48,949 --> 00:14:48,959 that public to my fans ever. I talk 739 00:14:48,959 --> 00:14:50,949 that public to my fans ever. I talk about it, but like he's never on camera 740 00:14:50,949 --> 00:14:50,959 about it, but like he's never on camera 741 00:14:50,959 --> 00:14:52,629 about it, but like he's never on camera and I don't post about him on my socials 742 00:14:52,629 --> 00:14:52,639 and I don't post about him on my socials 743 00:14:52,639 --> 00:14:54,069 and I don't post about him on my socials or anything like that cuz it's not 744 00:14:54,069 --> 00:14:54,079 or anything like that cuz it's not 745 00:14:54,079 --> 00:14:55,829 or anything like that cuz it's not really anyone's business if he he wants 746 00:14:55,829 --> 00:14:55,839 really anyone's business if he he wants 747 00:14:55,839 --> 00:14:57,269 really anyone's business if he he wants to be a private person. Like that's 748 00:14:57,269 --> 00:14:57,279 to be a private person. Like that's 749 00:14:57,279 --> 00:14:59,430 to be a private person. Like that's something I Yeah. respect and I hope 750 00:14:59,430 --> 00:14:59,440 something I Yeah. respect and I hope 751 00:14:59,440 --> 00:15:01,750 something I Yeah. respect and I hope people do respect but some people don't 752 00:15:01,750 --> 00:15:01,760 people do respect but some people don't 753 00:15:01,760 --> 00:15:03,910 people do respect but some people don't and it kind of leads to this. So, you 754 00:15:03,910 --> 00:15:03,920 and it kind of leads to this. So, you 755 00:15:03,920 --> 00:15:05,670 and it kind of leads to this. So, you know, 756 00:15:05,670 --> 00:15:05,680 know, 757 00:15:05,680 --> 00:15:08,870 know, uh just so that we can and 758 00:15:08,870 --> 00:15:08,880 uh just so that we can and 759 00:15:08,880 --> 00:15:11,990 uh just so that we can and right 760 00:15:11,990 --> 00:15:12,000 761 00:15:12,000 --> 00:15:14,629 but uh just so we can clarify, you said 762 00:15:14,629 --> 00:15:14,639 but uh just so we can clarify, you said 763 00:15:14,639 --> 00:15:15,990 but uh just so we can clarify, you said that these were on like private 764 00:15:15,990 --> 00:15:16,000 that these were on like private 765 00:15:16,000 --> 00:15:17,910 that these were on like private accounts. Was it the the Tales Power 766 00:15:17,910 --> 00:15:17,920 accounts. Was it the the Tales Power 767 00:15:17,920 --> 00:15:19,829 accounts. Was it the the Tales Power Girl accounts that people have been 768 00:15:19,829 --> 00:15:19,839 Girl accounts that people have been 769 00:15:19,839 --> 00:15:21,829 Girl accounts that people have been pointing to? 770 00:15:21,829 --> 00:15:21,839 pointing to? 771 00:15:21,839 --> 00:15:24,470 pointing to? Yep. Yep. Those are the ones. 772 00:15:24,470 --> 00:15:24,480 Yep. Yep. Those are the ones. 773 00:15:24,480 --> 00:15:26,430 Yep. Yep. Those are the ones. Aren't those always so much 774 00:15:26,430 --> 00:15:26,440 Aren't those always so much 775 00:15:26,440 --> 00:15:28,949 Aren't those always so much fun? That's why I never run like secret 776 00:15:28,949 --> 00:15:28,959 fun? That's why I never run like secret 777 00:15:28,959 --> 00:15:31,430 fun? That's why I never run like secret private accounts. 778 00:15:31,430 --> 00:15:31,440 private accounts. 779 00:15:31,440 --> 00:15:34,269 private accounts. Yeah, right. Yeah. Never that again. 780 00:15:34,269 --> 00:15:34,279 Yeah, right. Yeah. Never that again. 781 00:15:34,279 --> 00:15:36,470 Yeah, right. Yeah. Never that again. Yeah. So, I mean, I think that kind of 782 00:15:36,470 --> 00:15:36,480 Yeah. So, I mean, I think that kind of 783 00:15:36,480 --> 00:15:37,910 Yeah. So, I mean, I think that kind of just covers with Ryan. You guys are 784 00:15:37,910 --> 00:15:37,920 just covers with Ryan. You guys are 785 00:15:37,920 --> 00:15:39,430 just covers with Ryan. You guys are still good friends to this day, which is 786 00:15:39,430 --> 00:15:39,440 still good friends to this day, which is 787 00:15:39,440 --> 00:15:41,590 still good friends to this day, which is great. We love that. We love peace and 788 00:15:41,590 --> 00:15:41,600 great. We love that. We love peace and 789 00:15:41,600 --> 00:15:44,310 great. We love that. We love peace and love in the universe. Um, but there is 790 00:15:44,310 --> 00:15:44,320 love in the universe. Um, but there is 791 00:15:44,320 --> 00:15:47,269 love in the universe. Um, but there is another Sega employee that you had uh a 792 00:15:47,269 --> 00:15:47,279 another Sega employee that you had uh a 793 00:15:47,279 --> 00:15:49,430 another Sega employee that you had uh a bit of a not spat but like a bit of like 794 00:15:49,430 --> 00:15:49,440 bit of a not spat but like a bit of like 795 00:15:49,440 --> 00:15:52,069 bit of a not spat but like a bit of like a adjustment with and that was Mike Pock 796 00:15:52,069 --> 00:15:52,079 a adjustment with and that was Mike Pock 797 00:15:52,079 --> 00:15:55,350 a adjustment with and that was Mike Pock who is the voice actor for Dr. Eggman. 798 00:15:55,350 --> 00:15:55,360 who is the voice actor for Dr. Eggman. 799 00:15:55,360 --> 00:15:57,590 who is the voice actor for Dr. Eggman. He was also in Sonic and Tales are for a 800 00:15:57,590 --> 00:15:57,600 He was also in Sonic and Tales are for a 801 00:15:57,600 --> 00:15:59,829 He was also in Sonic and Tales are for a couple episodes. I I think he was on 802 00:15:59,829 --> 00:15:59,839 couple episodes. I I think he was on 803 00:15:59,839 --> 00:16:01,430 couple episodes. I I think he was on there for like episode 4. Maybe he was 804 00:16:01,430 --> 00:16:01,440 there for like episode 4. Maybe he was 805 00:16:01,440 --> 00:16:03,990 there for like episode 4. Maybe he was there at the beginning. Um, there was a 806 00:16:03,990 --> 00:16:04,000 there at the beginning. Um, there was a 807 00:16:04,000 --> 00:16:05,990 there at the beginning. Um, there was a dispute that happened where Mike came 808 00:16:05,990 --> 00:16:06,000 dispute that happened where Mike came 809 00:16:06,000 --> 00:16:07,990 dispute that happened where Mike came out publicly on Twitter saying that he 810 00:16:07,990 --> 00:16:08,000 out publicly on Twitter saying that he 811 00:16:08,000 --> 00:16:10,550 out publicly on Twitter saying that he never got paid for that role. Um, could 812 00:16:10,550 --> 00:16:10,560 never got paid for that role. Um, could 813 00:16:10,560 --> 00:16:12,230 never got paid for that role. Um, could you kind of explain like what happened 814 00:16:12,230 --> 00:16:12,240 you kind of explain like what happened 815 00:16:12,240 --> 00:16:14,470 you kind of explain like what happened with that? Was that an accurate thing 816 00:16:14,470 --> 00:16:14,480 with that? Was that an accurate thing 817 00:16:14,480 --> 00:16:18,629 with that? Was that an accurate thing where you guys never paid him or 818 00:16:18,629 --> 00:16:18,639 where you guys never paid him or 819 00:16:18,639 --> 00:16:20,870 where you guys never paid him or So, I mean, so technically, yes, we did 820 00:16:20,870 --> 00:16:20,880 So, I mean, so technically, yes, we did 821 00:16:20,880 --> 00:16:23,590 So, I mean, so technically, yes, we did not pay him and that is because when it 822 00:16:23,590 --> 00:16:23,600 not pay him and that is because when it 823 00:16:23,600 --> 00:16:26,470 not pay him and that is because when it came to when we got him on the show, uh, 824 00:16:26,470 --> 00:16:26,480 came to when we got him on the show, uh, 825 00:16:26,480 --> 00:16:28,470 came to when we got him on the show, uh, we reached out. It was actually Ryan who 826 00:16:28,470 --> 00:16:28,480 we reached out. It was actually Ryan who 827 00:16:28,480 --> 00:16:30,870 we reached out. It was actually Ryan who reached out to him and, uh, he was 828 00:16:30,870 --> 00:16:30,880 reached out to him and, uh, he was 829 00:16:30,880 --> 00:16:32,150 reached out to him and, uh, he was actually interested in doing it. He said 830 00:16:32,150 --> 00:16:32,160 actually interested in doing it. He said 831 00:16:32,160 --> 00:16:33,430 actually interested in doing it. He said he'd love to, but he wants to make sure 832 00:16:33,430 --> 00:16:33,440 he'd love to, but he wants to make sure 833 00:16:33,440 --> 00:16:35,590 he'd love to, but he wants to make sure that it would not cause any conflict 834 00:16:35,590 --> 00:16:35,600 that it would not cause any conflict 835 00:16:35,600 --> 00:16:38,310 that it would not cause any conflict with obviously stuff at Sega. So, I 836 00:16:38,310 --> 00:16:38,320 with obviously stuff at Sega. So, I 837 00:16:38,320 --> 00:16:41,430 with obviously stuff at Sega. So, I reached out to a point of contact and 838 00:16:41,430 --> 00:16:41,440 reached out to a point of contact and 839 00:16:41,440 --> 00:16:43,910 reached out to a point of contact and asked them about it and they told me 840 00:16:43,910 --> 00:16:43,920 asked them about it and they told me 841 00:16:43,920 --> 00:16:45,509 asked them about it and they told me like, "Yeah, this is totally fine. He 842 00:16:45,509 --> 00:16:45,519 like, "Yeah, this is totally fine. He 843 00:16:45,519 --> 00:16:48,310 like, "Yeah, this is totally fine. He can do this, but two things. One, he 844 00:16:48,310 --> 00:16:48,320 can do this, but two things. One, he 845 00:16:48,320 --> 00:16:51,110 can do this, but two things. One, he cannot get paid. It would breach like 846 00:16:51,110 --> 00:16:51,120 cannot get paid. It would breach like 847 00:16:51,120 --> 00:16:52,550 cannot get paid. It would breach like his contract that he had with them 848 00:16:52,550 --> 00:16:52,560 his contract that he had with them 849 00:16:52,560 --> 00:16:54,470 his contract that he had with them legally. He cannot get paid for doing 850 00:16:54,470 --> 00:16:54,480 legally. He cannot get paid for doing 851 00:16:54,480 --> 00:16:56,949 legally. He cannot get paid for doing the voice of Dr. Eggman unless it is 852 00:16:56,949 --> 00:16:56,959 the voice of Dr. Eggman unless it is 853 00:16:56,959 --> 00:16:59,430 the voice of Dr. Eggman unless it is directly from Sega." And also too, 854 00:16:59,430 --> 00:16:59,440 directly from Sega." And also too, 855 00:16:59,440 --> 00:17:02,310 directly from Sega." And also too, second, I hope he's aware that this will 856 00:17:02,310 --> 00:17:02,320 second, I hope he's aware that this will 857 00:17:02,320 --> 00:17:05,909 second, I hope he's aware that this will spark a lot of fans asking for him to 858 00:17:05,909 --> 00:17:05,919 spark a lot of fans asking for him to 859 00:17:05,919 --> 00:17:07,669 spark a lot of fans asking for him to also do stuff for their project. So, as 860 00:17:07,669 --> 00:17:07,679 also do stuff for their project. So, as 861 00:17:07,679 --> 00:17:09,669 also do stuff for their project. So, as long as he's, you know, aware of that, 862 00:17:09,669 --> 00:17:09,679 long as he's, you know, aware of that, 863 00:17:09,679 --> 00:17:11,669 long as he's, you know, aware of that, you know, then all is good. So, you 864 00:17:11,669 --> 00:17:11,679 you know, then all is good. So, you 865 00:17:11,679 --> 00:17:14,390 you know, then all is good. So, you know, we talked with uh Mike and 866 00:17:14,390 --> 00:17:14,400 know, we talked with uh Mike and 867 00:17:14,400 --> 00:17:16,630 know, we talked with uh Mike and everything and he had reaffirmed 868 00:17:16,630 --> 00:17:16,640 everything and he had reaffirmed 869 00:17:16,640 --> 00:17:19,429 everything and he had reaffirmed everything with Sega and so we continued 870 00:17:19,429 --> 00:17:19,439 everything with Sega and so we continued 871 00:17:19,439 --> 00:17:21,590 everything with Sega and so we continued on with the show and it was not until 872 00:17:21,590 --> 00:17:21,600 on with the show and it was not until 873 00:17:21,600 --> 00:17:25,510 on with the show and it was not until after the show that uh we had heard this 874 00:17:25,510 --> 00:17:25,520 after the show that uh we had heard this 875 00:17:25,520 --> 00:17:27,829 after the show that uh we had heard this uh about us, you know, not paying him. 876 00:17:27,829 --> 00:17:27,839 uh about us, you know, not paying him. 877 00:17:27,839 --> 00:17:29,190 uh about us, you know, not paying him. and it was kind of framed in this 878 00:17:29,190 --> 00:17:29,200 and it was kind of framed in this 879 00:17:29,200 --> 00:17:32,789 and it was kind of framed in this negative light. So, uh, we did contact 880 00:17:32,789 --> 00:17:32,799 negative light. So, uh, we did contact 881 00:17:32,799 --> 00:17:35,270 negative light. So, uh, we did contact him privately about it, you know, to to 882 00:17:35,270 --> 00:17:35,280 him privately about it, you know, to to 883 00:17:35,280 --> 00:17:39,110 him privately about it, you know, to to see what was going on. Um, it was to the 884 00:17:39,110 --> 00:17:39,120 see what was going on. Um, it was to the 885 00:17:39,120 --> 00:17:41,270 see what was going on. Um, it was to the point where because he had put that out 886 00:17:41,270 --> 00:17:41,280 point where because he had put that out 887 00:17:41,280 --> 00:17:44,150 point where because he had put that out there, we were getting harassed really, 888 00:17:44,150 --> 00:17:44,160 there, we were getting harassed really, 889 00:17:44,160 --> 00:17:46,630 there, we were getting harassed really, really badly and we felt horrible 890 00:17:46,630 --> 00:17:46,640 really badly and we felt horrible 891 00:17:46,640 --> 00:17:48,630 really badly and we felt horrible because, you know, it it had even gotten 892 00:17:48,630 --> 00:17:48,640 because, you know, it it had even gotten 893 00:17:48,640 --> 00:17:50,310 because, you know, it it had even gotten to a point where we had kind of 894 00:17:50,310 --> 00:17:50,320 to a point where we had kind of 895 00:17:50,320 --> 00:17:52,150 to a point where we had kind of secondguessed oursel like, well, did did 896 00:17:52,150 --> 00:17:52,160 secondguessed oursel like, well, did did 897 00:17:52,160 --> 00:17:53,830 secondguessed oursel like, well, did did we not communicate something? I I don't 898 00:17:53,830 --> 00:17:53,840 we not communicate something? I I don't 899 00:17:53,840 --> 00:17:56,470 we not communicate something? I I don't know. And so we were like, maybe we 900 00:17:56,470 --> 00:17:56,480 know. And so we were like, maybe we 901 00:17:56,480 --> 00:17:58,470 know. And so we were like, maybe we maybe we can pay you because we just 902 00:17:58,470 --> 00:17:58,480 maybe we can pay you because we just 903 00:17:58,480 --> 00:18:00,310 maybe we can pay you because we just didn't want to cause any conflict for 904 00:18:00,310 --> 00:18:00,320 didn't want to cause any conflict for 905 00:18:00,320 --> 00:18:02,630 didn't want to cause any conflict for Mike. You know, we we respect him. So we 906 00:18:02,630 --> 00:18:02,640 Mike. You know, we we respect him. So we 907 00:18:02,640 --> 00:18:05,830 Mike. You know, we we respect him. So we we tried offering that. Um he did not 908 00:18:05,830 --> 00:18:05,840 we tried offering that. Um he did not 909 00:18:05,840 --> 00:18:08,230 we tried offering that. Um he did not want to accept it. We did explain to him 910 00:18:08,230 --> 00:18:08,240 want to accept it. We did explain to him 911 00:18:08,240 --> 00:18:11,350 want to accept it. We did explain to him again that legally we couldn't pay him 912 00:18:11,350 --> 00:18:11,360 again that legally we couldn't pay him 913 00:18:11,360 --> 00:18:13,390 again that legally we couldn't pay him to which he was like, 914 00:18:13,390 --> 00:18:13,400 to which he was like, 915 00:18:13,400 --> 00:18:15,909 to which he was like, "Oh, okay. Well, that yeah, that kind of 916 00:18:15,909 --> 00:18:15,919 "Oh, okay. Well, that yeah, that kind of 917 00:18:15,919 --> 00:18:17,669 "Oh, okay. Well, that yeah, that kind of changes things." And it it did get to a 918 00:18:17,669 --> 00:18:17,679 changes things." And it it did get to a 919 00:18:17,679 --> 00:18:19,669 changes things." And it it did get to a point where he wound up apologizing to 920 00:18:19,669 --> 00:18:19,679 point where he wound up apologizing to 921 00:18:19,679 --> 00:18:22,870 point where he wound up apologizing to the team. uh he has like this website 922 00:18:22,870 --> 00:18:22,880 the team. uh he has like this website 923 00:18:22,880 --> 00:18:24,870 the team. uh he has like this website where it's like a like he posts like 924 00:18:24,870 --> 00:18:24,880 where it's like a like he posts like 925 00:18:24,880 --> 00:18:26,870 where it's like a like he posts like rules and screeds, different like 926 00:18:26,870 --> 00:18:26,880 rules and screeds, different like 927 00:18:26,880 --> 00:18:29,190 rules and screeds, different like statements that he's ever made. And uh 928 00:18:29,190 --> 00:18:29,200 statements that he's ever made. And uh 929 00:18:29,200 --> 00:18:30,950 statements that he's ever made. And uh he did wind up putting out like this 930 00:18:30,950 --> 00:18:30,960 he did wind up putting out like this 931 00:18:30,960 --> 00:18:33,029 he did wind up putting out like this public screed uh apologizing to the team 932 00:18:33,029 --> 00:18:33,039 public screed uh apologizing to the team 933 00:18:33,039 --> 00:18:34,630 public screed uh apologizing to the team and explaining everything that happened 934 00:18:34,630 --> 00:18:34,640 and explaining everything that happened 935 00:18:34,640 --> 00:18:37,190 and explaining everything that happened to kind of stop people from harassing us 936 00:18:37,190 --> 00:18:37,200 to kind of stop people from harassing us 937 00:18:37,200 --> 00:18:38,789 to kind of stop people from harassing us and explaining, you know, what really 938 00:18:38,789 --> 00:18:38,799 and explaining, you know, what really 939 00:18:38,799 --> 00:18:41,190 and explaining, you know, what really happened, right? Was that like a 940 00:18:41,190 --> 00:18:41,200 happened, right? Was that like a 941 00:18:41,200 --> 00:18:43,350 happened, right? Was that like a copyright thing where it was just like 942 00:18:43,350 --> 00:18:43,360 copyright thing where it was just like 943 00:18:43,360 --> 00:18:46,470 copyright thing where it was just like Sega like doesn't want people paying him 944 00:18:46,470 --> 00:18:46,480 Sega like doesn't want people paying him 945 00:18:46,480 --> 00:18:48,549 Sega like doesn't want people paying him to do his voice of Dr. Eggman because of 946 00:18:48,549 --> 00:18:48,559 to do his voice of Dr. Eggman because of 947 00:18:48,559 --> 00:18:51,669 to do his voice of Dr. Eggman because of like copyright reasons? 948 00:18:51,669 --> 00:18:51,679 like copyright reasons? 949 00:18:51,679 --> 00:18:53,350 like copyright reasons? I mean, it seems to be I don't know if 950 00:18:53,350 --> 00:18:53,360 I mean, it seems to be I don't know if 951 00:18:53,360 --> 00:18:55,669 I mean, it seems to be I don't know if it's it's necessarily copyright as much 952 00:18:55,669 --> 00:18:55,679 it's it's necessarily copyright as much 953 00:18:55,679 --> 00:18:58,549 it's it's necessarily copyright as much as it is like just there's a legal gray 954 00:18:58,549 --> 00:18:58,559 as it is like just there's a legal gray 955 00:18:58,559 --> 00:19:01,430 as it is like just there's a legal gray area with you can't have him being paid 956 00:19:01,430 --> 00:19:01,440 area with you can't have him being paid 957 00:19:01,440 --> 00:19:04,789 area with you can't have him being paid by a a different entity if that makes 958 00:19:04,789 --> 00:19:04,799 by a a different entity if that makes 959 00:19:04,799 --> 00:19:06,390 by a a different entity if that makes sense. Like if you're if he's getting 960 00:19:06,390 --> 00:19:06,400 sense. Like if you're if he's getting 961 00:19:06,400 --> 00:19:08,549 sense. Like if you're if he's getting paid for Eggman somewhere else, then 962 00:19:08,549 --> 00:19:08,559 paid for Eggman somewhere else, then 963 00:19:08,559 --> 00:19:10,230 paid for Eggman somewhere else, then that does conflict. There's like a 964 00:19:10,230 --> 00:19:10,240 that does conflict. There's like a 965 00:19:10,240 --> 00:19:12,470 that does conflict. There's like a conflict of interest there. Okay. Can I 966 00:19:12,470 --> 00:19:12,480 conflict of interest there. Okay. Can I 967 00:19:12,480 --> 00:19:16,950 conflict of interest there. Okay. Can I chime in on this? Sure. I think I think 968 00:19:16,950 --> 00:19:16,960 chime in on this? Sure. I think I think 969 00:19:16,960 --> 00:19:18,549 chime in on this? Sure. I think I think probably within this case for the 970 00:19:18,549 --> 00:19:18,559 probably within this case for the 971 00:19:18,559 --> 00:19:20,950 probably within this case for the business, right? If you're if you've got 972 00:19:20,950 --> 00:19:20,960 business, right? If you're if you've got 973 00:19:20,960 --> 00:19:23,350 business, right? If you're if you've got an actor known for playing this voice 974 00:19:23,350 --> 00:19:23,360 an actor known for playing this voice 975 00:19:23,360 --> 00:19:25,350 an actor known for playing this voice and they're in another project when 976 00:19:25,350 --> 00:19:25,360 and they're in another project when 977 00:19:25,360 --> 00:19:27,350 and they're in another project when they've been the official voice, it 978 00:19:27,350 --> 00:19:27,360 they've been the official voice, it 979 00:19:27,360 --> 00:19:28,630 they've been the official voice, it might seem like the project might be 980 00:19:28,630 --> 00:19:28,640 might seem like the project might be 981 00:19:28,640 --> 00:19:31,510 might seem like the project might be official and there's probably a lot of 982 00:19:31,510 --> 00:19:31,520 official and there's probably a lot of 983 00:19:31,520 --> 00:19:33,029 official and there's probably a lot of children. Actually, it's the Sonic fan 984 00:19:33,029 --> 00:19:33,039 children. Actually, it's the Sonic fan 985 00:19:33,039 --> 00:19:37,350 children. Actually, it's the Sonic fan base. It's all children um online who 986 00:19:37,350 --> 00:19:37,360 base. It's all children um online who 987 00:19:37,360 --> 00:19:39,990 base. It's all children um online who would wind up seeing the project and 988 00:19:39,990 --> 00:19:40,000 would wind up seeing the project and 989 00:19:40,000 --> 00:19:42,789 would wind up seeing the project and noticing that uh oh, that's the guy who 990 00:19:42,789 --> 00:19:42,799 noticing that uh oh, that's the guy who 991 00:19:42,799 --> 00:19:44,470 noticing that uh oh, that's the guy who voices Eggman in this. This must be 992 00:19:44,470 --> 00:19:44,480 voices Eggman in this. This must be 993 00:19:44,480 --> 00:19:47,909 voices Eggman in this. This must be official Sonic media and that probably 994 00:19:47,909 --> 00:19:47,919 official Sonic media and that probably 995 00:19:47,919 --> 00:19:53,270 official Sonic media and that probably presents a boundary for Sega. 996 00:19:53,270 --> 00:19:53,280 997 00:19:53,280 --> 00:19:55,029 I mean, I suppose that would make sense 998 00:19:55,029 --> 00:19:55,039 I mean, I suppose that would make sense 999 00:19:55,039 --> 00:19:56,470 I mean, I suppose that would make sense if if it's one of those things where 1000 00:19:56,470 --> 00:19:56,480 if if it's one of those things where 1001 00:19:56,480 --> 00:19:58,870 if if it's one of those things where it's like they want anything Sonic 1002 00:19:58,870 --> 00:19:58,880 it's like they want anything Sonic 1003 00:19:58,880 --> 00:20:00,870 it's like they want anything Sonic related to be on their terms. I suppose 1004 00:20:00,870 --> 00:20:00,880 related to be on their terms. I suppose 1005 00:20:00,880 --> 00:20:03,270 related to be on their terms. I suppose that would probably be understandable if 1006 00:20:03,270 --> 00:20:03,280 that would probably be understandable if 1007 00:20:03,280 --> 00:20:04,789 that would probably be understandable if like if you're doing a fan project, 1008 00:20:04,789 --> 00:20:04,799 like if you're doing a fan project, 1009 00:20:04,799 --> 00:20:06,870 like if you're doing a fan project, right? A lot of fan works do have like a 1010 00:20:06,870 --> 00:20:06,880 right? A lot of fan works do have like a 1011 00:20:06,880 --> 00:20:08,470 right? A lot of fan works do have like a copyright issue, but maybe it's because 1012 00:20:08,470 --> 00:20:08,480 copyright issue, but maybe it's because 1013 00:20:08,480 --> 00:20:11,430 copyright issue, but maybe it's because like official licensing for things uh 1014 00:20:11,430 --> 00:20:11,440 like official licensing for things uh 1015 00:20:11,440 --> 00:20:13,909 like official licensing for things uh can't extend extend to fan works 1016 00:20:13,909 --> 00:20:13,919 can't extend extend to fan works 1017 00:20:13,919 --> 00:20:15,830 can't extend extend to fan works otherwise you would have to adhere to a 1018 00:20:15,830 --> 00:20:15,840 otherwise you would have to adhere to a 1019 00:20:15,840 --> 00:20:18,230 otherwise you would have to adhere to a lot more under a Sega contract than you 1020 00:20:18,230 --> 00:20:18,240 lot more under a Sega contract than you 1021 00:20:18,240 --> 00:20:19,830 lot more under a Sega contract than you would just your own thing. So maybe they 1022 00:20:19,830 --> 00:20:19,840 would just your own thing. So maybe they 1023 00:20:19,840 --> 00:20:21,230 would just your own thing. So maybe they just didn't want to interfere in their 1024 00:20:21,230 --> 00:20:21,240 just didn't want to interfere in their 1025 00:20:21,240 --> 00:20:23,830 just didn't want to interfere in their like with their lawyers and stuff to 1026 00:20:23,830 --> 00:20:23,840 like with their lawyers and stuff to 1027 00:20:23,840 --> 00:20:25,590 like with their lawyers and stuff to like sue you up the ass or something 1028 00:20:25,590 --> 00:20:25,600 like sue you up the ass or something 1029 00:20:25,600 --> 00:20:27,909 like sue you up the ass or something like that. So I suppose, you know, I 1030 00:20:27,909 --> 00:20:27,919 like that. So I suppose, you know, I 1031 00:20:27,919 --> 00:20:30,310 like that. So I suppose, you know, I think that that's probably it. Yeah. And 1032 00:20:30,310 --> 00:20:30,320 think that that's probably it. Yeah. And 1033 00:20:30,320 --> 00:20:32,710 think that that's probably it. Yeah. And and two, we also like made sure to like 1034 00:20:32,710 --> 00:20:32,720 and two, we also like made sure to like 1035 00:20:32,720 --> 00:20:35,430 and two, we also like made sure to like follow particular guidelines like making 1036 00:20:35,430 --> 00:20:35,440 follow particular guidelines like making 1037 00:20:35,440 --> 00:20:37,270 follow particular guidelines like making sure there's nothing inappropriate being 1038 00:20:37,270 --> 00:20:37,280 sure there's nothing inappropriate being 1039 00:20:37,280 --> 00:20:39,990 sure there's nothing inappropriate being said. Like for our episode 6 when we had 1040 00:20:39,990 --> 00:20:40,000 said. Like for our episode 6 when we had 1041 00:20:40,000 --> 00:20:42,789 said. Like for our episode 6 when we had Shadow play or Shadow just on the uh 1042 00:20:42,789 --> 00:20:42,799 Shadow play or Shadow just on the uh 1043 00:20:42,799 --> 00:20:44,470 Shadow play or Shadow just on the uh show, you know, we had talked about 1044 00:20:44,470 --> 00:20:44,480 show, you know, we had talked about 1045 00:20:44,480 --> 00:20:46,470 show, you know, we had talked about maybe having Shadow swear, but just to 1046 00:20:46,470 --> 00:20:46,480 maybe having Shadow swear, but just to 1047 00:20:46,480 --> 00:20:48,390 maybe having Shadow swear, but just to be safe because we had Mike, we chose 1048 00:20:48,390 --> 00:20:48,400 be safe because we had Mike, we chose 1049 00:20:48,400 --> 00:20:50,549 be safe because we had Mike, we chose not to just to be careful. I mean, he 1050 00:20:50,549 --> 00:20:50,559 not to just to be careful. I mean, he 1051 00:20:50,559 --> 00:20:53,270 not to just to be careful. I mean, he does say damn canonically, so maybe you 1052 00:20:53,270 --> 00:20:53,280 does say damn canonically, so maybe you 1053 00:20:53,280 --> 00:20:55,110 does say damn canonically, so maybe you could have gotten away with one. You 1054 00:20:55,110 --> 00:20:55,120 could have gotten away with one. You 1055 00:20:55,120 --> 00:20:57,669 could have gotten away with one. You could have gotten away with one. 1056 00:20:57,669 --> 00:20:57,679 could have gotten away with one. 1057 00:20:57,679 --> 00:20:59,990 could have gotten away with one. I mean like I I think the whole I think 1058 00:20:59,990 --> 00:21:00,000 I mean like I I think the whole I think 1059 00:21:00,000 --> 00:21:01,669 I mean like I I think the whole I think the rule kind of makes sense and stuff 1060 00:21:01,669 --> 00:21:01,679 the rule kind of makes sense and stuff 1061 00:21:01,679 --> 00:21:03,909 the rule kind of makes sense and stuff in in the world where like cuz I can't 1062 00:21:03,909 --> 00:21:03,919 in in the world where like cuz I can't 1063 00:21:03,919 --> 00:21:07,190 in in the world where like cuz I can't think of any fan much fan media that has 1064 00:21:07,190 --> 00:21:07,200 think of any fan much fan media that has 1065 00:21:07,200 --> 00:21:09,669 think of any fan much fan media that has that's not produced. So okay, there's an 1066 00:21:09,669 --> 00:21:09,679 that's not produced. So okay, there's an 1067 00:21:09,679 --> 00:21:13,270 that's not produced. So okay, there's an exception area for fan media that's like 1068 00:21:13,270 --> 00:21:13,280 exception area for fan media that's like 1069 00:21:13,280 --> 00:21:15,350 exception area for fan media that's like weird where it's like produced by some 1070 00:21:15,350 --> 00:21:15,360 weird where it's like produced by some 1071 00:21:15,360 --> 00:21:16,870 weird where it's like produced by some of the creators and stuff cuz also like 1072 00:21:16,870 --> 00:21:16,880 of the creators and stuff cuz also like 1073 00:21:16,880 --> 00:21:18,750 of the creators and stuff cuz also like voice actors or actors for like 1074 00:21:18,750 --> 00:21:18,760 voice actors or actors for like 1075 00:21:18,760 --> 00:21:20,710 voice actors or actors for like characters would really like their 1076 00:21:20,710 --> 00:21:20,720 characters would really like their 1077 00:21:20,720 --> 00:21:23,190 characters would really like their character and decide to do some fan 1078 00:21:23,190 --> 00:21:23,200 character and decide to do some fan 1079 00:21:23,200 --> 00:21:26,149 character and decide to do some fan content of it. But it's rare to see like 1080 00:21:26,149 --> 00:21:26,159 content of it. But it's rare to see like 1081 00:21:26,159 --> 00:21:30,149 content of it. But it's rare to see like a project by fans for fans using the 1082 00:21:30,149 --> 00:21:30,159 a project by fans for fans using the 1083 00:21:30,159 --> 00:21:32,870 a project by fans for fans using the official staff. That's a big rarity from 1084 00:21:32,870 --> 00:21:32,880 official staff. That's a big rarity from 1085 00:21:32,880 --> 00:21:34,669 official staff. That's a big rarity from what I observe 1086 00:21:34,669 --> 00:21:34,679 what I observe 1087 00:21:34,679 --> 00:21:36,710 what I observe nowadays. Comments, correct me if I'm 1088 00:21:36,710 --> 00:21:36,720 nowadays. Comments, correct me if I'm 1089 00:21:36,720 --> 00:21:39,029 nowadays. Comments, correct me if I'm wrong. I mean, damn. I'm I'm kind of 1090 00:21:39,029 --> 00:21:39,039 wrong. I mean, damn. I'm I'm kind of 1091 00:21:39,039 --> 00:21:40,390 wrong. I mean, damn. I'm I'm kind of just impressed that you're able to get 1092 00:21:40,390 --> 00:21:40,400 just impressed that you're able to get 1093 00:21:40,400 --> 00:21:42,230 just impressed that you're able to get in in touch with half of these people 1094 00:21:42,230 --> 00:21:42,240 in in touch with half of these people 1095 00:21:42,240 --> 00:21:46,710 in in touch with half of these people anyway. But Oh, thank you. I mean, I 1096 00:21:46,710 --> 00:21:46,720 anyway. But Oh, thank you. I mean, I 1097 00:21:46,720 --> 00:21:48,310 anyway. But Oh, thank you. I mean, I honestly it came from like doing 1098 00:21:48,310 --> 00:21:48,320 honestly it came from like doing 1099 00:21:48,320 --> 00:21:50,149 honestly it came from like doing different work with different people. 1100 00:21:50,149 --> 00:21:50,159 different work with different people. 1101 00:21:50,159 --> 00:21:52,070 different work with different people. Like I also like would do these charity 1102 00:21:52,070 --> 00:21:52,080 Like I also like would do these charity 1103 00:21:52,080 --> 00:21:54,870 Like I also like would do these charity streams and I met a lot of uh the voice 1104 00:21:54,870 --> 00:21:54,880 streams and I met a lot of uh the voice 1105 00:21:54,880 --> 00:21:56,789 streams and I met a lot of uh the voice talent through interviewing them for 1106 00:21:56,789 --> 00:21:56,799 talent through interviewing them for 1107 00:21:56,799 --> 00:21:59,990 talent through interviewing them for charity events. Oh, that's kind of cool. 1108 00:21:59,990 --> 00:22:00,000 charity events. Oh, that's kind of cool. 1109 00:22:00,000 --> 00:22:01,510 charity events. Oh, that's kind of cool. Did you used to do that like during your 1110 00:22:01,510 --> 00:22:01,520 Did you used to do that like during your 1111 00:22:01,520 --> 00:22:03,830 Did you used to do that like during your your MLP days too or was that just like 1112 00:22:03,830 --> 00:22:03,840 your MLP days too or was that just like 1113 00:22:03,840 --> 00:22:07,029 your MLP days too or was that just like once you got into Sonic and stuff? 1114 00:22:07,029 --> 00:22:07,039 once you got into Sonic and stuff? 1115 00:22:07,039 --> 00:22:08,549 once you got into Sonic and stuff? Actually, no. I did do that during the 1116 00:22:08,549 --> 00:22:08,559 Actually, no. I did do that during the 1117 00:22:08,559 --> 00:22:11,110 Actually, no. I did do that during the MLP days as well. Yeah, I would bring on 1118 00:22:11,110 --> 00:22:11,120 MLP days as well. Yeah, I would bring on 1119 00:22:11,120 --> 00:22:13,669 MLP days as well. Yeah, I would bring on uh some of the actors for interviews, 1120 00:22:13,669 --> 00:22:13,679 uh some of the actors for interviews, 1121 00:22:13,679 --> 00:22:15,590 uh some of the actors for interviews, some of the writers. Trying to think 1122 00:22:15,590 --> 00:22:15,600 some of the writers. Trying to think 1123 00:22:15,600 --> 00:22:17,270 some of the writers. Trying to think everybody like on the top of my head. I 1124 00:22:17,270 --> 00:22:17,280 everybody like on the top of my head. I 1125 00:22:17,280 --> 00:22:19,190 everybody like on the top of my head. I think it's mostly writers, actors. I 1126 00:22:19,190 --> 00:22:19,200 think it's mostly writers, actors. I 1127 00:22:19,200 --> 00:22:21,830 think it's mostly writers, actors. I think I also brought in a couple fans 1128 00:22:21,830 --> 00:22:21,840 think I also brought in a couple fans 1129 00:22:21,840 --> 00:22:25,669 think I also brought in a couple fans too if I remember correctly. 1130 00:22:25,669 --> 00:22:25,679 too if I remember correctly. 1131 00:22:25,679 --> 00:22:27,510 too if I remember correctly. I guess I'm just kind of Yeah, I guess 1132 00:22:27,510 --> 00:22:27,520 I guess I'm just kind of Yeah, I guess 1133 00:22:27,520 --> 00:22:28,710 I guess I'm just kind of Yeah, I guess I'm just kind of used to like when 1134 00:22:28,710 --> 00:22:28,720 I'm just kind of used to like when 1135 00:22:28,720 --> 00:22:30,070 I'm just kind of used to like when something gets big, right? When it's a 1136 00:22:30,070 --> 00:22:30,080 something gets big, right? When it's a 1137 00:22:30,080 --> 00:22:31,990 something gets big, right? When it's a giant IP, I'm used to like most of the 1138 00:22:31,990 --> 00:22:32,000 giant IP, I'm used to like most of the 1139 00:22:32,000 --> 00:22:34,310 giant IP, I'm used to like most of the people associated with that IP to kind 1140 00:22:34,310 --> 00:22:34,320 people associated with that IP to kind 1141 00:22:34,320 --> 00:22:36,310 people associated with that IP to kind of be like a monolith. Like these are 1142 00:22:36,310 --> 00:22:36,320 of be like a monolith. Like these are 1143 00:22:36,320 --> 00:22:37,750 of be like a monolith. Like these are celebrities. They wouldn't talk down. 1144 00:22:37,750 --> 00:22:37,760 celebrities. They wouldn't talk down. 1145 00:22:37,760 --> 00:22:39,029 celebrities. They wouldn't talk down. They wouldn't like speak to people 1146 00:22:39,029 --> 00:22:39,039 They wouldn't like speak to people 1147 00:22:39,039 --> 00:22:41,350 They wouldn't like speak to people within their respective spears or 1148 00:22:41,350 --> 00:22:41,360 within their respective spears or 1149 00:22:41,360 --> 00:22:42,789 within their respective spears or whatever. They're just like, you know, 1150 00:22:42,789 --> 00:22:42,799 whatever. They're just like, you know, 1151 00:22:42,799 --> 00:22:45,190 whatever. They're just like, you know, VAS and whatever. But I I guess that's 1152 00:22:45,190 --> 00:22:45,200 VAS and whatever. But I I guess that's 1153 00:22:45,200 --> 00:22:46,870 VAS and whatever. But I I guess that's just I haven't been involved in fandom 1154 00:22:46,870 --> 00:22:46,880 just I haven't been involved in fandom 1155 00:22:46,880 --> 00:22:48,390 just I haven't been involved in fandom spaces enough to know that no, these 1156 00:22:48,390 --> 00:22:48,400 spaces enough to know that no, these 1157 00:22:48,400 --> 00:22:49,750 spaces enough to know that no, these people are just like people you can just 1158 00:22:49,750 --> 00:22:49,760 people are just like people you can just 1159 00:22:49,760 --> 00:22:51,510 people are just like people you can just talk to, which is kind of insane to me 1160 00:22:51,510 --> 00:22:51,520 talk to, which is kind of insane to me 1161 00:22:51,520 --> 00:22:54,630 talk to, which is kind of insane to me to think about, but 1162 00:22:54,630 --> 00:22:54,640 to think about, but 1163 00:22:54,640 --> 00:22:57,909 to think about, but No, I I agree. I I understand. 1164 00:22:57,909 --> 00:22:57,919 No, I I agree. I I understand. 1165 00:22:57,919 --> 00:23:00,950 No, I I agree. I I understand. So, you've mentioned a name uh when you 1166 00:23:00,950 --> 00:23:00,960 So, you've mentioned a name uh when you 1167 00:23:00,960 --> 00:23:04,270 So, you've mentioned a name uh when you were talking about Ryan um a name um 1168 00:23:04,270 --> 00:23:04,280 were talking about Ryan um a name um 1169 00:23:04,280 --> 00:23:08,149 were talking about Ryan um a name um Lizzy. Um which will kind of segue into 1170 00:23:08,149 --> 00:23:08,159 Lizzy. Um which will kind of segue into 1171 00:23:08,159 --> 00:23:10,630 Lizzy. Um which will kind of segue into what we're going to talk about next. Um, 1172 00:23:10,630 --> 00:23:10,640 what we're going to talk about next. Um, 1173 00:23:10,640 --> 00:23:12,870 what we're going to talk about next. Um, so in 1993, a person by the name of 1174 00:23:12,870 --> 00:23:12,880 so in 1993, a person by the name of 1175 00:23:12,880 --> 00:23:15,190 so in 1993, a person by the name of Lindsay Silva got diagnosed with brain 1176 00:23:15,190 --> 00:23:15,200 Lindsay Silva got diagnosed with brain 1177 00:23:15,200 --> 00:23:16,789 Lindsay Silva got diagnosed with brain cancer and had a very invasive surgery 1178 00:23:16,789 --> 00:23:16,799 cancer and had a very invasive surgery 1179 00:23:16,799 --> 00:23:18,390 cancer and had a very invasive surgery that could have killed her and left her 1180 00:23:18,390 --> 00:23:18,400 that could have killed her and left her 1181 00:23:18,400 --> 00:23:20,789 that could have killed her and left her kind of disabled for a bit. Um, but 1182 00:23:20,789 --> 00:23:20,799 kind of disabled for a bit. Um, but 1183 00:23:20,799 --> 00:23:23,750 kind of disabled for a bit. Um, but Sonic the Hedgehog and the Sega Genesis, 1184 00:23:23,750 --> 00:23:23,760 Sonic the Hedgehog and the Sega Genesis, 1185 00:23:23,760 --> 00:23:24,950 Sonic the Hedgehog and the Sega Genesis, uh, was something that helped her 1186 00:23:24,950 --> 00:23:24,960 uh, was something that helped her 1187 00:23:24,960 --> 00:23:26,950 uh, was something that helped her recover from that. This was a story that 1188 00:23:26,950 --> 00:23:26,960 recover from that. This was a story that 1189 00:23:26,960 --> 00:23:28,950 recover from that. This was a story that was featured on the Sonic Super Special, 1190 00:23:28,950 --> 00:23:28,960 was featured on the Sonic Super Special, 1191 00:23:28,960 --> 00:23:31,510 was featured on the Sonic Super Special, uh, which is the, um, Archie comic 1192 00:23:31,510 --> 00:23:31,520 uh, which is the, um, Archie comic 1193 00:23:31,520 --> 00:23:33,590 uh, which is the, um, Archie comic exclusive where fans can write into it 1194 00:23:33,590 --> 00:23:33,600 exclusive where fans can write into it 1195 00:23:33,600 --> 00:23:35,830 exclusive where fans can write into it and like have their stories featured. 1196 00:23:35,830 --> 00:23:35,840 and like have their stories featured. 1197 00:23:35,840 --> 00:23:37,830 and like have their stories featured. Um, and Lizzie just happened to be one 1198 00:23:37,830 --> 00:23:37,840 Um, and Lizzie just happened to be one 1199 00:23:37,840 --> 00:23:40,470 Um, and Lizzie just happened to be one of those people. Um, Lizzy Silva has 1200 00:23:40,470 --> 00:23:40,480 of those people. Um, Lizzy Silva has 1201 00:23:40,480 --> 00:23:42,310 of those people. Um, Lizzy Silva has been somebody who is known in the fandom 1202 00:23:42,310 --> 00:23:42,320 been somebody who is known in the fandom 1203 00:23:42,320 --> 00:23:45,430 been somebody who is known in the fandom because of this. Um, and she kind of had 1204 00:23:45,430 --> 00:23:45,440 because of this. Um, and she kind of had 1205 00:23:45,440 --> 00:23:48,789 because of this. Um, and she kind of had a little bit of a spat with you. Um, and 1206 00:23:48,789 --> 00:23:48,799 a little bit of a spat with you. Um, and 1207 00:23:48,799 --> 00:23:52,470 a little bit of a spat with you. Um, and people have, you know, have taken their 1208 00:23:52,470 --> 00:23:52,480 people have, you know, have taken their 1209 00:23:52,480 --> 00:23:54,390 people have, you know, have taken their sides on the things, but like one of the 1210 00:23:54,390 --> 00:23:54,400 sides on the things, but like one of the 1211 00:23:54,400 --> 00:23:56,549 sides on the things, but like one of the things that kind of made its way around 1212 00:23:56,549 --> 00:23:56,559 things that kind of made its way around 1213 00:23:56,559 --> 00:24:00,310 things that kind of made its way around because of a uh DM conversation with 1214 00:24:00,310 --> 00:24:00,320 because of a uh DM conversation with 1215 00:24:00,320 --> 00:24:04,390 because of a uh DM conversation with someone named the T- Mob Gaming 2 was 1216 00:24:04,390 --> 00:24:04,400 someone named the T- Mob Gaming 2 was 1217 00:24:04,400 --> 00:24:06,390 someone named the T- Mob Gaming 2 was apparently saying that somebody by the 1218 00:24:06,390 --> 00:24:06,400 apparently saying that somebody by the 1219 00:24:06,400 --> 00:24:09,510 apparently saying that somebody by the names of Tails channel was claiming that 1220 00:24:09,510 --> 00:24:09,520 names of Tails channel was claiming that 1221 00:24:09,520 --> 00:24:11,190 names of Tails channel was claiming that their brain tumor story was fake and 1222 00:24:11,190 --> 00:24:11,200 their brain tumor story was fake and 1223 00:24:11,200 --> 00:24:13,390 their brain tumor story was fake and they were faking brain cancer. And 1224 00:24:13,390 --> 00:24:13,400 they were faking brain cancer. And 1225 00:24:13,400 --> 00:24:16,310 they were faking brain cancer. And somehow this ended up getting back to 1226 00:24:16,310 --> 00:24:16,320 somehow this ended up getting back to 1227 00:24:16,320 --> 00:24:19,669 somehow this ended up getting back to you as people accusing you of saying 1228 00:24:19,669 --> 00:24:19,679 you as people accusing you of saying 1229 00:24:19,679 --> 00:24:22,870 you as people accusing you of saying that Lizzy faked brain cancer. Like you 1230 00:24:22,870 --> 00:24:22,880 that Lizzy faked brain cancer. Like you 1231 00:24:22,880 --> 00:24:25,590 that Lizzy faked brain cancer. Like you were accusing her of that. So just just 1232 00:24:25,590 --> 00:24:25,600 were accusing her of that. So just just 1233 00:24:25,600 --> 00:24:28,310 were accusing her of that. So just just to set the record, do you believe that 1234 00:24:28,310 --> 00:24:28,320 to set the record, do you believe that 1235 00:24:28,320 --> 00:24:30,870 to set the record, do you believe that this person has brain cancer or at least 1236 00:24:30,870 --> 00:24:30,880 this person has brain cancer or at least 1237 00:24:30,880 --> 00:24:33,669 this person has brain cancer or at least had brain cancer? 1238 00:24:33,669 --> 00:24:33,679 had brain cancer? 1239 00:24:33,679 --> 00:24:36,870 had brain cancer? Yes, absolutely. Yes. Back in the 90s, 1240 00:24:36,870 --> 00:24:36,880 Yes, absolutely. Yes. Back in the 90s, 1241 00:24:36,880 --> 00:24:39,830 Yes, absolutely. Yes. Back in the 90s, 100%. She absolutely had it. I have no 1242 00:24:39,830 --> 00:24:39,840 100%. She absolutely had it. I have no 1243 00:24:39,840 --> 00:24:41,750 100%. She absolutely had it. I have no reason to second guessess that or 1244 00:24:41,750 --> 00:24:41,760 reason to second guessess that or 1245 00:24:41,760 --> 00:24:43,590 reason to second guessess that or question that. You know, she's not 1246 00:24:43,590 --> 00:24:43,600 question that. You know, she's not 1247 00:24:43,600 --> 00:24:46,230 question that. You know, she's not somebody who up until we had our own 1248 00:24:46,230 --> 00:24:46,240 somebody who up until we had our own 1249 00:24:46,240 --> 00:24:48,310 somebody who up until we had our own conflicts. I I even knew her. But no, 1250 00:24:48,310 --> 00:24:48,320 conflicts. I I even knew her. But no, 1251 00:24:48,320 --> 00:24:50,549 conflicts. I I even knew her. But no, absolutely she had this and I believe 1252 00:24:50,549 --> 00:24:50,559 absolutely she had this and I believe 1253 00:24:50,559 --> 00:24:53,269 absolutely she had this and I believe that and I actually love her story. Like 1254 00:24:53,269 --> 00:24:53,279 that and I actually love her story. Like 1255 00:24:53,279 --> 00:24:55,190 that and I actually love her story. Like that's what kind of sucks about all the 1256 00:24:55,190 --> 00:24:55,200 that's what kind of sucks about all the 1257 00:24:55,200 --> 00:24:57,269 that's what kind of sucks about all the conflict with her is I I think her story 1258 00:24:57,269 --> 00:24:57,279 conflict with her is I I think her story 1259 00:24:57,279 --> 00:24:59,430 conflict with her is I I think her story is incredible. I love her story. It's 1260 00:24:59,430 --> 00:24:59,440 is incredible. I love her story. It's 1261 00:24:59,440 --> 00:25:01,669 is incredible. I love her story. It's very inspiring and you know the way that 1262 00:25:01,669 --> 00:25:01,679 very inspiring and you know the way that 1263 00:25:01,679 --> 00:25:05,909 very inspiring and you know the way that she has utilized it um to do uh like 1264 00:25:05,909 --> 00:25:05,919 she has utilized it um to do uh like 1265 00:25:05,919 --> 00:25:07,750 she has utilized it um to do uh like charity work and stuff. I think that 1266 00:25:07,750 --> 00:25:07,760 charity work and stuff. I think that 1267 00:25:07,760 --> 00:25:09,669 charity work and stuff. I think that that's awesome that she has done all of 1268 00:25:09,669 --> 00:25:09,679 that's awesome that she has done all of 1269 00:25:09,679 --> 00:25:12,630 that's awesome that she has done all of that. Yeah. And I mean it's it's kind of 1270 00:25:12,630 --> 00:25:12,640 that. Yeah. And I mean it's it's kind of 1271 00:25:12,640 --> 00:25:15,350 that. Yeah. And I mean it's it's kind of cool cuz it's like from what I've come 1272 00:25:15,350 --> 00:25:15,360 cool cuz it's like from what I've come 1273 00:25:15,360 --> 00:25:16,710 cool cuz it's like from what I've come to understand of her story just reading 1274 00:25:16,710 --> 00:25:16,720 to understand of her story just reading 1275 00:25:16,720 --> 00:25:19,510 to understand of her story just reading it like the the brain tumor was like 1276 00:25:19,510 --> 00:25:19,520 it like the the brain tumor was like 1277 00:25:19,520 --> 00:25:21,350 it like the the brain tumor was like somewhere around her spine, right? So 1278 00:25:21,350 --> 00:25:21,360 somewhere around her spine, right? So 1279 00:25:21,360 --> 00:25:23,590 somewhere around her spine, right? So she had to get that removed and it was 1280 00:25:23,590 --> 00:25:23,600 she had to get that removed and it was 1281 00:25:23,600 --> 00:25:25,190 she had to get that removed and it was an invasive surgery that could have left 1282 00:25:25,190 --> 00:25:25,200 an invasive surgery that could have left 1283 00:25:25,200 --> 00:25:27,669 an invasive surgery that could have left her like unable to move anything like 1284 00:25:27,669 --> 00:25:27,679 her like unable to move anything like 1285 00:25:27,679 --> 00:25:29,909 her like unable to move anything like from the neck down. Um, so it's a 1286 00:25:29,909 --> 00:25:29,919 from the neck down. Um, so it's a 1287 00:25:29,919 --> 00:25:31,830 from the neck down. Um, so it's a miracle that like in her recovery 1288 00:25:31,830 --> 00:25:31,840 miracle that like in her recovery 1289 00:25:31,840 --> 00:25:33,830 miracle that like in her recovery phases, like you know, physical therapy 1290 00:25:33,830 --> 00:25:33,840 phases, like you know, physical therapy 1291 00:25:33,840 --> 00:25:35,830 phases, like you know, physical therapy so that she can at least regain that, 1292 00:25:35,830 --> 00:25:35,840 so that she can at least regain that, 1293 00:25:35,840 --> 00:25:37,510 so that she can at least regain that, um, and having to relearn all that, she 1294 00:25:37,510 --> 00:25:37,520 um, and having to relearn all that, she 1295 00:25:37,520 --> 00:25:40,149 um, and having to relearn all that, she turns to video games. And I've seen that 1296 00:25:40,149 --> 00:25:40,159 turns to video games. And I've seen that 1297 00:25:40,159 --> 00:25:41,870 turns to video games. And I've seen that happen a couple times like with 1298 00:25:41,870 --> 00:25:41,880 happen a couple times like with 1299 00:25:41,880 --> 00:25:44,230 happen a couple times like with different disability stories that video 1300 00:25:44,230 --> 00:25:44,240 different disability stories that video 1301 00:25:44,240 --> 00:25:46,549 different disability stories that video games do help or at least they they're a 1302 00:25:46,549 --> 00:25:46,559 games do help or at least they they're a 1303 00:25:46,559 --> 00:25:48,230 games do help or at least they they're a comfort or something like that. And I 1304 00:25:48,230 --> 00:25:48,240 comfort or something like that. And I 1305 00:25:48,240 --> 00:25:49,909 comfort or something like that. And I think that's kind of an amazing thing. 1306 00:25:49,909 --> 00:25:49,919 think that's kind of an amazing thing. 1307 00:25:49,919 --> 00:25:52,390 think that's kind of an amazing thing. So, if it wasn't from apparently you 1308 00:25:52,390 --> 00:25:52,400 So, if it wasn't from apparently you 1309 00:25:52,400 --> 00:25:53,990 So, if it wasn't from apparently you allegedly saying she didn't have brain 1310 00:25:53,990 --> 00:25:54,000 allegedly saying she didn't have brain 1311 00:25:54,000 --> 00:25:57,350 allegedly saying she didn't have brain cancer, how did you like first interact 1312 00:25:57,350 --> 00:25:57,360 cancer, how did you like first interact 1313 00:25:57,360 --> 00:25:59,110 cancer, how did you like first interact with Lizzie Silva? It wasn't through 1314 00:25:59,110 --> 00:25:59,120 with Lizzie Silva? It wasn't through 1315 00:25:59,120 --> 00:26:02,230 with Lizzie Silva? It wasn't through that. 1316 00:26:02,230 --> 00:26:02,240 1317 00:26:02,240 --> 00:26:04,630 The first interaction I had with her uh 1318 00:26:04,630 --> 00:26:04,640 The first interaction I had with her uh 1319 00:26:04,640 --> 00:26:07,990 The first interaction I had with her uh was her and I were invited to go to this 1320 00:26:07,990 --> 00:26:08,000 was her and I were invited to go to this 1321 00:26:08,000 --> 00:26:09,669 was her and I were invited to go to this event. It was called Sonic and Sega Fan 1322 00:26:09,669 --> 00:26:09,679 event. It was called Sonic and Sega Fan 1323 00:26:09,679 --> 00:26:13,110 event. It was called Sonic and Sega Fan Jam. And the showrunner Patrick had DM'd 1324 00:26:13,110 --> 00:26:13,120 Jam. And the showrunner Patrick had DM'd 1325 00:26:13,120 --> 00:26:15,269 Jam. And the showrunner Patrick had DM'd me and told me like, "Hey, like I have 1326 00:26:15,269 --> 00:26:15,279 me and told me like, "Hey, like I have 1327 00:26:15,279 --> 00:26:16,630 me and told me like, "Hey, like I have this other person who's going to be 1328 00:26:16,630 --> 00:26:16,640 this other person who's going to be 1329 00:26:16,640 --> 00:26:18,149 this other person who's going to be there. She's also going to like have a 1330 00:26:18,149 --> 00:26:18,159 there. She's also going to like have a 1331 00:26:18,159 --> 00:26:19,669 there. She's also going to like have a panel and all this stuff. Her name's 1332 00:26:19,669 --> 00:26:19,679 panel and all this stuff. Her name's 1333 00:26:19,679 --> 00:26:21,350 panel and all this stuff. Her name's Lizzie and I feel like you guys would 1334 00:26:21,350 --> 00:26:21,360 Lizzie and I feel like you guys would 1335 00:26:21,360 --> 00:26:23,430 Lizzie and I feel like you guys would get along so well, you know, here. Let 1336 00:26:23,430 --> 00:26:23,440 get along so well, you know, here. Let 1337 00:26:23,440 --> 00:26:24,950 get along so well, you know, here. Let me give you her ad. I feel like you guys 1338 00:26:24,950 --> 00:26:24,960 me give you her ad. I feel like you guys 1339 00:26:24,960 --> 00:26:27,350 me give you her ad. I feel like you guys could be friends." Uh, I went to her 1340 00:26:27,350 --> 00:26:27,360 could be friends." Uh, I went to her 1341 00:26:27,360 --> 00:26:30,549 could be friends." Uh, I went to her account and I was blocked and I didn't 1342 00:26:30,549 --> 00:26:30,559 account and I was blocked and I didn't 1343 00:26:30,559 --> 00:26:32,710 account and I was blocked and I didn't really have any context as for what was 1344 00:26:32,710 --> 00:26:32,720 really have any context as for what was 1345 00:26:32,720 --> 00:26:35,070 really have any context as for what was going on. Um, so at the time I had 1346 00:26:35,070 --> 00:26:35,080 going on. Um, so at the time I had 1347 00:26:35,080 --> 00:26:37,830 going on. Um, so at the time I had reacted unfortunately publicly. I was a 1348 00:26:37,830 --> 00:26:37,840 reacted unfortunately publicly. I was a 1349 00:26:37,840 --> 00:26:39,590 reacted unfortunately publicly. I was a much smaller account at this time so 1350 00:26:39,590 --> 00:26:39,600 much smaller account at this time so 1351 00:26:39,600 --> 00:26:41,269 much smaller account at this time so shouldn't have been publicly but I had 1352 00:26:41,269 --> 00:26:41,279 shouldn't have been publicly but I had 1353 00:26:41,279 --> 00:26:44,870 shouldn't have been publicly but I had reacted to her uh blocking me to which 1354 00:26:44,870 --> 00:26:44,880 reacted to her uh blocking me to which 1355 00:26:44,880 --> 00:26:47,510 reacted to her uh blocking me to which she did uh get involved and explain that 1356 00:26:47,510 --> 00:26:47,520 she did uh get involved and explain that 1357 00:26:47,520 --> 00:26:51,310 she did uh get involved and explain that she had blocked me over 1358 00:26:51,310 --> 00:26:51,320 she had blocked me over 1359 00:26:51,320 --> 00:26:55,549 she had blocked me over these uh pretty much interacting with 1360 00:26:55,549 --> 00:26:55,559 these uh pretty much interacting with 1361 00:26:55,559 --> 00:26:58,390 these uh pretty much interacting with her in relation to like conversations 1362 00:26:58,390 --> 00:26:58,400 her in relation to like conversations 1363 00:26:58,400 --> 00:27:00,230 her in relation to like conversations that she had had with like Roger Craig 1364 00:27:00,230 --> 00:27:00,240 that she had had with like Roger Craig 1365 00:27:00,240 --> 00:27:03,110 that she had had with like Roger Craig Smith and like some other like Sonic 1366 00:27:03,110 --> 00:27:03,120 Smith and like some other like Sonic 1367 00:27:03,120 --> 00:27:04,870 Smith and like some other like Sonic related news source that at the time I 1368 00:27:04,870 --> 00:27:04,880 related news source that at the time I 1369 00:27:04,880 --> 00:27:09,510 related news source that at the time I hadn't heard of. Um, and it kind of just 1370 00:27:09,510 --> 00:27:09,520 hadn't heard of. Um, and it kind of just 1371 00:27:09,520 --> 00:27:12,669 hadn't heard of. Um, and it kind of just started this long nearly 1372 00:27:12,669 --> 00:27:12,679 started this long nearly 1373 00:27:12,679 --> 00:27:16,470 started this long nearly 10year spat between us where, you know, 1374 00:27:16,470 --> 00:27:16,480 10year spat between us where, you know, 1375 00:27:16,480 --> 00:27:18,789 10year spat between us where, you know, I at this time she was accusing me of 1376 00:27:18,789 --> 00:27:18,799 I at this time she was accusing me of 1377 00:27:18,799 --> 00:27:21,029 I at this time she was accusing me of this and this was not true. And uh, 1378 00:27:21,029 --> 00:27:21,039 this and this was not true. And uh, 1379 00:27:21,039 --> 00:27:22,789 this and this was not true. And uh, people tried explaining this wasn't 1380 00:27:22,789 --> 00:27:22,799 people tried explaining this wasn't 1381 00:27:22,799 --> 00:27:24,950 people tried explaining this wasn't true. She wasn't really having it. After 1382 00:27:24,950 --> 00:27:24,960 true. She wasn't really having it. After 1383 00:27:24,960 --> 00:27:28,470 true. She wasn't really having it. After that original spat, um, I kind of walked 1384 00:27:28,470 --> 00:27:28,480 that original spat, um, I kind of walked 1385 00:27:28,480 --> 00:27:29,909 that original spat, um, I kind of walked away from it like, okay, this was just 1386 00:27:29,909 --> 00:27:29,919 away from it like, okay, this was just 1387 00:27:29,919 --> 00:27:31,750 away from it like, okay, this was just kind of whatever, you know, whatever. 1388 00:27:31,750 --> 00:27:31,760 kind of whatever, you know, whatever. 1389 00:27:31,760 --> 00:27:33,909 kind of whatever, you know, whatever. It's not a big deal. Just move on. It 1390 00:27:33,909 --> 00:27:33,919 It's not a big deal. Just move on. It 1391 00:27:33,919 --> 00:27:36,950 It's not a big deal. Just move on. It doesn't matter. Uh, but it did not move 1392 00:27:36,950 --> 00:27:36,960 doesn't matter. Uh, but it did not move 1393 00:27:36,960 --> 00:27:38,870 doesn't matter. Uh, but it did not move on and it start, you know, she began 1394 00:27:38,870 --> 00:27:38,880 on and it start, you know, she began 1395 00:27:38,880 --> 00:27:42,110 on and it start, you know, she began tweeting things like Emy's trying 1396 00:27:42,110 --> 00:27:42,120 tweeting things like Emy's trying 1397 00:27:42,120 --> 00:27:45,350 tweeting things like Emy's trying to replace me in the Sonic community and 1398 00:27:45,350 --> 00:27:45,360 to replace me in the Sonic community and 1399 00:27:45,360 --> 00:27:48,909 to replace me in the Sonic community and she's copying my Sonic cosplay and she's 1400 00:27:48,909 --> 00:27:48,919 she's copying my Sonic cosplay and she's 1401 00:27:48,919 --> 00:27:51,590 she's copying my Sonic cosplay and she's purposely commissioning art of her like 1402 00:27:51,590 --> 00:27:51,600 purposely commissioning art of her like 1403 00:27:51,600 --> 00:27:53,669 purposely commissioning art of her like OC with Sonic specifically to make me 1404 00:27:53,669 --> 00:27:53,679 OC with Sonic specifically to make me 1405 00:27:53,679 --> 00:27:56,389 OC with Sonic specifically to make me upset and she was reaching out to 1406 00:27:56,389 --> 00:27:56,399 upset and she was reaching out to 1407 00:27:56,399 --> 00:27:58,149 upset and she was reaching out to people. She was reaching out to like my 1408 00:27:58,149 --> 00:27:58,159 people. She was reaching out to like my 1409 00:27:58,159 --> 00:28:00,149 people. She was reaching out to like my friends. She was reaching out to like 1410 00:28:00,149 --> 00:28:00,159 friends. She was reaching out to like 1411 00:28:00,159 --> 00:28:01,669 friends. She was reaching out to like different artists in the community 1412 00:28:01,669 --> 00:28:01,679 different artists in the community 1413 00:28:01,679 --> 00:28:03,669 different artists in the community saying, "Don't accept commissions from 1414 00:28:03,669 --> 00:28:03,679 saying, "Don't accept commissions from 1415 00:28:03,679 --> 00:28:05,029 saying, "Don't accept commissions from her because she's only doing these 1416 00:28:05,029 --> 00:28:05,039 her because she's only doing these 1417 00:28:05,039 --> 00:28:06,950 her because she's only doing these commissions to hurt you or to hurt me 1418 00:28:06,950 --> 00:28:06,960 commissions to hurt you or to hurt me 1419 00:28:06,960 --> 00:28:09,590 commissions to hurt you or to hurt me and make me upset." And she began 1420 00:28:09,590 --> 00:28:09,600 and make me upset." And she began 1421 00:28:09,600 --> 00:28:12,470 and make me upset." And she began reaching out even to Sega. she had 1422 00:28:12,470 --> 00:28:12,480 reaching out even to Sega. she had 1423 00:28:12,480 --> 00:28:16,389 reaching out even to Sega. she had reached out to Sega um like asking for 1424 00:28:16,389 --> 00:28:16,399 reached out to Sega um like asking for 1425 00:28:16,399 --> 00:28:19,669 reached out to Sega um like asking for me and Tails channel uh Matt who at this 1426 00:28:19,669 --> 00:28:19,679 me and Tails channel uh Matt who at this 1427 00:28:19,679 --> 00:28:22,310 me and Tails channel uh Matt who at this time actually became an employee of Sega 1428 00:28:22,310 --> 00:28:22,320 time actually became an employee of Sega 1429 00:28:22,320 --> 00:28:24,870 time actually became an employee of Sega uh asking for us to have like our 1430 00:28:24,870 --> 00:28:24,880 uh asking for us to have like our 1431 00:28:24,880 --> 00:28:28,470 uh asking for us to have like our tickets removed from this Sonic 25th 1432 00:28:28,470 --> 00:28:28,480 tickets removed from this Sonic 25th 1433 00:28:28,480 --> 00:28:31,909 tickets removed from this Sonic 25th anniversary party and it just kept 1434 00:28:31,909 --> 00:28:31,919 anniversary party and it just kept 1435 00:28:31,919 --> 00:28:33,789 anniversary party and it just kept getting worse. 1436 00:28:33,789 --> 00:28:33,799 getting worse. 1437 00:28:33,799 --> 00:28:38,710 getting worse. Um, eventually it led to uh Lizzy 1438 00:28:38,710 --> 00:28:38,720 Um, eventually it led to uh Lizzy 1439 00:28:38,720 --> 00:28:41,590 Um, eventually it led to uh Lizzy actually DMing Mike Pollic and making a 1440 00:28:41,590 --> 00:28:41,600 actually DMing Mike Pollic and making a 1441 00:28:41,600 --> 00:28:44,230 actually DMing Mike Pollic and making a threat in his DMs to Matt saying that 1442 00:28:44,230 --> 00:28:44,240 threat in his DMs to Matt saying that 1443 00:28:44,240 --> 00:28:47,269 threat in his DMs to Matt saying that she wanted to put a bullet in his head. 1444 00:28:47,269 --> 00:28:47,279 she wanted to put a bullet in his head. 1445 00:28:47,279 --> 00:28:50,230 she wanted to put a bullet in his head. And because of that, Mike took that to 1446 00:28:50,230 --> 00:28:50,240 And because of that, Mike took that to 1447 00:28:50,240 --> 00:28:52,710 And because of that, Mike took that to Sega and said, "Hey, this is kind of a 1448 00:28:52,710 --> 00:28:52,720 Sega and said, "Hey, this is kind of a 1449 00:28:52,720 --> 00:28:56,789 Sega and said, "Hey, this is kind of a big deal." And she had her own ticket 1450 00:28:56,789 --> 00:28:56,799 big deal." And she had her own ticket 1451 00:28:56,799 --> 00:28:59,110 big deal." And she had her own ticket pulled. Matt couldn't go because they 1452 00:28:59,110 --> 00:28:59,120 pulled. Matt couldn't go because they 1453 00:28:59,120 --> 00:29:00,710 pulled. Matt couldn't go because they didn't want anything bad to happen to 1454 00:29:00,710 --> 00:29:00,720 didn't want anything bad to happen to 1455 00:29:00,720 --> 00:29:02,789 didn't want anything bad to happen to him. eventually he was let go because 1456 00:29:02,789 --> 00:29:02,799 him. eventually he was let go because 1457 00:29:02,799 --> 00:29:05,190 him. eventually he was let go because they didn't want something horrible to 1458 00:29:05,190 --> 00:29:05,200 they didn't want something horrible to 1459 00:29:05,200 --> 00:29:06,789 they didn't want something horrible to happen to him and it was like a 1460 00:29:06,789 --> 00:29:06,799 happen to him and it was like a 1461 00:29:06,799 --> 00:29:10,669 happen to him and it was like a liability issue and it's it's just kind 1462 00:29:10,669 --> 00:29:10,679 liability issue and it's it's just kind 1463 00:29:10,679 --> 00:29:13,269 liability issue and it's it's just kind of ex I don't even know how to it's just 1464 00:29:13,269 --> 00:29:13,279 of ex I don't even know how to it's just 1465 00:29:13,279 --> 00:29:15,110 of ex I don't even know how to it's just tumbled and it's just gotten bigger and 1466 00:29:15,110 --> 00:29:15,120 tumbled and it's just gotten bigger and 1467 00:29:15,120 --> 00:29:18,389 tumbled and it's just gotten bigger and bigger and bigger. Um, and it's just 1468 00:29:18,389 --> 00:29:18,399 bigger and bigger. Um, and it's just 1469 00:29:18,399 --> 00:29:21,909 bigger and bigger. Um, and it's just been mostly one-sided. Me just, you 1470 00:29:21,909 --> 00:29:21,919 been mostly one-sided. Me just, you 1471 00:29:21,919 --> 00:29:23,750 been mostly one-sided. Me just, you know, at first trying to defend myself, 1472 00:29:23,750 --> 00:29:23,760 know, at first trying to defend myself, 1473 00:29:23,760 --> 00:29:25,269 know, at first trying to defend myself, you know, saying, "No, I didn't do these 1474 00:29:25,269 --> 00:29:25,279 you know, saying, "No, I didn't do these 1475 00:29:25,279 --> 00:29:27,269 you know, saying, "No, I didn't do these things." And, uh, you know, let me know 1476 00:29:27,269 --> 00:29:27,279 things." And, uh, you know, let me know 1477 00:29:27,279 --> 00:29:29,830 things." And, uh, you know, let me know if if she's spreading stuff. And people 1478 00:29:29,830 --> 00:29:29,840 if if she's spreading stuff. And people 1479 00:29:29,840 --> 00:29:32,470 if if she's spreading stuff. And people would ask me like, "Why does she hate 1480 00:29:32,470 --> 00:29:32,480 would ask me like, "Why does she hate 1481 00:29:32,480 --> 00:29:34,789 would ask me like, "Why does she hate you?" And I I didn't really know. All I 1482 00:29:34,789 --> 00:29:34,799 you?" And I I didn't really know. All I 1483 00:29:34,799 --> 00:29:36,710 you?" And I I didn't really know. All I could really pull from was, you know, 1484 00:29:36,710 --> 00:29:36,720 could really pull from was, you know, 1485 00:29:36,720 --> 00:29:39,669 could really pull from was, you know, the post that she was making. And uh it 1486 00:29:39,669 --> 00:29:39,679 the post that she was making. And uh it 1487 00:29:39,679 --> 00:29:41,710 the post that she was making. And uh it was just this 1488 00:29:41,710 --> 00:29:41,720 was just this 1489 00:29:41,720 --> 00:29:46,389 was just this very huge mostly one-sided situation. 1490 00:29:46,389 --> 00:29:46,399 very huge mostly one-sided situation. 1491 00:29:46,399 --> 00:29:48,310 very huge mostly one-sided situation. And it eventually got to a point where I 1492 00:29:48,310 --> 00:29:48,320 And it eventually got to a point where I 1493 00:29:48,320 --> 00:29:51,590 And it eventually got to a point where I I had moved to Burbank and eventually 1494 00:29:51,590 --> 00:29:51,600 I had moved to Burbank and eventually 1495 00:29:51,600 --> 00:29:54,710 I had moved to Burbank and eventually she began uh she had doxed my 1496 00:29:54,710 --> 00:29:54,720 she began uh she had doxed my 1497 00:29:54,720 --> 00:29:56,789 she began uh she had doxed my information and she began sending the 1498 00:29:56,789 --> 00:29:56,799 information and she began sending the 1499 00:29:56,799 --> 00:29:58,149 information and she began sending the police to my house and sending 1500 00:29:58,149 --> 00:29:58,159 police to my house and sending 1501 00:29:58,159 --> 00:30:00,630 police to my house and sending firefighters to my house. And this had 1502 00:30:00,630 --> 00:30:00,640 firefighters to my house. And this had 1503 00:30:00,640 --> 00:30:03,389 firefighters to my house. And this had happened a couple different times. And 1504 00:30:03,389 --> 00:30:03,399 happened a couple different times. And 1505 00:30:03,399 --> 00:30:06,230 happened a couple different times. And so then this led to a whole legal 1506 00:30:06,230 --> 00:30:06,240 so then this led to a whole legal 1507 00:30:06,240 --> 00:30:10,310 so then this led to a whole legal situation um where I tried to get a uh 1508 00:30:10,310 --> 00:30:10,320 situation um where I tried to get a uh 1509 00:30:10,320 --> 00:30:12,310 situation um where I tried to get a uh protection order from her, like a um a 1510 00:30:12,310 --> 00:30:12,320 protection order from her, like a um a 1511 00:30:12,320 --> 00:30:14,070 protection order from her, like a um a restraining order because I was 1512 00:30:14,070 --> 00:30:14,080 restraining order because I was 1513 00:30:14,080 --> 00:30:15,750 restraining order because I was concerned that she had my address and 1514 00:30:15,750 --> 00:30:15,760 concerned that she had my address and 1515 00:30:15,760 --> 00:30:17,750 concerned that she had my address and she was using it to send the police to 1516 00:30:17,750 --> 00:30:17,760 she was using it to send the police to 1517 00:30:17,760 --> 00:30:19,990 she was using it to send the police to my house. And even at one point she was 1518 00:30:19,990 --> 00:30:20,000 my house. And even at one point she was 1519 00:30:20,000 --> 00:30:23,990 my house. And even at one point she was sending letters in the mail to me. Um we 1520 00:30:23,990 --> 00:30:24,000 sending letters in the mail to me. Um we 1521 00:30:24,000 --> 00:30:26,310 sending letters in the mail to me. Um we attempted to go to court. Um, but 1522 00:30:26,310 --> 00:30:26,320 attempted to go to court. Um, but 1523 00:30:26,320 --> 00:30:28,230 attempted to go to court. Um, but unfortunately just because, you know, we 1524 00:30:28,230 --> 00:30:28,240 unfortunately just because, you know, we 1525 00:30:28,240 --> 00:30:30,389 unfortunately just because, you know, we live in different states, it just wasn't 1526 00:30:30,389 --> 00:30:30,399 live in different states, it just wasn't 1527 00:30:30,399 --> 00:30:32,110 live in different states, it just wasn't something that was taken all too 1528 00:30:32,110 --> 00:30:32,120 something that was taken all too 1529 00:30:32,120 --> 00:30:34,549 something that was taken all too seriously. So that got kind of thrown 1530 00:30:34,549 --> 00:30:34,559 seriously. So that got kind of thrown 1531 00:30:34,559 --> 00:30:36,070 seriously. So that got kind of thrown out and that didn't, you know, that 1532 00:30:36,070 --> 00:30:36,080 out and that didn't, you know, that 1533 00:30:36,080 --> 00:30:37,830 out and that didn't, you know, that didn't go anywhere. So eventually me and 1534 00:30:37,830 --> 00:30:37,840 didn't go anywhere. So eventually me and 1535 00:30:37,840 --> 00:30:40,310 didn't go anywhere. So eventually me and my family had to move so we could get 1536 00:30:40,310 --> 00:30:40,320 my family had to move so we could get 1537 00:30:40,320 --> 00:30:41,750 my family had to move so we could get away from it because we didn't know what 1538 00:30:41,750 --> 00:30:41,760 away from it because we didn't know what 1539 00:30:41,760 --> 00:30:44,310 away from it because we didn't know what else to do. I apologize. I realize I'm 1540 00:30:44,310 --> 00:30:44,320 else to do. I apologize. I realize I'm 1541 00:30:44,320 --> 00:30:45,909 else to do. I apologize. I realize I'm kind of rambling and I don't know if I 1542 00:30:45,909 --> 00:30:45,919 kind of rambling and I don't know if I 1543 00:30:45,919 --> 00:30:48,230 kind of rambling and I don't know if I skipped any any parts of this. No, it's 1544 00:30:48,230 --> 00:30:48,240 skipped any any parts of this. No, it's 1545 00:30:48,240 --> 00:30:49,350 skipped any any parts of this. No, it's fine. I was just going to ask like 1546 00:30:49,350 --> 00:30:49,360 fine. I was just going to ask like 1547 00:30:49,360 --> 00:30:50,950 fine. I was just going to ask like clarifying questions like let you just 1548 00:30:50,950 --> 00:30:50,960 clarifying questions like let you just 1549 00:30:50,960 --> 00:30:53,510 clarifying questions like let you just kind of go off and then just ask like 1550 00:30:53,510 --> 00:30:53,520 kind of go off and then just ask like 1551 00:30:53,520 --> 00:30:55,110 kind of go off and then just ask like detailed stuff about what you just said. 1552 00:30:55,110 --> 00:30:55,120 detailed stuff about what you just said. 1553 00:30:55,120 --> 00:30:57,510 detailed stuff about what you just said. So don't worry about it. Yeah. Go ahead. 1554 00:30:57,510 --> 00:30:57,520 So don't worry about it. Yeah. Go ahead. 1555 00:30:57,520 --> 00:30:59,190 So don't worry about it. Yeah. Go ahead. Go ahead. If there's any anything 1556 00:30:59,190 --> 00:30:59,200 Go ahead. If there's any anything 1557 00:30:59,200 --> 00:31:01,669 Go ahead. If there's any anything specifically, I I just Yes, I read a 1558 00:31:01,669 --> 00:31:01,679 specifically, I I just Yes, I read a 1559 00:31:01,679 --> 00:31:04,389 specifically, I I just Yes, I read a little bit. So So from the the whole 1560 00:31:04,389 --> 00:31:04,399 little bit. So So from the the whole 1561 00:31:04,399 --> 00:31:06,870 little bit. So So from the the whole reason why you got even accused like it 1562 00:31:06,870 --> 00:31:06,880 reason why you got even accused like it 1563 00:31:06,880 --> 00:31:08,310 reason why you got even accused like it came back to you that you were the one 1564 00:31:08,310 --> 00:31:08,320 came back to you that you were the one 1565 00:31:08,320 --> 00:31:09,990 came back to you that you were the one that was saying that she faked brain 1566 00:31:09,990 --> 00:31:10,000 that was saying that she faked brain 1567 00:31:10,000 --> 00:31:11,590 that was saying that she faked brain cancer was because of this guy Tails 1568 00:31:11,590 --> 00:31:11,600 cancer was because of this guy Tails 1569 00:31:11,600 --> 00:31:13,430 cancer was because of this guy Tails channel. Now you say that he's like a Is 1570 00:31:13,430 --> 00:31:13,440 channel. Now you say that he's like a Is 1571 00:31:13,440 --> 00:31:14,870 channel. Now you say that he's like a Is he like a friend of yours, this Matt 1572 00:31:14,870 --> 00:31:14,880 he like a friend of yours, this Matt 1573 00:31:14,880 --> 00:31:15,990 he like a friend of yours, this Matt guy, or did you just know him because 1574 00:31:15,990 --> 00:31:16,000 guy, or did you just know him because 1575 00:31:16,000 --> 00:31:18,950 guy, or did you just know him because you guys both work with Sega? 1576 00:31:18,950 --> 00:31:18,960 you guys both work with Sega? 1577 00:31:18,960 --> 00:31:20,870 you guys both work with Sega? Uh both. I mean, yeah, we are friends 1578 00:31:20,870 --> 00:31:20,880 Uh both. I mean, yeah, we are friends 1579 00:31:20,880 --> 00:31:23,269 Uh both. I mean, yeah, we are friends and also we're both working with Sega, 1580 00:31:23,269 --> 00:31:23,279 and also we're both working with Sega, 1581 00:31:23,279 --> 00:31:25,830 and also we're both working with Sega, right? Right. So, as far as you're 1582 00:31:25,830 --> 00:31:25,840 right? Right. So, as far as you're 1583 00:31:25,840 --> 00:31:27,750 right? Right. So, as far as you're aware, because you I'm not asking you to 1584 00:31:27,750 --> 00:31:27,760 aware, because you I'm not asking you to 1585 00:31:27,760 --> 00:31:29,750 aware, because you I'm not asking you to be to answer on behalf of Matt because I 1586 00:31:29,750 --> 00:31:29,760 be to answer on behalf of Matt because I 1587 00:31:29,760 --> 00:31:31,190 be to answer on behalf of Matt because I don't know him personally. I haven't 1588 00:31:31,190 --> 00:31:31,200 don't know him personally. I haven't 1589 00:31:31,200 --> 00:31:33,590 don't know him personally. I haven't spoken to him. Did Ta did this Matt guy 1590 00:31:33,590 --> 00:31:33,600 spoken to him. Did Ta did this Matt guy 1591 00:31:33,600 --> 00:31:36,310 spoken to him. Did Ta did this Matt guy ever like say she faked brain cancer at 1592 00:31:36,310 --> 00:31:36,320 ever like say she faked brain cancer at 1593 00:31:36,320 --> 00:31:38,389 ever like say she faked brain cancer at any point? 1594 00:31:38,389 --> 00:31:38,399 any point? 1595 00:31:38,399 --> 00:31:41,110 any point? Nope, not at all. And it is a thing 1596 00:31:41,110 --> 00:31:41,120 Nope, not at all. And it is a thing 1597 00:31:41,120 --> 00:31:43,509 Nope, not at all. And it is a thing where Matt has attempted to try to talk 1598 00:31:43,509 --> 00:31:43,519 where Matt has attempted to try to talk 1599 00:31:43,519 --> 00:31:45,909 where Matt has attempted to try to talk talk with her and explain things to her 1600 00:31:45,909 --> 00:31:45,919 talk with her and explain things to her 1601 00:31:45,919 --> 00:31:48,870 talk with her and explain things to her and like just like we both have we both 1602 00:31:48,870 --> 00:31:48,880 and like just like we both have we both 1603 00:31:48,880 --> 00:31:50,789 and like just like we both have we both have attempted to try to reason with her 1604 00:31:50,789 --> 00:31:50,799 have attempted to try to reason with her 1605 00:31:50,799 --> 00:31:52,710 have attempted to try to reason with her and no, this did not happen. And this 1606 00:31:52,710 --> 00:31:52,720 and no, this did not happen. And this 1607 00:31:52,720 --> 00:31:55,269 and no, this did not happen. And this was information that just random people 1608 00:31:55,269 --> 00:31:55,279 was information that just random people 1609 00:31:55,279 --> 00:31:57,750 was information that just random people were feeding to her and then it just 1610 00:31:57,750 --> 00:31:57,760 were feeding to her and then it just 1611 00:31:57,760 --> 00:31:59,430 were feeding to her and then it just made her upset. But none of this was 1612 00:31:59,430 --> 00:31:59,440 made her upset. But none of this was 1613 00:31:59,440 --> 00:32:01,350 made her upset. But none of this was based off of anything. Matt and I have 1614 00:32:01,350 --> 00:32:01,360 based off of anything. Matt and I have 1615 00:32:01,360 --> 00:32:03,029 based off of anything. Matt and I have had several conversations about it and 1616 00:32:03,029 --> 00:32:03,039 had several conversations about it and 1617 00:32:03,039 --> 00:32:06,549 had several conversations about it and no, he did not feel that way. Right. Um 1618 00:32:06,549 --> 00:32:06,559 no, he did not feel that way. Right. Um 1619 00:32:06,559 --> 00:32:08,230 no, he did not feel that way. Right. Um I did have something that I just wanted 1620 00:32:08,230 --> 00:32:08,240 I did have something that I just wanted 1621 00:32:08,240 --> 00:32:11,669 I did have something that I just wanted to clarify and ask you about. So Lizzie 1622 00:32:11,669 --> 00:32:11,679 to clarify and ask you about. So Lizzie 1623 00:32:11,679 --> 00:32:14,710 to clarify and ask you about. So Lizzie tried to reach out to somebody. I'm not 1624 00:32:14,710 --> 00:32:14,720 tried to reach out to somebody. I'm not 1625 00:32:14,720 --> 00:32:16,230 tried to reach out to somebody. I'm not sure who this guy is, if he's in 1626 00:32:16,230 --> 00:32:16,240 sure who this guy is, if he's in 1627 00:32:16,240 --> 00:32:18,149 sure who this guy is, if he's in relation to Sega or not, but they posted 1628 00:32:18,149 --> 00:32:18,159 relation to Sega or not, but they posted 1629 00:32:18,159 --> 00:32:19,669 relation to Sega or not, but they posted an email from this guy named Gerald 1630 00:32:19,669 --> 00:32:19,679 an email from this guy named Gerald 1631 00:32:19,679 --> 00:32:22,549 an email from this guy named Gerald Hall. Basically saying that you got into 1632 00:32:22,549 --> 00:32:22,559 Hall. Basically saying that you got into 1633 00:32:22,559 --> 00:32:24,710 Hall. Basically saying that you got into everyone's heads and ruined her because 1634 00:32:24,710 --> 00:32:24,720 everyone's heads and ruined her because 1635 00:32:24,720 --> 00:32:27,190 everyone's heads and ruined her because they were going to have uh her be one of 1636 00:32:27,190 --> 00:32:27,200 they were going to have uh her be one of 1637 00:32:27,200 --> 00:32:28,870 they were going to have uh her be one of the faces of the Sonic fandom or 1638 00:32:28,870 --> 00:32:28,880 the faces of the Sonic fandom or 1639 00:32:28,880 --> 00:32:30,950 the faces of the Sonic fandom or something like that. Uh basically, I 1640 00:32:30,950 --> 00:32:30,960 something like that. Uh basically, I 1641 00:32:30,960 --> 00:32:32,630 something like that. Uh basically, I guess confirming what Lizzie had been 1642 00:32:32,630 --> 00:32:32,640 guess confirming what Lizzie had been 1643 00:32:32,640 --> 00:32:34,230 guess confirming what Lizzie had been accusing you of anyway, which is just 1644 00:32:34,230 --> 00:32:34,240 accusing you of anyway, which is just 1645 00:32:34,240 --> 00:32:36,269 accusing you of anyway, which is just kind of like, you 1646 00:32:36,269 --> 00:32:36,279 kind of like, you 1647 00:32:36,279 --> 00:32:39,029 kind of like, you know, trying to replace her in the Sonic 1648 00:32:39,029 --> 00:32:39,039 know, trying to replace her in the Sonic 1649 00:32:39,039 --> 00:32:41,509 know, trying to replace her in the Sonic community or whatever. Is this Gerald 1650 00:32:41,509 --> 00:32:41,519 community or whatever. Is this Gerald 1651 00:32:41,519 --> 00:32:43,830 community or whatever. Is this Gerald Hall guy someone you know? Is he part of 1652 00:32:43,830 --> 00:32:43,840 Hall guy someone you know? Is he part of 1653 00:32:43,840 --> 00:32:46,230 Hall guy someone you know? Is he part of Sega or something? Like how how does he 1654 00:32:46,230 --> 00:32:46,240 Sega or something? Like how how does he 1655 00:32:46,240 --> 00:32:50,230 Sega or something? Like how how does he know this information? I guess 1656 00:32:50,230 --> 00:32:50,240 know this information? I guess 1657 00:32:50,240 --> 00:32:52,630 know this information? I guess all that information become public. The 1658 00:32:52,630 --> 00:32:52,640 all that information become public. The 1659 00:32:52,640 --> 00:32:54,310 all that information become public. The first thing I did was reach out to my 1660 00:32:54,310 --> 00:32:54,320 first thing I did was reach out to my 1661 00:32:54,320 --> 00:32:56,310 first thing I did was reach out to my friends over at Sega and asked who is 1662 00:32:56,310 --> 00:32:56,320 friends over at Sega and asked who is 1663 00:32:56,320 --> 00:32:58,789 friends over at Sega and asked who is this guy? Like I do you guys know him? 1664 00:32:58,789 --> 00:32:58,799 this guy? Like I do you guys know him? 1665 00:32:58,799 --> 00:33:01,509 this guy? Like I do you guys know him? And literally none of them knew who he 1666 00:33:01,509 --> 00:33:01,519 And literally none of them knew who he 1667 00:33:01,519 --> 00:33:03,830 And literally none of them knew who he was. They had no idea who this guy was. 1668 00:33:03,830 --> 00:33:03,840 was. They had no idea who this guy was. 1669 00:33:03,840 --> 00:33:05,430 was. They had no idea who this guy was. They could not confirm any kind of 1670 00:33:05,430 --> 00:33:05,440 They could not confirm any kind of 1671 00:33:05,440 --> 00:33:07,909 They could not confirm any kind of relationship with this guy. And no, for 1672 00:33:07,909 --> 00:33:07,919 relationship with this guy. And no, for 1673 00:33:07,919 --> 00:33:09,830 relationship with this guy. And no, for the longest time I didn't know who this 1674 00:33:09,830 --> 00:33:09,840 the longest time I didn't know who this 1675 00:33:09,840 --> 00:33:12,230 the longest time I didn't know who this guy was. I tried looking him up and you 1676 00:33:12,230 --> 00:33:12,240 guy was. I tried looking him up and you 1677 00:33:12,240 --> 00:33:14,149 guy was. I tried looking him up and you know it seems like he has some stuff 1678 00:33:14,149 --> 00:33:14,159 know it seems like he has some stuff 1679 00:33:14,159 --> 00:33:16,789 know it seems like he has some stuff that he's done like in the industry but 1680 00:33:16,789 --> 00:33:16,799 that he's done like in the industry but 1681 00:33:16,799 --> 00:33:19,269 that he's done like in the industry but none of it is related to Sega. 1682 00:33:19,269 --> 00:33:19,279 none of it is related to Sega. 1683 00:33:19,279 --> 00:33:21,830 none of it is related to Sega. Eventually at some point this Gerald guy 1684 00:33:21,830 --> 00:33:21,840 Eventually at some point this Gerald guy 1685 00:33:21,840 --> 00:33:24,710 Eventually at some point this Gerald guy actually did email me because he became 1686 00:33:24,710 --> 00:33:24,720 actually did email me because he became 1687 00:33:24,720 --> 00:33:27,590 actually did email me because he became aware of Lizzy posting these emails and 1688 00:33:27,590 --> 00:33:27,600 aware of Lizzy posting these emails and 1689 00:33:27,600 --> 00:33:29,990 aware of Lizzy posting these emails and told me that he was going to potentially 1690 00:33:29,990 --> 00:33:30,000 told me that he was going to potentially 1691 00:33:30,000 --> 00:33:32,549 told me that he was going to potentially take legal action against Lizzie because 1692 00:33:32,549 --> 00:33:32,559 take legal action against Lizzie because 1693 00:33:32,559 --> 00:33:35,269 take legal action against Lizzie because he at least to me implied that these 1694 00:33:35,269 --> 00:33:35,279 he at least to me implied that these 1695 00:33:35,279 --> 00:33:37,509 he at least to me implied that these were not like these were not legitimate 1696 00:33:37,509 --> 00:33:37,519 were not like these were not legitimate 1697 00:33:37,519 --> 00:33:40,070 were not like these were not legitimate emails. I can't really confirm or deny 1698 00:33:40,070 --> 00:33:40,080 emails. I can't really confirm or deny 1699 00:33:40,080 --> 00:33:42,310 emails. I can't really confirm or deny that. I don't know this guy personally. 1700 00:33:42,310 --> 00:33:42,320 that. I don't know this guy personally. 1701 00:33:42,320 --> 00:33:44,389 that. I don't know this guy personally. Um, but that's all I can really speak on 1702 00:33:44,389 --> 00:33:44,399 Um, but that's all I can really speak on 1703 00:33:44,399 --> 00:33:46,789 Um, but that's all I can really speak on is that yeah, I don't there's no 1704 00:33:46,789 --> 00:33:46,799 is that yeah, I don't there's no 1705 00:33:46,799 --> 00:33:49,669 is that yeah, I don't there's no relation to Sega and he is denying this 1706 00:33:49,669 --> 00:33:49,679 relation to Sega and he is denying this 1707 00:33:49,679 --> 00:33:53,669 relation to Sega and he is denying this ever being said. Right. And as for I 1708 00:33:53,669 --> 00:33:53,679 ever being said. Right. And as for I 1709 00:33:53,679 --> 00:33:55,029 ever being said. Right. And as for I think the other thing that people have 1710 00:33:55,029 --> 00:33:55,039 think the other thing that people have 1711 00:33:55,039 --> 00:33:56,389 think the other thing that people have accused you of in terms of this whole 1712 00:33:56,389 --> 00:33:56,399 accused you of in terms of this whole 1713 00:33:56,399 --> 00:33:58,470 accused you of in terms of this whole Lizzy spat is that they say that like 1714 00:33:58,470 --> 00:33:58,480 Lizzy spat is that they say that like 1715 00:33:58,480 --> 00:34:01,029 Lizzy spat is that they say that like you have a pretty toxic fan base, right? 1716 00:34:01,029 --> 00:34:01,039 you have a pretty toxic fan base, right? 1717 00:34:01,039 --> 00:34:03,029 you have a pretty toxic fan base, right? I think this is something that people 1718 00:34:03,029 --> 00:34:03,039 I think this is something that people 1719 00:34:03,039 --> 00:34:04,870 I think this is something that people have pointed to is like this is the 1720 00:34:04,870 --> 00:34:04,880 have pointed to is like this is the 1721 00:34:04,880 --> 00:34:07,350 have pointed to is like this is the harassment that she's getting. um like 1722 00:34:07,350 --> 00:34:07,360 harassment that she's getting. um like 1723 00:34:07,360 --> 00:34:09,030 harassment that she's getting. um like tweets like people saying that they're 1724 00:34:09,030 --> 00:34:09,040 tweets like people saying that they're 1725 00:34:09,040 --> 00:34:10,629 tweets like people saying that they're going to beat her ass, that she should 1726 00:34:10,629 --> 00:34:10,639 going to beat her ass, that she should 1727 00:34:10,639 --> 00:34:12,669 going to beat her ass, that she should have uh gotten cancer again or 1728 00:34:12,669 --> 00:34:12,679 have uh gotten cancer again or 1729 00:34:12,679 --> 00:34:15,270 have uh gotten cancer again or something. In terms of like anybody 1730 00:34:15,270 --> 00:34:15,280 something. In terms of like anybody 1731 00:34:15,280 --> 00:34:18,389 something. In terms of like anybody trying to defend you by being this 1732 00:34:18,389 --> 00:34:18,399 trying to defend you by being this 1733 00:34:18,399 --> 00:34:20,950 trying to defend you by being this hostile and cruel, uh did you have 1734 00:34:20,950 --> 00:34:20,960 hostile and cruel, uh did you have 1735 00:34:20,960 --> 00:34:23,430 hostile and cruel, uh did you have anything in regards to like, you know, 1736 00:34:23,430 --> 00:34:23,440 anything in regards to like, you know, 1737 00:34:23,440 --> 00:34:25,829 anything in regards to like, you know, what you think about maybe toxic people 1738 00:34:25,829 --> 00:34:25,839 what you think about maybe toxic people 1739 00:34:25,839 --> 00:34:27,510 what you think about maybe toxic people in your fan base or how people have 1740 00:34:27,510 --> 00:34:27,520 in your fan base or how people have 1741 00:34:27,520 --> 00:34:31,190 in your fan base or how people have chosen to respond with vitrial? 1742 00:34:31,190 --> 00:34:31,200 chosen to respond with vitrial? 1743 00:34:31,200 --> 00:34:32,950 chosen to respond with vitrial? Yes, absolutely. And I hate it. I 1744 00:34:32,950 --> 00:34:32,960 Yes, absolutely. And I hate it. I 1745 00:34:32,960 --> 00:34:36,069 Yes, absolutely. And I hate it. I absolutely cannot stand it. um whenever 1746 00:34:36,069 --> 00:34:36,079 absolutely cannot stand it. um whenever 1747 00:34:36,079 --> 00:34:39,190 absolutely cannot stand it. um whenever I see it, you know, as much as because 1748 00:34:39,190 --> 00:34:39,200 I see it, you know, as much as because 1749 00:34:39,200 --> 00:34:40,389 I see it, you know, as much as because obviously I'm not going to see all of 1750 00:34:40,389 --> 00:34:40,399 obviously I'm not going to see all of 1751 00:34:40,399 --> 00:34:42,950 obviously I'm not going to see all of it, but whenever I can and I do see it, 1752 00:34:42,950 --> 00:34:42,960 it, but whenever I can and I do see it, 1753 00:34:42,960 --> 00:34:45,750 it, but whenever I can and I do see it, I do respond and tell them, "Do not say 1754 00:34:45,750 --> 00:34:45,760 I do respond and tell them, "Do not say 1755 00:34:45,760 --> 00:34:47,750 I do respond and tell them, "Do not say these things." Like, absolutely not. I 1756 00:34:47,750 --> 00:34:47,760 these things." Like, absolutely not. I 1757 00:34:47,760 --> 00:34:50,310 these things." Like, absolutely not. I have seen some of the worst things said 1758 00:34:50,310 --> 00:34:50,320 have seen some of the worst things said 1759 00:34:50,320 --> 00:34:53,030 have seen some of the worst things said to her. And I look, I get it. These are 1760 00:34:53,030 --> 00:34:53,040 to her. And I look, I get it. These are 1761 00:34:53,040 --> 00:34:54,710 to her. And I look, I get it. These are people who are trying to defend somebody 1762 00:34:54,710 --> 00:34:54,720 people who are trying to defend somebody 1763 00:34:54,720 --> 00:34:57,349 people who are trying to defend somebody that they are a fan of or they care for. 1764 00:34:57,349 --> 00:34:57,359 that they are a fan of or they care for. 1765 00:34:57,359 --> 00:35:00,630 that they are a fan of or they care for. And I I I can get that. But it helps 1766 00:35:00,630 --> 00:35:00,640 And I I I can get that. But it helps 1767 00:35:00,640 --> 00:35:01,550 And I I I can get that. But it helps literally 1768 00:35:01,550 --> 00:35:01,560 literally 1769 00:35:01,560 --> 00:35:04,310 literally nobody treating somebody like this. You 1770 00:35:04,310 --> 00:35:04,320 nobody treating somebody like this. You 1771 00:35:04,320 --> 00:35:07,750 nobody treating somebody like this. You know, Lizzy, I don't back up any of the 1772 00:35:07,750 --> 00:35:07,760 know, Lizzy, I don't back up any of the 1773 00:35:07,760 --> 00:35:09,190 know, Lizzy, I don't back up any of the stuff that she has caused for me. I 1774 00:35:09,190 --> 00:35:09,200 stuff that she has caused for me. I 1775 00:35:09,200 --> 00:35:10,790 stuff that she has caused for me. I don't back up any I don't I will not 1776 00:35:10,790 --> 00:35:10,800 don't back up any I don't I will not 1777 00:35:10,800 --> 00:35:13,109 don't back up any I don't I will not defend her actions towards me, but 1778 00:35:13,109 --> 00:35:13,119 defend her actions towards me, but 1779 00:35:13,119 --> 00:35:14,790 defend her actions towards me, but nobody should be treated like that. She 1780 00:35:14,790 --> 00:35:14,800 nobody should be treated like that. She 1781 00:35:14,800 --> 00:35:17,109 nobody should be treated like that. She is a human and she has undergone a lot 1782 00:35:17,109 --> 00:35:17,119 is a human and she has undergone a lot 1783 00:35:17,119 --> 00:35:19,270 is a human and she has undergone a lot of things and that I think needs to be 1784 00:35:19,270 --> 00:35:19,280 of things and that I think needs to be 1785 00:35:19,280 --> 00:35:22,310 of things and that I think needs to be kept in mind. Right. So, let's talk 1786 00:35:22,310 --> 00:35:22,320 kept in mind. Right. So, let's talk 1787 00:35:22,320 --> 00:35:24,710 kept in mind. Right. So, let's talk about the phone number. So, I I know 1788 00:35:24,710 --> 00:35:24,720 about the phone number. So, I I know 1789 00:35:24,720 --> 00:35:26,150 about the phone number. So, I I know that you said that she had docked your 1790 00:35:26,150 --> 00:35:26,160 that you said that she had docked your 1791 00:35:26,160 --> 00:35:27,430 that you said that she had docked your information. And that's why one of the 1792 00:35:27,430 --> 00:35:27,440 information. And that's why one of the 1793 00:35:27,440 --> 00:35:29,349 information. And that's why one of the reasons why you had to move. Um, but 1794 00:35:29,349 --> 00:35:29,359 reasons why you had to move. Um, but 1795 00:35:29,359 --> 00:35:31,270 reasons why you had to move. Um, but she's also been saying that you were 1796 00:35:31,270 --> 00:35:31,280 she's also been saying that you were 1797 00:35:31,280 --> 00:35:33,030 she's also been saying that you were equally doxing her back by getting her 1798 00:35:33,030 --> 00:35:33,040 equally doxing her back by getting her 1799 00:35:33,040 --> 00:35:35,190 equally doxing her back by getting her phone number and trying to call her. Um, 1800 00:35:35,190 --> 00:35:35,200 phone number and trying to call her. Um, 1801 00:35:35,200 --> 00:35:38,710 phone number and trying to call her. Um, how exactly did that play out? 1802 00:35:38,710 --> 00:35:38,720 how exactly did that play out? 1803 00:35:38,720 --> 00:35:42,150 how exactly did that play out? Okay. Yeah. Basically, when the police 1804 00:35:42,150 --> 00:35:42,160 Okay. Yeah. Basically, when the police 1805 00:35:42,160 --> 00:35:43,829 Okay. Yeah. Basically, when the police showed up to the house, so there was 1806 00:35:43,829 --> 00:35:43,839 showed up to the house, so there was 1807 00:35:43,839 --> 00:35:46,550 showed up to the house, so there was this was three different times. Mhm. Um, 1808 00:35:46,550 --> 00:35:46,560 this was three different times. Mhm. Um, 1809 00:35:46,560 --> 00:35:49,270 this was three different times. Mhm. Um, so the first time when this happened, 1810 00:35:49,270 --> 00:35:49,280 so the first time when this happened, 1811 00:35:49,280 --> 00:35:51,190 so the first time when this happened, they we tried calling the police station 1812 00:35:51,190 --> 00:35:51,200 they we tried calling the police station 1813 00:35:51,200 --> 00:35:53,710 they we tried calling the police station and they were not able to like confirm 1814 00:35:53,710 --> 00:35:53,720 and they were not able to like confirm 1815 00:35:53,720 --> 00:35:56,950 and they were not able to like confirm 100% like where this was coming from. 1816 00:35:56,950 --> 00:35:56,960 100% like where this was coming from. 1817 00:35:56,960 --> 00:36:00,470 100% like where this was coming from. However, the second time uh they since 1818 00:36:00,470 --> 00:36:00,480 However, the second time uh they since 1819 00:36:00,480 --> 00:36:02,870 However, the second time uh they since this went through the fire station, I 1820 00:36:02,870 --> 00:36:02,880 this went through the fire station, I 1821 00:36:02,880 --> 00:36:05,349 this went through the fire station, I called them and this time they actually 1822 00:36:05,349 --> 00:36:05,359 called them and this time they actually 1823 00:36:05,359 --> 00:36:07,510 called them and this time they actually provided me with the number. I explained 1824 00:36:07,510 --> 00:36:07,520 provided me with the number. I explained 1825 00:36:07,520 --> 00:36:09,030 provided me with the number. I explained this has now happened a few different 1826 00:36:09,030 --> 00:36:09,040 this has now happened a few different 1827 00:36:09,040 --> 00:36:12,950 this has now happened a few different times and I look, they're claiming to be 1828 00:36:12,950 --> 00:36:12,960 times and I look, they're claiming to be 1829 00:36:12,960 --> 00:36:14,870 times and I look, they're claiming to be some kind of fan online. I want to know 1830 00:36:14,870 --> 00:36:14,880 some kind of fan online. I want to know 1831 00:36:14,880 --> 00:36:17,270 some kind of fan online. I want to know who has my number and who keeps doing 1832 00:36:17,270 --> 00:36:17,280 who has my number and who keeps doing 1833 00:36:17,280 --> 00:36:19,589 who has my number and who keeps doing this. And luckily they provided the 1834 00:36:19,589 --> 00:36:19,599 this. And luckily they provided the 1835 00:36:19,599 --> 00:36:21,109 this. And luckily they provided the number the second time from the fire 1836 00:36:21,109 --> 00:36:21,119 number the second time from the fire 1837 00:36:21,119 --> 00:36:23,589 number the second time from the fire station. So they gave me the number of 1838 00:36:23,589 --> 00:36:23,599 station. So they gave me the number of 1839 00:36:23,599 --> 00:36:25,270 station. So they gave me the number of we don't know who it is. This is just 1840 00:36:25,270 --> 00:36:25,280 we don't know who it is. This is just 1841 00:36:25,280 --> 00:36:27,750 we don't know who it is. This is just the number that they called from. And so 1842 00:36:27,750 --> 00:36:27,760 the number that they called from. And so 1843 00:36:27,760 --> 00:36:30,470 the number that they called from. And so I went into my it was like a small group 1844 00:36:30,470 --> 00:36:30,480 I went into my it was like a small group 1845 00:36:30,480 --> 00:36:32,390 I went into my it was like a small group chat with my friends within one of my 1846 00:36:32,390 --> 00:36:32,400 chat with my friends within one of my 1847 00:36:32,400 --> 00:36:34,390 chat with my friends within one of my servers and I told them what was going 1848 00:36:34,390 --> 00:36:34,400 servers and I told them what was going 1849 00:36:34,400 --> 00:36:36,870 servers and I told them what was going on. Like hey like the police this is the 1850 00:36:36,870 --> 00:36:36,880 on. Like hey like the police this is the 1851 00:36:36,880 --> 00:36:38,069 on. Like hey like the police this is the second time this has happened. Like 1852 00:36:38,069 --> 00:36:38,079 second time this has happened. Like 1853 00:36:38,079 --> 00:36:40,310 second time this has happened. Like they're they're at my house again and 1854 00:36:40,310 --> 00:36:40,320 they're they're at my house again and 1855 00:36:40,320 --> 00:36:41,430 they're they're at my house again and I'm going to try to figure out what's 1856 00:36:41,430 --> 00:36:41,440 I'm going to try to figure out what's 1857 00:36:41,440 --> 00:36:43,270 I'm going to try to figure out what's going on. All of my friends are reacting 1858 00:36:43,270 --> 00:36:43,280 going on. All of my friends are reacting 1859 00:36:43,280 --> 00:36:44,630 going on. All of my friends are reacting going, "Oh my god, like this is so 1860 00:36:44,630 --> 00:36:44,640 going, "Oh my god, like this is so 1861 00:36:44,640 --> 00:36:47,190 going, "Oh my god, like this is so scary." And after I got the number, I 1862 00:36:47,190 --> 00:36:47,200 scary." And after I got the number, I 1863 00:36:47,200 --> 00:36:49,069 scary." And after I got the number, I put that in the small group chat with my 1864 00:36:49,069 --> 00:36:49,079 put that in the small group chat with my 1865 00:36:49,079 --> 00:36:52,390 put that in the small group chat with my friends. And then my friend who then got 1866 00:36:52,390 --> 00:36:52,400 friends. And then my friend who then got 1867 00:36:52,400 --> 00:36:54,310 friends. And then my friend who then got that called the number so we could try 1868 00:36:54,310 --> 00:36:54,320 that called the number so we could try 1869 00:36:54,320 --> 00:36:56,390 that called the number so we could try to figure out who it was because at this 1870 00:36:56,390 --> 00:36:56,400 to figure out who it was because at this 1871 00:36:56,400 --> 00:36:58,310 to figure out who it was because at this point we did not know who this was. We 1872 00:36:58,310 --> 00:36:58,320 point we did not know who this was. We 1873 00:36:58,320 --> 00:37:00,550 point we did not know who this was. We tried looking it up online to see if 1874 00:37:00,550 --> 00:37:00,560 tried looking it up online to see if 1875 00:37:00,560 --> 00:37:03,510 tried looking it up online to see if anything had come up. So nothing really 1876 00:37:03,510 --> 00:37:03,520 anything had come up. So nothing really 1877 00:37:03,520 --> 00:37:05,030 anything had come up. So nothing really terribly helpful came up when we were 1878 00:37:05,030 --> 00:37:05,040 terribly helpful came up when we were 1879 00:37:05,040 --> 00:37:06,710 terribly helpful came up when we were looking it up. However, when we called 1880 00:37:06,710 --> 00:37:06,720 looking it up. However, when we called 1881 00:37:06,720 --> 00:37:10,150 looking it up. However, when we called it about 30 minutes later, Lizzie then 1882 00:37:10,150 --> 00:37:10,160 it about 30 minutes later, Lizzie then 1883 00:37:10,160 --> 00:37:13,510 it about 30 minutes later, Lizzie then DM'd my friend who called her uh on 1884 00:37:13,510 --> 00:37:13,520 DM'd my friend who called her uh on 1885 00:37:13,520 --> 00:37:15,589 DM'd my friend who called her uh on Twitter and said, "Who are you and why 1886 00:37:15,589 --> 00:37:15,599 Twitter and said, "Who are you and why 1887 00:37:15,599 --> 00:37:18,710 Twitter and said, "Who are you and why did you call me?" Confirming that it was 1888 00:37:18,710 --> 00:37:18,720 did you call me?" Confirming that it was 1889 00:37:18,720 --> 00:37:20,030 did you call me?" Confirming that it was her. And we're like, 1890 00:37:20,030 --> 00:37:20,040 her. And we're like, 1891 00:37:20,040 --> 00:37:22,870 her. And we're like, "Oh, okay. I Yeah, I guess this was 1892 00:37:22,870 --> 00:37:22,880 "Oh, okay. I Yeah, I guess this was 1893 00:37:22,880 --> 00:37:25,190 "Oh, okay. I Yeah, I guess this was Lizzy." So, that's that's how we were 1894 00:37:25,190 --> 00:37:25,200 Lizzy." So, that's that's how we were 1895 00:37:25,200 --> 00:37:27,990 Lizzy." So, that's that's how we were able to find this out. Let's talk about 1896 00:37:27,990 --> 00:37:28,000 able to find this out. Let's talk about 1897 00:37:28,000 --> 00:37:30,710 able to find this out. Let's talk about court real quick. Um because the the 1898 00:37:30,710 --> 00:37:30,720 court real quick. Um because the the 1899 00:37:30,720 --> 00:37:33,349 court real quick. Um because the the transcript is available online. I I 1900 00:37:33,349 --> 00:37:33,359 transcript is available online. I I 1901 00:37:33,359 --> 00:37:36,069 transcript is available online. I I mean, I've seen most of it. It's, you 1902 00:37:36,069 --> 00:37:36,079 mean, I've seen most of it. It's, you 1903 00:37:36,079 --> 00:37:38,230 mean, I've seen most of it. It's, you know, something a downloadable PB PDF, 1904 00:37:38,230 --> 00:37:38,240 know, something a downloadable PB PDF, 1905 00:37:38,240 --> 00:37:40,630 know, something a downloadable PB PDF, but also it's been re-uploaded and like 1906 00:37:40,630 --> 00:37:40,640 but also it's been re-uploaded and like 1907 00:37:40,640 --> 00:37:43,349 but also it's been re-uploaded and like screenshots and stuff. Um, what was that 1908 00:37:43,349 --> 00:37:43,359 screenshots and stuff. Um, what was that 1909 00:37:43,359 --> 00:37:47,910 screenshots and stuff. Um, what was that experience like taking Lizzie to court? 1910 00:37:47,910 --> 00:37:47,920 experience like taking Lizzie to court? 1911 00:37:47,920 --> 00:37:50,069 experience like taking Lizzie to court? It was really scary if I'm being honest. 1912 00:37:50,069 --> 00:37:50,079 It was really scary if I'm being honest. 1913 00:37:50,079 --> 00:37:52,950 It was really scary if I'm being honest. Um, me and my partner Cam, we we were 1914 00:37:52,950 --> 00:37:52,960 Um, me and my partner Cam, we we were 1915 00:37:52,960 --> 00:37:55,510 Um, me and my partner Cam, we we were literally at the courthouse for 5 hours. 1916 00:37:55,510 --> 00:37:55,520 literally at the courthouse for 5 hours. 1917 00:37:55,520 --> 00:37:59,349 literally at the courthouse for 5 hours. I was pacing. I had a huge binder filled 1918 00:37:59,349 --> 00:37:59,359 I was pacing. I had a huge binder filled 1919 00:37:59,359 --> 00:38:01,589 I was pacing. I had a huge binder filled with just everything, you know, all of 1920 00:38:01,589 --> 00:38:01,599 with just everything, you know, all of 1921 00:38:01,599 --> 00:38:03,829 with just everything, you know, all of the evidence that I needed. It was 1922 00:38:03,829 --> 00:38:03,839 the evidence that I needed. It was 1923 00:38:03,839 --> 00:38:05,910 the evidence that I needed. It was really scary. Lizzy was not there 1924 00:38:05,910 --> 00:38:05,920 really scary. Lizzy was not there 1925 00:38:05,920 --> 00:38:08,950 really scary. Lizzy was not there physically. She was instead on like a 1926 00:38:08,950 --> 00:38:08,960 physically. She was instead on like a 1927 00:38:08,960 --> 00:38:12,069 physically. She was instead on like a big like projector screen inside the 1928 00:38:12,069 --> 00:38:12,079 big like projector screen inside the 1929 00:38:12,079 --> 00:38:14,069 big like projector screen inside the courthouse. So we got in there, we 1930 00:38:14,069 --> 00:38:14,079 courthouse. So we got in there, we 1931 00:38:14,079 --> 00:38:15,990 courthouse. So we got in there, we witnessed a few other people like it's 1932 00:38:15,990 --> 00:38:16,000 witnessed a few other people like it's 1933 00:38:16,000 --> 00:38:19,589 witnessed a few other people like it's public so you can like watch other uh 1934 00:38:19,589 --> 00:38:19,599 public so you can like watch other uh 1935 00:38:19,599 --> 00:38:21,829 public so you can like watch other uh cases, you know, be talked about. And so 1936 00:38:21,829 --> 00:38:21,839 cases, you know, be talked about. And so 1937 00:38:21,839 --> 00:38:24,150 cases, you know, be talked about. And so we got to mine. Uh I had to go up there 1938 00:38:24,150 --> 00:38:24,160 we got to mine. Uh I had to go up there 1939 00:38:24,160 --> 00:38:25,589 we got to mine. Uh I had to go up there by myself. I was sitting, you know, 1940 00:38:25,589 --> 00:38:25,599 by myself. I was sitting, you know, 1941 00:38:25,599 --> 00:38:27,109 by myself. I was sitting, you know, behind a table with a little microphone 1942 00:38:27,109 --> 00:38:27,119 behind a table with a little microphone 1943 00:38:27,119 --> 00:38:31,430 behind a table with a little microphone and Lizzy was there on camera and I had 1944 00:38:31,430 --> 00:38:31,440 and Lizzy was there on camera and I had 1945 00:38:31,440 --> 00:38:34,069 and Lizzy was there on camera and I had to tell the judge why I needed this 1946 00:38:34,069 --> 00:38:34,079 to tell the judge why I needed this 1947 00:38:34,079 --> 00:38:35,589 to tell the judge why I needed this protection order and I explained, you 1948 00:38:35,589 --> 00:38:35,599 protection order and I explained, you 1949 00:38:35,599 --> 00:38:38,069 protection order and I explained, you know, she obtained my address and she 1950 00:38:38,069 --> 00:38:38,079 know, she obtained my address and she 1951 00:38:38,079 --> 00:38:40,630 know, she obtained my address and she has sent the police to my house and she 1952 00:38:40,630 --> 00:38:40,640 has sent the police to my house and she 1953 00:38:40,640 --> 00:38:42,870 has sent the police to my house and she sent firefighters to the house and, you 1954 00:38:42,870 --> 00:38:42,880 sent firefighters to the house and, you 1955 00:38:42,880 --> 00:38:44,710 sent firefighters to the house and, you know, just all of these different 1956 00:38:44,710 --> 00:38:44,720 know, just all of these different 1957 00:38:44,720 --> 00:38:46,829 know, just all of these different things. And 1958 00:38:46,829 --> 00:38:46,839 things. And 1959 00:38:46,839 --> 00:38:49,829 things. And um it just it didn't go terribly well if 1960 00:38:49,829 --> 00:38:49,839 um it just it didn't go terribly well if 1961 00:38:49,839 --> 00:38:52,150 um it just it didn't go terribly well if I'm being honest because you know when 1962 00:38:52,150 --> 00:38:52,160 I'm being honest because you know when 1963 00:38:52,160 --> 00:38:54,069 I'm being honest because you know when the judge kind of turned to Lizzy to be 1964 00:38:54,069 --> 00:38:54,079 the judge kind of turned to Lizzy to be 1965 00:38:54,079 --> 00:38:56,230 the judge kind of turned to Lizzy to be like well you know is this true like did 1966 00:38:56,230 --> 00:38:56,240 like well you know is this true like did 1967 00:38:56,240 --> 00:38:59,270 like well you know is this true like did you do these things? Um she proceeded to 1968 00:38:59,270 --> 00:38:59,280 you do these things? Um she proceeded to 1969 00:38:59,280 --> 00:39:01,670 you do these things? Um she proceeded to mostly just talk about like the online 1970 00:39:01,670 --> 00:39:01,680 mostly just talk about like the online 1971 00:39:01,680 --> 00:39:04,230 mostly just talk about like the online drama stuff. You know she was like okay 1972 00:39:04,230 --> 00:39:04,240 drama stuff. You know she was like okay 1973 00:39:04,240 --> 00:39:06,150 drama stuff. You know she was like okay well but all this stuff happened. I got 1974 00:39:06,150 --> 00:39:06,160 well but all this stuff happened. I got 1975 00:39:06,160 --> 00:39:08,230 well but all this stuff happened. I got banned from this event and and she was 1976 00:39:08,230 --> 00:39:08,240 banned from this event and and she was 1977 00:39:08,240 --> 00:39:10,390 banned from this event and and she was on Dr. Phil. Did you know that? And and 1978 00:39:10,390 --> 00:39:10,400 on Dr. Phil. Did you know that? And and 1979 00:39:10,400 --> 00:39:12,230 on Dr. Phil. Did you know that? And and then she stole my she stole my cosplay 1980 00:39:12,230 --> 00:39:12,240 then she stole my she stole my cosplay 1981 00:39:12,240 --> 00:39:14,310 then she stole my she stole my cosplay design and and it got to a point where 1982 00:39:14,310 --> 00:39:14,320 design and and it got to a point where 1983 00:39:14,320 --> 00:39:15,990 design and and it got to a point where like the judge legitimately started 1984 00:39:15,990 --> 00:39:16,000 like the judge legitimately started 1985 00:39:16,000 --> 00:39:18,069 like the judge legitimately started getting irritated because it was a thing 1986 00:39:18,069 --> 00:39:18,079 getting irritated because it was a thing 1987 00:39:18,079 --> 00:39:19,589 getting irritated because it was a thing where we couldn't I don't think she 1988 00:39:19,589 --> 00:39:19,599 where we couldn't I don't think she 1989 00:39:19,599 --> 00:39:21,270 where we couldn't I don't think she could hear us. Like there was some kind 1990 00:39:21,270 --> 00:39:21,280 could hear us. Like there was some kind 1991 00:39:21,280 --> 00:39:23,750 could hear us. Like there was some kind of interference going on. So she was 1992 00:39:23,750 --> 00:39:23,760 of interference going on. So she was 1993 00:39:23,760 --> 00:39:26,390 of interference going on. So she was just kind of talking and the judge was 1994 00:39:26,390 --> 00:39:26,400 just kind of talking and the judge was 1995 00:39:26,400 --> 00:39:28,630 just kind of talking and the judge was like you know like Miss Silva Elizabeth 1996 00:39:28,630 --> 00:39:28,640 like you know like Miss Silva Elizabeth 1997 00:39:28,640 --> 00:39:31,349 like you know like Miss Silva Elizabeth you know can please can can you hear me? 1998 00:39:31,349 --> 00:39:31,359 you know can please can can you hear me? 1999 00:39:31,359 --> 00:39:33,910 you know can please can can you hear me? And eventually after a little while, she 2000 00:39:33,910 --> 00:39:33,920 And eventually after a little while, she 2001 00:39:33,920 --> 00:39:36,870 And eventually after a little while, she finally was able to kind of realize that 2002 00:39:36,870 --> 00:39:36,880 finally was able to kind of realize that 2003 00:39:36,880 --> 00:39:38,150 finally was able to kind of realize that we were trying, you know, that they were 2004 00:39:38,150 --> 00:39:38,160 we were trying, you know, that they were 2005 00:39:38,160 --> 00:39:41,589 we were trying, you know, that they were trying to stop her from continuing. And 2006 00:39:41,589 --> 00:39:41,599 trying to stop her from continuing. And 2007 00:39:41,599 --> 00:39:43,990 trying to stop her from continuing. And the judge was kind of irritated because, 2008 00:39:43,990 --> 00:39:44,000 the judge was kind of irritated because, 2009 00:39:44,000 --> 00:39:46,150 the judge was kind of irritated because, you know, we kind of spent a lot of time 2010 00:39:46,150 --> 00:39:46,160 you know, we kind of spent a lot of time 2011 00:39:46,160 --> 00:39:48,230 you know, we kind of spent a lot of time going over this. It was very quick. 2012 00:39:48,230 --> 00:39:48,240 going over this. It was very quick. 2013 00:39:48,240 --> 00:39:49,829 going over this. It was very quick. Okay. Do you have any other comments? I 2014 00:39:49,829 --> 00:39:49,839 Okay. Do you have any other comments? I 2015 00:39:49,839 --> 00:39:51,430 Okay. Do you have any other comments? I was just like, I mean, not really. I'm 2016 00:39:51,430 --> 00:39:51,440 was just like, I mean, not really. I'm 2017 00:39:51,440 --> 00:39:53,430 was just like, I mean, not really. I'm just kind of worried that she's going to 2018 00:39:53,430 --> 00:39:53,440 just kind of worried that she's going to 2019 00:39:53,440 --> 00:39:55,349 just kind of worried that she's going to use the address to like come come to my 2020 00:39:55,349 --> 00:39:55,359 use the address to like come come to my 2021 00:39:55,359 --> 00:39:57,030 use the address to like come come to my house or, you know, maybe I'll see her 2022 00:39:57,030 --> 00:39:57,040 house or, you know, maybe I'll see her 2023 00:39:57,040 --> 00:39:58,870 house or, you know, maybe I'll see her at a convention or whatever. Okay, 2024 00:39:58,870 --> 00:39:58,880 at a convention or whatever. Okay, 2025 00:39:58,880 --> 00:40:00,310 at a convention or whatever. Okay, great. You're in Texas. you're in 2026 00:40:00,310 --> 00:40:00,320 great. You're in Texas. you're in 2027 00:40:00,320 --> 00:40:02,790 great. You're in Texas. you're in California, there's no need dismissed. 2028 00:40:02,790 --> 00:40:02,800 California, there's no need dismissed. 2029 00:40:02,800 --> 00:40:06,150 California, there's no need dismissed. Got it. And that that it was extremely 2030 00:40:06,150 --> 00:40:06,160 Got it. And that that it was extremely 2031 00:40:06,160 --> 00:40:09,030 Got it. And that that it was extremely disheartening to have that dismissed so 2032 00:40:09,030 --> 00:40:09,040 disheartening to have that dismissed so 2033 00:40:09,040 --> 00:40:11,190 disheartening to have that dismissed so easily considering that, you know, she 2034 00:40:11,190 --> 00:40:11,200 easily considering that, you know, she 2035 00:40:11,200 --> 00:40:13,349 easily considering that, you know, she was using that my address to literally 2036 00:40:13,349 --> 00:40:13,359 was using that my address to literally 2037 00:40:13,359 --> 00:40:15,589 was using that my address to literally send people to my house. So, 2038 00:40:15,589 --> 00:40:15,599 send people to my house. So, 2039 00:40:15,599 --> 00:40:17,349 send people to my house. So, unfortunately, yeah, we did walk away 2040 00:40:17,349 --> 00:40:17,359 unfortunately, yeah, we did walk away 2041 00:40:17,359 --> 00:40:18,950 unfortunately, yeah, we did walk away from it not getting the protection that 2042 00:40:18,950 --> 00:40:18,960 from it not getting the protection that 2043 00:40:18,960 --> 00:40:21,030 from it not getting the protection that I was hoping to get. 2044 00:40:21,030 --> 00:40:21,040 I was hoping to get. 2045 00:40:21,040 --> 00:40:22,950 I was hoping to get. I I could only imagine considering that 2046 00:40:22,950 --> 00:40:22,960 I I could only imagine considering that 2047 00:40:22,960 --> 00:40:25,670 I I could only imagine considering that you get this is like a online harassment 2048 00:40:25,670 --> 00:40:25,680 you get this is like a online harassment 2049 00:40:25,680 --> 00:40:28,790 you get this is like a online harassment case that maybe god I could only think 2050 00:40:28,790 --> 00:40:28,800 case that maybe god I could only think 2051 00:40:28,800 --> 00:40:30,310 case that maybe god I could only think that the only thing that could probably 2052 00:40:30,310 --> 00:40:30,320 that the only thing that could probably 2053 00:40:30,320 --> 00:40:32,710 that the only thing that could probably apply cuz you he's right you guys are in 2054 00:40:32,710 --> 00:40:32,720 apply cuz you he's right you guys are in 2055 00:40:32,720 --> 00:40:34,950 apply cuz you he's right you guys are in different states. So therefore the 2056 00:40:34,950 --> 00:40:34,960 different states. So therefore the 2057 00:40:34,960 --> 00:40:36,470 different states. So therefore the protection is a bunch of states in 2058 00:40:36,470 --> 00:40:36,480 protection is a bunch of states in 2059 00:40:36,480 --> 00:40:37,750 protection is a bunch of states in between you that she would have to 2060 00:40:37,750 --> 00:40:37,760 between you that she would have to 2061 00:40:37,760 --> 00:40:39,670 between you that she would have to travel to if she if she even had the 2062 00:40:39,670 --> 00:40:39,680 travel to if she if she even had the 2063 00:40:39,680 --> 00:40:41,589 travel to if she if she even had the money and if she doesn't then there's no 2064 00:40:41,589 --> 00:40:41,599 money and if she doesn't then there's no 2065 00:40:41,599 --> 00:40:43,430 money and if she doesn't then there's no need. The only thing I could probably 2066 00:40:43,430 --> 00:40:43,440 need. The only thing I could probably 2067 00:40:43,440 --> 00:40:45,030 need. The only thing I could probably think of is maybe like a cease and 2068 00:40:45,030 --> 00:40:45,040 think of is maybe like a cease and 2069 00:40:45,040 --> 00:40:46,310 think of is maybe like a cease and desist or something like that. Just 2070 00:40:46,310 --> 00:40:46,320 desist or something like that. Just 2071 00:40:46,320 --> 00:40:47,510 desist or something like that. Just something to get her to stop like 2072 00:40:47,510 --> 00:40:47,520 something to get her to stop like 2073 00:40:47,520 --> 00:40:48,790 something to get her to stop like talking about you online or something. 2074 00:40:48,790 --> 00:40:48,800 talking about you online or something. 2075 00:40:48,800 --> 00:40:50,990 talking about you online or something. But even then, those are really hard cuz 2076 00:40:50,990 --> 00:40:51,000 But even then, those are really hard cuz 2077 00:40:51,000 --> 00:40:53,030 But even then, those are really hard cuz like it's one of one of those things 2078 00:40:53,030 --> 00:40:53,040 like it's one of one of those things 2079 00:40:53,040 --> 00:40:54,470 like it's one of one of those things again where you have to prove why this 2080 00:40:54,470 --> 00:40:54,480 again where you have to prove why this 2081 00:40:54,480 --> 00:40:55,750 again where you have to prove why this person needs to stop talking about you 2082 00:40:55,750 --> 00:40:55,760 person needs to stop talking about you 2083 00:40:55,760 --> 00:40:57,510 person needs to stop talking about you or something like that. Or not even 2084 00:40:57,510 --> 00:40:57,520 or something like that. Or not even 2085 00:40:57,520 --> 00:40:59,829 or something like that. Or not even that, like even you can just type one up 2086 00:40:59,829 --> 00:40:59,839 that, like even you can just type one up 2087 00:40:59,839 --> 00:41:01,349 that, like even you can just type one up yourself and just send it and like 2088 00:41:01,349 --> 00:41:01,359 yourself and just send it and like 2089 00:41:01,359 --> 00:41:02,870 yourself and just send it and like people will be like this even if it's 2090 00:41:02,870 --> 00:41:02,880 people will be like this even if it's 2091 00:41:02,880 --> 00:41:04,390 people will be like this even if it's like legitimate or not. It's like this 2092 00:41:04,390 --> 00:41:04,400 like legitimate or not. It's like this 2093 00:41:04,400 --> 00:41:05,430 like legitimate or not. It's like this is [\h__\h] I'm not going to stop 2094 00:41:05,430 --> 00:41:05,440 is [\h__\h] I'm not going to stop 2095 00:41:05,440 --> 00:41:07,510 is [\h__\h] I'm not going to stop talking about it. So it's like I don't 2096 00:41:07,510 --> 00:41:07,520 talking about it. So it's like I don't 2097 00:41:07,520 --> 00:41:08,790 talking about it. So it's like I don't know how to get it to stop other than 2098 00:41:08,790 --> 00:41:08,800 know how to get it to stop other than 2099 00:41:08,800 --> 00:41:12,150 know how to get it to stop other than you just block them, I guess. But um was 2100 00:41:12,150 --> 00:41:12,160 you just block them, I guess. But um was 2101 00:41:12,160 --> 00:41:15,750 you just block them, I guess. But um was Lizzie and honestly Oh, sorry. No, I was 2102 00:41:15,750 --> 00:41:15,760 Lizzie and honestly Oh, sorry. No, I was 2103 00:41:15,760 --> 00:41:17,270 Lizzie and honestly Oh, sorry. No, I was going to ask was Lizzie like on like a 2104 00:41:17,270 --> 00:41:17,280 going to ask was Lizzie like on like a 2105 00:41:17,280 --> 00:41:18,550 going to ask was Lizzie like on like a Zoom call or something? thing. Is that 2106 00:41:18,550 --> 00:41:18,560 Zoom call or something? thing. Is that 2107 00:41:18,560 --> 00:41:21,190 Zoom call or something? thing. Is that why she couldn't hear you guys or is was 2108 00:41:21,190 --> 00:41:21,200 why she couldn't hear you guys or is was 2109 00:41:21,200 --> 00:41:24,230 why she couldn't hear you guys or is was she on the phone? It Yeah, it's Yeah, it 2110 00:41:24,230 --> 00:41:24,240 she on the phone? It Yeah, it's Yeah, it 2111 00:41:24,240 --> 00:41:25,750 she on the phone? It Yeah, it's Yeah, it seemed like it was a Zoom call. It was a 2112 00:41:25,750 --> 00:41:25,760 seemed like it was a Zoom call. It was a 2113 00:41:25,760 --> 00:41:28,230 seemed like it was a Zoom call. It was a video call. So, yeah, it was I don't 2114 00:41:28,230 --> 00:41:28,240 video call. So, yeah, it was I don't 2115 00:41:28,240 --> 00:41:29,349 video call. So, yeah, it was I don't know what happened though. There was 2116 00:41:29,349 --> 00:41:29,359 know what happened though. There was 2117 00:41:29,359 --> 00:41:31,190 know what happened though. There was like a connection problem because she 2118 00:41:31,190 --> 00:41:31,200 like a connection problem because she 2119 00:41:31,200 --> 00:41:33,270 like a connection problem because she just she was talking and everybody in 2120 00:41:33,270 --> 00:41:33,280 just she was talking and everybody in 2121 00:41:33,280 --> 00:41:35,190 just she was talking and everybody in the room like they were trying to get 2122 00:41:35,190 --> 00:41:35,200 the room like they were trying to get 2123 00:41:35,200 --> 00:41:37,750 the room like they were trying to get her attention like they at some point 2124 00:41:37,750 --> 00:41:37,760 her attention like they at some point 2125 00:41:37,760 --> 00:41:39,190 her attention like they at some point some guy like came up and was trying to 2126 00:41:39,190 --> 00:41:39,200 some guy like came up and was trying to 2127 00:41:39,200 --> 00:41:41,589 some guy like came up and was trying to like reconnect like the microphone with 2128 00:41:41,589 --> 00:41:41,599 like reconnect like the microphone with 2129 00:41:41,599 --> 00:41:43,109 like reconnect like the microphone with the judge because they thought maybe 2130 00:41:43,109 --> 00:41:43,119 the judge because they thought maybe 2131 00:41:43,119 --> 00:41:44,950 the judge because they thought maybe like something was happening maybe on 2132 00:41:44,950 --> 00:41:44,960 like something was happening maybe on 2133 00:41:44,960 --> 00:41:46,950 like something was happening maybe on our end. But yeah, it was it was really 2134 00:41:46,950 --> 00:41:46,960 our end. But yeah, it was it was really 2135 00:41:46,960 --> 00:41:48,309 our end. But yeah, it was it was really strange. It seemed to be like a Zoom 2136 00:41:48,309 --> 00:41:48,319 strange. It seemed to be like a Zoom 2137 00:41:48,319 --> 00:41:50,470 strange. It seemed to be like a Zoom video call. It sounds like [\h__\h] 2138 00:41:50,470 --> 00:41:50,480 video call. It sounds like [\h__\h] 2139 00:41:50,480 --> 00:41:55,190 video call. It sounds like [\h__\h] chaos. Just utter It was. Oh my god. I 2140 00:41:55,190 --> 00:41:55,200 chaos. Just utter It was. Oh my god. I 2141 00:41:55,200 --> 00:41:56,710 chaos. Just utter It was. Oh my god. I was so anxious, too, because I didn't 2142 00:41:56,710 --> 00:41:56,720 was so anxious, too, because I didn't 2143 00:41:56,720 --> 00:41:58,870 was so anxious, too, because I didn't know what to expect. I was anxious. 2144 00:41:58,870 --> 00:41:58,880 know what to expect. I was anxious. 2145 00:41:58,880 --> 00:42:00,710 know what to expect. I was anxious. Like, what if she traveled to be here? 2146 00:42:00,710 --> 00:42:00,720 Like, what if she traveled to be here? 2147 00:42:00,720 --> 00:42:03,190 Like, what if she traveled to be here? Like, I it I'm I'm scared. I don't want 2148 00:42:03,190 --> 00:42:03,200 Like, I it I'm I'm scared. I don't want 2149 00:42:03,200 --> 00:42:05,190 Like, I it I'm I'm scared. I don't want to see this girl physically. I was It 2150 00:42:05,190 --> 00:42:05,200 to see this girl physically. I was It 2151 00:42:05,200 --> 00:42:08,470 to see this girl physically. I was It was terrifying. It was so terrifying. I 2152 00:42:08,470 --> 00:42:08,480 was terrifying. It was so terrifying. I 2153 00:42:08,480 --> 00:42:10,790 was terrifying. It was so terrifying. I guess I suppose your saving grace was a 2154 00:42:10,790 --> 00:42:10,800 guess I suppose your saving grace was a 2155 00:42:10,800 --> 00:42:12,470 guess I suppose your saving grace was a shitty Zoom call connection. was the 2156 00:42:12,470 --> 00:42:12,480 shitty Zoom call connection. was the 2157 00:42:12,480 --> 00:42:13,750 shitty Zoom call connection. was the only interaction you've ever had with 2158 00:42:13,750 --> 00:42:13,760 only interaction you've ever had with 2159 00:42:13,760 --> 00:42:17,030 only interaction you've ever had with this person like in not in person but 2160 00:42:17,030 --> 00:42:17,040 this person like in not in person but 2161 00:42:17,040 --> 00:42:19,190 this person like in not in person but like you know. 2162 00:42:19,190 --> 00:42:19,200 like you know. 2163 00:42:19,200 --> 00:42:21,670 like you know. So I I think that covers everything with 2164 00:42:21,670 --> 00:42:21,680 So I I think that covers everything with 2165 00:42:21,680 --> 00:42:23,270 So I I think that covers everything with Lizzie unless if you had anything else 2166 00:42:23,270 --> 00:42:23,280 Lizzie unless if you had anything else 2167 00:42:23,280 --> 00:42:24,870 Lizzie unless if you had anything else you want to address. Does she still to 2168 00:42:24,870 --> 00:42:24,880 you want to address. Does she still to 2169 00:42:24,880 --> 00:42:26,550 you want to address. Does she still to this day continue to try to reach out to 2170 00:42:26,550 --> 00:42:26,560 this day continue to try to reach out to 2171 00:42:26,560 --> 00:42:29,589 this day continue to try to reach out to you and everything? 2172 00:42:29,589 --> 00:42:29,599 you and everything? 2173 00:42:29,599 --> 00:42:32,790 you and everything? Um right now I haven't heard anything 2174 00:42:32,790 --> 00:42:32,800 Um right now I haven't heard anything 2175 00:42:32,800 --> 00:42:35,270 Um right now I haven't heard anything like as of terribly late. I just know 2176 00:42:35,270 --> 00:42:35,280 like as of terribly late. I just know 2177 00:42:35,280 --> 00:42:38,150 like as of terribly late. I just know that she still is watching my account 2178 00:42:38,150 --> 00:42:38,160 that she still is watching my account 2179 00:42:38,160 --> 00:42:41,109 that she still is watching my account because she does still actively post 2180 00:42:41,109 --> 00:42:41,119 because she does still actively post 2181 00:42:41,119 --> 00:42:43,910 because she does still actively post about like against me. Um like for 2182 00:42:43,910 --> 00:42:43,920 about like against me. Um like for 2183 00:42:43,920 --> 00:42:47,190 about like against me. Um like for example like I I got like a a music gig 2184 00:42:47,190 --> 00:42:47,200 example like I I got like a a music gig 2185 00:42:47,200 --> 00:42:50,230 example like I I got like a a music gig on uh fantasy store online and um 2186 00:42:50,230 --> 00:42:50,240 on uh fantasy store online and um 2187 00:42:50,240 --> 00:42:52,230 on uh fantasy store online and um because of that she was posting things 2188 00:42:52,230 --> 00:42:52,240 because of that she was posting things 2189 00:42:52,240 --> 00:42:54,470 because of that she was posting things like oh it's time to boycott this. And 2190 00:42:54,470 --> 00:42:54,480 like oh it's time to boycott this. And 2191 00:42:54,480 --> 00:42:56,790 like oh it's time to boycott this. And so yeah I from my understanding she's 2192 00:42:56,790 --> 00:42:56,800 so yeah I from my understanding she's 2193 00:42:56,800 --> 00:42:58,309 so yeah I from my understanding she's not she's not reaching out. I haven't 2194 00:42:58,309 --> 00:42:58,319 not she's not reaching out. I haven't 2195 00:42:58,319 --> 00:43:00,470 not she's not reaching out. I haven't gotten anything directly, but she does 2196 00:43:00,470 --> 00:43:00,480 gotten anything directly, but she does 2197 00:43:00,480 --> 00:43:03,670 gotten anything directly, but she does still monitor my social media, right, 2198 00:43:03,670 --> 00:43:03,680 still monitor my social media, right, 2199 00:43:03,680 --> 00:43:06,069 still monitor my social media, right, unfortunately. Did she by any chance 2200 00:43:06,069 --> 00:43:06,079 unfortunately. Did she by any chance 2201 00:43:06,079 --> 00:43:08,230 unfortunately. Did she by any chance like post anywhere like because you said 2202 00:43:08,230 --> 00:43:08,240 like post anywhere like because you said 2203 00:43:08,240 --> 00:43:09,990 like post anywhere like because you said that Sega gave her a notice that would 2204 00:43:09,990 --> 00:43:10,000 that Sega gave her a notice that would 2205 00:43:10,000 --> 00:43:12,069 that Sega gave her a notice that would ban her from the convention that you 2206 00:43:12,069 --> 00:43:12,079 ban her from the convention that you 2207 00:43:12,079 --> 00:43:13,750 ban her from the convention that you guys were both going to. Was that 2208 00:43:13,750 --> 00:43:13,760 guys were both going to. Was that 2209 00:43:13,760 --> 00:43:15,510 guys were both going to. Was that something she ever like posted online or 2210 00:43:15,510 --> 00:43:15,520 something she ever like posted online or 2211 00:43:15,520 --> 00:43:17,750 something she ever like posted online or anything or 2212 00:43:17,750 --> 00:43:17,760 anything or 2213 00:43:17,760 --> 00:43:19,750 anything or She did. She actually posted the letter 2214 00:43:19,750 --> 00:43:19,760 She did. She actually posted the letter 2215 00:43:19,760 --> 00:43:23,030 She did. She actually posted the letter directly. Um, which Oh my gosh. Like 2216 00:43:23,030 --> 00:43:23,040 directly. Um, which Oh my gosh. Like 2217 00:43:23,040 --> 00:43:25,349 directly. Um, which Oh my gosh. Like Yeah, she she posted that. it had a lot 2218 00:43:25,349 --> 00:43:25,359 Yeah, she she posted that. it had a lot 2219 00:43:25,359 --> 00:43:27,349 Yeah, she she posted that. it had a lot of her personal information on it. So, I 2220 00:43:27,349 --> 00:43:27,359 of her personal information on it. So, I 2221 00:43:27,359 --> 00:43:29,829 of her personal information on it. So, I made sure that when I put that in my I 2222 00:43:29,829 --> 00:43:29,839 made sure that when I put that in my I 2223 00:43:29,839 --> 00:43:31,030 made sure that when I put that in my I have a document that does have 2224 00:43:31,030 --> 00:43:31,040 have a document that does have 2225 00:43:31,040 --> 00:43:33,109 have a document that does have everything and I filtered that out 2226 00:43:33,109 --> 00:43:33,119 everything and I filtered that out 2227 00:43:33,119 --> 00:43:34,710 everything and I filtered that out because yeah, I think she accidentally 2228 00:43:34,710 --> 00:43:34,720 because yeah, I think she accidentally 2229 00:43:34,720 --> 00:43:36,950 because yeah, I think she accidentally shared a little too much. Gotcha. So, 2230 00:43:36,950 --> 00:43:36,960 shared a little too much. Gotcha. So, 2231 00:43:36,960 --> 00:43:39,190 shared a little too much. Gotcha. So, you you you have been kind of compiling 2232 00:43:39,190 --> 00:43:39,200 you you you have been kind of compiling 2233 00:43:39,200 --> 00:43:42,150 you you you have been kind of compiling over the last however long this has been 2234 00:43:42,150 --> 00:43:42,160 over the last however long this has been 2235 00:43:42,160 --> 00:43:43,750 over the last however long this has been going on, over a decade, I suppose, 2236 00:43:43,750 --> 00:43:43,760 going on, over a decade, I suppose, 2237 00:43:43,760 --> 00:43:46,710 going on, over a decade, I suppose, which is insane to think about. Yeah. Um 2238 00:43:46,710 --> 00:43:46,720 which is insane to think about. Yeah. Um 2239 00:43:46,720 --> 00:43:48,390 which is insane to think about. Yeah. Um all of the incidents of her like 2240 00:43:48,390 --> 00:43:48,400 all of the incidents of her like 2241 00:43:48,400 --> 00:43:50,069 all of the incidents of her like reaching out to you and your friends and 2242 00:43:50,069 --> 00:43:50,079 reaching out to you and your friends and 2243 00:43:50,079 --> 00:43:52,150 reaching out to you and your friends and your family and stuff like that. Um, and 2244 00:43:52,150 --> 00:43:52,160 your family and stuff like that. Um, and 2245 00:43:52,160 --> 00:43:58,150 your family and stuff like that. Um, and you posted that to Twitter. 2246 00:43:58,150 --> 00:43:58,160 2247 00:43:58,160 --> 00:44:00,230 Then I put that on Twitter. Yes. Um, and 2248 00:44:00,230 --> 00:44:00,240 Then I put that on Twitter. Yes. Um, and 2249 00:44:00,240 --> 00:44:02,630 Then I put that on Twitter. Yes. Um, and yes, it just has every every as much as 2250 00:44:02,630 --> 00:44:02,640 yes, it just has every every as much as 2251 00:44:02,640 --> 00:44:05,190 yes, it just has every every as much as I can. There might be some stuff to be 2252 00:44:05,190 --> 00:44:05,200 I can. There might be some stuff to be 2253 00:44:05,200 --> 00:44:07,589 I can. There might be some stuff to be honest that I'm missing just from years 2254 00:44:07,589 --> 00:44:07,599 honest that I'm missing just from years 2255 00:44:07,599 --> 00:44:09,109 honest that I'm missing just from years ago and maybe I just haven't thought to 2256 00:44:09,109 --> 00:44:09,119 ago and maybe I just haven't thought to 2257 00:44:09,119 --> 00:44:10,790 ago and maybe I just haven't thought to put it in there. Um, because I this has 2258 00:44:10,790 --> 00:44:10,800 put it in there. Um, because I this has 2259 00:44:10,800 --> 00:44:13,349 put it in there. Um, because I this has been 10 years worth of stuff. But yes, 2260 00:44:13,349 --> 00:44:13,359 been 10 years worth of stuff. But yes, 2261 00:44:13,359 --> 00:44:16,390 been 10 years worth of stuff. But yes, um for reaching out to my mom, my 2262 00:44:16,390 --> 00:44:16,400 um for reaching out to my mom, my 2263 00:44:16,400 --> 00:44:20,550 um for reaching out to my mom, my brother, um just all kinds of stuff that 2264 00:44:20,550 --> 00:44:20,560 brother, um just all kinds of stuff that 2265 00:44:20,560 --> 00:44:22,390 brother, um just all kinds of stuff that I felt was very important to include in 2266 00:44:22,390 --> 00:44:22,400 I felt was very important to include in 2267 00:44:22,400 --> 00:44:24,069 I felt was very important to include in that document just for the just for the 2268 00:44:24,069 --> 00:44:24,079 that document just for the just for the 2269 00:44:24,079 --> 00:44:26,309 that document just for the just for the matter of my safety cuz I just I don't 2270 00:44:26,309 --> 00:44:26,319 matter of my safety cuz I just I don't 2271 00:44:26,319 --> 00:44:28,390 matter of my safety cuz I just I don't know. I I to be honest, I don't know 2272 00:44:28,390 --> 00:44:28,400 know. I I to be honest, I don't know 2273 00:44:28,400 --> 00:44:30,069 know. I I to be honest, I don't know what she would do. I don't think she's 2274 00:44:30,069 --> 00:44:30,079 what she would do. I don't think she's 2275 00:44:30,079 --> 00:44:32,630 what she would do. I don't think she's going to do anything crazy, but I you 2276 00:44:32,630 --> 00:44:32,640 going to do anything crazy, but I you 2277 00:44:32,640 --> 00:44:34,790 going to do anything crazy, but I you know, having my address and using it 2278 00:44:34,790 --> 00:44:34,800 know, having my address and using it 2279 00:44:34,800 --> 00:44:37,109 know, having my address and using it against me to do that, it's just it's 2280 00:44:37,109 --> 00:44:37,119 against me to do that, it's just it's 2281 00:44:37,119 --> 00:44:39,670 against me to do that, it's just it's scary. So, I document for the sake of my 2282 00:44:39,670 --> 00:44:39,680 scary. So, I document for the sake of my 2283 00:44:39,680 --> 00:44:43,750 scary. So, I document for the sake of my safety. Sure. And um in regards to the 2284 00:44:43,750 --> 00:44:43,760 safety. Sure. And um in regards to the 2285 00:44:43,760 --> 00:44:45,030 safety. Sure. And um in regards to the document, do you know what like the 2286 00:44:45,030 --> 00:44:45,040 document, do you know what like the 2287 00:44:45,040 --> 00:44:46,710 document, do you know what like the overall reaction to it was when you 2288 00:44:46,710 --> 00:44:46,720 overall reaction to it was when you 2289 00:44:46,720 --> 00:44:49,510 overall reaction to it was when you posted it initially? 2290 00:44:49,510 --> 00:44:49,520 posted it initially? 2291 00:44:49,520 --> 00:44:52,150 posted it initially? It was just yeah I mean a lot of people 2292 00:44:52,150 --> 00:44:52,160 It was just yeah I mean a lot of people 2293 00:44:52,160 --> 00:44:54,470 It was just yeah I mean a lot of people were obviously very upset about the 2294 00:44:54,470 --> 00:44:54,480 were obviously very upset about the 2295 00:44:54,480 --> 00:44:57,750 were obviously very upset about the situation. I I had a lot I had a strong 2296 00:44:57,750 --> 00:44:57,760 situation. I I had a lot I had a strong 2297 00:44:57,760 --> 00:44:59,990 situation. I I had a lot I had a strong outpour of support and just a lot of 2298 00:44:59,990 --> 00:45:00,000 outpour of support and just a lot of 2299 00:45:00,000 --> 00:45:01,510 outpour of support and just a lot of people saying we're just really sorry 2300 00:45:01,510 --> 00:45:01,520 people saying we're just really sorry 2301 00:45:01,520 --> 00:45:04,309 people saying we're just really sorry that this happened to you, you know, and 2302 00:45:04,309 --> 00:45:04,319 that this happened to you, you know, and 2303 00:45:04,319 --> 00:45:07,270 that this happened to you, you know, and cuz for a little while there was like 2304 00:45:07,270 --> 00:45:07,280 cuz for a little while there was like 2305 00:45:07,280 --> 00:45:09,230 cuz for a little while there was like this public 2306 00:45:09,230 --> 00:45:09,240 this public 2307 00:45:09,240 --> 00:45:12,870 this public uh she had put out a public like apology 2308 00:45:12,870 --> 00:45:12,880 uh she had put out a public like apology 2309 00:45:12,880 --> 00:45:14,950 uh she had put out a public like apology and um a lot of people were kind of left 2310 00:45:14,950 --> 00:45:14,960 and um a lot of people were kind of left 2311 00:45:14,960 --> 00:45:17,670 and um a lot of people were kind of left in the dark when that apology kind of 2312 00:45:17,670 --> 00:45:17,680 in the dark when that apology kind of 2313 00:45:17,680 --> 00:45:19,190 in the dark when that apology kind of didn't really mean anything. So that's 2314 00:45:19,190 --> 00:45:19,200 didn't really mean anything. So that's 2315 00:45:19,200 --> 00:45:21,030 didn't really mean anything. So that's why I wound up putting this out because 2316 00:45:21,030 --> 00:45:21,040 why I wound up putting this out because 2317 00:45:21,040 --> 00:45:22,390 why I wound up putting this out because then a lot of people were kind of 2318 00:45:22,390 --> 00:45:22,400 then a lot of people were kind of 2319 00:45:22,400 --> 00:45:24,069 then a lot of people were kind of confused. Why is this happening? didn't 2320 00:45:24,069 --> 00:45:24,079 confused. Why is this happening? didn't 2321 00:45:24,079 --> 00:45:26,630 confused. Why is this happening? didn't she just apologize? Um, but yes, it was 2322 00:45:26,630 --> 00:45:26,640 she just apologize? Um, but yes, it was 2323 00:45:26,640 --> 00:45:29,030 she just apologize? Um, but yes, it was mostly extremely extremely positive in 2324 00:45:29,030 --> 00:45:29,040 mostly extremely extremely positive in 2325 00:45:29,040 --> 00:45:31,349 mostly extremely extremely positive in in support of me and just 2326 00:45:31,349 --> 00:45:31,359 in support of me and just 2327 00:45:31,359 --> 00:45:33,829 in support of me and just disappointment. You know, I it's it 2328 00:45:33,829 --> 00:45:33,839 disappointment. You know, I it's it 2329 00:45:33,839 --> 00:45:35,990 disappointment. You know, I it's it sucks because she did apologize and we 2330 00:45:35,990 --> 00:45:36,000 sucks because she did apologize and we 2331 00:45:36,000 --> 00:45:37,109 sucks because she did apologize and we thought that we were able to kind of 2332 00:45:37,109 --> 00:45:37,119 thought that we were able to kind of 2333 00:45:37,119 --> 00:45:39,829 thought that we were able to kind of move forward with that. Um, and I just 2334 00:45:39,829 --> 00:45:39,839 move forward with that. Um, and I just 2335 00:45:39,839 --> 00:45:42,309 move forward with that. Um, and I just didn't and I made sure to like when it 2336 00:45:42,309 --> 00:45:42,319 didn't and I made sure to like when it 2337 00:45:42,319 --> 00:45:43,990 didn't and I made sure to like when it came to posting that I reminded 2338 00:45:43,990 --> 00:45:44,000 came to posting that I reminded 2339 00:45:44,000 --> 00:45:46,309 came to posting that I reminded everybody, do not attack do not attack 2340 00:45:46,309 --> 00:45:46,319 everybody, do not attack do not attack 2341 00:45:46,319 --> 00:45:48,630 everybody, do not attack do not attack her. And luckily, I don't believe too 2342 00:45:48,630 --> 00:45:48,640 her. And luckily, I don't believe too 2343 00:45:48,640 --> 00:45:51,349 her. And luckily, I don't believe too many did uh when I did put that document 2344 00:45:51,349 --> 00:45:51,359 many did uh when I did put that document 2345 00:45:51,359 --> 00:45:53,270 many did uh when I did put that document out because I reaffirmed it several 2346 00:45:53,270 --> 00:45:53,280 out because I reaffirmed it several 2347 00:45:53,280 --> 00:45:55,750 out because I reaffirmed it several times not to. Right. And she's is she 2348 00:45:55,750 --> 00:45:55,760 times not to. Right. And she's is she 2349 00:45:55,760 --> 00:45:57,550 times not to. Right. And she's is she like like what's her status like in the 2350 00:45:57,550 --> 00:45:57,560 like like what's her status like in the 2351 00:45:57,560 --> 00:46:00,230 like like what's her status like in the community like in the space? I know 2352 00:46:00,230 --> 00:46:00,240 community like in the space? I know 2353 00:46:00,240 --> 00:46:01,349 community like in the space? I know she's probably known just because of 2354 00:46:01,349 --> 00:46:01,359 she's probably known just because of 2355 00:46:01,359 --> 00:46:04,550 she's probably known just because of that Sega article, but like afterwards 2356 00:46:04,550 --> 00:46:04,560 that Sega article, but like afterwards 2357 00:46:04,560 --> 00:46:06,309 that Sega article, but like afterwards with this whole spat with you like did 2358 00:46:06,309 --> 00:46:06,319 with this whole spat with you like did 2359 00:46:06,319 --> 00:46:08,790 with this whole spat with you like did she acquire some form of infamy over 2360 00:46:08,790 --> 00:46:08,800 she acquire some form of infamy over 2361 00:46:08,800 --> 00:46:10,790 she acquire some form of infamy over this or 2362 00:46:10,790 --> 00:46:10,800 this or 2363 00:46:10,800 --> 00:46:13,750 this or Yeah. No, unfortunately yes. uh within 2364 00:46:13,750 --> 00:46:13,760 Yeah. No, unfortunately yes. uh within 2365 00:46:13,760 --> 00:46:15,910 Yeah. No, unfortunately yes. uh within if you are if you are within the Sonic 2366 00:46:15,910 --> 00:46:15,920 if you are if you are within the Sonic 2367 00:46:15,920 --> 00:46:18,790 if you are if you are within the Sonic community most people know who Lizzy is 2368 00:46:18,790 --> 00:46:18,800 community most people know who Lizzy is 2369 00:46:18,800 --> 00:46:21,670 community most people know who Lizzy is because of her reputation because of the 2370 00:46:21,670 --> 00:46:21,680 because of her reputation because of the 2371 00:46:21,680 --> 00:46:23,190 because of her reputation because of the things that she has done not only to me 2372 00:46:23,190 --> 00:46:23,200 things that she has done not only to me 2373 00:46:23,200 --> 00:46:25,750 things that she has done not only to me but also to Matt and you know other 2374 00:46:25,750 --> 00:46:25,760 but also to Matt and you know other 2375 00:46:25,760 --> 00:46:27,910 but also to Matt and you know other people have also spoken out on she 2376 00:46:27,910 --> 00:46:27,920 people have also spoken out on she 2377 00:46:27,920 --> 00:46:29,589 people have also spoken out on she reaches out for help and usually that 2378 00:46:29,589 --> 00:46:29,599 reaches out for help and usually that 2379 00:46:29,599 --> 00:46:32,470 reaches out for help and usually that help is help me destroy Emy's reputation 2380 00:46:32,470 --> 00:46:32,480 help is help me destroy Emy's reputation 2381 00:46:32,480 --> 00:46:35,829 help is help me destroy Emy's reputation and if they are not wanting to do that 2382 00:46:35,829 --> 00:46:35,839 and if they are not wanting to do that 2383 00:46:35,839 --> 00:46:38,470 and if they are not wanting to do that then she will not be your friend and she 2384 00:46:38,470 --> 00:46:38,480 then she will not be your friend and she 2385 00:46:38,480 --> 00:46:40,630 then she will not be your friend and she will try to attack you and that's 2386 00:46:40,630 --> 00:46:40,640 will try to attack you and that's 2387 00:46:40,640 --> 00:46:42,710 will try to attack you and that's unfortunately been 2388 00:46:42,710 --> 00:46:42,720 unfortunately been 2389 00:46:42,720 --> 00:46:45,430 unfortunately been a pattern, you know. So, yeah, unfort 2390 00:46:45,430 --> 00:46:45,440 a pattern, you know. So, yeah, unfort 2391 00:46:45,440 --> 00:46:47,750 a pattern, you know. So, yeah, unfort people in the community know this and 2392 00:46:47,750 --> 00:46:47,760 people in the community know this and 2393 00:46:47,760 --> 00:46:50,790 people in the community know this and know kind of her whole deal, right? I 2394 00:46:50,790 --> 00:46:50,800 know kind of her whole deal, right? I 2395 00:46:50,800 --> 00:46:52,150 know kind of her whole deal, right? I wasn't sure because I know that like 2396 00:46:52,150 --> 00:46:52,160 wasn't sure because I know that like 2397 00:46:52,160 --> 00:46:53,430 wasn't sure because I know that like people probably knew her if she's 2398 00:46:53,430 --> 00:46:53,440 people probably knew her if she's 2399 00:46:53,440 --> 00:46:55,030 people probably knew her if she's getting invited to cons because she got 2400 00:46:55,030 --> 00:46:55,040 getting invited to cons because she got 2401 00:46:55,040 --> 00:46:57,430 getting invited to cons because she got featured in this article. I assume that 2402 00:46:57,430 --> 00:46:57,440 featured in this article. I assume that 2403 00:46:57,440 --> 00:46:59,030 featured in this article. I assume that like she's probably a well-known figure. 2404 00:46:59,030 --> 00:46:59,040 like she's probably a well-known figure. 2405 00:46:59,040 --> 00:47:00,630 like she's probably a well-known figure. I wasn't sure if like this whole 2406 00:47:00,630 --> 00:47:00,640 I wasn't sure if like this whole 2407 00:47:00,640 --> 00:47:02,390 I wasn't sure if like this whole situation was what she is most known 2408 00:47:02,390 --> 00:47:02,400 situation was what she is most known 2409 00:47:02,400 --> 00:47:05,430 situation was what she is most known well for, but like I I I think most 2410 00:47:05,430 --> 00:47:05,440 well for, but like I I I think most 2411 00:47:05,440 --> 00:47:07,030 well for, but like I I I think most people would probably point to, oh, she 2412 00:47:07,030 --> 00:47:07,040 people would probably point to, oh, she 2413 00:47:07,040 --> 00:47:09,109 people would probably point to, oh, she was the girl who was featured in the SE 2414 00:47:09,109 --> 00:47:09,119 was the girl who was featured in the SE 2415 00:47:09,119 --> 00:47:11,030 was the girl who was featured in the SE the Sega thing once and then she went 2416 00:47:11,030 --> 00:47:11,040 the Sega thing once and then she went 2417 00:47:11,040 --> 00:47:14,390 the Sega thing once and then she went crazy or something, 2418 00:47:14,390 --> 00:47:14,400 crazy or something, 2419 00:47:14,400 --> 00:47:15,910 crazy or something, right? Well, I mean, and she does, don't 2420 00:47:15,910 --> 00:47:15,920 right? Well, I mean, and she does, don't 2421 00:47:15,920 --> 00:47:17,510 right? Well, I mean, and she does, don't get me wrong, too. She actually does 2422 00:47:17,510 --> 00:47:17,520 get me wrong, too. She actually does 2423 00:47:17,520 --> 00:47:20,710 get me wrong, too. She actually does have, you know, a positive like circle 2424 00:47:20,710 --> 00:47:20,720 have, you know, a positive like circle 2425 00:47:20,720 --> 00:47:22,950 have, you know, a positive like circle of people who she like, from my 2426 00:47:22,950 --> 00:47:22,960 of people who she like, from my 2427 00:47:22,960 --> 00:47:24,870 of people who she like, from my understanding, she like will post like 2428 00:47:24,870 --> 00:47:24,880 understanding, she like will post like 2429 00:47:24,880 --> 00:47:26,790 understanding, she like will post like merch videos and stuff like that. And it 2430 00:47:26,790 --> 00:47:26,800 merch videos and stuff like that. And it 2431 00:47:26,800 --> 00:47:28,069 merch videos and stuff like that. And it seems like she has like a small little 2432 00:47:28,069 --> 00:47:28,079 seems like she has like a small little 2433 00:47:28,079 --> 00:47:31,030 seems like she has like a small little corner of people who are um you know 2434 00:47:31,030 --> 00:47:31,040 corner of people who are um you know 2435 00:47:31,040 --> 00:47:32,550 corner of people who are um you know behind her. It's I think it's Instagram 2436 00:47:32,550 --> 00:47:32,560 behind her. It's I think it's Instagram 2437 00:47:32,560 --> 00:47:34,230 behind her. It's I think it's Instagram and like Tik Tok if I remember 2438 00:47:34,230 --> 00:47:34,240 and like Tik Tok if I remember 2439 00:47:34,240 --> 00:47:35,990 and like Tik Tok if I remember correctly. Um and so like there is 2440 00:47:35,990 --> 00:47:36,000 correctly. Um and so like there is 2441 00:47:36,000 --> 00:47:37,430 correctly. Um and so like there is something positive for her and I'm I'm 2442 00:47:37,430 --> 00:47:37,440 something positive for her and I'm I'm 2443 00:47:37,440 --> 00:47:40,309 something positive for her and I'm I'm happy that she has that you know but a 2444 00:47:40,309 --> 00:47:40,319 happy that she has that you know but a 2445 00:47:40,319 --> 00:47:42,790 happy that she has that you know but a lot of people are aware of that and so 2446 00:47:42,790 --> 00:47:42,800 lot of people are aware of that and so 2447 00:47:42,800 --> 00:47:44,309 lot of people are aware of that and so if that is a name that gets brought up 2448 00:47:44,309 --> 00:47:44,319 if that is a name that gets brought up 2449 00:47:44,319 --> 00:47:47,190 if that is a name that gets brought up most people unfortunately know what kind 2450 00:47:47,190 --> 00:47:47,200 most people unfortunately know what kind 2451 00:47:47,200 --> 00:47:49,829 most people unfortunately know what kind of is attached to it. Sure. That's 2452 00:47:49,829 --> 00:47:49,839 of is attached to it. Sure. That's 2453 00:47:49,839 --> 00:47:51,430 of is attached to it. Sure. That's unfortunate. But hopefully, I mean, she 2454 00:47:51,430 --> 00:47:51,440 unfortunate. But hopefully, I mean, she 2455 00:47:51,440 --> 00:47:53,430 unfortunate. But hopefully, I mean, she can probably like walk past it and kind 2456 00:47:53,430 --> 00:47:53,440 can probably like walk past it and kind 2457 00:47:53,440 --> 00:47:55,589 can probably like walk past it and kind of rebuild something that's probably not 2458 00:47:55,589 --> 00:47:55,599 of rebuild something that's probably not 2459 00:47:55,599 --> 00:47:58,069 of rebuild something that's probably not based on just hating you. That would be, 2460 00:47:58,069 --> 00:47:58,079 based on just hating you. That would be, 2461 00:47:58,079 --> 00:47:59,829 based on just hating you. That would be, you know, the happy ending for 2462 00:47:59,829 --> 00:47:59,839 you know, the happy ending for 2463 00:47:59,839 --> 00:48:01,589 you know, the happy ending for everybody. 2464 00:48:01,589 --> 00:48:01,599 everybody. 2465 00:48:01,599 --> 00:48:03,910 everybody. It really would. You know, when she had 2466 00:48:03,910 --> 00:48:03,920 It really would. You know, when she had 2467 00:48:03,920 --> 00:48:06,790 It really would. You know, when she had apologized, um, when she had apologized 2468 00:48:06,790 --> 00:48:06,800 apologized, um, when she had apologized 2469 00:48:06,800 --> 00:48:09,589 apologized, um, when she had apologized to me, I me and some of my friends, we 2470 00:48:09,589 --> 00:48:09,599 to me, I me and some of my friends, we 2471 00:48:09,599 --> 00:48:11,349 to me, I me and some of my friends, we tried helping her, you know, we were 2472 00:48:11,349 --> 00:48:11,359 tried helping her, you know, we were 2473 00:48:11,359 --> 00:48:12,790 tried helping her, you know, we were encouraging people like, "No, she's 2474 00:48:12,790 --> 00:48:12,800 encouraging people like, "No, she's 2475 00:48:12,800 --> 00:48:15,349 encouraging people like, "No, she's she's changing, you Oh, and we even gave 2476 00:48:15,349 --> 00:48:15,359 she's changing, you Oh, and we even gave 2477 00:48:15,359 --> 00:48:16,870 she's changing, you Oh, and we even gave her like a little guide on how to like 2478 00:48:16,870 --> 00:48:16,880 her like a little guide on how to like 2479 00:48:16,880 --> 00:48:18,710 her like a little guide on how to like draw Sonic that we like made 2480 00:48:18,710 --> 00:48:18,720 draw Sonic that we like made 2481 00:48:18,720 --> 00:48:21,030 draw Sonic that we like made specifically and personally for her to 2482 00:48:21,030 --> 00:48:21,040 specifically and personally for her to 2483 00:48:21,040 --> 00:48:22,790 specifically and personally for her to try to teach her how to like create her 2484 00:48:22,790 --> 00:48:22,800 try to teach her how to like create her 2485 00:48:22,800 --> 00:48:24,710 try to teach her how to like create her own content. And I I gave her a bunch of 2486 00:48:24,710 --> 00:48:24,720 own content. And I I gave her a bunch of 2487 00:48:24,720 --> 00:48:26,950 own content. And I I gave her a bunch of advice on like maybe you could like make 2488 00:48:26,950 --> 00:48:26,960 advice on like maybe you could like make 2489 00:48:26,960 --> 00:48:29,030 advice on like maybe you could like make a make a charity stream and maybe you 2490 00:48:29,030 --> 00:48:29,040 a make a charity stream and maybe you 2491 00:48:29,040 --> 00:48:31,349 a make a charity stream and maybe you could do that. Like she could have these 2492 00:48:31,349 --> 00:48:31,359 could do that. Like she could have these 2493 00:48:31,359 --> 00:48:33,670 could do that. Like she could have these things. And I I think that if she puts 2494 00:48:33,670 --> 00:48:33,680 things. And I I think that if she puts 2495 00:48:33,680 --> 00:48:35,670 things. And I I think that if she puts in that effort like she could have such 2496 00:48:35,670 --> 00:48:35,680 in that effort like she could have such 2497 00:48:35,680 --> 00:48:38,950 in that effort like she could have such a positive um uh what am I trying to 2498 00:48:38,950 --> 00:48:38,960 a positive um uh what am I trying to 2499 00:48:38,960 --> 00:48:41,910 a positive um uh what am I trying to say? a positive uh 2500 00:48:41,910 --> 00:48:41,920 say? a positive uh 2501 00:48:41,920 --> 00:48:44,309 say? a positive uh like community base on the online or 2502 00:48:44,309 --> 00:48:44,319 like community base on the online or 2503 00:48:44,319 --> 00:48:47,510 like community base on the online or just 2504 00:48:47,510 --> 00:48:47,520 2505 00:48:47,520 --> 00:48:48,630 Yeah, I couldn't find the word for it. 2506 00:48:48,630 --> 00:48:48,640 Yeah, I couldn't find the word for it. 2507 00:48:48,640 --> 00:48:50,470 Yeah, I couldn't find the word for it. Thank you. Just just a better reputation 2508 00:48:50,470 --> 00:48:50,480 Thank you. Just just a better reputation 2509 00:48:50,480 --> 00:48:52,309 Thank you. Just just a better reputation overall. Just people, you know, not 2510 00:48:52,309 --> 00:48:52,319 overall. Just people, you know, not 2511 00:48:52,319 --> 00:48:55,030 overall. Just people, you know, not associating her with this crazy [\h__\h] 2512 00:48:55,030 --> 00:48:55,040 associating her with this crazy [\h__\h] 2513 00:48:55,040 --> 00:48:56,710 associating her with this crazy [\h__\h] We're making a positive impact, you 2514 00:48:56,710 --> 00:48:56,720 We're making a positive impact, you 2515 00:48:56,720 --> 00:48:58,549 We're making a positive impact, you know? I think that that's the best 2516 00:48:58,549 --> 00:48:58,559 know? I think that that's the best 2517 00:48:58,559 --> 00:49:00,150 know? I think that that's the best situation in the end is her making a 2518 00:49:00,150 --> 00:49:00,160 situation in the end is her making a 2519 00:49:00,160 --> 00:49:02,870 situation in the end is her making a positive impact. I agree. I agree. And I 2520 00:49:02,870 --> 00:49:02,880 positive impact. I agree. I agree. And I 2521 00:49:02,880 --> 00:49:06,870 positive impact. I agree. I agree. And I mean um there 2522 00:49:06,870 --> 00:49:06,880 2523 00:49:06,880 --> 00:49:08,710 sorry there there is actually one other 2524 00:49:08,710 --> 00:49:08,720 sorry there there is actually one other 2525 00:49:08,720 --> 00:49:11,349 sorry there there is actually one other thing too I wanted to bring up. Sure. Um 2526 00:49:11,349 --> 00:49:11,359 thing too I wanted to bring up. Sure. Um 2527 00:49:11,359 --> 00:49:13,190 thing too I wanted to bring up. Sure. Um because it it is something that I've 2528 00:49:13,190 --> 00:49:13,200 because it it is something that I've 2529 00:49:13,200 --> 00:49:16,069 because it it is something that I've seen taken out of context. Uh and that 2530 00:49:16,069 --> 00:49:16,079 seen taken out of context. Uh and that 2531 00:49:16,079 --> 00:49:18,630 seen taken out of context. Uh and that is this tweet that I have, you know, 2532 00:49:18,630 --> 00:49:18,640 is this tweet that I have, you know, 2533 00:49:18,640 --> 00:49:20,870 is this tweet that I have, you know, it's it's been screenshotted for a while 2534 00:49:20,870 --> 00:49:20,880 it's it's been screenshotted for a while 2535 00:49:20,880 --> 00:49:23,829 it's it's been screenshotted for a while now. It's uh me I'm tweeting at this 2536 00:49:23,829 --> 00:49:23,839 now. It's uh me I'm tweeting at this 2537 00:49:23,839 --> 00:49:25,510 now. It's uh me I'm tweeting at this guy. I think it's like Gab Gabriel 2538 00:49:25,510 --> 00:49:25,520 guy. I think it's like Gab Gabriel 2539 00:49:25,520 --> 00:49:28,470 guy. I think it's like Gab Gabriel Castro or something. And I am the quote 2540 00:49:28,470 --> 00:49:28,480 Castro or something. And I am the quote 2541 00:49:28,480 --> 00:49:30,309 Castro or something. And I am the quote I believe it goes jealous of attention. 2542 00:49:30,309 --> 00:49:30,319 I believe it goes jealous of attention. 2543 00:49:30,319 --> 00:49:32,230 I believe it goes jealous of attention. she believed that she should be getting, 2544 00:49:32,230 --> 00:49:32,240 she believed that she should be getting, 2545 00:49:32,240 --> 00:49:34,069 she believed that she should be getting, you know, more attention or or whatever 2546 00:49:34,069 --> 00:49:34,079 you know, more attention or or whatever 2547 00:49:34,079 --> 00:49:36,470 you know, more attention or or whatever it was. Uh because I'm a pretty or I'm 2548 00:49:36,470 --> 00:49:36,480 it was. Uh because I'm a pretty or I'm 2549 00:49:36,480 --> 00:49:37,510 it was. Uh because I'm a pretty or I'm sorry. I don't want to get the quote 2550 00:49:37,510 --> 00:49:37,520 sorry. I don't want to get the quote 2551 00:49:37,520 --> 00:49:39,270 sorry. I don't want to get the quote incorrect, but it was I think I have it. 2552 00:49:39,270 --> 00:49:39,280 incorrect, but it was I think I have it. 2553 00:49:39,280 --> 00:49:41,510 incorrect, but it was I think I have it. It's somewhere. Um if you have it. Yeah. 2554 00:49:41,510 --> 00:49:41,520 It's somewhere. Um if you have it. Yeah. 2555 00:49:41,520 --> 00:49:44,069 It's somewhere. Um if you have it. Yeah. Gabriel C. Media jealous of jealous of 2556 00:49:44,069 --> 00:49:44,079 Gabriel C. Media jealous of jealous of 2557 00:49:44,079 --> 00:49:46,390 Gabriel C. Media jealous of jealous of attention. She feels she should be 2558 00:49:46,390 --> 00:49:46,400 attention. She feels she should be 2559 00:49:46,400 --> 00:49:47,910 attention. She feels she should be getting attention for beating cancer 2560 00:49:47,910 --> 00:49:47,920 getting attention for beating cancer 2561 00:49:47,920 --> 00:49:51,030 getting attention for beating cancer when I'm just a pretty cosplayer. 2562 00:49:51,030 --> 00:49:51,040 when I'm just a pretty cosplayer. 2563 00:49:51,040 --> 00:49:54,549 when I'm just a pretty cosplayer. Yes, this screenshot has been spread 2564 00:49:54,549 --> 00:49:54,559 Yes, this screenshot has been spread 2565 00:49:54,559 --> 00:49:57,270 Yes, this screenshot has been spread around. This is kind of like the main uh 2566 00:49:57,270 --> 00:49:57,280 around. This is kind of like the main uh 2567 00:49:57,280 --> 00:49:59,589 around. This is kind of like the main uh thing that she does share and it has 2568 00:49:59,589 --> 00:49:59,599 thing that she does share and it has 2569 00:49:59,599 --> 00:50:01,670 thing that she does share and it has been taken horribly out of context. I do 2570 00:50:01,670 --> 00:50:01,680 been taken horribly out of context. I do 2571 00:50:01,680 --> 00:50:04,470 been taken horribly out of context. I do want to clarify that and explain that I 2572 00:50:04,470 --> 00:50:04,480 want to clarify that and explain that I 2573 00:50:04,480 --> 00:50:06,790 want to clarify that and explain that I really I wish I had worded it better 2574 00:50:06,790 --> 00:50:06,800 really I wish I had worded it better 2575 00:50:06,800 --> 00:50:09,270 really I wish I had worded it better because at this time I was quoting 2576 00:50:09,270 --> 00:50:09,280 because at this time I was quoting 2577 00:50:09,280 --> 00:50:11,589 because at this time I was quoting something that she herself had said on 2578 00:50:11,589 --> 00:50:11,599 something that she herself had said on 2579 00:50:11,599 --> 00:50:13,750 something that she herself had said on her Facebook. on her Facebook there was 2580 00:50:13,750 --> 00:50:13,760 her Facebook. on her Facebook there was 2581 00:50:13,760 --> 00:50:17,430 her Facebook. on her Facebook there was a post where she was uh attacking me 2582 00:50:17,430 --> 00:50:17,440 a post where she was uh attacking me 2583 00:50:17,440 --> 00:50:19,589 a post where she was uh attacking me just saying a lot of very demeaning 2584 00:50:19,589 --> 00:50:19,599 just saying a lot of very demeaning 2585 00:50:19,599 --> 00:50:21,270 just saying a lot of very demeaning things and she at near the end of it 2586 00:50:21,270 --> 00:50:21,280 things and she at near the end of it 2587 00:50:21,280 --> 00:50:23,670 things and she at near the end of it said you know I'm sorry but like you 2588 00:50:23,670 --> 00:50:23,680 said you know I'm sorry but like you 2589 00:50:23,680 --> 00:50:25,750 said you know I'm sorry but like you know I think a girl who beat cancer 2590 00:50:25,750 --> 00:50:25,760 know I think a girl who beat cancer 2591 00:50:25,760 --> 00:50:27,589 know I think a girl who beat cancer deserves a lot more attention than some 2592 00:50:27,589 --> 00:50:27,599 deserves a lot more attention than some 2593 00:50:27,599 --> 00:50:29,990 deserves a lot more attention than some like you know pretty face some some 2594 00:50:29,990 --> 00:50:30,000 like you know pretty face some some 2595 00:50:30,000 --> 00:50:32,710 like you know pretty face some some [\h__\h] who stole my costume and so when I 2596 00:50:32,710 --> 00:50:32,720 [\h__\h] who stole my costume and so when I 2597 00:50:32,720 --> 00:50:36,230 [\h__\h] who stole my costume and so when I was saying that I was trying to explain 2598 00:50:36,230 --> 00:50:36,240 was saying that I was trying to explain 2599 00:50:36,240 --> 00:50:39,910 was saying that I was trying to explain to somebody my only theory as to why she 2600 00:50:39,910 --> 00:50:39,920 to somebody my only theory as to why she 2601 00:50:39,920 --> 00:50:41,990 to somebody my only theory as to why she was coming after me because somebody kid 2602 00:50:41,990 --> 00:50:42,000 was coming after me because somebody kid 2603 00:50:42,000 --> 00:50:44,069 was coming after me because somebody kid asked, "Why is she doing all of this?" 2604 00:50:44,069 --> 00:50:44,079 asked, "Why is she doing all of this?" 2605 00:50:44,079 --> 00:50:45,589 asked, "Why is she doing all of this?" And I said, "I I think she's jealous of 2606 00:50:45,589 --> 00:50:45,599 And I said, "I I think she's jealous of 2607 00:50:45,599 --> 00:50:47,589 And I said, "I I think she's jealous of attention." This is what she said. She 2608 00:50:47,589 --> 00:50:47,599 attention." This is what she said. She 2609 00:50:47,599 --> 00:50:50,150 attention." This is what she said. She said that she deserves more attention. 2610 00:50:50,150 --> 00:50:50,160 said that she deserves more attention. 2611 00:50:50,160 --> 00:50:52,950 said that she deserves more attention. You know, I wish I had worded it better 2612 00:50:52,950 --> 00:50:52,960 You know, I wish I had worded it better 2613 00:50:52,960 --> 00:50:54,630 You know, I wish I had worded it better because years later without that 2614 00:50:54,630 --> 00:50:54,640 because years later without that 2615 00:50:54,640 --> 00:50:57,670 because years later without that context, it doesn't look too amazing. 2616 00:50:57,670 --> 00:50:57,680 context, it doesn't look too amazing. 2617 00:50:57,680 --> 00:50:59,910 context, it doesn't look too amazing. Um, but I wanted to provide that because 2618 00:50:59,910 --> 00:50:59,920 Um, but I wanted to provide that because 2619 00:50:59,920 --> 00:51:03,109 Um, but I wanted to provide that because I it's important, right? Yeah. And 2620 00:51:03,109 --> 00:51:03,119 I it's important, right? Yeah. And 2621 00:51:03,119 --> 00:51:04,309 I it's important, right? Yeah. And because I think this is important, too. 2622 00:51:04,309 --> 00:51:04,319 because I think this is important, too. 2623 00:51:04,319 --> 00:51:06,630 because I think this is important, too. I think there have been controversies in 2624 00:51:06,630 --> 00:51:06,640 I think there have been controversies in 2625 00:51:06,640 --> 00:51:08,790 I think there have been controversies in cosplay circles of like stealing costume 2626 00:51:08,790 --> 00:51:08,800 cosplay circles of like stealing costume 2627 00:51:08,800 --> 00:51:11,190 cosplay circles of like stealing costume designs cuz someone will like put in a 2628 00:51:11,190 --> 00:51:11,200 designs cuz someone will like put in a 2629 00:51:11,200 --> 00:51:13,430 designs cuz someone will like put in a lot of effort to like make their own 2630 00:51:13,430 --> 00:51:13,440 lot of effort to like make their own 2631 00:51:13,440 --> 00:51:15,430 lot of effort to like make their own interpretation of a costume from a 2632 00:51:15,430 --> 00:51:15,440 interpretation of a costume from a 2633 00:51:15,440 --> 00:51:16,870 interpretation of a costume from a character they like and then they see 2634 00:51:16,870 --> 00:51:16,880 character they like and then they see 2635 00:51:16,880 --> 00:51:18,549 character they like and then they see that same costume from somebody else cuz 2636 00:51:18,549 --> 00:51:18,559 that same costume from somebody else cuz 2637 00:51:18,559 --> 00:51:20,549 that same costume from somebody else cuz they follow the process cuz a lot of 2638 00:51:20,549 --> 00:51:20,559 they follow the process cuz a lot of 2639 00:51:20,559 --> 00:51:22,630 they follow the process cuz a lot of costume designers will post their in 2640 00:51:22,630 --> 00:51:22,640 costume designers will post their in 2641 00:51:22,640 --> 00:51:26,230 costume designers will post their in their entire um build from start to end 2642 00:51:26,230 --> 00:51:26,240 their entire um build from start to end 2643 00:51:26,240 --> 00:51:28,950 their entire um build from start to end online mainly because of um uh cosplay 2644 00:51:28,950 --> 00:51:28,960 online mainly because of um uh cosplay 2645 00:51:28,960 --> 00:51:31,030 online mainly because of um uh cosplay contest reasons. you kind of need like a 2646 00:51:31,030 --> 00:51:31,040 contest reasons. you kind of need like a 2647 00:51:31,040 --> 00:51:34,230 contest reasons. you kind of need like a an entire like build um ex explanation 2648 00:51:34,230 --> 00:51:34,240 an entire like build um ex explanation 2649 00:51:34,240 --> 00:51:36,390 an entire like build um ex explanation when you enter into these um circle or 2650 00:51:36,390 --> 00:51:36,400 when you enter into these um circle or 2651 00:51:36,400 --> 00:51:39,349 when you enter into these um circle or these um uh competitions. It's either 2652 00:51:39,349 --> 00:51:39,359 these um uh competitions. It's either 2653 00:51:39,359 --> 00:51:41,430 these um uh competitions. It's either like in a video format or in like a 2654 00:51:41,430 --> 00:51:41,440 like in a video format or in like a 2655 00:51:41,440 --> 00:51:44,309 like in a video format or in like a pamphlet. Um so cosplay theft is 2656 00:51:44,309 --> 00:51:44,319 pamphlet. Um so cosplay theft is 2657 00:51:44,319 --> 00:51:46,309 pamphlet. Um so cosplay theft is something that people have seen before. 2658 00:51:46,309 --> 00:51:46,319 something that people have seen before. 2659 00:51:46,319 --> 00:51:48,630 something that people have seen before. Could you kind of just explain like what 2660 00:51:48,630 --> 00:51:48,640 Could you kind of just explain like what 2661 00:51:48,640 --> 00:51:50,549 Could you kind of just explain like what costume is she talking about? Like what 2662 00:51:50,549 --> 00:51:50,559 costume is she talking about? Like what 2663 00:51:50,559 --> 00:51:53,349 costume is she talking about? Like what did you steal from her? 2664 00:51:53,349 --> 00:51:53,359 did you steal from her? 2665 00:51:53,359 --> 00:51:55,109 did you steal from her? Okay. Yeah, let's talk about that. She 2666 00:51:55,109 --> 00:51:55,119 Okay. Yeah, let's talk about that. She 2667 00:51:55,119 --> 00:51:57,670 Okay. Yeah, let's talk about that. She is referring to uh a Sonic cosplay, a 2668 00:51:57,670 --> 00:51:57,680 is referring to uh a Sonic cosplay, a 2669 00:51:57,680 --> 00:52:00,150 is referring to uh a Sonic cosplay, a good cosplay of Sonic the Hedgehog. Um, 2670 00:52:00,150 --> 00:52:00,160 good cosplay of Sonic the Hedgehog. Um, 2671 00:52:00,160 --> 00:52:02,309 good cosplay of Sonic the Hedgehog. Um, yes, she does accuse me of stealing her 2672 00:52:02,309 --> 00:52:02,319 yes, she does accuse me of stealing her 2673 00:52:02,319 --> 00:52:05,190 yes, she does accuse me of stealing her design. Uh, the only issue is that I 2674 00:52:05,190 --> 00:52:05,200 design. Uh, the only issue is that I 2675 00:52:05,200 --> 00:52:07,589 design. Uh, the only issue is that I made the design before I knew who she 2676 00:52:07,589 --> 00:52:07,599 made the design before I knew who she 2677 00:52:07,599 --> 00:52:09,910 made the design before I knew who she was. I had already designed it. I did 2678 00:52:09,910 --> 00:52:09,920 was. I had already designed it. I did 2679 00:52:09,920 --> 00:52:12,309 was. I had already designed it. I did not know her at the time. And I'm just 2680 00:52:12,309 --> 00:52:12,319 not know her at the time. And I'm just 2681 00:52:12,319 --> 00:52:13,829 not know her at the time. And I'm just going to be honest, you know, when it 2682 00:52:13,829 --> 00:52:13,839 going to be honest, you know, when it 2683 00:52:13,839 --> 00:52:15,910 going to be honest, you know, when it comes to cosplaying a character like 2684 00:52:15,910 --> 00:52:15,920 comes to cosplaying a character like 2685 00:52:15,920 --> 00:52:17,910 comes to cosplaying a character like Sonic, I just don't feel like there's 2686 00:52:17,910 --> 00:52:17,920 Sonic, I just don't feel like there's 2687 00:52:17,920 --> 00:52:21,030 Sonic, I just don't feel like there's too many creative ways to go about it. 2688 00:52:21,030 --> 00:52:21,040 too many creative ways to go about it. 2689 00:52:21,040 --> 00:52:23,430 too many creative ways to go about it. To me, I just threw on a blue wig, got 2690 00:52:23,430 --> 00:52:23,440 To me, I just threw on a blue wig, got 2691 00:52:23,440 --> 00:52:25,510 To me, I just threw on a blue wig, got some blue ears, and I wore like a 2692 00:52:25,510 --> 00:52:25,520 some blue ears, and I wore like a 2693 00:52:25,520 --> 00:52:27,510 some blue ears, and I wore like a skintight blue suit with like a tan 2694 00:52:27,510 --> 00:52:27,520 skintight blue suit with like a tan 2695 00:52:27,520 --> 00:52:29,109 skintight blue suit with like a tan belly, you know, the gloves and the 2696 00:52:29,109 --> 00:52:29,119 belly, you know, the gloves and the 2697 00:52:29,119 --> 00:52:31,510 belly, you know, the gloves and the shoes. It to me, I don't know too many 2698 00:52:31,510 --> 00:52:31,520 shoes. It to me, I don't know too many 2699 00:52:31,520 --> 00:52:34,150 shoes. It to me, I don't know too many other ways to do it, but no, I did not 2700 00:52:34,150 --> 00:52:34,160 other ways to do it, but no, I did not 2701 00:52:34,160 --> 00:52:36,549 other ways to do it, but no, I did not steal her design. I didn't even see her 2702 00:52:36,549 --> 00:52:36,559 steal her design. I didn't even see her 2703 00:52:36,559 --> 00:52:39,670 steal her design. I didn't even see her design at that point. Um, I think that 2704 00:52:39,670 --> 00:52:39,680 design at that point. Um, I think that 2705 00:52:39,680 --> 00:52:41,750 design at that point. Um, I think that if you were to Google Sonic cosplay, 2706 00:52:41,750 --> 00:52:41,760 if you were to Google Sonic cosplay, 2707 00:52:41,760 --> 00:52:43,430 if you were to Google Sonic cosplay, you're probably going to see a lot that 2708 00:52:43,430 --> 00:52:43,440 you're probably going to see a lot that 2709 00:52:43,440 --> 00:52:45,510 you're probably going to see a lot that just so happen to look extremely similar 2710 00:52:45,510 --> 00:52:45,520 just so happen to look extremely similar 2711 00:52:45,520 --> 00:52:48,309 just so happen to look extremely similar because, right, it's just there's not a 2712 00:52:48,309 --> 00:52:48,319 because, right, it's just there's not a 2713 00:52:48,319 --> 00:52:50,150 because, right, it's just there's not a lot of ways to go about it. I think that 2714 00:52:50,150 --> 00:52:50,160 lot of ways to go about it. I think that 2715 00:52:50,160 --> 00:52:52,589 lot of ways to go about it. I think that if we're talking about maybe a different 2716 00:52:52,589 --> 00:52:52,599 if we're talking about maybe a different 2717 00:52:52,599 --> 00:52:55,030 if we're talking about maybe a different character, you know, that would require 2718 00:52:55,030 --> 00:52:55,040 character, you know, that would require 2719 00:52:55,040 --> 00:52:57,430 character, you know, that would require something maybe where you want to put in 2720 00:52:57,430 --> 00:52:57,440 something maybe where you want to put in 2721 00:52:57,440 --> 00:52:59,510 something maybe where you want to put in a little bit more creative input, I 2722 00:52:59,510 --> 00:52:59,520 a little bit more creative input, I 2723 00:52:59,520 --> 00:53:01,910 a little bit more creative input, I think that's totally fair game to, you 2724 00:53:01,910 --> 00:53:01,920 think that's totally fair game to, you 2725 00:53:01,920 --> 00:53:03,349 think that's totally fair game to, you know, question that. But like something 2726 00:53:03,349 --> 00:53:03,359 know, question that. But like something 2727 00:53:03,359 --> 00:53:05,670 know, question that. But like something with Sonic, it's just I mean there are 2728 00:53:05,670 --> 00:53:05,680 with Sonic, it's just I mean there are 2729 00:53:05,680 --> 00:53:07,990 with Sonic, it's just I mean there are the basics that you want to include in 2730 00:53:07,990 --> 00:53:08,000 the basics that you want to include in 2731 00:53:08,000 --> 00:53:09,510 the basics that you want to include in your costume. And maybe the only 2732 00:53:09,510 --> 00:53:09,520 your costume. And maybe the only 2733 00:53:09,520 --> 00:53:11,349 your costume. And maybe the only difference I've ever seen with that, 2734 00:53:11,349 --> 00:53:11,359 difference I've ever seen with that, 2735 00:53:11,359 --> 00:53:13,270 difference I've ever seen with that, like with Sonic, is maybe some people 2736 00:53:13,270 --> 00:53:13,280 like with Sonic, is maybe some people 2737 00:53:13,280 --> 00:53:15,030 like with Sonic, is maybe some people will like spike the hair, you know, but 2738 00:53:15,030 --> 00:53:15,040 will like spike the hair, you know, but 2739 00:53:15,040 --> 00:53:17,829 will like spike the hair, you know, but for me, I just left it down, right? Not 2740 00:53:17,829 --> 00:53:17,839 for me, I just left it down, right? Not 2741 00:53:17,839 --> 00:53:19,510 for me, I just left it down, right? Not to be like too condescending to you or 2742 00:53:19,510 --> 00:53:19,520 to be like too condescending to you or 2743 00:53:19,520 --> 00:53:20,710 to be like too condescending to you or anything. I'm sure your cosplays are 2744 00:53:20,710 --> 00:53:20,720 anything. I'm sure your cosplays are 2745 00:53:20,720 --> 00:53:22,630 anything. I'm sure your cosplays are wonderful, but let's let's be frank on 2746 00:53:22,630 --> 00:53:22,640 wonderful, but let's let's be frank on 2747 00:53:22,640 --> 00:53:23,829 wonderful, but let's let's be frank on what this is. You're just saying that 2748 00:53:23,829 --> 00:53:23,839 what this is. You're just saying that 2749 00:53:23,839 --> 00:53:26,549 what this is. You're just saying that it's just it's just a blue hair. It's 2750 00:53:26,549 --> 00:53:26,559 it's just it's just a blue hair. It's 2751 00:53:26,559 --> 00:53:29,349 it's just it's just a blue hair. It's just blue hair wig and ears. It's not 2752 00:53:29,349 --> 00:53:29,359 just blue hair wig and ears. It's not 2753 00:53:29,359 --> 00:53:32,069 just blue hair wig and ears. It's not that deep. This was a lazy costume. This 2754 00:53:32,069 --> 00:53:32,079 that deep. This was a lazy costume. This 2755 00:53:32,079 --> 00:53:33,990 that deep. This was a lazy costume. This was not Yeah, I did not put a lot of 2756 00:53:33,990 --> 00:53:34,000 was not Yeah, I did not put a lot of 2757 00:53:34,000 --> 00:53:35,670 was not Yeah, I did not put a lot of thought into this. I was just like, "Oh, 2758 00:53:35,670 --> 00:53:35,680 thought into this. I was just like, "Oh, 2759 00:53:35,680 --> 00:53:37,990 thought into this. I was just like, "Oh, yeah, a little skin suit and some, you 2760 00:53:37,990 --> 00:53:38,000 yeah, a little skin suit and some, you 2761 00:53:38,000 --> 00:53:40,150 yeah, a little skin suit and some, you know, some hair and w uh some uh sorry, 2762 00:53:40,150 --> 00:53:40,160 know, some hair and w uh some uh sorry, 2763 00:53:40,160 --> 00:53:41,510 know, some hair and w uh some uh sorry, some hair and ears, you know, like 2764 00:53:41,510 --> 00:53:41,520 some hair and ears, you know, like 2765 00:53:41,520 --> 00:53:43,030 some hair and ears, you know, like that's that's it. I did not put a lot 2766 00:53:43,030 --> 00:53:43,040 that's that's it. I did not put a lot 2767 00:53:43,040 --> 00:53:44,470 that's that's it. I did not put a lot into this. You don't really need to 2768 00:53:44,470 --> 00:53:44,480 into this. You don't really need to 2769 00:53:44,480 --> 00:53:45,990 into this. You don't really need to think that hard when it comes to Sonic. 2770 00:53:45,990 --> 00:53:46,000 think that hard when it comes to Sonic. 2771 00:53:46,000 --> 00:53:48,150 think that hard when it comes to Sonic. I mean, it is a blue hedgehog that's got 2772 00:53:48,150 --> 00:53:48,160 I mean, it is a blue hedgehog that's got 2773 00:53:48,160 --> 00:53:50,630 I mean, it is a blue hedgehog that's got like that whole anime spiked hair thing, 2774 00:53:50,630 --> 00:53:50,640 like that whole anime spiked hair thing, 2775 00:53:50,640 --> 00:53:54,950 like that whole anime spiked hair thing, but like it's it's a it's blue guy. Wear 2776 00:53:54,950 --> 00:53:54,960 but like it's it's a it's blue guy. Wear 2777 00:53:54,960 --> 00:53:56,790 but like it's it's a it's blue guy. Wear blue. That's all you really got to do. 2778 00:53:56,790 --> 00:53:56,800 blue. That's all you really got to do. 2779 00:53:56,800 --> 00:53:58,710 blue. That's all you really got to do. Yeah. If you want to keep it simple. 2780 00:53:58,710 --> 00:53:58,720 Yeah. If you want to keep it simple. 2781 00:53:58,720 --> 00:54:02,549 Yeah. If you want to keep it simple. Yeah. Just a creature. Just a creature. 2782 00:54:02,549 --> 00:54:02,559 Yeah. Just a creature. Just a creature. 2783 00:54:02,559 --> 00:54:05,109 Yeah. Just a creature. Just a creature. I mean, like just a little blue guy. 2784 00:54:05,109 --> 00:54:05,119 I mean, like just a little blue guy. 2785 00:54:05,119 --> 00:54:06,870 I mean, like just a little blue guy. Well, the whole the whole thing with it 2786 00:54:06,870 --> 00:54:06,880 Well, the whole the whole thing with it 2787 00:54:06,880 --> 00:54:09,030 Well, the whole the whole thing with it is it's like it's one of those things 2788 00:54:09,030 --> 00:54:09,040 is it's like it's one of those things 2789 00:54:09,040 --> 00:54:10,069 is it's like it's one of those things where it's like if you're trying to 2790 00:54:10,069 --> 00:54:10,079 where it's like if you're trying to 2791 00:54:10,079 --> 00:54:12,230 where it's like if you're trying to cosplay something with a simple design, 2792 00:54:12,230 --> 00:54:12,240 cosplay something with a simple design, 2793 00:54:12,240 --> 00:54:14,309 cosplay something with a simple design, there's only a few variations you could 2794 00:54:14,309 --> 00:54:14,319 there's only a few variations you could 2795 00:54:14,319 --> 00:54:16,430 there's only a few variations you could make on it before it becomes 2796 00:54:16,430 --> 00:54:16,440 make on it before it becomes 2797 00:54:16,440 --> 00:54:18,790 make on it before it becomes unrecognizable often times. And I think 2798 00:54:18,790 --> 00:54:18,800 unrecognizable often times. And I think 2799 00:54:18,800 --> 00:54:21,750 unrecognizable often times. And I think the whole thing is keep it simple is 2800 00:54:21,750 --> 00:54:21,760 the whole thing is keep it simple is 2801 00:54:21,760 --> 00:54:24,309 the whole thing is keep it simple is probably a key principle for cosplaying 2802 00:54:24,309 --> 00:54:24,319 probably a key principle for cosplaying 2803 00:54:24,319 --> 00:54:26,549 probably a key principle for cosplaying in that front of cosplaying Sonic the 2804 00:54:26,549 --> 00:54:26,559 in that front of cosplaying Sonic the 2805 00:54:26,559 --> 00:54:28,230 in that front of cosplaying Sonic the Hedgehog. Sure. Especially if you don't 2806 00:54:28,230 --> 00:54:28,240 Hedgehog. Sure. Especially if you don't 2807 00:54:28,240 --> 00:54:32,630 Hedgehog. Sure. Especially if you don't have a lot of money, you know. Yeah. 2808 00:54:32,630 --> 00:54:32,640 have a lot of money, you know. Yeah. 2809 00:54:32,640 --> 00:54:34,230 have a lot of money, you know. Yeah. Which I didn't. and I didn't have a lot 2810 00:54:34,230 --> 00:54:34,240 Which I didn't. and I didn't have a lot 2811 00:54:34,240 --> 00:54:35,829 Which I didn't. and I didn't have a lot of money, so I was just going with a 2812 00:54:35,829 --> 00:54:35,839 of money, so I was just going with a 2813 00:54:35,839 --> 00:54:38,950 of money, so I was just going with a basic. Right. Just keep it simple. It 2814 00:54:38,950 --> 00:54:38,960 basic. Right. Just keep it simple. It 2815 00:54:38,960 --> 00:54:40,630 basic. Right. Just keep it simple. It gets the It gets the job done. It looks 2816 00:54:40,630 --> 00:54:40,640 gets the It gets the job done. It looks 2817 00:54:40,640 --> 00:54:42,390 gets the It gets the job done. It looks like the character. You You did a good 2818 00:54:42,390 --> 00:54:42,400 like the character. You You did a good 2819 00:54:42,400 --> 00:54:45,510 like the character. You You did a good job with the budget you had. 2820 00:54:45,510 --> 00:54:45,520 job with the budget you had. 2821 00:54:45,520 --> 00:54:49,430 job with the budget you had. Thank you. You're welcome. Yeah. So, I I 2822 00:54:49,430 --> 00:54:49,440 Thank you. You're welcome. Yeah. So, I I 2823 00:54:49,440 --> 00:54:51,270 Thank you. You're welcome. Yeah. So, I I think the only realistic way we're going 2824 00:54:51,270 --> 00:54:51,280 think the only realistic way we're going 2825 00:54:51,280 --> 00:54:53,190 think the only realistic way we're going to get through um some of these next 2826 00:54:53,190 --> 00:54:53,200 to get through um some of these next 2827 00:54:53,200 --> 00:54:57,510 to get through um some of these next ones are just by going through names. Um 2828 00:54:57,510 --> 00:54:57,520 ones are just by going through names. Um 2829 00:54:57,520 --> 00:54:59,910 ones are just by going through names. Um because it's at this point it's just a 2830 00:54:59,910 --> 00:54:59,920 because it's at this point it's just a 2831 00:54:59,920 --> 00:55:01,510 because it's at this point it's just a list of names of like people are just 2832 00:55:01,510 --> 00:55:01,520 list of names of like people are just 2833 00:55:01,520 --> 00:55:04,390 list of names of like people are just like either they've been seen having an 2834 00:55:04,390 --> 00:55:04,400 like either they've been seen having an 2835 00:55:04,400 --> 00:55:06,069 like either they've been seen having an issue with you and people are like this 2836 00:55:06,069 --> 00:55:06,079 issue with you and people are like this 2837 00:55:06,079 --> 00:55:08,510 issue with you and people are like this is a fight that they had and it's like 2838 00:55:08,510 --> 00:55:08,520 is a fight that they had and it's like 2839 00:55:08,520 --> 00:55:11,349 is a fight that they had and it's like okay or just like names of people that 2840 00:55:11,349 --> 00:55:11,359 okay or just like names of people that 2841 00:55:11,359 --> 00:55:12,950 okay or just like names of people that maybe you've had associations with in 2842 00:55:12,950 --> 00:55:12,960 maybe you've had associations with in 2843 00:55:12,960 --> 00:55:15,670 maybe you've had associations with in the past. So let's just not even rapid 2844 00:55:15,670 --> 00:55:15,680 the past. So let's just not even rapid 2845 00:55:15,680 --> 00:55:18,069 the past. So let's just not even rapid fight just I'll name off a name. I'll 2846 00:55:18,069 --> 00:55:18,079 fight just I'll name off a name. I'll 2847 00:55:18,079 --> 00:55:20,309 fight just I'll name off a name. I'll kind of explain the association get your 2848 00:55:20,309 --> 00:55:20,319 kind of explain the association get your 2849 00:55:20,319 --> 00:55:24,069 kind of explain the association get your get your say on it. uh first name uh by 2850 00:55:24,069 --> 00:55:24,079 get your say on it. uh first name uh by 2851 00:55:24,079 --> 00:55:25,750 get your say on it. uh first name uh by a person or a content creator by the 2852 00:55:25,750 --> 00:55:25,760 a person or a content creator by the 2853 00:55:25,760 --> 00:55:29,349 a person or a content creator by the name of Chuga Conroy. Um apparently they 2854 00:55:29,349 --> 00:55:29,359 name of Chuga Conroy. Um apparently they 2855 00:55:29,359 --> 00:55:31,990 name of Chuga Conroy. Um apparently they have been accused of solicitation of 2856 00:55:31,990 --> 00:55:32,000 have been accused of solicitation of 2857 00:55:32,000 --> 00:55:34,710 have been accused of solicitation of someone underage. I don't know that much 2858 00:55:34,710 --> 00:55:34,720 someone underage. I don't know that much 2859 00:55:34,720 --> 00:55:37,589 someone underage. I don't know that much about it. Um I'm sure somebody could 2860 00:55:37,589 --> 00:55:37,599 about it. Um I'm sure somebody could 2861 00:55:37,599 --> 00:55:41,030 about it. Um I'm sure somebody could probably correct me or whatever. Uh 2862 00:55:41,030 --> 00:55:41,040 probably correct me or whatever. Uh 2863 00:55:41,040 --> 00:55:43,349 probably correct me or whatever. Uh creepy accusation. Yeah, please do. I 2864 00:55:43,349 --> 00:55:43,359 creepy accusation. Yeah, please do. I 2865 00:55:43,359 --> 00:55:46,390 creepy accusation. Yeah, please do. I don't uh Chuga Conroy is accused of 2866 00:55:46,390 --> 00:55:46,400 don't uh Chuga Conroy is accused of 2867 00:55:46,400 --> 00:55:50,069 don't uh Chuga Conroy is accused of having weird DMs with someone underage 2868 00:55:50,069 --> 00:55:50,079 having weird DMs with someone underage 2869 00:55:50,079 --> 00:55:51,950 having weird DMs with someone underage and 2870 00:55:51,950 --> 00:55:51,960 and 2871 00:55:51,960 --> 00:55:55,750 and solicitation of uh photographs from Lady 2872 00:55:55,750 --> 00:55:55,760 solicitation of uh photographs from Lady 2873 00:55:55,760 --> 00:55:58,630 solicitation of uh photographs from Lady Emily, not this Emily, of uh thieve 2874 00:55:58,630 --> 00:55:58,640 Emily, not this Emily, of uh thieve 2875 00:55:58,640 --> 00:56:01,030 Emily, not this Emily, of uh thieve text. That's the accusations. Yeah. 2876 00:56:01,030 --> 00:56:01,040 text. That's the accusations. Yeah. 2877 00:56:01,040 --> 00:56:03,829 text. That's the accusations. Yeah. Right. So, apparently people have said 2878 00:56:03,829 --> 00:56:03,839 Right. So, apparently people have said 2879 00:56:03,839 --> 00:56:06,069 Right. So, apparently people have said that you've taken his side on this. Uh 2880 00:56:06,069 --> 00:56:06,079 that you've taken his side on this. Uh 2881 00:56:06,079 --> 00:56:08,789 that you've taken his side on this. Uh there is a tweet I guess I'll read. Um 2882 00:56:08,789 --> 00:56:08,799 there is a tweet I guess I'll read. Um 2883 00:56:08,799 --> 00:56:10,630 there is a tweet I guess I'll read. Um it's just in a reply to something and I 2884 00:56:10,630 --> 00:56:10,640 it's just in a reply to something and I 2885 00:56:10,640 --> 00:56:11,750 it's just in a reply to something and I don't know what the full context is. 2886 00:56:11,750 --> 00:56:11,760 don't know what the full context is. 2887 00:56:11,760 --> 00:56:12,950 don't know what the full context is. This is just somebody screenshot and 2888 00:56:12,950 --> 00:56:12,960 This is just somebody screenshot and 2889 00:56:12,960 --> 00:56:15,589 This is just somebody screenshot and said this is her defense. Um it says now 2890 00:56:15,589 --> 00:56:15,599 said this is her defense. Um it says now 2891 00:56:15,599 --> 00:56:17,430 said this is her defense. Um it says now I would understand it easier if this was 2892 00:56:17,430 --> 00:56:17,440 I would understand it easier if this was 2893 00:56:17,440 --> 00:56:19,030 I would understand it easier if this was a younger person learning about how 2894 00:56:19,030 --> 00:56:19,040 a younger person learning about how 2895 00:56:19,040 --> 00:56:21,349 a younger person learning about how boundaries work, but even with autism, 2896 00:56:21,349 --> 00:56:21,359 boundaries work, but even with autism, 2897 00:56:21,359 --> 00:56:22,950 boundaries work, but even with autism, you can't just learn not to mail 2898 00:56:22,950 --> 00:56:22,960 you can't just learn not to mail 2899 00:56:22,960 --> 00:56:24,789 you can't just learn not to mail someone's shoes and then ask them for 2900 00:56:24,789 --> 00:56:24,799 someone's shoes and then ask them for 2901 00:56:24,799 --> 00:56:26,549 someone's shoes and then ask them for feet pics and trying to sexually 2902 00:56:26,549 --> 00:56:26,559 feet pics and trying to sexually 2903 00:56:26,559 --> 00:56:28,950 feet pics and trying to sexually roleplay with friends through it doing 2904 00:56:28,950 --> 00:56:28,960 roleplay with friends through it doing 2905 00:56:28,960 --> 00:56:30,710 roleplay with friends through it doing through doing it and being told not to 2906 00:56:30,710 --> 00:56:30,720 through doing it and being told not to 2907 00:56:30,720 --> 00:56:31,750 through doing it and being told not to or something like that. So people are 2908 00:56:31,750 --> 00:56:31,760 or something like that. So people are 2909 00:56:31,760 --> 00:56:33,910 or something like that. So people are like this is their defense of that. What 2910 00:56:33,910 --> 00:56:33,920 like this is their defense of that. What 2911 00:56:33,920 --> 00:56:35,910 like this is their defense of that. What is your personal connection with Chuga 2912 00:56:35,910 --> 00:56:35,920 is your personal connection with Chuga 2913 00:56:35,920 --> 00:56:37,670 is your personal connection with Chuga Conroy and do you stand by anything 2914 00:56:37,670 --> 00:56:37,680 Conroy and do you stand by anything 2915 00:56:37,680 --> 00:56:42,470 Conroy and do you stand by anything weird that they have done or not done? 2916 00:56:42,470 --> 00:56:42,480 weird that they have done or not done? 2917 00:56:42,480 --> 00:56:44,390 weird that they have done or not done? I have no connection with Chuga Conroy. 2918 00:56:44,390 --> 00:56:44,400 I have no connection with Chuga Conroy. 2919 00:56:44,400 --> 00:56:47,109 I have no connection with Chuga Conroy. I' I've never known him personally. I 2920 00:56:47,109 --> 00:56:47,119 I' I've never known him personally. I 2921 00:56:47,119 --> 00:56:48,789 I' I've never known him personally. I don't I've never worked with him. Just 2922 00:56:48,789 --> 00:56:48,799 don't I've never worked with him. Just 2923 00:56:48,799 --> 00:56:51,030 don't I've never worked with him. Just nothing. There's no connection there. 2924 00:56:51,030 --> 00:56:51,040 nothing. There's no connection there. 2925 00:56:51,040 --> 00:56:53,510 nothing. There's no connection there. This tweet is actually the opposite. 2926 00:56:53,510 --> 00:56:53,520 This tweet is actually the opposite. 2927 00:56:53,520 --> 00:56:56,630 This tweet is actually the opposite. This is me actually saying, "No, what he 2928 00:56:56,630 --> 00:56:56,640 This is me actually saying, "No, what he 2929 00:56:56,640 --> 00:56:58,630 This is me actually saying, "No, what he did is not okay." Because a lot of 2930 00:56:58,630 --> 00:56:58,640 did is not okay." Because a lot of 2931 00:56:58,640 --> 00:57:01,430 did is not okay." Because a lot of people online were using his autism as 2932 00:57:01,430 --> 00:57:01,440 people online were using his autism as 2933 00:57:01,440 --> 00:57:03,349 people online were using his autism as an excuse for his behavior. And this was 2934 00:57:03,349 --> 00:57:03,359 an excuse for his behavior. And this was 2935 00:57:03,359 --> 00:57:06,309 an excuse for his behavior. And this was me responding saying, "Uh, no. You know, 2936 00:57:06,309 --> 00:57:06,319 me responding saying, "Uh, no. You know, 2937 00:57:06,319 --> 00:57:07,910 me responding saying, "Uh, no. You know, I would get it maybe if this was like a 2938 00:57:07,910 --> 00:57:07,920 I would get it maybe if this was like a 2939 00:57:07,920 --> 00:57:09,349 I would get it maybe if this was like a kid or something and they're learning 2940 00:57:09,349 --> 00:57:09,359 kid or something and they're learning 2941 00:57:09,359 --> 00:57:12,470 kid or something and they're learning about certain boundaries, but you don't 2942 00:57:12,470 --> 00:57:12,480 about certain boundaries, but you don't 2943 00:57:12,480 --> 00:57:15,190 about certain boundaries, but you don't This is not You shouldn't have to go to 2944 00:57:15,190 --> 00:57:15,200 This is not You shouldn't have to go to 2945 00:57:15,200 --> 00:57:16,950 This is not You shouldn't have to go to all of these advances to have to learn 2946 00:57:16,950 --> 00:57:16,960 all of these advances to have to learn 2947 00:57:16,960 --> 00:57:19,190 all of these advances to have to learn not to do this. This was actually me 2948 00:57:19,190 --> 00:57:19,200 not to do this. This was actually me 2949 00:57:19,200 --> 00:57:21,349 not to do this. This was actually me [\h__\h] on Chuga Conroy, not defending 2950 00:57:21,349 --> 00:57:21,359 [\h__\h] on Chuga Conroy, not defending 2951 00:57:21,359 --> 00:57:23,910 [\h__\h] on Chuga Conroy, not defending him. Gotcha. Okay. I figured that's what 2952 00:57:23,910 --> 00:57:23,920 him. Gotcha. Okay. I figured that's what 2953 00:57:23,920 --> 00:57:25,349 him. Gotcha. Okay. I figured that's what it was cuz it doesn't read like a 2954 00:57:25,349 --> 00:57:25,359 it was cuz it doesn't read like a 2955 00:57:25,359 --> 00:57:27,829 it was cuz it doesn't read like a defense. Like people are just like, "Uh, 2956 00:57:27,829 --> 00:57:27,839 defense. Like people are just like, "Uh, 2957 00:57:27,839 --> 00:57:29,430 defense. Like people are just like, "Uh, oh, this is mostly what they must think 2958 00:57:29,430 --> 00:57:29,440 oh, this is mostly what they must think 2959 00:57:29,440 --> 00:57:31,109 oh, this is mostly what they must think of autism." I'm like, "That doesn't read 2960 00:57:31,109 --> 00:57:31,119 of autism." I'm like, "That doesn't read 2961 00:57:31,119 --> 00:57:32,309 of autism." I'm like, "That doesn't read like that. It's not like they're being 2962 00:57:32,309 --> 00:57:32,319 like that. It's not like they're being 2963 00:57:32,319 --> 00:57:34,470 like that. It's not like they're being insulting. They're just saying that like 2964 00:57:34,470 --> 00:57:34,480 insulting. They're just saying that like 2965 00:57:34,480 --> 00:57:37,190 insulting. They're just saying that like even with autism, you got to don't be 2966 00:57:37,190 --> 00:57:37,200 even with autism, you got to don't be 2967 00:57:37,200 --> 00:57:39,190 even with autism, you got to don't be stupid. Like, you know, autism isn't 2968 00:57:39,190 --> 00:57:39,200 stupid. Like, you know, autism isn't 2969 00:57:39,200 --> 00:57:42,470 stupid. Like, you know, autism isn't really an excuse for that. 2970 00:57:42,470 --> 00:57:42,480 really an excuse for that. 2971 00:57:42,480 --> 00:57:44,630 really an excuse for that. I'm sorry. I in my opinion, I don't 2972 00:57:44,630 --> 00:57:44,640 I'm sorry. I in my opinion, I don't 2973 00:57:44,640 --> 00:57:46,630 I'm sorry. I in my opinion, I don't think you can use autism as an excuse. 2974 00:57:46,630 --> 00:57:46,640 think you can use autism as an excuse. 2975 00:57:46,640 --> 00:57:48,789 think you can use autism as an excuse. And I that was me responding to people 2976 00:57:48,789 --> 00:57:48,799 And I that was me responding to people 2977 00:57:48,799 --> 00:57:51,270 And I that was me responding to people trying to excuse his behavior. Gotcha. 2978 00:57:51,270 --> 00:57:51,280 trying to excuse his behavior. Gotcha. 2979 00:57:51,280 --> 00:57:53,990 trying to excuse his behavior. Gotcha. All right. Uh next next creep on the 2980 00:57:53,990 --> 00:57:54,000 All right. Uh next next creep on the 2981 00:57:54,000 --> 00:57:56,230 All right. Uh next next creep on the blog. Um you've been in a couple of 2982 00:57:56,230 --> 00:57:56,240 blog. Um you've been in a couple of 2983 00:57:56,240 --> 00:57:59,030 blog. Um you've been in a couple of videos with uh Toon Critic. Um, there 2984 00:57:59,030 --> 00:57:59,040 videos with uh Toon Critic. Um, there 2985 00:57:59,040 --> 00:58:00,630 videos with uh Toon Critic. Um, there was a sketch pad interview and 2986 00:58:00,630 --> 00:58:00,640 was a sketch pad interview and 2987 00:58:00,640 --> 00:58:03,190 was a sketch pad interview and apparently he did a cover of Wonderbolt. 2988 00:58:03,190 --> 00:58:03,200 apparently he did a cover of Wonderbolt. 2989 00:58:03,200 --> 00:58:05,349 apparently he did a cover of Wonderbolt. It says piano version by Emily Jones. I 2990 00:58:05,349 --> 00:58:05,359 It says piano version by Emily Jones. I 2991 00:58:05,359 --> 00:58:06,789 It says piano version by Emily Jones. I don't know if you guys actually did a 2992 00:58:06,789 --> 00:58:06,799 don't know if you guys actually did a 2993 00:58:06,799 --> 00:58:09,190 don't know if you guys actually did a collaboration, but apparently he sings 2994 00:58:09,190 --> 00:58:09,200 collaboration, but apparently he sings 2995 00:58:09,200 --> 00:58:10,710 collaboration, but apparently he sings Wonderbolt and the piano version was 2996 00:58:10,710 --> 00:58:10,720 Wonderbolt and the piano version was 2997 00:58:10,720 --> 00:58:13,670 Wonderbolt and the piano version was apparently by you. Um, I don't think we 2998 00:58:13,670 --> 00:58:13,680 apparently by you. Um, I don't think we 2999 00:58:13,680 --> 00:58:15,109 apparently by you. Um, I don't think we need to discuss what Toon Critic did. 3000 00:58:15,109 --> 00:58:15,119 need to discuss what Toon Critic did. 3001 00:58:15,119 --> 00:58:16,549 need to discuss what Toon Critic did. That's kind of a well-known story at 3002 00:58:16,549 --> 00:58:16,559 That's kind of a well-known story at 3003 00:58:16,559 --> 00:58:19,670 That's kind of a well-known story at this point. Thoughts and opinions. What 3004 00:58:19,670 --> 00:58:19,680 this point. Thoughts and opinions. What 3005 00:58:19,680 --> 00:58:22,470 this point. Thoughts and opinions. What are what are they? 3006 00:58:22,470 --> 00:58:22,480 are what are they? 3007 00:58:22,480 --> 00:58:24,789 are what are they? Okay, so what? Let me quickly explain 3008 00:58:24,789 --> 00:58:24,799 Okay, so what? Let me quickly explain 3009 00:58:24,799 --> 00:58:27,750 Okay, so what? Let me quickly explain the cover thing. Um, that's not So, 3010 00:58:27,750 --> 00:58:27,760 the cover thing. Um, that's not So, 3011 00:58:27,760 --> 00:58:30,630 the cover thing. Um, that's not So, that's the piano piece that I used. I 3012 00:58:30,630 --> 00:58:30,640 that's the piano piece that I used. I 3013 00:58:30,640 --> 00:58:32,549 that's the piano piece that I used. I collaborated with somebody. He went by 3014 00:58:32,549 --> 00:58:32,559 collaborated with somebody. He went by 3015 00:58:32,559 --> 00:58:35,430 collaborated with somebody. He went by Ivory Brony, and that is Ivory Brony's 3016 00:58:35,430 --> 00:58:35,440 Ivory Brony, and that is Ivory Brony's 3017 00:58:35,440 --> 00:58:38,150 Ivory Brony, and that is Ivory Brony's piano uh piece that he made for me to 3018 00:58:38,150 --> 00:58:38,160 piano uh piece that he made for me to 3019 00:58:38,160 --> 00:58:40,309 piano uh piece that he made for me to use for a cover of Wonderbolt, which 3020 00:58:40,309 --> 00:58:40,319 use for a cover of Wonderbolt, which 3021 00:58:40,319 --> 00:58:41,390 use for a cover of Wonderbolt, which then 3022 00:58:41,390 --> 00:58:41,400 then 3023 00:58:41,400 --> 00:58:44,950 then tune used on his own cover. Um, I have 3024 00:58:44,950 --> 00:58:44,960 tune used on his own cover. Um, I have 3025 00:58:44,960 --> 00:58:46,789 tune used on his own cover. Um, I have nothing to do with that. That was just 3026 00:58:46,789 --> 00:58:46,799 nothing to do with that. That was just 3027 00:58:46,799 --> 00:58:48,990 nothing to do with that. That was just uh the instrumentalist made the 3028 00:58:48,990 --> 00:58:49,000 uh the instrumentalist made the 3029 00:58:49,000 --> 00:58:51,829 uh the instrumentalist made the instrumental public and so a couple 3030 00:58:51,829 --> 00:58:51,839 instrumental public and so a couple 3031 00:58:51,839 --> 00:58:53,270 instrumental public and so a couple different people used it for their own 3032 00:58:53,270 --> 00:58:53,280 different people used it for their own 3033 00:58:53,280 --> 00:58:56,549 different people used it for their own covers. But yes, he did interview me um 3034 00:58:56,549 --> 00:58:56,559 covers. But yes, he did interview me um 3035 00:58:56,559 --> 00:58:59,349 covers. But yes, he did interview me um at one point, but then yes, eventually 3036 00:58:59,349 --> 00:58:59,359 at one point, but then yes, eventually 3037 00:58:59,359 --> 00:59:01,670 at one point, but then yes, eventually uh that information came out about him 3038 00:59:01,670 --> 00:59:01,680 uh that information came out about him 3039 00:59:01,680 --> 00:59:04,470 uh that information came out about him and uh he ran off the internet and I had 3040 00:59:04,470 --> 00:59:04,480 and uh he ran off the internet and I had 3041 00:59:04,480 --> 00:59:06,230 and uh he ran off the internet and I had I wanted nothing to do with him at that 3042 00:59:06,230 --> 00:59:06,240 I wanted nothing to do with him at that 3043 00:59:06,240 --> 00:59:08,069 I wanted nothing to do with him at that point. Like absolutely not. That was 3044 00:59:08,069 --> 00:59:08,079 point. Like absolutely not. That was 3045 00:59:08,079 --> 00:59:10,390 point. Like absolutely not. That was disgusting uh when I found out about 3046 00:59:10,390 --> 00:59:10,400 disgusting uh when I found out about 3047 00:59:10,400 --> 00:59:12,870 disgusting uh when I found out about that. And also too, I would later find 3048 00:59:12,870 --> 00:59:12,880 that. And also too, I would later find 3049 00:59:12,880 --> 00:59:15,349 that. And also too, I would later find out from like a a close friend of mine 3050 00:59:15,349 --> 00:59:15,359 out from like a a close friend of mine 3051 00:59:15,359 --> 00:59:17,750 out from like a a close friend of mine that this was somebody who was a fan of 3052 00:59:17,750 --> 00:59:17,760 that this was somebody who was a fan of 3053 00:59:17,760 --> 00:59:19,589 that this was somebody who was a fan of my work and that made me even more 3054 00:59:19,589 --> 00:59:19,599 my work and that made me even more 3055 00:59:19,599 --> 00:59:22,870 my work and that made me even more devastated. So yeah. No. Yeah, it's it's 3056 00:59:22,870 --> 00:59:22,880 devastated. So yeah. No. Yeah, it's it's 3057 00:59:22,880 --> 00:59:25,750 devastated. So yeah. No. Yeah, it's it's gross. It's That's rough. It's Yeah. I 3058 00:59:25,750 --> 00:59:25,760 gross. It's That's rough. It's Yeah. I 3059 00:59:25,760 --> 00:59:28,470 gross. It's That's rough. It's Yeah. I That broke my heart. You didn't have 3060 00:59:28,470 --> 00:59:28,480 That broke my heart. You didn't have 3061 00:59:28,480 --> 00:59:29,990 That broke my heart. You didn't have like any other chance to like confront 3062 00:59:29,990 --> 00:59:30,000 like any other chance to like confront 3063 00:59:30,000 --> 00:59:31,349 like any other chance to like confront him about this or anything or like have 3064 00:59:31,349 --> 00:59:31,359 him about this or anything or like have 3065 00:59:31,359 --> 00:59:33,829 him about this or anything or like have a final say like [\h__\h] you, leave me, 3066 00:59:33,829 --> 00:59:33,839 a final say like [\h__\h] you, leave me, 3067 00:59:33,839 --> 00:59:35,349 a final say like [\h__\h] you, leave me, never talk to me again kind of thing or 3068 00:59:35,349 --> 00:59:35,359 never talk to me again kind of thing or 3069 00:59:35,359 --> 00:59:37,430 never talk to me again kind of thing or did he just kind of go whoop bye. You 3070 00:59:37,430 --> 00:59:37,440 did he just kind of go whoop bye. You 3071 00:59:37,440 --> 00:59:40,710 did he just kind of go whoop bye. You know, he just Yeah. No, he by the time I 3072 00:59:40,710 --> 00:59:40,720 know, he just Yeah. No, he by the time I 3073 00:59:40,720 --> 00:59:43,430 know, he just Yeah. No, he by the time I saw everything uh all of his stuff like 3074 00:59:43,430 --> 00:59:43,440 saw everything uh all of his stuff like 3075 00:59:43,440 --> 00:59:45,030 saw everything uh all of his stuff like I think at this point I don't remember 3076 00:59:45,030 --> 00:59:45,040 I think at this point I don't remember 3077 00:59:45,040 --> 00:59:46,470 I think at this point I don't remember if it was Skype or Discord. I want to 3078 00:59:46,470 --> 00:59:46,480 if it was Skype or Discord. I want to 3079 00:59:46,480 --> 00:59:49,670 if it was Skype or Discord. I want to say Skype, but I I don't remember 100%. 3080 00:59:49,670 --> 00:59:49,680 say Skype, but I I don't remember 100%. 3081 00:59:49,680 --> 00:59:52,309 say Skype, but I I don't remember 100%. But he had deleted everything at this 3082 00:59:52,309 --> 00:59:52,319 But he had deleted everything at this 3083 00:59:52,319 --> 00:59:54,309 But he had deleted everything at this point by the time I had read everything. 3084 00:59:54,309 --> 00:59:54,319 point by the time I had read everything. 3085 00:59:54,319 --> 00:59:55,990 point by the time I had read everything. So I remember just going, "Well, yeah, 3086 00:59:55,990 --> 00:59:56,000 So I remember just going, "Well, yeah, 3087 00:59:56,000 --> 00:59:57,829 So I remember just going, "Well, yeah, that takes care of that." You know, [\h__\h] 3088 00:59:57,829 --> 00:59:57,839 that takes care of that." You know, [\h__\h] 3089 00:59:57,839 --> 01:00:01,630 that takes care of that." You know, [\h__\h] that guy. Yeah, he's a piece of [\h__\h] 3090 01:00:01,630 --> 01:00:01,640 that guy. Yeah, he's a piece of [\h__\h] 3091 01:00:01,640 --> 01:00:06,150 that guy. Yeah, he's a piece of [\h__\h] Um, next next uh Creep on the Block. Um, 3092 01:00:06,150 --> 01:00:06,160 Um, next next uh Creep on the Block. Um, 3093 01:00:06,160 --> 01:00:09,349 Um, next next uh Creep on the Block. Um, Animated James has you um listed 3094 01:00:09,349 --> 01:00:09,359 Animated James has you um listed 3095 01:00:09,359 --> 01:00:11,829 Animated James has you um listed starring in one of his C student uh 3096 01:00:11,829 --> 01:00:11,839 starring in one of his C student uh 3097 01:00:11,839 --> 01:00:13,190 starring in one of his C student uh playlist. I'm not sure what this is. I 3098 01:00:13,190 --> 01:00:13,200 playlist. I'm not sure what this is. I 3099 01:00:13,200 --> 01:00:14,150 playlist. I'm not sure what this is. I don't know. I'm not familiar with 3100 01:00:14,150 --> 01:00:14,160 don't know. I'm not familiar with 3101 01:00:14,160 --> 01:00:17,109 don't know. I'm not familiar with Animated James, but um he has you uh 3102 01:00:17,109 --> 01:00:17,119 Animated James, but um he has you uh 3103 01:00:17,119 --> 01:00:19,349 Animated James, but um he has you uh quoted here or not quoted, but starring 3104 01:00:19,349 --> 01:00:19,359 quoted here or not quoted, but starring 3105 01:00:19,359 --> 01:00:22,309 quoted here or not quoted, but starring in a couple of projects of his. Um 3106 01:00:22,309 --> 01:00:22,319 in a couple of projects of his. Um 3107 01:00:22,319 --> 01:00:23,670 in a couple of projects of his. Um Animated James is another one of those 3108 01:00:23,670 --> 01:00:23,680 Animated James is another one of those 3109 01:00:23,680 --> 01:00:25,349 Animated James is another one of those that I'm not too familiar with other 3110 01:00:25,349 --> 01:00:25,359 that I'm not too familiar with other 3111 01:00:25,359 --> 01:00:26,710 that I'm not too familiar with other than I know he has a fart fetish or 3112 01:00:26,710 --> 01:00:26,720 than I know he has a fart fetish or 3113 01:00:26,720 --> 01:00:27,950 than I know he has a fart fetish or something like 3114 01:00:27,950 --> 01:00:27,960 something like 3115 01:00:27,960 --> 01:00:31,589 something like that. So, the accusations became a 3116 01:00:31,589 --> 01:00:31,599 that. So, the accusations became a 3117 01:00:31,599 --> 01:00:33,109 that. So, the accusations became a little bit bigger than that. I don't 3118 01:00:33,109 --> 01:00:33,119 little bit bigger than that. I don't 3119 01:00:33,119 --> 01:00:35,829 little bit bigger than that. I don't know the finer details myself, but it is 3120 01:00:35,829 --> 01:00:35,839 know the finer details myself, but it is 3121 01:00:35,839 --> 01:00:37,270 know the finer details myself, but it is more than a fart fetish. I will say 3122 01:00:37,270 --> 01:00:37,280 more than a fart fetish. I will say 3123 01:00:37,280 --> 01:00:39,670 more than a fart fetish. I will say that. Okay. He's a creep. Thoughts and 3124 01:00:39,670 --> 01:00:39,680 that. Okay. He's a creep. Thoughts and 3125 01:00:39,680 --> 01:00:41,190 that. Okay. He's a creep. Thoughts and opinions, Emily? What do you What do you 3126 01:00:41,190 --> 01:00:41,200 opinions, Emily? What do you What do you 3127 01:00:41,200 --> 01:00:44,069 opinions, Emily? What do you What do you got to say about that? 3128 01:00:44,069 --> 01:00:44,079 got to say about that? 3129 01:00:44,079 --> 01:00:46,789 got to say about that? Well, actually I I don't know what these 3130 01:00:46,789 --> 01:00:46,799 Well, actually I I don't know what these 3131 01:00:46,799 --> 01:00:49,190 Well, actually I I don't know what these further accusations are. I just remember 3132 01:00:49,190 --> 01:00:49,200 further accusations are. I just remember 3133 01:00:49,200 --> 01:00:51,950 further accusations are. I just remember that like so I was on the sea students 3134 01:00:51,950 --> 01:00:51,960 that like so I was on the sea students 3135 01:00:51,960 --> 01:00:55,589 that like so I was on the sea students pilot and then by the time of the second 3136 01:00:55,589 --> 01:00:55,599 pilot and then by the time of the second 3137 01:00:55,599 --> 01:00:57,670 pilot and then by the time of the second episode uh he wanted to go a different 3138 01:00:57,670 --> 01:00:57,680 episode uh he wanted to go a different 3139 01:00:57,680 --> 01:00:59,190 episode uh he wanted to go a different direction with some of his characters. 3140 01:00:59,190 --> 01:00:59,200 direction with some of his characters. 3141 01:00:59,200 --> 01:01:02,230 direction with some of his characters. So I stopped recording for him anyways. 3142 01:01:02,230 --> 01:01:02,240 So I stopped recording for him anyways. 3143 01:01:02,240 --> 01:01:04,630 So I stopped recording for him anyways. And when I by the time I had heard about 3144 01:01:04,630 --> 01:01:04,640 And when I by the time I had heard about 3145 01:01:04,640 --> 01:01:07,190 And when I by the time I had heard about all the fart fetish stuff, he deleted 3146 01:01:07,190 --> 01:01:07,200 all the fart fetish stuff, he deleted 3147 01:01:07,200 --> 01:01:09,910 all the fart fetish stuff, he deleted all of his contact information and ran 3148 01:01:09,910 --> 01:01:09,920 all of his contact information and ran 3149 01:01:09,920 --> 01:01:12,230 all of his contact information and ran off the internet. So, if actually if 3150 01:01:12,230 --> 01:01:12,240 off the internet. So, if actually if 3151 01:01:12,240 --> 01:01:14,309 off the internet. So, if actually if there were other accusations, I don't 3152 01:01:14,309 --> 01:01:14,319 there were other accusations, I don't 3153 01:01:14,319 --> 01:01:15,910 there were other accusations, I don't even know if I've heard them. I just 3154 01:01:15,910 --> 01:01:15,920 even know if I've heard them. I just 3155 01:01:15,920 --> 01:01:17,349 even know if I've heard them. I just remember that he got outed for the 3156 01:01:17,349 --> 01:01:17,359 remember that he got outed for the 3157 01:01:17,359 --> 01:01:20,549 remember that he got outed for the fetish and then ran and I never talked 3158 01:01:20,549 --> 01:01:20,559 fetish and then ran and I never talked 3159 01:01:20,559 --> 01:01:22,950 fetish and then ran and I never talked to him again. Right. You just had the 3160 01:01:22,950 --> 01:01:22,960 to him again. Right. You just had the 3161 01:01:22,960 --> 01:01:24,710 to him again. Right. You just had the one thing you worked on him for. It was 3162 01:01:24,710 --> 01:01:24,720 one thing you worked on him for. It was 3163 01:01:24,720 --> 01:01:26,150 one thing you worked on him for. It was more like a business relationship. You 3164 01:01:26,150 --> 01:01:26,160 more like a business relationship. You 3165 01:01:26,160 --> 01:01:29,670 more like a business relationship. You guys weren't like friends or anything 3166 01:01:29,670 --> 01:01:29,680 guys weren't like friends or anything 3167 01:01:29,680 --> 01:01:31,190 guys weren't like friends or anything pretty much. Yeah. I mean, like we had 3168 01:01:31,190 --> 01:01:31,200 pretty much. Yeah. I mean, like we had 3169 01:01:31,200 --> 01:01:32,549 pretty much. Yeah. I mean, like we had talked a few times like I remember 3170 01:01:32,549 --> 01:01:32,559 talked a few times like I remember 3171 01:01:32,559 --> 01:01:34,230 talked a few times like I remember seeing him at at like conventions and 3172 01:01:34,230 --> 01:01:34,240 seeing him at at like conventions and 3173 01:01:34,240 --> 01:01:35,990 seeing him at at like conventions and stuff and he seemed fine. He seemed 3174 01:01:35,990 --> 01:01:36,000 stuff and he seemed fine. He seemed 3175 01:01:36,000 --> 01:01:38,549 stuff and he seemed fine. He seemed nice, but you know, you don't always 3176 01:01:38,549 --> 01:01:38,559 nice, but you know, you don't always 3177 01:01:38,559 --> 01:01:40,230 nice, but you know, you don't always know. You know, this was mostly a 3178 01:01:40,230 --> 01:01:40,240 know. You know, this was mostly a 3179 01:01:40,240 --> 01:01:42,230 know. You know, this was mostly a working relationship where I just did 3180 01:01:42,230 --> 01:01:42,240 working relationship where I just did 3181 01:01:42,240 --> 01:01:43,910 working relationship where I just did this thing for C students. And 3182 01:01:43,910 --> 01:01:43,920 this thing for C students. And 3183 01:01:43,920 --> 01:01:46,230 this thing for C students. And beforehand, he was going to have me do 3184 01:01:46,230 --> 01:01:46,240 beforehand, he was going to have me do 3185 01:01:46,240 --> 01:01:48,870 beforehand, he was going to have me do one of those Sonic versus My Little Pony 3186 01:01:48,870 --> 01:01:48,880 one of those Sonic versus My Little Pony 3187 01:01:48,880 --> 01:01:50,710 one of those Sonic versus My Little Pony character things, but it wound up 3188 01:01:50,710 --> 01:01:50,720 character things, but it wound up 3189 01:01:50,720 --> 01:01:53,589 character things, but it wound up falling through. Gotcha. All right. I'd 3190 01:01:53,589 --> 01:01:53,599 falling through. Gotcha. All right. I'd 3191 01:01:53,599 --> 01:01:55,190 falling through. Gotcha. All right. I'd like to interject right here because I 3192 01:01:55,190 --> 01:01:55,200 like to interject right here because I 3193 01:01:55,200 --> 01:01:56,710 like to interject right here because I know that people will mention this if I 3194 01:01:56,710 --> 01:01:56,720 know that people will mention this if I 3195 01:01:56,720 --> 01:01:58,950 know that people will mention this if I don't. Emily Jones has also worked with 3196 01:01:58,950 --> 01:01:58,960 don't. Emily Jones has also worked with 3197 01:01:58,960 --> 01:02:00,789 don't. Emily Jones has also worked with Mando Pony in the past. I don't need to 3198 01:02:00,789 --> 01:02:00,799 Mando Pony in the past. I don't need to 3199 01:02:00,799 --> 01:02:02,309 Mando Pony in the past. I don't need to go into what he's accused of here 3200 01:02:02,309 --> 01:02:02,319 go into what he's accused of here 3201 01:02:02,319 --> 01:02:04,309 go into what he's accused of here because I talk about that in the actual 3202 01:02:04,309 --> 01:02:04,319 because I talk about that in the actual 3203 01:02:04,319 --> 01:02:07,109 because I talk about that in the actual video, but we were planning on asking 3204 01:02:07,109 --> 01:02:07,119 video, but we were planning on asking 3205 01:02:07,119 --> 01:02:09,670 video, but we were planning on asking Emily about him. It's simply slipped out 3206 01:02:09,670 --> 01:02:09,680 Emily about him. It's simply slipped out 3207 01:02:09,680 --> 01:02:11,829 Emily about him. It's simply slipped out of the list that has 20 million things 3208 01:02:11,829 --> 01:02:11,839 of the list that has 20 million things 3209 01:02:11,839 --> 01:02:14,069 of the list that has 20 million things on it. If you want my personal opinion, 3210 01:02:14,069 --> 01:02:14,079 on it. If you want my personal opinion, 3211 01:02:14,079 --> 01:02:15,750 on it. If you want my personal opinion, we shouldn't hold collaborations with 3212 01:02:15,750 --> 01:02:15,760 we shouldn't hold collaborations with 3213 01:02:15,760 --> 01:02:17,430 we shouldn't hold collaborations with people before their controversies 3214 01:02:17,430 --> 01:02:17,440 people before their controversies 3215 01:02:17,440 --> 01:02:19,190 people before their controversies against others. It's one of the reasons 3216 01:02:19,190 --> 01:02:19,200 against others. It's one of the reasons 3217 01:02:19,200 --> 01:02:20,390 against others. It's one of the reasons that I'm calling a lot of the 3218 01:02:20,390 --> 01:02:20,400 that I'm calling a lot of the 3219 01:02:20,400 --> 01:02:22,630 that I'm calling a lot of the information out there dubious. Bringing 3220 01:02:22,630 --> 01:02:22,640 information out there dubious. Bringing 3221 01:02:22,640 --> 01:02:24,630 information out there dubious. Bringing up the fact that Emily Jones worked with 3222 01:02:24,630 --> 01:02:24,640 up the fact that Emily Jones worked with 3223 01:02:24,640 --> 01:02:27,109 up the fact that Emily Jones worked with Toon Critic is just not a good point 3224 01:02:27,109 --> 01:02:27,119 Toon Critic is just not a good point 3225 01:02:27,119 --> 01:02:30,150 Toon Critic is just not a good point against her. Everyone worked with Toon 3226 01:02:30,150 --> 01:02:30,160 against her. Everyone worked with Toon 3227 01:02:30,160 --> 01:02:32,230 against her. Everyone worked with Toon Critic when he was relevant. It's one of 3228 01:02:32,230 --> 01:02:32,240 Critic when he was relevant. It's one of 3229 01:02:32,240 --> 01:02:34,230 Critic when he was relevant. It's one of the things that people like Toon Critic 3230 01:02:34,230 --> 01:02:34,240 the things that people like Toon Critic 3231 01:02:34,240 --> 01:02:37,109 the things that people like Toon Critic do. They're fantastic at networking. 3232 01:02:37,109 --> 01:02:37,119 do. They're fantastic at networking. 3233 01:02:37,119 --> 01:02:39,030 do. They're fantastic at networking. Cosmodor also did it too. They 3234 01:02:39,030 --> 01:02:39,040 Cosmodor also did it too. They 3235 01:02:39,040 --> 01:02:41,270 Cosmodor also did it too. They ingratiate themselves to a community and 3236 01:02:41,270 --> 01:02:41,280 ingratiate themselves to a community and 3237 01:02:41,280 --> 01:02:44,150 ingratiate themselves to a community and get associations with everyone. Let's 3238 01:02:44,150 --> 01:02:44,160 get associations with everyone. Let's 3239 01:02:44,160 --> 01:02:47,190 get associations with everyone. Let's talk about Wrath of Nazo. Um so Wrath of 3240 01:02:47,190 --> 01:02:47,200 talk about Wrath of Nazo. Um so Wrath of 3241 01:02:47,200 --> 01:02:50,710 talk about Wrath of Nazo. Um so Wrath of Nazo was a fan project um started up by 3242 01:02:50,710 --> 01:02:50,720 Nazo was a fan project um started up by 3243 01:02:50,720 --> 01:02:52,470 Nazo was a fan project um started up by a couple of names that will be brought 3244 01:02:52,470 --> 01:02:52,480 a couple of names that will be brought 3245 01:02:52,480 --> 01:02:54,789 a couple of names that will be brought back up later. Um one of those being 3246 01:02:54,789 --> 01:02:54,799 back up later. Um one of those being 3247 01:02:54,799 --> 01:02:57,990 back up later. Um one of those being Gamer Guide Seven Aces. I never know how 3248 01:02:57,990 --> 01:02:58,000 Gamer Guide Seven Aces. I never know how 3249 01:02:58,000 --> 01:03:00,430 Gamer Guide Seven Aces. I never know how to say his name. Um, 3250 01:03:00,430 --> 01:03:00,440 to say his name. Um, 3251 01:03:00,440 --> 01:03:03,430 to say his name. Um, and one of the lead actors was this guy 3252 01:03:03,430 --> 01:03:03,440 and one of the lead actors was this guy 3253 01:03:03,440 --> 01:03:05,109 and one of the lead actors was this guy by the name of Spirit of the Blue, who 3254 01:03:05,109 --> 01:03:05,119 by the name of Spirit of the Blue, who 3255 01:03:05,119 --> 01:03:08,069 by the name of Spirit of the Blue, who was apparently voicing Sonic. Um, and 3256 01:03:08,069 --> 01:03:08,079 was apparently voicing Sonic. Um, and 3257 01:03:08,079 --> 01:03:09,990 was apparently voicing Sonic. Um, and this leads to a little bit of a spat you 3258 01:03:09,990 --> 01:03:10,000 this leads to a little bit of a spat you 3259 01:03:10,000 --> 01:03:13,109 this leads to a little bit of a spat you had with Blue-Eyed Fox, who accused you 3260 01:03:13,109 --> 01:03:13,119 had with Blue-Eyed Fox, who accused you 3261 01:03:13,119 --> 01:03:15,349 had with Blue-Eyed Fox, who accused you of apparently sleeping with Spirit of 3262 01:03:15,349 --> 01:03:15,359 of apparently sleeping with Spirit of 3263 01:03:15,359 --> 01:03:17,829 of apparently sleeping with Spirit of the Blue in order to get um, a voice 3264 01:03:17,829 --> 01:03:17,839 the Blue in order to get um, a voice 3265 01:03:17,839 --> 01:03:21,430 the Blue in order to get um, a voice role over them. Um, I don't know if it 3266 01:03:21,430 --> 01:03:21,440 role over them. Um, I don't know if it 3267 01:03:21,440 --> 01:03:24,150 role over them. Um, I don't know if it was directly um for Wrath of Nazo 3268 01:03:24,150 --> 01:03:24,160 was directly um for Wrath of Nazo 3269 01:03:24,160 --> 01:03:27,510 was directly um for Wrath of Nazo exactly, but they do mention the tail uh 3270 01:03:27,510 --> 01:03:27,520 exactly, but they do mention the tail uh 3271 01:03:27,520 --> 01:03:30,309 exactly, but they do mention the tail uh tales for misadventures in their uh 3272 01:03:30,309 --> 01:03:30,319 tales for misadventures in their uh 3273 01:03:30,319 --> 01:03:32,950 tales for misadventures in their uh their DMs. Um, people ask him about it. 3274 01:03:32,950 --> 01:03:32,960 their DMs. Um, people ask him about it. 3275 01:03:32,960 --> 01:03:36,029 their DMs. Um, people ask him about it. So, let's let's talk about Wrath of Nazo 3276 01:03:36,029 --> 01:03:36,039 So, let's let's talk about Wrath of Nazo 3277 01:03:36,039 --> 01:03:39,430 So, let's let's talk about Wrath of Nazo um your whole thing with Blue-Eyed Fox. 3278 01:03:39,430 --> 01:03:39,440 um your whole thing with Blue-Eyed Fox. 3279 01:03:39,440 --> 01:03:41,349 um your whole thing with Blue-Eyed Fox. First of all, let's just get this out of 3280 01:03:41,349 --> 01:03:41,359 First of all, let's just get this out of 3281 01:03:41,359 --> 01:03:42,950 First of all, let's just get this out of the way. What is your relationship with 3282 01:03:42,950 --> 01:03:42,960 the way. What is your relationship with 3283 01:03:42,960 --> 01:03:45,829 the way. What is your relationship with Spirit of the Blue exactly? 3284 01:03:45,829 --> 01:03:45,839 Spirit of the Blue exactly? 3285 01:03:45,839 --> 01:03:47,589 Spirit of the Blue exactly? Oh, man. So yeah, Spirit of the Blue was 3286 01:03:47,589 --> 01:03:47,599 Oh, man. So yeah, Spirit of the Blue was 3287 01:03:47,599 --> 01:03:50,069 Oh, man. So yeah, Spirit of the Blue was a guy who I was friends with uh for a 3288 01:03:50,069 --> 01:03:50,079 a guy who I was friends with uh for a 3289 01:03:50,079 --> 01:03:53,270 a guy who I was friends with uh for a while. He did Sonic, you're right, for 3290 01:03:53,270 --> 01:03:53,280 while. He did Sonic, you're right, for 3291 01:03:53,280 --> 01:03:55,829 while. He did Sonic, you're right, for Wrath of Nazo, but he also did Sonic for 3292 01:03:55,829 --> 01:03:55,839 Wrath of Nazo, but he also did Sonic for 3293 01:03:55,839 --> 01:03:58,789 Wrath of Nazo, but he also did Sonic for this other uh project called um Sonic 3294 01:03:58,789 --> 01:03:58,799 this other uh project called um Sonic 3295 01:03:58,799 --> 01:04:01,190 this other uh project called um Sonic Misadventures. And so all of this is 3296 01:04:01,190 --> 01:04:01,200 Misadventures. And so all of this is 3297 01:04:01,200 --> 01:04:03,510 Misadventures. And so all of this is actually tied to Sonic Misadventures 3298 01:04:03,510 --> 01:04:03,520 actually tied to Sonic Misadventures 3299 01:04:03,520 --> 01:04:06,470 actually tied to Sonic Misadventures directly. Um I've never been on Wrath of 3300 01:04:06,470 --> 01:04:06,480 directly. Um I've never been on Wrath of 3301 01:04:06,480 --> 01:04:09,829 directly. Um I've never been on Wrath of Nazo. Like that was not I have never 3302 01:04:09,829 --> 01:04:09,839 Nazo. Like that was not I have never 3303 01:04:09,839 --> 01:04:11,190 Nazo. Like that was not I have never been on that project. That was not a 3304 01:04:11,190 --> 01:04:11,200 been on that project. That was not a 3305 01:04:11,200 --> 01:04:13,349 been on that project. That was not a conversation that's unrelated. I think 3306 01:04:13,349 --> 01:04:13,359 conversation that's unrelated. I think 3307 01:04:13,359 --> 01:04:15,710 conversation that's unrelated. I think that came from maybe a weird game of 3308 01:04:15,710 --> 01:04:15,720 that came from maybe a weird game of 3309 01:04:15,720 --> 01:04:21,270 that came from maybe a weird game of telephone. Um but the project that um 3310 01:04:21,270 --> 01:04:21,280 telephone. Um but the project that um 3311 01:04:21,280 --> 01:04:23,109 telephone. Um but the project that um we're referring to is Sonic 3312 01:04:23,109 --> 01:04:23,119 we're referring to is Sonic 3313 01:04:23,119 --> 01:04:24,789 we're referring to is Sonic Misadventures. This was something that 3314 01:04:24,789 --> 01:04:24,799 Misadventures. This was something that 3315 01:04:24,799 --> 01:04:27,750 Misadventures. This was something that was headed by uh actually my friend Matt 3316 01:04:27,750 --> 01:04:27,760 was headed by uh actually my friend Matt 3317 01:04:27,760 --> 01:04:29,510 was headed by uh actually my friend Matt was one of them and then a few other 3318 01:04:29,510 --> 01:04:29,520 was one of them and then a few other 3319 01:04:29,520 --> 01:04:32,630 was one of them and then a few other names as well. And basically Blue-Eyed 3320 01:04:32,630 --> 01:04:32,640 names as well. And basically Blue-Eyed 3321 01:04:32,640 --> 01:04:35,589 names as well. And basically Blue-Eyed Fox uh was kicked off of the team 3322 01:04:35,589 --> 01:04:35,599 Fox uh was kicked off of the team 3323 01:04:35,599 --> 01:04:37,829 Fox uh was kicked off of the team because she was causing a bunch of 3324 01:04:37,829 --> 01:04:37,839 because she was causing a bunch of 3325 01:04:37,839 --> 01:04:39,910 because she was causing a bunch of different issues. She was causing drama. 3326 01:04:39,910 --> 01:04:39,920 different issues. She was causing drama. 3327 01:04:39,920 --> 01:04:41,190 different issues. She was causing drama. this was something that Spirit of the 3328 01:04:41,190 --> 01:04:41,200 this was something that Spirit of the 3329 01:04:41,200 --> 01:04:43,589 this was something that Spirit of the Blue would actually bring up to me and I 3330 01:04:43,589 --> 01:04:43,599 Blue would actually bring up to me and I 3331 01:04:43,599 --> 01:04:45,029 Blue would actually bring up to me and I would just do my best to kind of support 3332 01:04:45,029 --> 01:04:45,039 would just do my best to kind of support 3333 01:04:45,039 --> 01:04:46,230 would just do my best to kind of support him through it. Like, yeah, you know, 3334 01:04:46,230 --> 01:04:46,240 him through it. Like, yeah, you know, 3335 01:04:46,240 --> 01:04:48,069 him through it. Like, yeah, you know, I'm really sorry. I I don't know this 3336 01:04:48,069 --> 01:04:48,079 I'm really sorry. I I don't know this 3337 01:04:48,079 --> 01:04:49,510 I'm really sorry. I I don't know this person, but I, you know, I hope things 3338 01:04:49,510 --> 01:04:49,520 person, but I, you know, I hope things 3339 01:04:49,520 --> 01:04:51,270 person, but I, you know, I hope things get better. And eventually, at some 3340 01:04:51,270 --> 01:04:51,280 get better. And eventually, at some 3341 01:04:51,280 --> 01:04:53,190 get better. And eventually, at some point, they they kicked her for all of 3342 01:04:53,190 --> 01:04:53,200 point, they they kicked her for all of 3343 01:04:53,200 --> 01:04:56,630 point, they they kicked her for all of this drama. And, uh, at that point, they 3344 01:04:56,630 --> 01:04:56,640 this drama. And, uh, at that point, they 3345 01:04:56,640 --> 01:04:59,349 this drama. And, uh, at that point, they needed a new Tales. So, they did a 3346 01:04:59,349 --> 01:04:59,359 needed a new Tales. So, they did a 3347 01:04:59,359 --> 01:05:02,710 needed a new Tales. So, they did a public audition. They actually we it was 3348 01:05:02,710 --> 01:05:02,720 public audition. They actually we it was 3349 01:05:02,720 --> 01:05:04,069 public audition. They actually we it was a public vote. So, there was three 3350 01:05:04,069 --> 01:05:04,079 a public vote. So, there was three 3351 01:05:04,079 --> 01:05:06,789 a public vote. So, there was three different Tales actresses, and I was 3352 01:05:06,789 --> 01:05:06,799 different Tales actresses, and I was 3353 01:05:06,799 --> 01:05:09,589 different Tales actresses, and I was actress number two. and people on 3354 01:05:09,589 --> 01:05:09,599 actress number two. and people on 3355 01:05:09,599 --> 01:05:11,990 actress number two. and people on Twitter publicly voted who they wanted 3356 01:05:11,990 --> 01:05:12,000 Twitter publicly voted who they wanted 3357 01:05:12,000 --> 01:05:14,950 Twitter publicly voted who they wanted on uh the role for Misadventures and I 3358 01:05:14,950 --> 01:05:14,960 on uh the role for Misadventures and I 3359 01:05:14,960 --> 01:05:17,589 on uh the role for Misadventures and I just so happened to be voted in. Um this 3360 01:05:17,589 --> 01:05:17,599 just so happened to be voted in. Um this 3361 01:05:17,599 --> 01:05:21,270 just so happened to be voted in. Um this would cause a huge issue between, you 3362 01:05:21,270 --> 01:05:21,280 would cause a huge issue between, you 3363 01:05:21,280 --> 01:05:23,510 would cause a huge issue between, you know, Blue-Eyed Fox and I where she had 3364 01:05:23,510 --> 01:05:23,520 know, Blue-Eyed Fox and I where she had 3365 01:05:23,520 --> 01:05:25,190 know, Blue-Eyed Fox and I where she had accused me of stealing this role from 3366 01:05:25,190 --> 01:05:25,200 accused me of stealing this role from 3367 01:05:25,200 --> 01:05:27,910 accused me of stealing this role from her, taking it from her, uh sleeping my 3368 01:05:27,910 --> 01:05:27,920 her, taking it from her, uh sleeping my 3369 01:05:27,920 --> 01:05:29,990 her, taking it from her, uh sleeping my way to the top so I could get it. And 3370 01:05:29,990 --> 01:05:30,000 way to the top so I could get it. And 3371 01:05:30,000 --> 01:05:32,789 way to the top so I could get it. And this was not the case. You know, Spirit 3372 01:05:32,789 --> 01:05:32,799 this was not the case. You know, Spirit 3373 01:05:32,799 --> 01:05:35,430 this was not the case. You know, Spirit didn't even have control of who was on 3374 01:05:35,430 --> 01:05:35,440 didn't even have control of who was on 3375 01:05:35,440 --> 01:05:37,349 didn't even have control of who was on the cast. you know, this this had 3376 01:05:37,349 --> 01:05:37,359 the cast. you know, this this had 3377 01:05:37,359 --> 01:05:39,349 the cast. you know, this this had nothing to really do with that. This was 3378 01:05:39,349 --> 01:05:39,359 nothing to really do with that. This was 3379 01:05:39,359 --> 01:05:42,549 nothing to really do with that. This was everybody else who wanted me on there. 3380 01:05:42,549 --> 01:05:42,559 everybody else who wanted me on there. 3381 01:05:42,559 --> 01:05:46,549 everybody else who wanted me on there. Um, but once I had gotten that role, it 3382 01:05:46,549 --> 01:05:46,559 Um, but once I had gotten that role, it 3383 01:05:46,559 --> 01:05:49,589 Um, but once I had gotten that role, it wound up causing uh, sorry, Blue-Eyed 3384 01:05:49,589 --> 01:05:49,599 wound up causing uh, sorry, Blue-Eyed 3385 01:05:49,599 --> 01:05:52,349 wound up causing uh, sorry, Blue-Eyed Fox to kind of develop this 3386 01:05:52,349 --> 01:05:52,359 Fox to kind of develop this 3387 01:05:52,359 --> 01:05:56,309 Fox to kind of develop this very one-sided uh, hatred for me. This 3388 01:05:56,309 --> 01:05:56,319 very one-sided uh, hatred for me. This 3389 01:05:56,319 --> 01:05:59,430 very one-sided uh, hatred for me. This would cause her to start constantly 3390 01:05:59,430 --> 01:05:59,440 would cause her to start constantly 3391 01:05:59,440 --> 01:06:01,349 would cause her to start constantly posting about me. She actually became 3392 01:06:01,349 --> 01:06:01,359 posting about me. She actually became 3393 01:06:01,359 --> 01:06:03,990 posting about me. She actually became friends with Lizzy because of you know 3394 01:06:03,990 --> 01:06:04,000 friends with Lizzy because of you know 3395 01:06:04,000 --> 01:06:06,150 friends with Lizzy because of you know you know the enemy or the enemy of my 3396 01:06:06,150 --> 01:06:06,160 you know the enemy or the enemy of my 3397 01:06:06,160 --> 01:06:09,589 you know the enemy or the enemy of my enemy is my friend type of deal. Um so 3398 01:06:09,589 --> 01:06:09,599 enemy is my friend type of deal. Um so 3399 01:06:09,599 --> 01:06:11,349 enemy is my friend type of deal. Um so the two of them started kind of working 3400 01:06:11,349 --> 01:06:11,359 the two of them started kind of working 3401 01:06:11,359 --> 01:06:13,910 the two of them started kind of working together to reach out to people and tell 3402 01:06:13,910 --> 01:06:13,920 together to reach out to people and tell 3403 01:06:13,920 --> 01:06:15,670 together to reach out to people and tell people don't don't work with this girl. 3404 01:06:15,670 --> 01:06:15,680 people don't don't work with this girl. 3405 01:06:15,680 --> 01:06:17,510 people don't don't work with this girl. She's evil. She's done she stole my 3406 01:06:17,510 --> 01:06:17,520 She's evil. She's done she stole my 3407 01:06:17,520 --> 01:06:21,589 She's evil. She's done she stole my role. Um, this would cause her to uh do 3408 01:06:21,589 --> 01:06:21,599 role. Um, this would cause her to uh do 3409 01:06:21,599 --> 01:06:24,309 role. Um, this would cause her to uh do a lot of really awful things. Like she 3410 01:06:24,309 --> 01:06:24,319 a lot of really awful things. Like she 3411 01:06:24,319 --> 01:06:26,950 a lot of really awful things. Like she made a a Discord server that she would 3412 01:06:26,950 --> 01:06:26,960 made a a Discord server that she would 3413 01:06:26,960 --> 01:06:29,109 made a a Discord server that she would bring people into and it was dedicated 3414 01:06:29,109 --> 01:06:29,119 bring people into and it was dedicated 3415 01:06:29,119 --> 01:06:31,510 bring people into and it was dedicated to we're going to put all these horribly 3416 01:06:31,510 --> 01:06:31,520 to we're going to put all these horribly 3417 01:06:31,520 --> 01:06:33,349 to we're going to put all these horribly damning things out about her. We're 3418 01:06:33,349 --> 01:06:33,359 damning things out about her. We're 3419 01:06:33,359 --> 01:06:35,589 damning things out about her. We're going to make a website about her. We're 3420 01:06:35,589 --> 01:06:35,599 going to make a website about her. We're 3421 01:06:35,599 --> 01:06:38,230 going to make a website about her. We're in they're photoshopping pictures of me 3422 01:06:38,230 --> 01:06:38,240 in they're photoshopping pictures of me 3423 01:06:38,240 --> 01:06:40,630 in they're photoshopping pictures of me primarily blue-eyed. She's photoshopping 3424 01:06:40,630 --> 01:06:40,640 primarily blue-eyed. She's photoshopping 3425 01:06:40,640 --> 01:06:42,710 primarily blue-eyed. She's photoshopping photos of me, you know, with bruises all 3426 01:06:42,710 --> 01:06:42,720 photos of me, you know, with bruises all 3427 01:06:42,720 --> 01:06:45,109 photos of me, you know, with bruises all over my body. She's photoshopping semen 3428 01:06:45,109 --> 01:06:45,119 over my body. She's photoshopping semen 3429 01:06:45,119 --> 01:06:47,829 over my body. She's photoshopping semen on my face. She's photoshopping me to 3430 01:06:47,829 --> 01:06:47,839 on my face. She's photoshopping me to 3431 01:06:47,839 --> 01:06:50,230 on my face. She's photoshopping me to look like like Frankenstein, you know, 3432 01:06:50,230 --> 01:06:50,240 look like like Frankenstein, you know, 3433 01:06:50,240 --> 01:06:52,789 look like like Frankenstein, you know, and and at one point even posting them 3434 01:06:52,789 --> 01:06:52,799 and and at one point even posting them 3435 01:06:52,799 --> 01:06:54,870 and and at one point even posting them and making like it her public Twitter 3436 01:06:54,870 --> 01:06:54,880 and making like it her public Twitter 3437 01:06:54,880 --> 01:06:56,470 and making like it her public Twitter banner and she changed her name to like 3438 01:06:56,470 --> 01:06:56,480 banner and she changed her name to like 3439 01:06:56,480 --> 01:07:00,710 banner and she changed her name to like the True Tales and um at one point, you 3440 01:07:00,710 --> 01:07:00,720 the True Tales and um at one point, you 3441 01:07:00,720 --> 01:07:02,870 the True Tales and um at one point, you know, it had gotten really really scary 3442 01:07:02,870 --> 01:07:02,880 know, it had gotten really really scary 3443 01:07:02,880 --> 01:07:05,510 know, it had gotten really really scary because um all this was kind of going 3444 01:07:05,510 --> 01:07:05,520 because um all this was kind of going 3445 01:07:05,520 --> 01:07:08,309 because um all this was kind of going on. There was even a point and this is a 3446 01:07:08,309 --> 01:07:08,319 on. There was even a point and this is a 3447 01:07:08,319 --> 01:07:09,910 on. There was even a point and this is a different private account. I had had 3448 01:07:09,910 --> 01:07:09,920 different private account. I had had 3449 01:07:09,920 --> 01:07:11,910 different private account. I had had again, geez, horrible experience with 3450 01:07:11,910 --> 01:07:11,920 again, geez, horrible experience with 3451 01:07:11,920 --> 01:07:15,270 again, geez, horrible experience with private accounts, but um I had one and 3452 01:07:15,270 --> 01:07:15,280 private accounts, but um I had one and 3453 01:07:15,280 --> 01:07:16,789 private accounts, but um I had one and it was like a general one for just all 3454 01:07:16,789 --> 01:07:16,799 it was like a general one for just all 3455 01:07:16,799 --> 01:07:19,349 it was like a general one for just all of my friends. Uh very different to the 3456 01:07:19,349 --> 01:07:19,359 of my friends. Uh very different to the 3457 01:07:19,359 --> 01:07:21,670 of my friends. Uh very different to the the other one in relation to Ryan. That 3458 01:07:21,670 --> 01:07:21,680 the other one in relation to Ryan. That 3459 01:07:21,680 --> 01:07:23,430 the other one in relation to Ryan. That was a much smaller space, but this was 3460 01:07:23,430 --> 01:07:23,440 was a much smaller space, but this was 3461 01:07:23,440 --> 01:07:26,230 was a much smaller space, but this was like kind of all of my friends and uh a 3462 01:07:26,230 --> 01:07:26,240 like kind of all of my friends and uh a 3463 01:07:26,240 --> 01:07:27,390 like kind of all of my friends and uh a friend of 3464 01:07:27,390 --> 01:07:27,400 friend of 3465 01:07:27,400 --> 01:07:30,309 friend of mine who we had our own kind of spat 3466 01:07:30,309 --> 01:07:30,319 mine who we had our own kind of spat 3467 01:07:30,319 --> 01:07:31,750 mine who we had our own kind of spat because we were kind of politically 3468 01:07:31,750 --> 01:07:31,760 because we were kind of politically 3469 01:07:31,760 --> 01:07:33,349 because we were kind of politically arguing. We had a lot of political 3470 01:07:33,349 --> 01:07:33,359 arguing. We had a lot of political 3471 01:07:33,359 --> 01:07:35,349 arguing. We had a lot of political issues like he was very for Trump and 3472 01:07:35,349 --> 01:07:35,359 issues like he was very for Trump and 3473 01:07:35,359 --> 01:07:37,430 issues like he was very for Trump and I'm just very liberal. 3474 01:07:37,430 --> 01:07:37,440 I'm just very liberal. 3475 01:07:37,440 --> 01:07:40,630 I'm just very liberal. um we had our own problems and then he 3476 01:07:40,630 --> 01:07:40,640 um we had our own problems and then he 3477 01:07:40,640 --> 01:07:43,349 um we had our own problems and then he became friends with her and he gave 3478 01:07:43,349 --> 01:07:43,359 became friends with her and he gave 3479 01:07:43,359 --> 01:07:46,390 became friends with her and he gave access to his account to Blueeyed so 3480 01:07:46,390 --> 01:07:46,400 access to his account to Blueeyed so 3481 01:07:46,400 --> 01:07:48,870 access to his account to Blueeyed so that she could read through my private 3482 01:07:48,870 --> 01:07:48,880 that she could read through my private 3483 01:07:48,880 --> 01:07:51,190 that she could read through my private account and even you know got a hold of 3484 01:07:51,190 --> 01:07:51,200 account and even you know got a hold of 3485 01:07:51,200 --> 01:07:53,510 account and even you know got a hold of this photo that was meant for you know 3486 01:07:53,510 --> 01:07:53,520 this photo that was meant for you know 3487 01:07:53,520 --> 01:07:57,750 this photo that was meant for you know ingest. It was um this a picture that of 3488 01:07:57,750 --> 01:07:57,760 ingest. It was um this a picture that of 3489 01:07:57,760 --> 01:08:00,309 ingest. It was um this a picture that of a gag gift that I had from a friend of 3490 01:08:00,309 --> 01:08:00,319 a gag gift that I had from a friend of 3491 01:08:00,319 --> 01:08:03,309 a gag gift that I had from a friend of mine. It was a a purple suction cuped 3492 01:08:03,309 --> 01:08:03,319 mine. It was a a purple suction cuped 3493 01:08:03,319 --> 01:08:06,309 mine. It was a a purple suction cuped dildo. I put it on my knee and I took a 3494 01:08:06,309 --> 01:08:06,319 dildo. I put it on my knee and I took a 3495 01:08:06,319 --> 01:08:08,309 dildo. I put it on my knee and I took a picture of it for this account because 3496 01:08:08,309 --> 01:08:08,319 picture of it for this account because 3497 01:08:08,319 --> 01:08:10,630 picture of it for this account because it was just supposed to be funny and 3498 01:08:10,630 --> 01:08:10,640 it was just supposed to be funny and 3499 01:08:10,640 --> 01:08:12,870 it was just supposed to be funny and blue-eyed, you know, she screenshot this 3500 01:08:12,870 --> 01:08:12,880 blue-eyed, you know, she screenshot this 3501 01:08:12,880 --> 01:08:13,789 blue-eyed, you know, she screenshot this and 3502 01:08:13,789 --> 01:08:13,799 and 3503 01:08:13,799 --> 01:08:15,910 and she spread it around to different 3504 01:08:15,910 --> 01:08:15,920 she spread it around to different 3505 01:08:15,920 --> 01:08:17,189 she spread it around to different people. She gave it to like this 3506 01:08:17,189 --> 01:08:17,199 people. She gave it to like this 3507 01:08:17,199 --> 01:08:19,749 people. She gave it to like this 12-year-old boy who tweeted it at me. 3508 01:08:19,749 --> 01:08:19,759 12-year-old boy who tweeted it at me. 3509 01:08:19,759 --> 01:08:22,229 12-year-old boy who tweeted it at me. She was, it was just, it had gotten 3510 01:08:22,229 --> 01:08:22,239 She was, it was just, it had gotten 3511 01:08:22,239 --> 01:08:24,870 She was, it was just, it had gotten everywhere and people were starting to 3512 01:08:24,870 --> 01:08:24,880 everywhere and people were starting to 3513 01:08:24,880 --> 01:08:27,669 everywhere and people were starting to [\h__\h] shame me. people were making weird 3514 01:08:27,669 --> 01:08:27,679 [\h__\h] shame me. people were making weird 3515 01:08:27,679 --> 01:08:30,550 [\h__\h] shame me. people were making weird assumptions about, you know, I guess the 3516 01:08:30,550 --> 01:08:30,560 assumptions about, you know, I guess the 3517 01:08:30,560 --> 01:08:32,789 assumptions about, you know, I guess the the morality standpoint of owning a 3518 01:08:32,789 --> 01:08:32,799 the morality standpoint of owning a 3519 01:08:32,799 --> 01:08:35,349 the morality standpoint of owning a dildo but also being a parent as if 3520 01:08:35,349 --> 01:08:35,359 dildo but also being a parent as if 3521 01:08:35,359 --> 01:08:38,070 dildo but also being a parent as if those two can clash in some kind of way. 3522 01:08:38,070 --> 01:08:38,080 those two can clash in some kind of way. 3523 01:08:38,080 --> 01:08:40,709 those two can clash in some kind of way. Um, it caused a lot of different things. 3524 01:08:40,709 --> 01:08:40,719 Um, it caused a lot of different things. 3525 01:08:40,719 --> 01:08:42,550 Um, it caused a lot of different things. Uh, blue-eyed, you know, she was 3526 01:08:42,550 --> 01:08:42,560 Uh, blue-eyed, you know, she was 3527 01:08:42,560 --> 01:08:44,030 Uh, blue-eyed, you know, she was somebody who I was 3528 01:08:44,030 --> 01:08:44,040 somebody who I was 3529 01:08:44,040 --> 01:08:46,550 somebody who I was genuinely fearful of because her 3530 01:08:46,550 --> 01:08:46,560 genuinely fearful of because her 3531 01:08:46,560 --> 01:08:48,749 genuinely fearful of because her behavior was just 3532 01:08:48,749 --> 01:08:48,759 behavior was just 3533 01:08:48,759 --> 01:08:52,550 behavior was just so unhinged. You know, there was, you 3534 01:08:52,550 --> 01:08:52,560 so unhinged. You know, there was, you 3535 01:08:52,560 --> 01:08:54,390 so unhinged. You know, there was, you know, like there were even comment uh 3536 01:08:54,390 --> 01:08:54,400 know, like there were even comment uh 3537 01:08:54,400 --> 01:08:57,510 know, like there were even comment uh conversations that eventually had leaked 3538 01:08:57,510 --> 01:08:57,520 conversations that eventually had leaked 3539 01:08:57,520 --> 01:08:59,829 conversations that eventually had leaked from her server where she's making 3540 01:08:59,829 --> 01:08:59,839 from her server where she's making 3541 01:08:59,839 --> 01:09:03,789 from her server where she's making sexual comments like towards me, 3542 01:09:03,789 --> 01:09:03,799 sexual comments like towards me, 3543 01:09:03,799 --> 01:09:07,669 sexual comments like towards me, but with my child in mind, saying, "Oh, 3544 01:09:07,669 --> 01:09:07,679 but with my child in mind, saying, "Oh, 3545 01:09:07,679 --> 01:09:10,070 but with my child in mind, saying, "Oh, she she probably named her daughter Lucy 3546 01:09:10,070 --> 01:09:10,080 she she probably named her daughter Lucy 3547 01:09:10,080 --> 01:09:12,309 she she probably named her daughter Lucy because she has a loose vagina and she's 3548 01:09:12,309 --> 01:09:12,319 because she has a loose vagina and she's 3549 01:09:12,319 --> 01:09:14,470 because she has a loose vagina and she's loose." And you know, and it's just how 3550 01:09:14,470 --> 01:09:14,480 loose." And you know, and it's just how 3551 01:09:14,480 --> 01:09:17,189 loose." And you know, and it's just how would you you make a comment at this 3552 01:09:17,189 --> 01:09:17,199 would you you make a comment at this 3553 01:09:17,199 --> 01:09:19,590 would you you make a comment at this point? You know, my kid is five. Yeah. 3554 01:09:19,590 --> 01:09:19,600 point? You know, my kid is five. Yeah. 3555 01:09:19,600 --> 01:09:22,229 point? You know, my kid is five. Yeah. You know, you're making a sexual remark. 3556 01:09:22,229 --> 01:09:22,239 You know, you're making a sexual remark. 3557 01:09:22,239 --> 01:09:25,030 You know, you're making a sexual remark. You know, it's towards me, but it's with 3558 01:09:25,030 --> 01:09:25,040 You know, it's towards me, but it's with 3559 01:09:25,040 --> 01:09:26,709 You know, it's towards me, but it's with a child. You didn't have to bring the 3560 01:09:26,709 --> 01:09:26,719 a child. You didn't have to bring the 3561 01:09:26,719 --> 01:09:28,709 a child. You didn't have to bring the name up. Like, it could have just been 3562 01:09:28,709 --> 01:09:28,719 name up. Like, it could have just been 3563 01:09:28,719 --> 01:09:30,070 name up. Like, it could have just been towards you and you didn't have to talk 3564 01:09:30,070 --> 01:09:30,080 towards you and you didn't have to talk 3565 01:09:30,080 --> 01:09:32,789 towards you and you didn't have to talk about her kid at all kind of thing. 3566 01:09:32,789 --> 01:09:32,799 about her kid at all kind of thing. 3567 01:09:32,799 --> 01:09:36,550 about her kid at all kind of thing. Yeah. No, and that was just I mean, it's 3568 01:09:36,550 --> 01:09:36,560 Yeah. No, and that was just I mean, it's 3569 01:09:36,560 --> 01:09:38,229 Yeah. No, and that was just I mean, it's just I I don't know how else to describe 3570 01:09:38,229 --> 01:09:38,239 just I I don't know how else to describe 3571 01:09:38,239 --> 01:09:41,110 just I I don't know how else to describe it apart from unhinged. This was not 3572 01:09:41,110 --> 01:09:41,120 it apart from unhinged. This was not 3573 01:09:41,120 --> 01:09:43,349 it apart from unhinged. This was not something I took from her. This was 3574 01:09:43,349 --> 01:09:43,359 something I took from her. This was 3575 01:09:43,359 --> 01:09:45,430 something I took from her. This was something that she got kicked off for 3576 01:09:45,430 --> 01:09:45,440 something that she got kicked off for 3577 01:09:45,440 --> 01:09:47,349 something that she got kicked off for causing drama and I just so happened to 3578 01:09:47,349 --> 01:09:47,359 causing drama and I just so happened to 3579 01:09:47,359 --> 01:09:50,309 causing drama and I just so happened to get voted in, you know, and since then 3580 01:09:50,309 --> 01:09:50,319 get voted in, you know, and since then 3581 01:09:50,319 --> 01:09:52,550 get voted in, you know, and since then she actually attempted to do this with 3582 01:09:52,550 --> 01:09:52,560 she actually attempted to do this with 3583 01:09:52,560 --> 01:09:55,110 she actually attempted to do this with other people. She reached out to like a 3584 01:09:55,110 --> 01:09:55,120 other people. She reached out to like a 3585 01:09:55,120 --> 01:09:56,950 other people. She reached out to like a content creator who I had collaborated 3586 01:09:56,950 --> 01:09:56,960 content creator who I had collaborated 3587 01:09:56,960 --> 01:10:00,390 content creator who I had collaborated with on like an animated piece and she 3588 01:10:00,390 --> 01:10:00,400 with on like an animated piece and she 3589 01:10:00,400 --> 01:10:01,990 with on like an animated piece and she reached out to like this friend who I 3590 01:10:01,990 --> 01:10:02,000 reached out to like this friend who I 3591 01:10:02,000 --> 01:10:03,990 reached out to like this friend who I collaborated with saying, "Hey, you 3592 01:10:03,990 --> 01:10:04,000 collaborated with saying, "Hey, you 3593 01:10:04,000 --> 01:10:05,510 collaborated with saying, "Hey, you know, you you shouldn't work with Emily 3594 01:10:05,510 --> 01:10:05,520 know, you you shouldn't work with Emily 3595 01:10:05,520 --> 01:10:07,270 know, you you shouldn't work with Emily anymore. You should let me voice tail." 3596 01:10:07,270 --> 01:10:07,280 anymore. You should let me voice tail." 3597 01:10:07,280 --> 01:10:09,189 anymore. You should let me voice tail." So like there was an intention to do 3598 01:10:09,189 --> 01:10:09,199 So like there was an intention to do 3599 01:10:09,199 --> 01:10:13,189 So like there was an intention to do what she was accusing me of doing. Um, 3600 01:10:13,189 --> 01:10:13,199 what she was accusing me of doing. Um, 3601 01:10:13,199 --> 01:10:15,790 what she was accusing me of doing. Um, so it it's 3602 01:10:15,790 --> 01:10:15,800 so it it's 3603 01:10:15,800 --> 01:10:18,470 so it it's just it's a mess. I I I don't even know 3604 01:10:18,470 --> 01:10:18,480 just it's a mess. I I I don't even know 3605 01:10:18,480 --> 01:10:21,590 just it's a mess. I I I don't even know how else to describe it apart from just 3606 01:10:21,590 --> 01:10:21,600 how else to describe it apart from just 3607 01:10:21,600 --> 01:10:25,669 how else to describe it apart from just a very very huge mess over getting a 3608 01:10:25,669 --> 01:10:25,679 a very very huge mess over getting a 3609 01:10:25,679 --> 01:10:27,590 a very very huge mess over getting a Tales role for a series that wound up 3610 01:10:27,590 --> 01:10:27,600 Tales role for a series that wound up 3611 01:10:27,600 --> 01:10:29,669 Tales role for a series that wound up getting cancelled anyways. 3612 01:10:29,669 --> 01:10:29,679 getting cancelled anyways. 3613 01:10:29,679 --> 01:10:32,470 getting cancelled anyways. All of this for nothing effectively. It 3614 01:10:32,470 --> 01:10:32,480 All of this for nothing effectively. It 3615 01:10:32,480 --> 01:10:34,470 All of this for nothing effectively. It didn't even happen. It didn't even come 3616 01:10:34,470 --> 01:10:34,480 didn't even happen. It didn't even come 3617 01:10:34,480 --> 01:10:38,149 didn't even happen. It didn't even come out. So what was where did she get this 3618 01:10:38,149 --> 01:10:38,159 out. So what was where did she get this 3619 01:10:38,159 --> 01:10:40,470 out. So what was where did she get this idea that you were sleeping with Spirit 3620 01:10:40,470 --> 01:10:40,480 idea that you were sleeping with Spirit 3621 01:10:40,480 --> 01:10:41,990 idea that you were sleeping with Spirit of the Blue? Where the [\h__\h] does that 3622 01:10:41,990 --> 01:10:42,000 of the Blue? Where the [\h__\h] does that 3623 01:10:42,000 --> 01:10:44,310 of the Blue? Where the [\h__\h] does that come from? 3624 01:10:44,310 --> 01:10:44,320 come from? 3625 01:10:44,320 --> 01:10:46,470 come from? Well, she used to be good friends with 3626 01:10:46,470 --> 01:10:46,480 Well, she used to be good friends with 3627 01:10:46,480 --> 01:10:49,350 Well, she used to be good friends with Spirit and then at a point because 3628 01:10:49,350 --> 01:10:49,360 Spirit and then at a point because 3629 01:10:49,360 --> 01:10:51,990 Spirit and then at a point because Spirit liked me and started spending 3630 01:10:51,990 --> 01:10:52,000 Spirit liked me and started spending 3631 01:10:52,000 --> 01:10:54,310 Spirit liked me and started spending more time with me, you know, she these 3632 01:10:54,310 --> 01:10:54,320 more time with me, you know, she these 3633 01:10:54,320 --> 01:10:55,990 more time with me, you know, she these were like conclusions that were made 3634 01:10:55,990 --> 01:10:56,000 were like conclusions that were made 3635 01:10:56,000 --> 01:10:57,910 were like conclusions that were made because of that. 3636 01:10:57,910 --> 01:10:57,920 because of that. 3637 01:10:57,920 --> 01:10:59,510 because of that. Did Did Spirit of the Blue ever have 3638 01:10:59,510 --> 01:10:59,520 Did Did Spirit of the Blue ever have 3639 01:10:59,520 --> 01:11:00,950 Did Did Spirit of the Blue ever have like any sort of romantic interest in 3640 01:11:00,950 --> 01:11:00,960 like any sort of romantic interest in 3641 01:11:00,960 --> 01:11:02,229 like any sort of romantic interest in you? Is that where she thinks this is 3642 01:11:02,229 --> 01:11:02,239 you? Is that where she thinks this is 3643 01:11:02,239 --> 01:11:04,310 you? Is that where she thinks this is coming from or 3644 01:11:04,310 --> 01:11:04,320 coming from or 3645 01:11:04,320 --> 01:11:07,669 coming from or Oh, yeah. Absolutely. Yes. Uh, spirit. 3646 01:11:07,669 --> 01:11:07,679 Oh, yeah. Absolutely. Yes. Uh, spirit. 3647 01:11:07,679 --> 01:11:09,830 Oh, yeah. Absolutely. Yes. Uh, spirit. Yeah, spirit. You know, he had feelings 3648 01:11:09,830 --> 01:11:09,840 Yeah, spirit. You know, he had feelings 3649 01:11:09,840 --> 01:11:13,189 Yeah, spirit. You know, he had feelings for me, but I did not return them. I 3650 01:11:13,189 --> 01:11:13,199 for me, but I did not return them. I 3651 01:11:13,199 --> 01:11:14,870 for me, but I did not return them. I communicated to him like several times 3652 01:11:14,870 --> 01:11:14,880 communicated to him like several times 3653 01:11:14,880 --> 01:11:17,510 communicated to him like several times that I was not in the right headsp space 3654 01:11:17,510 --> 01:11:17,520 that I was not in the right headsp space 3655 01:11:17,520 --> 01:11:19,750 that I was not in the right headsp space to, you know, have a relationship. I had 3656 01:11:19,750 --> 01:11:19,760 to, you know, have a relationship. I had 3657 01:11:19,760 --> 01:11:21,189 to, you know, have a relationship. I had my own stuff going on. Like at this 3658 01:11:21,189 --> 01:11:21,199 my own stuff going on. Like at this 3659 01:11:21,199 --> 01:11:23,430 my own stuff going on. Like at this point, I'm still, you know, living in a 3660 01:11:23,430 --> 01:11:23,440 point, I'm still, you know, living in a 3661 01:11:23,440 --> 01:11:25,430 point, I'm still, you know, living in a kind of a chaotic situation at this 3662 01:11:25,430 --> 01:11:25,440 kind of a chaotic situation at this 3663 01:11:25,440 --> 01:11:27,350 kind of a chaotic situation at this point, you know, from home. And I told 3664 01:11:27,350 --> 01:11:27,360 point, you know, from home. And I told 3665 01:11:27,360 --> 01:11:28,790 point, you know, from home. And I told him I didn't really know him very well 3666 01:11:28,790 --> 01:11:28,800 him I didn't really know him very well 3667 01:11:28,800 --> 01:11:30,630 him I didn't really know him very well and I just I wasn't really attracted to 3668 01:11:30,630 --> 01:11:30,640 and I just I wasn't really attracted to 3669 01:11:30,640 --> 01:11:35,430 and I just I wasn't really attracted to him. Um, but he he he wasn't terribly 3670 01:11:35,430 --> 01:11:35,440 him. Um, but he he he wasn't terribly 3671 01:11:35,440 --> 01:11:37,669 him. Um, but he he he wasn't terribly willing to accept that, but eventually, 3672 01:11:37,669 --> 01:11:37,679 willing to accept that, but eventually, 3673 01:11:37,679 --> 01:11:38,950 willing to accept that, but eventually, you know, I kind of had to cut him off 3674 01:11:38,950 --> 01:11:38,960 you know, I kind of had to cut him off 3675 01:11:38,960 --> 01:11:41,270 you know, I kind of had to cut him off because of that, you know. But yes, I I 3676 01:11:41,270 --> 01:11:41,280 because of that, you know. But yes, I I 3677 01:11:41,280 --> 01:11:44,470 because of that, you know. But yes, I I had no interest in him. He had interest 3678 01:11:44,470 --> 01:11:44,480 had no interest in him. He had interest 3679 01:11:44,480 --> 01:11:46,630 had no interest in him. He had interest in me. And that's where a lot of this 3680 01:11:46,630 --> 01:11:46,640 in me. And that's where a lot of this 3681 01:11:46,640 --> 01:11:49,990 in me. And that's where a lot of this kind of came from. Okay. So, just cuz he 3682 01:11:49,990 --> 01:11:50,000 kind of came from. Okay. So, just cuz he 3683 01:11:50,000 --> 01:11:51,510 kind of came from. Okay. So, just cuz he had like a a little bit of a crush on 3684 01:11:51,510 --> 01:11:51,520 had like a a little bit of a crush on 3685 01:11:51,520 --> 01:11:53,350 had like a a little bit of a crush on you, she decided to like apparently make 3686 01:11:53,350 --> 01:11:53,360 you, she decided to like apparently make 3687 01:11:53,360 --> 01:11:56,950 you, she decided to like apparently make that in her entire crusade mission 3688 01:11:56,950 --> 01:11:56,960 that in her entire crusade mission 3689 01:11:56,960 --> 01:11:59,750 that in her entire crusade mission statement, I guess. 3690 01:11:59,750 --> 01:11:59,760 statement, I guess. 3691 01:11:59,760 --> 01:12:01,350 statement, I guess. Yeah. and and most of it I would argue 3692 01:12:01,350 --> 01:12:01,360 Yeah. and and most of it I would argue 3693 01:12:01,360 --> 01:12:03,750 Yeah. and and most of it I would argue is more towards losing the role I think 3694 01:12:03,750 --> 01:12:03,760 is more towards losing the role I think 3695 01:12:03,760 --> 01:12:06,070 is more towards losing the role I think of Misadventures. I think that that was 3696 01:12:06,070 --> 01:12:06,080 of Misadventures. I think that that was 3697 01:12:06,080 --> 01:12:08,149 of Misadventures. I think that that was just sort of this afterthought for her. 3698 01:12:08,149 --> 01:12:08,159 just sort of this afterthought for her. 3699 01:12:08,159 --> 01:12:09,750 just sort of this afterthought for her. I think that she cared a lot more about 3700 01:12:09,750 --> 01:12:09,760 I think that she cared a lot more about 3701 01:12:09,760 --> 01:12:11,189 I think that she cared a lot more about the role than really her own 3702 01:12:11,189 --> 01:12:11,199 the role than really her own 3703 01:12:11,199 --> 01:12:12,790 the role than really her own relationship with Spirit, but that's 3704 01:12:12,790 --> 01:12:12,800 relationship with Spirit, but that's 3705 01:12:12,800 --> 01:12:15,910 relationship with Spirit, but that's just me theorizing, you know? I I it's 3706 01:12:15,910 --> 01:12:15,920 just me theorizing, you know? I I it's 3707 01:12:15,920 --> 01:12:18,709 just me theorizing, you know? I I it's just it's just weird, right? It's not 3708 01:12:18,709 --> 01:12:18,719 just it's just weird, right? It's not 3709 01:12:18,719 --> 01:12:20,630 just it's just weird, right? It's not like you're in conversations with them 3710 01:12:20,630 --> 01:12:20,640 like you're in conversations with them 3711 01:12:20,640 --> 01:12:25,350 like you're in conversations with them anyway. So, like, you know, No, no, no. 3712 01:12:25,350 --> 01:12:25,360 anyway. So, like, you know, No, no, no. 3713 01:12:25,360 --> 01:12:27,910 anyway. So, like, you know, No, no, no. It's crazy how spiteful she is within 3714 01:12:27,910 --> 01:12:27,920 It's crazy how spiteful she is within 3715 01:12:27,920 --> 01:12:31,510 It's crazy how spiteful she is within those actions alone. 3716 01:12:31,510 --> 01:12:31,520 3717 01:12:31,520 --> 01:12:34,550 I I know it. I couldn't believe how bad 3718 01:12:34,550 --> 01:12:34,560 I I know it. I couldn't believe how bad 3719 01:12:34,560 --> 01:12:37,430 I I know it. I couldn't believe how bad it had gotten. Like my friend would come 3720 01:12:37,430 --> 01:12:37,440 it had gotten. Like my friend would come 3721 01:12:37,440 --> 01:12:39,430 it had gotten. Like my friend would come back to me like the one who we'd had 3722 01:12:39,430 --> 01:12:39,440 back to me like the one who we'd had 3723 01:12:39,440 --> 01:12:41,189 back to me like the one who we'd had that fight and then like he came back 3724 01:12:41,189 --> 01:12:41,199 that fight and then like he came back 3725 01:12:41,199 --> 01:12:44,630 that fight and then like he came back and apologized saying, "I am so sorry 3726 01:12:44,630 --> 01:12:44,640 and apologized saying, "I am so sorry 3727 01:12:44,640 --> 01:12:47,430 and apologized saying, "I am so sorry about this." Like I did not realize how 3728 01:12:47,430 --> 01:12:47,440 about this." Like I did not realize how 3729 01:12:47,440 --> 01:12:50,470 about this." Like I did not realize how horrible this like she was. You know, it 3730 01:12:50,470 --> 01:12:50,480 horrible this like she was. You know, it 3731 01:12:50,480 --> 01:12:53,030 horrible this like she was. You know, it was not until he was in a call with her 3732 01:12:53,030 --> 01:12:53,040 was not until he was in a call with her 3733 01:12:53,040 --> 01:12:55,270 was not until he was in a call with her watching her photoshop bruises on me 3734 01:12:55,270 --> 01:12:55,280 watching her photoshop bruises on me 3735 01:12:55,280 --> 01:12:59,590 watching her photoshop bruises on me that he just he got sick to his stomach. 3736 01:12:59,590 --> 01:12:59,600 that he just he got sick to his stomach. 3737 01:12:59,600 --> 01:13:01,669 that he just he got sick to his stomach. you know, and that's that's sort of what 3738 01:13:01,669 --> 01:13:01,679 you know, and that's that's sort of what 3739 01:13:01,679 --> 01:13:03,870 you know, and that's that's sort of what made him realize that he was 3740 01:13:03,870 --> 01:13:03,880 made him realize that he was 3741 01:13:03,880 --> 01:13:07,430 made him realize that he was absolutely in the wrong crowd, right? I 3742 01:13:07,430 --> 01:13:07,440 absolutely in the wrong crowd, right? I 3743 01:13:07,440 --> 01:13:09,430 absolutely in the wrong crowd, right? I mean, I I don't know very many people 3744 01:13:09,430 --> 01:13:09,440 mean, I I don't know very many people 3745 01:13:09,440 --> 01:13:11,189 mean, I I don't know very many people who would photoshop bruises on people 3746 01:13:11,189 --> 01:13:11,199 who would photoshop bruises on people 3747 01:13:11,199 --> 01:13:14,310 who would photoshop bruises on people for fun, you know? That's just me. I 3748 01:13:14,310 --> 01:13:14,320 for fun, you know? That's just me. I 3749 01:13:14,320 --> 01:13:16,310 for fun, you know? That's just me. I can't think of I can't think of many. 3750 01:13:16,310 --> 01:13:16,320 can't think of I can't think of many. 3751 01:13:16,320 --> 01:13:18,229 can't think of I can't think of many. No, like I just don't I don't understand 3752 01:13:18,229 --> 01:13:18,239 No, like I just don't I don't understand 3753 01:13:18,239 --> 01:13:21,430 No, like I just don't I don't understand it. Yeah. So, of course, Blue-Eyed Fox 3754 01:13:21,430 --> 01:13:21,440 it. Yeah. So, of course, Blue-Eyed Fox 3755 01:13:21,440 --> 01:13:24,470 it. Yeah. So, of course, Blue-Eyed Fox has uh kind of, as you know, Lizzy has 3756 01:13:24,470 --> 01:13:24,480 has uh kind of, as you know, Lizzy has 3757 01:13:24,480 --> 01:13:26,149 has uh kind of, as you know, Lizzy has also done, kind of turned the tables and 3758 01:13:26,149 --> 01:13:26,159 also done, kind of turned the tables and 3759 01:13:26,159 --> 01:13:28,950 also done, kind of turned the tables and say, "Well, your your fan base is toxic 3760 01:13:28,950 --> 01:13:28,960 say, "Well, your your fan base is toxic 3761 01:13:28,960 --> 01:13:31,830 say, "Well, your your fan base is toxic and have been harassing them non-stop 3762 01:13:31,830 --> 01:13:31,840 and have been harassing them non-stop 3763 01:13:31,840 --> 01:13:34,310 and have been harassing them non-stop about this whole thing." Um, more 3764 01:13:34,310 --> 01:13:34,320 about this whole thing." Um, more 3765 01:13:34,320 --> 01:13:36,630 about this whole thing." Um, more specifically in um regards to somebody 3766 01:13:36,630 --> 01:13:36,640 specifically in um regards to somebody 3767 01:13:36,640 --> 01:13:39,149 specifically in um regards to somebody called Radioactive um that was 3768 01:13:39,149 --> 01:13:39,159 called Radioactive um that was 3769 01:13:39,159 --> 01:13:41,790 called Radioactive um that was apparently ordered to attack you. 3770 01:13:41,790 --> 01:13:41,800 apparently ordered to attack you. 3771 01:13:41,800 --> 01:13:45,189 apparently ordered to attack you. Apparently, they allege that you were 3772 01:13:45,189 --> 01:13:45,199 Apparently, they allege that you were 3773 01:13:45,199 --> 01:13:46,870 Apparently, they allege that you were dating this person radioactive and you 3774 01:13:46,870 --> 01:13:46,880 dating this person radioactive and you 3775 01:13:46,880 --> 01:13:50,149 dating this person radioactive and you asked on your behalf to attack uh 3776 01:13:50,149 --> 01:13:50,159 asked on your behalf to attack uh 3777 01:13:50,159 --> 01:13:53,110 asked on your behalf to attack uh blue-eyed fox. 3778 01:13:53,110 --> 01:13:53,120 blue-eyed fox. 3779 01:13:53,120 --> 01:13:56,070 blue-eyed fox. What What's that about? Yeah. 3780 01:13:56,070 --> 01:13:56,080 What What's that about? Yeah. 3781 01:13:56,080 --> 01:13:59,590 What What's that about? Yeah. So, basically, oh man, I just It's I 3782 01:13:59,590 --> 01:13:59,600 So, basically, oh man, I just It's I 3783 01:13:59,600 --> 01:14:02,950 So, basically, oh man, I just It's I It's so I'm sorry. It's just It's just I 3784 01:14:02,950 --> 01:14:02,960 It's so I'm sorry. It's just It's just I 3785 01:14:02,960 --> 01:14:05,510 It's so I'm sorry. It's just It's just I get it. It's It's ridiculous, right? 3786 01:14:05,510 --> 01:14:05,520 get it. It's It's ridiculous, right? 3787 01:14:05,520 --> 01:14:07,270 get it. It's It's ridiculous, right? You're absolutely fine. Do not worry at 3788 01:14:07,270 --> 01:14:07,280 You're absolutely fine. Do not worry at 3789 01:14:07,280 --> 01:14:08,950 You're absolutely fine. Do not worry at all. 3790 01:14:08,950 --> 01:14:08,960 all. 3791 01:14:08,960 --> 01:14:11,590 all. Thank you. It's Radioactive was somebody 3792 01:14:11,590 --> 01:14:11,600 Thank you. It's Radioactive was somebody 3793 01:14:11,600 --> 01:14:14,470 Thank you. It's Radioactive was somebody who uh you know we were friends. He came 3794 01:14:14,470 --> 01:14:14,480 who uh you know we were friends. He came 3795 01:14:14,480 --> 01:14:16,310 who uh you know we were friends. He came to me at one point and said he had 3796 01:14:16,310 --> 01:14:16,320 to me at one point and said he had 3797 01:14:16,320 --> 01:14:18,790 to me at one point and said he had feelings for me. Um and I was very 3798 01:14:18,790 --> 01:14:18,800 feelings for me. Um and I was very 3799 01:14:18,800 --> 01:14:20,950 feelings for me. Um and I was very upfront with him saying look I don't I 3800 01:14:20,950 --> 01:14:20,960 upfront with him saying look I don't I 3801 01:14:20,960 --> 01:14:22,470 upfront with him saying look I don't I don't know you very well. Like you're a 3802 01:14:22,470 --> 01:14:22,480 don't know you very well. Like you're a 3803 01:14:22,480 --> 01:14:25,910 don't know you very well. Like you're a great friend and for me I just I don't 3804 01:14:25,910 --> 01:14:25,920 great friend and for me I just I don't 3805 01:14:25,920 --> 01:14:27,990 great friend and for me I just I don't want to like start anything serious like 3806 01:14:27,990 --> 01:14:28,000 want to like start anything serious like 3807 01:14:28,000 --> 01:14:30,070 want to like start anything serious like that with people who I don't know well. 3808 01:14:30,070 --> 01:14:30,080 that with people who I don't know well. 3809 01:14:30,080 --> 01:14:32,149 that with people who I don't know well. You know, maybe some sometime down the 3810 01:14:32,149 --> 01:14:32,159 You know, maybe some sometime down the 3811 01:14:32,159 --> 01:14:34,470 You know, maybe some sometime down the line if something were to change, if we 3812 01:14:34,470 --> 01:14:34,480 line if something were to change, if we 3813 01:14:34,480 --> 01:14:37,030 line if something were to change, if we we did meet in person, maybe we got to 3814 01:14:37,030 --> 01:14:37,040 we did meet in person, maybe we got to 3815 01:14:37,040 --> 01:14:38,630 we did meet in person, maybe we got to know each other, then maybe that's 3816 01:14:38,630 --> 01:14:38,640 know each other, then maybe that's 3817 01:14:38,640 --> 01:14:41,189 know each other, then maybe that's something that could happen. But no 3818 01:14:41,189 --> 01:14:41,199 something that could happen. But no 3819 01:14:41,199 --> 01:14:44,149 something that could happen. But no promises, we're friends. And um you 3820 01:14:44,149 --> 01:14:44,159 promises, we're friends. And um you 3821 01:14:44,159 --> 01:14:46,870 promises, we're friends. And um you know, after a little bit of time of him 3822 01:14:46,870 --> 01:14:46,880 know, after a little bit of time of him 3823 01:14:46,880 --> 01:14:48,790 know, after a little bit of time of him kind of hoping to have a relationship 3824 01:14:48,790 --> 01:14:48,800 kind of hoping to have a relationship 3825 01:14:48,800 --> 01:14:51,830 kind of hoping to have a relationship and it not really paying off, Mhm. he 3826 01:14:51,830 --> 01:14:51,840 and it not really paying off, Mhm. he 3827 01:14:51,840 --> 01:14:54,870 and it not really paying off, Mhm. he went to blue-eyed, you know, as his I 3828 01:14:54,870 --> 01:14:54,880 went to blue-eyed, you know, as his I 3829 01:14:54,880 --> 01:14:57,669 went to blue-eyed, you know, as his I guess response to that. and uh said this 3830 01:14:57,669 --> 01:14:57,679 guess response to that. and uh said this 3831 01:14:57,679 --> 01:15:00,630 guess response to that. and uh said this said that I I sked him onto her, but no, 3832 01:15:00,630 --> 01:15:00,640 said that I I sked him onto her, but no, 3833 01:15:00,640 --> 01:15:04,630 said that I I sked him onto her, but no, like why I I don't gain anything by 3834 01:15:04,630 --> 01:15:04,640 like why I I don't gain anything by 3835 01:15:04,640 --> 01:15:06,709 like why I I don't gain anything by having people go attack anybody. And 3836 01:15:06,709 --> 01:15:06,719 having people go attack anybody. And 3837 01:15:06,719 --> 01:15:09,030 having people go attack anybody. And there's no tweets of these attacks 3838 01:15:09,030 --> 01:15:09,040 there's no tweets of these attacks 3839 01:15:09,040 --> 01:15:11,350 there's no tweets of these attacks either. Like that none of this. It's 3840 01:15:11,350 --> 01:15:11,360 either. Like that none of this. It's 3841 01:15:11,360 --> 01:15:13,350 either. Like that none of this. It's just none of it's true. It's just coming 3842 01:15:13,350 --> 01:15:13,360 just none of it's true. It's just coming 3843 01:15:13,360 --> 01:15:15,590 just none of it's true. It's just coming from like some stuff that's like, oh, 3844 01:15:15,590 --> 01:15:15,600 from like some stuff that's like, oh, 3845 01:15:15,600 --> 01:15:17,270 from like some stuff that's like, oh, well, there's part of something here, 3846 01:15:17,270 --> 01:15:17,280 well, there's part of something here, 3847 01:15:17,280 --> 01:15:19,110 well, there's part of something here, but then there's also bits of it that 3848 01:15:19,110 --> 01:15:19,120 but then there's also bits of it that 3849 01:15:19,120 --> 01:15:20,950 but then there's also bits of it that there's it's there's no truth to it at 3850 01:15:20,950 --> 01:15:20,960 there's it's there's no truth to it at 3851 01:15:20,960 --> 01:15:24,149 there's it's there's no truth to it at all, you know? No, I get that. And you 3852 01:15:24,149 --> 01:15:24,159 all, you know? No, I get that. And you 3853 01:15:24,159 --> 01:15:25,590 all, you know? No, I get that. And you know how these gossip sets can be 3854 01:15:25,590 --> 01:15:25,600 know how these gossip sets can be 3855 01:15:25,600 --> 01:15:27,430 know how these gossip sets can be sometimes, you know, when they decide 3856 01:15:27,430 --> 01:15:27,440 sometimes, you know, when they decide 3857 01:15:27,440 --> 01:15:30,550 sometimes, you know, when they decide like arbitrarily like this is the person 3858 01:15:30,550 --> 01:15:30,560 like arbitrarily like this is the person 3859 01:15:30,560 --> 01:15:32,149 like arbitrarily like this is the person who is objectively in the wrong even 3860 01:15:32,149 --> 01:15:32,159 who is objectively in the wrong even 3861 01:15:32,159 --> 01:15:33,590 who is objectively in the wrong even though they're just like, well, is there 3862 01:15:33,590 --> 01:15:33,600 though they're just like, well, is there 3863 01:15:33,600 --> 01:15:34,709 though they're just like, well, is there any proof that they're in the wrong? 3864 01:15:34,709 --> 01:15:34,719 any proof that they're in the wrong? 3865 01:15:34,719 --> 01:15:36,070 any proof that they're in the wrong? Like are we basing that on actual 3866 01:15:36,070 --> 01:15:36,080 Like are we basing that on actual 3867 01:15:36,080 --> 01:15:38,149 Like are we basing that on actual screenshots you're taking or are we just 3868 01:15:38,149 --> 01:15:38,159 screenshots you're taking or are we just 3869 01:15:38,159 --> 01:15:41,270 screenshots you're taking or are we just jumping on a hate bandwagon for a bit? 3870 01:15:41,270 --> 01:15:41,280 jumping on a hate bandwagon for a bit? 3871 01:15:41,280 --> 01:15:43,189 jumping on a hate bandwagon for a bit? Are we just taking a screenshot of some 3872 01:15:43,189 --> 01:15:43,199 Are we just taking a screenshot of some 3873 01:15:43,199 --> 01:15:46,229 Are we just taking a screenshot of some guy saying it happened and there 3874 01:15:46,229 --> 01:15:46,239 guy saying it happened and there 3875 01:15:46,239 --> 01:15:47,910 guy saying it happened and there sometimes that's all it takes, right? 3876 01:15:47,910 --> 01:15:47,920 sometimes that's all it takes, right? 3877 01:15:47,920 --> 01:15:49,430 sometimes that's all it takes, right? Godamn. 3878 01:15:49,430 --> 01:15:49,440 Godamn. 3879 01:15:49,440 --> 01:15:52,310 Godamn. Yeah. Yep. So, all right, moving on to 3880 01:15:52,310 --> 01:15:52,320 Yeah. Yep. So, all right, moving on to 3881 01:15:52,320 --> 01:15:54,550 Yeah. Yep. So, all right, moving on to the next name on our list here. Uh, 3882 01:15:54,550 --> 01:15:54,560 the next name on our list here. Uh, 3883 01:15:54,560 --> 01:15:56,630 the next name on our list here. Uh, let's talk about Super Speed Sonic. Uh, 3884 01:15:56,630 --> 01:15:56,640 let's talk about Super Speed Sonic. Uh, 3885 01:15:56,640 --> 01:15:59,510 let's talk about Super Speed Sonic. Uh, Ricardo, as his real name is, has posted 3886 01:15:59,510 --> 01:15:59,520 Ricardo, as his real name is, has posted 3887 01:15:59,520 --> 01:16:01,510 Ricardo, as his real name is, has posted this thing on their Twitter about an 3888 01:16:01,510 --> 01:16:01,520 this thing on their Twitter about an 3889 01:16:01,520 --> 01:16:02,950 this thing on their Twitter about an incident that took place at Sonic 3890 01:16:02,950 --> 01:16:02,960 incident that took place at Sonic 3891 01:16:02,960 --> 01:16:04,310 incident that took place at Sonic Revolution. I'm assuming that's some 3892 01:16:04,310 --> 01:16:04,320 Revolution. I'm assuming that's some 3893 01:16:04,320 --> 01:16:05,990 Revolution. I'm assuming that's some sort of gaming convention or like a 3894 01:16:05,990 --> 01:16:06,000 sort of gaming convention or like a 3895 01:16:06,000 --> 01:16:08,550 sort of gaming convention or like a showcase for Sonic stuff, saying that 3896 01:16:08,550 --> 01:16:08,560 showcase for Sonic stuff, saying that 3897 01:16:08,560 --> 01:16:10,950 showcase for Sonic stuff, saying that you got them intentionally kicked out of 3898 01:16:10,950 --> 01:16:10,960 you got them intentionally kicked out of 3899 01:16:10,960 --> 01:16:15,910 you got them intentionally kicked out of this um event. Um, what's that about? 3900 01:16:15,910 --> 01:16:15,920 this um event. Um, what's that about? 3901 01:16:15,920 --> 01:16:21,430 this um event. Um, what's that about? What's your relationship with him? 3902 01:16:21,430 --> 01:16:21,440 3903 01:16:21,440 --> 01:16:23,430 I mean, there's no like we were never 3904 01:16:23,430 --> 01:16:23,440 I mean, there's no like we were never 3905 01:16:23,440 --> 01:16:25,350 I mean, there's no like we were never friends, like we never really spoke to 3906 01:16:25,350 --> 01:16:25,360 friends, like we never really spoke to 3907 01:16:25,360 --> 01:16:29,110 friends, like we never really spoke to each other. This was more so uh Ricardo 3908 01:16:29,110 --> 01:16:29,120 each other. This was more so uh Ricardo 3909 01:16:29,120 --> 01:16:31,990 each other. This was more so uh Ricardo would make a lot of tweets online that a 3910 01:16:31,990 --> 01:16:32,000 would make a lot of tweets online that a 3911 01:16:32,000 --> 01:16:33,590 would make a lot of tweets online that a lot of people within the Sonic community 3912 01:16:33,590 --> 01:16:33,600 lot of people within the Sonic community 3913 01:16:33,600 --> 01:16:36,709 lot of people within the Sonic community space were very aware of um that were 3914 01:16:36,709 --> 01:16:36,719 space were very aware of um that were 3915 01:16:36,719 --> 01:16:38,950 space were very aware of um that were borderline kind of misogynistic, very 3916 01:16:38,950 --> 01:16:38,960 borderline kind of misogynistic, very 3917 01:16:38,960 --> 01:16:41,750 borderline kind of misogynistic, very questionable things. Um, one of these 3918 01:16:41,750 --> 01:16:41,760 questionable things. Um, one of these 3919 01:16:41,760 --> 01:16:44,070 questionable things. Um, one of these comments were about, you know, how women 3920 01:16:44,070 --> 01:16:44,080 comments were about, you know, how women 3921 01:16:44,080 --> 01:16:46,470 comments were about, you know, how women above the age 25, they they need like 3922 01:16:46,470 --> 01:16:46,480 above the age 25, they they need like 3923 01:16:46,480 --> 01:16:47,910 above the age 25, they they need like what are you doing trying to like get in 3924 01:16:47,910 --> 01:16:47,920 what are you doing trying to like get in 3925 01:16:47,920 --> 01:16:49,350 what are you doing trying to like get in the date, you know, don't don't come 3926 01:16:49,350 --> 01:16:49,360 the date, you know, don't don't come 3927 01:16:49,360 --> 01:16:50,950 the date, you know, don't don't come date me. You should have kids and a 3928 01:16:50,950 --> 01:16:50,960 date me. You should have kids and a 3929 01:16:50,960 --> 01:16:53,510 date me. You should have kids and a whole family by now, you know. And uh, a 3930 01:16:53,510 --> 01:16:53,520 whole family by now, you know. And uh, a 3931 01:16:53,520 --> 01:16:55,750 whole family by now, you know. And uh, a lot of women did not take well to uh 3932 01:16:55,750 --> 01:16:55,760 lot of women did not take well to uh 3933 01:16:55,760 --> 01:16:58,630 lot of women did not take well to uh some of these tweets, including me. Um, 3934 01:16:58,630 --> 01:16:58,640 some of these tweets, including me. Um, 3935 01:16:58,640 --> 01:17:00,709 some of these tweets, including me. Um, and on top of that too, he had his own 3936 01:17:00,709 --> 01:17:00,719 and on top of that too, he had his own 3937 01:17:00,719 --> 01:17:03,430 and on top of that too, he had his own run-ins with uh, content creator uh, Sam 3938 01:17:03,430 --> 01:17:03,440 run-ins with uh, content creator uh, Sam 3939 01:17:03,440 --> 01:17:06,310 run-ins with uh, content creator uh, Sam Procrastinates. And uh because of this, 3940 01:17:06,310 --> 01:17:06,320 Procrastinates. And uh because of this, 3941 01:17:06,320 --> 01:17:08,550 Procrastinates. And uh because of this, you know, he's just somebody who has 3942 01:17:08,550 --> 01:17:08,560 you know, he's just somebody who has 3943 01:17:08,560 --> 01:17:10,310 you know, he's just somebody who has just made me feel kind of uncomfortable 3944 01:17:10,310 --> 01:17:10,320 just made me feel kind of uncomfortable 3945 01:17:10,320 --> 01:17:13,270 just made me feel kind of uncomfortable about them. No hatred, no nothing like 3946 01:17:13,270 --> 01:17:13,280 about them. No hatred, no nothing like 3947 01:17:13,280 --> 01:17:15,750 about them. No hatred, no nothing like there's nothing strong. It's just h 3948 01:17:15,750 --> 01:17:15,760 there's nothing strong. It's just h 3949 01:17:15,760 --> 01:17:17,270 there's nothing strong. It's just h Yeah, I don't know how I feel about that 3950 01:17:17,270 --> 01:17:17,280 Yeah, I don't know how I feel about that 3951 01:17:17,280 --> 01:17:19,590 Yeah, I don't know how I feel about that guy. He just kind of just wouldn't go 3952 01:17:19,590 --> 01:17:19,600 guy. He just kind of just wouldn't go 3953 01:17:19,600 --> 01:17:21,350 guy. He just kind of just wouldn't go out of your way to get a beer with that 3954 01:17:21,350 --> 01:17:21,360 out of your way to get a beer with that 3955 01:17:21,360 --> 01:17:22,870 out of your way to get a beer with that person. 3956 01:17:22,870 --> 01:17:22,880 person. 3957 01:17:22,880 --> 01:17:25,590 person. Yes, absolutely. And there was a point 3958 01:17:25,590 --> 01:17:25,600 Yes, absolutely. And there was a point 3959 01:17:25,600 --> 01:17:27,669 Yes, absolutely. And there was a point at uh it was Sonic Revolution. You're 3960 01:17:27,669 --> 01:17:27,679 at uh it was Sonic Revolution. You're 3961 01:17:27,679 --> 01:17:30,470 at uh it was Sonic Revolution. You're right. It's a Sonic uh convention in 3962 01:17:30,470 --> 01:17:30,480 right. It's a Sonic uh convention in 3963 01:17:30,480 --> 01:17:34,310 right. It's a Sonic uh convention in California. and he was in line to see 3964 01:17:34,310 --> 01:17:34,320 California. and he was in line to see 3965 01:17:34,320 --> 01:17:37,750 California. and he was in line to see the actors. However, I share this like 3966 01:17:37,750 --> 01:17:37,760 the actors. However, I share this like 3967 01:17:37,760 --> 01:17:40,229 the actors. However, I share this like long table with all of them. So, in 3968 01:17:40,229 --> 01:17:40,239 long table with all of them. So, in 3969 01:17:40,239 --> 01:17:41,990 long table with all of them. So, in order to like be in line with these 3970 01:17:41,990 --> 01:17:42,000 order to like be in line with these 3971 01:17:42,000 --> 01:17:44,550 order to like be in line with these guys, like he has to pass right in front 3972 01:17:44,550 --> 01:17:44,560 guys, like he has to pass right in front 3973 01:17:44,560 --> 01:17:46,950 guys, like he has to pass right in front of me uh to potentially interact with 3974 01:17:46,950 --> 01:17:46,960 of me uh to potentially interact with 3975 01:17:46,960 --> 01:17:48,950 of me uh to potentially interact with me. And not to say he was going to 3976 01:17:48,950 --> 01:17:48,960 me. And not to say he was going to 3977 01:17:48,960 --> 01:17:51,510 me. And not to say he was going to purposely come up and talk to me, but a 3978 01:17:51,510 --> 01:17:51,520 purposely come up and talk to me, but a 3979 01:17:51,520 --> 01:17:53,430 purposely come up and talk to me, but a couple friends of mine who were aware of 3980 01:17:53,430 --> 01:17:53,440 couple friends of mine who were aware of 3981 01:17:53,440 --> 01:17:55,830 couple friends of mine who were aware of that discomfort, they messaged me and 3982 01:17:55,830 --> 01:17:55,840 that discomfort, they messaged me and 3983 01:17:55,840 --> 01:17:57,350 that discomfort, they messaged me and said, "Hey, like just a, you know, a 3984 01:17:57,350 --> 01:17:57,360 said, "Hey, like just a, you know, a 3985 01:17:57,360 --> 01:17:59,189 said, "Hey, like just a, you know, a heads up, he's in the line. He's getting 3986 01:17:59,189 --> 01:17:59,199 heads up, he's in the line. He's getting 3987 01:17:59,199 --> 01:18:01,270 heads up, he's in the line. He's getting kind of close to you." So, I told my 3988 01:18:01,270 --> 01:18:01,280 kind of close to you." So, I told my 3989 01:18:01,280 --> 01:18:02,709 kind of close to you." So, I told my partner Cam, "Hey, I'm going to like 3990 01:18:02,709 --> 01:18:02,719 partner Cam, "Hey, I'm going to like 3991 01:18:02,719 --> 01:18:04,470 partner Cam, "Hey, I'm going to like just step away for a few minutes because 3992 01:18:04,470 --> 01:18:04,480 just step away for a few minutes because 3993 01:18:04,480 --> 01:18:07,149 just step away for a few minutes because I didn't really want to have any kind of 3994 01:18:07,149 --> 01:18:07,159 I didn't really want to have any kind of 3995 01:18:07,159 --> 01:18:09,990 I didn't really want to have any kind of interaction." Um, so I left. I spent 3996 01:18:09,990 --> 01:18:10,000 interaction." Um, so I left. I spent 3997 01:18:10,000 --> 01:18:11,590 interaction." Um, so I left. I spent time with a few of my friends. We kind 3998 01:18:11,590 --> 01:18:11,600 time with a few of my friends. We kind 3999 01:18:11,600 --> 01:18:13,110 time with a few of my friends. We kind of, you know, just kind of talking about 4000 01:18:13,110 --> 01:18:13,120 of, you know, just kind of talking about 4001 01:18:13,120 --> 01:18:15,510 of, you know, just kind of talking about it and they were mentioning that they 4002 01:18:15,510 --> 01:18:15,520 it and they were mentioning that they 4003 01:18:15,520 --> 01:18:17,430 it and they were mentioning that they were kind of shocked he was allowed in 4004 01:18:17,430 --> 01:18:17,440 were kind of shocked he was allowed in 4005 01:18:17,440 --> 01:18:20,550 were kind of shocked he was allowed in because he apparently was blacklisted 4006 01:18:20,550 --> 01:18:20,560 because he apparently was blacklisted 4007 01:18:20,560 --> 01:18:22,870 because he apparently was blacklisted from the other Sonic event, Sonic and 4008 01:18:22,870 --> 01:18:22,880 from the other Sonic event, Sonic and 4009 01:18:22,880 --> 01:18:24,630 from the other Sonic event, Sonic and Sega fan. I know I've mentioned that 4010 01:18:24,630 --> 01:18:24,640 Sega fan. I know I've mentioned that 4011 01:18:24,640 --> 01:18:26,790 Sega fan. I know I've mentioned that name before. So that event he I guess 4012 01:18:26,790 --> 01:18:26,800 name before. So that event he I guess 4013 01:18:26,800 --> 01:18:29,189 name before. So that event he I guess had been blacklisted because of his own 4014 01:18:29,189 --> 01:18:29,199 had been blacklisted because of his own 4015 01:18:29,199 --> 01:18:31,350 had been blacklisted because of his own situation with the other content creator 4016 01:18:31,350 --> 01:18:31,360 situation with the other content creator 4017 01:18:31,360 --> 01:18:33,669 situation with the other content creator um Sam Procrastinates. 4018 01:18:33,669 --> 01:18:33,679 um Sam Procrastinates. 4019 01:18:33,679 --> 01:18:36,229 um Sam Procrastinates. So they brought that up along with the 4020 01:18:36,229 --> 01:18:36,239 So they brought that up along with the 4021 01:18:36,239 --> 01:18:38,550 So they brought that up along with the fact that there was this entrance that 4022 01:18:38,550 --> 01:18:38,560 fact that there was this entrance that 4023 01:18:38,560 --> 01:18:40,790 fact that there was this entrance that people were using at the convention that 4024 01:18:40,790 --> 01:18:40,800 people were using at the convention that 4025 01:18:40,800 --> 01:18:43,590 people were using at the convention that people weren't supposed to be using. Uh 4026 01:18:43,590 --> 01:18:43,600 people weren't supposed to be using. Uh 4027 01:18:43,600 --> 01:18:44,870 people weren't supposed to be using. Uh and so they were just kind of talking 4028 01:18:44,870 --> 01:18:44,880 and so they were just kind of talking 4029 01:18:44,880 --> 01:18:45,910 and so they were just kind of talking about like yeah I mean we're kind of 4030 01:18:45,910 --> 01:18:45,920 about like yeah I mean we're kind of 4031 01:18:45,920 --> 01:18:47,830 about like yeah I mean we're kind of shocked he's even kind of allowed in 4032 01:18:47,830 --> 01:18:47,840 shocked he's even kind of allowed in 4033 01:18:47,840 --> 01:18:49,910 shocked he's even kind of allowed in here because of what happened and he has 4034 01:18:49,910 --> 01:18:49,920 here because of what happened and he has 4035 01:18:49,920 --> 01:18:51,510 here because of what happened and he has been using this door. And I I was just 4036 01:18:51,510 --> 01:18:51,520 been using this door. And I I was just 4037 01:18:51,520 --> 01:18:53,189 been using this door. And I I was just like, "Yeah, I'm not sure." You know, 4038 01:18:53,189 --> 01:18:53,199 like, "Yeah, I'm not sure." You know, 4039 01:18:53,199 --> 01:18:55,030 like, "Yeah, I'm not sure." You know, maybe something's to do with that, but I 4040 01:18:55,030 --> 01:18:55,040 maybe something's to do with that, but I 4041 01:18:55,040 --> 01:18:57,110 maybe something's to do with that, but I don't know. Anyways, he's passed my 4042 01:18:57,110 --> 01:18:57,120 don't know. Anyways, he's passed my 4043 01:18:57,120 --> 01:18:58,470 don't know. Anyways, he's passed my table. I'm going to go sit back down 4044 01:18:58,470 --> 01:18:58,480 table. I'm going to go sit back down 4045 01:18:58,480 --> 01:18:59,910 table. I'm going to go sit back down cuz, you know, I had people waiting for 4046 01:18:59,910 --> 01:18:59,920 cuz, you know, I had people waiting for 4047 01:18:59,920 --> 01:19:03,910 cuz, you know, I had people waiting for me. And I sat back at my table. I 4048 01:19:03,910 --> 01:19:03,920 me. And I sat back at my table. I 4049 01:19:03,920 --> 01:19:05,669 me. And I sat back at my table. I continued to interact with fans. And 4050 01:19:05,669 --> 01:19:05,679 continued to interact with fans. And 4051 01:19:05,679 --> 01:19:07,910 continued to interact with fans. And then I think it was probably like 20 4052 01:19:07,910 --> 01:19:07,920 then I think it was probably like 20 4053 01:19:07,920 --> 01:19:10,870 then I think it was probably like 20 minutes later. Uh the head of Sonic Revo 4054 01:19:10,870 --> 01:19:10,880 minutes later. Uh the head of Sonic Revo 4055 01:19:10,880 --> 01:19:13,030 minutes later. Uh the head of Sonic Revo came up to me and Cam and said, "Hey, 4056 01:19:13,030 --> 01:19:13,040 came up to me and Cam and said, "Hey, 4057 01:19:13,040 --> 01:19:14,790 came up to me and Cam and said, "Hey, don't worry. We took care of it." And 4058 01:19:14,790 --> 01:19:14,800 don't worry. We took care of it." And 4059 01:19:14,800 --> 01:19:16,470 don't worry. We took care of it." And we're like, "What are you talking 4060 01:19:16,470 --> 01:19:16,480 we're like, "What are you talking 4061 01:19:16,480 --> 01:19:18,709 we're like, "What are you talking about?" And he's, you know, they were 4062 01:19:18,709 --> 01:19:18,719 about?" And he's, you know, they were 4063 01:19:18,719 --> 01:19:20,390 about?" And he's, you know, they were like, "We we kicked out Ricardo, you 4064 01:19:20,390 --> 01:19:20,400 like, "We we kicked out Ricardo, you 4065 01:19:20,400 --> 01:19:22,149 like, "We we kicked out Ricardo, you know, like you wanted." And we're like, 4066 01:19:22,149 --> 01:19:22,159 know, like you wanted." And we're like, 4067 01:19:22,159 --> 01:19:24,630 know, like you wanted." And we're like, "Whoa, whoa, whoa. No, no, what do you 4068 01:19:24,630 --> 01:19:24,640 "Whoa, whoa, whoa. No, no, what do you 4069 01:19:24,640 --> 01:19:26,310 "Whoa, whoa, whoa. No, no, what do you mean? You kicked him out? We we don't 4070 01:19:26,310 --> 01:19:26,320 mean? You kicked him out? We we don't 4071 01:19:26,320 --> 01:19:27,590 mean? You kicked him out? We we don't want that. No, no, no. You don't have to 4072 01:19:27,590 --> 01:19:27,600 want that. No, no, no. You don't have to 4073 01:19:27,600 --> 01:19:29,189 want that. No, no, no. You don't have to kick him out. Oh my god." And they said, 4074 01:19:29,189 --> 01:19:29,199 kick him out. Oh my god." And they said, 4075 01:19:29,199 --> 01:19:30,950 kick him out. Oh my god." And they said, "Yeah, no. That's what you you said, 4076 01:19:30,950 --> 01:19:30,960 "Yeah, no. That's what you you said, 4077 01:19:30,960 --> 01:19:32,310 "Yeah, no. That's what you you said, right?" And we're like, "No, we none of 4078 01:19:32,310 --> 01:19:32,320 right?" And we're like, "No, we none of 4079 01:19:32,320 --> 01:19:34,149 right?" And we're like, "No, we none of us said that, you know, and we we didn't 4080 01:19:34,149 --> 01:19:34,159 us said that, you know, and we we didn't 4081 01:19:34,159 --> 01:19:35,590 us said that, you know, and we we didn't even know what was going on at that 4082 01:19:35,590 --> 01:19:35,600 even know what was going on at that 4083 01:19:35,600 --> 01:19:39,830 even know what was going on at that point until they left to kind of 4084 01:19:39,830 --> 01:19:39,840 point until they left to kind of 4085 01:19:39,840 --> 01:19:41,430 point until they left to kind of reconvene and talk about what was going 4086 01:19:41,430 --> 01:19:41,440 reconvene and talk about what was going 4087 01:19:41,440 --> 01:19:44,630 reconvene and talk about what was going on, you know, and they came back and 4088 01:19:44,630 --> 01:19:44,640 on, you know, and they came back and 4089 01:19:44,640 --> 01:19:46,550 on, you know, and they came back and said that it was one of these friends 4090 01:19:46,550 --> 01:19:46,560 said that it was one of these friends 4091 01:19:46,560 --> 01:19:49,110 said that it was one of these friends who I was talking to. They mentioned, 4092 01:19:49,110 --> 01:19:49,120 who I was talking to. They mentioned, 4093 01:19:49,120 --> 01:19:51,189 who I was talking to. They mentioned, you know, how he has been using the 4094 01:19:51,189 --> 01:19:51,199 you know, how he has been using the 4095 01:19:51,199 --> 01:19:52,870 you know, how he has been using the wrong entrance and, you know, they 4096 01:19:52,870 --> 01:19:52,880 wrong entrance and, you know, they 4097 01:19:52,880 --> 01:19:54,390 wrong entrance and, you know, they brought up like the fan jam thing and 4098 01:19:54,390 --> 01:19:54,400 brought up like the fan jam thing and 4099 01:19:54,400 --> 01:19:56,390 brought up like the fan jam thing and how I was kind of uncomfortable and I 4100 01:19:56,390 --> 01:19:56,400 how I was kind of uncomfortable and I 4101 01:19:56,400 --> 01:19:58,950 how I was kind of uncomfortable and I said, "Yeah, no, like look, yeah, like 4102 01:19:58,950 --> 01:19:58,960 said, "Yeah, no, like look, yeah, like 4103 01:19:58,960 --> 01:19:59,910 said, "Yeah, no, like look, yeah, like this, he makes me a little 4104 01:19:59,910 --> 01:19:59,920 this, he makes me a little 4105 01:19:59,920 --> 01:20:01,110 this, he makes me a little uncomfortable. He doesn't have to be 4106 01:20:01,110 --> 01:20:01,120 uncomfortable. He doesn't have to be 4107 01:20:01,120 --> 01:20:02,470 uncomfortable. He doesn't have to be kicked out though. Like it's not like 4108 01:20:02,470 --> 01:20:02,480 kicked out though. Like it's not like 4109 01:20:02,480 --> 01:20:03,990 kicked out though. Like it's not like that, you know. No, let him let him back 4110 01:20:03,990 --> 01:20:04,000 that, you know. No, let him let him back 4111 01:20:04,000 --> 01:20:05,350 that, you know. No, let him let him back in. And me and Cam were literally 4112 01:20:05,350 --> 01:20:05,360 in. And me and Cam were literally 4113 01:20:05,360 --> 01:20:07,669 in. And me and Cam were literally saying, "No, bring him back in here." 4114 01:20:07,669 --> 01:20:07,679 saying, "No, bring him back in here." 4115 01:20:07,679 --> 01:20:09,990 saying, "No, bring him back in here." But at that point, Ricardo had already 4116 01:20:09,990 --> 01:20:10,000 But at that point, Ricardo had already 4117 01:20:10,000 --> 01:20:11,510 But at that point, Ricardo had already reacted very strongly, which 4118 01:20:11,510 --> 01:20:11,520 reacted very strongly, which 4119 01:20:11,520 --> 01:20:14,070 reacted very strongly, which understandably, um, making the head of 4120 01:20:14,070 --> 01:20:14,080 understandably, um, making the head of 4121 01:20:14,080 --> 01:20:16,310 understandably, um, making the head of Sonic Rebel cry. So, they decided to 4122 01:20:16,310 --> 01:20:16,320 Sonic Rebel cry. So, they decided to 4123 01:20:16,320 --> 01:20:19,270 Sonic Rebel cry. So, they decided to just blacklist him altogether. And so, 4124 01:20:19,270 --> 01:20:19,280 just blacklist him altogether. And so, 4125 01:20:19,280 --> 01:20:22,070 just blacklist him altogether. And so, that's where that went. And then in the 4126 01:20:22,070 --> 01:20:22,080 that's where that went. And then in the 4127 01:20:22,080 --> 01:20:23,990 that's where that went. And then in the midst of me being at this convention 4128 01:20:23,990 --> 01:20:24,000 midst of me being at this convention 4129 01:20:24,000 --> 01:20:27,189 midst of me being at this convention just trying to get through the day, that 4130 01:20:27,189 --> 01:20:27,199 just trying to get through the day, that 4131 01:20:27,199 --> 01:20:31,110 just trying to get through the day, that that post was posted. And uh we had to 4132 01:20:31,110 --> 01:20:31,120 that post was posted. And uh we had to 4133 01:20:31,120 --> 01:20:32,950 that post was posted. And uh we had to speak to them again, like, "Hey, this is 4134 01:20:32,950 --> 01:20:32,960 speak to them again, like, "Hey, this is 4135 01:20:32,960 --> 01:20:35,350 speak to them again, like, "Hey, this is getting really out of hand. Now he's on 4136 01:20:35,350 --> 01:20:35,360 getting really out of hand. Now he's on 4137 01:20:35,360 --> 01:20:37,110 getting really out of hand. Now he's on Twitter telling people that I I got him 4138 01:20:37,110 --> 01:20:37,120 Twitter telling people that I I got him 4139 01:20:37,120 --> 01:20:39,350 Twitter telling people that I I got him kicked out, you know, and so they said, 4140 01:20:39,350 --> 01:20:39,360 kicked out, you know, and so they said, 4141 01:20:39,360 --> 01:20:40,870 kicked out, you know, and so they said, "Yeah, we're going to look into it." 4142 01:20:40,870 --> 01:20:40,880 "Yeah, we're going to look into it." 4143 01:20:40,880 --> 01:20:42,790 "Yeah, we're going to look into it." Eventually after like the end of the 4144 01:20:42,790 --> 01:20:42,800 Eventually after like the end of the 4145 01:20:42,800 --> 01:20:45,590 Eventually after like the end of the event, uh I reached out to him. Uh my 4146 01:20:45,590 --> 01:20:45,600 event, uh I reached out to him. Uh my 4147 01:20:45,600 --> 01:20:47,750 event, uh I reached out to him. Uh my partner Cam reached out to him. Sonic 4148 01:20:47,750 --> 01:20:47,760 partner Cam reached out to him. Sonic 4149 01:20:47,760 --> 01:20:50,870 partner Cam reached out to him. Sonic Revo also reached out to him. We tried 4150 01:20:50,870 --> 01:20:50,880 Revo also reached out to him. We tried 4151 01:20:50,880 --> 01:20:52,790 Revo also reached out to him. We tried to communicate as much as we could. I 4152 01:20:52,790 --> 01:20:52,800 to communicate as much as we could. I 4153 01:20:52,800 --> 01:20:55,030 to communicate as much as we could. I had even responded myself explaining my 4154 01:20:55,030 --> 01:20:55,040 had even responded myself explaining my 4155 01:20:55,040 --> 01:20:58,470 had even responded myself explaining my side of that. Um, but this was something 4156 01:20:58,470 --> 01:20:58,480 side of that. Um, but this was something 4157 01:20:58,480 --> 01:21:00,550 side of that. Um, but this was something that he had never really corrected. But 4158 01:21:00,550 --> 01:21:00,560 that he had never really corrected. But 4159 01:21:00,560 --> 01:21:02,550 that he had never really corrected. But Sonic Revo did reach out to him. I did 4160 01:21:02,550 --> 01:21:02,560 Sonic Revo did reach out to him. I did 4161 01:21:02,560 --> 01:21:04,390 Sonic Revo did reach out to him. I did post that online too, just to keep 4162 01:21:04,390 --> 01:21:04,400 post that online too, just to keep 4163 01:21:04,400 --> 01:21:05,910 post that online too, just to keep everybody in the loop like, "Hey, Sonic 4164 01:21:05,910 --> 01:21:05,920 everybody in the loop like, "Hey, Sonic 4165 01:21:05,920 --> 01:21:08,149 everybody in the loop like, "Hey, Sonic Revo did explain what actually happened 4166 01:21:08,149 --> 01:21:08,159 Revo did explain what actually happened 4167 01:21:08,159 --> 01:21:11,510 Revo did explain what actually happened here, you know, but um, Ricardo never 4168 01:21:11,510 --> 01:21:11,520 here, you know, but um, Ricardo never 4169 01:21:11,520 --> 01:21:13,350 here, you know, but um, Ricardo never then corrected that information." But 4170 01:21:13,350 --> 01:21:13,360 then corrected that information." But 4171 01:21:13,360 --> 01:21:15,350 then corrected that information." But that is what my side of the story is. 4172 01:21:15,350 --> 01:21:15,360 that is what my side of the story is. 4173 01:21:15,360 --> 01:21:18,870 that is what my side of the story is. Um, I I don't care if some guy who even 4174 01:21:18,870 --> 01:21:18,880 Um, I I don't care if some guy who even 4175 01:21:18,880 --> 01:21:21,030 Um, I I don't care if some guy who even if I even if I just hate them. I don't 4176 01:21:21,030 --> 01:21:21,040 if I even if I just hate them. I don't 4177 01:21:21,040 --> 01:21:23,270 if I even if I just hate them. I don't care if they're there as long as it is 4178 01:21:23,270 --> 01:21:23,280 care if they're there as long as it is 4179 01:21:23,280 --> 01:21:25,270 care if they're there as long as it is somebody is nobody who has any 4180 01:21:25,270 --> 01:21:25,280 somebody is nobody who has any 4181 01:21:25,280 --> 01:21:27,990 somebody is nobody who has any intentions on causing some kind of 4182 01:21:27,990 --> 01:21:28,000 intentions on causing some kind of 4183 01:21:28,000 --> 01:21:29,910 intentions on causing some kind of problem, you know, like putting me in 4184 01:21:29,910 --> 01:21:29,920 problem, you know, like putting me in 4185 01:21:29,920 --> 01:21:32,070 problem, you know, like putting me in danger. As long as it's like that, I 4186 01:21:32,070 --> 01:21:32,080 danger. As long as it's like that, I 4187 01:21:32,080 --> 01:21:34,470 danger. As long as it's like that, I don't care who goes to a convention, you 4188 01:21:34,470 --> 01:21:34,480 don't care who goes to a convention, you 4189 01:21:34,480 --> 01:21:36,550 don't care who goes to a convention, you know. So, this 4190 01:21:36,550 --> 01:21:36,560 know. So, this 4191 01:21:36,560 --> 01:21:38,709 know. So, this No, no, not at all. Like, absolutely. 4192 01:21:38,709 --> 01:21:38,719 No, no, not at all. Like, absolutely. 4193 01:21:38,719 --> 01:21:40,790 No, no, not at all. Like, absolutely. We're all here to celebrate Sonic, you 4194 01:21:40,790 --> 01:21:40,800 We're all here to celebrate Sonic, you 4195 01:21:40,800 --> 01:21:43,750 We're all here to celebrate Sonic, you know. It was just this weird thing. Even 4196 01:21:43,750 --> 01:21:43,760 know. It was just this weird thing. Even 4197 01:21:43,760 --> 01:21:45,830 know. It was just this weird thing. Even that night, the friend of mine who had, 4198 01:21:45,830 --> 01:21:45,840 that night, the friend of mine who had, 4199 01:21:45,840 --> 01:21:48,070 that night, the friend of mine who had, you know, reached out like apologizing 4200 01:21:48,070 --> 01:21:48,080 you know, reached out like apologizing 4201 01:21:48,080 --> 01:21:49,990 you know, reached out like apologizing like, "Hey, I'm so sorry. I did not mean 4202 01:21:49,990 --> 01:21:50,000 like, "Hey, I'm so sorry. I did not mean 4203 01:21:50,000 --> 01:21:52,550 like, "Hey, I'm so sorry. I did not mean to like have you thrown under the bus in 4204 01:21:52,550 --> 01:21:52,560 to like have you thrown under the bus in 4205 01:21:52,560 --> 01:21:53,990 to like have you thrown under the bus in all of this. I just wanted to make sure 4206 01:21:53,990 --> 01:21:54,000 all of this. I just wanted to make sure 4207 01:21:54,000 --> 01:21:56,229 all of this. I just wanted to make sure he was supposed to be there because of 4208 01:21:56,229 --> 01:21:56,239 he was supposed to be there because of 4209 01:21:56,239 --> 01:21:57,910 he was supposed to be there because of the fact that he was blacklisted at this 4210 01:21:57,910 --> 01:21:57,920 the fact that he was blacklisted at this 4211 01:21:57,920 --> 01:21:59,350 the fact that he was blacklisted at this other event and because he was using a 4212 01:21:59,350 --> 01:21:59,360 other event and because he was using a 4213 01:21:59,360 --> 01:22:02,310 other event and because he was using a different entrance, right? Um, so yeah. 4214 01:22:02,310 --> 01:22:02,320 different entrance, right? Um, so yeah. 4215 01:22:02,320 --> 01:22:04,149 different entrance, right? Um, so yeah. Yeah, that's that's what happened. That 4216 01:22:04,149 --> 01:22:04,159 Yeah, that's that's what happened. That 4217 01:22:04,159 --> 01:22:05,430 Yeah, that's that's what happened. That kind of puts you on the spot, too, 4218 01:22:05,430 --> 01:22:05,440 kind of puts you on the spot, too, 4219 01:22:05,440 --> 01:22:07,030 kind of puts you on the spot, too, though. I mean, I get that like 4220 01:22:07,030 --> 01:22:07,040 though. I mean, I get that like 4221 01:22:07,040 --> 01:22:09,750 though. I mean, I get that like ultimately, you know, a convention, you 4222 01:22:09,750 --> 01:22:09,760 ultimately, you know, a convention, you 4223 01:22:09,760 --> 01:22:11,430 ultimately, you know, a convention, you know, has a say in whether or not you're 4224 01:22:11,430 --> 01:22:11,440 know, has a say in whether or not you're 4225 01:22:11,440 --> 01:22:12,790 know, has a say in whether or not you're allowed to be there or not, but it it 4226 01:22:12,790 --> 01:22:12,800 allowed to be there or not, but it it 4227 01:22:12,800 --> 01:22:14,149 allowed to be there or not, but it it kind of puts you on the spot when they 4228 01:22:14,149 --> 01:22:14,159 kind of puts you on the spot when they 4229 01:22:14,159 --> 01:22:16,310 kind of puts you on the spot when they say like, "Oh, cuz you voiced being 4230 01:22:16,310 --> 01:22:16,320 say like, "Oh, cuz you voiced being 4231 01:22:16,320 --> 01:22:18,790 say like, "Oh, cuz you voiced being uncomfortable. We're going to take that 4232 01:22:18,790 --> 01:22:18,800 uncomfortable. We're going to take that 4233 01:22:18,800 --> 01:22:21,030 uncomfortable. We're going to take that as our our lead to like kick somebody 4234 01:22:21,030 --> 01:22:21,040 as our our lead to like kick somebody 4235 01:22:21,040 --> 01:22:22,950 as our our lead to like kick somebody out." And that kind of just puts it on 4236 01:22:22,950 --> 01:22:22,960 out." And that kind of just puts it on 4237 01:22:22,960 --> 01:22:24,709 out." And that kind of just puts it on you inadvertently cuz they're like, "Oh, 4238 01:22:24,709 --> 01:22:24,719 you inadvertently cuz they're like, "Oh, 4239 01:22:24,719 --> 01:22:25,910 you inadvertently cuz they're like, "Oh, we kicked him out cuz you said 4240 01:22:25,910 --> 01:22:25,920 we kicked him out cuz you said 4241 01:22:25,920 --> 01:22:27,350 we kicked him out cuz you said something." And it's like, "Well, yeah, 4242 01:22:27,350 --> 01:22:27,360 something." And it's like, "Well, yeah, 4243 01:22:27,360 --> 01:22:29,830 something." And it's like, "Well, yeah, I voiced an opinion that I had of them, 4244 01:22:29,830 --> 01:22:29,840 I voiced an opinion that I had of them, 4245 01:22:29,840 --> 01:22:31,990 I voiced an opinion that I had of them, but that didn't mean that didn't equate 4246 01:22:31,990 --> 01:22:32,000 but that didn't mean that didn't equate 4247 01:22:32,000 --> 01:22:34,310 but that didn't mean that didn't equate to please kick this person out." If you 4248 01:22:34,310 --> 01:22:34,320 to please kick this person out." If you 4249 01:22:34,320 --> 01:22:36,629 to please kick this person out." If you wanted Ricardo kicked out, I think you 4250 01:22:36,629 --> 01:22:36,639 wanted Ricardo kicked out, I think you 4251 01:22:36,639 --> 01:22:38,229 wanted Ricardo kicked out, I think you would have just said something. I think 4252 01:22:38,229 --> 01:22:38,239 would have just said something. I think 4253 01:22:38,239 --> 01:22:41,669 would have just said something. I think you yourself would have said so. 4254 01:22:41,669 --> 01:22:41,679 you yourself would have said so. 4255 01:22:41,679 --> 01:22:43,910 you yourself would have said so. Absolutely. Yes. This and it was also a 4256 01:22:43,910 --> 01:22:43,920 Absolutely. Yes. This and it was also a 4257 01:22:43,920 --> 01:22:45,750 Absolutely. Yes. This and it was also a game of telephone. It wasn't even me 4258 01:22:45,750 --> 01:22:45,760 game of telephone. It wasn't even me 4259 01:22:45,760 --> 01:22:47,270 game of telephone. It wasn't even me going to Revo and saying, "Hey, I'm 4260 01:22:47,270 --> 01:22:47,280 going to Revo and saying, "Hey, I'm 4261 01:22:47,280 --> 01:22:49,510 going to Revo and saying, "Hey, I'm uncomfortable." This was I'm talking to 4262 01:22:49,510 --> 01:22:49,520 uncomfortable." This was I'm talking to 4263 01:22:49,520 --> 01:22:51,110 uncomfortable." This was I'm talking to like my group of friends and then my 4264 01:22:51,110 --> 01:22:51,120 like my group of friends and then my 4265 01:22:51,120 --> 01:22:52,709 like my group of friends and then my friend mentions I'm uncomfortable and 4266 01:22:52,709 --> 01:22:52,719 friend mentions I'm uncomfortable and 4267 01:22:52,719 --> 01:22:54,310 friend mentions I'm uncomfortable and then and then they make a decision based 4268 01:22:54,310 --> 01:22:54,320 then and then they make a decision based 4269 01:22:54,320 --> 01:22:56,709 then and then they make a decision based off of that. So, you're right. It does. 4270 01:22:56,709 --> 01:22:56,719 off of that. So, you're right. It does. 4271 01:22:56,719 --> 01:22:59,910 off of that. So, you're right. It does. Without even 4272 01:22:59,910 --> 01:22:59,920 Without even 4273 01:22:59,920 --> 01:23:02,229 Without even Yeah. And I we even asked like you know 4274 01:23:02,229 --> 01:23:02,239 Yeah. And I we even asked like you know 4275 01:23:02,239 --> 01:23:03,510 Yeah. And I we even asked like you know you like you should have talked to us 4276 01:23:03,510 --> 01:23:03,520 you like you should have talked to us 4277 01:23:03,520 --> 01:23:05,430 you like you should have talked to us and they're like oh well we we thought 4278 01:23:05,430 --> 01:23:05,440 and they're like oh well we we thought 4279 01:23:05,440 --> 01:23:07,510 and they're like oh well we we thought that this is just how you felt and uh 4280 01:23:07,510 --> 01:23:07,520 that this is just how you felt and uh 4281 01:23:07,520 --> 01:23:10,149 that this is just how you felt and uh yeah it was just it was kind of 4282 01:23:10,149 --> 01:23:10,159 yeah it was just it was kind of 4283 01:23:10,159 --> 01:23:13,110 yeah it was just it was kind of mishandled really poorly you know it was 4284 01:23:13,110 --> 01:23:13,120 mishandled really poorly you know it was 4285 01:23:13,120 --> 01:23:15,990 mishandled really poorly you know it was I mean not a good situation. Yeah. The 4286 01:23:15,990 --> 01:23:16,000 I mean not a good situation. Yeah. The 4287 01:23:16,000 --> 01:23:17,110 I mean not a good situation. Yeah. The least they could have done is at least 4288 01:23:17,110 --> 01:23:17,120 least they could have done is at least 4289 01:23:17,120 --> 01:23:18,870 least they could have done is at least asked to reconfirm that that's something 4290 01:23:18,870 --> 01:23:18,880 asked to reconfirm that that's something 4291 01:23:18,880 --> 01:23:20,470 asked to reconfirm that that's something you felt. You know what I mean? Instead 4292 01:23:20,470 --> 01:23:20,480 you felt. You know what I mean? Instead 4293 01:23:20,480 --> 01:23:21,830 you felt. You know what I mean? Instead of just like basing it off of what your 4294 01:23:21,830 --> 01:23:21,840 of just like basing it off of what your 4295 01:23:21,840 --> 01:23:24,390 of just like basing it off of what your friends said or whatever. 4296 01:23:24,390 --> 01:23:24,400 friends said or whatever. 4297 01:23:24,400 --> 01:23:26,709 friends said or whatever. Yeah. Like I do appreciate they they the 4298 01:23:26,709 --> 01:23:26,719 Yeah. Like I do appreciate they they the 4299 01:23:26,719 --> 01:23:28,390 Yeah. Like I do appreciate they they the people who run Sonic Revo. They are 4300 01:23:28,390 --> 01:23:28,400 people who run Sonic Revo. They are 4301 01:23:28,400 --> 01:23:30,310 people who run Sonic Revo. They are really great people, but I do wish Yes. 4302 01:23:30,310 --> 01:23:30,320 really great people, but I do wish Yes. 4303 01:23:30,320 --> 01:23:32,629 really great people, but I do wish Yes. in that situation, I really wish that 4304 01:23:32,629 --> 01:23:32,639 in that situation, I really wish that 4305 01:23:32,639 --> 01:23:34,990 in that situation, I really wish that they had just checked with me. 4306 01:23:34,990 --> 01:23:35,000 they had just checked with me. 4307 01:23:35,000 --> 01:23:39,030 they had just checked with me. Mhm. So, let's move on past Ricardo and 4308 01:23:39,030 --> 01:23:39,040 Mhm. So, let's move on past Ricardo and 4309 01:23:39,040 --> 01:23:42,149 Mhm. So, let's move on past Ricardo and talk about Dylan Thomas now. Okay. I 4310 01:23:42,149 --> 01:23:42,159 talk about Dylan Thomas now. Okay. I 4311 01:23:42,159 --> 01:23:44,510 talk about Dylan Thomas now. Okay. I don't know if I know 4312 01:23:44,510 --> 01:23:44,520 don't know if I know 4313 01:23:44,520 --> 01:23:48,149 don't know if I know that I know that like Sorry, that's a he 4314 01:23:48,149 --> 01:23:48,159 that I know that like Sorry, that's a he 4315 01:23:48,159 --> 01:23:50,629 that I know that like Sorry, that's a he has like apologized to you in regards to 4316 01:23:50,629 --> 01:23:50,639 has like apologized to you in regards to 4317 01:23:50,639 --> 01:23:53,350 has like apologized to you in regards to some uh things. Um I'll read the tweet. 4318 01:23:53,350 --> 01:23:53,360 some uh things. Um I'll read the tweet. 4319 01:23:53,360 --> 01:23:55,189 some uh things. Um I'll read the tweet. Um he says that he is deeply sorry for 4320 01:23:55,189 --> 01:23:55,199 Um he says that he is deeply sorry for 4321 01:23:55,199 --> 01:23:56,709 Um he says that he is deeply sorry for his recent video. It turns out that the 4322 01:23:56,709 --> 01:23:56,719 his recent video. It turns out that the 4323 01:23:56,719 --> 01:23:58,550 his recent video. It turns out that the victim associated with the case was an 4324 01:23:58,550 --> 01:23:58,560 victim associated with the case was an 4325 01:23:58,560 --> 01:24:00,950 victim associated with the case was an impostor that is out to ruin Emy's life. 4326 01:24:00,950 --> 01:24:00,960 impostor that is out to ruin Emy's life. 4327 01:24:00,960 --> 01:24:02,550 impostor that is out to ruin Emy's life. I've made a massive mistake not looking 4328 01:24:02,550 --> 01:24:02,560 I've made a massive mistake not looking 4329 01:24:02,560 --> 01:24:03,990 I've made a massive mistake not looking into that further and I have taken the 4330 01:24:03,990 --> 01:24:04,000 into that further and I have taken the 4331 01:24:04,000 --> 01:24:06,629 into that further and I have taken the video down and will redo and remove the 4332 01:24:06,629 --> 01:24:06,639 video down and will redo and remove the 4333 01:24:06,639 --> 01:24:09,510 video down and will redo and remove the victim's account. Um, so at the at the 4334 01:24:09,510 --> 01:24:09,520 victim's account. Um, so at the at the 4335 01:24:09,520 --> 01:24:11,189 victim's account. Um, so at the at the very least in the past, he's been at 4336 01:24:11,189 --> 01:24:11,199 very least in the past, he's been at 4337 01:24:11,199 --> 01:24:13,510 very least in the past, he's been at least friendly to you. At least he's 4338 01:24:13,510 --> 01:24:13,520 least friendly to you. At least he's 4339 01:24:13,520 --> 01:24:15,030 least friendly to you. At least he's been able he's corrected himself about 4340 01:24:15,030 --> 01:24:15,040 been able he's corrected himself about 4341 01:24:15,040 --> 01:24:16,550 been able he's corrected himself about misinformation about you. So that's 4342 01:24:16,550 --> 01:24:16,560 misinformation about you. So that's 4343 01:24:16,560 --> 01:24:20,790 misinformation about you. So that's something. Um, but apparently he and you 4344 01:24:20,790 --> 01:24:20,800 something. Um, but apparently he and you 4345 01:24:20,800 --> 01:24:23,750 something. Um, but apparently he and you are not cool for certain reasons. And I 4346 01:24:23,750 --> 01:24:23,760 are not cool for certain reasons. And I 4347 01:24:23,760 --> 01:24:26,229 are not cool for certain reasons. And I just wanted to ask about that. Like 4348 01:24:26,229 --> 01:24:26,239 just wanted to ask about that. Like 4349 01:24:26,239 --> 01:24:28,229 just wanted to ask about that. Like first of all, like in terms of this 4350 01:24:28,229 --> 01:24:28,239 first of all, like in terms of this 4351 01:24:28,239 --> 01:24:31,669 first of all, like in terms of this victim impostor thing, what what is that 4352 01:24:31,669 --> 01:24:31,679 victim impostor thing, what what is that 4353 01:24:31,679 --> 01:24:35,510 victim impostor thing, what what is that in reference to? Let's start there. 4354 01:24:35,510 --> 01:24:35,520 in reference to? Let's start there. 4355 01:24:35,520 --> 01:24:37,910 in reference to? Let's start there. It's It's in reference to Lizzy again. 4356 01:24:37,910 --> 01:24:37,920 It's It's in reference to Lizzy again. 4357 01:24:37,920 --> 01:24:40,470 It's It's in reference to Lizzy again. Oh god. Um, Lizzy 4358 01:24:40,470 --> 01:24:40,480 Oh god. Um, Lizzy 4359 01:24:40,480 --> 01:24:43,629 Oh god. Um, Lizzy Yep. We go back to Lizzy. Lizzy made 4360 01:24:43,629 --> 01:24:43,639 Yep. We go back to Lizzy. Lizzy made 4361 01:24:43,639 --> 01:24:48,629 Yep. We go back to Lizzy. Lizzy made a anonymous Reddit account uh posing as 4362 01:24:48,629 --> 01:24:48,639 a anonymous Reddit account uh posing as 4363 01:24:48,639 --> 01:24:51,430 a anonymous Reddit account uh posing as a guy saying that I you know I I took 4364 01:24:51,430 --> 01:24:51,440 a guy saying that I you know I I took 4365 01:24:51,440 --> 01:24:53,669 a guy saying that I you know I I took advantage of him and and it's it's 4366 01:24:53,669 --> 01:24:53,679 advantage of him and and it's it's 4367 01:24:53,679 --> 01:24:56,390 advantage of him and and it's it's titled a bully named Emily Jones if I 4368 01:24:56,390 --> 01:24:56,400 titled a bully named Emily Jones if I 4369 01:24:56,400 --> 01:24:59,350 titled a bully named Emily Jones if I remember correctly. Um and it's just all 4370 01:24:59,350 --> 01:24:59,360 remember correctly. Um and it's just all 4371 01:24:59,360 --> 01:25:01,990 remember correctly. Um and it's just all kinds of misinformation. Nothing no kind 4372 01:25:01,990 --> 01:25:02,000 kinds of misinformation. Nothing no kind 4373 01:25:02,000 --> 01:25:05,110 kinds of misinformation. Nothing no kind of substance behind it at all. It's just 4374 01:25:05,110 --> 01:25:05,120 of substance behind it at all. It's just 4375 01:25:05,120 --> 01:25:08,629 of substance behind it at all. It's just this hit piece on me. And uh Dylan 4376 01:25:08,629 --> 01:25:08,639 this hit piece on me. And uh Dylan 4377 01:25:08,639 --> 01:25:11,030 this hit piece on me. And uh Dylan included this in a video about me in 4378 01:25:11,030 --> 01:25:11,040 included this in a video about me in 4379 01:25:11,040 --> 01:25:12,950 included this in a video about me in this Reddit. It actually talks about an 4380 01:25:12,950 --> 01:25:12,960 this Reddit. It actually talks about an 4381 01:25:12,960 --> 01:25:15,750 this Reddit. It actually talks about an experience that I had when I was 16 when 4382 01:25:15,750 --> 01:25:15,760 experience that I had when I was 16 when 4383 01:25:15,760 --> 01:25:18,709 experience that I had when I was 16 when I was on the Dr. Phil show. And because 4384 01:25:18,709 --> 01:25:18,719 I was on the Dr. Phil show. And because 4385 01:25:18,719 --> 01:25:21,750 I was on the Dr. Phil show. And because of that, Dylan then found out about me 4386 01:25:21,750 --> 01:25:21,760 of that, Dylan then found out about me 4387 01:25:21,760 --> 01:25:24,629 of that, Dylan then found out about me being on there. But the initial video 4388 01:25:24,629 --> 01:25:24,639 being on there. But the initial video 4389 01:25:24,639 --> 01:25:27,990 being on there. But the initial video was to showcase this Reddit post. It 4390 01:25:27,990 --> 01:25:28,000 was to showcase this Reddit post. It 4391 01:25:28,000 --> 01:25:30,149 was to showcase this Reddit post. It wasn't until he uploaded it and 4392 01:25:30,149 --> 01:25:30,159 wasn't until he uploaded it and 4393 01:25:30,159 --> 01:25:32,070 wasn't until he uploaded it and everybody in the comment section pointed 4394 01:25:32,070 --> 01:25:32,080 everybody in the comment section pointed 4395 01:25:32,080 --> 01:25:34,310 everybody in the comment section pointed out, uh, dude, this guy, like the the 4396 01:25:34,310 --> 01:25:34,320 out, uh, dude, this guy, like the the 4397 01:25:34,320 --> 01:25:36,629 out, uh, dude, this guy, like the the Reddit, this this is Lizzy. And the 4398 01:25:36,629 --> 01:25:36,639 Reddit, this this is Lizzy. And the 4399 01:25:36,639 --> 01:25:38,550 Reddit, this this is Lizzy. And the reason you're able to put that together 4400 01:25:38,550 --> 01:25:38,560 reason you're able to put that together 4401 01:25:38,560 --> 01:25:40,149 reason you're able to put that together is because when you click on the 4402 01:25:40,149 --> 01:25:40,159 is because when you click on the 4403 01:25:40,159 --> 01:25:42,550 is because when you click on the account, the only other things that 4404 01:25:42,550 --> 01:25:42,560 account, the only other things that 4405 01:25:42,560 --> 01:25:46,229 account, the only other things that she's posting are things that only Lizzy 4406 01:25:46,229 --> 01:25:46,239 she's posting are things that only Lizzy 4407 01:25:46,239 --> 01:25:48,790 she's posting are things that only Lizzy would post, including art of her own 4408 01:25:48,790 --> 01:25:48,800 would post, including art of her own 4409 01:25:48,800 --> 01:25:51,189 would post, including art of her own character with Sonic. It's literally her 4410 01:25:51,189 --> 01:25:51,199 character with Sonic. It's literally her 4411 01:25:51,199 --> 01:25:53,990 character with Sonic. It's literally her OC character that she's made. And she's 4412 01:25:53,990 --> 01:25:54,000 OC character that she's made. And she's 4413 01:25:54,000 --> 01:25:55,830 OC character that she's made. And she's talking about how much she likes Kappa 4414 01:25:55,830 --> 01:25:55,840 talking about how much she likes Kappa 4415 01:25:55,840 --> 01:25:57,510 talking about how much she likes Kappa Mikey, which is something that everybody 4416 01:25:57,510 --> 01:25:57,520 Mikey, which is something that everybody 4417 01:25:57,520 --> 01:25:59,990 Mikey, which is something that everybody knows that she's a fan of, and stuff 4418 01:25:59,990 --> 01:26:00,000 knows that she's a fan of, and stuff 4419 01:26:00,000 --> 01:26:01,990 knows that she's a fan of, and stuff like that. So everybody was able to very 4420 01:26:01,990 --> 01:26:02,000 like that. So everybody was able to very 4421 01:26:02,000 --> 01:26:04,070 like that. So everybody was able to very quickly put together this was Lizzie 4422 01:26:04,070 --> 01:26:04,080 quickly put together this was Lizzie 4423 01:26:04,080 --> 01:26:07,110 quickly put together this was Lizzie just making another post trying to 4424 01:26:07,110 --> 01:26:07,120 just making another post trying to 4425 01:26:07,120 --> 01:26:09,590 just making another post trying to spread misinformation and so luckily yes 4426 01:26:09,590 --> 01:26:09,600 spread misinformation and so luckily yes 4427 01:26:09,600 --> 01:26:12,470 spread misinformation and so luckily yes Dylan uh he received that information 4428 01:26:12,470 --> 01:26:12,480 Dylan uh he received that information 4429 01:26:12,480 --> 01:26:15,790 Dylan uh he received that information well and he apologized for it. So he 4430 01:26:15,790 --> 01:26:15,800 well and he apologized for it. So he 4431 01:26:15,800 --> 01:26:19,110 well and he apologized for it. So he then deleted that video but then cut so 4432 01:26:19,110 --> 01:26:19,120 then deleted that video but then cut so 4433 01:26:19,120 --> 01:26:20,550 then deleted that video but then cut so just just cut off all of the 4434 01:26:20,550 --> 01:26:20,560 just just cut off all of the 4435 01:26:20,560 --> 01:26:22,870 just just cut off all of the misinformation from the Reddit and then 4436 01:26:22,870 --> 01:26:22,880 misinformation from the Reddit and then 4437 01:26:22,880 --> 01:26:24,629 misinformation from the Reddit and then proceeded to make a full video just 4438 01:26:24,629 --> 01:26:24,639 proceeded to make a full video just 4439 01:26:24,639 --> 01:26:26,790 proceeded to make a full video just about his new discovery which was just 4440 01:26:26,790 --> 01:26:26,800 about his new discovery which was just 4441 01:26:26,800 --> 01:26:29,270 about his new discovery which was just me being on Dr. Phil. Right. Was that 4442 01:26:29,270 --> 01:26:29,280 me being on Dr. Phil. Right. Was that 4443 01:26:29,280 --> 01:26:31,350 me being on Dr. Phil. Right. Was that account uh I I was able to find it back 4444 01:26:31,350 --> 01:26:31,360 account uh I I was able to find it back 4445 01:26:31,360 --> 01:26:33,030 account uh I I was able to find it back in. Was it the account called For the 4446 01:26:33,030 --> 01:26:33,040 in. Was it the account called For the 4447 01:26:33,040 --> 01:26:35,590 in. Was it the account called For the Love of Mike with the number four? Yep. 4448 01:26:35,590 --> 01:26:35,600 Love of Mike with the number four? Yep. 4449 01:26:35,600 --> 01:26:39,189 Love of Mike with the number four? Yep. Yep. Yes, that's the one. Yeah. Oh boy. 4450 01:26:39,189 --> 01:26:39,199 Yep. Yes, that's the one. Yeah. Oh boy. 4451 01:26:39,199 --> 01:26:42,790 Yep. Yes, that's the one. Yeah. Oh boy. Lizzy is back in the picture. So yeah, 4452 01:26:42,790 --> 01:26:42,800 Lizzy is back in the picture. So yeah, 4453 01:26:42,800 --> 01:26:47,590 Lizzy is back in the picture. So yeah, that that is a reoccurring name. Yeah. 4454 01:26:47,590 --> 01:26:47,600 that that is a reoccurring name. Yeah. 4455 01:26:47,600 --> 01:26:49,110 that that is a reoccurring name. Yeah. So I don't know how much you want to 4456 01:26:49,110 --> 01:26:49,120 So I don't know how much you want to 4457 01:26:49,120 --> 01:26:51,110 So I don't know how much you want to talk about your experience with Dr. Phil 4458 01:26:51,110 --> 01:26:51,120 talk about your experience with Dr. Phil 4459 01:26:51,120 --> 01:26:52,790 talk about your experience with Dr. Phil cuz Dylan Thomas is kind of the main 4460 01:26:52,790 --> 01:26:52,800 cuz Dylan Thomas is kind of the main 4461 01:26:52,800 --> 01:26:54,229 cuz Dylan Thomas is kind of the main reason why everyone knows that this is 4462 01:26:54,229 --> 01:26:54,239 reason why everyone knows that this is 4463 01:26:54,239 --> 01:26:56,550 reason why everyone knows that this is something that was a part of your life. 4464 01:26:56,550 --> 01:26:56,560 something that was a part of your life. 4465 01:26:56,560 --> 01:26:58,229 something that was a part of your life. Um, you don't have to go into details 4466 01:26:58,229 --> 01:26:58,239 Um, you don't have to go into details 4467 01:26:58,239 --> 01:27:00,070 Um, you don't have to go into details about it because I know that I know the 4468 01:27:00,070 --> 01:27:00,080 about it because I know that I know the 4469 01:27:00,080 --> 01:27:01,669 about it because I know that I know the the reputation of the Dr. Phil show is 4470 01:27:01,669 --> 01:27:01,679 the reputation of the Dr. Phil show is 4471 01:27:01,679 --> 01:27:03,030 the reputation of the Dr. Phil show is very traumatic for a lot of people that 4472 01:27:03,030 --> 01:27:03,040 very traumatic for a lot of people that 4473 01:27:03,040 --> 01:27:05,590 very traumatic for a lot of people that go on there. Um, you don't have to go 4474 01:27:05,590 --> 01:27:05,600 go on there. Um, you don't have to go 4475 01:27:05,600 --> 01:27:08,950 go on there. Um, you don't have to go into details on that, but like what was 4476 01:27:08,950 --> 01:27:08,960 into details on that, but like what was 4477 01:27:08,960 --> 01:27:10,709 into details on that, but like what was that experience having people like ask 4478 01:27:10,709 --> 01:27:10,719 that experience having people like ask 4479 01:27:10,719 --> 01:27:14,950 that experience having people like ask you about just being on the show? 4480 01:27:14,950 --> 01:27:14,960 you about just being on the show? 4481 01:27:14,960 --> 01:27:18,070 you about just being on the show? Um, so I mean I guess are you referring 4482 01:27:18,070 --> 01:27:18,080 Um, so I mean I guess are you referring 4483 01:27:18,080 --> 01:27:20,550 Um, so I mean I guess are you referring to when Dylan made it public? Yeah, like 4484 01:27:20,550 --> 01:27:20,560 to when Dylan made it public? Yeah, like 4485 01:27:20,560 --> 01:27:22,790 to when Dylan made it public? Yeah, like when Yeah, like when he made it public, 4486 01:27:22,790 --> 01:27:22,800 when Yeah, like when he made it public, 4487 01:27:22,800 --> 01:27:25,110 when Yeah, like when he made it public, like when were people like asking you 4488 01:27:25,110 --> 01:27:25,120 like when were people like asking you 4489 01:27:25,120 --> 01:27:26,470 like when were people like asking you about it and just like kind of like 4490 01:27:26,470 --> 01:27:26,480 about it and just like kind of like 4491 01:27:26,480 --> 01:27:27,990 about it and just like kind of like being super invasive about your 4492 01:27:27,990 --> 01:27:28,000 being super invasive about your 4493 01:27:28,000 --> 01:27:30,950 being super invasive about your experience on it or like 4494 01:27:30,950 --> 01:27:30,960 experience on it or like 4495 01:27:30,960 --> 01:27:32,470 experience on it or like were they making fun of you for being on 4496 01:27:32,470 --> 01:27:32,480 were they making fun of you for being on 4497 01:27:32,480 --> 01:27:35,110 were they making fun of you for being on the show, you know? 4498 01:27:35,110 --> 01:27:35,120 the show, you know? 4499 01:27:35,120 --> 01:27:36,629 the show, you know? Yeah. A lot of people were kind of 4500 01:27:36,629 --> 01:27:36,639 Yeah. A lot of people were kind of 4501 01:27:36,639 --> 01:27:39,350 Yeah. A lot of people were kind of teasing me. And so, basically, he put 4502 01:27:39,350 --> 01:27:39,360 teasing me. And so, basically, he put 4503 01:27:39,360 --> 01:27:41,189 teasing me. And so, basically, he put that video up. I became aware of 4504 01:27:41,189 --> 01:27:41,199 that video up. I became aware of 4505 01:27:41,199 --> 01:27:43,189 that video up. I became aware of obviously the Dr. fill aspect being 4506 01:27:43,189 --> 01:27:43,199 obviously the Dr. fill aspect being 4507 01:27:43,199 --> 01:27:45,830 obviously the Dr. fill aspect being outed, but because he took down the 4508 01:27:45,830 --> 01:27:45,840 outed, but because he took down the 4509 01:27:45,840 --> 01:27:48,550 outed, but because he took down the first one uh with the Reddit part 4510 01:27:48,550 --> 01:27:48,560 first one uh with the Reddit part 4511 01:27:48,560 --> 01:27:51,270 first one uh with the Reddit part chopped off, I think it took him like a 4512 01:27:51,270 --> 01:27:51,280 chopped off, I think it took him like a 4513 01:27:51,280 --> 01:27:54,149 chopped off, I think it took him like a day or so to like re-upload it. And then 4514 01:27:54,149 --> 01:27:54,159 day or so to like re-upload it. And then 4515 01:27:54,159 --> 01:27:57,669 day or so to like re-upload it. And then in that time frame, I decided, okay, you 4516 01:27:57,669 --> 01:27:57,679 in that time frame, I decided, okay, you 4517 01:27:57,679 --> 01:27:59,350 in that time frame, I decided, okay, you know, I this is something that happened 4518 01:27:59,350 --> 01:27:59,360 know, I this is something that happened 4519 01:27:59,360 --> 01:28:01,189 know, I this is something that happened to me when I was a kid after I graduated 4520 01:28:01,189 --> 01:28:01,199 to me when I was a kid after I graduated 4521 01:28:01,199 --> 01:28:03,270 to me when I was a kid after I graduated high school. I wanted to just kind of 4522 01:28:03,270 --> 01:28:03,280 high school. I wanted to just kind of 4523 01:28:03,280 --> 01:28:05,350 high school. I wanted to just kind of move on, not think about it anymore. 4524 01:28:05,350 --> 01:28:05,360 move on, not think about it anymore. 4525 01:28:05,360 --> 01:28:07,270 move on, not think about it anymore. But, you know, it's the internet. You're 4526 01:28:07,270 --> 01:28:07,280 But, you know, it's the internet. You're 4527 01:28:07,280 --> 01:28:08,870 But, you know, it's the internet. You're going to have people figure things out 4528 01:28:08,870 --> 01:28:08,880 going to have people figure things out 4529 01:28:08,880 --> 01:28:11,590 going to have people figure things out like that. And uh so I decided if this 4530 01:28:11,590 --> 01:28:11,600 like that. And uh so I decided if this 4531 01:28:11,600 --> 01:28:13,990 like that. And uh so I decided if this is gonna come out, I might as well talk 4532 01:28:13,990 --> 01:28:14,000 is gonna come out, I might as well talk 4533 01:28:14,000 --> 01:28:16,149 is gonna come out, I might as well talk about my experience on it. So I I did 4534 01:28:16,149 --> 01:28:16,159 about my experience on it. So I I did 4535 01:28:16,159 --> 01:28:18,709 about my experience on it. So I I did make a post because of Dylan making that 4536 01:28:18,709 --> 01:28:18,719 make a post because of Dylan making that 4537 01:28:18,719 --> 01:28:21,750 make a post because of Dylan making that video uh explaining what happened so I 4538 01:28:21,750 --> 01:28:21,760 video uh explaining what happened so I 4539 01:28:21,760 --> 01:28:23,430 video uh explaining what happened so I could explain just my side of it and 4540 01:28:23,430 --> 01:28:23,440 could explain just my side of it and 4541 01:28:23,440 --> 01:28:26,149 could explain just my side of it and people aren't just seeing Dylan's video 4542 01:28:26,149 --> 01:28:26,159 people aren't just seeing Dylan's video 4543 01:28:26,159 --> 01:28:27,910 people aren't just seeing Dylan's video and you know not really knowing all the 4544 01:28:27,910 --> 01:28:27,920 and you know not really knowing all the 4545 01:28:27,920 --> 01:28:29,590 and you know not really knowing all the context for it. But yeah, a lot of 4546 01:28:29,590 --> 01:28:29,600 context for it. But yeah, a lot of 4547 01:28:29,600 --> 01:28:31,669 context for it. But yeah, a lot of people, you know, were teasing me and 4548 01:28:31,669 --> 01:28:31,679 people, you know, were teasing me and 4549 01:28:31,679 --> 01:28:33,189 people, you know, were teasing me and saying all kinds of things, people 4550 01:28:33,189 --> 01:28:33,199 saying all kinds of things, people 4551 01:28:33,199 --> 01:28:35,669 saying all kinds of things, people asking me questions um just about how it 4552 01:28:35,669 --> 01:28:35,679 asking me questions um just about how it 4553 01:28:35,679 --> 01:28:38,470 asking me questions um just about how it happened and how I feel about it. And uh 4554 01:28:38,470 --> 01:28:38,480 happened and how I feel about it. And uh 4555 01:28:38,480 --> 01:28:40,390 happened and how I feel about it. And uh yeah, I mean, it it was not a great 4556 01:28:40,390 --> 01:28:40,400 yeah, I mean, it it was not a great 4557 01:28:40,400 --> 01:28:42,790 yeah, I mean, it it was not a great experience, but at the same time, 4558 01:28:42,790 --> 01:28:42,800 experience, but at the same time, 4559 01:28:42,800 --> 01:28:44,750 experience, but at the same time, ultimately, I'm glad that I don't have 4560 01:28:44,750 --> 01:28:44,760 ultimately, I'm glad that I don't have 4561 01:28:44,760 --> 01:28:47,669 ultimately, I'm glad that I don't have to keep trying to not pretend it didn't 4562 01:28:47,669 --> 01:28:47,679 to keep trying to not pretend it didn't 4563 01:28:47,679 --> 01:28:49,189 to keep trying to not pretend it didn't happen. Like, I'm glad I don't have to 4564 01:28:49,189 --> 01:28:49,199 happen. Like, I'm glad I don't have to 4565 01:28:49,199 --> 01:28:51,910 happen. Like, I'm glad I don't have to like it's not a it's not a secret, you 4566 01:28:51,910 --> 01:28:51,920 like it's not a it's not a secret, you 4567 01:28:51,920 --> 01:28:53,750 like it's not a it's not a secret, you know? Like I I didn't want it to be 4568 01:28:53,750 --> 01:28:53,760 know? Like I I didn't want it to be 4569 01:28:53,760 --> 01:28:55,709 know? Like I I didn't want it to be something that everybody knew because I 4570 01:28:55,709 --> 01:28:55,719 something that everybody knew because I 4571 01:28:55,719 --> 01:28:57,910 something that everybody knew because I know there's going to be judgment no 4572 01:28:57,910 --> 01:28:57,920 know there's going to be judgment no 4573 01:28:57,920 --> 01:29:00,870 know there's going to be judgment no matter what. Even though I was a child 4574 01:29:00,870 --> 01:29:00,880 matter what. Even though I was a child 4575 01:29:00,880 --> 01:29:03,830 matter what. Even though I was a child and I was definitely, you know, a victim 4576 01:29:03,830 --> 01:29:03,840 and I was definitely, you know, a victim 4577 01:29:03,840 --> 01:29:06,070 and I was definitely, you know, a victim of that show. You know, not everyone's 4578 01:29:06,070 --> 01:29:06,080 of that show. You know, not everyone's 4579 01:29:06,080 --> 01:29:08,550 of that show. You know, not everyone's going to see it that way. But it it's 4580 01:29:08,550 --> 01:29:08,560 going to see it that way. But it it's 4581 01:29:08,560 --> 01:29:10,950 going to see it that way. But it it's out. It's just, you know, that's part of 4582 01:29:10,950 --> 01:29:10,960 out. It's just, you know, that's part of 4583 01:29:10,960 --> 01:29:13,030 out. It's just, you know, that's part of my life and I'm I'm glad at least that 4584 01:29:13,030 --> 01:29:13,040 my life and I'm I'm glad at least that 4585 01:29:13,040 --> 01:29:14,709 my life and I'm I'm glad at least that is not something I have to kind of run 4586 01:29:14,709 --> 01:29:14,719 is not something I have to kind of run 4587 01:29:14,719 --> 01:29:17,750 is not something I have to kind of run away from anymore. Um, however, with 4588 01:29:17,750 --> 01:29:17,760 away from anymore. Um, however, with 4589 01:29:17,760 --> 01:29:20,709 away from anymore. Um, however, with this video that Dylan made, uh, he also 4590 01:29:20,709 --> 01:29:20,719 this video that Dylan made, uh, he also 4591 01:29:20,719 --> 01:29:24,070 this video that Dylan made, uh, he also included photos of my kid in this video 4592 01:29:24,070 --> 01:29:24,080 included photos of my kid in this video 4593 01:29:24,080 --> 01:29:26,550 included photos of my kid in this video without my permission. And so, this 4594 01:29:26,550 --> 01:29:26,560 without my permission. And so, this 4595 01:29:26,560 --> 01:29:29,270 without my permission. And so, this would then cause me to send in a privacy 4596 01:29:29,270 --> 01:29:29,280 would then cause me to send in a privacy 4597 01:29:29,280 --> 01:29:31,910 would then cause me to send in a privacy complaint to get the video removed. Uh, 4598 01:29:31,910 --> 01:29:31,920 complaint to get the video removed. Uh, 4599 01:29:31,920 --> 01:29:33,750 complaint to get the video removed. Uh, just because I don't I don't want people 4600 01:29:33,750 --> 01:29:33,760 just because I don't I don't want people 4601 01:29:33,760 --> 01:29:35,270 just because I don't I don't want people who I, you know, these are just 4602 01:29:35,270 --> 01:29:35,280 who I, you know, these are just 4603 01:29:35,280 --> 01:29:38,070 who I, you know, these are just strangers uploading videos and and 4604 01:29:38,070 --> 01:29:38,080 strangers uploading videos and and 4605 01:29:38,080 --> 01:29:40,790 strangers uploading videos and and showcasing images, videos, and stuff of 4606 01:29:40,790 --> 01:29:40,800 showcasing images, videos, and stuff of 4607 01:29:40,800 --> 01:29:43,110 showcasing images, videos, and stuff of my child, you know. So, that's that's 4608 01:29:43,110 --> 01:29:43,120 my child, you know. So, that's that's 4609 01:29:43,120 --> 01:29:46,070 my child, you know. So, that's that's where that kind of led, right? Was your 4610 01:29:46,070 --> 01:29:46,080 where that kind of led, right? Was your 4611 01:29:46,080 --> 01:29:47,910 where that kind of led, right? Was your child's face like not censored like 4612 01:29:47,910 --> 01:29:47,920 child's face like not censored like 4613 01:29:47,920 --> 01:29:49,590 child's face like not censored like inherently on the show that they just 4614 01:29:49,590 --> 01:29:49,600 inherently on the show that they just 4615 01:29:49,600 --> 01:29:53,030 inherently on the show that they just kind of show that for everybody to see? 4616 01:29:53,030 --> 01:29:53,040 kind of show that for everybody to see? 4617 01:29:53,040 --> 01:29:54,950 kind of show that for everybody to see? Well, my child wasn't on the show. So, 4618 01:29:54,950 --> 01:29:54,960 Well, my child wasn't on the show. So, 4619 01:29:54,960 --> 01:29:57,350 Well, my child wasn't on the show. So, this was when I I was a kid and I was 4620 01:29:57,350 --> 01:29:57,360 this was when I I was a kid and I was 4621 01:29:57,360 --> 01:30:01,669 this was when I I was a kid and I was pregnant and but then Dylan would then 4622 01:30:01,669 --> 01:30:01,679 pregnant and but then Dylan would then 4623 01:30:01,679 --> 01:30:04,709 pregnant and but then Dylan would then dig and like look around for things and 4624 01:30:04,709 --> 01:30:04,719 dig and like look around for things and 4625 01:30:04,719 --> 01:30:08,070 dig and like look around for things and then find pictures and videos of my kid 4626 01:30:08,070 --> 01:30:08,080 then find pictures and videos of my kid 4627 01:30:08,080 --> 01:30:09,990 then find pictures and videos of my kid and then would just kind of show like 4628 01:30:09,990 --> 01:30:10,000 and then would just kind of show like 4629 01:30:10,000 --> 01:30:11,830 and then would just kind of show like literally pictures of like me and my 4630 01:30:11,830 --> 01:30:11,840 literally pictures of like me and my 4631 01:30:11,840 --> 01:30:13,350 literally pictures of like me and my family going to Disney and stuff like 4632 01:30:13,350 --> 01:30:13,360 family going to Disney and stuff like 4633 01:30:13,360 --> 01:30:15,590 family going to Disney and stuff like that. and it's just talking about it and 4634 01:30:15,590 --> 01:30:15,600 that. and it's just talking about it and 4635 01:30:15,600 --> 01:30:17,350 that. and it's just talking about it and showing all of this and it was just it's 4636 01:30:17,350 --> 01:30:17,360 showing all of this and it was just it's 4637 01:30:17,360 --> 01:30:19,990 showing all of this and it was just it's not something that a mom really wants to 4638 01:30:19,990 --> 01:30:20,000 not something that a mom really wants to 4639 01:30:20,000 --> 01:30:22,790 not something that a mom really wants to see. You know, most parents wouldn't 4640 01:30:22,790 --> 01:30:22,800 see. You know, most parents wouldn't 4641 01:30:22,800 --> 01:30:24,629 see. You know, most parents wouldn't want, you know, these random especially 4642 01:30:24,629 --> 01:30:24,639 want, you know, these random especially 4643 01:30:24,639 --> 01:30:27,510 want, you know, these random especially drama YouTubers, you know, to have their 4644 01:30:27,510 --> 01:30:27,520 drama YouTubers, you know, to have their 4645 01:30:27,520 --> 01:30:30,870 drama YouTubers, you know, to have their kid attached to that, right? Yeah. Okay. 4646 01:30:30,870 --> 01:30:30,880 kid attached to that, right? Yeah. Okay. 4647 01:30:30,880 --> 01:30:32,550 kid attached to that, right? Yeah. Okay. I thought that that your kid was like 4648 01:30:32,550 --> 01:30:32,560 I thought that that your kid was like 4649 01:30:32,560 --> 01:30:33,830 I thought that that your kid was like featured on the show and you were trying 4650 01:30:33,830 --> 01:30:33,840 featured on the show and you were trying 4651 01:30:33,840 --> 01:30:35,669 featured on the show and you were trying to like copyright or not copyright but 4652 01:30:35,669 --> 01:30:35,679 to like copyright or not copyright but 4653 01:30:35,679 --> 01:30:37,270 to like copyright or not copyright but have a privacy complaint on a clip that 4654 01:30:37,270 --> 01:30:37,280 have a privacy complaint on a clip that 4655 01:30:37,280 --> 01:30:38,950 have a privacy complaint on a clip that wasn't inherently yours or something. 4656 01:30:38,950 --> 01:30:38,960 wasn't inherently yours or something. 4657 01:30:38,960 --> 01:30:41,030 wasn't inherently yours or something. But now knowing that like he tried to 4658 01:30:41,030 --> 01:30:41,040 But now knowing that like he tried to 4659 01:30:41,040 --> 01:30:42,550 But now knowing that like he tried to find pictures of your child or 4660 01:30:42,550 --> 01:30:42,560 find pictures of your child or 4661 01:30:42,560 --> 01:30:45,030 find pictures of your child or something, that is a little weird. 4662 01:30:45,030 --> 01:30:45,040 something, that is a little weird. 4663 01:30:45,040 --> 01:30:49,590 something, that is a little weird. That's a little weird. It is like it's 4664 01:30:49,590 --> 01:30:49,600 That's a little weird. It is like it's 4665 01:30:49,600 --> 01:30:50,790 That's a little weird. It is like it's weird when people do it to family 4666 01:30:50,790 --> 01:30:50,800 weird when people do it to family 4667 01:30:50,800 --> 01:30:52,070 weird when people do it to family channels and you're not a family 4668 01:30:52,070 --> 01:30:52,080 channels and you're not a family 4669 01:30:52,080 --> 01:30:54,590 channels and you're not a family channel. Like 4670 01:30:54,590 --> 01:30:54,600 channel. Like 4671 01:30:54,600 --> 01:30:56,950 channel. Like Right. Right. Like then I kind of would 4672 01:30:56,950 --> 01:30:56,960 Right. Right. Like then I kind of would 4673 01:30:56,960 --> 01:30:58,550 Right. Right. Like then I kind of would get it, you know, if like, oh, my whole 4674 01:30:58,550 --> 01:30:58,560 get it, you know, if like, oh, my whole 4675 01:30:58,560 --> 01:31:00,870 get it, you know, if like, oh, my whole YouTube is just video vlogs or 4676 01:31:00,870 --> 01:31:00,880 YouTube is just video vlogs or 4677 01:31:00,880 --> 01:31:02,629 YouTube is just video vlogs or something. But no, it was not like that. 4678 01:31:02,629 --> 01:31:02,639 something. But no, it was not like that. 4679 01:31:02,639 --> 01:31:04,229 something. But no, it was not like that. So seeing that, it was kind of 4680 01:31:04,229 --> 01:31:04,239 So seeing that, it was kind of 4681 01:31:04,239 --> 01:31:06,950 So seeing that, it was kind of horrifying. Like, oh my god. Yeah. It's 4682 01:31:06,950 --> 01:31:06,960 horrifying. Like, oh my god. Yeah. It's 4683 01:31:06,960 --> 01:31:09,110 horrifying. Like, oh my god. Yeah. It's It's like deciding to be like, "Ah, this 4684 01:31:09,110 --> 01:31:09,120 It's like deciding to be like, "Ah, this 4685 01:31:09,120 --> 01:31:12,550 It's like deciding to be like, "Ah, this infant private figure who cannot consent 4686 01:31:12,550 --> 01:31:12,560 infant private figure who cannot consent 4687 01:31:12,560 --> 01:31:15,590 infant private figure who cannot consent to being on camera. Yes, that's my 4688 01:31:15,590 --> 01:31:15,600 to being on camera. Yes, that's my 4689 01:31:15,600 --> 01:31:18,870 to being on camera. Yes, that's my smoking gun." Yeah. Yes. Let's put this 4690 01:31:18,870 --> 01:31:18,880 smoking gun." Yeah. Yes. Let's put this 4691 01:31:18,880 --> 01:31:21,350 smoking gun." Yeah. Yes. Let's put this on a drama video. Like, that's just 4692 01:31:21,350 --> 01:31:21,360 on a drama video. Like, that's just 4693 01:31:21,360 --> 01:31:23,750 on a drama video. Like, that's just that's not right. Yeah. It would be one 4694 01:31:23,750 --> 01:31:23,760 that's not right. Yeah. It would be one 4695 01:31:23,760 --> 01:31:25,510 that's not right. Yeah. It would be one thing, I guess, if it were like if they 4696 01:31:25,510 --> 01:31:25,520 thing, I guess, if it were like if they 4697 01:31:25,520 --> 01:31:27,590 thing, I guess, if it were like if they if your child's face was featured on Dr. 4698 01:31:27,590 --> 01:31:27,600 if your child's face was featured on Dr. 4699 01:31:27,600 --> 01:31:29,270 if your child's face was featured on Dr. Phil and that was just like something 4700 01:31:29,270 --> 01:31:29,280 Phil and that was just like something 4701 01:31:29,280 --> 01:31:30,950 Phil and that was just like something inherently part of the show that like 4702 01:31:30,950 --> 01:31:30,960 inherently part of the show that like 4703 01:31:30,960 --> 01:31:32,629 inherently part of the show that like Dylan just kind of featured cuz maybe he 4704 01:31:32,629 --> 01:31:32,639 Dylan just kind of featured cuz maybe he 4705 01:31:32,639 --> 01:31:34,390 Dylan just kind of featured cuz maybe he like I don't know live streamed and 4706 01:31:34,390 --> 01:31:34,400 like I don't know live streamed and 4707 01:31:34,400 --> 01:31:35,669 like I don't know live streamed and watching that episode or something. I 4708 01:31:35,669 --> 01:31:35,679 watching that episode or something. I 4709 01:31:35,679 --> 01:31:37,510 watching that episode or something. I don't know. But like it's another thing 4710 01:31:37,510 --> 01:31:37,520 don't know. But like it's another thing 4711 01:31:37,520 --> 01:31:39,590 don't know. But like it's another thing for that to not be featured on the show 4712 01:31:39,590 --> 01:31:39,600 for that to not be featured on the show 4713 01:31:39,600 --> 01:31:41,350 for that to not be featured on the show at all and for him to be like let me go 4714 01:31:41,350 --> 01:31:41,360 at all and for him to be like let me go 4715 01:31:41,360 --> 01:31:42,870 at all and for him to be like let me go digging and see where this kid is if 4716 01:31:42,870 --> 01:31:42,880 digging and see where this kid is if 4717 01:31:42,880 --> 01:31:44,470 digging and see where this kid is if this kid's alive or like what they look 4718 01:31:44,470 --> 01:31:44,480 this kid's alive or like what they look 4719 01:31:44,480 --> 01:31:46,950 this kid's alive or like what they look like today cuz this Dr. Phil clip's old 4720 01:31:46,950 --> 01:31:46,960 like today cuz this Dr. Phil clip's old 4721 01:31:46,960 --> 01:31:49,430 like today cuz this Dr. Phil clip's old or whatever the hell. That's weird. 4722 01:31:49,430 --> 01:31:49,440 or whatever the hell. That's weird. 4723 01:31:49,440 --> 01:31:52,149 or whatever the hell. That's weird. That's really weird. Yep. 4724 01:31:52,149 --> 01:31:52,159 That's really weird. Yep. 4725 01:31:52,159 --> 01:31:53,669 That's really weird. Yep. So, I guess that would happen. And 4726 01:31:53,669 --> 01:31:53,679 So, I guess that would happen. And 4727 01:31:53,679 --> 01:31:56,470 So, I guess that would happen. And that's why I'm like, "Yeah, no." Yeah. I 4728 01:31:56,470 --> 01:31:56,480 that's why I'm like, "Yeah, no." Yeah. I 4729 01:31:56,480 --> 01:31:58,229 that's why I'm like, "Yeah, no." Yeah. I guess that then, you know, cuz people 4730 01:31:58,229 --> 01:31:58,239 guess that then, you know, cuz people 4731 01:31:58,239 --> 01:31:59,590 guess that then, you know, cuz people were saying that like you were trying to 4732 01:31:59,590 --> 01:31:59,600 were saying that like you were trying to 4733 01:31:59,600 --> 01:32:01,750 were saying that like you were trying to take his whole channel down, but like if 4734 01:32:01,750 --> 01:32:01,760 take his whole channel down, but like if 4735 01:32:01,760 --> 01:32:03,350 take his whole channel down, but like if it was just like just that video because 4736 01:32:03,350 --> 01:32:03,360 it was just like just that video because 4737 01:32:03,360 --> 01:32:05,270 it was just like just that video because he was like trying to like showcase your 4738 01:32:05,270 --> 01:32:05,280 he was like trying to like showcase your 4739 01:32:05,280 --> 01:32:07,110 he was like trying to like showcase your kid. I I guess I kind of understand that 4740 01:32:07,110 --> 01:32:07,120 kid. I I guess I kind of understand that 4741 01:32:07,120 --> 01:32:09,669 kid. I I guess I kind of understand that cuz like that kid can't consent to being 4742 01:32:09,669 --> 01:32:09,679 cuz like that kid can't consent to being 4743 01:32:09,679 --> 01:32:12,149 cuz like that kid can't consent to being on a rando like a random stranger's 4744 01:32:12,149 --> 01:32:12,159 on a rando like a random stranger's 4745 01:32:12,159 --> 01:32:15,270 on a rando like a random stranger's YouTube channel. That's weird. 4746 01:32:15,270 --> 01:32:15,280 YouTube channel. That's weird. 4747 01:32:15,280 --> 01:32:18,550 YouTube channel. That's weird. It's just Exactly. I can't I can't ever 4748 01:32:18,550 --> 01:32:18,560 It's just Exactly. I can't I can't ever 4749 01:32:18,560 --> 01:32:21,510 It's just Exactly. I can't I can't ever see an actual event in my life where I'm 4750 01:32:21,510 --> 01:32:21,520 see an actual event in my life where I'm 4751 01:32:21,520 --> 01:32:24,149 see an actual event in my life where I'm like I know what I have to do. Expose 4752 01:32:24,149 --> 01:32:24,159 like I know what I have to do. Expose 4753 01:32:24,159 --> 01:32:27,590 like I know what I have to do. Expose the child. Yeah. Yeah. Like like let's 4754 01:32:27,590 --> 01:32:27,600 the child. Yeah. Yeah. Like like let's 4755 01:32:27,600 --> 01:32:29,270 the child. Yeah. Yeah. Like like let's bring forth a kid now that we're already 4756 01:32:29,270 --> 01:32:29,280 bring forth a kid now that we're already 4757 01:32:29,280 --> 01:32:30,470 bring forth a kid now that we're already talking about it. Like that's so 4758 01:32:30,470 --> 01:32:30,480 talking about it. Like that's so 4759 01:32:30,480 --> 01:32:36,149 talking about it. Like that's so strange. Yeah. Some some are just weird. 4760 01:32:36,149 --> 01:32:36,159 strange. Yeah. Some some are just weird. 4761 01:32:36,159 --> 01:32:39,189 strange. Yeah. Some some are just weird. It's just such an invasion of private. 4762 01:32:39,189 --> 01:32:39,199 It's just such an invasion of private. 4763 01:32:39,199 --> 01:32:41,510 It's just such an invasion of private. I agree. And not to mention Dylan Thomas 4764 01:32:41,510 --> 01:32:41,520 I agree. And not to mention Dylan Thomas 4765 01:32:41,520 --> 01:32:43,189 I agree. And not to mention Dylan Thomas gets later canled anyway. So you know 4766 01:32:43,189 --> 01:32:43,199 gets later canled anyway. So you know 4767 01:32:43,199 --> 01:32:44,709 gets later canled anyway. So you know what? Maybe you were always in the 4768 01:32:44,709 --> 01:32:44,719 what? Maybe you were always in the 4769 01:32:44,719 --> 01:32:46,390 what? Maybe you were always in the right. Maybe maybe you just were ahead 4770 01:32:46,390 --> 01:32:46,400 right. Maybe maybe you just were ahead 4771 01:32:46,400 --> 01:32:49,110 right. Maybe maybe you just were ahead of the curve. I don't know. Maybe you 4772 01:32:49,110 --> 01:32:49,120 of the curve. I don't know. Maybe you 4773 01:32:49,120 --> 01:32:52,470 of the curve. I don't know. Maybe you foresaw the future, you know? Well, even 4774 01:32:52,470 --> 01:32:52,480 foresaw the future, you know? Well, even 4775 01:32:52,480 --> 01:32:54,310 foresaw the future, you know? Well, even even before he got like publicly 4776 01:32:54,310 --> 01:32:54,320 even before he got like publicly 4777 01:32:54,320 --> 01:32:56,550 even before he got like publicly cancelled by everybody, most people in 4778 01:32:56,550 --> 01:32:56,560 cancelled by everybody, most people in 4779 01:32:56,560 --> 01:32:59,110 cancelled by everybody, most people in the Sonic community space did not like 4780 01:32:59,110 --> 01:32:59,120 the Sonic community space did not like 4781 01:32:59,120 --> 01:33:01,110 the Sonic community space did not like him because he constantly would pick 4782 01:33:01,110 --> 01:33:01,120 him because he constantly would pick 4783 01:33:01,120 --> 01:33:03,430 him because he constantly would pick fights with people. He would make really 4784 01:33:03,430 --> 01:33:03,440 fights with people. He would make really 4785 01:33:03,440 --> 01:33:05,590 fights with people. He would make really mean, like just mean-spirited videos 4786 01:33:05,590 --> 01:33:05,600 mean, like just mean-spirited videos 4787 01:33:05,600 --> 01:33:07,910 mean, like just mean-spirited videos about a lot of people. And because of 4788 01:33:07,910 --> 01:33:07,920 about a lot of people. And because of 4789 01:33:07,920 --> 01:33:09,669 about a lot of people. And because of that, even before he technically got 4790 01:33:09,669 --> 01:33:09,679 that, even before he technically got 4791 01:33:09,679 --> 01:33:12,229 that, even before he technically got cancelled like outright and it got like 4792 01:33:12,229 --> 01:33:12,239 cancelled like outright and it got like 4793 01:33:12,239 --> 01:33:15,350 cancelled like outright and it got like very, it was very public. Um, I guess 4794 01:33:15,350 --> 01:33:15,360 very, it was very public. Um, I guess 4795 01:33:15,360 --> 01:33:16,629 very, it was very public. Um, I guess public's not the right word. I guess 4796 01:33:16,629 --> 01:33:16,639 public's not the right word. I guess 4797 01:33:16,639 --> 01:33:18,629 public's not the right word. I guess very like mainstream. Like everybody, 4798 01:33:18,629 --> 01:33:18,639 very like mainstream. Like everybody, 4799 01:33:18,639 --> 01:33:20,470 very like mainstream. Like everybody, all of these other communities finding 4800 01:33:20,470 --> 01:33:20,480 all of these other communities finding 4801 01:33:20,480 --> 01:33:22,950 all of these other communities finding out about him. Even then, just people 4802 01:33:22,950 --> 01:33:22,960 out about him. Even then, just people 4803 01:33:22,960 --> 01:33:25,270 out about him. Even then, just people within the uh the Sonic community space 4804 01:33:25,270 --> 01:33:25,280 within the uh the Sonic community space 4805 01:33:25,280 --> 01:33:28,550 within the uh the Sonic community space were like, "Oh god, this dude. 4806 01:33:28,550 --> 01:33:28,560 were like, "Oh god, this dude. 4807 01:33:28,560 --> 01:33:31,750 were like, "Oh god, this dude. He already has a bad reputation. 4808 01:33:31,750 --> 01:33:31,760 He already has a bad reputation. 4809 01:33:31,760 --> 01:33:34,550 He already has a bad reputation. That's Yeah, unfortunately." 4810 01:33:34,550 --> 01:33:34,560 That's Yeah, unfortunately." 4811 01:33:34,560 --> 01:33:36,149 That's Yeah, unfortunately." All right. So, this is just a random 4812 01:33:36,149 --> 01:33:36,159 All right. So, this is just a random 4813 01:33:36,159 --> 01:33:38,229 All right. So, this is just a random Twitter user. I I know that you This is 4814 01:33:38,229 --> 01:33:38,239 Twitter user. I I know that you This is 4815 01:33:38,239 --> 01:33:40,229 Twitter user. I I know that you This is probably not really This is kind of like 4816 01:33:40,229 --> 01:33:40,239 probably not really This is kind of like 4817 01:33:40,239 --> 01:33:43,510 probably not really This is kind of like a side thing. um just it involves a lot 4818 01:33:43,510 --> 01:33:43,520 a side thing. um just it involves a lot 4819 01:33:43,520 --> 01:33:45,189 a side thing. um just it involves a lot of different guys, but I said I would 4820 01:33:45,189 --> 01:33:45,199 of different guys, but I said I would 4821 01:33:45,199 --> 01:33:48,390 of different guys, but I said I would rewrite back to it. So, this g the gamer 4822 01:33:48,390 --> 01:33:48,400 rewrite back to it. So, this g the gamer 4823 01:33:48,400 --> 01:33:50,550 rewrite back to it. So, this g the gamer guy um Seven Aces who was part of the 4824 01:33:50,550 --> 01:33:50,560 guy um Seven Aces who was part of the 4825 01:33:50,560 --> 01:33:52,550 guy um Seven Aces who was part of the Wrath of Nazo thing got into a little 4826 01:33:52,550 --> 01:33:52,560 Wrath of Nazo thing got into a little 4827 01:33:52,560 --> 01:33:56,070 Wrath of Nazo thing got into a little bit of a uh a I was going to say 4828 01:33:56,070 --> 01:33:56,080 bit of a uh a I was going to say 4829 01:33:56,080 --> 01:33:58,270 bit of a uh a I was going to say four-way. That's not a good word for it. 4830 01:33:58,270 --> 01:33:58,280 four-way. That's not a good word for it. 4831 01:33:58,280 --> 01:34:01,669 four-way. That's not a good word for it. Um he was part of a group of friends, 4832 01:34:01,669 --> 01:34:01,679 Um he was part of a group of friends, 4833 01:34:01,679 --> 01:34:03,669 Um he was part of a group of friends, one of which was even Dylan Till and 4834 01:34:03,669 --> 01:34:03,679 one of which was even Dylan Till and 4835 01:34:03,679 --> 01:34:06,149 one of which was even Dylan Till and Thomas from later that we discussed. um 4836 01:34:06,149 --> 01:34:06,159 Thomas from later that we discussed. um 4837 01:34:06,159 --> 01:34:09,350 Thomas from later that we discussed. um a guy named uh Lord Danny and a guy 4838 01:34:09,350 --> 01:34:09,360 a guy named uh Lord Danny and a guy 4839 01:34:09,360 --> 01:34:12,709 a guy named uh Lord Danny and a guy named Cissonic aka uh Francisco. They 4840 01:34:12,709 --> 01:34:12,719 named Cissonic aka uh Francisco. They 4841 01:34:12,719 --> 01:34:15,750 named Cissonic aka uh Francisco. They were in a bit of a group chat. Yeah. 4842 01:34:15,750 --> 01:34:15,760 were in a bit of a group chat. Yeah. 4843 01:34:15,760 --> 01:34:17,430 were in a bit of a group chat. Yeah. Talking about trying to get you 4844 01:34:17,430 --> 01:34:17,440 Talking about trying to get you 4845 01:34:17,440 --> 01:34:20,709 Talking about trying to get you investigated or arrested or something in 4846 01:34:20,709 --> 01:34:20,719 investigated or arrested or something in 4847 01:34:20,719 --> 01:34:21,550 investigated or arrested or something in regards 4848 01:34:21,550 --> 01:34:21,560 regards 4849 01:34:21,560 --> 01:34:25,189 regards to a dildo, which you have discussed 4850 01:34:25,189 --> 01:34:25,199 to a dildo, which you have discussed 4851 01:34:25,199 --> 01:34:28,390 to a dildo, which you have discussed with blue with blue-eyed fox. Um, were 4852 01:34:28,390 --> 01:34:28,400 with blue with blue-eyed fox. Um, were 4853 01:34:28,400 --> 01:34:30,790 with blue with blue-eyed fox. Um, were you aware that these four guys were 4854 01:34:30,790 --> 01:34:30,800 you aware that these four guys were 4855 01:34:30,800 --> 01:34:33,110 you aware that these four guys were apparently trying to like say that they 4856 01:34:33,110 --> 01:34:33,120 apparently trying to like say that they 4857 01:34:33,120 --> 01:34:34,709 apparently trying to like say that they need to call the police on you for a 4858 01:34:34,709 --> 01:34:34,719 need to call the police on you for a 4859 01:34:34,719 --> 01:34:38,070 need to call the police on you for a dildo? 4860 01:34:38,070 --> 01:34:38,080 4861 01:34:38,080 --> 01:34:40,790 Well, I did not know until some of those 4862 01:34:40,790 --> 01:34:40,800 Well, I did not know until some of those 4863 01:34:40,800 --> 01:34:43,030 Well, I did not know until some of those screenshots began to leak to the public. 4864 01:34:43,030 --> 01:34:43,040 screenshots began to leak to the public. 4865 01:34:43,040 --> 01:34:45,669 screenshots began to leak to the public. I found out about them eventually. Uh, 4866 01:34:45,669 --> 01:34:45,679 I found out about them eventually. Uh, 4867 01:34:45,679 --> 01:34:48,070 I found out about them eventually. Uh, but yeah, this was something that even 4868 01:34:48,070 --> 01:34:48,080 but yeah, this was something that even 4869 01:34:48,080 --> 01:34:49,910 but yeah, this was something that even from the beginning, like Blue-Eyed would 4870 01:34:49,910 --> 01:34:49,920 from the beginning, like Blue-Eyed would 4871 01:34:49,920 --> 01:34:51,910 from the beginning, like Blue-Eyed would say these things like, you know, how how 4872 01:34:51,910 --> 01:34:51,920 say these things like, you know, how how 4873 01:34:51,920 --> 01:34:55,110 say these things like, you know, how how could she have a dildo? She has a child. 4874 01:34:55,110 --> 01:34:55,120 could she have a dildo? She has a child. 4875 01:34:55,120 --> 01:34:56,910 could she have a dildo? She has a child. And my immediate thought 4876 01:34:56,910 --> 01:34:56,920 And my immediate thought 4877 01:34:56,920 --> 01:35:01,510 And my immediate thought is, okay, what what's your mom probably 4878 01:35:01,510 --> 01:35:01,520 is, okay, what what's your mom probably 4879 01:35:01,520 --> 01:35:03,110 is, okay, what what's your mom probably has a dildo? What what's what what are 4880 01:35:03,110 --> 01:35:03,120 has a dildo? What what's what what are 4881 01:35:03,120 --> 01:35:05,350 has a dildo? What what's what what are you trying to get at here? You know, 4882 01:35:05,350 --> 01:35:05,360 you trying to get at here? You know, 4883 01:35:05,360 --> 01:35:07,750 you trying to get at here? You know, like it's not like this is, you know, a 4884 01:35:07,750 --> 01:35:07,760 like it's not like this is, you know, a 4885 01:35:07,760 --> 01:35:10,149 like it's not like this is, you know, a public setting and like the kid, you 4886 01:35:10,149 --> 01:35:10,159 public setting and like the kid, you 4887 01:35:10,159 --> 01:35:12,629 public setting and like the kid, you know, my child's in the photo. This was 4888 01:35:12,629 --> 01:35:12,639 know, my child's in the photo. This was 4889 01:35:12,639 --> 01:35:15,510 know, my child's in the photo. This was in the privacy of my bedroom at 3:00 in 4890 01:35:15,510 --> 01:35:15,520 in the privacy of my bedroom at 3:00 in 4891 01:35:15,520 --> 01:35:17,910 in the privacy of my bedroom at 3:00 in the morning. my kid is sleeping. And 4892 01:35:17,910 --> 01:35:17,920 the morning. my kid is sleeping. And 4893 01:35:17,920 --> 01:35:19,590 the morning. my kid is sleeping. And yeah, this was this was something that 4894 01:35:19,590 --> 01:35:19,600 yeah, this was this was something that 4895 01:35:19,600 --> 01:35:21,270 yeah, this was this was something that had just kind of sparked starting with 4896 01:35:21,270 --> 01:35:21,280 had just kind of sparked starting with 4897 01:35:21,280 --> 01:35:23,430 had just kind of sparked starting with Blue-Eyed and eventually led to this 4898 01:35:23,430 --> 01:35:23,440 Blue-Eyed and eventually led to this 4899 01:35:23,440 --> 01:35:25,110 Blue-Eyed and eventually led to this group chat that I didn't know about 4900 01:35:25,110 --> 01:35:25,120 group chat that I didn't know about 4901 01:35:25,120 --> 01:35:26,709 group chat that I didn't know about immediately, but then would find out 4902 01:35:26,709 --> 01:35:26,719 immediately, but then would find out 4903 01:35:26,719 --> 01:35:29,750 immediately, but then would find out about once those screenshots had leaked. 4904 01:35:29,750 --> 01:35:29,760 about once those screenshots had leaked. 4905 01:35:29,760 --> 01:35:33,510 about once those screenshots had leaked. And uh you know it was it was something 4906 01:35:33,510 --> 01:35:33,520 And uh you know it was it was something 4907 01:35:33,520 --> 01:35:35,110 And uh you know it was it was something uh that was something that Gamer Guide 4908 01:35:35,110 --> 01:35:35,120 uh that was something that Gamer Guide 4909 01:35:35,120 --> 01:35:37,669 uh that was something that Gamer Guide in particular it was something like that 4910 01:35:37,669 --> 01:35:37,679 in particular it was something like that 4911 01:35:37,679 --> 01:35:38,870 in particular it was something like that was something that Gamer Guide in 4912 01:35:38,870 --> 01:35:38,880 was something that Gamer Guide in 4913 01:35:38,880 --> 01:35:41,910 was something that Gamer Guide in particular like he really tried to like 4914 01:35:41,910 --> 01:35:41,920 particular like he really tried to like 4915 01:35:41,920 --> 01:35:44,310 particular like he really tried to like cancel me over this like he he really 4916 01:35:44,310 --> 01:35:44,320 cancel me over this like he he really 4917 01:35:44,320 --> 01:35:46,030 cancel me over this like he he really thought this was going to be like 4918 01:35:46,030 --> 01:35:46,040 thought this was going to be like 4919 01:35:46,040 --> 01:35:48,870 thought this was going to be like this juicy information that was just 4920 01:35:48,870 --> 01:35:48,880 this juicy information that was just 4921 01:35:48,880 --> 01:35:51,030 this juicy information that was just going to like I guess ruin me. You know, 4922 01:35:51,030 --> 01:35:51,040 going to like I guess ruin me. You know, 4923 01:35:51,040 --> 01:35:52,550 going to like I guess ruin me. You know, this is kind of what they thought, I 4924 01:35:52,550 --> 01:35:52,560 this is kind of what they thought, I 4925 01:35:52,560 --> 01:35:55,350 this is kind of what they thought, I guess. And they did talk about god 4926 01:35:55,350 --> 01:35:55,360 guess. And they did talk about god 4927 01:35:55,360 --> 01:35:57,669 guess. And they did talk about god forbid parent, gosh forbid parents have 4928 01:35:57,669 --> 01:35:57,679 forbid parent, gosh forbid parents have 4929 01:35:57,679 --> 01:35:59,910 forbid parent, gosh forbid parents have their own lives. Like, right, the minute 4930 01:35:59,910 --> 01:35:59,920 their own lives. Like, right, the minute 4931 01:35:59,920 --> 01:36:01,669 their own lives. Like, right, the minute you give birth to a child, your life is 4932 01:36:01,669 --> 01:36:01,679 you give birth to a child, your life is 4933 01:36:01,679 --> 01:36:03,390 you give birth to a child, your life is all about that child 4934 01:36:03,390 --> 01:36:03,400 all about that child 4935 01:36:03,400 --> 01:36:06,629 all about that child 24/7. Nothing. If everything that you 4936 01:36:06,629 --> 01:36:06,639 24/7. Nothing. If everything that you 4937 01:36:06,639 --> 01:36:09,590 24/7. Nothing. If everything that you must do is about that one child, right? 4938 01:36:09,590 --> 01:36:09,600 must do is about that one child, right? 4939 01:36:09,600 --> 01:36:12,390 must do is about that one child, right? Yeah. Yeah. You can't I don't know if 4940 01:36:12,390 --> 01:36:12,400 Yeah. Yeah. You can't I don't know if 4941 01:36:12,400 --> 01:36:13,910 Yeah. Yeah. You can't I don't know if you guys knew this, but like when you 4942 01:36:13,910 --> 01:36:13,920 you guys knew this, but like when you 4943 01:36:13,920 --> 01:36:15,750 you guys knew this, but like when you have sex and you have a kid, you can't 4944 01:36:15,750 --> 01:36:15,760 have sex and you have a kid, you can't 4945 01:36:15,760 --> 01:36:17,750 have sex and you have a kid, you can't [\h__\h] again. Sorry, we might have to 4946 01:36:17,750 --> 01:36:17,760 [\h__\h] again. Sorry, we might have to 4947 01:36:17,760 --> 01:36:20,950 [\h__\h] again. Sorry, we might have to sense that part out. 4948 01:36:20,950 --> 01:36:20,960 sense that part out. 4949 01:36:20,960 --> 01:36:23,110 sense that part out. Oh my god. You know what I mean? Like 4950 01:36:23,110 --> 01:36:23,120 Oh my god. You know what I mean? Like 4951 01:36:23,120 --> 01:36:26,470 Oh my god. You know what I mean? Like that seems mindset here. Uh trust me, 4952 01:36:26,470 --> 01:36:26,480 that seems mindset here. Uh trust me, 4953 01:36:26,480 --> 01:36:28,070 that seems mindset here. Uh trust me, we're we're allowed to swear on this 4954 01:36:28,070 --> 01:36:28,080 we're we're allowed to swear on this 4955 01:36:28,080 --> 01:36:29,990 we're we're allowed to swear on this channel. 4956 01:36:29,990 --> 01:36:30,000 channel. 4957 01:36:30,000 --> 01:36:31,750 channel. Okay. Okay. It's only It's only my 4958 01:36:31,750 --> 01:36:31,760 Okay. Okay. It's only It's only my 4959 01:36:31,760 --> 01:36:35,510 Okay. Okay. It's only It's only my channel. There's no swear on. Uh okay. 4960 01:36:35,510 --> 01:36:35,520 channel. There's no swear on. Uh okay. 4961 01:36:35,520 --> 01:36:37,270 channel. There's no swear on. Uh okay. Okay. Sorry. As I said it, I'm like, 4962 01:36:37,270 --> 01:36:37,280 Okay. Sorry. As I said it, I'm like, 4963 01:36:37,280 --> 01:36:40,390 Okay. Sorry. As I said it, I'm like, "Oh, wait. Hold on." No, it's already 4964 01:36:40,390 --> 01:36:40,400 "Oh, wait. Hold on." No, it's already 4965 01:36:40,400 --> 01:36:42,310 "Oh, wait. Hold on." No, it's already It's okay. People are used to me 4966 01:36:42,310 --> 01:36:42,320 It's okay. People are used to me 4967 01:36:42,320 --> 01:36:44,950 It's okay. People are used to me dropping that particular fbomb. Yeah, 4968 01:36:44,950 --> 01:36:44,960 dropping that particular fbomb. Yeah, 4969 01:36:44,960 --> 01:36:47,990 dropping that particular fbomb. Yeah, that's uh the talk of the s fluid might 4970 01:36:47,990 --> 01:36:48,000 that's uh the talk of the s fluid might 4971 01:36:48,000 --> 01:36:49,510 that's uh the talk of the s fluid might be a little bit of a surprise for them, 4972 01:36:49,510 --> 01:36:49,520 be a little bit of a surprise for them, 4973 01:36:49,520 --> 01:36:51,850 be a little bit of a surprise for them, but um 4974 01:36:51,850 --> 01:36:51,860 but um 4975 01:36:51,860 --> 01:36:53,270 but um [Music] 4976 01:36:53,270 --> 01:36:53,280 [Music] 4977 01:36:53,280 --> 01:36:55,990 [Music] swearing swearing go to town. This is 4978 01:36:55,990 --> 01:36:56,000 swearing swearing go to town. This is 4979 01:36:56,000 --> 01:36:57,270 swearing swearing go to town. This is the weirdest interview I've ever been 4980 01:36:57,270 --> 01:36:57,280 the weirdest interview I've ever been 4981 01:36:57,280 --> 01:36:58,709 the weirdest interview I've ever been where I'm like, can we talk about the 4982 01:36:58,709 --> 01:36:58,719 where I'm like, can we talk about the 4983 01:36:58,719 --> 01:37:01,270 where I'm like, can we talk about the dildo incident? I never thought I'd have 4984 01:37:01,270 --> 01:37:01,280 dildo incident? I never thought I'd have 4985 01:37:01,280 --> 01:37:04,470 dildo incident? I never thought I'd have to ask that question. 4986 01:37:04,470 --> 01:37:04,480 to ask that question. 4987 01:37:04,480 --> 01:37:06,550 to ask that question. Like, what's the incident? Well, you 4988 01:37:06,550 --> 01:37:06,560 Like, what's the incident? Well, you 4989 01:37:06,560 --> 01:37:09,590 Like, what's the incident? Well, you have you have one. Okay. [\h__\h] Did you 4990 01:37:09,590 --> 01:37:09,600 have you have one. Okay. [\h__\h] Did you 4991 01:37:09,600 --> 01:37:11,030 have you have one. Okay. [\h__\h] Did you mention you mentioned this because you 4992 01:37:11,030 --> 01:37:11,040 mention you mentioned this because you 4993 01:37:11,040 --> 01:37:11,990 mention you mentioned this because you said you when we were talking about 4994 01:37:11,990 --> 01:37:12,000 said you when we were talking about 4995 01:37:12,000 --> 01:37:13,510 said you when we were talking about Blue-Eyed Fox that this was like a gag 4996 01:37:13,510 --> 01:37:13,520 Blue-Eyed Fox that this was like a gag 4997 01:37:13,520 --> 01:37:14,709 Blue-Eyed Fox that this was like a gag gift from your friends or something? 4998 01:37:14,709 --> 01:37:14,719 gift from your friends or something? 4999 01:37:14,719 --> 01:37:15,990 gift from your friends or something? Like you didn't even buy this for 5000 01:37:15,990 --> 01:37:16,000 Like you didn't even buy this for 5001 01:37:16,000 --> 01:37:19,910 Like you didn't even buy this for yourself. You just had this as a joke. 5002 01:37:19,910 --> 01:37:19,920 yourself. You just had this as a joke. 5003 01:37:19,920 --> 01:37:22,950 yourself. You just had this as a joke. Yes. Because like I remember I was like 5004 01:37:22,950 --> 01:37:22,960 Yes. Because like I remember I was like 5005 01:37:22,960 --> 01:37:27,669 Yes. Because like I remember I was like 18 and uh I got invited to like a sex 5006 01:37:27,669 --> 01:37:27,679 18 and uh I got invited to like a sex 5007 01:37:27,679 --> 01:37:29,590 18 and uh I got invited to like a sex toy party and I was very like 5008 01:37:29,590 --> 01:37:29,600 toy party and I was very like 5009 01:37:29,600 --> 01:37:31,030 toy party and I was very like uncomfortable. I was like I don't want 5010 01:37:31,030 --> 01:37:31,040 uncomfortable. I was like I don't want 5011 01:37:31,040 --> 01:37:33,830 uncomfortable. I was like I don't want to be here. This is too much for me. And 5012 01:37:33,830 --> 01:37:33,840 to be here. This is too much for me. And 5013 01:37:33,840 --> 01:37:35,270 to be here. This is too much for me. And like all of my friends, they're having 5014 01:37:35,270 --> 01:37:35,280 like all of my friends, they're having 5015 01:37:35,280 --> 01:37:37,590 like all of my friends, they're having so much fun and this is just whatever. 5016 01:37:37,590 --> 01:37:37,600 so much fun and this is just whatever. 5017 01:37:37,600 --> 01:37:39,669 so much fun and this is just whatever. And at the end they're like ordering 5018 01:37:39,669 --> 01:37:39,679 And at the end they're like ordering 5019 01:37:39,679 --> 01:37:41,189 And at the end they're like ordering toys and all this and they wound up 5020 01:37:41,189 --> 01:37:41,199 toys and all this and they wound up 5021 01:37:41,199 --> 01:37:43,990 toys and all this and they wound up ordering that for me just to like kind 5022 01:37:43,990 --> 01:37:44,000 ordering that for me just to like kind 5023 01:37:44,000 --> 01:37:45,830 ordering that for me just to like kind of tease me you know and make fun of it 5024 01:37:45,830 --> 01:37:45,840 of tease me you know and make fun of it 5025 01:37:45,840 --> 01:37:48,470 of tease me you know and make fun of it was a gag gift to like kind of like you 5026 01:37:48,470 --> 01:37:48,480 was a gag gift to like kind of like you 5027 01:37:48,480 --> 01:37:50,149 was a gag gift to like kind of like you know lighten up. It's it's not the end 5028 01:37:50,149 --> 01:37:50,159 know lighten up. It's it's not the end 5029 01:37:50,159 --> 01:37:52,070 know lighten up. It's it's not the end of the world you know you being in this 5030 01:37:52,070 --> 01:37:52,080 of the world you know you being in this 5031 01:37:52,080 --> 01:37:54,390 of the world you know you being in this at this party. And uh yeah for a little 5032 01:37:54,390 --> 01:37:54,400 at this party. And uh yeah for a little 5033 01:37:54,400 --> 01:37:55,750 at this party. And uh yeah for a little while I held on to it because I thought 5034 01:37:55,750 --> 01:37:55,760 while I held on to it because I thought 5035 01:37:55,760 --> 01:37:58,070 while I held on to it because I thought it was really funny. I mean to be fair 5036 01:37:58,070 --> 01:37:58,080 it was really funny. I mean to be fair 5037 01:37:58,080 --> 01:37:59,350 it was really funny. I mean to be fair like my friend used to work at a 5038 01:37:59,350 --> 01:37:59,360 like my friend used to work at a 5039 01:37:59,360 --> 01:38:01,430 like my friend used to work at a Spencers and like you know how Spencers 5040 01:38:01,430 --> 01:38:01,440 Spencers and like you know how Spencers 5041 01:38:01,440 --> 01:38:03,430 Spencers and like you know how Spencers are, right? They got all the memorabilia 5042 01:38:03,430 --> 01:38:03,440 are, right? They got all the memorabilia 5043 01:38:03,440 --> 01:38:06,390 are, right? They got all the memorabilia of dicks and that that's what she would 5044 01:38:06,390 --> 01:38:06,400 of dicks and that that's what she would 5045 01:38:06,400 --> 01:38:08,790 of dicks and that that's what she would get as dag gag gets like dick popsicles 5046 01:38:08,790 --> 01:38:08,800 get as dag gag gets like dick popsicles 5047 01:38:08,800 --> 01:38:11,430 get as dag gag gets like dick popsicles or something like that like cuz she 5048 01:38:11,430 --> 01:38:11,440 or something like that like cuz she 5049 01:38:11,440 --> 01:38:13,030 or something like that like cuz she worked there. She got a discount. She 5050 01:38:13,030 --> 01:38:13,040 worked there. She got a discount. She 5051 01:38:13,040 --> 01:38:14,390 worked there. She got a discount. She thought it was funny. I'm like you know 5052 01:38:14,390 --> 01:38:14,400 thought it was funny. I'm like you know 5053 01:38:14,400 --> 01:38:15,830 thought it was funny. I'm like you know what this is really funny. I don't know 5054 01:38:15,830 --> 01:38:15,840 what this is really funny. I don't know 5055 01:38:15,840 --> 01:38:17,350 what this is really funny. I don't know if I can eat this with a straight face 5056 01:38:17,350 --> 01:38:17,360 if I can eat this with a straight face 5057 01:38:17,360 --> 01:38:21,270 if I can eat this with a straight face but thank you. Thanks. Yes. No. Exactly. 5058 01:38:21,270 --> 01:38:21,280 but thank you. Thanks. Yes. No. Exactly. 5059 01:38:21,280 --> 01:38:23,109 but thank you. Thanks. Yes. No. Exactly. Exactly. And that's how I felt with 5060 01:38:23,109 --> 01:38:23,119 Exactly. And that's how I felt with 5061 01:38:23,119 --> 01:38:25,189 Exactly. And that's how I felt with this. I'm like well thank you. I'm not 5062 01:38:25,189 --> 01:38:25,199 this. I'm like well thank you. I'm not 5063 01:38:25,199 --> 01:38:26,790 this. I'm like well thank you. I'm not going to do anything with this, but 5064 01:38:26,790 --> 01:38:26,800 going to do anything with this, but 5065 01:38:26,800 --> 01:38:29,030 going to do anything with this, but thank you. You know, it's just for a 5066 01:38:29,030 --> 01:38:29,040 thank you. You know, it's just for a 5067 01:38:29,040 --> 01:38:31,030 thank you. You know, it's just for a little while, I just anytime I would 5068 01:38:31,030 --> 01:38:31,040 little while, I just anytime I would 5069 01:38:31,040 --> 01:38:32,790 little while, I just anytime I would like talk to friends, I'm like, "Look, 5070 01:38:32,790 --> 01:38:32,800 like talk to friends, I'm like, "Look, 5071 01:38:32,800 --> 01:38:34,950 like talk to friends, I'm like, "Look, look what my friends got me." Like my I 5072 01:38:34,950 --> 01:38:34,960 look what my friends got me." Like my I 5073 01:38:34,960 --> 01:38:36,390 look what my friends got me." Like my I would talk to like online people and be 5074 01:38:36,390 --> 01:38:36,400 would talk to like online people and be 5075 01:38:36,400 --> 01:38:38,709 would talk to like online people and be like, "Yeah, this is what like my my IRL 5076 01:38:38,709 --> 01:38:38,719 like, "Yeah, this is what like my my IRL 5077 01:38:38,719 --> 01:38:41,109 like, "Yeah, this is what like my my IRL friends gave me." And that was part of 5078 01:38:41,109 --> 01:38:41,119 friends gave me." And that was part of 5079 01:38:41,119 --> 01:38:42,790 friends gave me." And that was part of that. I just thought it was funny to 5080 01:38:42,790 --> 01:38:42,800 that. I just thought it was funny to 5081 01:38:42,800 --> 01:38:44,870 that. I just thought it was funny to Yeah. It's It's just funny, you know? 5082 01:38:44,870 --> 01:38:44,880 Yeah. It's It's just funny, you know? 5083 01:38:44,880 --> 01:38:46,950 Yeah. It's It's just funny, you know? Yeah. So, was their thought process like 5084 01:38:46,950 --> 01:38:46,960 Yeah. So, was their thought process like 5085 01:38:46,960 --> 01:38:49,030 Yeah. So, was their thought process like maybe some sort of like cuz I couldn't 5086 01:38:49,030 --> 01:38:49,040 maybe some sort of like cuz I couldn't 5087 01:38:49,040 --> 01:38:51,830 maybe some sort of like cuz I couldn't imagine like having a dildo and having a 5088 01:38:51,830 --> 01:38:51,840 imagine like having a dildo and having a 5089 01:38:51,840 --> 01:38:53,830 imagine like having a dildo and having a kid at the same time be an illegal 5090 01:38:53,830 --> 01:38:53,840 kid at the same time be an illegal 5091 01:38:53,840 --> 01:38:55,910 kid at the same time be an illegal offense? Like did they think that they 5092 01:38:55,910 --> 01:38:55,920 offense? Like did they think that they 5093 01:38:55,920 --> 01:38:58,310 offense? Like did they think that they like was it a child endangerment thing? 5094 01:38:58,310 --> 01:38:58,320 like was it a child endangerment thing? 5095 01:38:58,320 --> 01:39:00,229 like was it a child endangerment thing? I'm trying to figure out why having a 5096 01:39:00,229 --> 01:39:00,239 I'm trying to figure out why having a 5097 01:39:00,239 --> 01:39:02,189 I'm trying to figure out why having a dildo and a kid is at the same time is 5098 01:39:02,189 --> 01:39:02,199 dildo and a kid is at the same time is 5099 01:39:02,199 --> 01:39:06,390 dildo and a kid is at the same time is illegal cuz I don't think it is. 5100 01:39:06,390 --> 01:39:06,400 illegal cuz I don't think it is. 5101 01:39:06,400 --> 01:39:08,629 illegal cuz I don't think it is. I'll be honest, the immediate thought to 5102 01:39:08,629 --> 01:39:08,639 I'll be honest, the immediate thought to 5103 01:39:08,639 --> 01:39:12,470 I'll be honest, the immediate thought to me was, why is it that when you find out 5104 01:39:12,470 --> 01:39:12,480 me was, why is it that when you find out 5105 01:39:12,480 --> 01:39:14,550 me was, why is it that when you find out that I have one, why is it that the 5106 01:39:14,550 --> 01:39:14,560 that I have one, why is it that the 5107 01:39:14,560 --> 01:39:16,790 that I have one, why is it that the first thing you're thinking of is 5108 01:39:16,790 --> 01:39:16,800 first thing you're thinking of is 5109 01:39:16,800 --> 01:39:18,790 first thing you're thinking of is bringing up my child? I think that's 5110 01:39:18,790 --> 01:39:18,800 bringing up my child? I think that's 5111 01:39:18,800 --> 01:39:22,310 bringing up my child? I think that's really strange. Yeah. You know, like, 5112 01:39:22,310 --> 01:39:22,320 really strange. Yeah. You know, like, 5113 01:39:22,320 --> 01:39:24,629 really strange. Yeah. You know, like, okay. Like, again, I'm going to repeat 5114 01:39:24,629 --> 01:39:24,639 okay. Like, again, I'm going to repeat 5115 01:39:24,639 --> 01:39:26,790 okay. Like, again, I'm going to repeat myself. Like, a lot of your moms 5116 01:39:26,790 --> 01:39:26,800 myself. Like, a lot of your moms 5117 01:39:26,800 --> 01:39:28,390 myself. Like, a lot of your moms probably have them. They're they're just 5118 01:39:28,390 --> 01:39:28,400 probably have them. They're they're just 5119 01:39:28,400 --> 01:39:31,510 probably have them. They're they're just hiding somewhere. Right. Right. That is 5120 01:39:31,510 --> 01:39:31,520 hiding somewhere. Right. Right. That is 5121 01:39:31,520 --> 01:39:32,950 hiding somewhere. Right. Right. That is a bit of a weird reaction that they're 5122 01:39:32,950 --> 01:39:32,960 a bit of a weird reaction that they're 5123 01:39:32,960 --> 01:39:35,350 a bit of a weird reaction that they're like, "Dildo, what about her child?" 5124 01:39:35,350 --> 01:39:35,360 like, "Dildo, what about her child?" 5125 01:39:35,360 --> 01:39:37,669 like, "Dildo, what about her child?" Like, it's like, "Why is that your first 5126 01:39:37,669 --> 01:39:37,679 Like, it's like, "Why is that your first 5127 01:39:37,679 --> 01:39:40,229 Like, it's like, "Why is that your first thought?" Okay. Like, 5128 01:39:40,229 --> 01:39:40,239 thought?" Okay. Like, 5129 01:39:40,239 --> 01:39:42,629 thought?" Okay. Like, okay. Yeah, that's it's kind of a it's a 5130 01:39:42,629 --> 01:39:42,639 okay. Yeah, that's it's kind of a it's a 5131 01:39:42,639 --> 01:39:44,550 okay. Yeah, that's it's kind of a it's a weird first thing to think about. Like, 5132 01:39:44,550 --> 01:39:44,560 weird first thing to think about. Like, 5133 01:39:44,560 --> 01:39:46,870 weird first thing to think about. Like, what what about her? You know, I my What 5134 01:39:46,870 --> 01:39:46,880 what what about her? You know, I my What 5135 01:39:46,880 --> 01:39:48,470 what what about her? You know, I my What does what do those two have anything to 5136 01:39:48,470 --> 01:39:48,480 does what do those two have anything to 5137 01:39:48,480 --> 01:39:51,669 does what do those two have anything to correlate? I don't understand. 5138 01:39:51,669 --> 01:39:51,679 correlate? I don't understand. 5139 01:39:51,679 --> 01:39:53,830 correlate? I don't understand. Yeah, it's it's strange. So, yeah, I I 5140 01:39:53,830 --> 01:39:53,840 Yeah, it's it's strange. So, yeah, I I 5141 01:39:53,840 --> 01:39:55,430 Yeah, it's it's strange. So, yeah, I I was aware of all of that. 5142 01:39:55,430 --> 01:39:55,440 was aware of all of that. 5143 01:39:55,440 --> 01:39:57,109 was aware of all of that. I will say this, you know, Lord Danny 5144 01:39:57,109 --> 01:39:57,119 I will say this, you know, Lord Danny 5145 01:39:57,119 --> 01:39:59,590 I will say this, you know, Lord Danny and I are friends now and and Sysconic 5146 01:39:59,590 --> 01:39:59,600 and I are friends now and and Sysconic 5147 01:39:59,600 --> 01:40:02,149 and I are friends now and and Sysconic uh did apologize for everything and does 5148 01:40:02,149 --> 01:40:02,159 uh did apologize for everything and does 5149 01:40:02,159 --> 01:40:03,910 uh did apologize for everything and does not stand by any of that behavior 5150 01:40:03,910 --> 01:40:03,920 not stand by any of that behavior 5151 01:40:03,920 --> 01:40:06,310 not stand by any of that behavior either. So those two, you know, I 5152 01:40:06,310 --> 01:40:06,320 either. So those two, you know, I 5153 01:40:06,320 --> 01:40:08,070 either. So those two, you know, I they're cool, you know. The other two 5154 01:40:08,070 --> 01:40:08,080 they're cool, you know. The other two 5155 01:40:08,080 --> 01:40:12,229 they're cool, you know. The other two I'm not Well, they they brought up your 5156 01:40:12,229 --> 01:40:12,239 I'm not Well, they they brought up your 5157 01:40:12,239 --> 01:40:14,229 I'm not Well, they they brought up your kid in association with a dildo. I too 5158 01:40:14,229 --> 01:40:14,239 kid in association with a dildo. I too 5159 01:40:14,239 --> 01:40:15,430 kid in association with a dildo. I too also probably wouldn't be friends with 5160 01:40:15,430 --> 01:40:15,440 also probably wouldn't be friends with 5161 01:40:15,440 --> 01:40:19,830 also probably wouldn't be friends with them either, to be fair. Yeah. Yep. So 5162 01:40:19,830 --> 01:40:19,840 them either, to be fair. Yeah. Yep. So 5163 01:40:19,840 --> 01:40:23,310 them either, to be fair. Yeah. Yep. So that was strange. Um, moving 5164 01:40:23,310 --> 01:40:23,320 that was strange. Um, moving 5165 01:40:23,320 --> 01:40:26,470 that was strange. Um, moving on. Let's talk about Yeah, let's talk 5166 01:40:26,470 --> 01:40:26,480 on. Let's talk about Yeah, let's talk 5167 01:40:26,480 --> 01:40:28,310 on. Let's talk about Yeah, let's talk about uh Soul Rock. Let's get into the 5168 01:40:28,310 --> 01:40:28,320 about uh Soul Rock. Let's get into the 5169 01:40:28,320 --> 01:40:30,790 about uh Soul Rock. Let's get into the MLP side of things. Um, this was 5170 01:40:30,790 --> 01:40:30,800 MLP side of things. Um, this was 5171 01:40:30,800 --> 01:40:33,189 MLP side of things. Um, this was apparently something where people kind 5172 01:40:33,189 --> 01:40:33,199 apparently something where people kind 5173 01:40:33,199 --> 01:40:35,390 apparently something where people kind of made speculations about your guys' 5174 01:40:35,390 --> 01:40:35,400 of made speculations about your guys' 5175 01:40:35,400 --> 01:40:37,030 of made speculations about your guys' relationship. People have been saying 5176 01:40:37,030 --> 01:40:37,040 relationship. People have been saying 5177 01:40:37,040 --> 01:40:38,709 relationship. People have been saying that you were trying to push your kid 5178 01:40:38,709 --> 01:40:38,719 that you were trying to push your kid 5179 01:40:38,719 --> 01:40:41,270 that you were trying to push your kid onto him or something like that or like 5180 01:40:41,270 --> 01:40:41,280 onto him or something like that or like 5181 01:40:41,280 --> 01:40:42,870 onto him or something like that or like that's how cuz it was kind of public 5182 01:40:42,870 --> 01:40:42,880 that's how cuz it was kind of public 5183 01:40:42,880 --> 01:40:44,470 that's how cuz it was kind of public that your guys' relationship wasn't 5184 01:40:44,470 --> 01:40:44,480 that your guys' relationship wasn't 5185 01:40:44,480 --> 01:40:46,550 that your guys' relationship wasn't good. And I think you can probably 5186 01:40:46,550 --> 01:40:46,560 good. And I think you can probably 5187 01:40:46,560 --> 01:40:48,629 good. And I think you can probably attest to that being true given that 5188 01:40:48,629 --> 01:40:48,639 attest to that being true given that 5189 01:40:48,639 --> 01:40:51,750 attest to that being true given that your breakups were very public. Um, what 5190 01:40:51,750 --> 01:40:51,760 your breakups were very public. Um, what 5191 01:40:51,760 --> 01:40:54,390 your breakups were very public. Um, what is your whole deal with Soul Rock? Like 5192 01:40:54,390 --> 01:40:54,400 is your whole deal with Soul Rock? Like 5193 01:40:54,400 --> 01:40:57,270 is your whole deal with Soul Rock? Like what's your opinion of him? Like how 5194 01:40:57,270 --> 01:40:57,280 what's your opinion of him? Like how 5195 01:40:57,280 --> 01:40:59,510 what's your opinion of him? Like how what is your, you know, statement on 5196 01:40:59,510 --> 01:40:59,520 what is your, you know, statement on 5197 01:40:59,520 --> 01:41:01,109 what is your, you know, statement on your guys' relationship? I know this was 5198 01:41:01,109 --> 01:41:01,119 your guys' relationship? I know this was 5199 01:41:01,119 --> 01:41:03,109 your guys' relationship? I know this was several years ago, so nobody cares. Like 5200 01:41:03,109 --> 01:41:03,119 several years ago, so nobody cares. Like 5201 01:41:03,119 --> 01:41:04,229 several years ago, so nobody cares. Like it's nothing you need to talk about 5202 01:41:04,229 --> 01:41:04,239 it's nothing you need to talk about 5203 01:41:04,239 --> 01:41:05,510 it's nothing you need to talk about because you're in a currently great 5204 01:41:05,510 --> 01:41:05,520 because you're in a currently great 5205 01:41:05,520 --> 01:41:08,310 because you're in a currently great relationship, but people have had 5206 01:41:08,310 --> 01:41:08,320 relationship, but people have had 5207 01:41:08,320 --> 01:41:09,830 relationship, but people have had comments to say about it. I just 5208 01:41:09,830 --> 01:41:09,840 comments to say about it. I just 5209 01:41:09,840 --> 01:41:14,070 comments to say about it. I just wondering, you know, what's that about? 5210 01:41:14,070 --> 01:41:14,080 wondering, you know, what's that about? 5211 01:41:14,080 --> 01:41:17,830 wondering, you know, what's that about? Yeah. So, so I guess in when it comes to 5212 01:41:17,830 --> 01:41:17,840 Yeah. So, so I guess in when it comes to 5213 01:41:17,840 --> 01:41:20,470 Yeah. So, so I guess in when it comes to the relationship at that time, um, yeah, 5214 01:41:20,470 --> 01:41:20,480 the relationship at that time, um, yeah, 5215 01:41:20,480 --> 01:41:23,669 the relationship at that time, um, yeah, I would say it was not not really a a 5216 01:41:23,669 --> 01:41:23,679 I would say it was not not really a a 5217 01:41:23,679 --> 01:41:27,109 I would say it was not not really a a terribly positive uh, relationship. I 5218 01:41:27,109 --> 01:41:27,119 terribly positive uh, relationship. I 5219 01:41:27,119 --> 01:41:28,950 terribly positive uh, relationship. I I'm able to look back on some of the 5220 01:41:28,950 --> 01:41:28,960 I'm able to look back on some of the 5221 01:41:28,960 --> 01:41:30,950 I'm able to look back on some of the positive moments and I, you know, I'm 5222 01:41:30,950 --> 01:41:30,960 positive moments and I, you know, I'm 5223 01:41:30,960 --> 01:41:33,189 positive moments and I, you know, I'm happy for those moments. However, I 5224 01:41:33,189 --> 01:41:33,199 happy for those moments. However, I 5225 01:41:33,199 --> 01:41:34,910 happy for those moments. However, I would say that it just 5226 01:41:34,910 --> 01:41:34,920 would say that it just 5227 01:41:34,920 --> 01:41:37,350 would say that it just wasn't it was toxic. I would agree with 5228 01:41:37,350 --> 01:41:37,360 wasn't it was toxic. I would agree with 5229 01:41:37,360 --> 01:41:42,149 wasn't it was toxic. I would agree with that because um he really did not wish 5230 01:41:42,149 --> 01:41:42,159 that because um he really did not wish 5231 01:41:42,159 --> 01:41:45,109 that because um he really did not wish to be a stepparent but he still wanted 5232 01:41:45,109 --> 01:41:45,119 to be a stepparent but he still wanted 5233 01:41:45,119 --> 01:41:48,310 to be a stepparent but he still wanted to be in a relationship with me and that 5234 01:41:48,310 --> 01:41:48,320 to be in a relationship with me and that 5235 01:41:48,320 --> 01:41:50,629 to be in a relationship with me and that was complicated because for me I was 5236 01:41:50,629 --> 01:41:50,639 was complicated because for me I was 5237 01:41:50,639 --> 01:41:53,510 was complicated because for me I was still you know younger and I I felt okay 5238 01:41:53,510 --> 01:41:53,520 still you know younger and I I felt okay 5239 01:41:53,520 --> 01:41:56,229 still you know younger and I I felt okay well maybe this is just the reality as a 5240 01:41:56,229 --> 01:41:56,239 well maybe this is just the reality as a 5241 01:41:56,239 --> 01:41:58,709 well maybe this is just the reality as a like a teen parent you know as a single 5242 01:41:58,709 --> 01:41:58,719 like a teen parent you know as a single 5243 01:41:58,719 --> 01:42:01,350 like a teen parent you know as a single mother who's young maybe nobody's going 5244 01:42:01,350 --> 01:42:01,360 mother who's young maybe nobody's going 5245 01:42:01,360 --> 01:42:03,590 mother who's young maybe nobody's going to accept me you know for having a kid 5246 01:42:03,590 --> 01:42:03,600 to accept me you know for having a kid 5247 01:42:03,600 --> 01:42:05,350 to accept me you know for having a kid maybe this is just sort of the reality 5248 01:42:05,350 --> 01:42:05,360 maybe this is just sort of the reality 5249 01:42:05,360 --> 01:42:09,030 maybe this is just sort of the reality and I unfortunately let myself stay in a 5250 01:42:09,030 --> 01:42:09,040 and I unfortunately let myself stay in a 5251 01:42:09,040 --> 01:42:12,950 and I unfortunately let myself stay in a relationship with somebody who would say 5252 01:42:12,950 --> 01:42:12,960 relationship with somebody who would say 5253 01:42:12,960 --> 01:42:14,790 relationship with somebody who would say things like, you know, when I imagine us 5254 01:42:14,790 --> 01:42:14,800 things like, you know, when I imagine us 5255 01:42:14,800 --> 01:42:16,790 things like, you know, when I imagine us on dates, I don't imagine a stroller 5256 01:42:16,790 --> 01:42:16,800 on dates, I don't imagine a stroller 5257 01:42:16,800 --> 01:42:19,510 on dates, I don't imagine a stroller with us. And I would just kind of 5258 01:42:19,510 --> 01:42:19,520 with us. And I would just kind of 5259 01:42:19,520 --> 01:42:21,270 with us. And I would just kind of pretend that didn't hurt. And I would 5260 01:42:21,270 --> 01:42:21,280 pretend that didn't hurt. And I would 5261 01:42:21,280 --> 01:42:22,870 pretend that didn't hurt. And I would kind of try to like let it roll off 5262 01:42:22,870 --> 01:42:22,880 kind of try to like let it roll off 5263 01:42:22,880 --> 01:42:24,709 kind of try to like let it roll off because I thought this was just normal. 5264 01:42:24,709 --> 01:42:24,719 because I thought this was just normal. 5265 01:42:24,719 --> 01:42:26,870 because I thought this was just normal. I thought, well, I'm this is how it's 5266 01:42:26,870 --> 01:42:26,880 I thought, well, I'm this is how it's 5267 01:42:26,880 --> 01:42:28,070 I thought, well, I'm this is how it's going to be probably in any 5268 01:42:28,070 --> 01:42:28,080 going to be probably in any 5269 01:42:28,080 --> 01:42:31,590 going to be probably in any relationship, so whatever, you know? But 5270 01:42:31,590 --> 01:42:31,600 relationship, so whatever, you know? But 5271 01:42:31,600 --> 01:42:33,830 relationship, so whatever, you know? But then we were dating for so long and he 5272 01:42:33,830 --> 01:42:33,840 then we were dating for so long and he 5273 01:42:33,840 --> 01:42:36,070 then we were dating for so long and he was aware of my child since the 5274 01:42:36,070 --> 01:42:36,080 was aware of my child since the 5275 01:42:36,080 --> 01:42:38,470 was aware of my child since the beginning. And yeah, we broke up in a 5276 01:42:38,470 --> 01:42:38,480 beginning. And yeah, we broke up in a 5277 01:42:38,480 --> 01:42:40,229 beginning. And yeah, we broke up in a way where it was just I don't want to do 5278 01:42:40,229 --> 01:42:40,239 way where it was just I don't want to do 5279 01:42:40,239 --> 01:42:43,510 way where it was just I don't want to do this because I I ultimately I don't want 5280 01:42:43,510 --> 01:42:43,520 this because I I ultimately I don't want 5281 01:42:43,520 --> 01:42:45,990 this because I I ultimately I don't want to uh be a steparent and I don't I 5282 01:42:45,990 --> 01:42:46,000 to uh be a steparent and I don't I 5283 01:42:46,000 --> 01:42:47,990 to uh be a steparent and I don't I wouldn't put that on anybody, you know. 5284 01:42:47,990 --> 01:42:48,000 wouldn't put that on anybody, you know. 5285 01:42:48,000 --> 01:42:51,109 wouldn't put that on anybody, you know. However, I think it is strange to remain 5286 01:42:51,109 --> 01:42:51,119 However, I think it is strange to remain 5287 01:42:51,119 --> 01:42:52,950 However, I think it is strange to remain in a relationship with somebody for so 5288 01:42:52,950 --> 01:42:52,960 in a relationship with somebody for so 5289 01:42:52,960 --> 01:42:55,189 in a relationship with somebody for so long if that is how you feel about that. 5290 01:42:55,189 --> 01:42:55,199 long if that is how you feel about that. 5291 01:42:55,199 --> 01:42:58,750 long if that is how you feel about that. I think that there was sort of a desire 5292 01:42:58,750 --> 01:42:58,760 I think that there was sort of a desire 5293 01:42:58,760 --> 01:43:02,390 I think that there was sort of a desire for me to fix it. You know, I I think 5294 01:43:02,390 --> 01:43:02,400 for me to fix it. You know, I I think 5295 01:43:02,400 --> 01:43:05,669 for me to fix it. You know, I I think that he didn't really want me to just 5296 01:43:05,669 --> 01:43:05,679 that he didn't really want me to just 5297 01:43:05,679 --> 01:43:08,629 that he didn't really want me to just keep my child and I was not really 5298 01:43:08,629 --> 01:43:08,639 keep my child and I was not really 5299 01:43:08,639 --> 01:43:10,950 keep my child and I was not really obviously willing to push on that. And 5300 01:43:10,950 --> 01:43:10,960 obviously willing to push on that. And 5301 01:43:10,960 --> 01:43:12,790 obviously willing to push on that. And so eventually we broke up and it was 5302 01:43:12,790 --> 01:43:12,800 so eventually we broke up and it was 5303 01:43:12,800 --> 01:43:15,350 so eventually we broke up and it was just honestly I didn't have a very solid 5304 01:43:15,350 --> 01:43:15,360 just honestly I didn't have a very solid 5305 01:43:15,360 --> 01:43:17,910 just honestly I didn't have a very solid support system at home and because of 5306 01:43:17,910 --> 01:43:17,920 support system at home and because of 5307 01:43:17,920 --> 01:43:20,390 support system at home and because of that I was oversharing and we were both 5308 01:43:20,390 --> 01:43:20,400 that I was oversharing and we were both 5309 01:43:20,400 --> 01:43:21,990 that I was oversharing and we were both oversharing and talking about very 5310 01:43:21,990 --> 01:43:22,000 oversharing and talking about very 5311 01:43:22,000 --> 01:43:25,350 oversharing and talking about very personal things and uh we just had this 5312 01:43:25,350 --> 01:43:25,360 personal things and uh we just had this 5313 01:43:25,360 --> 01:43:27,990 personal things and uh we just had this very ugly breakup because of it you know 5314 01:43:27,990 --> 01:43:28,000 very ugly breakup because of it you know 5315 01:43:28,000 --> 01:43:30,870 very ugly breakup because of it you know like it sucks because you know they were 5316 01:43:30,870 --> 01:43:30,880 like it sucks because you know they were 5317 01:43:30,880 --> 01:43:32,550 like it sucks because you know they were positive things. We traveled the world 5318 01:43:32,550 --> 01:43:32,560 positive things. We traveled the world 5319 01:43:32,560 --> 01:43:34,950 positive things. We traveled the world together and there were good parts of 5320 01:43:34,950 --> 01:43:34,960 together and there were good parts of 5321 01:43:34,960 --> 01:43:37,750 together and there were good parts of it. But I think that we're both able to 5322 01:43:37,750 --> 01:43:37,760 it. But I think that we're both able to 5323 01:43:37,760 --> 01:43:39,830 it. But I think that we're both able to walk away from it just acknowledging 5324 01:43:39,830 --> 01:43:39,840 walk away from it just acknowledging 5325 01:43:39,840 --> 01:43:42,070 walk away from it just acknowledging that this just wasn't something good for 5326 01:43:42,070 --> 01:43:42,080 that this just wasn't something good for 5327 01:43:42,080 --> 01:43:44,229 that this just wasn't something good for each other. You know, if he doesn't want 5328 01:43:44,229 --> 01:43:44,239 each other. You know, if he doesn't want 5329 01:43:44,239 --> 01:43:46,870 each other. You know, if he doesn't want kids, that's okay for him and for me. I 5330 01:43:46,870 --> 01:43:46,880 kids, that's okay for him and for me. I 5331 01:43:46,880 --> 01:43:49,189 kids, that's okay for him and for me. I deserve somebody who wants to have my 5332 01:43:49,189 --> 01:43:49,199 deserve somebody who wants to have my 5333 01:43:49,199 --> 01:43:51,510 deserve somebody who wants to have my child with me who who loves me and my 5334 01:43:51,510 --> 01:43:51,520 child with me who who loves me and my 5335 01:43:51,520 --> 01:43:54,629 child with me who who loves me and my child. So, you know, no animosity 5336 01:43:54,629 --> 01:43:54,639 child. So, you know, no animosity 5337 01:43:54,639 --> 01:43:57,430 child. So, you know, no animosity towards him. But yeah, it did obviously 5338 01:43:57,430 --> 01:43:57,440 towards him. But yeah, it did obviously 5339 01:43:57,440 --> 01:44:01,109 towards him. But yeah, it did obviously end up very public and very uh ugly, 5340 01:44:01,109 --> 01:44:01,119 end up very public and very uh ugly, 5341 01:44:01,119 --> 01:44:02,390 end up very public and very uh ugly, right? And I mean, there's certain 5342 01:44:02,390 --> 01:44:02,400 right? And I mean, there's certain 5343 01:44:02,400 --> 01:44:04,070 right? And I mean, there's certain stipulations in relationships where it's 5344 01:44:04,070 --> 01:44:04,080 stipulations in relationships where it's 5345 01:44:04,080 --> 01:44:06,070 stipulations in relationships where it's like things that are non-negotiable, 5346 01:44:06,070 --> 01:44:06,080 like things that are non-negotiable, 5347 01:44:06,080 --> 01:44:08,550 like things that are non-negotiable, right? If he doesn't want to have like 5348 01:44:08,550 --> 01:44:08,560 right? If he doesn't want to have like 5349 01:44:08,560 --> 01:44:09,830 right? If he doesn't want to have like be in a relationship where kids are 5350 01:44:09,830 --> 01:44:09,840 be in a relationship where kids are 5351 01:44:09,840 --> 01:44:11,750 be in a relationship where kids are already in the picture, don't date 5352 01:44:11,750 --> 01:44:11,760 already in the picture, don't date 5353 01:44:11,760 --> 01:44:14,149 already in the picture, don't date somebody that has a kid. Uh that's 5354 01:44:14,149 --> 01:44:14,159 somebody that has a kid. Uh that's 5355 01:44:14,159 --> 01:44:17,030 somebody that has a kid. Uh that's pretty standard practice. Uh, and as for 5356 01:44:17,030 --> 01:44:17,040 pretty standard practice. Uh, and as for 5357 01:44:17,040 --> 01:44:18,790 pretty standard practice. Uh, and as for you, if someone's dating you, it's just 5358 01:44:18,790 --> 01:44:18,800 you, if someone's dating you, it's just 5359 01:44:18,800 --> 01:44:21,030 you, if someone's dating you, it's just like, I, you know, don't want your kid 5360 01:44:21,030 --> 01:44:21,040 like, I, you know, don't want your kid 5361 01:44:21,040 --> 01:44:22,470 like, I, you know, don't want your kid in the picture or whatever, you can be 5362 01:44:22,470 --> 01:44:22,480 in the picture or whatever, you can be 5363 01:44:22,480 --> 01:44:24,629 in the picture or whatever, you can be like, well, I can't just make her go 5364 01:44:24,629 --> 01:44:24,639 like, well, I can't just make her go 5365 01:44:24,639 --> 01:44:27,990 like, well, I can't just make her go away. She's already here. Like, I'm not 5366 01:44:27,990 --> 01:44:28,000 away. She's already here. Like, I'm not 5367 01:44:28,000 --> 01:44:29,669 away. She's already here. Like, I'm not going to choose you over this kid. 5368 01:44:29,669 --> 01:44:29,679 going to choose you over this kid. 5369 01:44:29,679 --> 01:44:33,430 going to choose you over this kid. Sorry. Like, yeah, we were both kind of 5370 01:44:33,430 --> 01:44:33,440 Sorry. Like, yeah, we were both kind of 5371 01:44:33,440 --> 01:44:36,149 Sorry. Like, yeah, we were both kind of a part of that toxicity because I just 5372 01:44:36,149 --> 01:44:36,159 a part of that toxicity because I just 5373 01:44:36,159 --> 01:44:39,430 a part of that toxicity because I just kind of again, I I thought that it was 5374 01:44:39,430 --> 01:44:39,440 kind of again, I I thought that it was 5375 01:44:39,440 --> 01:44:41,510 kind of again, I I thought that it was normal. I thought, well, no one else is 5376 01:44:41,510 --> 01:44:41,520 normal. I thought, well, no one else is 5377 01:44:41,520 --> 01:44:43,669 normal. I thought, well, no one else is going to accept me, so I guess this is 5378 01:44:43,669 --> 01:44:43,679 going to accept me, so I guess this is 5379 01:44:43,679 --> 01:44:45,910 going to accept me, so I guess this is just what it is. And I I hate it because 5380 01:44:45,910 --> 01:44:45,920 just what it is. And I I hate it because 5381 01:44:45,920 --> 01:44:47,510 just what it is. And I I hate it because I look back on it like God, why didn't 5382 01:44:47,510 --> 01:44:47,520 I look back on it like God, why didn't 5383 01:44:47,520 --> 01:44:49,109 I look back on it like God, why didn't you just leave at that point? Just 5384 01:44:49,109 --> 01:44:49,119 you just leave at that point? Just 5385 01:44:49,119 --> 01:44:51,109 you just leave at that point? Just leave. If if he doesn't want if he 5386 01:44:51,109 --> 01:44:51,119 leave. If if he doesn't want if he 5387 01:44:51,119 --> 01:44:52,709 leave. If if he doesn't want if he doesn't want if he doesn't love my 5388 01:44:52,709 --> 01:44:52,719 doesn't want if he doesn't love my 5389 01:44:52,719 --> 01:44:54,950 doesn't want if he doesn't love my child, then I need to leave, you know? 5390 01:44:54,950 --> 01:44:54,960 child, then I need to leave, you know? 5391 01:44:54,960 --> 01:44:57,109 child, then I need to leave, you know? Right. It was just it was a good lesson 5392 01:44:57,109 --> 01:44:57,119 Right. It was just it was a good lesson 5393 01:44:57,119 --> 01:44:59,830 Right. It was just it was a good lesson though. That's Yeah. 5394 01:44:59,830 --> 01:44:59,840 though. That's Yeah. 5395 01:44:59,840 --> 01:45:01,669 though. That's Yeah. You know, you want to be, you know, 5396 01:45:01,669 --> 01:45:01,679 You know, you want to be, you know, 5397 01:45:01,679 --> 01:45:03,350 You know, you want to be, you know, something more than just a mother. So, 5398 01:45:03,350 --> 01:45:03,360 something more than just a mother. So, 5399 01:45:03,360 --> 01:45:05,990 something more than just a mother. So, you're in a relationship where he treats 5400 01:45:05,990 --> 01:45:06,000 you're in a relationship where he treats 5401 01:45:06,000 --> 01:45:07,430 you're in a relationship where he treats you right and you're just like, "Oh, 5402 01:45:07,430 --> 01:45:07,440 you right and you're just like, "Oh, 5403 01:45:07,440 --> 01:45:08,870 you right and you're just like, "Oh, this is really nice. This is something 5404 01:45:08,870 --> 01:45:08,880 this is really nice. This is something 5405 01:45:08,880 --> 01:45:12,470 this is really nice. This is something for me." And it's not but you know the 5406 01:45:12,470 --> 01:45:12,480 for me." And it's not but you know the 5407 01:45:12,480 --> 01:45:14,149 for me." And it's not but you know the thing is if there's a dealbreaker in a 5408 01:45:14,149 --> 01:45:14,159 thing is if there's a dealbreaker in a 5409 01:45:14,159 --> 01:45:15,590 thing is if there's a dealbreaker in a relationship just accept that that dealb 5410 01:45:15,590 --> 01:45:15,600 relationship just accept that that dealb 5411 01:45:15,600 --> 01:45:17,910 relationship just accept that that dealb breaker's there and move on you know 5412 01:45:17,910 --> 01:45:17,920 breaker's there and move on you know 5413 01:45:17,920 --> 01:45:19,510 breaker's there and move on you know kind of thing and I get that like you 5414 01:45:19,510 --> 01:45:19,520 kind of thing and I get that like you 5415 01:45:19,520 --> 01:45:21,030 kind of thing and I get that like you want to be your own person with your own 5416 01:45:21,030 --> 01:45:21,040 want to be your own person with your own 5417 01:45:21,040 --> 01:45:22,870 want to be your own person with your own relationship that's not attached to your 5418 01:45:22,870 --> 01:45:22,880 relationship that's not attached to your 5419 01:45:22,880 --> 01:45:25,030 relationship that's not attached to your daughter but you know a daughter your 5420 01:45:25,030 --> 01:45:25,040 daughter but you know a daughter your 5421 01:45:25,040 --> 01:45:27,590 daughter but you know a daughter your daughter's a big part of you you know 5422 01:45:27,590 --> 01:45:27,600 daughter's a big part of you you know 5423 01:45:27,600 --> 01:45:29,669 daughter's a big part of you you know and people have got to accept that part 5424 01:45:29,669 --> 01:45:29,679 and people have got to accept that part 5425 01:45:29,679 --> 01:45:31,669 and people have got to accept that part of you like yeah not that you guys are 5426 01:45:31,669 --> 01:45:31,679 of you like yeah not that you guys are 5427 01:45:31,679 --> 01:45:33,590 of you like yeah not that you guys are like a sold package together like you 5428 01:45:33,590 --> 01:45:33,600 like a sold package together like you 5429 01:45:33,600 --> 01:45:36,390 like a sold package together like you have to like you know but it's like you 5430 01:45:36,390 --> 01:45:36,400 have to like you know but it's like you 5431 01:45:36,400 --> 01:45:37,910 have to like you know but it's like you have to at least accept that she's not 5432 01:45:37,910 --> 01:45:37,920 have to at least accept that she's not 5433 01:45:37,920 --> 01:45:40,070 have to at least accept that she's not going anywhere. her like I'm not she's 5434 01:45:40,070 --> 01:45:40,080 going anywhere. her like I'm not she's 5435 01:45:40,080 --> 01:45:43,270 going anywhere. her like I'm not she's here like yes either deal with it or 5436 01:45:43,270 --> 01:45:43,280 here like yes either deal with it or 5437 01:45:43,280 --> 01:45:46,310 here like yes either deal with it or don't you know but I would yeah but I 5438 01:45:46,310 --> 01:45:46,320 don't you know but I would yeah but I 5439 01:45:46,320 --> 01:45:48,629 don't you know but I would yeah but I would even say you know I I want 5440 01:45:48,629 --> 01:45:48,639 would even say you know I I want 5441 01:45:48,639 --> 01:45:51,030 would even say you know I I want somebody who loves my child too you know 5442 01:45:51,030 --> 01:45:51,040 somebody who loves my child too you know 5443 01:45:51,040 --> 01:45:52,790 somebody who loves my child too you know and luckily I have that now I do have 5444 01:45:52,790 --> 01:45:52,800 and luckily I have that now I do have 5445 01:45:52,800 --> 01:45:55,430 and luckily I have that now I do have somebody who loves me and my child you 5446 01:45:55,430 --> 01:45:55,440 somebody who loves me and my child you 5447 01:45:55,440 --> 01:45:58,390 somebody who loves me and my child you know and I'm very very lucky for that a 5448 01:45:58,390 --> 01:45:58,400 know and I'm very very lucky for that a 5449 01:45:58,400 --> 01:46:00,629 know and I'm very very lucky for that a that's sweet I'm I'm very happy for you 5450 01:46:00,629 --> 01:46:00,639 that's sweet I'm I'm very happy for you 5451 01:46:00,639 --> 01:46:04,229 that's sweet I'm I'm very happy for you for that cuz I'm not a parent you know I 5452 01:46:04,229 --> 01:46:04,239 for that cuz I'm not a parent you know I 5453 01:46:04,239 --> 01:46:06,870 for that cuz I'm not a parent you know I have never had kids when very young 5454 01:46:06,870 --> 01:46:06,880 have never had kids when very young 5455 01:46:06,880 --> 01:46:09,030 have never had kids when very young that's really scary but 5456 01:46:09,030 --> 01:46:09,040 that's really scary but 5457 01:46:09,040 --> 01:46:10,950 that's really scary but I imagine if I were going to be a 5458 01:46:10,950 --> 01:46:10,960 I imagine if I were going to be a 5459 01:46:10,960 --> 01:46:13,270 I imagine if I were going to be a parent, you know, I would want my people 5460 01:46:13,270 --> 01:46:13,280 parent, you know, I would want my people 5461 01:46:13,280 --> 01:46:16,229 parent, you know, I would want my people around me to also equally like my kid, 5462 01:46:16,229 --> 01:46:16,239 around me to also equally like my kid, 5463 01:46:16,239 --> 01:46:17,830 around me to also equally like my kid, you know, like if I had like this friend 5464 01:46:17,830 --> 01:46:17,840 you know, like if I had like this friend 5465 01:46:17,840 --> 01:46:18,950 you know, like if I had like this friend who would like, "Oh, your kid's [\h__\h] 5466 01:46:18,950 --> 01:46:18,960 who would like, "Oh, your kid's [\h__\h] 5467 01:46:18,960 --> 01:46:20,709 who would like, "Oh, your kid's [\h__\h] annoying." I'd just be like, "Then get 5468 01:46:20,709 --> 01:46:20,719 annoying." I'd just be like, "Then get 5469 01:46:20,719 --> 01:46:22,870 annoying." I'd just be like, "Then get the [\h__\h] away from me. Like, I can't 5470 01:46:22,870 --> 01:46:22,880 the [\h__\h] away from me. Like, I can't 5471 01:46:22,880 --> 01:46:25,270 the [\h__\h] away from me. Like, I can't make her go away." Like, I don't know 5472 01:46:25,270 --> 01:46:25,280 make her go away." Like, I don't know 5473 01:46:25,280 --> 01:46:26,709 make her go away." Like, I don't know what you want me to do. I'm sorry. My 5474 01:46:26,709 --> 01:46:26,719 what you want me to do. I'm sorry. My 5475 01:46:26,719 --> 01:46:29,590 what you want me to do. I'm sorry. My kid's annoying. 5476 01:46:29,590 --> 01:46:29,600 kid's annoying. 5477 01:46:29,600 --> 01:46:32,149 kid's annoying. Yeah. Exactly. You know, I Yeah. 5478 01:46:32,149 --> 01:46:32,159 Yeah. Exactly. You know, I Yeah. 5479 01:46:32,159 --> 01:46:35,350 Yeah. Exactly. You know, I Yeah. Exactly. Yeah. I mean, I understand now 5480 01:46:35,350 --> 01:46:35,360 Exactly. Yeah. I mean, I understand now 5481 01:46:35,360 --> 01:46:36,870 Exactly. Yeah. I mean, I understand now these tweet there's a couple of tweets 5482 01:46:36,870 --> 01:46:36,880 these tweet there's a couple of tweets 5483 01:46:36,880 --> 01:46:39,910 these tweet there's a couple of tweets that were um archived on a Gossip Stark 5484 01:46:39,910 --> 01:46:39,920 that were um archived on a Gossip Stark 5485 01:46:39,920 --> 01:46:41,510 that were um archived on a Gossip Stark that that most of this was archived on 5486 01:46:41,510 --> 01:46:41,520 that that most of this was archived on 5487 01:46:41,520 --> 01:46:43,750 that that most of this was archived on from horse.org. Uh rest in peace because 5488 01:46:43,750 --> 01:46:43,760 from horse.org. Uh rest in peace because 5489 01:46:43,760 --> 01:46:45,990 from horse.org. Uh rest in peace because it doesn't exist anymore. But uh a lot 5490 01:46:45,990 --> 01:46:46,000 it doesn't exist anymore. But uh a lot 5491 01:46:46,000 --> 01:46:48,550 it doesn't exist anymore. But uh a lot of these were you're saying like oh two 5492 01:46:48,550 --> 01:46:48,560 of these were you're saying like oh two 5493 01:46:48,560 --> 01:46:50,390 of these were you're saying like oh two years later and now you decide not to be 5494 01:46:50,390 --> 01:46:50,400 years later and now you decide not to be 5495 01:46:50,400 --> 01:46:51,669 years later and now you decide not to be a step parent. Like I understand that 5496 01:46:51,669 --> 01:46:51,679 a step parent. Like I understand that 5497 01:46:51,679 --> 01:46:54,470 a step parent. Like I understand that frustration cuz it's like you knew that 5498 01:46:54,470 --> 01:46:54,480 frustration cuz it's like you knew that 5499 01:46:54,480 --> 01:46:57,189 frustration cuz it's like you knew that the kid's here the whole time. Like if 5500 01:46:57,189 --> 01:46:57,199 the kid's here the whole time. Like if 5501 01:46:57,199 --> 01:46:58,790 the kid's here the whole time. Like if you if that was a dealbreaker for you 5502 01:46:58,790 --> 01:46:58,800 you if that was a dealbreaker for you 5503 01:46:58,800 --> 01:47:00,390 you if that was a dealbreaker for you where you're just like I don't want this 5504 01:47:00,390 --> 01:47:00,400 where you're just like I don't want this 5505 01:47:00,400 --> 01:47:01,830 where you're just like I don't want this kid around. You should have thought 5506 01:47:01,830 --> 01:47:01,840 kid around. You should have thought 5507 01:47:01,840 --> 01:47:03,510 kid around. You should have thought about that two years ago because I It's 5508 01:47:03,510 --> 01:47:03,520 about that two years ago because I It's 5509 01:47:03,520 --> 01:47:05,109 about that two years ago because I It's not like I was hiding that from you for 5510 01:47:05,109 --> 01:47:05,119 not like I was hiding that from you for 5511 01:47:05,119 --> 01:47:08,390 not like I was hiding that from you for two years. It's been here like Yep. It's 5512 01:47:08,390 --> 01:47:08,400 two years. It's been here like Yep. It's 5513 01:47:08,400 --> 01:47:10,229 two years. It's been here like Yep. It's Yes, exactly. I've been completely 5514 01:47:10,229 --> 01:47:10,239 Yes, exactly. I've been completely 5515 01:47:10,239 --> 01:47:12,709 Yes, exactly. I've been completely upfront literally since the start of the 5516 01:47:12,709 --> 01:47:12,719 upfront literally since the start of the 5517 01:47:12,719 --> 01:47:15,990 upfront literally since the start of the relationship, right? Seems it seems a 5518 01:47:15,990 --> 01:47:16,000 relationship, right? Seems it seems a 5519 01:47:16,000 --> 01:47:17,270 relationship, right? Seems it seems a little strained to like just be like, 5520 01:47:17,270 --> 01:47:17,280 little strained to like just be like, 5521 01:47:17,280 --> 01:47:18,870 little strained to like just be like, I'll date her, but I'll just pretend the 5522 01:47:18,870 --> 01:47:18,880 I'll date her, but I'll just pretend the 5523 01:47:18,880 --> 01:47:20,870 I'll date her, but I'll just pretend the kid doesn't exist. Like it's that's a 5524 01:47:20,870 --> 01:47:20,880 kid doesn't exist. Like it's that's a 5525 01:47:20,880 --> 01:47:24,149 kid doesn't exist. Like it's that's a little hard to do. Yeah. It's just not 5526 01:47:24,149 --> 01:47:24,159 little hard to do. Yeah. It's just not 5527 01:47:24,159 --> 01:47:25,990 little hard to do. Yeah. It's just not It just wasn't good for both of us. And 5528 01:47:25,990 --> 01:47:26,000 It just wasn't good for both of us. And 5529 01:47:26,000 --> 01:47:27,750 It just wasn't good for both of us. And I think neither of us knew how to really 5530 01:47:27,750 --> 01:47:27,760 I think neither of us knew how to really 5531 01:47:27,760 --> 01:47:30,790 I think neither of us knew how to really handle it, you know? Um, again, I really 5532 01:47:30,790 --> 01:47:30,800 handle it, you know? Um, again, I really 5533 01:47:30,800 --> 01:47:32,870 handle it, you know? Um, again, I really wish we both weren't oversharing. Like, 5534 01:47:32,870 --> 01:47:32,880 wish we both weren't oversharing. Like, 5535 01:47:32,880 --> 01:47:34,950 wish we both weren't oversharing. Like, holy [\h__\h] I look back on that like, god 5536 01:47:34,950 --> 01:47:34,960 holy [\h__\h] I look back on that like, god 5537 01:47:34,960 --> 01:47:36,950 holy [\h__\h] I look back on that like, god damn it, that's cringey as hell. Why was 5538 01:47:36,950 --> 01:47:36,960 damn it, that's cringey as hell. Why was 5539 01:47:36,960 --> 01:47:39,510 damn it, that's cringey as hell. Why was I why was I oversharing so much, you 5540 01:47:39,510 --> 01:47:39,520 I why was I oversharing so much, you 5541 01:47:39,520 --> 01:47:43,590 I why was I oversharing so much, you know? So, lessons lessons to be learned. 5542 01:47:43,590 --> 01:47:43,600 know? So, lessons lessons to be learned. 5543 01:47:43,600 --> 01:47:46,149 know? So, lessons lessons to be learned. Do not tell social media everything, 5544 01:47:46,149 --> 01:47:46,159 Do not tell social media everything, 5545 01:47:46,159 --> 01:47:48,390 Do not tell social media everything, right? Any ill feelings towards Solar in 5546 01:47:48,390 --> 01:47:48,400 right? Any ill feelings towards Solar in 5547 01:47:48,400 --> 01:47:51,470 right? Any ill feelings towards Solar in current day or you just have no rel like 5548 01:47:51,470 --> 01:47:51,480 current day or you just have no rel like 5549 01:47:51,480 --> 01:47:53,990 current day or you just have no rel like just blank slate with him like he's 5550 01:47:53,990 --> 01:47:54,000 just blank slate with him like he's 5551 01:47:54,000 --> 01:47:56,790 just blank slate with him like he's doing whatever, you know? 5552 01:47:56,790 --> 01:47:56,800 doing whatever, you know? 5553 01:47:56,800 --> 01:48:00,310 doing whatever, you know? You know, I don't know. I mean, it's a 5554 01:48:00,310 --> 01:48:00,320 You know, I don't know. I mean, it's a 5555 01:48:00,320 --> 01:48:02,950 You know, I don't know. I mean, it's a thing where we attempted to be friends 5556 01:48:02,950 --> 01:48:02,960 thing where we attempted to be friends 5557 01:48:02,960 --> 01:48:05,189 thing where we attempted to be friends at one point, but ultimately it just it 5558 01:48:05,189 --> 01:48:05,199 at one point, but ultimately it just it 5559 01:48:05,199 --> 01:48:07,750 at one point, but ultimately it just it just didn't work out. And I'm I have no 5560 01:48:07,750 --> 01:48:07,760 just didn't work out. And I'm I have no 5561 01:48:07,760 --> 01:48:09,830 just didn't work out. And I'm I have no ill feelings towards him. You know, he 5562 01:48:09,830 --> 01:48:09,840 ill feelings towards him. You know, he 5563 01:48:09,840 --> 01:48:11,510 ill feelings towards him. You know, he the way that things have been, it hasn't 5564 01:48:11,510 --> 01:48:11,520 the way that things have been, it hasn't 5565 01:48:11,520 --> 01:48:14,149 the way that things have been, it hasn't been great, but I got nothing against 5566 01:48:14,149 --> 01:48:14,159 been great, but I got nothing against 5567 01:48:14,159 --> 01:48:16,709 been great, but I got nothing against him. You know, the other way around a 5568 01:48:16,709 --> 01:48:16,719 him. You know, the other way around a 5569 01:48:16,719 --> 01:48:18,229 him. You know, the other way around a little different, but I'm not really 5570 01:48:18,229 --> 01:48:18,239 little different, but I'm not really 5571 01:48:18,239 --> 01:48:20,709 little different, but I'm not really going to speak on that. Sure. Okay. So, 5572 01:48:20,709 --> 01:48:20,719 going to speak on that. Sure. Okay. So, 5573 01:48:20,719 --> 01:48:22,390 going to speak on that. Sure. Okay. So, you know, his opinion might be 5574 01:48:22,390 --> 01:48:22,400 you know, his opinion might be 5575 01:48:22,400 --> 01:48:25,270 you know, his opinion might be different, but nobody wishes no ill will 5576 01:48:25,270 --> 01:48:25,280 different, but nobody wishes no ill will 5577 01:48:25,280 --> 01:48:27,669 different, but nobody wishes no ill will on anybody. 5578 01:48:27,669 --> 01:48:27,679 on anybody. 5579 01:48:27,679 --> 01:48:31,189 on anybody. Yeah. Right. All right. So, let's talk 5580 01:48:31,189 --> 01:48:31,199 Yeah. Right. All right. So, let's talk 5581 01:48:31,199 --> 01:48:32,790 Yeah. Right. All right. So, let's talk about my favorite thing. And by 5582 01:48:32,790 --> 01:48:32,800 about my favorite thing. And by 5583 01:48:32,800 --> 01:48:35,270 about my favorite thing. And by favorite, I mean weirdest thing in this 5584 01:48:35,270 --> 01:48:35,280 favorite, I mean weirdest thing in this 5585 01:48:35,280 --> 01:48:38,189 favorite, I mean weirdest thing in this list. Let's talk about Stephen 5586 01:48:38,189 --> 01:48:38,199 list. Let's talk about Stephen 5587 01:48:38,199 --> 01:48:41,750 list. Let's talk about Stephen Sers. So, 5588 01:48:41,750 --> 01:48:41,760 Sers. So, 5589 01:48:41,760 --> 01:48:43,750 Sers. So, I knew as soon as you said that, like, 5590 01:48:43,750 --> 01:48:43,760 I knew as soon as you said that, like, 5591 01:48:43,760 --> 01:48:45,189 I knew as soon as you said that, like, oh, here I go. This is the only reason 5592 01:48:45,189 --> 01:48:45,199 oh, here I go. This is the only reason 5593 01:48:45,199 --> 01:48:46,390 oh, here I go. This is the only reason this is my favorite thing is because 5594 01:48:46,390 --> 01:48:46,400 this is my favorite thing is because 5595 01:48:46,400 --> 01:48:47,990 this is my favorite thing is because when you explained this to me like in 5596 01:48:47,990 --> 01:48:48,000 when you explained this to me like in 5597 01:48:48,000 --> 01:48:50,229 when you explained this to me like in the first call we've had I busted out 5598 01:48:50,229 --> 01:48:50,239 the first call we've had I busted out 5599 01:48:50,239 --> 01:48:51,910 the first call we've had I busted out laughing because I'm like wait is this 5600 01:48:51,910 --> 01:48:51,920 laughing because I'm like wait is this 5601 01:48:51,920 --> 01:48:54,629 laughing because I'm like wait is this actually how this is. This is crazy. So 5602 01:48:54,629 --> 01:48:54,639 actually how this is. This is crazy. So 5603 01:48:54,639 --> 01:48:56,550 actually how this is. This is crazy. So let's talk about that now in recorded 5604 01:48:56,550 --> 01:48:56,560 let's talk about that now in recorded 5605 01:48:56,560 --> 01:48:59,669 let's talk about that now in recorded format. My favorite thing Steven Sers 5606 01:48:59,669 --> 01:48:59,679 format. My favorite thing Steven Sers 5607 01:48:59,679 --> 01:49:01,910 format. My favorite thing Steven Sers apparently was some dude who worked at 5608 01:49:01,910 --> 01:49:01,920 apparently was some dude who worked at 5609 01:49:01,920 --> 01:49:03,510 apparently was some dude who worked at um Sierra Entertainment the publishers 5610 01:49:03,510 --> 01:49:03,520 um Sierra Entertainment the publishers 5611 01:49:03,520 --> 01:49:06,470 um Sierra Entertainment the publishers of Halflife Team Fortress Classic Spyro 5612 01:49:06,470 --> 01:49:06,480 of Halflife Team Fortress Classic Spyro 5613 01:49:06,480 --> 01:49:10,310 of Halflife Team Fortress Classic Spyro and Crash Bandicoot. In 2009, Steven 5614 01:49:10,310 --> 01:49:10,320 and Crash Bandicoot. In 2009, Steven 5615 01:49:10,320 --> 01:49:13,590 and Crash Bandicoot. In 2009, Steven Sers was contacted by somebody and did 5616 01:49:13,590 --> 01:49:13,600 Sers was contacted by somebody and did 5617 01:49:13,600 --> 01:49:15,669 Sers was contacted by somebody and did this sort of interview. Well, in I say 5618 01:49:15,669 --> 01:49:15,679 this sort of interview. Well, in I say 5619 01:49:15,679 --> 01:49:17,510 this sort of interview. Well, in I say in 2009, he's talking about an incident 5620 01:49:17,510 --> 01:49:17,520 in 2009, he's talking about an incident 5621 01:49:17,520 --> 01:49:19,270 in 2009, he's talking about an incident in 2009. He was actually contacted. I 5622 01:49:19,270 --> 01:49:19,280 in 2009. He was actually contacted. I 5623 01:49:19,280 --> 01:49:20,550 in 2009. He was actually contacted. I don't even know when this was, but 5624 01:49:20,550 --> 01:49:20,560 don't even know when this was, but 5625 01:49:20,560 --> 01:49:22,149 don't even know when this was, but somebody reached out to him and did some 5626 01:49:22,149 --> 01:49:22,159 somebody reached out to him and did some 5627 01:49:22,159 --> 01:49:23,750 somebody reached out to him and did some sort of like text interview, and this 5628 01:49:23,750 --> 01:49:23,760 sort of like text interview, and this 5629 01:49:23,760 --> 01:49:25,669 sort of like text interview, and this ended up on the internet of him 5630 01:49:25,669 --> 01:49:25,679 ended up on the internet of him 5631 01:49:25,679 --> 01:49:28,790 ended up on the internet of him apparently saying in 2009, you tried to 5632 01:49:28,790 --> 01:49:28,800 apparently saying in 2009, you tried to 5633 01:49:28,800 --> 01:49:30,390 apparently saying in 2009, you tried to reach out to him claiming to be a 5634 01:49:30,390 --> 01:49:30,400 reach out to him claiming to be a 5635 01:49:30,400 --> 01:49:32,470 reach out to him claiming to be a 21-year-old who wants to drink and have 5636 01:49:32,470 --> 01:49:32,480 21-year-old who wants to drink and have 5637 01:49:32,480 --> 01:49:34,709 21-year-old who wants to drink and have sex and party and whatever with him in 5638 01:49:34,709 --> 01:49:34,719 sex and party and whatever with him in 5639 01:49:34,719 --> 01:49:36,709 sex and party and whatever with him in order to get up in the ranks of Sierra 5640 01:49:36,709 --> 01:49:36,719 order to get up in the ranks of Sierra 5641 01:49:36,719 --> 01:49:38,870 order to get up in the ranks of Sierra Entertainment. 5642 01:49:38,870 --> 01:49:38,880 Entertainment. 5643 01:49:38,880 --> 01:49:42,470 Entertainment. Um, yeah. Apparently, apparently. Why 5644 01:49:42,470 --> 01:49:42,480 Um, yeah. Apparently, apparently. Why 5645 01:49:42,480 --> 01:49:44,470 Um, yeah. Apparently, apparently. Why don't you tell me about this Steven guy? 5646 01:49:44,470 --> 01:49:44,480 don't you tell me about this Steven guy? 5647 01:49:44,480 --> 01:49:48,709 don't you tell me about this Steven guy? Who is this Steven guy to you? Okay. 5648 01:49:48,709 --> 01:49:48,719 Who is this Steven guy to you? Okay. 5649 01:49:48,719 --> 01:49:52,790 Who is this Steven guy to you? Okay. A stranger. This is a stranger online. I 5650 01:49:52,790 --> 01:49:52,800 A stranger. This is a stranger online. I 5651 01:49:52,800 --> 01:49:55,270 A stranger. This is a stranger online. I don't know who the hell this guy is, 5652 01:49:55,270 --> 01:49:55,280 don't know who the hell this guy is, 5653 01:49:55,280 --> 01:49:57,430 don't know who the hell this guy is, apart from what I have now looked up 5654 01:49:57,430 --> 01:49:57,440 apart from what I have now looked up 5655 01:49:57,440 --> 01:49:59,590 apart from what I have now looked up about him since seeing these 5656 01:49:59,590 --> 01:49:59,600 about him since seeing these 5657 01:49:59,600 --> 01:50:01,430 about him since seeing these screenshots. 5658 01:50:01,430 --> 01:50:01,440 screenshots. 5659 01:50:01,440 --> 01:50:04,470 screenshots. This I don't know who this guy is. After 5660 01:50:04,470 --> 01:50:04,480 This I don't know who this guy is. After 5661 01:50:04,480 --> 01:50:07,030 This I don't know who this guy is. After Lizzy showed me these screenshots, no 5662 01:50:07,030 --> 01:50:07,040 Lizzy showed me these screenshots, no 5663 01:50:07,040 --> 01:50:09,430 Lizzy showed me these screenshots, no idea. Like after Lizzie showed me these 5664 01:50:09,430 --> 01:50:09,440 idea. Like after Lizzie showed me these 5665 01:50:09,440 --> 01:50:12,870 idea. Like after Lizzie showed me these screenshots, I then started to look up 5666 01:50:12,870 --> 01:50:12,880 screenshots, I then started to look up 5667 01:50:12,880 --> 01:50:14,950 screenshots, I then started to look up who the hell this guy was because I'm 5668 01:50:14,950 --> 01:50:14,960 who the hell this guy was because I'm 5669 01:50:14,960 --> 01:50:17,030 who the hell this guy was because I'm like, who is this? And I looked up, 5670 01:50:17,030 --> 01:50:17,040 like, who is this? And I looked up, 5671 01:50:17,040 --> 01:50:20,310 like, who is this? And I looked up, okay, what's Sierra Games? And I I I've 5672 01:50:20,310 --> 01:50:20,320 okay, what's Sierra Games? And I I I've 5673 01:50:20,320 --> 01:50:22,790 okay, what's Sierra Games? And I I I've never spoken to this guy in my life. 5674 01:50:22,790 --> 01:50:22,800 never spoken to this guy in my life. 5675 01:50:22,800 --> 01:50:26,629 never spoken to this guy in my life. What's crazy is he's talking about 2009 5676 01:50:26,629 --> 01:50:26,639 What's crazy is he's talking about 2009 5677 01:50:26,639 --> 01:50:29,990 What's crazy is he's talking about 2009 and I'm like 14 at this point, you know? 5678 01:50:29,990 --> 01:50:30,000 and I'm like 14 at this point, you know? 5679 01:50:30,000 --> 01:50:33,669 and I'm like 14 at this point, you know? I'm like, you said 2009. like I'm I'm 5680 01:50:33,669 --> 01:50:33,679 I'm like, you said 2009. like I'm I'm 5681 01:50:33,679 --> 01:50:35,750 I'm like, you said 2009. like I'm I'm just now becoming a freshman in high 5682 01:50:35,750 --> 01:50:35,760 just now becoming a freshman in high 5683 01:50:35,760 --> 01:50:37,350 just now becoming a freshman in high school. 5684 01:50:37,350 --> 01:50:37,360 school. 5685 01:50:37,360 --> 01:50:39,669 school. Yeah. To which he, if I remember 5686 01:50:39,669 --> 01:50:39,679 Yeah. To which he, if I remember 5687 01:50:39,679 --> 01:50:41,990 Yeah. To which he, if I remember correctly, he even states that all of 5688 01:50:41,990 --> 01:50:42,000 correctly, he even states that all of 5689 01:50:42,000 --> 01:50:44,070 correctly, he even states that all of this happened on Snapchat. Am I right on 5690 01:50:44,070 --> 01:50:44,080 this happened on Snapchat. Am I right on 5691 01:50:44,080 --> 01:50:46,629 this happened on Snapchat. Am I right on that? Uh, yes. So, in one of the 5692 01:50:46,629 --> 01:50:46,639 that? Uh, yes. So, in one of the 5693 01:50:46,639 --> 01:50:48,510 that? Uh, yes. So, in one of the screenshots, if I can find it real 5694 01:50:48,510 --> 01:50:48,520 screenshots, if I can find it real 5695 01:50:48,520 --> 01:50:51,550 screenshots, if I can find it real quick. 5696 01:50:51,550 --> 01:50:51,560 5697 01:50:51,560 --> 01:50:53,669 Uh, I don't know if I'll be able to find 5698 01:50:53,669 --> 01:50:53,679 Uh, I don't know if I'll be able to find 5699 01:50:53,679 --> 01:50:59,030 Uh, I don't know if I'll be able to find it. Yeah, 2008 is when he was um working 5700 01:50:59,030 --> 01:50:59,040 it. Yeah, 2008 is when he was um working 5701 01:50:59,040 --> 01:51:01,830 it. Yeah, 2008 is when he was um working at Activision Blizzard. Um, he met Emily 5702 01:51:01,830 --> 01:51:01,840 at Activision Blizzard. Um, he met Emily 5703 01:51:01,840 --> 01:51:04,470 at Activision Blizzard. Um, he met Emily around 2013 or so. So, I guess it wasn't 5704 01:51:04,470 --> 01:51:04,480 around 2013 or so. So, I guess it wasn't 5705 01:51:04,480 --> 01:51:06,629 around 2013 or so. So, I guess it wasn't back in 2009. In 2009, I think he's 5706 01:51:06,629 --> 01:51:06,639 back in 2009. In 2009, I think he's 5707 01:51:06,639 --> 01:51:11,109 back in 2009. In 2009, I think he's talking about how he used to work um at 5708 01:51:11,109 --> 01:51:11,119 talking about how he used to work um at 5709 01:51:11,119 --> 01:51:13,510 talking about how he used to work um at Sierra Entertainment. Uh, 2009, he was 5710 01:51:13,510 --> 01:51:13,520 Sierra Entertainment. Uh, 2009, he was 5711 01:51:13,520 --> 01:51:15,189 Sierra Entertainment. Uh, 2009, he was only working there, I think, on the SWAT 5712 01:51:15,189 --> 01:51:15,199 only working there, I think, on the SWAT 5713 01:51:15,199 --> 01:51:16,790 only working there, I think, on the SWAT series. So, that's what might be what 5714 01:51:16,790 --> 01:51:16,800 series. So, that's what might be what 5715 01:51:16,800 --> 01:51:18,470 series. So, that's what might be what he's talking about. He's claiming to 5716 01:51:18,470 --> 01:51:18,480 he's talking about. He's claiming to 5717 01:51:18,480 --> 01:51:20,270 he's talking about. He's claiming to have met you in 5718 01:51:20,270 --> 01:51:20,280 have met you in 5719 01:51:20,280 --> 01:51:25,910 have met you in 2013. So, that's what that's 5720 01:51:25,910 --> 01:51:25,920 2013. So, that's what that's 5721 01:51:25,920 --> 01:51:27,430 2013. So, that's what that's okay. 5722 01:51:27,430 --> 01:51:27,440 okay. 5723 01:51:27,440 --> 01:51:29,669 okay. So, I'm sorry if that was confusing. 5724 01:51:29,669 --> 01:51:29,679 So, I'm sorry if that was confusing. 5725 01:51:29,679 --> 01:51:31,830 So, I'm sorry if that was confusing. I thought so too. He's saying in one of 5726 01:51:31,830 --> 01:51:31,840 I thought so too. He's saying in one of 5727 01:51:31,840 --> 01:51:34,790 I thought so too. He's saying in one of these text messages he left in 2008 but 5728 01:51:34,790 --> 01:51:34,800 these text messages he left in 2008 but 5729 01:51:34,800 --> 01:51:37,990 these text messages he left in 2008 but still managed uh Activision like when 5730 01:51:37,990 --> 01:51:38,000 still managed uh Activision like when 5731 01:51:38,000 --> 01:51:39,589 still managed uh Activision like when Sierra Entertainment like merged with 5732 01:51:39,589 --> 01:51:39,599 Sierra Entertainment like merged with 5733 01:51:39,599 --> 01:51:41,350 Sierra Entertainment like merged with Activision and Blizzard. So he said he 5734 01:51:41,350 --> 01:51:41,360 Activision and Blizzard. So he said he 5735 01:51:41,360 --> 01:51:45,109 Activision and Blizzard. So he said he met you around 2013 or so. Um okay. So 5736 01:51:45,109 --> 01:51:45,119 met you around 2013 or so. Um okay. So 5737 01:51:45,119 --> 01:51:46,870 met you around 2013 or so. Um okay. So that makes more sense. All right. I'm 5738 01:51:46,870 --> 01:51:46,880 that makes more sense. All right. I'm 5739 01:51:46,880 --> 01:51:48,870 that makes more sense. All right. I'm confusing myself here. It does make a 5740 01:51:48,870 --> 01:51:48,880 confusing myself here. It does make a 5741 01:51:48,880 --> 01:51:51,030 confusing myself here. It does make a lot more sense. Yeah. Well, well, I'll 5742 01:51:51,030 --> 01:51:51,040 lot more sense. Yeah. Well, well, I'll 5743 01:51:51,040 --> 01:51:52,870 lot more sense. Yeah. Well, well, I'll be honest. Like, I don't even think that 5744 01:51:52,870 --> 01:51:52,880 be honest. Like, I don't even think that 5745 01:51:52,880 --> 01:51:54,390 be honest. Like, I don't even think that because when Lizzie showed this to me, 5746 01:51:54,390 --> 01:51:54,400 because when Lizzie showed this to me, 5747 01:51:54,400 --> 01:51:56,149 because when Lizzie showed this to me, that's how I had interpreted it, too, 5748 01:51:56,149 --> 01:51:56,159 that's how I had interpreted it, too, 5749 01:51:56,159 --> 01:51:59,830 that's how I had interpreted it, too, was I I I remember telling Lizzie I was 5750 01:51:59,830 --> 01:51:59,840 was I I I remember telling Lizzie I was 5751 01:51:59,840 --> 01:52:02,950 was I I I remember telling Lizzie I was a child because there were remarks, if I 5752 01:52:02,950 --> 01:52:02,960 a child because there were remarks, if I 5753 01:52:02,960 --> 01:52:04,950 a child because there were remarks, if I remember correctly, in these DMs that 5754 01:52:04,950 --> 01:52:04,960 remember correctly, in these DMs that 5755 01:52:04,960 --> 01:52:07,109 remember correctly, in these DMs that says, you know, I think one of one of 5756 01:52:07,109 --> 01:52:07,119 says, you know, I think one of one of 5757 01:52:07,119 --> 01:52:08,870 says, you know, I think one of one of the people working here, like we one of 5758 01:52:08,870 --> 01:52:08,880 the people working here, like we one of 5759 01:52:08,880 --> 01:52:11,350 the people working here, like we one of us might be like the the father to her 5760 01:52:11,350 --> 01:52:11,360 us might be like the the father to her 5761 01:52:11,360 --> 01:52:14,870 us might be like the the father to her kid. And I was pregnant as a teenager 5762 01:52:14,870 --> 01:52:14,880 kid. And I was pregnant as a teenager 5763 01:52:14,880 --> 01:52:18,629 kid. And I was pregnant as a teenager and so that's a strange implication to 5764 01:52:18,629 --> 01:52:18,639 and so that's a strange implication to 5765 01:52:18,639 --> 01:52:20,629 and so that's a strange implication to make. And I think Lizzie even pointed 5766 01:52:20,629 --> 01:52:20,639 make. And I think Lizzie even pointed 5767 01:52:20,639 --> 01:52:23,109 make. And I think Lizzie even pointed that out saying to him, "Well, well, I 5768 01:52:23,109 --> 01:52:23,119 that out saying to him, "Well, well, I 5769 01:52:23,119 --> 01:52:24,790 that out saying to him, "Well, well, I don't know. That adds up because she was 5770 01:52:24,790 --> 01:52:24,800 don't know. That adds up because she was 5771 01:52:24,800 --> 01:52:26,550 don't know. That adds up because she was like 16 at the time." And I think he 5772 01:52:26,550 --> 01:52:26,560 like 16 at the time." And I think he 5773 01:52:26,560 --> 01:52:28,229 like 16 at the time." And I think he began to like backpedal if I remember 5774 01:52:28,229 --> 01:52:28,239 began to like backpedal if I remember 5775 01:52:28,239 --> 01:52:31,189 began to like backpedal if I remember correctly. Um, so yeah, this is this is 5776 01:52:31,189 --> 01:52:31,199 correctly. Um, so yeah, this is this is 5777 01:52:31,199 --> 01:52:33,270 correctly. Um, so yeah, this is this is a random guy. I don't know who this guy 5778 01:52:33,270 --> 01:52:33,280 a random guy. I don't know who this guy 5779 01:52:33,280 --> 01:52:35,350 a random guy. I don't know who this guy is. There was even a point in time where 5780 01:52:35,350 --> 01:52:35,360 is. There was even a point in time where 5781 01:52:35,360 --> 01:52:38,310 is. There was even a point in time where I considered reaching out to him because 5782 01:52:38,310 --> 01:52:38,320 I considered reaching out to him because 5783 01:52:38,320 --> 01:52:40,709 I considered reaching out to him because seeing somebody say something like that 5784 01:52:40,709 --> 01:52:40,719 seeing somebody say something like that 5785 01:52:40,719 --> 01:52:42,950 seeing somebody say something like that was just it's it's upsetting. You know, 5786 01:52:42,950 --> 01:52:42,960 was just it's it's upsetting. You know, 5787 01:52:42,960 --> 01:52:44,229 was just it's it's upsetting. You know, I don't know who the hell these guys 5788 01:52:44,229 --> 01:52:44,239 I don't know who the hell these guys 5789 01:52:44,239 --> 01:52:46,149 I don't know who the hell these guys are. just some guy just spreading around 5790 01:52:46,149 --> 01:52:46,159 are. just some guy just spreading around 5791 01:52:46,159 --> 01:52:49,030 are. just some guy just spreading around a a dirty rumor that I oh yeah, she 5792 01:52:49,030 --> 01:52:49,040 a a dirty rumor that I oh yeah, she 5793 01:52:49,040 --> 01:52:51,830 a a dirty rumor that I oh yeah, she totally wants me, you know, and it's I 5794 01:52:51,830 --> 01:52:51,840 totally wants me, you know, and it's I 5795 01:52:51,840 --> 01:52:53,750 totally wants me, you know, and it's I when I considered reaching out, I found 5796 01:52:53,750 --> 01:52:53,760 when I considered reaching out, I found 5797 01:52:53,760 --> 01:52:55,910 when I considered reaching out, I found his Facebook, saw one of his posts 5798 01:52:55,910 --> 01:52:55,920 his Facebook, saw one of his posts 5799 01:52:55,920 --> 01:52:57,830 his Facebook, saw one of his posts talking about his kid being sick, and I 5800 01:52:57,830 --> 01:52:57,840 talking about his kid being sick, and I 5801 01:52:57,840 --> 01:52:59,149 talking about his kid being sick, and I just felt like, you 5802 01:52:59,149 --> 01:52:59,159 just felt like, you 5803 01:52:59,159 --> 01:53:01,990 just felt like, you know, I'm not I'm not piling on to it. 5804 01:53:01,990 --> 01:53:02,000 know, I'm not I'm not piling on to it. 5805 01:53:02,000 --> 01:53:04,229 know, I'm not I'm not piling on to it. you know what he did him spreading these 5806 01:53:04,229 --> 01:53:04,239 you know what he did him spreading these 5807 01:53:04,239 --> 01:53:06,070 you know what he did him spreading these rumors. I think that this was shitty. 5808 01:53:06,070 --> 01:53:06,080 rumors. I think that this was shitty. 5809 01:53:06,080 --> 01:53:08,550 rumors. I think that this was shitty. But he already obviously has a lot going 5810 01:53:08,550 --> 01:53:08,560 But he already obviously has a lot going 5811 01:53:08,560 --> 01:53:11,990 But he already obviously has a lot going on as in his life. So, you know, oh 5812 01:53:11,990 --> 01:53:12,000 on as in his life. So, you know, oh 5813 01:53:12,000 --> 01:53:14,149 on as in his life. So, you know, oh well, I decided not to confront him over 5814 01:53:14,149 --> 01:53:14,159 well, I decided not to confront him over 5815 01:53:14,159 --> 01:53:15,669 well, I decided not to confront him over it because I didn't want to really pile 5816 01:53:15,669 --> 01:53:15,679 it because I didn't want to really pile 5817 01:53:15,679 --> 01:53:18,709 it because I didn't want to really pile on. But, no, this is just a stranger 5818 01:53:18,709 --> 01:53:18,719 on. But, no, this is just a stranger 5819 01:53:18,719 --> 01:53:22,390 on. But, no, this is just a stranger online who just made [\h__\h] up and then 5820 01:53:22,390 --> 01:53:22,400 online who just made [\h__\h] up and then 5821 01:53:22,400 --> 01:53:24,790 online who just made [\h__\h] up and then this was in a conversation with Lizzie 5822 01:53:24,790 --> 01:53:24,800 this was in a conversation with Lizzie 5823 01:53:24,800 --> 01:53:26,470 this was in a conversation with Lizzie and then Lizzie uh posted the 5824 01:53:26,470 --> 01:53:26,480 and then Lizzie uh posted the 5825 01:53:26,480 --> 01:53:27,990 and then Lizzie uh posted the screenshots online, you know, and there 5826 01:53:27,990 --> 01:53:28,000 screenshots online, you know, and there 5827 01:53:28,000 --> 01:53:29,510 screenshots online, you know, and there have been people kind of running with 5828 01:53:29,510 --> 01:53:29,520 have been people kind of running with 5829 01:53:29,520 --> 01:53:31,830 have been people kind of running with this idea of me doing this, but yeah. No 5830 01:53:31,830 --> 01:53:31,840 this idea of me doing this, but yeah. No 5831 01:53:31,840 --> 01:53:34,470 this idea of me doing this, but yeah. No truth to it at all. Yeah, it says that 5832 01:53:34,470 --> 01:53:34,480 truth to it at all. Yeah, it says that 5833 01:53:34,480 --> 01:53:36,149 truth to it at all. Yeah, it says that um reached out to me about two years 5834 01:53:36,149 --> 01:53:36,159 um reached out to me about two years 5835 01:53:36,159 --> 01:53:37,589 um reached out to me about two years ago, but that was the last time I heard 5836 01:53:37,589 --> 01:53:37,599 ago, but that was the last time I heard 5837 01:53:37,599 --> 01:53:39,430 ago, but that was the last time I heard from her. She wanted me to [\h__\h] her and 5838 01:53:39,430 --> 01:53:39,440 from her. She wanted me to [\h__\h] her and 5839 01:53:39,440 --> 01:53:41,589 from her. She wanted me to [\h__\h] her and go to a party with her. She messaged me 5840 01:53:41,589 --> 01:53:41,599 go to a party with her. She messaged me 5841 01:53:41,599 --> 01:53:43,350 go to a party with her. She messaged me on Snapchat. I'm not sure how she got 5842 01:53:43,350 --> 01:53:43,360 on Snapchat. I'm not sure how she got 5843 01:53:43,360 --> 01:53:46,550 on Snapchat. I'm not sure how she got it. Didn't respond and I didn't ask. Uh 5844 01:53:46,550 --> 01:53:46,560 it. Didn't respond and I didn't ask. Uh 5845 01:53:46,560 --> 01:53:48,070 it. Didn't respond and I didn't ask. Uh apparently this person was claiming you 5846 01:53:48,070 --> 01:53:48,080 apparently this person was claiming you 5847 01:53:48,080 --> 01:53:50,390 apparently this person was claiming you were 20 or 21 at the time apparently 5848 01:53:50,390 --> 01:53:50,400 were 20 or 21 at the time apparently 5849 01:53:50,400 --> 01:53:51,830 were 20 or 21 at the time apparently saying that like you want to have his 5850 01:53:51,830 --> 01:53:51,840 saying that like you want to have his 5851 01:53:51,840 --> 01:53:53,990 saying that like you want to have his babies or something like that. Like 5852 01:53:53,990 --> 01:53:54,000 babies or something like that. Like 5853 01:53:54,000 --> 01:53:56,070 babies or something like that. Like these these are weird things to say 5854 01:53:56,070 --> 01:53:56,080 these these are weird things to say 5855 01:53:56,080 --> 01:53:58,310 these these are weird things to say about somebody that and I want to say 5856 01:53:58,310 --> 01:53:58,320 about somebody that and I want to say 5857 01:53:58,320 --> 01:53:59,990 about somebody that and I want to say that maybe he's just thinking it's a 5858 01:53:59,990 --> 01:54:00,000 that maybe he's just thinking it's a 5859 01:54:00,000 --> 01:54:01,669 that maybe he's just thinking it's a different Emily because Emily's Emily 5860 01:54:01,669 --> 01:54:01,679 different Emily because Emily's Emily 5861 01:54:01,679 --> 01:54:04,070 different Emily because Emily's Emily Jones both Emily and the last name Jones 5862 01:54:04,070 --> 01:54:04,080 Jones both Emily and the last name Jones 5863 01:54:04,080 --> 01:54:06,310 Jones both Emily and the last name Jones is a very common first and last name. So 5864 01:54:06,310 --> 01:54:06,320 is a very common first and last name. So 5865 01:54:06,320 --> 01:54:08,709 is a very common first and last name. So I'm like is he talking about somebody 5866 01:54:08,709 --> 01:54:08,719 I'm like is he talking about somebody 5867 01:54:08,719 --> 01:54:11,430 I'm like is he talking about somebody else but no he's like talking about how 5868 01:54:11,430 --> 01:54:11,440 else but no he's like talking about how 5869 01:54:11,440 --> 01:54:13,350 else but no he's like talking about how you try to sleep your way up in the 5870 01:54:13,350 --> 01:54:13,360 you try to sleep your way up in the 5871 01:54:13,360 --> 01:54:15,189 you try to sleep your way up in the ranks of Sega too. So I'm like no you're 5872 01:54:15,189 --> 01:54:15,199 ranks of Sega too. So I'm like no you're 5873 01:54:15,199 --> 01:54:17,109 ranks of Sega too. So I'm like no you're talking about the Emily Jones. What the 5874 01:54:17,109 --> 01:54:17,119 talking about the Emily Jones. What the 5875 01:54:17,119 --> 01:54:19,910 talking about the Emily Jones. What the [\h__\h] is going on? Like what? That's a 5876 01:54:19,910 --> 01:54:19,920 [\h__\h] is going on? Like what? That's a 5877 01:54:19,920 --> 01:54:22,470 [\h__\h] is going on? Like what? That's a good point actually. And it's going off 5878 01:54:22,470 --> 01:54:22,480 good point actually. And it's going off 5879 01:54:22,480 --> 01:54:25,350 good point actually. And it's going off of information that doesn't line up. For 5880 01:54:25,350 --> 01:54:25,360 of information that doesn't line up. For 5881 01:54:25,360 --> 01:54:27,990 of information that doesn't line up. For starters, I had a Snapchat, but I didn't 5882 01:54:27,990 --> 01:54:28,000 starters, I had a Snapchat, but I didn't 5883 01:54:28,000 --> 01:54:30,870 starters, I had a Snapchat, but I didn't talk to people on it. I only downloaded 5884 01:54:30,870 --> 01:54:30,880 talk to people on it. I only downloaded 5885 01:54:30,880 --> 01:54:34,390 talk to people on it. I only downloaded Snapchat back in like 2016 just so I 5886 01:54:34,390 --> 01:54:34,400 Snapchat back in like 2016 just so I 5887 01:54:34,400 --> 01:54:36,070 Snapchat back in like 2016 just so I could use the filters because I thought 5888 01:54:36,070 --> 01:54:36,080 could use the filters because I thought 5889 01:54:36,080 --> 01:54:38,390 could use the filters because I thought they were cute. I didn't talk to anybody 5890 01:54:38,390 --> 01:54:38,400 they were cute. I didn't talk to anybody 5891 01:54:38,400 --> 01:54:42,390 they were cute. I didn't talk to anybody on the app. And also too, after I gave 5892 01:54:42,390 --> 01:54:42,400 on the app. And also too, after I gave 5893 01:54:42,400 --> 01:54:45,350 on the app. And also too, after I gave birth, I didn't want to have more kids 5894 01:54:45,350 --> 01:54:45,360 birth, I didn't want to have more kids 5895 01:54:45,360 --> 01:54:47,669 birth, I didn't want to have more kids because actually my birth was traumatic. 5896 01:54:47,669 --> 01:54:47,679 because actually my birth was traumatic. 5897 01:54:47,679 --> 01:54:50,070 because actually my birth was traumatic. So for me to be like, "Oh, I I want all 5898 01:54:50,070 --> 01:54:50,080 So for me to be like, "Oh, I I want all 5899 01:54:50,080 --> 01:54:52,470 So for me to be like, "Oh, I I want all these kids. I want your kid." That's I 5900 01:54:52,470 --> 01:54:52,480 these kids. I want your kid." That's I 5901 01:54:52,480 --> 01:54:55,189 these kids. I want your kid." That's I actually I'm good. I I had a very 5902 01:54:55,189 --> 01:54:55,199 actually I'm good. I I had a very 5903 01:54:55,199 --> 01:54:57,270 actually I'm good. I I had a very traumatic experience giving birth and I 5904 01:54:57,270 --> 01:54:57,280 traumatic experience giving birth and I 5905 01:54:57,280 --> 01:54:59,430 traumatic experience giving birth and I it it's just none of that matters 5906 01:54:59,430 --> 01:54:59,440 it it's just none of that matters 5907 01:54:59,440 --> 01:55:01,350 it it's just none of that matters obviously, but to me it's irritating 5908 01:55:01,350 --> 01:55:01,360 obviously, but to me it's irritating 5909 01:55:01,360 --> 01:55:03,830 obviously, but to me it's irritating because it's just you're not even trying 5910 01:55:03,830 --> 01:55:03,840 because it's just you're not even trying 5911 01:55:03,840 --> 01:55:06,070 because it's just you're not even trying to be convincing with the stuff you're 5912 01:55:06,070 --> 01:55:06,080 to be convincing with the stuff you're 5913 01:55:06,080 --> 01:55:08,310 to be convincing with the stuff you're making up, right? It just seems so 5914 01:55:08,310 --> 01:55:08,320 making up, right? It just seems so 5915 01:55:08,320 --> 01:55:10,870 making up, right? It just seems so random and weird. Like I don't 5916 01:55:10,870 --> 01:55:10,880 random and weird. Like I don't 5917 01:55:10,880 --> 01:55:12,149 random and weird. Like I don't understand. Like he he's saying that 5918 01:55:12,149 --> 01:55:12,159 understand. Like he he's saying that 5919 01:55:12,159 --> 01:55:13,910 understand. Like he he's saying that like you apparently tried to harass him 5920 01:55:13,910 --> 01:55:13,920 like you apparently tried to harass him 5921 01:55:13,920 --> 01:55:15,270 like you apparently tried to harass him and he's he mentioned being his 5922 01:55:15,270 --> 01:55:15,280 and he's he mentioned being his 5923 01:55:15,280 --> 01:55:16,629 and he's he mentioned being his sheriff's deputy and that's what got you 5924 01:55:16,629 --> 01:55:16,639 sheriff's deputy and that's what got you 5925 01:55:16,639 --> 01:55:19,990 sheriff's deputy and that's what got you to stop. And I'm like, dude, I don't I 5926 01:55:19,990 --> 01:55:20,000 to stop. And I'm like, dude, I don't I 5927 01:55:20,000 --> 01:55:21,270 to stop. And I'm like, dude, I don't I don't know what the hell you're talking 5928 01:55:21,270 --> 01:55:21,280 don't know what the hell you're talking 5929 01:55:21,280 --> 01:55:22,550 don't know what the hell you're talking about. Like, this is the craziest thing 5930 01:55:22,550 --> 01:55:22,560 about. Like, this is the craziest thing 5931 01:55:22,560 --> 01:55:25,669 about. Like, this is the craziest thing I've ever seen in my life. 5932 01:55:25,669 --> 01:55:25,679 I've ever seen in my life. 5933 01:55:25,679 --> 01:55:29,030 I've ever seen in my life. This is like again, I really want I 5934 01:55:29,030 --> 01:55:29,040 This is like again, I really want I 5935 01:55:29,040 --> 01:55:30,470 This is like again, I really want I really wanted to DM him and be like, 5936 01:55:30,470 --> 01:55:30,480 really wanted to DM him and be like, 5937 01:55:30,480 --> 01:55:32,310 really wanted to DM him and be like, "Who the hell do you think you are?" You 5938 01:55:32,310 --> 01:55:32,320 "Who the hell do you think you are?" You 5939 01:55:32,320 --> 01:55:35,189 "Who the hell do you think you are?" You know, but I'm I'm glad I didn't, you 5940 01:55:35,189 --> 01:55:35,199 know, but I'm I'm glad I didn't, you 5941 01:55:35,199 --> 01:55:37,189 know, but I'm I'm glad I didn't, you know, it's just situations like that. 5942 01:55:37,189 --> 01:55:37,199 know, it's just situations like that. 5943 01:55:37,199 --> 01:55:38,870 know, it's just situations like that. It's better not to give them that 5944 01:55:38,870 --> 01:55:38,880 It's better not to give them that 5945 01:55:38,880 --> 01:55:40,870 It's better not to give them that attention because I I assume that's what 5946 01:55:40,870 --> 01:55:40,880 attention because I I assume that's what 5947 01:55:40,880 --> 01:55:44,149 attention because I I assume that's what they want out of that. Yeah. And I mean 5948 01:55:44,149 --> 01:55:44,159 they want out of that. Yeah. And I mean 5949 01:55:44,159 --> 01:55:46,629 they want out of that. Yeah. And I mean like it what kind of conversation could 5950 01:55:46,629 --> 01:55:46,639 like it what kind of conversation could 5951 01:55:46,639 --> 01:55:48,790 like it what kind of conversation could you possibly have? I mean to be honest 5952 01:55:48,790 --> 01:55:48,800 you possibly have? I mean to be honest 5953 01:55:48,800 --> 01:55:49,830 you possibly have? I mean to be honest even if you did say do something like 5954 01:55:49,830 --> 01:55:49,840 even if you did say do something like 5955 01:55:49,840 --> 01:55:51,510 even if you did say do something like that I wouldn't even blame you but at 5956 01:55:51,510 --> 01:55:51,520 that I wouldn't even blame you but at 5957 01:55:51,520 --> 01:55:52,870 that I wouldn't even blame you but at the same time it's like would that be a 5958 01:55:52,870 --> 01:55:52,880 the same time it's like would that be a 5959 01:55:52,880 --> 01:55:54,030 the same time it's like would that be a productive 5960 01:55:54,030 --> 01:55:54,040 productive 5961 01:55:54,040 --> 01:55:56,550 productive conversation? Probably not. Right. And 5962 01:55:56,550 --> 01:55:56,560 conversation? Probably not. Right. And 5963 01:55:56,560 --> 01:55:58,070 conversation? Probably not. Right. And and I thought about that too. I thought 5964 01:55:58,070 --> 01:55:58,080 and I thought about that too. I thought 5965 01:55:58,080 --> 01:55:59,189 and I thought about that too. I thought there's no way this is going to be 5966 01:55:59,189 --> 01:55:59,199 there's no way this is going to be 5967 01:55:59,199 --> 01:56:01,270 there's no way this is going to be productive. You know he's either going 5968 01:56:01,270 --> 01:56:01,280 productive. You know he's either going 5969 01:56:01,280 --> 01:56:03,750 productive. You know he's either going to not respond to me or he's going to 5970 01:56:03,750 --> 01:56:03,760 to not respond to me or he's going to 5971 01:56:03,760 --> 01:56:05,589 to not respond to me or he's going to deflect or say that he never said these 5972 01:56:05,589 --> 01:56:05,599 deflect or say that he never said these 5973 01:56:05,599 --> 01:56:09,310 deflect or say that he never said these things or whatever, you know? Right. So 5974 01:56:09,310 --> 01:56:09,320 things or whatever, you know? Right. So 5975 01:56:09,320 --> 01:56:11,830 things or whatever, you know? Right. So random. [\h__\h] crazy as [\h__\h] It's just 5976 01:56:11,830 --> 01:56:11,840 random. [\h__\h] crazy as [\h__\h] It's just 5977 01:56:11,840 --> 01:56:15,589 random. [\h__\h] crazy as [\h__\h] It's just weird. I I just it's it's it's I I'm so 5978 01:56:15,589 --> 01:56:15,599 weird. I I just it's it's it's I I'm so 5979 01:56:15,599 --> 01:56:18,310 weird. I I just it's it's it's I I'm so sorry, you know. Yeah, that's so shitty. 5980 01:56:18,310 --> 01:56:18,320 sorry, you know. Yeah, that's so shitty. 5981 01:56:18,320 --> 01:56:21,910 sorry, you know. Yeah, that's so shitty. That's what a [\h__\h] weirdo. 5982 01:56:21,910 --> 01:56:21,920 That's what a [\h__\h] weirdo. 5983 01:56:21,920 --> 01:56:23,830 That's what a [\h__\h] weirdo. It's just something that, you know, it 5984 01:56:23,830 --> 01:56:23,840 It's just something that, you know, it 5985 01:56:23,840 --> 01:56:26,709 It's just something that, you know, it does happen. Like, not to everybody, but 5986 01:56:26,709 --> 01:56:26,719 does happen. Like, not to everybody, but 5987 01:56:26,719 --> 01:56:29,430 does happen. Like, not to everybody, but you know, as like a as a female content 5988 01:56:29,430 --> 01:56:29,440 you know, as like a as a female content 5989 01:56:29,440 --> 01:56:30,870 you know, as like a as a female content creator, it's, you know, it's not the 5990 01:56:30,870 --> 01:56:30,880 creator, it's, you know, it's not the 5991 01:56:30,880 --> 01:56:32,709 creator, it's, you know, it's not the only time I've experienced people just 5992 01:56:32,709 --> 01:56:32,719 only time I've experienced people just 5993 01:56:32,719 --> 01:56:34,149 only time I've experienced people just being, you know, just spreading around 5994 01:56:34,149 --> 01:56:34,159 being, you know, just spreading around 5995 01:56:34,159 --> 01:56:37,350 being, you know, just spreading around rumors like that. So, you know. Yeah. I 5996 01:56:37,350 --> 01:56:37,360 rumors like that. So, you know. Yeah. I 5997 01:56:37,360 --> 01:56:39,669 rumors like that. So, you know. Yeah. I mean I mean if I get to a point in my 5998 01:56:39,669 --> 01:56:39,679 mean I mean if I get to a point in my 5999 01:56:39,679 --> 01:56:41,470 mean I mean if I get to a point in my whole online 6000 01:56:41,470 --> 01:56:41,480 whole online 6001 01:56:41,480 --> 01:56:43,830 whole online anim what's the word? What am I saying? 6002 01:56:43,830 --> 01:56:43,840 anim what's the word? What am I saying? 6003 01:56:43,840 --> 01:56:46,149 anim what's the word? What am I saying? If I ever get a point in my online 6004 01:56:46,149 --> 01:56:46,159 If I ever get a point in my online 6005 01:56:46,159 --> 01:56:47,910 If I ever get a point in my online infamy where people are being like yeah 6006 01:56:47,910 --> 01:56:47,920 infamy where people are being like yeah 6007 01:56:47,920 --> 01:56:50,550 infamy where people are being like yeah I totally had sex with that person. I'd 6008 01:56:50,550 --> 01:56:50,560 I totally had sex with that person. I'd 6009 01:56:50,560 --> 01:56:54,709 I totally had sex with that person. I'd be like what in the world? Like I would 6010 01:56:54,709 --> 01:56:54,719 be like what in the world? Like I would 6011 01:56:54,719 --> 01:56:55,990 be like what in the world? Like I would just delete my channel at that point. 6012 01:56:55,990 --> 01:56:56,000 just delete my channel at that point. 6013 01:56:56,000 --> 01:56:57,589 just delete my channel at that point. I'm like just leave me alone. Like this 6014 01:56:57,589 --> 01:56:57,599 I'm like just leave me alone. Like this 6015 01:56:57,599 --> 01:57:00,790 I'm like just leave me alone. Like this is the craziest thing ever. 6016 01:57:00,790 --> 01:57:00,800 is the craziest thing ever. 6017 01:57:00,800 --> 01:57:02,550 is the craziest thing ever. I get it. But honestly like that's how 6018 01:57:02,550 --> 01:57:02,560 I get it. But honestly like that's how 6019 01:57:02,560 --> 01:57:04,470 I get it. But honestly like that's how you know you've made it. You know, 6020 01:57:04,470 --> 01:57:04,480 you know you've made it. You know, 6021 01:57:04,480 --> 01:57:08,950 you know you've made it. You know, people are just I guess Jesus Christ. I 6022 01:57:08,950 --> 01:57:08,960 people are just I guess Jesus Christ. I 6023 01:57:08,960 --> 01:57:10,550 people are just I guess Jesus Christ. I guess that's I've made it. You know, 6024 01:57:10,550 --> 01:57:10,560 guess that's I've made it. You know, 6025 01:57:10,560 --> 01:57:13,030 guess that's I've made it. You know, people are bragging about non-existent 6026 01:57:13,030 --> 01:57:13,040 people are bragging about non-existent 6027 01:57:13,040 --> 01:57:15,430 people are bragging about non-existent sex, you know, 6028 01:57:15,430 --> 01:57:15,440 sex, you know, 6029 01:57:15,440 --> 01:57:18,390 sex, you know, dude. I can never That's insane. 6030 01:57:18,390 --> 01:57:18,400 dude. I can never That's insane. 6031 01:57:18,400 --> 01:57:19,669 dude. I can never That's insane. Apparently, that's something I guess I 6032 01:57:19,669 --> 01:57:19,679 Apparently, that's something I guess I 6033 01:57:19,679 --> 01:57:21,350 Apparently, that's something I guess I have to look forward to is people making 6034 01:57:21,350 --> 01:57:21,360 have to look forward to is people making 6035 01:57:21,360 --> 01:57:23,430 have to look forward to is people making up stories about me apparently having 6036 01:57:23,430 --> 01:57:23,440 up stories about me apparently having 6037 01:57:23,440 --> 01:57:24,950 up stories about me apparently having sex with random people. I love that for 6038 01:57:24,950 --> 01:57:24,960 sex with random people. I love that for 6039 01:57:24,960 --> 01:57:26,229 sex with random people. I love that for me. That's going to be so much fun. 6040 01:57:26,229 --> 01:57:26,239 me. That's going to be so much fun. 6041 01:57:26,239 --> 01:57:28,790 me. That's going to be so much fun. Thanks for the heads up. This isn't even 6042 01:57:28,790 --> 01:57:28,800 Thanks for the heads up. This isn't even 6043 01:57:28,800 --> 01:57:30,629 Thanks for the heads up. This isn't even This is not even the only time this has 6044 01:57:30,629 --> 01:57:30,639 This is not even the only time this has 6045 01:57:30,639 --> 01:57:31,910 This is not even the only time this has like this happened a few times. There 6046 01:57:31,910 --> 01:57:31,920 like this happened a few times. There 6047 01:57:31,920 --> 01:57:35,030 like this happened a few times. There was one time where this one, it was a 6048 01:57:35,030 --> 01:57:35,040 was one time where this one, it was a 6049 01:57:35,040 --> 01:57:37,750 was one time where this one, it was a kid, this was like a 15-year-old kid and 6050 01:57:37,750 --> 01:57:37,760 kid, this was like a 15-year-old kid and 6051 01:57:37,760 --> 01:57:40,070 kid, this was like a 15-year-old kid and like a group of people like confronted 6052 01:57:40,070 --> 01:57:40,080 like a group of people like confronted 6053 01:57:40,080 --> 01:57:43,109 like a group of people like confronted me over this because this was like a kid 6054 01:57:43,109 --> 01:57:43,119 me over this because this was like a kid 6055 01:57:43,119 --> 01:57:44,870 me over this because this was like a kid who convinced like a large group of 6056 01:57:44,870 --> 01:57:44,880 who convinced like a large group of 6057 01:57:44,880 --> 01:57:47,109 who convinced like a large group of developers to like make a game for them 6058 01:57:47,109 --> 01:57:47,119 developers to like make a game for them 6059 01:57:47,119 --> 01:57:49,430 developers to like make a game for them and he was claiming like, "Yeah, you're 6060 01:57:49,430 --> 01:57:49,440 and he was claiming like, "Yeah, you're 6061 01:57:49,440 --> 01:57:50,629 and he was claiming like, "Yeah, you're making a game and it's going to be for 6062 01:57:50,629 --> 01:57:50,639 making a game and it's going to be for 6063 01:57:50,639 --> 01:57:53,589 making a game and it's going to be for Sega and like here's the NDA and they 6064 01:57:53,589 --> 01:57:53,599 Sega and like here's the NDA and they 6065 01:57:53,599 --> 01:57:55,669 Sega and like here's the NDA and they all came to me because I I guess this 6066 01:57:55,669 --> 01:57:55,679 all came to me because I I guess this 6067 01:57:55,679 --> 01:57:58,310 all came to me because I I guess this kid told them that uh I was going to 6068 01:57:58,310 --> 01:57:58,320 kid told them that uh I was going to 6069 01:57:58,320 --> 01:58:01,510 kid told them that uh I was going to voice one of the characters and I I you 6070 01:58:01,510 --> 01:58:01,520 voice one of the characters and I I you 6071 01:58:01,520 --> 01:58:03,109 voice one of the characters and I I you Being somebody who is obviously, you 6072 01:58:03,109 --> 01:58:03,119 Being somebody who is obviously, you 6073 01:58:03,119 --> 01:58:05,350 Being somebody who is obviously, you know, I've talked with people at Sega, 6074 01:58:05,350 --> 01:58:05,360 know, I've talked with people at Sega, 6075 01:58:05,360 --> 01:58:06,950 know, I've talked with people at Sega, uh, they confronted me and I said, 6076 01:58:06,950 --> 01:58:06,960 uh, they confronted me and I said, 6077 01:58:06,960 --> 01:58:08,870 uh, they confronted me and I said, "Yeah, none of that is happening, guys. 6078 01:58:08,870 --> 01:58:08,880 "Yeah, none of that is happening, guys. 6079 01:58:08,880 --> 01:58:10,470 "Yeah, none of that is happening, guys. This is not like an official piece. This 6080 01:58:10,470 --> 01:58:10,480 This is not like an official piece. This 6081 01:58:10,480 --> 01:58:12,550 This is not like an official piece. This kid is just having you do a bunch of 6082 01:58:12,550 --> 01:58:12,560 kid is just having you do a bunch of 6083 01:58:12,560 --> 01:58:14,950 kid is just having you do a bunch of stuff for him, you know." And then they 6084 01:58:14,950 --> 01:58:14,960 stuff for him, you know." And then they 6085 01:58:14,960 --> 01:58:17,510 stuff for him, you know." And then they brought up, "Oh, well, I imagine the 6086 01:58:17,510 --> 01:58:17,520 brought up, "Oh, well, I imagine the 6087 01:58:17,520 --> 01:58:19,109 brought up, "Oh, well, I imagine the other stuff's not real either." And I 6088 01:58:19,109 --> 01:58:19,119 other stuff's not real either." And I 6089 01:58:19,119 --> 01:58:20,950 other stuff's not real either." And I said, "What other stuff?" And they said, 6090 01:58:20,950 --> 01:58:20,960 said, "What other stuff?" And they said, 6091 01:58:20,960 --> 01:58:23,510 said, "What other stuff?" And they said, "Yeah, this Yeah, I know. I'm like, oh 6092 01:58:23,510 --> 01:58:23,520 "Yeah, this Yeah, I know. I'm like, oh 6093 01:58:23,520 --> 01:58:25,430 "Yeah, this Yeah, I know. I'm like, oh god." And he said, well, he said that he 6094 01:58:25,430 --> 01:58:25,440 god." And he said, well, he said that he 6095 01:58:25,440 --> 01:58:27,750 god." And he said, well, he said that he saw you at a convention and he like he 6096 01:58:27,750 --> 01:58:27,760 saw you at a convention and he like he 6097 01:58:27,760 --> 01:58:29,589 saw you at a convention and he like he got like a drink with like one of the 6098 01:58:29,589 --> 01:58:29,599 got like a drink with like one of the 6099 01:58:29,599 --> 01:58:31,990 got like a drink with like one of the Sega reps and then he proceeded to like 6100 01:58:31,990 --> 01:58:32,000 Sega reps and then he proceeded to like 6101 01:58:32,000 --> 01:58:33,669 Sega reps and then he proceeded to like have his way with you and then he tossed 6102 01:58:33,669 --> 01:58:33,679 have his way with you and then he tossed 6103 01:58:33,679 --> 01:58:36,550 have his way with you and then he tossed dollar bills on your body and I was 6104 01:58:36,550 --> 01:58:36,560 dollar bills on your body and I was 6105 01:58:36,560 --> 01:58:39,030 dollar bills on your body and I was like, "Huh? What the?" And this a 6106 01:58:39,030 --> 01:58:39,040 like, "Huh? What the?" And this a 6107 01:58:39,040 --> 01:58:43,830 like, "Huh? What the?" And this a 15year-old kid. Jesus. Child Christ. 6108 01:58:43,830 --> 01:58:43,840 15year-old kid. Jesus. Child Christ. 6109 01:58:43,840 --> 01:58:45,990 15year-old kid. Jesus. Child Christ. And you know what I did? Called the 6110 01:58:45,990 --> 01:58:46,000 And you know what I did? Called the 6111 01:58:46,000 --> 01:58:48,109 And you know what I did? Called the police. I don't know. I would call the 6112 01:58:48,109 --> 01:58:48,119 police. I don't know. I would call the 6113 01:58:48,119 --> 01:58:50,830 police. I don't know. I would call the police. I would call the cops. his 6114 01:58:50,830 --> 01:58:50,840 police. I would call the cops. his 6115 01:58:50,840 --> 01:58:53,589 police. I would call the cops. his mother. His mother followed me on 6116 01:58:53,589 --> 01:58:53,599 mother. His mother followed me on 6117 01:58:53,599 --> 01:58:55,270 mother. His mother followed me on Twitter because she is like an actress 6118 01:58:55,270 --> 01:58:55,280 Twitter because she is like an actress 6119 01:58:55,280 --> 01:58:57,510 Twitter because she is like an actress in the industry and I messaged his 6120 01:58:57,510 --> 01:58:57,520 in the industry and I messaged his 6121 01:58:57,520 --> 01:58:59,589 in the industry and I messaged his mother and then he he literally got 6122 01:58:59,589 --> 01:58:59,599 mother and then he he literally got 6123 01:58:59,599 --> 01:59:01,830 mother and then he he literally got grounded off the internet for like 3 6124 01:59:01,830 --> 01:59:01,840 grounded off the internet for like 3 6125 01:59:01,840 --> 01:59:06,470 grounded off the internet for like 3 years. Oh my god. Honestly, deserved. 6126 01:59:06,470 --> 01:59:06,480 years. Oh my god. Honestly, deserved. 6127 01:59:06,480 --> 01:59:09,910 years. Oh my god. Honestly, deserved. Deserved. Yeah, cuz you're an old you're 6128 01:59:09,910 --> 01:59:09,920 Deserved. Yeah, cuz you're an old you're 6129 01:59:09,920 --> 01:59:11,910 Deserved. Yeah, cuz you're an old you're you're older. You're an adult. Like if 6130 01:59:11,910 --> 01:59:11,920 you're older. You're an adult. Like if 6131 01:59:11,920 --> 01:59:13,990 you're older. You're an adult. Like if that was a story that got around like 6132 01:59:13,990 --> 01:59:14,000 that was a story that got around like 6133 01:59:14,000 --> 01:59:16,270 that was a story that got around like even remotely online or like 6134 01:59:16,270 --> 01:59:16,280 even remotely online or like 6135 01:59:16,280 --> 01:59:18,310 even remotely online or like whatever, people would be calling you 6136 01:59:18,310 --> 01:59:18,320 whatever, people would be calling you 6137 01:59:18,320 --> 01:59:19,830 whatever, people would be calling you something else other than whatever 6138 01:59:19,830 --> 01:59:19,840 something else other than whatever 6139 01:59:19,840 --> 01:59:21,430 something else other than whatever they've been calling you right now. 6140 01:59:21,430 --> 01:59:21,440 they've been calling you right now. 6141 01:59:21,440 --> 01:59:25,990 they've been calling you right now. That's insanity. Yep. Oh my god. People, 6142 01:59:25,990 --> 01:59:26,000 That's insanity. Yep. Oh my god. People, 6143 01:59:26,000 --> 01:59:27,830 That's insanity. Yep. Oh my god. People, you know, some of these, you know, some 6144 01:59:27,830 --> 01:59:27,840 you know, some of these, you know, some 6145 01:59:27,840 --> 01:59:29,270 you know, some of these, you know, some of these people, they they would run 6146 01:59:29,270 --> 01:59:29,280 of these people, they they would run 6147 01:59:29,280 --> 01:59:30,950 of these people, they they would run with it, you know, and then it's just 6148 01:59:30,950 --> 01:59:30,960 with it, you know, and then it's just 6149 01:59:30,960 --> 01:59:33,350 with it, you know, and then it's just more misinformation. And so, yeah. No, I 6150 01:59:33,350 --> 01:59:33,360 more misinformation. And so, yeah. No, I 6151 01:59:33,360 --> 01:59:35,510 more misinformation. And so, yeah. No, I contacted his mom and I'm like, "Hey, 6152 01:59:35,510 --> 01:59:35,520 contacted his mom and I'm like, "Hey, 6153 01:59:35,520 --> 01:59:37,270 contacted his mom and I'm like, "Hey, this is what your kid is saying. This is 6154 01:59:37,270 --> 01:59:37,280 this is what your kid is saying. This is 6155 01:59:37,280 --> 01:59:39,030 this is what your kid is saying. This is extremely inappropriate. I'm at this 6156 01:59:39,030 --> 01:59:39,040 extremely inappropriate. I'm at this 6157 01:59:39,040 --> 01:59:42,550 extremely inappropriate. I'm at this time like in my early to mid20s. Uh 6158 01:59:42,550 --> 01:59:42,560 time like in my early to mid20s. Uh 6159 01:59:42,560 --> 01:59:44,950 time like in my early to mid20s. Uh Jesus Christ, you you need to step in 6160 01:59:44,950 --> 01:59:44,960 Jesus Christ, you you need to step in 6161 01:59:44,960 --> 01:59:47,270 Jesus Christ, you you need to step in please. And yeah, he she apologized like 6162 01:59:47,270 --> 01:59:47,280 please. And yeah, he she apologized like 6163 01:59:47,280 --> 01:59:49,669 please. And yeah, he she apologized like I am so sorry. Oh my god. Like he is not 6164 01:59:49,669 --> 01:59:49,679 I am so sorry. Oh my god. Like he is not 6165 01:59:49,679 --> 01:59:52,229 I am so sorry. Oh my god. Like he is not allowed on the internet until he is 18. 6166 01:59:52,229 --> 01:59:52,239 allowed on the internet until he is 18. 6167 01:59:52,239 --> 01:59:53,550 allowed on the internet until he is 18. Dear 6168 01:59:53,550 --> 01:59:53,560 Dear 6169 01:59:53,560 --> 01:59:56,629 Dear God. You know what? Deserved. I 6170 01:59:56,629 --> 01:59:56,639 God. You know what? Deserved. I 6171 01:59:56,639 --> 01:59:59,589 God. You know what? Deserved. I deserved. 6172 01:59:59,589 --> 01:59:59,599 deserved. 6173 01:59:59,599 --> 02:00:01,189 deserved. Anyway, sorry we got a little off track, 6174 02:00:01,189 --> 02:00:01,199 Anyway, sorry we got a little off track, 6175 02:00:01,199 --> 02:00:02,870 Anyway, sorry we got a little off track, but um No, but that's insane. That's 6176 02:00:02,870 --> 02:00:02,880 but um No, but that's insane. That's 6177 02:00:02,880 --> 02:00:03,990 but um No, but that's insane. That's insane. Apparently, you've been dealing 6178 02:00:03,990 --> 02:00:04,000 insane. Apparently, you've been dealing 6179 02:00:04,000 --> 02:00:06,070 insane. Apparently, you've been dealing with this for a while. It all It all 6180 02:00:06,070 --> 02:00:06,080 with this for a while. It all It all 6181 02:00:06,080 --> 02:00:07,910 with this for a while. It all It all tracks. This is the worst thing I've 6182 02:00:07,910 --> 02:00:07,920 tracks. This is the worst thing I've 6183 02:00:07,920 --> 02:00:09,910 tracks. This is the worst thing I've ever heard. But whatever. You think 6184 02:00:09,910 --> 02:00:09,920 ever heard. But whatever. You think 6185 02:00:09,920 --> 02:00:11,350 ever heard. But whatever. You think about it. You've been having this build 6186 02:00:11,350 --> 02:00:11,360 about it. You've been having this build 6187 02:00:11,360 --> 02:00:13,189 about it. You've been having this build up for like years and haven't had an 6188 02:00:13,189 --> 02:00:13,199 up for like years and haven't had an 6189 02:00:13,199 --> 02:00:16,070 up for like years and haven't had an opportunity to properly like do a to 6190 02:00:16,070 --> 02:00:16,080 opportunity to properly like do a to 6191 02:00:16,080 --> 02:00:19,030 opportunity to properly like do a to tell your side, you know? 6192 02:00:19,030 --> 02:00:19,040 tell your side, you know? 6193 02:00:19,040 --> 02:00:21,950 tell your side, you know? Mhm. Yeah. No, absolutely. 6194 02:00:21,950 --> 02:00:21,960 Mhm. Yeah. No, absolutely. 6195 02:00:21,960 --> 02:00:25,030 Mhm. Yeah. No, absolutely. That's hard. Yeah. Well, it's like when 6196 02:00:25,030 --> 02:00:25,040 That's hard. Yeah. Well, it's like when 6197 02:00:25,040 --> 02:00:27,750 That's hard. Yeah. Well, it's like when you have stuff like this piling on like 6198 02:00:27,750 --> 02:00:27,760 you have stuff like this piling on like 6199 02:00:27,760 --> 02:00:29,669 you have stuff like this piling on like layers after layers that all start to 6200 02:00:29,669 --> 02:00:29,679 layers after layers that all start to 6201 02:00:29,679 --> 02:00:32,310 layers after layers that all start to sprout into like trees. Cuz the crazy 6202 02:00:32,310 --> 02:00:32,320 sprout into like trees. Cuz the crazy 6203 02:00:32,320 --> 02:00:34,070 sprout into like trees. Cuz the crazy thing with online drama is that it's 6204 02:00:34,070 --> 02:00:34,080 thing with online drama is that it's 6205 02:00:34,080 --> 02:00:35,910 thing with online drama is that it's always way more connected than you will 6206 02:00:35,910 --> 02:00:35,920 always way more connected than you will 6207 02:00:35,920 --> 02:00:40,109 always way more connected than you will ever expect. Yeah. Yeah. Yep. And 6208 02:00:40,109 --> 02:00:40,119 ever expect. Yeah. Yeah. Yep. And 6209 02:00:40,119 --> 02:00:42,390 ever expect. Yeah. Yeah. Yep. And Yeah. So, these are just especially from 6210 02:00:42,390 --> 02:00:42,400 Yeah. So, these are just especially from 6211 02:00:42,400 --> 02:00:44,790 Yeah. So, these are just especially from the outside looking. Yeah, for sure. Go 6212 02:00:44,790 --> 02:00:44,800 the outside looking. Yeah, for sure. Go 6213 02:00:44,800 --> 02:00:46,390 the outside looking. Yeah, for sure. Go ahead. I'm sorry. No, it's okay. I was 6214 02:00:46,390 --> 02:00:46,400 ahead. I'm sorry. No, it's okay. I was 6215 02:00:46,400 --> 02:00:48,790 ahead. I'm sorry. No, it's okay. I was just going to go towards the next two 6216 02:00:48,790 --> 02:00:48,800 just going to go towards the next two 6217 02:00:48,800 --> 02:00:50,149 just going to go towards the next two things are actually kind of like small 6218 02:00:50,149 --> 02:00:50,159 things are actually kind of like small 6219 02:00:50,159 --> 02:00:51,589 things are actually kind of like small petty things before we talk about like 6220 02:00:51,589 --> 02:00:51,599 petty things before we talk about like 6221 02:00:51,599 --> 02:00:53,830 petty things before we talk about like the big final thing, but I did want to 6222 02:00:53,830 --> 02:00:53,840 the big final thing, but I did want to 6223 02:00:53,840 --> 02:00:55,510 the big final thing, but I did want to at least address them cuz they're 6224 02:00:55,510 --> 02:00:55,520 at least address them cuz they're 6225 02:00:55,520 --> 02:00:58,950 at least address them cuz they're they're quick. So, let's talk about 6226 02:00:58,950 --> 02:00:58,960 they're quick. So, let's talk about 6227 02:00:58,960 --> 02:01:01,030 they're quick. So, let's talk about GoFundMe real quick. you've ran a couple 6228 02:01:01,030 --> 02:01:01,040 GoFundMe real quick. you've ran a couple 6229 02:01:01,040 --> 02:01:03,350 GoFundMe real quick. you've ran a couple um one of which was for um helping you 6230 02:01:03,350 --> 02:01:03,360 um one of which was for um helping you 6231 02:01:03,360 --> 02:01:05,350 um one of which was for um helping you with health stuff and then another one 6232 02:01:05,350 --> 02:01:05,360 with health stuff and then another one 6233 02:01:05,360 --> 02:01:08,229 with health stuff and then another one was helping you move at the time. Um 6234 02:01:08,229 --> 02:01:08,239 was helping you move at the time. Um 6235 02:01:08,239 --> 02:01:09,990 was helping you move at the time. Um coincidentally enough though like during 6236 02:01:09,990 --> 02:01:10,000 coincidentally enough though like during 6237 02:01:10,000 --> 02:01:11,589 coincidentally enough though like during the times that you would run gofundmes, 6238 02:01:11,589 --> 02:01:11,599 the times that you would run gofundmes, 6239 02:01:11,599 --> 02:01:13,109 the times that you would run gofundmes, you would also be posting about certain 6240 02:01:13,109 --> 02:01:13,119 you would also be posting about certain 6241 02:01:13,119 --> 02:01:14,550 you would also be posting about certain things you were attending like Sega 6242 02:01:14,550 --> 02:01:14,560 things you were attending like Sega 6243 02:01:14,560 --> 02:01:17,070 things you were attending like Sega related things like conventions or like 6244 02:01:17,070 --> 02:01:17,080 related things like conventions or like 6245 02:01:17,080 --> 02:01:19,910 related things like conventions or like um uh vacations that you were at like 6246 02:01:19,910 --> 02:01:19,920 um uh vacations that you were at like 6247 02:01:19,920 --> 02:01:21,589 um uh vacations that you were at like when you were traveling and a lot of 6248 02:01:21,589 --> 02:01:21,599 when you were traveling and a lot of 6249 02:01:21,599 --> 02:01:23,350 when you were traveling and a lot of people have assumed that like the money 6250 02:01:23,350 --> 02:01:23,360 people have assumed that like the money 6251 02:01:23,360 --> 02:01:25,990 people have assumed that like the money from these GoFundMes would go towards 6252 02:01:25,990 --> 02:01:26,000 from these GoFundMes would go towards 6253 02:01:26,000 --> 02:01:28,550 from these GoFundMes would go towards these trips. Uh, I know that you are 6254 02:01:28,550 --> 02:01:28,560 these trips. Uh, I know that you are 6255 02:01:28,560 --> 02:01:30,910 these trips. Uh, I know that you are somebody who is like in the upper, you 6256 02:01:30,910 --> 02:01:30,920 somebody who is like in the upper, you 6257 02:01:30,920 --> 02:01:33,990 somebody who is like in the upper, you know, contacts with Sega and a lot of 6258 02:01:33,990 --> 02:01:34,000 know, contacts with Sega and a lot of 6259 02:01:34,000 --> 02:01:35,669 know, contacts with Sega and a lot of these conventions you were in look to be 6260 02:01:35,669 --> 02:01:35,679 these conventions you were in look to be 6261 02:01:35,679 --> 02:01:38,229 these conventions you were in look to be Sega related. So, I I'm assuming, and 6262 02:01:38,229 --> 02:01:38,239 Sega related. So, I I'm assuming, and 6263 02:01:38,239 --> 02:01:41,189 Sega related. So, I I'm assuming, and I'm just making an assumption here, uh, 6264 02:01:41,189 --> 02:01:41,199 I'm just making an assumption here, uh, 6265 02:01:41,199 --> 02:01:42,709 I'm just making an assumption here, uh, given your connections, that a lot of 6266 02:01:42,709 --> 02:01:42,719 given your connections, that a lot of 6267 02:01:42,719 --> 02:01:45,189 given your connections, that a lot of these trips probably were sponsored by 6268 02:01:45,189 --> 02:01:45,199 these trips probably were sponsored by 6269 02:01:45,199 --> 02:01:47,350 these trips probably were sponsored by Sega, given your connections with Ryan 6270 02:01:47,350 --> 02:01:47,360 Sega, given your connections with Ryan 6271 02:01:47,360 --> 02:01:49,430 Sega, given your connections with Ryan and Mike and everything. So, did you 6272 02:01:49,430 --> 02:01:49,440 and Mike and everything. So, did you 6273 02:01:49,440 --> 02:01:51,910 and Mike and everything. So, did you ever like have to pay for these 6274 02:01:51,910 --> 02:01:51,920 ever like have to pay for these 6275 02:01:51,920 --> 02:01:53,589 ever like have to pay for these convention meetups or anything? Or was 6276 02:01:53,589 --> 02:01:53,599 convention meetups or anything? Or was 6277 02:01:53,599 --> 02:01:56,629 convention meetups or anything? Or was that like a Sega like we'll pay forward 6278 02:01:56,629 --> 02:01:56,639 that like a Sega like we'll pay forward 6279 02:01:56,639 --> 02:01:59,310 that like a Sega like we'll pay forward towards this or 6280 02:01:59,310 --> 02:01:59,320 towards this or 6281 02:01:59,320 --> 02:02:01,510 towards this or whatever? I would never pay out of 6282 02:02:01,510 --> 02:02:01,520 whatever? I would never pay out of 6283 02:02:01,520 --> 02:02:03,189 whatever? I would never pay out of pocket for any of these trips. These 6284 02:02:03,189 --> 02:02:03,199 pocket for any of these trips. These 6285 02:02:03,199 --> 02:02:05,109 pocket for any of these trips. These were things that were covered by others. 6286 02:02:05,109 --> 02:02:05,119 were things that were covered by others. 6287 02:02:05,119 --> 02:02:07,109 were things that were covered by others. Um, a lot of these were like within the 6288 02:02:07,109 --> 02:02:07,119 Um, a lot of these were like within the 6289 02:02:07,119 --> 02:02:08,790 Um, a lot of these were like within the community space. So, like going to these 6290 02:02:08,790 --> 02:02:08,800 community space. So, like going to these 6291 02:02:08,800 --> 02:02:10,550 community space. So, like going to these different conventions, these conventions 6292 02:02:10,550 --> 02:02:10,560 different conventions, these conventions 6293 02:02:10,560 --> 02:02:12,629 different conventions, these conventions themselves would literally like cover 6294 02:02:12,629 --> 02:02:12,639 themselves would literally like cover 6295 02:02:12,639 --> 02:02:14,950 themselves would literally like cover flight, hotel, and stuff like that. So 6296 02:02:14,950 --> 02:02:14,960 flight, hotel, and stuff like that. So 6297 02:02:14,960 --> 02:02:17,350 flight, hotel, and stuff like that. So yes, anytime I had like around that 6298 02:02:17,350 --> 02:02:17,360 yes, anytime I had like around that 6299 02:02:17,360 --> 02:02:20,550 yes, anytime I had like around that time, these were all covered completely 6300 02:02:20,550 --> 02:02:20,560 time, these were all covered completely 6301 02:02:20,560 --> 02:02:23,030 time, these were all covered completely by other parties. This was not anything 6302 02:02:23,030 --> 02:02:23,040 by other parties. This was not anything 6303 02:02:23,040 --> 02:02:25,990 by other parties. This was not anything coming out of pocket. Um, literally from 6304 02:02:25,990 --> 02:02:26,000 coming out of pocket. Um, literally from 6305 02:02:26,000 --> 02:02:28,149 coming out of pocket. Um, literally from the first GoFundMe when I moved, I 6306 02:02:28,149 --> 02:02:28,159 the first GoFundMe when I moved, I 6307 02:02:28,159 --> 02:02:32,310 the first GoFundMe when I moved, I earned 5,000. I put literally 2150 on my 6308 02:02:32,310 --> 02:02:32,320 earned 5,000. I put literally 2150 on my 6309 02:02:32,320 --> 02:02:34,149 earned 5,000. I put literally 2150 on my first month of rent and I put literally 6310 02:02:34,149 --> 02:02:34,159 first month of rent and I put literally 6311 02:02:34,159 --> 02:02:36,470 first month of rent and I put literally the rest on getting like the moving van 6312 02:02:36,470 --> 02:02:36,480 the rest on getting like the moving van 6313 02:02:36,480 --> 02:02:38,550 the rest on getting like the moving van and like flying and everything. I did 6314 02:02:38,550 --> 02:02:38,560 and like flying and everything. I did 6315 02:02:38,560 --> 02:02:40,790 and like flying and everything. I did not have the additional money to put 6316 02:02:40,790 --> 02:02:40,800 not have the additional money to put 6317 02:02:40,800 --> 02:02:42,629 not have the additional money to put that towards anything else. So yeah, me 6318 02:02:42,629 --> 02:02:42,639 that towards anything else. So yeah, me 6319 02:02:42,639 --> 02:02:44,149 that towards anything else. So yeah, me going out and going to any of these 6320 02:02:44,149 --> 02:02:44,159 going out and going to any of these 6321 02:02:44,159 --> 02:02:46,070 going out and going to any of these conventions, a lot all this was it was 6322 02:02:46,070 --> 02:02:46,080 conventions, a lot all this was it was 6323 02:02:46,080 --> 02:02:47,990 conventions, a lot all this was it was covered. Gotcha. Okay. So these were 6324 02:02:47,990 --> 02:02:48,000 covered. Gotcha. Okay. So these were 6325 02:02:48,000 --> 02:02:49,510 covered. Gotcha. Okay. So these were things you were invited to as somebody 6326 02:02:49,510 --> 02:02:49,520 things you were invited to as somebody 6327 02:02:49,520 --> 02:02:54,629 things you were invited to as somebody who is like working higher up at Sega 6328 02:02:54,629 --> 02:02:54,639 who is like working higher up at Sega 6329 02:02:54,639 --> 02:02:57,030 who is like working higher up at Sega working up like in the in the community 6330 02:02:57,030 --> 02:02:57,040 working up like in the in the community 6331 02:02:57,040 --> 02:02:59,830 working up like in the in the community space more so than like being like a 6332 02:02:59,830 --> 02:02:59,840 space more so than like being like a 6333 02:02:59,840 --> 02:03:01,270 space more so than like being like a direct employee, you know what I mean? 6334 02:03:01,270 --> 02:03:01,280 direct employee, you know what I mean? 6335 02:03:01,280 --> 02:03:03,830 direct employee, you know what I mean? Like being like an influencer. Uh so 6336 02:03:03,830 --> 02:03:03,840 Like being like an influencer. Uh so 6337 02:03:03,840 --> 02:03:05,990 Like being like an influencer. Uh so yes, so these were all covered, right? 6338 02:03:05,990 --> 02:03:06,000 yes, so these were all covered, right? 6339 02:03:06,000 --> 02:03:07,669 yes, so these were all covered, right? Okay. And I believe that the the one 6340 02:03:07,669 --> 02:03:07,679 Okay. And I believe that the the one 6341 02:03:07,679 --> 02:03:09,189 Okay. And I believe that the the one that's helping you move was raised by 6342 02:03:09,189 --> 02:03:09,199 that's helping you move was raised by 6343 02:03:09,199 --> 02:03:11,589 that's helping you move was raised by you. But another the other one that was 6344 02:03:11,589 --> 02:03:11,599 you. But another the other one that was 6345 02:03:11,599 --> 02:03:14,149 you. But another the other one that was um for your health specifically was not 6346 02:03:14,149 --> 02:03:14,159 um for your health specifically was not 6347 02:03:14,159 --> 02:03:16,310 um for your health specifically was not even set up by you. It was set up by 6348 02:03:16,310 --> 02:03:16,320 even set up by you. It was set up by 6349 02:03:16,320 --> 02:03:17,910 even set up by you. It was set up by Cameron. That's your Is that your 6350 02:03:17,910 --> 02:03:17,920 Cameron. That's your Is that your 6351 02:03:17,920 --> 02:03:19,430 Cameron. That's your Is that your current partner? Cuz you mentioned it, 6352 02:03:19,430 --> 02:03:19,440 current partner? Cuz you mentioned it, 6353 02:03:19,440 --> 02:03:22,550 current partner? Cuz you mentioned it, Cam. It is. Okay. Yes, Cam. That is my 6354 02:03:22,550 --> 02:03:22,560 Cam. It is. Okay. Yes, Cam. That is my 6355 02:03:22,560 --> 02:03:24,950 Cam. It is. Okay. Yes, Cam. That is my current and he set that up. This was 6356 02:03:24,950 --> 02:03:24,960 current and he set that up. This was 6357 02:03:24,960 --> 02:03:27,510 current and he set that up. This was during this time where my health it just 6358 02:03:27,510 --> 02:03:27,520 during this time where my health it just 6359 02:03:27,520 --> 02:03:30,149 during this time where my health it just kept getting worse, you know, after 6360 02:03:30,149 --> 02:03:30,159 kept getting worse, you know, after 6361 02:03:30,159 --> 02:03:31,910 kept getting worse, you know, after after I like I developed an eating 6362 02:03:31,910 --> 02:03:31,920 after I like I developed an eating 6363 02:03:31,920 --> 02:03:35,109 after I like I developed an eating disorder and I was developing issues 6364 02:03:35,109 --> 02:03:35,119 disorder and I was developing issues 6365 02:03:35,119 --> 02:03:38,470 disorder and I was developing issues from COVID and I I started having like a 6366 02:03:38,470 --> 02:03:38,480 from COVID and I I started having like a 6367 02:03:38,480 --> 02:03:41,830 from COVID and I I started having like a lot of complications. And so it was not 6368 02:03:41,830 --> 02:03:41,840 lot of complications. And so it was not 6369 02:03:41,840 --> 02:03:44,950 lot of complications. And so it was not easy dealing with getting the answers 6370 02:03:44,950 --> 02:03:44,960 easy dealing with getting the answers 6371 02:03:44,960 --> 02:03:46,790 easy dealing with getting the answers for what was going on with my health 6372 02:03:46,790 --> 02:03:46,800 for what was going on with my health 6373 02:03:46,800 --> 02:03:49,990 for what was going on with my health because I I've been on Medicaid, you 6374 02:03:49,990 --> 02:03:50,000 because I I've been on Medicaid, you 6375 02:03:50,000 --> 02:03:52,709 because I I've been on Medicaid, you know, the medical state insurance that 6376 02:03:52,709 --> 02:03:52,719 know, the medical state insurance that 6377 02:03:52,719 --> 02:03:54,870 know, the medical state insurance that they, you know, that you're given and 6378 02:03:54,870 --> 02:03:54,880 they, you know, that you're given and 6379 02:03:54,880 --> 02:03:56,870 they, you know, that you're given and it's not terribly high quality. And 6380 02:03:56,870 --> 02:03:56,880 it's not terribly high quality. And 6381 02:03:56,880 --> 02:03:58,310 it's not terribly high quality. And because of that, we weren't really able 6382 02:03:58,310 --> 02:03:58,320 because of that, we weren't really able 6383 02:03:58,320 --> 02:04:00,470 because of that, we weren't really able to move forward. Every time we would 6384 02:04:00,470 --> 02:04:00,480 to move forward. Every time we would 6385 02:04:00,480 --> 02:04:02,149 to move forward. Every time we would say, "We need to see this specialist," 6386 02:04:02,149 --> 02:04:02,159 say, "We need to see this specialist," 6387 02:04:02,159 --> 02:04:04,390 say, "We need to see this specialist," you know, it would be, you know, a month 6388 02:04:04,390 --> 02:04:04,400 you know, it would be, you know, a month 6389 02:04:04,400 --> 02:04:06,229 you know, it would be, you know, a month or two until we get the referral in the 6390 02:04:06,229 --> 02:04:06,239 or two until we get the referral in the 6391 02:04:06,239 --> 02:04:08,390 or two until we get the referral in the mail. and just getting through that 6392 02:04:08,390 --> 02:04:08,400 mail. and just getting through that 6393 02:04:08,400 --> 02:04:10,149 mail. and just getting through that month or two just so we can get the 6394 02:04:10,149 --> 02:04:10,159 month or two just so we can get the 6395 02:04:10,159 --> 02:04:11,350 month or two just so we can get the paper in the mail and then we have to 6396 02:04:11,350 --> 02:04:11,360 paper in the mail and then we have to 6397 02:04:11,360 --> 02:04:12,790 paper in the mail and then we have to set up an appointment and then we have 6398 02:04:12,790 --> 02:04:12,800 set up an appointment and then we have 6399 02:04:12,800 --> 02:04:14,709 set up an appointment and then we have to wait for the appointment and then we 6400 02:04:14,709 --> 02:04:14,719 to wait for the appointment and then we 6401 02:04:14,719 --> 02:04:16,149 to wait for the appointment and then we have to go in and then we have to give 6402 02:04:16,149 --> 02:04:16,159 have to go in and then we have to give 6403 02:04:16,159 --> 02:04:17,910 have to go in and then we have to give them all this information and then we 6404 02:04:17,910 --> 02:04:17,920 them all this information and then we 6405 02:04:17,920 --> 02:04:20,709 them all this information and then we have to run tests. So it just we weren't 6406 02:04:20,709 --> 02:04:20,719 have to run tests. So it just we weren't 6407 02:04:20,719 --> 02:04:22,550 have to run tests. So it just we weren't getting anywhere and we just we had 6408 02:04:22,550 --> 02:04:22,560 getting anywhere and we just we had 6409 02:04:22,560 --> 02:04:25,109 getting anywhere and we just we had gotten completely desperate of for help. 6410 02:04:25,109 --> 02:04:25,119 gotten completely desperate of for help. 6411 02:04:25,119 --> 02:04:28,070 gotten completely desperate of for help. So Cam set that up to try to help give 6412 02:04:28,070 --> 02:04:28,080 So Cam set that up to try to help give 6413 02:04:28,080 --> 02:04:30,709 So Cam set that up to try to help give us a fighting chance. And we've put all 6414 02:04:30,709 --> 02:04:30,719 us a fighting chance. And we've put all 6415 02:04:30,719 --> 02:04:33,270 us a fighting chance. And we've put all of that money towards affording the 6416 02:04:33,270 --> 02:04:33,280 of that money towards affording the 6417 02:04:33,280 --> 02:04:34,950 of that money towards affording the medical bills, towards affording all of 6418 02:04:34,950 --> 02:04:34,960 medical bills, towards affording all of 6419 02:04:34,960 --> 02:04:37,830 medical bills, towards affording all of the lab work, all of the appointments, 6420 02:04:37,830 --> 02:04:37,840 the lab work, all of the appointments, 6421 02:04:37,840 --> 02:04:39,510 the lab work, all of the appointments, everything like that. And we've actually 6422 02:04:39,510 --> 02:04:39,520 everything like that. And we've actually 6423 02:04:39,520 --> 02:04:41,270 everything like that. And we've actually been very transparent in all of our 6424 02:04:41,270 --> 02:04:41,280 been very transparent in all of our 6425 02:04:41,280 --> 02:04:43,430 been very transparent in all of our updates about where the money is going 6426 02:04:43,430 --> 02:04:43,440 updates about where the money is going 6427 02:04:43,440 --> 02:04:47,350 updates about where the money is going to. Mhm. And just because I'm curious, 6428 02:04:47,350 --> 02:04:47,360 to. Mhm. And just because I'm curious, 6429 02:04:47,360 --> 02:04:48,470 to. Mhm. And just because I'm curious, right, because you said this was 6430 02:04:48,470 --> 02:04:48,480 right, because you said this was 6431 02:04:48,480 --> 02:04:50,310 right, because you said this was something that was like COVID related or 6432 02:04:50,310 --> 02:04:50,320 something that was like COVID related or 6433 02:04:50,320 --> 02:04:52,070 something that was like COVID related or at least after the pandemic, can you 6434 02:04:52,070 --> 02:04:52,080 at least after the pandemic, can you 6435 02:04:52,080 --> 02:04:55,030 at least after the pandemic, can you kind of explain what um MCAS is because 6436 02:04:55,030 --> 02:04:55,040 kind of explain what um MCAS is because 6437 02:04:55,040 --> 02:04:56,870 kind of explain what um MCAS is because I'm not familiar with what that is 6438 02:04:56,870 --> 02:04:56,880 I'm not familiar with what that is 6439 02:04:56,880 --> 02:04:58,790 I'm not familiar with what that is personally. Uh I don't know if many 6440 02:04:58,790 --> 02:04:58,800 personally. Uh I don't know if many 6441 02:04:58,800 --> 02:05:00,550 personally. Uh I don't know if many people are. Uh I think it'd be good to 6442 02:05:00,550 --> 02:05:00,560 people are. Uh I think it'd be good to 6443 02:05:00,560 --> 02:05:03,669 people are. Uh I think it'd be good to kind of explain what that is real quick. 6444 02:05:03,669 --> 02:05:03,679 kind of explain what that is real quick. 6445 02:05:03,679 --> 02:05:06,470 kind of explain what that is real quick. Yeah. So MCAS it's always been a thing 6446 02:05:06,470 --> 02:05:06,480 Yeah. So MCAS it's always been a thing 6447 02:05:06,480 --> 02:05:10,550 Yeah. So MCAS it's always been a thing but it became much more known because of 6448 02:05:10,550 --> 02:05:10,560 but it became much more known because of 6449 02:05:10,560 --> 02:05:13,430 but it became much more known because of COVID because this is a it is literally 6450 02:05:13,430 --> 02:05:13,440 COVID because this is a it is literally 6451 02:05:13,440 --> 02:05:15,990 COVID because this is a it is literally a disregulation of your mass cells. So 6452 02:05:15,990 --> 02:05:16,000 a disregulation of your mass cells. So 6453 02:05:16,000 --> 02:05:17,669 a disregulation of your mass cells. So in your body you have mass cells 6454 02:05:17,669 --> 02:05:17,679 in your body you have mass cells 6455 02:05:17,679 --> 02:05:19,830 in your body you have mass cells everywhere and your mass cells that is 6456 02:05:19,830 --> 02:05:19,840 everywhere and your mass cells that is 6457 02:05:19,840 --> 02:05:21,830 everywhere and your mass cells that is sort of what helps the body regulate and 6458 02:05:21,830 --> 02:05:21,840 sort of what helps the body regulate and 6459 02:05:21,840 --> 02:05:25,030 sort of what helps the body regulate and handle um like histamine and like 6460 02:05:25,030 --> 02:05:25,040 handle um like histamine and like 6461 02:05:25,040 --> 02:05:26,950 handle um like histamine and like allergic reactions. That's that's 6462 02:05:26,950 --> 02:05:26,960 allergic reactions. That's that's 6463 02:05:26,960 --> 02:05:29,109 allergic reactions. That's that's everywhere in your body. So whenever you 6464 02:05:29,109 --> 02:05:29,119 everywhere in your body. So whenever you 6465 02:05:29,119 --> 02:05:30,550 everywhere in your body. So whenever you know you're dealing with like a food 6466 02:05:30,550 --> 02:05:30,560 know you're dealing with like a food 6467 02:05:30,560 --> 02:05:33,109 know you're dealing with like a food allergy and if you are allergic to that 6468 02:05:33,109 --> 02:05:33,119 allergy and if you are allergic to that 6469 02:05:33,119 --> 02:05:35,189 allergy and if you are allergic to that thing you know your mass cells react to 6470 02:05:35,189 --> 02:05:35,199 thing you know your mass cells react to 6471 02:05:35,199 --> 02:05:39,030 thing you know your mass cells react to that thing. However with co this has 6472 02:05:39,030 --> 02:05:39,040 that thing. However with co this has 6473 02:05:39,040 --> 02:05:40,950 that thing. However with co this has become a problem where there are a lot 6474 02:05:40,950 --> 02:05:40,960 become a problem where there are a lot 6475 02:05:40,960 --> 02:05:43,270 become a problem where there are a lot of people who are now having 6476 02:05:43,270 --> 02:05:43,280 of people who are now having 6477 02:05:43,280 --> 02:05:45,350 of people who are now having disregulation with their mass cells and 6478 02:05:45,350 --> 02:05:45,360 disregulation with their mass cells and 6479 02:05:45,360 --> 02:05:47,109 disregulation with their mass cells and now you're reacting to everything 6480 02:05:47,109 --> 02:05:47,119 now you're reacting to everything 6481 02:05:47,119 --> 02:05:49,109 now you're reacting to everything inappropriately or at least a lot of 6482 02:05:49,109 --> 02:05:49,119 inappropriately or at least a lot of 6483 02:05:49,119 --> 02:05:51,990 inappropriately or at least a lot of different things. For example for me I 6484 02:05:51,990 --> 02:05:52,000 different things. For example for me I 6485 02:05:52,000 --> 02:05:54,709 different things. For example for me I suddenly became allergic to cats. I 6486 02:05:54,709 --> 02:05:54,719 suddenly became allergic to cats. I 6487 02:05:54,719 --> 02:05:56,229 suddenly became allergic to cats. I suddenly developed a bunch of new 6488 02:05:56,229 --> 02:05:56,239 suddenly developed a bunch of new 6489 02:05:56,239 --> 02:05:58,790 suddenly developed a bunch of new seasonal issues. I I remember eating 6490 02:05:58,790 --> 02:05:58,800 seasonal issues. I I remember eating 6491 02:05:58,800 --> 02:06:00,950 seasonal issues. I I remember eating certain foods and I would have all kinds 6492 02:06:00,950 --> 02:06:00,960 certain foods and I would have all kinds 6493 02:06:00,960 --> 02:06:03,510 certain foods and I would have all kinds of symptoms. I'd have racing heart, high 6494 02:06:03,510 --> 02:06:03,520 of symptoms. I'd have racing heart, high 6495 02:06:03,520 --> 02:06:05,510 of symptoms. I'd have racing heart, high blood pressure, shortness of breath, 6496 02:06:05,510 --> 02:06:05,520 blood pressure, shortness of breath, 6497 02:06:05,520 --> 02:06:08,390 blood pressure, shortness of breath, hives, you know, rashes. I'd had I had a 6498 02:06:08,390 --> 02:06:08,400 hives, you know, rashes. I'd had I had a 6499 02:06:08,400 --> 02:06:10,709 hives, you know, rashes. I'd had I had a skin uh condition that I had developed 6500 02:06:10,709 --> 02:06:10,719 skin uh condition that I had developed 6501 02:06:10,719 --> 02:06:14,310 skin uh condition that I had developed from the MCAS. Um, and this was 6502 02:06:14,310 --> 02:06:14,320 from the MCAS. Um, and this was 6503 02:06:14,320 --> 02:06:16,790 from the MCAS. Um, and this was something that was then I already had a 6504 02:06:16,790 --> 02:06:16,800 something that was then I already had a 6505 02:06:16,800 --> 02:06:19,910 something that was then I already had a pre-existing eating disorder and it just 6506 02:06:19,910 --> 02:06:19,920 pre-existing eating disorder and it just 6507 02:06:19,920 --> 02:06:21,669 pre-existing eating disorder and it just made the eating disorder get worse 6508 02:06:21,669 --> 02:06:21,679 made the eating disorder get worse 6509 02:06:21,679 --> 02:06:23,350 made the eating disorder get worse because of that. Like I was already not 6510 02:06:23,350 --> 02:06:23,360 because of that. Like I was already not 6511 02:06:23,360 --> 02:06:25,830 because of that. Like I was already not eating good and now I'm scared that 6512 02:06:25,830 --> 02:06:25,840 eating good and now I'm scared that 6513 02:06:25,840 --> 02:06:27,589 eating good and now I'm scared that foods are going to hurt me. So now I'm 6514 02:06:27,589 --> 02:06:27,599 foods are going to hurt me. So now I'm 6515 02:06:27,599 --> 02:06:29,990 foods are going to hurt me. So now I'm eating even less. And you know that 6516 02:06:29,990 --> 02:06:30,000 eating even less. And you know that 6517 02:06:30,000 --> 02:06:32,149 eating even less. And you know that that's why we got so desperate. Like we 6518 02:06:32,149 --> 02:06:32,159 that's why we got so desperate. Like we 6519 02:06:32,159 --> 02:06:34,069 that's why we got so desperate. Like we need help because we can't just sit here 6520 02:06:34,069 --> 02:06:34,079 need help because we can't just sit here 6521 02:06:34,079 --> 02:06:37,270 need help because we can't just sit here and wait months while I'm just eating 6522 02:06:37,270 --> 02:06:37,280 and wait months while I'm just eating 6523 02:06:37,280 --> 02:06:39,750 and wait months while I'm just eating chicken and rice. You know my my I'm 6524 02:06:39,750 --> 02:06:39,760 chicken and rice. You know my my I'm 6525 02:06:39,760 --> 02:06:41,270 chicken and rice. You know my my I'm getting dehydrated because I'm not 6526 02:06:41,270 --> 02:06:41,280 getting dehydrated because I'm not 6527 02:06:41,280 --> 02:06:43,589 getting dehydrated because I'm not eating good. I'm my electrolytes and all 6528 02:06:43,589 --> 02:06:43,599 eating good. I'm my electrolytes and all 6529 02:06:43,599 --> 02:06:45,990 eating good. I'm my electrolytes and all of my nutritional values are are dipping 6530 02:06:45,990 --> 02:06:46,000 of my nutritional values are are dipping 6531 02:06:46,000 --> 02:06:48,629 of my nutritional values are are dipping and now I'm physically unable to do 6532 02:06:48,629 --> 02:06:48,639 and now I'm physically unable to do 6533 02:06:48,639 --> 02:06:50,790 and now I'm physically unable to do certain things. Like I spend days 6534 02:06:50,790 --> 02:06:50,800 certain things. Like I spend days 6535 02:06:50,800 --> 02:06:53,589 certain things. Like I spend days sometimes stuck in bed or I just have no 6536 02:06:53,589 --> 02:06:53,599 sometimes stuck in bed or I just have no 6537 02:06:53,599 --> 02:06:56,629 sometimes stuck in bed or I just have no energy or my electrolytes will be so low 6538 02:06:56,629 --> 02:06:56,639 energy or my electrolytes will be so low 6539 02:06:56,639 --> 02:06:58,950 energy or my electrolytes will be so low that there was even a point where my 6540 02:06:58,950 --> 02:06:58,960 that there was even a point where my 6541 02:06:58,960 --> 02:07:00,790 that there was even a point where my potassium had dropped all the way down 6542 02:07:00,790 --> 02:07:00,800 potassium had dropped all the way down 6543 02:07:00,800 --> 02:07:05,510 potassium had dropped all the way down to 2.2 and my heart almost stopped. Mhm. 6544 02:07:05,510 --> 02:07:05,520 to 2.2 and my heart almost stopped. Mhm. 6545 02:07:05,520 --> 02:07:09,430 to 2.2 and my heart almost stopped. Mhm. like it's just that's MCS is horrible 6546 02:07:09,430 --> 02:07:09,440 like it's just that's MCS is horrible 6547 02:07:09,440 --> 02:07:12,870 like it's just that's MCS is horrible and it is become much more of a talked 6548 02:07:12,870 --> 02:07:12,880 and it is become much more of a talked 6549 02:07:12,880 --> 02:07:15,589 and it is become much more of a talked about condition because now long COVID 6550 02:07:15,589 --> 02:07:15,599 about condition because now long COVID 6551 02:07:15,599 --> 02:07:18,229 about condition because now long COVID or CO it's it's one of these causes and 6552 02:07:18,229 --> 02:07:18,239 or CO it's it's one of these causes and 6553 02:07:18,239 --> 02:07:20,390 or CO it's it's one of these causes and that's what we were asking we've been 6554 02:07:20,390 --> 02:07:20,400 that's what we were asking we've been 6555 02:07:20,400 --> 02:07:22,550 that's what we were asking we've been asking for help to help us kind of work 6556 02:07:22,550 --> 02:07:22,560 asking for help to help us kind of work 6557 02:07:22,560 --> 02:07:25,149 asking for help to help us kind of work through this right that sounds [\h__\h] 6558 02:07:25,149 --> 02:07:25,159 through this right that sounds [\h__\h] 6559 02:07:25,159 --> 02:07:28,149 through this right that sounds [\h__\h] terrifying Jesus it's horrifying yeah 6560 02:07:28,149 --> 02:07:28,159 terrifying Jesus it's horrifying yeah 6561 02:07:28,159 --> 02:07:30,709 terrifying Jesus it's horrifying yeah it's it's really scary we've been you 6562 02:07:30,709 --> 02:07:30,719 it's it's really scary we've been you 6563 02:07:30,719 --> 02:07:31,910 it's it's really scary we've been you know we've been making really good 6564 02:07:31,910 --> 02:07:31,920 know we've been making really good 6565 02:07:31,920 --> 02:07:35,830 know we've been making really good strides like I was down to like 79 9 lbs 6566 02:07:35,830 --> 02:07:35,840 strides like I was down to like 79 9 lbs 6567 02:07:35,840 --> 02:07:38,790 strides like I was down to like 79 9 lbs like in the fall, but I'm kind of moving 6568 02:07:38,790 --> 02:07:38,800 like in the fall, but I'm kind of moving 6569 02:07:38,800 --> 02:07:40,790 like in the fall, but I'm kind of moving back up a little bit. I'm I've added 6570 02:07:40,790 --> 02:07:40,800 back up a little bit. I'm I've added 6571 02:07:40,800 --> 02:07:42,390 back up a little bit. I'm I've added some more foods. I'm eating like 6572 02:07:42,390 --> 02:07:42,400 some more foods. I'm eating like 6573 02:07:42,400 --> 02:07:44,310 some more foods. I'm eating like potatoes now again, and I'm really happy 6574 02:07:44,310 --> 02:07:44,320 potatoes now again, and I'm really happy 6575 02:07:44,320 --> 02:07:45,830 potatoes now again, and I'm really happy about that because oh my god, chicken 6576 02:07:45,830 --> 02:07:45,840 about that because oh my god, chicken 6577 02:07:45,840 --> 02:07:49,109 about that because oh my god, chicken and rice for months. It tastes like Oh, 6578 02:07:49,109 --> 02:07:49,119 and rice for months. It tastes like Oh, 6579 02:07:49,119 --> 02:07:51,350 and rice for months. It tastes like Oh, [\h__\h] I mean, I make a pretty good like 6580 02:07:51,350 --> 02:07:51,360 [\h__\h] I mean, I make a pretty good like 6581 02:07:51,360 --> 02:07:53,189 [\h__\h] I mean, I make a pretty good like honey butter garlic chicken on rice. But 6582 02:07:53,189 --> 02:07:53,199 honey butter garlic chicken on rice. But 6583 02:07:53,199 --> 02:07:55,030 honey butter garlic chicken on rice. But that's like variety, you know? It makes 6584 02:07:55,030 --> 02:07:55,040 that's like variety, you know? It makes 6585 02:07:55,040 --> 02:07:56,709 that's like variety, you know? It makes the chicken taste different at least, 6586 02:07:56,709 --> 02:07:56,719 the chicken taste different at least, 6587 02:07:56,719 --> 02:07:58,950 the chicken taste different at least, right? You know, but if it were just 6588 02:07:58,950 --> 02:07:58,960 right? You know, but if it were just 6589 02:07:58,960 --> 02:08:02,229 right? You know, but if it were just plain chicken on rice. Oh, god. Girl, 6590 02:08:02,229 --> 02:08:02,239 plain chicken on rice. Oh, god. Girl, 6591 02:08:02,239 --> 02:08:05,910 plain chicken on rice. Oh, god. Girl, I'm sorry. God damn. Yeah, it's gross. 6592 02:08:05,910 --> 02:08:05,920 I'm sorry. God damn. Yeah, it's gross. 6593 02:08:05,920 --> 02:08:09,030 I'm sorry. God damn. Yeah, it's gross. You got to season your meats, man. 6594 02:08:09,030 --> 02:08:09,040 You got to season your meats, man. 6595 02:08:09,040 --> 02:08:12,149 You got to season your meats, man. I want to Oh my god. I Trust me, I'm 6596 02:08:12,149 --> 02:08:12,159 I want to Oh my god. I Trust me, I'm 6597 02:08:12,159 --> 02:08:15,270 I want to Oh my god. I Trust me, I'm eating I'm eating like the stereotypical 6598 02:08:15,270 --> 02:08:15,280 eating I'm eating like the stereotypical 6599 02:08:15,280 --> 02:08:17,189 eating I'm eating like the stereotypical white person, but I don't want to eat. I 6600 02:08:17,189 --> 02:08:17,199 white person, but I don't want to eat. I 6601 02:08:17,199 --> 02:08:21,069 white person, but I don't want to eat. I I want my spices. Dear 6602 02:08:21,069 --> 02:08:21,079 I want my spices. Dear 6603 02:08:21,079 --> 02:08:24,870 I want my spices. Dear lord. Oh god. Honestly, that's why I 6604 02:08:24,870 --> 02:08:24,880 lord. Oh god. Honestly, that's why I 6605 02:08:24,880 --> 02:08:26,870 lord. Oh god. Honestly, that's why I overspice now cuz I've been told that I 6606 02:08:26,870 --> 02:08:26,880 overspice now cuz I've been told that I 6607 02:08:26,880 --> 02:08:28,550 overspice now cuz I've been told that I like cuz some I don't know if this was a 6608 02:08:28,550 --> 02:08:28,560 like cuz some I don't know if this was a 6609 02:08:28,560 --> 02:08:29,830 like cuz some I don't know if this was a thing, but people are like, "Don't spice 6610 02:08:29,830 --> 02:08:29,840 thing, but people are like, "Don't spice 6611 02:08:29,840 --> 02:08:30,870 thing, but people are like, "Don't spice your meat like a white person." I'm 6612 02:08:30,870 --> 02:08:30,880 your meat like a white person." I'm 6613 02:08:30,880 --> 02:08:32,390 your meat like a white person." I'm like, "What does that mean?" And then I 6614 02:08:32,390 --> 02:08:32,400 like, "What does that mean?" And then I 6615 02:08:32,400 --> 02:08:34,550 like, "What does that mean?" And then I searched it up. like, "Oh, you know 6616 02:08:34,550 --> 02:08:34,560 searched it up. like, "Oh, you know 6617 02:08:34,560 --> 02:08:36,550 searched it up. like, "Oh, you know what? Maybe that's why I've never liked 6618 02:08:36,550 --> 02:08:36,560 what? Maybe that's why I've never liked 6619 02:08:36,560 --> 02:08:38,430 what? Maybe that's why I've never liked chicken, cuz that [\h__\h] was always so 6620 02:08:38,430 --> 02:08:38,440 chicken, cuz that [\h__\h] was always so 6621 02:08:38,440 --> 02:08:40,629 chicken, cuz that [\h__\h] was always so bland." And now chicken tastes great to 6622 02:08:40,629 --> 02:08:40,639 bland." And now chicken tastes great to 6623 02:08:40,639 --> 02:08:42,229 bland." And now chicken tastes great to me now. So, I'm just like, "That's cuz I 6624 02:08:42,229 --> 02:08:42,239 me now. So, I'm just like, "That's cuz I 6625 02:08:42,239 --> 02:08:44,750 me now. So, I'm just like, "That's cuz I season it correctly. I know how to cook 6626 02:08:44,750 --> 02:08:44,760 season it correctly. I know how to cook 6627 02:08:44,760 --> 02:08:49,990 season it correctly. I know how to cook things." So, yeah, we love that. Um, so 6628 02:08:49,990 --> 02:08:50,000 things." So, yeah, we love that. Um, so 6629 02:08:50,000 --> 02:08:52,069 things." So, yeah, we love that. Um, so in terms of like people like trying to 6630 02:08:52,069 --> 02:08:52,079 in terms of like people like trying to 6631 02:08:52,079 --> 02:08:55,270 in terms of like people like trying to talk about the whole GoFundMe stuff, uh, 6632 02:08:55,270 --> 02:08:55,280 talk about the whole GoFundMe stuff, uh, 6633 02:08:55,280 --> 02:08:56,870 talk about the whole GoFundMe stuff, uh, considering it scam stuff, which I don't 6634 02:08:56,870 --> 02:08:56,880 considering it scam stuff, which I don't 6635 02:08:56,880 --> 02:08:58,629 considering it scam stuff, which I don't think is if you're not if you're not 6636 02:08:58,629 --> 02:08:58,639 think is if you're not if you're not 6637 02:08:58,639 --> 02:09:00,950 think is if you're not if you're not paying towards these trips and they're 6638 02:09:00,950 --> 02:09:00,960 paying towards these trips and they're 6639 02:09:00,960 --> 02:09:03,589 paying towards these trips and they're all invite stuff, then like obviously 6640 02:09:03,589 --> 02:09:03,599 all invite stuff, then like obviously 6641 02:09:03,599 --> 02:09:06,629 all invite stuff, then like obviously that's, you know, not where the money is 6642 02:09:06,629 --> 02:09:06,639 that's, you know, not where the money is 6643 02:09:06,639 --> 02:09:08,709 that's, you know, not where the money is going and coming from. So that's great 6644 02:09:08,709 --> 02:09:08,719 going and coming from. So that's great 6645 02:09:08,719 --> 02:09:11,030 going and coming from. So that's great to know. But there was somebody who was 6646 02:09:11,030 --> 02:09:11,040 to know. But there was somebody who was 6647 02:09:11,040 --> 02:09:12,950 to know. But there was somebody who was like asking about like how you're able 6648 02:09:12,950 --> 02:09:12,960 like asking about like how you're able 6649 02:09:12,960 --> 02:09:15,030 like asking about like how you're able to afford the trips. Um, it's a I'll 6650 02:09:15,030 --> 02:09:15,040 to afford the trips. Um, it's a I'll 6651 02:09:15,040 --> 02:09:16,470 to afford the trips. Um, it's a I'll read the tweet itself. It says, "I'm 6652 02:09:16,470 --> 02:09:16,480 read the tweet itself. It says, "I'm 6653 02:09:16,480 --> 02:09:18,709 read the tweet itself. It says, "I'm curious. How do you afford such a trip, 6654 02:09:18,709 --> 02:09:18,719 curious. How do you afford such a trip, 6655 02:09:18,719 --> 02:09:20,950 curious. How do you afford such a trip, might I ask? I'm very curious given the 6656 02:09:20,950 --> 02:09:20,960 might I ask? I'm very curious given the 6657 02:09:20,960 --> 02:09:22,870 might I ask? I'm very curious given the fact you're so depressed and filled with 6658 02:09:22,870 --> 02:09:22,880 fact you're so depressed and filled with 6659 02:09:22,880 --> 02:09:24,709 fact you're so depressed and filled with anxiety and blame Sonic for the lack of 6660 02:09:24,709 --> 02:09:24,719 anxiety and blame Sonic for the lack of 6661 02:09:24,719 --> 02:09:27,350 anxiety and blame Sonic for the lack of good games in 10 years. Unfortunately, 6662 02:09:27,350 --> 02:09:27,360 good games in 10 years. Unfortunately, 6663 02:09:27,360 --> 02:09:29,510 good games in 10 years. Unfortunately, most like most tweets, you delete them 6664 02:09:29,510 --> 02:09:29,520 most like most tweets, you delete them 6665 02:09:29,520 --> 02:09:31,990 most like most tweets, you delete them when the flies get heated. Uh, and of 6666 02:09:31,990 --> 02:09:32,000 when the flies get heated. Uh, and of 6667 02:09:32,000 --> 02:09:33,109 when the flies get heated. Uh, and of course, you were talking about how that 6668 02:09:33,109 --> 02:09:33,119 course, you were talking about how that 6669 02:09:33,119 --> 02:09:36,149 course, you were talking about how that tweet was sarcastic. Uh, and how you uh, 6670 02:09:36,149 --> 02:09:36,159 tweet was sarcastic. Uh, and how you uh, 6671 02:09:36,159 --> 02:09:38,629 tweet was sarcastic. Uh, and how you uh, you know, take care of your depression 6672 02:09:38,629 --> 02:09:38,639 you know, take care of your depression 6673 02:09:38,639 --> 02:09:39,830 you know, take care of your depression and your health is none of anybody 6674 02:09:39,830 --> 02:09:39,840 and your health is none of anybody 6675 02:09:39,840 --> 02:09:41,189 and your health is none of anybody else's business, which I agree, you 6676 02:09:41,189 --> 02:09:41,199 else's business, which I agree, you 6677 02:09:41,199 --> 02:09:43,830 else's business, which I agree, you know, whatever. Well, I I guess people 6678 02:09:43,830 --> 02:09:43,840 know, whatever. Well, I I guess people 6679 02:09:43,840 --> 02:09:45,510 know, whatever. Well, I I guess people have been accusing you because of this 6680 02:09:45,510 --> 02:09:45,520 have been accusing you because of this 6681 02:09:45,520 --> 02:09:47,870 have been accusing you because of this of like faking certain mental health 6682 02:09:47,870 --> 02:09:47,880 of like faking certain mental health 6683 02:09:47,880 --> 02:09:50,470 of like faking certain mental health stuff. Could you kind of explain like 6684 02:09:50,470 --> 02:09:50,480 stuff. Could you kind of explain like 6685 02:09:50,480 --> 02:09:54,149 stuff. Could you kind of explain like what this interaction was? Like what? 6686 02:09:54,149 --> 02:09:54,159 what this interaction was? Like what? 6687 02:09:54,159 --> 02:09:56,950 what this interaction was? Like what? Oh, yeah. Happily. Sure. Happily, please 6688 02:09:56,950 --> 02:09:56,960 Oh, yeah. Happily. Sure. Happily, please 6689 02:09:56,960 --> 02:09:59,189 Oh, yeah. Happily. Sure. Happily, please do. Um I'm going to go ahead and I'm 6690 02:09:59,189 --> 02:09:59,199 do. Um I'm going to go ahead and I'm 6691 02:09:59,199 --> 02:10:01,350 do. Um I'm going to go ahead and I'm going to point out that the person who 6692 02:10:01,350 --> 02:10:01,360 going to point out that the person who 6693 02:10:01,360 --> 02:10:03,910 going to point out that the person who did this, he is another infamous figure 6694 02:10:03,910 --> 02:10:03,920 did this, he is another infamous figure 6695 02:10:03,920 --> 02:10:07,510 did this, he is another infamous figure in the community. Known for causing 6696 02:10:07,510 --> 02:10:07,520 in the community. Known for causing 6697 02:10:07,520 --> 02:10:10,149 in the community. Known for causing problems. Go. He goes by Zealous Fox. 6698 02:10:10,149 --> 02:10:10,159 problems. Go. He goes by Zealous Fox. 6699 02:10:10,159 --> 02:10:13,189 problems. Go. He goes by Zealous Fox. Um, and this is, you know, there is an 6700 02:10:13,189 --> 02:10:13,199 Um, and this is, you know, there is an 6701 02:10:13,199 --> 02:10:16,069 Um, and this is, you know, there is an entire thread that somebody made that 6702 02:10:16,069 --> 02:10:16,079 entire thread that somebody made that 6703 02:10:16,079 --> 02:10:18,629 entire thread that somebody made that documents every single time this guy has 6704 02:10:18,629 --> 02:10:18,639 documents every single time this guy has 6705 02:10:18,639 --> 02:10:21,270 documents every single time this guy has tried like just harassing me. And this 6706 02:10:21,270 --> 02:10:21,280 tried like just harassing me. And this 6707 02:10:21,280 --> 02:10:23,510 tried like just harassing me. And this thread, if I remember, this was like a 6708 02:10:23,510 --> 02:10:23,520 thread, if I remember, this was like a 6709 02:10:23,520 --> 02:10:26,470 thread, if I remember, this was like a 30 30 tweet thread. It just goes over 6710 02:10:26,470 --> 02:10:26,480 30 30 tweet thread. It just goes over 6711 02:10:26,480 --> 02:10:28,629 30 30 tweet thread. It just goes over everything. And that's where this came 6712 02:10:28,629 --> 02:10:28,639 everything. And that's where this came 6713 02:10:28,639 --> 02:10:32,709 everything. And that's where this came from. Um, initially I had tweeted uh it 6714 02:10:32,709 --> 02:10:32,719 from. Um, initially I had tweeted uh it 6715 02:10:32,719 --> 02:10:34,629 from. Um, initially I had tweeted uh it was an anniversary for Sonic and the 6716 02:10:34,629 --> 02:10:34,639 was an anniversary for Sonic and the 6717 02:10:34,639 --> 02:10:36,310 was an anniversary for Sonic and the Black Knight, which was one of my 6718 02:10:36,310 --> 02:10:36,320 Black Knight, which was one of my 6719 02:10:36,320 --> 02:10:38,790 Black Knight, which was one of my favorite games. uh not like one of the 6720 02:10:38,790 --> 02:10:38,800 favorite games. uh not like one of the 6721 02:10:38,800 --> 02:10:40,390 favorite games. uh not like one of the best games, but it was it was a good 6722 02:10:40,390 --> 02:10:40,400 best games, but it was it was a good 6723 02:10:40,400 --> 02:10:43,109 best games, but it was it was a good game. I liked it. And uh I made a joke 6724 02:10:43,109 --> 02:10:43,119 game. I liked it. And uh I made a joke 6725 02:10:43,119 --> 02:10:45,589 game. I liked it. And uh I made a joke saying like, "Oh, like happy 10 years to 6726 02:10:45,589 --> 02:10:45,599 saying like, "Oh, like happy 10 years to 6727 02:10:45,599 --> 02:10:47,270 saying like, "Oh, like happy 10 years to Sonic and the Black Knight. It's no 6728 02:10:47,270 --> 02:10:47,280 Sonic and the Black Knight. It's no 6729 02:10:47,280 --> 02:10:48,950 Sonic and the Black Knight. It's no wonder I have depression because like 6730 02:10:48,950 --> 02:10:48,960 wonder I have depression because like 6731 02:10:48,960 --> 02:10:50,229 wonder I have depression because like you know, we haven't had a good Sonic 6732 02:10:50,229 --> 02:10:50,239 you know, we haven't had a good Sonic 6733 02:10:50,239 --> 02:10:52,709 you know, we haven't had a good Sonic game in 10 years." And I was just being 6734 02:10:52,709 --> 02:10:52,719 game in 10 years." And I was just being 6735 02:10:52,719 --> 02:10:54,870 game in 10 years." And I was just being funny or you know, it was hyperbole. 6736 02:10:54,870 --> 02:10:54,880 funny or you know, it was hyperbole. 6737 02:10:54,880 --> 02:10:57,270 funny or you know, it was hyperbole. Yeah. Um and then Zealous, you know, 6738 02:10:57,270 --> 02:10:57,280 Yeah. Um and then Zealous, you know, 6739 02:10:57,280 --> 02:10:59,990 Yeah. Um and then Zealous, you know, who's under the replies, you know, 6740 02:10:59,990 --> 02:11:00,000 who's under the replies, you know, 6741 02:11:00,000 --> 02:11:01,669 who's under the replies, you know, giving me a lot of trouble for making 6742 02:11:01,669 --> 02:11:01,679 giving me a lot of trouble for making 6743 02:11:01,679 --> 02:11:04,149 giving me a lot of trouble for making that joke. And that's what he makes a 6744 02:11:04,149 --> 02:11:04,159 that joke. And that's what he makes a 6745 02:11:04,159 --> 02:11:05,589 that joke. And that's what he makes a comment about me deleting it. I deleted 6746 02:11:05,589 --> 02:11:05,599 comment about me deleting it. I deleted 6747 02:11:05,599 --> 02:11:06,790 comment about me deleting it. I deleted it because I didn't want to have any 6748 02:11:06,790 --> 02:11:06,800 it because I didn't want to have any 6749 02:11:06,800 --> 02:11:08,229 it because I didn't want to have any conflict. I'm like, "Oh, well, if it's, 6750 02:11:08,229 --> 02:11:08,239 conflict. I'm like, "Oh, well, if it's, 6751 02:11:08,239 --> 02:11:09,430 conflict. I'm like, "Oh, well, if it's, you know, there's going to be conflict. 6752 02:11:09,430 --> 02:11:09,440 you know, there's going to be conflict. 6753 02:11:09,440 --> 02:11:11,430 you know, there's going to be conflict. I don't I don't really want to cause any 6754 02:11:11,430 --> 02:11:11,440 I don't I don't really want to cause any 6755 02:11:11,440 --> 02:11:12,870 I don't I don't really want to cause any issue. I was just trying to make a funny 6756 02:11:12,870 --> 02:11:12,880 issue. I was just trying to make a funny 6757 02:11:12,880 --> 02:11:14,390 issue. I was just trying to make a funny joke at the expense of my own mental 6758 02:11:14,390 --> 02:11:14,400 joke at the expense of my own mental 6759 02:11:14,400 --> 02:11:17,189 joke at the expense of my own mental health." Um, but then yes, it did wind 6760 02:11:17,189 --> 02:11:17,199 health." Um, but then yes, it did wind 6761 02:11:17,199 --> 02:11:19,830 health." Um, but then yes, it did wind up turning into this tweet where he is 6762 02:11:19,830 --> 02:11:19,840 up turning into this tweet where he is 6763 02:11:19,840 --> 02:11:21,750 up turning into this tweet where he is accusing me of, you're right, faking 6764 02:11:21,750 --> 02:11:21,760 accusing me of, you're right, faking 6765 02:11:21,760 --> 02:11:23,550 accusing me of, you're right, faking like my depression and 6766 02:11:23,550 --> 02:11:23,560 like my depression and 6767 02:11:23,560 --> 02:11:26,310 like my depression and anxiety. And I don't know how else to 6768 02:11:26,310 --> 02:11:26,320 anxiety. And I don't know how else to 6769 02:11:26,320 --> 02:11:29,350 anxiety. And I don't know how else to explain that. I I would not do that. I 6770 02:11:29,350 --> 02:11:29,360 explain that. I I would not do that. I 6771 02:11:29,360 --> 02:11:31,990 explain that. I I would not do that. I have evidence of this. I was diagnosed 6772 02:11:31,990 --> 02:11:32,000 have evidence of this. I was diagnosed 6773 02:11:32,000 --> 02:11:33,870 have evidence of this. I was diagnosed with depression in 6774 02:11:33,870 --> 02:11:33,880 with depression in 6775 02:11:33,880 --> 02:11:37,189 with depression in 2009 where I was hospitalized for over a 6776 02:11:37,189 --> 02:11:37,199 2009 where I was hospitalized for over a 6777 02:11:37,199 --> 02:11:39,669 2009 where I was hospitalized for over a week. Actually, I had to stay in a 6778 02:11:39,669 --> 02:11:39,679 week. Actually, I had to stay in a 6779 02:11:39,679 --> 02:11:41,350 week. Actually, I had to stay in a hospital because of the depression 6780 02:11:41,350 --> 02:11:41,360 hospital because of the depression 6781 02:11:41,360 --> 02:11:44,990 hospital because of the depression because it had gotten that bad. Um, and 6782 02:11:44,990 --> 02:11:45,000 because it had gotten that bad. Um, and 6783 02:11:45,000 --> 02:11:48,629 because it had gotten that bad. Um, and I developed anxiety after I gave birth 6784 02:11:48,629 --> 02:11:48,639 I developed anxiety after I gave birth 6785 02:11:48,639 --> 02:11:52,470 I developed anxiety after I gave birth to my kid. And, uh, I developed PTSD and 6786 02:11:52,470 --> 02:11:52,480 to my kid. And, uh, I developed PTSD and 6787 02:11:52,480 --> 02:11:55,510 to my kid. And, uh, I developed PTSD and anxiety disorder and panic disorder. And 6788 02:11:55,510 --> 02:11:55,520 anxiety disorder and panic disorder. And 6789 02:11:55,520 --> 02:11:59,750 anxiety disorder and panic disorder. And um this you know me making these jokes 6790 02:11:59,750 --> 02:11:59,760 um this you know me making these jokes 6791 02:11:59,760 --> 02:12:02,069 um this you know me making these jokes you know it just at the expense of 6792 02:12:02,069 --> 02:12:02,079 you know it just at the expense of 6793 02:12:02,079 --> 02:12:03,910 you know it just at the expense of myself because you know these were kind 6794 02:12:03,910 --> 02:12:03,920 myself because you know these were kind 6795 02:12:03,920 --> 02:12:05,830 myself because you know these were kind of prevalent jokes around this point 6796 02:12:05,830 --> 02:12:05,840 of prevalent jokes around this point 6797 02:12:05,840 --> 02:12:07,510 of prevalent jokes around this point where people are making jokes about that 6798 02:12:07,510 --> 02:12:07,520 where people are making jokes about that 6799 02:12:07,520 --> 02:12:09,589 where people are making jokes about that like I made another tweet where I said 6800 02:12:09,589 --> 02:12:09,599 like I made another tweet where I said 6801 02:12:09,599 --> 02:12:11,990 like I made another tweet where I said like you know Sonic Mania has cured my 6802 02:12:11,990 --> 02:12:12,000 like you know Sonic Mania has cured my 6803 02:12:12,000 --> 02:12:13,830 like you know Sonic Mania has cured my depression or whatever. Um it's 6804 02:12:13,830 --> 02:12:13,840 depression or whatever. Um it's 6805 02:12:13,840 --> 02:12:16,709 depression or whatever. Um it's hyperbole obviously but some people you 6806 02:12:16,709 --> 02:12:16,719 hyperbole obviously but some people you 6807 02:12:16,719 --> 02:12:19,510 hyperbole obviously but some people you know are not able to read that sarcasm. 6808 02:12:19,510 --> 02:12:19,520 know are not able to read that sarcasm. 6809 02:12:19,520 --> 02:12:23,270 know are not able to read that sarcasm. Mhm. Um, and it did spiral out of 6810 02:12:23,270 --> 02:12:23,280 Mhm. Um, and it did spiral out of 6811 02:12:23,280 --> 02:12:26,390 Mhm. Um, and it did spiral out of control and cause people to then uh, I 6812 02:12:26,390 --> 02:12:26,400 control and cause people to then uh, I 6813 02:12:26,400 --> 02:12:28,629 control and cause people to then uh, I guess accuse me of just faking all of my 6814 02:12:28,629 --> 02:12:28,639 guess accuse me of just faking all of my 6815 02:12:28,639 --> 02:12:30,390 guess accuse me of just faking all of my health issues and faking my mental 6816 02:12:30,390 --> 02:12:30,400 health issues and faking my mental 6817 02:12:30,400 --> 02:12:33,030 health issues and faking my mental health issues. But, I mean, I I've got 6818 02:12:33,030 --> 02:12:33,040 health issues. But, I mean, I I've got 6819 02:12:33,040 --> 02:12:34,669 health issues. But, I mean, I I've got all of the 6820 02:12:34,669 --> 02:12:34,679 all of the 6821 02:12:34,679 --> 02:12:36,709 all of the diagnosises, you know, I've got all of 6822 02:12:36,709 --> 02:12:36,719 diagnosises, you know, I've got all of 6823 02:12:36,719 --> 02:12:39,350 diagnosises, you know, I've got all of them and I have every all the labs to 6824 02:12:39,350 --> 02:12:39,360 them and I have every all the labs to 6825 02:12:39,360 --> 02:12:41,109 them and I have every all the labs to back up everything and, you know, but 6826 02:12:41,109 --> 02:12:41,119 back up everything and, you know, but 6827 02:12:41,119 --> 02:12:42,550 back up everything and, you know, but these are just a lot of these people, 6828 02:12:42,550 --> 02:12:42,560 these are just a lot of these people, 6829 02:12:42,560 --> 02:12:45,270 these are just a lot of these people, they're just speaking on this because, 6830 02:12:45,270 --> 02:12:45,280 they're just speaking on this because, 6831 02:12:45,280 --> 02:12:47,109 they're just speaking on this because, you know, these are people who they 6832 02:12:47,109 --> 02:12:47,119 you know, these are people who they 6833 02:12:47,119 --> 02:12:49,430 you know, these are people who they don't like me. Zealous. Again, there is 6834 02:12:49,430 --> 02:12:49,440 don't like me. Zealous. Again, there is 6835 02:12:49,440 --> 02:12:52,310 don't like me. Zealous. Again, there is a thread that I can, you know, link or 6836 02:12:52,310 --> 02:12:52,320 a thread that I can, you know, link or 6837 02:12:52,320 --> 02:12:54,790 a thread that I can, you know, link or whatever. And it's just this this guy 6838 02:12:54,790 --> 02:12:54,800 whatever. And it's just this this guy 6839 02:12:54,800 --> 02:12:56,870 whatever. And it's just this this guy used to be friends with Blue-Eyed Fox. 6840 02:12:56,870 --> 02:12:56,880 used to be friends with Blue-Eyed Fox. 6841 02:12:56,880 --> 02:12:59,270 used to be friends with Blue-Eyed Fox. And there's your connection there, you 6842 02:12:59,270 --> 02:12:59,280 And there's your connection there, you 6843 02:12:59,280 --> 02:13:01,990 And there's your connection there, you know, another name coming back up. Yeah. 6844 02:13:01,990 --> 02:13:02,000 know, another name coming back up. Yeah. 6845 02:13:02,000 --> 02:13:03,990 know, another name coming back up. Yeah. Yeah. And that's where a lot of these 6846 02:13:03,990 --> 02:13:04,000 Yeah. And that's where a lot of these 6847 02:13:04,000 --> 02:13:06,870 Yeah. And that's where a lot of these accusations then came from was Zealous 6848 02:13:06,870 --> 02:13:06,880 accusations then came from was Zealous 6849 02:13:06,880 --> 02:13:08,390 accusations then came from was Zealous not liking me because he's friends with 6850 02:13:08,390 --> 02:13:08,400 not liking me because he's friends with 6851 02:13:08,400 --> 02:13:11,030 not liking me because he's friends with Blueeyed. And then that was something 6852 02:13:11,030 --> 02:13:11,040 Blueeyed. And then that was something 6853 02:13:11,040 --> 02:13:12,950 Blueeyed. And then that was something that was tweeted and then other people 6854 02:13:12,950 --> 02:13:12,960 that was tweeted and then other people 6855 02:13:12,960 --> 02:13:14,310 that was tweeted and then other people were or you know they have their own 6856 02:13:14,310 --> 02:13:14,320 were or you know they have their own 6857 02:13:14,320 --> 02:13:15,910 were or you know they have their own thing or whatever they're latching on to 6858 02:13:15,910 --> 02:13:15,920 thing or whatever they're latching on to 6859 02:13:15,920 --> 02:13:17,750 thing or whatever they're latching on to this and now people are running with it 6860 02:13:17,750 --> 02:13:17,760 this and now people are running with it 6861 02:13:17,760 --> 02:13:20,709 this and now people are running with it and I've had to then prove this. There 6862 02:13:20,709 --> 02:13:20,719 and I've had to then prove this. There 6863 02:13:20,719 --> 02:13:22,470 and I've had to then prove this. There are times where I've had to literally 6864 02:13:22,470 --> 02:13:22,480 are times where I've had to literally 6865 02:13:22,480 --> 02:13:26,069 are times where I've had to literally prove uh my illnesses. There was this 6866 02:13:26,069 --> 02:13:26,079 prove uh my illnesses. There was this 6867 02:13:26,079 --> 02:13:28,709 prove uh my illnesses. There was this girl who was friends with Lizzy who 6868 02:13:28,709 --> 02:13:28,719 girl who was friends with Lizzy who 6869 02:13:28,719 --> 02:13:32,550 girl who was friends with Lizzy who actually helped Lizzy uh dox me and do 6870 02:13:32,550 --> 02:13:32,560 actually helped Lizzy uh dox me and do 6871 02:13:32,560 --> 02:13:34,310 actually helped Lizzy uh dox me and do all of the swatting. this this girl 6872 02:13:34,310 --> 02:13:34,320 all of the swatting. this this girl 6873 02:13:34,320 --> 02:13:37,030 all of the swatting. this this girl literally like admitted this. Um, and 6874 02:13:37,030 --> 02:13:37,040 literally like admitted this. Um, and 6875 02:13:37,040 --> 02:13:39,750 literally like admitted this. Um, and she attempted to try to claim that I 6876 02:13:39,750 --> 02:13:39,760 she attempted to try to claim that I 6877 02:13:39,760 --> 02:13:42,310 she attempted to try to claim that I didn't have like OCD, which is another 6878 02:13:42,310 --> 02:13:42,320 didn't have like OCD, which is another 6879 02:13:42,320 --> 02:13:44,709 didn't have like OCD, which is another thing that I I deal with and it caused 6880 02:13:44,709 --> 02:13:44,719 thing that I I deal with and it caused 6881 02:13:44,719 --> 02:13:47,430 thing that I I deal with and it caused me to have to literally post my the 6882 02:13:47,430 --> 02:13:47,440 me to have to literally post my the 6883 02:13:47,440 --> 02:13:49,350 me to have to literally post my the proof that I was diagnosed for it. It's 6884 02:13:49,350 --> 02:13:49,360 proof that I was diagnosed for it. It's 6885 02:13:49,360 --> 02:13:52,229 proof that I was diagnosed for it. It's just it is strange, but it is a common 6886 02:13:52,229 --> 02:13:52,239 just it is strange, but it is a common 6887 02:13:52,239 --> 02:13:55,189 just it is strange, but it is a common thing that I get even though I have all 6888 02:13:55,189 --> 02:13:55,199 thing that I get even though I have all 6889 02:13:55,199 --> 02:13:58,390 thing that I get even though I have all of the the medical papers to back them 6890 02:13:58,390 --> 02:13:58,400 of the the medical papers to back them 6891 02:13:58,400 --> 02:14:00,709 of the the medical papers to back them up. But I will say that, you know, 6892 02:14:00,709 --> 02:14:00,719 up. But I will say that, you know, 6893 02:14:00,719 --> 02:14:02,229 up. But I will say that, you know, there's a connection between all of them 6894 02:14:02,229 --> 02:14:02,239 there's a connection between all of them 6895 02:14:02,239 --> 02:14:04,709 there's a connection between all of them because these are all people who are 6896 02:14:04,709 --> 02:14:04,719 because these are all people who are 6897 02:14:04,719 --> 02:14:07,030 because these are all people who are friends or, you know, know each other. 6898 02:14:07,030 --> 02:14:07,040 friends or, you know, know each other. 6899 02:14:07,040 --> 02:14:08,950 friends or, you know, know each other. And that's where this has sort of come 6900 02:14:08,950 --> 02:14:08,960 And that's where this has sort of come 6901 02:14:08,960 --> 02:14:11,270 And that's where this has sort of come from is like that group of like people 6902 02:14:11,270 --> 02:14:11,280 from is like that group of like people 6903 02:14:11,280 --> 02:14:13,830 from is like that group of like people like Blue-Eyed and and like Lizzy and 6904 02:14:13,830 --> 02:14:13,840 like Blue-Eyed and and like Lizzy and 6905 02:14:13,840 --> 02:14:15,830 like Blue-Eyed and and like Lizzy and like Zealous and, you know, that other 6906 02:14:15,830 --> 02:14:15,840 like Zealous and, you know, that other 6907 02:14:15,840 --> 02:14:17,830 like Zealous and, you know, that other girl, you know, it's that's where it 6908 02:14:17,830 --> 02:14:17,840 girl, you know, it's that's where it 6909 02:14:17,840 --> 02:14:21,510 girl, you know, it's that's where it kind of comes from. Gotcha. So, this is 6910 02:14:21,510 --> 02:14:21,520 kind of comes from. Gotcha. So, this is 6911 02:14:21,520 --> 02:14:24,310 kind of comes from. Gotcha. So, this is just like a an a question I had because 6912 02:14:24,310 --> 02:14:24,320 just like a an a question I had because 6913 02:14:24,320 --> 02:14:26,390 just like a an a question I had because you posted um to your account because 6914 02:14:26,390 --> 02:14:26,400 you posted um to your account because 6915 02:14:26,400 --> 02:14:27,910 you posted um to your account because you've been like obviously because of 6916 02:14:27,910 --> 02:14:27,920 you've been like obviously because of 6917 02:14:27,920 --> 02:14:29,990 you've been like obviously because of these people accusing you of faking 6918 02:14:29,990 --> 02:14:30,000 these people accusing you of faking 6919 02:14:30,000 --> 02:14:31,910 these people accusing you of faking mental health stuff and like even with 6920 02:14:31,910 --> 02:14:31,920 mental health stuff and like even with 6921 02:14:31,920 --> 02:14:33,830 mental health stuff and like even with the GoFundMe stuff, faking like actual 6922 02:14:33,830 --> 02:14:33,840 the GoFundMe stuff, faking like actual 6923 02:14:33,840 --> 02:14:36,870 the GoFundMe stuff, faking like actual like conditions you had. Um was the 6924 02:14:36,870 --> 02:14:36,880 like conditions you had. Um was the 6925 02:14:36,880 --> 02:14:38,550 like conditions you had. Um was the heart monitor that you posted in 6926 02:14:38,550 --> 02:14:38,560 heart monitor that you posted in 6927 02:14:38,560 --> 02:14:40,229 heart monitor that you posted in relation to when you were dealing with 6928 02:14:40,229 --> 02:14:40,239 relation to when you were dealing with 6929 02:14:40,239 --> 02:14:42,069 relation to when you were dealing with the MCAS stuff because you mentioned 6930 02:14:42,069 --> 02:14:42,079 the MCAS stuff because you mentioned 6931 02:14:42,079 --> 02:14:44,470 the MCAS stuff because you mentioned that like you had like heart like high 6932 02:14:44,470 --> 02:14:44,480 that like you had like heart like high 6933 02:14:44,480 --> 02:14:46,790 that like you had like heart like high like heart elevation kind of thing. I 6934 02:14:46,790 --> 02:14:46,800 like heart elevation kind of thing. I 6935 02:14:46,800 --> 02:14:48,709 like heart elevation kind of thing. I was just wondering if that was this Zo 6936 02:14:48,709 --> 02:14:48,719 was just wondering if that was this Zo 6937 02:14:48,719 --> 02:14:50,790 was just wondering if that was this Zo monitor was something related to the 6938 02:14:50,790 --> 02:14:50,800 monitor was something related to the 6939 02:14:50,800 --> 02:14:53,990 monitor was something related to the MCAS that you were going through. Well, 6940 02:14:53,990 --> 02:14:54,000 MCAS that you were going through. Well, 6941 02:14:54,000 --> 02:14:57,430 MCAS that you were going through. Well, so this was more so related to the long 6942 02:14:57,430 --> 02:14:57,440 so this was more so related to the long 6943 02:14:57,440 --> 02:15:01,430 so this was more so related to the long COVID because MCAS long CO is like a 6944 02:15:01,430 --> 02:15:01,440 COVID because MCAS long CO is like a 6945 02:15:01,440 --> 02:15:04,310 COVID because MCAS long CO is like a general term for pretty much any kind of 6946 02:15:04,310 --> 02:15:04,320 general term for pretty much any kind of 6947 02:15:04,320 --> 02:15:06,709 general term for pretty much any kind of condition that you develop from the CO 6948 02:15:06,709 --> 02:15:06,719 condition that you develop from the CO 6949 02:15:06,719 --> 02:15:09,510 condition that you develop from the CO infection. So MCAS is one of those 6950 02:15:09,510 --> 02:15:09,520 infection. So MCAS is one of those 6951 02:15:09,520 --> 02:15:11,510 infection. So MCAS is one of those things. But another thing that I had 6952 02:15:11,510 --> 02:15:11,520 things. But another thing that I had 6953 02:15:11,520 --> 02:15:14,229 things. But another thing that I had also gotten was like very high blood 6954 02:15:14,229 --> 02:15:14,239 also gotten was like very high blood 6955 02:15:14,239 --> 02:15:17,189 also gotten was like very high blood pressure, extremely high heart rate. Um, 6956 02:15:17,189 --> 02:15:17,199 pressure, extremely high heart rate. Um, 6957 02:15:17,199 --> 02:15:19,350 pressure, extremely high heart rate. Um, and it was getting really bad. Like it 6958 02:15:19,350 --> 02:15:19,360 and it was getting really bad. Like it 6959 02:15:19,360 --> 02:15:21,350 and it was getting really bad. Like it was to a point where I will never forget 6960 02:15:21,350 --> 02:15:21,360 was to a point where I will never forget 6961 02:15:21,360 --> 02:15:22,629 was to a point where I will never forget it was like two weeks after having 6962 02:15:22,629 --> 02:15:22,639 it was like two weeks after having 6963 02:15:22,639 --> 02:15:25,270 it was like two weeks after having COVID. I was laying down and I sat up 6964 02:15:25,270 --> 02:15:25,280 COVID. I was laying down and I sat up 6965 02:15:25,280 --> 02:15:28,149 COVID. I was laying down and I sat up and I felt so bad. I felt so out of 6966 02:15:28,149 --> 02:15:28,159 and I felt so bad. I felt so out of 6967 02:15:28,159 --> 02:15:31,109 and I felt so bad. I felt so out of breath and weak. And I asked Cam, "Can 6968 02:15:31,109 --> 02:15:31,119 breath and weak. And I asked Cam, "Can 6969 02:15:31,119 --> 02:15:32,870 breath and weak. And I asked Cam, "Can you please check my blood pressure? I 6970 02:15:32,870 --> 02:15:32,880 you please check my blood pressure? I 6971 02:15:32,880 --> 02:15:35,189 you please check my blood pressure? I don't feel good." And he checked it and 6972 02:15:35,189 --> 02:15:35,199 don't feel good." And he checked it and 6973 02:15:35,199 --> 02:15:37,510 don't feel good." And he checked it and I had really high blood pressure. and my 6974 02:15:37,510 --> 02:15:37,520 I had really high blood pressure. and my 6975 02:15:37,520 --> 02:15:41,030 I had really high blood pressure. and my heart rate was 190 just sitting there, 6976 02:15:41,030 --> 02:15:41,040 heart rate was 190 just sitting there, 6977 02:15:41,040 --> 02:15:43,270 heart rate was 190 just sitting there, which if you know, you know, that's not 6978 02:15:43,270 --> 02:15:43,280 which if you know, you know, that's not 6979 02:15:43,280 --> 02:15:46,310 which if you know, you know, that's not good. 190 is really really bad, right? 6980 02:15:46,310 --> 02:15:46,320 good. 190 is really really bad, right? 6981 02:15:46,320 --> 02:15:49,510 good. 190 is really really bad, right? Um, so they we we went to the ER, they 6982 02:15:49,510 --> 02:15:49,520 Um, so they we we went to the ER, they 6983 02:15:49,520 --> 02:15:51,270 Um, so they we we went to the ER, they did a bunch of blood tests to check for 6984 02:15:51,270 --> 02:15:51,280 did a bunch of blood tests to check for 6985 02:15:51,280 --> 02:15:53,350 did a bunch of blood tests to check for like damage of the heart and luckily 6986 02:15:53,350 --> 02:15:53,360 like damage of the heart and luckily 6987 02:15:53,360 --> 02:15:54,950 like damage of the heart and luckily they were not able to find anything 6988 02:15:54,950 --> 02:15:54,960 they were not able to find anything 6989 02:15:54,960 --> 02:15:58,390 they were not able to find anything there. So I was then referred to by my 6990 02:15:58,390 --> 02:15:58,400 there. So I was then referred to by my 6991 02:15:58,400 --> 02:16:00,750 there. So I was then referred to by my general practitioner to go to a 6992 02:16:00,750 --> 02:16:00,760 general practitioner to go to a 6993 02:16:00,760 --> 02:16:04,229 general practitioner to go to a cardiologist and they did a ultrasound 6994 02:16:04,229 --> 02:16:04,239 cardiologist and they did a ultrasound 6995 02:16:04,239 --> 02:16:06,270 cardiologist and they did a ultrasound on my heart like the uh the echo 6996 02:16:06,270 --> 02:16:06,280 on my heart like the uh the echo 6997 02:16:06,280 --> 02:16:08,870 on my heart like the uh the echo cardiogram stress test different things 6998 02:16:08,870 --> 02:16:08,880 cardiogram stress test different things 6999 02:16:08,880 --> 02:16:11,589 cardiogram stress test different things and one of those things was what I had 7000 02:16:11,589 --> 02:16:11,599 and one of those things was what I had 7001 02:16:11,599 --> 02:16:13,430 and one of those things was what I had posted. It's like a like a halter 7002 02:16:13,430 --> 02:16:13,440 posted. It's like a like a halter 7003 02:16:13,440 --> 02:16:16,310 posted. It's like a like a halter monitor that they like taped to my chest 7004 02:16:16,310 --> 02:16:16,320 monitor that they like taped to my chest 7005 02:16:16,320 --> 02:16:19,830 monitor that they like taped to my chest and I had to hold it on there for I want 7006 02:16:19,830 --> 02:16:19,840 and I had to hold it on there for I want 7007 02:16:19,840 --> 02:16:22,229 and I had to hold it on there for I want to say it was 24 hours or it was either 7008 02:16:22,229 --> 02:16:22,239 to say it was 24 hours or it was either 7009 02:16:22,239 --> 02:16:24,550 to say it was 24 hours or it was either 24 or 48. I always kind of forget which 7010 02:16:24,550 --> 02:16:24,560 24 or 48. I always kind of forget which 7011 02:16:24,560 --> 02:16:28,550 24 or 48. I always kind of forget which one, but I feel like it was 24. Um, and 7012 02:16:28,550 --> 02:16:28,560 one, but I feel like it was 24. Um, and 7013 02:16:28,560 --> 02:16:31,189 one, but I feel like it was 24. Um, and then I remember I had to take it off, 7014 02:16:31,189 --> 02:16:31,199 then I remember I had to take it off, 7015 02:16:31,199 --> 02:16:33,110 then I remember I had to take it off, uh, hit a little button, and then we had 7016 02:16:33,110 --> 02:16:33,120 uh, hit a little button, and then we had 7017 02:16:33,120 --> 02:16:34,629 uh, hit a little button, and then we had to give it back to the cardiologist 7018 02:16:34,629 --> 02:16:34,639 to give it back to the cardiologist 7019 02:16:34,639 --> 02:16:36,629 to give it back to the cardiologist because basically what they're trying to 7020 02:16:36,629 --> 02:16:36,639 because basically what they're trying to 7021 02:16:36,639 --> 02:16:38,549 because basically what they're trying to do is see if they can find any kind of 7022 02:16:38,549 --> 02:16:38,559 do is see if they can find any kind of 7023 02:16:38,559 --> 02:16:42,230 do is see if they can find any kind of like arrhythmia patterns that they can 7024 02:16:42,230 --> 02:16:42,240 like arrhythmia patterns that they can 7025 02:16:42,240 --> 02:16:44,309 like arrhythmia patterns that they can recognize that could give them an 7026 02:16:44,309 --> 02:16:44,319 recognize that could give them an 7027 02:16:44,319 --> 02:16:46,790 recognize that could give them an indication what on what's like going on. 7028 02:16:46,790 --> 02:16:46,800 indication what on what's like going on. 7029 02:16:46,800 --> 02:16:48,950 indication what on what's like going on. And so that's what that was. This was 7030 02:16:48,950 --> 02:16:48,960 And so that's what that was. This was 7031 02:16:48,960 --> 02:16:50,629 And so that's what that was. This was just them trying to figure out a 7032 02:16:50,629 --> 02:16:50,639 just them trying to figure out a 7033 02:16:50,639 --> 02:16:53,349 just them trying to figure out a pattern. And in the end, uh, they wound 7034 02:16:53,349 --> 02:16:53,359 pattern. And in the end, uh, they wound 7035 02:16:53,359 --> 02:16:56,150 pattern. And in the end, uh, they wound up determining that this was from a long 7036 02:16:56,150 --> 02:16:56,160 up determining that this was from a long 7037 02:16:56,160 --> 02:16:58,870 up determining that this was from a long COVID induced, uh, just inflammation of 7038 02:16:58,870 --> 02:16:58,880 COVID induced, uh, just inflammation of 7039 02:16:58,880 --> 02:17:00,790 COVID induced, uh, just inflammation of the heart, which unfortunately does 7040 02:17:00,790 --> 02:17:00,800 the heart, which unfortunately does 7041 02:17:00,800 --> 02:17:03,110 the heart, which unfortunately does happen for some people. Um, but the 7042 02:17:03,110 --> 02:17:03,120 happen for some people. Um, but the 7043 02:17:03,120 --> 02:17:04,870 happen for some people. Um, but the inflammation after like a few months did 7044 02:17:04,870 --> 02:17:04,880 inflammation after like a few months did 7045 02:17:04,880 --> 02:17:06,950 inflammation after like a few months did wind up kind of calming down. Okay, 7046 02:17:06,950 --> 02:17:06,960 wind up kind of calming down. Okay, 7047 02:17:06,960 --> 02:17:09,190 wind up kind of calming down. Okay, that's good. I mean, thank God you don't 7048 02:17:09,190 --> 02:17:09,200 that's good. I mean, thank God you don't 7049 02:17:09,200 --> 02:17:11,110 that's good. I mean, thank God you don't want to have problems at 30. That'd be 7050 02:17:11,110 --> 02:17:11,120 want to have problems at 30. That'd be 7051 02:17:11,120 --> 02:17:13,030 want to have problems at 30. That'd be kind of concerning. It's It's 7052 02:17:13,030 --> 02:17:13,040 kind of concerning. It's It's 7053 02:17:13,040 --> 02:17:15,110 kind of concerning. It's It's terrifying. Honestly, I was I was really 7054 02:17:15,110 --> 02:17:15,120 terrifying. Honestly, I was I was really 7055 02:17:15,120 --> 02:17:17,509 terrifying. Honestly, I was I was really scared during that time. 7056 02:17:17,509 --> 02:17:17,519 scared during that time. 7057 02:17:17,519 --> 02:17:19,830 scared during that time. So, this is just one last thing, one 7058 02:17:19,830 --> 02:17:19,840 So, this is just one last thing, one 7059 02:17:19,840 --> 02:17:21,589 So, this is just one last thing, one last tiny little thing that I don't know 7060 02:17:21,589 --> 02:17:21,599 last tiny little thing that I don't know 7061 02:17:21,599 --> 02:17:24,070 last tiny little thing that I don't know if that's, you know, a big deal, but 7062 02:17:24,070 --> 02:17:24,080 if that's, you know, a big deal, but 7063 02:17:24,080 --> 02:17:25,750 if that's, you know, a big deal, but it's something that I completely forgot 7064 02:17:25,750 --> 02:17:25,760 it's something that I completely forgot 7065 02:17:25,760 --> 02:17:28,230 it's something that I completely forgot to ask you about uh when I was going 7066 02:17:28,230 --> 02:17:28,240 to ask you about uh when I was going 7067 02:17:28,240 --> 02:17:30,469 to ask you about uh when I was going through this list, but somebody but not 7068 02:17:30,469 --> 02:17:30,479 through this list, but somebody but not 7069 02:17:30,479 --> 02:17:32,629 through this list, but somebody but not somebody I was able to find it through 7070 02:17:32,629 --> 02:17:32,639 somebody I was able to find it through 7071 02:17:32,639 --> 02:17:35,589 somebody I was able to find it through something that was posted um you're 7072 02:17:35,589 --> 02:17:35,599 something that was posted um you're 7073 02:17:35,599 --> 02:17:38,309 something that was posted um you're related, but um do you recall somebody 7074 02:17:38,309 --> 02:17:38,319 related, but um do you recall somebody 7075 02:17:38,319 --> 02:17:41,910 related, but um do you recall somebody named Sparks Channel by any chance? 7076 02:17:41,910 --> 02:17:41,920 named Sparks Channel by any chance? 7077 02:17:41,920 --> 02:17:44,230 named Sparks Channel by any chance? I do. I do remember Spark's channel. 7078 02:17:44,230 --> 02:17:44,240 I do. I do remember Spark's channel. 7079 02:17:44,240 --> 02:17:45,910 I do. I do remember Spark's channel. Okay. because they were apparently 7080 02:17:45,910 --> 02:17:45,920 Okay. because they were apparently 7081 02:17:45,920 --> 02:17:48,389 Okay. because they were apparently somebody who made art that apparently 7082 02:17:48,389 --> 02:17:48,399 somebody who made art that apparently 7083 02:17:48,399 --> 02:17:50,309 somebody who made art that apparently you stole or something like that. I 7084 02:17:50,309 --> 02:17:50,319 you stole or something like that. I 7085 02:17:50,319 --> 02:17:53,190 you stole or something like that. I don't know. Um, apparently Blue-Eyed Fox 7086 02:17:53,190 --> 02:17:53,200 don't know. Um, apparently Blue-Eyed Fox 7087 02:17:53,200 --> 02:17:55,270 don't know. Um, apparently Blue-Eyed Fox is seen here saying that she took his 7088 02:17:55,270 --> 02:17:55,280 is seen here saying that she took his 7089 02:17:55,280 --> 02:17:56,870 is seen here saying that she took his art and manipulated it for 8,000 7090 02:17:56,870 --> 02:17:56,880 art and manipulated it for 8,000 7091 02:17:56,880 --> 02:17:58,790 art and manipulated it for 8,000 followers or something like that. I feel 7092 02:17:58,790 --> 02:17:58,800 followers or something like that. I feel 7093 02:17:58,800 --> 02:18:01,030 followers or something like that. I feel like art theft is not like the biggest 7094 02:18:01,030 --> 02:18:01,040 like art theft is not like the biggest 7095 02:18:01,040 --> 02:18:03,669 like art theft is not like the biggest egregious thing ever, but I should ask 7096 02:18:03,669 --> 02:18:03,679 egregious thing ever, but I should ask 7097 02:18:03,679 --> 02:18:05,110 egregious thing ever, but I should ask you about it because I did kind of 7098 02:18:05,110 --> 02:18:05,120 you about it because I did kind of 7099 02:18:05,120 --> 02:18:06,389 you about it because I did kind of forget about it because apparently he 7100 02:18:06,389 --> 02:18:06,399 forget about it because apparently he 7101 02:18:06,399 --> 02:18:07,669 forget about it because apparently he tried to take his life over it or 7102 02:18:07,669 --> 02:18:07,679 tried to take his life over it or 7103 02:18:07,679 --> 02:18:09,669 tried to take his life over it or something. So, I thought maybe that's 7104 02:18:09,669 --> 02:18:09,679 something. So, I thought maybe that's 7105 02:18:09,679 --> 02:18:12,469 something. So, I thought maybe that's something we should talk about. story. 7106 02:18:12,469 --> 02:18:12,479 something we should talk about. story. 7107 02:18:12,479 --> 02:18:14,469 something we should talk about. story. Of course, it's important. And that that 7108 02:18:14,469 --> 02:18:14,479 Of course, it's important. And that that 7109 02:18:14,479 --> 02:18:17,110 Of course, it's important. And that that is the story that is kind of pushed, but 7110 02:18:17,110 --> 02:18:17,120 is the story that is kind of pushed, but 7111 02:18:17,120 --> 02:18:19,030 is the story that is kind of pushed, but uh pretty much what happened was Sparks 7112 02:18:19,030 --> 02:18:19,040 uh pretty much what happened was Sparks 7113 02:18:19,040 --> 02:18:22,629 uh pretty much what happened was Sparks was a artist who was, you know, he he 7114 02:18:22,629 --> 02:18:22,639 was a artist who was, you know, he he 7115 02:18:22,639 --> 02:18:24,389 was a artist who was, you know, he he was known for being able to replicate 7116 02:18:24,389 --> 02:18:24,399 was known for being able to replicate 7117 02:18:24,399 --> 02:18:27,349 was known for being able to replicate like the Sonic Channel style and uh we 7118 02:18:27,349 --> 02:18:27,359 like the Sonic Channel style and uh we 7119 02:18:27,359 --> 02:18:28,629 like the Sonic Channel style and uh we were friends, like we followed each 7120 02:18:28,629 --> 02:18:28,639 were friends, like we followed each 7121 02:18:28,639 --> 02:18:30,150 were friends, like we followed each other and I reached out to him and I 7122 02:18:30,150 --> 02:18:30,160 other and I reached out to him and I 7123 02:18:30,160 --> 02:18:32,469 other and I reached out to him and I said, "Hey, um would you be willing to 7124 02:18:32,469 --> 02:18:32,479 said, "Hey, um would you be willing to 7125 02:18:32,479 --> 02:18:34,629 said, "Hey, um would you be willing to like do like an art piece for me for 7126 02:18:34,629 --> 02:18:34,639 like do like an art piece for me for 7127 02:18:34,639 --> 02:18:37,750 like do like an art piece for me for whenever whenever I hit 8,000 followers, 7128 02:18:37,750 --> 02:18:37,760 whenever whenever I hit 8,000 followers, 7129 02:18:37,760 --> 02:18:39,830 whenever whenever I hit 8,000 followers, like it's like a milestone post." So, 7130 02:18:39,830 --> 02:18:39,840 like it's like a milestone post." So, 7131 02:18:39,840 --> 02:18:41,110 like it's like a milestone post." So, it' be like, "Thank you for 8,000 7132 02:18:41,110 --> 02:18:41,120 it' be like, "Thank you for 8,000 7133 02:18:41,120 --> 02:18:42,549 it' be like, "Thank you for 8,000 followers and then like have his little 7134 02:18:42,549 --> 02:18:42,559 followers and then like have his little 7135 02:18:42,559 --> 02:18:44,230 followers and then like have his little art piece on it." And I said, "You know, 7136 02:18:44,230 --> 02:18:44,240 art piece on it." And I said, "You know, 7137 02:18:44,240 --> 02:18:46,150 art piece on it." And I said, "You know, I can pay you and everything." And he 7138 02:18:46,150 --> 02:18:46,160 I can pay you and everything." And he 7139 02:18:46,160 --> 02:18:47,910 I can pay you and everything." And he told me, "Oh, no, no, no. Like, no, you 7140 02:18:47,910 --> 02:18:47,920 told me, "Oh, no, no, no. Like, no, you 7141 02:18:47,920 --> 02:18:49,830 told me, "Oh, no, no, no. Like, no, you don't have to do that. Like, I I just 7142 02:18:49,830 --> 02:18:49,840 don't have to do that. Like, I I just 7143 02:18:49,840 --> 02:18:51,429 don't have to do that. Like, I I just would love to draw it for you." And at 7144 02:18:51,429 --> 02:18:51,439 would love to draw it for you." And at 7145 02:18:51,439 --> 02:18:52,870 would love to draw it for you." And at this point, you know, I'm a lot smaller. 7146 02:18:52,870 --> 02:18:52,880 this point, you know, I'm a lot smaller. 7147 02:18:52,880 --> 02:18:54,629 this point, you know, I'm a lot smaller. So, I'm like, "Oh, okay." Like, well, 7148 02:18:54,629 --> 02:18:54,639 So, I'm like, "Oh, okay." Like, well, 7149 02:18:54,639 --> 02:18:57,110 So, I'm like, "Oh, okay." Like, well, thank you. And, uh, basically what 7150 02:18:57,110 --> 02:18:57,120 thank you. And, uh, basically what 7151 02:18:57,120 --> 02:18:59,750 thank you. And, uh, basically what happened is I hit the 8,000 mark. I 7152 02:18:59,750 --> 02:18:59,760 happened is I hit the 8,000 mark. I 7153 02:18:59,760 --> 02:19:03,110 happened is I hit the 8,000 mark. I posted it and then at some point I began 7154 02:19:03,110 --> 02:19:03,120 posted it and then at some point I began 7155 02:19:03,120 --> 02:19:05,910 posted it and then at some point I began hearing from Blue-Eyed and you know 7156 02:19:05,910 --> 02:19:05,920 hearing from Blue-Eyed and you know 7157 02:19:05,920 --> 02:19:09,110 hearing from Blue-Eyed and you know their group of people saying that pretty 7158 02:19:09,110 --> 02:19:09,120 their group of people saying that pretty 7159 02:19:09,120 --> 02:19:10,870 their group of people saying that pretty much these accusations that you're 7160 02:19:10,870 --> 02:19:10,880 much these accusations that you're 7161 02:19:10,880 --> 02:19:13,349 much these accusations that you're talking about and I was just like what 7162 02:19:13,349 --> 02:19:13,359 talking about and I was just like what 7163 02:19:13,359 --> 02:19:16,230 talking about and I was just like what what's going on you know and um I guess 7164 02:19:16,230 --> 02:19:16,240 what's going on you know and um I guess 7165 02:19:16,240 --> 02:19:18,309 what's going on you know and um I guess it was something to like the effect of 7166 02:19:18,309 --> 02:19:18,319 it was something to like the effect of 7167 02:19:18,319 --> 02:19:21,030 it was something to like the effect of well he she didn't even post the art you 7168 02:19:21,030 --> 02:19:21,040 well he she didn't even post the art you 7169 02:19:21,040 --> 02:19:23,429 well he she didn't even post the art you know and which was weird cuz I did and 7170 02:19:23,429 --> 02:19:23,439 know and which was weird cuz I did and 7171 02:19:23,439 --> 02:19:25,349 know and which was weird cuz I did and at one point I wound up just confronting 7172 02:19:25,349 --> 02:19:25,359 at one point I wound up just confronting 7173 02:19:25,359 --> 02:19:27,349 at one point I wound up just confronting Sparks in DM saying like I don't know 7174 02:19:27,349 --> 02:19:27,359 Sparks in DM saying like I don't know 7175 02:19:27,359 --> 02:19:28,950 Sparks in DM saying like I don't know why you're telling people I didn't post 7176 02:19:28,950 --> 02:19:28,960 why you're telling people I didn't post 7177 02:19:28,960 --> 02:19:30,790 why you're telling people I didn't post the art. I I it's right here and I 7178 02:19:30,790 --> 02:19:30,800 the art. I I it's right here and I 7179 02:19:30,800 --> 02:19:32,549 the art. I I it's right here and I leaked it to him and he literally 7180 02:19:32,549 --> 02:19:32,559 leaked it to him and he literally 7181 02:19:32,559 --> 02:19:35,110 leaked it to him and he literally stopped in his tracks and said, "Oh my 7182 02:19:35,110 --> 02:19:35,120 stopped in his tracks and said, "Oh my 7183 02:19:35,120 --> 02:19:38,150 stopped in his tracks and said, "Oh my god, I've made such a big mistake. I I 7184 02:19:38,150 --> 02:19:38,160 god, I've made such a big mistake. I I 7185 02:19:38,160 --> 02:19:40,790 god, I've made such a big mistake. I I didn't see it. I thought I I did not 7186 02:19:40,790 --> 02:19:40,800 didn't see it. I thought I I did not 7187 02:19:40,800 --> 02:19:43,349 didn't see it. I thought I I did not know. I'm I'm I'm so sorry." And I said, 7188 02:19:43,349 --> 02:19:43,359 know. I'm I'm I'm so sorry." And I said, 7189 02:19:43,359 --> 02:19:45,270 know. I'm I'm I'm so sorry." And I said, "No, it's okay. It's it's not a big 7190 02:19:45,270 --> 02:19:45,280 "No, it's okay. It's it's not a big 7191 02:19:45,280 --> 02:19:47,990 "No, it's okay. It's it's not a big deal." But at that point, he was sort of 7192 02:19:47,990 --> 02:19:48,000 deal." But at that point, he was sort of 7193 02:19:48,000 --> 02:19:50,230 deal." But at that point, he was sort of like already roped in with like Blue 7194 02:19:50,230 --> 02:19:50,240 like already roped in with like Blue 7195 02:19:50,240 --> 02:19:53,349 like already roped in with like Blue Eyes kind of group of people, and he 7196 02:19:53,349 --> 02:19:53,359 Eyes kind of group of people, and he 7197 02:19:53,359 --> 02:19:55,190 Eyes kind of group of people, and he didn't really know how to communicate 7198 02:19:55,190 --> 02:19:55,200 didn't really know how to communicate 7199 02:19:55,200 --> 02:19:57,190 didn't really know how to communicate because he was really uncomfortable. So 7200 02:19:57,190 --> 02:19:57,200 because he was really uncomfortable. So 7201 02:19:57,200 --> 02:19:58,870 because he was really uncomfortable. So he would wind up talking to a friend of 7202 02:19:58,870 --> 02:19:58,880 he would wind up talking to a friend of 7203 02:19:58,880 --> 02:20:02,469 he would wind up talking to a friend of mine the whole time being in that group. 7204 02:20:02,469 --> 02:20:02,479 mine the whole time being in that group. 7205 02:20:02,479 --> 02:20:03,750 mine the whole time being in that group. It was the same group that the other 7206 02:20:03,750 --> 02:20:03,760 It was the same group that the other 7207 02:20:03,760 --> 02:20:05,110 It was the same group that the other friend of mine was in where they were 7208 02:20:05,110 --> 02:20:05,120 friend of mine was in where they were 7209 02:20:05,120 --> 02:20:07,270 friend of mine was in where they were watching Blue-Eyed like Photoshop the 7210 02:20:07,270 --> 02:20:07,280 watching Blue-Eyed like Photoshop the 7211 02:20:07,280 --> 02:20:09,190 watching Blue-Eyed like Photoshop the bruises on me and stuff like that. And 7212 02:20:09,190 --> 02:20:09,200 bruises on me and stuff like that. And 7213 02:20:09,200 --> 02:20:11,910 bruises on me and stuff like that. And he was within that group and he was 7214 02:20:11,910 --> 02:20:11,920 he was within that group and he was 7215 02:20:11,920 --> 02:20:13,510 he was within that group and he was screenshotting everything and like 7216 02:20:13,510 --> 02:20:13,520 screenshotting everything and like 7217 02:20:13,520 --> 02:20:15,429 screenshotting everything and like literally showing it to my friend which 7218 02:20:15,429 --> 02:20:15,439 literally showing it to my friend which 7219 02:20:15,439 --> 02:20:17,510 literally showing it to my friend which is how a lot of these things became 7220 02:20:17,510 --> 02:20:17,520 is how a lot of these things became 7221 02:20:17,520 --> 02:20:18,830 is how a lot of these things became public. 7222 02:20:18,830 --> 02:20:18,840 public. 7223 02:20:18,840 --> 02:20:22,230 public. Um because Sparks was he felt really bad 7224 02:20:22,230 --> 02:20:22,240 Um because Sparks was he felt really bad 7225 02:20:22,240 --> 02:20:23,590 Um because Sparks was he felt really bad about what happened. And so he was 7226 02:20:23,590 --> 02:20:23,600 about what happened. And so he was 7227 02:20:23,600 --> 02:20:25,190 about what happened. And so he was sending these updates to a friend of 7228 02:20:25,190 --> 02:20:25,200 sending these updates to a friend of 7229 02:20:25,200 --> 02:20:26,710 sending these updates to a friend of mine saying like I don't know what to 7230 02:20:26,710 --> 02:20:26,720 mine saying like I don't know what to 7231 02:20:26,720 --> 02:20:28,630 mine saying like I don't know what to do. Like I I feel really bad. I didn't 7232 02:20:28,630 --> 02:20:28,640 do. Like I I feel really bad. I didn't 7233 02:20:28,640 --> 02:20:31,830 do. Like I I feel really bad. I didn't mean to cause all of this. But no, I 7234 02:20:31,830 --> 02:20:31,840 mean to cause all of this. But no, I 7235 02:20:31,840 --> 02:20:33,750 mean to cause all of this. But no, I didn't draw I didn't like drive this guy 7236 02:20:33,750 --> 02:20:33,760 didn't draw I didn't like drive this guy 7237 02:20:33,760 --> 02:20:36,070 didn't draw I didn't like drive this guy to like suicide. This was a literal 7238 02:20:36,070 --> 02:20:36,080 to like suicide. This was a literal 7239 02:20:36,080 --> 02:20:38,230 to like suicide. This was a literal miscommunication where he just thought I 7240 02:20:38,230 --> 02:20:38,240 miscommunication where he just thought I 7241 02:20:38,240 --> 02:20:40,870 miscommunication where he just thought I didn't post the art that he did, but I 7242 02:20:40,870 --> 02:20:40,880 didn't post the art that he did, but I 7243 02:20:40,880 --> 02:20:43,030 didn't post the art that he did, but I did. And then I sent it to him and that 7244 02:20:43,030 --> 02:20:43,040 did. And then I sent it to him and that 7245 02:20:43,040 --> 02:20:45,670 did. And then I sent it to him and that was it. But Blue-Eyed then took that 7246 02:20:45,670 --> 02:20:45,680 was it. But Blue-Eyed then took that 7247 02:20:45,680 --> 02:20:47,550 was it. But Blue-Eyed then took that story and kind 7248 02:20:47,550 --> 02:20:47,560 story and kind 7249 02:20:47,560 --> 02:20:51,510 story and kind of what's the word? Um tried to make it 7250 02:20:51,510 --> 02:20:51,520 of what's the word? Um tried to make it 7251 02:20:51,520 --> 02:20:53,429 of what's the word? Um tried to make it sound worse than what it was, I guess. I 7252 02:20:53,429 --> 02:20:53,439 sound worse than what it was, I guess. I 7253 02:20:53,439 --> 02:20:54,870 sound worse than what it was, I guess. I I feel like there's a term for that. I'm 7254 02:20:54,870 --> 02:20:54,880 I feel like there's a term for that. I'm 7255 02:20:54,880 --> 02:20:58,070 I feel like there's a term for that. I'm not thinking of it. Right. Right. I I 7256 02:20:58,070 --> 02:20:58,080 not thinking of it. Right. Right. I I 7257 02:20:58,080 --> 02:21:00,950 not thinking of it. Right. Right. I I couldn't recall the exact 7258 02:21:00,950 --> 02:21:00,960 couldn't recall the exact 7259 02:21:00,960 --> 02:21:04,150 couldn't recall the exact Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Probably that. Yeah, I 7260 02:21:04,150 --> 02:21:04,160 Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Probably that. Yeah, I 7261 02:21:04,160 --> 02:21:07,190 Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Probably that. Yeah, I wasing it. Catastrophize, but uh Yeah, 7262 02:21:07,190 --> 02:21:07,200 wasing it. Catastrophize, but uh Yeah, 7263 02:21:07,200 --> 02:21:08,870 wasing it. Catastrophize, but uh Yeah, like something like that. Definitely 7264 02:21:08,870 --> 02:21:08,880 like something like that. Definitely 7265 02:21:08,880 --> 02:21:11,590 like something like that. Definitely that. Definitely that. But no, like with 7266 02:21:11,590 --> 02:21:11,600 that. Definitely that. But no, like with 7267 02:21:11,600 --> 02:21:13,910 that. Definitely that. But no, like with Sparks, that's Yeah, it was literally 7268 02:21:13,910 --> 02:21:13,920 Sparks, that's Yeah, it was literally 7269 02:21:13,920 --> 02:21:16,230 Sparks, that's Yeah, it was literally just a misunderstanding where he thought 7270 02:21:16,230 --> 02:21:16,240 just a misunderstanding where he thought 7271 02:21:16,240 --> 02:21:18,710 just a misunderstanding where he thought I didn't post the art he made for me. 7272 02:21:18,710 --> 02:21:18,720 I didn't post the art he made for me. 7273 02:21:18,720 --> 02:21:20,870 I didn't post the art he made for me. Uh, but I did post it and after that he 7274 02:21:20,870 --> 02:21:20,880 Uh, but I did post it and after that he 7275 02:21:20,880 --> 02:21:23,990 Uh, but I did post it and after that he apologized and we were fine. But, you 7276 02:21:23,990 --> 02:21:24,000 apologized and we were fine. But, you 7277 02:21:24,000 --> 02:21:26,630 apologized and we were fine. But, you know, the other people who then didn't 7278 02:21:26,630 --> 02:21:26,640 know, the other people who then didn't 7279 02:21:26,640 --> 02:21:28,389 know, the other people who then didn't know that, they just kind of continued, 7280 02:21:28,389 --> 02:21:28,399 know that, they just kind of continued, 7281 02:21:28,399 --> 02:21:30,150 know that, they just kind of continued, including Blue-Eyed just kind of spread 7282 02:21:30,150 --> 02:21:30,160 including Blue-Eyed just kind of spread 7283 02:21:30,160 --> 02:21:33,429 including Blue-Eyed just kind of spread that misinformation. Yeah. To people who 7284 02:21:33,429 --> 02:21:33,439 that misinformation. Yeah. To people who 7285 02:21:33,439 --> 02:21:37,030 that misinformation. Yeah. To people who don't know, right? So, this should be 7286 02:21:37,030 --> 02:21:37,040 don't know, right? So, this should be 7287 02:21:37,040 --> 02:21:39,030 don't know, right? So, this should be the last thing unless if we want to talk 7288 02:21:39,030 --> 02:21:39,040 the last thing unless if we want to talk 7289 02:21:39,040 --> 02:21:41,510 the last thing unless if we want to talk about the Saber Spark stuff. Um, and 7290 02:21:41,510 --> 02:21:41,520 about the Saber Spark stuff. Um, and 7291 02:21:41,520 --> 02:21:43,429 about the Saber Spark stuff. Um, and like dedicate a whole section to that. 7292 02:21:43,429 --> 02:21:43,439 like dedicate a whole section to that. 7293 02:21:43,439 --> 02:21:46,469 like dedicate a whole section to that. Um, because this is just the final thing 7294 02:21:46,469 --> 02:21:46,479 Um, because this is just the final thing 7295 02:21:46,479 --> 02:21:49,710 Um, because this is just the final thing in terms of your reputational like 7296 02:21:49,710 --> 02:21:49,720 in terms of your reputational like 7297 02:21:49,720 --> 02:21:51,910 in terms of your reputational like story-wise. Yeah. And then we can talk 7298 02:21:51,910 --> 02:21:51,920 story-wise. Yeah. And then we can talk 7299 02:21:51,920 --> 02:21:53,349 story-wise. Yeah. And then we can talk about Saber Spark a little bit. It's 7300 02:21:53,349 --> 02:21:53,359 about Saber Spark a little bit. It's 7301 02:21:53,359 --> 02:21:55,990 about Saber Spark a little bit. It's been like two hours. So, but uh Okay. 7302 02:21:55,990 --> 02:21:56,000 been like two hours. So, but uh Okay. 7303 02:21:56,000 --> 02:21:59,110 been like two hours. So, but uh Okay. Yeah. I don't know. We should be uh as 7304 02:21:59,110 --> 02:21:59,120 Yeah. I don't know. We should be uh as 7305 02:21:59,120 --> 02:22:01,349 Yeah. I don't know. We should be uh as thorough as possible, though. Uh we 7306 02:22:01,349 --> 02:22:01,359 thorough as possible, though. Uh we 7307 02:22:01,359 --> 02:22:03,830 thorough as possible, though. Uh we won't talk about like the main main 7308 02:22:03,830 --> 02:22:03,840 won't talk about like the main main 7309 02:22:03,840 --> 02:22:05,510 won't talk about like the main main allegations because we got to get like 7310 02:22:05,510 --> 02:22:05,520 allegations because we got to get like 7311 02:22:05,520 --> 02:22:07,670 allegations because we got to get like the wording completely in order and 7312 02:22:07,670 --> 02:22:07,680 the wording completely in order and 7313 02:22:07,680 --> 02:22:09,030 the wording completely in order and stuff, but we could talk about like the 7314 02:22:09,030 --> 02:22:09,040 stuff, but we could talk about like the 7315 02:22:09,040 --> 02:22:11,110 stuff, but we could talk about like the response video and some of the 7316 02:22:11,110 --> 02:22:11,120 response video and some of the 7317 02:22:11,120 --> 02:22:12,389 response video and some of the background stuff that's been happening 7318 02:22:12,389 --> 02:22:12,399 background stuff that's been happening 7319 02:22:12,399 --> 02:22:14,550 background stuff that's been happening during the investigation. Sure. Yeah, 7320 02:22:14,550 --> 02:22:14,560 during the investigation. Sure. Yeah, 7321 02:22:14,560 --> 02:22:16,389 during the investigation. Sure. Yeah, that sounds perfect. Uh cuz I mean your 7322 02:22:16,389 --> 02:22:16,399 that sounds perfect. Uh cuz I mean your 7323 02:22:16,399 --> 02:22:17,670 that sounds perfect. Uh cuz I mean your your statement's kind of already out 7324 02:22:17,670 --> 02:22:17,680 your statement's kind of already out 7325 02:22:17,680 --> 02:22:19,429 your statement's kind of already out there and of course when Enter goes 7326 02:22:19,429 --> 02:22:19,439 there and of course when Enter goes 7327 02:22:19,439 --> 02:22:21,590 there and of course when Enter goes through the timeline in his video, the 7328 02:22:21,590 --> 02:22:21,600 through the timeline in his video, the 7329 02:22:21,600 --> 02:22:23,030 through the timeline in his video, the things that we already talked about when 7330 02:22:23,030 --> 02:22:23,040 things that we already talked about when 7331 02:22:23,040 --> 02:22:24,550 things that we already talked about when in even in the document that I was able 7332 02:22:24,550 --> 02:22:24,560 in even in the document that I was able 7333 02:22:24,560 --> 02:22:26,070 in even in the document that I was able to put together, I think we'll end up in 7334 02:22:26,070 --> 02:22:26,080 to put together, I think we'll end up in 7335 02:22:26,080 --> 02:22:27,790 to put together, I think we'll end up in that somewhat. 7336 02:22:27,790 --> 02:22:27,800 that somewhat. 7337 02:22:27,800 --> 02:22:31,190 that somewhat. Um, so let's talk about Cessy. Cesy was 7338 02:22:31,190 --> 02:22:31,200 Um, so let's talk about Cessy. Cesy was 7339 02:22:31,200 --> 02:22:32,870 Um, so let's talk about Cessy. Cesy was an old friend of yours, somebody who 7340 02:22:32,870 --> 02:22:32,880 an old friend of yours, somebody who 7341 02:22:32,880 --> 02:22:35,510 an old friend of yours, somebody who drew art even for your private accounts. 7342 02:22:35,510 --> 02:22:35,520 drew art even for your private accounts. 7343 02:22:35,520 --> 02:22:37,830 drew art even for your private accounts. Um, they created a document where they 7344 02:22:37,830 --> 02:22:37,840 Um, they created a document where they 7345 02:22:37,840 --> 02:22:39,830 Um, they created a document where they alleged that your, uh, coowwriter for 7346 02:22:39,830 --> 02:22:39,840 alleged that your, uh, coowwriter for 7347 02:22:39,840 --> 02:22:43,349 alleged that your, uh, coowwriter for Sonic and Tales R, uh, Doria Nelson, uh, 7348 02:22:43,349 --> 02:22:43,359 Sonic and Tales R, uh, Doria Nelson, uh, 7349 02:22:43,359 --> 02:22:45,110 Sonic and Tales R, uh, Doria Nelson, uh, did something really inappropriate at 7350 02:22:45,110 --> 02:22:45,120 did something really inappropriate at 7351 02:22:45,120 --> 02:22:47,830 did something really inappropriate at Sonic Fan Jam 2017 where they apparently 7352 02:22:47,830 --> 02:22:47,840 Sonic Fan Jam 2017 where they apparently 7353 02:22:47,840 --> 02:22:50,309 Sonic Fan Jam 2017 where they apparently cuddled her in her sleep and like, you 7354 02:22:50,309 --> 02:22:50,319 cuddled her in her sleep and like, you 7355 02:22:50,319 --> 02:22:52,389 cuddled her in her sleep and like, you know, tried to brush his fingers through 7356 02:22:52,389 --> 02:22:52,399 know, tried to brush his fingers through 7357 02:22:52,399 --> 02:22:54,790 know, tried to brush his fingers through his hair and was like spooning her or 7358 02:22:54,790 --> 02:22:54,800 his hair and was like spooning her or 7359 02:22:54,800 --> 02:22:57,910 his hair and was like spooning her or something weird. Um, and when she came 7360 02:22:57,910 --> 02:22:57,920 something weird. Um, and when she came 7361 02:22:57,920 --> 02:22:59,349 something weird. Um, and when she came to you and asked you about it, you 7362 02:22:59,349 --> 02:22:59,359 to you and asked you about it, you 7363 02:22:59,359 --> 02:23:01,190 to you and asked you about it, you mentioned having kissed Dorian in the 7364 02:23:01,190 --> 02:23:01,200 mentioned having kissed Dorian in the 7365 02:23:01,200 --> 02:23:03,110 mentioned having kissed Dorian in the past. I don't know if she took that as a 7366 02:23:03,110 --> 02:23:03,120 past. I don't know if she took that as a 7367 02:23:03,120 --> 02:23:04,710 past. I don't know if she took that as a confirmation that yeah, Dorian's a 7368 02:23:04,710 --> 02:23:04,720 confirmation that yeah, Dorian's a 7369 02:23:04,720 --> 02:23:06,870 confirmation that yeah, Dorian's a weirdo, but apparently you kept Dorian 7370 02:23:06,870 --> 02:23:06,880 weirdo, but apparently you kept Dorian 7371 02:23:06,880 --> 02:23:08,870 weirdo, but apparently you kept Dorian on your team and they were like they 7372 02:23:08,870 --> 02:23:08,880 on your team and they were like they 7373 02:23:08,880 --> 02:23:10,469 on your team and they were like they they made a lot of things where this 7374 02:23:10,469 --> 02:23:10,479 they made a lot of things where this 7375 02:23:10,479 --> 02:23:13,030 they made a lot of things where this just kind of spiraled into your 7376 02:23:13,030 --> 02:23:13,040 just kind of spiraled into your 7377 02:23:13,040 --> 02:23:16,230 just kind of spiraled into your friendship kind of falling apart. Ces uh 7378 02:23:16,230 --> 02:23:16,240 friendship kind of falling apart. Ces uh 7379 02:23:16,240 --> 02:23:18,790 friendship kind of falling apart. Ces uh husband got involved at some point um 7380 02:23:18,790 --> 02:23:18,800 husband got involved at some point um 7381 02:23:18,800 --> 02:23:22,150 husband got involved at some point um and talked about how all this stuff kind 7382 02:23:22,150 --> 02:23:22,160 and talked about how all this stuff kind 7383 02:23:22,160 --> 02:23:23,750 and talked about how all this stuff kind of led to him losing his job at some 7384 02:23:23,750 --> 02:23:23,760 of led to him losing his job at some 7385 02:23:23,760 --> 02:23:26,950 of led to him losing his job at some point. uh her Cessy trying to take their 7386 02:23:26,950 --> 02:23:26,960 point. uh her Cessy trying to take their 7387 02:23:26,960 --> 02:23:29,030 point. uh her Cessy trying to take their own life. It's a kind of a big document. 7388 02:23:29,030 --> 02:23:29,040 own life. It's a kind of a big document. 7389 02:23:29,040 --> 02:23:31,830 own life. It's a kind of a big document. It's 67 pages, so forgive me if I'm like 7390 02:23:31,830 --> 02:23:31,840 It's 67 pages, so forgive me if I'm like 7391 02:23:31,840 --> 02:23:34,550 It's 67 pages, so forgive me if I'm like horribly summarizing this. It's a lot to 7392 02:23:34,550 --> 02:23:34,560 horribly summarizing this. It's a lot to 7393 02:23:34,560 --> 02:23:36,150 horribly summarizing this. It's a lot to read, 7394 02:23:36,150 --> 02:23:36,160 read, 7395 02:23:36,160 --> 02:23:39,270 read, but it's a lot. Yeah, it's a lot. So, 7396 02:23:39,270 --> 02:23:39,280 but it's a lot. Yeah, it's a lot. So, 7397 02:23:39,280 --> 02:23:41,030 but it's a lot. Yeah, it's a lot. So, let's just get the big question out of 7398 02:23:41,030 --> 02:23:41,040 let's just get the big question out of 7399 02:23:41,040 --> 02:23:44,389 let's just get the big question out of the way. Is Dorian like a weirdo? Like, 7400 02:23:44,389 --> 02:23:44,399 the way. Is Dorian like a weirdo? Like, 7401 02:23:44,399 --> 02:23:47,670 the way. Is Dorian like a weirdo? Like, is he like a creepy fetish weird guy 7402 02:23:47,670 --> 02:23:47,680 is he like a creepy fetish weird guy 7403 02:23:47,680 --> 02:23:49,750 is he like a creepy fetish weird guy that like makes people uncomfortable 7404 02:23:49,750 --> 02:23:49,760 that like makes people uncomfortable 7405 02:23:49,760 --> 02:23:52,389 that like makes people uncomfortable ever? 7406 02:23:52,389 --> 02:23:52,399 ever? 7407 02:23:52,399 --> 02:23:54,469 ever? I'm going to say no. I think that you 7408 02:23:54,469 --> 02:23:54,479 I'm going to say no. I think that you 7409 02:23:54,479 --> 02:23:57,590 I'm going to say no. I think that you know what happened here and this is both 7410 02:23:57,590 --> 02:23:57,600 know what happened here and this is both 7411 02:23:57,600 --> 02:23:59,830 know what happened here and this is both of their words. This was them both 7412 02:23:59,830 --> 02:23:59,840 of their words. This was them both 7413 02:23:59,840 --> 02:24:02,469 of their words. This was them both miscommunicating with each other because 7414 02:24:02,469 --> 02:24:02,479 miscommunicating with each other because 7415 02:24:02,479 --> 02:24:05,750 miscommunicating with each other because you know when this was going on Dorian 7416 02:24:05,750 --> 02:24:05,760 you know when this was going on Dorian 7417 02:24:05,760 --> 02:24:08,389 you know when this was going on Dorian does talk about how he the like during 7418 02:24:08,389 --> 02:24:08,399 does talk about how he the like during 7419 02:24:08,399 --> 02:24:10,710 does talk about how he the like during the whole day he had picked up on these 7420 02:24:10,710 --> 02:24:10,720 the whole day he had picked up on these 7421 02:24:10,720 --> 02:24:14,389 the whole day he had picked up on these signals that uh he believed that she had 7422 02:24:14,389 --> 02:24:14,399 signals that uh he believed that she had 7423 02:24:14,399 --> 02:24:17,270 signals that uh he believed that she had liked him. And so during this point at 7424 02:24:17,270 --> 02:24:17,280 liked him. And so during this point at 7425 02:24:17,280 --> 02:24:21,590 liked him. And so during this point at night um when there was this uh what he 7426 02:24:21,590 --> 02:24:21,600 night um when there was this uh what he 7427 02:24:21,600 --> 02:24:25,030 night um when there was this uh what he says is that Cesi was cuddling him and 7428 02:24:25,030 --> 02:24:25,040 says is that Cesi was cuddling him and 7429 02:24:25,040 --> 02:24:27,270 says is that Cesi was cuddling him and then he proceeded to cuddle back and ask 7430 02:24:27,270 --> 02:24:27,280 then he proceeded to cuddle back and ask 7431 02:24:27,280 --> 02:24:29,750 then he proceeded to cuddle back and ask is this okay and the miscommunication 7432 02:24:29,750 --> 02:24:29,760 is this okay and the miscommunication 7433 02:24:29,760 --> 02:24:32,550 is this okay and the miscommunication comes from he was asking if cuddling was 7434 02:24:32,550 --> 02:24:32,560 comes from he was asking if cuddling was 7435 02:24:32,560 --> 02:24:35,830 comes from he was asking if cuddling was okay and she was saying yes. However, 7436 02:24:35,830 --> 02:24:35,840 okay and she was saying yes. However, 7437 02:24:35,840 --> 02:24:39,030 okay and she was saying yes. However, Cessie misunderstood this because Cessie 7438 02:24:39,030 --> 02:24:39,040 Cessie misunderstood this because Cessie 7439 02:24:39,040 --> 02:24:41,270 Cessie misunderstood this because Cessie thought that Dorene was asking, I guess, 7440 02:24:41,270 --> 02:24:41,280 thought that Dorene was asking, I guess, 7441 02:24:41,280 --> 02:24:43,910 thought that Dorene was asking, I guess, if she was she was okay with like her 7442 02:24:43,910 --> 02:24:43,920 if she was she was okay with like her 7443 02:24:43,920 --> 02:24:45,270 if she was she was okay with like her nightmares because this was something 7444 02:24:45,270 --> 02:24:45,280 nightmares because this was something 7445 02:24:45,280 --> 02:24:47,990 nightmares because this was something that she had an issue with. So, they 7446 02:24:47,990 --> 02:24:48,000 that she had an issue with. So, they 7447 02:24:48,000 --> 02:24:50,150 that she had an issue with. So, they horribly misunderstood this. You know, 7448 02:24:50,150 --> 02:24:50,160 horribly misunderstood this. You know, 7449 02:24:50,160 --> 02:24:51,990 horribly misunderstood this. You know, Cesy was totally within her right then 7450 02:24:51,990 --> 02:24:52,000 Cesy was totally within her right then 7451 02:24:52,000 --> 02:24:54,870 Cesy was totally within her right then to feel that discomfort and they did 7452 02:24:54,870 --> 02:24:54,880 to feel that discomfort and they did 7453 02:24:54,880 --> 02:24:56,389 to feel that discomfort and they did talk about it. They like talked it out. 7454 02:24:56,389 --> 02:24:56,399 talk about it. They like talked it out. 7455 02:24:56,399 --> 02:24:58,870 talk about it. They like talked it out. So, when she came to me and did talk 7456 02:24:58,870 --> 02:24:58,880 So, when she came to me and did talk 7457 02:24:58,880 --> 02:25:01,990 So, when she came to me and did talk about this, um, I confronted Dorian and 7458 02:25:01,990 --> 02:25:02,000 about this, um, I confronted Dorian and 7459 02:25:02,000 --> 02:25:05,190 about this, um, I confronted Dorian and said, "What the hell is going on?" And 7460 02:25:05,190 --> 02:25:05,200 said, "What the hell is going on?" And 7461 02:25:05,200 --> 02:25:07,110 said, "What the hell is going on?" And during all of this, I was then shown 7462 02:25:07,110 --> 02:25:07,120 during all of this, I was then shown 7463 02:25:07,120 --> 02:25:08,790 during all of this, I was then shown like that they were talking this out and 7464 02:25:08,790 --> 02:25:08,800 like that they were talking this out and 7465 02:25:08,800 --> 02:25:11,510 like that they were talking this out and that they both uh recognized that they 7466 02:25:11,510 --> 02:25:11,520 that they both uh recognized that they 7467 02:25:11,520 --> 02:25:13,910 that they both uh recognized that they just totally misunderstood each other's 7468 02:25:13,910 --> 02:25:13,920 just totally misunderstood each other's 7469 02:25:13,920 --> 02:25:15,830 just totally misunderstood each other's signals. Um this was something they 7470 02:25:15,830 --> 02:25:15,840 signals. Um this was something they 7471 02:25:15,840 --> 02:25:17,990 signals. Um this was something they talked about a few different times and 7472 02:25:17,990 --> 02:25:18,000 talked about a few different times and 7473 02:25:18,000 --> 02:25:20,670 talked about a few different times and um in relevance to like the actual 7474 02:25:20,670 --> 02:25:20,680 um in relevance to like the actual 7475 02:25:20,680 --> 02:25:23,590 um in relevance to like the actual document. Uh we wound up talking 7476 02:25:23,590 --> 02:25:23,600 document. Uh we wound up talking 7477 02:25:23,600 --> 02:25:25,750 document. Uh we wound up talking everything out after the fact. So this 7478 02:25:25,750 --> 02:25:25,760 everything out after the fact. So this 7479 02:25:25,760 --> 02:25:27,990 everything out after the fact. So this was just a very big explosion. We're 7480 02:25:27,990 --> 02:25:28,000 was just a very big explosion. We're 7481 02:25:28,000 --> 02:25:30,630 was just a very big explosion. We're both kind of explaining different on my 7482 02:25:30,630 --> 02:25:30,640 both kind of explaining different on my 7483 02:25:30,640 --> 02:25:31,990 both kind of explaining different on my side this happened and then on this side 7484 02:25:31,990 --> 02:25:32,000 side this happened and then on this side 7485 02:25:32,000 --> 02:25:34,309 side this happened and then on this side this. But we wound up talking everything 7486 02:25:34,309 --> 02:25:34,319 this. But we wound up talking everything 7487 02:25:34,319 --> 02:25:37,349 this. But we wound up talking everything out. Uh just explaining all the facts of 7488 02:25:37,349 --> 02:25:37,359 out. Uh just explaining all the facts of 7489 02:25:37,359 --> 02:25:38,990 out. Uh just explaining all the facts of everything, where we're all at, any 7490 02:25:38,990 --> 02:25:39,000 everything, where we're all at, any 7491 02:25:39,000 --> 02:25:41,510 everything, where we're all at, any misunderstandings, any any kind of 7492 02:25:41,510 --> 02:25:41,520 misunderstandings, any any kind of 7493 02:25:41,520 --> 02:25:45,590 misunderstandings, any any kind of personal feelings, it's all handled. Um 7494 02:25:45,590 --> 02:25:45,600 personal feelings, it's all handled. Um 7495 02:25:45,600 --> 02:25:47,990 personal feelings, it's all handled. Um so we were able to move on from the 7496 02:25:47,990 --> 02:25:48,000 so we were able to move on from the 7497 02:25:48,000 --> 02:25:50,630 so we were able to move on from the situation. We when talking everything 7498 02:25:50,630 --> 02:25:50,640 situation. We when talking everything 7499 02:25:50,640 --> 02:25:52,790 situation. We when talking everything out, we helped each other with like 7500 02:25:52,790 --> 02:25:52,800 out, we helped each other with like 7501 02:25:52,800 --> 02:25:54,870 out, we helped each other with like little statements to like correct a lot 7502 02:25:54,870 --> 02:25:54,880 little statements to like correct a lot 7503 02:25:54,880 --> 02:25:56,790 little statements to like correct a lot of misinformation 7504 02:25:56,790 --> 02:25:56,800 of misinformation 7505 02:25:56,800 --> 02:25:58,870 of misinformation um and stuff like that. and we both put 7506 02:25:58,870 --> 02:25:58,880 um and stuff like that. and we both put 7507 02:25:58,880 --> 02:26:06,550 um and stuff like that. and we both put them out on our profiles. Uh, which 7508 02:26:06,550 --> 02:26:06,560 7509 02:26:06,560 --> 02:26:08,389 uh oh, just so there's just so there's 7510 02:26:08,389 --> 02:26:08,399 uh oh, just so there's just so there's 7511 02:26:08,399 --> 02:26:10,309 uh oh, just so there's just so there's no harm. Sorry, I didn't mean to uh stop 7512 02:26:10,309 --> 02:26:10,319 no harm. Sorry, I didn't mean to uh stop 7513 02:26:10,319 --> 02:26:12,070 no harm. Sorry, I didn't mean to uh stop for a second, but uh just so there's 7514 02:26:12,070 --> 02:26:12,080 for a second, but uh just so there's 7515 02:26:12,080 --> 02:26:15,590 for a second, but uh just so there's like no uh happening to each other. So, 7516 02:26:15,590 --> 02:26:15,600 like no uh happening to each other. So, 7517 02:26:15,600 --> 02:26:16,710 like no uh happening to each other. So, this was something that we worked 7518 02:26:16,710 --> 02:26:16,720 this was something that we worked 7519 02:26:16,720 --> 02:26:18,550 this was something that we worked together to do so that there is no more 7520 02:26:18,550 --> 02:26:18,560 together to do so that there is no more 7521 02:26:18,560 --> 02:26:20,950 together to do so that there is no more misinformation. And you know, Cesy does 7522 02:26:20,950 --> 02:26:20,960 misinformation. And you know, Cesy does 7523 02:26:20,960 --> 02:26:24,150 misinformation. And you know, Cesy does reaffirm in her document and in that 7524 02:26:24,150 --> 02:26:24,160 reaffirm in her document and in that 7525 02:26:24,160 --> 02:26:26,469 reaffirm in her document and in that final statement that Dorian is not a 7526 02:26:26,469 --> 02:26:26,479 final statement that Dorian is not a 7527 02:26:26,479 --> 02:26:29,910 final statement that Dorian is not a predator. this was a a a misjudgment 7528 02:26:29,910 --> 02:26:29,920 predator. this was a a a misjudgment 7529 02:26:29,920 --> 02:26:32,070 predator. this was a a a misjudgment because they misunderstood each other 7530 02:26:32,070 --> 02:26:32,080 because they misunderstood each other 7531 02:26:32,080 --> 02:26:33,990 because they misunderstood each other and you know to leave him alone and that 7532 02:26:33,990 --> 02:26:34,000 and you know to leave him alone and that 7533 02:26:34,000 --> 02:26:35,830 and you know to leave him alone and that is not something that should follow him. 7534 02:26:35,830 --> 02:26:35,840 is not something that should follow him. 7535 02:26:35,840 --> 02:26:39,349 is not something that should follow him. So no I because of them both having that 7536 02:26:39,349 --> 02:26:39,359 So no I because of them both having that 7537 02:26:39,359 --> 02:26:41,270 So no I because of them both having that agreement of that being the case. No, 7538 02:26:41,270 --> 02:26:41,280 agreement of that being the case. No, 7539 02:26:41,280 --> 02:26:43,510 agreement of that being the case. No, Dorian is not some horrible creepy 7540 02:26:43,510 --> 02:26:43,520 Dorian is not some horrible creepy 7541 02:26:43,520 --> 02:26:46,550 Dorian is not some horrible creepy predator. Gotcha. Is there any like ill 7542 02:26:46,550 --> 02:26:46,560 predator. Gotcha. Is there any like ill 7543 02:26:46,560 --> 02:26:48,389 predator. Gotcha. Is there any like ill feelings towards Cesy at all? Because I 7544 02:26:48,389 --> 02:26:48,399 feelings towards Cesy at all? Because I 7545 02:26:48,399 --> 02:26:49,830 feelings towards Cesy at all? Because I mean according to their document a lot 7546 02:26:49,830 --> 02:26:49,840 mean according to their document a lot 7547 02:26:49,840 --> 02:26:51,270 mean according to their document a lot of this like caused them a lot of stress 7548 02:26:51,270 --> 02:26:51,280 of this like caused them a lot of stress 7549 02:26:51,280 --> 02:26:53,990 of this like caused them a lot of stress and a lot of like emotional anguish to 7550 02:26:53,990 --> 02:26:54,000 and a lot of like emotional anguish to 7551 02:26:54,000 --> 02:26:55,270 and a lot of like emotional anguish to want to take their own lives and stuff 7552 02:26:55,270 --> 02:26:55,280 want to take their own lives and stuff 7553 02:26:55,280 --> 02:26:57,030 want to take their own lives and stuff like are you guys on good terms? Did you 7554 02:26:57,030 --> 02:26:57,040 like are you guys on good terms? Did you 7555 02:26:57,040 --> 02:26:58,550 like are you guys on good terms? Did you guys end up working that whole thing out 7556 02:26:58,550 --> 02:26:58,560 guys end up working that whole thing out 7557 02:26:58,560 --> 02:27:01,590 guys end up working that whole thing out even between you two? 7558 02:27:01,590 --> 02:27:01,600 even between you two? 7559 02:27:01,600 --> 02:27:03,750 even between you two? I mean we like again we talked it out 7560 02:27:03,750 --> 02:27:03,760 I mean we like again we talked it out 7561 02:27:03,760 --> 02:27:06,550 I mean we like again we talked it out and you know it was very like we both 7562 02:27:06,550 --> 02:27:06,560 and you know it was very like we both 7563 02:27:06,560 --> 02:27:08,950 and you know it was very like we both were having those feelings of like you 7564 02:27:08,950 --> 02:27:08,960 were having those feelings of like you 7565 02:27:08,960 --> 02:27:11,270 were having those feelings of like you know there was a point where even I was 7566 02:27:11,270 --> 02:27:11,280 know there was a point where even I was 7567 02:27:11,280 --> 02:27:12,950 know there was a point where even I was considering suicide because of all of 7568 02:27:12,950 --> 02:27:12,960 considering suicide because of all of 7569 02:27:12,960 --> 02:27:15,910 considering suicide because of all of that too and you know luckily we talked 7570 02:27:15,910 --> 02:27:15,920 that too and you know luckily we talked 7571 02:27:15,920 --> 02:27:18,710 that too and you know luckily we talked it out but we also determined through 7572 02:27:18,710 --> 02:27:18,720 it out but we also determined through 7573 02:27:18,720 --> 02:27:20,630 it out but we also determined through all of these experiences that this 7574 02:27:20,630 --> 02:27:20,640 all of these experiences that this 7575 02:27:20,640 --> 02:27:22,550 all of these experiences that this wasn't a relationship that we both 7576 02:27:22,550 --> 02:27:22,560 wasn't a relationship that we both 7577 02:27:22,560 --> 02:27:25,030 wasn't a relationship that we both wanted to continue. So it's like, hey, 7578 02:27:25,030 --> 02:27:25,040 wanted to continue. So it's like, hey, 7579 02:27:25,040 --> 02:27:26,790 wanted to continue. So it's like, hey, you know, it's it's handled. It's talked 7580 02:27:26,790 --> 02:27:26,800 you know, it's it's handled. It's talked 7581 02:27:26,800 --> 02:27:30,389 you know, it's it's handled. It's talked out, but we respectfully go our separate 7582 02:27:30,389 --> 02:27:30,399 out, but we respectfully go our separate 7583 02:27:30,399 --> 02:27:33,270 out, but we respectfully go our separate ways. No ill will towards her, you know, 7584 02:27:33,270 --> 02:27:33,280 ways. No ill will towards her, you know, 7585 02:27:33,280 --> 02:27:35,590 ways. No ill will towards her, you know, and that's what that is. In fact, we 7586 02:27:35,590 --> 02:27:35,600 and that's what that is. In fact, we 7587 02:27:35,600 --> 02:27:37,429 and that's what that is. In fact, we actually have sort of this pact that 7588 02:27:37,429 --> 02:27:37,439 actually have sort of this pact that 7589 02:27:37,439 --> 02:27:39,429 actually have sort of this pact that we've made and that's if somebody is 7590 02:27:39,429 --> 02:27:39,439 we've made and that's if somebody is 7591 02:27:39,439 --> 02:27:41,429 we've made and that's if somebody is sort of harassing the other, you know, 7592 02:27:41,429 --> 02:27:41,439 sort of harassing the other, you know, 7593 02:27:41,439 --> 02:27:43,910 sort of harassing the other, you know, we reach out to the other person. You 7594 02:27:43,910 --> 02:27:43,920 we reach out to the other person. You 7595 02:27:43,920 --> 02:27:46,070 we reach out to the other person. You know, Cesy reached out to my partner 7596 02:27:46,070 --> 02:27:46,080 know, Cesy reached out to my partner 7597 02:27:46,080 --> 02:27:47,830 know, Cesy reached out to my partner recently and said, "Hey, somebody's 7598 02:27:47,830 --> 02:27:47,840 recently and said, "Hey, somebody's 7599 02:27:47,840 --> 02:27:49,429 recently and said, "Hey, somebody's bringing up the drama again." And 7600 02:27:49,429 --> 02:27:49,439 bringing up the drama again." And 7601 02:27:49,439 --> 02:27:51,590 bringing up the drama again." And Cameron stepped in to say, "Hey, don't 7602 02:27:51,590 --> 02:27:51,600 Cameron stepped in to say, "Hey, don't 7603 02:27:51,600 --> 02:27:54,150 Cameron stepped in to say, "Hey, don't harass Sessie." And the same is meant 7604 02:27:54,150 --> 02:27:54,160 harass Sessie." And the same is meant 7605 02:27:54,160 --> 02:27:57,270 harass Sessie." And the same is meant for us if that is the case. Okay. So I 7606 02:27:57,270 --> 02:27:57,280 for us if that is the case. Okay. So I 7607 02:27:57,280 --> 02:27:59,270 for us if that is the case. Okay. So I mean even though you guys are like not 7608 02:27:59,270 --> 02:27:59,280 mean even though you guys are like not 7609 02:27:59,280 --> 02:28:01,030 mean even though you guys are like not close friends anymore at least you guys 7610 02:28:01,030 --> 02:28:01,040 close friends anymore at least you guys 7611 02:28:01,040 --> 02:28:03,270 close friends anymore at least you guys are all all on the same page kind of 7612 02:28:03,270 --> 02:28:03,280 are all all on the same page kind of 7613 02:28:03,280 --> 02:28:06,070 are all all on the same page kind of thing. Yeah. It's like it's amicable 7614 02:28:06,070 --> 02:28:06,080 thing. Yeah. It's like it's amicable 7615 02:28:06,080 --> 02:28:09,510 thing. Yeah. It's like it's amicable right? Like it's all it's fine but you 7616 02:28:09,510 --> 02:28:09,520 right? Like it's all it's fine but you 7617 02:28:09,520 --> 02:28:12,150 right? Like it's all it's fine but you know when you have something like that 7618 02:28:12,150 --> 02:28:12,160 know when you have something like that 7619 02:28:12,160 --> 02:28:15,990 know when you have something like that happen it it is hard to be friends in 7620 02:28:15,990 --> 02:28:16,000 happen it it is hard to be friends in 7621 02:28:16,000 --> 02:28:18,309 happen it it is hard to be friends in that you know it like for both parties 7622 02:28:18,309 --> 02:28:18,319 that you know it like for both parties 7623 02:28:18,319 --> 02:28:20,950 that you know it like for both parties right like it's just that was a lot that 7624 02:28:20,950 --> 02:28:20,960 right like it's just that was a lot that 7625 02:28:20,960 --> 02:28:23,429 right like it's just that was a lot that was a lot of stuff. And so we're able to 7626 02:28:23,429 --> 02:28:23,439 was a lot of stuff. And so we're able to 7627 02:28:23,439 --> 02:28:25,349 was a lot of stuff. And so we're able to both be adults about it and acknowledge, 7628 02:28:25,349 --> 02:28:25,359 both be adults about it and acknowledge, 7629 02:28:25,359 --> 02:28:27,270 both be adults about it and acknowledge, you know, this friendship is not for us, 7630 02:28:27,270 --> 02:28:27,280 you know, this friendship is not for us, 7631 02:28:27,280 --> 02:28:30,150 you know, this friendship is not for us, but it's all handled. All of the 7632 02:28:30,150 --> 02:28:30,160 but it's all handled. All of the 7633 02:28:30,160 --> 02:28:32,950 but it's all handled. All of the horrible misinformation going on both 7634 02:28:32,950 --> 02:28:32,960 horrible misinformation going on both 7635 02:28:32,960 --> 02:28:36,389 horrible misinformation going on both ends were taken care of and no ill will 7636 02:28:36,389 --> 02:28:36,399 ends were taken care of and no ill will 7637 02:28:36,399 --> 02:28:39,110 ends were taken care of and no ill will at all. That's good. I mean, you know, 7638 02:28:39,110 --> 02:28:39,120 at all. That's good. I mean, you know, 7639 02:28:39,120 --> 02:28:41,110 at all. That's good. I mean, you know, let bygones be bygones kind of thing, 7640 02:28:41,110 --> 02:28:41,120 let bygones be bygones kind of thing, 7641 02:28:41,120 --> 02:28:42,790 let bygones be bygones kind of thing, but you know, it's I I can totally 7642 02:28:42,790 --> 02:28:42,800 but you know, it's I I can totally 7643 02:28:42,800 --> 02:28:44,950 but you know, it's I I can totally understand it being very hard to still 7644 02:28:44,950 --> 02:28:44,960 understand it being very hard to still 7645 02:28:44,960 --> 02:28:46,710 understand it being very hard to still be friends after that cuz like I mean, 7646 02:28:46,710 --> 02:28:46,720 be friends after that cuz like I mean, 7647 02:28:46,720 --> 02:28:48,230 be friends after that cuz like I mean, she made an accusation that you 7648 02:28:48,230 --> 02:28:48,240 she made an accusation that you 7649 02:28:48,240 --> 02:28:50,070 she made an accusation that you supported somebody who is like predatory 7650 02:28:50,070 --> 02:28:50,080 supported somebody who is like predatory 7651 02:28:50,080 --> 02:28:51,990 supported somebody who is like predatory towards her. That's a it's a little hard 7652 02:28:51,990 --> 02:28:52,000 towards her. That's a it's a little hard 7653 02:28:52,000 --> 02:28:54,070 towards her. That's a it's a little hard to be friends again after that. I agree. 7654 02:28:54,070 --> 02:28:54,080 to be friends again after that. I agree. 7655 02:28:54,080 --> 02:28:58,230 to be friends again after that. I agree. It's a little it's a bit much. 7656 02:28:58,230 --> 02:28:58,240 It's a little it's a bit much. 7657 02:28:58,240 --> 02:29:00,469 It's a little it's a bit much. It's it is hard, right? You know, it 7658 02:29:00,469 --> 02:29:00,479 It's it is hard, right? You know, it 7659 02:29:00,479 --> 02:29:03,110 It's it is hard, right? You know, it it's just how can you at that point? And 7660 02:29:03,110 --> 02:29:03,120 it's just how can you at that point? And 7661 02:29:03,120 --> 02:29:05,030 it's just how can you at that point? And that's okay. You know, it's it's okay. 7662 02:29:05,030 --> 02:29:05,040 that's okay. You know, it's it's okay. 7663 02:29:05,040 --> 02:29:06,550 that's okay. You know, it's it's okay. Again, stuff like that happens. 7664 02:29:06,550 --> 02:29:06,560 Again, stuff like that happens. 7665 02:29:06,560 --> 02:29:08,230 Again, stuff like that happens. Miscommunication happens. Friendships 7666 02:29:08,230 --> 02:29:08,240 Miscommunication happens. Friendships 7667 02:29:08,240 --> 02:29:10,550 Miscommunication happens. Friendships spats happen. You know, probably not 7668 02:29:10,550 --> 02:29:10,560 spats happen. You know, probably not 7669 02:29:10,560 --> 02:29:12,710 spats happen. You know, probably not publicly. It shouldn't be public, but in 7670 02:29:12,710 --> 02:29:12,720 publicly. It shouldn't be public, but in 7671 02:29:12,720 --> 02:29:15,030 publicly. It shouldn't be public, but in this case, it did. And, you know, at 7672 02:29:15,030 --> 02:29:15,040 this case, it did. And, you know, at 7673 02:29:15,040 --> 02:29:18,070 this case, it did. And, you know, at least I'm just happy that we're able to 7674 02:29:18,070 --> 02:29:18,080 least I'm just happy that we're able to 7675 02:29:18,080 --> 02:29:19,510 least I'm just happy that we're able to move from it, you know, like just move 7676 02:29:19,510 --> 02:29:19,520 move from it, you know, like just move 7677 02:29:19,520 --> 02:29:21,349 move from it, you know, like just move on. And I'm glad that we talked it out. 7678 02:29:21,349 --> 02:29:21,359 on. And I'm glad that we talked it out. 7679 02:29:21,359 --> 02:29:24,389 on. And I'm glad that we talked it out. Really, I am. Right now, I now that 7680 02:29:24,389 --> 02:29:24,399 Really, I am. Right now, I now that 7681 02:29:24,399 --> 02:29:25,670 Really, I am. Right now, I now that we've kind of gone over at least 7682 02:29:25,670 --> 02:29:25,680 we've kind of gone over at least 7683 02:29:25,680 --> 02:29:26,950 we've kind of gone over at least absolutely everything that I can 7684 02:29:26,950 --> 02:29:26,960 absolutely everything that I can 7685 02:29:26,960 --> 02:29:30,790 absolutely everything that I can possibly think of, right? Let's just get 7686 02:29:30,790 --> 02:29:30,800 possibly think of, right? Let's just get 7687 02:29:30,800 --> 02:29:34,150 possibly think of, right? Let's just get this clear. Even if you are like the 7688 02:29:34,150 --> 02:29:34,160 this clear. Even if you are like the 7689 02:29:34,160 --> 02:29:37,429 this clear. Even if you are like the most abominable person ever, let's say 7690 02:29:37,429 --> 02:29:37,439 most abominable person ever, let's say 7691 02:29:37,439 --> 02:29:38,790 most abominable person ever, let's say that everything that everyone in the 7692 02:29:38,790 --> 02:29:38,800 that everything that everyone in the 7693 02:29:38,800 --> 02:29:40,309 that everything that everyone in the internet has ever said about you is 7694 02:29:40,309 --> 02:29:40,319 internet has ever said about you is 7695 02:29:40,319 --> 02:29:43,590 internet has ever said about you is true. Does that inherently mean that 7696 02:29:43,590 --> 02:29:43,600 true. Does that inherently mean that 7697 02:29:43,600 --> 02:29:45,110 true. Does that inherently mean that when it comes to everything about Saber 7698 02:29:45,110 --> 02:29:45,120 when it comes to everything about Saber 7699 02:29:45,120 --> 02:29:47,429 when it comes to everything about Saber Spark that you just would make this kind 7700 02:29:47,429 --> 02:29:47,439 Spark that you just would make this kind 7701 02:29:47,439 --> 02:29:49,830 Spark that you just would make this kind of thing up or this would be I I can see 7702 02:29:49,830 --> 02:29:49,840 of thing up or this would be I I can see 7703 02:29:49,840 --> 02:29:51,590 of thing up or this would be I I can see why people would come to that conclusion 7704 02:29:51,590 --> 02:29:51,600 why people would come to that conclusion 7705 02:29:51,600 --> 02:29:53,270 why people would come to that conclusion that it's like, "Oh, she's lied before. 7706 02:29:53,270 --> 02:29:53,280 that it's like, "Oh, she's lied before. 7707 02:29:53,280 --> 02:29:55,750 that it's like, "Oh, she's lied before. She must be lying about this." However, 7708 02:29:55,750 --> 02:29:55,760 She must be lying about this." However, 7709 02:29:55,760 --> 02:29:57,750 She must be lying about this." However, given that we just had this conversation 7710 02:29:57,750 --> 02:29:57,760 given that we just had this conversation 7711 02:29:57,760 --> 02:30:00,630 given that we just had this conversation where you gave us ex like more context 7712 02:30:00,630 --> 02:30:00,640 where you gave us ex like more context 7713 02:30:00,640 --> 02:30:02,150 where you gave us ex like more context to all these things that you've been 7714 02:30:02,150 --> 02:30:02,160 to all these things that you've been 7715 02:30:02,160 --> 02:30:05,030 to all these things that you've been accused of, even if you were like the e 7716 02:30:05,030 --> 02:30:05,040 accused of, even if you were like the e 7717 02:30:05,040 --> 02:30:07,190 accused of, even if you were like the e most evil person ever, I think bad 7718 02:30:07,190 --> 02:30:07,200 most evil person ever, I think bad 7719 02:30:07,200 --> 02:30:09,590 most evil person ever, I think bad things do happen to bad people. And I 7720 02:30:09,590 --> 02:30:09,600 things do happen to bad people. And I 7721 02:30:09,600 --> 02:30:11,990 things do happen to bad people. And I don't think that things that previous 7722 02:30:11,990 --> 02:30:12,000 don't think that things that previous 7723 02:30:12,000 --> 02:30:13,670 don't think that things that previous controversies that's happened well over 7724 02:30:13,670 --> 02:30:13,680 controversies that's happened well over 7725 02:30:13,680 --> 02:30:15,910 controversies that's happened well over 10 years ago should determine whether or 7726 02:30:15,910 --> 02:30:15,920 10 years ago should determine whether or 7727 02:30:15,920 --> 02:30:18,230 10 years ago should determine whether or not you're being truthful about this now 7728 02:30:18,230 --> 02:30:18,240 not you're being truthful about this now 7729 02:30:18,240 --> 02:30:19,830 not you're being truthful about this now because we have to look at like the 7730 02:30:19,830 --> 02:30:19,840 because we have to look at like the 7731 02:30:19,840 --> 02:30:21,270 because we have to look at like the context of what we're talking about. 7732 02:30:21,270 --> 02:30:21,280 context of what we're talking about. 7733 02:30:21,280 --> 02:30:23,510 context of what we're talking about. Like, you know, and I get that this is 7734 02:30:23,510 --> 02:30:23,520 Like, you know, and I get that this is 7735 02:30:23,520 --> 02:30:25,750 Like, you know, and I get that this is digging up 10-year-old [\h__\h] but like, 7736 02:30:25,750 --> 02:30:25,760 digging up 10-year-old [\h__\h] but like, 7737 02:30:25,760 --> 02:30:28,550 digging up 10-year-old [\h__\h] but like, you know, does this [\h__\h] line up? You 7738 02:30:28,550 --> 02:30:28,560 you know, does this [\h__\h] line up? You 7739 02:30:28,560 --> 02:30:30,389 you know, does this [\h__\h] line up? You know, maybe they did lie about a couple 7740 02:30:30,389 --> 02:30:30,399 know, maybe they did lie about a couple 7741 02:30:30,399 --> 02:30:31,590 know, maybe they did lie about a couple things in the past, but does that mean 7742 02:30:31,590 --> 02:30:31,600 things in the past, but does that mean 7743 02:30:31,600 --> 02:30:33,830 things in the past, but does that mean they're lying about this? No. I think if 7744 02:30:33,830 --> 02:30:33,840 they're lying about this? No. I think if 7745 02:30:33,840 --> 02:30:35,830 they're lying about this? No. I think if we're immediately jumping to that, I 7746 02:30:35,830 --> 02:30:35,840 we're immediately jumping to that, I 7747 02:30:35,840 --> 02:30:36,950 we're immediately jumping to that, I don't think that's fair because then 7748 02:30:36,950 --> 02:30:36,960 don't think that's fair because then 7749 02:30:36,960 --> 02:30:39,110 don't think that's fair because then that means that nobody actually goes 7750 02:30:39,110 --> 02:30:39,120 that means that nobody actually goes 7751 02:30:39,120 --> 02:30:41,110 that means that nobody actually goes through and looks through and vets the 7752 02:30:41,110 --> 02:30:41,120 through and looks through and vets the 7753 02:30:41,120 --> 02:30:43,349 through and looks through and vets the story at all, which I'm glad it took me 7754 02:30:43,349 --> 02:30:43,359 story at all, which I'm glad it took me 7755 02:30:43,359 --> 02:30:48,150 story at all, which I'm glad it took me a bit, but I did, you know, yay me. 7756 02:30:48,150 --> 02:30:48,160 a bit, but I did, you know, yay me. 7757 02:30:48,160 --> 02:30:51,429 a bit, but I did, you know, yay me. Yes. I'm And I would I'd say the issue 7758 02:30:51,429 --> 02:30:51,439 Yes. I'm And I would I'd say the issue 7759 02:30:51,439 --> 02:30:54,150 Yes. I'm And I would I'd say the issue with that mindset is that it it 7760 02:30:54,150 --> 02:30:54,160 with that mindset is that it it 7761 02:30:54,160 --> 02:30:56,950 with that mindset is that it it perpetuates the idea that, you know, a 7762 02:30:56,950 --> 02:30:56,960 perpetuates the idea that, you know, a 7763 02:30:56,960 --> 02:30:59,270 perpetuates the idea that, you know, a victim has to be innocent in everything 7764 02:30:59,270 --> 02:30:59,280 victim has to be innocent in everything 7765 02:30:59,280 --> 02:31:00,710 victim has to be innocent in everything in order for them to be telling the 7766 02:31:00,710 --> 02:31:00,720 in order for them to be telling the 7767 02:31:00,720 --> 02:31:02,630 in order for them to be telling the truth. And that's just not true. And 7768 02:31:02,630 --> 02:31:02,640 truth. And that's just not true. And 7769 02:31:02,640 --> 02:31:04,950 truth. And that's just not true. And it's actually very harmful and silencing 7770 02:31:04,950 --> 02:31:04,960 it's actually very harmful and silencing 7771 02:31:04,960 --> 02:31:07,590 it's actually very harmful and silencing to people who do deal with these things 7772 02:31:07,590 --> 02:31:07,600 to people who do deal with these things 7773 02:31:07,600 --> 02:31:10,469 to people who do deal with these things because you know, look, when it comes to 7774 02:31:10,469 --> 02:31:10,479 because you know, look, when it comes to 7775 02:31:10,479 --> 02:31:13,590 because you know, look, when it comes to bad people, most of these bad people had 7776 02:31:13,590 --> 02:31:13,600 bad people, most of these bad people had 7777 02:31:13,600 --> 02:31:15,590 bad people, most of these bad people had something horrible happen to them that 7778 02:31:15,590 --> 02:31:15,600 something horrible happen to them that 7779 02:31:15,600 --> 02:31:18,150 something horrible happen to them that caused them to be a bad person. No one 7780 02:31:18,150 --> 02:31:18,160 caused them to be a bad person. No one 7781 02:31:18,160 --> 02:31:20,070 caused them to be a bad person. No one just becomes a bad person out of the 7782 02:31:20,070 --> 02:31:20,080 just becomes a bad person out of the 7783 02:31:20,080 --> 02:31:22,630 just becomes a bad person out of the womb. Yeah. It's like a perfect victim 7784 02:31:22,630 --> 02:31:22,640 womb. Yeah. It's like a perfect victim 7785 02:31:22,640 --> 02:31:24,389 womb. Yeah. It's like a perfect victim complex, right? It It's one of those 7786 02:31:24,389 --> 02:31:24,399 complex, right? It It's one of those 7787 02:31:24,399 --> 02:31:25,670 complex, right? It It's one of those things where people are just like, if 7788 02:31:25,670 --> 02:31:25,680 things where people are just like, if 7789 02:31:25,680 --> 02:31:27,270 things where people are just like, if you come out about this sort of thing, 7790 02:31:27,270 --> 02:31:27,280 you come out about this sort of thing, 7791 02:31:27,280 --> 02:31:28,870 you come out about this sort of thing, you have to be the absolute perfect 7792 02:31:28,870 --> 02:31:28,880 you have to be the absolute perfect 7793 02:31:28,880 --> 02:31:31,429 you have to be the absolute perfect angel about everything else. And I you 7794 02:31:31,429 --> 02:31:31,439 angel about everything else. And I you 7795 02:31:31,439 --> 02:31:33,230 angel about everything else. And I you it is harmful. Yeah. Because then it's 7796 02:31:33,230 --> 02:31:33,240 it is harmful. Yeah. Because then it's 7797 02:31:33,240 --> 02:31:35,910 it is harmful. Yeah. Because then it's like like Casey was trying to do trying 7798 02:31:35,910 --> 02:31:35,920 like like Casey was trying to do trying 7799 02:31:35,920 --> 02:31:37,910 like like Casey was trying to do trying to bring all this stuff against you as 7800 02:31:37,910 --> 02:31:37,920 to bring all this stuff against you as 7801 02:31:37,920 --> 02:31:39,750 to bring all this stuff against you as like something that's like you shouldn't 7802 02:31:39,750 --> 02:31:39,760 like something that's like you shouldn't 7803 02:31:39,760 --> 02:31:41,110 like something that's like you shouldn't believe a thing they're saying because 7804 02:31:41,110 --> 02:31:41,120 believe a thing they're saying because 7805 02:31:41,120 --> 02:31:42,870 believe a thing they're saying because of all this. And it's like well maybe if 7806 02:31:42,870 --> 02:31:42,880 of all this. And it's like well maybe if 7807 02:31:42,880 --> 02:31:44,389 of all this. And it's like well maybe if you have a sit down conversation with 7808 02:31:44,389 --> 02:31:44,399 you have a sit down conversation with 7809 02:31:44,399 --> 02:31:46,070 you have a sit down conversation with them you might get all of the extra 7810 02:31:46,070 --> 02:31:46,080 them you might get all of the extra 7811 02:31:46,080 --> 02:31:48,230 them you might get all of the extra context that's been missing cuz I mean 7812 02:31:48,230 --> 02:31:48,240 context that's been missing cuz I mean 7813 02:31:48,240 --> 02:31:50,950 context that's been missing cuz I mean it's been this is over 10 years worth of 7814 02:31:50,950 --> 02:31:50,960 it's been this is over 10 years worth of 7815 02:31:50,960 --> 02:31:53,030 it's been this is over 10 years worth of your career, right? Things are going to 7816 02:31:53,030 --> 02:31:53,040 your career, right? Things are going to 7817 02:31:53,040 --> 02:31:55,270 your career, right? Things are going to be lost in the sauce a little bit after 7818 02:31:55,270 --> 02:31:55,280 be lost in the sauce a little bit after 7819 02:31:55,280 --> 02:32:00,150 be lost in the sauce a little bit after five to 10 years. So like 7820 02:32:00,150 --> 02:32:00,160 7821 02:32:00,160 --> 02:32:03,270 even imagine a lot of people now would 7822 02:32:03,270 --> 02:32:03,280 even imagine a lot of people now would 7823 02:32:03,280 --> 02:32:05,429 even imagine a lot of people now would be able to know who like blueeyed is 7824 02:32:05,429 --> 02:32:05,439 be able to know who like blueeyed is 7825 02:32:05,439 --> 02:32:08,790 be able to know who like blueeyed is because I don't think she's online as 7826 02:32:08,790 --> 02:32:08,800 because I don't think she's online as 7827 02:32:08,800 --> 02:32:11,030 because I don't think she's online as much now. So there are people who maybe 7828 02:32:11,030 --> 02:32:11,040 much now. So there are people who maybe 7829 02:32:11,040 --> 02:32:12,710 much now. So there are people who maybe they're new and they they don't know 7830 02:32:12,710 --> 02:32:12,720 they're new and they they don't know 7831 02:32:12,720 --> 02:32:15,349 they're new and they they don't know like how not all the information 7832 02:32:15,349 --> 02:32:15,359 like how not all the information 7833 02:32:15,359 --> 02:32:17,910 like how not all the information available or or easy to find. You know 7834 02:32:17,910 --> 02:32:17,920 available or or easy to find. You know 7835 02:32:17,920 --> 02:32:19,990 available or or easy to find. You know what I mean? Mhm. I certainly thought 7836 02:32:19,990 --> 02:32:20,000 what I mean? Mhm. I certainly thought 7837 02:32:20,000 --> 02:32:21,190 what I mean? Mhm. I certainly thought when I first started hearing all this 7838 02:32:21,190 --> 02:32:21,200 when I first started hearing all this 7839 02:32:21,200 --> 02:32:23,190 when I first started hearing all this stuff that this was like like easily 7840 02:32:23,190 --> 02:32:23,200 stuff that this was like like easily 7841 02:32:23,200 --> 02:32:24,870 stuff that this was like like easily accessible like information that people 7842 02:32:24,870 --> 02:32:24,880 accessible like information that people 7843 02:32:24,880 --> 02:32:26,790 accessible like information that people have known about or whatever the hell, 7844 02:32:26,790 --> 02:32:26,800 have known about or whatever the hell, 7845 02:32:26,800 --> 02:32:30,230 have known about or whatever the hell, you know, but you know, knowing that 7846 02:32:30,230 --> 02:32:30,240 you know, but you know, knowing that 7847 02:32:30,240 --> 02:32:32,469 you know, but you know, knowing that this stuff is really old and ancient 7848 02:32:32,469 --> 02:32:32,479 this stuff is really old and ancient 7849 02:32:32,479 --> 02:32:36,150 this stuff is really old and ancient online in the era kind of things puts it 7850 02:32:36,150 --> 02:32:36,160 online in the era kind of things puts it 7851 02:32:36,160 --> 02:32:37,830 online in the era kind of things puts it in perspective of like, well, is there 7852 02:32:37,830 --> 02:32:37,840 in perspective of like, well, is there 7853 02:32:37,840 --> 02:32:40,389 in perspective of like, well, is there anything missing contextwise cuz it's 7854 02:32:40,389 --> 02:32:40,399 anything missing contextwise cuz it's 7855 02:32:40,399 --> 02:32:43,750 anything missing contextwise cuz it's been 10 years and are all these people 7856 02:32:43,750 --> 02:32:43,760 been 10 years and are all these people 7857 02:32:43,760 --> 02:32:45,030 been 10 years and are all these people willing to talk about it kind of thing. 7858 02:32:45,030 --> 02:32:45,040 willing to talk about it kind of thing. 7859 02:32:45,040 --> 02:32:46,870 willing to talk about it kind of thing. And so many of them aren't really cuz 7860 02:32:46,870 --> 02:32:46,880 And so many of them aren't really cuz 7861 02:32:46,880 --> 02:32:48,389 And so many of them aren't really cuz like you said, Blue-Eyed Fox is really 7862 02:32:48,389 --> 02:32:48,399 like you said, Blue-Eyed Fox is really 7863 02:32:48,399 --> 02:32:51,590 like you said, Blue-Eyed Fox is really online and you know, uh I'm sure Lizzie 7864 02:32:51,590 --> 02:32:51,600 online and you know, uh I'm sure Lizzie 7865 02:32:51,600 --> 02:32:53,429 online and you know, uh I'm sure Lizzie is hopefully being peaceful and doing 7866 02:32:53,429 --> 02:32:53,439 is hopefully being peaceful and doing 7867 02:32:53,439 --> 02:32:58,230 is hopefully being peaceful and doing her own things now. Probably. Hopefully. 7868 02:32:58,230 --> 02:32:58,240 her own things now. Probably. Hopefully. 7869 02:32:58,240 --> 02:33:01,830 her own things now. Probably. Hopefully. No. Okay. Like kind of I mean kind of 7870 02:33:01,830 --> 02:33:01,840 No. Okay. Like kind of I mean kind of 7871 02:33:01,840 --> 02:33:03,830 No. Okay. Like kind of I mean kind of recently. It's kind of calmed down a 7872 02:33:03,830 --> 02:33:03,840 recently. It's kind of calmed down a 7873 02:33:03,840 --> 02:33:06,469 recently. It's kind of calmed down a little bit. But like I said, even more 7874 02:33:06,469 --> 02:33:06,479 little bit. But like I said, even more 7875 02:33:06,479 --> 02:33:08,790 little bit. But like I said, even more recently, like she just apparently on 7876 02:33:08,790 --> 02:33:08,800 recently, like she just apparently on 7877 02:33:08,800 --> 02:33:11,670 recently, like she just apparently on her Instagram, there are many comments 7878 02:33:11,670 --> 02:33:11,680 her Instagram, there are many comments 7879 02:33:11,680 --> 02:33:14,469 her Instagram, there are many comments just about me and it's just me minding 7880 02:33:14,469 --> 02:33:14,479 just about me and it's just me minding 7881 02:33:14,479 --> 02:33:16,230 just about me and it's just me minding my business tweeting stuff and she's 7882 02:33:16,230 --> 02:33:16,240 my business tweeting stuff and she's 7883 02:33:16,240 --> 02:33:17,990 my business tweeting stuff and she's just she has something to say about it. 7884 02:33:17,990 --> 02:33:18,000 just she has something to say about it. 7885 02:33:18,000 --> 02:33:21,190 just she has something to say about it. Sure. So, you know, I I hope best, but 7886 02:33:21,190 --> 02:33:21,200 Sure. So, you know, I I hope best, but 7887 02:33:21,200 --> 02:33:24,550 Sure. So, you know, I I hope best, but you know, I mean, she seems very 7888 02:33:24,550 --> 02:33:24,560 you know, I mean, she seems very 7889 02:33:24,560 --> 02:33:26,389 you know, I mean, she seems very determined. At least you can say one of 7890 02:33:26,389 --> 02:33:26,399 determined. At least you can say one of 7891 02:33:26,399 --> 02:33:27,830 determined. At least you can say one of the positives is at least she's 7892 02:33:27,830 --> 02:33:27,840 the positives is at least she's 7893 02:33:27,840 --> 02:33:30,710 the positives is at least she's consistent. I suppose it's a horrible 7894 02:33:30,710 --> 02:33:30,720 consistent. I suppose it's a horrible 7895 02:33:30,720 --> 02:33:32,230 consistent. I suppose it's a horrible way of looking at it, but you get what 7896 02:33:32,230 --> 02:33:32,240 way of looking at it, but you get what 7897 02:33:32,240 --> 02:33:36,309 way of looking at it, but you get what I'm saying. No, I totally do. So, let's 7898 02:33:36,309 --> 02:33:36,319 I'm saying. No, I totally do. So, let's 7899 02:33:36,319 --> 02:33:39,349 I'm saying. No, I totally do. So, let's let's let's go into this real quick. Um, 7900 02:33:39,349 --> 02:33:39,359 let's let's go into this real quick. Um, 7901 02:33:39,359 --> 02:33:41,190 let's let's go into this real quick. Um, I get that this is not an easy thing to 7902 02:33:41,190 --> 02:33:41,200 I get that this is not an easy thing to 7903 02:33:41,200 --> 02:33:43,030 I get that this is not an easy thing to talk about because I mean it's it's 7904 02:33:43,030 --> 02:33:43,040 talk about because I mean it's it's 7905 02:33:43,040 --> 02:33:45,510 talk about because I mean it's it's Saber Spark. He's a big guy. It's bit 7906 02:33:45,510 --> 02:33:45,520 Saber Spark. He's a big guy. It's bit 7907 02:33:45,520 --> 02:33:47,670 Saber Spark. He's a big guy. It's bit it's a bit intimidating. 7908 02:33:47,670 --> 02:33:47,680 it's a bit intimidating. 7909 02:33:47,680 --> 02:33:50,389 it's a bit intimidating. Um, how like what was the earliest that 7910 02:33:50,389 --> 02:33:50,399 Um, how like what was the earliest that 7911 02:33:50,399 --> 02:33:52,230 Um, how like what was the earliest that you can think of where you decided to 7912 02:33:52,230 --> 02:33:52,240 you can think of where you decided to 7913 02:33:52,240 --> 02:33:54,389 you can think of where you decided to open up about this to at least somebody 7914 02:33:54,389 --> 02:33:54,399 open up about this to at least somebody 7915 02:33:54,399 --> 02:33:58,510 open up about this to at least somebody anybody at all? 7916 02:33:58,510 --> 02:33:58,520 7917 02:33:58,520 --> 02:34:01,349 Um, anybody? 7918 02:34:01,349 --> 02:34:01,359 Um, anybody? 7919 02:34:01,359 --> 02:34:03,910 Um, anybody? Yeah, just like not documented, but even 7920 02:34:03,910 --> 02:34:03,920 Yeah, just like not documented, but even 7921 02:34:03,920 --> 02:34:05,270 Yeah, just like not documented, but even like just speaking to somebody, just 7922 02:34:05,270 --> 02:34:05,280 like just speaking to somebody, just 7923 02:34:05,280 --> 02:34:06,710 like just speaking to somebody, just like having a one-on-one conversation, 7924 02:34:06,710 --> 02:34:06,720 like having a one-on-one conversation, 7925 02:34:06,720 --> 02:34:09,270 like having a one-on-one conversation, not even online, just 7926 02:34:09,270 --> 02:34:09,280 not even online, just 7927 02:34:09,280 --> 02:34:10,630 not even online, just Okay. Just want to make sure I 7928 02:34:10,630 --> 02:34:10,640 Okay. Just want to make sure I 7929 02:34:10,640 --> 02:34:13,429 Okay. Just want to make sure I understand. Um, well, immediately 7930 02:34:13,429 --> 02:34:13,439 understand. Um, well, immediately 7931 02:34:13,439 --> 02:34:15,670 understand. Um, well, immediately immediately after the first incident 7932 02:34:15,670 --> 02:34:15,680 immediately after the first incident 7933 02:34:15,680 --> 02:34:18,309 immediately after the first incident happened, I called my best friend. Mhm. 7934 02:34:18,309 --> 02:34:18,319 happened, I called my best friend. Mhm. 7935 02:34:18,319 --> 02:34:20,790 happened, I called my best friend. Mhm. Um, immediately. I remember I left the 7936 02:34:20,790 --> 02:34:20,800 Um, immediately. I remember I left the 7937 02:34:20,800 --> 02:34:23,429 Um, immediately. I remember I left the room. I was like kind of shaking and 7938 02:34:23,429 --> 02:34:23,439 room. I was like kind of shaking and 7939 02:34:23,439 --> 02:34:25,510 room. I was like kind of shaking and panicked and I I called my best friend 7940 02:34:25,510 --> 02:34:25,520 panicked and I I called my best friend 7941 02:34:25,520 --> 02:34:27,750 panicked and I I called my best friend and told him immediately what happened 7942 02:34:27,750 --> 02:34:27,760 and told him immediately what happened 7943 02:34:27,760 --> 02:34:30,469 and told him immediately what happened because I didn't know what else to do. 7944 02:34:30,469 --> 02:34:30,479 because I didn't know what else to do. 7945 02:34:30,479 --> 02:34:33,270 because I didn't know what else to do. So, I mean, I will say I I was pretty 7946 02:34:33,270 --> 02:34:33,280 So, I mean, I will say I I was pretty 7947 02:34:33,280 --> 02:34:36,870 So, I mean, I will say I I was pretty upfront about it right after the fact. 7948 02:34:36,870 --> 02:34:36,880 upfront about it right after the fact. 7949 02:34:36,880 --> 02:34:39,670 upfront about it right after the fact. Um, you know, but it was primarily with 7950 02:34:39,670 --> 02:34:39,680 Um, you know, but it was primarily with 7951 02:34:39,680 --> 02:34:41,590 Um, you know, but it was primarily with my best friend. It wasn't really with 7952 02:34:41,590 --> 02:34:41,600 my best friend. It wasn't really with 7953 02:34:41,600 --> 02:34:45,590 my best friend. It wasn't really with anybody else. Um eventually after a 7954 02:34:45,590 --> 02:34:45,600 anybody else. Um eventually after a 7955 02:34:45,600 --> 02:34:48,070 anybody else. Um eventually after a while and I I did have like we talked 7956 02:34:48,070 --> 02:34:48,080 while and I I did have like we talked 7957 02:34:48,080 --> 02:34:50,950 while and I I did have like we talked about uh Soul Rock. Um I opened up to 7958 02:34:50,950 --> 02:34:50,960 about uh Soul Rock. Um I opened up to 7959 02:34:50,960 --> 02:34:54,630 about uh Soul Rock. Um I opened up to him about it. Um and then eventually I 7960 02:34:54,630 --> 02:34:54,640 him about it. Um and then eventually I 7961 02:34:54,640 --> 02:34:56,630 him about it. Um and then eventually I you know when I was dating Cam I I did 7962 02:34:56,630 --> 02:34:56,640 you know when I was dating Cam I I did 7963 02:34:56,640 --> 02:34:59,429 you know when I was dating Cam I I did open up to him about it but it's and I 7964 02:34:59,429 --> 02:34:59,439 open up to him about it but it's and I 7965 02:34:59,439 --> 02:35:01,349 open up to him about it but it's and I would you know throughout the years I 7966 02:35:01,349 --> 02:35:01,359 would you know throughout the years I 7967 02:35:01,359 --> 02:35:03,990 would you know throughout the years I would tell you know a friend here like 7968 02:35:03,990 --> 02:35:04,000 would tell you know a friend here like 7969 02:35:04,000 --> 02:35:06,309 would tell you know a friend here like friend here and there but it's not 7970 02:35:06,309 --> 02:35:06,319 friend here and there but it's not 7971 02:35:06,319 --> 02:35:08,070 friend here and there but it's not something that obviously I have wanted 7972 02:35:08,070 --> 02:35:08,080 something that obviously I have wanted 7973 02:35:08,080 --> 02:35:10,150 something that obviously I have wanted to tell just about anybody. It's just 7974 02:35:10,150 --> 02:35:10,160 to tell just about anybody. It's just 7975 02:35:10,160 --> 02:35:12,710 to tell just about anybody. It's just somebody who I do wind up becoming 7976 02:35:12,710 --> 02:35:12,720 somebody who I do wind up becoming 7977 02:35:12,720 --> 02:35:14,469 somebody who I do wind up becoming really close with. It is something that 7978 02:35:14,469 --> 02:35:14,479 really close with. It is something that 7979 02:35:14,479 --> 02:35:16,790 really close with. It is something that eventually I I do kind of bring up 7980 02:35:16,790 --> 02:35:16,800 eventually I I do kind of bring up 7981 02:35:16,800 --> 02:35:19,429 eventually I I do kind of bring up because it is kind of a hard thing and I 7982 02:35:19,429 --> 02:35:19,439 because it is kind of a hard thing and I 7983 02:35:19,439 --> 02:35:21,990 because it is kind of a hard thing and I it's something that, you know, every 7984 02:35:21,990 --> 02:35:22,000 it's something that, you know, every 7985 02:35:22,000 --> 02:35:24,070 it's something that, you know, every couple of months I start kind of getting 7986 02:35:24,070 --> 02:35:24,080 couple of months I start kind of getting 7987 02:35:24,080 --> 02:35:26,950 couple of months I start kind of getting upset about it and I I want to vent and 7988 02:35:26,950 --> 02:35:26,960 upset about it and I I want to vent and 7989 02:35:26,960 --> 02:35:28,710 upset about it and I I want to vent and so you know every couple of months I'm 7990 02:35:28,710 --> 02:35:28,720 so you know every couple of months I'm 7991 02:35:28,720 --> 02:35:31,429 so you know every couple of months I'm like Cam can we go over this again? You 7992 02:35:31,429 --> 02:35:31,439 like Cam can we go over this again? You 7993 02:35:31,439 --> 02:35:32,950 like Cam can we go over this again? You know, because it's just it's hard. It's 7994 02:35:32,950 --> 02:35:32,960 know, because it's just it's hard. It's 7995 02:35:32,960 --> 02:35:35,110 know, because it's just it's hard. It's it's it's not easy. And this is 7996 02:35:35,110 --> 02:35:35,120 it's it's not easy. And this is 7997 02:35:35,120 --> 02:35:37,750 it's it's not easy. And this is something that I still have struggled to 7998 02:35:37,750 --> 02:35:37,760 something that I still have struggled to 7999 02:35:37,760 --> 02:35:40,630 something that I still have struggled to kind of move beyond, you know, 12 or so 8000 02:35:40,630 --> 02:35:40,640 kind of move beyond, you know, 12 or so 8001 02:35:40,640 --> 02:35:43,590 kind of move beyond, you know, 12 or so many years later. And what happened? I 8002 02:35:43,590 --> 02:35:43,600 many years later. And what happened? I 8003 02:35:43,600 --> 02:35:45,750 many years later. And what happened? I don't know how to get over it, you know. 8004 02:35:45,750 --> 02:35:45,760 don't know how to get over it, you know. 8005 02:35:45,760 --> 02:35:47,750 don't know how to get over it, you know. You know. Okay. It cut out for a second. 8006 02:35:47,750 --> 02:35:47,760 You know. Okay. It cut out for a second. 8007 02:35:47,760 --> 02:35:49,110 You know. Okay. It cut out for a second. I thought that I like dropped off the 8008 02:35:49,110 --> 02:35:49,120 I thought that I like dropped off the 8009 02:35:49,120 --> 02:35:50,309 I thought that I like dropped off the face of the earth for a second. I got 8010 02:35:50,309 --> 02:35:50,319 face of the earth for a second. I got 8011 02:35:50,319 --> 02:35:53,510 face of the earth for a second. I got scared. No, you're you're still here. 8012 02:35:53,510 --> 02:35:53,520 scared. No, you're you're still here. 8013 02:35:53,520 --> 02:35:55,510 scared. No, you're you're still here. Okay, good. 8014 02:35:55,510 --> 02:35:55,520 Okay, good. 8015 02:35:55,520 --> 02:35:56,870 Okay, good. You know what? Phineas is recording, 8016 02:35:56,870 --> 02:35:56,880 You know what? Phineas is recording, 8017 02:35:56,880 --> 02:35:58,309 You know what? Phineas is recording, too. I'm sure he caught all of that. 8018 02:35:58,309 --> 02:35:58,319 too. I'm sure he caught all of that. 8019 02:35:58,319 --> 02:36:00,230 too. I'm sure he caught all of that. It's fine. 8020 02:36:00,230 --> 02:36:00,240 It's fine. 8021 02:36:00,240 --> 02:36:03,270 It's fine. Enter. Are you also recording? Uh yes. 8022 02:36:03,270 --> 02:36:03,280 Enter. Are you also recording? Uh yes. 8023 02:36:03,280 --> 02:36:05,910 Enter. Are you also recording? Uh yes. Uh but don't rely too hard on mine. 8024 02:36:05,910 --> 02:36:05,920 Uh but don't rely too hard on mine. 8025 02:36:05,920 --> 02:36:10,389 Uh but don't rely too hard on mine. Okay. Uh yeah. No, mine it's gonna have 8026 02:36:10,389 --> 02:36:10,399 Okay. Uh yeah. No, mine it's gonna have 8027 02:36:10,399 --> 02:36:13,670 Okay. Uh yeah. No, mine it's gonna have a little uh little noises of me in my 8028 02:36:13,670 --> 02:36:13,680 a little uh little noises of me in my 8029 02:36:13,680 --> 02:36:17,510 a little uh little noises of me in my room also. So Okay, perfect. I just got 8030 02:36:17,510 --> 02:36:17,520 room also. So Okay, perfect. I just got 8031 02:36:17,520 --> 02:36:19,270 room also. So Okay, perfect. I just got worried cuz you suddenly cut went dead 8032 02:36:19,270 --> 02:36:19,280 worried cuz you suddenly cut went dead 8033 02:36:19,280 --> 02:36:20,389 worried cuz you suddenly cut went dead and I'm just like, "Oh god, it's 8034 02:36:20,389 --> 02:36:20,399 and I'm just like, "Oh god, it's 8035 02:36:20,399 --> 02:36:24,550 and I'm just like, "Oh god, it's happening again." No, the virus. It's 8036 02:36:24,550 --> 02:36:24,560 happening again." No, the virus. It's 8037 02:36:24,560 --> 02:36:25,910 happening again." No, the virus. It's taking its toll. No, we're good. We're 8038 02:36:25,910 --> 02:36:25,920 taking its toll. No, we're good. We're 8039 02:36:25,920 --> 02:36:28,389 taking its toll. No, we're good. We're good. Good lord. 8040 02:36:28,389 --> 02:36:28,399 good. Good lord. 8041 02:36:28,399 --> 02:36:30,950 good. Good lord. So, you said that you don't like, you 8042 02:36:30,950 --> 02:36:30,960 So, you said that you don't like, you 8043 02:36:30,960 --> 02:36:33,110 So, you said that you don't like, you know, just tell about just about anybody 8044 02:36:33,110 --> 02:36:33,120 know, just tell about just about anybody 8045 02:36:33,120 --> 02:36:35,110 know, just tell about just about anybody about this sort of thing. Uh, you just 8046 02:36:35,110 --> 02:36:35,120 about this sort of thing. Uh, you just 8047 02:36:35,120 --> 02:36:37,030 about this sort of thing. Uh, you just friends when you need a vent. What was 8048 02:36:37,030 --> 02:36:37,040 friends when you need a vent. What was 8049 02:36:37,040 --> 02:36:38,550 friends when you need a vent. What was the decision to finally just like come 8050 02:36:38,550 --> 02:36:38,560 the decision to finally just like come 8051 02:36:38,560 --> 02:36:41,590 the decision to finally just like come out publicly about it? Like just tell 8052 02:36:41,590 --> 02:36:41,600 out publicly about it? Like just tell 8053 02:36:41,600 --> 02:36:43,429 out publicly about it? Like just tell the the mass internet and put it as a 8054 02:36:43,429 --> 02:36:43,439 the the mass internet and put it as a 8055 02:36:43,439 --> 02:36:47,030 the the mass internet and put it as a public information kind of thing, 8056 02:36:47,030 --> 02:36:47,040 public information kind of thing, 8057 02:36:47,040 --> 02:36:48,429 public information kind of thing, man. 8058 02:36:48,429 --> 02:36:48,439 man. 8059 02:36:48,439 --> 02:36:51,910 man. So, honestly, the last like year and a 8060 02:36:51,910 --> 02:36:51,920 So, honestly, the last like year and a 8061 02:36:51,920 --> 02:36:54,630 So, honestly, the last like year and a half, I've been kind of I'll be honest, 8062 02:36:54,630 --> 02:36:54,640 half, I've been kind of I'll be honest, 8063 02:36:54,640 --> 02:36:56,150 half, I've been kind of I'll be honest, like it's a thing that I've talked about 8064 02:36:56,150 --> 02:36:56,160 like it's a thing that I've talked about 8065 02:36:56,160 --> 02:36:58,950 like it's a thing that I've talked about with people, right? Like here and there. 8066 02:36:58,950 --> 02:36:58,960 with people, right? Like here and there. 8067 02:36:58,960 --> 02:37:02,870 with people, right? Like here and there. But I will say that a lot of my trauma 8068 02:37:02,870 --> 02:37:02,880 But I will say that a lot of my trauma 8069 02:37:02,880 --> 02:37:06,309 But I will say that a lot of my trauma in relation to being, you know, sexually 8070 02:37:06,309 --> 02:37:06,319 in relation to being, you know, sexually 8071 02:37:06,319 --> 02:37:08,790 in relation to being, you know, sexually taken advantage of in general, like in a 8072 02:37:08,790 --> 02:37:08,800 taken advantage of in general, like in a 8073 02:37:08,800 --> 02:37:10,950 taken advantage of in general, like in a general sense. This is this has been 8074 02:37:10,950 --> 02:37:10,960 general sense. This is this has been 8075 02:37:10,960 --> 02:37:12,630 general sense. This is this has been something that I've been trying to work 8076 02:37:12,630 --> 02:37:12,640 something that I've been trying to work 8077 02:37:12,640 --> 02:37:15,590 something that I've been trying to work for like work towards healing like 8078 02:37:15,590 --> 02:37:15,600 for like work towards healing like 8079 02:37:15,600 --> 02:37:17,270 for like work towards healing like probably since maybe the beginning of 8080 02:37:17,270 --> 02:37:17,280 probably since maybe the beginning of 8081 02:37:17,280 --> 02:37:21,510 probably since maybe the beginning of 2024 like something kind of hit where um 8082 02:37:21,510 --> 02:37:21,520 2024 like something kind of hit where um 8083 02:37:21,520 --> 02:37:23,590 2024 like something kind of hit where um an unrelated situation. And I don't want 8084 02:37:23,590 --> 02:37:23,600 an unrelated situation. And I don't want 8085 02:37:23,600 --> 02:37:26,429 an unrelated situation. And I don't want to obviously go too into like my 8086 02:37:26,429 --> 02:37:26,439 to obviously go too into like my 8087 02:37:26,439 --> 02:37:30,790 to obviously go too into like my other situations, but I I went to like 8088 02:37:30,790 --> 02:37:30,800 other situations, but I I went to like 8089 02:37:30,800 --> 02:37:34,150 other situations, but I I went to like this public space where another incident 8090 02:37:34,150 --> 02:37:34,160 this public space where another incident 8091 02:37:34,160 --> 02:37:37,270 this public space where another incident had happened and I began dissociating 8092 02:37:37,270 --> 02:37:37,280 had happened and I began dissociating 8093 02:37:37,280 --> 02:37:39,270 had happened and I began dissociating really badly and I felt really really 8094 02:37:39,270 --> 02:37:39,280 really badly and I felt really really 8095 02:37:39,280 --> 02:37:41,750 really badly and I felt really really like lightaded and unwell and I 8096 02:37:41,750 --> 02:37:41,760 like lightaded and unwell and I 8097 02:37:41,760 --> 02:37:43,910 like lightaded and unwell and I remember, you know, being really upset 8098 02:37:43,910 --> 02:37:43,920 remember, you know, being really upset 8099 02:37:43,920 --> 02:37:45,590 remember, you know, being really upset because it was like this public space 8100 02:37:45,590 --> 02:37:45,600 because it was like this public space 8101 02:37:45,600 --> 02:37:47,590 because it was like this public space that, you know, I wanted to have a good 8102 02:37:47,590 --> 02:37:47,600 that, you know, I wanted to have a good 8103 02:37:47,600 --> 02:37:49,349 that, you know, I wanted to have a good time at, but it was also a public space 8104 02:37:49,349 --> 02:37:49,359 time at, but it was also a public space 8105 02:37:49,359 --> 02:37:53,349 time at, but it was also a public space where um one of these incidents happened 8106 02:37:53,349 --> 02:37:53,359 where um one of these incidents happened 8107 02:37:53,359 --> 02:37:55,429 where um one of these incidents happened um not with Saber but in a just a 8108 02:37:55,429 --> 02:37:55,439 um not with Saber but in a just a 8109 02:37:55,439 --> 02:37:58,630 um not with Saber but in a just a different unrelated thing. Um, and I 8110 02:37:58,630 --> 02:37:58,640 different unrelated thing. Um, and I 8111 02:37:58,640 --> 02:38:03,950 different unrelated thing. Um, and I realized that I have not taken any kind 8112 02:38:03,950 --> 02:38:03,960 realized that I have not taken any kind 8113 02:38:03,960 --> 02:38:07,030 realized that I have not taken any kind of I I haven't done anything to work 8114 02:38:07,030 --> 02:38:07,040 of I I haven't done anything to work 8115 02:38:07,040 --> 02:38:08,950 of I I haven't done anything to work towards healing from all of these 8116 02:38:08,950 --> 02:38:08,960 towards healing from all of these 8117 02:38:08,960 --> 02:38:11,550 towards healing from all of these situations that have affected me this 8118 02:38:11,550 --> 02:38:11,560 situations that have affected me this 8119 02:38:11,560 --> 02:38:14,469 situations that have affected me this deeply, you know, like I like to I can't 8120 02:38:14,469 --> 02:38:14,479 deeply, you know, like I like to I can't 8121 02:38:14,479 --> 02:38:17,990 deeply, you know, like I like to I can't even like go to like a mall now without, 8122 02:38:17,990 --> 02:38:18,000 even like go to like a mall now without, 8123 02:38:18,000 --> 02:38:19,830 even like go to like a mall now without, you know, getting completely triggered 8124 02:38:19,830 --> 02:38:19,840 you know, getting completely triggered 8125 02:38:19,840 --> 02:38:22,150 you know, getting completely triggered and dissociated because of a a situation 8126 02:38:22,150 --> 02:38:22,160 and dissociated because of a a situation 8127 02:38:22,160 --> 02:38:24,790 and dissociated because of a a situation that happened in that location. And it 8128 02:38:24,790 --> 02:38:24,800 that happened in that location. And it 8129 02:38:24,800 --> 02:38:27,110 that happened in that location. And it made me look back on these other 8130 02:38:27,110 --> 02:38:27,120 made me look back on these other 8131 02:38:27,120 --> 02:38:31,349 made me look back on these other situations with Saber um and others. Uh 8132 02:38:31,349 --> 02:38:31,359 situations with Saber um and others. Uh 8133 02:38:31,359 --> 02:38:33,030 situations with Saber um and others. Uh and I realized that this is something 8134 02:38:33,030 --> 02:38:33,040 and I realized that this is something 8135 02:38:33,040 --> 02:38:36,070 and I realized that this is something that I really need to start working on. 8136 02:38:36,070 --> 02:38:36,080 that I really need to start working on. 8137 02:38:36,080 --> 02:38:38,349 that I really need to start working on. I really need to start being honest with 8138 02:38:38,349 --> 02:38:38,359 I really need to start being honest with 8139 02:38:38,359 --> 02:38:40,870 I really need to start being honest with myself about the fact that I've been 8140 02:38:40,870 --> 02:38:40,880 myself about the fact that I've been 8141 02:38:40,880 --> 02:38:43,349 myself about the fact that I've been just trying to just survive. I'm just 8142 02:38:43,349 --> 02:38:43,359 just trying to just survive. I'm just 8143 02:38:43,359 --> 02:38:45,270 just trying to just survive. I'm just trying to ignore it and I'm just trying 8144 02:38:45,270 --> 02:38:45,280 trying to ignore it and I'm just trying 8145 02:38:45,280 --> 02:38:47,910 trying to ignore it and I'm just trying to get through the day and that's not 8146 02:38:47,910 --> 02:38:47,920 to get through the day and that's not 8147 02:38:47,920 --> 02:38:51,910 to get through the day and that's not helping me. And so, you know, during 8148 02:38:51,910 --> 02:38:51,920 helping me. And so, you know, during 8149 02:38:51,920 --> 02:38:54,950 helping me. And so, you know, during like the last I don't know, couple of I 8150 02:38:54,950 --> 02:38:54,960 like the last I don't know, couple of I 8151 02:38:54,960 --> 02:38:56,150 like the last I don't know, couple of I I'm trying to think of how long it's 8152 02:38:56,150 --> 02:38:56,160 I'm trying to think of how long it's 8153 02:38:56,160 --> 02:38:58,550 I'm trying to think of how long it's been. Maybe maybe the last like four 8154 02:38:58,550 --> 02:38:58,560 been. Maybe maybe the last like four 8155 02:38:58,560 --> 02:39:01,110 been. Maybe maybe the last like four months or so, you know, the conversation 8156 02:39:01,110 --> 02:39:01,120 months or so, you know, the conversation 8157 02:39:01,120 --> 02:39:04,230 months or so, you know, the conversation has come up because of all of the stuff 8158 02:39:04,230 --> 02:39:04,240 has come up because of all of the stuff 8159 02:39:04,240 --> 02:39:06,790 has come up because of all of the stuff in relation to Black Griffin because 8160 02:39:06,790 --> 02:39:06,800 in relation to Black Griffin because 8161 02:39:06,800 --> 02:39:09,270 in relation to Black Griffin because people will bring up that Saber has 8162 02:39:09,270 --> 02:39:09,280 people will bring up that Saber has 8163 02:39:09,280 --> 02:39:11,590 people will bring up that Saber has defended this and has, you know, I've 8164 02:39:11,590 --> 02:39:11,600 defended this and has, you know, I've 8165 02:39:11,600 --> 02:39:13,349 defended this and has, you know, I've seen all these comments that he's making 8166 02:39:13,349 --> 02:39:13,359 seen all these comments that he's making 8167 02:39:13,359 --> 02:39:15,190 seen all these comments that he's making about it. It's all on the level, you 8168 02:39:15,190 --> 02:39:15,200 about it. It's all on the level, you 8169 02:39:15,200 --> 02:39:17,550 about it. It's all on the level, you know. It's all cool, you know, because 8170 02:39:17,550 --> 02:39:17,560 know. It's all cool, you know, because 8171 02:39:17,560 --> 02:39:20,630 know. It's all cool, you know, because Claire doesn't understand that she has 8172 02:39:20,630 --> 02:39:20,640 Claire doesn't understand that she has 8173 02:39:20,640 --> 02:39:22,950 Claire doesn't understand that she has been groomed. It's fine. You know, it's 8174 02:39:22,950 --> 02:39:22,960 been groomed. It's fine. You know, it's 8175 02:39:22,960 --> 02:39:24,710 been groomed. It's fine. You know, it's all on the level. We're all good. And 8176 02:39:24,710 --> 02:39:24,720 all on the level. We're all good. And 8177 02:39:24,720 --> 02:39:27,590 all on the level. We're all good. And I'll be honest, that triggered me and 8178 02:39:27,590 --> 02:39:27,600 I'll be honest, that triggered me and 8179 02:39:27,600 --> 02:39:29,830 I'll be honest, that triggered me and made me realize, you know, I wonder if 8180 02:39:29,830 --> 02:39:29,840 made me realize, you know, I wonder if 8181 02:39:29,840 --> 02:39:32,230 made me realize, you know, I wonder if that's just how my situation has been 8182 02:39:32,230 --> 02:39:32,240 that's just how my situation has been 8183 02:39:32,240 --> 02:39:34,790 that's just how my situation has been interpreted because I didn't speak out. 8184 02:39:34,790 --> 02:39:34,800 interpreted because I didn't speak out. 8185 02:39:34,800 --> 02:39:36,630 interpreted because I didn't speak out. Because I didn't sit there and say, "No, 8186 02:39:36,630 --> 02:39:36,640 Because I didn't sit there and say, "No, 8187 02:39:36,640 --> 02:39:39,429 Because I didn't sit there and say, "No, get off of me." Because I didn't, you 8188 02:39:39,429 --> 02:39:39,439 get off of me." Because I didn't, you 8189 02:39:39,439 --> 02:39:41,750 get off of me." Because I didn't, you know, have something to say about it. is 8190 02:39:41,750 --> 02:39:41,760 know, have something to say about it. is 8191 02:39:41,760 --> 02:39:43,990 know, have something to say about it. is that just how I'm being interpreted? And 8192 02:39:43,990 --> 02:39:44,000 that just how I'm being interpreted? And 8193 02:39:44,000 --> 02:39:46,469 that just how I'm being interpreted? And that triggered me and upset me a lot. 8194 02:39:46,469 --> 02:39:46,479 that triggered me and upset me a lot. 8195 02:39:46,479 --> 02:39:48,950 that triggered me and upset me a lot. And so, you know, I was talking with my 8196 02:39:48,950 --> 02:39:48,960 And so, you know, I was talking with my 8197 02:39:48,960 --> 02:39:51,349 And so, you know, I was talking with my friend Amy about it because of all of 8198 02:39:51,349 --> 02:39:51,359 friend Amy about it because of all of 8199 02:39:51,359 --> 02:39:54,550 friend Amy about it because of all of the, you know, conversation with Saber 8200 02:39:54,550 --> 02:39:54,560 the, you know, conversation with Saber 8201 02:39:54,560 --> 02:39:57,830 the, you know, conversation with Saber being brought up recently and I just I I 8202 02:39:57,830 --> 02:39:57,840 being brought up recently and I just I I 8203 02:39:57,840 --> 02:39:59,670 being brought up recently and I just I I just couldn't deal with it and I just 8204 02:39:59,670 --> 02:39:59,680 just couldn't deal with it and I just 8205 02:39:59,680 --> 02:40:02,469 just couldn't deal with it and I just started kind of spilling on how I felt 8206 02:40:02,469 --> 02:40:02,479 started kind of spilling on how I felt 8207 02:40:02,479 --> 02:40:05,429 started kind of spilling on how I felt about it. And it was Amy who then said, 8208 02:40:05,429 --> 02:40:05,439 about it. And it was Amy who then said, 8209 02:40:05,439 --> 02:40:07,349 about it. And it was Amy who then said, you know, have you ever thought about 8210 02:40:07,349 --> 02:40:07,359 you know, have you ever thought about 8211 02:40:07,359 --> 02:40:11,190 you know, have you ever thought about speaking up? and I told her no because I 8212 02:40:11,190 --> 02:40:11,200 speaking up? and I told her no because I 8213 02:40:11,200 --> 02:40:12,870 speaking up? and I told her no because I I have a really hard time with doing 8214 02:40:12,870 --> 02:40:12,880 I have a really hard time with doing 8215 02:40:12,880 --> 02:40:14,590 I have a really hard time with doing that. 8216 02:40:14,590 --> 02:40:14,600 that. 8217 02:40:14,600 --> 02:40:17,030 that. Um I don't know. I don't want to get too 8218 02:40:17,030 --> 02:40:17,040 Um I don't know. I don't want to get too 8219 02:40:17,040 --> 02:40:19,190 Um I don't know. I don't want to get too personal. It's just I have a hard time 8220 02:40:19,190 --> 02:40:19,200 personal. It's just I have a hard time 8221 02:40:19,200 --> 02:40:21,590 personal. It's just I have a hard time with like speaking up about those 8222 02:40:21,590 --> 02:40:21,600 with like speaking up about those 8223 02:40:21,600 --> 02:40:24,790 with like speaking up about those situations. I I lock up. I I don't know 8224 02:40:24,790 --> 02:40:24,800 situations. I I lock up. I I don't know 8225 02:40:24,800 --> 02:40:27,270 situations. I I lock up. I I don't know how to deal with that. And so it was not 8226 02:40:27,270 --> 02:40:27,280 how to deal with that. And so it was not 8227 02:40:27,280 --> 02:40:29,190 how to deal with that. And so it was not something ever really on my mind for a 8228 02:40:29,190 --> 02:40:29,200 something ever really on my mind for a 8229 02:40:29,200 --> 02:40:32,150 something ever really on my mind for a long time until this was recommended and 8230 02:40:32,150 --> 02:40:32,160 long time until this was recommended and 8231 02:40:32,160 --> 02:40:35,990 long time until this was recommended and the idea had been brought up. And um you 8232 02:40:35,990 --> 02:40:36,000 the idea had been brought up. And um you 8233 02:40:36,000 --> 02:40:38,710 the idea had been brought up. And um you know Amy said you know I could talk to 8234 02:40:38,710 --> 02:40:38,720 know Amy said you know I could talk to 8235 02:40:38,720 --> 02:40:40,790 know Amy said you know I could talk to you know Brony Fandal who's handled 8236 02:40:40,790 --> 02:40:40,800 you know Brony Fandal who's handled 8237 02:40:40,800 --> 02:40:43,030 you know Brony Fandal who's handled these other situations and you know 8238 02:40:43,030 --> 02:40:43,040 these other situations and you know 8239 02:40:43,040 --> 02:40:46,389 these other situations and you know maybe we can help you and maybe this can 8240 02:40:46,389 --> 02:40:46,399 maybe we can help you and maybe this can 8241 02:40:46,399 --> 02:40:48,309 maybe we can help you and maybe this can help you work towards healing and I 8242 02:40:48,309 --> 02:40:48,319 help you work towards healing and I 8243 02:40:48,319 --> 02:40:50,150 help you work towards healing and I thought okay you know maybe maybe we 8244 02:40:50,150 --> 02:40:50,160 thought okay you know maybe maybe we 8245 02:40:50,160 --> 02:40:51,590 thought okay you know maybe maybe we could at least start with a conversation 8246 02:40:51,590 --> 02:40:51,600 could at least start with a conversation 8247 02:40:51,600 --> 02:40:54,469 could at least start with a conversation and you know it just that's how it all 8248 02:40:54,469 --> 02:40:54,479 and you know it just that's how it all 8249 02:40:54,479 --> 02:40:56,630 and you know it just that's how it all kind of started and eventually it was 8250 02:40:56,630 --> 02:40:56,640 kind of started and eventually it was 8251 02:40:56,640 --> 02:40:59,670 kind of started and eventually it was okay now reach out to KP because she's a 8252 02:40:59,670 --> 02:40:59,680 okay now reach out to KP because she's a 8253 02:40:59,680 --> 02:41:02,070 okay now reach out to KP because she's a victim and maybe she she's gonna she's 8254 02:41:02,070 --> 02:41:02,080 victim and maybe she she's gonna she's 8255 02:41:02,080 --> 02:41:03,670 victim and maybe she she's gonna she's already working on something related to 8256 02:41:03,670 --> 02:41:03,680 already working on something related to 8257 02:41:03,680 --> 02:41:05,990 already working on something related to save her. So maybe she'd be the right 8258 02:41:05,990 --> 02:41:06,000 save her. So maybe she'd be the right 8259 02:41:06,000 --> 02:41:08,309 save her. So maybe she'd be the right person. And me just kind of putting my 8260 02:41:08,309 --> 02:41:08,319 person. And me just kind of putting my 8261 02:41:08,319 --> 02:41:11,270 person. And me just kind of putting my trust in the people who I'm talking to 8262 02:41:11,270 --> 02:41:11,280 trust in the people who I'm talking to 8263 02:41:11,280 --> 02:41:14,870 trust in the people who I'm talking to about this very vulnerable situation. I 8264 02:41:14,870 --> 02:41:14,880 about this very vulnerable situation. I 8265 02:41:14,880 --> 02:41:17,190 about this very vulnerable situation. I just kind of was like, "Okay, I'll I'll 8266 02:41:17,190 --> 02:41:17,200 just kind of was like, "Okay, I'll I'll 8267 02:41:17,200 --> 02:41:18,630 just kind of was like, "Okay, I'll I'll do it." You know, I'm putting my trust 8268 02:41:18,630 --> 02:41:18,640 do it." You know, I'm putting my trust 8269 02:41:18,640 --> 02:41:21,190 do it." You know, I'm putting my trust in what I'm being kind of recommended. 8270 02:41:21,190 --> 02:41:21,200 in what I'm being kind of recommended. 8271 02:41:21,200 --> 02:41:23,510 in what I'm being kind of recommended. And that's kind of how all of this sort 8272 02:41:23,510 --> 02:41:23,520 And that's kind of how all of this sort 8273 02:41:23,520 --> 02:41:25,830 And that's kind of how all of this sort of happened. Yeah. Was there any 8274 02:41:25,830 --> 02:41:25,840 of happened. Yeah. Was there any 8275 02:41:25,840 --> 02:41:28,309 of happened. Yeah. Was there any particular reason why KB KP 8276 02:41:28,309 --> 02:41:28,319 particular reason why KB KP 8277 02:41:28,319 --> 02:41:30,150 particular reason why KB KP specifically? Cuz you said that like the 8278 02:41:30,150 --> 02:41:30,160 specifically? Cuz you said that like the 8279 02:41:30,160 --> 02:41:31,590 specifically? Cuz you said that like the people recommending her said that she 8280 02:41:31,590 --> 02:41:31,600 people recommending her said that she 8281 02:41:31,600 --> 02:41:33,590 people recommending her said that she was already a victim. Is that in regards 8282 02:41:33,590 --> 02:41:33,600 was already a victim. Is that in regards 8283 02:41:33,600 --> 02:41:36,790 was already a victim. Is that in regards to like the Chris stuff or just like cuz 8284 02:41:36,790 --> 02:41:36,800 to like the Chris stuff or just like cuz 8285 02:41:36,800 --> 02:41:39,349 to like the Chris stuff or just like cuz they used to be friends and Saber Spark, 8286 02:41:39,349 --> 02:41:39,359 they used to be friends and Saber Spark, 8287 02:41:39,359 --> 02:41:40,870 they used to be friends and Saber Spark, you know, blew her off or whatever the 8288 02:41:40,870 --> 02:41:40,880 you know, blew her off or whatever the 8289 02:41:40,880 --> 02:41:42,469 you know, blew her off or whatever the hell. 8290 02:41:42,469 --> 02:41:42,479 hell. 8291 02:41:42,479 --> 02:41:44,150 hell. Mhm. That's I think what they were 8292 02:41:44,150 --> 02:41:44,160 Mhm. That's I think what they were 8293 02:41:44,160 --> 02:41:45,590 Mhm. That's I think what they were referring to. They were like, "Yeah, 8294 02:41:45,590 --> 02:41:45,600 referring to. They were like, "Yeah, 8295 02:41:45,600 --> 02:41:48,630 referring to. They were like, "Yeah, she's a victim of Saber because of these 8296 02:41:48,630 --> 02:41:48,640 she's a victim of Saber because of these 8297 02:41:48,640 --> 02:41:51,270 she's a victim of Saber because of these this situation with Chris uh with the 8298 02:41:51,270 --> 02:41:51,280 this situation with Chris uh with the 8299 02:41:51,280 --> 02:41:54,150 this situation with Chris uh with the sexual harassment and Saber not really 8300 02:41:54,150 --> 02:41:54,160 sexual harassment and Saber not really 8301 02:41:54,160 --> 02:41:56,790 sexual harassment and Saber not really like doing anything about it." Um, but I 8302 02:41:56,790 --> 02:41:56,800 like doing anything about it." Um, but I 8303 02:41:56,800 --> 02:41:59,030 like doing anything about it." Um, but I didn't have that context until I then 8304 02:41:59,030 --> 02:41:59,040 didn't have that context until I then 8305 02:41:59,040 --> 02:42:01,990 didn't have that context until I then talked to KP. So I what every time every 8306 02:42:01,990 --> 02:42:02,000 talked to KP. So I what every time every 8307 02:42:02,000 --> 02:42:03,270 talked to KP. So I what every time every everyone's saying she's a victim too, 8308 02:42:03,270 --> 02:42:03,280 everyone's saying she's a victim too, 8309 02:42:03,280 --> 02:42:05,910 everyone's saying she's a victim too, I'm like, "Oh, okay." Like what what 8310 02:42:05,910 --> 02:42:05,920 I'm like, "Oh, okay." Like what what 8311 02:42:05,920 --> 02:42:08,230 I'm like, "Oh, okay." Like what what happened here? You know? So then I 8312 02:42:08,230 --> 02:42:08,240 happened here? You know? So then I 8313 02:42:08,240 --> 02:42:10,469 happened here? You know? So then I reached out to KP and then we got into a 8314 02:42:10,469 --> 02:42:10,479 reached out to KP and then we got into a 8315 02:42:10,479 --> 02:42:13,190 reached out to KP and then we got into a call and she asked me what happened. I 8316 02:42:13,190 --> 02:42:13,200 call and she asked me what happened. I 8317 02:42:13,200 --> 02:42:16,389 call and she asked me what happened. I told my story of everything and then she 8318 02:42:16,389 --> 02:42:16,399 told my story of everything and then she 8319 02:42:16,399 --> 02:42:19,349 told my story of everything and then she um kind of delved into all of her stuff 8320 02:42:19,349 --> 02:42:19,359 um kind of delved into all of her stuff 8321 02:42:19,359 --> 02:42:21,910 um kind of delved into all of her stuff going on with Chris. 8322 02:42:21,910 --> 02:42:21,920 going on with Chris. 8323 02:42:21,920 --> 02:42:24,870 going on with Chris. Okay, I got you. So, just so that the 8324 02:42:24,870 --> 02:42:24,880 Okay, I got you. So, just so that the 8325 02:42:24,880 --> 02:42:27,190 Okay, I got you. So, just so that the world is aware because I think a lot of 8326 02:42:27,190 --> 02:42:27,200 world is aware because I think a lot of 8327 02:42:27,200 --> 02:42:29,990 world is aware because I think a lot of people at the beginning um because of 8328 02:42:29,990 --> 02:42:30,000 people at the beginning um because of 8329 02:42:30,000 --> 02:42:31,590 people at the beginning um because of KP's video, which we don't even need to 8330 02:42:31,590 --> 02:42:31,600 KP's video, which we don't even need to 8331 02:42:31,600 --> 02:42:33,750 KP's video, which we don't even need to get into cuz I I'm sure you don't want 8332 02:42:33,750 --> 02:42:33,760 get into cuz I I'm sure you don't want 8333 02:42:33,760 --> 02:42:35,670 get into cuz I I'm sure you don't want to speak cuz you said you don't want to 8334 02:42:35,670 --> 02:42:35,680 to speak cuz you said you don't want to 8335 02:42:35,680 --> 02:42:37,429 to speak cuz you said you don't want to speak ill will of KP or anything or you 8336 02:42:37,429 --> 02:42:37,439 speak ill will of KP or anything or you 8337 02:42:37,439 --> 02:42:38,630 speak ill will of KP or anything or you don't have anything against them 8338 02:42:38,630 --> 02:42:38,640 don't have anything against them 8339 02:42:38,640 --> 02:42:40,710 don't have anything against them personally or whatever. Um we don't need 8340 02:42:40,710 --> 02:42:40,720 personally or whatever. Um we don't need 8341 02:42:40,720 --> 02:42:42,630 personally or whatever. Um we don't need to talk about the state of that video. I 8342 02:42:42,630 --> 02:42:42,640 to talk about the state of that video. I 8343 02:42:42,640 --> 02:42:44,070 to talk about the state of that video. I think everybody's very aware of what the 8344 02:42:44,070 --> 02:42:44,080 think everybody's very aware of what the 8345 02:42:44,080 --> 02:42:46,389 think everybody's very aware of what the state of that video was. 8346 02:42:46,389 --> 02:42:46,399 state of that video was. 8347 02:42:46,399 --> 02:42:48,070 state of that video was. That would get us sidetracked right now. 8348 02:42:48,070 --> 02:42:48,080 That would get us sidetracked right now. 8349 02:42:48,080 --> 02:42:49,070 That would get us sidetracked right now. Yeah. 8350 02:42:49,070 --> 02:42:49,080 Yeah. 8351 02:42:49,080 --> 02:42:51,429 Yeah. So, a lot of people because of the way 8352 02:42:51,429 --> 02:42:51,439 So, a lot of people because of the way 8353 02:42:51,439 --> 02:42:54,389 So, a lot of people because of the way that whole video was handled assume that 8354 02:42:54,389 --> 02:42:54,399 that whole video was handled assume that 8355 02:42:54,399 --> 02:42:56,230 that whole video was handled assume that you were something you are something 8356 02:42:56,230 --> 02:42:56,240 you were something you are something 8357 02:42:56,240 --> 02:42:58,230 you were something you are something somewhat of a manifestation of Brody 8358 02:42:58,230 --> 02:42:58,240 somewhat of a manifestation of Brody 8359 02:42:58,240 --> 02:43:01,270 somewhat of a manifestation of Brody Fando and KP. Um, that you just simply 8360 02:43:01,270 --> 02:43:01,280 Fando and KP. Um, that you just simply 8361 02:43:01,280 --> 02:43:04,790 Fando and KP. Um, that you just simply don't exist. Um, I'm talking to you 8362 02:43:04,790 --> 02:43:04,800 don't exist. Um, I'm talking to you 8363 02:43:04,800 --> 02:43:07,990 don't exist. Um, I'm talking to you right now. So, clearly that's not true. 8364 02:43:07,990 --> 02:43:08,000 right now. So, clearly that's not true. 8365 02:43:08,000 --> 02:43:10,630 right now. So, clearly that's not true. You're very real. You have a voice. Here 8366 02:43:10,630 --> 02:43:10,640 You're very real. You have a voice. Here 8367 02:43:10,640 --> 02:43:14,710 You're very real. You have a voice. Here you are. There you are. You exist. So, 8368 02:43:14,710 --> 02:43:14,720 you are. There you are. You exist. So, 8369 02:43:14,720 --> 02:43:17,030 you are. There you are. You exist. So, let's just address that. You You are 8370 02:43:17,030 --> 02:43:17,040 let's just address that. You You are 8371 02:43:17,040 --> 02:43:18,469 let's just address that. You You are real. 8372 02:43:18,469 --> 02:43:18,479 real. 8373 02:43:18,479 --> 02:43:20,950 real. I am real. I'm a real person. I've got a 8374 02:43:20,950 --> 02:43:20,960 I am real. I'm a real person. I've got a 8375 02:43:20,960 --> 02:43:23,830 I am real. I'm a real person. I've got a channel. I I I Yes, I'm a real person 8376 02:43:23,830 --> 02:43:23,840 channel. I I I Yes, I'm a real person 8377 02:43:23,840 --> 02:43:25,910 channel. I I I Yes, I'm a real person with this real experience that happened. 8378 02:43:25,910 --> 02:43:25,920 with this real experience that happened. 8379 02:43:25,920 --> 02:43:28,389 with this real experience that happened. Um I was kind of shocked to see people 8380 02:43:28,389 --> 02:43:28,399 Um I was kind of shocked to see people 8381 02:43:28,399 --> 02:43:30,710 Um I was kind of shocked to see people assume that, but I don't entirely blame 8382 02:43:30,710 --> 02:43:30,720 assume that, but I don't entirely blame 8383 02:43:30,720 --> 02:43:33,429 assume that, but I don't entirely blame them because, you know, obviously even 8384 02:43:33,429 --> 02:43:33,439 them because, you know, obviously even 8385 02:43:33,439 --> 02:43:35,590 them because, you know, obviously even when it came to putting my trust in 8386 02:43:35,590 --> 02:43:35,600 when it came to putting my trust in 8387 02:43:35,600 --> 02:43:37,670 when it came to putting my trust in everybody, I still was like, I would 8388 02:43:37,670 --> 02:43:37,680 everybody, I still was like, I would 8389 02:43:37,680 --> 02:43:39,030 everybody, I still was like, I would rather just kind of be anonymous, 8390 02:43:39,030 --> 02:43:39,040 rather just kind of be anonymous, 8391 02:43:39,040 --> 02:43:41,190 rather just kind of be anonymous, please. you know, I really like I it's 8392 02:43:41,190 --> 02:43:41,200 please. you know, I really like I it's 8393 02:43:41,200 --> 02:43:42,990 please. you know, I really like I it's like I'm kind of coming forward, but I'm 8394 02:43:42,990 --> 02:43:43,000 like I'm kind of coming forward, but I'm 8395 02:43:43,000 --> 02:43:46,309 like I'm kind of coming forward, but I'm still I don't want to get brutally 8396 02:43:46,309 --> 02:43:46,319 still I don't want to get brutally 8397 02:43:46,319 --> 02:43:49,750 still I don't want to get brutally harassed, you know, by fans of him, you 8398 02:43:49,750 --> 02:43:49,760 harassed, you know, by fans of him, you 8399 02:43:49,760 --> 02:43:51,670 harassed, you know, by fans of him, you know, and 8400 02:43:51,670 --> 02:43:51,680 know, and 8401 02:43:51,680 --> 02:43:53,429 know, and so I I kind of understand why people 8402 02:43:53,429 --> 02:43:53,439 so I I kind of understand why people 8403 02:43:53,439 --> 02:43:56,070 so I I kind of understand why people came to that conclusion kind of, but no, 8404 02:43:56,070 --> 02:43:56,080 came to that conclusion kind of, but no, 8405 02:43:56,080 --> 02:43:58,870 came to that conclusion kind of, but no, I'm very much real. Well, I don't think 8406 02:43:58,870 --> 02:43:58,880 I'm very much real. Well, I don't think 8407 02:43:58,880 --> 02:44:00,790 I'm very much real. Well, I don't think I mean there's not really a ton of like 8408 02:44:00,790 --> 02:44:00,800 I mean there's not really a ton of like 8409 02:44:00,800 --> 02:44:02,550 I mean there's not really a ton of like examples of him like really using his 8410 02:44:02,550 --> 02:44:02,560 examples of him like really using his 8411 02:44:02,560 --> 02:44:04,550 examples of him like really using his fan base for that purpose, but I I can 8412 02:44:04,550 --> 02:44:04,560 fan base for that purpose, but I I can 8413 02:44:04,560 --> 02:44:06,469 fan base for that purpose, but I I can see still the concern just based on like 8414 02:44:06,469 --> 02:44:06,479 see still the concern just based on like 8415 02:44:06,479 --> 02:44:08,790 see still the concern just based on like a a victim's perspective of like cuz 8416 02:44:08,790 --> 02:44:08,800 a a victim's perspective of like cuz 8417 02:44:08,800 --> 02:44:10,309 a a victim's perspective of like cuz he's a big guy, right? He's got a big 8418 02:44:10,309 --> 02:44:10,319 he's a big guy, right? He's got a big 8419 02:44:10,319 --> 02:44:12,150 he's a big guy, right? He's got a big channel. He's got a lot of followers. 8420 02:44:12,150 --> 02:44:12,160 channel. He's got a lot of followers. 8421 02:44:12,160 --> 02:44:13,590 channel. He's got a lot of followers. So, there's always that like concern of 8422 02:44:13,590 --> 02:44:13,600 So, there's always that like concern of 8423 02:44:13,600 --> 02:44:15,429 So, there's always that like concern of like, well, what he's got a fan base. 8424 02:44:15,429 --> 02:44:15,439 like, well, what he's got a fan base. 8425 02:44:15,439 --> 02:44:16,870 like, well, what he's got a fan base. What how are they going to react? Are 8426 02:44:16,870 --> 02:44:16,880 What how are they going to react? Are 8427 02:44:16,880 --> 02:44:18,630 What how are they going to react? Are they going to be vicious about it? Are 8428 02:44:18,630 --> 02:44:18,640 they going to be vicious about it? Are 8429 02:44:18,640 --> 02:44:21,349 they going to be vicious about it? Are they going to be rude? Like, 8430 02:44:21,349 --> 02:44:21,359 they going to be rude? Like, 8431 02:44:21,359 --> 02:44:23,750 they going to be rude? Like, you know? Well, and let's let's also be 8432 02:44:23,750 --> 02:44:23,760 you know? Well, and let's let's also be 8433 02:44:23,760 --> 02:44:26,870 you know? Well, and let's let's also be completely upfront. you know, I don't 8434 02:44:26,870 --> 02:44:26,880 completely upfront. you know, I don't 8435 02:44:26,880 --> 02:44:29,429 completely upfront. you know, I don't have nearly as much as he does and I 8436 02:44:29,429 --> 02:44:29,439 have nearly as much as he does and I 8437 02:44:29,439 --> 02:44:32,150 have nearly as much as he does and I still have fans who do this even when I 8438 02:44:32,150 --> 02:44:32,160 still have fans who do this even when I 8439 02:44:32,160 --> 02:44:33,910 still have fans who do this even when I don't encourage them to like when I'm 8440 02:44:33,910 --> 02:44:33,920 don't encourage them to like when I'm 8441 02:44:33,920 --> 02:44:36,150 don't encourage them to like when I'm telling them do not do this. Do like I 8442 02:44:36,150 --> 02:44:36,160 telling them do not do this. Do like I 8443 02:44:36,160 --> 02:44:37,830 telling them do not do this. Do like I do not encourage this and they still do 8444 02:44:37,830 --> 02:44:37,840 do not encourage this and they still do 8445 02:44:37,840 --> 02:44:40,630 do not encourage this and they still do it. So even if Saber himself is not 8446 02:44:40,630 --> 02:44:40,640 it. So even if Saber himself is not 8447 02:44:40,640 --> 02:44:43,110 it. So even if Saber himself is not encouraging it, it's still going to 8448 02:44:43,110 --> 02:44:43,120 encouraging it, it's still going to 8449 02:44:43,120 --> 02:44:45,750 encouraging it, it's still going to happen. And we saw this happen actually 8450 02:44:45,750 --> 02:44:45,760 happen. And we saw this happen actually 8451 02:44:45,760 --> 02:44:50,469 happen. And we saw this happen actually when Saber responded and uh Brody Fandal 8452 02:44:50,469 --> 02:44:50,479 when Saber responded and uh Brody Fandal 8453 02:44:50,479 --> 02:44:52,230 when Saber responded and uh Brody Fandal got pushed to the point of attempting 8454 02:44:52,230 --> 02:44:52,240 got pushed to the point of attempting 8455 02:44:52,240 --> 02:44:54,710 got pushed to the point of attempting his life, you know, because people were 8456 02:44:54,710 --> 02:44:54,720 his life, you know, because people were 8457 02:44:54,720 --> 02:44:57,990 his life, you know, because people were harassing him that badly. You know, I've 8458 02:44:57,990 --> 02:44:58,000 harassing him that badly. You know, I've 8459 02:44:58,000 --> 02:44:59,590 harassing him that badly. You know, I've seen these comments and they're very 8460 02:44:59,590 --> 02:44:59,600 seen these comments and they're very 8461 02:44:59,600 --> 02:45:03,429 seen these comments and they're very mean, right? So, let's talk about the 8462 02:45:03,429 --> 02:45:03,439 mean, right? So, let's talk about the 8463 02:45:03,439 --> 02:45:06,389 mean, right? So, let's talk about the response video for a second. Um because 8464 02:45:06,389 --> 02:45:06,399 response video for a second. Um because 8465 02:45:06,399 --> 02:45:08,469 response video for a second. Um because Saber Spark more so kind of says that 8466 02:45:08,469 --> 02:45:08,479 Saber Spark more so kind of says that 8467 02:45:08,479 --> 02:45:10,150 Saber Spark more so kind of says that the whole thing was just a giant hit 8468 02:45:10,150 --> 02:45:10,160 the whole thing was just a giant hit 8469 02:45:10,160 --> 02:45:11,349 the whole thing was just a giant hit piece on him which I think is probably 8470 02:45:11,349 --> 02:45:11,359 piece on him which I think is probably 8471 02:45:11,359 --> 02:45:12,710 piece on him which I think is probably the reason why people think you don't 8472 02:45:12,710 --> 02:45:12,720 the reason why people think you don't 8473 02:45:12,720 --> 02:45:16,309 the reason why people think you don't exist. Um but what was your whole like 8474 02:45:16,309 --> 02:45:16,319 exist. Um but what was your whole like 8475 02:45:16,319 --> 02:45:17,670 exist. Um but what was your whole like thought process just kind of watching 8476 02:45:17,670 --> 02:45:17,680 thought process just kind of watching 8477 02:45:17,680 --> 02:45:19,590 thought process just kind of watching his response video? Like did you think 8478 02:45:19,590 --> 02:45:19,600 his response video? Like did you think 8479 02:45:19,600 --> 02:45:23,190 his response video? Like did you think it was like good or like were you like 8480 02:45:23,190 --> 02:45:23,200 it was like good or like were you like 8481 02:45:23,200 --> 02:45:25,349 it was like good or like were you like oh you know great response bro like I 8482 02:45:25,349 --> 02:45:25,359 oh you know great response bro like I 8483 02:45:25,359 --> 02:45:27,269 oh you know great response bro like I don't know I don't know how a victim 8484 02:45:27,269 --> 02:45:27,279 don't know I don't know how a victim 8485 02:45:27,279 --> 02:45:31,110 don't know I don't know how a victim would respond to a response video then 8486 02:45:31,110 --> 02:45:31,120 would respond to a response video then 8487 02:45:31,120 --> 02:45:33,830 would respond to a response video then right? I mean, in terms of looking at it 8488 02:45:33,830 --> 02:45:33,840 right? I mean, in terms of looking at it 8489 02:45:33,840 --> 02:45:35,190 right? I mean, in terms of looking at it from somebody who would be 8490 02:45:35,190 --> 02:45:35,200 from somebody who would be 8491 02:45:35,200 --> 02:45:37,429 from somebody who would be hypothetically a fan of him, wanting to 8492 02:45:37,429 --> 02:45:37,439 hypothetically a fan of him, wanting to 8493 02:45:37,439 --> 02:45:40,710 hypothetically a fan of him, wanting to get the uh truth of like what what 8494 02:45:40,710 --> 02:45:40,720 get the uh truth of like what what 8495 02:45:40,720 --> 02:45:42,070 get the uh truth of like what what happened, you know, can you speak on 8496 02:45:42,070 --> 02:45:42,080 happened, you know, can you speak on 8497 02:45:42,080 --> 02:45:44,790 happened, you know, can you speak on this? I don't think it was very good 8498 02:45:44,790 --> 02:45:44,800 this? I don't think it was very good 8499 02:45:44,800 --> 02:45:47,349 this? I don't think it was very good because it doesn't even really go into 8500 02:45:47,349 --> 02:45:47,359 because it doesn't even really go into 8501 02:45:47,359 --> 02:45:49,550 because it doesn't even really go into it, you know, and 8502 02:45:49,550 --> 02:45:49,560 it, you know, and 8503 02:45:49,560 --> 02:45:52,550 it, you know, and um I found that to be interesting that 8504 02:45:52,550 --> 02:45:52,560 um I found that to be interesting that 8505 02:45:52,560 --> 02:45:56,070 um I found that to be interesting that he focused so much on this. He like it's 8506 02:45:56,070 --> 02:45:56,080 he focused so much on this. He like it's 8507 02:45:56,080 --> 02:45:58,469 he focused so much on this. He like it's he doesn't say it, but I will say it is 8508 02:45:58,469 --> 02:45:58,479 he doesn't say it, but I will say it is 8509 02:45:58,479 --> 02:46:00,550 he doesn't say it, but I will say it is very heavily implied that this was just 8510 02:46:00,550 --> 02:46:00,560 very heavily implied that this was just 8511 02:46:00,560 --> 02:46:03,510 very heavily implied that this was just a manifestation of KP and Brony Fandal. 8512 02:46:03,510 --> 02:46:03,520 a manifestation of KP and Brony Fandal. 8513 02:46:03,520 --> 02:46:07,349 a manifestation of KP and Brony Fandal. Um I was shocked to see that because I 8514 02:46:07,349 --> 02:46:07,359 Um I was shocked to see that because I 8515 02:46:07,359 --> 02:46:10,230 Um I was shocked to see that because I know he knows who I am. We all know that 8516 02:46:10,230 --> 02:46:10,240 know he knows who I am. We all know that 8517 02:46:10,240 --> 02:46:12,150 know he knows who I am. We all know that because Casey acknowledges that she 8518 02:46:12,150 --> 02:46:12,160 because Casey acknowledges that she 8519 02:46:12,160 --> 02:46:14,710 because Casey acknowledges that she knows who I am who is friends with Saber 8520 02:46:14,710 --> 02:46:14,720 knows who I am who is friends with Saber 8521 02:46:14,720 --> 02:46:17,510 knows who I am who is friends with Saber Spark, right? So I was really shocked by 8522 02:46:17,510 --> 02:46:17,520 Spark, right? So I was really shocked by 8523 02:46:17,520 --> 02:46:20,230 Spark, right? So I was really shocked by that response honestly. Yeah, it 8524 02:46:20,230 --> 02:46:20,240 that response honestly. Yeah, it 8525 02:46:20,240 --> 02:46:21,670 that response honestly. Yeah, it certainly didn't make sense for Casey to 8526 02:46:21,670 --> 02:46:21,680 certainly didn't make sense for Casey to 8527 02:46:21,680 --> 02:46:23,269 certainly didn't make sense for Casey to be like, I know who it is. Look them up. 8528 02:46:23,269 --> 02:46:23,279 be like, I know who it is. Look them up. 8529 02:46:23,279 --> 02:46:24,469 be like, I know who it is. Look them up. They got all these controversies. The 8530 02:46:24,469 --> 02:46:24,479 They got all these controversies. The 8531 02:46:24,479 --> 02:46:26,150 They got all these controversies. The Saber Sparks just being like, "This was 8532 02:46:26,150 --> 02:46:26,160 Saber Sparks just being like, "This was 8533 02:46:26,160 --> 02:46:28,870 Saber Sparks just being like, "This was all just a manifestation of KP and Brony 8534 02:46:28,870 --> 02:46:28,880 all just a manifestation of KP and Brony 8535 02:46:28,880 --> 02:46:30,550 all just a manifestation of KP and Brony Fando. They were the one that put this 8536 02:46:30,550 --> 02:46:30,560 Fando. They were the one that put this 8537 02:46:30,560 --> 02:46:32,230 Fando. They were the one that put this whole thing together and I can prove 8538 02:46:32,230 --> 02:46:32,240 whole thing together and I can prove 8539 02:46:32,240 --> 02:46:33,990 whole thing together and I can prove it." And it's like, "So, you're not 8540 02:46:33,990 --> 02:46:34,000 it." And it's like, "So, you're not 8541 02:46:34,000 --> 02:46:35,590 it." And it's like, "So, you're not going to address I mean, I guess if for 8542 02:46:35,590 --> 02:46:35,600 going to address I mean, I guess if for 8543 02:46:35,600 --> 02:46:37,269 going to address I mean, I guess if for in his perspective, maybe it's trying to 8544 02:46:37,269 --> 02:46:37,279 in his perspective, maybe it's trying to 8545 02:46:37,279 --> 02:46:39,429 in his perspective, maybe it's trying to prove a negative. Like, I'm not sure how 8546 02:46:39,429 --> 02:46:39,439 prove a negative. Like, I'm not sure how 8547 02:46:39,439 --> 02:46:41,269 prove a negative. Like, I'm not sure how I can address what they're talking about 8548 02:46:41,269 --> 02:46:41,279 I can address what they're talking about 8549 02:46:41,279 --> 02:46:43,510 I can address what they're talking about when it's very obvious that like they 8550 02:46:43,510 --> 02:46:43,520 when it's very obvious that like they 8551 02:46:43,520 --> 02:46:45,510 when it's very obvious that like they have a thing against me or whatever." 8552 02:46:45,510 --> 02:46:45,520 have a thing against me or whatever." 8553 02:46:45,520 --> 02:46:47,349 have a thing against me or whatever." Like, I suppose from a legal standpoint, 8554 02:46:47,349 --> 02:46:47,359 Like, I suppose from a legal standpoint, 8555 02:46:47,359 --> 02:46:52,389 Like, I suppose from a legal standpoint, I get it. But like you you're do exist. 8556 02:46:52,389 --> 02:46:52,399 I get it. But like you you're do exist. 8557 02:46:52,399 --> 02:46:53,389 I get it. But like you you're do exist. like you're 8558 02:46:53,389 --> 02:46:53,399 like you're 8559 02:46:53,399 --> 02:46:56,070 like you're here. I just I figure, you know, you 8560 02:46:56,070 --> 02:46:56,080 here. I just I figure, you know, you 8561 02:46:56,080 --> 02:46:57,750 here. I just I figure, you know, you should if at the very least he should 8562 02:46:57,750 --> 02:46:57,760 should if at the very least he should 8563 02:46:57,760 --> 02:46:59,510 should if at the very least he should have just said like the story is BS. 8564 02:46:59,510 --> 02:46:59,520 have just said like the story is BS. 8565 02:46:59,520 --> 02:47:00,790 have just said like the story is BS. Like I would have appreciate that more 8566 02:47:00,790 --> 02:47:00,800 Like I would have appreciate that more 8567 02:47:00,800 --> 02:47:02,070 Like I would have appreciate that more if he just said that [\h__\h] never 8568 02:47:02,070 --> 02:47:02,080 if he just said that [\h__\h] never 8569 02:47:02,080 --> 02:47:04,230 if he just said that [\h__\h] never happened. Lol. Like I I don't understand 8570 02:47:04,230 --> 02:47:04,240 happened. Lol. Like I I don't understand 8571 02:47:04,240 --> 02:47:07,030 happened. Lol. Like I I don't understand why he's just like Yeah. Like why he 8572 02:47:07,030 --> 02:47:07,040 why he's just like Yeah. Like why he 8573 02:47:07,040 --> 02:47:09,429 why he's just like Yeah. Like why he just was just like KP is just trying to 8574 02:47:09,429 --> 02:47:09,439 just was just like KP is just trying to 8575 02:47:09,439 --> 02:47:11,030 just was just like KP is just trying to make a hit piece on me. And I'm like I 8576 02:47:11,030 --> 02:47:11,040 make a hit piece on me. And I'm like I 8577 02:47:11,040 --> 02:47:13,110 make a hit piece on me. And I'm like I mean yeah she does have something 8578 02:47:13,110 --> 02:47:13,120 mean yeah she does have something 8579 02:47:13,120 --> 02:47:16,950 mean yeah she does have something against you. That's true. But like you 8580 02:47:16,950 --> 02:47:16,960 against you. That's true. But like you 8581 02:47:16,960 --> 02:47:18,630 against you. That's true. But like you could at least go through the details of 8582 02:47:18,630 --> 02:47:18,640 could at least go through the details of 8583 02:47:18,640 --> 02:47:20,389 could at least go through the details of this testimony she was able to get for 8584 02:47:20,389 --> 02:47:20,399 this testimony she was able to get for 8585 02:47:20,399 --> 02:47:22,230 this testimony she was able to get for her video and just go through it and be 8586 02:47:22,230 --> 02:47:22,240 her video and just go through it and be 8587 02:47:22,240 --> 02:47:24,309 her video and just go through it and be like this, you know, try to dissect it 8588 02:47:24,309 --> 02:47:24,319 like this, you know, try to dissect it 8589 02:47:24,319 --> 02:47:26,790 like this, you know, try to dissect it in any amount. But like he didn't really 8590 02:47:26,790 --> 02:47:26,800 in any amount. But like he didn't really 8591 02:47:26,800 --> 02:47:28,309 in any amount. But like he didn't really do that. He just said, "Nah, just don't 8592 02:47:28,309 --> 02:47:28,319 do that. He just said, "Nah, just don't 8593 02:47:28,319 --> 02:47:30,469 do that. He just said, "Nah, just don't listen because it's KP and Brony Fando," 8594 02:47:30,469 --> 02:47:30,479 listen because it's KP and Brony Fando," 8595 02:47:30,479 --> 02:47:31,910 listen because it's KP and Brony Fando," which is poisoning the well. That 8596 02:47:31,910 --> 02:47:31,920 which is poisoning the well. That 8597 02:47:31,920 --> 02:47:33,510 which is poisoning the well. That doesn't really address what they're 8598 02:47:33,510 --> 02:47:33,520 doesn't really address what they're 8599 02:47:33,520 --> 02:47:35,910 doesn't really address what they're saying, you know? 8600 02:47:35,910 --> 02:47:35,920 saying, you know? 8601 02:47:35,920 --> 02:47:38,630 saying, you know? Yep. No, I completely agree. Like I 8602 02:47:38,630 --> 02:47:38,640 Yep. No, I completely agree. Like I 8603 02:47:38,640 --> 02:47:40,230 Yep. No, I completely agree. Like I Yeah. Yeah, I mean a lot of people I 8604 02:47:40,230 --> 02:47:40,240 Yeah. Yeah, I mean a lot of people I 8605 02:47:40,240 --> 02:47:42,309 Yeah. Yeah, I mean a lot of people I would expect have expected was for him 8606 02:47:42,309 --> 02:47:42,319 would expect have expected was for him 8607 02:47:42,319 --> 02:47:45,429 would expect have expected was for him to like maybe read it and say no this 8608 02:47:45,429 --> 02:47:45,439 to like maybe read it and say no this 8609 02:47:45,439 --> 02:47:47,750 to like maybe read it and say no this it's just all made up. all this is made 8610 02:47:47,750 --> 02:47:47,760 it's just all made up. all this is made 8611 02:47:47,760 --> 02:47:49,590 it's just all made up. all this is made up or you know maybe just you know what 8612 02:47:49,590 --> 02:47:49,600 up or you know maybe just you know what 8613 02:47:49,600 --> 02:47:51,670 up or you know maybe just you know what I mean just something to just something 8614 02:47:51,670 --> 02:47:51,680 I mean just something to just something 8615 02:47:51,680 --> 02:47:53,750 I mean just something to just something to debunk it but instead I from my 8616 02:47:53,750 --> 02:47:53,760 to debunk it but instead I from my 8617 02:47:53,760 --> 02:47:55,830 to debunk it but instead I from my understanding he just makes a comment 8618 02:47:55,830 --> 02:47:55,840 understanding he just makes a comment 8619 02:47:55,840 --> 02:47:57,990 understanding he just makes a comment that says yeah it is false you know and 8620 02:47:57,990 --> 02:47:58,000 that says yeah it is false you know and 8621 02:47:58,000 --> 02:47:59,670 that says yeah it is false you know and okay 8622 02:47:59,670 --> 02:47:59,680 okay 8623 02:47:59,680 --> 02:48:01,990 okay and then everybody said oh my he he beat 8624 02:48:01,990 --> 02:48:02,000 and then everybody said oh my he he beat 8625 02:48:02,000 --> 02:48:05,269 and then everybody said oh my he he beat the allegations right I mean I guess he 8626 02:48:05,269 --> 02:48:05,279 the allegations right I mean I guess he 8627 02:48:05,279 --> 02:48:06,950 the allegations right I mean I guess he did if because I mean technically what 8628 02:48:06,950 --> 02:48:06,960 did if because I mean technically what 8629 02:48:06,960 --> 02:48:08,710 did if because I mean technically what he's addressing is KP directly because 8630 02:48:08,710 --> 02:48:08,720 he's addressing is KP directly because 8631 02:48:08,720 --> 02:48:09,990 he's addressing is KP directly because they're the one that put the video out 8632 02:48:09,990 --> 02:48:10,000 they're the one that put the video out 8633 02:48:10,000 --> 02:48:12,070 they're the one that put the video out there so I mean from a perspective of I 8634 02:48:12,070 --> 02:48:12,080 there so I mean from a perspective of I 8635 02:48:12,080 --> 02:48:14,070 there so I mean from a perspective of I just have to address what KP is saying 8636 02:48:14,070 --> 02:48:14,080 just have to address what KP is saying 8637 02:48:14,080 --> 02:48:17,750 just have to address what KP is saying sure but you know what he's addressing 8638 02:48:17,750 --> 02:48:17,760 sure but you know what he's addressing 8639 02:48:17,760 --> 02:48:20,150 sure but you know what he's addressing is what KP's problem with them is. It's 8640 02:48:20,150 --> 02:48:20,160 is what KP's problem with them is. It's 8641 02:48:20,160 --> 02:48:21,590 is what KP's problem with them is. It's not what your problem with them is cuz 8642 02:48:21,590 --> 02:48:21,600 not what your problem with them is cuz 8643 02:48:21,600 --> 02:48:23,269 not what your problem with them is cuz I'm pretty not that he's under the 8644 02:48:23,269 --> 02:48:23,279 I'm pretty not that he's under the 8645 02:48:23,279 --> 02:48:24,469 I'm pretty not that he's under the impression that maybe you don't exist, 8646 02:48:24,469 --> 02:48:24,479 impression that maybe you don't exist, 8647 02:48:24,479 --> 02:48:26,630 impression that maybe you don't exist, but maybe it's like for legal reasons. 8648 02:48:26,630 --> 02:48:26,640 but maybe it's like for legal reasons. 8649 02:48:26,640 --> 02:48:28,550 but maybe it's like for legal reasons. He probably can't if he's trying to do 8650 02:48:28,550 --> 02:48:28,560 He probably can't if he's trying to do 8651 02:48:28,560 --> 02:48:30,269 He probably can't if he's trying to do lawsuits and all that other things, you 8652 02:48:30,269 --> 02:48:30,279 lawsuits and all that other things, you 8653 02:48:30,279 --> 02:48:33,429 lawsuits and all that other things, you know. I I couldn't imagine what the part 8654 02:48:33,429 --> 02:48:33,439 know. I I couldn't imagine what the part 8655 02:48:33,439 --> 02:48:34,950 know. I I couldn't imagine what the part reason is. This is just me theorizing 8656 02:48:34,950 --> 02:48:34,960 reason is. This is just me theorizing 8657 02:48:34,960 --> 02:48:37,030 reason is. This is just me theorizing and just kind of throwing ideas out 8658 02:48:37,030 --> 02:48:37,040 and just kind of throwing ideas out 8659 02:48:37,040 --> 02:48:38,790 and just kind of throwing ideas out there. 8660 02:48:38,790 --> 02:48:38,800 there. 8661 02:48:38,800 --> 02:48:40,469 there. I understand. Yeah, that could be the 8662 02:48:40,469 --> 02:48:40,479 I understand. Yeah, that could be the 8663 02:48:40,479 --> 02:48:42,710 I understand. Yeah, that could be the the uh the what am I trying to say? That 8664 02:48:42,710 --> 02:48:42,720 the uh the what am I trying to say? That 8665 02:48:42,720 --> 02:48:45,190 the uh the what am I trying to say? That could be uh possible that yeah, it's 8666 02:48:45,190 --> 02:48:45,200 could be uh possible that yeah, it's 8667 02:48:45,200 --> 02:48:47,269 could be uh possible that yeah, it's just maybe he is working on a lawsuit 8668 02:48:47,269 --> 02:48:47,279 just maybe he is working on a lawsuit 8669 02:48:47,279 --> 02:48:50,389 just maybe he is working on a lawsuit against both KP or Brony Fandol or one 8670 02:48:50,389 --> 02:48:50,399 against both KP or Brony Fandol or one 8671 02:48:50,399 --> 02:48:52,070 against both KP or Brony Fandol or one of them. Who knows? And maybe because of 8672 02:48:52,070 --> 02:48:52,080 of them. Who knows? And maybe because of 8673 02:48:52,080 --> 02:48:54,870 of them. Who knows? And maybe because of that he is trying to be mindful about 8674 02:48:54,870 --> 02:48:54,880 that he is trying to be mindful about 8675 02:48:54,880 --> 02:48:57,110 that he is trying to be mindful about what he says. Yeah, maybe it works 8676 02:48:57,110 --> 02:48:57,120 what he says. Yeah, maybe it works 8677 02:48:57,120 --> 02:49:00,469 what he says. Yeah, maybe it works better it works. Sorry. Um I was going 8678 02:49:00,469 --> 02:49:00,479 better it works. Sorry. Um I was going 8679 02:49:00,479 --> 02:49:02,950 better it works. Sorry. Um I was going to say it works better in his favor to 8680 02:49:02,950 --> 02:49:02,960 to say it works better in his favor to 8681 02:49:02,960 --> 02:49:05,110 to say it works better in his favor to sue these two people for like defamation 8682 02:49:05,110 --> 02:49:05,120 sue these two people for like defamation 8683 02:49:05,120 --> 02:49:07,830 sue these two people for like defamation if you don't exist. If he just if he 8684 02:49:07,830 --> 02:49:07,840 if you don't exist. If he just if he 8685 02:49:07,840 --> 02:49:09,269 if you don't exist. If he just if he just can like prove like this is just 8686 02:49:09,269 --> 02:49:09,279 just can like prove like this is just 8687 02:49:09,279 --> 02:49:11,030 just can like prove like this is just something they made up about me 8688 02:49:11,030 --> 02:49:11,040 something they made up about me 8689 02:49:11,040 --> 02:49:12,550 something they made up about me maliciously because they don't like me 8690 02:49:12,550 --> 02:49:12,560 maliciously because they don't like me 8691 02:49:12,560 --> 02:49:15,030 maliciously because they don't like me and you don't exist, that's an easy win 8692 02:49:15,030 --> 02:49:15,040 and you don't exist, that's an easy win 8693 02:49:15,040 --> 02:49:17,510 and you don't exist, that's an easy win in court. But since you do exist, I 8694 02:49:17,510 --> 02:49:17,520 in court. But since you do exist, I 8695 02:49:17,520 --> 02:49:19,349 in court. But since you do exist, I don't know. It's a little harder, you 8696 02:49:19,349 --> 02:49:19,359 don't know. It's a little harder, you 8697 02:49:19,359 --> 02:49:20,870 don't know. It's a little harder, you know. 8698 02:49:20,870 --> 02:49:20,880 know. 8699 02:49:20,880 --> 02:49:23,429 know. Yeah. A little little more difficult cuz 8700 02:49:23,429 --> 02:49:23,439 Yeah. A little little more difficult cuz 8701 02:49:23,439 --> 02:49:25,269 Yeah. A little little more difficult cuz now that he kind of has to address this 8702 02:49:25,269 --> 02:49:25,279 now that he kind of has to address this 8703 02:49:25,279 --> 02:49:26,710 now that he kind of has to address this person who is real that's actually 8704 02:49:26,710 --> 02:49:26,720 person who is real that's actually 8705 02:49:26,720 --> 02:49:29,110 person who is real that's actually making an accusation that they stand by. 8706 02:49:29,110 --> 02:49:29,120 making an accusation that they stand by. 8707 02:49:29,120 --> 02:49:30,309 making an accusation that they stand by. You know, they might not stand by the 8708 02:49:30,309 --> 02:49:30,319 You know, they might not stand by the 8709 02:49:30,319 --> 02:49:32,230 You know, they might not stand by the the way it was put out there, but they 8710 02:49:32,230 --> 02:49:32,240 the way it was put out there, but they 8711 02:49:32,240 --> 02:49:33,429 the way it was put out there, but they still are like, "Yeah, this was a thing 8712 02:49:33,429 --> 02:49:33,439 still are like, "Yeah, this was a thing 8713 02:49:33,439 --> 02:49:34,790 still are like, "Yeah, this was a thing that happened. I'm not like just making 8714 02:49:34,790 --> 02:49:34,800 that happened. I'm not like just making 8715 02:49:34,800 --> 02:49:36,790 that happened. I'm not like just making this up. 8716 02:49:36,790 --> 02:49:36,800 this up. 8717 02:49:36,800 --> 02:49:38,550 this up. Yeah, like yes, the way that it 8718 02:49:38,550 --> 02:49:38,560 Yeah, like yes, the way that it 8719 02:49:38,560 --> 02:49:40,469 Yeah, like yes, the way that it happened, I don't stand by that, but 8720 02:49:40,469 --> 02:49:40,479 happened, I don't stand by that, but 8721 02:49:40,479 --> 02:49:44,309 happened, I don't stand by that, but yes, this that's that's my story. 8722 02:49:44,309 --> 02:49:44,319 yes, this that's that's my story. 8723 02:49:44,319 --> 02:49:45,670 yes, this that's that's my story. What do you want to happen like with 8724 02:49:45,670 --> 02:49:45,680 What do you want to happen like with 8725 02:49:45,680 --> 02:49:46,950 What do you want to happen like with Sabers Spark? Like, what was your end 8726 02:49:46,950 --> 02:49:46,960 Sabers Spark? Like, what was your end 8727 02:49:46,960 --> 02:49:48,630 Sabers Spark? Like, what was your end goal in sharing this? Were you just like 8728 02:49:48,630 --> 02:49:48,640 goal in sharing this? Were you just like 8729 02:49:48,640 --> 02:49:50,389 goal in sharing this? Were you just like were you are you like on the whole like 8730 02:49:50,389 --> 02:49:50,399 were you are you like on the whole like 8731 02:49:50,399 --> 02:49:52,710 were you are you like on the whole like let's burn everything Sabers Spark made 8732 02:49:52,710 --> 02:49:52,720 let's burn everything Sabers Spark made 8733 02:49:52,720 --> 02:49:55,269 let's burn everything Sabers Spark made or like what what's your like kind of 8734 02:49:55,269 --> 02:49:55,279 or like what what's your like kind of 8735 02:49:55,279 --> 02:49:56,990 or like what what's your like kind of end goal in 8736 02:49:56,990 --> 02:49:57,000 end goal in 8737 02:49:57,000 --> 02:50:00,630 end goal in this? In all honesty, when it came to 8738 02:50:00,630 --> 02:50:00,640 this? In all honesty, when it came to 8739 02:50:00,640 --> 02:50:03,030 this? In all honesty, when it came to speaking out, there wasn't really a 8740 02:50:03,030 --> 02:50:03,040 speaking out, there wasn't really a 8741 02:50:03,040 --> 02:50:06,550 speaking out, there wasn't really a whole lot of one, apart from just me 8742 02:50:06,550 --> 02:50:06,560 whole lot of one, apart from just me 8743 02:50:06,560 --> 02:50:08,550 whole lot of one, apart from just me proving that I could actually speak up 8744 02:50:08,550 --> 02:50:08,560 proving that I could actually speak up 8745 02:50:08,560 --> 02:50:10,630 proving that I could actually speak up about something because like I 8746 02:50:10,630 --> 02:50:10,640 about something because like I 8747 02:50:10,640 --> 02:50:13,950 about something because like I mentioned, I have a history of dealing 8748 02:50:13,950 --> 02:50:13,960 mentioned, I have a history of dealing 8749 02:50:13,960 --> 02:50:17,349 mentioned, I have a history of dealing with assault and I have not been good 8750 02:50:17,349 --> 02:50:17,359 with assault and I have not been good 8751 02:50:17,359 --> 02:50:20,469 with assault and I have not been good about speaking up about it. And for me 8752 02:50:20,469 --> 02:50:20,479 about speaking up about it. And for me 8753 02:50:20,479 --> 02:50:22,469 about speaking up about it. And for me more than anything, it was just kind of 8754 02:50:22,469 --> 02:50:22,479 more than anything, it was just kind of 8755 02:50:22,479 --> 02:50:27,030 more than anything, it was just kind of a personal thing of saying, "No, I I I'm 8756 02:50:27,030 --> 02:50:27,040 a personal thing of saying, "No, I I I'm 8757 02:50:27,040 --> 02:50:29,030 a personal thing of saying, "No, I I I'm not okay with this." Uh, this has 8758 02:50:29,030 --> 02:50:29,040 not okay with this." Uh, this has 8759 02:50:29,040 --> 02:50:31,110 not okay with this." Uh, this has nothing to do with honestly, it's not 8760 02:50:31,110 --> 02:50:31,120 nothing to do with honestly, it's not 8761 02:50:31,120 --> 02:50:33,349 nothing to do with honestly, it's not anything to do with trying to hurt him. 8762 02:50:33,349 --> 02:50:33,359 anything to do with trying to hurt him. 8763 02:50:33,359 --> 02:50:36,230 anything to do with trying to hurt him. And obviously, I acknowledge it does. 8764 02:50:36,230 --> 02:50:36,240 And obviously, I acknowledge it does. 8765 02:50:36,240 --> 02:50:38,070 And obviously, I acknowledge it does. you know, I don't really want to hurt 8766 02:50:38,070 --> 02:50:38,080 you know, I don't really want to hurt 8767 02:50:38,080 --> 02:50:40,349 you know, I don't really want to hurt anybody, but at the same 8768 02:50:40,349 --> 02:50:40,359 anybody, but at the same 8769 02:50:40,359 --> 02:50:43,110 anybody, but at the same time, honestly, when it came to like the 8770 02:50:43,110 --> 02:50:43,120 time, honestly, when it came to like the 8771 02:50:43,120 --> 02:50:45,910 time, honestly, when it came to like the story coming out, deep down, I just kind 8772 02:50:45,910 --> 02:50:45,920 story coming out, deep down, I just kind 8773 02:50:45,920 --> 02:50:48,070 story coming out, deep down, I just kind of had hoped, you know, I mentioned I 8774 02:50:48,070 --> 02:50:48,080 of had hoped, you know, I mentioned I 8775 02:50:48,080 --> 02:50:49,910 of had hoped, you know, I mentioned I don't want him to reach out, but if he 8776 02:50:49,910 --> 02:50:49,920 don't want him to reach out, but if he 8777 02:50:49,920 --> 02:50:52,070 don't want him to reach out, but if he had emailed me and just gave me an 8778 02:50:52,070 --> 02:50:52,080 had emailed me and just gave me an 8779 02:50:52,080 --> 02:50:54,950 had emailed me and just gave me an apology of like, I I'm sorry. I didn't 8780 02:50:54,950 --> 02:50:54,960 apology of like, I I'm sorry. I didn't 8781 02:50:54,960 --> 02:50:56,670 apology of like, I I'm sorry. I didn't realize that I had made you 8782 02:50:56,670 --> 02:50:56,680 realize that I had made you 8783 02:50:56,680 --> 02:50:58,790 realize that I had made you uncomfortable, that would have been a 8784 02:50:58,790 --> 02:50:58,800 uncomfortable, that would have been a 8785 02:50:58,800 --> 02:51:02,030 uncomfortable, that would have been a very healing thing to receive, you know? 8786 02:51:02,030 --> 02:51:02,040 very healing thing to receive, you know? 8787 02:51:02,040 --> 02:51:04,309 very healing thing to receive, you know? Would with that even just addressing 8788 02:51:04,309 --> 02:51:04,319 Would with that even just addressing 8789 02:51:04,319 --> 02:51:06,550 Would with that even just addressing that part, would you be like, not that I 8790 02:51:06,550 --> 02:51:06,560 that part, would you be like, not that I 8791 02:51:06,560 --> 02:51:07,750 that part, would you be like, not that I would ever set this up because I don't 8792 02:51:07,750 --> 02:51:07,760 would ever set this up because I don't 8793 02:51:07,760 --> 02:51:09,830 would ever set this up because I don't know, would you ever like be interested 8794 02:51:09,830 --> 02:51:09,840 know, would you ever like be interested 8795 02:51:09,840 --> 02:51:11,190 know, would you ever like be interested in even just talking to Stephen 8796 02:51:11,190 --> 02:51:11,200 in even just talking to Stephen 8797 02:51:11,200 --> 02:51:14,150 in even just talking to Stephen one-on-one at all about this? Like could 8798 02:51:14,150 --> 02:51:14,160 one-on-one at all about this? Like could 8799 02:51:14,160 --> 02:51:16,309 one-on-one at all about this? Like could you? 8800 02:51:16,309 --> 02:51:16,319 you? 8801 02:51:16,319 --> 02:51:18,230 you? I don't know if I could ever feel 8802 02:51:18,230 --> 02:51:18,240 I don't know if I could ever feel 8803 02:51:18,240 --> 02:51:21,190 I don't know if I could ever feel comfortable being in a situation where 8804 02:51:21,190 --> 02:51:21,200 comfortable being in a situation where 8805 02:51:21,200 --> 02:51:23,110 comfortable being in a situation where I'm actually directly speaking to him, 8806 02:51:23,110 --> 02:51:23,120 I'm actually directly speaking to him, 8807 02:51:23,120 --> 02:51:25,670 I'm actually directly speaking to him, like voice with voice. Sure. I just feel 8808 02:51:25,670 --> 02:51:25,680 like voice with voice. Sure. I just feel 8809 02:51:25,680 --> 02:51:28,950 like voice with voice. Sure. I just feel like I it I feel like I'm I would be so 8810 02:51:28,950 --> 02:51:28,960 like I it I feel like I'm I would be so 8811 02:51:28,960 --> 02:51:31,429 like I it I feel like I'm I would be so anxious talking to him because of what 8812 02:51:31,429 --> 02:51:31,439 anxious talking to him because of what 8813 02:51:31,439 --> 02:51:34,070 anxious talking to him because of what happened, you know? But if it were like 8814 02:51:34,070 --> 02:51:34,080 happened, you know? But if it were like 8815 02:51:34,080 --> 02:51:36,150 happened, you know? But if it were like an email conversation or something where 8816 02:51:36,150 --> 02:51:36,160 an email conversation or something where 8817 02:51:36,160 --> 02:51:38,070 an email conversation or something where I'm able to kind of have my boundaries 8818 02:51:38,070 --> 02:51:38,080 I'm able to kind of have my boundaries 8819 02:51:38,080 --> 02:51:40,230 I'm able to kind of have my boundaries just there, so it's you know what I 8820 02:51:40,230 --> 02:51:40,240 just there, so it's you know what I 8821 02:51:40,240 --> 02:51:43,269 just there, so it's you know what I mean? It's just I I his voice it it it 8822 02:51:43,269 --> 02:51:43,279 mean? It's just I I his voice it it it 8823 02:51:43,279 --> 02:51:45,670 mean? It's just I I his voice it it it just kind of makes me anxious. Yeah. Um, 8824 02:51:45,670 --> 02:51:45,680 just kind of makes me anxious. Yeah. Um, 8825 02:51:45,680 --> 02:51:47,830 just kind of makes me anxious. Yeah. Um, but yeah, like if he did email me or 8826 02:51:47,830 --> 02:51:47,840 but yeah, like if he did email me or 8827 02:51:47,840 --> 02:51:49,910 but yeah, like if he did email me or something, I I would be willing to have 8828 02:51:49,910 --> 02:51:49,920 something, I I would be willing to have 8829 02:51:49,920 --> 02:51:51,830 something, I I would be willing to have that conversation with him, you know, 8830 02:51:51,830 --> 02:51:51,840 that conversation with him, you know, 8831 02:51:51,840 --> 02:51:55,269 that conversation with him, you know, privately, one-on-one. And, you know, 8832 02:51:55,269 --> 02:51:55,279 privately, one-on-one. And, you know, 8833 02:51:55,279 --> 02:51:57,990 privately, one-on-one. And, you know, genuinely, obviously, he can't take away 8834 02:51:57,990 --> 02:51:58,000 genuinely, obviously, he can't take away 8835 02:51:58,000 --> 02:52:00,670 genuinely, obviously, he can't take away what he put me through. 8836 02:52:00,670 --> 02:52:00,680 what he put me through. 8837 02:52:00,680 --> 02:52:05,429 what he put me through. Um, but I do believe that in some 8838 02:52:05,429 --> 02:52:05,439 Um, but I do believe that in some 8839 02:52:05,439 --> 02:52:07,670 Um, but I do believe that in some situations, like there are people who 8840 02:52:07,670 --> 02:52:07,680 situations, like there are people who 8841 02:52:07,680 --> 02:52:09,670 situations, like there are people who can better themselves. And if he 8842 02:52:09,670 --> 02:52:09,680 can better themselves. And if he 8843 02:52:09,680 --> 02:52:12,309 can better themselves. And if he genuinely cared about how he made people 8844 02:52:12,309 --> 02:52:12,319 genuinely cared about how he made people 8845 02:52:12,319 --> 02:52:16,230 genuinely cared about how he made people feel and the impact that people as large 8846 02:52:16,230 --> 02:52:16,240 feel and the impact that people as large 8847 02:52:16,240 --> 02:52:18,070 feel and the impact that people as large content creators can make and the kind 8848 02:52:18,070 --> 02:52:18,080 content creators can make and the kind 8849 02:52:18,080 --> 02:52:20,309 content creators can make and the kind of power that they have, I feel like he 8850 02:52:20,309 --> 02:52:20,319 of power that they have, I feel like he 8851 02:52:20,319 --> 02:52:22,070 of power that they have, I feel like he would want to be able to make that 8852 02:52:22,070 --> 02:52:22,080 would want to be able to make that 8853 02:52:22,080 --> 02:52:24,469 would want to be able to make that right. And I would welcome that if this 8854 02:52:24,469 --> 02:52:24,479 right. And I would welcome that if this 8855 02:52:24,479 --> 02:52:26,469 right. And I would welcome that if this there was an epiphany one day where he 8856 02:52:26,469 --> 02:52:26,479 there was an epiphany one day where he 8857 02:52:26,479 --> 02:52:29,030 there was an epiphany one day where he realized, you know what, yeah, I I 8858 02:52:29,030 --> 02:52:29,040 realized, you know what, yeah, I I 8859 02:52:29,040 --> 02:52:31,990 realized, you know what, yeah, I I [\h__\h] up. I I should not have done 8860 02:52:31,990 --> 02:52:32,000 [\h__\h] up. I I should not have done 8861 02:52:32,000 --> 02:52:33,590 [\h__\h] up. I I should not have done that. I was kind of taking advantage of 8862 02:52:33,590 --> 02:52:33,600 that. I was kind of taking advantage of 8863 02:52:33,600 --> 02:52:36,389 that. I was kind of taking advantage of her for this reason. And hey, I'm I'm 8864 02:52:36,389 --> 02:52:36,399 her for this reason. And hey, I'm I'm 8865 02:52:36,399 --> 02:52:38,870 her for this reason. And hey, I'm I'm sorry, you know. And since then, I've 8866 02:52:38,870 --> 02:52:38,880 sorry, you know. And since then, I've 8867 02:52:38,880 --> 02:52:40,630 sorry, you know. And since then, I've grown and I've changed as a person and 8868 02:52:40,630 --> 02:52:40,640 grown and I've changed as a person and 8869 02:52:40,640 --> 02:52:43,030 grown and I've changed as a person and you didn't deserve that. You know, it 8870 02:52:43,030 --> 02:52:43,040 you didn't deserve that. You know, it 8871 02:52:43,040 --> 02:52:45,190 you didn't deserve that. You know, it won't be able to take away what it 8872 02:52:45,190 --> 02:52:45,200 won't be able to take away what it 8873 02:52:45,200 --> 02:52:48,630 won't be able to take away what it caused. But, you know, that'd be 8874 02:52:48,630 --> 02:52:48,640 caused. But, you know, that'd be 8875 02:52:48,640 --> 02:52:51,190 caused. But, you know, that'd be awesome. I that would be a really 8876 02:52:51,190 --> 02:52:51,200 awesome. I that would be a really 8877 02:52:51,200 --> 02:52:53,110 awesome. I that would be a really helpful piece to the healing, you know. 8878 02:52:53,110 --> 02:52:53,120 helpful piece to the healing, you know. 8879 02:52:53,120 --> 02:52:55,990 helpful piece to the healing, you know. Not that I need it because nobody nobody 8880 02:52:55,990 --> 02:52:56,000 Not that I need it because nobody nobody 8881 02:52:56,000 --> 02:52:57,910 Not that I need it because nobody nobody should expect an apology from somebody 8882 02:52:57,910 --> 02:52:57,920 should expect an apology from somebody 8883 02:52:57,920 --> 02:53:00,230 should expect an apology from somebody who hurt them to heal, you know, but it 8884 02:53:00,230 --> 02:53:00,240 who hurt them to heal, you know, but it 8885 02:53:00,240 --> 02:53:02,150 who hurt them to heal, you know, but it would, you know, it doesn't it helps, 8886 02:53:02,150 --> 02:53:02,160 would, you know, it doesn't it helps, 8887 02:53:02,160 --> 02:53:04,630 would, you know, it doesn't it helps, you know. Sure. Yeah. And I mean, you 8888 02:53:04,630 --> 02:53:04,640 you know. Sure. Yeah. And I mean, you 8889 02:53:04,640 --> 02:53:05,910 you know. Sure. Yeah. And I mean, you know, it's one of those things where 8890 02:53:05,910 --> 02:53:05,920 know, it's one of those things where 8891 02:53:05,920 --> 02:53:07,150 know, it's one of those things where it's 8892 02:53:07,150 --> 02:53:07,160 it's 8893 02:53:07,160 --> 02:53:10,990 it's like sometimes like just kind 8894 02:53:10,990 --> 02:53:11,000 like sometimes like just kind 8895 02:53:11,000 --> 02:53:13,910 like sometimes like just kind of bearing witness to somebody's like 8896 02:53:13,910 --> 02:53:13,920 of bearing witness to somebody's like 8897 02:53:13,920 --> 02:53:15,670 of bearing witness to somebody's like improvement over time is enough of a 8898 02:53:15,670 --> 02:53:15,680 improvement over time is enough of a 8899 02:53:15,680 --> 02:53:18,150 improvement over time is enough of a healing factor. I I guess that's for me 8900 02:53:18,150 --> 02:53:18,160 healing factor. I I guess that's for me 8901 02:53:18,160 --> 02:53:20,469 healing factor. I I guess that's for me like I've had people that's wronged me 8902 02:53:20,469 --> 02:53:20,479 like I've had people that's wronged me 8903 02:53:20,479 --> 02:53:22,389 like I've had people that's wronged me in the past and I was always under the 8904 02:53:22,389 --> 02:53:22,399 in the past and I was always under the 8905 02:53:22,399 --> 02:53:23,750 in the past and I was always under the impression cuz I don't like to assume 8906 02:53:23,750 --> 02:53:23,760 impression cuz I don't like to assume 8907 02:53:23,760 --> 02:53:26,150 impression cuz I don't like to assume the worst the absolute worst of people 8908 02:53:26,150 --> 02:53:26,160 the worst the absolute worst of people 8909 02:53:26,160 --> 02:53:27,590 the worst the absolute worst of people even with like dealing with half of the 8910 02:53:27,590 --> 02:53:27,600 even with like dealing with half of the 8911 02:53:27,600 --> 02:53:28,950 even with like dealing with half of the people I've been trying to deal with in 8912 02:53:28,950 --> 02:53:28,960 people I've been trying to deal with in 8913 02:53:28,960 --> 02:53:30,710 people I've been trying to deal with in this whole debacle that we've been 8914 02:53:30,710 --> 02:53:30,720 this whole debacle that we've been 8915 02:53:30,720 --> 02:53:33,590 this whole debacle that we've been investigating. Like even with the people 8916 02:53:33,590 --> 02:53:33,600 investigating. Like even with the people 8917 02:53:33,600 --> 02:53:35,190 investigating. Like even with the people that like frustrate me, I don't want to 8918 02:53:35,190 --> 02:53:35,200 that like frustrate me, I don't want to 8919 02:53:35,200 --> 02:53:37,750 that like frustrate me, I don't want to assume anything ill will, right? Uh and 8920 02:53:37,750 --> 02:53:37,760 assume anything ill will, right? Uh and 8921 02:53:37,760 --> 02:53:39,349 assume anything ill will, right? Uh and people that have wronged me in the past, 8922 02:53:39,349 --> 02:53:39,359 people that have wronged me in the past, 8923 02:53:39,359 --> 02:53:40,950 people that have wronged me in the past, I don't like assuming ill of them. So 8924 02:53:40,950 --> 02:53:40,960 I don't like assuming ill of them. So 8925 02:53:40,960 --> 02:53:42,070 I don't like assuming ill of them. So when I see them and they're like 8926 02:53:42,070 --> 02:53:42,080 when I see them and they're like 8927 02:53:42,080 --> 02:53:44,309 when I see them and they're like actually like doing well in life, it 8928 02:53:44,309 --> 02:53:44,319 actually like doing well in life, it 8929 02:53:44,319 --> 02:53:46,070 actually like doing well in life, it doesn't make me angry. It makes me feel 8930 02:53:46,070 --> 02:53:46,080 doesn't make me angry. It makes me feel 8931 02:53:46,080 --> 02:53:47,269 doesn't make me angry. It makes me feel better because it makes me feel like, 8932 02:53:47,269 --> 02:53:47,279 better because it makes me feel like, 8933 02:53:47,279 --> 02:53:49,030 better because it makes me feel like, oh, okay, they're not that much of a 8934 02:53:49,030 --> 02:53:49,040 oh, okay, they're not that much of a 8935 02:53:49,040 --> 02:53:51,269 oh, okay, they're not that much of a [\h__\h] anymore. Thank God. You know 8936 02:53:51,269 --> 02:53:51,279 [\h__\h] anymore. Thank God. You know 8937 02:53:51,279 --> 02:53:53,750 [\h__\h] anymore. Thank God. You know what I mean? Like it's it it's one of 8938 02:53:53,750 --> 02:53:53,760 what I mean? Like it's it it's one of 8939 02:53:53,760 --> 02:53:55,750 what I mean? Like it's it it's one of those things where it's like maybe their 8940 02:53:55,750 --> 02:53:55,760 those things where it's like maybe their 8941 02:53:55,760 --> 02:53:57,830 those things where it's like maybe their actions show more of like a how sorry 8942 02:53:57,830 --> 02:53:57,840 actions show more of like a how sorry 8943 02:53:57,840 --> 02:53:59,269 actions show more of like a how sorry they are. they've changed for the better 8944 02:53:59,269 --> 02:53:59,279 they are. they've changed for the better 8945 02:53:59,279 --> 02:54:01,590 they are. they've changed for the better than like actually receiving that 8946 02:54:01,590 --> 02:54:01,600 than like actually receiving that 8947 02:54:01,600 --> 02:54:03,750 than like actually receiving that physical I'm sorry kind of thing cuz 8948 02:54:03,750 --> 02:54:03,760 physical I'm sorry kind of thing cuz 8949 02:54:03,760 --> 02:54:05,429 physical I'm sorry kind of thing cuz sometimes you'll never get that. But 8950 02:54:05,429 --> 02:54:05,439 sometimes you'll never get that. But 8951 02:54:05,439 --> 02:54:07,389 sometimes you'll never get that. But just seeing that they can 8952 02:54:07,389 --> 02:54:07,399 just seeing that they can 8953 02:54:07,399 --> 02:54:11,670 just seeing that they can be more willing for emotional growth is 8954 02:54:11,670 --> 02:54:11,680 be more willing for emotional growth is 8955 02:54:11,680 --> 02:54:14,950 be more willing for emotional growth is kind of comforting. I think 8956 02:54:14,950 --> 02:54:14,960 kind of comforting. I think 8957 02:54:14,960 --> 02:54:17,190 kind of comforting. I think is comforting. That's how I feel too 8958 02:54:17,190 --> 02:54:17,200 is comforting. That's how I feel too 8959 02:54:17,200 --> 02:54:19,030 is comforting. That's how I feel too about I'll extend that to Lizzy. You 8960 02:54:19,030 --> 02:54:19,040 about I'll extend that to Lizzy. You 8961 02:54:19,040 --> 02:54:21,510 about I'll extend that to Lizzy. You know, if I hope that one day she gets 8962 02:54:21,510 --> 02:54:21,520 know, if I hope that one day she gets 8963 02:54:21,520 --> 02:54:24,710 know, if I hope that one day she gets the she gets what she needs so she can 8964 02:54:24,710 --> 02:54:24,720 the she gets what she needs so she can 8965 02:54:24,720 --> 02:54:26,630 the she gets what she needs so she can be happy and she can live for herself 8966 02:54:26,630 --> 02:54:26,640 be happy and she can live for herself 8967 02:54:26,640 --> 02:54:29,349 be happy and she can live for herself and focus on her and if she finally 8968 02:54:29,349 --> 02:54:29,359 and focus on her and if she finally 8969 02:54:29,359 --> 02:54:31,349 and focus on her and if she finally decides I'm going to kind of drop this 8970 02:54:31,349 --> 02:54:31,359 decides I'm going to kind of drop this 8971 02:54:31,359 --> 02:54:33,990 decides I'm going to kind of drop this whole thing with the the Emmy stuff, I'd 8972 02:54:33,990 --> 02:54:34,000 whole thing with the the Emmy stuff, I'd 8973 02:54:34,000 --> 02:54:35,830 whole thing with the the Emmy stuff, I'd be so happy for her. You know, it 8974 02:54:35,830 --> 02:54:35,840 be so happy for her. You know, it 8975 02:54:35,840 --> 02:54:37,910 be so happy for her. You know, it doesn't take away the pain, but I'd be 8976 02:54:37,910 --> 02:54:37,920 doesn't take away the pain, but I'd be 8977 02:54:37,920 --> 02:54:40,469 doesn't take away the pain, but I'd be so happy for her. Like, you go, you 8978 02:54:40,469 --> 02:54:40,479 so happy for her. Like, you go, you 8979 02:54:40,479 --> 02:54:43,190 so happy for her. Like, you go, you know, you go, girl. Right. 8980 02:54:43,190 --> 02:54:43,200 know, you go, girl. Right. 8981 02:54:43,200 --> 02:54:44,950 know, you go, girl. Right. So, what has this whole experience like 8982 02:54:44,950 --> 02:54:44,960 So, what has this whole experience like 8983 02:54:44,960 --> 02:54:47,349 So, what has this whole experience like just going to YouTubers handling your 8984 02:54:47,349 --> 02:54:47,359 just going to YouTubers handling your 8985 02:54:47,359 --> 02:54:49,670 just going to YouTubers handling your whole situation and like having all this 8986 02:54:49,670 --> 02:54:49,680 whole situation and like having all this 8987 02:54:49,680 --> 02:54:51,510 whole situation and like having all this happen? Like, you know, people figuring 8988 02:54:51,510 --> 02:54:51,520 happen? Like, you know, people figuring 8989 02:54:51,520 --> 02:54:53,190 happen? Like, you know, people figuring out who you are even on Reddit and stuff 8990 02:54:53,190 --> 02:54:53,200 out who you are even on Reddit and stuff 8991 02:54:53,200 --> 02:54:55,349 out who you are even on Reddit and stuff like that. Like, how has this whole 8992 02:54:55,349 --> 02:54:55,359 like that. Like, how has this whole 8993 02:54:55,359 --> 02:54:57,990 like that. Like, how has this whole thing just been? Cuz it's it's it's it's 8994 02:54:57,990 --> 02:54:58,000 thing just been? Cuz it's it's it's it's 8995 02:54:58,000 --> 02:55:01,670 thing just been? Cuz it's it's it's it's I could not imagine it going this wrong, 8996 02:55:01,670 --> 02:55:01,680 I could not imagine it going this wrong, 8997 02:55:01,680 --> 02:55:03,349 I could not imagine it going this wrong, like for in a victim's perspective, 8998 02:55:03,349 --> 02:55:03,359 like for in a victim's perspective, 8999 02:55:03,359 --> 02:55:05,349 like for in a victim's perspective, having it go this wrong and ever feeling 9000 02:55:05,349 --> 02:55:05,359 having it go this wrong and ever feeling 9001 02:55:05,359 --> 02:55:09,030 having it go this wrong and ever feeling okay again. Like, what is that like? 9002 02:55:09,030 --> 02:55:09,040 okay again. Like, what is that like? 9003 02:55:09,040 --> 02:55:11,670 okay again. Like, what is that like? Like, just bearing witness to all of it. 9004 02:55:11,670 --> 02:55:11,680 Like, just bearing witness to all of it. 9005 02:55:11,680 --> 02:55:15,110 Like, just bearing witness to all of it. It's hard. I It's It's difficult if I'm 9006 02:55:15,110 --> 02:55:15,120 It's hard. I It's It's difficult if I'm 9007 02:55:15,120 --> 02:55:18,309 It's hard. I It's It's difficult if I'm to be completely like transparent. Um 9008 02:55:18,309 --> 02:55:18,319 to be completely like transparent. Um 9009 02:55:18,319 --> 02:55:19,950 to be completely like transparent. Um this has been a 9010 02:55:19,950 --> 02:55:19,960 this has been a 9011 02:55:19,960 --> 02:55:24,469 this has been a pretty brain chemistry altering week. 9012 02:55:24,469 --> 02:55:24,479 pretty brain chemistry altering week. 9013 02:55:24,479 --> 02:55:27,590 pretty brain chemistry altering week. Oh [\h__\h] 9014 02:55:27,590 --> 02:55:27,600 Oh [\h__\h] 9015 02:55:27,600 --> 02:55:29,830 Oh [\h__\h] Like I have lost so much sleep. I have 9016 02:55:29,830 --> 02:55:29,840 Like I have lost so much sleep. I have 9017 02:55:29,840 --> 02:55:32,150 Like I have lost so much sleep. I have been just falling behind on all of my 9018 02:55:32,150 --> 02:55:32,160 been just falling behind on all of my 9019 02:55:32,160 --> 02:55:36,389 been just falling behind on all of my personal work. um a lot of crying, a lot 9020 02:55:36,389 --> 02:55:36,399 personal work. um a lot of crying, a lot 9021 02:55:36,399 --> 02:55:40,230 personal work. um a lot of crying, a lot of uh reading self-help books, just 9022 02:55:40,230 --> 02:55:40,240 of uh reading self-help books, just 9023 02:55:40,240 --> 02:55:42,630 of uh reading self-help books, just trying to kind of figure out where I 9024 02:55:42,630 --> 02:55:42,640 trying to kind of figure out where I 9025 02:55:42,640 --> 02:55:46,309 trying to kind of figure out where I need to go. And you know, I'm able to 9026 02:55:46,309 --> 02:55:46,319 need to go. And you know, I'm able to 9027 02:55:46,319 --> 02:55:48,550 need to go. And you know, I'm able to take from this situation something 9028 02:55:48,550 --> 02:55:48,560 take from this situation something 9029 02:55:48,560 --> 02:55:51,030 take from this situation something really positive and that is we need to 9030 02:55:51,030 --> 02:55:51,040 really positive and that is we need to 9031 02:55:51,040 --> 02:55:53,670 really positive and that is we need to be in charge of our own healing journey. 9032 02:55:53,670 --> 02:55:53,680 be in charge of our own healing journey. 9033 02:55:53,680 --> 02:55:55,590 be in charge of our own healing journey. You know, I think that for the longest 9034 02:55:55,590 --> 02:55:55,600 You know, I think that for the longest 9035 02:55:55,600 --> 02:55:58,790 You know, I think that for the longest time because of my inability to tackle 9036 02:55:58,790 --> 02:55:58,800 time because of my inability to tackle 9037 02:55:58,800 --> 02:56:02,150 time because of my inability to tackle speaking up and being, you know, going 9038 02:56:02,150 --> 02:56:02,160 speaking up and being, you know, going 9039 02:56:02,160 --> 02:56:04,070 speaking up and being, you know, going this is not okay, you know, and trying 9040 02:56:04,070 --> 02:56:04,080 this is not okay, you know, and trying 9041 02:56:04,080 --> 02:56:06,150 this is not okay, you know, and trying to then avoid it and dissociate through 9042 02:56:06,150 --> 02:56:06,160 to then avoid it and dissociate through 9043 02:56:06,160 --> 02:56:08,950 to then avoid it and dissociate through it. Um, I haven't really been in charge 9044 02:56:08,950 --> 02:56:08,960 it. Um, I haven't really been in charge 9045 02:56:08,960 --> 02:56:10,630 it. Um, I haven't really been in charge of that healing journey. You know, I 9046 02:56:10,630 --> 02:56:10,640 of that healing journey. You know, I 9047 02:56:10,640 --> 02:56:13,830 of that healing journey. You know, I vented about it and, you know, I've I've 9048 02:56:13,830 --> 02:56:13,840 vented about it and, you know, I've I've 9049 02:56:13,840 --> 02:56:16,070 vented about it and, you know, I've I've put my, you know, I've put my trust in 9050 02:56:16,070 --> 02:56:16,080 put my, you know, I've put my trust in 9051 02:56:16,080 --> 02:56:18,630 put my, you know, I've put my trust in these other people because I figured, 9052 02:56:18,630 --> 02:56:18,640 these other people because I figured, 9053 02:56:18,640 --> 02:56:20,469 these other people because I figured, okay, well, this kind of works. I I'm I 9054 02:56:20,469 --> 02:56:20,479 okay, well, this kind of works. I I'm I 9055 02:56:20,479 --> 02:56:21,990 okay, well, this kind of works. I I'm I am going to speak up and that's good. 9056 02:56:21,990 --> 02:56:22,000 am going to speak up and that's good. 9057 02:56:22,000 --> 02:56:23,429 am going to speak up and that's good. that's good because maybe I'm getting 9058 02:56:23,429 --> 02:56:23,439 that's good because maybe I'm getting 9059 02:56:23,439 --> 02:56:25,349 that's good because maybe I'm getting better with this thing, but I'm also 9060 02:56:25,349 --> 02:56:25,359 better with this thing, but I'm also 9061 02:56:25,359 --> 02:56:27,910 better with this thing, but I'm also still putting it in other people's hands 9062 02:56:27,910 --> 02:56:27,920 still putting it in other people's hands 9063 02:56:27,920 --> 02:56:30,110 still putting it in other people's hands to help me heal. 9064 02:56:30,110 --> 02:56:30,120 to help me heal. 9065 02:56:30,120 --> 02:56:33,990 to help me heal. And that was not the right move to do 9066 02:56:33,990 --> 02:56:34,000 And that was not the right move to do 9067 02:56:34,000 --> 02:56:36,150 And that was not the right move to do like to go to other people, you know, to 9068 02:56:36,150 --> 02:56:36,160 like to go to other people, you know, to 9069 02:56:36,160 --> 02:56:38,309 like to go to other people, you know, to be completely honest with you because, 9070 02:56:38,309 --> 02:56:38,319 be completely honest with you because, 9071 02:56:38,319 --> 02:56:40,550 be completely honest with you because, you know, it's just this last week it's 9072 02:56:40,550 --> 02:56:40,560 you know, it's just this last week it's 9073 02:56:40,560 --> 02:56:42,150 you know, it's just this last week it's been chaotic. I've learned that there 9074 02:56:42,150 --> 02:56:42,160 been chaotic. I've learned that there 9075 02:56:42,160 --> 02:56:44,550 been chaotic. I've learned that there are going to be some people who they're 9076 02:56:44,550 --> 02:56:44,560 are going to be some people who they're 9077 02:56:44,560 --> 02:56:46,870 are going to be some people who they're just going they see a situation that is 9078 02:56:46,870 --> 02:56:46,880 just going they see a situation that is 9079 02:56:46,880 --> 02:56:49,510 just going they see a situation that is so personal and vulnerable and they will 9080 02:56:49,510 --> 02:56:49,520 so personal and vulnerable and they will 9081 02:56:49,520 --> 02:56:52,230 so personal and vulnerable and they will take advantage of it for the sake of, 9082 02:56:52,230 --> 02:56:52,240 take advantage of it for the sake of, 9083 02:56:52,240 --> 02:56:53,830 take advantage of it for the sake of, you know, trying to get the next thing 9084 02:56:53,830 --> 02:56:53,840 you know, trying to get the next thing 9085 02:56:53,840 --> 02:56:56,150 you know, trying to get the next thing out. Like I I've had so many people like 9086 02:56:56,150 --> 02:56:56,160 out. Like I I've had so many people like 9087 02:56:56,160 --> 02:56:58,870 out. Like I I've had so many people like just like in like Instagram DMs who are 9088 02:56:58,870 --> 02:56:58,880 just like in like Instagram DMs who are 9089 02:56:58,880 --> 02:57:01,190 just like in like Instagram DMs who are like, I know who you are and you know 9090 02:57:01,190 --> 02:57:01,200 like, I know who you are and you know 9091 02:57:01,200 --> 02:57:03,190 like, I know who you are and you know you I'm going to you know you better do 9092 02:57:03,190 --> 02:57:03,200 you I'm going to you know you better do 9093 02:57:03,200 --> 02:57:05,190 you I'm going to you know you better do an interview with me and like these are 9094 02:57:05,190 --> 02:57:05,200 an interview with me and like these are 9095 02:57:05,200 --> 02:57:07,429 an interview with me and like these are people who are like kind of low-key 9096 02:57:07,429 --> 02:57:07,439 people who are like kind of low-key 9097 02:57:07,439 --> 02:57:09,110 people who are like kind of low-key trying to threaten me into these 9098 02:57:09,110 --> 02:57:09,120 trying to threaten me into these 9099 02:57:09,120 --> 02:57:11,190 trying to threaten me into these interviews. Um, and these are people who 9100 02:57:11,190 --> 02:57:11,200 interviews. Um, and these are people who 9101 02:57:11,200 --> 02:57:13,670 interviews. Um, and these are people who I don't know who these guys are. Um, 9102 02:57:13,670 --> 02:57:13,680 I don't know who these guys are. Um, 9103 02:57:13,680 --> 02:57:18,150 I don't know who these guys are. Um, right. And they're like trying to use me 9104 02:57:18,150 --> 02:57:18,160 right. And they're like trying to use me 9105 02:57:18,160 --> 02:57:20,550 right. And they're like trying to use me for this thing. And these aren't people 9106 02:57:20,550 --> 02:57:20,560 for this thing. And these aren't people 9107 02:57:20,560 --> 02:57:22,630 for this thing. And these aren't people who are trying to help me. These are 9108 02:57:22,630 --> 02:57:22,640 who are trying to help me. These are 9109 02:57:22,640 --> 02:57:25,429 who are trying to help me. These are people who have already began making 9110 02:57:25,429 --> 02:57:25,439 people who have already began making 9111 02:57:25,439 --> 02:57:28,630 people who have already began making content against me, you know, and now 9112 02:57:28,630 --> 02:57:28,640 content against me, you know, and now 9113 02:57:28,640 --> 02:57:29,830 content against me, you know, and now it's, well, I'm going to give you a 9114 02:57:29,830 --> 02:57:29,840 it's, well, I'm going to give you a 9115 02:57:29,840 --> 02:57:31,830 it's, well, I'm going to give you a chance. And it's like, okay, you don't 9116 02:57:31,830 --> 02:57:31,840 chance. And it's like, okay, you don't 9117 02:57:31,840 --> 02:57:34,150 chance. And it's like, okay, you don't care about me. You don't care about my 9118 02:57:34,150 --> 02:57:34,160 care about me. You don't care about my 9119 02:57:34,160 --> 02:57:37,269 care about me. You don't care about my story. You care that Saver Spark is a 9120 02:57:37,269 --> 02:57:37,279 story. You care that Saver Spark is a 9121 02:57:37,279 --> 02:57:41,590 story. You care that Saver Spark is a big person. And you know that's I'm part 9122 02:57:41,590 --> 02:57:41,600 big person. And you know that's I'm part 9123 02:57:41,600 --> 02:57:45,469 big person. And you know that's I'm part of this you know and um obviously there 9124 02:57:45,469 --> 02:57:45,479 of this you know and um obviously there 9125 02:57:45,479 --> 02:57:48,070 of this you know and um obviously there are some people who are going to care 9126 02:57:48,070 --> 02:57:48,080 are some people who are going to care 9127 02:57:48,080 --> 02:57:49,269 are some people who are going to care and they're going to want to look into 9128 02:57:49,269 --> 02:57:49,279 and they're going to want to look into 9129 02:57:49,279 --> 02:57:51,110 and they're going to want to look into it. I'm very thankful that there are 9130 02:57:51,110 --> 02:57:51,120 it. I'm very thankful that there are 9131 02:57:51,120 --> 02:57:53,750 it. I'm very thankful that there are people amongst this circle who have been 9132 02:57:53,750 --> 02:57:53,760 people amongst this circle who have been 9133 02:57:53,760 --> 02:57:56,469 people amongst this circle who have been very helpful. Um but not everyone is 9134 02:57:56,469 --> 02:57:56,479 very helpful. Um but not everyone is 9135 02:57:56,479 --> 02:57:59,030 very helpful. Um but not everyone is going to be like that. You know it's 9136 02:57:59,030 --> 02:57:59,040 going to be like that. You know it's 9137 02:57:59,040 --> 02:58:02,630 going to be like that. You know it's it's scary. It's It's really scary. And 9138 02:58:02,630 --> 02:58:02,640 it's scary. It's It's really scary. And 9139 02:58:02,640 --> 02:58:04,910 it's scary. It's It's really scary. And um I 9140 02:58:04,910 --> 02:58:04,920 um I 9141 02:58:04,920 --> 02:58:07,670 um I definitely feel that it has discouraged 9142 02:58:07,670 --> 02:58:07,680 definitely feel that it has discouraged 9143 02:58:07,680 --> 02:58:09,950 definitely feel that it has discouraged me from wanting to ever speak up ever 9144 02:58:09,950 --> 02:58:09,960 me from wanting to ever speak up ever 9145 02:58:09,960 --> 02:58:12,389 me from wanting to ever speak up ever again if I'm being honest. Like I've 9146 02:58:12,389 --> 02:58:12,399 again if I'm being honest. Like I've 9147 02:58:12,399 --> 02:58:13,910 again if I'm being honest. Like I've said that out loud a few times this 9148 02:58:13,910 --> 02:58:13,920 said that out loud a few times this 9149 02:58:13,920 --> 02:58:15,269 said that out loud a few times this week. Like I'm never going to come out 9150 02:58:15,269 --> 02:58:15,279 week. Like I'm never going to come out 9151 02:58:15,279 --> 02:58:18,910 week. Like I'm never going to come out about this other stuff. Oh my god. Ever. 9152 02:58:18,910 --> 02:58:18,920 about this other stuff. Oh my god. Ever. 9153 02:58:18,920 --> 02:58:21,830 about this other stuff. Oh my god. Ever. Um but you know, maybe that's the right 9154 02:58:21,830 --> 02:58:21,840 Um but you know, maybe that's the right 9155 02:58:21,840 --> 02:58:24,870 Um but you know, maybe that's the right move. Maybe that's not what I need to 9156 02:58:24,870 --> 02:58:24,880 move. Maybe that's not what I need to 9157 02:58:24,880 --> 02:58:28,230 move. Maybe that's not what I need to heal. Maybe I it doesn't need to be 9158 02:58:28,230 --> 02:58:28,240 heal. Maybe I it doesn't need to be 9159 02:58:28,240 --> 02:58:31,030 heal. Maybe I it doesn't need to be handled through the these other people. 9160 02:58:31,030 --> 02:58:31,040 handled through the these other people. 9161 02:58:31,040 --> 02:58:34,070 handled through the these other people. Maybe I just I I have a lot of personal 9162 02:58:34,070 --> 02:58:34,080 Maybe I just I I have a lot of personal 9163 02:58:34,080 --> 02:58:36,230 Maybe I just I I have a lot of personal stuff that I need to work through to do 9164 02:58:36,230 --> 02:58:36,240 stuff that I need to work through to do 9165 02:58:36,240 --> 02:58:37,750 stuff that I need to work through to do that. I don't know what that looks like 9166 02:58:37,750 --> 02:58:37,760 that. I don't know what that looks like 9167 02:58:37,760 --> 02:58:38,590 that. I don't know what that looks like right 9168 02:58:38,590 --> 02:58:38,600 right 9169 02:58:38,600 --> 02:58:40,870 right now, but I know that's what I have to 9170 02:58:40,870 --> 02:58:40,880 now, but I know that's what I have to 9171 02:58:40,880 --> 02:58:43,429 now, but I know that's what I have to do. That's that's wonderful. And you 9172 02:58:43,429 --> 02:58:43,439 do. That's that's wonderful. And you 9173 02:58:43,439 --> 02:58:47,269 do. That's that's wonderful. And you know, I think because of how poorly like 9174 02:58:47,269 --> 02:58:47,279 know, I think because of how poorly like 9175 02:58:47,279 --> 02:58:48,950 know, I think because of how poorly like I don't know how much you know about 9176 02:58:48,950 --> 02:58:48,960 I don't know how much you know about 9177 02:58:48,960 --> 02:58:50,550 I don't know how much you know about like in terms of like these kind of 9178 02:58:50,550 --> 02:58:50,560 like in terms of like these kind of 9179 02:58:50,560 --> 02:58:52,630 like in terms of like these kind of situations being reported to the police, 9180 02:58:52,630 --> 02:58:52,640 situations being reported to the police, 9181 02:58:52,640 --> 02:58:54,150 situations being reported to the police, but they suck. I'm just going to be 9182 02:58:54,150 --> 02:58:54,160 but they suck. I'm just going to be 9183 02:58:54,160 --> 02:58:56,550 but they suck. I'm just going to be blunt. They don't take it seriously and 9184 02:58:56,550 --> 02:58:56,560 blunt. They don't take it seriously and 9185 02:58:56,560 --> 02:58:58,469 blunt. They don't take it seriously and and you know there's like a whole 9186 02:58:58,469 --> 02:58:58,479 and you know there's like a whole 9187 02:58:58,479 --> 02:59:00,710 and you know there's like a whole backlog even of rape kits that are just 9188 02:59:00,710 --> 02:59:00,720 backlog even of rape kits that are just 9189 02:59:00,720 --> 02:59:03,670 backlog even of rape kits that are just sitting in dust in boxes for years never 9190 02:59:03,670 --> 02:59:03,680 sitting in dust in boxes for years never 9191 02:59:03,680 --> 02:59:05,429 sitting in dust in boxes for years never getting tested. It's called the uh the 9192 02:59:05,429 --> 02:59:05,439 getting tested. It's called the uh the 9193 02:59:05,439 --> 02:59:08,630 getting tested. It's called the uh the rape kit black the rape kit backlog. It 9194 02:59:08,630 --> 02:59:08,640 rape kit black the rape kit backlog. It 9195 02:59:08,640 --> 02:59:11,110 rape kit black the rape kit backlog. It is just thousands. I'm talking they 9196 02:59:11,110 --> 02:59:11,120 is just thousands. I'm talking they 9197 02:59:11,120 --> 02:59:14,070 is just thousands. I'm talking they don't ever touch it ever. Um hell even 9198 02:59:14,070 --> 02:59:14,080 don't ever touch it ever. Um hell even 9199 02:59:14,080 --> 02:59:16,030 don't ever touch it ever. Um hell even like sometimes 9200 02:59:16,030 --> 02:59:16,040 like sometimes 9201 02:59:16,040 --> 02:59:18,469 like sometimes like even when you get into a court 9202 02:59:18,469 --> 02:59:18,479 like even when you get into a court 9203 02:59:18,479 --> 02:59:19,830 like even when you get into a court setting and they're just like how many 9204 02:59:19,830 --> 02:59:19,840 setting and they're just like how many 9205 02:59:19,840 --> 02:59:21,269 setting and they're just like how many years are we going to put this guy away 9206 02:59:21,269 --> 02:59:21,279 years are we going to put this guy away 9207 02:59:21,279 --> 02:59:23,110 years are we going to put this guy away a convicted guy for rape? And it just 9208 02:59:23,110 --> 02:59:23,120 a convicted guy for rape? And it just 9209 02:59:23,120 --> 02:59:24,870 a convicted guy for rape? And it just never happens. It's like either a slap 9210 02:59:24,870 --> 02:59:24,880 never happens. It's like either a slap 9211 02:59:24,880 --> 02:59:26,389 never happens. It's like either a slap on the wrist or just a couple years. 9212 02:59:26,389 --> 02:59:26,399 on the wrist or just a couple years. 9213 02:59:26,399 --> 02:59:29,349 on the wrist or just a couple years. Hell, people like get put in jail for 9214 02:59:29,349 --> 02:59:29,359 Hell, people like get put in jail for 9215 02:59:29,359 --> 02:59:31,349 Hell, people like get put in jail for other crimes like even like possession 9216 02:59:31,349 --> 02:59:31,359 other crimes like even like possession 9217 02:59:31,359 --> 02:59:34,550 other crimes like even like possession of drugs for much longer than rape does. 9218 02:59:34,550 --> 02:59:34,560 of drugs for much longer than rape does. 9219 02:59:34,560 --> 02:59:36,790 of drugs for much longer than rape does. And it's like clearly our legal system 9220 02:59:36,790 --> 02:59:36,800 And it's like clearly our legal system 9221 02:59:36,800 --> 02:59:38,389 And it's like clearly our legal system does not think that rape is that big of 9222 02:59:38,389 --> 02:59:38,399 does not think that rape is that big of 9223 02:59:38,399 --> 02:59:40,469 does not think that rape is that big of a deal. So it's like what the [\h__\h] do 9224 02:59:40,469 --> 02:59:40,479 a deal. So it's like what the [\h__\h] do 9225 02:59:40,479 --> 02:59:43,030 a deal. So it's like what the [\h__\h] do you do? And of course you see all this 9226 02:59:43,030 --> 02:59:43,040 you do? And of course you see all this 9227 02:59:43,040 --> 02:59:45,269 you do? And of course you see all this content about predator exposees, right? 9228 02:59:45,269 --> 02:59:45,279 content about predator exposees, right? 9229 02:59:45,279 --> 02:59:47,590 content about predator exposees, right? And like that's become like a whole 9230 02:59:47,590 --> 02:59:47,600 And like that's become like a whole 9231 02:59:47,600 --> 02:59:49,429 And like that's become like a whole genre that's like almost entertainment 9232 02:59:49,429 --> 02:59:49,439 genre that's like almost entertainment 9233 02:59:49,439 --> 02:59:52,230 genre that's like almost entertainment at this point. And I'm not unaware or 9234 02:59:52,230 --> 02:59:52,240 at this point. And I'm not unaware or 9235 02:59:52,240 --> 02:59:54,150 at this point. And I'm not unaware or like I'm complicit in that maybe a 9236 02:59:54,150 --> 02:59:54,160 like I'm complicit in that maybe a 9237 02:59:54,160 --> 02:59:55,750 like I'm complicit in that maybe a little bit, but I at least try to like 9238 02:59:55,750 --> 02:59:55,760 little bit, but I at least try to like 9239 02:59:55,760 --> 02:59:57,750 little bit, but I at least try to like use that content style to like at least 9240 02:59:57,750 --> 02:59:57,760 use that content style to like at least 9241 02:59:57,760 --> 02:59:59,190 use that content style to like at least raise funds for a charity or something 9242 02:59:59,190 --> 02:59:59,200 raise funds for a charity or something 9243 02:59:59,200 --> 03:00:01,670 raise funds for a charity or something like that because YouTubers are [\h__\h] 9244 03:00:01,670 --> 03:00:01,680 like that because YouTubers are [\h__\h] 9245 03:00:01,680 --> 03:00:04,469 like that because YouTubers are [\h__\h] useless in this realm, too. Like you see 9246 03:00:04,469 --> 03:00:04,479 useless in this realm, too. Like you see 9247 03:00:04,479 --> 03:00:06,070 useless in this realm, too. Like you see examples of YouTubers being like, I'm a 9248 03:00:06,070 --> 03:00:06,080 examples of YouTubers being like, I'm a 9249 03:00:06,080 --> 03:00:07,990 examples of YouTubers being like, I'm a predator hunter. And it's like either 9250 03:00:07,990 --> 03:00:08,000 predator hunter. And it's like either 9251 03:00:08,000 --> 03:00:10,469 predator hunter. And it's like either their stings are fake or they don't care 9252 03:00:10,469 --> 03:00:10,479 their stings are fake or they don't care 9253 03:00:10,479 --> 03:00:12,630 their stings are fake or they don't care about victims or they only care about 9254 03:00:12,630 --> 03:00:12,640 about victims or they only care about 9255 03:00:12,640 --> 03:00:14,630 about victims or they only care about the view count or whatever it may be. 9256 03:00:14,630 --> 03:00:14,640 the view count or whatever it may be. 9257 03:00:14,640 --> 03:00:16,389 the view count or whatever it may be. Like you're given two options. You're 9258 03:00:16,389 --> 03:00:16,399 Like you're given two options. You're 9259 03:00:16,399 --> 03:00:18,070 Like you're given two options. You're given go to the police and have them not 9260 03:00:18,070 --> 03:00:18,080 given go to the police and have them not 9261 03:00:18,080 --> 03:00:19,750 given go to the police and have them not take you seriously or go to YouTubers 9262 03:00:19,750 --> 03:00:19,760 take you seriously or go to YouTubers 9263 03:00:19,760 --> 03:00:21,269 take you seriously or go to YouTubers and have them profit and make money off 9264 03:00:21,269 --> 03:00:21,279 and have them profit and make money off 9265 03:00:21,279 --> 03:00:24,710 and have them profit and make money off of you. It sucks. It [\h__\h] sucks. Like 9266 03:00:24,710 --> 03:00:24,720 of you. It sucks. It [\h__\h] sucks. Like 9267 03:00:24,720 --> 03:00:26,550 of you. It sucks. It [\h__\h] sucks. Like what are you supposed to do? Yeah. What 9268 03:00:26,550 --> 03:00:26,560 what are you supposed to do? Yeah. What 9269 03:00:26,560 --> 03:00:28,750 what are you supposed to do? Yeah. What are you supposed to not very good 9270 03:00:28,750 --> 03:00:28,760 are you supposed to not very good 9271 03:00:28,760 --> 03:00:32,389 are you supposed to not very good options, you know? And so it's just 9272 03:00:32,389 --> 03:00:32,399 options, you know? And so it's just 9273 03:00:32,399 --> 03:00:34,309 options, you know? And so it's just definitely through this, you know, the 9274 03:00:34,309 --> 03:00:34,319 definitely through this, you know, the 9275 03:00:34,319 --> 03:00:37,429 definitely through this, you know, the answer is neither. you know, it it has 9276 03:00:37,429 --> 03:00:37,439 answer is neither. you know, it it has 9277 03:00:37,439 --> 03:00:39,990 answer is neither. you know, it it has to be we need to go to our loved ones 9278 03:00:39,990 --> 03:00:40,000 to be we need to go to our loved ones 9279 03:00:40,000 --> 03:00:41,990 to be we need to go to our loved ones and we need to open up to these people 9280 03:00:41,990 --> 03:00:42,000 and we need to open up to these people 9281 03:00:42,000 --> 03:00:44,710 and we need to open up to these people who we genuinely trust and we need to do 9282 03:00:44,710 --> 03:00:44,720 who we genuinely trust and we need to do 9283 03:00:44,720 --> 03:00:47,110 who we genuinely trust and we need to do the work in therapy. That's like it's 9284 03:00:47,110 --> 03:00:47,120 the work in therapy. That's like it's 9285 03:00:47,120 --> 03:00:50,550 the work in therapy. That's like it's not easy, but like that's I mean that's 9286 03:00:50,550 --> 03:00:50,560 not easy, but like that's I mean that's 9287 03:00:50,560 --> 03:00:54,070 not easy, but like that's I mean that's what I want to do is I I need to do more 9288 03:00:54,070 --> 03:00:54,080 what I want to do is I I need to do more 9289 03:00:54,080 --> 03:00:55,750 what I want to do is I I need to do more of this work now in therapy, you know, 9290 03:00:55,750 --> 03:00:55,760 of this work now in therapy, you know, 9291 03:00:55,760 --> 03:00:58,150 of this work now in therapy, you know, because I think that's going to be the 9292 03:00:58,150 --> 03:00:58,160 because I think that's going to be the 9293 03:00:58,160 --> 03:00:59,910 because I think that's going to be the right move. These guys are literally 9294 03:00:59,910 --> 03:00:59,920 right move. These guys are literally 9295 03:00:59,920 --> 03:01:01,110 right move. These guys are literally well equipped to handle these 9296 03:01:01,110 --> 03:01:01,120 well equipped to handle these 9297 03:01:01,120 --> 03:01:02,950 well equipped to handle these situations, particularly people who 9298 03:01:02,950 --> 03:01:02,960 situations, particularly people who 9299 03:01:02,960 --> 03:01:05,830 situations, particularly people who specialize in that, you know. Mhm. Are 9300 03:01:05,830 --> 03:01:05,840 specialize in that, you know. Mhm. Are 9301 03:01:05,840 --> 03:01:07,670 specialize in that, you know. Mhm. Are you seeking like any sort of therapeutic 9302 03:01:07,670 --> 03:01:07,680 you seeking like any sort of therapeutic 9303 03:01:07,680 --> 03:01:10,070 you seeking like any sort of therapeutic intervention like in not in relationship 9304 03:01:10,070 --> 03:01:10,080 intervention like in not in relationship 9305 03:01:10,080 --> 03:01:11,750 intervention like in not in relationship to this, but have you been in therapy 9306 03:01:11,750 --> 03:01:11,760 to this, but have you been in therapy 9307 03:01:11,760 --> 03:01:13,830 to this, but have you been in therapy before? 9308 03:01:13,830 --> 03:01:13,840 before? 9309 03:01:13,840 --> 03:01:16,550 before? I have. Yes, I've I've been in therapy 9310 03:01:16,550 --> 03:01:16,560 I have. Yes, I've I've been in therapy 9311 03:01:16,560 --> 03:01:18,469 I have. Yes, I've I've been in therapy on and off because I, you know, I've 9312 03:01:18,469 --> 03:01:18,479 on and off because I, you know, I've 9313 03:01:18,479 --> 03:01:20,550 on and off because I, you know, I've moved around or maybe I've had like a 9314 03:01:20,550 --> 03:01:20,560 moved around or maybe I've had like a 9315 03:01:20,560 --> 03:01:22,790 moved around or maybe I've had like a therapist who, you know, not a good fit, 9316 03:01:22,790 --> 03:01:22,800 therapist who, you know, not a good fit, 9317 03:01:22,800 --> 03:01:25,349 therapist who, you know, not a good fit, but I've had therapy and, you know, it's 9318 03:01:25,349 --> 03:01:25,359 but I've had therapy and, you know, it's 9319 03:01:25,359 --> 03:01:28,469 but I've had therapy and, you know, it's helpful for a lot of things. But I also 9320 03:01:28,469 --> 03:01:28,479 helpful for a lot of things. But I also 9321 03:01:28,479 --> 03:01:30,469 helpful for a lot of things. But I also will be completely transparent and say 9322 03:01:30,469 --> 03:01:30,479 will be completely transparent and say 9323 03:01:30,479 --> 03:01:32,630 will be completely transparent and say that I have not been able to handle 9324 03:01:32,630 --> 03:01:32,640 that I have not been able to handle 9325 03:01:32,640 --> 03:01:35,269 that I have not been able to handle getting therapy for my sexual related 9326 03:01:35,269 --> 03:01:35,279 getting therapy for my sexual related 9327 03:01:35,279 --> 03:01:39,190 getting therapy for my sexual related trauma. It's hard for me. I lock up. 9328 03:01:39,190 --> 03:01:39,200 trauma. It's hard for me. I lock up. 9329 03:01:39,200 --> 03:01:41,830 trauma. It's hard for me. I lock up. Like I will sit there all day and I 9330 03:01:41,830 --> 03:01:41,840 Like I will sit there all day and I 9331 03:01:41,840 --> 03:01:43,190 Like I will sit there all day and I will, oh yeah, you know, it was 9332 03:01:43,190 --> 03:01:43,200 will, oh yeah, you know, it was 9333 03:01:43,200 --> 03:01:46,070 will, oh yeah, you know, it was traumatic with, you know, giving birth. 9334 03:01:46,070 --> 03:01:46,080 traumatic with, you know, giving birth. 9335 03:01:46,080 --> 03:01:48,309 traumatic with, you know, giving birth. It was traumatic or this other thing and 9336 03:01:48,309 --> 03:01:48,319 It was traumatic or this other thing and 9337 03:01:48,319 --> 03:01:50,150 It was traumatic or this other thing and you know, but the minute they're like, 9338 03:01:50,150 --> 03:01:50,160 you know, but the minute they're like, 9339 03:01:50,160 --> 03:01:53,590 you know, but the minute they're like, "Okay, so let's talk about this stuff." 9340 03:01:53,590 --> 03:01:53,600 "Okay, so let's talk about this stuff." 9341 03:01:53,600 --> 03:01:55,750 "Okay, so let's talk about this stuff." I don't know how to I stop talking and 9342 03:01:55,750 --> 03:01:55,760 I don't know how to I stop talking and 9343 03:01:55,760 --> 03:01:57,870 I don't know how to I stop talking and I'm like 9344 03:01:57,870 --> 03:01:57,880 I'm like 9345 03:01:57,880 --> 03:02:02,230 I'm like uh well and I I I can't it's hard. I 9346 03:02:02,230 --> 03:02:02,240 uh well and I I I can't it's hard. I 9347 03:02:02,240 --> 03:02:04,070 uh well and I I I can't it's hard. I don't know how to get I it's I don't 9348 03:02:04,070 --> 03:02:04,080 don't know how to get I it's I don't 9349 03:02:04,080 --> 03:02:06,790 don't know how to get I it's I don't know what's going on there. I it's I 9350 03:02:06,790 --> 03:02:06,800 know what's going on there. I it's I 9351 03:02:06,800 --> 03:02:09,990 know what's going on there. I it's I haven't been able to move past that. And 9352 03:02:09,990 --> 03:02:10,000 haven't been able to move past that. And 9353 03:02:10,000 --> 03:02:12,870 haven't been able to move past that. And um I didn't realize just how much it had 9354 03:02:12,870 --> 03:02:12,880 um I didn't realize just how much it had 9355 03:02:12,880 --> 03:02:14,469 um I didn't realize just how much it had affected me because I was trying to 9356 03:02:14,469 --> 03:02:14,479 affected me because I was trying to 9357 03:02:14,479 --> 03:02:17,670 affected me because I was trying to ignore it for so long. Mhm. Um, but yes, 9358 03:02:17,670 --> 03:02:17,680 ignore it for so long. Mhm. Um, but yes, 9359 03:02:17,680 --> 03:02:20,070 ignore it for so long. Mhm. Um, but yes, I've gotten therapy for other things and 9360 03:02:20,070 --> 03:02:20,080 I've gotten therapy for other things and 9361 03:02:20,080 --> 03:02:22,870 I've gotten therapy for other things and it's it is helpful, but I don't know how 9362 03:02:22,870 --> 03:02:22,880 it's it is helpful, but I don't know how 9363 03:02:22,880 --> 03:02:26,230 it's it is helpful, but I don't know how to speak on how helpful it will be in 9364 03:02:26,230 --> 03:02:26,240 to speak on how helpful it will be in 9365 03:02:26,240 --> 03:02:27,790 to speak on how helpful it will be in terms of the sexual 9366 03:02:27,790 --> 03:02:27,800 terms of the sexual 9367 03:02:27,800 --> 03:02:30,469 terms of the sexual trauma, I'm going to find out though 9368 03:02:30,469 --> 03:02:30,479 trauma, I'm going to find out though 9369 03:02:30,479 --> 03:02:32,950 trauma, I'm going to find out though very soon. Yeah. Well, I I could I get 9370 03:02:32,950 --> 03:02:32,960 very soon. Yeah. Well, I I could I get 9371 03:02:32,960 --> 03:02:35,190 very soon. Yeah. Well, I I could I get that. Like if your response to all this 9372 03:02:35,190 --> 03:02:35,200 that. Like if your response to all this 9373 03:02:35,200 --> 03:02:36,950 that. Like if your response to all this has always been to just kind of freeze 9374 03:02:36,950 --> 03:02:36,960 has always been to just kind of freeze 9375 03:02:36,960 --> 03:02:39,190 has always been to just kind of freeze and just like kind of clam up and never 9376 03:02:39,190 --> 03:02:39,200 and just like kind of clam up and never 9377 03:02:39,200 --> 03:02:41,429 and just like kind of clam up and never talk about it, going to a therapist to 9378 03:02:41,429 --> 03:02:41,439 talk about it, going to a therapist to 9379 03:02:41,439 --> 03:02:43,030 talk about it, going to a therapist to try to talk about your sexual trauma 9380 03:02:43,030 --> 03:02:43,040 try to talk about your sexual trauma 9381 03:02:43,040 --> 03:02:45,030 try to talk about your sexual trauma that the response always been you just 9382 03:02:45,030 --> 03:02:45,040 that the response always been you just 9383 03:02:45,040 --> 03:02:46,950 that the response always been you just not talking about it seems rather 9384 03:02:46,950 --> 03:02:46,960 not talking about it seems rather 9385 03:02:46,960 --> 03:02:49,030 not talking about it seems rather useless, right? You're just like I'm not 9386 03:02:49,030 --> 03:02:49,040 useless, right? You're just like I'm not 9387 03:02:49,040 --> 03:02:50,309 useless, right? You're just like I'm not going to be able to say anything 9388 03:02:50,309 --> 03:02:50,319 going to be able to say anything 9389 03:02:50,319 --> 03:02:52,790 going to be able to say anything anyways. So what's the point? And I 9390 03:02:52,790 --> 03:02:52,800 anyways. So what's the point? And I 9391 03:02:52,800 --> 03:02:55,510 anyways. So what's the point? And I think the point is is that like 9392 03:02:55,510 --> 03:02:55,520 think the point is is that like 9393 03:02:55,520 --> 03:02:57,510 think the point is is that like Yeah. But I think the point for you at 9394 03:02:57,510 --> 03:02:57,520 Yeah. But I think the point for you at 9395 03:02:57,520 --> 03:03:00,950 Yeah. But I think the point for you at least is like let's and I'm sorry if 9396 03:03:00,950 --> 03:03:00,960 least is like let's and I'm sorry if 9397 03:03:00,960 --> 03:03:03,750 least is like let's and I'm sorry if this sounds blunt, right? This thing 9398 03:03:03,750 --> 03:03:03,760 this sounds blunt, right? This thing 9399 03:03:03,760 --> 03:03:05,670 this sounds blunt, right? This thing with Saber Spark happened over 10 years 9400 03:03:05,670 --> 03:03:05,680 with Saber Spark happened over 10 years 9401 03:03:05,680 --> 03:03:07,510 with Saber Spark happened over 10 years ago. And it's not me saying I don't 9402 03:03:07,510 --> 03:03:07,520 ago. And it's not me saying I don't 9403 03:03:07,520 --> 03:03:09,030 ago. And it's not me saying I don't believe you. It's more so like it's 9404 03:03:09,030 --> 03:03:09,040 believe you. It's more so like it's 9405 03:03:09,040 --> 03:03:11,030 believe you. It's more so like it's going to be very hard to prove beyond a 9406 03:03:11,030 --> 03:03:11,040 going to be very hard to prove beyond a 9407 03:03:11,040 --> 03:03:12,630 going to be very hard to prove beyond a shadow of a doubt it happened 10 years 9408 03:03:12,630 --> 03:03:12,640 shadow of a doubt it happened 10 years 9409 03:03:12,640 --> 03:03:14,309 shadow of a doubt it happened 10 years later when it was only you and him in a 9410 03:03:14,309 --> 03:03:14,319 later when it was only you and him in a 9411 03:03:14,319 --> 03:03:17,269 later when it was only you and him in a room. Right now I have a timeline. Yeah. 9412 03:03:17,269 --> 03:03:17,279 room. Right now I have a timeline. Yeah. 9413 03:03:17,279 --> 03:03:19,670 room. Right now I have a timeline. Yeah. That I think is pretty airtight. 9414 03:03:19,670 --> 03:03:19,680 That I think is pretty airtight. 9415 03:03:19,680 --> 03:03:22,910 That I think is pretty airtight. Um, I think I've looked through enough 9416 03:03:22,910 --> 03:03:22,920 Um, I think I've looked through enough 9417 03:03:22,920 --> 03:03:26,269 Um, I think I've looked through enough 720p 20p footage to say so, 9418 03:03:26,269 --> 03:03:26,279 720p 20p footage to say so, 9419 03:03:26,279 --> 03:03:28,550 720p 20p footage to say so, but it's not going to be convincing to 9420 03:03:28,550 --> 03:03:28,560 but it's not going to be convincing to 9421 03:03:28,560 --> 03:03:29,990 but it's not going to be convincing to everybody because everybody on the 9422 03:03:29,990 --> 03:03:30,000 everybody because everybody on the 9423 03:03:30,000 --> 03:03:32,070 everybody because everybody on the internet takes these allegations with in 9424 03:03:32,070 --> 03:03:32,080 internet takes these allegations with in 9425 03:03:32,080 --> 03:03:33,510 internet takes these allegations with in a courtroom setting. It's like 9426 03:03:33,510 --> 03:03:33,520 a courtroom setting. It's like 9427 03:03:33,520 --> 03:03:35,269 a courtroom setting. It's like circumstantial evidence is great, but 9428 03:03:35,269 --> 03:03:35,279 circumstantial evidence is great, but 9429 03:03:35,279 --> 03:03:37,269 circumstantial evidence is great, but they need something hard proof, right? 9430 03:03:37,269 --> 03:03:37,279 they need something hard proof, right? 9431 03:03:37,279 --> 03:03:39,510 they need something hard proof, right? And when it's a it's a situation between 9432 03:03:39,510 --> 03:03:39,520 And when it's a it's a situation between 9433 03:03:39,520 --> 03:03:42,469 And when it's a it's a situation between two people in private where the outcome 9434 03:03:42,469 --> 03:03:42,479 two people in private where the outcome 9435 03:03:42,479 --> 03:03:44,230 two people in private where the outcome of that private interaction is, I didn't 9436 03:03:44,230 --> 03:03:44,240 of that private interaction is, I didn't 9437 03:03:44,240 --> 03:03:46,230 of that private interaction is, I didn't feel good about that afterwards, like I 9438 03:03:46,230 --> 03:03:46,240 feel good about that afterwards, like I 9439 03:03:46,240 --> 03:03:47,990 feel good about that afterwards, like I felt like I was taken advantage of. 9440 03:03:47,990 --> 03:03:48,000 felt like I was taken advantage of. 9441 03:03:48,000 --> 03:03:51,030 felt like I was taken advantage of. That's very hard to prove to anybody, 9442 03:03:51,030 --> 03:03:51,040 That's very hard to prove to anybody, 9443 03:03:51,040 --> 03:03:52,630 That's very hard to prove to anybody, not even like to the internet, just like 9444 03:03:52,630 --> 03:03:52,640 not even like to the internet, just like 9445 03:03:52,640 --> 03:03:56,150 not even like to the internet, just like in court maybe. However, with that being 9446 03:03:56,150 --> 03:03:56,160 in court maybe. However, with that being 9447 03:03:56,160 --> 03:03:58,389 in court maybe. However, with that being said, I don't think we need like a 9448 03:03:58,389 --> 03:03:58,399 said, I don't think we need like a 9449 03:03:58,399 --> 03:04:00,550 said, I don't think we need like a public trial or court for you to get 9450 03:04:00,550 --> 03:04:00,560 public trial or court for you to get 9451 03:04:00,560 --> 03:04:02,230 public trial or court for you to get healing or for you to feel better. I 9452 03:04:02,230 --> 03:04:02,240 healing or for you to feel better. I 9453 03:04:02,240 --> 03:04:05,429 healing or for you to feel better. I think what you need is to like what 9454 03:04:05,429 --> 03:04:05,439 think what you need is to like what 9455 03:04:05,439 --> 03:04:07,830 think what you need is to like what you're doing now, recognizing that, hey, 9456 03:04:07,830 --> 03:04:07,840 you're doing now, recognizing that, hey, 9457 03:04:07,840 --> 03:04:09,750 you're doing now, recognizing that, hey, when I talk about this stuff, even 9458 03:04:09,750 --> 03:04:09,760 when I talk about this stuff, even 9459 03:04:09,760 --> 03:04:11,510 when I talk about this stuff, even though I acknowledge it's traumatic, I 9460 03:04:11,510 --> 03:04:11,520 though I acknowledge it's traumatic, I 9461 03:04:11,520 --> 03:04:14,230 though I acknowledge it's traumatic, I can't actually like work through it. And 9462 03:04:14,230 --> 03:04:14,240 can't actually like work through it. And 9463 03:04:14,240 --> 03:04:17,110 can't actually like work through it. And that's I'm sorry, that sucks. Like that 9464 03:04:17,110 --> 03:04:17,120 that's I'm sorry, that sucks. Like that 9465 03:04:17,120 --> 03:04:19,830 that's I'm sorry, that sucks. Like that really sucks. Like I I couldn't imagine 9466 03:04:19,830 --> 03:04:19,840 really sucks. Like I I couldn't imagine 9467 03:04:19,840 --> 03:04:21,110 really sucks. Like I I couldn't imagine it if like I went through so like 9468 03:04:21,110 --> 03:04:21,120 it if like I went through so like 9469 03:04:21,120 --> 03:04:22,790 it if like I went through so like usually when I talk about traumatic 9470 03:04:22,790 --> 03:04:22,800 usually when I talk about traumatic 9471 03:04:22,800 --> 03:04:24,550 usually when I talk about traumatic stuff, I have a kind of an easy time 9472 03:04:24,550 --> 03:04:24,560 stuff, I have a kind of an easy time 9473 03:04:24,560 --> 03:04:27,110 stuff, I have a kind of an easy time doing it, but I don't feel good about it 9474 03:04:27,110 --> 03:04:27,120 doing it, but I don't feel good about it 9475 03:04:27,120 --> 03:04:28,790 doing it, but I don't feel good about it afterwards. My problem is I'll open up 9476 03:04:28,790 --> 03:04:28,800 afterwards. My problem is I'll open up 9477 03:04:28,800 --> 03:04:30,150 afterwards. My problem is I'll open up about it, but then I'm like, "Oh man, 9478 03:04:30,150 --> 03:04:30,160 about it, but then I'm like, "Oh man, 9479 03:04:30,160 --> 03:04:31,990 about it, but then I'm like, "Oh man, did I over exaggerate that? Did I am I 9480 03:04:31,990 --> 03:04:32,000 did I over exaggerate that? Did I am I 9481 03:04:32,000 --> 03:04:33,670 did I over exaggerate that? Did I am I overthinking that or whatever?" But for 9482 03:04:33,670 --> 03:04:33,680 overthinking that or whatever?" But for 9483 03:04:33,680 --> 03:04:36,469 overthinking that or whatever?" But for you, you just go, "Nope. Nope. Not going 9484 03:04:36,469 --> 03:04:36,479 you, you just go, "Nope. Nope. Not going 9485 03:04:36,479 --> 03:04:38,550 you, you just go, "Nope. Nope. Not going to talk." Nope. And just ignore it. And 9486 03:04:38,550 --> 03:04:38,560 to talk." Nope. And just ignore it. And 9487 03:04:38,560 --> 03:04:41,349 to talk." Nope. And just ignore it. And I'm like, I couldn't imagine just like 9488 03:04:41,349 --> 03:04:41,359 I'm like, I couldn't imagine just like 9489 03:04:41,359 --> 03:04:43,750 I'm like, I couldn't imagine just like ignoring it for that long cuz eventually 9490 03:04:43,750 --> 03:04:43,760 ignoring it for that long cuz eventually 9491 03:04:43,760 --> 03:04:47,590 ignoring it for that long cuz eventually it's it's going to boil over. You know, 9492 03:04:47,590 --> 03:04:47,600 it's it's going to boil over. You know, 9493 03:04:47,600 --> 03:04:49,590 it's it's going to boil over. You know, it's hard. Like it's like again I'll 9494 03:04:49,590 --> 03:04:49,600 it's hard. Like it's like again I'll 9495 03:04:49,600 --> 03:04:52,070 it's hard. Like it's like again I'll bring it up to like a friend or or to a 9496 03:04:52,070 --> 03:04:52,080 bring it up to like a friend or or to a 9497 03:04:52,080 --> 03:04:53,910 bring it up to like a friend or or to a loved one like yeah, this happened. But 9498 03:04:53,910 --> 03:04:53,920 loved one like yeah, this happened. But 9499 03:04:53,920 --> 03:04:56,389 loved one like yeah, this happened. But then like in terms of the actual like 9500 03:04:56,389 --> 03:04:56,399 then like in terms of the actual like 9501 03:04:56,399 --> 03:04:58,070 then like in terms of the actual like let's go into everything, let's work 9502 03:04:58,070 --> 03:04:58,080 let's go into everything, let's work 9503 03:04:58,080 --> 03:05:00,230 let's go into everything, let's work towards the healing. I can't do it. I 9504 03:05:00,230 --> 03:05:00,240 towards the healing. I can't do it. I 9505 03:05:00,240 --> 03:05:04,389 towards the healing. I can't do it. I just can't. It's it's so difficult. 9506 03:05:04,389 --> 03:05:04,399 just can't. It's it's so difficult. 9507 03:05:04,399 --> 03:05:07,349 just can't. It's it's so difficult. God. Yeah. No, I I understand though how 9508 03:05:07,349 --> 03:05:07,359 God. Yeah. No, I I understand though how 9509 03:05:07,359 --> 03:05:09,349 God. Yeah. No, I I understand though how you feel with your experience too cuz 9510 03:05:09,349 --> 03:05:09,359 you feel with your experience too cuz 9511 03:05:09,359 --> 03:05:11,590 you feel with your experience too cuz like that's how I would be with the 9512 03:05:11,590 --> 03:05:11,600 like that's how I would be with the 9513 03:05:11,600 --> 03:05:13,349 like that's how I would be with the other stuff I've dealt with like the 9514 03:05:13,349 --> 03:05:13,359 other stuff I've dealt with like the 9515 03:05:13,359 --> 03:05:16,230 other stuff I've dealt with like the other situations, but like I'll I'll 9516 03:05:16,230 --> 03:05:16,240 other situations, but like I'll I'll 9517 03:05:16,240 --> 03:05:18,070 other situations, but like I'll I'll again I'll talk about those other things 9518 03:05:18,070 --> 03:05:18,080 again I'll talk about those other things 9519 03:05:18,080 --> 03:05:21,510 again I'll talk about those other things easy but it's just this one thing. It's 9520 03:05:21,510 --> 03:05:21,520 easy but it's just this one thing. It's 9521 03:05:21,520 --> 03:05:23,910 easy but it's just this one thing. It's it's just it's it's hard to tackle. And 9522 03:05:23,910 --> 03:05:23,920 it's just it's it's hard to tackle. And 9523 03:05:23,920 --> 03:05:26,630 it's just it's it's hard to tackle. And you know, I would actually say too that 9524 03:05:26,630 --> 03:05:26,640 you know, I would actually say too that 9525 03:05:26,640 --> 03:05:29,429 you know, I would actually say too that because of the story coming out, that's 9526 03:05:29,429 --> 03:05:29,439 because of the story coming out, that's 9527 03:05:29,439 --> 03:05:31,750 because of the story coming out, that's why everybody there were there were lots 9528 03:05:31,750 --> 03:05:31,760 why everybody there were there were lots 9529 03:05:31,760 --> 03:05:33,830 why everybody there were there were lots of people reaching out to me and wanting 9530 03:05:33,830 --> 03:05:33,840 of people reaching out to me and wanting 9531 03:05:33,840 --> 03:05:36,469 of people reaching out to me and wanting to talk and I was just in freeze mode. I 9532 03:05:36,469 --> 03:05:36,479 to talk and I was just in freeze mode. I 9533 03:05:36,479 --> 03:05:38,269 to talk and I was just in freeze mode. I didn't know how to talk to anybody 9534 03:05:38,269 --> 03:05:38,279 didn't know how to talk to anybody 9535 03:05:38,279 --> 03:05:40,790 didn't know how to talk to anybody because all of these people online are 9536 03:05:40,790 --> 03:05:40,800 because all of these people online are 9537 03:05:40,800 --> 03:05:42,630 because all of these people online are now talking about something so personal 9538 03:05:42,630 --> 03:05:42,640 now talking about something so personal 9539 03:05:42,640 --> 03:05:44,190 now talking about something so personal that happened and so 9540 03:05:44,190 --> 03:05:44,200 that happened and so 9541 03:05:44,200 --> 03:05:46,469 that happened and so vulnerable and I just didn't know how to 9542 03:05:46,469 --> 03:05:46,479 vulnerable and I just didn't know how to 9543 03:05:46,479 --> 03:05:49,349 vulnerable and I just didn't know how to cope. I I I just froze in general. 9544 03:05:49,349 --> 03:05:49,359 cope. I I I just froze in general. 9545 03:05:49,359 --> 03:05:51,429 cope. I I I just froze in general. people were reaching out to me and I 9546 03:05:51,429 --> 03:05:51,439 people were reaching out to me and I 9547 03:05:51,439 --> 03:05:53,830 people were reaching out to me and I friends weren't hearing from me and you 9548 03:05:53,830 --> 03:05:53,840 friends weren't hearing from me and you 9549 03:05:53,840 --> 03:05:56,870 friends weren't hearing from me and you know I just didn't I was struggling to 9550 03:05:56,870 --> 03:05:56,880 know I just didn't I was struggling to 9551 03:05:56,880 --> 03:05:58,790 know I just didn't I was struggling to kind of keep up with everybody and 9552 03:05:58,790 --> 03:05:58,800 kind of keep up with everybody and 9553 03:05:58,800 --> 03:06:00,389 kind of keep up with everybody and everything and all of my stuff was 9554 03:06:00,389 --> 03:06:00,399 everything and all of my stuff was 9555 03:06:00,399 --> 03:06:03,910 everything and all of my stuff was falling behind and you know I I froze 9556 03:06:03,910 --> 03:06:03,920 falling behind and you know I I froze 9557 03:06:03,920 --> 03:06:06,070 falling behind and you know I I froze after the story came out in general and 9558 03:06:06,070 --> 03:06:06,080 after the story came out in general and 9559 03:06:06,080 --> 03:06:08,870 after the story came out in general and I I just this last week or so it's just 9560 03:06:08,870 --> 03:06:08,880 I I just this last week or so it's just 9561 03:06:08,880 --> 03:06:12,389 I I just this last week or so it's just been me stuck completely. you know, I've 9562 03:06:12,389 --> 03:06:12,399 been me stuck completely. you know, I've 9563 03:06:12,399 --> 03:06:14,710 been me stuck completely. you know, I've made some, you know, I've worked through 9564 03:06:14,710 --> 03:06:14,720 made some, you know, I've worked through 9565 03:06:14,720 --> 03:06:16,710 made some, you know, I've worked through it a little bit. Like, you know, I'm 9566 03:06:16,710 --> 03:06:16,720 it a little bit. Like, you know, I'm 9567 03:06:16,720 --> 03:06:19,269 it a little bit. Like, you know, I'm still getting things done, but it's it's 9568 03:06:19,269 --> 03:06:19,279 still getting things done, but it's it's 9569 03:06:19,279 --> 03:06:22,870 still getting things done, but it's it's hard. It's really hard. Yeah. I mean, I 9570 03:06:22,870 --> 03:06:22,880 hard. It's really hard. Yeah. I mean, I 9571 03:06:22,880 --> 03:06:24,790 hard. It's really hard. Yeah. I mean, I don't blame you at all for there. The 9572 03:06:24,790 --> 03:06:24,800 don't blame you at all for there. The 9573 03:06:24,800 --> 03:06:26,790 don't blame you at all for there. The thing with about life that I always find 9574 03:06:26,790 --> 03:06:26,800 thing with about life that I always find 9575 03:06:26,800 --> 03:06:29,510 thing with about life that I always find so interesting, right, is it's like it's 9576 03:06:29,510 --> 03:06:29,520 so interesting, right, is it's like it's 9577 03:06:29,520 --> 03:06:31,590 so interesting, right, is it's like it's this flow of ups and downs where it's 9578 03:06:31,590 --> 03:06:31,600 this flow of ups and downs where it's 9579 03:06:31,600 --> 03:06:34,230 this flow of ups and downs where it's like when you get to these like downs, 9580 03:06:34,230 --> 03:06:34,240 like when you get to these like downs, 9581 03:06:34,240 --> 03:06:36,230 like when you get to these like downs, it's really hard to fight through 9582 03:06:36,230 --> 03:06:36,240 it's really hard to fight through 9583 03:06:36,240 --> 03:06:40,070 it's really hard to fight through things, but the best you can do is is do 9584 03:06:40,070 --> 03:06:40,080 things, but the best you can do is is do 9585 03:06:40,080 --> 03:06:43,670 things, but the best you can do is is do what's best for you based on on h on 9586 03:06:43,670 --> 03:06:43,680 what's best for you based on on h on 9587 03:06:43,680 --> 03:06:49,110 what's best for you based on on h on where you are, you know, and Yeah. 9588 03:06:49,110 --> 03:06:49,120 where you are, you know, and Yeah. 9589 03:06:49,120 --> 03:06:52,230 where you are, you know, and Yeah. Yeah. I I agree. And I think, you know, 9590 03:06:52,230 --> 03:06:52,240 Yeah. I I agree. And I think, you know, 9591 03:06:52,240 --> 03:06:54,630 Yeah. I I agree. And I think, you know, just Sorry. I No, it's okay. Don't 9592 03:06:54,630 --> 03:06:54,640 just Sorry. I No, it's okay. Don't 9593 03:06:54,640 --> 03:06:57,349 just Sorry. I No, it's okay. Don't worry. Yeah, you're fine. 9594 03:06:57,349 --> 03:06:57,359 worry. Yeah, you're fine. 9595 03:06:57,359 --> 03:06:59,030 worry. Yeah, you're fine. Very emotional. So, I'm sorry. I'm kind 9596 03:06:59,030 --> 03:06:59,040 Very emotional. So, I'm sorry. I'm kind 9597 03:06:59,040 --> 03:07:01,670 Very emotional. So, I'm sorry. I'm kind of It's okay. 9598 03:07:01,670 --> 03:07:01,680 of It's okay. 9599 03:07:01,680 --> 03:07:03,190 of It's okay. I can totally see this being like a 9600 03:07:03,190 --> 03:07:03,200 I can totally see this being like a 9601 03:07:03,200 --> 03:07:06,150 I can totally see this being like a teared up moment cuz like, dude, I know. 9602 03:07:06,150 --> 03:07:06,160 teared up moment cuz like, dude, I know. 9603 03:07:06,160 --> 03:07:07,590 teared up moment cuz like, dude, I know. I know. We've been kind of all working 9604 03:07:07,590 --> 03:07:07,600 I know. We've been kind of all working 9605 03:07:07,600 --> 03:07:09,349 I know. We've been kind of all working together, right, on this. And there's 9606 03:07:09,349 --> 03:07:09,359 together, right, on this. And there's 9607 03:07:09,359 --> 03:07:10,630 together, right, on this. And there's points in it where I was really 9608 03:07:10,630 --> 03:07:10,640 points in it where I was really 9609 03:07:10,640 --> 03:07:12,070 points in it where I was really concerned about even the reputation 9610 03:07:12,070 --> 03:07:12,080 concerned about even the reputation 9611 03:07:12,080 --> 03:07:13,670 concerned about even the reputation stuff where maybe I got a little too 9612 03:07:13,670 --> 03:07:13,680 stuff where maybe I got a little too 9613 03:07:13,680 --> 03:07:17,269 stuff where maybe I got a little too over the not angry, just just frustrated 9614 03:07:17,269 --> 03:07:17,279 over the not angry, just just frustrated 9615 03:07:17,279 --> 03:07:18,630 over the not angry, just just frustrated because I just couldn't figure out what 9616 03:07:18,630 --> 03:07:18,640 because I just couldn't figure out what 9617 03:07:18,640 --> 03:07:20,950 because I just couldn't figure out what the [\h__\h] was going on. And I I'm sorry 9618 03:07:20,950 --> 03:07:20,960 the [\h__\h] was going on. And I I'm sorry 9619 03:07:20,960 --> 03:07:23,349 the [\h__\h] was going on. And I I'm sorry if at any point I came across as maybe a 9620 03:07:23,349 --> 03:07:23,359 if at any point I came across as maybe a 9621 03:07:23,359 --> 03:07:24,950 if at any point I came across as maybe a bit threat not threatening, but like 9622 03:07:24,950 --> 03:07:24,960 bit threat not threatening, but like 9623 03:07:24,960 --> 03:07:26,790 bit threat not threatening, but like just a bit more confrontational than I 9624 03:07:26,790 --> 03:07:26,800 just a bit more confrontational than I 9625 03:07:26,800 --> 03:07:28,630 just a bit more confrontational than I normally would be. I think it was just 9626 03:07:28,630 --> 03:07:28,640 normally would be. I think it was just 9627 03:07:28,640 --> 03:07:31,030 normally would be. I think it was just because I I really just was like, I want 9628 03:07:31,030 --> 03:07:31,040 because I I really just was like, I want 9629 03:07:31,040 --> 03:07:32,870 because I I really just was like, I want I need I I need to believe this girl. 9630 03:07:32,870 --> 03:07:32,880 I need I I need to believe this girl. 9631 03:07:32,880 --> 03:07:35,429 I need I I need to believe this girl. Like that everybody else has already let 9632 03:07:35,429 --> 03:07:35,439 Like that everybody else has already let 9633 03:07:35,439 --> 03:07:36,630 Like that everybody else has already let this person down. I don't want to be 9634 03:07:36,630 --> 03:07:36,640 this person down. I don't want to be 9635 03:07:36,640 --> 03:07:38,950 this person down. I don't want to be that [\h__\h] [\h__\h] that decides like, 9636 03:07:38,950 --> 03:07:38,960 that [\h__\h] [\h__\h] that decides like, 9637 03:07:38,960 --> 03:07:41,150 that [\h__\h] [\h__\h] that decides like, nah, this person, you know, is 9638 03:07:41,150 --> 03:07:41,160 nah, this person, you know, is 9639 03:07:41,160 --> 03:07:43,429 nah, this person, you know, is not makes no sense. Our story is not 9640 03:07:43,429 --> 03:07:43,439 not makes no sense. Our story is not 9641 03:07:43,439 --> 03:07:45,429 not makes no sense. Our story is not adding up. Whatever. That kind of thing. 9642 03:07:45,429 --> 03:07:45,439 adding up. Whatever. That kind of thing. 9643 03:07:45,439 --> 03:07:47,269 adding up. Whatever. That kind of thing. Like Yeah. Especially since so many 9644 03:07:47,269 --> 03:07:47,279 Like Yeah. Especially since so many 9645 03:07:47,279 --> 03:07:48,630 Like Yeah. Especially since so many people have already let you down. And 9646 03:07:48,630 --> 03:07:48,640 people have already let you down. And 9647 03:07:48,640 --> 03:07:51,030 people have already let you down. And I'm just like, I can't be that person. 9648 03:07:51,030 --> 03:07:51,040 I'm just like, I can't be that person. 9649 03:07:51,040 --> 03:07:55,190 I'm just like, I can't be that person. I'm trying fighting so hard to not be. I 9650 03:07:55,190 --> 03:07:55,200 I'm trying fighting so hard to not be. I 9651 03:07:55,200 --> 03:08:01,190 I'm trying fighting so hard to not be. I I So I've I've known Lazy now for uh two 9652 03:08:01,190 --> 03:08:01,200 I So I've I've known Lazy now for uh two 9653 03:08:01,200 --> 03:08:03,670 I So I've I've known Lazy now for uh two years. I was two maybe. Good lord. Has 9654 03:08:03,670 --> 03:08:03,680 years. I was two maybe. Good lord. Has 9655 03:08:03,680 --> 03:08:07,110 years. I was two maybe. Good lord. Has it actually been that long? Yeah, we I 9656 03:08:07,110 --> 03:08:07,120 it actually been that long? Yeah, we I 9657 03:08:07,120 --> 03:08:08,309 it actually been that long? Yeah, we I was like, "Hi, want to put on my 9658 03:08:08,309 --> 03:08:08,319 was like, "Hi, want to put on my 9659 03:08:08,319 --> 03:08:11,030 was like, "Hi, want to put on my podcast?" Jesus Christ, it's been two 9660 03:08:11,030 --> 03:08:11,040 podcast?" Jesus Christ, it's been two 9661 03:08:11,040 --> 03:08:13,910 podcast?" Jesus Christ, it's been two years. Yeah. My god. 9662 03:08:13,910 --> 03:08:13,920 years. Yeah. My god. 9663 03:08:13,920 --> 03:08:18,349 years. Yeah. My god. The reason why whenever anything uh 9664 03:08:18,349 --> 03:08:18,359 The reason why whenever anything uh 9665 03:08:18,359 --> 03:08:21,510 The reason why whenever anything uh drama related happens, she's one of the 9666 03:08:21,510 --> 03:08:21,520 drama related happens, she's one of the 9667 03:08:21,520 --> 03:08:23,830 drama related happens, she's one of the first people that I go to is cuz I know 9668 03:08:23,830 --> 03:08:23,840 first people that I go to is cuz I know 9669 03:08:23,840 --> 03:08:26,309 first people that I go to is cuz I know that she genuinely cares and will and 9670 03:08:26,309 --> 03:08:26,319 that she genuinely cares and will and 9671 03:08:26,319 --> 03:08:28,070 that she genuinely cares and will and will and it's not like she's trying to 9672 03:08:28,070 --> 03:08:28,080 will and it's not like she's trying to 9673 03:08:28,080 --> 03:08:30,309 will and it's not like she's trying to do anything that's sensationalist like 9674 03:08:30,309 --> 03:08:30,319 do anything that's sensationalist like 9675 03:08:30,319 --> 03:08:34,070 do anything that's sensationalist like so many of these other channels are. Um, 9676 03:08:34,070 --> 03:08:34,080 so many of these other channels are. Um, 9677 03:08:34,080 --> 03:08:37,110 so many of these other channels are. Um, and when she looks into situations, 9678 03:08:37,110 --> 03:08:37,120 and when she looks into situations, 9679 03:08:37,120 --> 03:08:40,469 and when she looks into situations, uh, she's looking in cuz she cares. I'm 9680 03:08:40,469 --> 03:08:40,479 uh, she's looking in cuz she cares. I'm 9681 03:08:40,479 --> 03:08:41,830 uh, she's looking in cuz she cares. I'm not an investigator. I'm just somebody 9682 03:08:41,830 --> 03:08:41,840 not an investigator. I'm just somebody 9683 03:08:41,840 --> 03:08:43,269 not an investigator. I'm just somebody who gives a [\h__\h] You know what I mean? 9684 03:08:43,269 --> 03:08:43,279 who gives a [\h__\h] You know what I mean? 9685 03:08:43,279 --> 03:08:46,870 who gives a [\h__\h] You know what I mean? Like I'm just somebody who cares. Yeah, 9686 03:08:46,870 --> 03:08:46,880 Like I'm just somebody who cares. Yeah, 9687 03:08:46,880 --> 03:08:49,630 Like I'm just somebody who cares. Yeah, absolutely. And I feel that it requires 9688 03:08:49,630 --> 03:08:49,640 absolutely. And I feel that it requires 9689 03:08:49,640 --> 03:08:52,389 absolutely. And I feel that it requires empathy. You know, these are we're going 9690 03:08:52,389 --> 03:08:52,399 empathy. You know, these are we're going 9691 03:08:52,399 --> 03:08:55,269 empathy. You know, these are we're going over stories that are vulnerable, you 9692 03:08:55,269 --> 03:08:55,279 over stories that are vulnerable, you 9693 03:08:55,279 --> 03:08:56,950 over stories that are vulnerable, you know, and for people that they they can 9694 03:08:56,950 --> 03:08:56,960 know, and for people that they they can 9695 03:08:56,960 --> 03:08:59,349 know, and for people that they they can be very traumatic. So why I I feel like 9696 03:08:59,349 --> 03:08:59,359 be very traumatic. So why I I feel like 9697 03:08:59,359 --> 03:09:01,510 be very traumatic. So why I I feel like empathy is a very important element to 9698 03:09:01,510 --> 03:09:01,520 empathy is a very important element to 9699 03:09:01,520 --> 03:09:02,670 empathy is a very important element to this. 9700 03:09:02,670 --> 03:09:02,680 this. 9701 03:09:02,680 --> 03:09:05,510 this. Mhm. And also just kind of recognizing 9702 03:09:05,510 --> 03:09:05,520 Mhm. And also just kind of recognizing 9703 03:09:05,520 --> 03:09:07,030 Mhm. And also just kind of recognizing like just to put it out there for the 9704 03:09:07,030 --> 03:09:07,040 like just to put it out there for the 9705 03:09:07,040 --> 03:09:09,269 like just to put it out there for the people, you know, there are certain 9706 03:09:09,269 --> 03:09:09,279 people, you know, there are certain 9707 03:09:09,279 --> 03:09:11,190 people, you know, there are certain types of cases, right, very similar to 9708 03:09:11,190 --> 03:09:11,200 types of cases, right, very similar to 9709 03:09:11,200 --> 03:09:13,990 types of cases, right, very similar to this one where not everything is going 9710 03:09:13,990 --> 03:09:14,000 this one where not everything is going 9711 03:09:14,000 --> 03:09:15,830 this one where not everything is going to be documented or it can't be for 9712 03:09:15,830 --> 03:09:15,840 to be documented or it can't be for 9713 03:09:15,840 --> 03:09:18,750 to be documented or it can't be for whatever reason. There's a lot of 9714 03:09:18,750 --> 03:09:18,760 whatever reason. There's a lot of 9715 03:09:18,760 --> 03:09:21,349 whatever reason. There's a lot of undocumentable sexual assault. It's 9716 03:09:21,349 --> 03:09:21,359 undocumentable sexual assault. It's 9717 03:09:21,359 --> 03:09:22,950 undocumentable sexual assault. It's something that is unfortunate. It's 9718 03:09:22,950 --> 03:09:22,960 something that is unfortunate. It's 9719 03:09:22,960 --> 03:09:25,269 something that is unfortunate. It's something that will probably not get you 9720 03:09:25,269 --> 03:09:25,279 something that will probably not get you 9721 03:09:25,279 --> 03:09:27,269 something that will probably not get you any sort of legal justice because the 9722 03:09:27,269 --> 03:09:27,279 any sort of legal justice because the 9723 03:09:27,279 --> 03:09:29,429 any sort of legal justice because the justice system works off of very 9724 03:09:29,429 --> 03:09:29,439 justice system works off of very 9725 03:09:29,439 --> 03:09:30,790 justice system works off of very physical evidence. But it's hard to 9726 03:09:30,790 --> 03:09:30,800 physical evidence. But it's hard to 9727 03:09:30,800 --> 03:09:32,630 physical evidence. But it's hard to present that physical evidence when it's 9728 03:09:32,630 --> 03:09:32,640 present that physical evidence when it's 9729 03:09:32,640 --> 03:09:34,870 present that physical evidence when it's either happened over 10 years ago or 9730 03:09:34,870 --> 03:09:34,880 either happened over 10 years ago or 9731 03:09:34,880 --> 03:09:36,790 either happened over 10 years ago or it's just a private situation between 9732 03:09:36,790 --> 03:09:36,800 it's just a private situation between 9733 03:09:36,800 --> 03:09:38,790 it's just a private situation between two people and no other witnesses or 9734 03:09:38,790 --> 03:09:38,800 two people and no other witnesses or 9735 03:09:38,800 --> 03:09:40,309 two people and no other witnesses or like you just don't think in the moment 9736 03:09:40,309 --> 03:09:40,319 like you just don't think in the moment 9737 03:09:40,319 --> 03:09:41,750 like you just don't think in the moment to document it because who the [\h__\h] 9738 03:09:41,750 --> 03:09:41,760 to document it because who the [\h__\h] 9739 03:09:41,760 --> 03:09:43,510 to document it because who the [\h__\h] thinks the moment they're raped, let me 9740 03:09:43,510 --> 03:09:43,520 thinks the moment they're raped, let me 9741 03:09:43,520 --> 03:09:44,870 thinks the moment they're raped, let me set up a legal case. They're thinking, 9742 03:09:44,870 --> 03:09:44,880 set up a legal case. They're thinking, 9743 03:09:44,880 --> 03:09:46,550 set up a legal case. They're thinking, no, this was traumatic. What the [\h__\h] 9744 03:09:46,550 --> 03:09:46,560 no, this was traumatic. What the [\h__\h] 9745 03:09:46,560 --> 03:09:49,990 no, this was traumatic. What the [\h__\h] just happened to me? So, it's I think 9746 03:09:49,990 --> 03:09:50,000 just happened to me? So, it's I think 9747 03:09:50,000 --> 03:09:51,190 just happened to me? So, it's I think it's important for people to have 9748 03:09:51,190 --> 03:09:51,200 it's important for people to have 9749 03:09:51,200 --> 03:09:53,269 it's important for people to have empathy for people with cases of sexual 9750 03:09:53,269 --> 03:09:53,279 empathy for people with cases of sexual 9751 03:09:53,279 --> 03:09:55,190 empathy for people with cases of sexual abuse and not immediately assume because 9752 03:09:55,190 --> 03:09:55,200 abuse and not immediately assume because 9753 03:09:55,200 --> 03:09:56,550 abuse and not immediately assume because they don't have everything in front of 9754 03:09:56,550 --> 03:09:56,560 they don't have everything in front of 9755 03:09:56,560 --> 03:09:58,309 they don't have everything in front of them. They don't have all of the [\h__\h] 9756 03:09:58,309 --> 03:09:58,319 them. They don't have all of the [\h__\h] 9757 03:09:58,319 --> 03:09:59,910 them. They don't have all of the [\h__\h] receipts in the world that they must be 9758 03:09:59,910 --> 03:09:59,920 receipts in the world that they must be 9759 03:09:59,920 --> 03:10:02,550 receipts in the world that they must be lying. It's just sometimes these things 9760 03:10:02,550 --> 03:10:02,560 lying. It's just sometimes these things 9761 03:10:02,560 --> 03:10:04,630 lying. It's just sometimes these things don't get documented cuz people aren't 9762 03:10:04,630 --> 03:10:04,640 don't get documented cuz people aren't 9763 03:10:04,640 --> 03:10:06,389 don't get documented cuz people aren't immediately assuming I need to document 9764 03:10:06,389 --> 03:10:06,399 immediately assuming I need to document 9765 03:10:06,399 --> 03:10:08,309 immediately assuming I need to document this [\h__\h] immediately. That's and that's 9766 03:10:08,309 --> 03:10:08,319 this [\h__\h] immediately. That's and that's 9767 03:10:08,319 --> 03:10:10,469 this [\h__\h] immediately. That's and that's normal because it's it's traumatic. It's 9768 03:10:10,469 --> 03:10:10,479 normal because it's it's traumatic. It's 9769 03:10:10,479 --> 03:10:12,309 normal because it's it's traumatic. It's you don't I don't expect somebody who 9770 03:10:12,309 --> 03:10:12,319 you don't I don't expect somebody who 9771 03:10:12,319 --> 03:10:14,150 you don't I don't expect somebody who just been raped to suddenly be like 9772 03:10:14,150 --> 03:10:14,160 just been raped to suddenly be like 9773 03:10:14,160 --> 03:10:15,750 just been raped to suddenly be like collect every single screenshot you've 9774 03:10:15,750 --> 03:10:15,760 collect every single screenshot you've 9775 03:10:15,760 --> 03:10:17,429 collect every single screenshot you've ever had. Like that's ridiculous and 9776 03:10:17,429 --> 03:10:17,439 ever had. Like that's ridiculous and 9777 03:10:17,439 --> 03:10:19,910 ever had. Like that's ridiculous and that's silly, right? It's not realistic. 9778 03:10:19,910 --> 03:10:19,920 that's silly, right? It's not realistic. 9779 03:10:19,920 --> 03:10:22,150 that's silly, right? It's not realistic. Like the immediate the immediate 9780 03:10:22,150 --> 03:10:22,160 Like the immediate the immediate 9781 03:10:22,160 --> 03:10:25,429 Like the immediate the immediate response is I need to get to safety. I 9782 03:10:25,429 --> 03:10:25,439 response is I need to get to safety. I 9783 03:10:25,439 --> 03:10:28,950 response is I need to get to safety. I I'm not okay. I need to calm down. Just 9784 03:10:28,950 --> 03:10:28,960 I'm not okay. I need to calm down. Just 9785 03:10:28,960 --> 03:10:30,710 I'm not okay. I need to calm down. Just taking care of ourselves and dealing 9786 03:10:30,710 --> 03:10:30,720 taking care of ourselves and dealing 9787 03:10:30,720 --> 03:10:32,790 taking care of ourselves and dealing with it. You know, we have it's it's 9788 03:10:32,790 --> 03:10:32,800 with it. You know, we have it's it's 9789 03:10:32,800 --> 03:10:34,950 with it. You know, we have it's it's emotionally hard, you know. So, that is 9790 03:10:34,950 --> 03:10:34,960 emotionally hard, you know. So, that is 9791 03:10:34,960 --> 03:10:36,630 emotionally hard, you know. So, that is priority number one. We're not thinking 9792 03:10:36,630 --> 03:10:36,640 priority number one. We're not thinking 9793 03:10:36,640 --> 03:10:38,630 priority number one. We're not thinking that like, oh, I need to screenshot 9794 03:10:38,630 --> 03:10:38,640 that like, oh, I need to screenshot 9795 03:10:38,640 --> 03:10:40,150 that like, oh, I need to screenshot everything and and make sure I have 9796 03:10:40,150 --> 03:10:40,160 everything and and make sure I have 9797 03:10:40,160 --> 03:10:41,910 everything and and make sure I have this, you know, just in case. I'm not 9798 03:10:41,910 --> 03:10:41,920 this, you know, just in case. I'm not 9799 03:10:41,920 --> 03:10:44,230 this, you know, just in case. I'm not that's not I'm not thinking from that 9800 03:10:44,230 --> 03:10:44,240 that's not I'm not thinking from that 9801 03:10:44,240 --> 03:10:45,990 that's not I'm not thinking from that lens. then most people aren't, you know, 9802 03:10:45,990 --> 03:10:46,000 lens. then most people aren't, you know, 9803 03:10:46,000 --> 03:10:47,750 lens. then most people aren't, you know, there might be some people who do that, 9804 03:10:47,750 --> 03:10:47,760 there might be some people who do that, 9805 03:10:47,760 --> 03:10:49,190 there might be some people who do that, you know, but I'm not really one of 9806 03:10:49,190 --> 03:10:49,200 you know, but I'm not really one of 9807 03:10:49,200 --> 03:10:51,269 you know, but I'm not really one of them, right? And it's not realistic to 9808 03:10:51,269 --> 03:10:51,279 them, right? And it's not realistic to 9809 03:10:51,279 --> 03:10:52,710 them, right? And it's not realistic to assume that every single person will 9810 03:10:52,710 --> 03:10:52,720 assume that every single person will 9811 03:10:52,720 --> 03:10:54,309 assume that every single person will immediately build a legal case against 9812 03:10:54,309 --> 03:10:54,319 immediately build a legal case against 9813 03:10:54,319 --> 03:10:56,389 immediately build a legal case against someone cuz that's even scary in of 9814 03:10:56,389 --> 03:10:56,399 someone cuz that's even scary in of 9815 03:10:56,399 --> 03:10:57,670 someone cuz that's even scary in of itself to be like, I don't want to ruin 9816 03:10:57,670 --> 03:10:57,680 itself to be like, I don't want to ruin 9817 03:10:57,680 --> 03:10:59,910 itself to be like, I don't want to ruin this person's life. Like I mean, it's 9818 03:10:59,910 --> 03:10:59,920 this person's life. Like I mean, it's 9819 03:10:59,920 --> 03:11:02,230 this person's life. Like I mean, it's horrible what they did to me, but like I 9820 03:11:02,230 --> 03:11:02,240 horrible what they did to me, but like I 9821 03:11:02,240 --> 03:11:03,990 horrible what they did to me, but like I don't, you know, it's cuz they're 9822 03:11:03,990 --> 03:11:04,000 don't, you know, it's cuz they're 9823 03:11:04,000 --> 03:11:06,150 don't, you know, it's cuz they're thinking of just like, you know, they're 9824 03:11:06,150 --> 03:11:06,160 thinking of just like, you know, they're 9825 03:11:06,160 --> 03:11:09,030 thinking of just like, you know, they're thinking of justice as like a singular 9826 03:11:09,030 --> 03:11:09,040 thinking of justice as like a singular 9827 03:11:09,040 --> 03:11:10,870 thinking of justice as like a singular streamline, I think, where it's like if 9828 03:11:10,870 --> 03:11:10,880 streamline, I think, where it's like if 9829 03:11:10,880 --> 03:11:12,150 streamline, I think, where it's like if someone did something wrong to you, they 9830 03:11:12,150 --> 03:11:12,160 someone did something wrong to you, they 9831 03:11:12,160 --> 03:11:15,190 someone did something wrong to you, they go to jail. And it's like, well, I mean, 9832 03:11:15,190 --> 03:11:15,200 go to jail. And it's like, well, I mean, 9833 03:11:15,200 --> 03:11:18,550 go to jail. And it's like, well, I mean, I would just rather like an apology or 9834 03:11:18,550 --> 03:11:18,560 I would just rather like an apology or 9835 03:11:18,560 --> 03:11:20,150 I would just rather like an apology or maybe just like a restraining order so 9836 03:11:20,150 --> 03:11:20,160 maybe just like a restraining order so 9837 03:11:20,160 --> 03:11:21,990 maybe just like a restraining order so this person never speaks to me again. 9838 03:11:21,990 --> 03:11:22,000 this person never speaks to me again. 9839 03:11:22,000 --> 03:11:24,950 this person never speaks to me again. Like something like just it not 9840 03:11:24,950 --> 03:11:24,960 Like something like just it not 9841 03:11:24,960 --> 03:11:26,710 Like something like just it not everyone's justice looks the same. And 9842 03:11:26,710 --> 03:11:26,720 everyone's justice looks the same. And 9843 03:11:26,720 --> 03:11:28,309 everyone's justice looks the same. And you know, that's probably why this whole 9844 03:11:28,309 --> 03:11:28,319 you know, that's probably why this whole 9845 03:11:28,319 --> 03:11:29,670 you know, that's probably why this whole thing has become a popular thing 9846 03:11:29,670 --> 03:11:29,680 thing has become a popular thing 9847 03:11:29,680 --> 03:11:32,630 thing has become a popular thing nowadays just cuz people see going to 9848 03:11:32,630 --> 03:11:32,640 nowadays just cuz people see going to 9849 03:11:32,640 --> 03:11:34,230 nowadays just cuz people see going to the internet as their form of justice. 9850 03:11:34,230 --> 03:11:34,240 the internet as their form of justice. 9851 03:11:34,240 --> 03:11:35,830 the internet as their form of justice. And I don't think that that's you. I 9852 03:11:35,830 --> 03:11:35,840 And I don't think that that's you. I 9853 03:11:35,840 --> 03:11:37,190 And I don't think that that's you. I think you're just to a point where 9854 03:11:37,190 --> 03:11:37,200 think you're just to a point where 9855 03:11:37,200 --> 03:11:39,510 think you're just to a point where you're just like, I I don't know how 9856 03:11:39,510 --> 03:11:39,520 you're just like, I I don't know how 9857 03:11:39,520 --> 03:11:40,950 you're just like, I I don't know how else to really work through this cuz 9858 03:11:40,950 --> 03:11:40,960 else to really work through this cuz 9859 03:11:40,960 --> 03:11:42,550 else to really work through this cuz it's been bothering me for this long, 9860 03:11:42,550 --> 03:11:42,560 it's been bothering me for this long, 9861 03:11:42,560 --> 03:11:46,389 it's been bothering me for this long, you know, 9862 03:11:46,389 --> 03:11:46,399 9863 03:11:46,399 --> 03:11:48,630 you know, and it this was again like a 9864 03:11:48,630 --> 03:11:48,640 you know, and it this was again like a 9865 03:11:48,640 --> 03:11:52,150 you know, and it this was again like a personal thing. This was a personal move 9866 03:11:52,150 --> 03:11:52,160 personal thing. This was a personal move 9867 03:11:52,160 --> 03:11:54,790 personal thing. This was a personal move to try to work towards that healing and 9868 03:11:54,790 --> 03:11:54,800 to try to work towards that healing and 9869 03:11:54,800 --> 03:11:57,830 to try to work towards that healing and of my like for myself. 9870 03:11:57,830 --> 03:11:57,840 of my like for myself. 9871 03:11:57,840 --> 03:11:59,349 of my like for myself. And you know what? I I hope you get 9872 03:11:59,349 --> 03:11:59,359 And you know what? I I hope you get 9873 03:11:59,359 --> 03:12:03,510 And you know what? I I hope you get that. I mean, I I I totally understand. 9874 03:12:03,510 --> 03:12:03,520 that. I mean, I I I totally understand. 9875 03:12:03,520 --> 03:12:05,510 that. I mean, I I I totally understand. This whole situation has been traumatic 9876 03:12:05,510 --> 03:12:05,520 This whole situation has been traumatic 9877 03:12:05,520 --> 03:12:08,070 This whole situation has been traumatic for everybody. Not more for you, but 9878 03:12:08,070 --> 03:12:08,080 for everybody. Not more for you, but 9879 03:12:08,080 --> 03:12:10,230 for everybody. Not more for you, but it's been traumatic for like everyone 9880 03:12:10,230 --> 03:12:10,240 it's been traumatic for like everyone 9881 03:12:10,240 --> 03:12:11,510 it's been traumatic for like everyone bearing witness and just being like, 9882 03:12:11,510 --> 03:12:11,520 bearing witness and just being like, 9883 03:12:11,520 --> 03:12:14,550 bearing witness and just being like, "What the [\h__\h] is going on?" Like, this 9884 03:12:14,550 --> 03:12:14,560 "What the [\h__\h] is going on?" Like, this 9885 03:12:14,560 --> 03:12:17,429 "What the [\h__\h] is going on?" Like, this truly has been a brain altering like 9886 03:12:17,429 --> 03:12:17,439 truly has been a brain altering like 9887 03:12:17,439 --> 03:12:19,269 truly has been a brain altering like like you said, a [\h__\h] chemistry 9888 03:12:19,269 --> 03:12:19,279 like you said, a [\h__\h] chemistry 9889 03:12:19,279 --> 03:12:23,030 like you said, a [\h__\h] chemistry altering moment in YouTube history. Oh, 9890 03:12:23,030 --> 03:12:23,040 altering moment in YouTube history. Oh, 9891 03:12:23,040 --> 03:12:27,670 altering moment in YouTube history. Oh, yes. Yes. Oh my god. 9892 03:12:27,670 --> 03:12:27,680 yes. Yes. Oh my god. 9893 03:12:27,680 --> 03:12:29,510 yes. Yes. Oh my god. some of these nights where I'm just here 9894 03:12:29,510 --> 03:12:29,520 some of these nights where I'm just here 9895 03:12:29,520 --> 03:12:31,830 some of these nights where I'm just here and I'm like I I'm not okay and I don't 9896 03:12:31,830 --> 03:12:31,840 and I'm like I I'm not okay and I don't 9897 03:12:31,840 --> 03:12:33,910 and I'm like I I'm not okay and I don't know when I'm going to be okay again. Oh 9898 03:12:33,910 --> 03:12:33,920 know when I'm going to be okay again. Oh 9899 03:12:33,920 --> 03:12:36,550 know when I'm going to be okay again. Oh my god. Well, look, I think there is 9900 03:12:36,550 --> 03:12:36,560 my god. Well, look, I think there is 9901 03:12:36,560 --> 03:12:37,590 my god. Well, look, I think there is going to be a point where you're going 9902 03:12:37,590 --> 03:12:37,600 going to be a point where you're going 9903 03:12:37,600 --> 03:12:39,990 going to be a point where you're going to be okay again. And the reason why I 9904 03:12:39,990 --> 03:12:40,000 to be okay again. And the reason why I 9905 03:12:40,000 --> 03:12:41,230 to be okay again. And the reason why I say that is 9906 03:12:41,230 --> 03:12:41,240 say that is 9907 03:12:41,240 --> 03:12:44,070 say that is because not be because I think you are 9908 03:12:44,070 --> 03:12:44,080 because not be because I think you are 9909 03:12:44,080 --> 03:12:46,150 because not be because I think you are coming to a realization that like this 9910 03:12:46,150 --> 03:12:46,160 coming to a realization that like this 9911 03:12:46,160 --> 03:12:47,910 coming to a realization that like this is something you can't avoid anymore. 9912 03:12:47,910 --> 03:12:47,920 is something you can't avoid anymore. 9913 03:12:47,920 --> 03:12:49,590 is something you can't avoid anymore. And it's not like uh you've been running 9914 03:12:49,590 --> 03:12:49,600 And it's not like uh you've been running 9915 03:12:49,600 --> 03:12:50,710 And it's not like uh you've been running from it and now you're scared to 9916 03:12:50,710 --> 03:12:50,720 from it and now you're scared to 9917 03:12:50,720 --> 03:12:52,870 from it and now you're scared to confront it. It's like I'm tired of 9918 03:12:52,870 --> 03:12:52,880 confront it. It's like I'm tired of 9919 03:12:52,880 --> 03:12:54,950 confront it. It's like I'm tired of running from it. And that's a good 9920 03:12:54,950 --> 03:12:54,960 running from it. And that's a good 9921 03:12:54,960 --> 03:12:56,630 running from it. And that's a good realization to come to where you get to 9922 03:12:56,630 --> 03:12:56,640 realization to come to where you get to 9923 03:12:56,640 --> 03:12:58,469 realization to come to where you get to a point where you're like this is I 9924 03:12:58,469 --> 03:12:58,479 a point where you're like this is I 9925 03:12:58,479 --> 03:13:00,790 a point where you're like this is I can't keep running for I'm so exhausted. 9926 03:13:00,790 --> 03:13:00,800 can't keep running for I'm so exhausted. 9927 03:13:00,800 --> 03:13:02,710 can't keep running for I'm so exhausted. You know, you might as well just pull 9928 03:13:02,710 --> 03:13:02,720 You know, you might as well just pull 9929 03:13:02,720 --> 03:13:03,910 You know, you might as well just pull the band-aid off at this point. Like 9930 03:13:03,910 --> 03:13:03,920 the band-aid off at this point. Like 9931 03:13:03,920 --> 03:13:06,150 the band-aid off at this point. Like it's like this band-aid has been on me 9932 03:13:06,150 --> 03:13:06,160 it's like this band-aid has been on me 9933 03:13:06,160 --> 03:13:08,309 it's like this band-aid has been on me for 10 years. It's getting old and yeah, 9934 03:13:08,309 --> 03:13:08,319 for 10 years. It's getting old and yeah, 9935 03:13:08,319 --> 03:13:09,670 for 10 years. It's getting old and yeah, it's going to hurt to rip off, but like 9936 03:13:09,670 --> 03:13:09,680 it's going to hurt to rip off, but like 9937 03:13:09,680 --> 03:13:11,190 it's going to hurt to rip off, but like it needs to come off. Like this is 9938 03:13:11,190 --> 03:13:11,200 it needs to come off. Like this is 9939 03:13:11,200 --> 03:13:13,190 it needs to come off. Like this is ridiculous. 9940 03:13:13,190 --> 03:13:13,200 ridiculous. 9941 03:13:13,200 --> 03:13:14,870 ridiculous. But I think when most people get to that 9942 03:13:14,870 --> 03:13:14,880 But I think when most people get to that 9943 03:13:14,880 --> 03:13:18,230 But I think when most people get to that realization of this is something I can't 9944 03:13:18,230 --> 03:13:18,240 realization of this is something I can't 9945 03:13:18,240 --> 03:13:19,590 realization of this is something I can't run from, not because they're like 9946 03:13:19,590 --> 03:13:19,600 run from, not because they're like 9947 03:13:19,600 --> 03:13:20,950 run from, not because they're like afraid to confront it, but because 9948 03:13:20,950 --> 03:13:20,960 afraid to confront it, but because 9949 03:13:20,960 --> 03:13:22,550 afraid to confront it, but because they're like, I need to because I just 9950 03:13:22,550 --> 03:13:22,560 they're like, I need to because I just 9951 03:13:22,560 --> 03:13:23,910 they're like, I need to because I just don't want it to be a part of my life 9952 03:13:23,910 --> 03:13:23,920 don't want it to be a part of my life 9953 03:13:23,920 --> 03:13:25,990 don't want it to be a part of my life anymore. I think that's where people 9954 03:13:25,990 --> 03:13:26,000 anymore. I think that's where people 9955 03:13:26,000 --> 03:13:28,469 anymore. I think that's where people like end up getting the most healing and 9956 03:13:28,469 --> 03:13:28,479 like end up getting the most healing and 9957 03:13:28,479 --> 03:13:30,229 like end up getting the most healing and they end up being pretty okay in the 9958 03:13:30,229 --> 03:13:30,239 they end up being pretty okay in the 9959 03:13:30,239 --> 03:13:31,670 they end up being pretty okay in the end. You know what I mean? And sure, 9960 03:13:31,670 --> 03:13:31,680 end. You know what I mean? And sure, 9961 03:13:31,680 --> 03:13:33,030 end. You know what I mean? And sure, there's going to be those [\h__\h] on 9962 03:13:33,030 --> 03:13:33,040 there's going to be those [\h__\h] on 9963 03:13:33,040 --> 03:13:34,150 there's going to be those [\h__\h] on the internet who are just going to be 9964 03:13:34,150 --> 03:13:34,160 the internet who are just going to be 9965 03:13:34,160 --> 03:13:36,389 the internet who are just going to be like, you know, say whatever they want 9966 03:13:36,389 --> 03:13:36,399 like, you know, say whatever they want 9967 03:13:36,399 --> 03:13:38,630 like, you know, say whatever they want kind of thing, but that shouldn't deter 9968 03:13:38,630 --> 03:13:38,640 kind of thing, but that shouldn't deter 9969 03:13:38,640 --> 03:13:40,870 kind of thing, but that shouldn't deter you from your healing. That should be an 9970 03:13:40,870 --> 03:13:40,880 you from your healing. That should be an 9971 03:13:40,880 --> 03:13:43,950 you from your healing. That should be an example of people in the real world are 9972 03:13:43,950 --> 03:13:43,960 example of people in the real world are 9973 03:13:43,960 --> 03:13:47,229 example of people in the real world are dicks. That's the moral of the story. 9974 03:13:47,229 --> 03:13:47,239 dicks. That's the moral of the story. 9975 03:13:47,239 --> 03:13:50,229 dicks. That's the moral of the story. And and and more and more so more too 9976 03:13:50,229 --> 03:13:50,239 And and and more and more so more too 9977 03:13:50,239 --> 03:13:52,750 And and and more and more so more too than anything, you know, people in the 9978 03:13:52,750 --> 03:13:52,760 than anything, you know, people in the 9979 03:13:52,760 --> 03:13:55,349 than anything, you know, people in the world don't know the full story. They 9980 03:13:55,349 --> 03:13:55,359 world don't know the full story. They 9981 03:13:55,359 --> 03:13:58,150 world don't know the full story. They don't know everything about everybody. 9982 03:13:58,150 --> 03:13:58,160 don't know everything about everybody. 9983 03:13:58,160 --> 03:13:59,990 don't know everything about everybody. And that's not a bad thing. You know, 9984 03:13:59,990 --> 03:14:00,000 And that's not a bad thing. You know, 9985 03:14:00,000 --> 03:14:02,150 And that's not a bad thing. You know, yes, it sucks in these situations where 9986 03:14:02,150 --> 03:14:02,160 yes, it sucks in these situations where 9987 03:14:02,160 --> 03:14:05,030 yes, it sucks in these situations where they might not be believed, but I've 9988 03:14:05,030 --> 03:14:05,040 they might not be believed, but I've 9989 03:14:05,040 --> 03:14:08,389 they might not be believed, but I've I've also learned that there is healing 9990 03:14:08,389 --> 03:14:08,399 I've also learned that there is healing 9991 03:14:08,399 --> 03:14:11,429 I've also learned that there is healing and comfort in this safety space where 9992 03:14:11,429 --> 03:14:11,439 and comfort in this safety space where 9993 03:14:11,439 --> 03:14:13,030 and comfort in this safety space where it's like, you know, people not everyone 9994 03:14:13,030 --> 03:14:13,040 it's like, you know, people not everyone 9995 03:14:13,040 --> 03:14:15,429 it's like, you know, people not everyone does know and that's okay. That actually 9996 03:14:15,429 --> 03:14:15,439 does know and that's okay. That actually 9997 03:14:15,439 --> 03:14:17,030 does know and that's okay. That actually that that could be a good thing, you 9998 03:14:17,030 --> 03:14:17,040 that that could be a good thing, you 9999 03:14:17,040 --> 03:14:19,750 that that could be a good thing, you know? Right. Yeah. And I think that like 10000 03:14:19,750 --> 03:14:19,760 know? Right. Yeah. And I think that like 10001 03:14:19,760 --> 03:14:21,349 know? Right. Yeah. And I think that like regardless, yeah, people are dicks, but 10002 03:14:21,349 --> 03:14:21,359 regardless, yeah, people are dicks, but 10003 03:14:21,359 --> 03:14:22,710 regardless, yeah, people are dicks, but also people are entitled to their own 10004 03:14:22,710 --> 03:14:22,720 also people are entitled to their own 10005 03:14:22,720 --> 03:14:24,870 also people are entitled to their own opinions and like you can't necessarily 10006 03:14:24,870 --> 03:14:24,880 opinions and like you can't necessarily 10007 03:14:24,880 --> 03:14:27,429 opinions and like you can't necessarily stop somebody from voicing an opinion. 10008 03:14:27,429 --> 03:14:27,439 stop somebody from voicing an opinion. 10009 03:14:27,439 --> 03:14:29,349 stop somebody from voicing an opinion. Every opinions are like [\h__\h] 10010 03:14:29,349 --> 03:14:29,359 Every opinions are like [\h__\h] 10011 03:14:29,359 --> 03:14:32,150 Every opinions are like [\h__\h] Everyone has one. Um, but I think that 10012 03:14:32,150 --> 03:14:32,160 Everyone has one. Um, but I think that 10013 03:14:32,160 --> 03:14:33,990 Everyone has one. Um, but I think that like the people who like voice a 10014 03:14:33,990 --> 03:14:34,000 like the people who like voice a 10015 03:14:34,000 --> 03:14:36,630 like the people who like voice a dissenting opinion will be the type of 10016 03:14:36,630 --> 03:14:36,640 dissenting opinion will be the type of 10017 03:14:36,640 --> 03:14:39,590 dissenting opinion will be the type of people who will probably always be like 10018 03:14:39,590 --> 03:14:39,600 people who will probably always be like 10019 03:14:39,600 --> 03:14:41,349 people who will probably always be like that. It's not necessarily towards you 10020 03:14:41,349 --> 03:14:41,359 that. It's not necessarily towards you 10021 03:14:41,359 --> 03:14:42,870 that. It's not necessarily towards you directly to like get back at you. They 10022 03:14:42,870 --> 03:14:42,880 directly to like get back at you. They 10023 03:14:42,880 --> 03:14:44,389 directly to like get back at you. They just don't believe in that sort of thing 10024 03:14:44,389 --> 03:14:44,399 just don't believe in that sort of thing 10025 03:14:44,399 --> 03:14:47,110 just don't believe in that sort of thing in general cuz you know they're probably 10026 03:14:47,110 --> 03:14:47,120 in general cuz you know they're probably 10027 03:14:47,120 --> 03:14:49,590 in general cuz you know they're probably super hyper analytical of it. And you 10028 03:14:49,590 --> 03:14:49,600 super hyper analytical of it. And you 10029 03:14:49,600 --> 03:14:51,349 super hyper analytical of it. And you know what? Those are the type of people 10030 03:14:51,349 --> 03:14:51,359 know what? Those are the type of people 10031 03:14:51,359 --> 03:14:54,389 know what? Those are the type of people that like maybe it's not worth trying to 10032 03:14:54,389 --> 03:14:54,399 that like maybe it's not worth trying to 10033 03:14:54,399 --> 03:14:55,910 that like maybe it's not worth trying to get them to believe it. Maybe. I don't 10034 03:14:55,910 --> 03:14:55,920 get them to believe it. Maybe. I don't 10035 03:14:55,920 --> 03:14:57,910 get them to believe it. Maybe. I don't know. I mean, sure, it'd be nice, but 10036 03:14:57,910 --> 03:14:57,920 know. I mean, sure, it'd be nice, but 10037 03:14:57,920 --> 03:15:00,229 know. I mean, sure, it'd be nice, but No, I agree. 10038 03:15:00,229 --> 03:15:00,239 No, I agree. 10039 03:15:00,239 --> 03:15:02,469 No, I agree. Yeah, it'd be nice, of course, but it's 10040 03:15:02,469 --> 03:15:02,479 Yeah, it'd be nice, of course, but it's 10041 03:15:02,479 --> 03:15:04,790 Yeah, it'd be nice, of course, but it's not realistic. And I I acknowledge that, 10042 03:15:04,790 --> 03:15:04,800 not realistic. And I I acknowledge that, 10043 03:15:04,800 --> 03:15:09,110 not realistic. And I I acknowledge that, you know, and if I were if I pretty much 10044 03:15:09,110 --> 03:15:09,120 you know, and if I were if I pretty much 10045 03:15:09,120 --> 03:15:11,830 you know, and if I were if I pretty much put it on the line of everybody has to 10046 03:15:11,830 --> 03:15:11,840 put it on the line of everybody has to 10047 03:15:11,840 --> 03:15:13,830 put it on the line of everybody has to believe me so I can heal, then I'm I'm 10048 03:15:13,830 --> 03:15:13,840 believe me so I can heal, then I'm I'm 10049 03:15:13,840 --> 03:15:15,910 believe me so I can heal, then I'm I'm never going to heal. That's so true. 10050 03:15:15,910 --> 03:15:15,920 never going to heal. That's so true. 10051 03:15:15,920 --> 03:15:19,429 never going to heal. That's so true. It's that good. Yeah. Well, I thank you 10052 03:15:19,429 --> 03:15:19,439 It's that good. Yeah. Well, I thank you 10053 03:15:19,439 --> 03:15:20,710 It's that good. Yeah. Well, I thank you for sitting down and having this 10054 03:15:20,710 --> 03:15:20,720 for sitting down and having this 10055 03:15:20,720 --> 03:15:22,950 for sitting down and having this interview with us. Um, I know that you 10056 03:15:22,950 --> 03:15:22,960 interview with us. Um, I know that you 10057 03:15:22,960 --> 03:15:24,309 interview with us. Um, I know that you you're thinking that that this whole 10058 03:15:24,309 --> 03:15:24,319 you're thinking that that this whole 10059 03:15:24,319 --> 03:15:26,389 you're thinking that that this whole interview style is like, you know, not 10060 03:15:26,389 --> 03:15:26,399 interview style is like, you know, not 10061 03:15:26,399 --> 03:15:27,590 interview style is like, you know, not going to help you heal, but I at the 10062 03:15:27,590 --> 03:15:27,600 going to help you heal, but I at the 10063 03:15:27,600 --> 03:15:29,190 going to help you heal, but I at the very least I hope like at least having a 10064 03:15:29,190 --> 03:15:29,200 very least I hope like at least having a 10065 03:15:29,200 --> 03:15:31,510 very least I hope like at least having a conversation about it was comforting. 10066 03:15:31,510 --> 03:15:31,520 conversation about it was comforting. 10067 03:15:31,520 --> 03:15:32,950 conversation about it was comforting. You know, I don't consider this really 10068 03:15:32,950 --> 03:15:32,960 You know, I don't consider this really 10069 03:15:32,960 --> 03:15:35,030 You know, I don't consider this really an interview. I think I consider this a 10070 03:15:35,030 --> 03:15:35,040 an interview. I think I consider this a 10071 03:15:35,040 --> 03:15:37,349 an interview. I think I consider this a nice conversation with the person 10072 03:15:37,349 --> 03:15:37,359 nice conversation with the person 10073 03:15:37,359 --> 03:15:41,670 nice conversation with the person online. You know, if if I was quiet or 10074 03:15:41,670 --> 03:15:41,680 online. You know, if if I was quiet or 10075 03:15:41,680 --> 03:15:44,550 online. You know, if if I was quiet or seemed off at all, uh, it's just late 10076 03:15:44,550 --> 03:15:44,560 seemed off at all, uh, it's just late 10077 03:15:44,560 --> 03:15:47,910 seemed off at all, uh, it's just late and I've been up since 5:30. Dear Lord, 10078 03:15:47,910 --> 03:15:47,920 and I've been up since 5:30. Dear Lord, 10079 03:15:47,920 --> 03:15:51,510 and I've been up since 5:30. Dear Lord, go to bed. And I'm just the quiet guy to 10080 03:15:51,510 --> 03:15:51,520 go to bed. And I'm just the quiet guy to 10081 03:15:51,520 --> 03:15:54,309 go to bed. And I'm just the quiet guy to begin with. Yeah. Can I confirm Lazy and 10082 03:15:54,309 --> 03:15:54,319 begin with. Yeah. Can I confirm Lazy and 10083 03:15:54,319 --> 03:15:57,670 begin with. Yeah. Can I confirm Lazy and I are the yappers? John John is not as 10084 03:15:57,670 --> 03:15:57,680 I are the yappers? John John is not as 10085 03:15:57,680 --> 03:15:59,990 I are the yappers? John John is not as much. Yeah. There there's a reason that 10086 03:15:59,990 --> 03:16:00,000 much. Yeah. There there's a reason that 10087 03:16:00,000 --> 03:16:02,070 much. Yeah. There there's a reason that Lazy's asking all the questions in these 10088 03:16:02,070 --> 03:16:02,080 Lazy's asking all the questions in these 10089 03:16:02,080 --> 03:16:05,910 Lazy's asking all the questions in these things. I don't know when to shut up. 10090 03:16:05,910 --> 03:16:05,920 things. I don't know when to shut up. 10091 03:16:05,920 --> 03:16:06,910 things. I don't know when to shut up. I 10092 03:16:06,910 --> 03:16:06,920 I 10093 03:16:06,920 --> 03:16:11,190 I I really Thank you. I'm I feel great 10094 03:16:11,190 --> 03:16:11,200 I really Thank you. I'm I feel great 10095 03:16:11,200 --> 03:16:13,910 I really Thank you. I'm I feel great about that. You know, I funnily enough, 10096 03:16:13,910 --> 03:16:13,920 about that. You know, I funnily enough, 10097 03:16:13,920 --> 03:16:15,510 about that. You know, I funnily enough, before I decided to do the whole YouTube 10098 03:16:15,510 --> 03:16:15,520 before I decided to do the whole YouTube 10099 03:16:15,520 --> 03:16:17,910 before I decided to do the whole YouTube thing, I was in college, right, during I 10100 03:16:17,910 --> 03:16:17,920 thing, I was in college, right, during I 10101 03:16:17,920 --> 03:16:20,229 thing, I was in college, right, during I got I graduated high school in 2018. My 10102 03:16:20,229 --> 03:16:20,239 got I graduated high school in 2018. My 10103 03:16:20,239 --> 03:16:22,229 got I graduated high school in 2018. My whole thought process when I went to 10104 03:16:22,229 --> 03:16:22,239 whole thought process when I went to 10105 03:16:22,239 --> 03:16:23,990 whole thought process when I went to college, which was community college cuz 10106 03:16:23,990 --> 03:16:24,000 college, which was community college cuz 10107 03:16:24,000 --> 03:16:26,870 college, which was community college cuz I'm poor, was I'm going to do two years 10108 03:16:26,870 --> 03:16:26,880 I'm poor, was I'm going to do two years 10109 03:16:26,880 --> 03:16:29,750 I'm poor, was I'm going to do two years of community, use that two years to move 10110 03:16:29,750 --> 03:16:29,760 of community, use that two years to move 10111 03:16:29,760 --> 03:16:31,670 of community, use that two years to move up to university and hopefully become an 10112 03:16:31,670 --> 03:16:31,680 up to university and hopefully become an 10113 03:16:31,680 --> 03:16:33,670 up to university and hopefully become an art therapist. That was my big thing. 10114 03:16:33,670 --> 03:16:33,680 art therapist. That was my big thing. 10115 03:16:33,680 --> 03:16:36,309 art therapist. That was my big thing. I've love talking to people about not 10116 03:16:36,309 --> 03:16:36,319 I've love talking to people about not 10117 03:16:36,319 --> 03:16:39,269 I've love talking to people about not their trauma. That sounds weird, but I I 10118 03:16:39,269 --> 03:16:39,279 their trauma. That sounds weird, but I I 10119 03:16:39,279 --> 03:16:41,990 their trauma. That sounds weird, but I I like, you know, getting people's stories 10120 03:16:41,990 --> 03:16:42,000 like, you know, getting people's stories 10121 03:16:42,000 --> 03:16:43,830 like, you know, getting people's stories and like understanding how that might 10122 03:16:43,830 --> 03:16:43,840 and like understanding how that might 10123 03:16:43,840 --> 03:16:46,309 and like understanding how that might affect how they are as a person. And I I 10124 03:16:46,309 --> 03:16:46,319 affect how they are as a person. And I I 10125 03:16:46,319 --> 03:16:48,229 affect how they are as a person. And I I don't know. I'm I'm very hyper an 10126 03:16:48,229 --> 03:16:48,239 don't know. I'm I'm very hyper an 10127 03:16:48,239 --> 03:16:50,229 don't know. I'm I'm very hyper an analytical about like human beings in 10128 03:16:50,229 --> 03:16:50,239 analytical about like human beings in 10129 03:16:50,239 --> 03:16:52,150 analytical about like human beings in general because I think it's not 10130 03:16:52,150 --> 03:16:52,160 general because I think it's not 10131 03:16:52,160 --> 03:16:53,429 general because I think it's not fascinating. Like I don't look at you 10132 03:16:53,429 --> 03:16:53,439 fascinating. Like I don't look at you 10133 03:16:53,439 --> 03:16:55,190 fascinating. Like I don't look at you like a specimen. It's more so just like 10134 03:16:55,190 --> 03:16:55,200 like a specimen. It's more so just like 10135 03:16:55,200 --> 03:16:56,870 like a specimen. It's more so just like I've been there, you know? It's nice to 10136 03:16:56,870 --> 03:16:56,880 I've been there, you know? It's nice to 10137 03:16:56,880 --> 03:16:58,550 I've been there, you know? It's nice to talk to people who have been there and 10138 03:16:58,550 --> 03:16:58,560 talk to people who have been there and 10139 03:16:58,560 --> 03:17:00,309 talk to people who have been there and like help them through that and it kind 10140 03:17:00,309 --> 03:17:00,319 like help them through that and it kind 10141 03:17:00,319 --> 03:17:02,550 like help them through that and it kind of helps me be like, "Oh, you know, if 10142 03:17:02,550 --> 03:17:02,560 of helps me be like, "Oh, you know, if 10143 03:17:02,560 --> 03:17:03,990 of helps me be like, "Oh, you know, if they can figure this [\h__\h] out, I can 10144 03:17:03,990 --> 03:17:04,000 they can figure this [\h__\h] out, I can 10145 03:17:04,000 --> 03:17:05,269 they can figure this [\h__\h] out, I can figure it out for myself, you know, it's 10146 03:17:05,269 --> 03:17:05,279 figure it out for myself, you know, it's 10147 03:17:05,279 --> 03:17:07,830 figure it out for myself, you know, it's it's very much like a community comfort 10148 03:17:07,830 --> 03:17:07,840 it's very much like a community comfort 10149 03:17:07,840 --> 03:17:10,309 it's very much like a community comfort thing, you know. So, when that didn't 10150 03:17:10,309 --> 03:17:10,319 thing, you know. So, when that didn't 10151 03:17:10,319 --> 03:17:13,110 thing, you know. So, when that didn't happen because of co uh I just started 10152 03:17:13,110 --> 03:17:13,120 happen because of co uh I just started 10153 03:17:13,120 --> 03:17:15,030 happen because of co uh I just started doing this online, which is like trying 10154 03:17:15,030 --> 03:17:15,040 doing this online, which is like trying 10155 03:17:15,040 --> 03:17:17,750 doing this online, which is like trying to be more empathetic towards people, 10156 03:17:17,750 --> 03:17:17,760 to be more empathetic towards people, 10157 03:17:17,760 --> 03:17:19,590 to be more empathetic towards people, you know, because that's all I can do 10158 03:17:19,590 --> 03:17:19,600 you know, because that's all I can do 10159 03:17:19,600 --> 03:17:21,269 you know, because that's all I can do now cuz all my dreams kind of went down 10160 03:17:21,269 --> 03:17:21,279 now cuz all my dreams kind of went down 10161 03:17:21,279 --> 03:17:23,030 now cuz all my dreams kind of went down the toilet. But it's okay, you know, I'm 10162 03:17:23,030 --> 03:17:23,040 the toilet. But it's okay, you know, I'm 10163 03:17:23,040 --> 03:17:25,349 the toilet. But it's okay, you know, I'm doing this now and it's it's it's nice 10164 03:17:25,349 --> 03:17:25,359 doing this now and it's it's it's nice 10165 03:17:25,359 --> 03:17:26,790 doing this now and it's it's it's nice to be in a relationship that supports 10166 03:17:26,790 --> 03:17:26,800 to be in a relationship that supports 10167 03:17:26,800 --> 03:17:29,110 to be in a relationship that supports it, you know. That's it's that's so 10168 03:17:29,110 --> 03:17:29,120 it, you know. That's it's that's so 10169 03:17:29,120 --> 03:17:31,910 it, you know. That's it's that's so awesome. And having met people that I 10170 03:17:31,910 --> 03:17:31,920 awesome. And having met people that I 10171 03:17:31,920 --> 03:17:33,510 awesome. And having met people that I was watching as a kid like 10 years ago 10172 03:17:33,510 --> 03:17:33,520 was watching as a kid like 10 years ago 10173 03:17:33,520 --> 03:17:35,030 was watching as a kid like 10 years ago and now we're in a conversation now 10174 03:17:35,030 --> 03:17:35,040 and now we're in a conversation now 10175 03:17:35,040 --> 03:17:36,309 and now we're in a conversation now we're all friends and I'm like what the 10176 03:17:36,309 --> 03:17:36,319 we're all friends and I'm like what the 10177 03:17:36,319 --> 03:17:40,710 we're all friends and I'm like what the hell my life becoming this is really 10178 03:17:40,710 --> 03:17:40,720 hell my life becoming this is really 10179 03:17:40,720 --> 03:17:44,950 hell my life becoming this is really nice you know cuz I get to be hopefully 10180 03:17:44,950 --> 03:17:44,960 nice you know cuz I get to be hopefully 10181 03:17:44,960 --> 03:17:46,389 nice you know cuz I get to be hopefully more empathetic to people who really 10182 03:17:46,389 --> 03:17:46,399 more empathetic to people who really 10183 03:17:46,399 --> 03:17:48,389 more empathetic to people who really need the empathy. That's the way I see 10184 03:17:48,389 --> 03:17:48,399 need the empathy. That's the way I see 10185 03:17:48,399 --> 03:17:52,269 need the empathy. That's the way I see it. Um closing thoughts. 10186 03:17:52,269 --> 03:17:52,279 it. Um closing thoughts. 10187 03:17:52,279 --> 03:17:55,990 it. Um closing thoughts. Um be nice to people. Stop being a 10188 03:17:55,990 --> 03:17:56,000 Um be nice to people. Stop being a 10189 03:17:56,000 --> 03:17:59,110 Um be nice to people. Stop being a [\h__\h] That's the That's the end. 10190 03:17:59,110 --> 03:17:59,120 [\h__\h] That's the That's the end. 10191 03:17:59,120 --> 03:18:01,990 [\h__\h] That's the That's the end. That's all I got. And Andrew, you got 10192 03:18:01,990 --> 03:18:02,000 That's all I got. And Andrew, you got 10193 03:18:02,000 --> 03:18:03,349 That's all I got. And Andrew, you got anything you want to say? This is going 10194 03:18:03,349 --> 03:18:03,359 anything you want to say? This is going 10195 03:18:03,359 --> 03:18:04,790 anything you want to say? This is going on your channel is probably going to be 10196 03:18:04,790 --> 03:18:04,800 on your channel is probably going to be 10197 03:18:04,800 --> 03:18:06,710 on your channel is probably going to be the longest thing on your channel. Good 10198 03:18:06,710 --> 03:18:06,720 the longest thing on your channel. Good 10199 03:18:06,720 --> 03:18:09,590 the longest thing on your channel. Good lord. Uh I don't have anything to say at 10200 03:18:09,590 --> 03:18:09,600 lord. Uh I don't have anything to say at 10201 03:18:09,600 --> 03:18:12,070 lord. Uh I don't have anything to say at the moment, but I'll probably add like a 10202 03:18:12,070 --> 03:18:12,080 the moment, but I'll probably add like a 10203 03:18:12,080 --> 03:18:15,750 the moment, but I'll probably add like a beginning, an intro and an outro 10204 03:18:15,750 --> 03:18:15,760 beginning, an intro and an outro 10205 03:18:15,760 --> 03:18:19,510 beginning, an intro and an outro uh when I upload it. And I got to add in 10206 03:18:19,510 --> 03:18:19,520 uh when I upload it. And I got to add in 10207 03:18:19,520 --> 03:18:21,030 uh when I upload it. And I got to add in the disclaimers. We're going to be talk 10208 03:18:21,030 --> 03:18:21,040 the disclaimers. We're going to be talk 10209 03:18:21,040 --> 03:18:23,910 the disclaimers. We're going to be talk about some hard stuff and this and yeah. 10210 03:18:23,910 --> 03:18:23,920 about some hard stuff and this and yeah. 10211 03:18:23,920 --> 03:18:26,670 about some hard stuff and this and yeah. Yeah, that kind of stuff. 10212 03:18:26,670 --> 03:18:26,680 Yeah, that kind of stuff. 10213 03:18:26,680 --> 03:18:29,030 Yeah, that kind of stuff. Uh, I don't think I have anything to say 10214 03:18:29,030 --> 03:18:29,040 Uh, I don't think I have anything to say 10215 03:18:29,040 --> 03:18:31,670 Uh, I don't think I have anything to say in the moment. Yeah, no worries, son. 10216 03:18:31,670 --> 03:18:31,680 in the moment. Yeah, no worries, son. 10217 03:18:31,680 --> 03:18:33,830 in the moment. Yeah, no worries, son. It's been lovely chatting. Well, wait, 10218 03:18:33,830 --> 03:18:33,840 It's been lovely chatting. Well, wait, 10219 03:18:33,840 --> 03:18:36,389 It's been lovely chatting. Well, wait, wait. Should I still call you son? I 10220 03:18:36,389 --> 03:18:36,399 wait. Should I still call you son? I 10221 03:18:36,399 --> 03:18:38,870 wait. Should I still call you son? I don't know. You can you can call me Emmy 10222 03:18:38,870 --> 03:18:38,880 don't know. You can you can call me Emmy 10223 03:18:38,880 --> 03:18:41,910 don't know. You can you can call me Emmy now. Yeah, we're past that. Yeah, fair. 10224 03:18:41,910 --> 03:18:41,920 now. Yeah, we're past that. Yeah, fair. 10225 03:18:41,920 --> 03:18:43,590 now. Yeah, we're past that. Yeah, fair. Emmy, it's been lovely chatting with you 10226 03:18:43,590 --> 03:18:43,600 Emmy, it's been lovely chatting with you 10227 03:18:43,600 --> 03:18:46,309 Emmy, it's been lovely chatting with you tonight and Oh, yeah. and and and 10228 03:18:46,309 --> 03:18:46,319 tonight and Oh, yeah. and and and 10229 03:18:46,319 --> 03:18:49,750 tonight and Oh, yeah. and and and clearing a lot of this up. Yes. Thank 10230 03:18:49,750 --> 03:18:49,760 clearing a lot of this up. Yes. Thank 10231 03:18:49,760 --> 03:18:52,550 clearing a lot of this up. Yes. Thank you. Yeah, no problem. Likewise. Thank 10232 03:18:52,550 --> 03:18:52,560 you. Yeah, no problem. Likewise. Thank 10233 03:18:52,560 --> 03:18:54,950 you. Yeah, no problem. Likewise. Thank you. I hope that I wasn't so mean 10234 03:18:54,950 --> 03:18:54,960 you. I hope that I wasn't so mean 10235 03:18:54,960 --> 03:18:57,750 you. I hope that I wasn't so mean throughout the course of any of this. 10236 03:18:57,750 --> 03:18:57,760 throughout the course of any of this. 10237 03:18:57,760 --> 03:18:59,910 throughout the course of any of this. All right. No, you're totally fine. It's 10238 03:18:59,910 --> 03:18:59,920 All right. No, you're totally fine. It's 10239 03:18:59,920 --> 03:19:02,150 All right. No, you're totally fine. It's okay. You want to stop the recording on 10240 03:19:02,150 --> 03:19:02,160 okay. You want to stop the recording on 10241 03:19:02,160 --> 03:19:04,550 okay. You want to stop the recording on my end? And I'm I think I'm all set. 10242 03:19:04,550 --> 03:19:04,560 my end? And I'm I think I'm all set. 10243 03:19:04,560 --> 03:19:06,229 my end? And I'm I think I'm all set. Before we finish, I want to hit you with 10244 03:19:06,229 --> 03:19:06,239 Before we finish, I want to hit you with 10245 03:19:06,239 --> 03:19:08,150 Before we finish, I want to hit you with a couple of my own closing thoughts. 10246 03:19:08,150 --> 03:19:08,160 a couple of my own closing thoughts. 10247 03:19:08,160 --> 03:19:10,070 a couple of my own closing thoughts. First, I think that I have to cover our 10248 03:19:10,070 --> 03:19:10,080 First, I think that I have to cover our 10249 03:19:10,080 --> 03:19:11,990 First, I think that I have to cover our ass a bit. In the moment, people don't 10250 03:19:11,990 --> 03:19:12,000 ass a bit. In the moment, people don't 10251 03:19:12,000 --> 03:19:13,750 ass a bit. In the moment, people don't always phrase themselves in the most 10252 03:19:13,750 --> 03:19:13,760 always phrase themselves in the most 10253 03:19:13,760 --> 03:19:16,550 always phrase themselves in the most lawyer or PR friendly way. You heard a 10254 03:19:16,550 --> 03:19:16,560 lawyer or PR friendly way. You heard a 10255 03:19:16,560 --> 03:19:17,990 lawyer or PR friendly way. You heard a couple of minutes ago Lazy Bedhead 10256 03:19:17,990 --> 03:19:18,000 couple of minutes ago Lazy Bedhead 10257 03:19:18,000 --> 03:19:19,349 couple of minutes ago Lazy Bedhead stated that we were quote unquote 10258 03:19:19,349 --> 03:19:19,359 stated that we were quote unquote 10259 03:19:19,359 --> 03:19:21,269 stated that we were quote unquote working with Emily. That's not a 10260 03:19:21,269 --> 03:19:21,279 working with Emily. That's not a 10261 03:19:21,279 --> 03:19:23,190 working with Emily. That's not a phrasing that I myself would have used 10262 03:19:23,190 --> 03:19:23,200 phrasing that I myself would have used 10263 03:19:23,200 --> 03:19:24,710 phrasing that I myself would have used and I knew as soon as she said it, I had 10264 03:19:24,710 --> 03:19:24,720 and I knew as soon as she said it, I had 10265 03:19:24,720 --> 03:19:27,110 and I knew as soon as she said it, I had to put in some kind of disclaimer. So, 10266 03:19:27,110 --> 03:19:27,120 to put in some kind of disclaimer. So, 10267 03:19:27,120 --> 03:19:30,070 to put in some kind of disclaimer. So, let me clarify. Emily Jones was not 10268 03:19:30,070 --> 03:19:30,080 let me clarify. Emily Jones was not 10269 03:19:30,080 --> 03:19:32,070 let me clarify. Emily Jones was not allowed into the investigation server at 10270 03:19:32,070 --> 03:19:32,080 allowed into the investigation server at 10271 03:19:32,080 --> 03:19:34,469 allowed into the investigation server at any time. There was always information 10272 03:19:34,469 --> 03:19:34,479 any time. There was always information 10273 03:19:34,479 --> 03:19:37,190 any time. There was always information that we kept from her and she never had 10274 03:19:37,190 --> 03:19:37,200 that we kept from her and she never had 10275 03:19:37,200 --> 03:19:40,309 that we kept from her and she never had any direct input on our findings or the 10276 03:19:40,309 --> 03:19:40,319 any direct input on our findings or the 10277 03:19:40,319 --> 03:19:42,950 any direct input on our findings or the video. We did outright tell her things 10278 03:19:42,950 --> 03:19:42,960 video. We did outright tell her things 10279 03:19:42,960 --> 03:19:44,790 video. We did outright tell her things like issues that we had with her story 10280 03:19:44,790 --> 03:19:44,800 like issues that we had with her story 10281 03:19:44,800 --> 03:19:46,750 like issues that we had with her story and we gave her a chance of explaining 10282 03:19:46,750 --> 03:19:46,760 and we gave her a chance of explaining 10283 03:19:46,760 --> 03:19:49,429 and we gave her a chance of explaining herself. And certain members of the 10284 03:19:49,429 --> 03:19:49,439 herself. And certain members of the 10285 03:19:49,439 --> 03:19:51,550 herself. And certain members of the investigation team did express their 10286 03:19:51,550 --> 03:19:51,560 investigation team did express their 10287 03:19:51,560 --> 03:19:54,870 investigation team did express their sympathies. That is what we meant by 10288 03:19:54,870 --> 03:19:54,880 sympathies. That is what we meant by 10289 03:19:54,880 --> 03:19:58,070 sympathies. That is what we meant by working with Emily. I told her directly 10290 03:19:58,070 --> 03:19:58,080 working with Emily. I told her directly 10291 03:19:58,080 --> 03:20:00,309 working with Emily. I told her directly on call that I'd let the facts stand 10292 03:20:00,309 --> 03:20:00,319 on call that I'd let the facts stand 10293 03:20:00,319 --> 03:20:03,030 on call that I'd let the facts stand where they may. And even beyond that, if 10294 03:20:03,030 --> 03:20:03,040 where they may. And even beyond that, if 10295 03:20:03,040 --> 03:20:05,269 where they may. And even beyond that, if there was outand-out definitive proof 10296 03:20:05,269 --> 03:20:05,279 there was outand-out definitive proof 10297 03:20:05,279 --> 03:20:07,429 there was outand-out definitive proof that Emily was lying, I would let it be 10298 03:20:07,429 --> 03:20:07,439 that Emily was lying, I would let it be 10299 03:20:07,439 --> 03:20:08,950 that Emily was lying, I would let it be known to the wider public. The 10300 03:20:08,950 --> 03:20:08,960 known to the wider public. The 10301 03:20:08,960 --> 03:20:11,030 known to the wider public. The investigation team knew of Emily's 10302 03:20:11,030 --> 03:20:11,040 investigation team knew of Emily's 10303 03:20:11,040 --> 03:20:13,190 investigation team knew of Emily's controversies, at least in theory, 10304 03:20:13,190 --> 03:20:13,200 controversies, at least in theory, 10305 03:20:13,200 --> 03:20:14,790 controversies, at least in theory, before the three of us directly 10306 03:20:14,790 --> 03:20:14,800 before the three of us directly 10307 03:20:14,800 --> 03:20:17,110 before the three of us directly confronted her about them. My first and 10308 03:20:17,110 --> 03:20:17,120 confronted her about them. My first and 10309 03:20:17,120 --> 03:20:19,910 confronted her about them. My first and only loyalty here is to the truth. So, 10310 03:20:19,910 --> 03:20:19,920 only loyalty here is to the truth. So, 10311 03:20:19,920 --> 03:20:21,990 only loyalty here is to the truth. So, and interested in keeping things as fair 10312 03:20:21,990 --> 03:20:22,000 and interested in keeping things as fair 10313 03:20:22,000 --> 03:20:24,389 and interested in keeping things as fair as possible, I will also give another 10314 03:20:24,389 --> 03:20:24,399 as possible, I will also give another 10315 03:20:24,399 --> 03:20:27,190 as possible, I will also give another obligatory reminder that all parties are 10316 03:20:27,190 --> 03:20:27,200 obligatory reminder that all parties are 10317 03:20:27,200 --> 03:20:29,269 obligatory reminder that all parties are innocent until proven guilty in a court 10318 03:20:29,269 --> 03:20:29,279 innocent until proven guilty in a court 10319 03:20:29,279 --> 03:20:32,309 innocent until proven guilty in a court of law. Sabers Spark included. I myself 10320 03:20:32,309 --> 03:20:32,319 of law. Sabers Spark included. I myself 10321 03:20:32,319 --> 03:20:34,309 of law. Sabers Spark included. I myself am not making any statement on whether 10322 03:20:34,309 --> 03:20:34,319 am not making any statement on whether 10323 03:20:34,319 --> 03:20:36,469 am not making any statement on whether the allegation is true or not. At the 10324 03:20:36,469 --> 03:20:36,479 the allegation is true or not. At the 10325 03:20:36,479 --> 03:20:37,830 the allegation is true or not. At the same time, I promised this would be 10326 03:20:37,830 --> 03:20:37,840 same time, I promised this would be 10327 03:20:37,840 --> 03:20:40,550 same time, I promised this would be uncensored and I am not going to stop 10328 03:20:40,550 --> 03:20:40,560 uncensored and I am not going to stop 10329 03:20:40,560 --> 03:20:42,389 uncensored and I am not going to stop members of the investigation team from 10330 03:20:42,389 --> 03:20:42,399 members of the investigation team from 10331 03:20:42,399 --> 03:20:44,389 members of the investigation team from stating what they believe. Now, in 10332 03:20:44,389 --> 03:20:44,399 stating what they believe. Now, in 10333 03:20:44,399 --> 03:20:46,389 stating what they believe. Now, in interest of fairness and in interest of 10334 03:20:46,389 --> 03:20:46,399 interest of fairness and in interest of 10335 03:20:46,399 --> 03:20:48,229 interest of fairness and in interest of being unbiased, I would recommend that 10336 03:20:48,229 --> 03:20:48,239 being unbiased, I would recommend that 10337 03:20:48,239 --> 03:20:50,309 being unbiased, I would recommend that you see both SaberSpark's response video 10338 03:20:50,309 --> 03:20:50,319 you see both SaberSpark's response video 10339 03:20:50,319 --> 03:20:52,469 you see both SaberSpark's response video yourself and Beckett's video on the 10340 03:20:52,469 --> 03:20:52,479 yourself and Beckett's video on the 10341 03:20:52,479 --> 03:20:54,229 yourself and Beckett's video on the matter from the channel Cope and Sea. 10342 03:20:54,229 --> 03:20:54,239 matter from the channel Cope and Sea. 10343 03:20:54,239 --> 03:20:56,309 matter from the channel Cope and Sea. That video gets interviews with Casey, 10344 03:20:56,309 --> 03:20:56,319 That video gets interviews with Casey, 10345 03:20:56,319 --> 03:20:58,790 That video gets interviews with Casey, Michelle Kber, and Cla Corlet and goes 10346 03:20:58,790 --> 03:20:58,800 Michelle Kber, and Cla Corlet and goes 10347 03:20:58,800 --> 03:21:00,950 Michelle Kber, and Cla Corlet and goes into details about things that I didn't 10348 03:21:00,950 --> 03:21:00,960 into details about things that I didn't 10349 03:21:00,960 --> 03:21:03,750 into details about things that I didn't in my investigation video. Between these 10350 03:21:03,750 --> 03:21:03,760 in my investigation video. Between these 10351 03:21:03,760 --> 03:21:05,990 in my investigation video. Between these three videos, you'll get a statement on 10352 03:21:05,990 --> 03:21:06,000 three videos, you'll get a statement on 10353 03:21:06,000 --> 03:21:08,070 three videos, you'll get a statement on the issue between almost everyone 10354 03:21:08,070 --> 03:21:08,080 the issue between almost everyone 10355 03:21:08,080 --> 03:21:10,070 the issue between almost everyone involved. I will also remind you that 10356 03:21:10,070 --> 03:21:10,080 involved. I will also remind you that 10357 03:21:10,080 --> 03:21:13,190 involved. I will also remind you that this interview here is merely a section 10358 03:21:13,190 --> 03:21:13,200 this interview here is merely a section 10359 03:21:13,200 --> 03:21:15,830 this interview here is merely a section in my investigation video. The purpose 10360 03:21:15,830 --> 03:21:15,840 in my investigation video. The purpose 10361 03:21:15,840 --> 03:21:18,550 in my investigation video. The purpose of all of this wasn't to shoot down 10362 03:21:18,550 --> 03:21:18,560 of all of this wasn't to shoot down 10363 03:21:18,560 --> 03:21:20,710 of all of this wasn't to shoot down Saber Spark or anything like this. The 10364 03:21:20,710 --> 03:21:20,720 Saber Spark or anything like this. The 10365 03:21:20,720 --> 03:21:22,790 Saber Spark or anything like this. The purpose of doing all of this was to give 10366 03:21:22,790 --> 03:21:22,800 purpose of doing all of this was to give 10367 03:21:22,800 --> 03:21:26,150 purpose of doing all of this was to give Emily a fair shake. Fairness. Either the 10368 03:21:26,150 --> 03:21:26,160 Emily a fair shake. Fairness. Either the 10369 03:21:26,160 --> 03:21:28,950 Emily a fair shake. Fairness. Either the allegations are true or they're not. And 10370 03:21:28,950 --> 03:21:28,960 allegations are true or they're not. And 10371 03:21:28,960 --> 03:21:30,630 allegations are true or they're not. And if the allegations are false, you could 10372 03:21:30,630 --> 03:21:30,640 if the allegations are false, you could 10373 03:21:30,640 --> 03:21:33,269 if the allegations are false, you could call KP's video karma. But there is the 10374 03:21:33,269 --> 03:21:33,279 call KP's video karma. But there is the 10375 03:21:33,279 --> 03:21:35,429 call KP's video karma. But there is the chance that the allegations are true. 10376 03:21:35,429 --> 03:21:35,439 chance that the allegations are true. 10377 03:21:35,439 --> 03:21:37,349 chance that the allegations are true. And on the chance that they're true, 10378 03:21:37,349 --> 03:21:37,359 And on the chance that they're true, 10379 03:21:37,359 --> 03:21:39,190 And on the chance that they're true, Emily should be able to get the chance 10380 03:21:39,190 --> 03:21:39,200 Emily should be able to get the chance 10381 03:21:39,200 --> 03:21:41,510 Emily should be able to get the chance to speak on the matter detached from 10382 03:21:41,510 --> 03:21:41,520 to speak on the matter detached from 10383 03:21:41,520 --> 03:21:43,510 to speak on the matter detached from surrounding drama. And on the chance 10384 03:21:43,510 --> 03:21:43,520 surrounding drama. And on the chance 10385 03:21:43,520 --> 03:21:45,510 surrounding drama. And on the chance that they're false, you should hear what 10386 03:21:45,510 --> 03:21:45,520 that they're false, you should hear what 10387 03:21:45,520 --> 03:21:49,279 that they're false, you should hear what every person has to say on the matter.