1 00:00:00,719 --> 00:00:03,510 In my last video on I Love Kim Possibles 2 00:00:03,510 --> 00:00:03,520 In my last video on I Love Kim Possibles 3 00:00:03,520 --> 00:00:06,630 In my last video on I Love Kim Possibles recent response titled Let's Talk, I 4 00:00:06,630 --> 00:00:06,640 recent response titled Let's Talk, I 5 00:00:06,640 --> 00:00:08,390 recent response titled Let's Talk, I highlighted the fact that this probably 6 00:00:08,390 --> 00:00:08,400 highlighted the fact that this probably 7 00:00:08,400 --> 00:00:10,390 highlighted the fact that this probably wasn't what she intended in a response 8 00:00:10,390 --> 00:00:10,400 wasn't what she intended in a response 9 00:00:10,400 --> 00:00:13,669 wasn't what she intended in a response video. I also noted that at least some 10 00:00:13,669 --> 00:00:13,679 video. I also noted that at least some 11 00:00:13,679 --> 00:00:16,150 video. I also noted that at least some details from those early drafts had 12 00:00:16,150 --> 00:00:16,160 details from those early drafts had 13 00:00:16,160 --> 00:00:17,990 details from those early drafts had leaked because they were highlighted by 14 00:00:17,990 --> 00:00:18,000 leaked because they were highlighted by 15 00:00:18,000 --> 00:00:21,029 leaked because they were highlighted by people like Touni on Twitter. Now, at 16 00:00:21,029 --> 00:00:21,039 people like Touni on Twitter. Now, at 17 00:00:21,039 --> 00:00:22,950 people like Touni on Twitter. Now, at time of recording, I've been unable to 18 00:00:22,950 --> 00:00:22,960 time of recording, I've been unable to 19 00:00:22,960 --> 00:00:25,189 time of recording, I've been unable to gain a copy of one of the original audio 20 00:00:25,189 --> 00:00:25,199 gain a copy of one of the original audio 21 00:00:25,199 --> 00:00:28,310 gain a copy of one of the original audio drafts. However, what I have been handed 22 00:00:28,310 --> 00:00:28,320 drafts. However, what I have been handed 23 00:00:28,320 --> 00:00:30,630 drafts. However, what I have been handed is nearly as good. A copy of the 24 00:00:30,630 --> 00:00:30,640 is nearly as good. A copy of the 25 00:00:30,640 --> 00:00:34,150 is nearly as good. A copy of the original draft script for the video. I 26 00:00:34,150 --> 00:00:34,160 original draft script for the video. I 27 00:00:34,160 --> 00:00:35,910 original draft script for the video. I took a shot in the dark and checked in 28 00:00:35,910 --> 00:00:35,920 took a shot in the dark and checked in 29 00:00:35,920 --> 00:00:37,350 took a shot in the dark and checked in with a few people who I thought may have 30 00:00:37,350 --> 00:00:37,360 with a few people who I thought may have 31 00:00:37,360 --> 00:00:39,350 with a few people who I thought may have heard one of these original drafts. And 32 00:00:39,350 --> 00:00:39,360 heard one of these original drafts. And 33 00:00:39,360 --> 00:00:41,190 heard one of these original drafts. And they did at least confirm that this 34 00:00:41,190 --> 00:00:41,200 they did at least confirm that this 35 00:00:41,200 --> 00:00:44,069 they did at least confirm that this version of the video is accurate, though 36 00:00:44,069 --> 00:00:44,079 version of the video is accurate, though 37 00:00:44,079 --> 00:00:46,229 version of the video is accurate, though not complete. It seems there may have 38 00:00:46,229 --> 00:00:46,239 not complete. It seems there may have 39 00:00:46,239 --> 00:00:47,750 not complete. It seems there may have been an even longer version of this 40 00:00:47,750 --> 00:00:47,760 been an even longer version of this 41 00:00:47,760 --> 00:00:49,670 been an even longer version of this video, though God knows what was in 42 00:00:49,670 --> 00:00:49,680 video, though God knows what was in 43 00:00:49,680 --> 00:00:52,950 video, though God knows what was in that. Regardless, I do think it is worth 44 00:00:52,950 --> 00:00:52,960 that. Regardless, I do think it is worth 45 00:00:52,960 --> 00:00:55,110 that. Regardless, I do think it is worth talking about this original draft 46 00:00:55,110 --> 00:00:55,120 talking about this original draft 47 00:00:55,120 --> 00:00:58,229 talking about this original draft version because it is very different 48 00:00:58,229 --> 00:00:58,239 version because it is very different 49 00:00:58,239 --> 00:01:00,470 version because it is very different from what was actually released and 50 00:01:00,470 --> 00:01:00,480 from what was actually released and 51 00:01:00,480 --> 00:01:02,709 from what was actually released and presumably KP have been working on this 52 00:01:02,709 --> 00:01:02,719 presumably KP have been working on this 53 00:01:02,719 --> 00:01:04,869 presumably KP have been working on this version for a significantly longer 54 00:01:04,869 --> 00:01:04,879 version for a significantly longer 55 00:01:04,879 --> 00:01:07,830 version for a significantly longer period of time. That being said, rather 56 00:01:07,830 --> 00:01:07,840 period of time. That being said, rather 57 00:01:07,840 --> 00:01:09,990 period of time. That being said, rather than just releasing it onto Twitter or 58 00:01:09,990 --> 00:01:10,000 than just releasing it onto Twitter or 59 00:01:10,000 --> 00:01:12,710 than just releasing it onto Twitter or reading it on live, I decided that you 60 00:01:12,710 --> 00:01:12,720 reading it on live, I decided that you 61 00:01:12,720 --> 00:01:14,789 reading it on live, I decided that you deserve a full feeling of what this 62 00:01:14,789 --> 00:01:14,799 deserve a full feeling of what this 63 00:01:14,799 --> 00:01:17,109 deserve a full feeling of what this video could have actually been. With 64 00:01:17,109 --> 00:01:17,119 video could have actually been. With 65 00:01:17,119 --> 00:01:19,590 video could have actually been. With that in mind, I've decided to do a full 66 00:01:19,590 --> 00:01:19,600 that in mind, I've decided to do a full 67 00:01:19,600 --> 00:01:22,950 that in mind, I've decided to do a full reconstruction. So, sit down, grab a 68 00:01:22,950 --> 00:01:22,960 reconstruction. So, sit down, grab a 69 00:01:22,960 --> 00:01:26,390 reconstruction. So, sit down, grab a drink, and let's talk. 70 00:01:26,390 --> 00:01:26,400 drink, and let's talk. 71 00:01:26,400 --> 00:01:29,270 drink, and let's talk. This video discusses sensitive topics, 72 00:01:29,270 --> 00:01:29,280 This video discusses sensitive topics, 73 00:01:29,280 --> 00:01:31,670 This video discusses sensitive topics, including grooming, power dynamics, and 74 00:01:31,670 --> 00:01:31,680 including grooming, power dynamics, and 75 00:01:31,680 --> 00:01:33,990 including grooming, power dynamics, and online harassment. Viewer discretion is 76 00:01:33,990 --> 00:01:34,000 online harassment. Viewer discretion is 77 00:01:34,000 --> 00:01:37,109 online harassment. Viewer discretion is advised. 18 plus content warning. Do not 78 00:01:37,109 --> 00:01:37,119 advised. 18 plus content warning. Do not 79 00:01:37,119 --> 00:01:40,069 advised. 18 plus content warning. Do not harass anyone discussed in this video. 80 00:01:40,069 --> 00:01:40,079 harass anyone discussed in this video. 81 00:01:40,079 --> 00:01:43,109 harass anyone discussed in this video. Hi everyone, this is KP. I just wanted 82 00:01:43,109 --> 00:01:43,119 Hi everyone, this is KP. I just wanted 83 00:01:43,119 --> 00:01:45,270 Hi everyone, this is KP. I just wanted to take this opportunity to clear the 84 00:01:45,270 --> 00:01:45,280 to take this opportunity to clear the 85 00:01:45,280 --> 00:01:47,429 to take this opportunity to clear the air a little bit. because I took some 86 00:01:47,429 --> 00:01:47,439 air a little bit. because I took some 87 00:01:47,439 --> 00:01:49,749 air a little bit. because I took some time away from a really messy situation 88 00:01:49,749 --> 00:01:49,759 time away from a really messy situation 89 00:01:49,759 --> 00:01:52,310 time away from a really messy situation and now I'm coming back to it. For those 90 00:01:52,310 --> 00:01:52,320 and now I'm coming back to it. For those 91 00:01:52,320 --> 00:01:54,950 and now I'm coming back to it. For those who don't know, in early May I released 92 00:01:54,950 --> 00:01:54,960 who don't know, in early May I released 93 00:01:54,960 --> 00:01:56,550 who don't know, in early May I released a video commenting on some behavior 94 00:01:56,550 --> 00:01:56,560 a video commenting on some behavior 95 00:01:56,560 --> 00:01:58,709 a video commenting on some behavior regarding fellow YouTubers Save Spark 96 00:01:58,709 --> 00:01:58,719 regarding fellow YouTubers Save Spark 97 00:01:58,719 --> 00:02:00,870 regarding fellow YouTubers Save Spark and DA Games and it wasn't really 98 00:02:00,870 --> 00:02:00,880 and DA Games and it wasn't really 99 00:02:00,880 --> 00:02:03,030 and DA Games and it wasn't really wellreceived for a number of reasons. 100 00:02:03,030 --> 00:02:03,040 wellreceived for a number of reasons. 101 00:02:03,040 --> 00:02:05,190 wellreceived for a number of reasons. And first off, I just want to apologize 102 00:02:05,190 --> 00:02:05,200 And first off, I just want to apologize 103 00:02:05,200 --> 00:02:07,350 And first off, I just want to apologize for the tone that came with it. What I 104 00:02:07,350 --> 00:02:07,360 for the tone that came with it. What I 105 00:02:07,360 --> 00:02:09,830 for the tone that came with it. What I didn't realize is by talking about such 106 00:02:09,830 --> 00:02:09,840 didn't realize is by talking about such 107 00:02:09,840 --> 00:02:11,750 didn't realize is by talking about such serious topics and using jokes and 108 00:02:11,750 --> 00:02:11,760 serious topics and using jokes and 109 00:02:11,760 --> 00:02:13,990 serious topics and using jokes and memes, it would come off as insulting 110 00:02:13,990 --> 00:02:14,000 memes, it would come off as insulting 111 00:02:14,000 --> 00:02:16,710 memes, it would come off as insulting and immature. But for me personally, 112 00:02:16,710 --> 00:02:16,720 and immature. But for me personally, 113 00:02:16,720 --> 00:02:19,589 and immature. But for me personally, that's how I process trauma is I do a 114 00:02:19,589 --> 00:02:19,599 that's how I process trauma is I do a 115 00:02:19,599 --> 00:02:21,350 that's how I process trauma is I do a lot of dark jokes to cope with my own 116 00:02:21,350 --> 00:02:21,360 lot of dark jokes to cope with my own 117 00:02:21,360 --> 00:02:23,750 lot of dark jokes to cope with my own personal trauma. Like my line about John 118 00:02:23,750 --> 00:02:23,760 personal trauma. Like my line about John 119 00:02:23,760 --> 00:02:27,030 personal trauma. Like my line about John Stewart. So the John Stewart example was 120 00:02:27,030 --> 00:02:27,040 Stewart. So the John Stewart example was 121 00:02:27,040 --> 00:02:28,710 Stewart. So the John Stewart example was Jewish humor as coping because I'm 122 00:02:28,710 --> 00:02:28,720 Jewish humor as coping because I'm 123 00:02:28,720 --> 00:02:32,309 Jewish humor as coping because I'm Jewish. So that's not a flex. So I 124 00:02:32,309 --> 00:02:32,319 Jewish. So that's not a flex. So I 125 00:02:32,319 --> 00:02:33,830 Jewish. So that's not a flex. So I didn't realize that it wasn't an 126 00:02:33,830 --> 00:02:33,840 didn't realize that it wasn't an 127 00:02:33,840 --> 00:02:36,070 didn't realize that it wasn't an internalized viewpoint. And I just want 128 00:02:36,070 --> 00:02:36,080 internalized viewpoint. And I just want 129 00:02:36,080 --> 00:02:38,390 internalized viewpoint. And I just want to say that obviously any type of trauma 130 00:02:38,390 --> 00:02:38,400 to say that obviously any type of trauma 131 00:02:38,400 --> 00:02:41,350 to say that obviously any type of trauma is horrible and bad. And I'm so sorry 132 00:02:41,350 --> 00:02:41,360 is horrible and bad. And I'm so sorry 133 00:02:41,360 --> 00:02:43,350 is horrible and bad. And I'm so sorry you had to deal with anything. And 134 00:02:43,350 --> 00:02:43,360 you had to deal with anything. And 135 00:02:43,360 --> 00:02:45,670 you had to deal with anything. And everyone copes in their own way. So 136 00:02:45,670 --> 00:02:45,680 everyone copes in their own way. So 137 00:02:45,680 --> 00:02:47,589 everyone copes in their own way. So please look up some healthy coping 138 00:02:47,589 --> 00:02:47,599 please look up some healthy coping 139 00:02:47,599 --> 00:02:49,509 please look up some healthy coping techniques or find a professional 140 00:02:49,509 --> 00:02:49,519 techniques or find a professional 141 00:02:49,519 --> 00:02:51,509 techniques or find a professional therapist or do whatever you need to do 142 00:02:51,509 --> 00:02:51,519 therapist or do whatever you need to do 143 00:02:51,519 --> 00:02:54,949 therapist or do whatever you need to do to process it in whichever way you want. 144 00:02:54,949 --> 00:02:54,959 to process it in whichever way you want. 145 00:02:54,959 --> 00:02:57,110 to process it in whichever way you want. So once I realized that tone was a 146 00:02:57,110 --> 00:02:57,120 So once I realized that tone was a 147 00:02:57,120 --> 00:02:59,190 So once I realized that tone was a problem, I took the video down within 3 148 00:02:59,190 --> 00:02:59,200 problem, I took the video down within 3 149 00:02:59,200 --> 00:03:01,350 problem, I took the video down within 3 or 4 hours of upload and we were going 150 00:03:01,350 --> 00:03:01,360 or 4 hours of upload and we were going 151 00:03:01,360 --> 00:03:04,470 or 4 hours of upload and we were going to decide what to do next. And a lot of 152 00:03:04,470 --> 00:03:04,480 to decide what to do next. And a lot of 153 00:03:04,480 --> 00:03:06,550 to decide what to do next. And a lot of people were criticizing my interactions 154 00:03:06,550 --> 00:03:06,560 people were criticizing my interactions 155 00:03:06,560 --> 00:03:08,550 people were criticizing my interactions on Twitter leading up to the video 156 00:03:08,550 --> 00:03:08,560 on Twitter leading up to the video 157 00:03:08,560 --> 00:03:09,990 on Twitter leading up to the video coming out. 158 00:03:09,990 --> 00:03:10,000 coming out. 159 00:03:10,000 --> 00:03:12,149 coming out. But a lot of it was personal katharsis 160 00:03:12,149 --> 00:03:12,159 But a lot of it was personal katharsis 161 00:03:12,159 --> 00:03:14,229 But a lot of it was personal katharsis for me because this was such a hard 162 00:03:14,229 --> 00:03:14,239 for me because this was such a hard 163 00:03:14,239 --> 00:03:16,149 for me because this was such a hard project and we were working on it for 164 00:03:16,149 --> 00:03:16,159 project and we were working on it for 165 00:03:16,159 --> 00:03:18,470 project and we were working on it for such a hard time and it was hard for me 166 00:03:18,470 --> 00:03:18,480 such a hard time and it was hard for me 167 00:03:18,480 --> 00:03:20,790 such a hard time and it was hard for me personally. It was like it was sad 168 00:03:20,790 --> 00:03:20,800 personally. It was like it was sad 169 00:03:20,800 --> 00:03:22,869 personally. It was like it was sad hearing about all of these stories like 170 00:03:22,869 --> 00:03:22,879 hearing about all of these stories like 171 00:03:22,879 --> 00:03:25,509 hearing about all of these stories like regardless and that was interpreted as 172 00:03:25,509 --> 00:03:25,519 regardless and that was interpreted as 173 00:03:25,519 --> 00:03:28,710 regardless and that was interpreted as ego and just for full disclosure I was 174 00:03:28,710 --> 00:03:28,720 ego and just for full disclosure I was 175 00:03:28,720 --> 00:03:30,869 ego and just for full disclosure I was dealing with a PTSD episode in response 176 00:03:30,869 --> 00:03:30,879 dealing with a PTSD episode in response 177 00:03:30,879 --> 00:03:32,710 dealing with a PTSD episode in response to everything that happened with the 178 00:03:32,710 --> 00:03:32,720 to everything that happened with the 179 00:03:32,720 --> 00:03:35,430 to everything that happened with the failure of this video. So people assumed 180 00:03:35,430 --> 00:03:35,440 failure of this video. So people assumed 181 00:03:35,440 --> 00:03:37,910 failure of this video. So people assumed my silence was completion or guilt. And 182 00:03:37,910 --> 00:03:37,920 my silence was completion or guilt. And 183 00:03:37,920 --> 00:03:40,309 my silence was completion or guilt. And it makes me feel really weird because it 184 00:03:40,309 --> 00:03:40,319 it makes me feel really weird because it 185 00:03:40,319 --> 00:03:41,910 it makes me feel really weird because it makes me feel like I'm not even allowed 186 00:03:41,910 --> 00:03:41,920 makes me feel like I'm not even allowed 187 00:03:41,920 --> 00:03:43,670 makes me feel like I'm not even allowed to have my own space to process 188 00:03:43,670 --> 00:03:43,680 to have my own space to process 189 00:03:43,680 --> 00:03:46,630 to have my own space to process decisions that I make at my own speed. 190 00:03:46,630 --> 00:03:46,640 decisions that I make at my own speed. 191 00:03:46,640 --> 00:03:48,949 decisions that I make at my own speed. Like if I don't react immediately, then 192 00:03:48,949 --> 00:03:48,959 Like if I don't react immediately, then 193 00:03:48,959 --> 00:03:50,869 Like if I don't react immediately, then suddenly I'm guilty of everything 194 00:03:50,869 --> 00:03:50,879 suddenly I'm guilty of everything 195 00:03:50,879 --> 00:03:53,750 suddenly I'm guilty of everything everyone can think of. So just for the 196 00:03:53,750 --> 00:03:53,760 everyone can think of. So just for the 197 00:03:53,760 --> 00:03:57,030 everyone can think of. So just for the record, I hate creators with ego. I know 198 00:03:57,030 --> 00:03:57,040 record, I hate creators with ego. I know 199 00:03:57,040 --> 00:03:59,190 record, I hate creators with ego. I know I joke a lot about myself, but I really 200 00:03:59,190 --> 00:03:59,200 I joke a lot about myself, but I really 201 00:03:59,200 --> 00:04:01,030 I joke a lot about myself, but I really don't think you should be making art or 202 00:04:01,030 --> 00:04:01,040 don't think you should be making art or 203 00:04:01,040 --> 00:04:03,270 don't think you should be making art or anything really with ego attached. art 204 00:04:03,270 --> 00:04:03,280 anything really with ego attached. art 205 00:04:03,280 --> 00:04:05,830 anything really with ego attached. art especially because I feel like that's 206 00:04:05,830 --> 00:04:05,840 especially because I feel like that's 207 00:04:05,840 --> 00:04:08,550 especially because I feel like that's kind of a sacred thing to do. But with 208 00:04:08,550 --> 00:04:08,560 kind of a sacred thing to do. But with 209 00:04:08,560 --> 00:04:11,110 kind of a sacred thing to do. But with ego, you make it about power dynamics 210 00:04:11,110 --> 00:04:11,120 ego, you make it about power dynamics 211 00:04:11,120 --> 00:04:13,509 ego, you make it about power dynamics and who has the most subscribers or who 212 00:04:13,509 --> 00:04:13,519 and who has the most subscribers or who 213 00:04:13,519 --> 00:04:15,750 and who has the most subscribers or who has the most views and it's just 214 00:04:15,750 --> 00:04:15,760 has the most views and it's just 215 00:04:15,760 --> 00:04:17,749 has the most views and it's just exhausting. And that's one of the 216 00:04:17,749 --> 00:04:17,759 exhausting. And that's one of the 217 00:04:17,759 --> 00:04:19,189 exhausting. And that's one of the reasons I've been doing YouTube the way 218 00:04:19,189 --> 00:04:19,199 reasons I've been doing YouTube the way 219 00:04:19,199 --> 00:04:21,430 reasons I've been doing YouTube the way I've been doing it for as long as I have 220 00:04:21,430 --> 00:04:21,440 I've been doing it for as long as I have 221 00:04:21,440 --> 00:04:23,749 I've been doing it for as long as I have because I love art and animation and I 222 00:04:23,749 --> 00:04:23,759 because I love art and animation and I 223 00:04:23,759 --> 00:04:25,270 because I love art and animation and I like talking about it in a way that I 224 00:04:25,270 --> 00:04:25,280 like talking about it in a way that I 225 00:04:25,280 --> 00:04:27,670 like talking about it in a way that I can express and have fun with. It's just 226 00:04:27,670 --> 00:04:27,680 can express and have fun with. It's just 227 00:04:27,680 --> 00:04:30,310 can express and have fun with. It's just part of who I am and what I like to do 228 00:04:30,310 --> 00:04:30,320 part of who I am and what I like to do 229 00:04:30,320 --> 00:04:33,590 part of who I am and what I like to do and what like my deep artistic soul. So, 230 00:04:33,590 --> 00:04:33,600 and what like my deep artistic soul. So, 231 00:04:33,600 --> 00:04:35,350 and what like my deep artistic soul. So, I would probably just be doing it anyway 232 00:04:35,350 --> 00:04:35,360 I would probably just be doing it anyway 233 00:04:35,360 --> 00:04:38,150 I would probably just be doing it anyway in my head. The real question no one 234 00:04:38,150 --> 00:04:38,160 in my head. The real question no one 235 00:04:38,160 --> 00:04:41,189 in my head. The real question no one really asked is okay. But what was she 236 00:04:41,189 --> 00:04:41,199 really asked is okay. But what was she 237 00:04:41,199 --> 00:04:43,830 really asked is okay. But what was she trying to say? If you've never heard my 238 00:04:43,830 --> 00:04:43,840 trying to say? If you've never heard my 239 00:04:43,840 --> 00:04:45,830 trying to say? If you've never heard my side before, I'm here to make sure 240 00:04:45,830 --> 00:04:45,840 side before, I'm here to make sure 241 00:04:45,840 --> 00:04:48,150 side before, I'm here to make sure there's even a second side to hear. And 242 00:04:48,150 --> 00:04:48,160 there's even a second side to hear. And 243 00:04:48,160 --> 00:04:50,310 there's even a second side to hear. And I invite you to sit with the patterns of 244 00:04:50,310 --> 00:04:50,320 I invite you to sit with the patterns of 245 00:04:50,320 --> 00:04:54,070 I invite you to sit with the patterns of these issues, not the personalities. 246 00:04:54,070 --> 00:04:54,080 these issues, not the personalities. 247 00:04:54,080 --> 00:04:56,390 these issues, not the personalities. So, the core of the main video 248 00:04:56,390 --> 00:04:56,400 So, the core of the main video 249 00:04:56,400 --> 00:04:59,350 So, the core of the main video originally was to criticize DA Games 250 00:04:59,350 --> 00:04:59,360 originally was to criticize DA Games 251 00:04:59,360 --> 00:05:01,830 originally was to criticize DA Games Will Ryan and the rest of his team for 252 00:05:01,830 --> 00:05:01,840 Will Ryan and the rest of his team for 253 00:05:01,840 --> 00:05:03,590 Will Ryan and the rest of his team for not only how they run their Discord 254 00:05:03,590 --> 00:05:03,600 not only how they run their Discord 255 00:05:03,600 --> 00:05:05,350 not only how they run their Discord server, but how they handle their 256 00:05:05,350 --> 00:05:05,360 server, but how they handle their 257 00:05:05,360 --> 00:05:07,270 server, but how they handle their interactions with their fans, 258 00:05:07,270 --> 00:05:07,280 interactions with their fans, 259 00:05:07,280 --> 00:05:10,070 interactions with their fans, specifically children. There is 260 00:05:10,070 --> 00:05:10,080 specifically children. There is 261 00:05:10,080 --> 00:05:11,909 specifically children. There is documented proof of problematic 262 00:05:11,909 --> 00:05:11,919 documented proof of problematic 263 00:05:11,919 --> 00:05:14,469 documented proof of problematic behavior, including using slurs, 264 00:05:14,469 --> 00:05:14,479 behavior, including using slurs, 265 00:05:14,479 --> 00:05:17,110 behavior, including using slurs, accounts of parasocial behavior, and the 266 00:05:17,110 --> 00:05:17,120 accounts of parasocial behavior, and the 267 00:05:17,120 --> 00:05:19,029 accounts of parasocial behavior, and the worst one, accidentally sharing 268 00:05:19,029 --> 00:05:19,039 worst one, accidentally sharing 269 00:05:19,039 --> 00:05:21,590 worst one, accidentally sharing inappropriate images in the server that 270 00:05:21,590 --> 00:05:21,600 inappropriate images in the server that 271 00:05:21,600 --> 00:05:24,150 inappropriate images in the server that children have access to. and instead of 272 00:05:24,150 --> 00:05:24,160 children have access to. and instead of 273 00:05:24,160 --> 00:05:26,710 children have access to. and instead of addressing it and apologizing and giving 274 00:05:26,710 --> 00:05:26,720 addressing it and apologizing and giving 275 00:05:26,720 --> 00:05:28,550 addressing it and apologizing and giving a plan for how they'll never do it 276 00:05:28,550 --> 00:05:28,560 a plan for how they'll never do it 277 00:05:28,560 --> 00:05:31,350 a plan for how they'll never do it again, they just erase the evidence. And 278 00:05:31,350 --> 00:05:31,360 again, they just erase the evidence. And 279 00:05:31,360 --> 00:05:33,430 again, they just erase the evidence. And if a creator has access to children and 280 00:05:33,430 --> 00:05:33,440 if a creator has access to children and 281 00:05:33,440 --> 00:05:36,150 if a creator has access to children and behaves recklessly, that deserves 282 00:05:36,150 --> 00:05:36,160 behaves recklessly, that deserves 283 00:05:36,160 --> 00:05:39,830 behaves recklessly, that deserves scrutiny. Period. Fame just isn't a 284 00:05:39,830 --> 00:05:39,840 scrutiny. Period. Fame just isn't a 285 00:05:39,840 --> 00:05:42,710 scrutiny. Period. Fame just isn't a shield. So, let's get this straight. The 286 00:05:42,710 --> 00:05:42,720 shield. So, let's get this straight. The 287 00:05:42,720 --> 00:05:44,469 shield. So, let's get this straight. The core of the video was not only my 288 00:05:44,469 --> 00:05:44,479 core of the video was not only my 289 00:05:44,479 --> 00:05:46,870 core of the video was not only my interactions with DA Games, but how they 290 00:05:46,870 --> 00:05:46,880 interactions with DA Games, but how they 291 00:05:46,880 --> 00:05:48,870 interactions with DA Games, but how they handle issues of grooming and 292 00:05:48,870 --> 00:05:48,880 handle issues of grooming and 293 00:05:48,880 --> 00:05:51,909 handle issues of grooming and specifically issues with children. We're 294 00:05:51,909 --> 00:05:51,919 specifically issues with children. We're 295 00:05:51,919 --> 00:05:53,909 specifically issues with children. We're talking about someone with influence, 296 00:05:53,909 --> 00:05:53,919 talking about someone with influence, 297 00:05:53,919 --> 00:05:56,950 talking about someone with influence, access, and no real oversight. This 298 00:05:56,950 --> 00:05:56,960 access, and no real oversight. This 299 00:05:56,960 --> 00:05:59,110 access, and no real oversight. This isn't cancel culture. We're not trying 300 00:05:59,110 --> 00:05:59,120 isn't cancel culture. We're not trying 301 00:05:59,120 --> 00:06:02,070 isn't cancel culture. We're not trying to cancel anyone. This is community 302 00:06:02,070 --> 00:06:02,080 to cancel anyone. This is community 303 00:06:02,080 --> 00:06:04,070 to cancel anyone. This is community protection. It should have been 304 00:06:04,070 --> 00:06:04,080 protection. It should have been 305 00:06:04,080 --> 00:06:07,110 protection. It should have been everyone's concern, frankly. And yet, 306 00:06:07,110 --> 00:06:07,120 everyone's concern, frankly. And yet, 307 00:06:07,120 --> 00:06:09,510 everyone's concern, frankly. And yet, the second I brought it up, the focus 308 00:06:09,510 --> 00:06:09,520 the second I brought it up, the focus 309 00:06:09,520 --> 00:06:12,629 the second I brought it up, the focus became my tone, not the risk. Let's be 310 00:06:12,629 --> 00:06:12,639 became my tone, not the risk. Let's be 311 00:06:12,639 --> 00:06:15,430 became my tone, not the risk. Let's be clear, the internet will always turn 312 00:06:15,430 --> 00:06:15,440 clear, the internet will always turn 313 00:06:15,440 --> 00:06:17,909 clear, the internet will always turn everything into content. But some things 314 00:06:17,909 --> 00:06:17,919 everything into content. But some things 315 00:06:17,919 --> 00:06:20,629 everything into content. But some things aren't content, they're warnings. I 316 00:06:20,629 --> 00:06:20,639 aren't content, they're warnings. I 317 00:06:20,639 --> 00:06:22,230 aren't content, they're warnings. I didn't come forward because I wanted 318 00:06:22,230 --> 00:06:22,240 didn't come forward because I wanted 319 00:06:22,240 --> 00:06:24,710 didn't come forward because I wanted attention. I came forward because kids 320 00:06:24,710 --> 00:06:24,720 attention. I came forward because kids 321 00:06:24,720 --> 00:06:27,270 attention. I came forward because kids were involved. And if the biggest 322 00:06:27,270 --> 00:06:27,280 were involved. And if the biggest 323 00:06:27,280 --> 00:06:30,150 were involved. And if the biggest takeaway from that is still she seems 324 00:06:30,150 --> 00:06:30,160 takeaway from that is still she seems 325 00:06:30,160 --> 00:06:32,950 takeaway from that is still she seems mad, then we need to take a hard look at 326 00:06:32,950 --> 00:06:32,960 mad, then we need to take a hard look at 327 00:06:32,960 --> 00:06:34,950 mad, then we need to take a hard look at what kind of fandom culture we're 328 00:06:34,950 --> 00:06:34,960 what kind of fandom culture we're 329 00:06:34,960 --> 00:06:37,749 what kind of fandom culture we're building. What I liked or didn't like 330 00:06:37,749 --> 00:06:37,759 building. What I liked or didn't like 331 00:06:37,759 --> 00:06:40,309 building. What I liked or didn't like doesn't change whether a grown man acted 332 00:06:40,309 --> 00:06:40,319 doesn't change whether a grown man acted 333 00:06:40,319 --> 00:06:43,590 doesn't change whether a grown man acted recklessly around miners. So, let's talk 334 00:06:43,590 --> 00:06:43,600 recklessly around miners. So, let's talk 335 00:06:43,600 --> 00:06:45,830 recklessly around miners. So, let's talk about the power of the creator. If 336 00:06:45,830 --> 00:06:45,840 about the power of the creator. If 337 00:06:45,840 --> 00:06:48,629 about the power of the creator. If you're a creator with a young fan base, 338 00:06:48,629 --> 00:06:48,639 you're a creator with a young fan base, 339 00:06:48,639 --> 00:06:51,189 you're a creator with a young fan base, you don't get to be reckless. You don't 340 00:06:51,189 --> 00:06:51,199 you don't get to be reckless. You don't 341 00:06:51,199 --> 00:06:53,909 you don't get to be reckless. You don't get to play naive. This isn't a hobby. 342 00:06:53,909 --> 00:06:53,919 get to play naive. This isn't a hobby. 343 00:06:53,919 --> 00:06:56,550 get to play naive. This isn't a hobby. It's a position of power. And when the 344 00:06:56,550 --> 00:06:56,560 It's a position of power. And when the 345 00:06:56,560 --> 00:06:58,790 It's a position of power. And when the powers mishandled, then people can get 346 00:06:58,790 --> 00:06:58,800 powers mishandled, then people can get 347 00:06:58,800 --> 00:07:01,670 powers mishandled, then people can get hurt. Especially kids who don't know 348 00:07:01,670 --> 00:07:01,680 hurt. Especially kids who don't know 349 00:07:01,680 --> 00:07:04,150 hurt. Especially kids who don't know when someone is crossing a line. The 350 00:07:04,150 --> 00:07:04,160 when someone is crossing a line. The 351 00:07:04,160 --> 00:07:06,629 when someone is crossing a line. The question shouldn't have been why did KP 352 00:07:06,629 --> 00:07:06,639 question shouldn't have been why did KP 353 00:07:06,639 --> 00:07:09,029 question shouldn't have been why did KP say it like that. It should have been 354 00:07:09,029 --> 00:07:09,039 say it like that. It should have been 355 00:07:09,039 --> 00:07:11,830 say it like that. It should have been what was she trying to say? This wasn't 356 00:07:11,830 --> 00:07:11,840 what was she trying to say? This wasn't 357 00:07:11,840 --> 00:07:14,469 what was she trying to say? This wasn't about one incident. It was a pattern, a 358 00:07:14,469 --> 00:07:14,479 about one incident. It was a pattern, a 359 00:07:14,479 --> 00:07:17,510 about one incident. It was a pattern, a documented, longstanding one. If the 360 00:07:17,510 --> 00:07:17,520 documented, longstanding one. If the 361 00:07:17,520 --> 00:07:20,469 documented, longstanding one. If the roles were reversed, if a small creator 362 00:07:20,469 --> 00:07:20,479 roles were reversed, if a small creator 363 00:07:20,479 --> 00:07:22,390 roles were reversed, if a small creator ignored this kind of behavior in someone 364 00:07:22,390 --> 00:07:22,400 ignored this kind of behavior in someone 365 00:07:22,400 --> 00:07:25,270 ignored this kind of behavior in someone else, they'd be complicit. So why is it 366 00:07:25,270 --> 00:07:25,280 else, they'd be complicit. So why is it 367 00:07:25,280 --> 00:07:28,150 else, they'd be complicit. So why is it controversial to speak up when I did? 368 00:07:28,150 --> 00:07:28,160 controversial to speak up when I did? 369 00:07:28,160 --> 00:07:30,790 controversial to speak up when I did? The risk wasn't the careers. The risk 370 00:07:30,790 --> 00:07:30,800 The risk wasn't the careers. The risk 371 00:07:30,800 --> 00:07:33,029 The risk wasn't the careers. The risk was the kids who trusted someone they 372 00:07:33,029 --> 00:07:33,039 was the kids who trusted someone they 373 00:07:33,039 --> 00:07:34,950 was the kids who trusted someone they admired and maybe didn't have the tools 374 00:07:34,950 --> 00:07:34,960 admired and maybe didn't have the tools 375 00:07:34,960 --> 00:07:36,629 admired and maybe didn't have the tools to know when that trust was being 376 00:07:36,629 --> 00:07:36,639 to know when that trust was being 377 00:07:36,639 --> 00:07:39,110 to know when that trust was being broken. I shouldn't have been the first 378 00:07:39,110 --> 00:07:39,120 broken. I shouldn't have been the first 379 00:07:39,120 --> 00:07:41,749 broken. I shouldn't have been the first person to say it. I mean, I wasn't, but 380 00:07:41,749 --> 00:07:41,759 person to say it. I mean, I wasn't, but 381 00:07:41,759 --> 00:07:44,629 person to say it. I mean, I wasn't, but I'm glad I did. So, during this, I 382 00:07:44,629 --> 00:07:44,639 I'm glad I did. So, during this, I 383 00:07:44,639 --> 00:07:47,110 I'm glad I did. So, during this, I recorded a story for my safety about 384 00:07:47,110 --> 00:07:47,120 recorded a story for my safety about 385 00:07:47,120 --> 00:07:49,350 recorded a story for my safety about someone making an explicit story about 386 00:07:49,350 --> 00:07:49,360 someone making an explicit story about 387 00:07:49,360 --> 00:07:52,390 someone making an explicit story about me. First off, I want to apologize. I 388 00:07:52,390 --> 00:07:52,400 me. First off, I want to apologize. I 389 00:07:52,400 --> 00:07:53,749 me. First off, I want to apologize. I thought it was clear that I was 390 00:07:53,749 --> 00:07:53,759 thought it was clear that I was 391 00:07:53,759 --> 00:07:55,830 thought it was clear that I was recording Chris, but I should have just 392 00:07:55,830 --> 00:07:55,840 recording Chris, but I should have just 393 00:07:55,840 --> 00:07:58,469 recording Chris, but I should have just said it outright, but the recording was 394 00:07:58,469 --> 00:07:58,479 said it outright, but the recording was 395 00:07:58,479 --> 00:08:00,550 said it outright, but the recording was framed as worse than the harm, like 396 00:08:00,550 --> 00:08:00,560 framed as worse than the harm, like 397 00:08:00,560 --> 00:08:03,189 framed as worse than the harm, like worse than making up a gross, illicit, a 398 00:08:03,189 --> 00:08:03,199 worse than making up a gross, illicit, a 399 00:08:03,199 --> 00:08:05,189 worse than making up a gross, illicit, a story about another person that might 400 00:08:05,189 --> 00:08:05,199 story about another person that might 401 00:08:05,199 --> 00:08:07,830 story about another person that might affect their career prospects. and don't 402 00:08:07,830 --> 00:08:07,840 affect their career prospects. and don't 403 00:08:07,840 --> 00:08:09,749 affect their career prospects. and don't tell them until the story gets back to 404 00:08:09,749 --> 00:08:09,759 tell them until the story gets back to 405 00:08:09,759 --> 00:08:13,110 tell them until the story gets back to them. It makes it seem gross. And if 406 00:08:13,110 --> 00:08:13,120 them. It makes it seem gross. And if 407 00:08:13,120 --> 00:08:14,550 them. It makes it seem gross. And if you're more upset about how someone 408 00:08:14,550 --> 00:08:14,560 you're more upset about how someone 409 00:08:14,560 --> 00:08:16,710 you're more upset about how someone defended themselves than why they had 410 00:08:16,710 --> 00:08:16,720 defended themselves than why they had 411 00:08:16,720 --> 00:08:20,070 defended themselves than why they had to, that's not accountability. 412 00:08:20,070 --> 00:08:20,080 to, that's not accountability. 413 00:08:20,080 --> 00:08:22,309 to, that's not accountability. Some people have pointed out that it was 414 00:08:22,309 --> 00:08:22,319 Some people have pointed out that it was 415 00:08:22,319 --> 00:08:24,790 Some people have pointed out that it was unfair that I recorded Chris without his 416 00:08:24,790 --> 00:08:24,800 unfair that I recorded Chris without his 417 00:08:24,800 --> 00:08:27,510 unfair that I recorded Chris without his explicit knowledge, which is fair. So, 418 00:08:27,510 --> 00:08:27,520 explicit knowledge, which is fair. So, 419 00:08:27,520 --> 00:08:29,350 explicit knowledge, which is fair. So, I've taken down all the links of the 420 00:08:29,350 --> 00:08:29,360 I've taken down all the links of the 421 00:08:29,360 --> 00:08:31,990 I've taken down all the links of the recording. I don't have access to the 422 00:08:31,990 --> 00:08:32,000 recording. I don't have access to the 423 00:08:32,000 --> 00:08:33,990 recording. I don't have access to the raw file, but I've taken down where 424 00:08:33,990 --> 00:08:34,000 raw file, but I've taken down where 425 00:08:34,000 --> 00:08:35,829 raw file, but I've taken down where people have access to it. So, in 426 00:08:35,829 --> 00:08:35,839 people have access to it. So, in 427 00:08:35,839 --> 00:08:38,310 people have access to it. So, in hindsight, I should have just asked 428 00:08:38,310 --> 00:08:38,320 hindsight, I should have just asked 429 00:08:38,320 --> 00:08:41,029 hindsight, I should have just asked Chris to do a public apology explaining 430 00:08:41,029 --> 00:08:41,039 Chris to do a public apology explaining 431 00:08:41,039 --> 00:08:43,110 Chris to do a public apology explaining the situation because I was personally 432 00:08:43,110 --> 00:08:43,120 the situation because I was personally 433 00:08:43,120 --> 00:08:45,350 the situation because I was personally afraid that that story would continue to 434 00:08:45,350 --> 00:08:45,360 afraid that that story would continue to 435 00:08:45,360 --> 00:08:47,269 afraid that that story would continue to harm business friendships and 436 00:08:47,269 --> 00:08:47,279 harm business friendships and 437 00:08:47,279 --> 00:08:49,590 harm business friendships and relationships because no one would ever 438 00:08:49,590 --> 00:08:49,600 relationships because no one would ever 439 00:08:49,600 --> 00:08:52,150 relationships because no one would ever have the correct version. Would Chris 440 00:08:52,150 --> 00:08:52,160 have the correct version. Would Chris 441 00:08:52,160 --> 00:08:54,150 have the correct version. Would Chris have done that? I don't know. I don't 442 00:08:54,150 --> 00:08:54,160 have done that? I don't know. I don't 443 00:08:54,160 --> 00:08:56,389 have done that? I don't know. I don't really know Chris, but that was a little 444 00:08:56,389 --> 00:08:56,399 really know Chris, but that was a little 445 00:08:56,399 --> 00:08:59,670 really know Chris, but that was a little bit of my fear to be honest. 446 00:08:59,670 --> 00:08:59,680 bit of my fear to be honest. 447 00:08:59,680 --> 00:09:01,750 bit of my fear to be honest. I'm just exhausted of people talking 448 00:09:01,750 --> 00:09:01,760 I'm just exhausted of people talking 449 00:09:01,760 --> 00:09:03,590 I'm just exhausted of people talking about me without me having a way to 450 00:09:03,590 --> 00:09:03,600 about me without me having a way to 451 00:09:03,600 --> 00:09:06,470 about me without me having a way to respond. and dear games, they loved me. 452 00:09:06,470 --> 00:09:06,480 respond. and dear games, they loved me. 453 00:09:06,480 --> 00:09:09,030 respond. and dear games, they loved me. They sent me three legal requests, 454 00:09:09,030 --> 00:09:09,040 They sent me three legal requests, 455 00:09:09,040 --> 00:09:11,110 They sent me three legal requests, including two they used dummy accounts 456 00:09:11,110 --> 00:09:11,120 including two they used dummy accounts 457 00:09:11,120 --> 00:09:13,269 including two they used dummy accounts to send me. Pause to read if you want 458 00:09:13,269 --> 00:09:13,279 to send me. Pause to read if you want 459 00:09:13,279 --> 00:09:16,710 to send me. Pause to read if you want to. So, they see more focus in silencing 460 00:09:16,710 --> 00:09:16,720 to. So, they see more focus in silencing 461 00:09:16,720 --> 00:09:18,790 to. So, they see more focus in silencing the people that actually had criticism 462 00:09:18,790 --> 00:09:18,800 the people that actually had criticism 463 00:09:18,800 --> 00:09:20,949 the people that actually had criticism than addressing and correcting the 464 00:09:20,949 --> 00:09:20,959 than addressing and correcting the 465 00:09:20,959 --> 00:09:23,269 than addressing and correcting the actual criticism. So, now we get to 466 00:09:23,269 --> 00:09:23,279 actual criticism. So, now we get to 467 00:09:23,279 --> 00:09:26,070 actual criticism. So, now we get to Sabre. My personal connection with Saber 468 00:09:26,070 --> 00:09:26,080 Sabre. My personal connection with Saber 469 00:09:26,080 --> 00:09:29,030 Sabre. My personal connection with Saber Spark was uncomfortable. And I'll just 470 00:09:29,030 --> 00:09:29,040 Spark was uncomfortable. And I'll just 471 00:09:29,040 --> 00:09:31,829 Spark was uncomfortable. And I'll just leave it at that. So going to Sabre was 472 00:09:31,829 --> 00:09:31,839 leave it at that. So going to Sabre was 473 00:09:31,839 --> 00:09:33,910 leave it at that. So going to Sabre was about holding Chris accountable for his 474 00:09:33,910 --> 00:09:33,920 about holding Chris accountable for his 475 00:09:33,920 --> 00:09:36,310 about holding Chris accountable for his behavior, for the story, the Nazi 476 00:09:36,310 --> 00:09:36,320 behavior, for the story, the Nazi 477 00:09:36,320 --> 00:09:38,630 behavior, for the story, the Nazi images, but especially his behavior that 478 00:09:38,630 --> 00:09:38,640 images, but especially his behavior that 479 00:09:38,640 --> 00:09:40,870 images, but especially his behavior that endangered children, and the unhealthy 480 00:09:40,870 --> 00:09:40,880 endangered children, and the unhealthy 481 00:09:40,880 --> 00:09:43,269 endangered children, and the unhealthy DA games behavior at large. And he 482 00:09:43,269 --> 00:09:43,279 DA games behavior at large. And he 483 00:09:43,279 --> 00:09:45,509 DA games behavior at large. And he framed me as a jealous girl mad about 484 00:09:45,509 --> 00:09:45,519 framed me as a jealous girl mad about 485 00:09:45,519 --> 00:09:48,150 framed me as a jealous girl mad about rejection. Shout out to Jenny Nicholson 486 00:09:48,150 --> 00:09:48,160 rejection. Shout out to Jenny Nicholson 487 00:09:48,160 --> 00:09:49,829 rejection. Shout out to Jenny Nicholson for calling out how he implied a 488 00:09:49,829 --> 00:09:49,839 for calling out how he implied a 489 00:09:49,839 --> 00:09:52,070 for calling out how he implied a narrative about open communication, but 490 00:09:52,070 --> 00:09:52,080 narrative about open communication, but 491 00:09:52,080 --> 00:09:55,110 narrative about open communication, but the evidence doesn't support that. She's 492 00:09:55,110 --> 00:09:55,120 the evidence doesn't support that. She's 493 00:09:55,120 --> 00:09:57,829 the evidence doesn't support that. She's the goat. And I don't want to be mean, 494 00:09:57,829 --> 00:09:57,839 the goat. And I don't want to be mean, 495 00:09:57,839 --> 00:10:02,230 the goat. And I don't want to be mean, but I'm not crushing. Sit down, sir. I'm 496 00:10:02,230 --> 00:10:02,240 but I'm not crushing. Sit down, sir. I'm 497 00:10:02,240 --> 00:10:04,310 but I'm not crushing. Sit down, sir. I'm open for our Skype blogs being made 498 00:10:04,310 --> 00:10:04,320 open for our Skype blogs being made 499 00:10:04,320 --> 00:10:06,550 open for our Skype blogs being made public to prove what happened. I'm tired 500 00:10:06,550 --> 00:10:06,560 public to prove what happened. I'm tired 501 00:10:06,560 --> 00:10:08,550 public to prove what happened. I'm tired of stories being shaped in private. 502 00:10:08,550 --> 00:10:08,560 of stories being shaped in private. 503 00:10:08,560 --> 00:10:10,630 of stories being shaped in private. Sabre can contact me if he wants to do 504 00:10:10,630 --> 00:10:10,640 Sabre can contact me if he wants to do 505 00:10:10,640 --> 00:10:12,870 Sabre can contact me if he wants to do that. We have already tried contacting 506 00:10:12,870 --> 00:10:12,880 that. We have already tried contacting 507 00:10:12,880 --> 00:10:15,670 that. We have already tried contacting him, and I have verification from a 508 00:10:15,670 --> 00:10:15,680 him, and I have verification from a 509 00:10:15,680 --> 00:10:18,389 him, and I have verification from a mutual party that he's seen those emails 510 00:10:18,389 --> 00:10:18,399 mutual party that he's seen those emails 511 00:10:18,399 --> 00:10:21,190 mutual party that he's seen those emails and chosen not to respond. And just to 512 00:10:21,190 --> 00:10:21,200 and chosen not to respond. And just to 513 00:10:21,200 --> 00:10:23,110 and chosen not to respond. And just to be clear, I don't want to make content 514 00:10:23,110 --> 00:10:23,120 be clear, I don't want to make content 515 00:10:23,120 --> 00:10:26,630 be clear, I don't want to make content lightsaber. Dismissing shows as cringe 516 00:10:26,630 --> 00:10:26,640 lightsaber. Dismissing shows as cringe 517 00:10:26,640 --> 00:10:29,269 lightsaber. Dismissing shows as cringe or surface level ruins audience 518 00:10:29,269 --> 00:10:29,279 or surface level ruins audience 519 00:10:29,279 --> 00:10:32,630 or surface level ruins audience engagement and emotional nuance. Cynical 520 00:10:32,630 --> 00:10:32,640 engagement and emotional nuance. Cynical 521 00:10:32,640 --> 00:10:35,590 engagement and emotional nuance. Cynical creators create shallow viewers and 522 00:10:35,590 --> 00:10:35,600 creators create shallow viewers and 523 00:10:35,600 --> 00:10:38,389 creators create shallow viewers and hurts the creators behind the work. This 524 00:10:38,389 --> 00:10:38,399 hurts the creators behind the work. This 525 00:10:38,399 --> 00:10:40,710 hurts the creators behind the work. This can harm executive decisions on 526 00:10:40,710 --> 00:10:40,720 can harm executive decisions on 527 00:10:40,720 --> 00:10:43,590 can harm executive decisions on struggling shows unfairly. We should 528 00:10:43,590 --> 00:10:43,600 struggling shows unfairly. We should 529 00:10:43,600 --> 00:10:45,910 struggling shows unfairly. We should fight for the future of animation, not 530 00:10:45,910 --> 00:10:45,920 fight for the future of animation, not 531 00:10:45,920 --> 00:10:48,310 fight for the future of animation, not mock it in the algorithm. Anyway, going 532 00:10:48,310 --> 00:10:48,320 mock it in the algorithm. Anyway, going 533 00:10:48,320 --> 00:10:50,870 mock it in the algorithm. Anyway, going back to Sabre, he framed this as tone 534 00:10:50,870 --> 00:10:50,880 back to Sabre, he framed this as tone 535 00:10:50,880 --> 00:10:52,630 back to Sabre, he framed this as tone problems. And one of the things that 536 00:10:52,630 --> 00:10:52,640 problems. And one of the things that 537 00:10:52,640 --> 00:10:54,949 problems. And one of the things that came from that is that the perfect 538 00:10:54,949 --> 00:10:54,959 came from that is that the perfect 539 00:10:54,959 --> 00:10:57,590 came from that is that the perfect victim myth got reinforced. More 540 00:10:57,590 --> 00:10:57,600 victim myth got reinforced. More 541 00:10:57,600 --> 00:10:59,509 victim myth got reinforced. More resources in the description if you 542 00:10:59,509 --> 00:10:59,519 resources in the description if you 543 00:10:59,519 --> 00:11:02,230 resources in the description if you don't know what that is. Others used to 544 00:11:02,230 --> 00:11:02,240 don't know what that is. Others used to 545 00:11:02,240 --> 00:11:04,470 don't know what that is. Others used to use the video for content without 546 00:11:04,470 --> 00:11:04,480 use the video for content without 547 00:11:04,480 --> 00:11:07,509 use the video for content without context. What do you mean turns into how 548 00:11:07,509 --> 00:11:07,519 context. What do you mean turns into how 549 00:11:07,519 --> 00:11:10,550 context. What do you mean turns into how can I monetize this? Cartoon sheep, 550 00:11:10,550 --> 00:11:10,560 can I monetize this? Cartoon sheep, 551 00:11:10,560 --> 00:11:12,790 can I monetize this? Cartoon sheep, person I've never met before. this 552 00:11:12,790 --> 00:11:12,800 person I've never met before. this 553 00:11:12,800 --> 00:11:15,190 person I've never met before. this didn't reach out to me, didn't quote any 554 00:11:15,190 --> 00:11:15,200 didn't reach out to me, didn't quote any 555 00:11:15,200 --> 00:11:17,269 didn't reach out to me, didn't quote any actual intentions, and didn't seem 556 00:11:17,269 --> 00:11:17,279 actual intentions, and didn't seem 557 00:11:17,279 --> 00:11:19,990 actual intentions, and didn't seem interested in checking his assumptions. 558 00:11:19,990 --> 00:11:20,000 interested in checking his assumptions. 559 00:11:20,000 --> 00:11:22,710 interested in checking his assumptions. He made a spectacle out of a story he 560 00:11:22,710 --> 00:11:22,720 He made a spectacle out of a story he 561 00:11:22,720 --> 00:11:25,509 He made a spectacle out of a story he wasn't a part of, then acted like his 562 00:11:25,509 --> 00:11:25,519 wasn't a part of, then acted like his 563 00:11:25,519 --> 00:11:28,389 wasn't a part of, then acted like his read was the neutral, mature one, but 564 00:11:28,389 --> 00:11:28,399 read was the neutral, mature one, but 565 00:11:28,399 --> 00:11:30,630 read was the neutral, mature one, but really it's lazy and passive gaslighting 566 00:11:30,630 --> 00:11:30,640 really it's lazy and passive gaslighting 567 00:11:30,640 --> 00:11:32,949 really it's lazy and passive gaslighting in language of reasonleness. 568 00:11:32,949 --> 00:11:32,959 in language of reasonleness. 569 00:11:32,959 --> 00:11:34,870 in language of reasonleness. This seems to be a pattern with a lot of 570 00:11:34,870 --> 00:11:34,880 This seems to be a pattern with a lot of 571 00:11:34,880 --> 00:11:36,550 This seems to be a pattern with a lot of people that were commenting on this 572 00:11:36,550 --> 00:11:36,560 people that were commenting on this 573 00:11:36,560 --> 00:11:39,509 people that were commenting on this case. And if your attention's really 574 00:11:39,509 --> 00:11:39,519 case. And if your attention's really 575 00:11:39,519 --> 00:11:41,910 case. And if your attention's really good and not monetizing YouTube drama 576 00:11:41,910 --> 00:11:41,920 good and not monetizing YouTube drama 577 00:11:41,920 --> 00:11:44,389 good and not monetizing YouTube drama for your own personal gain, why don't 578 00:11:44,389 --> 00:11:44,399 for your own personal gain, why don't 579 00:11:44,399 --> 00:11:46,550 for your own personal gain, why don't you donate your monetized profits to 580 00:11:46,550 --> 00:11:46,560 you donate your monetized profits to 581 00:11:46,560 --> 00:11:49,750 you donate your monetized profits to charity? I'll wait for the receipts. So, 582 00:11:49,750 --> 00:11:49,760 charity? I'll wait for the receipts. So, 583 00:11:49,760 --> 00:11:51,590 charity? I'll wait for the receipts. So, one of the things I did was review the 584 00:11:51,590 --> 00:11:51,600 one of the things I did was review the 585 00:11:51,600 --> 00:11:54,150 one of the things I did was review the video with other trauma survivors. But I 586 00:11:54,150 --> 00:11:54,160 video with other trauma survivors. But I 587 00:11:54,160 --> 00:11:56,069 video with other trauma survivors. But I didn't realize that experience wasn't 588 00:11:56,069 --> 00:11:56,079 didn't realize that experience wasn't 589 00:11:56,079 --> 00:11:58,949 didn't realize that experience wasn't universal. And then people benefited 590 00:11:58,949 --> 00:11:58,959 universal. And then people benefited 591 00:11:58,959 --> 00:12:01,430 universal. And then people benefited from it. like this one incident where 592 00:12:01,430 --> 00:12:01,440 from it. like this one incident where 593 00:12:01,440 --> 00:12:03,350 from it. like this one incident where someone shared a DM publicly without 594 00:12:03,350 --> 00:12:03,360 someone shared a DM publicly without 595 00:12:03,360 --> 00:12:06,150 someone shared a DM publicly without context after offering to help me and 596 00:12:06,150 --> 00:12:06,160 context after offering to help me and 597 00:12:06,160 --> 00:12:09,350 context after offering to help me and being a fanboy. And then a spicy comment 598 00:12:09,350 --> 00:12:09,360 being a fanboy. And then a spicy comment 599 00:12:09,360 --> 00:12:12,230 being a fanboy. And then a spicy comment was about coping, not about dismissal. 600 00:12:12,230 --> 00:12:12,240 was about coping, not about dismissal. 601 00:12:12,240 --> 00:12:15,990 was about coping, not about dismissal. This wasn't ethics. This was optics. And 602 00:12:15,990 --> 00:12:16,000 This wasn't ethics. This was optics. And 603 00:12:16,000 --> 00:12:17,430 This wasn't ethics. This was optics. And then there was the situation with 604 00:12:17,430 --> 00:12:17,440 then there was the situation with 605 00:12:17,440 --> 00:12:19,509 then there was the situation with Courtney P. For those who don't know, 606 00:12:19,509 --> 00:12:19,519 Courtney P. For those who don't know, 607 00:12:19,519 --> 00:12:22,069 Courtney P. For those who don't know, Courtney P is another YouTuber and she 608 00:12:22,069 --> 00:12:22,079 Courtney P is another YouTuber and she 609 00:12:22,079 --> 00:12:23,829 Courtney P is another YouTuber and she got into a fight in the live chat with 610 00:12:23,829 --> 00:12:23,839 got into a fight in the live chat with 611 00:12:23,839 --> 00:12:26,150 got into a fight in the live chat with another trauma survivor and it wasn't 612 00:12:26,150 --> 00:12:26,160 another trauma survivor and it wasn't 613 00:12:26,160 --> 00:12:28,629 another trauma survivor and it wasn't great. And for the record, I disagree 614 00:12:28,629 --> 00:12:28,639 great. And for the record, I disagree 615 00:12:28,639 --> 00:12:30,629 great. And for the record, I disagree with how Courtney acted. I checked on 616 00:12:30,629 --> 00:12:30,639 with how Courtney acted. I checked on 617 00:12:30,639 --> 00:12:32,710 with how Courtney acted. I checked on the person she dismissed, discussed 618 00:12:32,710 --> 00:12:32,720 the person she dismissed, discussed 619 00:12:32,720 --> 00:12:36,069 the person she dismissed, discussed things directly, and cut ties. Something 620 00:12:36,069 --> 00:12:36,079 things directly, and cut ties. Something 621 00:12:36,079 --> 00:12:38,069 things directly, and cut ties. Something else I noticed is a lot of people who 622 00:12:38,069 --> 00:12:38,079 else I noticed is a lot of people who 623 00:12:38,079 --> 00:12:39,990 else I noticed is a lot of people who talk about me only talk about their side 624 00:12:39,990 --> 00:12:40,000 talk about me only talk about their side 625 00:12:40,000 --> 00:12:42,310 talk about me only talk about their side of the story, often framed for clout or 626 00:12:42,310 --> 00:12:42,320 of the story, often framed for clout or 627 00:12:42,320 --> 00:12:45,509 of the story, often framed for clout or trends, and this can incite harassment, 628 00:12:45,509 --> 00:12:45,519 trends, and this can incite harassment, 629 00:12:45,519 --> 00:12:48,150 trends, and this can incite harassment, unfortunately. So, just please be more 630 00:12:48,150 --> 00:12:48,160 unfortunately. So, just please be more 631 00:12:48,160 --> 00:12:49,990 unfortunately. So, just please be more careful and have more honest 632 00:12:49,990 --> 00:12:50,000 careful and have more honest 633 00:12:50,000 --> 00:12:51,910 careful and have more honest conversations. 634 00:12:51,910 --> 00:12:51,920 conversations. 635 00:12:51,920 --> 00:12:53,910 conversations. There was how Mr. Enter treated me 636 00:12:53,910 --> 00:12:53,920 There was how Mr. Enter treated me 637 00:12:53,920 --> 00:12:56,710 There was how Mr. Enter treated me initially. He used the lettering tone in 638 00:12:56,710 --> 00:12:56,720 initially. He used the lettering tone in 639 00:12:56,720 --> 00:12:58,790 initially. He used the lettering tone in comments like, "This isn't My Little 640 00:12:58,790 --> 00:12:58,800 comments like, "This isn't My Little 641 00:12:58,800 --> 00:13:01,269 comments like, "This isn't My Little Pony, Rachel." to dismiss valid 642 00:13:01,269 --> 00:13:01,279 Pony, Rachel." to dismiss valid 643 00:13:01,279 --> 00:13:04,710 Pony, Rachel." to dismiss valid emotional testimony. He reduced nuance 644 00:13:04,710 --> 00:13:04,720 emotional testimony. He reduced nuance 645 00:13:04,720 --> 00:13:07,829 emotional testimony. He reduced nuance trauma to poor tone, not just mine, but 646 00:13:07,829 --> 00:13:07,839 trauma to poor tone, not just mine, but 647 00:13:07,839 --> 00:13:09,590 trauma to poor tone, not just mine, but other people's, or emotional 648 00:13:09,590 --> 00:13:09,600 other people's, or emotional 649 00:13:09,600 --> 00:13:12,150 other people's, or emotional instability. He positioned himself as 650 00:13:12,150 --> 00:13:12,160 instability. He positioned himself as 651 00:13:12,160 --> 00:13:15,110 instability. He positioned himself as the reasonable adult versus immature fan 652 00:13:15,110 --> 00:13:15,120 the reasonable adult versus immature fan 653 00:13:15,120 --> 00:13:17,509 the reasonable adult versus immature fan girl, painting the story as punishment 654 00:13:17,509 --> 00:13:17,519 girl, painting the story as punishment 655 00:13:17,519 --> 00:13:20,389 girl, painting the story as punishment instead of pain. and he focused more on 656 00:13:20,389 --> 00:13:20,399 instead of pain. and he focused more on 657 00:13:20,399 --> 00:13:22,949 instead of pain. and he focused more on bullet points and timeline logic than 658 00:13:22,949 --> 00:13:22,959 bullet points and timeline logic than 659 00:13:22,959 --> 00:13:26,470 bullet points and timeline logic than the human impact. He assumed I was lying 660 00:13:26,470 --> 00:13:26,480 the human impact. He assumed I was lying 661 00:13:26,480 --> 00:13:28,389 the human impact. He assumed I was lying in places without giving me a chance to 662 00:13:28,389 --> 00:13:28,399 in places without giving me a chance to 663 00:13:28,399 --> 00:13:31,350 in places without giving me a chance to clarify. He ignored the deeper emotional 664 00:13:31,350 --> 00:13:31,360 clarify. He ignored the deeper emotional 665 00:13:31,360 --> 00:13:33,990 clarify. He ignored the deeper emotional truth about what was being said, and he 666 00:13:33,990 --> 00:13:34,000 truth about what was being said, and he 667 00:13:34,000 --> 00:13:36,310 truth about what was being said, and he dismissed it as drama. Despite 668 00:13:36,310 --> 00:13:36,320 dismissed it as drama. Despite 669 00:13:36,320 --> 00:13:38,629 dismissed it as drama. Despite everything, I still appreciate that Mr. 670 00:13:38,629 --> 00:13:38,639 everything, I still appreciate that Mr. 671 00:13:38,639 --> 00:13:40,790 everything, I still appreciate that Mr. Enter gave me the chance to talk, even 672 00:13:40,790 --> 00:13:40,800 Enter gave me the chance to talk, even 673 00:13:40,800 --> 00:13:42,310 Enter gave me the chance to talk, even though I should have waited a little 674 00:13:42,310 --> 00:13:42,320 though I should have waited a little 675 00:13:42,320 --> 00:13:44,550 though I should have waited a little bit. And let me also just be clear about 676 00:13:44,550 --> 00:13:44,560 bit. And let me also just be clear about 677 00:13:44,560 --> 00:13:47,509 bit. And let me also just be clear about this. Sometimes passion in men is seen 678 00:13:47,509 --> 00:13:47,519 this. Sometimes passion in men is seen 679 00:13:47,519 --> 00:13:51,190 this. Sometimes passion in men is seen as genius, but passion in women is seen 680 00:13:51,190 --> 00:13:51,200 as genius, but passion in women is seen 681 00:13:51,200 --> 00:13:54,550 as genius, but passion in women is seen as unstable. I know I'm intense. How I 682 00:13:54,550 --> 00:13:54,560 as unstable. I know I'm intense. How I 683 00:13:54,560 --> 00:13:56,790 as unstable. I know I'm intense. How I present myself in my YouTube videos when 684 00:13:56,790 --> 00:13:56,800 present myself in my YouTube videos when 685 00:13:56,800 --> 00:13:59,430 present myself in my YouTube videos when I'm a horse sometimes is not the same as 686 00:13:59,430 --> 00:13:59,440 I'm a horse sometimes is not the same as 687 00:13:59,440 --> 00:14:01,509 I'm a horse sometimes is not the same as how I present myself in real life and 688 00:14:01,509 --> 00:14:01,519 how I present myself in real life and 689 00:14:01,519 --> 00:14:03,750 how I present myself in real life and how my thought process works. I 690 00:14:03,750 --> 00:14:03,760 how my thought process works. I 691 00:14:03,760 --> 00:14:06,310 how my thought process works. I personally exaggerate myself for comedy 692 00:14:06,310 --> 00:14:06,320 personally exaggerate myself for comedy 693 00:14:06,320 --> 00:14:08,870 personally exaggerate myself for comedy and that gets read as an oversimplified 694 00:14:08,870 --> 00:14:08,880 and that gets read as an oversimplified 695 00:14:08,880 --> 00:14:11,110 and that gets read as an oversimplified version of my character which affects my 696 00:14:11,110 --> 00:14:11,120 version of my character which affects my 697 00:14:11,120 --> 00:14:13,509 version of my character which affects my fandom friendship sometimes. It makes me 698 00:14:13,509 --> 00:14:13,519 fandom friendship sometimes. It makes me 699 00:14:13,519 --> 00:14:15,990 fandom friendship sometimes. It makes me feel a little unsafe. Something that I'm 700 00:14:15,990 --> 00:14:16,000 feel a little unsafe. Something that I'm 701 00:14:16,000 --> 00:14:18,310 feel a little unsafe. Something that I'm also seeing is that people's friends or 702 00:14:18,310 --> 00:14:18,320 also seeing is that people's friends or 703 00:14:18,320 --> 00:14:20,230 also seeing is that people's friends or favorite content creators are very 704 00:14:20,230 --> 00:14:20,240 favorite content creators are very 705 00:14:20,240 --> 00:14:22,470 favorite content creators are very special and there's emotional connection 706 00:14:22,470 --> 00:14:22,480 special and there's emotional connection 707 00:14:22,480 --> 00:14:24,470 special and there's emotional connection there. And when they're found out doing 708 00:14:24,470 --> 00:14:24,480 there. And when they're found out doing 709 00:14:24,480 --> 00:14:26,550 there. And when they're found out doing something bad or perceived to be doing 710 00:14:26,550 --> 00:14:26,560 something bad or perceived to be doing 711 00:14:26,560 --> 00:14:28,310 something bad or perceived to be doing something bad, then some people don't 712 00:14:28,310 --> 00:14:28,320 something bad, then some people don't 713 00:14:28,320 --> 00:14:30,470 something bad, then some people don't question that loyalty. And like maybe 714 00:14:30,470 --> 00:14:30,480 question that loyalty. And like maybe 715 00:14:30,480 --> 00:14:32,870 question that loyalty. And like maybe you should, maybe you should try and get 716 00:14:32,870 --> 00:14:32,880 you should, maybe you should try and get 717 00:14:32,880 --> 00:14:35,110 you should, maybe you should try and get every possible perspective you can. 718 00:14:35,110 --> 00:14:35,120 every possible perspective you can. 719 00:14:35,120 --> 00:14:36,870 every possible perspective you can. Maybe your friend's version of the truth 720 00:14:36,870 --> 00:14:36,880 Maybe your friend's version of the truth 721 00:14:36,880 --> 00:14:38,790 Maybe your friend's version of the truth might not match the other perspective of 722 00:14:38,790 --> 00:14:38,800 might not match the other perspective of 723 00:14:38,800 --> 00:14:40,949 might not match the other perspective of the other person. And then it gets into 724 00:14:40,949 --> 00:14:40,959 the other person. And then it gets into 725 00:14:40,959 --> 00:14:43,269 the other person. And then it gets into the bigger problem. When fanboys catch 726 00:14:43,269 --> 00:14:43,279 the bigger problem. When fanboys catch 727 00:14:43,279 --> 00:14:46,069 the bigger problem. When fanboys catch feelings and don't get reciprocated, 728 00:14:46,069 --> 00:14:46,079 feelings and don't get reciprocated, 729 00:14:46,079 --> 00:14:48,949 feelings and don't get reciprocated, suddenly I'm crazy or too much. I stop 730 00:14:48,949 --> 00:14:48,959 suddenly I'm crazy or too much. I stop 731 00:14:48,959 --> 00:14:50,629 suddenly I'm crazy or too much. I stop being insightful and start being 732 00:14:50,629 --> 00:14:50,639 being insightful and start being 733 00:14:50,639 --> 00:14:53,670 being insightful and start being unstable. Gaslighting through facts. 734 00:14:53,670 --> 00:14:53,680 unstable. Gaslighting through facts. 735 00:14:53,680 --> 00:14:56,150 unstable. Gaslighting through facts. Survivors mess up dates or details and 736 00:14:56,150 --> 00:14:56,160 Survivors mess up dates or details and 737 00:14:56,160 --> 00:14:58,710 Survivors mess up dates or details and get dismissed completely. And trauma 738 00:14:58,710 --> 00:14:58,720 get dismissed completely. And trauma 739 00:14:58,720 --> 00:15:00,949 get dismissed completely. And trauma isn't a spreadsheet. Pain doesn't happen 740 00:15:00,949 --> 00:15:00,959 isn't a spreadsheet. Pain doesn't happen 741 00:15:00,959 --> 00:15:02,949 isn't a spreadsheet. Pain doesn't happen in bullet points. Like, can't we just 742 00:15:02,949 --> 00:15:02,959 in bullet points. Like, can't we just 743 00:15:02,959 --> 00:15:04,470 in bullet points. Like, can't we just admit that Sabre might have made 744 00:15:04,470 --> 00:15:04,480 admit that Sabre might have made 745 00:15:04,480 --> 00:15:06,550 admit that Sabre might have made mistakes, too? I get questions about 746 00:15:06,550 --> 00:15:06,560 mistakes, too? I get questions about 747 00:15:06,560 --> 00:15:08,629 mistakes, too? I get questions about whether I regret platforming Emily and 748 00:15:08,629 --> 00:15:08,639 whether I regret platforming Emily and 749 00:15:08,639 --> 00:15:11,590 whether I regret platforming Emily and the answer is complicated. Emily 750 00:15:11,590 --> 00:15:11,600 the answer is complicated. Emily 751 00:15:11,600 --> 00:15:13,910 the answer is complicated. Emily recently did a video where she opens up 752 00:15:13,910 --> 00:15:13,920 recently did a video where she opens up 753 00:15:13,920 --> 00:15:15,750 recently did a video where she opens up about her side of things. And if you 754 00:15:15,750 --> 00:15:15,760 about her side of things. And if you 755 00:15:15,760 --> 00:15:17,670 about her side of things. And if you want to hear from her perspective, link 756 00:15:17,670 --> 00:15:17,680 want to hear from her perspective, link 757 00:15:17,680 --> 00:15:20,310 want to hear from her perspective, link is in the description. But I also want 758 00:15:20,310 --> 00:15:20,320 is in the description. But I also want 759 00:15:20,320 --> 00:15:23,590 is in the description. But I also want to say this, the goal was never to make 760 00:15:23,590 --> 00:15:23,600 to say this, the goal was never to make 761 00:15:23,600 --> 00:15:26,150 to say this, the goal was never to make Emily the center of this. It was to hold 762 00:15:26,150 --> 00:15:26,160 Emily the center of this. It was to hold 763 00:15:26,160 --> 00:15:29,110 Emily the center of this. It was to hold patterns accountable. And I regret by 764 00:15:29,110 --> 00:15:29,120 patterns accountable. And I regret by 765 00:15:29,120 --> 00:15:31,509 patterns accountable. And I regret by bringing Emily in, it distracted to what 766 00:15:31,509 --> 00:15:31,519 bringing Emily in, it distracted to what 767 00:15:31,519 --> 00:15:33,590 bringing Emily in, it distracted to what the whole video was supposed to be. I 768 00:15:33,590 --> 00:15:33,600 the whole video was supposed to be. I 769 00:15:33,600 --> 00:15:35,030 the whole video was supposed to be. I don't think I was wrong to listen to 770 00:15:35,030 --> 00:15:35,040 don't think I was wrong to listen to 771 00:15:35,040 --> 00:15:36,710 don't think I was wrong to listen to somebody and potentially try and help 772 00:15:36,710 --> 00:15:36,720 somebody and potentially try and help 773 00:15:36,720 --> 00:15:39,110 somebody and potentially try and help them, but I think the execution and the 774 00:15:39,110 --> 00:15:39,120 them, but I think the execution and the 775 00:15:39,120 --> 00:15:41,189 them, but I think the execution and the advice I gave could have been different 776 00:15:41,189 --> 00:15:41,199 advice I gave could have been different 777 00:15:41,199 --> 00:15:43,110 advice I gave could have been different in hindsight. Maybe I should have been 778 00:15:43,110 --> 00:15:43,120 in hindsight. Maybe I should have been 779 00:15:43,120 --> 00:15:44,870 in hindsight. Maybe I should have been more firm about her filing a police 780 00:15:44,870 --> 00:15:44,880 more firm about her filing a police 781 00:15:44,880 --> 00:15:47,750 more firm about her filing a police report first. Even during editing, 782 00:15:47,750 --> 00:15:47,760 report first. Even during editing, 783 00:15:47,760 --> 00:15:49,749 report first. Even during editing, someone cross boundaries who knew what 784 00:15:49,749 --> 00:15:49,759 someone cross boundaries who knew what 785 00:15:49,759 --> 00:15:52,150 someone cross boundaries who knew what the video was about. This isn't rare. 786 00:15:52,150 --> 00:15:52,160 the video was about. This isn't rare. 787 00:15:52,160 --> 00:15:54,470 the video was about. This isn't rare. This is a pattern. And when people 788 00:15:54,470 --> 00:15:54,480 This is a pattern. And when people 789 00:15:54,480 --> 00:15:56,310 This is a pattern. And when people volunteer for me, sometimes their 790 00:15:56,310 --> 00:15:56,320 volunteer for me, sometimes their 791 00:15:56,320 --> 00:15:59,030 volunteer for me, sometimes their expectations are fun times with KP and 792 00:15:59,030 --> 00:15:59,040 expectations are fun times with KP and 793 00:15:59,040 --> 00:16:01,430 expectations are fun times with KP and they're being worked. and me putting up 794 00:16:01,430 --> 00:16:01,440 they're being worked. and me putting up 795 00:16:01,440 --> 00:16:03,910 they're being worked. and me putting up my own boundaries seems dismissive of 796 00:16:03,910 --> 00:16:03,920 my own boundaries seems dismissive of 797 00:16:03,920 --> 00:16:06,389 my own boundaries seems dismissive of their expectations. I'm not interested 798 00:16:06,389 --> 00:16:06,399 their expectations. I'm not interested 799 00:16:06,399 --> 00:16:09,430 their expectations. I'm not interested in building a brand on trauma. I'm not 800 00:16:09,430 --> 00:16:09,440 in building a brand on trauma. I'm not 801 00:16:09,440 --> 00:16:11,670 in building a brand on trauma. I'm not letting this get reframed as a scandal 802 00:16:11,670 --> 00:16:11,680 letting this get reframed as a scandal 803 00:16:11,680 --> 00:16:14,230 letting this get reframed as a scandal when it was a warning. Some things to 804 00:16:14,230 --> 00:16:14,240 when it was a warning. Some things to 805 00:16:14,240 --> 00:16:16,470 when it was a warning. Some things to take away from this is have honest 806 00:16:16,470 --> 00:16:16,480 take away from this is have honest 807 00:16:16,480 --> 00:16:18,629 take away from this is have honest conversations with your friends or your 808 00:16:18,629 --> 00:16:18,639 conversations with your friends or your 809 00:16:18,639 --> 00:16:21,030 conversations with your friends or your work environment. It can save a lot of 810 00:16:21,030 --> 00:16:21,040 work environment. It can save a lot of 811 00:16:21,040 --> 00:16:24,069 work environment. It can save a lot of stress. Trust me. I know you don't have 812 00:16:24,069 --> 00:16:24,079 stress. Trust me. I know you don't have 813 00:16:24,079 --> 00:16:26,069 stress. Trust me. I know you don't have to agree with it, but I hope you sit 814 00:16:26,069 --> 00:16:26,079 to agree with it, but I hope you sit 815 00:16:26,079 --> 00:16:28,310 to agree with it, but I hope you sit with it. Especially the child 816 00:16:28,310 --> 00:16:28,320 with it. Especially the child 817 00:16:28,320 --> 00:16:30,710 with it. Especially the child endangerment behavior. How can we use 818 00:16:30,710 --> 00:16:30,720 endangerment behavior. How can we use 819 00:16:30,720 --> 00:16:32,470 endangerment behavior. How can we use this experience to better share online 820 00:16:32,470 --> 00:16:32,480 this experience to better share online 821 00:16:32,480 --> 00:16:34,790 this experience to better share online communities for kids and adults? Should 822 00:16:34,790 --> 00:16:34,800 communities for kids and adults? Should 823 00:16:34,800 --> 00:16:37,110 communities for kids and adults? Should we have more strict age restrictions or 824 00:16:37,110 --> 00:16:37,120 we have more strict age restrictions or 825 00:16:37,120 --> 00:16:39,189 we have more strict age restrictions or more universal moderation guidelines for 826 00:16:39,189 --> 00:16:39,199 more universal moderation guidelines for 827 00:16:39,199 --> 00:16:41,350 more universal moderation guidelines for creators? And just a reminder that 828 00:16:41,350 --> 00:16:41,360 creators? And just a reminder that 829 00:16:41,360 --> 00:16:44,069 creators? And just a reminder that harassment is never okay. Criticism of 830 00:16:44,069 --> 00:16:44,079 harassment is never okay. Criticism of 831 00:16:44,079 --> 00:16:46,230 harassment is never okay. Criticism of the video and situation is fine, but 832 00:16:46,230 --> 00:16:46,240 the video and situation is fine, but 833 00:16:46,240 --> 00:16:48,470 the video and situation is fine, but people use this opportunity to tell me 834 00:16:48,470 --> 00:16:48,480 people use this opportunity to tell me 835 00:16:48,480 --> 00:16:51,269 people use this opportunity to tell me to unalive myself. And me taking space 836 00:16:51,269 --> 00:16:51,279 to unalive myself. And me taking space 837 00:16:51,279 --> 00:16:52,790 to unalive myself. And me taking space from the situation was seen as a 838 00:16:52,790 --> 00:16:52,800 from the situation was seen as a 839 00:16:52,800 --> 00:16:55,509 from the situation was seen as a dismissal of the concerns. I feel like 840 00:16:55,509 --> 00:16:55,519 dismissal of the concerns. I feel like 841 00:16:55,519 --> 00:16:56,949 dismissal of the concerns. I feel like I'm not allowed to have boundaries 842 00:16:56,949 --> 00:16:56,959 I'm not allowed to have boundaries 843 00:16:56,959 --> 00:16:59,590 I'm not allowed to have boundaries sometimes. and consider why you have to 844 00:16:59,590 --> 00:16:59,600 sometimes. and consider why you have to 845 00:16:59,600 --> 00:17:01,670 sometimes. and consider why you have to tell a person you never met that they 846 00:17:01,670 --> 00:17:01,680 tell a person you never met that they 847 00:17:01,680 --> 00:17:04,309 tell a person you never met that they shouldn't be alive anymore. That's not 848 00:17:04,309 --> 00:17:04,319 shouldn't be alive anymore. That's not 849 00:17:04,319 --> 00:17:05,829 shouldn't be alive anymore. That's not okay. 850 00:17:05,829 --> 00:17:05,839 okay. 851 00:17:05,839 --> 00:17:07,669 okay. Just some bonus things to take away from 852 00:17:07,669 --> 00:17:07,679 Just some bonus things to take away from 853 00:17:07,679 --> 00:17:10,309 Just some bonus things to take away from this. I also didn't realize how weird 854 00:17:10,309 --> 00:17:10,319 this. I also didn't realize how weird 855 00:17:10,319 --> 00:17:13,669 this. I also didn't realize how weird Brody Fandone was like the level, but it 856 00:17:13,669 --> 00:17:13,679 Brody Fandone was like the level, but it 857 00:17:13,679 --> 00:17:16,309 Brody Fandone was like the level, but it seems to me that he's very mentally ill 858 00:17:16,309 --> 00:17:16,319 seems to me that he's very mentally ill 859 00:17:16,319 --> 00:17:19,029 seems to me that he's very mentally ill and I hope he gets the help he needs. 860 00:17:19,029 --> 00:17:19,039 and I hope he gets the help he needs. 861 00:17:19,039 --> 00:17:20,949 and I hope he gets the help he needs. Sorry. 862 00:17:20,949 --> 00:17:20,959 Sorry. 863 00:17:20,959 --> 00:17:23,189 Sorry. Oh, [\h__\h] me. 864 00:17:23,189 --> 00:17:23,199 Oh, [\h__\h] me. 865 00:17:23,199 --> 00:17:24,870 Oh, [\h__\h] me. And maybe takes a break from the 866 00:17:24,870 --> 00:17:24,880 And maybe takes a break from the 867 00:17:24,880 --> 00:17:26,710 And maybe takes a break from the internet. 868 00:17:26,710 --> 00:17:26,720 internet. 869 00:17:26,720 --> 00:17:29,029 internet. So regardless of CLA, the Black Griffin 870 00:17:29,029 --> 00:17:29,039 So regardless of CLA, the Black Griffin 871 00:17:29,039 --> 00:17:31,590 So regardless of CLA, the Black Griffin tweets are still kind of weird. But what 872 00:17:31,590 --> 00:17:31,600 tweets are still kind of weird. But what 873 00:17:31,600 --> 00:17:33,830 tweets are still kind of weird. But what about Destiny? What about the kids that 874 00:17:33,830 --> 00:17:33,840 about Destiny? What about the kids that 875 00:17:33,840 --> 00:17:35,909 about Destiny? What about the kids that Gabe was DMing? For those who don't 876 00:17:35,909 --> 00:17:35,919 Gabe was DMing? For those who don't 877 00:17:35,919 --> 00:17:38,310 Gabe was DMing? For those who don't remember, Destiny was Black Griffin's 878 00:17:38,310 --> 00:17:38,320 remember, Destiny was Black Griffin's 879 00:17:38,320 --> 00:17:41,110 remember, Destiny was Black Griffin's original accuser. What about the deviant 880 00:17:41,110 --> 00:17:41,120 original accuser. What about the deviant 881 00:17:41,120 --> 00:17:42,789 original accuser. What about the deviant art note where he's trying to hang out 882 00:17:42,789 --> 00:17:42,799 art note where he's trying to hang out 883 00:17:42,799 --> 00:17:45,190 art note where he's trying to hang out with a 14-year-old? Sabre used my 884 00:17:45,190 --> 00:17:45,200 with a 14-year-old? Sabre used my 885 00:17:45,200 --> 00:17:46,870 with a 14-year-old? Sabre used my video's performance as an excuse to 886 00:17:46,870 --> 00:17:46,880 video's performance as an excuse to 887 00:17:46,880 --> 00:17:49,669 video's performance as an excuse to ignore the issues. And shout out to all 888 00:17:49,669 --> 00:17:49,679 ignore the issues. And shout out to all 889 00:17:49,679 --> 00:17:53,110 ignore the issues. And shout out to all my friends and supporters and fans that 890 00:17:53,110 --> 00:17:53,120 my friends and supporters and fans that 891 00:17:53,120 --> 00:17:55,350 my friends and supporters and fans that were skeptical of information when it 892 00:17:55,350 --> 00:17:55,360 were skeptical of information when it 893 00:17:55,360 --> 00:17:57,590 were skeptical of information when it was first coming out. You guys are the 894 00:17:57,590 --> 00:17:57,600 was first coming out. You guys are the 895 00:17:57,600 --> 00:18:00,950 was first coming out. You guys are the real MVPs and I really appreciate it. I 896 00:18:00,950 --> 00:18:00,960 real MVPs and I really appreciate it. I 897 00:18:00,960 --> 00:18:02,789 real MVPs and I really appreciate it. I know this was a weird situation, but 898 00:18:02,789 --> 00:18:02,799 know this was a weird situation, but 899 00:18:02,799 --> 00:18:04,870 know this was a weird situation, but your loyalty and patience means a lot 900 00:18:04,870 --> 00:18:04,880 your loyalty and patience means a lot 901 00:18:04,880 --> 00:18:07,350 your loyalty and patience means a lot and I really appreciate you. like Never 902 00:18:07,350 --> 00:18:07,360 and I really appreciate you. like Never 903 00:18:07,360 --> 00:18:10,310 and I really appreciate you. like Never Stop Shining and just some happy things 904 00:18:10,310 --> 00:18:10,320 Stop Shining and just some happy things 905 00:18:10,320 --> 00:18:12,789 Stop Shining and just some happy things to end on. So, what's next? I've been 906 00:18:12,789 --> 00:18:12,799 to end on. So, what's next? I've been 907 00:18:12,799 --> 00:18:14,549 to end on. So, what's next? I've been working on a show pitch and I'm really 908 00:18:14,549 --> 00:18:14,559 working on a show pitch and I'm really 909 00:18:14,559 --> 00:18:16,310 working on a show pitch and I'm really hoping something like my story can 910 00:18:16,310 --> 00:18:16,320 hoping something like my story can 911 00:18:16,320 --> 00:18:18,950 hoping something like my story can change the world. This is my dog, Toby. 912 00:18:18,950 --> 00:18:18,960 change the world. This is my dog, Toby. 913 00:18:18,960 --> 00:18:20,789 change the world. This is my dog, Toby. He's very cute and he likes to wear 914 00:18:20,789 --> 00:18:20,799 He's very cute and he likes to wear 915 00:18:20,799 --> 00:18:22,890 He's very cute and he likes to wear outfits. Please enjoy. 916 00:18:22,890 --> 00:18:22,900 outfits. Please enjoy. 917 00:18:22,900 --> 00:18:25,219 outfits. Please enjoy. [Music]