1 00:00:37,120 --> 00:00:39,830 This isn't going to be like last live 2 00:00:39,830 --> 00:00:39,840 This isn't going to be like last live 3 00:00:39,840 --> 00:00:42,470 This isn't going to be like last live stream. I'm just waiting for people to 4 00:00:42,470 --> 00:00:42,480 stream. I'm just waiting for people to 5 00:00:42,480 --> 00:02:02,709 stream. I'm just waiting for people to actually be here to start talking. 6 00:02:02,709 --> 00:02:02,719 7 00:02:02,719 --> 00:02:35,750 I don't know how to navigate this. 8 00:02:35,750 --> 00:02:35,760 9 00:02:35,760 --> 00:02:39,589 Does anyone know if this saves? 10 00:02:39,589 --> 00:02:39,599 Does anyone know if this saves? 11 00:02:39,599 --> 00:02:42,070 Does anyone know if this saves? Is it just live and then it's gone or 12 00:02:42,070 --> 00:02:42,080 Is it just live and then it's gone or 13 00:02:42,080 --> 00:02:45,190 Is it just live and then it's gone or does it save? 14 00:02:45,190 --> 00:02:45,200 does it save? 15 00:02:45,200 --> 00:02:48,550 does it save? Because if it just is up, then I'll 16 00:02:48,550 --> 00:02:48,560 Because if it just is up, then I'll 17 00:02:48,560 --> 00:02:51,670 Because if it just is up, then I'll start talking. But if it's not, then I 18 00:02:51,670 --> 00:02:51,680 start talking. But if it's not, then I 19 00:02:51,680 --> 00:02:53,030 start talking. But if it's not, then I want to wait till people are actually 20 00:02:53,030 --> 00:02:53,040 want to wait till people are actually 21 00:02:53,040 --> 00:03:45,509 want to wait till people are actually here. 22 00:03:45,509 --> 00:03:45,519 23 00:03:45,519 --> 00:03:47,509 Does anyone know if the live stream 24 00:03:47,509 --> 00:03:47,519 Does anyone know if the live stream 25 00:03:47,519 --> 00:03:50,630 Does anyone know if the live stream saves? No. Okay, whatever. I guess I'll 26 00:03:50,630 --> 00:03:50,640 saves? No. Okay, whatever. I guess I'll 27 00:03:50,640 --> 00:03:54,070 saves? No. Okay, whatever. I guess I'll just start talking anyways. 28 00:03:54,070 --> 00:03:54,080 just start talking anyways. 29 00:03:54,080 --> 00:03:57,670 just start talking anyways. So, 30 00:03:57,670 --> 00:03:57,680 31 00:03:57,680 --> 00:04:00,070 I 32 00:04:00,070 --> 00:04:00,080 I 33 00:04:00,080 --> 00:04:05,750 I don't know what to do anymore. 34 00:04:05,750 --> 00:04:05,760 35 00:04:05,760 --> 00:04:10,390 I don't know how to get people 36 00:04:10,390 --> 00:04:10,400 I don't know how to get people 37 00:04:10,400 --> 00:04:12,630 I don't know how to get people to 38 00:04:12,630 --> 00:04:12,640 to 39 00:04:12,640 --> 00:04:17,270 to stop all this. I know 40 00:04:17,270 --> 00:04:17,280 stop all this. I know 41 00:04:17,280 --> 00:04:20,069 stop all this. I know I know there are people with a lot more 42 00:04:20,069 --> 00:04:20,079 I know there are people with a lot more 43 00:04:20,079 --> 00:04:23,430 I know there are people with a lot more sway than I have that can end all this 44 00:04:23,430 --> 00:04:23,440 sway than I have that can end all this 45 00:04:23,440 --> 00:04:28,150 sway than I have that can end all this just like that. 46 00:04:28,150 --> 00:04:28,160 47 00:04:28,160 --> 00:04:30,870 And I know that they want to. So I don't 48 00:04:30,870 --> 00:04:30,880 And I know that they want to. So I don't 49 00:04:30,880 --> 00:04:41,590 And I know that they want to. So I don't understand why they don't. 50 00:04:41,590 --> 00:04:41,600 51 00:04:41,600 --> 00:04:46,469 It's hard not to feel like 52 00:04:46,469 --> 00:04:46,479 53 00:04:46,479 --> 00:04:49,990 there are people that are not 54 00:04:49,990 --> 00:04:50,000 there are people that are not 55 00:04:50,000 --> 00:04:53,110 there are people that are not doing what they can, 56 00:04:53,110 --> 00:04:53,120 doing what they can, 57 00:04:53,120 --> 00:04:54,790 doing what they can, that 58 00:04:54,790 --> 00:04:54,800 that 59 00:04:54,800 --> 00:04:56,790 that they could do so much more than I could, 60 00:04:56,790 --> 00:04:56,800 they could do so much more than I could, 61 00:04:56,800 --> 00:04:59,830 they could do so much more than I could, so much more easily, 62 00:04:59,830 --> 00:04:59,840 so much more easily, 63 00:04:59,840 --> 00:05:01,670 so much more easily, and they just choose not to. And it's 64 00:05:01,670 --> 00:05:01,680 and they just choose not to. And it's 65 00:05:01,680 --> 00:05:06,070 and they just choose not to. And it's hard to not feel some kind of 66 00:05:06,070 --> 00:05:06,080 67 00:05:06,080 --> 00:05:07,749 bitterness 68 00:05:07,749 --> 00:05:07,759 bitterness 69 00:05:07,759 --> 00:05:12,550 bitterness because of it. 70 00:05:12,550 --> 00:05:12,560 71 00:05:12,560 --> 00:05:14,469 I don't want to feel that way. I know 72 00:05:14,469 --> 00:05:14,479 I don't want to feel that way. I know 73 00:05:14,479 --> 00:05:16,950 I don't want to feel that way. I know that they care, which is a lot more than 74 00:05:16,950 --> 00:05:16,960 that they care, which is a lot more than 75 00:05:16,960 --> 00:05:20,469 that they care, which is a lot more than I can say about a lot of other people, 76 00:05:20,469 --> 00:05:20,479 I can say about a lot of other people, 77 00:05:20,479 --> 00:05:24,790 I can say about a lot of other people, but 78 00:05:24,790 --> 00:05:24,800 79 00:05:24,800 --> 00:05:26,870 I don't 80 00:05:26,870 --> 00:05:26,880 I don't 81 00:05:26,880 --> 00:05:29,510 I don't know why they don't care enough to do 82 00:05:29,510 --> 00:05:29,520 know why they don't care enough to do 83 00:05:29,520 --> 00:05:31,909 know why they don't care enough to do anything about it because they could 84 00:05:31,909 --> 00:05:31,919 anything about it because they could 85 00:05:31,919 --> 00:05:54,070 anything about it because they could change it. 86 00:05:54,070 --> 00:05:54,080 87 00:05:54,080 --> 00:05:57,110 I um 88 00:05:57,110 --> 00:05:57,120 I um 89 00:05:57,120 --> 00:05:59,430 I um I would really appreciate it if they did 90 00:05:59,430 --> 00:05:59,440 I would really appreciate it if they did 91 00:05:59,440 --> 00:06:01,110 I would really appreciate it if they did something 92 00:06:01,110 --> 00:06:01,120 something 93 00:06:01,120 --> 00:06:04,230 something and that's why I'm streaming because I 94 00:06:04,230 --> 00:06:04,240 and that's why I'm streaming because I 95 00:06:04,240 --> 00:06:07,270 and that's why I'm streaming because I don't know how else to [\h__\h] 96 00:06:07,270 --> 00:06:07,280 don't know how else to [\h__\h] 97 00:06:07,280 --> 00:06:12,629 don't know how else to [\h__\h] It seems like I'm yelling into the void. 98 00:06:12,629 --> 00:06:12,639 99 00:06:12,639 --> 00:06:15,510 I don't want to be I don't want to be 100 00:06:15,510 --> 00:06:15,520 I don't want to be I don't want to be 101 00:06:15,520 --> 00:06:18,950 I don't want to be I don't want to be doing this anymore. 102 00:06:18,950 --> 00:06:18,960 doing this anymore. 103 00:06:18,960 --> 00:06:21,670 doing this anymore. I never really wanted to in the first 104 00:06:21,670 --> 00:06:21,680 I never really wanted to in the first 105 00:06:21,680 --> 00:06:23,350 I never really wanted to in the first place. I felt like it was the only thing 106 00:06:23,350 --> 00:06:23,360 place. I felt like it was the only thing 107 00:06:23,360 --> 00:06:25,990 place. I felt like it was the only thing I could control, the only way I could do 108 00:06:25,990 --> 00:06:26,000 I could control, the only way I could do 109 00:06:26,000 --> 00:06:28,870 I could control, the only way I could do something to 110 00:06:28,870 --> 00:06:28,880 something to 111 00:06:28,880 --> 00:06:32,790 something to help anyone, to change anything. and was 112 00:06:32,790 --> 00:06:32,800 help anyone, to change anything. and was 113 00:06:32,800 --> 00:06:35,430 help anyone, to change anything. and was never just about him. 114 00:06:35,430 --> 00:06:35,440 never just about him. 115 00:06:35,440 --> 00:06:37,830 never just about him. It was about the community, 116 00:06:37,830 --> 00:06:37,840 It was about the community, 117 00:06:37,840 --> 00:06:40,469 It was about the community, a lot of problems that I saw in it and a 118 00:06:40,469 --> 00:06:40,479 a lot of problems that I saw in it and a 119 00:06:40,479 --> 00:06:43,990 a lot of problems that I saw in it and a lot of things I wanted to fix, 120 00:06:43,990 --> 00:06:44,000 lot of things I wanted to fix, 121 00:06:44,000 --> 00:06:46,390 lot of things I wanted to fix, but I'm not going to be able to do any 122 00:06:46,390 --> 00:06:46,400 but I'm not going to be able to do any 123 00:06:46,400 --> 00:06:49,990 but I'm not going to be able to do any of that. Um, 124 00:06:49,990 --> 00:06:50,000 of that. Um, 125 00:06:50,000 --> 00:06:52,469 of that. Um, so now I just want 126 00:06:52,469 --> 00:06:52,479 so now I just want 127 00:06:52,479 --> 00:06:56,870 so now I just want to fix the one thing that I'm now 128 00:06:56,870 --> 00:06:56,880 to fix the one thing that I'm now 129 00:06:56,880 --> 00:06:59,990 to fix the one thing that I'm now completely tied to without 130 00:06:59,990 --> 00:07:00,000 completely tied to without 131 00:07:00,000 --> 00:07:07,909 completely tied to without anything I can do about it. 132 00:07:07,909 --> 00:07:07,919 133 00:07:07,919 --> 00:07:09,990 I don't 134 00:07:09,990 --> 00:07:10,000 I don't 135 00:07:10,000 --> 00:07:13,189 I don't I don't know why people think that any 136 00:07:13,189 --> 00:07:13,199 I don't know why people think that any 137 00:07:13,199 --> 00:07:17,510 I don't know why people think that any of what he does is all right. 138 00:07:17,510 --> 00:07:17,520 139 00:07:17,520 --> 00:07:20,390 I 140 00:07:20,390 --> 00:07:20,400 I 141 00:07:20,400 --> 00:07:24,390 I I don't understand why even if you think 142 00:07:24,390 --> 00:07:24,400 I don't understand why even if you think 143 00:07:24,400 --> 00:07:29,270 I don't understand why even if you think that all of the weird inappropriateness, 144 00:07:29,270 --> 00:07:29,280 that all of the weird inappropriateness, 145 00:07:29,280 --> 00:07:31,270 that all of the weird inappropriateness, all of the 146 00:07:31,270 --> 00:07:31,280 all of the 147 00:07:31,280 --> 00:07:33,670 all of the things that just shouldn't have happened 148 00:07:33,670 --> 00:07:33,680 things that just shouldn't have happened 149 00:07:33,680 --> 00:07:36,550 things that just shouldn't have happened when it comes to him with so many 150 00:07:36,550 --> 00:07:36,560 when it comes to him with so many 151 00:07:36,560 --> 00:07:39,029 when it comes to him with so many different minors. Even if you think 152 00:07:39,029 --> 00:07:39,039 different minors. Even if you think 153 00:07:39,039 --> 00:07:42,230 different minors. Even if you think that's all all right, I don't understand 154 00:07:42,230 --> 00:07:42,240 that's all all right, I don't understand 155 00:07:42,240 --> 00:07:44,950 that's all all right, I don't understand how you can then just pretend the racism 156 00:07:44,950 --> 00:07:44,960 how you can then just pretend the racism 157 00:07:44,960 --> 00:07:46,870 how you can then just pretend the racism doesn't exist. Like, there's so many 158 00:07:46,870 --> 00:07:46,880 doesn't exist. Like, there's so many 159 00:07:46,880 --> 00:07:49,270 doesn't exist. Like, there's so many layers to all of this. 160 00:07:49,270 --> 00:07:49,280 layers to all of this. 161 00:07:49,280 --> 00:07:50,950 layers to all of this. There's so many different things going 162 00:07:50,950 --> 00:07:50,960 There's so many different things going 163 00:07:50,960 --> 00:07:53,110 There's so many different things going on. 164 00:07:53,110 --> 00:07:53,120 on. 165 00:07:53,120 --> 00:07:56,230 on. So many things came out after I already 166 00:07:56,230 --> 00:07:56,240 So many things came out after I already 167 00:07:56,240 --> 00:07:59,270 So many things came out after I already thought this was insane. 168 00:07:59,270 --> 00:07:59,280 thought this was insane. 169 00:07:59,280 --> 00:08:03,430 thought this was insane. I, you know, I've been on Fandone for 170 00:08:03,430 --> 00:08:03,440 I, you know, I've been on Fandone for 171 00:08:03,440 --> 00:08:07,270 I, you know, I've been on Fandone for two years and 172 00:08:07,270 --> 00:08:07,280 two years and 173 00:08:07,280 --> 00:08:10,070 two years and back then it was 174 00:08:10,070 --> 00:08:10,080 back then it was 175 00:08:10,080 --> 00:08:12,230 back then it was it was just 176 00:08:12,230 --> 00:08:12,240 it was just 177 00:08:12,240 --> 00:08:15,430 it was just him and 178 00:08:15,430 --> 00:08:15,440 him and 179 00:08:15,440 --> 00:08:20,710 him and his two VAS that he was with 180 00:08:20,710 --> 00:08:20,720 his two VAS that he was with 181 00:08:20,720 --> 00:08:23,670 his two VAS that he was with and the racist stuff 182 00:08:23,670 --> 00:08:23,680 and the racist stuff 183 00:08:23,680 --> 00:08:27,189 and the racist stuff and not all of it that we know now, 184 00:08:27,189 --> 00:08:27,199 and not all of it that we know now, 185 00:08:27,199 --> 00:08:30,469 and not all of it that we know now, not the others. that we know now, not 186 00:08:30,469 --> 00:08:30,479 not the others. that we know now, not 187 00:08:30,479 --> 00:08:33,829 not the others. that we know now, not the other details that we know now. 188 00:08:33,829 --> 00:08:33,839 the other details that we know now. 189 00:08:33,839 --> 00:08:37,430 the other details that we know now. And I didn't 190 00:08:37,430 --> 00:08:37,440 191 00:08:37,440 --> 00:08:40,389 People act like I made those up that I 192 00:08:40,389 --> 00:08:40,399 People act like I made those up that I 193 00:08:40,399 --> 00:08:43,029 People act like I made those up that I found them, but I'm not a researcher. I 194 00:08:43,029 --> 00:08:43,039 found them, but I'm not a researcher. I 195 00:08:43,039 --> 00:08:46,070 found them, but I'm not a researcher. I only spoke on what I knew about already. 196 00:08:46,070 --> 00:08:46,080 only spoke on what I knew about already. 197 00:08:46,080 --> 00:08:48,070 only spoke on what I knew about already. The things I posted are things that I 198 00:08:48,070 --> 00:08:48,080 The things I posted are things that I 199 00:08:48,080 --> 00:08:51,269 The things I posted are things that I already knew until people brought more 200 00:08:51,269 --> 00:08:51,279 already knew until people brought more 201 00:08:51,279 --> 00:08:55,030 already knew until people brought more things to my attention and I put those 202 00:08:55,030 --> 00:08:55,040 things to my attention and I put those 203 00:08:55,040 --> 00:08:57,110 things to my attention and I put those out, too. 204 00:08:57,110 --> 00:08:57,120 out, too. 205 00:08:57,120 --> 00:09:00,550 out, too. I didn't stalk anyone. 206 00:09:00,550 --> 00:09:00,560 I didn't stalk anyone. 207 00:09:00,560 --> 00:09:03,030 I didn't stalk anyone. I found 208 00:09:03,030 --> 00:09:03,040 I found 209 00:09:03,040 --> 00:09:05,910 I found I was given things 210 00:09:05,910 --> 00:09:05,920 I was given things 211 00:09:05,920 --> 00:09:08,550 I was given things by people that found things. 212 00:09:08,550 --> 00:09:08,560 by people that found things. 213 00:09:08,560 --> 00:09:14,550 by people that found things. And the things I already knew, I posted. 214 00:09:14,550 --> 00:09:14,560 215 00:09:14,560 --> 00:09:17,509 It doesn't matter. It doesn't It 216 00:09:17,509 --> 00:09:17,519 It doesn't matter. It doesn't It 217 00:09:17,519 --> 00:09:19,750 It doesn't matter. It doesn't It shouldn't matter. 218 00:09:19,750 --> 00:09:19,760 shouldn't matter. 219 00:09:19,760 --> 00:09:22,550 shouldn't matter. All this information is damning either 220 00:09:22,550 --> 00:09:22,560 All this information is damning either 221 00:09:22,560 --> 00:09:25,509 All this information is damning either way for him. Uh if if you think that 222 00:09:25,509 --> 00:09:25,519 way for him. Uh if if you think that 223 00:09:25,519 --> 00:09:27,430 way for him. Uh if if you think that it's a problem that someone went through 224 00:09:27,430 --> 00:09:27,440 it's a problem that someone went through 225 00:09:27,440 --> 00:09:30,949 it's a problem that someone went through the effort to document things 226 00:09:30,949 --> 00:09:30,959 the effort to document things 227 00:09:30,959 --> 00:09:33,110 the effort to document things and not the fact that the things 228 00:09:33,110 --> 00:09:33,120 and not the fact that the things 229 00:09:33,120 --> 00:09:37,750 and not the fact that the things documented are as they are, 230 00:09:37,750 --> 00:09:37,760 documented are as they are, 231 00:09:37,760 --> 00:09:41,430 documented are as they are, then I don't know what to say to you. 232 00:09:41,430 --> 00:09:41,440 then I don't know what to say to you. 233 00:09:41,440 --> 00:09:50,150 then I don't know what to say to you. I don't know. 234 00:09:50,150 --> 00:09:50,160 235 00:09:50,160 --> 00:09:53,190 I know I'm not speaking in specifics. I 236 00:09:53,190 --> 00:09:53,200 I know I'm not speaking in specifics. I 237 00:09:53,200 --> 00:09:56,070 I know I'm not speaking in specifics. I don't really know what else to do. 238 00:09:56,070 --> 00:09:56,080 don't really know what else to do. 239 00:09:56,080 --> 00:09:58,710 don't really know what else to do. This isn't to go over everything. This 240 00:09:58,710 --> 00:09:58,720 This isn't to go over everything. This 241 00:09:58,720 --> 00:10:01,590 This isn't to go over everything. This isn't to rehash anything. 242 00:10:01,590 --> 00:10:01,600 isn't to rehash anything. 243 00:10:01,600 --> 00:10:05,829 isn't to rehash anything. This is to try to get the people 244 00:10:05,829 --> 00:10:05,839 This is to try to get the people 245 00:10:05,839 --> 00:10:09,750 This is to try to get the people that I know care and I know know and I 246 00:10:09,750 --> 00:10:09,760 that I know care and I know know and I 247 00:10:09,760 --> 00:10:11,829 that I know care and I know know and I know have a lot more power on all this 248 00:10:11,829 --> 00:10:11,839 know have a lot more power on all this 249 00:10:11,839 --> 00:10:20,069 know have a lot more power on all this than I do to do anything because I 250 00:10:20,069 --> 00:10:20,079 251 00:10:20,079 --> 00:10:22,310 because I know I'm tired and I know I 252 00:10:22,310 --> 00:10:22,320 because I know I'm tired and I know I 253 00:10:22,320 --> 00:10:25,670 because I know I'm tired and I know I can't keep doing this and I know that 254 00:10:25,670 --> 00:10:25,680 can't keep doing this and I know that 255 00:10:25,680 --> 00:10:27,430 can't keep doing this and I know that there are people that have never even 256 00:10:27,430 --> 00:10:27,440 there are people that have never even 257 00:10:27,440 --> 00:10:30,470 there are people that have never even spoken publicly on all this that are 258 00:10:30,470 --> 00:10:30,480 spoken publicly on all this that are 259 00:10:30,480 --> 00:10:32,310 spoken publicly on all this that are exhausted. ed by it because they are 260 00:10:32,310 --> 00:10:32,320 exhausted. ed by it because they are 261 00:10:32,320 --> 00:10:36,550 exhausted. ed by it because they are affected by it too in ways that I am not 262 00:10:36,550 --> 00:10:36,560 affected by it too in ways that I am not 263 00:10:36,560 --> 00:10:39,750 affected by it too in ways that I am not at liberty to explain cuz it's not me. I 264 00:10:39,750 --> 00:10:39,760 at liberty to explain cuz it's not me. I 265 00:10:39,760 --> 00:10:42,710 at liberty to explain cuz it's not me. I can't I can't keep holding all the 266 00:10:42,710 --> 00:10:42,720 can't I can't keep holding all the 267 00:10:42,720 --> 00:10:45,350 can't I can't keep holding all the information and having to keep quiet 268 00:10:45,350 --> 00:10:45,360 information and having to keep quiet 269 00:10:45,360 --> 00:10:49,590 information and having to keep quiet about it because it would hurt someone 270 00:10:49,590 --> 00:10:49,600 about it because it would hurt someone 271 00:10:49,600 --> 00:11:08,230 about it because it would hurt someone because it's 272 00:11:08,230 --> 00:11:08,240 273 00:11:08,240 --> 00:11:11,110 I I don't know what to say. I don't 274 00:11:11,110 --> 00:11:11,120 I I don't know what to say. I don't 275 00:11:11,120 --> 00:11:14,230 I I don't know what to say. I don't know. 276 00:11:14,230 --> 00:11:14,240 277 00:11:14,240 --> 00:11:16,310 I just want 278 00:11:16,310 --> 00:11:16,320 I just want 279 00:11:16,320 --> 00:11:19,990 I just want the people that can help to help because 280 00:11:19,990 --> 00:11:20,000 the people that can help to help because 281 00:11:20,000 --> 00:11:22,310 the people that can help to help because right now he's coming back feeling 282 00:11:22,310 --> 00:11:22,320 right now he's coming back feeling 283 00:11:22,320 --> 00:11:26,949 right now he's coming back feeling comfortable like he can just come back 284 00:11:26,949 --> 00:11:26,959 285 00:11:26,959 --> 00:11:29,750 And it bothers me. I know the things are 286 00:11:29,750 --> 00:11:29,760 And it bothers me. I know the things are 287 00:11:29,760 --> 00:11:33,030 And it bothers me. I know the things are getting done behind the scenes 288 00:11:33,030 --> 00:11:33,040 getting done behind the scenes 289 00:11:33,040 --> 00:11:34,550 getting done behind the scenes and I know if you're one of the people 290 00:11:34,550 --> 00:11:34,560 and I know if you're one of the people 291 00:11:34,560 --> 00:11:37,030 and I know if you're one of the people I've been talking to right now that you 292 00:11:37,030 --> 00:11:37,040 I've been talking to right now that you 293 00:11:37,040 --> 00:11:41,030 I've been talking to right now that you know what's been going on 294 00:11:41,030 --> 00:11:41,040 know what's been going on 295 00:11:41,040 --> 00:11:42,470 know what's been going on that you know things are getting done 296 00:11:42,470 --> 00:11:42,480 that you know things are getting done 297 00:11:42,480 --> 00:11:45,350 that you know things are getting done behind the scenes. But I'm 298 00:11:45,350 --> 00:11:45,360 behind the scenes. But I'm 299 00:11:45,360 --> 00:11:48,949 behind the scenes. But I'm behind the scenes doesn't 300 00:11:48,949 --> 00:11:48,959 behind the scenes doesn't 301 00:11:48,959 --> 00:11:50,550 behind the scenes doesn't it doesn't feel real enough to me 302 00:11:50,550 --> 00:11:50,560 it doesn't feel real enough to me 303 00:11:50,560 --> 00:11:53,350 it doesn't feel real enough to me anymore. 304 00:11:53,350 --> 00:11:53,360 anymore. 305 00:11:53,360 --> 00:11:55,670 anymore. I want 306 00:11:55,670 --> 00:11:55,680 I want 307 00:11:55,680 --> 00:11:59,990 I want to stop having debates with people on if 308 00:11:59,990 --> 00:12:00,000 to stop having debates with people on if 309 00:12:00,000 --> 00:12:03,430 to stop having debates with people on if any of this is all right. 310 00:12:03,430 --> 00:12:03,440 any of this is all right. 311 00:12:03,440 --> 00:12:08,710 any of this is all right. I want it to just be over. 312 00:12:08,710 --> 00:12:08,720 313 00:12:08,720 --> 00:12:12,470 So, 314 00:12:12,470 --> 00:12:12,480 315 00:12:12,480 --> 00:12:14,790 I don't know if I don't know if this is 316 00:12:14,790 --> 00:12:14,800 I don't know if I don't know if this is 317 00:12:14,800 --> 00:12:16,470 I don't know if I don't know if this is going to be saved. I don't know if it's 318 00:12:16,470 --> 00:12:16,480 going to be saved. I don't know if it's 319 00:12:16,480 --> 00:12:18,310 going to be saved. I don't know if it's only live for the people who are seeing 320 00:12:18,310 --> 00:12:18,320 only live for the people who are seeing 321 00:12:18,320 --> 00:12:21,430 only live for the people who are seeing it and then it's gone. 322 00:12:21,430 --> 00:12:21,440 it and then it's gone. 323 00:12:21,440 --> 00:12:23,590 it and then it's gone. But I hope that 324 00:12:23,590 --> 00:12:23,600 But I hope that 325 00:12:23,600 --> 00:12:26,710 But I hope that one of the people I'm talking to is at 326 00:12:26,710 --> 00:12:26,720 one of the people I'm talking to is at 327 00:12:26,720 --> 00:12:28,949 one of the people I'm talking to is at least here or can see this at some 328 00:12:28,949 --> 00:12:28,959 least here or can see this at some 329 00:12:28,959 --> 00:12:32,310 least here or can see this at some point. I feel inclined enough to do more 330 00:12:32,310 --> 00:12:32,320 point. I feel inclined enough to do more 331 00:12:32,320 --> 00:12:34,629 point. I feel inclined enough to do more than 332 00:12:34,629 --> 00:12:34,639 than 333 00:12:34,639 --> 00:12:38,310 than talk to people privately or maybe even 334 00:12:38,310 --> 00:12:38,320 talk to people privately or maybe even 335 00:12:38,320 --> 00:12:45,670 talk to people privately or maybe even make a tweet because this is 336 00:12:45,670 --> 00:12:45,680 337 00:12:45,680 --> 00:12:50,230 it's gone. It's gone. 338 00:12:50,230 --> 00:12:50,240 339 00:12:50,240 --> 00:12:52,470 I'm not trying. I'm not trying to look 340 00:12:52,470 --> 00:12:52,480 I'm not trying. I'm not trying to look 341 00:12:52,480 --> 00:12:54,790 I'm not trying. I'm not trying to look like I'm crying. I'm I know people are 342 00:12:54,790 --> 00:12:54,800 like I'm crying. I'm I know people are 343 00:12:54,800 --> 00:12:58,790 like I'm crying. I'm I know people are analyzing everything I do. I just I have 344 00:12:58,790 --> 00:12:58,800 analyzing everything I do. I just I have 345 00:12:58,800 --> 00:13:02,150 analyzing everything I do. I just I have a hard time not 346 00:13:02,150 --> 00:13:02,160 a hard time not 347 00:13:02,160 --> 00:13:04,550 a hard time not taking a moment to think about my words. 348 00:13:04,550 --> 00:13:04,560 taking a moment to think about my words. 349 00:13:04,560 --> 00:13:07,350 taking a moment to think about my words. I'm not pausing to 350 00:13:07,350 --> 00:13:07,360 I'm not pausing to 351 00:13:07,360 --> 00:13:09,910 I'm not pausing to hold back tears or any way you want to 352 00:13:09,910 --> 00:13:09,920 hold back tears or any way you want to 353 00:13:09,920 --> 00:13:13,190 hold back tears or any way you want to spin it. I'm just thinking. I want to be 354 00:13:13,190 --> 00:13:13,200 spin it. I'm just thinking. I want to be 355 00:13:13,200 --> 00:13:21,750 spin it. I'm just thinking. I want to be clear. 356 00:13:21,750 --> 00:13:21,760 357 00:13:21,760 --> 00:13:30,870 I don't know. 358 00:13:30,870 --> 00:13:30,880 359 00:13:30,880 --> 00:13:33,190 Anyways, 360 00:13:33,190 --> 00:13:33,200 Anyways, 361 00:13:33,200 --> 00:13:39,030 Anyways, uh if this is not going to stay up, then 362 00:13:39,030 --> 00:13:39,040 uh if this is not going to stay up, then 363 00:13:39,040 --> 00:13:42,230 uh if this is not going to stay up, then I guess out of like the dozen people 364 00:13:42,230 --> 00:13:42,240 I guess out of like the dozen people 365 00:13:42,240 --> 00:13:44,470 I guess out of like the dozen people that have been in this live stream, I 366 00:13:44,470 --> 00:13:44,480 that have been in this live stream, I 367 00:13:44,480 --> 00:13:47,190 that have been in this live stream, I hope one of you was one of those people. 368 00:13:47,190 --> 00:13:47,200 hope one of you was one of those people. 369 00:13:47,200 --> 00:13:49,829 hope one of you was one of those people. And if not, I guess that's it. This was 370 00:13:49,829 --> 00:13:49,839 And if not, I guess that's it. This was 371 00:13:49,839 --> 00:13:53,160 And if not, I guess that's it. This was another bust.