1 00:00:00,080 --> 00:00:01,790 I don't think it goes without saying but 2 00:00:01,790 --> 00:00:01,800 I don't think it goes without saying but 3 00:00:01,800 --> 00:00:03,629 I don't think it goes without saying but representation is important for any 4 00:00:03,629 --> 00:00:03,639 representation is important for any 5 00:00:03,639 --> 00:00:05,789 representation is important for any source of fiction people of a particular 6 00:00:05,789 --> 00:00:05,799 source of fiction people of a particular 7 00:00:05,799 --> 00:00:07,829 source of fiction people of a particular group want to feel seen and understood 8 00:00:07,829 --> 00:00:07,839 group want to feel seen and understood 9 00:00:07,839 --> 00:00:09,950 group want to feel seen and understood and most of all not feel like they are 10 00:00:09,950 --> 00:00:09,960 and most of all not feel like they are 11 00:00:09,960 --> 00:00:11,830 and most of all not feel like they are alone and that's why good representation 12 00:00:11,830 --> 00:00:11,840 alone and that's why good representation 13 00:00:11,840 --> 00:00:13,589 alone and that's why good representation is important it can help people feel 14 00:00:13,589 --> 00:00:13,599 is important it can help people feel 15 00:00:13,599 --> 00:00:15,829 is important it can help people feel Sean while also educate those who are 16 00:00:15,829 --> 00:00:15,839 Sean while also educate those who are 17 00:00:15,839 --> 00:00:17,470 Sean while also educate those who are unfamiliar with a certain group of 18 00:00:17,470 --> 00:00:17,480 unfamiliar with a certain group of 19 00:00:17,480 --> 00:00:19,750 unfamiliar with a certain group of people but because it is so important 20 00:00:19,750 --> 00:00:19,760 people but because it is so important 21 00:00:19,760 --> 00:00:21,950 people but because it is so important it's also a tragedy in most cases when a 22 00:00:21,950 --> 00:00:21,960 it's also a tragedy in most cases when a 23 00:00:21,960 --> 00:00:24,269 it's also a tragedy in most cases when a piece of media has bad representation it 24 00:00:24,269 --> 00:00:24,279 piece of media has bad representation it 25 00:00:24,279 --> 00:00:25,990 piece of media has bad representation it creates a harmful caricature that 26 00:00:25,990 --> 00:00:26,000 creates a harmful caricature that 27 00:00:26,000 --> 00:00:28,310 creates a harmful caricature that reinforces negative stereotypes 28 00:00:28,310 --> 00:00:28,320 reinforces negative stereotypes 29 00:00:28,320 --> 00:00:30,669 reinforces negative stereotypes stereotypes that bleed into real life 30 00:00:30,669 --> 00:00:30,679 stereotypes that bleed into real life 31 00:00:30,679 --> 00:00:32,269 stereotypes that bleed into real life most people won't even be able to tell 32 00:00:32,269 --> 00:00:32,279 most people won't even be able to tell 33 00:00:32,279 --> 00:00:33,990 most people won't even be able to tell if those stereotypes or traits are 34 00:00:33,990 --> 00:00:34,000 if those stereotypes or traits are 35 00:00:34,000 --> 00:00:36,110 if those stereotypes or traits are harmful or not because they are just not 36 00:00:36,110 --> 00:00:36,120 harmful or not because they are just not 37 00:00:36,120 --> 00:00:37,750 harmful or not because they are just not properly educated on the particular 38 00:00:37,750 --> 00:00:37,760 properly educated on the particular 39 00:00:37,760 --> 00:00:39,590 properly educated on the particular group of people that is being poorly 40 00:00:39,590 --> 00:00:39,600 group of people that is being poorly 41 00:00:39,600 --> 00:00:41,869 group of people that is being poorly represented and that's why it is crucial 42 00:00:41,869 --> 00:00:41,879 represented and that's why it is crucial 43 00:00:41,879 --> 00:00:44,270 represented and that's why it is crucial to have good representation you do not 44 00:00:44,270 --> 00:00:44,280 to have good representation you do not 45 00:00:44,280 --> 00:00:46,470 to have good representation you do not want to create a false narrative because 46 00:00:46,470 --> 00:00:46,480 want to create a false narrative because 47 00:00:46,480 --> 00:00:49,069 want to create a false narrative because of bad writing but unfortunately there 48 00:00:49,069 --> 00:00:49,079 of bad writing but unfortunately there 49 00:00:49,079 --> 00:00:51,670 of bad writing but unfortunately there are some stories out there that create a 50 00:00:51,670 --> 00:00:51,680 are some stories out there that create a 51 00:00:51,680 --> 00:00:53,389 are some stories out there that create a bad narrative through poor 52 00:00:53,389 --> 00:00:53,399 bad narrative through poor 53 00:00:53,399 --> 00:00:56,430 bad narrative through poor representation case in point angel dust 54 00:00:56,430 --> 00:00:56,440 representation case in point angel dust 55 00:00:56,440 --> 00:00:59,670 representation case in point angel dust from hasbin hotel this body was made to 56 00:00:59,670 --> 00:00:59,680 from hasbin hotel this body was made to 57 00:00:59,680 --> 00:01:01,630 from hasbin hotel this body was made to be exploited 58 00:01:01,630 --> 00:01:01,640 be exploited 59 00:01:01,640 --> 00:01:05,310 be exploited pinky come on keep talking dirty now I 60 00:01:05,310 --> 00:01:05,320 pinky come on keep talking dirty now I 61 00:01:05,320 --> 00:01:06,670 pinky come on keep talking dirty now I don't think I've ever come across a 62 00:01:06,670 --> 00:01:06,680 don't think I've ever come across a 63 00:01:06,680 --> 00:01:09,190 don't think I've ever come across a character so poorly represented but also 64 00:01:09,190 --> 00:01:09,200 character so poorly represented but also 65 00:01:09,200 --> 00:01:11,109 character so poorly represented but also so greatly praised by the general 66 00:01:11,109 --> 00:01:11,119 so greatly praised by the general 67 00:01:11,119 --> 00:01:13,350 so greatly praised by the general audience Haspin hell is already a pretty 68 00:01:13,350 --> 00:01:13,360 audience Haspin hell is already a pretty 69 00:01:13,360 --> 00:01:15,749 audience Haspin hell is already a pretty controversial show for valid and unvalid 70 00:01:15,749 --> 00:01:15,759 controversial show for valid and unvalid 71 00:01:15,759 --> 00:01:17,990 controversial show for valid and unvalid reasons and no the show isn't bad 72 00:01:17,990 --> 00:01:18,000 reasons and no the show isn't bad 73 00:01:18,000 --> 00:01:20,149 reasons and no the show isn't bad because the word [\h__\h] is used more times 74 00:01:20,149 --> 00:01:20,159 because the word [\h__\h] is used more times 75 00:01:20,159 --> 00:01:22,429 because the word [\h__\h] is used more times than a drunk in an Irish Pup I feel that 76 00:01:22,429 --> 00:01:22,439 than a drunk in an Irish Pup I feel that 77 00:01:22,439 --> 00:01:23,990 than a drunk in an Irish Pup I feel that a lot of my own personal problems with 78 00:01:23,990 --> 00:01:24,000 a lot of my own personal problems with 79 00:01:24,000 --> 00:01:25,870 a lot of my own personal problems with the show boil down to one of its most 80 00:01:25,870 --> 00:01:25,880 the show boil down to one of its most 81 00:01:25,880 --> 00:01:27,830 the show boil down to one of its most popular characters and I feel that way 82 00:01:27,830 --> 00:01:27,840 popular characters and I feel that way 83 00:01:27,840 --> 00:01:29,230 popular characters and I feel that way because it does a good job at 84 00:01:29,230 --> 00:01:29,240 because it does a good job at 85 00:01:29,240 --> 00:01:31,469 because it does a good job at representing the exact issues the show 86 00:01:31,469 --> 00:01:31,479 representing the exact issues the show 87 00:01:31,479 --> 00:01:33,389 representing the exact issues the show has angel dust is one of the only 88 00:01:33,389 --> 00:01:33,399 has angel dust is one of the only 89 00:01:33,399 --> 00:01:35,870 has angel dust is one of the only homosexual characters in the entire show 90 00:01:35,870 --> 00:01:35,880 homosexual characters in the entire show 91 00:01:35,880 --> 00:01:37,469 homosexual characters in the entire show his entire gimmick is that he's a washed 92 00:01:37,469 --> 00:01:37,479 his entire gimmick is that he's a washed 93 00:01:37,479 --> 00:01:40,310 his entire gimmick is that he's a washed up porn star/ prostitute drug addict 94 00:01:40,310 --> 00:01:40,320 up porn star/ prostitute drug addict 95 00:01:40,320 --> 00:01:41,389 up porn star/ prostitute drug addict already his character is just 96 00:01:41,389 --> 00:01:41,399 already his character is just 97 00:01:41,399 --> 00:01:43,870 already his character is just reinforcing negative gay stereotypes it 98 00:01:43,870 --> 00:01:43,880 reinforcing negative gay stereotypes it 99 00:01:43,880 --> 00:01:45,429 reinforcing negative gay stereotypes it was a pretty big red flag for me 100 00:01:45,429 --> 00:01:45,439 was a pretty big red flag for me 101 00:01:45,439 --> 00:01:46,789 was a pretty big red flag for me starting the show and one that I 102 00:01:46,789 --> 00:01:46,799 starting the show and one that I 103 00:01:46,799 --> 00:01:48,350 starting the show and one that I couldn't really shake away The 104 00:01:48,350 --> 00:01:48,360 couldn't really shake away The 105 00:01:48,360 --> 00:01:50,429 couldn't really shake away The Stereotype of gay men being heavy drug 106 00:01:50,429 --> 00:01:50,439 Stereotype of gay men being heavy drug 107 00:01:50,439 --> 00:01:52,789 Stereotype of gay men being heavy drug users with insanely high sex drives is 108 00:01:52,789 --> 00:01:52,799 users with insanely high sex drives is 109 00:01:52,799 --> 00:01:54,830 users with insanely high sex drives is older than the creator of the show is 110 00:01:54,830 --> 00:01:54,840 older than the creator of the show is 111 00:01:54,840 --> 00:01:56,510 older than the creator of the show is this is a stereotype that was being 112 00:01:56,510 --> 00:01:56,520 this is a stereotype that was being 113 00:01:56,520 --> 00:01:59,029 this is a stereotype that was being criticized in the '90s this is a show 114 00:01:59,029 --> 00:01:59,039 criticized in the '90s this is a show 115 00:01:59,039 --> 00:02:03,550 criticized in the '90s this is a show that came out in 116 00:02:03,550 --> 00:02:03,560 117 00:02:03,560 --> 00:02:06,230 2023 it is wild to me that a character 118 00:02:06,230 --> 00:02:06,240 2023 it is wild to me that a character 119 00:02:06,240 --> 00:02:08,190 2023 it is wild to me that a character who is written like this is in a show 120 00:02:08,190 --> 00:02:08,200 who is written like this is in a show 121 00:02:08,200 --> 00:02:10,270 who is written like this is in a show that came out just last year it wouldn't 122 00:02:10,270 --> 00:02:10,280 that came out just last year it wouldn't 123 00:02:10,280 --> 00:02:12,309 that came out just last year it wouldn't even bother me that much if angel dust 124 00:02:12,309 --> 00:02:12,319 even bother me that much if angel dust 125 00:02:12,319 --> 00:02:14,509 even bother me that much if angel dust being a party andplay gay wasn't his 126 00:02:14,509 --> 00:02:14,519 being a party andplay gay wasn't his 127 00:02:14,519 --> 00:02:16,790 being a party andplay gay wasn't his entire personality but just about every 128 00:02:16,790 --> 00:02:16,800 entire personality but just about every 129 00:02:16,800 --> 00:02:19,309 entire personality but just about every scene he is in with a few exceptions has 130 00:02:19,309 --> 00:02:19,319 scene he is in with a few exceptions has 131 00:02:19,319 --> 00:02:21,470 scene he is in with a few exceptions has to have humor or comments relating to 132 00:02:21,470 --> 00:02:21,480 to have humor or comments relating to 133 00:02:21,480 --> 00:02:23,309 to have humor or comments relating to him being a porn star or him liking 134 00:02:23,309 --> 00:02:23,319 him being a porn star or him liking 135 00:02:23,319 --> 00:02:25,710 him being a porn star or him liking drugs and in between all of those scenes 136 00:02:25,710 --> 00:02:25,720 drugs and in between all of those scenes 137 00:02:25,720 --> 00:02:27,229 drugs and in between all of those scenes you have him basically sexually 138 00:02:27,229 --> 00:02:27,239 you have him basically sexually 139 00:02:27,239 --> 00:02:28,949 you have him basically sexually harassing every male character and 140 00:02:28,949 --> 00:02:28,959 harassing every male character and 141 00:02:28,959 --> 00:02:30,949 harassing every male character and trying to make Advan is towards them no 142 00:02:30,949 --> 00:02:30,959 trying to make Advan is towards them no 143 00:02:30,959 --> 00:02:33,150 trying to make Advan is towards them no matter what their sexuality is in your 144 00:02:33,150 --> 00:02:33,160 matter what their sexuality is in your 145 00:02:33,160 --> 00:02:37,190 matter what their sexuality is in your bedroom maybe under the covers maybe we 146 00:02:37,190 --> 00:02:37,200 bedroom maybe under the covers maybe we 147 00:02:37,200 --> 00:02:41,190 bedroom maybe under the covers maybe we can go look together don't come on I bet 148 00:02:41,190 --> 00:02:41,200 can go look together don't come on I bet 149 00:02:41,200 --> 00:02:44,630 can go look together don't come on I bet I can make those wings which is also 150 00:02:44,630 --> 00:02:44,640 I can make those wings which is also 151 00:02:44,640 --> 00:02:46,670 I can make those wings which is also another negative gay stereotype now 152 00:02:46,670 --> 00:02:46,680 another negative gay stereotype now 153 00:02:46,680 --> 00:02:48,270 another negative gay stereotype now since I already know the rebuttal to 154 00:02:48,270 --> 00:02:48,280 since I already know the rebuttal to 155 00:02:48,280 --> 00:02:50,190 since I already know the rebuttal to this no the show taking place in hell 156 00:02:50,190 --> 00:02:50,200 this no the show taking place in hell 157 00:02:50,200 --> 00:02:52,390 this no the show taking place in hell isn't an excuse for characters like this 158 00:02:52,390 --> 00:02:52,400 isn't an excuse for characters like this 159 00:02:52,400 --> 00:02:54,830 isn't an excuse for characters like this more often than not I see people use the 160 00:02:54,830 --> 00:02:54,840 more often than not I see people use the 161 00:02:54,840 --> 00:02:57,309 more often than not I see people use the it takes place in Hell excuse to justify 162 00:02:57,309 --> 00:02:57,319 it takes place in Hell excuse to justify 163 00:02:57,319 --> 00:02:59,509 it takes place in Hell excuse to justify offensive characters or bad writing but 164 00:02:59,509 --> 00:02:59,519 offensive characters or bad writing but 165 00:02:59,519 --> 00:03:01,630 offensive characters or bad writing but when you have systems like that in place 166 00:03:01,630 --> 00:03:01,640 when you have systems like that in place 167 00:03:01,640 --> 00:03:04,190 when you have systems like that in place to fall back on when criticism is made 168 00:03:04,190 --> 00:03:04,200 to fall back on when criticism is made 169 00:03:04,200 --> 00:03:05,670 to fall back on when criticism is made then it's more of a crutch for your 170 00:03:05,670 --> 00:03:05,680 then it's more of a crutch for your 171 00:03:05,680 --> 00:03:07,430 then it's more of a crutch for your writing rather than an actual World 172 00:03:07,430 --> 00:03:07,440 writing rather than an actual World 173 00:03:07,440 --> 00:03:09,869 writing rather than an actual World building tool angel dust is just 174 00:03:09,869 --> 00:03:09,879 building tool angel dust is just 175 00:03:09,879 --> 00:03:11,630 building tool angel dust is just offensive for the sake of being 176 00:03:11,630 --> 00:03:11,640 offensive for the sake of being 177 00:03:11,640 --> 00:03:14,070 offensive for the sake of being offensive but truth be told I don't even 178 00:03:14,070 --> 00:03:14,080 offensive but truth be told I don't even 179 00:03:14,080 --> 00:03:16,149 offensive but truth be told I don't even think Vivy poop realizes that he's 180 00:03:16,149 --> 00:03:16,159 think Vivy poop realizes that he's 181 00:03:16,159 --> 00:03:18,430 think Vivy poop realizes that he's offensive I think she genuinely just 182 00:03:18,430 --> 00:03:18,440 offensive I think she genuinely just 183 00:03:18,440 --> 00:03:20,110 offensive I think she genuinely just doesn't know that he's a negative gay 184 00:03:20,110 --> 00:03:20,120 doesn't know that he's a negative gay 185 00:03:20,120 --> 00:03:22,229 doesn't know that he's a negative gay stereotype and call me a snowflake all 186 00:03:22,229 --> 00:03:22,239 stereotype and call me a snowflake all 187 00:03:22,239 --> 00:03:24,030 stereotype and call me a snowflake all you want but when your general audience 188 00:03:24,030 --> 00:03:24,040 you want but when your general audience 189 00:03:24,040 --> 00:03:26,710 you want but when your general audience of the show is like below the age of 13 190 00:03:26,710 --> 00:03:26,720 of the show is like below the age of 13 191 00:03:26,720 --> 00:03:28,470 of the show is like below the age of 13 then I do think it's important for you 192 00:03:28,470 --> 00:03:28,480 then I do think it's important for you 193 00:03:28,480 --> 00:03:30,270 then I do think it's important for you to have good representation 194 00:03:30,270 --> 00:03:30,280 to have good representation 195 00:03:30,280 --> 00:03:32,350 to have good representation in order to not send a bad narrative 196 00:03:32,350 --> 00:03:32,360 in order to not send a bad narrative 197 00:03:32,360 --> 00:03:34,550 in order to not send a bad narrative kids are really [\h__\h] impressionable 198 00:03:34,550 --> 00:03:34,560 kids are really [\h__\h] impressionable 199 00:03:34,560 --> 00:03:36,030 kids are really [\h__\h] impressionable and if we learned anything from the 200 00:03:36,030 --> 00:03:36,040 and if we learned anything from the 201 00:03:36,040 --> 00:03:38,110 and if we learned anything from the internet in the past several years it's 202 00:03:38,110 --> 00:03:38,120 internet in the past several years it's 203 00:03:38,120 --> 00:03:39,869 internet in the past several years it's that the content you put out will have 204 00:03:39,869 --> 00:03:39,879 that the content you put out will have 205 00:03:39,879 --> 00:03:42,670 that the content you put out will have an effect on people negative or positive 206 00:03:42,670 --> 00:03:42,680 an effect on people negative or positive 207 00:03:42,680 --> 00:03:44,869 an effect on people negative or positive the landscape for queer people both on 208 00:03:44,869 --> 00:03:44,879 the landscape for queer people both on 209 00:03:44,879 --> 00:03:46,830 the landscape for queer people both on the internet and outside of it is 210 00:03:46,830 --> 00:03:46,840 the internet and outside of it is 211 00:03:46,840 --> 00:03:49,190 the internet and outside of it is already really really hard the last 212 00:03:49,190 --> 00:03:49,200 already really really hard the last 213 00:03:49,200 --> 00:03:50,910 already really really hard the last thing that we need right now is for more 214 00:03:50,910 --> 00:03:50,920 thing that we need right now is for more 215 00:03:50,920 --> 00:03:53,190 thing that we need right now is for more people to have reasons to hate us I'm 216 00:03:53,190 --> 00:03:53,200 people to have reasons to hate us I'm 217 00:03:53,200 --> 00:03:55,270 people to have reasons to hate us I'm giving Vivy pop the benefit of the doubt 218 00:03:55,270 --> 00:03:55,280 giving Vivy pop the benefit of the doubt 219 00:03:55,280 --> 00:03:57,069 giving Vivy pop the benefit of the doubt that she doesn't know that angel dust is 220 00:03:57,069 --> 00:03:57,079 that she doesn't know that angel dust is 221 00:03:57,079 --> 00:03:59,190 that she doesn't know that angel dust is a negative gay stereotype because I 222 00:03:59,190 --> 00:03:59,200 a negative gay stereotype because I 223 00:03:59,200 --> 00:04:01,350 a negative gay stereotype because I assume in good faith that she isn't 224 00:04:01,350 --> 00:04:01,360 assume in good faith that she isn't 225 00:04:01,360 --> 00:04:03,550 assume in good faith that she isn't trying to be like that but it still 226 00:04:03,550 --> 00:04:03,560 trying to be like that but it still 227 00:04:03,560 --> 00:04:05,229 trying to be like that but it still doesn't take away from the fact that 228 00:04:05,229 --> 00:04:05,239 doesn't take away from the fact that 229 00:04:05,239 --> 00:04:07,030 doesn't take away from the fact that this is still the character she wrote 230 00:04:07,030 --> 00:04:07,040 this is still the character she wrote 231 00:04:07,040 --> 00:04:09,830 this is still the character she wrote regardless but that being said this 232 00:04:09,830 --> 00:04:09,840 regardless but that being said this 233 00:04:09,840 --> 00:04:12,350 regardless but that being said this isn't the worst problem that I have with 234 00:04:12,350 --> 00:04:12,360 isn't the worst problem that I have with 235 00:04:12,360 --> 00:04:16,509 isn't the worst problem that I have with angel dust when I say come you say yes 236 00:04:16,509 --> 00:04:16,519 angel dust when I say come you say yes 237 00:04:16,519 --> 00:04:19,189 angel dust when I say come you say yes Valentino when I say you are [\h__\h] 20 238 00:04:19,189 --> 00:04:19,199 Valentino when I say you are [\h__\h] 20 239 00:04:19,199 --> 00:04:23,150 Valentino when I say you are [\h__\h] 20 guys before lunch you say yes Valentino 240 00:04:23,150 --> 00:04:23,160 guys before lunch you say yes Valentino 241 00:04:23,160 --> 00:04:25,550 guys before lunch you say yes Valentino see Vivy poop decided to make angel dust 242 00:04:25,550 --> 00:04:25,560 see Vivy poop decided to make angel dust 243 00:04:25,560 --> 00:04:28,110 see Vivy poop decided to make angel dust a victim of sexual assault his recovery 244 00:04:28,110 --> 00:04:28,120 a victim of sexual assault his recovery 245 00:04:28,120 --> 00:04:29,950 a victim of sexual assault his recovery is a plot line in the show and I don't 246 00:04:29,950 --> 00:04:29,960 is a plot line in the show and I don't 247 00:04:29,960 --> 00:04:31,710 is a plot line in the show and I don't have an issue with this on paper not 248 00:04:31,710 --> 00:04:31,720 have an issue with this on paper not 249 00:04:31,720 --> 00:04:33,029 have an issue with this on paper not only do I think it's important to 250 00:04:33,029 --> 00:04:33,039 only do I think it's important to 251 00:04:33,039 --> 00:04:35,390 only do I think it's important to represent male victims of abuse but also 252 00:04:35,390 --> 00:04:35,400 represent male victims of abuse but also 253 00:04:35,400 --> 00:04:37,790 represent male victims of abuse but also queer men who were victims of it men 254 00:04:37,790 --> 00:04:37,800 queer men who were victims of it men 255 00:04:37,800 --> 00:04:39,790 queer men who were victims of it men both gay and straight have been victims 256 00:04:39,790 --> 00:04:39,800 both gay and straight have been victims 257 00:04:39,800 --> 00:04:41,670 both gay and straight have been victims of sexual assault and it's something 258 00:04:41,670 --> 00:04:41,680 of sexual assault and it's something 259 00:04:41,680 --> 00:04:43,710 of sexual assault and it's something that hasn't been properly recognized in 260 00:04:43,710 --> 00:04:43,720 that hasn't been properly recognized in 261 00:04:43,720 --> 00:04:45,670 that hasn't been properly recognized in society which is why the execution of 262 00:04:45,670 --> 00:04:45,680 society which is why the execution of 263 00:04:45,680 --> 00:04:47,790 society which is why the execution of angel dust and his abuse story line 264 00:04:47,790 --> 00:04:47,800 angel dust and his abuse story line 265 00:04:47,800 --> 00:04:50,469 angel dust and his abuse story line upsets me to an endless degree now 266 00:04:50,469 --> 00:04:50,479 upsets me to an endless degree now 267 00:04:50,479 --> 00:04:52,390 upsets me to an endless degree now before I open this can of worms and talk 268 00:04:52,390 --> 00:04:52,400 before I open this can of worms and talk 269 00:04:52,400 --> 00:04:54,270 before I open this can of worms and talk about my issues with this character I 270 00:04:54,270 --> 00:04:54,280 about my issues with this character I 271 00:04:54,280 --> 00:04:55,710 about my issues with this character I should rip off the Band-Aid because I 272 00:04:55,710 --> 00:04:55,720 should rip off the Band-Aid because I 273 00:04:55,720 --> 00:04:57,029 should rip off the Band-Aid because I already know people are going to ask me 274 00:04:57,029 --> 00:04:57,039 already know people are going to ask me 275 00:04:57,039 --> 00:05:00,189 already know people are going to ask me in the comments yes I am a victim of 276 00:05:00,189 --> 00:05:00,199 in the comments yes I am a victim of 277 00:05:00,199 --> 00:05:01,870 in the comments yes I am a victim of this kind of abuse myself and I don't 278 00:05:01,870 --> 00:05:01,880 this kind of abuse myself and I don't 279 00:05:01,880 --> 00:05:04,310 this kind of abuse myself and I don't owe you or anybody else watching an 280 00:05:04,310 --> 00:05:04,320 owe you or anybody else watching an 281 00:05:04,320 --> 00:05:06,830 owe you or anybody else watching an in-depth explanation of it it's my story 282 00:05:06,830 --> 00:05:06,840 in-depth explanation of it it's my story 283 00:05:06,840 --> 00:05:08,870 in-depth explanation of it it's my story to tell and I'm not going to tell it 284 00:05:08,870 --> 00:05:08,880 to tell and I'm not going to tell it 285 00:05:08,880 --> 00:05:10,710 to tell and I'm not going to tell it here I'm bringing this up to make it 286 00:05:10,710 --> 00:05:10,720 here I'm bringing this up to make it 287 00:05:10,720 --> 00:05:12,870 here I'm bringing this up to make it clear that I have valid criticisms of 288 00:05:12,870 --> 00:05:12,880 clear that I have valid criticisms of 289 00:05:12,880 --> 00:05:14,870 clear that I have valid criticisms of this show and this character as a 290 00:05:14,870 --> 00:05:14,880 this show and this character as a 291 00:05:14,880 --> 00:05:16,909 this show and this character as a Survivor myself I also want to make it 292 00:05:16,909 --> 00:05:16,919 Survivor myself I also want to make it 293 00:05:16,919 --> 00:05:18,670 Survivor myself I also want to make it clear that this is not a review of the 294 00:05:18,670 --> 00:05:18,680 clear that this is not a review of the 295 00:05:18,680 --> 00:05:20,590 clear that this is not a review of the show itself but more so a critique of 296 00:05:20,590 --> 00:05:20,600 show itself but more so a critique of 297 00:05:20,600 --> 00:05:22,430 show itself but more so a critique of one of the characters I haven't finished 298 00:05:22,430 --> 00:05:22,440 one of the characters I haven't finished 299 00:05:22,440 --> 00:05:24,110 one of the characters I haven't finished a show and I don't plan on doing it I 300 00:05:24,110 --> 00:05:24,120 a show and I don't plan on doing it I 301 00:05:24,120 --> 00:05:25,870 a show and I don't plan on doing it I just want to talk about the character 302 00:05:25,870 --> 00:05:25,880 just want to talk about the character 303 00:05:25,880 --> 00:05:27,629 just want to talk about the character that made me stop watching halfway 304 00:05:27,629 --> 00:05:27,639 that made me stop watching halfway 305 00:05:27,639 --> 00:05:30,070 that made me stop watching halfway through without other way we should 306 00:05:30,070 --> 00:05:30,080 through without other way we should 307 00:05:30,080 --> 00:05:33,110 through without other way we should start talking about this angel baby come 308 00:05:33,110 --> 00:05:33,120 start talking about this angel baby come 309 00:05:33,120 --> 00:05:36,070 start talking about this angel baby come home it's not the same without you here 310 00:05:36,070 --> 00:05:36,080 home it's not the same without you here 311 00:05:36,080 --> 00:05:39,950 home it's not the same without you here I miss you come back Angel you [\h__\h] if 312 00:05:39,950 --> 00:05:39,960 I miss you come back Angel you [\h__\h] if 313 00:05:39,960 --> 00:05:41,710 I miss you come back Angel you [\h__\h] if you don't come home you will be [\h__\h] 314 00:05:41,710 --> 00:05:41,720 you don't come home you will be [\h__\h] 315 00:05:41,720 --> 00:05:43,830 you don't come home you will be [\h__\h] greasy truckers for the next year angel 316 00:05:43,830 --> 00:05:43,840 greasy truckers for the next year angel 317 00:05:43,840 --> 00:05:45,710 greasy truckers for the next year angel dust works as a porn star for a 318 00:05:45,710 --> 00:05:45,720 dust works as a porn star for a 319 00:05:45,720 --> 00:05:48,029 dust works as a porn star for a character named Valentino who has him 320 00:05:48,029 --> 00:05:48,039 character named Valentino who has him 321 00:05:48,039 --> 00:05:50,309 character named Valentino who has him under contractual obligation and takes 322 00:05:50,309 --> 00:05:50,319 under contractual obligation and takes 323 00:05:50,319 --> 00:05:52,309 under contractual obligation and takes advantage of him Valentino's entire 324 00:05:52,309 --> 00:05:52,319 advantage of him Valentino's entire 325 00:05:52,319 --> 00:05:54,670 advantage of him Valentino's entire character is meant to be this pimp and 326 00:05:54,670 --> 00:05:54,680 character is meant to be this pimp and 327 00:05:54,680 --> 00:05:55,950 character is meant to be this pimp and as a villain I don't have a lot of 328 00:05:55,950 --> 00:05:55,960 as a villain I don't have a lot of 329 00:05:55,960 --> 00:05:57,469 as a villain I don't have a lot of issues with him although I think giving 330 00:05:57,469 --> 00:05:57,479 issues with him although I think giving 331 00:05:57,479 --> 00:05:59,430 issues with him although I think giving a rapist character musical numbers is a 332 00:05:59,430 --> 00:05:59,440 a rapist character musical numbers is a 333 00:05:59,440 --> 00:06:01,150 a rapist character musical numbers is a bit tone death in my opinion I don't 334 00:06:01,150 --> 00:06:01,160 bit tone death in my opinion I don't 335 00:06:01,160 --> 00:06:02,590 bit tone death in my opinion I don't have a strong opinion about how 336 00:06:02,590 --> 00:06:02,600 have a strong opinion about how 337 00:06:02,600 --> 00:06:04,469 have a strong opinion about how Valentino is written one way or the 338 00:06:04,469 --> 00:06:04,479 Valentino is written one way or the 339 00:06:04,479 --> 00:06:06,950 Valentino is written one way or the other I think he's very Bland a lot of 340 00:06:06,950 --> 00:06:06,960 other I think he's very Bland a lot of 341 00:06:06,960 --> 00:06:09,110 other I think he's very Bland a lot of my main issues stem from one episode and 342 00:06:09,110 --> 00:06:09,120 my main issues stem from one episode and 343 00:06:09,120 --> 00:06:11,309 my main issues stem from one episode and that being masquerade it's the fourth 344 00:06:11,309 --> 00:06:11,319 that being masquerade it's the fourth 345 00:06:11,319 --> 00:06:13,110 that being masquerade it's the fourth episode of the show and it's the one 346 00:06:13,110 --> 00:06:13,120 episode of the show and it's the one 347 00:06:13,120 --> 00:06:15,270 episode of the show and it's the one that got me to stop watching entirely in 348 00:06:15,270 --> 00:06:15,280 that got me to stop watching entirely in 349 00:06:15,280 --> 00:06:17,350 that got me to stop watching entirely in the episode angel dust has to deal with 350 00:06:17,350 --> 00:06:17,360 the episode angel dust has to deal with 351 00:06:17,360 --> 00:06:19,550 the episode angel dust has to deal with balancing his life at the hotel and his 352 00:06:19,550 --> 00:06:19,560 balancing his life at the hotel and his 353 00:06:19,560 --> 00:06:21,309 balancing his life at the hotel and his life at work Charlie tries to get 354 00:06:21,309 --> 00:06:21,319 life at work Charlie tries to get 355 00:06:21,319 --> 00:06:23,230 life at work Charlie tries to get involved but when she does [\h__\h] hits the 356 00:06:23,230 --> 00:06:23,240 involved but when she does [\h__\h] hits the 357 00:06:23,240 --> 00:06:25,589 involved but when she does [\h__\h] hits the fan and it results in angel dust getting 358 00:06:25,589 --> 00:06:25,599 fan and it results in angel dust getting 359 00:06:25,599 --> 00:06:28,070 fan and it results in angel dust getting physically assaulted by Valentino see 360 00:06:28,070 --> 00:06:28,080 physically assaulted by Valentino see 361 00:06:28,080 --> 00:06:30,029 physically assaulted by Valentino see because Angel Dust is under valent in's 362 00:06:30,029 --> 00:06:30,039 because Angel Dust is under valent in's 363 00:06:30,039 --> 00:06:32,309 because Angel Dust is under valent in's contract he has to obey his command even 364 00:06:32,309 --> 00:06:32,319 contract he has to obey his command even 365 00:06:32,319 --> 00:06:34,870 contract he has to obey his command even if he doesn't consent after being abused 366 00:06:34,870 --> 00:06:34,880 if he doesn't consent after being abused 367 00:06:34,880 --> 00:06:36,870 if he doesn't consent after being abused angel dust kicks Charlie out in order to 368 00:06:36,870 --> 00:06:36,880 angel dust kicks Charlie out in order to 369 00:06:36,880 --> 00:06:38,830 angel dust kicks Charlie out in order to avoid being harmed more the one good 370 00:06:38,830 --> 00:06:38,840 avoid being harmed more the one good 371 00:06:38,840 --> 00:06:40,309 avoid being harmed more the one good thing I have to say about the writing 372 00:06:40,309 --> 00:06:40,319 thing I have to say about the writing 373 00:06:40,319 --> 00:06:42,110 thing I have to say about the writing for this episode is that a lot of this 374 00:06:42,110 --> 00:06:42,120 for this episode is that a lot of this 375 00:06:42,120 --> 00:06:44,029 for this episode is that a lot of this abuse is comparable to the real life 376 00:06:44,029 --> 00:06:44,039 abuse is comparable to the real life 377 00:06:44,039 --> 00:06:46,189 abuse is comparable to the real life abuse that the porn industry conducts on 378 00:06:46,189 --> 00:06:46,199 abuse that the porn industry conducts on 379 00:06:46,199 --> 00:06:48,110 abuse that the porn industry conducts on actors and to give credit what credit is 380 00:06:48,110 --> 00:06:48,120 actors and to give credit what credit is 381 00:06:48,120 --> 00:06:49,629 actors and to give credit what credit is due the show does a good job at 382 00:06:49,629 --> 00:06:49,639 due the show does a good job at 383 00:06:49,639 --> 00:06:52,070 due the show does a good job at portraying that even if it's a little 384 00:06:52,070 --> 00:06:52,080 portraying that even if it's a little 385 00:06:52,080 --> 00:06:54,309 portraying that even if it's a little over the top this scene on its own would 386 00:06:54,309 --> 00:06:54,319 over the top this scene on its own would 387 00:06:54,319 --> 00:06:57,029 over the top this scene on its own would be completely fine if it wasn't ruined 388 00:06:57,029 --> 00:06:57,039 be completely fine if it wasn't ruined 389 00:06:57,039 --> 00:06:58,990 be completely fine if it wasn't ruined by the musical number that follows It 390 00:06:58,990 --> 00:06:59,000 by the musical number that follows It 391 00:06:59,000 --> 00:07:01,110 by the musical number that follows It the song poison is just angel dust 392 00:07:01,110 --> 00:07:01,120 the song poison is just angel dust 393 00:07:01,120 --> 00:07:03,070 the song poison is just angel dust singing about being abused and how he is 394 00:07:03,070 --> 00:07:03,080 singing about being abused and how he is 395 00:07:03,080 --> 00:07:05,309 singing about being abused and how he is helpless to it is it a sad melodramatic 396 00:07:05,309 --> 00:07:05,319 helpless to it is it a sad melodramatic 397 00:07:05,319 --> 00:07:06,510 helpless to it is it a sad melodramatic song with slow and meaningful 398 00:07:06,510 --> 00:07:06,520 song with slow and meaningful 399 00:07:06,520 --> 00:07:09,029 song with slow and meaningful instrumentals no it's a techn Dan song 400 00:07:09,029 --> 00:07:09,039 instrumentals no it's a techn Dan song 401 00:07:09,039 --> 00:07:10,790 instrumentals no it's a techn Dan song that removes any sort of seriousness 402 00:07:10,790 --> 00:07:10,800 that removes any sort of seriousness 403 00:07:10,800 --> 00:07:13,110 that removes any sort of seriousness that the song may have it doesn't help 404 00:07:13,110 --> 00:07:13,120 that the song may have it doesn't help 405 00:07:13,120 --> 00:07:15,589 that the song may have it doesn't help that the music video has scenes of angel 406 00:07:15,589 --> 00:07:15,599 that the music video has scenes of angel 407 00:07:15,599 --> 00:07:17,749 that the music video has scenes of angel dust essentially being abused right in 408 00:07:17,749 --> 00:07:17,759 dust essentially being abused right in 409 00:07:17,759 --> 00:07:19,469 dust essentially being abused right in between scenes of him dancing like it's 410 00:07:19,469 --> 00:07:19,479 between scenes of him dancing like it's 411 00:07:19,479 --> 00:07:22,029 between scenes of him dancing like it's aesha music video and look I get that 412 00:07:22,029 --> 00:07:22,039 aesha music video and look I get that 413 00:07:22,039 --> 00:07:23,629 aesha music video and look I get that there are songs out there with serious 414 00:07:23,629 --> 00:07:23,639 there are songs out there with serious 415 00:07:23,639 --> 00:07:25,670 there are songs out there with serious lyrics and messages that sound upbeat 416 00:07:25,670 --> 00:07:25,680 lyrics and messages that sound upbeat 417 00:07:25,680 --> 00:07:29,060 lyrics and messages that sound upbeat and cheerful 418 00:07:29,060 --> 00:07:29,070 419 00:07:29,070 --> 00:07:35,160 [Applause] 420 00:07:35,160 --> 00:07:35,170 421 00:07:35,170 --> 00:07:47,220 [Music] 422 00:07:47,220 --> 00:07:47,230 423 00:07:47,230 --> 00:07:49,589 [Music] 424 00:07:49,589 --> 00:07:49,599 [Music] 425 00:07:49,599 --> 00:07:51,070 [Music] but the biggest thing that sets those 426 00:07:51,070 --> 00:07:51,080 but the biggest thing that sets those 427 00:07:51,080 --> 00:07:53,510 but the biggest thing that sets those songs apart from Poison is that poison 428 00:07:53,510 --> 00:07:53,520 songs apart from Poison is that poison 429 00:07:53,520 --> 00:07:55,350 songs apart from Poison is that poison is created for the sole purpose of a 430 00:07:55,350 --> 00:07:55,360 is created for the sole purpose of a 431 00:07:55,360 --> 00:07:57,589 is created for the sole purpose of a cartoon character whose entire gimmick 432 00:07:57,589 --> 00:07:57,599 cartoon character whose entire gimmick 433 00:07:57,599 --> 00:08:00,110 cartoon character whose entire gimmick is being [\h__\h] and provocative while 434 00:08:00,110 --> 00:08:00,120 is being [\h__\h] and provocative while 435 00:08:00,120 --> 00:08:01,909 is being [\h__\h] and provocative while other songs are made with a purpose of 436 00:08:01,909 --> 00:08:01,919 other songs are made with a purpose of 437 00:08:01,919 --> 00:08:04,230 other songs are made with a purpose of conveying a serious message Foster of 438 00:08:04,230 --> 00:08:04,240 conveying a serious message Foster of 439 00:08:04,240 --> 00:08:05,749 conveying a serious message Foster of people didn't write Pumped Up Kicks 440 00:08:05,749 --> 00:08:05,759 people didn't write Pumped Up Kicks 441 00:08:05,759 --> 00:08:07,189 people didn't write Pumped Up Kicks because they wanted to create a cartoon 442 00:08:07,189 --> 00:08:07,199 because they wanted to create a cartoon 443 00:08:07,199 --> 00:08:08,629 because they wanted to create a cartoon character about a school shooter they 444 00:08:08,629 --> 00:08:08,639 character about a school shooter they 445 00:08:08,639 --> 00:08:10,469 character about a school shooter they wrote it because it's an actual song 446 00:08:10,469 --> 00:08:10,479 wrote it because it's an actual song 447 00:08:10,479 --> 00:08:12,909 wrote it because it's an actual song with a message behind it any sort of 448 00:08:12,909 --> 00:08:12,919 with a message behind it any sort of 449 00:08:12,919 --> 00:08:15,029 with a message behind it any sort of message that's in Poison is completely 450 00:08:15,029 --> 00:08:15,039 message that's in Poison is completely 451 00:08:15,039 --> 00:08:17,029 message that's in Poison is completely lost in translation because of this 452 00:08:17,029 --> 00:08:17,039 lost in translation because of this 453 00:08:17,039 --> 00:08:19,790 lost in translation because of this music video what also doesn't help is 454 00:08:19,790 --> 00:08:19,800 music video what also doesn't help is 455 00:08:19,800 --> 00:08:22,149 music video what also doesn't help is knowing that this music video along with 456 00:08:22,149 --> 00:08:22,159 knowing that this music video along with 457 00:08:22,159 --> 00:08:24,830 knowing that this music video along with many many other scenes is storyboarded 458 00:08:24,830 --> 00:08:24,840 many many other scenes is storyboarded 459 00:08:24,840 --> 00:08:26,749 many many other scenes is storyboarded by somebody who has an actual rape 460 00:08:26,749 --> 00:08:26,759 by somebody who has an actual rape 461 00:08:26,759 --> 00:08:27,990 by somebody who has an actual rape fetish 462 00:08:27,990 --> 00:08:28,000 fetish 463 00:08:28,000 --> 00:08:29,950 fetish [Music] 464 00:08:29,950 --> 00:08:29,960 [Music] 465 00:08:29,960 --> 00:08:31,990 [Music] somebody that Vivy poop frequently 466 00:08:31,990 --> 00:08:32,000 somebody that Vivy poop frequently 467 00:08:32,000 --> 00:08:34,589 somebody that Vivy poop frequently defends on a regular I can't watch this 468 00:08:34,589 --> 00:08:34,599 defends on a regular I can't watch this 469 00:08:34,599 --> 00:08:36,029 defends on a regular I can't watch this music video and assume that it's being 470 00:08:36,029 --> 00:08:36,039 music video and assume that it's being 471 00:08:36,039 --> 00:08:38,029 music video and assume that it's being made in good faith when part of it is 472 00:08:38,029 --> 00:08:38,039 made in good faith when part of it is 473 00:08:38,039 --> 00:08:40,310 made in good faith when part of it is being made by somebody who thinks that 474 00:08:40,310 --> 00:08:40,320 being made by somebody who thinks that 475 00:08:40,320 --> 00:08:42,670 being made by somebody who thinks that the abuse that angel dust suffers is hot 476 00:08:42,670 --> 00:08:42,680 the abuse that angel dust suffers is hot 477 00:08:42,680 --> 00:08:44,710 the abuse that angel dust suffers is hot so when somebody who isn't a victim of 478 00:08:44,710 --> 00:08:44,720 so when somebody who isn't a victim of 479 00:08:44,720 --> 00:08:47,670 so when somebody who isn't a victim of sa themselves and has a fetish for nonon 480 00:08:47,670 --> 00:08:47,680 sa themselves and has a fetish for nonon 481 00:08:47,680 --> 00:08:49,590 sa themselves and has a fetish for nonon is hired by somebody to storyboard for 482 00:08:49,590 --> 00:08:49,600 is hired by somebody to storyboard for 483 00:08:49,600 --> 00:08:51,389 is hired by somebody to storyboard for scenes of the character in the show with 484 00:08:51,389 --> 00:08:51,399 scenes of the character in the show with 485 00:08:51,399 --> 00:08:54,310 scenes of the character in the show with an essay storyline then at that point I 486 00:08:54,310 --> 00:08:54,320 an essay storyline then at that point I 487 00:08:54,320 --> 00:08:56,110 an essay storyline then at that point I can't assume that vizzy isn't ignorant 488 00:08:56,110 --> 00:08:56,120 can't assume that vizzy isn't ignorant 489 00:08:56,120 --> 00:08:58,030 can't assume that vizzy isn't ignorant to what she's doing this episode doesn't 490 00:08:58,030 --> 00:08:58,040 to what she's doing this episode doesn't 491 00:08:58,040 --> 00:08:59,590 to what she's doing this episode doesn't get any better by the way the next SC 492 00:08:59,590 --> 00:08:59,600 get any better by the way the next SC 493 00:08:59,600 --> 00:09:01,310 get any better by the way the next SC has angel dust having a freak out over 494 00:09:01,310 --> 00:09:01,320 has angel dust having a freak out over 495 00:09:01,320 --> 00:09:03,430 has angel dust having a freak out over husk calling his flamboyant horny act 496 00:09:03,430 --> 00:09:03,440 husk calling his flamboyant horny act 497 00:09:03,440 --> 00:09:05,630 husk calling his flamboyant horny act fake so he storms off to a random bar 498 00:09:05,630 --> 00:09:05,640 fake so he storms off to a random bar 499 00:09:05,640 --> 00:09:07,509 fake so he storms off to a random bar only to be picked up by husk after he 500 00:09:07,509 --> 00:09:07,519 only to be picked up by husk after he 501 00:09:07,519 --> 00:09:09,389 only to be picked up by husk after he almost got himself roofied when hus 502 00:09:09,389 --> 00:09:09,399 almost got himself roofied when hus 503 00:09:09,399 --> 00:09:11,470 almost got himself roofied when hus confronts the self-destructive Behavior 504 00:09:11,470 --> 00:09:11,480 confronts the self-destructive Behavior 505 00:09:11,480 --> 00:09:13,750 confronts the self-destructive Behavior Angel DUS opens up in saying that it is 506 00:09:13,750 --> 00:09:13,760 Angel DUS opens up in saying that it is 507 00:09:13,760 --> 00:09:15,910 Angel DUS opens up in saying that it is a way for him to forget about everything 508 00:09:15,910 --> 00:09:15,920 a way for him to forget about everything 509 00:09:15,920 --> 00:09:17,750 a way for him to forget about everything in the hopes that him getting high and 510 00:09:17,750 --> 00:09:17,760 in the hopes that him getting high and 511 00:09:17,760 --> 00:09:19,829 in the hopes that him getting high and wasted will ruin him enough that 512 00:09:19,829 --> 00:09:19,839 wasted will ruin him enough that 513 00:09:19,839 --> 00:09:22,350 wasted will ruin him enough that Valentino will lose interest I can ruin 514 00:09:22,350 --> 00:09:22,360 Valentino will lose interest I can ruin 515 00:09:22,360 --> 00:09:25,389 Valentino will lose interest I can ruin myself enough in the process if I end up 516 00:09:25,389 --> 00:09:25,399 myself enough in the process if I end up 517 00:09:25,399 --> 00:09:27,910 myself enough in the process if I end up broken I won't be his favorite toy 518 00:09:27,910 --> 00:09:27,920 broken I won't be his favorite toy 519 00:09:27,920 --> 00:09:29,910 broken I won't be his favorite toy anymore 520 00:09:29,910 --> 00:09:29,920 anymore 521 00:09:29,920 --> 00:09:33,470 anymore and maybe he'll let me 522 00:09:33,470 --> 00:09:33,480 523 00:09:33,480 --> 00:09:36,550 go abuse and especially sexual abuse 524 00:09:36,550 --> 00:09:36,560 go abuse and especially sexual abuse 525 00:09:36,560 --> 00:09:38,670 go abuse and especially sexual abuse leaves people with a lot of trauma and 526 00:09:38,670 --> 00:09:38,680 leaves people with a lot of trauma and 527 00:09:38,680 --> 00:09:40,150 leaves people with a lot of trauma and the ways in which they cope with the 528 00:09:40,150 --> 00:09:40,160 the ways in which they cope with the 529 00:09:40,160 --> 00:09:42,710 the ways in which they cope with the trauma can be unhealthy Angel dust's way 530 00:09:42,710 --> 00:09:42,720 trauma can be unhealthy Angel dust's way 531 00:09:42,720 --> 00:09:44,670 trauma can be unhealthy Angel dust's way of coping with it is undeniably 532 00:09:44,670 --> 00:09:44,680 of coping with it is undeniably 533 00:09:44,680 --> 00:09:46,630 of coping with it is undeniably unhealthy and it really doesn't help 534 00:09:46,630 --> 00:09:46,640 unhealthy and it really doesn't help 535 00:09:46,640 --> 00:09:48,829 unhealthy and it really doesn't help when this unhealthy coping mechanism is 536 00:09:48,829 --> 00:09:48,839 when this unhealthy coping mechanism is 537 00:09:48,839 --> 00:09:50,990 when this unhealthy coping mechanism is so glamorized throughout the entire show 538 00:09:50,990 --> 00:09:51,000 so glamorized throughout the entire show 539 00:09:51,000 --> 00:09:52,590 so glamorized throughout the entire show that jokes are being made about it 540 00:09:52,590 --> 00:09:52,600 that jokes are being made about it 541 00:09:52,600 --> 00:09:55,190 that jokes are being made about it constantly let me make this very clear 542 00:09:55,190 --> 00:09:55,200 constantly let me make this very clear 543 00:09:55,200 --> 00:09:57,590 constantly let me make this very clear this is not okay self-destructing is not 544 00:09:57,590 --> 00:09:57,600 this is not okay self-destructing is not 545 00:09:57,600 --> 00:09:59,430 this is not okay self-destructing is not how you deal with trauma it will only 546 00:09:59,430 --> 00:09:59,440 how you deal with trauma it will only 547 00:09:59,440 --> 00:10:01,430 how you deal with trauma it will only make things worse I'm saying this 548 00:10:01,430 --> 00:10:01,440 make things worse I'm saying this 549 00:10:01,440 --> 00:10:03,150 make things worse I'm saying this because it's very obvious the show is 550 00:10:03,150 --> 00:10:03,160 because it's very obvious the show is 551 00:10:03,160 --> 00:10:06,190 because it's very obvious the show is afraid to explicitly say it and I know 552 00:10:06,190 --> 00:10:06,200 afraid to explicitly say it and I know 553 00:10:06,200 --> 00:10:08,509 afraid to explicitly say it and I know that hearing me say it does not mean 554 00:10:08,509 --> 00:10:08,519 that hearing me say it does not mean 555 00:10:08,519 --> 00:10:10,630 that hearing me say it does not mean that it's easy to change because I get 556 00:10:10,630 --> 00:10:10,640 that it's easy to change because I get 557 00:10:10,640 --> 00:10:12,670 that it's easy to change because I get that it's hard but when shows like these 558 00:10:12,670 --> 00:10:12,680 that it's hard but when shows like these 559 00:10:12,680 --> 00:10:14,910 that it's hard but when shows like these that glamorize these unhealthy coping 560 00:10:14,910 --> 00:10:14,920 that glamorize these unhealthy coping 561 00:10:14,920 --> 00:10:17,310 that glamorize these unhealthy coping mechanism start to get popular and more 562 00:10:17,310 --> 00:10:17,320 mechanism start to get popular and more 563 00:10:17,320 --> 00:10:19,269 mechanism start to get popular and more and more people start seeing it then 564 00:10:19,269 --> 00:10:19,279 and more people start seeing it then 565 00:10:19,279 --> 00:10:21,190 and more people start seeing it then people will start have this idea that 566 00:10:21,190 --> 00:10:21,200 people will start have this idea that 567 00:10:21,200 --> 00:10:24,030 people will start have this idea that this is normal and it's not the show is 568 00:10:24,030 --> 00:10:24,040 this is normal and it's not the show is 569 00:10:24,040 --> 00:10:25,670 this is normal and it's not the show is more comfortable showing the ACT 570 00:10:25,670 --> 00:10:25,680 more comfortable showing the ACT 571 00:10:25,680 --> 00:10:27,430 more comfortable showing the ACT actually happening while adding Sparkle 572 00:10:27,430 --> 00:10:27,440 actually happening while adding Sparkle 573 00:10:27,440 --> 00:10:29,470 actually happening while adding Sparkle on filters in order for people to make 574 00:10:29,470 --> 00:10:29,480 on filters in order for people to make 575 00:10:29,480 --> 00:10:32,310 on filters in order for people to make scen compilations of angel dust slain 576 00:10:32,310 --> 00:10:32,320 scen compilations of angel dust slain 577 00:10:32,320 --> 00:10:34,430 scen compilations of angel dust slain angel dust opening up about his abuse 578 00:10:34,430 --> 00:10:34,440 angel dust opening up about his abuse 579 00:10:34,440 --> 00:10:36,269 angel dust opening up about his abuse and his unhealthy coping mechanism is 580 00:10:36,269 --> 00:10:36,279 and his unhealthy coping mechanism is 581 00:10:36,279 --> 00:10:38,190 and his unhealthy coping mechanism is fine on its own but when you follow that 582 00:10:38,190 --> 00:10:38,200 fine on its own but when you follow that 583 00:10:38,200 --> 00:10:40,629 fine on its own but when you follow that up with another musical number then it 584 00:10:40,629 --> 00:10:40,639 up with another musical number then it 585 00:10:40,639 --> 00:10:42,829 up with another musical number then it sort of cheapens those serious moments 586 00:10:42,829 --> 00:10:42,839 sort of cheapens those serious moments 587 00:10:42,839 --> 00:10:45,750 sort of cheapens those serious moments loser baby isn't as bad as poison but 588 00:10:45,750 --> 00:10:45,760 loser baby isn't as bad as poison but 589 00:10:45,760 --> 00:10:47,470 loser baby isn't as bad as poison but it's still really toned deaf it's 590 00:10:47,470 --> 00:10:47,480 it's still really toned deaf it's 591 00:10:47,480 --> 00:10:49,470 it's still really toned deaf it's another upbeat song except this time 592 00:10:49,470 --> 00:10:49,480 another upbeat song except this time 593 00:10:49,480 --> 00:10:51,470 another upbeat song except this time it's about how your abuse isn't unique 594 00:10:51,470 --> 00:10:51,480 it's about how your abuse isn't unique 595 00:10:51,480 --> 00:10:52,910 it's about how your abuse isn't unique and you need to stop whining like a 596 00:10:52,910 --> 00:10:52,920 and you need to stop whining like a 597 00:10:52,920 --> 00:10:54,990 and you need to stop whining like a [\h__\h] and find company and other people 598 00:10:54,990 --> 00:10:55,000 [\h__\h] and find company and other people 599 00:10:55,000 --> 00:10:57,590 [\h__\h] and find company and other people who are in the same situation as you 600 00:10:57,590 --> 00:10:57,600 who are in the same situation as you 601 00:10:57,600 --> 00:10:59,750 who are in the same situation as you what a great message to send it doesn't 602 00:10:59,750 --> 00:10:59,760 what a great message to send it doesn't 603 00:10:59,760 --> 00:11:01,670 what a great message to send it doesn't even work in this Show's context because 604 00:11:01,670 --> 00:11:01,680 even work in this Show's context because 605 00:11:01,680 --> 00:11:04,110 even work in this Show's context because it's comparing Angel and husk situations 606 00:11:04,110 --> 00:11:04,120 it's comparing Angel and husk situations 607 00:11:04,120 --> 00:11:06,310 it's comparing Angel and husk situations like they are at all similar I'm sorry 608 00:11:06,310 --> 00:11:06,320 like they are at all similar I'm sorry 609 00:11:06,320 --> 00:11:08,030 like they are at all similar I'm sorry but Angel does being forced into sexual 610 00:11:08,030 --> 00:11:08,040 but Angel does being forced into sexual 611 00:11:08,040 --> 00:11:09,829 but Angel does being forced into sexual actions against his will is not the same 612 00:11:09,829 --> 00:11:09,839 actions against his will is not the same 613 00:11:09,839 --> 00:11:12,150 actions against his will is not the same as husk betting all on black and losing 614 00:11:12,150 --> 00:11:12,160 as husk betting all on black and losing 615 00:11:12,160 --> 00:11:14,629 as husk betting all on black and losing I know what you may be thinking and no I 616 00:11:14,629 --> 00:11:14,639 I know what you may be thinking and no I 617 00:11:14,639 --> 00:11:16,990 I know what you may be thinking and no I don't hate musicals haspen hotel is just 618 00:11:16,990 --> 00:11:17,000 don't hate musicals haspen hotel is just 619 00:11:17,000 --> 00:11:20,230 don't hate musicals haspen hotel is just a bad musical end of story if I need to 620 00:11:20,230 --> 00:11:20,240 a bad musical end of story if I need to 621 00:11:20,240 --> 00:11:22,110 a bad musical end of story if I need to show how to properly handle sirious 622 00:11:22,110 --> 00:11:22,120 show how to properly handle sirious 623 00:11:22,120 --> 00:11:24,030 show how to properly handle sirious moments in a story while still being 624 00:11:24,030 --> 00:11:24,040 moments in a story while still being 625 00:11:24,040 --> 00:11:31,230 moments in a story while still being musical then we need to talk about rent 626 00:11:31,230 --> 00:11:31,240 627 00:11:31,240 --> 00:11:34,150 rent is a musical from 1994 that had a 628 00:11:34,150 --> 00:11:34,160 rent is a musical from 1994 that had a 629 00:11:34,160 --> 00:11:36,470 rent is a musical from 1994 that had a 2005 film adaptation with the original 630 00:11:36,470 --> 00:11:36,480 2005 film adaptation with the original 631 00:11:36,480 --> 00:11:38,509 2005 film adaptation with the original cast the musical is about a group of 632 00:11:38,509 --> 00:11:38,519 cast the musical is about a group of 633 00:11:38,519 --> 00:11:40,190 cast the musical is about a group of Bohemians who struggle with their life 634 00:11:40,190 --> 00:11:40,200 Bohemians who struggle with their life 635 00:11:40,200 --> 00:11:42,829 Bohemians who struggle with their life in 1989 America facing conflicts with 636 00:11:42,829 --> 00:11:42,839 in 1989 America facing conflicts with 637 00:11:42,839 --> 00:11:45,150 in 1989 America facing conflicts with their own personal struggles of finances 638 00:11:45,150 --> 00:11:45,160 their own personal struggles of finances 639 00:11:45,160 --> 00:11:47,550 their own personal struggles of finances sexuality and addiction one of the 640 00:11:47,550 --> 00:11:47,560 sexuality and addiction one of the 641 00:11:47,560 --> 00:11:48,990 sexuality and addiction one of the topics the musical does a really good 642 00:11:48,990 --> 00:11:49,000 topics the musical does a really good 643 00:11:49,000 --> 00:11:51,069 topics the musical does a really good job at handling is the AIDS crisis in 644 00:11:51,069 --> 00:11:51,079 job at handling is the AIDS crisis in 645 00:11:51,079 --> 00:11:53,350 job at handling is the AIDS crisis in America there's a song early on in the 646 00:11:53,350 --> 00:11:53,360 America there's a song early on in the 647 00:11:53,360 --> 00:11:55,150 America there's a song early on in the film where one of the main characters by 648 00:11:55,150 --> 00:11:55,160 film where one of the main characters by 649 00:11:55,160 --> 00:11:57,150 film where one of the main characters by the name of Roger sings about his 650 00:11:57,150 --> 00:11:57,160 the name of Roger sings about his 651 00:11:57,160 --> 00:11:59,550 the name of Roger sings about his remaining motivations with writing music 652 00:11:59,550 --> 00:11:59,560 remaining motivations with writing music 653 00:11:59,560 --> 00:12:02,030 remaining motivations with writing music One Song Glory is an emotional plea from 654 00:12:02,030 --> 00:12:02,040 One Song Glory is an emotional plea from 655 00:12:02,040 --> 00:12:04,350 One Song Glory is an emotional plea from the perspective of Roger who Grieves for 656 00:12:04,350 --> 00:12:04,360 the perspective of Roger who Grieves for 657 00:12:04,360 --> 00:12:06,269 the perspective of Roger who Grieves for his girlfriend and himself after they 658 00:12:06,269 --> 00:12:06,279 his girlfriend and himself after they 659 00:12:06,279 --> 00:12:08,310 his girlfriend and himself after they were both diagnosed with AIDS brought on 660 00:12:08,310 --> 00:12:08,320 were both diagnosed with AIDS brought on 661 00:12:08,320 --> 00:12:11,470 were both diagnosed with AIDS brought on by their drug abuse in 1989 having AIDS 662 00:12:11,470 --> 00:12:11,480 by their drug abuse in 1989 having AIDS 663 00:12:11,480 --> 00:12:13,670 by their drug abuse in 1989 having AIDS is basically a death sentence at this 664 00:12:13,670 --> 00:12:13,680 is basically a death sentence at this 665 00:12:13,680 --> 00:12:15,509 is basically a death sentence at this point in the story Roger's girlfriend 666 00:12:15,509 --> 00:12:15,519 point in the story Roger's girlfriend 667 00:12:15,519 --> 00:12:17,189 point in the story Roger's girlfriend killed herself as she couldn't handle 668 00:12:17,189 --> 00:12:17,199 killed herself as she couldn't handle 669 00:12:17,199 --> 00:12:19,269 killed herself as she couldn't handle living with it and Roger sings about 670 00:12:19,269 --> 00:12:19,279 living with it and Roger sings about 671 00:12:19,279 --> 00:12:21,069 living with it and Roger sings about wanting to leave an impact on the world 672 00:12:21,069 --> 00:12:21,079 wanting to leave an impact on the world 673 00:12:21,079 --> 00:12:23,030 wanting to leave an impact on the world and to not feel as though he lived for 674 00:12:23,030 --> 00:12:23,040 and to not feel as though he lived for 675 00:12:23,040 --> 00:12:25,470 and to not feel as though he lived for nothing wanting to go out in a blaze of 676 00:12:25,470 --> 00:12:25,480 nothing wanting to go out in a blaze of 677 00:12:25,480 --> 00:12:28,069 nothing wanting to go out in a blaze of glory with just one song it's this 678 00:12:28,069 --> 00:12:28,079 glory with just one song it's this 679 00:12:28,079 --> 00:12:29,710 glory with just one song it's this motive that pushes him throughout the 680 00:12:29,710 --> 00:12:29,720 motive that pushes him throughout the 681 00:12:29,720 --> 00:12:31,550 motive that pushes him throughout the film to write that one song to leave 682 00:12:31,550 --> 00:12:31,560 film to write that one song to leave 683 00:12:31,560 --> 00:12:33,790 film to write that one song to leave behind when he inevitably dies from his 684 00:12:33,790 --> 00:12:33,800 behind when he inevitably dies from his 685 00:12:33,800 --> 00:12:35,949 behind when he inevitably dies from his AIDS this song is one of the best 686 00:12:35,949 --> 00:12:35,959 AIDS this song is one of the best 687 00:12:35,959 --> 00:12:38,030 AIDS this song is one of the best examples of how to handle serious topics 688 00:12:38,030 --> 00:12:38,040 examples of how to handle serious topics 689 00:12:38,040 --> 00:12:40,189 examples of how to handle serious topics in a musical setting it's a dramatic and 690 00:12:40,189 --> 00:12:40,199 in a musical setting it's a dramatic and 691 00:12:40,199 --> 00:12:42,430 in a musical setting it's a dramatic and intense song that fits the themes of not 692 00:12:42,430 --> 00:12:42,440 intense song that fits the themes of not 693 00:12:42,440 --> 00:12:45,230 intense song that fits the themes of not just the lyrics but the film as a whole 694 00:12:45,230 --> 00:12:45,240 just the lyrics but the film as a whole 695 00:12:45,240 --> 00:12:47,310 just the lyrics but the film as a whole throughout it Roger pushes away his love 696 00:12:47,310 --> 00:12:47,320 throughout it Roger pushes away his love 697 00:12:47,320 --> 00:12:48,949 throughout it Roger pushes away his love interest not because he doesn't share 698 00:12:48,949 --> 00:12:48,959 interest not because he doesn't share 699 00:12:48,959 --> 00:12:50,710 interest not because he doesn't share the same feelings but because he doesn't 700 00:12:50,710 --> 00:12:50,720 the same feelings but because he doesn't 701 00:12:50,720 --> 00:12:52,389 the same feelings but because he doesn't want her to fall in love with someone 702 00:12:52,389 --> 00:12:52,399 want her to fall in love with someone 703 00:12:52,399 --> 00:12:54,430 want her to fall in love with someone who is living on borrowed time the 704 00:12:54,430 --> 00:12:54,440 who is living on borrowed time the 705 00:12:54,440 --> 00:12:56,430 who is living on borrowed time the musical isn't afraid to tackle heavy 706 00:12:56,430 --> 00:12:56,440 musical isn't afraid to tackle heavy 707 00:12:56,440 --> 00:12:58,269 musical isn't afraid to tackle heavy subject matter and the way it goes about 708 00:12:58,269 --> 00:12:58,279 subject matter and the way it goes about 709 00:12:58,279 --> 00:13:00,430 subject matter and the way it goes about it is impactful and respectful at the 710 00:13:00,430 --> 00:13:00,440 it is impactful and respectful at the 711 00:13:00,440 --> 00:13:02,350 it is impactful and respectful at the same time it's a really good film and I 712 00:13:02,350 --> 00:13:02,360 same time it's a really good film and I 713 00:13:02,360 --> 00:13:05,030 same time it's a really good film and I definitely recommend watching 714 00:13:05,030 --> 00:13:05,040 definitely recommend watching 715 00:13:05,040 --> 00:13:07,509 definitely recommend watching it it also failed to make a profit in 716 00:13:07,509 --> 00:13:07,519 it it also failed to make a profit in 717 00:13:07,519 --> 00:13:10,470 it it also failed to make a profit in the box office Hasen Hotel wants to have 718 00:13:10,470 --> 00:13:10,480 the box office Hasen Hotel wants to have 719 00:13:10,480 --> 00:13:12,430 the box office Hasen Hotel wants to have serious subject matter but it also wants 720 00:13:12,430 --> 00:13:12,440 serious subject matter but it also wants 721 00:13:12,440 --> 00:13:14,910 serious subject matter but it also wants every song to be something to dance to 722 00:13:14,910 --> 00:13:14,920 every song to be something to dance to 723 00:13:14,920 --> 00:13:16,910 every song to be something to dance to and in most cases you can't have your 724 00:13:16,910 --> 00:13:16,920 and in most cases you can't have your 725 00:13:16,920 --> 00:13:19,030 and in most cases you can't have your cake and eat it too in no way am I 726 00:13:19,030 --> 00:13:19,040 cake and eat it too in no way am I 727 00:13:19,040 --> 00:13:20,990 cake and eat it too in no way am I saying that Roger from rent and angel 728 00:13:20,990 --> 00:13:21,000 saying that Roger from rent and angel 729 00:13:21,000 --> 00:13:22,949 saying that Roger from rent and angel dust have similar struggles but I bring 730 00:13:22,949 --> 00:13:22,959 dust have similar struggles but I bring 731 00:13:22,959 --> 00:13:25,110 dust have similar struggles but I bring up rent as an example on how to handle 732 00:13:25,110 --> 00:13:25,120 up rent as an example on how to handle 733 00:13:25,120 --> 00:13:27,870 up rent as an example on how to handle serious topics while still maintaining a 734 00:13:27,870 --> 00:13:27,880 serious topics while still maintaining a 735 00:13:27,880 --> 00:13:30,110 serious topics while still maintaining a musical formula having a character like 736 00:13:30,110 --> 00:13:30,120 musical formula having a character like 737 00:13:30,120 --> 00:13:32,110 musical formula having a character like angel dust and giving him an abuse 738 00:13:32,110 --> 00:13:32,120 angel dust and giving him an abuse 739 00:13:32,120 --> 00:13:34,069 angel dust and giving him an abuse storyline while not taking it seriously 740 00:13:34,069 --> 00:13:34,079 storyline while not taking it seriously 741 00:13:34,079 --> 00:13:36,189 storyline while not taking it seriously by adding musical numbers like poison 742 00:13:36,189 --> 00:13:36,199 by adding musical numbers like poison 743 00:13:36,199 --> 00:13:38,069 by adding musical numbers like poison and then having somebody who finds the 744 00:13:38,069 --> 00:13:38,079 and then having somebody who finds the 745 00:13:38,079 --> 00:13:40,030 and then having somebody who finds the abuse from Valentino to be hot 746 00:13:40,030 --> 00:13:40,040 abuse from Valentino to be hot 747 00:13:40,040 --> 00:13:42,310 abuse from Valentino to be hot storyboard your musical number what it 748 00:13:42,310 --> 00:13:42,320 storyboard your musical number what it 749 00:13:42,320 --> 00:13:44,110 storyboard your musical number what it ends up doing is creating a parody of 750 00:13:44,110 --> 00:13:44,120 ends up doing is creating a parody of 751 00:13:44,120 --> 00:13:46,350 ends up doing is creating a parody of itself that hammers in this idea that 752 00:13:46,350 --> 00:13:46,360 itself that hammers in this idea that 753 00:13:46,360 --> 00:13:48,949 itself that hammers in this idea that being a survivor of abuse is girly poop 754 00:13:48,949 --> 00:13:48,959 being a survivor of abuse is girly poop 755 00:13:48,959 --> 00:13:51,629 being a survivor of abuse is girly poop or sleigh suffering does not create 756 00:13:51,629 --> 00:13:51,639 or sleigh suffering does not create 757 00:13:51,639 --> 00:13:54,910 or sleigh suffering does not create better people it just creates suffering 758 00:13:54,910 --> 00:13:54,920 better people it just creates suffering 759 00:13:54,920 --> 00:13:57,030 better people it just creates suffering and I know for a fact that it is not 760 00:13:57,030 --> 00:13:57,040 and I know for a fact that it is not 761 00:13:57,040 --> 00:13:59,430 and I know for a fact that it is not Vivy Pop's intention to create a 762 00:13:59,430 --> 00:13:59,440 Vivy Pop's intention to create a 763 00:13:59,440 --> 00:14:01,990 Vivy Pop's intention to create a character like angel dust in this manner 764 00:14:01,990 --> 00:14:02,000 character like angel dust in this manner 765 00:14:02,000 --> 00:14:04,150 character like angel dust in this manner but it doesn't change the fact that it 766 00:14:04,150 --> 00:14:04,160 but it doesn't change the fact that it 767 00:14:04,160 --> 00:14:06,550 but it doesn't change the fact that it still happened and this is the character 768 00:14:06,550 --> 00:14:06,560 still happened and this is the character 769 00:14:06,560 --> 00:14:08,829 still happened and this is the character that is being praised and looked up to 770 00:14:08,829 --> 00:14:08,839 that is being praised and looked up to 771 00:14:08,839 --> 00:14:11,509 that is being praised and looked up to abuse is not something to be fetishized 772 00:14:11,509 --> 00:14:11,519 abuse is not something to be fetishized 773 00:14:11,519 --> 00:14:13,550 abuse is not something to be fetishized and being a survivor of it is not an 774 00:14:13,550 --> 00:14:13,560 and being a survivor of it is not an 775 00:14:13,560 --> 00:14:15,990 and being a survivor of it is not an aesthetic nor is it as glamorous as the 776 00:14:15,990 --> 00:14:16,000 aesthetic nor is it as glamorous as the 777 00:14:16,000 --> 00:14:17,870 aesthetic nor is it as glamorous as the show tries to make it look in musical 778 00:14:17,870 --> 00:14:17,880 show tries to make it look in musical 779 00:14:17,880 --> 00:14:20,150 show tries to make it look in musical numbers it's something that sticks with 780 00:14:20,150 --> 00:14:20,160 numbers it's something that sticks with 781 00:14:20,160 --> 00:14:22,749 numbers it's something that sticks with you for the rest of your life it never 782 00:14:22,749 --> 00:14:22,759 you for the rest of your life it never 783 00:14:22,759 --> 00:14:25,509 you for the rest of your life it never goes away Hasen otel is a show that 784 00:14:25,509 --> 00:14:25,519 goes away Hasen otel is a show that 785 00:14:25,519 --> 00:14:27,829 goes away Hasen otel is a show that comes so close to expressing that point 786 00:14:27,829 --> 00:14:27,839 comes so close to expressing that point 787 00:14:27,839 --> 00:14:30,470 comes so close to expressing that point but it fumbles it and every single way 788 00:14:30,470 --> 00:14:30,480 but it fumbles it and every single way 789 00:14:30,480 --> 00:14:32,790 but it fumbles it and every single way possible everyone has their own way of 790 00:14:32,790 --> 00:14:32,800 possible everyone has their own way of 791 00:14:32,800 --> 00:14:35,310 possible everyone has their own way of coping with abuse but the show acts as 792 00:14:35,310 --> 00:14:35,320 coping with abuse but the show acts as 793 00:14:35,320 --> 00:14:36,990 coping with abuse but the show acts as though there is nothing wrong with how 794 00:14:36,990 --> 00:14:37,000 though there is nothing wrong with how 795 00:14:37,000 --> 00:14:39,430 though there is nothing wrong with how angel dust copes with his abuse loser 796 00:14:39,430 --> 00:14:39,440 angel dust copes with his abuse loser 797 00:14:39,440 --> 00:14:41,670 angel dust copes with his abuse loser baby has proven to me that the show does 798 00:14:41,670 --> 00:14:41,680 baby has proven to me that the show does 799 00:14:41,680 --> 00:14:44,710 baby has proven to me that the show does not understand why this is an issue I am 800 00:14:44,710 --> 00:14:44,720 not understand why this is an issue I am 801 00:14:44,720 --> 00:14:47,350 not understand why this is an issue I am tired of people talking about angel dust 802 00:14:47,350 --> 00:14:47,360 tired of people talking about angel dust 803 00:14:47,360 --> 00:14:49,150 tired of people talking about angel dust like this is the best way to write an 804 00:14:49,150 --> 00:14:49,160 like this is the best way to write an 805 00:14:49,160 --> 00:14:52,110 like this is the best way to write an abuse Victim Because it's not angel dust 806 00:14:52,110 --> 00:14:52,120 abuse Victim Because it's not angel dust 807 00:14:52,120 --> 00:14:53,590 abuse Victim Because it's not angel dust is a poorly written character that 808 00:14:53,590 --> 00:14:53,600 is a poorly written character that 809 00:14:53,600 --> 00:14:56,030 is a poorly written character that reinforces negative gay stereotypes 810 00:14:56,030 --> 00:14:56,040 reinforces negative gay stereotypes 811 00:14:56,040 --> 00:14:57,749 reinforces negative gay stereotypes while at the same time being a harmful 812 00:14:57,749 --> 00:14:57,759 while at the same time being a harmful 813 00:14:57,759 --> 00:14:59,990 while at the same time being a harmful representation of what it's like to be a 814 00:14:59,990 --> 00:15:00,000 representation of what it's like to be a 815 00:15:00,000 --> 00:15:02,230 representation of what it's like to be a survivor of abuse if we have gotten to 816 00:15:02,230 --> 00:15:02,240 survivor of abuse if we have gotten to 817 00:15:02,240 --> 00:15:03,870 survivor of abuse if we have gotten to the point where scenes of clear 818 00:15:03,870 --> 00:15:03,880 the point where scenes of clear 819 00:15:03,880 --> 00:15:06,710 the point where scenes of clear fetishization and Romanticism is viewed 820 00:15:06,710 --> 00:15:06,720 fetishization and Romanticism is viewed 821 00:15:06,720 --> 00:15:09,110 fetishization and Romanticism is viewed as powerful representation then the 822 00:15:09,110 --> 00:15:09,120 as powerful representation then the 823 00:15:09,120 --> 00:15:11,069 as powerful representation then the Indie animation scene is in desperate 824 00:15:11,069 --> 00:15:11,079 Indie animation scene is in desperate 825 00:15:11,079 --> 00:15:13,189 Indie animation scene is in desperate need of a paradigm shift because this is 826 00:15:13,189 --> 00:15:13,199 need of a paradigm shift because this is 827 00:15:13,199 --> 00:15:15,310 need of a paradigm shift because this is not how abused survivors should be 828 00:15:15,310 --> 00:15:15,320 not how abused survivors should be 829 00:15:15,320 --> 00:15:17,870 not how abused survivors should be written in the future as tell and angel 830 00:15:17,870 --> 00:15:17,880 written in the future as tell and angel 831 00:15:17,880 --> 00:15:19,949 written in the future as tell and angel dust should be viewed as an example of 832 00:15:19,949 --> 00:15:19,959 dust should be viewed as an example of 833 00:15:19,959 --> 00:15:25,069 dust should be viewed as an example of what not to do when it comes to 834 00:15:25,069 --> 00:15:25,079 835 00:15:25,079 --> 00:15:28,309 that this was not a easy video to make 836 00:15:28,309 --> 00:15:28,319 that this was not a easy video to make 837 00:15:28,319 --> 00:15:30,110 that this was not a easy video to make but I want to ended off by saying that 838 00:15:30,110 --> 00:15:30,120 but I want to ended off by saying that 839 00:15:30,120 --> 00:15:32,189 but I want to ended off by saying that if you enjoyed Hasen hotel and angel 840 00:15:32,189 --> 00:15:32,199 if you enjoyed Hasen hotel and angel 841 00:15:32,199 --> 00:15:35,150 if you enjoyed Hasen hotel and angel dust as a character that's fine I don't 842 00:15:35,150 --> 00:15:35,160 dust as a character that's fine I don't 843 00:15:35,160 --> 00:15:36,590 dust as a character that's fine I don't want you to walk away from this thinking 844 00:15:36,590 --> 00:15:36,600 want you to walk away from this thinking 845 00:15:36,600 --> 00:15:38,509 want you to walk away from this thinking that you're opinion is less than mine 846 00:15:38,509 --> 00:15:38,519 that you're opinion is less than mine 847 00:15:38,519 --> 00:15:40,230 that you're opinion is less than mine people have their own reasons for liking 848 00:15:40,230 --> 00:15:40,240 people have their own reasons for liking 849 00:15:40,240 --> 00:15:42,069 people have their own reasons for liking media and the discourse surrounding the 850 00:15:42,069 --> 00:15:42,079 media and the discourse surrounding the 851 00:15:42,079 --> 00:15:43,870 media and the discourse surrounding the show and the harassment that people 852 00:15:43,870 --> 00:15:43,880 show and the harassment that people 853 00:15:43,880 --> 00:15:45,829 show and the harassment that people receive just for liking it is 854 00:15:45,829 --> 00:15:45,839 receive just for liking it is 855 00:15:45,839 --> 00:15:47,870 receive just for liking it is unacceptable you can have your reasons 856 00:15:47,870 --> 00:15:47,880 unacceptable you can have your reasons 857 00:15:47,880 --> 00:15:50,230 unacceptable you can have your reasons for disliking a show but people can also 858 00:15:50,230 --> 00:15:50,240 for disliking a show but people can also 859 00:15:50,240 --> 00:15:52,430 for disliking a show but people can also have their reasons for liking it as well 860 00:15:52,430 --> 00:15:52,440 have their reasons for liking it as well 861 00:15:52,440 --> 00:15:53,790 have their reasons for liking it as well everything that I have said in this 862 00:15:53,790 --> 00:15:53,800 everything that I have said in this 863 00:15:53,800 --> 00:15:55,829 everything that I have said in this video is in relation to my own personal 864 00:15:55,829 --> 00:15:55,839 video is in relation to my own personal 865 00:15:55,839 --> 00:15:57,829 video is in relation to my own personal life and I criticize the show because I 866 00:15:57,829 --> 00:15:57,839 life and I criticize the show because I 867 00:15:57,839 --> 00:15:59,590 life and I criticize the show because I want to see it improve in a second 868 00:15:59,590 --> 00:15:59,600 want to see it improve in a second 869 00:15:59,600 --> 00:16:01,870 want to see it improve in a second season I want it to give me a reason to 870 00:16:01,870 --> 00:16:01,880 season I want it to give me a reason to 871 00:16:01,880 --> 00:16:03,670 season I want it to give me a reason to keep watching not for it to give me a 872 00:16:03,670 --> 00:16:03,680 keep watching not for it to give me a 873 00:16:03,680 --> 00:16:06,230 keep watching not for it to give me a trauma relapse and feel disgusted by it 874 00:16:06,230 --> 00:16:06,240 trauma relapse and feel disgusted by it 875 00:16:06,240 --> 00:16:08,069 trauma relapse and feel disgusted by it writing this video and revisiting this 876 00:16:08,069 --> 00:16:08,079 writing this video and revisiting this 877 00:16:08,079 --> 00:16:09,910 writing this video and revisiting this show was difficult for me but I can 878 00:16:09,910 --> 00:16:09,920 show was difficult for me but I can 879 00:16:09,920 --> 00:16:11,870 show was difficult for me but I can still recognize that this show connected 880 00:16:11,870 --> 00:16:11,880 still recognize that this show connected 881 00:16:11,880 --> 00:16:14,430 still recognize that this show connected with a lot of people and in many cases 882 00:16:14,430 --> 00:16:14,440 with a lot of people and in many cases 883 00:16:14,440 --> 00:16:16,590 with a lot of people and in many cases even helped them and I'm not going to be 884 00:16:16,590 --> 00:16:16,600 even helped them and I'm not going to be 885 00:16:16,600 --> 00:16:18,230 even helped them and I'm not going to be denying that just because I have a 886 00:16:18,230 --> 00:16:18,240 denying that just because I have a 887 00:16:18,240 --> 00:16:20,110 denying that just because I have a different experience with it all I hope 888 00:16:20,110 --> 00:16:20,120 different experience with it all I hope 889 00:16:20,120 --> 00:16:21,629 different experience with it all I hope to do with this video is give people a 890 00:16:21,629 --> 00:16:21,639 to do with this video is give people a 891 00:16:21,639 --> 00:16:24,150 to do with this video is give people a broader perspective on why people may 892 00:16:24,150 --> 00:16:24,160 broader perspective on why people may 893 00:16:24,160 --> 00:16:27,910 broader perspective on why people may not like the show and I hope I did 894 00:16:27,910 --> 00:16:27,920 not like the show and I hope I did 895 00:16:27,920 --> 00:16:30,509 not like the show and I hope I did that thanks for watching sorry for the 896 00:16:30,509 --> 00:16:30,519 that thanks for watching sorry for the 897 00:16:30,519 --> 00:16:32,590 that thanks for watching sorry for the long gap between videos but I have a lot 898 00:16:32,590 --> 00:16:32,600 long gap between videos but I have a lot 899 00:16:32,600 --> 00:16:34,150 long gap between videos but I have a lot of other different projects that I have 900 00:16:34,150 --> 00:16:34,160 of other different projects that I have 901 00:16:34,160 --> 00:16:35,829 of other different projects that I have been working on if you want to see what 902 00:16:35,829 --> 00:16:35,839 been working on if you want to see what 903 00:16:35,839 --> 00:16:38,069 been working on if you want to see what I'm up too head over to my twitch I'm 904 00:16:38,069 --> 00:16:38,079 I'm up too head over to my twitch I'm 905 00:16:38,079 --> 00:16:40,910 I'm up too head over to my twitch I'm streaming there pretty often twitch.tv/ 906 00:16:40,910 --> 00:16:40,920 streaming there pretty often twitch.tv/ 907 00:16:40,920 --> 00:16:43,710 streaming there pretty often twitch.tv/ lusth slime and if you want to see more 908 00:16:43,710 --> 00:16:43,720 lusth slime and if you want to see more 909 00:16:43,720 --> 00:16:45,430 lusth slime and if you want to see more of my other work then you can head over 910 00:16:45,430 --> 00:16:45,440 of my other work then you can head over 911 00:16:45,440 --> 00:16:47,269 of my other work then you can head over to my highlights Channel where I'm 912 00:16:47,269 --> 00:16:47,279 to my highlights Channel where I'm 913 00:16:47,279 --> 00:16:49,069 to my highlights Channel where I'm posting My Stream highlights there 914 00:16:49,069 --> 00:16:49,079 posting My Stream highlights there 915 00:16:49,079 --> 00:16:50,470 posting My Stream highlights there that's kind of where I'm active right 916 00:16:50,470 --> 00:16:50,480 that's kind of where I'm active right 917 00:16:50,480 --> 00:16:52,509 that's kind of where I'm active right now I'm going to try to put out more 918 00:16:52,509 --> 00:16:52,519 now I'm going to try to put out more 919 00:16:52,519 --> 00:16:54,269 now I'm going to try to put out more video essays if I ever feel like it on 920 00:16:54,269 --> 00:16:54,279 video essays if I ever feel like it on 921 00:16:54,279 --> 00:16:56,790 video essays if I ever feel like it on this channel but um I just kind of 922 00:16:56,790 --> 00:16:56,800 this channel but um I just kind of 923 00:16:56,800 --> 00:16:58,430 this channel but um I just kind of wanted to make this because it was on my 924 00:16:58,430 --> 00:16:58,440 wanted to make this because it was on my 925 00:16:58,440 --> 00:17:00,430 wanted to make this because it was on my mind and I wanted to put it down onto 926 00:17:00,430 --> 00:17:00,440 mind and I wanted to put it down onto 927 00:17:00,440 --> 00:17:03,949 mind and I wanted to put it down onto paper while it was fresh yeah um so go 928 00:17:03,949 --> 00:17:03,959 paper while it was fresh yeah um so go 929 00:17:03,959 --> 00:17:07,110 paper while it was fresh yeah um so go check out all that stuff and while 930 00:17:07,110 --> 00:17:07,120 check out all that stuff and while 931 00:17:07,120 --> 00:17:09,350 check out all that stuff and while you're at it subscribe it would really 932 00:17:09,350 --> 00:17:09,360 you're at it subscribe it would really 933 00:17:09,360 --> 00:17:11,350 you're at it subscribe it would really mean a lot to me uh have a good rest of 934 00:17:11,350 --> 00:17:11,360 mean a lot to me uh have a good rest of 935 00:17:11,360 --> 00:17:15,230 mean a lot to me uh have a good rest of your day I am going to go take a 936 00:17:15,230 --> 00:17:15,240 your day I am going to go take a 937 00:17:15,240 --> 00:17:21,470 your day I am going to go take a bath see that every moment 938 00:17:21,470 --> 00:17:21,480 939 00:17:21,480 --> 00:17:26,520 alive and I can't to make it