[Music]
Heat.
[Music]
[Applause]
[Music]
TV screens of my memories show static
waves of apathy. I'm a broken piece of
what I used to be. I lost my mind when I
was lost in dreams. I'm wide awake, but
I can't wake up. I hear you loud and
clear, but you might break up cuz this
isn't real. I don't exist. turned off.
Tune out before you lose it. I'm an MK
ultra victim.
There's poison in my system.
I'm an MK ultra victim.
There's poison in my system.
[Applause]
TV screens of my memories just static
waves of a broken piece of what I used
to be. I lost my mind when I was lost
and chased. I'm wide awake but I can't
wake up. If I hear you loud and clear,
but you might break up cuz this isn't
real. I don't exist. Turn off tune now
before you lose it. I'm an MK.
There's poison in my system.
I'm an MK ultra victim.
There's poison in my system.
I'm an old show.
There's poison in my system.
[Music]
You could try to play, but you're never
going to be me. Look the other way. What
I'm doing ain't easy. Bloody ant stain
from the people who deceive me. Bloody
hands. Break through the chains. Go free
me. Looking for change, looking for
pain. Pulling a M, pushing a train. I'll
never stop. Stick to a lane. Pick up the
pieces and go rearrange. I'll be the
best above all the rest. Put me to the
test. Expect nothing less. You check cuz
I'm chest. What's happening in next?
>> He got the venom, a tangible weapon. No
coming a second. This life is a lesson.
He got a new engine from pin. It's a
blessing. New focus, no guessing. Just
vote an obsession. All in his
possession. You got their attention. I
leave an impression and take a
redemption. Just kill no discretion.
Your mind is a weapon. 111. It's time
for progression.
>> You could try to play, but you're never
going to beat me. Look the other way.
What I'm doing ain't easy. Bloody stain
from the people who deceive me. Body
hands break through the chains. Go free
me. People like sheep move feet hurt it
easy. You don't want to be fast asleep
when they see me. Better stand tall
ready for a fight. Believe me. When they
dread the chains, you can say no. Free
me. So he's been looking for somebody
who could save him instead of searching
inside for what they gave him. A strong
will, strong mind causes mayhem. We
could change the world. Change times.
Rearrange them. Staying on pace, running
the race. Life is a chase. I don't want
to place, I want to be first. Work till
it hurts. Dehydrated thirst till I'm in
a hearse. High ambitions in the right
mind can take you so far. It's like you
lived a few lifetimes. Take off. I'mma
break off from the weak minds. They can
stay soft. You can change lives. You
create thoughts, never waste time. You
got one shot. You got one life, better
pop off. What do you like? Make a dream
job. No nine vibe, no mean boss, just my
life and free thoughts. You could try to
play, but you're never going to be me.
Look the other way. What I'm doing ain't
easy. Bloody and stain from the people
who deceive me. Bloody hands break
through the chains. Go free me. People
like sheep move feet hurt it easy. You
don't want to be fast asleep when they
see me. Better stay ready for a fight.
Believe me when you can say no.
>> I am so 100 fucking% done with Courtney.
Like I Okay, listen. Listen, I'm so sick
of this [\h__\h] It's been [\h__\h] months
and months of this [\h__\h] and I've largely
ignored it. I've largely ignored
Courtney and whatever the [\h__\h]
Courtney's been doing. But you know
what? I'm just like, do you know what?
[\h__\h] it. Whatever. Whatever. We'll talk
about it. There's a load of old streams
to go over. We're going to do like we're
probably going to end up doing a couple
of these cuz someone sent me like
another stream on some other [\h__\h] and
I'm just I'm just at the point where I'm
like, "Fuck it. Let's just talk about
Courtney because this [\h__\h] is in [\h__\h]
sane. I'm so bored of it. I was I was
just doing Willy Mac. I was touching
grass and I was a normal guy for a
couple of days and then I saw what you
posted and had to get sucked back in.
Welcome in Critical Shogun. Yeah, know.
[\h__\h] this [\h__\h] guys. Look,
bro. I'm Dude,
so Courtney is not happy. Not happy at
all. She's a very unhappy lady. Okay.
[Laughter]
She's like, "Why are you inviting me? I
didn't know you were up." Also, also
this is me ranting. Okay. This is me
having a little rant. Okay. [\h__\h]
Connie is very unhappy with the fact
that Saber Spark is innocent. She can't
deal with it. And we had a bit of a back
and forth on Twitter and I was like, you
know what? [\h__\h] it. [\h__\h] it. Whatever.
So, we're going to talk about the tweets
first and then we're going to get into
uh a couple of streams. Firstly, we're
going to get into its time and covering
the emu response. I heard about both of
these at the time. Didn't do anything
with them. So, we're going to talk about
them now. Teddy with 10. As your boss, I
want to tell you that no, you can't talk
about Cotney Pete. You have 5 minutes to
find a new topic or I'm pulling the plug
for I don't know who Miss Pete is. You
are in for a treat. You are in for a
treat. So, who is Courtney Pete? For
those of you who are blissfully unaware,
Lula, welcome to Coping07. Much
appreciated for the membership. So, let
me explain to you who exactly Courtney
Deete is. Courtney Pete is the sister
of Lily Orchard. Okay. Now, Courtney
claims and Courtney's sort of uh I guess
reason for relevance
is because Courtney claims that during
their childhood, Lily would sexually
assault her. That is that is the claim.
Girl, I wish S was guilty. Why can't he
be guilty? Thank you, Ace for the five.
Corny claims that she was assaulted by
Lily during her childhood. That's the
allegation. And because many people have
been trying to go after Lily Orchard for
a significant period of time, like we're
talking like a decade now. Uh Courtney
got thrust as the primary victim of Lily
Orchard and over time has had runins
with uh people like Essence of Thought.
Um, [\h__\h] Zena and Poppy, a few other
people. Now, even myself, I remember
when Courtney made her own channel. You
can go back and check this channel. I
hate Courtney Pete, redheaded YouTuber.
Thank you for the two. And you can see
that I actually promoted Courtney's
channel because I'm very big on victims
speaking for themselves. In fact, I
didn't want to speak for Courtney. And
also, I [\h__\h] hate Lily Orchard. So,
I've I've kind of I I didn't want to
kind of end up in a war with Courtney.
Do you know what I mean?
But Courtney
over time has involved herself in more
and more stories. Particularly the one
most people are going to be aware of
that she got like sort of a lot of
attention for was her coverage of the
Black Griffin stuff. And I want to say
right off the bat, whatever you think of
Black Griffin describing somebody you
believe to be a victim, as she did with
Clare, as someone's child bride is
[\h__\h] gross. that because Cla won't
turn on her husband. Courtney's like,
"Well, she's just ditched and involved."
You know, she doesn't get a victim
statement if she's not a perfect victim.
Ironically, ironically, if Cla's not a
perfect victim, then she gets called a
child bride. Okay, Courtney P is a
[\h__\h] piece of [\h__\h] Let's just be
honest about it. Let's just be realistic
about it. And we'll get into we'll get
into some some of the reasons that she's
having issues. Glue Boy with the five.
Hell yeah. Perfect content timing for me
to riddle a trophy hunt to two in Arkham
based much. Well, good luck with that.
[\h__\h] hell. I know the uh I know the
riddler challenge. Have fun with that.
Um, right. So, I hope every single
person sweeping for Saber Spark gets
violated anally with something large
enough to cause fatal eternal
hemorrhaging. Now, you know, this has 10
comments, 13 retweets and quote tweets,
and no likes. This is This is not I
don't know what she was [\h__\h]
expecting, but like it it didn't go
well. Courtney has been arguing on
Twitter. I don't personally like you, so
I'm not going to believe you were
abused, assaulted, or attacked is a lot
of people's personalities lately. We're
going to get into this because there's a
reason for it, Courtney.
Be one notable instance of a woman
crying rate that was false that isn't
murder trying to avoid their conviction.
Oh, wait. We'll get into that as well.
So, I obviously was [\h__\h] sick of
this. Courtney is a masterclass and
burning goodwill. I know we're all long
past the point where anyone actually
cares, but it's a fascinating.
She also commented on my video,
"Courtney is the vict." That's not what
she commented, but Courtney is the
victim. Lorax, she speaks for the
victims. True, Mad. Thank you for the
five. Um,
your range status has been used up.
Actually, do you know, again, we're
gonna get into it. We're gonna get into
it because I think there is something
actually fascinating here. Um, one thing
that I was told about Courtney is that
she doesn't believe that anybody would
falsely accuse somebody of rape. She
doesn't understand why anyone would do
that. And I think that's quite important
to understanding how she looks at it.
And as before, she said, "Give me one
instance of a woman crying rape that was
false that isn't murder." I just posted
this, the Rolling Stone case. I mean,
again, you can look at the statistics of
this. The UK police believe that 4%
around 4% of reports about rape are
false. that just that that's that's the
general finding. Google gives a
different answer. They think it's Google
says it's between three and seven, but
like nobody's claiming this is overly
common, but it does happen. People do
falsely accuse people of rape,
obviously. Now, I I've just provided
some evidence here. I've just provided
exactly what Courtney asked for. What
did Cony's respon what was her response,
guys? Anybody Anybody care to take a
guess? Was it to accept the evidence or
was it to say, "Look, if I want to talk
to a rape defender, I'll talk to my
family. Don't give don't you have a boy
club to go to? Get [\h__\h] you rancit
rancid waste of jizz. Please don't let
Courtney handle the slaz."
Thank you, Ace for the two. True. There
are so many examples. And again, we tend
to remember these, right? We tend to
remember these [\h__\h] cases where
somebody has falsely accused somebody
because they stick in the mind. You've
also got things like Mattress Girl. Who
remembers Mattress Girl? This caused
like huge amounts of problems. Fun fact
about Mattress Girl. Do you know
Mattress Girl? You can find it on
Pornhub. You can find it on Pornhub.
Mattress Girl reenacted her own rape and
posted it on Pornhub. That's I I
actually I don't know if she posted it
herself on Pornhub, but it is up on
Pornhub. And you watch it and it's the
most weirdly awkward [\h__\h] It's just
like no wonder. And that girl had to the
university had to settle by the way in
the mattress girl case. Um so like yes
there are highprofile
cases of um false accusations. Qu uh
quake ran Courtney is going to stand or
true. Thank you for the two. So
Courtney ran. But here's here's one
thing I wanted to point to. Courtney
Courtney doesn't understand why people
have stopped believing her. But I'm
actually going to explain it to you very
simply. Courtney accuses basically
everyone she disagrees with of being a
rapist or a potential pedophile or
covering for them. And when you are
somebody whose your main thing is like
you're accusing Lily Orchard of sexually
assaulting you as a child, if you treat
these allegations like they are candy
that you can throw out, people are going
to look at your more serious allegations
and go, I don't know if this is true
because you seem to say this about
everybody. It it waters down your
allegation. Now, I've been very careful
here. I've never said that I don't
believe Courtney about the Lulu stuff.
I've never said this and I'm not going
to say this here by the way,
but most people like the amount of
conversations I have had with other
content creators about Courtney Pete who
just do not [\h__\h] believe her. So cute
she has my spat sub. Jesus Christ said I
thank for the two. Like you like these
are serious accusations you're throwing
at people and Courtney treats them like
they're nothing. This is her doing it to
Mr. Enter. Mr. Enter of all people.
Look, I don't know what you picture in
your head when you think of Mr. Enter,
but Mr. Enter like a rapist. [\h__\h]
what?
>> Mr. Enter once said he'd rather get
raped than be accused of raped. Well,
buddy, I hope your dream comes true.
13 Reasons Style.
Jesus Christ.
Mr. Enter's a cartoon reviewer and he
decided to get involved for some reason.
Yeah. Because he saw his own behaviors
getting attacked and said, "Well, I need
to protect this before they come after
me." Because that's what these people
do. Okay. When you're going to sit there
and not talk about rape allegations ever
or uh potential predator allegations
ever, but the second one that probably
matches your behavior gets called out,
you're going to jump all over that [\h__\h]
to discredit the [\h__\h] victim. Yeah,
honey. That's because you have your own
victims and you want to scare them from
[\h__\h] speaking out by going after
somebody else's.
>> Like, oh yeah, the the only reason you
might be defending somebody is is if
you're actually guilty of it by
Courtney's own logic that like people
only do things if they're pro uh
projecting. Like you could use that
logic on Courtney. You could be like the
only reason that you're defending Emily
so hard with her false accusations is
because your accusations are false. Like
you can That's the That's the logic that
you're putting out there, Courtney. Do
you not? Again, you're a [\h__\h] [\h__\h]
It's unreal.
I I do not understand. Yeah. There's now
more evidence of Courtney making rape
threats and Sabre graping. The truth is
that Sabre went to huge extents to
provide evidence of his innocence. There
is nothing that you could present to
Courtney
to provide like to for her to be like,
"Oh yeah, Sab's innocent. Emily lied."
And that's the problem. Like she has
Sabre's a victim. Like Sabre Sabre isn't
a victim. Like you are again directly
attacking the victim. It's not Emily.
It's Sabre.
This shit's [\h__\h] gross. That's That's
what everyone thinks when they look at
you. And again, no one has any sympathy
for Courtney because of it. Ace with the
two. I guess she missed the star giant
video. True. [\h__\h] hell, dude.
Just sit her down and make her watch the
starvite giant [\h__\h] Teddy with the 10.
Mr. Enter now man. Even if I wanted to
rap uh even if wanted to rape, he would
get distracted by his rage for lack of
9/11 references in Disney movies and
just forget to rape, dude.
Oh, [\h__\h] hell. Here's Yeah, this is
the core problem. It's like Courtney
exists in a world where she doesn't
understand that the accusations she's
throwing out are serious. And so if she
can't treat them seriously, nobody else
is going to treat her accusations
seriously. It's ins it's insanely
simple. It's actually insanely simple,
dude.
Dude. Anyway. Anyway, so I thought we'd
do a little stream going over some of
the stuff because there is there is so
much here. Now, Courtney herself, by the
way, has her own allegations.
Now, I've never paid much attention to
these, but essentially her behavior in
her Discord is uh seen by many people as
quite concerning. She'll have fairly
open sexual conversations with people
who may be minors. she doesn't know the
age of um and
there was a whole blow up in Lion's Lair
over it with like their mods basically.
This is why Lily uh Courtney got removed
from Cat's Lair because like Courtney
was accusing one of the [\h__\h] like
Lio's mods of being a rapist at one
point because they weren't siding with
her. Bro, this [\h__\h] is unhinged. This
[\h__\h] is actually just [\h__\h] unhinged.
I mean, oh God, I got sent some
screenshots. Um,
uh, give me one sec.
Uh, use whatever.
Um, okay. So, dude, there are so many
screenshots of this [\h__\h] Maybe I need
to go over the corny document at some
point.
Um,
I mean, ain't you ain't got to uh hear
me tell you that it's weird regardless.
The important thing is I'm the one
responsible for keeping it not weird.
I'm more like the local street mom than
anything. They ain't my kids, but at
least they ain't dead kids either kind
of vibe I go for. Bro, what the [\h__\h] are
you talking about? What is this?
What the [\h__\h] Hey, so I don't know if
you understand the full context of the
orgasm talk, but the full context as to
what Courtney suggested was something I
didn't recognize was inappropriate till
very recently. I told them about how I
didn't know how to do it right, to which
Courtney recommended using a shirt
and asked me if I have a mirror to look
down there. They told me I was going to
talk about it. Uh, they were they told
me it was going to talk about it to be
as cynical as possible to avoid taking
advantage of me like how others have.
Her exact words, I wish I had the
messages on how to prove it. The [\h__\h]
bro? Why are you teaching people to
masturbate in your Discord? What the
[\h__\h]
Hey, hey, miners. Welcome. Welcome to my
safe space. Have you ever Do Do you have
a mirror to hand? What the [\h__\h] You and
your ungodly streaming out of me. Sorry,
I lost too well. playing for the two.
Ah, dude.
What's this? Okay, something going on
with whatever blank name. I don't really
know what to do. She's freaking out
because she asked me some sexual health
questions and her mom is using that to
make me out to be a pedophile. She
thinks her mom is going to go through
her iPad and block all her friends. She
had to block me for a bit. Yeah, her mom
is pissed off that her daughter is
coming to me for advice that she should
be just uh that she should be just isn't
and can't give her. She's acting like a
child about to be Hans the mother. What
the [\h__\h] What is this? Like, dude, what
the [\h__\h]
Listen, this woman's Listen, this this
mother was angry because I started
giving and I just I told their child
their child to check themselves out with
a mirror in their Discord. What the [\h__\h]
are you doing? What do you mean?
[Laughter]
[\h__\h] this [\h__\h] bro. I I mean, honestly,
honestly, what the [\h__\h] are we doing
here?
Teddy with the 10. Becket, don't listen
to the other donators. Your hours are
the only godly hours. The rest are
ungodly. Dreaming in the morning is a
[\h__\h] crime.
Dude, I feel sorry for Shogun. Shogun
was like, I'm just going to watch some
Willy Mack. I'm going to go to sleep.
Saw [\h__\h] Courtney Pete's belly button
was like, oh god. Go Caddy with the five
goon with Courtney and friends under the
age of 18 only. True, true.
Oh yeah. What kind of questions did
Blank ask you if you don't mind? And
like if I had communication with the
mom, I could just hit her up whenever
has a problem and be like, "Hey, so just
so you know, what the fuck?" Yeah, this
seems extremely beneficial for everyone
involved.
Average age for an orgasm. She isn't
sure if she's had one and gets ma made
fun of at school by her peers for it.
Bro, you should not be having this
[\h__\h] conversation in your Discord.
What the [\h__\h] is wrong with you? She
made some comments that were basically,
"I don't know what's going on down there
and I'm starting to think I'm a freak."
You know, like we all did. Pretty normal
stuff for a kid growing through puberty.
I want to be clear about something. Lily
has like Lily was accused of being a
pedophile for conversations very very
similar to this. Like, unironically, the
conversations uh that Lily had with one
of these 17year-olds were like similar
to with like sexual health and like
safety and all this [\h__\h] And that was
enough for people to call Lily a [\h__\h]
pedophile. What?
Also, just super embarrassing because
now he calls me good girl every 2
minutes. Agreed. South Park merch and
clothes, which is where I go usually. Uh
fantasy electric with the five. It's too
bad how crazy and deranged Courtney is
considering what Lily does as well. I
think the whole family might just be
rotten apples. I mean,
dude, I said this I said this to Sesa.
My line with Lily has always been this.
You're right. Stockholm, it's more than
enough. It's more than enough.
Stockholm's more than enough. You never
needed [\h__\h] Courtney Pete. But yes,
the whole family is [\h__\h] deranged.
Ace with the five. This 14-year-old came
to Courtney and asked, "Am I broken if I
can't orgasm?" And then Courtney
proceeded to give advice. Yeah,
basically. Um, wait. A 14year-old.
They're 14.
It's a Jewish summer camp, Teddy. Very
popular. Jesus Christ. Shogun. What the
[\h__\h] This person was 14. Hold on. Let
me get chat on screen. Thank you guys so
much for hitting the goal. That was
quick. That's surpris. Dude, I need to
talk about freaks more again. Okay.
Clearly, clearly I've been slacking.
Right. Let's reset the goal. I got chat
on screen. Thank you guys so much. I am,
as always, incredibly [\h__\h] proud of
you cuz you are super awesome.
I had nothing prepared. Literally,
literally, I just got annoyed and I was
like, "We're going live. We're going
live, guys." Okay, I'm uh I'm I'm
actually just done. I'm done. I'm done.
I feel like not talking about Courtney
is in some way sweeping for this [\h__\h]
because I said I said a while ago, I
don't want to go after Courtney because
I don't want to give any I don't want to
give Lily any breathing space. Do you
know what I mean? I'd like I don't want
to I don't want it to become oh well if
we can't trust Courtney then maybe Lily
Orchard is innocent. I never wanted
that. Um but there are there are limits.
Do you know what I mean? Thank you guys
so much. You guys are [\h__\h] awesome.
Um okay
the whole thing. Uh let's move this
over. I'll put this over here. Okay.
Courtney is absolutely out of her mind.
Yeah, I know. An how you doing buddy?
How you doing? Dude, I just want to say
very quickly, I was watching I watched
Ant go over um these uh [\h__\h] uh KP's
response video stream and I've got to
say I really appreciate just just I
really appreciate like the chat was
giving me a bit of [\h__\h] which is
absolutely fine but like a said one of
the nicest things which like whatever
you think of Beckett he's not lazy he's
thorough and he works and listen people
can hate me just give me due credit I
think that's fair so I do appreciate
that buddy much appreciated Um, okay.
Anyway, anyway, what the [\h__\h] would we
do, right? So, let's read this one,
dude. The utter [\h__\h] disgraceful
state of this [\h__\h] If I had a Discord
like this, I'd delete it. I just delete
it. Why would Why wouldn't you delete
it?
These conversations publicly, you
deranged freak.
You work your ass off, man. Thank you,
buddy. I try. I try. Okay.
Becca, answer me. What was the question,
Teddy? Where are we? How much to get rid
of chat on screen? I just want to punish
everyone else. No, I wouldn't do that to
them. I wouldn't do that for them. To
them, Teddy, I can't I'm not that tall
streamer, but like 50 quid.
Send me 50 and I'll take it off. I'll
reset it.
Ah, [\h__\h] it. Whatever. Also, don't be
embarrassed. It's called exploration and
it's normal at your age. Dude,
why are you why are you having this
conversation with a 14year-old? Is this
person actually 14? Dude,
that's so insane.
Probably not. But I've made worse when
uh Was it the best choice? Probably not.
But I've made worse when I was your age.
And it's not really a big deal. When he
threatens you, threaten him back. Tell
him you will tell everyone about his
boner. This isn't going to be nice, but
neither is he. Mock his dick size. Tell
him you will tell everyone how small it
is. Doesn't matter if you've actually
seen it or not. Frankly, if he's going
to try to use your body to shame you, do
the same to him.
Hey, listen. 14-year-old, listen. You
know you're getting bullied because like
here's what you need to do, okay? Brand,
you need to find this other 14y old and
you need to talk about his penis. Okay?
Talk about his penis.
DMG you with a treat, good sir. It'll
tickle you, especially given everything.
What What is it? What is it? What you
got? What is this?
Okay, hold on. We'll move on to that.
What the [\h__\h] Why are there so many
things like this? Oh, dude.
I get we all have trauma and I've talked
about mine on YouTube, but you don't use
a community with minors in it to process
your trauma. It's not why my community
exists. You're actively talking to these
[\h__\h] children children about sex
stuff. Like, also, isn't your whole
thing processing your trauma? Isn't that
your whole [\h__\h] channel? What do you
mean? What the [\h__\h] How delusional are
you? This [\h__\h] is dulu. I swear to God.
It's actually It's actually ridiculous.
Looks like I'm getting kicked out and
dumped. Hooray. I love my life. What
happened? Do you need to talk about it?
No, I don't even know what happened, but
I don't know how much I'll be given. I
can't afford my own place. And homeless
shelters don't have the best internet,
if I even go to one. I don't want to
live in another homeless shelter. I'd
rather go off into the woods and die.
really wish that my now ex hadn't
stopped me from [\h__\h] offing myself.
You're having this conversation in an
open discord with kids around that. You
know, you Dude, what the [\h__\h] bro? Uh
guys, yeah, listen, this is just a
little note. I'm not going to be
streaming because I might become
homeless and then kill myself.
By the way, keep checking those orgasms
in the mirror. What the [\h__\h] bro?
Dude,
this is [\h__\h] unhinged,
dude. What the [\h__\h]
Becky? You don't understand. Corny Pete
is the Uber of victims.
Oh, dude. What the [\h__\h] in the server.
She is directly talking to a 16
17year-old about her rant. Thank you for
the 58. [\h__\h] me.
Yeah. Well, I uh he's dumping you just
like that. Even after all you sacrificed
your time, your energy, the emotional
support that you've given him and his
family, especially during the passing of
your mother-in-law. What a scumbag.
What? Dude, you should not be talk Dude,
talking about your p relationship public
like this is crazy.
You're still alive today. And he got
Dude, why are you why are you getting
like [\h__\h] emotional support from the
16 17 year old?
Proves I can't even kill myself, right?
What the [\h__\h]
Yeah, every time I improve my life, I
just endless end up homeless again.
Listen, I'm not into victim blaming,
but at the same time, I I don't know
what to tell you.
Look, I again, my sympathy is at [\h__\h]
zero. This is a woman who is constantly
accusing everyone of being a rapist or a
pedophile. I just I'm I'm going to be
honest with you guys. I know some of you
are like, "Listen, is this is this
really I don't care anymore. I don't
care. I'm done. I'm actually [\h__\h]
done. It has been a year of everyone
[\h__\h] walking on eggshells around this
chick constantly, never endingly based
purely off the fact that, you know,
Lily's a piece of [\h__\h] I'm sorry. You
can't act this way and then be like, I
don't understand why people hate me.
It's so difficult. Why does everyone
dude? Maybe cuz you're a [\h__\h] [\h__\h]
I I don't know what to tell you.
Like,
why are you venting like this to a
[\h__\h] It goes on and on. I'm not even
I don't even want to show it to you. It
goes on and on.
Your community should not look this way.
You should not look this way.
I expressed sympathy for her and she
immediately reacted like I was attacking
her. I mean, I'll be honest with you.
Yeah. I mean, there's a community note
about Anthony on Courtney's page. It's
not even talking about her.
It's [\h__\h] unreal, bro. It's just so
bizarre.
You can't be kind to her. You can't
ignore your her. You can't do anything.
I feel like of all people, I've been one
of the most charitable pe charitable
people to Courtney Pete. In fact, other
people do you know do you know okay
listen we all know the Becket sweeper
memes. But do you know the one of the
main people I have been accused of
sweeping for behind the scenes is
Courtney P. Like unironically cuz
constantly I have said on a neverending
cycle I'm just like I like again there
are no perfect victims. I say this all
the [\h__\h] time. I don't disagree with
it. But at the same time I'm just like
bro what the [\h__\h] am I meant to do with
this? You can't you can't sit there make
other people victims and like [\h__\h]
like post out this insane abusive [\h__\h]
and then be like I don't understand why
everyone hates you. Like eventually the
sympathy is going to run dry. You're
going to be like people are going to
just going to be like [\h__\h] you and I'm
sick of it. I'm so tired of it because
eventually do you know what's going to
happen and this is my concern. This
become my concern. Eventually, there's
going to be another case like Saber
Spark or Slazo or [\h__\h] Griffin or
anything where someone like Courtney
Pete and probably Courtney Pete herself
is going to in insert herself and just
like try and ruin somebody's life. You
do not get to like ruin other people's
lives of like [\h__\h] [\h__\h]
allegations because something bad
happened to you. It doesn't give you
cart blanch. That's not how any of this
works.
Like people talk about the perfect
victim thing. It's like, well, you know
what we're talking about with the
perfect victim stuff is, you know, if
somebody has like issues in their past.
Let's say somebody's racist, for
example. Let's say somebody's racist.
Just because somebody might be a bit
racist doesn't mean you ignore bad [\h__\h]
happening to them. Even racists can be
raped, right? That's what we're talking
about. What we're not talking about is
if you are a victim of something, you
get infinite good grace. Could you
imagine if I play that? It's like, yeah,
guys, you can't actually criticize me
cuz my mom's dead. You know, that's a
very traumatic thing for me. You know,
again, I get really sick. I I saw this
in KP's like [\h__\h] response to me
where she's like, uh, I have to smoke
weed for my clinically diagnosed PTSD.
[\h__\h] I've been through PTSD. I had to
go through I like I I nearly completely
[\h__\h] my life up like really badly. If
I hadn't had like quite serious therapy,
I would probably be dead like of alcohol
poisoning in a gutter. That's not an
exaggeration. That's the reality. I f
like I was a pain to be friends with. Um
I was a know I was a [\h__\h] mess. But
the only person who was responsible for
that is me. It like all the people I met
after the things that like traumatized
me like again like my childhood's a bit
[\h__\h] up. All those people who I met
after that point were not responsible
for my [\h__\h] trauma and were not
responsible for dealing with me while I
was unable to cope with it. That's
that's it's just not other people's
responsibility. You don't get to put
this on everybody else because you were
dealt a bad hand. The rest of the world
didn't do that to you. And you yes, in
in a lot of respects, you do have a
responsibility to get better because
you're the only one who can make
yourself better. That's the reality. I'm
so sick of victim narratives like this.
Teddy with a 10. I can't even kill
myself, right, man? Why do I even try?
14-year-old. Once I'm done doing my math
homework, I'll get right on this.
Pinker with a five. Here's your money,
crab, man. Be strong, king. Strongest
soldier. Thank you, Pinker. Lost in
Worlds of the Five. There are no perfect
victims, but you're still human. If you
act like an [\h__\h] to everyone, you're
just an [\h__\h] Um, will be treated as
such. Abso fuckingutely. And again,
there are people who have like
completely like disconnected themselves
from my life uh from like my my younger
years. And they were right to they were
just right to in the same way like and
again there are people who've called me
who called me out for what my behavior
was like. They were right to in the same
way it is completely legitimate to call
out Courtney for this [\h__\h] It's just
like what the [\h__\h] is wrong with you?
Honestly, unbelievable.
Dude.
Okay. Okay. Let's Let's have a look at
some of these other screenshots. I've
been saying the [\h__\h] is this? I've never
seen these before. I don't know what's
in them. I've got no [\h__\h] idea. Okay.
Um,
so this is Courtney. Why are you asking
to send stuff to a random minor on the
net? That's [\h__\h] up, bud. Majorly
[\h__\h] up. So, I sent a DM to keep track
of important things if you really want
me to send you a binder. No photos,
though. This is [\h__\h] up as [\h__\h] You
sent a DM to a minor asking if you could
send them what equates to underwear. You
do that for everyone or just minors?
Colleen Ballinger [\h__\h] ass. Yeah, you
[\h__\h] did. Please. No swearing. Do
something then. Please resend that
offer. Wait, what? What's this in
reference to?
Wait, who was trying to send what to a
minor?
I'm sorry. I don't really mean anything
by it. I resend the offer. I just wanted
to help by asking a minor for their
address. You think that's the way to
wait an okay thing to do to a strange
24year-old? You're right. I was think I
wasn't thinking that far. Why are you
asking for their address in the first
place? DMing a minor about their chest
size isn't an okay thing to begin with,
let alone offering them things to send
them a binder. Oh, okay. Okay. To send
them a binder. So, like this is a young
trans person, I take it. Then I never
asked for the address. Like I said, I
never thought that far ahead. Was just
too eager to help. Wait, hold on. So,
this person that Courtney is going at
was trying to give health advice to and
again, I I I I agree. I don't think you
should be like in inserting yourself
into the lives of miners regardless of
the situation. But like, so when
somebody else does it, it's a problem.
But when Courtney tries to explain an
orgasm to somebody, she's just being the
street mom and she's the responsible
one. What the [\h__\h] bro?
Dude,
I never asked for the address. Like I
said, never thought that far ahead.
You're pretty eager to jump into DMs of
a kid. Sus. I mean, yes, Courtney. Some
people would say that's pretty sus. Like
discussing an orgasm with a 14-year-old.
You [\h__\h] dude.
I think so didn't mean anything bad that
we're all trans people trying to help a
trans kid and so didn't mean anything
harmful. Intention and outcomes are two
different things. Doesn't matter if they
meant harm. They were an adult that just
DM'd a minor regarding their bare chest.
How do you think that minor feels? The
harm was done. Intended or not.
This dono better not start anything. I
swear to God. Thank you, Amber. Thank
you for the two. But uh the person we
should blame is Courtney's ex for
stopping her. Jesus.
Thank you, Shogun. Thank you. Thank
Thank you for that, buddy. Okay. Right.
Okay. Cool. C. Listen, I love I love I
love hanging people by their own
standards. It's one of my favorite
things. Okay. And Courtney, by your own
standards, by your own standards,
you you you've done harm.
Congratulations. Well done. Awesome.
Great.
Oh, dude.
What's the difference between helping a
person with their trans identity and
just explaining sexual things with a
minor? corny. Listen, this isn't going
to help with the Becket. Becket is too
nice to the trans people allegations,
but I think honestly
I think you probably shouldn't get
involved in any way with this. But on
the scale, if I'm to power scale this, I
think it is significantly worse to
discuss orgasms with a 14-year-old on
Discord than it is to discuss something
like binding. I I I is that a wild take?
Again, we're not talking about like
giving advice on like HRT or like
bathtub HRT or something. Like I think
it's I think it's not a great thing to
do and you shouldn't involve yourself,
but I think on the scale I don't think
it's nearly as [\h__\h] weird as
discussing orgasms. I'm sorry. I just
don't,
dude.
[\h__\h] me.
So, why not do it publicly on the server
where the venting was and go to the DMs
instead? Maybe because you knew it was
sus and then come to me about how
uncomfortable they were with some random
adult messaging them out the blue. Oh my
gosh, the miner you put in uncomfortable
position formed. No way. Think next
time. I'm sorry. Didn't tell me the
person you actually Don't tell me. Tell
the person you actually harmed. How? I'm
not DMing him again. You just told me he
was uncomfortable. Bro, what the [\h__\h]
So the dude, I [\h__\h] hate this purity
testing [\h__\h] dude. Uh, actually,
you need to tell the person they're
sorry, but you're not allowed to DM
them, okay? And if you are sorry, that's
not enough. I I still get to like
persecute you. I still get to [\h__\h]
like tear your soul apart. This is
[\h__\h] ridiculous. Okay, is there any
more here? Um,
dude, this is ridiculous.
Okay. Okay. Listen. So, this is this is
uh this is Look, we're not going to read
all the [\h__\h] screenshots because I'll
be here forever, but we are going to
talk about it's time.
Um because [\h__\h] this [\h__\h] I'm so done.
I'm so done. Hold on. Has uh has
anything come up?
Oh, dude. [\h__\h] listen. I don't I
don't understand why she keeps doing
this. She's just getting cooked every
day. It's ridiculous. So, this is its
time and I've had a quick flip through.
I have not watched any of these streams,
by the way. I haven't watched any of
this [\h__\h] Okay. There is so much stuff
here and I have not seen any of it.
We're not going to get through all of it
tonight. We're not going to get through
all of it tonight. Hey, rape victim,
don't agree with me in any capacity.
You're a rapist pedophile.
But we are going to we are going to have
a look at its time because I believe
this is in response to many of these DMs
accusations I've just read. Um
sit.
Oh [\h__\h] hell, dude.
Anyway,
>> music on this stream because I can't
like I don't mind losing monetization,
but
>> her audio is always so [\h__\h] as well.
I've never actually watched Courtney
streams
>> here. I'm talking to myself. That's
fine.
>> They're an experience. Hey,
but dude, I can't read that. Electric. I
don't know what it is about the first
part of that name that [\h__\h] me up. I'm
so I'm so sorry. Electric, welcome to
coping. Thank you so much.
>> I do that all the time.
>> God, she's
>> cigarette. No. Where are you?
>> Okay.
>> Here. [\h__\h]
>> Is this hearable? Can you guys hear
this? Is this Is this okay?
>> Oh, hello guys. Hey. Sorry. I just saw
you guys pop into the [\h__\h] chat
there. Htor tree.
>> Too loud, too quiet. Let me know
>> what's going on. Oh, thank you. Um,
I think I
>> Fantasy Electric. There we go. Thank
you.
>> But I think it comes from Spencer's
originally.
This isn't going to be a happy stream. I
don't want to be here. I don't want to
do this.
[Laughter]
Living abnormal
words. Living abnormality says, "Hey,
girl bosses, boy bosses, and boss
babies." Nice. I love that. That's an
excellent entrance. Um, yeah. I had to
take the dreads out. Uh, I'm putting
them back in in like tomorrow, but is my
mic low? It probably is cuz it's not
close to my face.
She has what we call meth chic. Jesus
racks. Thank you for the two. Mac with
some cheese with the two. Actual clown
behavior from KP. She's a tool. I mean,
like all these people are all these
people are. Again, the only reason KP is
going after Saber Spark is because he
slighted her. That's it. That's it. She
just views it that he slighted her, so
he must be destroyed.
Dude, like, okay, I haven't talked about
Courtney's Black Griffin video much, but
Courtney's Black Griffin video is what
is probably the worst Black Griffin
video. It is insane. Her her her facts
in it aren't even right. She starts
making accusations about like the age at
which Gabe first met Cla, how many times
they'd met the act cuz it's all from
like skitso people and she's never
apologized for it. She's like, "No, no,
no, no." Okay, the age gap, guys. The
age gap means it's grooming.
No. Like, this is part of the problem,
and I'm going to keep repeating this.
Courtney's understanding of what
grooming and pedophilia are is so
[\h__\h] hazy. It's so broadbrush that
this is why people are questioning the
Lily accusations because most people
have never heard Courtney herself talk
about what like Lily apparently did to
her. So when you start throwing out
broad brush weak allegations against
people, people are going to go, "Hey,
listen. What about these other things
you've said?" That's how people work,
you [\h__\h] [\h__\h] And it's taking all
my strength really to not think the same
thing to some extent because I've never
looked at detail into the Courtney Pete
Lily Orchard allegations. I've never
done it. I I didn't I didn't see a
reason to. But like again now I'm kind
of sat here being like maybe I [\h__\h]
should. You know what? Just cuz again it
doesn't make any real [\h__\h] difference
in the case of Lily Orchard in my
opinion. Lily Orchard wrote Stockholm.
Lily Orchard is into [\h__\h] pedophilic
uh pedophilitic incest [\h__\h] and it's
obvious that she is. So I'm not sure you
need Courtney,
but I mean the fact that she's having
orgasm conversations with 14year-olds
and talking about her upcoming suicide
event, I I don't want to [\h__\h] tell
you, bro. Only way I'm getting through
this is playing Assassin's Creed Black
Flag. One of the best games out of
Ubisoft ruined the franchise with
Japanese lesbian and feudal Japan. Dude,
I was actually looking at that recently.
Do you know what rogue rogue like
Assassin's Creed Rogue is like an
underrated classic though I really like
Unity. Okay, Unity is also really really
really good. The thing about the
Courtney Lily accusations is that
Stockholm as I understand it reflects
the accusations Courtney made. Lily
clearly fantasizes about Courtney a lot.
Okay, that that does make sense. That
does make sense. Wait,
does that make sense?
Look, I've read bits of Stockholm.
Does that make sense?
Cuz that
Okay. Okay. I might have a look. I might
have a look down the road. And again,
Lily is a piece of [\h__\h] I don't think
this changes anything. Okay. I don't
think any of this changes anything about
Lily. I also got to admit I never read
Stockholm cuz I've read bits of
Stockholm and I'm trying to understand
how that reflects on Courtney. I like
legitimately because
like Courtney would have been abused by
Lily with Lily was still a minor, right?
Am I getting timelining right here? Lily
was still a minor at the time. Stockholm
is a story about adult characters. like
the adult characters.
Stockholm is multiple fanfics. Is it?
[\h__\h] hell. Okay, listen. Yeah, it's
like 10 to 14. She was, dude.
Justin ret two. Courtney sounds like
peaches on Jenny Craig. Jesus Christ.
It's a massive read.
This is the problem. You can't really
like [\h__\h] dig into Stockholm that
clearly because, you know,
it's incredibly [\h__\h] up. Um,
I think Courtney saying that her brother
molested both her and Lily does explain
how we got to this point. What the [\h__\h]
I literally have never heard that
before. What? Uh, that's why I never
bothered. It's too long. Who really
wants to bother, dude? I mean, yeah,
again, it's D.
It's so [\h__\h] bizarre. Anyway,
um, hang on a second. Let me
That's not what I want.
Am I the right
words? Yeah, I'm at the right mic.
Um,
wait. Where's the thing? Hang on a
second.
Uh,
there's something [\h__\h] up about that
family. All the kids are crazy. I mean,
dude,
my mess just dropped the wall of text
under my video. Holy [\h__\h] Well, well
done, Nicandros. Someone got ma by
someone for sure, but it's too it's too
twisted not to. Yeah, dude. I don't.
>> No,
>> there's definitely something. Oh,
stickers. Okay, before we get into
Courtney doing whatever the [\h__\h] she's
doing, please enjoy these stickers,
everybody. Dude, you guys are smashing
it tonight. So, I went live at midnight.
I was not expecting anyone to actually
[\h__\h] show up. Dude, thank you guys so
much
for coming and chilling. I much
appreciate it. You guys are as always
super [\h__\h] awesome. Thank you so
much. Um, can't wait for the accusations
that I'm monetizing a victim or some
[\h__\h] And I I can't wait. It's going to
be So, that will be in KP's next
response video. I want to point out that
Beckett monetizes all his content
because he's he's a bad person and he
only cares about he only cares about
making money and getting clicks on
YouTube. That's what it will be. That's
what it will be. Also, did you notice
the fact that K uh that KP said, "I have
publicly cut ties with Courtney cuz I
heard behind the scenes that they were
talking again." I think that's very
interesting. Also, I don't think you get
to apologize to people like just be
like, "Yeah, I don't I don't talk to
Courtney anymore." Like, I thought that
was ridiculous. No, no, no. It's like I
couldn't I couldn't defend her actions,
so I'm publicly distancing myself from
her, dude.
>> Let's put it closer to my face. Did you
see the Death Noodles campaign video?
Yes. I still don't believe it's real.
>> I just I can't. I refuse.
>> I don't want you guys to have to hear my
mouth sounds. Is that better?
I could just yell, but I don't really
want the neighbors to have to hear me
either.
Anyway,
well, not anyway. I kind of got to wait
to hear if uh this is better.
I'd like to have music on this stream,
but I can't because my last stream I had
too many copyright claims and um the
stream got uh blocked globally. So,
I need to turn this one into an actual
video and monetization or not, I need it
to stay up. So,
the [\h__\h] dude. Wait,
this is insane. Courtney can make
videos. Why is Why Why would she look at
it this way? Hold on. Courtney has made
videos. Just make a video. Why would you
need to turn the stream into a video?
How [\h__\h] desperate are you?
What the [\h__\h] I mean, that didn't
happen.
>> Okie dokie.
Appreciate the um techn technological
help or technical help. Yeah, technical
sound check 1212.
If it's a more serious stream, then I
won't donate because it takes away from
attention away from the people on chat.
It's time for
>> If it's a more serious stream, I won't
donate because it takes attention away
from people on
[\h__\h] me, people. Listen, guys. I'm going
to be honest with you. Some of some
people need to get a [\h__\h] grip, okay?
Some of some of some of some people need
to actually get a [\h__\h] grip. Please,
I beg you. Okay, listen. If you're
I'm making a new rule, okay, there's a
new rule. If you've got serious
accusations that are like life ruining
and this is destroying your life, maybe
get off the [\h__\h] internet. Do you
know what? Maybe just get off the
internet. Maybe this isn't this isn't
this isn't working. Okay, we've tried it
for years. It doesn't work. It's just I
Dude, I don't this the gayest [\h__\h] as
well. I hate this thing of uh Yeah.
Well, listen guys, this video is really
serious, so please don't like and
subscribe. Don't give me any Dude,
you're a YouTuber. All of us are
YouTubers. We're all here for attention
on the [\h__\h] internet. We know what
we're doing. You want to hear your voice
heard. You want people to like and
subscribe. You want people to donate
money to you. You want to get traction.
That's the reality. That's the reality.
Do you know how I know it's the reality?
Because the only reason somebody would
focus a channel and talking about Zitter
would then go after somebody like Black
Griffin is for clout. This is a clout.
This is a Oh no. I can I can do more. I
can I can be like the voice of victims.
We all know what this is. We've all We
know what this is.
Just I hate the dishonesty of it. It's
so gay. Hundred answer with the five. I
don't want you to hear my mouth sounds
talks anyway. True. K cast member for 17
months. Don't break Becket. We need you.
True. Courtney could have uh made a Brad
Taste video.
Dude, I just just be honest about why
we're all here. Okay.
>> What?
>> Becky, congratulate Anony's for going.
Listen. I know. Listen, I do talk to
aunt. I do talk to aunt. Yeah, dude.
It's around the time, isn't it?
Congrats, bro.
It's time for me to go over a bunch of
things for the millionth time and then
turn it into a video because I'm just
tired of of
talking about it and hearing about it.
And oh my god, I'm just so tired of
hearing about it.
And apparently because I didn't care
enough to [\h__\h] talk about any of it.
Yeah, it wasn't honor of the odds. And
but apparently because I don't care
about any of any of it enough to make a
response video, that means I'm avoiding
criticism.
So, [\h__\h] it. We ball. I guess
[Music]
it was for Aussie. It was for Aussie.
It's okay. Um, I'm just upset it got it
got blocked. Like, I'm fine with losing
monetization. I was just upset that the
the video the stream got blocked because
then now nobody can watch it. I mean, I
can, but anyway. Um,
uh, the what are what are the few things
that I'm going to go over today? So,
we're going to go over the the KP video
and the live chat uh attached to that.
>> Platinum Ether, that's what Courtney
looks like. Becky, you need to
compensate for me waking up, opening
your stream, and seeing this creature.
Thank you for You give me money. Thank
you for the $7 Canadian platinum. She
breathes hot cigarette smoke into her
mic. That thing is caked in ash. Look, I
can't criticize her for smoking. It's
not like I'm sat not sat here smoking
every single [\h__\h] stream, okay? I'm
not
>> um So, me and Super Kirby Lover, I'm
going to go over the accusations that I
have apparently groomed a child
>> times two. Okay, we will actually speed
it up. Wait, what?
Um,
so me and Super Curvy Lover. I'm going
to go over the accusations that I have
apparently groomed a child because the
there's also just the way that that
accusation has just snowballed into
ridiculousness is kind of enter.
>> Yeah, it's it's almost crazy, isn't it,
that people level accusations at
somebody and then you're forced to
defend yourself like off very little
evidence. That's that's really that's
really wild, Courtney. I can't imagine
that happening to somebody. Wouldn't it
be crazy if you kept doing that to
people? Wouldn't that be insane?
Oh, yeah. No, I I can't believe that
people are saying this about me. All I
did was to to I just listen. I just told
her to get a mirror. Okay.
>> Entertaining to me, but going to go and
talk about that. And what else?
What else have I been tired of
overexplaining? um being like
>> it's so crazy they're coming with more
evidence than you have ever had. Yeah.
Like this is the truth as well. There is
more evidence that Courtney Pete is a
groomer than there is that uh Saber
Spark is a rapist. That's the reality.
That's the actual reality she's in.
Absolutely [\h__\h] insane.
I
>> convoy and us apparently being friends.
>> Do you want to make a list or something?
Yeah, I should. Wait, is she going to
talk about Lio? Okay, so one of the
things that happened was like a lot of
people were like, "Well, Lio's going to
get dragged into this Courtney shit."
And like Lio definitely got dragged into
the Courtney [\h__\h] at the beginning. Like
uh mostly cuz he was like dragged in
with KP cuz they've been friends for
years. But uh like Lio I don't think has
ever hardcore defended Courtney. I think
his position was largely he didn't want
to like do anything to provide any kind
of defense for Lily Orchard, which is
the stance that a lot of people have
had. I know a lot of people
now I I know several commentators uh
from like core commentary community
um who have refused to cover Lily
Orchard but also don't want to go and
cover Courtney because they don't want
to provide a defense. That's a really
common [\h__\h] narrative I hear and I
actually no word of a lie it's one that
I myself have like like in the stream
said I didn't want to do this stream. I
was a while ago thinking about doing
something on Courtney and then I was
just like I'm not doing it. But here we
are. Starbird with the five. Like why do
people watch her again? She's not a
gamer. She's not an artist and she
doesn't do reactions like you all do.
Like what is her purpose? The purpose of
Courtney Pete is that at one she's she's
like the key victim in the Lily Orchard
stuff. That's it. Lily like Courtney
Pete is a professional YouTube rape
victim. And if that sounds insane to you
that we've reached the point that that's
a thing you can be, it's because it is.
That's [\h__\h] mental. I What has
happened to this [\h__\h] world where
like we have like professional rape v?
Cuz this was her like thing with the
whole uh Emmy stuff. She's like, well, I
can talk about Emy's rape because I'm an
expert on sexual assault. And I said at
the time, do you know who the last
person to talk about rape should be?
Somebody who's a victim of rape. I I
know this is this seems like a weirdly
controversial uh position to some
people, but if you are emotionally
invested in something, it is going to
bias you in such a way that it actually
makes it hard for you to be objective.
And this is the same thing with the
Saber Spark stuff. Courtney can't get a
read on the Saber Spark stuff because
she herself just sees, oh, this person
must be a victim, so I have to defend
them.
I'm also a survivor of assault. I don't
talk about it because that's [\h__\h] sucks.
Yeah. Like again, you you shouldn't um
you shouldn't be putting this stuff out
there. There are things that like you
and your experiences make you crap at
covering. In the same way, by the way,
like we'll just bring up the Destiny
stuff. We'll bring up the Destiny stuff
and the Pixie stuff. I [\h__\h] up
elements with the Pixie story quite
seriously because of my emotional
investment in it. because I got so
[\h__\h] angry about the politics space
and what I see within it. I [\h__\h] it up
and like it it makes it makes me less
like it like again I'm working on this
food shops video, this orbiter video
thing and the proviso of that that
whatever I put out actually is probably
going to be far more bias than what I
normally produce as a creator and an
audience should be aware of that. I
should be aware of that. You should know
that going in because that's just that's
the reality. This is one of the reasons
politics content in general is so [\h__\h]
because everyone's emotional investments
are so heavy that very few people can
objectively cover anything to do with
politics. It almost never happens. Just
to go with the five, oh, I can't wait to
see her crash out in your comments
section again. I mean, again, like no
one's paying attention to it. That's the
joke. Like Courtney does these [\h__\h]
long posts and argues with people, but
it's just like no one's paying
attention. No one's siding with her
except for one [\h__\h] weirdo on
Twitter.
Absolutely can't wait for you shots
video vid. Uh food shots vid. I've said
to somebody else that I had to scrap
scrap a lot of it and rework it. So I
don't know when it will be out, but I
but I am doing it. I am doing it. It'll
be it'll be extensive cuz we're doing
we're going to talk about Wick. We're
going to talk about Tom Fury. We're
going to talk about Aerodite. Anyway
Anyway, that's not what we're here for.
That's not what we're here for. Wait,
I'll forget.
[Music]
>> Don't become a YouTuber, guys. It's not
worth it.
>> Okay, so yeah, I got I got a pen I got a
pen and paper here. I'm already
um so we got Super Curvy Lover. We got
uh the grooming allegations.
Um Lio Convoy.
Uh I think that was that may have been
it. I hope you get the balding pedophile
stale that runs live stream fails
Reddit. I I'm playing with the idea of
putting stale in it. Yeah, I will say
that. Dude, that guy [\h__\h] sucks.
>> This about the pedophile.
>> Talk about the whole KP versus
Sabersburg thing. Not exactly the whole
thing, but like my involvement. So, like
the live chat where everybody was mad at
me about the live chat.
Um,
what else? I think I
>> Yeah. So, for those of you who need a
little reminder, the reason people were
mad at her about the live chat is
because people were in the live chat of
KP's video, including Chris Chan, by the
way, being like, "Oh, yeah, guys. Um,
you know, this video misses the mark.
It's a little bit [\h__\h] weird. You've
got a load of memes in there." And, uh,
it's kind of [\h__\h] crazy that you're
putting this out. And Courtney's there
like, "You don't understand rape." Two
people who are also [\h__\h] sexual
assault victims. She's like, "You don't
understand. You're just like just
talking down about it." And it's a very
serious topic. Absolutely [\h__\h]
insane. Also, while we're here talking
about that, by the way, I saw a very
very interesting comment on KP's
channel. Um,
give me a second.
Let me let me find this because KP put
out a post recently and uh, dude, this
is 50 comments and 32 likes. I don't
know if I don't know if many of you post
posts on YouTube, but you know, it's
actually really very difficult to get
like not many likes on a comment post.
Like some of my best engagement is on
YouTube post just because it's so easy
for people scrolling through just to
like it and you don't see them very
much. So to have 32 likes and 50
comments on a [\h__\h] YouTube post is
actually wild. Uh where was it? Um,
we'll go to newest cuz I saw it earlier
today. Uh, and it said there's a reply
comment somewhere unless you deleted it.
And I want to How does this happen
twice? A lau [\h__\h] Where is it? I would
like to know why the Lily video video
was handled so much better than Saber
and Co. an editor at the time monitored
and fought to tell Rachel to remove
jokes and memes from the Lily video
because it will end up at severe
backlash. like where she is right now.
By the way, the editor and Rachel team
were unpaid because uh which is
baffling. So, I don't know if this is
true, but looking at KP's videos, I
believe this. I think that one of the
reasons that Lily video wasn't so much
of a [\h__\h] mess, cuz this makes
perfect sense, is because like the
editor, like people were like [\h__\h]
holding KP's leech uh leech leash. It is
true. I can confirm. Yeah. So again, KP
is just [\h__\h] [\h__\h] She doesn't
understand reality. It's like you you
you saw you saw the warnings beforehand,
[\h__\h] in your last video.
I don't have the evidence on hand, but
it's true. If you do find it, send it to
me cuz I might look I I doubt we're done
with KP. Just to go with the two ticks
me off how her and KP gave Lily a
shield. I mean, again, I think this is
one of the big things we say with people
who've done kind of [\h__\h] up [\h__\h] Um,
you don't want to provide um people with
an out. I say this all the time, by the
way. It's why you should only ever run
allegations that you can like either
prove or ones you can't prove. And you
can see me do this in the KP video where
like anything that I don't like can't
prove that's like a severe allegation
like the sexual harassment claim that um
that uh that KP made at this uh
convention. And I was like, I can't site
a source for this, but like that's the
story and I I spoke to KP about it,
right? So, you should always be careful
about that because otherwise you end up
in this weird [\h__\h] up position.
Um,
you end up in this weird [\h__\h] up
position where your over like
overzealous accusations will be the
defense. This is what happened with
Spocker, by the way. In the recent, it's
really evident that in the recent
Spocker stuff, Spock would have been
burnt
if it wasn't for the fact that um they
made claims that he was like dating an
8-year-old, which were untrue. And the
minute those claims that were so serious
were disproven, everything else just
falls apart. This is why when you're
making claims, sometimes you'll come
across things that don't look as bad and
you'll be like, "Okay, these are the
ones that I actually have to stick to."
You can't go with the [\h__\h] crazy nuke
if you can't prove it. Just it's not
worth it. You will only help the person
you're attacking.
It's very funny to me they fell out with
Zena and Poppy because Poppy Zena tried
to take control of the movement against
Lily. Then they got h then they just
hijacked it from uh from other victims
by uh centering Courtney. Yeah. I mean
again this is the main thing with
Courtney, right? Like Courtney's like
with the S and Anthony stuff now.
Everyone's aware of my opinions of Sai.
I I don't like Sai. Okay. But at the
same time, like when all this started, I
am ve I I am still actually very much on
Sai's side. Like Courtney going to Sai
and trying to dictate what her content
should look like, how she has to act uh
when engaging with Lily is [\h__\h] You
don't get to do that to content
creators. Now, I have my own opinions
about covering Lily's media stuff
because, as I said before, I think that
people focusing on the media stuff is is
a shield Lily uses. But that doesn't
mean you're not allowed to do it. Okay?
That doesn't mean like again, you can
you can go, "Well, that's a criticism,
but it doesn't [\h__\h] matter. I'm
sorry. You if you if someone is a
YouTuber, they can make whatever [\h__\h]
content they like. You don't get to
police them.
you're going to get to be like, "Oh,
well, you're not dealing with the story
how I want you to deal with it." I hate
this kind of like victim control thing.
Like, if you if you position yourself as
a victim advocate,
that's one thing. But I don't think Sai
did that. Sigh went after Lily for their
media takes. That's how like Sigh's
content began. That's how many people
have dealt with Lily. And that is
completely legitimate cuz you don't get
to control other people's content. I'm
sorry. You just you just [\h__\h] don't.
One of the things with the Lily Orchard
stuff as well is like you it there's
this element you can't criticize other
people involved in the Lily Orchard
story unless you have covered Lily
Orchard. Now I'm fine because I have
covered Lily Orchard many times over the
years. Admittedly not on this channel
though I have talked about her a little
bit but like back in Twitch I've done I
did multiple streams on Lily. I've
followed the Lily story for a very long
time. But at the same time it's like no
you can actually just criticize whoever
the [\h__\h] you want. You're a YouTuber.
You don't get to police people like some
[\h__\h] gay pedophile starsy. I don't I
don't know what the [\h__\h] this is. Okay.
It's just annoying. So yes, even when I
dislike Sai, I will give her that
defense cuz I think it is the reality.
Sorry.
>> I think that may have been it.
>> Uh
yeah. And the thing is with Lily is my
approach was if you discredit Lily as a
critic, it cuts her out from new
victims. So I had a similar mentality. I
mean again like there are people who are
just watching Lily for their media
criticism. Those people do exist. So I
can see that as an argument. I don't
think it's invalid.
Again,
I just like Yeah. So so much of this is
so [\h__\h] hyper gay.
It's so cringe.
I thought Courtney's story was Sai was
because allegedly Sai decided to
disguise the channel to look like Lilies
for April Fools or something and Court
thought it was disrespectful. That's
also true. But once again, I will say
who cares. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I I
literally I literally do not is you want
to like [\h__\h] meme on somebody. If
somebody like dresses up as Trump for
Halloween, for example, you you can't
turn around and be like, "That's
disrespectful for people who are being
deported." No, like stop [\h__\h] joke
policing. I'm sorry. And Courtney was
already going at Sy from what I
understand because Courtney wanted Sai
to make a very specific video. The truth
is that the June the King video is out
on Lily and the real like nobody is
going to make a bigger video on Lily
than that. Nobody. That's just that's
just the reality of where we are. When
Lily comes up, it is going to be the
June the King video. And and once that
is made, once that is out there,
everything else just becomes, well, you
can keep piling on noise, but the noise
is meaningless at this point. Lily has
been around for a significant period of
time. We are where we are. Okay.
Courtney manipulated the story about
April Fool's video to justify her being
mad. Yeah. And yeah, Courtney's issues
with Sai started because Sai considered
doing a live react to June's video and
Sai felt it would be a bad idea. Oh
yeah. Yeah, I did hear this actually cuz
again like like I again this isn't
I don't want this to come across as mean
because I I don't want to just come
across as me being [\h__\h] here cuz I this
is not how I mean it. But videos like
Sai's channel is not really a victim
advocate channel and trying to turn it
into one is [\h__\h] weird. Sigh is a
media analysis channel. Okay. Whatever
else other problems you have with Sai or
whatever it's just just recognize her
channel for what it is. She talks about
[\h__\h] cartoons. M with a five. If
you're going to be annoying and online,
get a decent mic. True. Uh just to go
with the two. Except maybe Tro. What are
we going with Trow? But like dude, I
don't know enough about Trow. But I I I
don't want him to stop being a Treasure.
It's being dumb and stupid. Wow. It's
another day that ends in white did.
Let's [\h__\h] chat, guys. Uh, and then I
made fun of Jar, who Courtney thought
was a child molester. Yeah, cuz again,
Courtney throws out like the most insane
[\h__\h] accusations all the time.
Why does no one believe me anymore about
the Lily stuff? Stop throwing out random
allegations that make no sense and then
more people will believe you, [\h__\h]
>> [\h__\h]
>> Yeah. Yeah, I think that's pretty much
it cuz
>> Oh, Tro could probably do a good video
on Lily. Uh, yeah. Yeah, actually, Tro
Tro would do a good job.
>> That's That's what I keep having to
repeat myself. So,
I guess we'll start with the uh with the
grooming one. And for those who don't
know, um
>> guys, I think we'll just start with a
little bit a little bit of grooming,
guys. Let's just start with the
grooming, guys.
someone who went like uh who was known
online as Fenick Fox made a document
about me, a Google doc. And in that
Google doc, they claimed that I was
grooming children. And their proof of
that was to say that I groomed a kid. Um
and
>> what was your proof in the Saber Spark
stuff? What was your proof in the Black
Griffin stuff? What you know mean like a
load of out of context screenshots? I
Dude, every time I talk about this, I
get closer and closer to making a Black
Griffin video. I swear to [\h__\h] god,
dude. I I I really do. I
I'm gonna I'm gonna do the soggy cereal
thing. I'm going to do the soggy serial
thing. I'm going to fly out to America
and interview Gabe while he's flying a
plane or some [\h__\h] That's how I'll do
it. Just we'll just turn it into a
[\h__\h] meme. I I don't know. If True
covered the If Trow covered the ACC, he
would have a stroke. That is also true.
Redheaded YouTuber. Thank you for the
two.
>> Instructed them on how to masturbate.
Um, this is the claim. And that
apparently
I also groomed them into being into
sexual deviency with somebody they
didn't know. This this is what's been
claimed. This is why people some people
online say, "Oh my god, Courtney is just
like Courtney's a pedophile." Um because
apparently I groomed a child.
So, I'm not gonna I'm not going to name
that kid because I don't I don't want to
send I'm not trying to send harassment
to a kid for um asking me a question and
then me answering it just because a
bunch of people
want to turn that into something it
isn't.
Anyway,
so what had happened was
um this minor had Oh god, not Google Doc
accusations. Not all the Google Doc
accusations. Just this one. That's the
only one I'm focusing on. So, this minor
had approached me um around the time I
had just I don't even think I had made
the video yet. My video I it was around
in between my video and
that kid got raped threats for months.
The [\h__\h] Why?
What? Oh my god, her mic quality is
atrocious. Yeah, look, I mean, I don't
know when she recorded this. Maybe she
was homeless at the time. I don't
[\h__\h] know. Okay. I I don't I don't
know what the [\h__\h] this is. I mean, it's
just basically Hey,
it's like the [\h__\h] crackhead diaries.
I don't know what to tell you.
Oh, bro. Come the [\h__\h] on.
We haven't even got to the insane [\h__\h]
by the way. Like, hold on. Where Where's
the one that's like [\h__\h] crazy,
right? Okay. This is this is this is the
stream that got deleted and so there is
an archive of it and um it is I've
watched about five [\h__\h] minutes of it
and it is the most cracked out [\h__\h] I've
seen in ages. It's absolutely [\h__\h]
wild. Mel man with the five after
hearing KP and now Courtney's awful
audio today makes me want to crash out.
Glad I could help man. Thank you for the
five. Also guys, you heard the goal.
Thank you so much. Please enjoy these
absolutely awesome stickers from one of
the mob team. Much appreciated there.
Much appreciated there, guys. As always,
you guys are awesome. You're [\h__\h]
killing it. I'm super proud of you.
Listen, Courtney. Courtney may be a
terrible internet parent, but I'm a good
one and I'm massively proud of you.
Okay, you guys are the best.
Oh, [\h__\h] my life.
>> The live streams. Or was it? No, no, I
think it was after the video. My
timelines could be a little spec a
little like my the specific timeline
might be off because I don't keep
conversations with people that I'm done
talking to. Like I don't archive every
conversation I've had with somebody. So
I can't just pull this up on Discord to
look at it. Um,
so this kid had uh I think they're 14 or
15. They'd approached me out of the
blue.
>> I'm sorry. Let me get this straight.
So again, you're admitting that they're
1450. Then she approached me out the
booby and I was like yeah you know grab
a mirror
>> and I just asked me and like it wasn't
even can I ask you something it was just
are you broken if you'd never have never
orgasmed
and uh
so weird question to get out of the blue
right um also like it could words let me
let me try and sound more um eloquent
here so this kid messaged me and asked
me if they're broken because they've
never orgasmed which was an odd question
to get out of the blue but it's a very
common question that people have at that
age. And I know this because like it was
the most common question asked in health
classes in my health classes when I was
that age and in school when we were
learning about sexual health. So
what where I went wrong is I answered
the question
um I answered it with uh like verbatim
what was told to me and my peers when we
were that age asking that question. Now,
that's where I went wrong because I just
shouldn't have answered the question.
And if I could go back and undo it, I
just wouldn't answer the question. Um,
>> if a child who is not yours ask you
about adult things, you shouldn't answer
it. It's not complicated. Thank you,
Jessica. What the [\h__\h] Here's the thing
as well, like again,
if you if you like dragged through my
DMs with people who I've even thought
are miners. Uh so like for instance one
person who's like um I won't name them
for like as a chatter. Um but one person
who like he me he messaged me like this
is a couple of months ago but it's cuz
I'd made one of my streams members. He
wanted to watch it. He said oh yeah no
I'm at school and I can't watch the end
of it. And I was like okay listen I'm
going to unmembers it but you're in the
Discord and things. I need to make sure.
Are you under 18 because this is an over
18 space. Like straight very blunt. He
was like no no no I'm at university. I'm
at university. But like right off the
bat, you just dude I was like because if
you are under 18, we cannot have a
conversation at all. Like with a with
another person, the only person I I
bring this up constantly. The only
person who I've ever had on this stream
who is underage was a 17-year-old asking
a political uh uh question. Actually,
not even on this stream. It was on
Twitch in very very insane controlled
situation. And then cuz I was like,
you're under 18. That's like there's no
memeing, there's no taking the piss out
of you, there's no like [\h__\h] talking,
there's you want to talk about this
thing. I was a political streamer at the
time. I I'll get I'll do that for you.
It's like the only time. And even then,
like I don't know if I'd even do that
again. It's cuz it was so specific.
The way you as an adult interact with
like young people online is you probably
just [\h__\h] shouldn't. The risks are so
[\h__\h] high. It's why you don't keep
anyone around you or anyone in any
communities. You know, Will like um DA
Games Will is like suffering from this,
right? Will's had like a load of [\h__\h]
miners in his community. And I I I mean,
maybe this is a hot take. If you're a
channel that runs like a kids kind of
kids kind of content,
I actually would maybe argue you
probably shouldn't have a Discord. I
don't think you should because like
you're just firstly you're putting
yourself at risk but also you can't
moderate everything and if you look at
any of the stuff that's happened in the
Minecraft communities and everything
it's all like adjacent people. This is
the same [\h__\h] that happened with the Mr.
Beast stuff and the Chris Tyson stuff.
It's like you don't know and don't have
the same level of control. You know you
should know this. You have to know this.
You are the adult in the room.
Especially when they ask [\h__\h] like that.
Yes. Ban and Block. Ban and Block. And
you might be like, "That's really mean.
That's really mean. Ban and Block." In
fact, actually, I'd say with the current
Chey and uh Ponder stuff, I think
there's a really solid argument
somewhere that Ponder should have never
like become friends with Chey. I think
there's a pretty solid argument for
that. How hard is it to not interact
with miners online? I'll be honest, from
experience, not that hard. Really not
that difficult. I think I think like
again if somebody highlights that
they're underage to me it's ban and
block. It's it's actually not that
difficult. Mashing it. Thank you for the
five.
Nowhere in that answer were there
instructions on how to masturbate. Um
because I didn't even talk about the kid
orgasming him or orgasming. I was
speaking about sexual health in general.
So like just you know orgasm is a very
personal thing. It's
>> Wait, hold on. Is that even true? Let me
just go and look at these messages
again. Hold on a second. What did you
say? Cuz I I feel like
I feel like that's not entirely [\h__\h]
accurate there. Um,
where's the screenshot?
Don't be embarrassed. It's called
expiration. It's It's normal at your
age. It was best uh was it the best
choice? Probably not.
No, it's a screenshot. She said
something about using a mirror. Okay.
Suggested was something I didn't
recognize very appropriately until very
recently. I told them about how I didn't
know how to do it right. Which Courtney
recommended using a um a shirt and asked
me if I have a mirror to look down
there. Well, that's a claim from the
minor. That's not in general terms.
That's talking directly to the minor
about how they'd go about doing
something like that. I think you're just
lying here.
>> Different for
>> I don't think Courtney is lying. I think
she's just delusional.
>> Courtney has Peter Pan syndrome. I mean
meth will do that to you
>> you know for everybody you know you most
people don't not even most people nobody
knows what they want unless they you
know go through exploration self
exploration and exploration with others
and it was just very very clinical all
the same stuff that was told to us by
you know the the adults around us when I
was that age and we were all asking
those questions ourselves
so there's no instruction no nothing
there was some mention in the claim that
I I had told them to get a mirror and
use a t-shirt. I don't even know the
context of that because I don't remember
saying anything about a t-shirt. And the
only thing I said about a mirror was
that that's what they told us to do when
we were we were that age was if you're
in if you don't you don't know your body
and you want to learn about your body,
get a mirror and look at your [\h__\h]
body. Like
>> obviously that is
>> remember always be on lookout for the
reverse predator. True M. Thank you for
the five,
>> bro.
Okay, I don't feel like I need to point
this out, but because Courtney's
[\h__\h] I will do so. Um,
do are you a sexual health educator? Are
you Are you in sexual health education,
Courtney, or not? Because if you're not,
then I feel like maybe you shouldn't be
having these conversations. I know. Wild
idea. Wild idea.
>> So, again, where I went wrong was
answering this question, and I just wish
I hadn't. Um, but at this point, not
that I'm making excuses here, but at
this point, um,
>> she proceeds to make excuses.
>> I was, uh, in the naive mindset of, I'm
going to try and help everybody and be
there for everybody, which this was the
the the conversation and the question
that made me kind of realize afterwards,
oh god, I got to take a [\h__\h] step
back. Damn, I cannot be doing this. This
is Nope. Uh-uh. I'm not here to raise
other people's kids. This is too much.
I'm getting too much. I'mma stop doing
this. And I stopped answering question.
>> Hold on. Weren't people in her Discord
calling her mom? Like at least when at
least when people call me Daddy Becca or
something, they do it because I know
it's weirdly uncomfortable. Like it's a
it's a meme about being uncomfortable.
Okay. It's not a serious. The person
actually the only person who actually
consistently calls me Daddy Becket is
older than I am.
I'm uncomfortable. Yes, I am. Yes, I am.
Thank you just to go with the two
>> questions and like
>> so I want to debunk the grooming
accusations. I actually did say those
things to that minor. What a winner.
True. Thank you. Killer with a five.
>> Um
I stopped accepting like friend request.
Like I'll accept a friend request and
then I'll ask how I can.
>> Who calls me that? Kicking calls me
that. She does it because it's she does
it because she knows it's weird. Okay.
And it's like everyone's here as an
adult. As far as I'm aware, everyone in
my audience is is above the age of 18.
And I constantly say should be. I'm sure
some of the lurkers aren't, but like at
the same time, it's like guys, this
isn't this isn't content you should be
watching if you're under 18 in my
opinion.
>> Help you. And if like the first thing
out of your mouth or somewhere in your
>> Sounds like makes me sound like a
priest. What are you doing, Midamatic?
[\h__\h] hell.
>> And then I'll ask how I can help you.
And if like the first thing out of your
mouth or somewhere in your profile is
that you're a minor, I'm just not going
to I'm going to delete you from my
friends list and not answer. Like I
don't do that anymore. Learn my lesson
the [\h__\h] hard way. Um
so Fenick turned that around to
say that I had groomed this kid into
teaching them how
>> I'm full I'm full of surprises. That's
me. Let's continue on and pretend this
conversation never happened.
>> Dude, the Google doc on me is going to
be [\h__\h] brutal, isn't it?
I'm just going to I'm one day there's
going to be a Google doc on me and I'm
just going to be reading through it like
yeah I stand by this cry about it. [\h__\h]
it. Just Daddy Becket calling me out
like that. Thank you for the 20 Switch
crowds kicking. [\h__\h] me.
Okay. Anyway, anyway, anyway, lock in.
Lock in.
>> How to masturbate. And where Fenick got
that is because in the same conversation
once we had gotten off that topic
because I answered the question and they
were they moved on to okay I'm getting
bullied at school and this is what's
happening at school. People are us all
putting their hands on me at school and
the teachers aren't doing anything about
it.
So I told I I I told this kid how to if
someone's grabbing you how to take their
[\h__\h] hand off of you which is you
grab their middle finger and you bend it
back until they either let go or
something breaks.
Um, and literally it's you grab the
middle middle finger and you bend it
back as far as you can until they let
go. And Fenick in his um sorry there
because I don't remember Fenick's
pronouns. Fenick in their um all of
their 21-year-old wisdom read that and
said, "Oh, Courtney middle finger there
was a question about orgasm. She must be
instructing them on how to finger
themselves cuz like
bending back the f I don't even want to
know. I don't even want to get in that
debate. But no, that's like Fenick just
can't read at that point.
Um, so no,
>> hold on. That's not what you said.
What? Wait, what did she say? Leia.
Leia. Laya. Sorry. [\h__\h] going blind.
Please stop talking, lady. Dude, so if
it hadn't backfired, she'd still be
doing it. Yeah, probably just a girl
because this woman is [\h__\h] Okay.
Like, of course she [\h__\h] would.
Don't worry. It was Don't worry. I was
only teaching a child how to enact
violence on another child. I mean,
there's a whole section where she's
talking about like like go like talking
about this other kid's dick. I I don't
know.
Something people need to be aware of is
that they still get in trouble for doing
something and not knowing that the other
person is a minor. A minor won't get in
any trouble for leaving it out. True.
>> I didn't I didn't groom a child. Now,
this kid uh this kid did like hit me up
a few other times with questions about
like just, you know, they're they're a
kid and they're stressed out about life
and school and they want someone to
complain to and they didn't feel like
they could.
>> What she actually was said was something
about they had a little dick. Oh, no.
That was another thing. That was another
thing that she's leaving out. That's
another thing she's leaving out. I don't
know if she's going to talk about the
suicide stuff either.
>> Their mother.
And the other spot I went wrong in is
that um this kid's mother would get mad
at them and they'd have to delete all
their accounts and then they'd make
other accounts to message me on. And
>> bro, was that not a sign that this is a
little bit [\h__\h] wild? Is this not is
that not a sign that what you're saying
is kind of crazy? The fact that like
what's your like what what's your like
normality? It's like yeah, no. They kept
messaging me on multiple accounts
because their mother kept getting
involved. Like [\h__\h] what, bro?
Dude, let me get this straight. She
proceeds to debunk the grooming
allegations by directly mentioning how
she was having conversations about
masturbation with a minor bra. Yeah,
Leadhead had better mic audio than
Courtney. I mean,
true, actually. I mean, unironically,
not Courtney trauma dumping on a kid and
then mocking everyone for being
concerned about their mental health.
Yes. Wasn't the accusation was that the
minor thought you were a predator? I
mean, the minor seems like um
uncomfortable, right, in the messages
that they put out.
>> I should have cut the kid off. I should
have cut the kid off, but I didn't. I
was just like, "Okay, well, at that
point, I was entering the mindset of,
I'm not here to raise somebody else's
kid. I'm not doing the parenting for
them. I'm not making decisions for
them." Blah, blah, blah. I should have
still cut them off, but I didn't. Um,
and
uh,
I think the mom had um, found out about
the conversation that they were where
the kid had asked me if they were broken
cuz they had never orgasmed and then
they got in trouble for that. And I was
talking about that at the time in my
server in a very blloise kind of
>> notice how she doesn't show evidence.
Courtney never shows evidence of
anything. Let's just let's just be real.
I don't know why anyone would be
surprised by this
>> way cuz I just wasn't getting into
details. And Fenick took that and which
and then turned that around to accuse me
of saying that I was trying to groom
this kid to not listen to their mother,
which just isn't the [\h__\h] case.
But yeah, so the whole Courtney groomed
a kid was is just not accurate. I I
answered a question, a sexual health
question, and that's why, and again,
that's where the um the snowball effect
of of Oh, she she downplays it and says
it was sexual health. It's because the
kid had asked me straight out if they
were broken, if they had never orgasmed,
and then I spoke about the sexual health
topic of orgasm in a general sense, you
know, how it pertains to sexual health
because it does.
Um,
so that's the grooming thing in in a
nutshell. I didn't groom a child.
Just period. I've got no interest in
children. I'm got no interest in having
a power dynamic over children. I've got
no interest in raising somebody else's
child. Now, I'm sure people have a field
day going, "Why did you even feel
comfortable answering that question?"
Well, it's because at that point in my
life, I had already raised a kid for
almost a decade. Okay? I had already
handled conversations with a minor about
certain things like how why we don't
masturbate in public because the kid was
six and six-year-olds like need to learn
privacy and [\h__\h] Like I've had
>> I am I am I am deeply concerned. What?
Wait.
So, wait. So, you raised another kid.
What was this? Like when you said Wait,
when was this? What? What do you mean?
I've never heard this before. Listen,
I'd already raised a child. Okay. Wasn't
my child, but like I raised another
child and had the conversation with a
six-year-old why they shouldn't
masturbate. Like what?
>> Conversations.
>> I answer with a 10. She has the same
vibes as people that would get drunk at
my family's house parties and talk to
kids about their divorce financial
problems. the ones you've never seen
before. Bro,
I feel like I've left let let my nephews
and nieces down. I don't think they have
any insane stories of me doing [\h__\h] like
that. I I I actually don't think I think
I've been like a really normal uncle.
That's disappointing.
I Listen, I'm the I'm the single uncle
with no kids. Why have I not turned up
to like Christmas and been like
traumatized my nephews and nieces?
Terrible. I I I suck. I suck as an
uncle. Meth. Not even once. True, Metam
man. Thank you for the two.
>> Handled conversations with
>> Be the better remember one. Better
remembered ones. Ah, one. Jesus,
dude. My my my nephews and nieces are so
much more together than any of like me
or my siblings ever were. It's actually
wild. We don't know how it's happened.
They're all like super together and
normal. It's [\h__\h] crazy. Almost a
>> Wait, is that Courtney? I just got here
and thought Justin Minkx was drinking
again. Jesus Christ, Axis, thank you for
the five. Um,
decade. Okay. I had already handled
conversations with a minor about certain
things like how why we don't masturbate
in public because the kid was six and
sixyear-olds like need to learn privacy
and [\h__\h] Like I've had conversations
like that with kids. Okay. So, that's
why I felt comfortable answer like at
the time perfectly fine answering that
question because I had those
conversations with the kid I was
raising. Man, I had to have a
conversation with the kid I was raising
about how girls don't pee out their butt
simply because I was sitting down on the
toilet and he stands to pee.
And before you ask why he even knew, the
the six-year-old was in the shower and
was not to be unattended and there was
only one bathroom and I had to pee. I
said, "Don't look. The kid looks because
he's six and all he sees is me sitting
down. He got confused and started asking
questions." Okay. So, I've
no sexy does that just to go to Listen,
I've never raised a kid. I've got no
[\h__\h] idea. And I don't I don't
remember what it was like being sex. Um,
I feel like this is like this is this is
this is a weird conversation to hear at
any point. Yes. Okay, we'll have a
cleanser of some stickers. Holy [\h__\h]
Please enjoy these stickers, guys. Thank
you so much. I'm so confused. I'm
finding out that like Courtney raised a
kid.
And look, okay, I'll say this. I'll say
this. This is probably not a
conversation you should ever have on the
internet. I I don't know what it is
about this this conversation itself is
very very uncomfortable to hear. And I
think the reason it's so weird is like
listen guys, it was it was
understandable why Courtney had a
[\h__\h] sex conversation with a
14-year-old because she did it with a
six-year-old. She was raising and this
is the first time I've ever heard that
Courtney raised a six-year-old. Where
what the [\h__\h] happened to this
six-year-old? When was this? What the
[\h__\h] is going on? What do you mean?
Weren't you like constantly homeless
every now and again? Like what the what
what what
>> dealt with this before? I have answered
questions before
to the kid I was literally raising that
who called me mom because I was his
stepmother. All right. So
what?
Somebody with a five. Something ain't
right about that family. First Lily, now
this to Jen.
Yeah. So, next. Dude, this is [\h__\h]
weird.
>> Calm the [\h__\h] down.
Courtney Courtney doesn't give a [\h__\h]
about minors and
>> Wow, that kid thought the worst thing
that was going to happen to them was
divorce. Jesus. Um, just just to go with
the two. Got to go to bed. Hope you guys
survived the rest. Thanks very much.
>> Interested in them like Lily. Courtney
has a very mothering attitude because I
had to mother everybody as a child. It's
the parentification.
Do I do that anymore? No. Everybody's a
stranger on the internet and I don't
give a [\h__\h] about any of y'all, which is
not true. I'm exaggerating there cuz I
do still care about kids being safe on
the internet. Hi, Bon. I'm addressing
the grooming allegations at this second.
Oh, [\h__\h] I guess we should talk about
that, too. Perfect timing. G.
>> Courtney is Courtney is not mothering.
The problem is a lot of people who do
[\h__\h] like this view themselves as the
parent figure of a group, right? And the
problem with the parent figure, and you
can't see me doing the little bunny ears
thing, but like the problem the problem
with the parent figures of groups is
that obvious they they're often the
least adjusted person of a group, right?
They're the people who um for one reason
or another actually have um
when's a good way to put this? People
who were forced to mature very uh very
quickly, which I I fully have no reason
to believe that Courtney wasn't often
mature very badly. So, they don't really
understand like how other people are
acting or when people are being like
[\h__\h]
you know, young people or kids and
acting like kids, they don't see it in
the normal context because they don't
have a proper frame of reference for it.
It's why mothers of groups often end up
as crazy cat ladies. Uh, and like I'm
not saying that's all crazy cat ladies,
but it does often happen. I just
answered with the five. I just gave my
mom a panic attack asking her what a
hooker was at six, and that's because I
heard hooker cabinet in the Price is
Right. Holy [\h__\h]
The friend mom in my college group
turned out to be the most socially
screwed up. Yeah, it's really of it. It
It seems to happen really consistently.
Call me out, Becca. I'm not calling you
out, Pinker. Okay, you're very well
adjusted. Um, I think pairing this whole
online interaction with something about
raising the stepson to justify this
weird [\h__\h] makes her sound like a wicked
stepmother. I don't think that's the
intended effect. Yeah, this conversation
is like really weird. I'm not trying to
I'm actually like trying to like stop
myself saying something about Courtney
actually raising a real [\h__\h] child,
but like I it is really weird to hear
this [\h__\h] dude. The way she said I'm
just addressing the grooming allegations
is amazing. It is kind of [\h__\h] crazy,
right? Again, no evidence for this [\h__\h]
But like the problem is that Courtney's
standard for evidence is you have been
accused of this thing. Therefore, you
must be guilty of this thing. Or you act
in a particular way, therefore you must
be guilty. But when when it comes to
Courtney, it's like I don't know why
anyone would accuse me of this. It's so
crazy. No, this is actually just your
own standards being applied to you, you
[\h__\h] crazy [\h__\h]
>> He is Christ. All right. So, the other
um the other uh grooming allegation, the
other thing that ties into the grooming
allegations that I kind of forgot till
Bon just showed up is Bon, sorry to call
you out like this. Um called me mom for
like
>> Okay, bro. I'm glad you're here. Now,
let's talk about the time you called me
mom
>> like like two months when they were
still a minor. Bond's like over
I'm sorry. What?
>> 18 now. Or they're 18 now. It doesn't
doesn't matter.
>> It's not Bonk. It's Bon. Bon. Bon. Bon.
Sorry. What was that?
>> Kind of forgot till Bon just showed up.
Is Bon. Sorry to call you out like this.
Um, called me mom for like two months
when they were still a minor. Bon's like
over 18 now or they're 18 now. It
doesn't doesn't matter.
They can't call me mom now they're over
18. Okay, that's the rule. You can only
call me mom if you're like 18. If you're
17 or younger, okay, then you can call
me mom. But uh if you once you're 18,
you're on your own. It's like it's like
living in foster care. Okay, once you're
18, bye.
>> Um crazy. When it comes to Griffin, the
context of his relationship with Cla
doesn't matter, but he she's going to
try and bring up context to her
relationship with her fan base, and
that's supposed to matter. Yes, Lazy,
dude. Lazy is so [\h__\h] based with some
of these points. Absolutely. Like,
here's the important thing with the
Black Griffin stuff. Here's what
matters.
Like, when you look at the whole of like
the situation in totality, like you
don't just look at like these little
interactions, which is all people like
Courtney do. They look at the tiny
interactions. When you look at all of it
in its totality, who Black Griffin is,
what sort of person he is, what sort of
person Clare is, Cla's home situation,
the fandom that existed at the time, it
starts to become much more clear why
their relationship has ended up looking
the way it has. And the reality is that
most of it is just driven by Clare
because Clare is a very headstrong
woman. She's in love with Gabe. She
wanted a relationship. She pushed him
into it. And Gabe, it's not like an
abusive thing. Gabe is somebody who is
like very autistic and didn't really
ever think about stuff like that, but
that's worked really well. I think one
of the things that's like I've heard as
a description of a relationship is like
they're basically just like best friends
and there's that element and quality to
it. But the twisting of this by people
like Courtney and Bonk and others into
this must be grooming. It must be
pedophilia. Never mind the fact that Cla
was an adult when she made that choice.
It's because she was g because she was
groomed and molested. It's all this [\h__\h]
is so [\h__\h] gross.
It really is. Like you've got somebody
like, let's look at the reality. Like
what I see is the reality of the Black
Griffin situation. Cla had a pretty
[\h__\h] weird home life with very
controlling parents and has ended up in
a position with a guy who deeply cares
about her. She's happy. She's like
formed into a strong, decent human being
and people have just tried to ruin her
life over it because they like want her
to be Sweetie Bell forever. I just think
I just think it's I I think it's
actually really [\h__\h] gross. The only
people who know whether that
relationship is like good and wholesome
and happy are are [\h__\h] Claire and
Gabe. That's it. Leave him the [\h__\h]
alone.
And like Courtney sat here being like,
"Well, Sabar's definitely a rapist. He
must be a rapist." Emmy and Emmy was
clearly raped. It's like Emmy by her own
standards. Like she's admitted this,
doesn't remember half the [\h__\h] that's
happened.
And she lied at the time.
That's the reality. And the fact that
you are defending her again is is
abusive. Like this is just like Courtney
is not a good person. And it's why
people aren't going to have sympathy.
Because if you can't sympathize with
other people who have been who have who
are being attacked and abused, who have
had [\h__\h] up [\h__\h] happen to them
because false rape allegations are a
[\h__\h] up thing to happen to you.
Everyone's just going to lose sympathy
for you. And that's exactly what's
happened to Courtney. Because this isn't
the first time, by the way. I don't
think I've ever spoken about this
before, but one of the first
conversations I ever had with Courtney
was in DMs and she just randomly accuses
some like Twitter user of being a
pedophile
because there was some like guy with an
alt account. She was like, "I know what
I know who this actually is. This
person's actually a pedophile." And I
was like, "Do you have any evidence for
this?" And I was like, she was like,
"Well, no, but like I can see it from
the similarities and it's somebody from
Zena and Poppy's community, so they must
be a better." This was right from the
off. This is a year ago. And I was like,
"Okay, cool. Well, listen, maybe she
knows something." But it was quite
clearly just a massive red flag. It's
one of the reasons I start to back off
pretty [\h__\h] quickly. But I was like,
you know, maybe she knows something I
don't. I I don't [\h__\h] know.
Did you see the speed uh speed
supersonic video on Emmy Jones? I
didn't. I didn't. I said yesterday while
I was playing Mega Man, which is a fun
straight dude. I had so much fun playing
Mega Man. It was so good. Um I don't
know how much I'll dig further into
Emmy, right? But I don't think it really
matters because anything else Emmy has
done uh almost doesn't matter to me in
comparison to the save uh Bart stuff.
Conley just jumps into those hard
accusations. Look, I I would not be
surprised.
I would not be surprised if after this
all I hear is well Becket from Cop and
Se got angry because he's secretly a
rapist or a pedophile or some. The
difference is unlike most people I don't
really give a [\h__\h] if you say that stuff
about me. I actually it doesn't matter.
You're a skitso person on the internet.
Say what you want. Like it it's [\h__\h]
whatever. Again, like my issue here
isn't that like Courtney's a groomer.
that Courtney is like massively like
inappropriate with people and falsely
accuses people all the time. That's the
problem. And like I would argue that
like there are more things in the world
that are bad than just rape and like
pedophilia. Okay, falsely accusing
people of [\h__\h] and trying to ruin their
lives is also bad, Courtney. This isn't
like a [\h__\h] complicated like
mathematical theorem. It's just what
you're doing is [\h__\h] up.
That's it. It's very simple and people
are sick of your [\h__\h] That's that's
where we're at. That's where we're sat
right now. All comfy and cozy just being
like, "Fuck this bitch."
>> So, Bon Bon started calling me mom for a
hot minute and for like two months they
called me mom in in Discord servers um
and in in like other spaces and in chat.
Um, so people pe people like to twist
that into saying that I encouraged or
made Bon call me mom. And Bon, I'm not
asking you to defend yourself here.
Like, you don't have to explain anything
to anybody that you don't want to. This
I'm not here to put you on the spot. I'm
just addressing it cuz you you made me
remember.
Bon had problems and Bon felt better
calling me mom. And Bon asked me flat
out, "Can I call you mom?" And I went,
"Kid, you can call me whatever makes you
feel better as long as you understand
that I'm not your mother. As long,
>> bro. What the [\h__\h] man?" Yeah, of
course you can call me mom if that helps
you. Oh, no. Okay, that's that's
absolutely Do you not think that if
somebody is like I don't know what the
[\h__\h] is wrong with these people? It's
like, again, I'd say this about anyone
who does predator hunting as well. I'd
say this about people like Lio cuz like
this idea that you need to insert
yourself in this way to like sort out
everyone else's problems and become the
solution is completely [\h__\h] insane.
Do you know do you know one of the
reasons that Lio [\h__\h] up the found
family stuff and like and again like he
was obviously going to [\h__\h] this up.
everyone [\h__\h] up the found family
stuff, but like Lio in particular, I
don't think he'd even disagree with this
is because he believed he could help and
like the intentions at some point were
probably good. It's just that he's not a
parent and he's not equipped to deal
with the [\h__\h] mental problems people
like Jordan had because obviously Jordan
was a fairly damaged person. That's like
his fault because he was the adult in
the room who should have been like, "No,
you can't come and [\h__\h] live with me.
What the [\h__\h] do you mean? But again,
it's like learning those boundaries is
such a basic [\h__\h] thing. You You are
an internet personality. You are a
distant figure. You shouldn't be like
building this kind of parasocial
relationship with people. I know we meme
on the sticker stuff here and the
parasocial relationship like chat has
with streamers and everything else, but
there is a world of [\h__\h] difference
to that to call me mom. Look, I don't
have the uh certification to do this,
but I think somebody should take a rape
victim privilege card away. Jesus,
there's a certain level of arrogance
that people have when they think they
can fix people. It's a flaw I clearly
have because I think I can help people
like Courtney, but can't. Yeah. Like, I
think everyone has to learn the hard
lesson that you can't fix most people.
You can't fix most people. You just
can't. It's not your place to. long as
you understand that I'm a stranger on
the internet and what you call me
doesn't change that, you can call me
whatever the [\h__\h] you want. Just don't
call me late for dinner. So Bon called
me mom because it made Bon feel better.
And then when they didn't need that like
security blanket anymore or that that
baby blanket, Bon stopped
of their own accord. They stopped
calling me mom. They started calling me
Courtney.
And it was like a span of two months
because the kid was lost and needed an
anchor and that's what they picked. And
I went,
>> "What do you mean? I'm like five
stickers away from getting to know you
in person." Holy [\h__\h]
>> Nothing's changing. So, I mean, if
that's what makes you feel better is to
call me mom, then go ahead. I called my
friend's mom mom all the time growing
up. Like, [\h__\h] Jesus Christ. It's
>> do people need like I feel like we need
like an educa like I feel like at school
you need to go through a lesson of why
the internet is not real life. Okay,
your relationships on the internet are
not the same as your interactions and
relationships that you have in real
life. They're just not. Okay, I I'm
sorry. You can build friendships and
things, but we all know that there are
like a different dynamic to these online
spaces. And one thing that's kind of
interesting is like how like friendships
like online friendships solidify when
you meet a person in in real life like
Arcani. Arani is a good example of this.
Many of you will know Arani and chat. I
game with Arcani all the time. But I've
met Arani was over in England for some
work and we met up and spent the day
together. Went and drank and like
chatted [\h__\h] and talked shop and all the
other stuff. And that changes that like
that solidifies the like dynamic of the
friendship. It's actually like that that
IRL thing is actually really important
and people who miss that step with these
online relationships. I think this is
how you end up in a lot of the
difficulties. It's like well you can
call me mom if you want to just be like
no you need to shut that [\h__\h] down bro.
There is a slight psychological aspect
with minors and this is this is how
people end up calling their teacher mom
or dad by accident is there is a certain
amount of
um instinct that kind of like leads kids
to to like ascertain not ascertain but
like assign attach like titles to
attachments, right? So like certain
attachments if it's reminiscent in their
brain of like the parental attachment
then they're going to want to label it
as such because it helps them understand
it. And when they get out of like the
the you know the child brain of my world
revolves around adults and they start
realizing they're their own indiv like
independent individual who will soon be
an adult and part of that world. They
like they get rid of those titles and
those attachments. Right. So yeah, when
I was a source of comfort for Bon, they
associated that with mother with like a
mother figure and called me mom. And
when Bon started to realize that they
too will be an adult and adults other
adults are not the center of your world,
Bon just saw me as a a a random
30-year-old on the internet that they
look up to for reasons and stopped
calling me mom. Like it's not a big
deal. It really [\h__\h] isn't.
There is a
>> I'd like to remind people that this
isn't like the way Courtney's painting
these relationships is just ridiculous
because Courtney doesn't just sit there
and go, "Oh, you know, you can call me a
mom if you want to." Courtney has sat in
her general discord talking about her
potential suicide with these miners.
like you are obviously fostering a very
particular
for those of you who are in the discord
and if you're not joined the discord
it's you know it exists but occasionally
I'll jump into gen chat I won't even
really disc uh discuss the dramas I'm in
with people in the gen chat I won't
engage in that [\h__\h] very much because
like I don't think I don't think it's
particularly like healthy withered like
[\h__\h] community if I'm sat there being
like Oh yeah guys, you know I hate this
person and you know all this [\h__\h] and d
like my general chat is full of drama
conversations about people either I'm
having a spat with or maybe I'm covering
and I say very very little if and ever
anything about these people. Like you
won't find much in the discord that I've
said about sigh for example because I'm
just like that's that's not really what
the discord is for. It's not a hug box
to like make me feel better that a load
of people can just agree with me in the
general chat. And YouTubers who use
their Discords in this way are [\h__\h]
crazy. It's it's just it's not it is not
chat or Jen's chat uh job to soothe your
[\h__\h] ego. It's it's the gayest [\h__\h]
And like in the same way, like these
people should not be your like go-to
place to have a conversation about your
homelessness or breakup. It's [\h__\h]
[\h__\h] No wonder you're fostering
like no wonder people are building that
particular kind of parasocial
relationship with you. Metalman with two
2025 has taught me stupidity knows no
age. True. Do you think her gender plays
a lot into how she approaches things?
Like she doesn't see the issues of a
woman talking about these things because
she finds women safe? No, I don't think
so. I don't think so. I think plenty of
male uh creators do this as well. I
don't really think it's a gendered
thing. And I think fa plenty of female
creators are smart enough not to do
stuff like this. So, I think I think
it's very much to do with the fact that
she is um I think it's I Okay, I don't
like doing the psycho psycho read or
anything. I think Courtney's just a very
damaged person and uh is looking for
some kind of connection or like to
people to like listen to her and respect
her because like with most this is very
common with YouTubers. I think a lot of
YouTubers are people who in their real
lives have no one who really listens to
them, no one who really pays attention
to them. They've never really achieved
huge amounts. Like a lot of YouTubers
don't have qualifications. they don't
have like interesting sounding jobs or
maybe they they've never even had a
proper sort of like career track job or
a corporate job. So like getting that
kind of attention very suddenly really
[\h__\h] with some of these people cuz this
is what they've always wanted. A lot of
people like at baseline most people want
to be respected and for a lot of
YouTubers the first time they are ever
respected or anyone even cares about
them is when they start doing YouTube. I
think it started as that and she's
gotten corrupted by two years of hugbox
enablings. Uh, hug boxing enablers. I
think there's probably a lot of truth to
that as well. There's
>> a huge difference between somebody
calling you something and you giving
yourself that title. Okay. I don't sit
here and call my call I never sat here
and called myself Bond's mom.
All right. I don't sit here and call
myself anyone's internet mom. Okay.
I posted in general because of tors
because of morning. Thank you very much,
priestess. Uh this is why I'm so glad I
have corporate experience before coming
to YouTube. It really helps. Yeah.
Again, like I I agree with Nicholas
Dioro. I think YouTubers almost need to
like be required to have a real job. And
I know like some people get annoyed. Oh,
YouTube is a real job. Look,
YouTube's a lot of work. You can put a
lot of work into this stuff, but there
is a world of difference between being a
[\h__\h] content creator and working in a
actual corporate environment and like
like a big a big boy adult job, okay?
And you need to spend some time doing
that at the very least before you start
doing [\h__\h] like this because this [\h__\h]
will [\h__\h] you up. Like humans are not
designed. Like again, right now there
are around 300 people in chat. Okay? Uh
we got like 300 live people watching.
Most people are not like designed to
have that kind of constant feedback
either positive or negative. They go
like [\h__\h] crazy. Like it it like
feeds an ego in such a particular way.
That's why a lot of people end up
audience captured as well because
they've got they're getting that
constant flashing. You're doing well or
you're doing bad. Dude, most people just
can't handle it. Whereas you need that
kind of like
realworld environment to kind of hammer
into you that sometimes it just doesn't
matter what a load of random [\h__\h]
people on the internet think. It it just
doesn't like there are so many times
where I have like gone against chat or
I've gone against a particular
narrative. I mean, funny enough, with
this whole um [\h__\h] with like this
something I said to Lazy, um you know,
there was a there was a point where I
ended up arguing with a lot of my
friends from commentary over the Inabber
allegations because a lot of people when
the Inabber allegations came out during
the I am Alex stuff were just like,
"Yeah, it's not that much. I don't think
Kirsty's got anything. I I think she's
just bitching." I was like, "No, no, no.
Hold on. Inaba brought a dog in that he
knew was a danger. His partner was bit
multiple times. She had to get [\h__\h]
stitches and he kept the dog around. I
think like I think there's obviously
something here that's kind of [\h__\h] up.
You can like disregard most of the rest
of the statement, but there's definitely
stuff with the And I argued with other
people in commentary over this. I took a
massively unpopular position because I
was like, "No, I think Kirsty is a
victim. What the [\h__\h] are you talking
about? Just because she's not Alice and
it's not I am Alex doesn't mean you
should just dismiss it out of hand. I
thought I was incredibly [\h__\h] up."
just like occasionally you need to like
take a step back and be a [\h__\h] human
being. And the best part of thing is at
work I don't talk to anyone and no one
cares who I am. It's so humbling. It's
like yeah and again like at work dude I
have I have some of my colleagues um who
like have asked oh what's your YouTube
channel cuz I I'm open about that having
one cuz eventually somebody's going to
be like Beckett works here and then I'm
have to deal with it. So, like, everyone
knows I have a YouTube channel and what
I do on YouTube. Like, I'm very I'm very
open about this [\h__\h] But at the same
time, like none of you are [\h__\h]
seeing this. Are you kidding? Dude,
sat in the office having a conversation
about rocks and me coming up and being
like, "Hey, have you heard about this
crazy [\h__\h] who's a rape victim who's
now like accusing everyone of being a
pedophile? They think I was [\h__\h]
mental.
I don't sit here and call myself the
cool weed aunt on the internet.
I constantly call myself a stranger on
the internet to all of you. Even the
ones who like me, even my fans, I am a
stranger on the internet.
Okay.
Well, you're certainly strange. Anyway,
all right.
Half my co-workers don't know how to use
Office, let alone YouTube. [\h__\h] hell.
Yeah, I've been there. Becky, can you uh
can you fix this Excel sheet?
Not my job, but sure. [\h__\h] it. Whatever.
>> It is dumb, but inevitably like now I
can just turn this into a video and then
direct people to it and be like, "Here
you go. I'm not talking about it
anymore."
So, that's the grooming thing. All
right. The the the I groomed a child to
masturbate and uh I I made a kid call me
mom. Okay. No, I didn't. And no, I
didn't. [\h__\h] off.
Trying to make you like Poppy or some
[\h__\h] Yeah. Or sigh. Right. Exactly.
Wendy bro,
I'm sorry. What? Oh, dude. Okay. I don't
I don't want to get into the Sai
allegations or any of that [\h__\h] but
again, objectively, if you're going to
throw accusations like that at Sai, the
ones being thrown at you are completely
fair. I'm sorry. Like, the [\h__\h] are you
talking about? I don't I don't know any
position where Sai has like discussed
the sexual health of a 14year-old with
them. Come on. She needs to conflate Sai
and Poppy. Yeah. I mean, like, Poppy is
like a completely different [\h__\h]
ballpark, but so for all her issues,
like, dude, come on.
>> All right. So,
are we going to get into Lio? Yeah,
we'll get into Lio next. And then um and
then we'll end off with the whole
uh Black Griffin, the Saber Spark video
and and the or the live chat attached to
it and everything. Now, the live
[\h__\h] or something. Okay. Yeah. So,
the I know this is this is grueling for
you guys, too. I believe it.
Um, so the Lio thing is apparently I'm
best friends with Lio and I was in his
server sicking him on people and um
just what is it? A whole bunch of other
things. Mostly it's that like oh
Courtney's butt buddies and best friends
with Lio. Um, no. No, I literally don't
know the man enough. Okay, we have
spoken a handful of [\h__\h] times. We're
friendly with each other. Yeah, we got
no ill will to each other. I was in his
server. We've spoken about Sai Anthony
and my sister. Okay. We have a mutual
friend who is KP. All right. Um I think
that's interesting. This is like a month
ago.
That's that is interesting. So you were
friendly with KP
very recently. Also, I will say this.
Okay, I got a shout out, Lol. Um, okay.
So, I will say this. Um, most people
don't know this, but Lio's early
interactions with Courtney are like
incredibly negative cuz Courtney was
wanted Lio to go after Lily and Lio was
like this like I can't remember what the
actual reasoning for this one was, but I
think it was something to do with like
before like some of the other
allegations came out and Liar was like I
can't go to the police or anything with
this. That was like Liia's description
of it and that really annoyed Courtney
at the time. So this idea that their
relationship had always been like
positive just isn't really true. Um now
as for the Lio and like Sai stuff, yeah,
I think he definitely got like he had
like obviously an interest around Sai.
Now I don't think many people know this.
Like the first time Lio ever talked to
me about Sai, like he mentioned Sai to
me as like, "Oh yeah, no, this this
chick's wrong about some religious takes
or some shit." I think it was something
to do with Hell of a Boss. And um
he wanted he was like he wanted to talk
about the religious stuff. That's how
all this began from Lio's side. So I
don't think it was even connected to
Courtney or like KP or anything. Uh, and
then it like spiraled into all this
weird [\h__\h] gay war [\h__\h] Yeah, I
thought it had to do with Brit. Um,
yeah, I think it was to do with So, my
understanding is I haven't heard this
call, but my understanding is that
Courtney came to Lio with Britt wanting
Lio to do something and Lio was like, I
can't go to the police for this. That
was that was my understanding. And this
was after the call that I put out that
Lio had with Britt. That's my
understanding, but I could be getting my
timeline wrong or misremembering because
it has been a while.
>> Anyway,
>> yeah, she became friendly with KP after
she came out with her story and KP's
video about cutting ties with Lily
Orchard features Courtney. KP cites
Courtney as the reason she cut contact,
which is also [\h__\h] mental, by the
way. Like, dude, I said this I said this
before. Like, there's something about
the way KP cut contact with Orchard
that's always sat a bit [\h__\h] weird
with me.
Like, yeah, I've spoken with the man and
I'm civil with the man and I'm friendly
with the man and I don't like give a
[\h__\h] about certain things, but like,
yeah, I'm not we're not we're not best
friends. I wasn't like magically in the
Senate and best friends with Lio just
because I was in a server, which I got
booted from, by the way. His mod booted
me. So, yeah, shows you shows you how
much I'm friends with Lio. His own mod
staff [\h__\h]
>> I I got to be clear as well. I don't
really I I think I've posted in Cat
Slair like a grand total of something
like 20 times in the entire time it's
existed. Uh one of which was to
literally dunk on Courtney and one of
because Courtney got kicked and I
thought it was funny and another was
because people were like ating me over
me like not attacking Mali or some [\h__\h]
recently. But um I do hear things about
Cats and everyone [\h__\h] hated
Courtney. I think Courtney's the person
that Lio had the most pressure to kick
from the server uh that I've ever seen.
They really wanted her gone and Lio was
like, "Well, I'm not kicking these
people are also doing this like saying
this [\h__\h] Like, let the mods deal with
it." And the mods dealt with her. In the
end, Courtney, I believe, said one like
accused one of the mods of something or
like implied one of the mods might be a
ped or a rapist or something to that
effect and the mods just got [\h__\h]
sick of it and got rid of her. Um, and
honestly, how KP dealt with Lily was
underhanded. It was very weird. She
didn't get booted because she tried uh
didn't she get booted cuz she tried
insinuating that one of Mods was a
rapist. Yeah, I think I don't have the
screenshots. Someone someone sent them
to me. Um but yeah, that's that's
basically it. It was like she had a load
of fight cuz she was arguing with like
FG and Chris the KN cuz that both of
them like dipping in there to like [\h__\h]
around and like poke at people because
they know Lio won't ban them. Like Vlad
uh Vlad, Chris, and Fi have all had fun
because Lio is like, "Yeah, listen. if
people want to come in, as long as
they're following the rules, whatever.
So, they've all come in to like fight
with people. Uh cuz I I don't I don't I
don't get this guys. I don't I said the
same thing a while ago. I don't get
going to other people other content
creators Discords to fight with people.
It's It is the height of absurdity. You
just look You don't win. Everyone is
looking at you on all sides being like,
"These people are insane." You're a
You're a content creator with your own
platforms and you're fighting in some
random [\h__\h] Discord. What are you
doing? What What the [\h__\h] is wrong with
you, dude? Dude
>> booted me from his server.
>> It's great. I love it. I don't know. I
don't actually care. I was in there for
shits and giggles.
Just one second. Chateau Plastique, I
will I will get to questions.
uh once I have covered everything just
so I can segment this into a video. Um
so yeah. So no, I'm not I'm not friends
with Lio. Now I'm not sitting here
saying, "Oh my god, I don't like Leo and
like he's a bad person and I'm about to
condemn him for this that and the other
thing." No, no, I've got no ill will
towards Lio. I didn't like him before.
Um I'm pretty sure uh there's like live
streams still up on my channel where I
actually badmouth Lio and say something
to the effect of I won't wouldn't be
surprised to find out he's a predator
because of certain other people that
were
>> Oh, shocking. shocking. Courtney saying
she wouldn't be surprised to find out
somebody's Dude,
it's like in I wish I wish I could sit
Courtney Pete down in a room and play
these clips back to her and be like, do
you think this is [\h__\h] normal?
Like, put the crack pipe down for a
second. Do you think the way you're
talking about people might be why people
have an issue with you like at all? Is
that possible? Do What do you think,
Courtney? Maybe. Possibly. Huh? Maybe.
Uh, I don't know. It's It's almost like
this It's almost like it's a through
line as to why these these things keep
[\h__\h] happening to you, isn't it? I
know. It's a mystery. Jesus.
>> Like in his um in his community. Uh then
I went and spoke to Lio. I mean, you did
imply their mod was a rapist. That's why
you were kicked. No, that's not what
happened, Yen.
>> Um that is not what happened.
>> That That is what happened. That is what
happened. I have read the chats. That is
what happened
>> at all.
Someone said,
>> "I always find it weird how KP cut ties
with Courtney was the final line in the
sand. Like KP harassed people who were
ex- fans of Lily or anti- Lily. Why was
Courtney any different?" The reason KP
had to cut ties with Courtney is very
simple. It's because KP needs to throw
somebody under the bus by cutting ties
with Courtney. And I didn't talk about
this in the video. There was a section
about it, but it was a bit like it was a
bit over long if I'm honest with you.
So, I cut it. I you know I I there there
were drafts of that video. I'll be
completely honest with you. Even for me,
there were things in the original like
recording sections of that video while I
was pulling some stuff together that I
was like, this is a little bit [\h__\h]
mental even for me. Um I think at one
point I started taking shots at KP's
divor uh like parents getting divorced.
Um like maybe I shouldn't say this, but
um
um but regardless, like it's it's
basically KP's trying to throw different
people under the bus to like shift blame
because she can't take anyone herself
and Courtney's just an easy target uh
for that.
Uh Jesus, was Jesus, was it that bad? It
was really bad. There were some bits of
the cuz like cuz I rec I didn't I don't
script anything so I just I just say
stuff occasionally and I did listen back
to one of the sections and I was like I
can't [\h__\h] say this.
Today's secret stream word is
projection. True metal man. Thank you
for the two.
Their mod said that implied consent is a
thing and I said in contract law they
said which can be applied to sexual
encounters. I said, "If you're a rapist,
sure." And they said, "Are you calling
me a rapist?" And I said, "If you're
dumb enough to think that was directed
specifically at you, then go ahead." So,
no, I didn't imply that their mod was a
rapist. Their mod couldn't read for [\h__\h]
in that moment. Oh, by the way, implied
consent is not a thing in sexual
situations because your body is not
something you can make a contract over.
Look, I can't believe I have to explain
this, but actually, if you go and read
up on like [\h__\h] rape cases and
things, and actually, do you know what?
We don't even need to do it this way.
Courtney herself in KP's original uh
That's literally implying he's a rapist.
Yeah, I know. I know. I know. K. Uh,
Courtney in KP's original video is
talking about how flashing your tits at
a bouncer or like going backstage with a
rock star is implied consent. Courtney
doesn't even really [\h__\h] understand
implied consent. And that's also not
what we're talking about in the Saber
Spark case because everything to do with
their messages implies and and seems to
show that they were planning to meet up
and they'd been having a long-term
conversation about friends with
benefits. That's just the reality. And
unfortunately,
there's no evidence to the contrary. And
Emmy herself doesn't remember the
conversations they had. She doesn't
[\h__\h] remember them.
So it it seems very very [\h__\h] simple.
Courtney doesn't like again Courtney by
her own standards explaining what
implied consent is would be like
validating like rock stars raping people
or some [\h__\h] It's it's [\h__\h] mental.
>> Uh anyway,
>> wait. People literally make contacts
with their body lol. MMA fighter, movie
stars, other people literally make
contracts involving bodily autonomy.
Yeah. Yeah, that's true. But also, I
mean, okay, let's just look at this in
the baseline thing. If you go and look
up this [\h__\h] what you'll find is that
often when like with cases like this,
things like body language, uh the
implied conversations between people, uh
like how a relationship is moving are
all things that you take into account
with rape cases. Okay?
And you can see this even in like
high-profile cases like the Rolling
Stone one that I I tweeted at her where
it's like this is a girl who turned up
at a party and seems to have had sex
with like a load of guys and then felt
guilty about it and accuse them of rape,
but there seems to be like no evidence
that that wasn't consensual.
Like yes, these are things that people
are actually that's the reality because
otherwise you're left in situations
where like dude
there have to be some lines. I'm sorry.
But it's become this thing of oh well,
you know, unless unless you've signed a
contract. I feel so sorry for Gen Z. I
really do. How the [\h__\h] did any of these
how how the [\h__\h] did Gen Z get laid? How
the [\h__\h] are you meant to like No wonder
no one in Gen Z is having sex. They're
all [\h__\h] terrified of [\h__\h] getting
accused of being rapists all the time
and no wonder.
>> Um, I'm getting distracted by chat here.
So, yeah, I'm not uh
I've not liked Lio in the past and we've
had conversations and the man changed
changed his opinions on the thing that
made me not like him and made us have a
disagreement and um
um yeah, we were we're civil with each
other. Now I don't care
about L
>> and Tik Tok drama content is brutal.
Yeah.
>> Controversies
before anybody brings them up.
I'm head desking right now.
The context around that was CNC fetish
from my memory. No, again, you're
completely wrong.
Because Pumpkin literally followed up
with saying, "If me and my partner use
implied consent in bed, does that make
us both rapists
and that's when I exited the
conversation and then that's when
Pumpkin booted me because Pumpkin was
mad that I wasn't engaging in the
conversation." So, anyway, we're going
to move off of that. We can get into
that in the end. Um, your memory is
incorrect.
So yeah, I don't care about Liio's
friend making rape jokes. I don't care
about the Rosa call. I don't care that
Lio told Sai to empty a clip into your
into her head. I just don't care. I
really really [\h__\h] don't. Um
people don't like Lio because he's mean
on the internet. He's not nice to
everybody. Okay, cool. Go cry about it
to him. He's a grown ass man. He's older
than me. I don't control what he does.
So, don't [\h__\h] to me about it. Go [\h__\h]
to the person who said it. Um, also,
when somebody tells a predator, like a
pedophile, to do that, that's not a
person they're speaking to. They're not
telling a person to endgame. Okay?
They're telling a waste of space, a
mistake to take care of themselves.
Anyway,
um, so yeah, I'm not friends with Lio.
We don't even know each other that well.
Um, okay. Cool. Cool. What does that Oh,
now super Kirby lover.
Should we break? Should we break for uh
for for chat interaction? Is that what
we should do? Yeah. Okay, that's what
we'll do. So before we cuz cuz the super
curvy lover is going to be
>> wait doesn't control liar but Courtney
acted like I was accountable for sigh.
Well, listen.
Let's pretend like we have any
consistent standards
like again obviously like you you guys
can all see Ant in chat like Ant and I
like again I have obviously like talked
to Ants like referenced in the first
video Ant and I DM I think like last
time we had like a chat was like about
[\h__\h] the horror movies and stuff.
Actually I need to talk to you about
horror movies at some point. So like I
obviously don't hold Ant responsible in
any way for Sai. It's like he's not he's
not a [\h__\h] keeper. I dude I I hate
this guilt by association stuff. It's
why I get so pissed off a unironically
about the Sai [\h__\h] It's like
just like if Sai hates Leo, I have no
issue with it. But Sai getting like dude
it became like oh well you know if
Vlad's going to be on your stream. It's
like dude I I've never there's no
secrets about who I associate with. I
just don't care, you know, and I'm
pretty upfront with what sort of person
I am, what I think is like and where I
stand with things like jokes or dude,
it's just annoying.
But even then as well, like right now
through this stream, I think I've been
defending size positions versus like
Courtney
because even though I [\h__\h] like sois
the [\h__\h] out of me, like does she annoy
the [\h__\h] Not really actually anymore.
Mostly mostly I just poke at her on
Twitter cuz it's funny at this point.
But like again I I'll be fair to her cuz
I don't need to be anything else. I
don't need to be unfair to Sai to uh
still laugh at her. You know,
the next month on my channel is non-stop
horror stuff. That should be [\h__\h]
solid.
Uh did you hear Vlad's new AI song about
No, listen. We're not talking. Listen,
that's all I'm saying about Sai. This is
not a [\h__\h] on Sai session. We're not
doing that. Okay,
>> big one. And I'm probably going to get
heated. So, we'll take a little break
and I'll take questions here and I'll
answer them. Um,
and and then we'll get into the super
Kirby lover thing. So, I'll start with
Chateau Plastic.
>> Look, I'm I'm going to be honest with
you. This has been bugging me the entire
[\h__\h] stream. Does she just have like
a bin full of tissues here?
What is this?
What is that? I
I don't understand what the [\h__\h] this
is.
Okay.
Because they said, "Do you think you've
become a bit of a target basically
because you're not the perfect victim
and have ragged edges." Um,
yeah. Like we're we're basically like
like Sorry, I just went and got
distracted by living abnormality there.
Um, I don't think I'm like I've
specifically become a target. It's just
it's very it's very
>> Yeah. No, it's a trash can. No, it's
trash can. It's that that is foam,
though. Okay, let's play Identify
Courtney's bin. Um, that's foam. That
looks like hair. Is that [\h__\h] hair
next to a plug socket?
Dude,
she going to set herself on fire. Oh,
dude.
very easy to be against like to not like
me, to dislike me because I'm not
agreeable. I'm not generally likable and
like I don't try to be. Um I'm very just
like abrasive to begin with and that's
by design, right? Like I know I'm a
[\h__\h] Okay. When people compare me to
Lily,
um when they're like, "Oh, you have the
same attitude as Lily." Where do you
think she got it? Okay, that is her
trying to like her her the way she is is
her trying to emulate me because I've
constantly I just constantly give off
get the [\h__\h] away from me vibes. That's
by design. Okay, that keeps stupid away
from me. Stupid has a very low tolerance
for get the [\h__\h] away from me vibes.
They like to [\h__\h] and moan about it, so
they leave pretty quickly. All right,
and I don't care if people don't like
it. I don't care if they don't agree
with it. I'm not asking people's
permission to be this way.
This is the way I like to be.
This is this is who I am. If you do not
like it, there are six billion people on
this planet. I'm sure you'll find
someone who you like better than me.
Okay? Disliking me is not a character
trait.
and disliking me
doesn't suddenly make like it doesn't
like you generally like personally
disliking me doesn't turn me into
something that I'm not like
words
people uh people like to say oh I'm just
as bad as Lily because they don't
personally
>> it's crazy that her trash can is more
centered in her camera than her
like methin yeah look Courtney Courtney
looks like a [\h__\h] skeleton I don't I
don't I don't know what the [\h__\h] This is
like unfortunately because I have a
channel called Cope and Sea and I can
actually say the mean things. I I can do
the body shaming stuff, but this is like
there is something definitely wrong with
this woman. Okay, you shouldn't look
like that in your 30s. I'm sorry. Like
what the [\h__\h] has life done to you?
Cornney's one of these people that you
can look at her and you smell smell it,
right? Like you can smell the weed,
you know, the mixture of weed and cat
piss. That's that's basically the aura
Cory Courtney has.
Like me because I'm not nice. Because
I'm not softspoken.
Because I don't care about your
feelings. And because I'm not here for a
[\h__\h] popularity contest. Okay? If I
was doing things for clicks and views,
one, I'd be uploading or streaming more
often. Two, I'd have less of my opinion
in the video. And three, I would do the
thing that like Patchwork Heart does or
[\h__\h] Anthony does or [\h__\h] Crimson
Ender does. And I'd get all real soft
spoken and just raise my voice an octave
so that I sound softer so that people
like really want to just empathize with
me and see me as this little
infantilized thing that they need to
take under their wing and hold in their
cup hand. And
>> hold on. This is this is really random,
but where is this?
>> I ain't going
>> and can do no wrong in her eyes. Cameron
also used to sexually abuse me. I have
every reason to believe it started when
I was in diapers as I was always told
growing up that I had frequent UTI and
yeast infections as a baby.
people like really want to just
empathize with me and see me as this
little infantilized thing that they need
to Wait, so are you self-admitting that
in your first video you did exactly that
because like this has a completely
different [\h__\h] tone.
That's that's actually kind of
fascinating.
That's actually kind of fascinating
>> to take under their wing and hold in
their cup hand and like, "Yeah, no.
Sorry, [\h__\h] I don't [\h__\h] need
that." Okay.
Just because people on the internet are
just now processing my trauma because
they've just learned about it in the
last year or two doesn't mean I'm just
now processing my trauma.
So every like it's just I don't it's not
that I'm specifically a target. It's
it's I'm an easy target because like oh
you don't like the girl that is agg like
aggressive confrontational.
>> No I [\h__\h] hate this [\h__\h] I hate this
[\h__\h] so much. Okay. If I hear one more
person defend themselves. Well, you just
don't like that I'm a bit of a girl
boss. Okay. Let me let me like
let me be clear.
The reality here is that people don't
like you because you're a [\h__\h] [\h__\h]
It's nothing to do with you being a
strong woman. Like, I've grown up my
whole life around strong women. I've
dated many strong women. And like, it's
never it's never that you're a strong
it's it's because you're a [\h__\h] Okay?
It's because of the other things you do.
In fact, lots of the time people like
strong women, okay? That's that's the
reality. It's because you falsely accuse
people and you run your mouth and you're
[\h__\h]
ridiculous
in the way that you uh like approach
everything. And also like frankly a lot
of people are going to fall out with you
because you're demanding.
You're demanding of other people as
though they owe you something. That's
the reality. That's not being strong. By
the way, Courtney is a professional
victim. This is what a professional
victim looks like. And that's not being
strong, by the way. That's the opposite
of being strong. If you are ruled and
dominated by the bad thing that happened
to you, that's not strength. It's
weakness. And again, that's probably an
unpopular position. I don't say it from
a like from a a perched privileged side
where nothing bad has ever happened to
me. I say it from experience. When I was
dealing with like the serious [\h__\h] that
happened to me, it wasn't like a strong
position to make it everyone else's
problem. It was me being weak. I
remember God, I don't know if anyone
else has ever said this who's been
through a traumat traumatic thing, but I
remember defending the way I was by
saying, "I'm really angry and the only
thing I feel is anger and I'm scared
that if I get rid of that anger, like
what will be left of me?" This like
[\h__\h] weird like, dude, to be fair, I
was like 19, but like this like anime
posting [\h__\h] And it wasn't like
cool. It wasn't like it it was like me
refusing to deal with my [\h__\h]
problems and making it everyone else's
fault. That's why people didn't like me.
That's why that's why my friends left me
at the time. That's why I was like like
constantly I found it difficult to hold
a circle together because I I was a bad
[\h__\h] like friend to be around.
That's why people don't like you,
Courtney, because you make your trauma
everyone else's [\h__\h] problem and you
need to grow the [\h__\h] up. There's like a
cut off point. I think I think the
reality is and I genuinely think this I
think you can act like that until you're
about 21. I think once you're past 21,
you need to grow up and get over it
because past that point it just gets
sad. It's like these people who've never
achieved anything and then site their
high IQ which is something I also did
when I was a teenager. It's like guys
you have to listen to me because I've
got high if you've not achieved anything
it's irrelevant. Okay, it doesn't
matter. Shut the [\h__\h] up. It's very very
very simple. Very simple,
dude.
>> And not super nice on the internet.
>> Someone asked me to go back to this
video and said, "I don't even know this
is true." What? What did she say? Hold
on.
>> Cameron being violent towards us younger
kids. He is her golden boy and can do no
wrong in her eyes. Cameron also used to
sexually abuse me. I have every reason
to believe it started when I was in
diapers as I was always told growing up
that I had frequent UTI and yeast
infections as a baby more than my
siblings ever did. But by the time I was
2 or three, Cameron had started playing
house.
>> Dude, what the [\h__\h] is this video
anyway? Okay, the second part is
processing suffering healthy healthily.
Yeah. I mean, look, dude, just get
therapy. Okay.
>> Okay. Water is wet. The sky is blue.
>> UTI is being related to sex. I don't
look I I'm not a doctor or have any
medical training or opinion, so I don't
I don't I don't [\h__\h] know what to
tell you guys.
>> A lot of people don't like me. Get in
line. There are better reasons to not
like me.
But hey,
I think people just compare you to Lily
because they know it's a lowb blow. Oh,
I know. I know. Um
>> also for whoever said Becca is admitting
that he was cringe. Yes. As I've said
many times, especially when I was a
[\h__\h] teenager, I was like a complete
god awful. But that's part of it as
well. You just accept what you were like
in the past and sometimes who you were
with was a was a shitty person and then
you get better. But you don't lie to I
hate when people lie to themselves about
it, dude. This this like pretending that
we're all perfect all the time, bro.
It's just not the case. People compare
me to Lily because like they want to
wound me in some way because they don't
like me. And honestly, that says more
about the kind of failed abortion that
you are as a person than it does me.
Like cuz cuz no, me being mean on the
internet is in no way comparable to
violating your sister in her sleep for
years.
>> Becca, did you collect katana at 192?
[\h__\h] off, aunt. But yes,
yes, yes. I was I was one of those
teenagers who had swords. Okay, I'm not
afraid to admit it. [\h__\h] you. They were
fun. I need to buy I listen, I actually
I actually have been looking at long
swords recently. Like there's a really
cool channel called Cell Sword uh Cell
Sword Arms and Cell Sword Arts. And um
they like they do like they do like
skits and stuff, but they also do like
proper hea and they're like really
talented. Uh but they've been like they
do reviews of different swords and
companies that are producing stuff and
some of them are like some of them are
really good. So I have actually been
considering of buying a proper long
sword recently, like an actual like
functional one. So maybe maybe I will
maybe I will get that. Yeah, that
channel is legit great. Yeah, they're
[\h__\h] awesome. So, yes. Yeah. I was
never a fan of Death Note. No, I like
Death Note, but I was never like a Death
Note kid, right? Um, but yeah. Did you
also do Naruto run? I didn't do the
Naruto run. I didn't do the Naruto run.
Okay. I would honestly like to get a
Cutlass. Yeah, cutes are awesome. I was
thinking of getting like, dude, like
there's a couple of swords I I just
think are really cool. I've forgotten
the name of it, but like like a really
long great sword. There's another guy
who does like archery. I watch an awful
lot of [\h__\h] like this because I find it
really interesting because I I did a bit
of martial arts um when I was a kid. I
quite like um like a bastard sword or
like a basket sword, like a Scottish
basket sword. They're really nice. So
yeah, do not be surprised if at some
point in a future video you see a sword
behind me cuz it means I bought one. Um
I will totally buy a sword. I'm not
Listen, I'm not even sorry. I'll embra
you can call me cringe, but I'll have a
sword and that'll be awesome. Okay, I'll
be super bazed.
>> It is in no way comparable to writing
multiple works of child sexual
exploitation material. It is in no way
comparable to being a pedophile.
You not liking me because I'm not
bending over backwards to be agreeable
and and and likable on the internet
doesn't turn me into a pedophile.
And the reason the reason why I've not
have gone over most of most of any of
this is because I don't really care to
be quite honest like if people want to
believe this [\h__\h]
>> Yes. Yes you do. Like this is just I
hate when people say this. I don't
actually care whether like yes at some
level you do. Like like just to give an
example um I got criticism when I was
talking to Aiden because I was like I
don't care about this thing about liar
or this thing but I cared about having
the conversation because I like Aiden
and Aiden called me and I'll talk to
Aiden. So, like there's a level where
like I do give a [\h__\h] Like if I didn't
cuz there are other people who've
messaged me about this [\h__\h] and like
come and talk about it. It's like I
don't care about that person. I don't
care about their opinions. So, I've said
no to the conversation or I just haven't
responded. That's quite often. Um
but like you do care cuz you're sat on a
stream explaining it. You're tweeting at
everybody. You're constantly fighting
this [\h__\h] corny. You're fighting in
multiple Discords. You obviously care.
Aiden's not a snake. He's just an idiot.
Um,
metam man with a two becket. Next step
is full plate. Dude, don't don't tempt
me. Okay, I'd like to get Dude, I'd get
half plate, dude. No. Okay, stop. Dude,
do I need a stream goal for Becket buy
suit of armor? Like, dude, can we can I
f if I use it in a if I use it in a
video, can I use channel funds for it?
Does that count? I will totally do a
video in like a half plate in half
plate. Okay, I'll find a reason.
Courtney cares so little about me. She
made 20 posts about me and deleted half
of them. Yeah, dude. She's still posting
about you on the YouTube. It's [\h__\h]
ridiculous.
The chat's just like, "Yeah, we'll give
you money to buy player armor." Sure,
whatever. [\h__\h] do what you want.
Anyone else get the feeling she spends a
lot of time explaining why she shouldn't
have to act normal? Yes. Becket, would
you fight Shadowver Hea style? I'm not
trained in Hea, but yes. I'd I'd
probably lose against Shad, right? Cuz
Chad's like [\h__\h] but like at least
he's got some training somewhere, hasn't
he? Or he knows something. Probably more
he knows more than I do. Uh even if he
is, you know, in comparison to other
[\h__\h] martial arts creators crap. He's
like um sword combat and like armor.
It's like uh I suppose like European
martial arts.
Shad sucks at sword training. Dude, I
will I will happily sword fight Shad
should he ever offer. Okay.
>> About me.
>> I did fencing as a kid. Okay. When in my
teens, I did fence. He fought one he
fight and lost fast. Yeah, that doesn't
surprise me. I think against like an
actual like cuz like Cell Sword Arts uh
Cell Sword Arts as well. It's really
interesting because everyone everyone
thinks like Clark is goofy, but Clark's
he is apparently really good. He's like
apparently actually [\h__\h] awesome,
which is just even better. I love that
guy. Nahima actually laughs at how
incompetent Chad is at fighting. I
learned. Interesting,
dude. I Dude.
Anyway, we're we're off topic cuz I just
want to talk about swords. But we need
to lock in. We need to lock in. We need
to lock in. Okay, we've only got another
like two and a half hours where I can do
this before I have to do something with
my day and actually go to work.
>> Go right ahead. It is not changing my
day. It is not changing my life. It
doesn't change anything. And if that's
what you want to do, if that's what you
want to believe, more [\h__\h] power to
you. Even with the grooming thing, to be
quite honest. Like, if you want to
believe that I groom children, okay,
cool. Keep your kids from me away from
me. That's fine. I'm fine with that. I'm
not advocating for people to send me
their kids. Okay? I'm not like Michael
Jackson in Neverland. All right?
So, if you want to believe that I'm a
child groomer, if you want to believe
that I'm a a pedophile, if you want to
believe that I'm peace,
>> I don't know. Insert [\h__\h] complaint
here, go ahead.
It does not change my life whatsoever.
The world will continue spinning. I will
continue to not be a pedophile and you
can believe that I am one. Like, it
doesn't. I don't give a [\h__\h] man. I
really [\h__\h] don't.
Let's look at what the accusation
actually is. By the way, because again,
I'm not accusing Courtney of grooming.
I'm I'm saying that Courtney is two
things, okay? Courtney is somebody with
no consistent well, three things, I
guess. No consistent standards. She
doesn't understand. She'll criticize
other people for stuff that she herself
engages in. She also like has [\h__\h]
boundaries, which she's not addressing,
which is the main thing we're talking
about here. And it's like it's this
deflection thing. He's like, "Well, if
you think I'm a groom, no one like no
one's saying is calling you a groomer,
Corny. They're saying your boundaries
are [\h__\h] weird." And you if if you
were in the position, actually, you have
been in the position of seeing other
people do similar [\h__\h] and you're like,
"Uh, this is sus. Maybe you're a
pedophile." Because you're constantly
throwing out these accusations. That's
why people are [\h__\h] annoyed at you.
It's not because like you're Lily
Orchard. We're not saying that. At the
same time with your accusations against
Lily, if you are going to say this [\h__\h]
people are going to disbelieve you. I
will keep repeating it because I feel
like again, she's not going to watch
this. Courtney's far too much of a
coward to actually watch a video on like
or a stream about her. She'll just
[\h__\h] I know what she's going to do.
She'll straw man whatever I'm saying and
then try and be like Beckett's like
defending rape again or Beckett said
secretly a pedophile or something
because that's all Courtney can do. And
that's again why nobody is paying
attention anymore.
This is her admitting that allegations
don't have any impact or some [\h__\h] By
that logic, then the save spark and
Griffin stuff doesn't matter. I mean,
again, maybe that's why she views it
that way. Maybe she's just like, well,
you know, I can just call anyone a
pedophile. What's what's the problem?
And if she views it that way, again,
people are going to look at the
accusation she has against Lily and be
like,
>> and a lot of people like to take that to
mean, oh, you're avoiding criticism.
You're avoiding accountability because
you say you don't care.
What am I What am I supposed to do with
that? Genuinely, what am I supposed to
do with that? Like you want me to
address something that I don't care
about. You want me to take
accountability from some for something
I'm not sorry for. What is that supposed
to look like?
Genuinely asking
>> again it's the problem. The problem is
like with this Courtney will ask a
question and be like show me one
example, one example where this has
happened and then just like [\h__\h] cry
about it. That's the problem. It's like
well you asked a question where you
answered your question. It took me 13
minutes to to answer this question fully
and then she freaks out because she'll
say something incredibly [\h__\h] stupid
and then get owned and then be like,
"Oh, what did you want me to do with
that?" I don't know, bro. Maybe maybe
stop saying incredibly stupid [\h__\h] Is
that Is that possible? Can you do that?
>> I hope you don't take
>> God. This is going to turn into three
[\h__\h] streams, isn't it?
This is going to turn into three streams
of me going over [\h__\h] Courtney Pete.
That's my future. I'm going to do that.
I'm basic I'm going to have to do three
streams on this [\h__\h] I I [\h__\h] I have
to do it in parts.
>> This the wrong way, but you seem very
much like my late sister. Someone who
survived but wasn't prepared to act
nice. Keep doing you. Just for God's
sake, avoid age. Oh yeah. [\h__\h] [\h__\h] no.
I don't skin pop. Don't do drugs, kids.
Drugs bad.
I'm also very sorry that you'd be here
that you lost your sister.
>> Courtney openly admits in the live
stream doubled down against Saber Spark.
She doesn't even know who you are. She
literally thinks Becket and Copen are
the two separate people. She doesn't
like again I don't believe this by the
way. I like again maybe her brain is
cooked. Maybe her brain is cooked. I've
got no [\h__\h] idea. But like bro,
[\h__\h] me.
Why should I care about this Becket guy?
I think that's what she said in the
Discord. Why should I care about this
Becket guy?
It's like I don't know. Why do don't
respond to me then? I'll still tweet
about you and still talk about you at
this point now. We're done. We're we're
done with the like embargo. I said to
actually I said this to Liar. I'll be
really open. I said to Lio when I was
making the Saber video. He was like, "I
don't care what you do Becket to be fair
to him." But I was like, "Dude, I feel
like the last bit of grace I have is not
ripping into Courtney during the Saber
video. That's it. That's it. I'm done."
And I meant that. I was like, "Look, the
last little bit of I hate Lily Orchard
more than I hate Courtney, therefore I
won't talk about Courtney died um when I
made the Saber video cuz I was just
like, I'm so done. I'm so done sitting
on the fence about this bitch." And now
I see this [\h__\h] and I'm just like, I'm
I'm done. So yes, we're going all in on
Courtney. We're probably going to see a
lot of Courtney content on this channel
in the future because [\h__\h] this [\h__\h]
She's ridiculous.
And to be fair, she's so absurd that she
is good content, you know, like there is
there is there is probably a cottage
industry
to be formed from just [\h__\h] a logging
Courtney. I you know, and anything to
not talk about Destiny, frankly,
>> the thing like the thing about me is
yeah, I'm I'm a I'm abrasive. I'm
confrontational. Um I'm crass. I'm rude.
And I'm not here to
essentially win any popularity contests.
I I'm not here to be like a beauty
pageant queen and softspoken and [\h__\h]
>> I remember you telling me this too. You
were trying to give her grace when you
were making your coverage and I thought
that was really nice all things
considered. Yeah. Like again I don't
know how I feel at the moment about how
much grace I do give people cuz I tend
to I tend to be as a commentator
very very fair with people cuz I I think
that that's the right approach. Um, that
doesn't mean I don't condemn people for
things, but also as time moves on often
I'll give people grace and it just keeps
biting me and like I'm I am hitting that
point to a certain extent where I'm just
like, dude, do I just do I just give up?
Just be like, "Yeah, just [\h__\h] burn
all the witches. [\h__\h] it." I I I I it
does push me in those directions, but I
feel like that's letting [\h__\h] win
because eventually that grace will like
pay off and it does pay off occasionally
where like somebody who I give that
grace to turns out to be all right and
they tend to fix their [\h__\h] and then
then it feels worth it. Do you know what
I mean?
But like um
you can't blame me for being an
insufferable and nasty person. Yeah,
this is such cope. People don't like me.
People don't like me because I'm just I
I'm I'm too blunt. They can't deal with
it. It's like, bro, people don't like
you because you're [\h__\h] an
insufferable [\h__\h] It's not because
you're strong. It's because you're weak.
Okay, Vlad. I can fix her. So true,
buddy. I believe in you. Give it a go. I
tried giving Courtney Grace and look how
that turned out. It happens every time,
man.
>> Never ending cycle.
>> I'm just me, dude. I'm just a guy on the
internet, okay? I'm just some [\h__\h]
stranger.
talking to a bunch of other strangers
who want to listen to me.
>> Becca, I'm going to pay you this. You
handle this [\h__\h] with a level head and
you keep the vengefulness to a minimum.
Look, I won't lie. There are certain
people who I'm like, look, if I ever get
the opportunity, I will absolutely
[\h__\h] roast. But I, you know, I won't
lie about people. Um, and if I'm wrong
about something, I'll correct myself. I
think that's just I think that's just
being a good commentator. Ultimately,
you guys aren't here to hear me be like
f [\h__\h] vindictive. I'm not jar. Um,
like
I
fortunately many most of the time I
don't need to be because like people are
so [\h__\h] crazy that they just burn
themselves
and I don't Anyway, I'm tangenting here
and blah.
See if there's other questions. I don't
think so. I think it's just bait at that
point if anything seem like good
acquaintances.
>> Interesting. Hold on a sec. I just got
sent this.
None of you are my kids. It's not my job
to parent you. I go out of my way to
make a safe space for people who've been
victimized because I want to provide
that, not because it's my job or
responsibility. I'll joke about being
all your guys dad. But when it comes
down to it, I'm just a stranger on the
internet to most, if not all of you. For
all of you, uh, for all of you, you
actually know I could kick puppies in my
spare time.
What
what leads you to a position where you
even have to post this? This I think
this is one of the most mental things
about this entire thing. It's like if
you've come to a point where you even
have to start saying this to your
audience, something's gone wrong, right?
Like
have fun with the parasocial [\h__\h] but
keep me out of the repercussions. Yeah.
What? Vlad the last sentence.
Uh, I could kick puppies in my spare
time. Yeah, dude.
Who the [\h__\h] asked?
Guys, I'm just here to give you
stickers. Okay,
smoke this bowl and then get back on uh
back on to the com the topic.
>> Okay, we're going to move out a bit.
Which is really funny actually
because if you were to run into me in
the wild.
>> What you mean down the local [\h__\h]
crack shelter? Yeah. Go on.
>> Depending on the situation,
you wouldn't even realize it's me. Like
>> what you mean under all the blankets and
the tent you're living in? Sorry, I'll
stop.
[Laughter]
Most people when I'm begging for change
on the street don't even realize I'm a
YouTuber. Like, dude.
Oh, [\h__\h] Okay, dude.
Like, you should hear me talk to um
Sorry.
You should hear me talk to uh um like
weight staff like at a at a food service
place like McDonald's, at Tim Hortons,
anything. If I'm ordering food, my voice
jumps an octave and I'm pleasant as
[\h__\h] hell.
Everyone thinks a lot of people on the
internet think because
they see me get I rate my streams that
I'm like that all the time and they
think I'm just constantly yelling at
people. Dude, when I order a coffee,
it's like, "Hi, can I get an extra-L
large double double with an espresso
shot and a vanilla shot, please?"
Or if
>> This is so insane. Listen, guys, when
I'm trying to like get food because I
don't want people to spit in my food,
I'm nice to them. This is such an What
is this?
Guys, did you know that if you saw me in
my workplace, I don't call people like
[\h__\h] [\h__\h] troglodites? Like I've
never sat in a meeting, guys, and called
somebody like mentally deranged. I've
actually never called like I've never
called a client spasticated. I'm
actually really nice. What the [\h__\h] are
you talking about?
I am not an ass to wait staff is not a
flex. True, dude. What the [\h__\h] bro?
If they're busy and they're like, "Oh,
I'll be with you in a second." It's
like, "Oh, take your time. I'm not in a
rush." Like literally this is how I talk
to like weight staff because I don't
want them to think that I'm abrasive
because they have enough to deal with in
their day and like you wouldn't even
realize that this is me if you were
talking to me because most of you are
listen are used to hearing me like this.
Okay. When I work a job I pretty much
talk like this in front of people
because this is the customer service
voice. This is the one that kind of
erases my personality disorder and you
don't realize that I'm actually a [\h__\h]
underneath because I've got no reason
for you to think that I'm a [\h__\h] and I
don't want you to have to deal with
that.
>> This is This is like a [\h__\h] This is
like psychotic. This is actually
psychotic. This is This is Idubbbz's
level of I learned empathy at 30. This
is like Oh my god, guys. Did you know
that like one element of me is actually
just like I lie about my personality so
people don't think I'm a [\h__\h] but like
when you get to know me it's obvious
that I am is not a flex. It's like the
weirdest. This is just [\h__\h] bizarre,
bro. What am I meant to do with this? I
don't even know what commentary to
supply. This is just like okay you're
[\h__\h] crazy. Such a good diver with
the 8 months at coping. Don't worry I
sound even more annoying IRL. Dude, why
do they brag about being functional in
so uh in social society? I don't know. I
don't get this [\h__\h] I mean, like, dude,
her customer service voice is kind of
unnerving. It does sound like the sort
of thing that's the last thing you hear
while you're like taped down to a table
covered in cling film, isn't it? Guys, I
have an inconsistent personality cuz I'm
a psycho. Some ugly vagina. Jesus
Christ, Vlad. Thank you, buddy.
>> But the second I'm comfortable with
somebody
My voice or my thing is slow. It's still
low.
>> No, you can't fix it. Thank you,
Metalman, for the true.
Hang on a second.
Go up, [\h__\h] Not you. I mean the mic.
I'm I'm raising the [\h__\h] max volume.
[Music]
Like, yeah, I'm I' I've got I've got
different voices and by the time I like
seriously sitting here talking to you
guys on a stream or talking to a camera,
it's like talking to myself. So, yeah,
this is my normal voice. I'm also more
than likely
>> this rambling is reminding me of a lost
family member. Rest in peace, Aunt
Methany.
Unfortunate name.
Uh, someone needs to name their kid
Methany. Actually, that's a [\h__\h]
great name. That's That's Listen,
someone in chat needs to lose a bet and
name their kid Methany. That's [\h__\h]
awesome.
>> Autistic and and a lot of women who are
autistic have a a voice in a lower
register.
Voice changes masking. Yeah. That and
it's just it's just the customer service
cuz like they tell you they tell you
when you start customer service
training, they're like, "Smile when you
talk because that comes through in your
voice." And it really does like if you
smile like the second I smile like be
mostly because I'm like essentially when
you smile you start talking more in your
cheeks which is higher up in your face.
So it raises your register a bit.
Whereas if you relax your face it can
like lower down into like the bottom of
your mouth or even the back of your
throat and that's how you get your lower
register. Like the the position of your
face changes your vocal cords and it
actually changes your pitch. So that's
why they tell you in customer service to
like smile when you're talking because
it does come through in your voice.
This is [\h__\h] psychotic.
>> Um,
>> wait. Something about autism. Is
Courtney autistic now? What is she on
about? I don't know. Maybe Courtney's
autistic. I don't know. I haven't seen a
diagnosis. I look I I'm I'm more
surprised when someone on the internet
isn't autistic at this point. The
spectrum is so [\h__\h] broad that like
everyone's autistic at some level. I
guess I I don't know, man. The word's
lost all meaning.
I'm partly responsible for that, but
that's not the point. Okay.
So, like, yeah, like when I'm out in
public, when I'm just dealing with
people I've got who have given me zero
reason to be a [\h__\h] to, I'm typically
talking to you like this and I'm pretty
like, "Oh god, no. [\h__\h] Take your time.
Take all the time in the world. I am not
in a rush. Even if I'm pissed off and in
a rush, it's not your fault." So, like,
hell, don't mind me. I'm just here
waiting. Um, as much as people want to
think that I'm just constantly in
everybody's [\h__\h] face. Now,
there are certain scenarios. There are
certain places where like, and it's
funny, too, cuz this has even happened
to my boyfriend where if I don't want to
be bothered, I'm in my phone. I'm in my
phone usually. Sometimes, well,
sometimes I have headphones, but I am in
my phone. And you have to very
specifically get my
>> This is the most white girl [\h__\h] like
she's One of the things that's kind of
funny about Courtney is she is basically
a stereotype, right? She is basically
the aged hippie white girl stereotype or
like or as c as KP would put it the
archetype. God, what a [\h__\h] freak. Um
uh she's basically just like she's the
archetype. Like there's almost nothing
unique about that. She's victim of abuse
on a lot of [\h__\h] drugs. Thinks that
being a [\h__\h] is a personality
apparently. Um, and is like doing that
like white girl? Yeah, white girl
burnout. Yes. Oh my god, guys. Do you
know like I'm so in my phone if I don't
want to talk to you? What you mean? Like
every other white girl DMs? What do you
send me? Wake up in the morning and the
person with this face. Dude, what the
[\h__\h] is wrong with you?
Why are you screenshotting this and
sending it to me? What is [\h__\h] is wrong
with you, dude? Sister Diver with the 50
Swedish crowns. She sounds exactly like
those reality show girls who say, "I
hate drama. I'm blunt and I say what I
think and then they are the worst drama
monga." Yes, guys. Thank you so much.
We're going to have a Cammy sticker. I I
love this sticker cuz Cam's art is
[\h__\h] awesome. Thank you guys so much
for hitting the goal. You guys have been
amazing tonight. I really appreciate it
as always. Thank you. Listen, I am proud
of you. Your real parents may not be.
It's even funnier doing this over over
the [\h__\h] Courtney drama stream. But
like, yes, I am proud of you. I am your
true father, right? Okay. Anyway,
>> my attention and the second you get my
attention, I am going to look up at you
like this.
Like, just what do you want? Why are you
bothering me? To the point where I've
been on the bus and my boyfriend gets on
the same bus and I don't realize he gets
on the bus. He's like gotten on the bus
cuz I'm not looking who's getting on the
bus. I'm in my phone and he comes up and
says something to me, usually some
cheesy [\h__\h] line. And I look up with
the most disgusted look on my face,
ready to [\h__\h] tear this person who
just
>> I mean, let's be honest, would he even
notice the [\h__\h] difference? Anyway,
>> interrupting me to shreds and I'm like,
"Oh, it's my boyfriend."
like
that makes people leave me alone and not
interrupt me and not get into my
personal space and literally regret it
the second I look at them without having
to open my mouth. So I don't even have
to say mean things to people. I'm just
like all this is by design so that I
don't have to open my mouth and go off
and actually hurt somebody.
>> So what do what does Courtney think the
world owes her? Just be a decent person.
It's not that hard. There's a really
like there's a really interesting uh
judge who does like shorts and he'll do
like shorts off his courtroom when he's
talking to people and in one case he's
talking to this woman who is just like
abrasive as [\h__\h] like constantly
interrupts. It's just she's really like
and like the whole case that she's in
there is basically she was like rude to
this housing association and they were
like [\h__\h] off like they had her trespass
and things and the judge is like listen
you get more with honey than with
vinegar
just just be nice to people just like I
it's not that difficult you know your
your path in life is much much smoother
if you're not an insufferable piece of
[\h__\h] People will be more willing to
help you, talk to you. Like, it's it's
really easy.
The joke with the five. Dad, where have
you been? You said you would get
cigarettes and never came home. I found
a new family. Sorry about that. Okay,
listen. I'd love to say it wasn't your
fault, but it was.
No, it's cool. I'm back now. Uh, yeah,
with the five. She sounds like you don't
want to mess with me or you may see my
dark side. Yeah. Again, Courtney never
grew the [\h__\h] up, so she's like anime
posting as an adult. It's so gay.
>> Feelings. I just give them a look and
make reevaluate your life choices until
that point.
>> Sorry, Yolk.
>> Be polite, but don't kiss ass. Yes.
>> Okay, now we uh now we round out this
[\h__\h] thing with super Kirby lover.
Now, I'm gonna start this off by saying
nobody go find this girl and harass her.
Okay? Um, this is not specifically her
fault. Uh, I believe they're I think I'm
getting the pronouns right or wrong. I
That's a very specific statement. I
think I'm getting them right or wrong.
Give me a second.
>> Don't worry. You smoke a lot of weed.
Take your [\h__\h] time, I guess. Jesus.
USA.
Uh, I'm I I think I think there I'm just
going with they because I can't remember
and I don't want to get it wrong
specifically. So, I'm sorry if this
isn't your anybody's pronouns. I'm just
going neutral here. So, again, nobody go
send hate to to ser to this person. It's
not specifically their fault that this
turned into what it did and they're
they're allowed to have their feelings
about the an interaction they had with
me. Okay? I'm not here to I'm not I'm
not I'm not coming at this to attack
this person or how they feel about the
their interaction with me or any of
that. All right. Just prefaces here cuz
this one I mean bunch of people think
this is going to be an apology. Um
KP I'm not sure if you any of you
remember but KP made a video about Saber
Spark.
>> Yeah, we'd forgotten.
>> Yeah, when I don't know it's I I default
to they for the most part because I
don't have the memory for pronouns. I
forget I forget names and pronouns super
[\h__\h] easily. So I will default to
neutrals so that I'm not going too hard
in one direction or the other. Anyway,
so I don't know. I'm not sure if you
guys remember, but yeah, KP made a video
about Saber Spark, and when that video
came out, she put it out as a live
premiere. Now, the video being a live
premiere was my suggestion. We were
talking about it before she was
>> Wait, what?
Dude, no wonder. No, dude.
It's It's really interesting finding out
how much of a hand Courtney has in
certain things. Do you know what I mean?
Yeah, you should absolutely do this
premiere. Look, the reason to do
premieres, by the way, is because they
they up the initial uptick um and watch
time and interaction a video gets.
That's that's why you do it. Um like
I've tested this, by the way. If I don't
premiere a video, it does worse. That's
just that's the actual reality because
that initial bump is what throws it into
the algorithm in a particular way. It's
that that's why you do it. Also, people
occasionally give you money and like
super chat and things and like, "Oh my
god, this is so great." And, you know,
you get that you get that almost
streamlike interaction. It's kind of
fun. It's I I will admit I will happily
admit I'll own the position that I like
doing premieres because it's like it's a
nice little nice little ego thing. So, I
I'll admit that. It's fine. I'm happy to
do that.
>> Was about to just drop it as a video and
she asked me specifically in a voice
chat, "Do you think I should live
premiere it or should I just drop it as
a video?" And I said, I think you should
live premiere it because it gives the
live chat. It gives the chat for people
to talk about it as it's happening. Do
you remember faces easier? Faces and
voices. I do voices I remember really
[\h__\h] easily. Um, and faces it's
potential autism. Anyway, so yeah. So,
uh, I I suggested to make it a live
premiere and kind of pushed for it to be
a live premiere because the live
premiere that, um, Lazy Bed Head had for
her, uh, uh, Black Griffin video and the
live premiere I had for my Black Griffin
video were great conversation starters.
Like, it was it it created a a good
opportunity for people to talk about
what they were watching as they were
watching it instead of just in the
comments where people could go to later.
and it it fostered good conversation. So
I was like, I really think you should
put this out as a live premiere to offer
the same sort of like space, right? So
the only reason the video is a live
premiere at all was my
>> Jesus Christ. Lots of miles with the
five. Still can't get over how she looks
and sounds like my cousin. You can
probably tell I have no love for her.
Jesus, bro,
we really needed to start a conversation
about this. No. No, you didn't.
Dude, I need to go over that Black
Griffin one video one day. I think I
think Courtney's Black Griffin video is
one of the worst videos on YouTube.
It's just on all levels almost. I would
argue whether you think Black Griffin is
a groomer or not, Courtney's video on
him is actually kind of [\h__\h] gross.
And that's coming from the drama
channel.
>> Suggestion.
So, it video drops as a live premiere. I
was supposed to be there on time for it.
I was late to it. I had things to do.
Um, but I jumped into the video, the
live premiere about an hour into the
video and
almost immediately when I showed up in
chat, Sai also showed up in chat and a
few of her little psychos and started
popping off um about me and KP the way
she had been for a good little while on
Twitter. So, my first forte into this
chat was dealing with Sai
and Sai and I going back and forth and
that's where a lot of the the energy
came from. Again, I'm not I'm not making
not again, but I'm not making excuses
here, but this is just literally what
happened. So, in the midst of that,
somebody comes somebody by the name of
Super Kirby Lover. Again, this isn't
their fault. This is they are just
central to the complaint about me.
That's the only reason I'm using their
name. Okay.
>> Yeah. And with the five, I know where
you can talk about the Griffin video.
Wink wink.
Jesus.
>> Super Kirby lover comes in and starts
like a few other people starts
complaining.
>> Yes. Listen. Listen. I'm not sure that I
Okay, I might do something with uh Yen
and uh some other people on Courtney. I
I've said that. I I'm like I'm very open
to it. I don't know if I want to talk
about Griffin, though.
Um, I'm almost ah dude, I'm watching
through this stuff and like if I didn't
know other things were happening.
I'd be very tempted to do a Courtney
video myself
about the fact that the video is a live
stream or not a live stream, but that
the video is a live premiere.
And like there was a few other people
complaining about this too. And I was in
the chat pointing out that the only
difference between a video being a live
premiere or just uploaded is the live
chat. That's it. Okay. You get boosted
in the algorithm a bit too, which is,
you know, kind of what you want when
we're talking about grooming and and
accusations that are important besides
everybody wants their video boosted in
the algorithm. That's just how
>> Dude, I wish you saw the Meltdown video
of Versai a year ago. It was wild. Does
anyone have a copy of that or watch it?
>> [\h__\h] YouTube.
>> Not now. We're going to we're going to
be doing a lot of these. This might end
up being a week of Courtney
>> works. The only thing the only thing
that changes is the live chat and you
get boosted in the algorithm. So people
were in the live chat complaining that
the video was a live premiere. I guess
not realizing that the only thing it
gave them was the live chat that they
were now using to complain that it was
even there to begin with, which I called
hypocritical
>> was.
>> And I wasn't specifically at this point
talking to Super Kirby Lover. There were
like three other people who were
complaining about the same thing. Super
Curvy Lover comes in and says the same
thing. And around the same time, I say
using the live chat to complain that
there is a live chat is just
hypocritical
now.
No, no, no. What? No. It's not
hypocritical to point out that you're
doing a lot. Okay. So, one of the
problems with [\h__\h] KP's video coming
out the way it did was that like KP had
hyped this video up as we're going to
[\h__\h] destroy people. like I've got
this insane thing to drop. She hyped it
massively. She treated it like it was a
drama video. Now, whatever you want to
say about that video, it was a drama
video, guys. Take it from the drama
streamer. It was a drama video. Now,
again, people have had criticisms for me
in the past where they're like, "Becket
doesn't treat these topics seriously."
He laughs at them. Yes, I'm a drama
channel with the called Cop and Se.
Obviously, I'm not treating things like
hyper seriously. I'm not a victim
advocacy channel. And when people have
come to me with direct victim stories,
quite often I've told them I'm not the
person to cover it. So like I'm very
consistent here. KP is presenting this
as a victim story full of [\h__\h] memes
and essentially her own grievances and
like you're obviously going to get
[\h__\h] criticism for that.
The Majora's Mask countdown was wild.
Wait, there's a Majora's Mask countdown
option on YouTube? No [\h__\h] way, dude.
That sounds awesome, actually.
Something that ended up being pointed
out like
>> the sci-fi one. I like the music of the
sci-fi one. The sci-fi one's really good
>> out. Um, and people like to stick on is
that Super Curvy Lover is allegedly
a CSA survivor.
And now I say that super Kirby lover is
allegedly a CSA survivor because that's
how super Kirby lover refers to my CSA
survivor status is that I was allegedly
assaulted by my sister. So we're going
to go on even playing fields here. Super
Curvy Lover is allegedly a CSA survivor.
And everybody jumped on me for being
rude to an alleged CSA survivor. Now, as
an alleged CSA survivor myself,
equations, they cancel each other out.
They're no longer part of the
conversation cuz we're both a [\h__\h]
CSA, allegedly CSA survivors. And
something I had said,
>> no, no, no, no, no. That's not how it
works. You were involved in the [\h__\h]
video, [\h__\h] Like, holy [\h__\h] How is
this? Uh, actually, it cancels each
other out cuz you can't criticize me cuz
I'm also No, you were involved in the
production of a very, very bad video.
You're in the [\h__\h] video. You
position yourself as an expert on sexual
assault because you're like an alleged
victim. Like, dude, what the [\h__\h] is
this? Hold on. Can I do that? Hold on.
Do can I victim Olympics with like
Courtney?
Is Courtney not allowed to criticize me
if I've had worse [\h__\h] happen to me? Is
that what we're doing, dude?
Holy [\h__\h]
>> In this live chat was starting off
your complaint with as a CSA survivor is
inherently manipulative.
Now, anybody
>> is that an eye of raw hat on her wrist?
Yeah, it is. Of course it [\h__\h] is.
situ who was in in this live chat
complaining about this situation about
how I handled it afterwards. If any of
them had a brain
and they really should have because
someone even turned the whole live chat
into an Excel sheet, an Excel
spreadsheet and like highlighted all of
my names like my name and comments
throughout the whole thing. Lau,
>> anyone with a brain would have would
have like who actually had a complaint
or a criticism that was valid against me
would have pointed out that super Kirby
lover did not start her complaints with
as a CSA survivor. That comment came up
much later in context where it actually
was relevant where somebody had went
like who are you to even complain? She
goes well I'm a CSA survivor myself. So
if any of anybody had a [\h__\h] brain,
they would have pointed out that me
saying starting your complaint off with
as a CSA survivor is manipulative would
not apply to super Kirby lover because
she did not start her complaint off with
that. It came up when it was relevant
and that makes it not manipulative in my
opinion because she didn't start it off
with as a CSA survivor.
So, there's also a narrative and a
complaint that I called her
manipulative,
but I didn't. And anybody with a brain
would have pointed out that what I said
wouldn't have even applied to her
because she did not say that in the
beginning of her complaint. The very
first thing out of her mouth was that
she thought it it shouldn't have been a
live stream or a live premiere. And
again, and I addressed like three, four
other comments in one saying, say using
the live chat to complain there's a live
chat is hypocritical as [\h__\h] Like Jesus
Christ, get over yourself. Like,
>> did we touch on her being a POS to a co
a CSA survivor critical of KP's video
yet? Because that uh that was a move.
Yeah, that's what we're talking about
now. H then
>> stop. What are you? You're in here using
the very thing that you think shouldn't
be here to complain that it is here.
Okay, that's hypocritical. You're You've
got a moot point here.
>> You didn't call them manipulative. You
said uh you did say cope if they don't
like it. Yes. Like they the I Dude, I
need a copy of these messages because I
remember them being pretty [\h__\h]
insane actually. And again, I look
I don't care all that much from a
personal perspective. I'll be like I'll
just be straight up. I don't think this
will come as a surprise to many of you
that the drama stream is just like I
don't what the who [\h__\h] cares. But
the problem is that Courtney's the
person who's like I'm creating a safe
space for victims. I'm somebody who's an
advocate for this [\h__\h] It's like you're
getting criticism because you have
positioned yourself. No one did this to
you. You have actively positioned
yourself as the voice of the victim and
then you're treating other victims like
their voices don't matter. which by the
way actually is one of the major
criticisms that people had for people
like Essence of Thought and Zena of
Poppy when they were dealing with
Courtney. It's like you're you're
overriding the story of a victim. It's
like well that's what you're doing
Courtney. But Courtney ironically in the
similar way to like I think a lot of the
criticisms that come at Sai is just has
no understanding of the like pe the
issues people have around the hypocrisy
with her. That's the problem. She looks
like a former friend I used to have who
recently was in prison for grooming a
10-year-old. Holy [\h__\h] She's not going
to advocate for someone who isn't the
model victim like she is, though. They
go against her. They can't possibly be a
victim because she speaks for them. Yes.
Yes.
M with the five. Please be sure your
victim card level is higher than
Courtney's before engaging. So true. So
true.
And again, if
>> I get I get 10 points for my like mom
suddenly dying in front of me, right?
Like I get that. I I can have that. Is
that okay? Do I need to bring my mom's
ashes on stream to criticize her? Do I
need to sit here like cradling them?
Like occasionally like I'll cry and like
wipe my wipe a tear away with my
mother's ashes or something or some sort
of performative thing. I think that
would at least get me 15 points, right?
Surely
>> anybody had a brain they would have
pointed out to my statement of well
starting your complaint off with this is
manipulative with they would have combed
that with well she didn't start her
complaint off with that cuz she sorry
they I'm pretty sure it's she and if I'm
wrong I do apologize
but they didn't they just simply didn't
that didn't come up until much later
when it was actually relevant and
therefore wasn't manipulative at all.
So, no, I was super Kirby lovers not
manipulative. They weren't being
manipulative with that statement. Me
saying what I said did not apply to
them. I was wrong in that situation.
My implication that that was apply that
that was applicable to her was
incorrect. Was factually incorrect
because she didn't even fit the
parameters I had set out myself.
>> Dude, what the [\h__\h] And if and if the
complaint and if the people's problems
with was actually with something that I
did or got wrong, they would have jumped
on that. They would have attached to
that. But no, they don't. They say the
same things of you were
>> actually hold on. What the [\h__\h] Like
again, Courtney, much like KP refuses to
address many of the other core issues
around her behavior. KP like KP and
Courtney were directly trying to tell a
victim story with no [\h__\h] evidence or
accusing somebody of rape with no
[\h__\h] evidence and then had a whole
[\h__\h] conversation about what consent
looks like where Courtney frankly looks
[\h__\h] insane.
But no, we're going to talk about the
live chat. Holy [\h__\h]
>> You were mean as to a CSA survivor. Um
incorrect. I was curt and blasé with an
alleged CSA survivor as an alleged CSA
survivor myself. Okay, so again, equal
[\h__\h] playing field here.
And if
>> Hold on, wait, hold on. Lazy gets 15
points for babysitting her drunk
parents, talking about Hitler, but only
get 10 for my dead mom. You guys are
[\h__\h] Dude, Dude, I'm outraged. I'm
outraged. That's [\h__\h] ridiculous.
You want to jump on people for being
mean to a CSA survivor? I don't know. Go
after the people who are coming.
>> Sister Diver with a 50 switch crowns.
Step back ambulance personnel. I'm not a
doctor, but I was once shot at and thus
know everything about how to treat it,
but you're still bleeding. Yeah. Yeah.
Dude,
>> comparing me to my rapist just cuz they
don't personally like me. go after the
person who thinks that I shouldn't have
an opinion about somebody cosplaying as
my rapist because she doesn't personally
like me because she's been trying for 20
[\h__\h] years to get successful on the
internet and didn't.
>> So,
in a nutshell, that's the
>> What do I almost get for dying from
cancer? A fake ball. I I Dude, you
already got a prosthetic. You're fine
>> for Kirby lover thing. I actually don't
know whether you got a prosthetic, but
that's fine.
>> Like three or a couple of people in the
chat got upset with me because they
didn't like how I was talking to super
curvy lover because I directly told them
to get over themselves because they
started to have some sort of little mini
meltdown over Oh my god, I can't believe
you're speaking to me.
>> I think almost dying puts you really
high. Listen, we're not doing sympathy
for Fali. Okay, listen. There isn't
Listen, there aren't that many points to
go around. Okay,
he's fine.
it.
This probably comes across as a really
weird conversation if you don't know how
much Falga and I talk.
It's just me being like, listen, don't
have sympathy for [\h__\h] Fei. He's He's
alive. He's okay.
Oh, dude. [\h__\h] hell.
>> This way. And it's like I am speaking to
more than one person right now. I am
dealing with more than one thing in this
chat at a time. And I haven't even been
here for the first hour of this video.
Okay. Not everything is about you. Get
over yourself.
Sorry.
>> But Becket Fouchy only has one ball.
Yes. Much like Hitler.
>> You think that's mean? Maybe you need to
get over yourself as well.
And as much as some people want me to
apologize for how I spoke to Super Kirby
Lover, I'm not going to because I stand
by what I said.
entering the live chat to complain that
it is there is hypocritical and stupid
and that is what Super Kirby Lover did
along with multiple other people. Again,
please do not go harass Super Kirby
Lover. This turning into what it was was
not their fault. It's other people's
fault. It's everybody else who blew this
up in into what it wasn't.
But I still stand by what I said. I'm
not sorry for saying it. If I had to go
back, I'd say it all again, except for
the starting your complaint off with as
a CSA victim is inherently manipulative
because that simply did not apply to
Super Kirby Lover.
>> It's like she's allergic to being in the
wrong. Yeah, you can see why she wants
to stay friends with [\h__\h] KP, can't
you? So, I'm not going to apologize for
something I'm not sorry for.
You don't have to like that I acted the
way I did.
You don't have to like what I said.
>> We need to find a figure, a baseline
victim value if we're going to palcale
trauma. Dude, this seems like
it's going to end up in the Google doc
about me, isn't it? Thanks for the five,
man.
And you don't have to like my opinion,
but me not being sorry isn't avoiding
your
>> What's Okay, what's actually funny is if
Courtney ever sees this and like I know
what her response will be as well. It'll
be like, "Well, Becca, you deserve that
your mom's dead. You deserve that your
mom's dead. You're bringing it up, but
that's actually a different kind of blah
blah blah." Completely missing the joke
that like actually it none of this
[\h__\h] matters. That that's the joke.
You don't get any points for things that
have happened to you. That's not how the
world works. Nobody owes you anything.
So on the off chance, listen, I I I'll
preempt it. Just just on the off chance
Courtney like grows a spine and like
actually responds to this [\h__\h] None of
this matters. Whatever trauma you've
been through, it doesn't give you any
[\h__\h] ability to just be like, "Oh, it
doesn't give you cart blanch." That's
the reality. That's why it's funny,
dude. Can your trauma beat Goku?
probably. Thank you for the two gilded
with five. What's not fun about bull
bullying CS CS assault survivors? It's
literally intellectual golfing. Jesus
Christ. Five. Thank you for the five,
bro. Criticism. It's saying I don't
agree with you, so I'm not giving you
what you want.
Okay?
I'm not sitting here going that didn't
happen. I'm sitting here saying, "Yes, I
did it and I do it again."
You don't have to like me for it, but
stop calling it what it isn't
simply because you can't accept the fact
that, oh my god, she doesn't care about
my opinion.
Because surprisingly, I don't do this
for views.
If I did, I'd be acting a lot [\h__\h]
different.
Okay, but here's the problem. You do
want that sympathy.
You obviously want that sympathy because
it's the only way you can effectively go
at Lily. And here's the irony. Here's
the irony here. Because
Courtney has provided more of a defense
at this point for Lily than Sai or
Anthony have. Honestly, it's just like
cuz now people are looking at Courtney
going, "Well, [\h__\h] what? What is
this? Is this Are you legit or are you
just a crazy bitch?" That's much more
That's much more of a defense
than [\h__\h] Antsai talking about like
Lily's animation takes is ever going to
be.
So if your primary concern is just we
need to get Lily, we need to deal then
shut the [\h__\h] up because you are a
liability.
You are making this harder on all the
people who are trying to do that. you
are actively detrimental to your own
victim's story.
That's one of the things that many
people are point many people want to
point out about you.
You like and again, you can tell your
story in any way you like, but if your
goal isn't like [\h__\h] viewership or
attention, if your goal really is just
going after Lily, then read the [\h__\h]
room and understand that you are a
detriment to that. Courtney or Rose
Merle would you rather have yap your ear
off? Probably. Dude, Courtney, Dude, I
Dude, I'd never [\h__\h] Rose is Rose is
annoying in a whole different way.
If I was doing this for views, I'm doing
a very bad job. Okay? And I don't need
people to empathize with me. I don't
need people to sympathize with me. I
don't need people to give me grace
because I'm a CSA survivor. Okay? No,
no, no, no, no.
If you don't like me, don't like me.
I'll live. You'll live. The world will
keep spinning. Cycles of abuse will keep
going. And we can all live our lives in
peace.
>> How is Rose more annoying in comparison
to how Courtney is annoying? Because
Rose is like Rose is just insufferable
to talk to because Rose is only
interested in attention.
Like Courtney is like Courtney's
Courtney is not here just for attention.
Courtney's here because she is desperate
and lonely and angry. Rose is just here
because she's like a shell of a human
being. It's a very different experience.
Are you just saying that because
Courtney has the British par? [\h__\h] off.
What the [\h__\h]
dude? Dude,
so Rose is an attention monger and
Courtney needs therapy. Yeah, pretty
much.
Um, people calling themselves survivors
of sexual crimes are always always felt
pretentious to me. again. Like
professional victims are always just
really dude
you can be like you can be a victim of
something but when it becomes your
personality it's just like unfucking
believably annoying. Um I just
now everybody can shut up. What the
[\h__\h] Courtney's refusing to address
criticism and she just doesn't like it
when people criticize her and she's mean
and aggressive to any
>> Yeah, this could you imagine if I made a
podcast taste and music called Taste
Buds? I genuinely think that would break
the internet. Would you watch? I think
people would out of pure curiosity. It'
get people talking for sure. Yeah, this
is why Rose is [\h__\h] unbelievably
annoying. Kicken, how many points for
not having any parents left since a few
weeks ago? Ken, I'm so sorry. Uh, 20
points. Um, dude, I hope you're okay,
Kicking. And please, thank you. Enjoy
these stickers. Also, a specific one.
Hold on. Where is it? Actually, just
kicking. Kicking needs a specific
sticker just for kicking. Okay. Kicking
only sticker. There we go. Thank you
guys so much for meeting the goal once
again. You guys are [\h__\h] super based
as always. Much appreciated. Much
appreciated. You guys are the best. Uh,
we'll go for that. And
Okay, this is the last goal of the
night, guys. Last goal of the night.
Okay.
Jesus [\h__\h] Christ. Um,
dude, actually unfucking real.
>> Anybody who's critical towards her, not
giving a [\h__\h] is not mean and
aggressive. [\h__\h] off.
>> You do give a [\h__\h] You keep calling
everyone [\h__\h] pedophiles and rapists.
Courtney, what do you mean? What do you
mean, bro? [\h__\h] me.
It's I don't know. Like, it's either
cope or it's delusion. It's one of the
two. It's like it's either you're coping
that like people hate you as to why cuz
like you're a strong woman or some [\h__\h]
Again, not true. Or like it's delusion
that you don't understand the fact that
people hate you for a very specific
reason. Courtney,
>> I don't owe you politeness just because
you exist when you're going to waste my
time
and scene.
Yeah, Mark 8 bark people are so stupid.
Why do people treat CSA/SA survivors
like [\h__\h] pieces of glass? Like they
can't protect themselves for [\h__\h]
sakes. Because like every there's a lot
of people just view Oh [\h__\h] You can
just see my gross ass trash bag the
whole time.
>> This woman is actually [\h__\h]
>> Damn it. You can see my garbage. Um
anyway, people like when people learn
about somebody's abuse or the [\h__\h] that
they went through or like their their
their sexual assault or their childhood
sexual assault, they they they start to
view that person as who they were in the
moment that they got assaulted, right?
So like people see me as the like four
to like 14year-old who physically could
not like four to 13year-old who
physically could not protect herself,
who physically could not do anything
about her [\h__\h] abusers. Not even
four. It was like three.
>> Sorry, I'm just watching the spider on
her wall just like
just being like, "Yeah, what's going on?
What's up, guys? How's things?"
I don't know why this is funny to me.
No, that's also not the reason,
Courtney. That's not the reason. Okay.
The the reason is you presented yourself
that way and then utilized that platform
that it like it gained you to then start
accusing random people of being
pedophiles. This is very simple. Okay.
>> So like and and that hap go away fly. So
that happens to um a lot of people like
they like they view that of the victim
as who they were in the moment that they
got victimized and they never get to
grow out of that. You never get to not
be the person as they were victimized.
So yeah, as a three-year-old and and a
13-year-old who was asleep, no, I
couldn't do anything to protect myself.
I could not physically fight off my
abuser. I wasn't even conscious to do
it. like I could do nothing. I could say
nothing. Nothing I said was listened to.
And a lot of people view me as that
person still. So when I don't act
accordingly, they're like, "Well, how is
it that this aggressive uh abrasive
confrontational girl got abused? This
doesn't work in my head. So I'm going to
attack the thing that doesn't make sense
to me."
And it's just so stupid.
It's so dumb.
>> Let's let's let's test this. Let's just
go to Courtney's posts.
>> I'm so tired of men knobs slobbering for
their fellow rapist brethren. Y'all are
[\h__\h] in the head. We get it. Women
don't want to touch you. Move on. Why is
this always the go-to as well? We get
it. Women don't want to touch you. It's
always this weird thing, isn't it? It's
like, well, you know, it's because
they're incelss. I just [\h__\h] unreal.
Cheers towards the final goal and
deepest condolences to Kicken. So true,
Shell. Thank you very much. Much
appreciated for that. Much appreciated
to all of you as well. And yes, dude. I
hope you're okay, Ken.
Um, I hope David ends up in an abandoned
trunk somewhere except they never find
it. Just saying. I don't know what this
is in reference to. What the [\h__\h]
Woo. What's this, dude?
A Kim Possible backpack glows in the
dark. I need this for my bag collection.
Going to stream more date everything.
Lily Orchard memory repression
isn't real because I remember
everything. Child, you spent years of 7
to 17 on serious mindaltering substances
while your frontal lobe was doing its
most important forming. You don't know
reality. You're severely mentally
disabled and a p pedophile and a sister
raper.
Bro,
this is like a tweet from Anthony. If
when talking about incestuous child
raper, you're only focused on their
writing tips and media takes when you
then you're running defense for the
incest child predator. You are helping
nobody but the predator and yourself
because clout and views are more
important to you than actually getting
kids out from under the pedophile's
thumb. If you send a pedophile money,
you are on pedophile's side. If you
consume the pedophiles media, you want
the pedophile side. Some of you are just
pro pedto at this point. It's not
discourse. It's a pedophile and you
support them. Again, [\h__\h] like, oh
yeah. No, no. If you if you've ever
interacted with Lily, exact except in
the way that I think's approvable,
you're supporting them. Uh, it's
actually support.
[\h__\h] hell.
Y with it, too. Hello, fellow grapest
brethren. Jesus.
Dude, like how many [\h__\h] I've ne she
posts so many of her like personal like
technical issues. It's so weird.
Oh, this is about uh [\h__\h]
enter. If you think being violated is
preference of being accused of violating
someone, then I hope you get your
preference. Honestly, sincerely, I hope
you get the perspective you so
desperately need. Better you than
someone else.
I miss you, too, bestie. Hello, Zy. How
are you doing? I was going to message
you over the weekend, but I've been like
kind of dead. I hope you're good,
bestie.
We're We're [\h__\h] on Courtney. Pete
are finally broken.
Dude,
try and tell me I'm just as bad as the
person who violated me in my sleep for
years. Isn't the gotcha you think it is?
It just tells the world your walking
failure of abortion. Go finish your
mother's halfass job. Jesus, I'm a
serial vapist making those sick clouds.
Good to know, Panda. Thank you for the
five.
I was going to message you, but I'm a
[\h__\h] person. Becket, also true,
dude. What the [\h__\h]
If you're a minor and fully believe I'm
a predator, don't interact with me.
Driving kids to interact with predators
accused or proven is literally the
opposite of what I'm trying to do here.
I don't care if you actually believe
that I'm a groomer, but you shouldn't be
putting yourself in contact with someone
you believe is a groomer as a child. For
love of God, protect yourselves. You
aren't the exception to the rule. You
aren't going to pone the predator.
You're just endangering yourself. Stop.
This is so [\h__\h] unhinged. I'm not
doing well at all. I did see your post,
though. I always felt a certain way
about her.
Dude, are you not doing well? Okay,
listen. We need to catch up over the
week. I need to find out what's going on
cuz I haven't heard anything and not uh
Dude, that's sad. I'm sad to hear that
Z's not doing well.
So, I caused Lily to lose 10K subs.
First of all, proof. Oh, [\h__\h] hell.
She's obsessed.
Oh, it's the [\h__\h] liar fight. Jesus.
Maybe stay your ass out of the child
grooming conversation if you're going to
fold like a clout hungry goblin the
first sign of push back. Love how I stay
consistent and get called a clout
chaser. But ass kissing bits for brains
morons gets praised by the drooling
sniveling masses for being a spineless
coward. I donated to rain. You could
have done that and kept your mouth shut
to begin with. Now you just help
predators everywhere.
Computer is giving me massive issues.
Dude, this check. Have you all seen this
lady? Little Miss Queen of the Enrange
Parents might show her to you guys on
Friday. What the [\h__\h]
Me at the YouTube when they take down a
stream talking about Opal saying cam is
fine. I don't care that it's illegal.
I'm sorry I called it out. So you're
defending child porn is fine, but
calling it out what isn't YouTube. Dude,
what
is it? Is it just me or does Vizzy pop
hair look like some dude?
[\h__\h] me.
Who even is that lady? I have no idea.
I don't It's This is a problem as well.
If Courtney calls out anybody, it could
be completely legitimate. I just don't
trust her in any way. She calls everyone
a [\h__\h] predator.
>> Because apparently you just like only
some
>> she's a a woman who pushed one of her
kids away but doesn't accept she did
anything wrong.
Okay.
People can be victimized and if you're a
strong enough of a personality at at one
point in your life, then you just never
could have been victimized in your life.
Or if you've been victimized, then you
cannot have a strong personality. You're
not allowed.
>> No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. Once
again, I'm going to keep repeating it.
I'm going to repeat it over and over
again. The pe the reason people
fundamentally have stopped doubting uh
started doubting your claims is because
you throw claims of pedophilia, rape,
and grooming around so much that people
don't trust you to be honest. That's the
problem. It's not to do with it's not to
do with you being a strong person. It's
not because you're a [\h__\h] It's because
you yourself have watered down the
accusations you've made by over making
them. In fact, actually one of the
things is like um somebody asked like
what's a good way to put this? Somebody
asked whether I do like like more stuff
around CLA for example. And it's like
not like not really because Cla is CLA's
told her story like or what was relevant
to me already. So I'm not trying to use
her for clicks cuz that only potentially
damages her. that only like that
overexposure can only do damage to her.
So like you don't do that. And again
like I'm careful about who I call a
pedophile or something. I'm like
massively careful about that word or
even a nons because you want to make
sure that those accusations are like in
some way protected because they're
serious accusations.
Got to go. Have a great stream. No
worries bestie. I'll talk to you soon.
Message me.
Courtney ended up crying wolf one too
many times. Yes, dude. It's a It's a
It's a childhood story for a reason.
>> So stupid.
>> Yes, you are.
>> What are my favorite restaurants to go
to? My kitchen.
Food's too expensive, man. I can't I
can't afford eating out.
There's a joke in there. Anyway,
that's what Lily tried to do. She acts
like the scared, abused 15-year-old
while in her 30s.
Well, Lily wants people to treat her
like she's a scared, abused 15-year-old
when like I hate to [\h__\h] break it to
the world. Maybe even Lily herself, but
[\h__\h] tell someone you were scared. Try
telling yourself at the time you were
scared. You weren't scared. You were
[\h__\h] a You were the most aggressive
[\h__\h] child that there was. There's a
reason it took four [\h__\h] cops to hold
you down.
Literally just a walking contradiction.
Look at my garbage. Look at it.
I'm such a pig. I haven't changed the
one garbage that's leaning against the
wall. Loves a victim complex. Right.
Like, and the thing is,
I don't I don't need people to like
understand and empathize with and and be
cognizant of my abuse at like all
[\h__\h] moments of the day. Like,
I I don't know who needs to hear this,
but empathy and sympathy is not going to
change the fact that my sister raped me.
Okay?
Nobody's feelings or opinion or
projection about my abuse is going to
stop my siblings from raping me. They
already did it. It's already done. The
damage is already [\h__\h] done. I've
been living with it for years.
I feel like I'm just going to sit here
looping and repeating myself and I don't
care enough to. There there are more
streams we need to go over over the
week. That's the plan anyway. We'll see
how well I stick to it. But [\h__\h] me,
dude.
I'm so desperately [\h__\h] sick of this
woman.
I feel like I'm the last person to break
as well. And I know other people have
avoided doing streams on her, but I feel
like it's like a little little bit of a
me coper, right? It's a little bit of a
maybe I should have said something
sooner because now I'm just [\h__\h]
done. I was wrong. She's a [\h__\h] dude.
And also, do you know do you know what
it is as well that's probably like a
driving factor? I think I've just come
to the conclusion that I the Lily stuff
is something that I just have stopped
caring about as much. The June the King
video is out. It's whatever. I I I think
also hearing some of the like Lily the
anti- Lily group and I'm just like dude
it's like it's like dealing with the
Onision stuff, you just reach a point
where you're just like I don't I I don't
want to get involved anymore. So if
we're going to talk about like a [\h__\h]
skitso person, let's just talk about
Courtney because like listen, I don't
think Courtney's a rapist or a groomer.
I think she's just like a skitso [\h__\h]
And at some level that's a lot more fun
to talk about than [\h__\h] Lily Orchard
who I do think is, you know, a [\h__\h]
pedophile.
Oh, dude. What?
When did this come out? Premieres in 15
hours. Learning about accountability
from Wait, hold on. [\h__\h] Let me put
this up on screen.
Learning about accountability from
Anthony Gamalia.
Gamalia.
I dude can I guess at least it's not a
video about me. I'd say at least. I was
actually quite looking forward to it.
I'm a little disappointed, but okay.
I'm going have a cigarette. I'm going to
have a cigarette. I'm going to talk
chat.
Take a break, Becket. You deserve it.
Well, it's like 20 to 9 in the morning.
I've got [\h__\h] to do today. I'm going to
work.
I have a project to finish.
So, I will go and do that today.
Can I exchange my 20 points for extra
stickers? Yes, you can kick in. Thank
you for the 20 crowns. Much appreciated.
Please enjoy this cami gold just for
you. Okay.
I love the sticker mac. The sticker
Mac's based.
Oh, dude.
Yeah, man. Like, oh, dude. This has been
a fun stream. I didn't I I'll be honest
with you. Thank you guys all for coming
and turning up. Dude, this this stream's
got like actually not bad views
considering I started it at midnight EST
time. That's crazy. I expected like
maybe 100 people to show up. I'm
constantly I I'm always happy cuz I'm
constantly surprised how many of you
guys show up to watch me and hang out.
Thank you to all the lurkers and
subscribers and people who are going to
watch the VODs later. I really
appreciate it. You guys are awesome.
It does mean a lot to me, you know. So,
I do I do appreciate it. I don't think I
have anyone to rage you to, actually. I
I think I'm I think I'm a bit [\h__\h] in
that regard. I don't think anyone else
is even live. So, I'm glad that I've
been your nighttime conversation.
Let me have a look. Let me have a look
through.
I went to bed at 9:00 p.m. and woke up
at 1:30 a.m. I like Courtney P. I had no
choice. That is That is true and fair.
That is true and fair. He's on the live.
Is there anyone?
Dude, there's literally no one.
Literally no one.
All right. All right. I'll leave it off
with a with a song then, I guess.
Okay. That's not what I wanted to do.
Reset my thing. Reset my thing. [\h__\h]
Um.
Ta. What are we doing? What are we
doing? What are we doing? What are we
doing?
What do I want to play to finish this
off?
Send us on our way out.
I need something. That's Oh, I did want
to test.
Yes. Okay,
we can try that one.
do overcharge because I think that might
be uh royalty free and I wanted to try
it uh to see if I could use it in
videos. So, if I go red then it's
whatever. But you guys have been super
generous tonight so it's not really an
issue if I use lose monetization on
this. Um chat remember to like and
subscribe. So so true. I'm still
finishing this cigarette though. Anyone
got any final thoughts, questions?
Anything they want to say? You got like
three four minutes.
Dude,
it's been a Dude,
it's been a lot this week. Okay.
So, will you be doing more Pete T? Yeah,
there's a load of other stuff I want to
go over. So, um, you could raid Zyl
stream. Wait, is Zylie live?
Is Zylie live? Hold on.
Is that live? Can someone Can someone
link me to Z live? Is that Is that local
rewind?
Is she live? I don't see her live. I'
I'd ra her if she was live.
Loal reapers.
I don't even know what. Dude, I'm so out
of touch with like the local world.
Uh, scheduled for 9:00 a.m. Okay.
Yes, I will indeed. If I can raid to
that, then I I absolutely [\h__\h] will.
Yes, we'll do that.
We'll have a little bit of music while
we're waiting for the redirect, right?
Yes, I can raid into that. Okay, I will
raid into Zyl DMs. What will you send
me? Val,
dude, what? Bro,
[\h__\h] so broken.
Will you play Residents and Evil 6 with
me? Oh, what you mean? The co-op one?
Yeah, actually. Yeah, yeah, yeah, I
absolutely will. I totally will. As long
as I can play as the male characters,
Pinker, I will play it with you. Yes,
we'll do co-op Resident Evil 6. I
actually have it on Steam, I think. I
think I have it on Steam. I'll totally
play it with you.
Yes, we'll do we'll do we'll do we'll do
Resident Evil 6 stream cuz it's like
[\h__\h] that's such It's such an insane
game. It's It's so out of sync with
everything else.
Oh, dude. Okay, we'll do uh we'll do lo
re uh reapers or whatever. We'll send
you over there. Uh I need to talk for a
little bit longer so I can actually play
some of this music cuz I actually want
to do do want to test this song and it
is 3 minutes long. So, we're going to
have to going to have to hold it out for
a bit. Uh you have to play as the girls
Becker. Listen, I don't like playing as
female characters. I don't know if
people know this about me. I like
playing as male characters. I never I
just And I just don't enjoy it if I play
as a girl. Um,
your streams have helped me the last few
weeks. Listen, I'm glad. I'm glad. And
uh I I I've always said that part of the
reason I stream is I want people to like
just come and be able to laugh at
something.
It's a big reason.
So, this stream is very much one because
I was annoyed and I needed to be
annoyed.
No, I want to be the girls. Okay, pink
can be the girls. It works well. That
works well. Cop honestly is the nicest
YouTube server I've been in. Followed
closely by Catsler. Like, I think Cop is
just really chill. Like, I I think I've
got a very chill community. I've got a
very chill audience. I really appreciate
you guys for that.
Um,
but yeah. Yeah, this has been awesome.
Belgie, I listen
server catching [\h__\h] stray is brutal.
Brutal, bro.
Darkest timeline.
Okay, listen. We're going to close out
with some music and then I'm going to
send you over to Zyl because I get I
want to check test this song. You guys
have all been [\h__\h] awesome tonight. I
really appreciate it. We will be back
during the week for more Courtney
content. This is what we're doing now. I
want to uh really dig into this woman.
I'm [\h__\h] I'm done. I'm triggered. I'm
triggered chat. So uh we we'll go from
there. I will catch you next time. Thank
you so much as always. You guys are
based. Have a great start to your week.
Peace.
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